learning from yourself
means knowing ur own limits. this isn’t about a stunt in one’s personal growth. more so. what are ur personal triggers. what causes u afflictions. what makes u tick. what is ur reaction. how is the quality of ur own actions. these are treated more so when the world is heightened. where conditions permit many ill will to manifest among us. that we may wonder if it’s part of human nature to be prone to such harsh conditions. if that’s so. then what is the true remedy bc itself can’t be contested. do u like to be possessed by some invincible hand that causes u to do certain things go in which later u may regret ? do u like to be perceived as a puppet ? do u like to say. u made me do it. more so than taking personal accountability for at the very least. ur portion of things ? these are harder to determine since we are still coming to terms with sharing this reality. we often mistake our hate for absolute certainty. that we must eliminate the opponent at all costs but at some point this idea was born out of love. it may easily be mistaken. we assume that annihilating the enemy is going to produce the peace we seek. whereas it’s the opposite that brings to fruition such possible condition.
in our quest for discovery or truth. we do indeed learn from our experiences. this part may require from us absolute self honesty. not to criticize or judge oneself excessively where one may feel too isolated from the rest of the world. living the life of a criminal in broad daylight. but more so to utilise analytic thought. bc ur ur own teacher. and ur ur best specimen in understanding human nature. ofc. u may not assume others nature for them. since everyone will have their own unique blueprint . and that we all have our own point of origin. upon coming to this earth. with a past. or a prior to being here. that might have had its unique blueprint. that’s the part that can be differentiated. although in some individuals we may also possess strong similarities. there would still be strong. differences among us. which is our diversity. though our humanity may require from us a unified approach. it does not mean that we must force connections. or assume that in order to get along we must love one another ofc. the term love comes in many forms. the absence of active or indicative love does not mean we can’t develop natural peace thru neutrality. bc u might not be prepared to open up at such intimate level with others just yet. this is limited states of anger where one may then compensate by the excessive use of their premature love. due to of having been forced. we may assume that such niceties allow us the bond that we seek from a social standard. but in our one personal experience. if there is a strong counter force. then we must prioritize that. say. if ur getting a strong side effect from a societal point of flaw that might. have established urself long before u got here. u might need to priorities urself so as to be of service to a greater deal. since ur not producing network aside effects that are easily to avoid. from the point of self directives. bc then u are taking personal responsibility.
personal responders does not always make avoidable mistakes and then apply the remedy. as in. ok now i made a. mistake. and now i must pay the price for it. surely. if we can detect a pattern with partial type of error. then we are getting a sense. into its future occurrence. a foresight that can detect when a given condition is beginning its small. then. we can remedy it before it repeats. and we may also learn from the fact that the more we repeat a cycle. the harder it may be to break out of it. so in states of anger or destructive sense if being. u may leave a strong imprint which may echo for a while. until it’s faded and then the clarity is taken over. or u feel more at peace. lighter. and move with ease. versus how a given negative condition might dilute ur senses of make u feel heavier. which causes the intense states of dullness followed by feeling too heightened. or being overly sensitive. since one has to compensate for the other. even in too excessive a sure of emotion is going to produce its opposite. and this may cause us states of fear of change into smth. a version of ourselves we might become dissatisfied with. since at the end of the day. purpose of life is personal peace. though we have many questionable ways of getting about it.
this isn’t judgemental. if we have come to a degree of personal experience in terms of handing. personal mistakes. when we are tolerant with our own process. we may reflect this with our surroundings as well. but this can cause us to differentiate the types of pain and suffering abound. which can teach us a great deal about our world. understanding our world helps us understand our nature. since we have one brief life and with so many things to learn within it. sometimes time feels like it moves too fast. then we may feel at times overturned with how much needs to get done and not know a way of where to begin about it. all this can make us feel unstable in a world that also itself feels unstable. but this can be a way for us to also establish trust in the uncertainty. this doesn’t mean blind faith however. ur still looking for concrete evidence before u call a theory a fact. although in our language we have smoke and mirrors. abound. this may also inhibit us from the direct knowledge into self error as well as self accomplishments. for this is what connects us to our purview about the world and our intimate relationship with all and everything. no matter how impersonal things may seem at times. we don’t wish for example. to let our efforts go to waste. even the most misunderstood soul may feel inconvenienced at times of greet peril within self before all this begins to project outwardly. at heightened times this is all the more so potential to happen which may teach us a benevolent approach so minimize conflict. and to try to learn from past hardship while we continue to co create in the reality. as heightens times may become this may force us to look at the world with bare eyes. and some things are hard to bear and others are just hurt. lots of pain abound which causes great persons affliction of self defeat. or we may seek for higher order of thought. what’s the lesson here.
the space influences us
much greatly. though we too collectively have a strong voice. our vibrations do penetrate thru earth n reaches well beyond. we may have traversed all there is. by the connections we send. and the return of this space food is what tends to illuminate our paths. we may assume we are small even when we act big. which is alright. we are mortals. we have mortality. that is our vulnerability. we change. this creates instabilities. we want to be certain. but then we are constantly challenged in our certainties. or that we must uphold the status of assure certainty. at all times. which does not leave any room for progressive change. even though changes constant. we place our bets on our mortality which is alright. but issue is when we confuse the finite for infinite n thereby assume its death to be absolute. however what we send out to the universe wins what communicates to the universe. not we specifically and absolutely direct dialect. even on our self observations and prayer this is true as there will be a degree of self limit. where by which one’s own purview may offer more direct links to what’s finite around us. that’s perhaps why we mistake the finite for infinite. and when it’s about to perish this gives us anxieties. our fears may cause us instabilities based on by the planters influences also. we may say. well. i know myself. i welcome any challenge. and only to discover a whole new side to us. and thru this challenge do we experience change. in the real dawns that challenges our absoluteness. do u think we have power to destroy galaxies ? or give birth to new ones ? we do seem as human species. of a constructive and destructive types. although. nature also possesses such notions. there has to be a correct order in which such cycles may happen. such as when outdated models needs to be replaced by a newer version of it. and bc we are vulnerable in our mortality that we may feel awkward in approaching this same theory in other arenas of our lives.
or we may mistake our destructiveness. which is part of recreating or creating a new. not in the sense that we must be all on aggressive. ready to destroy everything we touch haphazardly. but in many layers. in our thoughts such is referred to as deconstruction of an idea. so that we make sense of its parts. in emotional sense. a breakdown can remove any emotional blockages. or there that we might have. suppressed. in our relationships we may also have such breakdowns. when certain changes may occur in our lives or through certain inner instabilities or avoidances. a small issues may grow bigger and then cause anger between people. or worry or excessive concern. which ofc can lead to confrontations. when we mistake these signs. we may resort to violences. which can lead to bigger forms of destructions. with the same intention that we seek change. or that we are compelled to change but do not know how to go about it. or that we may feel this deconstruction process by a physical affliction instead. bypassing all other signs. or not noticing the origin of a cause of such that treaties afflictions. ofc bc we mistake our smallness for the real reality. we may forge true the powers do influence us. they too communicate among each other thru their own cycles and concomitant to ur entry to earth timeline. communicate with u a unique language. that’s designed for ur own improvement and process. ur feee will only grants u how u wish to go about it. do u. wish to improve slowly. or all at once. and ofc. u alone cannot decide entirely. even though u may cultivate such seeds. they depend on the earths laws. the natural world that may need to be able to cultivate those seeds. and that means by the efforts of everyone can we achieve greater heights inn this way. as quick as we wish to if that’s all our wish. or slow if we do not agree.
natural world works with the systems that are created by us. though their congruence. there is also strong position there as well for we may feel compelled to take control of such events. since they denote to our mortality. the vital part about understanding what makes us feel vulnerable gives us strong indications to why we may feel volatile at times. anything that challenges our existentialism . is going to perturb us in the reactive sense. and we pair this with our strong sense of this reality bc although the space is greater by longevity. the earths laws tend to supersede so much that it’s influence is much greater on us. which is why we latch onto our life. u can’t blame anyone who feels threatened who would take such personal measure. bc the basis denotes to their mortality. and that’s a vulnerability for us all yet we still can’t come to same page about the truths about such afflictions. irregardless to the results that speak for itself. we maybe convinced that we have no part in certain objedirve and it’s true. there are certain guidances that are outside of our control. ur thoughts don’t just make appear out of thin air material objedirve for instance. there has to be including a few other ingredients. i would say. core at that. for smth to be that possible. we notice the great effort that happens. the mechanical grinds get going in full gear. making the whole mechanism work in tandem with our individual likes and dislikes. as well as how well we may course through life. perhaps such remnants from then past must be handled with great care. greeter in sense that is beyond our mortality. collective at that. and perhaps even well beyond this system we are part of. when we think back in bigger steps. this balances our forward motions. for we we the centre of the equilibrium at all times.
but this does not mean. that there are no other centres of operation we may be among the many. when viewed thru our purview we are centralized. since this is our trajectory. we may look at every direction to get a better sense as to where we are at. intrinsically we may get a feel of this. to determine where is each planet at this very moment is to feel each planet out for its own unique frequencies. to get to know their influences and characteristics. doesn’t matter if a given characteristic is strong or weak.positive or negative for these are subjective associations that we like to make due to our self betterment. the anti thesis to our vulnerable mortality. for we too try to extend our mortality web timeline it’s quality of existence. but do not know how to go about it. perhaps due to the man made laws not being congruent with nature even though nature tries to make itself congruent with nature or law of mankind. hence we may feel compelled to or be donated by this rather unpleasant side effect. more so than it being wrong or right. although this great dissatisfaction remains until we come to a relive which involves in a way. all. either in this lifetime or next. or maybe eons from now. we may meet at another time and in another place. much like this one. very different than it. with the improvement of what happens here. that’s truly what counts and fine with us each in our unique individual set of characteristics ofc. and then this carries on in a new way. we see its representation. although very limited in depth. happen meaning us humankind. we often mistake objedirve or flip flop on understandings bc we like to come to a resolve. to change. but do not know if which or where we can go about such transcending . since this involves the self betterment of all. as well as all hands on deck. but this past we are yet to perfect. since there are many afflictions playing at large. when great literary crossroads happen. this much is expected. also because we may wish to recognize our true power so that we can redirect it. with our willingness to perfect the skillful art of transcending our own imperfection. or more so. misunderstandings about the reality in which we live.
it’s nice
to settle with one set of consciousness. but one can expand to all kinds of consciousnesses. u can rest at mental consciousness or emotional consciousness . or u can be strictly soul based system. but ungrounded. aloof. too disconnected at times. unable to form direct connections with ur reality. a body consciousness would be paying too much emphasis on the body pain. versus origin of the pain. especially when the pain is due to stored consciousness and memory that instigates the discomfort. not always at times. but one may consider these consciousnesses. as part of the whole and. it exclusively in and of itself. including the soul consciousness since they all. by themselves both posses positive and negative. in too extremes. why this is so is directly connected to our relationships to planets. firstly. we the planet earth. then we have the concomitant sun and the moon. then we have the other planets in their successions and dominance. or power of strong influence. they all have there own beats and in extreme quantities for this is an alchemists work, may produce the types of effects. hence our relationship and conversation to them. the direct link between us and the planetary functions are evident. in astrology. and u may find out. each planet having of different qualities. and they also change. much like planet earth and we do. this change reflects on our stores of consciousnesses that is evident in what we produce here. it’s usually executed after the mental consciousness has decided on a fixed decision. which then becomes body consciousness that executes a patrician type of action. sometimes the stillness of body. the decision not to act is also a body consciousness. as we make these changes. the quote comes to mind that it’s via the mental consciousness we create our reality. so there must be emphasis to it but it still makes only part of the whole. for strictly mental thoughts don’t often produce end results. that there must be accompaniment of other stores of consciousnesses that must be present. and this means that our relationships with other planets. and its quality may contribute to that effect. perhaps we can say. the sun would be come cooler or warmer. or the interactions would produce different results given that our collective input is of good quality. than what we might have had been available to our stores of consciousnesses apprehending reality.
we may begin to think because there’s cyclic occurrences that there must not be different variations. a fixed sense is also found in astrology but this fixed ness can easily be misapprehended since we too feel this strong urge to pay too much emphasis on the fixed ness of reality as well as self identity we may also attach the same. that we can say. we may be trying to find the right balance. but not know of which we assume to know. since we are still in thru it all. the facilitation of change aside. the crystallization of our acknowledgment is smth do the heart. or we do convey as weak sometimes. and maybe too strong headed. a heart that is stubborn basically. do we then assuage that we are open hearted in areas where we might be too much in the mid ? this too shall equate itself in time as we may think. or given by the sheer look of cycles. we may assume this fixed ness in otherwise a very fluid nature. that same is true of the planets that grow to change. as with our planet earths sn the entire solar system. usually the mark of a new year is that. to celebrate the birth of the planet. by this acknowledgment we can tell there is profession. and as with all beginnings there must be an end. then we must place planetary necessary beyond their beginning and end if we want to tap into a higher resource that has fine spiritual food that’s going to allow for direction of the soul that must traverse this unknown universe. for anything goes. then in which we can make our reality do higher quality. but this must for for everyone. given by then factors found there in. there are no secrets abound that can be contained. for everything permeates. we may run the risk of too much analytic thought that can get us in a rigid satin of where we are headed. hence the art of all stores of consciousness seeping into one. or sewing into one. and this requires a lot of knowledge in the art of union. or the one consciousness. of unified states of being. but ofc. we may misunderstand such meanings. for the symbolism is for everyone to recognize.
knowledge merely here means. ability tap into ur own inner resource. more than go out there and collect every bit of information. however the bit of external info does in deed have power to invoke relativity from within. that taps into a inner resource that’s beyond the immediately purviews. especially from too practical a mind. hi where the practicality still serves a purpose here. it’s just in our apprehension of the discovery in which we may come to a clearing after our first initiation for smth new. that facilitates wisdom from experience. that eventually turns to a ground based established with ease due to efficiency of our natural systems. which gives us a equitable power each in our personal involvement with reality. however again. as stated above. all hands must be on deck. and attempting to fool each other mean that we fool ourselves first eventually it may be translated into action last. hence some players go backwards before they move forwards. this is all part of the entire purview of the mechanism in which different backgrounds come to play for a common ground. as each planet has their own unique set of characters. so is with planet earth with its own set of laws and unique features. this represents in ourselves the same. for we don’t exactly compete with each other but only for sport. the comparisons aren’t for contrast on our external reality unless we are lost. and haven’t grounded ourselves to the current format of reality. only from here can we begin to look everywhere to determine a better trajectory for collective survival. since this is aim. even if we didn’t know the true reasons yet of our nature. therein. we may attribute these meanings that allow us to make the extreme conditions palpable. but then there is a point of no return thru which we may have to repeat a lesson. or learn things the hard way either. but how then can we say that we would in any capacity overcome our afflictions. and be that which we aspire. irregardless to our own personal misapprehension u might think u can succeed at the cost of others. but what’s the true cost to u though over long course of time. bc u may. keep ur humanity. until u die. but then we have no recollection of what’s to come thereafter. therein lies our vulnerable existence. however. by improving the conditions of the now. we may have a higher likelihood to make ease with the unknown. in a way. u form alliances who try ur fate. by the help of ur own higher self.
one does not need to be a believer for anything for one to have such conduct. u might be dominant in ones of these stores of consciousness more than the others. u may be too keen on thoughts. or more on the spiritual side. an expert at some body function can teach greatly. or the vica versa. for each entry into this world comes from a specific point of origin. and in which certain planets were aligned. to add to the confusion there are many of us entring the world at the same time. which means that there are strong similarities. but in comparing. entities we recognize more differences. perhaps. due to our quality of infinity. in our make and our make easy with such misdemeanours of misapprehension of our own particular line of thought. that too happens. for the mind too learns how tot think more so than what to think and in which ways this thinking process complements one’s life. we do influence ourselves too. we may feel possessed or compelled by particular lines of thought also by their associative meanings for they may signify a greater curiosity or concern for smth that we might have previously overlooked. which then can give us the necessary inner nutrients to complement the whole of consciousness or else we would be compensating from the other stores of consciousness if we are too keen on dominating only own store of consciousness above all else. then we are putting the blinders on. we are refusing to see the full picture. because we think that thoughts alone create reality. we continue to deject that we maybe transparent to the world from time to time. and that by assuming we trick others bc we may assume smth is hidden whereas it’s not, we then end up exposing ourselves where there is spiritual lack. for each serves purpose. though spirituality has this one great notion about it that allows us to resonate. well beyond our humanly means. it’s almost like an universal orchestra that we are part of. a continual dance with the cosmos that is part of the great unknown.
interesting world we got
where the same folks who harm us want our best intent in mind. how does that work exactly is still a mystery to me but i do think some folks among us actually think we are robots. or we can’t also possess continual stream of consciousness that’s unadulterated by external conditions. and we are also not forced to believe general facts about things which does not allow individuals to permeate a deeper understanding let alone form their own unique thought process. albeit. we must have a degree of self responsibility. for the more cautious we are. the less harm this may produce. the less mistakes this may refer to but. we can’t force this process. as it will happen naturally. as a byproduct of all the right things coming together. and slowly building their own momentum. yet we lack this sort of direction in reality. which explains why some folks are keen on machinating our reality. u might think it’s bc of protection in some way. but it causes so much harm though. so how is that benefit to us in any. way. surely manmade systems do offer some type of security. but in that. how can it also produce great harm. in fact. even worse i. some cases. bc it’s determined by others and u for. have a choice and ur being led like cattle. relocated. moved about. mowed down in ur personality for it doesn’t just stop in ur material reality. it must penetrate too. while itself convinces u that superfluous reality is good for u. itself takes no second to breach ur personal reality and would like to occupy there too. as u notice. we don’t have personal agency on that we can focus on things we love. we must continue to be dragged by everyday objectives that could get done with a simple phone call or a sound email. you would think by now we would appreciate reality. but it’s not by nominees that this gratitude truly matters if itself cannot transcend properly and then crystallize the changes of its own self efficient. itself is not granted such changes. that’s where the problem is.
and we often equate this sort of interesting world we got. to smth as it can not be changed. but bc we are stupid and dumb. but most people don’t believe the world is capable of good change. even though they know that they and the rest of populations deserve better. this doesn’t inject their way of life per se. they can find simple joy in simple connections. their family and friends. their personal small or big accomplishments and so on. however. they too get impacted by the whims of reality for it sweeps us all around in one way or another. bc we are one. we are inevitably part of this great tapestry and here and there. u and me don’t really differ much. it’s one air. yet as interesting as it may sound. bc we flip flop between objectives. which i think is due to our constantly adopting of a faulty set of theories from historical contexts. in attempts to do what is not even necessary to do. tot take over the world , or to control it entirely, and this is despite our knowing. bc it’s impossible to control smth that itself is not in control. or can’t be controlled by us bc itself controls us. if u notice. ur body would die outside of this planet. unless u have continual supply store somewhere which can help continue of ur self sustains. kind of like here. where u depend on earths own resources. . yet we tell ourselves that we are in charge of it. perhaps. like a farmer we tend to a garden. we take care of we are supposed to at least but somewhere along our development thru our history we did some wrong things. now itself is evident that these wrong things did in fact come with some ease. but if u notice it doesn’t reach all populations either so itself is a work in progress which also paradoxically does not grow an inch more. and its been. quite a while since it has stunted its growth. and has been in limbo. it is one thing if things were simply maintained. but if u notice. also. that in the last three years. things have progressively and markedly gotten worse. surely there’s silver lining there too. aka our special endowments. ah. tough times make tough people blah blah blah maybe i don’t want this type of wisdom. do u? what if i told u we are capable of learning without that much discomfort and avoidable harm ? we are beyond up the wazoo in unabsorbed wisdom. it’s at our feet like leaves on the ground. and what we don’t absorb is absorbed to mother earth. and then she becomes louder. but we still don’t hear it. period. in this grand limbo of repetitive nonsense. is getting us numb. that we can’t be sensitive to the subtle but deep parts of nature.
if it took all this grand cosmic whatever that brought me here. which took however long it did. and traversed great distances before i landed my dumb ass here. then i’m gonna make the res of it worth smth. isn’t it hilarious that we are capable of great harm to each other. the same type of species. human versus human. with the same inherent truth as i stated above. that it took us so long to get here. and we would at the very least make smth with it. doesn’t matter what that smth is for u. or else we are indeed dumb. why did we get here. all that endowments so that we get wasted by other humans who run the show ? at the end of the day. we are of the same matter. but what’s the matter with being peaceful and equally respectful to our rights of existence ? if for example it was difficult for us to convey the true meaning g of our nature. we would at the very least refrain from causing harm to smth which we do not undersrnd. perhaps. there is going to be necessary a self discovery so that we develop our own midst and understanding into our nature. but this must not rule out others i the process. since such strong sense of heavy individualism is not exactly accurate. in fact. its not even unique. if we must cast ourselves exclusively apart. but only when we release this strong sense in belief that we stand apart from others. that’s when we stand apart from others. so the nature individuations . occurs naturally when we let go any strong grasp or attachment to our sense of self. which also ironically applies to all the negativities that come our way. which is why we see many people among us having such strong tolerance that with itself brings a unique sense of presence. we then become selfless self who is unique in their self but also selfless bc they consider all beings as one. that means that via ur self association u may have a degree of understanding for the wellbeing of others at the very least about the basics. that does not need anything else explosive. bc we do expect too much information from each other just to have basic decency at times which is a negative side effect to system wanting to protect itself from potential of abuse from individuals yet all the while starving those individuals from proper living conditions. bc the systems we run by people who are going thru their own progression thru life and have errors just like everyone. but fail to have any trouble shooting within system that allow them to detect and correct their errors when it’s small. not to mention own up to three mistakes. learn from it and pay back the people. if their errors concern others in a negative way which are the worst type of systemic errors. but bc system tend to play tough and wanna act and seem competent. then go thru great length to cover their errors which only gets worse. bc systems are so inter related that when u do things like that even secretly. it causes disruptions. and is felt by more than just the people u target.
as interesting as it sounds. as we have power to create our problems we also have power to solve them. but bc there’s a personal agency which can reject their self evolution. this is smth we can do only in limited availability. we cannot force others to be enlightened either. and bc of that aspect we should tukoae law and order. such trouble shooting allows us to be protected by the blind rage of others. abc they too are human and may have. their own breaking point. maybe it’s. workplace hazard since a ton of things that happen thru our system can be dehumanizing. itself is not normal. and itself causes many afflictions. we in turn each process these afflictions individually. bc we can process data uniquely already and some of which are very subtle factors bc they touch on their older frequencies and invoke their ghost like unfinished business this is how truly connected we are. and we are also connected to planets around us. we influence them. they influence us back. both of us go thru our unique changes due to this unique interaction. and then this impacts the age of solar system and it’s progression. so in. truth. we have that much power of it’s effect ability. yet we refuse to realize this just bc we refuse this same power in each other. we have a deeper response which we refuse just bc it self seems unprovable despite the many phenomena and epiphanies we may have at times. but not know of which we need to go about things. therein lies our power. perhaps it begins within. then small shifts lead to greater abilities. though one of the bigger r factor remain. how do we reflect our collective findings with in the systems so that the system are coherent with the reality and relative to its happenings. not outdated. or backwards where itself causes much harm. bc we are here for smth. not just anything. it is best for us all in our overall quality of life. to determine this co consciously bc we aren’t living only for ourselves as it has also not served us to think too kingly. unless our kingdom is a benevolent one. that itself is not reduced in quantity in the company of other kings and queens.
an integrity based system
is possible. however we may find this internally foremost. to actualize what it truly mean to live an integral lifestyle. true to its word. and deed. and do as such. without presence of witnesses. as we are currently. in a reward punishment type systems. where by which we tend to wish to beget more rewards and obviously. veer away from anything that produces punishment. whether if this is self punishment in the form of overthinking. which leads to distorted states of reality, or one that rejects inconsistencies towards external occurrences ends up producing the same. distorted states of reality. where by which we do not see reality as it is. but as we wish it to be. according to whatever internal delusions we produce due to the inconsistencies of the lifestyles we follow. an integrity based system produces trust within one by one’s own successes and begets more trust among. people. for this also begets more. as it continues on the constructive cooperative lines versus competitive ones where we feel most isolated. due to the nature of self succession at the cost of others wellbeing misfortune. currently. we have all kk da of misconceptions about realty. which is normal to be produced due to systemic inconsistencies that do not run on integrity based philosophies. when we must compete with each other. there’s hardly any integrity in that which we must achieve especially if there are no set of rules to follow or that. we may not always have a set of witness or audience thru which we may then feel compelled to performative scrips. versus the truth in which we may reside on a particular type of inventory that is necessary to facilitate set of conditions that also do the same. however we also do notice that in a sea of competitive , mutually destructive bases that tend to repeat same old cycles, any seed of intensity is very difficult to survive. since the majority tends to overrule. but this doesn’t mean that it’s integral to any basis that truly is established along authentic lines. irregardless to the depth of the danger they which we may then feel strong challenge of some form of transcendence, we may then find out the true meaning beneath the statement how does it reflect our sense of wellbeing to live in integrity based self consciousness which pleasurably beget more the more it is practiced. as we see. any negative actions tend to produce the same. if not more. since the world is akin to prone to bad deeds at every opportunity it may receive. or. that it has it fully established within itself. a self integrity based system that correlates with natural reality and not against it.
part of the reason we lack integrity is because of our general misalignment with natural world or reality thru which we may have firmly established benevolent co existence which correlate with our relationship with mother nature as well as each other as gifts of earth and not curse to our wellbeing. which we tend to miss take for the natural reality when we err and then make excuse for which we may then assuage it has any purpose than correct the error but then we would in our self integrity accept a mistake as a mistake. or smth that could be further studied. s pursuer for discovery of which produces it as a means to align with the forces of nature and not against it. though bc we tend to abuse mother nature for profit. and for short term goals versus long term sustainable integrity based practices. we do not find the ways in which we can make it happen due to our past models of productivity has set the basis in bench intensity is almost not there or completely missing. where the establishment of human minds ways in which they then lower for such trajectory of advancements almost always came with heavy price ticket. and barely eve corrected for which we tend to find scapegoats instead. since we do see each other as separate from everyone. we we see everyone separate from natural reality where we then dehumanize each other easily. even at times. ourselves. bc we have rejected the rude relationship between. human kind and nature. ofc. just bc we may feel this sort of separation from natural realty does not mean it’s not there. it just requires a bit of work to get ourselves out of our self conditioning. which produces the miss thoughts about the take son reality and our self excellence. to remedy this inner inconsistency. we may then compare ourselves with the rest of reality. and here is why we tend to appropriate each other. but also with great sense of distrust. a contradictory to compensate for the lack of collective depth of why we are here. our true purpose. and whether if all human beings deserve to live even though none of us can determine the fate for others even though on the outside we may make strong criticism.
these separations from the otherwise unity of our being. tend to be the delusional states of reality produced due to rigidity of its otherwise natural flow. which then gets cut off entirely. producing heavily isolated states of existence. in remission. each in their own compartments. until enough energy is reproduced to compensate for what’s lacking that is the unity of the collective which then neutralizes the pollution caused from delusional states that end up connecting at the atmosphere in which returns to us as collective nutriments. thru which we grow. however. we must keep in mind the indivisible responsibilities here. which correlate to the planetary influences. we often times wish to manipulate that which can not be controlled. and in an effort to expedite our energy. exhaust our states. which is required where actions is necessary. this is the reason why we and up becoming misaligned from higher powers. especially on deep states of isolation not solitude. isolation is what tend to generate a green house effect of polluted thoughts which are not going anywhere. bc they are produced due to a phenomena that’s indescribable by the individual due to their unrealistic condition of having been isolated. the excess energy ends up being a method of break thru in which one then might find oneself in shattering of their own delusions. although it’s hard to determine whether if one’s can crystallize their findings. if they cannot actualize or put to practice the clarity in which they might receive. even if it might be produced accidentally. bc they are heavily isolated. and are not receiving conscious feedback from their human family. that would be the negative side effects due to our inability to unite our human family. bc we might be getting caught in the excess energy created by isolated beings. we don’t think the association between different types of connectivities beyond this planet is non existent. we assume that we are either compelled or are compelled to excessive domination of that which we wish to control in effort to self safety.
this contradiction is what causes us strong resistance. bc we may jump between objectives which then works to satisfy our senses. immediate. to elongate whatever it is that produces the strong side effect. but never truly escape it. this going around in circles is due to our strong sense of rejection from the worldly connectivity due to the systems being artificially built on the lies of artificial priority in which one is not afforded to naturally intermingle one’s own wisdom through the mysteries unfolding before one’s recognizance. a precognition so to say. bc integrity will come with its own reward. one would be the true sense of fate or faith. but. or blind. o my that one has gained momentum of the right appeal. and the right thing. but we aren’t afforded such in round system of eating competition. greed as well as covetousness which then distorts the true reality. we may even inhibit our own survival ability precisely bc we refuse to see what is. by that which we wish to seem. or see things as. that which comforts our delusions rather than the seeking of truths that allow for greater sense of connectivity. such objedirve end up being performative this. for example the priority in which we wish to be honest can take a back stage when we wish to appeal to a reality that coordinates itself under false pretences. . but we may also feel we aren’t able to meet its appeal. due to strong demands from the reality that requires the minimum context by all peers in accord to its own momentum bc the polite would signal a more chaotic occurrences. not bc we aren’t suddenly to step into more integral grounds. both of having recognized these truths within and be willing to truly embody them among opposing minds. since this would require in our behaviours. interior that is not going to be advantageous. however bc our system remote is to win at any cost. we are. not thinking gaming the lines of truth based system.only that which benefits from the legal lines of status. that does not give way to opening behind close doors of such discourse. that is not afforded to many. since we don’t believe that many are worthy of such truths. since we don’t belie that most people are pure. or have integrity . even though it’s systems producing negative consequences due to strong conditioning which are counter intuitive to the natural progression of what makes man kind.
the ground is not flat
we may assume the ground is a smooth surface bc that’s what it represents. a sound grounds over which we then trek our personal journey. but it’s full of potholes and cracks. that even though this may seem small at first. bc both potholes and cracks tend to start out that way. without considering how long a given condition is going on before assuming such assessment is clear and true. when the ground does not fully support us. we then constantly prioritize ensuring that we do not step into potholes and trek over or around cracks. it’s better if we know how to path things up. it’s another just to be aware of it. with last resort being avoid it at all costs. then we r spending extra energy. which also makes changes be felt all the more with greater detail. hence lain teaches. but what good use is information if we can’t utilise it and incorporate it into our life in some way. but the ground offers avenues. and here we have another conundrum. in a way. we had a good idea. must have. the intro on being good that offers via systems smth that has never been done before. and even smth that good can be ruined easy. since we have the mysteries that offer such opportunism. in the first place. here perhaps the cracks and potholes represent systemic negligence. or one that doesn’t truly represent. which is a cumulative effort since on a scale that large. we consider everyone effort really in determining. whether if a planet is being managed rightly and with great responsibility. it’s hard to be kind in a cruel world. but kindness matters not as much as true authenticity. where we are severely misled already by the many delusions this reality already offers in plenty. including ur assumed self identity. there’s always going on so much more than our limited senses can initially assume or run along the lines of it’s already established momentum. that’s why it’s difficult to wake.
unlike man made systems. the natural systems offer is dignified living. bc people generally make a common lack. i wont screw u over if u don’t screw me over. or. to know. generally this world is advantageous . and offer each other this secret mantra. we are not that. when u form this pact. it’s a mutual pack. so neither one of us should want those problems. bc both of us would acknowledge that bringing about such problems almost always leads to further separation of mindsets from the commonalities of reality that runs in accordance with natural processes. this is what we wish to achieve in the first place if we wish to solidify our grounds or offer it smth more concrete. concrete being. aligned with natural laws so that it’s long term sustainable is the natural momentum we wish to get caught up in. w hi ch makes sense when u think about it. everything about our indoor reality is based on artificial grounds. no matter how strong or su the foundation may appear to be. it’s not going to be as solid as natural ground and even that has soft spots and sink holes where things can at random come to a crumble. all the more necessity to walk gently in it. but we stomp like big babies. bc we are too angry at what happened. we have been disconnected from natural reality. giving too way to artificiality that now this natural emergency is causing us all kinds of survival in which activates our animal instinct of fight or flight where we are highly stressed out since the compounding factors found in our search do reason. we may run the risk of losing our mind. it’s that much effective. the break free from such heavy conditioning. but it’s entirely smth else to be able to utilize any of ur self findings. but then how can we say the ground is faulty. when we can’t even admit the ways in which we are led there. it’s not only by our own self guidance that we have arrived. no. not in man made systems where options are already too hierarchical. as u can see. we are not even all we stop speak to each other. or that the social rules have become way too arbitrary. we are all feeling this inner urge nowhere to change. bc of the implications
often decades and even lifetimes long repetitive cycles that had to do its thing before they reached this level of maturity how to show us how many casualties we have incurred and whether if any of it has improved on our consciousness or if we have to get over it as first an obstacle on our way but it’s not as simple as it sounds for the act of letting go is to get thru it all aka a transcendence of a lower frequency by liberating it from its original of cause. first by acknowledging it. and then allowing it to transcends naturally while we accord the path there since the ground has to continue to be made by man since it has already come this far. we can’t just denounce the way after it has established itself this long and by the blood of many lost souls. there is an honour and common acknowledgement there somewhere otherwise what we do is take the karma of the past and get ourselves doused in it. by simply denial. it’s the saying. resistance is what keeps it persistent. but we resist to acknowledge math bc we have no peer in it. but we also with it. let go everything else that is our personal responsibility . as a entity that might have not created but has full understanding of many ways that led one there. which brings us joyful curiosity over ownership of ancestral problems or denouncing them without full underspending of their ways incorporated into the smarter of soul that’s collectively shared here. who we end up taking on smth that comes silly be. transcended by our presence of new. as in our generation and its shared burden. or the work that we each of us must do to complement the whole. that requires no self interest or dogmatic approach. unless it is a given objectives that benefits everybody. ofc. when we say. benefit everybody we don’t envision ration here. for such rationale can block our authentic purview from developing naturally. we often rely too much on concrete reality that we obstruct in our own way. that’s why it’s said the third eye runs the risk of calcification when we are not sensitive to its motion of operation. which awakening of concerns are possible bc everyday offers a
can get for us to wash our eyes and begin answer. to see the world with clarity is to let go preconceived notions but lack wisdom. that is non judgmental but runs along the lines of common sense. guided by the quality of what ur reality may offer u. in case that u can’t trust too openly. then that’s what u have to work with. honouring this process allows for natural developments to run coordinate with concrete reality. however we do require some work in all areas. it’s best to approach this from common alliances since we all haha the same basic needs underneath it all. when we deny these rights to some others we are only deepening the potholes and making the areas where cracks have occurred prone to earth quakes. which destroy structures haphazardly. causing everyone existential crises upon another and things can be built but they can also come down. all of which signifies our mortality. which is our absolute vulnerability. to live and see another day is a blessing not given to many. however it’s also very difficult to make sense of it when i see others are not afforded the same reality. and when u do ask this question. the assumed response is that u asked for it. but this isn’t what we seek. further destruction or tables turn this way bc we need adherents to run the show. until enough sacrifices are made so that we can build a wee from their suffering. using people for stepping stone for ur own success not only does not work for those who seek ur services but also does. u great disservice. ur getting in ur own way of reaching ur higher self. by coming others. by settling with chump change. basically.
when we live life
in accordance with divine guidance. then things are more benevolent. believe it or not. some type of human nature maturity must have took place. for its effects can strongly be felt. should a persons basic needs are covered. but ofc. we may not be on the same page about what basic needs may be. u may think just offering a shelter away from life’s storms might be it. for others it could be what essentially allows us to remain and upkeep our health. so that we can give back in quality rather than the expected quantity for productivity sake. and profit. hence the greed of our practice tends to get in the way of our authenticity for the sheer sake of what material world has offered us so far. as convincing as it may be that the material reality do in fact hold a more resonant reality. it is still smth that’s made by human beings. a human construct can easily be de constructed and built anew. or it can be changed in parts. upgrading it as u go along much like ur own house or ur things. bc tbh he were our. sonia with systems that also wear our in time that we may reassert our strategies. better yet. do things that were never done before such as. global peace. this is hard to achieve if we have nothing to compare absolute peace. since when we have established a symbiotic basis about comprehend our reality and upkeep its momentum. some hard earned internal factors may be harder to rove from. especially if the pain is not mitigated. we all do have some type of trauma. in fact it’s said life is full of pain and it’s supposed to make us better. maybe it does in time. maybe it already has. but we still can’t find ways to merge our inner knowing. since this would attribute to intuitive living according to divine guidance. if the daytime forces u to lie to sustain urslef. now that would be counter intuitive to this sort of evolutionary process bc we would almost always not like being lied to. or worse. be in the position of the liar. who feels so compelled by one delusion or other. and assumes such a tactic is even necessary in the first place.
there is a strong sense of upkeep of. and growing within such systemic rigidity. that’s become harder to escape in terms of the negative consequences it has. such as things of not being enough even though there is plenty. it’s just a simple mismanagement of priorities. or somewhere among the line. some miscommunication led to another. again. when where is covetousness this is a produced result bc we can’t hold two truths like that. on one hand we are calloused. on the other. tender. if it might have accidentally happened it probably did by accident. but it would r be sustained for long. as the extreme opposites light test a person apart as. each direction deepens. but the equanimity aspect is what prevents that from happening. often times we flip flop on our objectives and misapprehend our reality is precisely bc of the smoke and mirrors effect it has upon us all in dome type of hierarchical way. that feels both assuring and uncomfortable . perhaps bc we have in the past been hurt by such authoritative hand. . but more so than the hurt is the events that follow thereafter. in the rigidity of a given. system if there is no counter balance to what happened one’s life may be extremely impacted by its inconsistencies. bc takes longer for one person to save themselves versus a systemic change that works for the benefit of the individual. but ofc the opposite is also true where a individual may not or abuse the power that they have been given. in either case. there has to be established some common ground where clarity is the priority and not obscurity. in effort to overcome ur enemy. bc most human beings. who have strong opinion about each other have never met each other in real life. it’s just collection of thought processes that are resulting due to the nature of the rigidity of our reality which complements our yoga. or way of life. hence the excessive production. or frivolous activities for the sake of productivity may translate at soul level as that. wastefulness.
now we may examine the nature of waste. for not all waste is wasted. they come the grounds thru which what’s next may be cultivated. but even this can be artificially systemized where then the collective soul has enough gathered to a break thru. and it’s via this break thru that we evolve into our next consciousness. where we may be forced to change if we do not first take the initiative still applies here. but given the ways of the systems work. we may see that we don’t need complete destruction. bc we are seeking the opposite. the anti thesis to excessive wastefulness where waste is completely nonsensical. it is not the good kind of wastefulness in a way. it has gone too far. to evolve past it we must save. conserve. and preserve the arenas of systems that have proven to work. meanwhile pinpoint honestly. the arenas that require common and collective work. this would require from us clear speech. we may need to first practise this within ourselves inquiries. and then with each other. aka our friends and family. then we may discern how our other interpersonal relationships may improve in applying how clear and truthful we can be. to honour urself in. ur right is to honour the rights in each other. there is no distinction between. people when it comes to their basic needs and then ofc. they’re basic rights. it’s all equal. and if we do not find ourself there just yet today. then that is the common collective priority. or it should be. this would allow us to have a chance of survival of our species should things. go sideways in the world such a a changing weather patterns. dwindling of resources or any other type of calamity where food stops growing. and u have to mass migrate. perhaps we can consider these recent years and events to our comprehensive study of how best we can prepare ourselves so that we have a fighting chance of survival of our species. the flip side is destruction. it may not seem like it when we permit this type of destruction upon others so long as it’s not us. we may think the machination of human life. in. it’s systemized way is akin to darwin’s survival of the fittest meanwhile it’s
the systems that have people on chokehold and not the other way around. it is given however that we have many types of fatigues happening here. one is from the pandemic. the other is from economy. due to inflation and wars. and the third is the increase of violence both on local grounds and ofc. international wars that destroy human lives. all of which add a lot of stress onto human body and mind. although at time a like these we may also come to great realizations. it’s very much like waking up in the middle of a nightmare and u can’t escape it. u must only get thru it. although take these words with grain of salt. since people are dying. this means the world is volatile. very scary indeed. but what does that teach us. as to how our next conduct should be. shows we ignore the signs and continue with the daily continuity of this and that or should we take. step back. relax a little. bc first of all we may need to clear the purview by letting thugs settle. and only after that. can we allow into some. inner clarity. from there we can clear our eyes about each other. where there’s non judgement or passing the. blame on to others. or each other. if we stop trying to convince each other as to who is good or bad. we may then. not have time to think about where we are. who needs what and how can we regroup and aid each other. so maybe in some case. the system. it’s act. ina other case. it’s a organization. in yet another case it could be individuals kindness. irregardless to how things begin to take shape and form it’s via human consciousness propelled and in combination with our communication that makes things possible. a lack of acknowledging this is what holds us collectively back. it’s not that we can not achieve great things bc we may already see this from within. it’s the actualizing this into the reality that’s the real key. but it’s difficult and most of us end up resorting to severe isolations within societies. as a means to upkeep a practice that has long been developed thru societies as an absolute means to maintain but not adhere to any changes unless it benefits only the few. for things to possibly benefit all in some way.
then. this is only going to be available by being self motivated. and meeting this intense need to peace first. internally. we may be taught. led to the the arrival of a conclusion. a phenomena. or epiphany of a thought. maybe even a good idea. but unless we make use of this in some way. and embody this truth. authentically. it’s just going to remain a a concept stage or virtuous thought without substance. bc we want to apples as smth. but we don’t have the merit to back up our claims. hence the conundrum. bc this is not a natural development it does what nature does. not bear any fruits. and where such fruits is stifled. the fruits come back inn another form. hence the evolution of our consciousness never stops but we may consider finding. a way to incorporate such finding s. so that there are not distinction to human need. bc that what causes all these problems in the first place. and if we cannot figure out how to get along now. then when greater challenges pose at us. we may fail succinctly. or have extreme hardship where it deem not necessary which goes counter intuitive to our survival ability. as human species. we may be aware that there is indeed a delicate balance but not precise this by taking care of the planet. be eco conscious. and be more honest with each other.
there is a fine line between reality and metaphysical world
that much is true. though it’s undeniable that some sort of relationship and phenomena takes place within it. we may focus on one area or the other exclusively. or as it may serve us. however we wish to utilize this finding. however there will be conditions far bigger than ourselves in operation around us. through the relationship between the material and the intrinsic , we may notice the same holds true of our bodies and soul. whereas we don’t think twice about this relationship. we wish to articulate th relationship in the reality as it happens to us. but not as we like it. since our articulation of certain conditions maybe limited from our full cognizance. that’s not to say. we are shrouded from what is. it’s only a matter of time before things become clear. a particular type of message can convey many things. some are associative to what we have grown accustomed with. such as repetitiveness of our reality. a life of yoga. where everything is sort of like magic. or that we are already in living occult. where standing in line for example would be a part of yoga. that means something. although we may think certain yogic practices may cause us those obstructions. especially when they are intended not too well, it’s from those points of operations our.bodies store particular types of memories. some of them we may fully grasp. based on by how willing we are to seek assurance in discomfort that may arise from what ever the information may instigate from within us. if we are too hurriedly in determine the reason and cause then we may end up missing the details. but grasping the abstract is a great starting point.
though we can get caught in the external world too excessively. we still find moments of which we may have taken for granted as close to our own skin. as we may not think too much into the truth of these occurring. we may then magnify smth small and then make small of smth that is far too complex from one’s immediate purview. in the abstract sense that we may wish to let the stillness be our inner guide and the voice of reason highlight the relative of which complements the whole and not our willful stench and power to direct ourselves. by force or else. since we maybe too skilled to think in certain terms. we may feel the same about th world systems. since even in the excessive cause of which we may find too much entanglements within the realty. leaving no room to contemplate ones inner reserves. there will apt a reason to be lightness by simply being and adhering away from causing any harm. which we don’t. bc we are compelled to live out loud. and in that we may also make mistakes. and in those mistakes we may evade. say as to not get caught or trapped in an uncomfortable situation. but ofc. that’s the know. material reality. and the boredom that accompanies such grounds comes in the balance between states of stillness. or waiting or sleeping or rest and states of activities. where we may feel an inner inkling for movement which also acts as such. his proof of our intermix reality is also evident when we are compelled to make decisions. we are there making those decisions. but it’s in our preoccupation that we may not notice the true cause and reason and become caught up in either smth that is tender in us. or smth that’s calloused. in both cases lead to self preservation. bc we may have previously felt threatened. this resemblance sort of forces us an unrealistic way of meeting headlong with our past contradictions. all of which aren’t meant to paint us as gold or bad per se. but more so. the working of which a given occurrence may have took place and reasons as to why so that a better understanding can give way to souls reason that leads to efficient decisions. this esteem can give us great feeling every time we build on those decisions. otherwise we would be stuck in repeat one oh one. where the newness of objedirve is more excitable than the depth of those objectives as we become enmeshed with them.
though we can run the same error within. we may get caught up with inner conundrums. which have a current and mind of their own. it’s not that we do not per se have a higher voice or a higher self that can instigate a northern star like quality of giving direction. an inner compass on our souls journey. but the obstructions are only there as reminders of smth. urgency of which may require specific attention. not just unwilling. certain conditions may demand from us stillness. or being. without action. or decision. only that u go with the flow and allow things to lead. unfold. as ur aware. and not blindly following. bc not everything can become hieroprwnt. for each must chart their own course on their own journey as well. a guide may serve. a general attribute which may then offer clarity in otherwise troubled conditions for the seeker but one may never proclaim my higher word made me do it. on every little things. including negative things. if not so. especially that. for the higher self is hardly ever. tricky as that of human. store. or more so. contradictory to that. since the human. unlike the higher self is the one that’s split in two. one is tried the other being material. where we are compelled to choose rather than accept and let both merge in a greater coherence. others may require from us to direct the flow. as in. to merge our own known faith a given smth relativity of which intuitively rises attention to particular type of feeling or smth that requires our attention to pair it with a decision that needs to carry out into action. for that reason it’s essential to recognize these currents as they pass thru us. and we may also notice the cycles of which. occurring. as we go thru the motions. states of sadness. happiness and all that have their own motions and cycles. we may think we are handing a given situation well. only to repeat and relive a past occurrence or that we worry our concerns may project outward colouring that which we perceive on the exterior. then ofc. we may not say that we can see what is. only that what is may reflect our own inner afflictions. then we see what is. but we may not exactly understand it. our next avenue would be the determination to clarity. for the split nature of choosing serves a purpose. since the discernment muscle is a tool best described as evading that which is harmful to us. before we get further entangled in. but not everything requires evasion.
we may assume we get away from uncomfortable situation such as move away. start somewhere new. change ur wardrobe. change ur style. change ur attitude. all is fine. but there will elements present in side the initial who continues on their journey. there is no stretching over. only second chances. which does not deny the prior. but builds with it. or through it. since we don’t , as it appears on the outside. as the yoga of action may convince us. a motion forward. but the process of reconciling the past takes much longer. perhaps because our inner and external realities are not in full alignment. so there are circumstantial comedians that we train the moments of now. context of which depend on the environment that is both congruent with the reference to our surrounding and the atmosphere in which we create a world of our own within. hence the lack of self awareness to these inner states of being tends to be filled with the contradictions the external noise where the include internalizes too much of external conditions so much that one’s higher self gets as it stifled. but it’s still there. it’s just very difficult to hear one self minds a very lie crowd. who are not considerate about the machinations of their usual hustling and bustling. the sounds. much like currents also form their traction. much like how yoga has affected in us a particular types of conditions some may constrict us. others may free us. opening previously stuck stores. letting energy to flow naturally. and balancing between the opposites. or duality that’s in us. for there’s contrast in the way that we work. which may explain the reflective quality of our existence. where we may need the discernment tool to determine which is which. for better convenience of our natural operation within mechanical world.
often times
there is no time to get to know oneself. even in the absence of activity. one may not need the pursuit bc one simply does not know that such avenue exists. there are many distractions abound. a lot of which have their development. momentum. traction. it’s like a series of currents. some combine. and cause bigger currents to form. others cross paths occasionally. there are linear currents. horizontal currents. and it’s hard to not get caught in any of it. though it’s not the getting caught that’s the issue. it’s our lack of knowledge about its entirety. let alone what it is we are getting caught up in that generates that life is indeed a tragedy. unfolding in momentous predictability. couple with the initiates uncertainty. or not knowingness. even in the studious. there’ has need to be established a type of comprehension that is self existing. free from getting itself caught to this current or that bc these currents are older than one’s life. it’s all the more compelling or out of curiosity . or perhaps the current offers a vital nutriments. that would be applicable if our life had a bit more authentic development. irregardless to the rigidity of the systems. or as stagnant as life may appear bc of its stationary nature. giving us the illusion that not very many things change but indeed also there are things that get done irregardless to our recognizing. perhaps the ultimate freedom would be to tap into a current that’s going to allow one to evolve through one’s life. and reach one’s full potential to one where the change is so potent that it contributes to others efforts the same. however in looking at the systems right now the idea is being incorporated. however there are more that challenge our relationship with self than promote and healthier atmosphere for cultivation of its benefit. this perhaps gives us a next stage to determine how the quality of our interpersonal relationships might impact those that are much larger. we often think. from the purview that when. events are much smaller and caught at early stage. we may have a chance to overcome what ever might have avail us had we not noticed. this can cause us the sense of lack of trust bc we learn by experience. also by example. but many examples can be worded different and we may still run the risk of misunderstanding.
often times we may be forced to defend oneself. but say we may know ourselves. to an extend by which gives us clues as to where we came from and what roads and avenues we might have procedures. crossroads we passed. that brought us here. we might have encountered many beings along the way. some we might have trusted. others we might have felt. different thereafter. for all of these. diversions and convergences make some type of change. although we may not at all times be in change of its directives. as to what sort of change this may signify. much like being attracted to a type of frequency that has a particular nutriments within it that does not translate the external shell of the seed at the time of its planting. such twist of information may cause us a loss of detail of the information that may give us. a more deeper look into the nature that which we might have in the prior of have overlooked. the overgeneralization serves a purpose. it notices. but work is just the beginning there. after which we may then trust the process but first we must. develop a sense of self reliability. and here we may feel a strong resistance. since we may have a contradiction in that which we may think and feel. in the art of inter relational exchanges. we notice that there are still many work to be done. one area is the art of language. and the other is art of truth and interior. now if we can base any claim as truth we may be contradicting ourselves at some point but then we may also have discovered we are forced at times to contradict self due to the avenues in which certain conditions do not yet permit the degree of clarity necessary. since the systems do come with a degree of self secrecy. unlike the individual. individual min turn may naturally prop oneself to conceal a degree of self privacy. and here our choices are to our weekend plans and what we may have ate for lunch and dinner. since every activity must also be registered. this means that there are eyes that see and minds that comprehend. a form of data that when viewed at large produces fifteenth end results than when viewed from a singular purview. singular here is referring to a single occupation of happenstance. versus the patterns that can give us clues as to their connective tissues that may starry up from two events which then transpires all across the rest of the lands. bc of the connectivity of every avenue that transcends the reality even though it may also possess within. it quality that not much has changed within it.
sometimes we may find ourselves having hard time trusting our selves. not bc we are incapable of handing things. but bc there is more competition than cooperation and more distractions than thugs that will start u at avenue a. and then takes u all the way to the next. between two points is often a straight line. but we can start a point and fade into oblivion. or step into a zone that promises we will take h to ur destination and only to m sake by go around in circulars and at every new stop. a new person will introduce themselves to u. from the point of ur origin as the entirely of ur person. not the inclusiveness or query or that which is prior. should u contest ur options. then u might have to do so. on ur own accord. but here. bc everything is systemized. and one cannot simply ot out. and find some. security in one’s better options. one may feel compelled to eventually concede. or surrender. or even submit. to become submissive by forces of nature is humbling. however systemic submittance is hardly ever that clean. it’s undignified. and impersonal. it may strip a person of their dignity. this pride we take is of one self righteous. one that wishes to please the higher faculties of mind and higher self less heart which will soften the lines of history gained from the lashes of mistskes made. the soul simply wishes to be burden free. that much is evident. irregardless to our background and personal story. we may find different avenues to relieve ourselves due to the systemic secrecy that may withhold some doors from opening for reasons unclear and unknown and while others. may wish well. now here. the niceties offer some lukewarm security in a uncertain. unsafe word but we may also notice the anxiety of not being able to sustain it bc of the long term constrictions that cause such rigidity. perhaps the betrayal from that which we mistook for kindness leaves a bitter taste. or after taste which makes it harder to trust. irregardless to presence of lukewarm tenderness or that there is genuine kindness or benevolent or compassion or merit in that which one professes to care about.
sometimes we may have to surrender to this uncertainty. however. say. because we hagw gained last experience of such. on many occasions where one becomes few becomes many becomes too much. then we may notice the systems are not enough. or not that much. as the saying goes. where the secrecy is to benefit the people or protect them but from what. bc they are dying in an effort to keep secrecy. and meanwhile the bigger secrets may have already had their resolve. somethings don’t always need to be brought forward if the groundwork is established. through which irregardless to what trade it may avails us. we may now to spring forth from this grounds basis’ an establishment of series of tiers that make a fact. however. we may also consider that most truths and facts are intrinsically changed and we are only pulling up from the wellspring of information and then colouring them with words. which makes a sound opinion which refuses overtime thru serious do errors in its wake. and make. that is if one retains the value of persistence and self discipline to carry on thru in one’s lesson for better communication bc one may notice the language with self is not that different from language with others. and in that regard if u did something wrong u would speak to urself in a tone that would allow u to take responsibility. . how we the systems may it notice ur efforts. bc we are trying to save the lot by the hardship of many. as we can see. there is yet to be a lot of work still in its wake. for we are waking up along with its make. though we may wonder , at the quality of our being. from moment by moment. in reflecting on the art of fighting out betwen whether if human beings are intrinsically good or bad. since the rule must apply to all in someway and ofc we we confronted by the judgment of others when it comes to determining such. without having the chance to know true self. we are all catapulted into a body of systems that we do not fully under and. it is no wonder why we are exhausted d and maybe offended. we must not mistake this shadow for an external enemy. but may need to change the position of where we stand if it blocks us from purview of our better way. in complements to the whole spectrum and its overall benefit.
things change. but they don’t have to change that drastically.
they change in multiples of successions. at different intervals and cycles of its stages that come to many divergences as well as converges along its path of its developments. when a change occurs artificially. we can feel smth is wrong inside. we may get mused up mindset. we may think we know something or we may misread an internal firing. bc the change is artificial. and we are also having forced to go along with changes as this is what instigated the original discomfort. while natural changes offer amicable grounds. artificial changes place the emphasis of change in the negative. senses. where by which an individual may feel extremely overwhelmed by such changes. surely there are in time and time again. organic changes that does very much the same. but we must consider perhaps we didn’t notice the subtle signs and then strive to evolve in achieving that so that we can tell ahead of time or when a given occurrence is small we can then tend to it. versus. not noticing it bc we don’t even know what to do. where to look if it’s a particular type of feeling. bc the feeling must be there we just don’t notice it. or associate with smth else bc of the artificiality of that type of change. a naturally occurring changes do have its own challenges. through unlike an articulate change. a natural one teaches us. on the lines of improvement. where by which we then produced. unmistakable update on our self and system. gurdjieff calls this. thru the correct order of things. when done right. can crystallize excellent end results which then becomes our soul food or nutrients for transcendence . or evolution. if u believe it. but in the case that u don’t believe in evolution then think along the lines of good change. one that benefits everyone. makes systems efficient. jamel’s us all a bit more endowed and satisfied with life. and without having to harm each other. the excessive control for example harms us all long term bc nobody can claim they know better. this is a work walked best together. and in the best interest of each other.
off changes come with u certainties. that’s the scary part about change. we may think what if this will make us lazy. or be the end of us. but ofc. this is why the active direction of change can be healing. and offers support with. in community so that we are becoming more immune to overcoming interpersonal discrepancies as they may arise. not bc they won’t but it’s better to be prepared for it ahead of time so that when the real challenges rock of friend ships. we won’t tip over. often times as u notice too. when the boat rocks. it’s not the end of the world. it takes some time to swim back on it after u clean up and correct everything. but this part takes too long. people may develop temporary resentment or inner anger. may arise due to one’s own personal vulnerabilities bc i’m underneath it all we do have shared experiences. these experiences are more simplified but by no means are they simple. or define or make u as simple. the simplification of a given objective sometimes is the most abstract the more u delve into it even though on r the surface it appears as simple. we have only become entangled with the surface appeal of simplicity but do not look behind it in order to determine its mechanism. therein we may find the many things of complexity bc simplicity is made up of many things come together. what makes simple was at some point complex. and the paradox is when u look inside it. there in u will find it. and ofc time is of essence here for time passes and life is brief. we may be here today and gone tomorrow. all part of what life unfolds within us is this recognition of existentialism u become more ennobled in quality of ur time and relationships. and less likely to wander in the whether if a given objedirve is true. bc the basis has been established that we no longer feel challenged reopen old wounds or look past behind smth that w might have proclaimed as complete. with the exception that our intention is clear and that we may do a introspective search into our past history. where by which we may then discover the root of simplicity and how the complex elements made it happen. a given objective that may means smth to u. this is the same mechanism that operates at large among us. except the complexities embody human life.
in some cases we see much bigger groups also having to experice their own but the difference between a thought and a body of mind is that one tends to actualize objedives sooner. which means that it has or must have started from the mind. then we seek to the origin of that mind. but then again in order to do this correctly and accurately we may need to get on the same page about some objedirve. although our origin might differ. we may come to a common conclusion that at all times all paths lead to this one. this big purview. a. clear moment of now ness. in recognizing this truth we can then see to it that even bigger matters operate under same laws. and here doesn’t mean we are equal in merit and by merit i will touch up on privilege . ur merit may grant u privilege but having privilege does not automatically assume merit. in this regard we may have much work to do. in determining the outcome we may think of equal opportunity. but this is only achievable when we remove the obstacles that maybe in our way. these might have been refereed to as phenomena occurring or in material form for a law of smth that is playing or interacting at large but it’s too abstract. and hence its production has also paternalists. for phenomena usually doesn’t. it just produces an illusion. of smth. when at small. maybe we may look to those to determine the nature of the bigger phenomena that is materialized as. a consequence of a faulty development do the prior. that’s how we may remove these physical obstructions that are currently in our way. the phenomena of the small. ingrid do kind is when we think too negatively of each other when smth is going wrong. we may also project this same to ourselves when we may not get what we want or feel out of balance with life. we may also think so and so must die or get hurt and unless that happens i wont feel peace or at least see or happy. in other words ur putting conditions in ur heart. and here also u are putting ur mind in its own jail. a mental jail can also create pain in the body. and to relieve ourselves we may look to harming others. and here is another phenomena. it’s a behavioural one. the act of hitting someone who’s weaker than u bc someone stronger then u may have harmed u. but ur trauma hasn’t even been digested yet. do u project ur distrust to someone who u fee comfort in. but do not notice of u hurt. these are the intrinsic phenomena that produce actual
physical side effects and consequences within the reality. both of these can be remedied ofc. in examining the small e phenomena u can start with urself. ur self speak when ur self conduct is aligned with ur higher attributes and values. it’s not so much as to say. what others speak of u but how u see and determine urself. although both of them combined makes the reality experince. since we also depend on the feedback of exterior in order to peer into ourselves or to see and determine sides of ourselves which then. nutriments the inner whole thru which we then pay it forward or pass it on to to others which germinate a process and that also produces a phenomenon called third atmosphere that’s shared by all. or astral world but astral is just one facet of it for we also share an emotional world. and ofc. a physical world which we yet need to learn to share amicably and with respect to the natural world. there is self determinism that is necessary however we can have our self determinism challenge the determinism of others since there’s greater sense of resistance among the peers. where such determinism can impede someone’s life. although our systems support some form of guidance of many determinism that play at small and then play at large , there’s still arenas of conjunction where determinism clash. in other words these diverge and cause much harm in other parts. especially if the change was caused artificially. but it’s not what happens. it’s how we direct the way after words. which comes with the saying just bc we can do it doesn’t mean we should. but more so. its flip side. doesn’t mean we should be constantly put on the position of having to do so. bc then this normalizes smth false as true. and then we end up putting smth false in its place.
if u notice
if u know this. they give u tax breaks and extra vouchers. coupons and relief programs it’s bc they can. constrict the flow of activities if they wanted. an issue that’s created by the systems that requires occasional hands outs by the system is not a reliable or good system. bc it thinks this is virtuous. take a look at benefactors. who may assume perhaps. donations are good and well. although it’s like throwing money to the problem without framework established. as a result of such. there’s no continuity of progress which can lead to falsification of good end results. not the type u glimpse if and then it disappears. unable to be completely materialized. and become with ease. it’s all about making life with ease after all. that’s the purpose of efficiency. where there is continuous suffering and struggle then that’s a sign of inefficiency of the system no matter how we wish to paint welfare as. for something to improve there has to be clear steps to make. careful calculations of the sort means open communications. not occasional bouts of generosity. which seems nice. but it can also be demeaning. bc it disrespects the other. by treating the other as if they must be kept on a close leash at all times. and kept poor. bc they may be. according to ur belief. not able to be self responsible. this is what this is about after all. a strong social constrict comes from strong effort to shape a portion of society that the system see as terror or threat to its benefit. so it constricts its behaviour instead. but makes it seem like it’s happening as a result of ur faultiness. though we must remember. the way the system shave been established is not ur personal fault. u might have social obligations that may be of equal value and worth along with everyone. but excessive segregation. in otherwise abundant culture is inhumane and it’s disrespective of what culture truly stands for. we can determine an artificiality of smth given by its end results. often times there is internal instigation that may cause us such suspicion though it’s a fact. nobody owes another their complete full trust. if u have it. it’s a privilege. even a drop of trust. that’s bastardized. broken. taken advantage of. and abused. it can cause seismic amount of interpersonal issues. it is an issue that multiplies bc its cause is destructive and separatist. which can be seen naturally as a hazard against our survival ability which requires cooperation from everyone. not just some. or too much control in excess. inequality of power definitely makes things worse without first repairing original wound.
it’s not that we can t be trusted with more money. perhaps there is smth more than just money equating power. it’s the ability to take up space. and maybe cities and towns do respect royalty. in a way when u think about it. and by the way they treat u. but why lie then. why give false hope. why mask ur shame by throwing ur nonsense at us ? why burden us with ur in capability to take ownership of ur own faults. it’s one thing that a problem occurred its another when everything is in the favour of the side that did so much damage to the world. yet it still sits there.in its own comfort zone. assuming that all this is good and fine. how can we make the illusion last when everything is changing. adaptation is key after all. but as u can see. since we aren’t left alone. bc everything is took. everything is trademarked. u can’t simply exist off grid. plus. here’s the real issue. it’s one thing if we have different lifestyle choices. it’s another that we cant even work in simple issues with simple solutions. in our interpersonal relationships with each other. that we may feel this grand cosmic existential burden. of deep potential that we can’t coordinate or cooperate to save our species if and when the time comes. bc natural changes are part of life cycle. we change. the world changes too. there are strong patterns that show our future requires from us preparation now. before it arrives here so that we are more versed about responding and not reacting to grand cosmic calamities that might happen. we can’t block or isolate ourselves from the common norm either since we don’t know what we all could have been if colonialism was not there. we could have gone into some type of science. some type of “assumed normalcy” and infastructure that rhymes all across the planet. we see how trends tend to multiply so the framework is there.
i undersrnd that we need to balance work life entailings. so that we are not burned out. put ourselves at too great a risk. or resort to boredom. perhaps we may discover a purpose. or a skill which can help ourselves and each other in some way. in the current way that things are. we see all kinds of imbalances. it’s not bc we don’t wanna carry out a task such as investing in new infrastructure or a more benevolent ecological business practises that can be realistic and sustainable but more so that we may feel overwhelmed and nkt know it the current system framework is simply not able to reach to all arenas of life. there’s incoherence. mismatched statements. things dont add up. people end up lying. covetious ness runs the show. u can’t fight naugh with faulty justice system that’s one sided. people can be bought. it’s called rusvet in turkish. u just accept a hefty sum or chump change for some priority or other. in. other cases u might be peer of a system that allows u to traffic such orders and make sure to their actualizaton. when we want to. there’s great degree of organizing. but we just can’t seem to put it in the right direction. for the benefit of everyone with great detail to compassionate approach to solutions. long term. sustainable. and humane. ofc in welfare we see a community built before us. an open air jail cell in which u can’t do much. we refer to this as welfare bc it’s the system that does u the favour. from the outside it makes the systems look great. we may even take pride in such systems. oh look i fed the poors today. how wonderful a persons i am. im sure to go to heaven for this. and so on. it’s good and well in theory but it’s only that some folks are product of others doing. they are at the mercy. that’s what makes it inhumane and disrespective. oh how about all the rich sponsor the poors. but only enough to throw just enough money at them. or even slow increments. and then every month or every six months the poors with their gradual improvements. will send u a letter and send a attached picture with their improved lifestyles. ofc in theory we may think wow. they must have been born this way. but then we would clearly be lying to ourselves. . and here we can see the work life balance off key. by a whole lot t he past that disrespect human life is the age. bc wisdom wouod have u do better and be. ether but if there are more obstacles in ur way how then can u invest in ur future in appropriate way? this leaving u vulnerable in the middle of ur process too on top of it. as a result of such there’s great division, people don’t develop resentment or distrust out of the blue. and it’s not directed at anyone aperitif per se either. irs just such a injustice that has become normalized that even people themselves can not see what happening to u let alone they can notice what’s happening to themseves. bc we are all part of it. we are all at the receiving end of it. u may be their favourite today. but come tomorrow. a calamity occurs. they may very well abandon u too or deceive and backstab.
this favouritism stems from excessive use of people as commodities also to advance urslef. one thing bad about capitalism that gets itself troublesome from the rest is that it worked very successfully on overtime bankrupting everyone. for its own enrichment. now u can’t escape. and all ur money is took from u. ur ancestors were bankrupted too and then all this stuff took place interim division of one does not start and stop there it multiplies to division of the many until it reaches a point between division of all or or stopping us from further divisioning since even if this would cause us to wipe ourselves off the planet, we would have had to try many times to save ourselves before the nature takes over. and i thin right now these times are signifiers of that. heralding much bigger difficulties that may potentially be on the horizon of we all do not change the direction the planet has took in great succession. it doesn’t matter what u have at the end of the day. even kings and quennes will lay at the same grave. ur bones and everything will be left behind. doesn’t matter the things u acquired. it’s nice that we live and appreciate our things. they may signal some importndce based on by their symbolism. with that established we may respect such symbolism by todays standards or else not much has changed intrinsically. and that we only have looks of some type of undersrnd king. and promise to great days. but this is dangeous bc it works to change u and u only and according to their like. in a way. we can see that not very much has changed. but there is also restraint. from. the dangers of the past. then again we can’t exactly say that anymore açan we now. surely we all are aware of wars. but now we have ve lives in our hands. how do u process a world like that what with all the allowances had. and we criminalize a given person by frivolity of their life aspect much like a pheasant. stealing bread gets his hand chopped off but a kingdom that invades another’s. gets to keep all the loot.
we often undermine the strong relevance of wisdom associated with our current life events.
we may think that we are forgetful. or that we do not know everything if we don’t know smth. but this is surely true. there is more processes that allow us to utilize information more than the sheer utility of such . the many processes involve both known and unknown causes. and purposes the same. we may have greater sense of relief if we know how to have faith in the right places. but i ben that is misleading. because we have sense of logic with stationary objedirves whereas everything is fluid. not exactly in a flux either bc that’s why we say wisdom for it is not just some cluster of knowledge pieces that act like deep knowing. it’s got history. wisdom is smth that natures overtime. the difference between forgetfulness and. it being in the right time and place is that one assumes not of one’s nature. or one may simply not be there. often times we may naturally have the same effects when we imagine. so is with excessively busy king. we may misplace the known gif our environment. not bc we do not also take it in and while also processing it. but that our innermost awareness has other priorities. when we panic ho l weber we may not know which is wisdom and which is misleading statements. although bc our life styles reflect the same where we may experience the same. stationary whereas it needed to be fluid in sense of which our wisdom is aware of the other half. the process of becoming. that does not increase or decrease unless we believe it do. however it’d more important the right equilibrium than the variations. perhaps that’s why half of what happens doesn’t make sense. which often challenges our strong normalities. we may not need to conceptualize destruction to one that’s violent. but more so. a deconstructive process one that takes place in our minds. although we may form associations based on by which is previously gathers not all past information in our vast array or resources is part of that wisdom. and the variations of roots of wisdom are also according to their contextual passage. some serve a supplementary purpose than the others that are more composite.
because the similarities are often more established than differences. even in determining of which is contrasting forces us to shift our mindset from that which is already established. to one that allows our inner curiosity to allow guide itself. this creative process is often undermined. and hardly ever appreciated bc not many talk about it. let alone we have any system that allows for human beings to simple be human. if u notice nobody knows why we are here. yet our arbitrary knowledge of our background tends to take precedence. of the necessity of our depth of field and vision. for thru our inner sphere of associations to our higher calling and higher self. we then embody this in our choices. though when we are confounded by the systemic illogic. bc it’s in a way an illness. a social kind. haphazard. completely blind in a and of itself. that’s why we say self cherishing or self attachment. bc too much root in self. the identity that which we leave behind. the harder it is for us to act from a place of soul. then i can definitely have a character background for john shmid. but he has no soul. our interactions are very much the same. the soul. too absorbed by its own experience that it forgets itself monetarily. whereas abject of its affliction tends to colour its entire purview bc of its magnified quality. on the contrast. an aid entity strongly rooted in self righteousness rather than self cherishing.with the differences being humility. and benevolence. will tend to develop healthy mature identity. that becomes in and of itself exemplar within the world front effortlessly. this is not to say we must strive for excellence. absolute perfection. although it doesn’t hurt to try. e cna always work on an area not as in we are broken and we must change. but since change is evident. i would like to take the reign. i would like to make sure i am in charge of its directives. that’s how change is utilize best. even if the change is imposed on us. and even though the nature of change may seem scary. appearances can be foolish sometimes. that much we already come to know. and add to that our systems stagnant structures cause us to flip , even fall backwards with imminent gravitational pull to even further below. there must be smth to be said about the nature of stagnancy that conjuncts with our wisdom bank and inner reliance’s. as a result we have burnout societies. we have war fatigue. inflation fatigue. covid fatigue. business fatigue. even our home front is in dire strains.
at times like these wisdom says . back off. and just be. if u can’t make anything better then don’t make it worse by adding unnecessary strains. nobody want to be that person who goes counts intuitive to doing ur past in a constructive way and if there is nothing to build with then just be. there’s no need to assume the current passage of troubles to be the new norm. since the stationary objects tend to have that sort of effect. and that the objectives also with that. but this doesn’t mean the change is not that. we are not receptive to pick up the signs. maybe not just yet. again. if our attention is called forth for urgency of other. intrinsic matters. then we may tend to not have had the time to organize our inner resources that we have gathered in our absence. this level of treut is a very unique relationships with self that u would miss it if u didn’t try. or get curious with the who am i. maybe i am nobody. or maybe i am not just anybody. i may. be someone. but not anyone in particular. nobody wants to be too specific but even in an attempt to not be specific i may be perceived as such. it’s hard to true be. as we are in a world that’s constantly trying to change us. the idea of self seems more ideal than the actual essence of a person. that’s the reason why we haven’t legalized keeping everyone alive. and we don’t bother to change old infrastructure bc so long as it’s not us. and someone else. this gives some sort of self comfort. and i think that line of thinking that comes from self cherishing thoughts. bc u might have to think of urself superior to ur kin. while we don’t tend to things we uphold things above human. and in some cases some animals receive better treatment. even reptiles have it better than some human. and that’s all we may need to know about our world. though with mike e depth of curiosity. and open heart. bc it will break. but it self teaches wisdom. and thru wisdom we may find a better way. not as a means to support or otherwise . the worldly notions that bring us at such strong crossroads. of opposites for we cannot be the judge nor jury to the people. only ourselves.
wisdom has tendency to develop remission. this is due to the influx in the world system where generations tend to break off. we may not receive the wisdom of our elders and perhaps all of this is due to systemic stagnation. since there’s a lot of concealment in the coverage of happenstances which may inhibit a sense of amnesia. and then this ofc received a unique wisdom language of which we cannot access from our logical minds. since we didn’t think things in sequence of which permits such access. although when we hear the word access. we may envision a padlock or a security system that is impenetrable. bc itself. moves with the objectives ssurrounding it. and changes in accordance with such. we may begin to mature with and then embody these strong characteristics that r concomitant with i thrive process and are actually quite fluid. they may seem stationary due to the nature of repetitiveness of our habituations and our limits posed on by systemic stagnation. these are the phenomena produced from the artificial developments that are meant to supplement us. not trap us. meant to help us. not hinder us. meant to support us and not hurt us. although we may see that we are guided by each other. as well as ourselves. we may not notice the systems do not offer any form of presence of self importance over others. or any type of godliness say if ur endowed with the luck and appreciation of others who elected u to the position. of authority. whose sole function is to serve society. and not dictate it or go against its interests due to some type of unmitigated self interest that plays out as if it cares more than just itself. we may gain the abstract of informal wisdom that unravels with the guidance of intuitive process that in and of itself is a progressing events in simultaneous sequence. in combination with internal process and input and external conditions and their reciprocity which is imbalanced among us as well as between stark power differences. workout much merit since with all due respect we are all equal and gina. at the end of the day. there is no spiritual hierarch. all is condition and product of the environment and the shroud over our eyes that which prevents us from forming the correct connections to perceive in our purview the commonalities that attribute everyone only then can wisdom be truly applied and embodied. we would see it’s positive effects in the fluidity of systems thereafter.
the idea of which came first comes to mind
the chicken or the egg. in our lives we have a bit of both. we have our our input where we are inspired and we conduct ourselves we have a degree of power. and then there are external influences that affect us. it’s not that we contradict ourselves between the two. whether if we have within our inner availability smth of abundance. or smth that’s missing thru which we may then say no. external events have nothing to do with this. and we can’t chuck everything to a product of external events also. we must have a. degree of personal agency. and freedom to choose and have basic directives. a degree of self effort. with the effort from the world is perfect recipe for success for everyone. though we may notice this requires a degree of interpersonal relationships upgrade. smth that can be gained thru practice. the experience of communicating clearly with each other allows us to make the otherwise intricate relationships between the external influence and internal direction. sometimes we may require more external support. and other times we may need to delve within and contemplate. tske our time to comprehend our reality and all that good stuff. now u can see how much time this may require for u to spare every day. just to spend on meditation alone hundred percent. and this can seem daunting. especially when we are overburdened by arrest discomforts. whether it’s a product of our bodies and minds. or smth that’s happening outside of us. need or far. all of these can put too much stress on us. it’s no wonder we wish to escape during any free time we find. ah but it’s not the escape. we are simply too tired. our exhaustion lands like a blanket that’s thrown on the couch. and then we mistake this for some kind of direction. we say well meditation does not work for me it makes me fall asleep. it’s also not effective. i can not find the fu use and purpose of it. it’s just ur mind having exercise at free time. not compelled by too much externality. that’s all. it’s nothing magnificent other than self interest without any of those connections but all the while be connected to the world bc it’s all u. and u are it.
initially u may feel like rushing and wanting immediate results but pacing with our natural process allows us to slow down enough to get full grip of the nature in which we find ourselves. it’s like a lightening. u just are granted momentarily to see the full picture in full clear detail. like the moon on a clear spotless sky. though at first we may get all the ingredients. we may not fully acclimate ourselves to determine why we saw initially. we may feel it’s presence. but the details fell in place over time. when we continue to set aside this free time. ofc it doesn’t end there. we may wish to utilize our findings. effortlessly by embodiment of these teachings. meaning that we are our own teacher at the end of the day. when we are confronted by systemic injunction here we may also be come teacher for each other. bc in witnessing smth. we become associates this responsible for its profession. usually smth that is left uncorrxted tends to multiply and become more complicated. to root it out becomes harder and even costlier. bc we end up making more mistakes before we get to some clearing. perhaps. due to natural maturity. that occurs overtime. things may become clear in hindsight but by then u may say. it’s too late also. we may gain some knowledge but perhaps the next step would be the sharpening of our minds which is currently clouded by a lot of interlocking of the in between our inner and external processes and their many relationships. or that we are already making the toon. the act of such meditation offers a greater scope of clarity in a given moment and enough space to work thru it. it’s almost like u are slowing down time. but here when we are confronted by systems . this force that’s natural often backfires. since we wouldn’t want. even if the reaction is mere ignorance or thinking too small of the interaction this amplifying it or giving it false sense of esteem. in which there will be future victims. and that’s when it becomes complicated. then we end up having to dig deeper to get to the root of the problem. and sometimes we overgeneralize problem bc when we first make sense of the big picture we think that’s al and everything g. surely our intuition picks up on more. and by the time we reach clarity there’s still going to be new information to sift thru and add to our life. here’s where the systemic conjunction becomes a problem.
systems run to keep us safe. their predictability allows us to coordinate ourselves and in that coordination. we also find a ton of areas of conflict and cooperation. fro there we may reach to the architects of society. systems. that function. that are part of that predictability also offers us a degree of comfort. so the purpose of system is a degree of comfort. but we also see this variation in the levels of comfort. bc in some areas for it’s still better than worse. since we have improved a lot of conditions that prolong life. but still shorten others. we may have figured out great technology. but then there are areas where there all kind of problems and u are like this is our world this whole time ? wow. that’s amazing. but also very wow. then u realize ur having a lot of fun and then u may notice other peoples ideas of fun very. but sometimes. we get confused bc we may end up having to mistake the inner with the outer and vica versa. perhaps this is the product of the excessive objectivity where we initially may perceive smth but not sure which direction it’s coming from. whether if it’s a signs from within that requires a particular action or a product of the environment causing a sting side effect in us. and this causes all kinds of interpersonal problems we end up blaming very deep big deal out of shallow happenings and then we may overlook deep concerns and even deeper look into our experiences. especially the areas that may lead us to a root of smth. from there we may reach a type of enlightenment. we alone may not be able to do this. for this may refer to the totality of human nature. as we are one. even though we may have our discrepancies. the u it’s comes fro the laws of the planet but i’m sure there still gonna have to be correlation with the beyond. and. have the connection goes on for a while and then it refines. to a much smaller organizations. at the end of it all we may not be or end up with. eternally with those we strongly in dispute with.
though even in system the theme plays at large. the good guys versus bad. we are in absolute terror all the time about it. we can’t truest ourselves either at some point n in life depending on our own experience and the way we can allow ourselves the lenience to learn from it. we love the idea of civilly. but it comes with too many strings attached and so much control just to keep us all in some formal way. perhaps bc the syatems. where it’s needed to change. don’t. end up creating a reverse effect. or it self hits itself in its own face or smth like that. and we are strongly convinced when we hurt another for our advantage. that it is for smth good or virtuous. though to only contributes to the great confusion and ends up holding us all back bc the impact of cooperation is strong. much like warfare that requires strong conduct. organized. timely. and very skilled. though the figuring out part about how to combine the elements in which we discover such skill set is going to allow us the reveal of next steps to follow if we can coordinate our minds with the true nature of external realty. as it is. and not as we like. only then we can make corrections about the pasts that maybe stuck. though the ability requires much cooper rations fro all of us. which require those. who run the system. bc they are human like us too and they make mistakes too but we can figure out a better way that’s gonna allow us all to get past our historical discrepancies that are taking away from precious time which could be utilized to make things better while we still can. we may smoke time get glimpse of false ideas too. but activating or acting on them is what causes harm. the incorrect data is meant to show us there might be smth wrong in our calculations about reality. smth may require a look into and for proper upgrade of its nature. when we can’t do this. we inhibit our growth along with others. or may not seem like it. u may live in a palace. and have everything u wanted. but still feel not at ease. bc the world cries in deep concern. and it only needs to be heard. that is if we are willing to understand. this understand is most effective when utilized at large. every indivisible can change according to applicable laws. within their souls range. and based on by what’s established so far. though when good things are done at large. the. we don’t turn chickens into eggs.
often times we seek refuge within the world
and a sense of security within our self. but we may not find this quite easily. or that it’s abundant at first but then begins to deteriorate. or change. haphazardly. with little to no security to catch before it falls apart. or that which we may have worked so hard for. all of which may teach us to become more timid. unable to trust or have hidden. strategies to keep ourself safe and risk being misunderstood otherwise our strategies exposed. would then put us in a vulnerable position. so we live in terror. even though we are in civilized form. no matter the experience we may feel constant challenges in our way that may counter all we came to know. or to be compelled to change in a haphazard way. out of self emergency , or for self survival. we may sense something we may not fully comprehend. but bc we are secretive. in a effort to save ourselves. all the while fooling rules. there is a point of vulnerability in human conduct bc the systems themselves are predictable by route. it would suffice to say that we could be under the guise of some calculated actions acting like they are happening in organic. hence the terror. we may have tiny bits of terror that accumulate. or bigger forms of terror. being repetitively exposed to it. despite the fall. or the brokenness that we may feel. in effort to save ourselves we may follow suit. based on by our vulnerabilities we may feel. as this seems to be the only way. that we are placing our lives in the hands of the faith in civilizations. yet we can also. in looking at the world at large. real ale that civilization has its strong counter effects. perhaps due to the predictability effect. this at anything can be conceptualized. and fashioned into a calculated statement. only issue is that it works to add the emphasis of organic development or organic approach. that’s were we may feel a very deep sense of terror for this denotes to our survival ability.
we may play down on our worries. unable to determine which is which. the in between whether if we are being too lax or constricting. on any given objective comes strictly from our relationship to choices. our experience in determining which choice is best. allows us to develop a sense of self esteem along the lines on which we may feel. a. natural rewards for our evolutionary process of overcoming our past struggles. so there would need to be signs of improvement for us to say aha. we are in fact in the right directions. but without such determination. bc we may not be afforded to see the full spectrum of a given objective. and with the lack of available avenues to systemically remedy a given set back. detour or a misdemeanour of a thought process aka an honest mistake. but not to be mistaken otherwise series of honest mistakes bc that would make it dishonest since there is just too many of them that patterns tend to give us clues that there could more going on. for example. we may think that due to nature of terrorism. which is the ones who cause terror. or like killing. can be deduced to them being highly attracted to acts of blind violence and cause terror. with no basis. other than a very unclear hate. towards a person or group of people. such terrorism can be a product of smth else. albeit. conditions may differ. they can all be rooted to their origin by simply examining interactions. context of which are self determinate however our inner inconsistencies in determining a reality that’s equal for all. we may tend to obstruct our own purview from realizing. or understanding this. in another example. bc we are shaped by our community and environment. thru which we share same appeal and interest. we may feel security. or feel emphasis of dependency. more than security. u may not like each other but due to our common survival ur cooperating. this is due to systemic inconsistencies with the act of terrorism. in various of its own forms.
there is a way out ofc. we often think when we feel such terri’s. what is the remedy. it’s often. warm embrace or loving kindness. in theory this sounds great. but not so great of ur dealing with actual terrorists. whether if this is a covert tor overt operation doesn’t matter since a terror is that which causes constant burden upon a persons processes this burning them out over time and eve causing them to have behavioural and mental issues. as well as strong emotional disturbances. this repetitive terrors. where he if they happen quietly or in strong form. overtime develop. strong sense of resistance. but this resistance is very much like exercising. u are being conditioned. by ur circumstance. thereby. we may as a philosophical question to such purpose terror might have upon our life. what is identity. and how much of identity attributes to personal karma or of one’s soul. though we may defer back to our historical context of religion instead for this portion of soul. since both religion and spiritual and even philosophical. technical and ethical moral pursuits all bring us to the same conclusion. this term soul tries to cover all and with respect to variations. since we have all down the opposite. perhaps due to our personal terror that seeks such shelter from the soul that everyone must get thru one way or another. only that we may assume this is the only way. or that our way is being threatened. our peace and our garden is being attacked. by the different practice of others. mind u. they may not set foot in ur garden but simply by their practice u may take offence. also bc our cultural differences. the same hand gesture can both signify positive and negative symbolism. for example.
although we are working towards a more efficient civilization one that transcends both our beliefs and our material reality to one that is promoted on all the books and beliefs as well as practices that we find relief in. as well as some type of guidance or smth that works for us. this is very personal. for a person who might have lost everything. and then have a a second chance at life. or that a person gets to the edge enough. but then comes back around. and the whole perception becomes clearer. but then one might wonder, who gets to choose upon these guidances. for one aspect. each gets to determine their own realty. ur in change of ur own process progress and all that good stuff. then there are moral responsibilities . which can counter the side effects. of the immoral. and then use clear ethics to remedy the problems. with compassion and or contempt. these are all remedies to transcend our terrors too. as well as perhaps one day determine the true cause of what causes us much disagreements in the world at large. for we may then become curious to discover then be crippled by intense bouts of anxiety that u might feel threatens that u may run the risk of making an error or series of errors in an effort to asset urself ur self righteousness bc there is a slight difference between main thence of self righteousness that require continuity to assert itself in a given misconduct. and then there is pen that may be wrong. but insists on being right even though there is evidence of miss steps or errors of judgment. or strong side effects. this isn’t so much as to what happens but how we conduct ourselves in the after math of which determines the next set of events. although we may find strong implications. for no matter how much we chisel a person. if the social architecture has flawed infrastructure. of intrinsic and material . there may be bound to have versions n forms of terror.
naturally
we are beings of colonies. or to be part of groups. this is something that allows our survival potential to increase. it also requires team work. which facilitates predictability. and this offers safety. even though we would also be on the look out for trouble to continue to enhance on our survival. maybe this was just a passing stage. but earlier on. we might have made some bad mistakes. in human history , the evidence is clear that we have had extreme violations. violences deaths all that bad stuff. we may think now that this is natural part of being colonized. or saved. by our congruence. if u notice our congruence is based on by propaganda and lies. this side versus that. this is the negative aspect of artificial colonies. and the false use of its economic structure. but i don’t know which came first. maybe it was accidents occurrence bc this is such a big deal. and back then. with very little populations existing. ( during the formation of these systems ) bc there was not enough technology. the delivery of the information or exchange probably took more time. versus now. but we have all that good stuff developed. and now we have more people to deal with. this explains why a system that wasn’t. originally programmed for the amount of people we are. is self evident in its lack of evolution. or that there is potentials but they are almost always limited. or benefits with the prospect of but does not guarantee of its happenstance. hence there is no clear oversight. and bc the colonization took form in a haphazard way. this made us think we must always maintain the good guy versus bad guy persona exchanges that happen daily. either in our interpersonal relationships or in the world at large. we keep with the self resistance that we must protect ourselves from each other all the while go in civilized manner about our daily lives with very little improvements as to very much of it all. and when we do have conflicts. it’s bloody. either it’s divorce. scorned lovers. people with business interests. ready to destroy each other. or at the world at large where countries wages wars. there is a strong economic implant that sets a big part of its motivation.
now the artificially formed colonies. on the other hand work to manage. also by the financial system for its balance and maintenance. this is where things get very interesting because when we increase by numbers we mighty like to look at what we need in order to maintain but sometimes in i order to maintain things we may figure out what avenues are available o to utilize interim. we can see that this is not perfect. it seem a half finished. unfinished. or purpose or it stoped evolving. or the interest went down here else. or this serves another purpose. but i don’t know what. bc if we were to get rid of waste. why then would we utilize it. we would work to be in a way that produces less waste instead. this is evident in food products. that are with good very fine ingredients and then as u go economically lower there is very questionable items in there and ur like well we see defined by the measure of our economy but this would make sense if this served only a temporary situation . like u have to bounce up after a strong dip down say bc a life event took. place and u now have to bear temporary financial set back. that’s ok with clear strategy with a high success rate. and we see for example in cheap items or old infrastructure the cost is higher. but unless u measure it with the shortened life. hence more money saved long term. now when we think about people as mere commodities the errors is easy to make. or bc this is the phenomena produced due to the systems sod having been developed this way. we probably were too shy or reluctant to look at what it produced. it’s worse if we are advantageous of it and say. well we might like to think this is a board of games. and in order to survive the sanctity of the group at large we must sacrifice the few.
how has this served even the large populations. often we notice that there is cease in growth. or advancements. even though there maybe secular prospects. they’re either isolated or must serve this or that purpose. but also with severe limits and implications and not reaching their full potential. this is evident due to our instability in among trust between groups and cultures. which are colonialists for the sake of civility but when it comes to interpersonal skills. this civilly is rather adventitious. if nobody is looking. u can take advantage of ur opponent . and say they are good. they with smth. there could be a vulnerability that via the act of interpersonal relationship has naturally exposed itself in the form of data but it was inevitably misused for the advance of the most ringer opponent bc they would naturally be more at skill due to their advantage. the colonialization process is strongly rooted with looting it’s all about seizing more lands and taking up more of what is the most valuable items. and they put history we see demonstrations that humans tend to fall in the bottom of the list with things being on. among the very top if u consider gold and other fine jewels as things. only that people would be commodified. they could be raped kills tortured and used for personal or group pleasure. which is what causes a heavy scar in our collective conscience bc we all are part of such. or the bloodlines. or the original occurrences. even in the prehistoric times there is strong opposition and territoriality bc probably the original human didn’t know what the fuck was going on. it’s nice to see how far we have come but ofc there are series of mistakes along the way some of which we may think to be maintained bc we may not trust the process or know better or be death be confronted with ugly truths on life. and just in reality in general for all of this is connection to us as well as very much part of it.
the ability that we can use to see our humanistic approach without strong discrimination will open our minds to broader horizons also. but right now we are wasting our potential with war weapons and other modes of destruction. this is produced as a result of our false belief in the sense that we know what our humanity is. if we make strong distinctions among each other for instance then we have not come to full realization yet. we may be at disagreements with each other. and may even choose to cut each other from each others life. say. this doesn’t turn out well. at the very least. u can move on with another obedience. it’s not worth the killing. the killing happens bc of the economic reasons that have not o considered the human growth and factored in some ecological changes as well with it. maybe bc we do r exactly understand the human t. we just pour in like water into whatever infrastructure is our environment. if we are lucky we are in good company. even then bc we would be part of much bigger system there would be some degree of limits to our capabilities bc this relies of everyone else’s part. our pet does not dominate all others but has unique features and works to complement rather. and not compete. this would be the correct use of our interpersonal relationships. but bc we don’t know what we are confronted with, and with distrust there is great secrecy. we end up getting things confused. and even make harsh remarks because we may feel overburdened due to our own systemic constrictions portion of which maybe at a greater disadvantage working at large. so it’s this constancy of burden in the systems that works to strain lives and causes more issues than solutions. this would be required as troubleshooting to what sort of issues that may continue to arise on our path bc if a given thing is portentous to happen. such as pandemics and ecological hardship which due to earths own changes. can cause mass migrations to too much dependence international support. which are sort of interlinked. if we for example must aid to our own lot. one of the first thing we are gonna cut is relief we send out at will to an external lot. and this may impact those who have for long term dependence on systems too much for sustenance. perhaps these were happening. as one thing after another. series of troubles tend to follow one mother. and we can earn from them. so that we are not seeing this as part of failure. but smth to be understood. and then applied. a methods thereafter. in effort to not waste anything. not another moment. by another human life. not another worry . we would begin to develop sense of trust and safety which is all the more necessary especially given that we are working. with different groups of individuals. with strong history.
do u think
that our civilizations have helped or hindered us generally ? maybe there was at some poijnt. an aspiration. an american dream or this or that golden prospect. it doesn’t matter. we all got a glimpse of something that could make life wonderful. and then set out to actualize them. but then somewhere in the middle. bc we are ill prepared. we sort of fell short and lazy. this made us lose our way. our trajectory ended up getting diverted with loosing intentions. those who begin their journey intioaally set out with the actuality of the dream. only decides to take the opportunity to line their pockets. at the cost of many others afflictions to date. and they disappeared or more so. it’s quite difficult to pinpoint when and where more so. who might have these decisions made upon. our name. u could rn honk of early settlers. some of whom got their hands on fertile lands. then maybe the products offered large sun bc the systems weren’t fully established yet. and the induction of those systems might have happened only after the initial colonizer movement took place. bc to colonize is to calculate. to know where is what about and to keep under watch all objectives. colony. to organize. to group. but we could already chart in our minds. bc we all come to terms with. to an extend the ways of our world. by now. although our thought processes may differ bc we arrive at conclusions from different paths ways and make different subjective associations. but the objectivities among us also there. it’s just that to colonize first must take over. u hagw to own. claim and that’s where the term gets its bad rep. colon. also comes to mind. we have food. that’s many things. the melting pot. that’s the workings of the belly. and then the stuff of stuff goes thru the colon. the act of consolidation u may assume is actually good bc it groups objectives but do u really wanna pass thru the colon let’s be honest.
to complies is also out of our hands. the act of aggression. systemic neglect. wars. to name a few. but we can also examine homelessness. that’s another form of wars. as well as poverty and sub par living conditions with toxicity. abound where ur a social reject bc what is war fare and poverty but being of reject to society and world at large. ur not equals. that much is a given. but is it product of ur errors. did u bring urself there or is this product of colonization.we can examine this by what options u have. when ur in peril. can u self sustain. can u grow ur own food. or find a shelter where ur not gonna slowly die in or be at higher risk of death. ? if ur answer is scarce this is a product of consolidation. u can’t survive on ur own. u depend on smth outside of urself. in a systemic way. i like the idea when it’s used for good. but this isn’t the case by todays standard. bc the system does fall short on reaching to people when it comes to hell but hinder ? know they have all these departments such management and that’s where u wonder. the act of colony is a hidden warfare. to conquer. never ends. perhaps bc it was never properly mitigated. we never sat down and came to terms with our historical mistakes about such happenings. and when we try. we make excuse we say but it was bc of colonization that we were able to successfully determine this or that objedirve but we may never know though. it’s ur depiction overdue another’a. nobody can tell that unless we had to properly get cooked over and over. get mauled. killed raped. and tortured for generations and generations that taught us smth great that contributes in a viable way to the idea of colonization. we haven’t seen fruits yet and it hasn’t changed. the seasons are only getting worse. now on top of our denial we have natural elements to consider for the earth has a mind of its own too.
sure u get hospitals and as child but what hahw they done for u thata really good ? but manage illnesses and now what we have is what. ? calculated deaths and labelled under whatever else ? all of this falls under the sign that as our systems continue to run on the opposite direction agaisnt human welfare. then u know we are going towards our extinction. if we are to successfully confine a human being ina. dome and never let them breath the natural atmospheric nutriments. eventually this will get out of hand and cause everyone a great many errors which includes those who’s ideas on such colonization to be of viable. for future welfare. since we haven’t solved the issues frm the historical development of colony. and what it has destroyed along its way. as well as the good qualities it may possess. we may then find a system that doesn’t take the baby out with the bath water. then we don’t have to fall into despair and anarchy. or nihilism. or let our existentialism get us in such a dark mode that we can’t see any way for hope. or worldly justice bc that’s another thing about colonization is that justice is meant to help those who are being taken advantage of. but justice isn’t perfect. itself hasn’t corrected its own errors and paid the previous people back including the families of the ancestors . so we can never claim that justice has prevailed. if it has prevailed we would have no wars. both poverty wise and. war torn lands. then this means that we have work to do ahead of us still. we can see the trajectory gets a bit clear when we lean more towards truth telling. since it’s lies that prevent us from. no if. onwards. it’s lies that hold a person back from making clear decisions upon their life. or make wrong decisions based on by a lie. and colonization does not condemn tia was a crime against human life yet. yet it’s those mistakes that being. about bigger problems which can burden the colony’s system. but the system. again. has more to condemn. it’s like it never left warfare or warfare hasn’t left the finicky that it self must be bored if it is not in constant attrition on with someone or a group or other.
in a way. for the colony to survive itself thru time it has to maintain series of lies. not just one lie or few. and a lot of these lies inhibit human growth and human life. we see this all the time as. a silent management to colonizer busines that has miscalculated on a objedirve or became too harsh bc itself likes to party and delve into good lavish lifestyles. then only looks up to see the world in peril. then judges with its judge eyes. well human beings are pests. they are animals. and must be destroyed. look a them. they are disgusting beings pathetic. not worthy to be saved. but then not notice that these folks are product of their environment. mind u. some folks do some dumb shit. we all have done smth. as part of our confirming or other. based on by the context of the timeline that was concomitant to a particular type of action that completed it. which complements the bigger picture. albeit. we can change the face of the planet. by jot changing the people living in it. but by changing. the conditions that avail certain circumstances. which can easily be seen from the humanistic purview bc not everything is god. most everything is actually very human. but humane is a good question to ponder here. bc we haven’t fully awakened to our humanity since our minds are in a colonized prison. what do u knkw ? when u lie enough. times to others. u end up getting to lose ur own way bc it’s via their enlightenment and awakening concomitant to ur process that the third tmoshwore improves. we try to colonize this third atmosphere to this day. thinking. that it’s achievable but if u paid attention tp ram das teachings. u would recall that this is smth that a ungraspable bc it’s in the very act of creating itself as we speak. we are constantly co creating. at all times. whether if we are directly and in a overt way participating. or indirect. or covert. b maybe subtle. maybe not real song it bc it happens at a subconscious levels concomitant to the intuitive process. coupled with our inner spiritual process . and sometimes we are useful for bigger things which we can’t determine. now. do u think the same applies for all the folks that are systemically abused and neglected. that’s colonizer business after all and we get no relief. we can’t save ourselves. and if we must depend. then least u can do is be liable. and dependable.
normally we would think
the attachment to our good qualities makes us vain. but the opiate is also very true. for too much negative thought can pollute the mind. since it’s not true or real but an associative to a calling for attention to smth the message of which we tend to misunderstand. a degree of truth is key with self for prospect of change but when does this particular type of thinking process become toxic. or unnecessary or too frivolous. perhaps there’s a reason for feeling too positive. and too negative. for both points to a . type of attachment or attraction to a particular type of frequency. in this frequency we may seek to find the answers that’s necessary for proper equalizing of that which may cause us excess attachment. for if we are constantly having been brought up a certain type of thought then there must be a reason also attachment with it. this doesn’t mean that it’s correct or accurate in the absolute sense. but more so that there is a purpose that itself tends to participate , it could even be our own need for change or elaboration for the perception towards which we may assuage that a given smth must be on the excessive attachment towards positivity. or entanglement in too much self negative thought. or thoughts that are directed at others that may also contain negative qualities. u may despise others. or feel timid toward them. u may also develop resentment. but not know exactly why or where these particular thought processes may come from. we often do not seek purpose of thoughts. we tend to accept them at face value. there’s lies the clue. perhaps. a whole new approach is necessary for the entirety of a thought process since it helps shape our reality and accords us via choice. ofc we may say. well let it go bro. but still have trouble with letting quell a repetition in our minds. we may also realize. that this could be part of an external traffic that’s bigger than urself. only that u may assume a given message is personal whereas it’s just a byproduct of collection of thought processes that are in conjunction with one another. they may not exactly be yours. per se either. that’s the point. ur partaking on the grand cosmic thought processes that never sleep and they also never stop. there’s interchange of data all the time. it’s on the air. we breathe it. it’s in the soil we partake in it. we eat it’s foods. we are hardly ever not absorbing the world around us. and we may think one thing dominates the other. but the true exchange itself. between man and nature is whole and not selective to liking a part of u but rejecting another.
any type of attachment can be unhealthy however we are not always attached. this is reference to intention for if our intention is for the collective effort to determine.a better trajectory. then our interest at come into purview. and via these pursuits we may then develop on the thought processes. this isn’t attachment. this is just u existing and living to ur full potential. ur becoming aware of ur self entirely and as u are communicating with the reality around u. this pure presence is not deterred by distractions either. and itself can become more apt at determining. what is essential and real from the excess and frivolous. however for us to get there we wouod need to detach from the right wrong things that we maybe attached to. these can take the shape and form of false ideologies. and outdated policies. practices that tend to hold us back. not only in life. but also in our mindsets bc there ends up forming a great resurgence between stark opposites. this begins in the mind and it’s due to the strong dominance of the traffic over our heads. which we are part of. irregardless to wanting willfully to participate or exempt ourselves entirely. we can denounce it all we want either but there will be some disturbance in relation to its content matter and u will know intrinsically. irregardless to the wrong message. even in the wrong sense of articulation. we may get it’s appropriate truth internally in the form of seeds. but these seeds do not develop right away. they are the result of trust and dedication. u may understand this from the point of view of perseverance. since u may not notice any good results. or any signs of improvement for a very long time until it occurs. but when it does occur. then we may get a sense of clarity we to the effort and the skill that is necessary in processing of such thoughts. and organize them accordingly. for denying them won’t correct the issues that bring them forward either. i other on the social front. among others. or accustomed norms. whether it’s exterior or within. we still have some degree of participation . here we may consciously apply a lesson. or be subconscious at it. in the form of messenger. it is often said. people are god in drag and what does that mean. do u think we have control of directives or does. it. slip in and out and acts out miracles without even our knowing. bc we don’t expect rewards in return. we just simply are. towards each other. but this god. or it. this quality appears at times. among us. it’s our attachment to it. and our purview that may get us to liken it as good or bad. perhaps also bc we like to recreate events that are good and try to cut ourselves off when a bad event occurs as well as anything that may remind us such.
we may remember this place. before the world. perhaps it’s more uninhibited. cos the body is the opposite. it holds us in place. so does the life we live. usually there are strong stops and gos. for some it’s pretty stationary. even the internal world may seem like one may depend on too much of external conditions for any internal movement at all. but also on the contrary we like to explore a lot more than we like to realize. in our dream like quality we may imagine better days or better ways. and maybe even better conditions for everybody. we may try to solve issues from a pragmatic approach. one that does not depend too much on the humanistic aspect of such conditions that have left strong imprint on our lives that some still argue to day that we must hate this group of people and be wary of that group of people and that not all people are created equal. that there are classes and variations to them. we must not treat all as god in drag. for the god aspect we must assume is more realized. articulate even. has everything figured out. the smartest in the room. the strongest. boldest. but perhaps. we do not notice the errors. of human nature. and that ends to be missing in. such realized beings. yet we can’t determine a better planet. or a way in which such realizations have fully translated to our everyday work either. hence is the paradox of realization. we are too certain of one way and one way only. but what if it requires expanse. what if ur allows us to look at objectives from a different purview. what if there’s smth much more to this world and our lives than overburdening each other with who’s the strongest. and boldest. and this ofc creates all kinds of contradictions in our inner world. bc then we may abandon the path of unity all together. since we must now prioritize competition. while competition has its time and place. when we have too much of it. at all times to all people and as. way of survival then we may run the risk of not connecting with our humanity since we are running predominantly on survival mode. again any each other. our priorities must switch according to this. and add to it the general traffic over our heads, which feeds off this sort of enabling. where else would it come from. sue is not separate from the body and it’s one air even though at place air has its filtering system. and we may think an so. out of sight is out of mind this will not be part of me. or i will not meet it bc i’m over here and it’s over there. as we are convinced of our separate abilities. that we forgo our unitive aspects all together
the separation occurs due to our existentialism. we are also rules by our conditions. . environment also playa. a huge part. the seasons that cultivate. and then we may run out of options or depend too much externally on others help. we may discover tht life isn’t experienced same but all in the way that we grew to find. we may discover the wrong thought processes that dominate the world are product of a much bigger environment. and that at all times are accessible to us all. it’s just a matter of discernment. how well do we know what ur world. do we see it for what it is or as we want it to be. maybe both ? how does each serve a purpose in their own way and when we combine them. what sort of insight can help us get thru our problems. these can be found within on our own sense of detachment. which is not mistaken with disinterest. it’s just our way of coming to our centre after each move made. the ability to both be witness to our inner process and our external reality after we establish seeing itself for what it it as well is called a healthy relationship. sometimes we maybe confronted with ugly truths. they may not all be our own but a byproduct of common kkk no pledge. common does not always refer to tiers or absolute. it’s just a byproduct of many processes that come into one. imagine each of us are radios. and we all blare at the same time and day. all these frequencies may form packs. in areas. conjunct and separate at other parts. these convergences and divergences create a lightening like experience. neurons connect this way too .but we don’t know exactly why these things tend to happen may seem random. a total byproduct of information overload that’s not organized tends to create such a storm. and it’s no wonder why we may think it’s a product of our own minds. we take on more than we need to mentally thus. we want to take ownership of every single thing that arises. without remembering that we are part of a much bigger connection that everyone is part of. u may think well then. i do not get any privacy at all. my mind feels too vulnerable. my thoughts are like dirty laundry. or u may utilize self curiosity n examine each thought . from where did this thought arrive. it’s hard to determine this when w e do not recognize or factor in the systemic component. as there are a ton of artificial thoughts that arise. which is product of the guessing game between objectives. where one assumes. or ones may assume their version of a given collective objective and the. the best applicable option is chosen which supplements the chosen narrative.
intuition can paint us crazy
at times bc our feels don’t match the outer appeal. we may feel at a greater inconvenience when we go contradict ourselves with our words or that which we feel. and not know what it all means. sometimes it’s in our thought processes the same all of which have developed their automatic counter intuitive thought arguments in form of common dialogue. or that we are not able to meet whatever is necessary to get what we come clear with to that which may translate into the world. then we would make significant changes. but we don’t go that far. even if our intuition calls on us deep within. if u notice that we are already confronted with our intuition but. we have developed ways to quell and counter it more than ways in which to utilize it. do we hear this. and we notice the greeter resistance is the mistake that we must change ourselves in a particular way to match the reality of fit the world because we may not trust ourselves the shape will take naturally if we only permit ourselves to become aware of the workings of such an intricate system which connects us with our inner realm. the external reality. but it’s not bc we don’t know any better. we just feel compelled to guess what’s going to happen next so that we can prepare ourselves. usually a mental plan allows us a degree of assurance. hence meditations. or pre meditated actions. mist of ten we do this without realizing. it’s called mental chatter. other time there are traffic of mental activities that may take place. u may involuntarily be thinking about stuff content matter of which is questionable. a third kind of thought is one that’s just random, but detached. there may or may not be a thought process at all. it’s like ur lucid. ur aware that ur in a body. and that ur surrounded with this earthly matter. and u may will urself to think about anything u want. or u may will urself to just be. either way does not feel forced. so this neutrality is where we ground ourselves to our home base bc this is the root of our entry point that brings here the prior. and bc we can’t define the prior for it’s beyond human comprehension. this causes natural detachment from seeking the unseekable any further. and the effect this has on our human framework is where we may feel this lucidness of being that is not attaching oneself. with any rushed pursuit. or hazard attachment. itself is natural. by choice. if attachment is what it pursues or wishes. at any rate this is a very playful approach to life that we naturally possess that is in its purest form.
yet things get in its way. we forget. or. in a serious note. despite it being playful. it’s also very serious thing to experience but at some point we may forget it’s dialect. bc we grow and change and or go with the flow. and there are lots of things that shown around us as well. we may find comfort in security of a given smth. but then forget to continue on our intuitive muscle. either. and not on the same objectives but on the generalities that make us human for growth never ends. the intuition never sleeps. it runs on our sleep. colouring our dream world with all kinds of other worldly dialect. and when we e wake up. we may play out these objectives. not in the exact same sense. but in deep pursuit of the truths. since this a condition of the intuition itself. that helps guide us thru life. which at times comes to a dead end also. bc the reality. that material translations do not often accompany intrinsic thought but are or run on machinations rather of the systems themselves. or by the systems that produce such end results. perhaps. these issues aren’t meant to be confined to few bc their personal intuition can get in the way of their objective reality bc they are also going thru with their own process of becoming and but they r only one person. overseeing smth this big. a degree of recognizance is evident in nature. for we all have sown connection with. our deep u thrive senses. which allows us a special insight from our purview of reality. here we see the systemic or material implications for such conditions which means that it’s not the background that makes the person but the combination of myriad of elements that’s also outside of the persons own control. even purview in. which becomes quite effective in the philosophy developed in formative years which complements their continuity thru life. but it doesn’t stop there either. bc conditions multiply . and that can change the direction of our intuition. we open branches in it without noticing that when we are touched on our intuitive muscle. we may overgeneralize a part of it that may signify an induction on the new event that became part of the whole system. the we think the whole system is being threatened whereas it’s just a new branch that’s only calling for attention to it initially. we may mistake these bc we have strong counter force to our whole intuitive reality bc of systemic rigidity. so we are sort of . well is this alright. all the time bc seek a inner validity that we are making a right choice at all times. for this systemic inequality expects too much on our part an error free reality. where a slighted mistake can undo a lot of good work or put u severely behind. whereas we could have seen the induction of the new bc the whole intuitive centre is already established as is firm. it’s leaves aren’t trembling at the slightest vibrations. so then u can pinpoint what’s next. without having this firm establishment. it’s no wonder we have all this inner traffic for conjunctions. and can’t at times find. a way out or even thru. which overburdens our system where our respite may seem like letting go. our own way. whereas what we want is some shelter from the storm.
intuition fills the area where we may need to come between connective objectives. we may need to use symbolisms. and certain clear objective approach that’s not too emotional. bc we do not know the areas required for connection to be clear. exactly to our personal knowledge. but. the relativity of events do paint a picture. if u have to see between a tree and a bush u can then quickly assess ur outside. and most everything will also be of nature. u may not see. perhaps. rarely u may assuage this tree and this bush could very well be part of a museum setting. then u may also consider that as part of ur analysis. even tho two events are very distinct and challenge interior with exterior. conditions. u may go so far as to examine the context of the museum setting. is it a picture on a wall. maybe the tree is real. and the bush is at a slight distance. on a picture hanging on a wall. and so on. these may seem like it takes us nowhere. but we are training our minds all the time. for particular types of thought processes. which may get us to liken our unique thoughts to be of more relatable to us so that we can tell them apart from that which doesn’t belong to us. why this is important is bc it touches on everything. from how we view wouod levels to how we view the world. and each other. the choices we make. the way we live . and let live comes all from our minds and the inner processes that help guide our actions. and this also touches on the material reality. to the systems and those who may be taking on more than they can handle. such as one man trying to figure out the fate of millions or even billions of people. that just too much to think about. we would need more than just a handful of people running the world bc opposed to a nation a wooed is even bigger responsibility and it has to cohere. right now it doesn’t make sense. bc of the conjunctional intuitions some of which are also not matured up yet bc of the worldly conditions that might have impressed upon them a certain way of handling.
aside from systems not meeting up to our evolutionary standards of human endowments such as our consciousness that changes. and our spiritual reality. doesn’t matter if ur a religious practitioner or one that’s going by ethics. we would need to discuss the intrinsics bc we often get lost as to which approach may serve us best. bc it’s difficult to pinpoint every persons original initiation to planet earth and their strong induction of whatever may impress on their personal philosophy. we may look to this from purview of benevolence. as in terms of harmlessness. often we mistake this for judgement too in reality. we look to each others past dig up dirt and think this is what we are supposed to do but the truth is in what we do now. each and every one of us in our reality. what wrongs are u confronted with. write it down. what can u do to make them right. write those down and then put them side by side. what have u done so far. what’s in transit. how are u figuring out the right approach. that may have its own track record bc communication is smth that develops along with us. and inner intuition. bc all of this also reflects our language. so the more factual truthful we are the better it is for everyone. also we run the risk of cutting our life short if we were to slow cutting off our divinity and allow to live small. in the dirt. where many are already. and have been in the direction of such ill fate. but now. there’s smth gained that’s worthy and it’s flourishing. even in our sleep. an inner calling smth that won t let up or let with ease bc we have been there before the more we give to systems. the more rigid they become and that points to a potential smth that we may not be fully cognizant of yet but are being nudged bc of the potential of risk upon us if we continue to think the old way will open new doors or that maybe the bad times will finally end and things will go back to normal ? but we know none of this is true bc of such losses incurred. especially despite our better knowing bc these things have vastly been shared. by many people whose thought processes allowed for the greater discourse to unfold. that’s in combination with our great thinkers of our past whose words have at some point in historical junction been haphazardly stifled. only to bring us collectively to this junction.
if u think u had infinite chances
then u would be less likely to give things ur best shot. but not always. for context is key here in determining where this theory applies. for instance. u might be convinced. well. i can take it easy in this life because i will come back in the next life anyway. and things maybe better then. i may do what i think may complement those would be occurrences. even though there are no guarantees. there’s no set trajectory that i may even have a future chance at anything. but for most cases where people tend to. play it safe. or confirm. so strong my. or blend in. or assume that there is nothing that can be done about given context in which they may find themselves in , either born or be part of smth against their will or that it’s kitty at the will makes such decisions on where it might wish to be part of. but more so that there are many things of happenings that prevent the human eye and senses form detecting the true reasons as to why or how that is. more so than our past occurrences that might have given us a leeway to where we may find ourselves to day and that’s more so than our willingness to take it easy more so than there are myriad of inner callings. and at the beginning of ur journey u may see these as a potential. u may also realize or not realize that the same trajectory could be offered to all with no selective process that could put u or others as exception to any rule of conduct or rule of its interactions. procession of which thru causes and effects can lead us to many places. now add to that our own biological development. for most often our youth and early ages are wasted in waiting and then exploration of a world that is beyond unknown but without clear trajectory. more so. i will go with the flow. i get what i can get. there’s always a benefit in things for me. mindset. to one that says. well. i can both relax where i do allow myself a bit of respite from otherwise too much self control which can prevent new from entering and perhaps makes me a little too safe to one where i can break out. and give chances to challenges AND have a mode of method where i learn as i go along so that i’m also beginning to form a momentum on that which i begin to calculate. and develop over , as i go along. so in part there is the going with the flow and depending on the context on which this may apply. the going with the carefully calculated actions that are determinable by the knowns. given there is respectable ground
for the unknowns , hence the unknown , although we can easily get lost in the trajectory of such discovery even in the most skilled practitioners with great equilibrium bc life happens to throw all kinds of objectives our way and some of those are non linear. though we often mistake the non linear with linearity . especially when we do not think from the basis that is available for all. thus being too selective in our reasoning with filling in the gaps with assumptions thoughts of what could be. happening. and what are the connective events that make a given objectives linear. and in turn we can easily connect dots that are. nit related to each other thus then allowing us to form shortcuts. or trajectory that may think gets us ahead. but then we may be confronted by the efforts of others. effects of which themselves can also be non linear. although it wouldn’t be clear to us whether if they notice this too. it’s just the dance betwen the knowns and unknowns that make life a go and stop in between flow and theories. not a person is proclaiming that they know all. and that the trajectory is clear as day. and that we must follow this do war path. more so than inciting series of thoughts of what was and what is to become so that we can accord among it all. the knowns and unknowns. the linear and the non linear for it teaches us how to think rather than what to think at all. and that is smth that can be establish by our careful self analyze. as well as that which connects us to the human family for it refers to our ability to cut thru the illusions that may be produced due to the instabilities of thought processes that may differ from person to person. back grounds also make this a bit of a challenge thru which we are preceding the art of communicative skill that does not only depend on interpersonal skill or that which u might have within urself. for all of which complements the big picture. even though u are only one person.
often times we may be confronted with the natural shedding process. that is not bc we are forced to or analyze thru our our data resource. whether if it’s correct. or not. but the placement of information that depends on the correct timing and the correct placement of such. that transpires what it intends to do. that may not be limited to determination of one or few. again the non linearity applies here for it is not smth that is in our personal hands. even if we were to calculate. the trajectory in which a particular thought form just travel and reach its destination without causing some type of invocation along its way. and that also is not linear. for it has a mind of its own. it’s going to travel and pick up on thru with objectives to its likeness. and periods at times it’s gonna go towards it’s opposition at other times it’s gonna be there without actually being there and vocal versa. the sheer presence of its being there can also transcend a lot of transpire or ignite some type of change. that is outside of our personal trajectory which can be linked with karma. though in our understanding. karma can serve myriad of purposes. though we may get lost in translation between what motivates us. and that which is essential. and here is where we may mistake. well i must reserve myself. i must save myself i must not always give what’s all in my hand or i may fold. i may hold back. or not give it my all. the opposite to this is spreading ur pearls before pigs. or being too full ale that if u as a prey. save the lion that it won’t eat u even if it promises that it won’t. such altruism between power plays have been evident thru time which can impact our trust process. not just among each other but u may indeed find ur self having trouble trusting ur own senses and that should be noted. as a strong side effect to these discrepancies between known and unknown. and linear and non linear and intentional and unintentional causes and effects of the one few and the more.
though life may expect from us to get out of our zone of comfort. or our similarities. what makes us feel in habitual patterns. that can get us to be a bit more vulnerable even though we may also find strength in such momentum. though not everything is as linear as it appears also. for the trajectory expects fro nuts to converge and diverge at times. this may refer to a natural progression of trust that’s beyond our control. or that which we may not be fully awakened in our senses yet to pick up on bc we may be firmly established on a linear thought that only seems to be falling alert while it’s only expanding in its trajectory or more so. becomes avails to us for our own purview and perception in which the our senses beyond the knowns are being nourished. ofc. some are for nourishment whereas others are call for attention again the non linearity is evident here that we can easily pick up on objedirve s or data that’s concomitant to our currency of process but this doesn’t always mean that the timing is accurate to a now process even though the experience itself is. the discernment between where what type of data applies is a difficult objective. this is where we may put to skill what we have learned so far. for to conceptualize on objectives is one way to train and putting it into work is another way that inevitably contributes to our overall dharmic and may.be u might say. karmic process. although again these are very broad terms for we can’t exactly pinpoint or clarity the end game other than for the benefit of all beings and open that complements. benevolent experiences and interactions that help and heal and not hinder. that which works to transcend the intrinsic so that the material is improved among world populations. and that allows us to wake into our inner power. from where we may open our senses to more than what we might have been taught. or was available at the time of which we may then find ourselves at crossroads of either recreating more of the same bc we are too timid for change or reluctant to open ourselves to what new. what’s good. and what we do have in our own inner “possession” and mind u the possession is not clinging for if it’s compassion or comes from the infinite sources of one’s love for simply existing. and being part of this cosmic unfoldment or regaled s to circumstance. but the. again. there is a call for excellence from all members of the world since such times do call for careful consideration beyond just urself. even though we are waking up to this still. each in their own process.
intention is key
though we don’t know what door it unlocks or where it may lead. all we know is that intention is an inner proclamation. smth that defines. or clarified our motives before we make a decision. which can be impactful since this is an attribute to action. but not all intentions build immediate momentum to translate into action there has to be some type of philosophy that develops overtime as well that may strongly contribute to whatever the person finally intends. and here we can refer to this as meditation. that is active. thru which we are getting particular type of data. and combining our efforts with the data we have so far about ourselves. so for instance if ur convinced that ur bad. ur likely to veer towards behaviours that may cause harm towards others. irregardless to what u may have don win ur past. bc it’s not what happened more so but our mindsets thereafter that tends to determine. smth. although we may not entirely clarify why that smth is or maybe. it’s smth along the lines of wanting to go back to joy. or peace. or eliminate suffering or discomfort but that we may not fully understand its message either. we may react to protect ourselves for example. in an attempt to eliminate discomfort. assuming that we may feel threatened by it. but with right intention we may have components that may require us to focus or delve into intellectually and thru careful active meditation, thus allows his to pace ourselves thru it’s discovery as versus being rather impulsive or reckless with our theories. otherwise we could easily contradict ourselves. although there could be some change of mind. or when things change. we too can get along with them. we grow thru experiences but sometimes we may be resisting a part of ourselves due to the pain associated with its own objective .
often times error about ourselves is not a clear experience. bc we may feel panic and shame. we may also. bc we are not thinking. clearly. not see exactly where to place our focus on. a clear intention allows us a path towards where we need to go with minimum. or no distractions. thru error we tend to get things more complicated than they need to as a by product of our minds. our thinking of too much worry or concern. which accompanies the thoughts of thinking we are bad. or that we are never got to get better about a given objective. but these can be delusional thoughts. product of environment and other conditions. even if we were to do our part. so there would require smth more to get us out of our conundrum. here we may utilize our new insight that we are seen and heard. and that there’s a continual exchange that takes place. even though it’s not by acceptable common grounds. we are constantly having inner discourse for example. to discern this versus that. and to categorize these findings. organizing of thoughts. and simplify in your thinking process about these objectives. making the ability to recall information other efficiency. these are obstructed usually when we are thinking small or rigid repetitive thinking patterns that don’t go anywhere. when for example things don’t change much in our lives or improve. there is a sense of stillness. it is one thing if the stillness is empty. however this is eve seldom so. this constancy of friction. or invincible matter of push and pull can put stress on anybody firstly bc we may not know where these objectives are coming from as well as what is their targeted objective. often times. there’s accompanied toxins. such as pollution. it could be our own behavioural patterns. we may adopt to a habit that may temporarily comfort us but over the long term causes us much pain. maybe we are attracted to these objectives not bc we don’t care about ourselves but bc there’s already presence of smth that permits such grounds. it’s not so much that two wrongs could make a right. but anything by numbers tends to have an illuminative effect thru which a given objective may become clear however this is a very contextually sensitive objectives. since we are dealing with multiple of different objectives coming together as one. and if for example we are more towards self pessimism. then there must be an associative basics that sort of permits this as common objective. or in terms of a behaviour we think we can not change we often link it to some type of excuse so that we may nurse our inability to help or improve upon that objective. this maybe due to faultiness of the environment also bc for most of our personal issues. there’s not much direct avenue to mitigate or make easy. but a sort of me lying pot of ideas
instead, which then causes us much imbalance in our person as to what is our objective and our truth. bc then we are touching on our personal philosophy otherwise circumstances don’t make a man. they only being out what’s already residing within. it’s just a matter of tapping into that inner resource. to really recall who u are who u have been before u were convinced of ur i capabilities. as u must also know that ur capable of anything . u can do good if that’s what u desire. but ofc. in the world of limited options. we often may feel at a greater strain despite our intention bc there are many avenues where such balance between human life and human interactions have clearly been established. if the system sees a person as a commodity. when issues arise. people would undermine the human worth more so than objects or objectives such as differences in opinions. we may feel we have the right intention but may not feel we are getting there any way or any time soon. the actions that are required can get us confused bc they may appear as contradictory in nature. this might give us a clue as to whether if we are making right choices. at the end of a decision. we are perhaps leaning towards thinking we are small, or bad or evil. an entity that’s unable to change or evolve or get better or we may find that some things are not about us. but we are strong part of them. to activate this power would simply require from us to realize our situation of where we are at and how we got there. the intention to discover the right things. course of actions would require from us a fevered of trust established within self. so it’s no wonder if we act by assumption that we are bad we often contradict ourself the need to become better. and even get in the way of self rightness bc we have harmed ourselves in the process by assuming we are evil. a sort of self fulfilling prophecy so to say. that’s how powerful the mind is. but itself cannot create alone. it needs objects and objectives also. someone can convince u to do bad for ur respite. despite u knowing this may not being long lasting results. then we have become very intimate with a reality that is cut n dry. perhaps that too is not our fault. for we didn’t create this world upon coming to it. some things have long been established and have their own roots.
with the right intentions we can cut they any delusion and illusion of which can add to our already existing challenges and prevent them from amplifying our pain. bc if we are in pain and constant confusion then we won’t see clearly. this doesn’t mean we have to eliminate all obstruction before we can see clear. often times it’s the clarity that allows us the right. discernment so that we know what is the right thing to eliminate. for that reason we may not cave into such self perfectionism that’s gonna end up cornering us to a situation that we may not like to be at the receiving end of. which we might have caused due to our own inability to take it easy with ourselves in the process of determining. the right type of intention thru the mud. we may ask for help from our surro in infa. but this depends on the quality of surroundings as well as contex ton which our surroundings speak to us. personally . which may differ from person to person much like how each of our background and reaction that brought us to this time and place is different. it’s only within our minds that we try to make sense of our reality via comparison but then we may make habit of compare and or assume that such comparison is determining our worth in anyway. at any rate when we set our intention to compassion for all beings. no matter what we ourselves might be going thru and how convincing our minds maybe about whether if we are good or bad or how well we have become versed with the reality as to why and how things tend to happen in it, we would be met with a path that’s concomitant to that intention process. if we are not sure whether if we should cause harm for another and whether if this is a right thing to do. or is sustainable . or offers any benefit to us. which may even cause a bystander to adopt or similar processes, then we may wonder at which point this behaviour we instigate will come back to us eventually. if that is so. if we refuse to accept our dealing within it and change our ways and give back perhaps ten fold or even some more just so that we have acknowledged a problem. and we wish for it not to evolve to such terrible heights. for it’s human store to err
human nature to err and it’s also in our nature to determine sound solutions. which come from compassionate grounds of the intentions are awakened in full bc then we notice that our similarities are more so than differences although our differences may seem plentiful due to their frivolousness n shallowness. versus our similarities. such as basic needs. human rights. our well being. our unity aspect. our spiritual endowments which requires send and receive based on by experience thru which if we were to eli make everyone whose ideals are different than us whose opinions are different than us. then we are cutting off our own limbs without getting to know them. and this stunting mutual benefit of sharing that spiritual food that we all need. to properly grow and continue as wholesome human beings. surely our human history is full of hardship and loss. some abuse is unspeakable that we may wonder. how should we add to the grand scheme of things as we change things to consider those who are veterans to such hardship bc world can be all kinds of battlegrounds for all kinds of human troubles. whether if the violence is covert or overt. short term with high impact or over the long term. slow. deliberate and painful. . either way. there might be some type of way that we can make it easy for the most vulnerable people of our societies who are finding it difficult to merge their truth with the truth of where we may find our selves in. terms of global meridian. which is imperfect in and of itself. as it can oscillate. get better some days. get a bit worse some other days. but maintain a predictable flow. at the very least. we can then maintain it from getting worse by recalling our worst mistakes or maybe remeber r a dark night of the soul. as things of such small actions often accompany a long term discomfort which we do not need. not upon ourself or for others.
doing the right thing is easy when ur the only one doing it.
it’s harder when u have to work with others bc u would have to get on the skew page about objectives and that’s the hard thing.
people aren’t stupid.
a lack of distrust in generalities is what prevents them from being too involved.
world wide woman
women don’t have the same right as men. that much is a given. we are often lost in translation in many worlds and our concept of who we are. and what our nature is something that depend on external conditions as versus us having any personal agency or any established. universal law. only that we are stuck on concept stage. a woman that can do all be all. a woman is either part of the kitchen or the legislation. a woman’s right is as good as her surrounding. depending on who gets to determine her rights for her. she’s often for sale and the sale is hardly ever final. bc terms can change. and bc her opinions don’t count. she’s strictly subjected to whoever changes. and what this change signifies. as a result of such. most women are directed. to their location. and hardly do they get to choose what happens thereafter. this can be a cultural thing. it could be a religious thing. but loyalty is supposed. more so than the quality of interactions and depth of field. in which a woman is just as nourished as her male counterpart or whatever situation she may be in. which , if we look around. we notice that a women is given some type of grounds. but this grounds is almost always maintained way below a man’s threshold of what’s acceptable as ethical. or right. perhaps bc wine are often met with a partial acceptance. that they are not whole on their own nor do that possess within. then any skills or opinion. anything that she can input o the world. unless her input is directed and coerced. or controlled by her male counterparts. or by the system that guard towards such conditions. where the woman’s voice. and therefore her right. is stifled.
the world changes fast. but some changes don’t come quick enough. some other changes don’t even reach where they need to. for other contexts. the change depend on white to augment it and ration it as well as approve it. a change often sources a purpose. given that a woman does not get to choose. often times a change is imposed on her. or given to her as part of the nature that’s deemed to her versus it being her choice exclusively. therefore this refers to women not having afforded the equal amount of choices as men do have. upon their birth and right within the world. as well as how societies perceive them. both a woman is often a nuisance to the society. she nags too much she dwells too deep she maybe crazy of u don’t like what she has to opine. perhaps. by the time her thoughts reach the surface of which she may gain some grounds within herself about a lost objective or smth bigger than her. thoughts such as to regain some type of control in her own life. since the word woman usually complements smth out of herself to which she strongly relies on for her survival. which means that she must to an extend not have control. this alone causes anxieties within the person. whether ur a woman or a man. that ur forced to depend on things outside of urself both blindly and exclusively where the responsibility lies on u as to how things go even though u don’t have 100 percent control over the things ur being subjected to. that’s the nature of woman. and bc there’s sting inconsistencies that almost always trigger within natural senses as they may arise as a counter balance to the injustices that incur and accumulate overtime , a woman is seen as unappreciative. and disgruntled thus with perception that she is not grateful. even tho in her attempts what she’s actually trying to honour is her intuition. and that she has. even though not openly discussed. has felt. a strong inkling to this innermost self discipline and self responsibly. bc otherwise demands too much from her which can possess the power to break her. as in the case of world wide women this is standard. often we have so many women
among us globally who walk around with such brokenness. all in the open. in broad daylight. but perhaps it’s our concept of what a woman is that we do not see. bc we perceive them thru the filter of crazy. surely life is a dance. u must make the few steps forward and a few steps back sometimes u may sway side to side. there’s some type of harmony. a song that is in container okay. for those who are willing to be receptive and remain as so. thru our one slide. this is the idea anyway. to establish or discover inner peace and radiate it. sometimes u must also protect it. other times ur the only one in defence of such ! ur defiance however may it always be welcome. it can be countered by frivolous arguments. of what’s scooped up from the surface. like muck that accumulates over still waters. and assume the nature of such for a woman dare not be even as a deep creature much like it’s make counterparts that the same philosophies of age old intellectuals only selectively apply to woman. as long as it complement and strengthens their male counterparts objectives. concomitant to what ever timeline this needs and reflects. but it’s not so much as to an argument. made in standard that male versus woman is to be the common objective since the man versus man is still quite very dominant to date. where most men under certain terms must go by whatever the social demands on them would be like and then translate them in their life as best as they can which also includes the way they accord women in their life. much like objects. they are given steps to follow. now take ur woman. and put her over there. and now give her instructions to keep her mouth shut. now tell her that her hands have more merit than her heart and now u are being a man my guy! guys. ! control ur women as u would control ur tongue. except that ur language toward ur women are the exception to the rule in which u must follow if u wish to sue is the harsh world. as a result of such. women wend up being domesticated punching bags for their men while get abused in the systems made by other man as a consolation prize for their efforts within the hierarchal
systems.
everything is a projection. there’s in actuality not very much distinction among us. surely there maybe differences. ur hormones versus mine ur mechanism versus another’s. for each occurrence in our lives can chisel us the shape of which we may take. we may find joy or sadness in the wake of our continual senses about the world and how obstructed from purview our previous notions may have us. our objective this is not to dictate from others on how to live but more so how well do we accord ourselves well with the world that honours differences as well as celebrate the humanity in each of us. a distinction is made more so systemically that calls forth such attention to “gender “ or “rights “ or “lifestyles” since what people deem is not the augmentation of self any further than it exploits hm or her or them. but more so that we can only change ourselves as far as we could. but at some point there has to be receptive change outside of us that’s going to not only crystallize our efforts but also make way for more. since change begets change. as life is all about change we see this in our nature as well as the nature itself. but we end up getting confined to what the trajectory of our lives should be. this collective sediment to shedding of old ways that no longer serve us or relate to us. and endow ourselves with the transcended version of personal bliss. which won’t come soon enough bc for most of us. a right is a concept. we may gain some grounds to discuss or be open about objectives. bc bc there’s no true defender of such. or representative. since the world front still is reluctant on accepting the viewpoints of what’s truly missing from the world. which can’t be filled with more of what caused it harm , only to discover our own personal wrongs n afflictions about our version of truths as well as understanding of the nature of exchange of such. since what tends to happen is for the sake of security and safety we end up constricting from areas that need expanse as versus constricting the behaviours that promote such reverse. that’s why the establishment of equal rights is important.
for they portray the fertile grounds thru which such errors are further evaded and both men and women can get a clear idea as to what their similarities and differences would be. this pertains to our social portion and responsibly it’s also which are vast as they differ and some of which are per personal choice and attributes concomitant to a type of lifestyle that u would not only enjoy in cultivation and part of. but that u also benefit from such as to what sort of environment this nutriments ur person and need since we aren’t self dependent. entitles. as u have noticed however it’s very difficult to gauge. as to what rights even is. only that they tend to change with the relativity of truths of that passage and stage. and here bc the determinant are often male. or female under male guidance. these changes don’t often translate as relatable to the timeline in which most. particularly women here. can relate. for example. say. we have in event development. this intense need to establish women in work force. women in this and that. but we put all these rights and freedom all of a sudden on older women whose disposition differs from our current age. as per their own history pa progression and timeline thru which they may.be afforded the right type of expertise and insight. we label this under empowerment with little concern for those whose experiences may differ. let alone we may be out of touch entirely with what their current need are bc we see women as objects. to be moved around and tell them what to do and how to be versus listen to them still. to this day. and that is a world wide conundrum since we are afforded many examples that show that women are just byproduct of their environment and much like an ornament. they are complemented by their counterparts. which happen to be men. this can terrify anyone who’s keen and invested in their future. and that can cause strong opposition between genders and differences concerning choices. bc u don’t want to recreate more of the same urself. and without any external support, most women end up mistaking
their right and freedom to what systems project onto them. some are therefore stuck in terrible conditions. usually domestic. bc it offers the protection the world lacks even tho it lacks respect that the world professes about women rights. which is where the confusion arises.
sometimes it’s difficult to remain positive
in a world that constantly negates it. what does this mean? we fall too short or too little. often times in our one business. and or each others. we may try with all we got. but life is guarantee to nobody. today u might be in some type of luck. come tomorrow there might not be a whole lot. that’s what it is for most folks t least where things aren’t exactly established for them or u could say they aren’t established in themselves. but things aren’t always linear as we make them. in assessing others we often say. ok the root of ur suffering is pain and pain is caused by ur ignorance and this is the reason why ur afflicted today. but we don’t notice. did u e confuse that u we’re in pain? or that u had done some search and discovered the root problem. maybe ur ignorance was of innocent type. based on by ur surroundings or conditioning. how much do that falls on ur person and ur truth is determined by ur effort. and how much progress u might have made but this is also non linear bc many things are depending on us and in turn we also depend on many things for things to happen in the first place ! there is a way to get there. to get there i must move. to move u have processes that take place within. and then u need to rely on objectives for such movement. if ur in certain conditions u might call upon others. in other cases, u might have to depend on schedule. regardless things don’t just happen with the snap of a finger. there’s a process to make things happen and all of which is what allows us to stop. or go. what happens internet can get is distracted also. depending on what sort of objectives we might be waiting on. unfortunately. there’s non linearity in that as well. but one that’s rather fragmented when implemented by the systems. bc there is no dialect among the departments of communication where the bigger picture makes sense , that it reflects into our lives in the same way. that when a new objective happens it tends to get in the way of prior and eve get us to lose our prior position. even if we might have had been in previous wait for a given objective to come thru.
we think perhaps there’s clear distinction between what we say and what we do. at times this can be scheduled. but not always. sometimes things can move artificially but not always. there’s always going to be glimpses into the truths even with a false veneer or one that is so machinated that it does not recognize that it’s going in the wrong direction. the idea is to pay attention to the signs and symbols so that we cna determine. ourselves that we are being tricked. or we are being had. we may be given an opportunity into smth bc we are susceptible members of the society or those who can be challenged such a sin strong attributes and posited that each person may possess within them. or u could say how about this type of occurrence that contains within it smth of its opposite that contradicts its notion but then in combination of these forces. tends to create a higher force which is what is sought. often times this is ok if a person is given a amicable choice. do u wish to accept such stark change. or do u accept this will ur being imposed. or are ur intentions different. perhaps ur curious. or maybe u do not notice that certain things can be afflictive by it’s own manufactured nature. we don’t know how someone may take upon a given objedirve and not get caught in it’s entails bc there are many invincible factors that come into play such as intentions and the sort of ingredients that go into every decision we make. which includes our inner awakening. that which sustains us and propels us to do the things we do in common spaces. or on objectives concerning others. not just ourselves. and our thought processes that tend to articulate our reality as we move through it. since things are constantly changing. although this change does not always take place on the surface. bc things also have a way of not appearing as they are, they tend to give us impression of smth where as there is an entirely different objedirve s we are confronted with that we cannot immediately penetrate through. we only get the image from the surrounding. since this contributes greatly to the refraction and the reflections of such.
u notice that u can’t solve all of worlds problems. the appearance of issues aren’t in and of themselves self existent. and aren’t that new to us. but there’s new occurrences . perhaps. in the way we are excite certain objectives. or the use in which . certain things can be purposed all the while be purposes for hidden objectives as well. say. if a nation wishes to create a probmem or make an existing probme worse. all it has to do is manufacture a crisis. but the crisis is very much real. the pert that’s manufactured is that is deployed partially and the the systems of having noticed that there is a problem must also know to an extend certain momentum. or by the cycles the collection of information in its arsenal to tell the direction in which a problem can instigate however let us note that people are becoming more and more evolved. they are more information absorbable. not only that which they take or is thrown at them but their processing of such u formation. or knowing the direction of the information. since all of this contributes to their inner resources. through which then they can best decide what to do within life. still however the more people become endowed with this new found way to assimilate reality. the more reality also yo keeps on its own portion in which certain conditions are afforded to get better. whereas some others get afforded to become worse. in the instance the worse conditions happen. this serves a import net purpose. bc then we can say. listen. we can’t even help those. how can we help urs. as a result of such we may feel cheated. betrayed and left out in the cold. and this is not so much of what happens but more so the quality in which a given objective takes place. bc u have been spun. u have been had. took for a systemic ride and now ur left anywhere. meanwhile u know they know and u know that they intentionally turn away. or make things harder for u. there is a way out. it’s just very extremely narrow. and the expectation are unrealistic that one may simply assume that extinction is far nearer than any degree of minimal and basic success. out of their conundrum.
ofc we want to be positive. a positive mindset can give us a good life and thru which we reach clear thought. a clear mind can not add any more to our already existing problems however at the same time can a positive mind be sustainable if ur constantly in perplex and afflictive thought where u might find urself in a sea of people but of not having been seen or heard. and eve so. maybe ur an eye sore. or that u might have made some mistake urself. things can go south pretty quick for most folks when there’s not enough oversight in their own life. and everyone wants to relax a little or have some fun too. but it becomes a problem when the funny have offers better alternative to what ur being put through. although this may only occur in our minds thee is a connection to smth better than this. the idea isn’t to escape there however but to bring it here. to manifest it in this worlds. but then u notice u can’t manifest such a thing. it’s massive. all by urself . with nothing. but u may notice. ah but here the system does this. or there a person whose idea of how the world should be is causing such afflictions such as wars and famine. or poverty. why do we have finacial limit on every person for instance where we micro manage their spending and every breath but then there is all these big moves in across the world where world is mowed. and dug thru and even desecrated turned into a graveyard where all these unspeakable chemicals are released into the air without our consent ! all of it workout our consent. then where do we belong ? if we don’t belong to this planet ? aren’t we all inhabitants of such ? don’t we have a moral and humanistic responsibly here ? for the environs t and each other. ? maybe our afflictions are due to our conditions. within or maybe three confronts are laced upon us by our systems. on others idea of how life should be. then how can we get ourselves out of our problems to a pain free environment when we are referred to as a community. a community with nothing to work with is not a community. it’s just a traffic of whatever is unwanted that gets here for proper efficiency of how we are gonna correct our errors without actually solving them. a self correcting system that dishonours its afflicted from its past errors is not correcting its errors. it’s masking them. worse yet. it’d creating new ones in hopes of achieving this.
the whole idea about talking about ur problems
should be on ways to help solve them. not shame them and then leave u astray trying to figure your way out of even much more difficult a journey which runs counter to someone in peril. usually we as human beings tend to make errors along the way. but it’s not that an error took place but what happens thereafter that marks the next stage for us all. yes. not just the one who errs. why? bc there are avaialable options in which one can take. usually we conceal or make excuse of. or assume perhaps nobody saw that and continue on our way. and this concealment. the strong need to evade being socially embarrassed. causes us to internally also prevent us from further examine what happened. if if we did. examine it. it’s on superficial reasons and conditions. then that does not penetrate the actual reason behind the occurrence. from there , we may arrive at limited reason. but bc we didn’t do further research with in . this proves insufficient every time we come to its effect of the condition we partake in. . everything we do correlates with everything else. in the subtle most senses this refers to our innate quality of being. if we deny ourselves an error this is apt to repeat bc of cause and reason. and the more we reject this inner calling the more itself becomes pronounced. louder it reflects back at us. with everything magnified. but it’s on faulty old setting where we can’t see with our current eyes. bc the picture seems blurry. perhaps bc it has become unrecognizable to our senses. perhaps bc of its magnitude and to which degree it might have influence upon us collectively. as we can see even the direction of a collective outcome can be misplaced. often times our current survival isms keep us busy and prevent us from seeing further behind current trajectory so we can plan for better conditions for everybody.
we inhibit our one way when we deny our own mistakes. it’s worse when we cannot be heard or concerned about others mistakes that may correlate to bigger calamities and the conditions this may place upon. us all bc it does affect us all to a degree. in which we must then rise forth to its resolve. however in this sort of rising. the ways in which are available to us often correlate with our conditionings. and our own strong urges as well as what we have become comfortable with in terms of our own environment. often we may mistake this to general statements. which is where. we may become too critical of others in their differences. whereas we could say that the diversity itself is already present among us. through which we can become a bit more forthcoming with our own struggles so that others may see that the same is very much common. in fact . in order to get to a common ground first we must get past our much shallower understanding of a much bigger puddle of knowledge. and then. make deep that which does not require much. to compensate for the loss of balance or juxtapose or mistake. hence the duality of the mind requires us to go and put to practice the potentialities first. then we develop a sense which may allow us to decipher its meaning. whether if a given option is good or bad. or concerning. since in order to correct an error first we must come to terms that something is wrong. but how we determine that is often confusing as well bc there are strong correlations with our inner and exterior reasoning that some things have become standard for us to mistake . and not think of it. one avenue to overcome this is thru self knowledge so if u were to get enough cycle of a given occurrence effect of which makes u feel uncomfortable. then u may start to coin this with a type of activity that might have facilitated it. or help facilitate it. thereby. making u to draw a conclusion on the basis of which u might have a certain reaction to a repetitive objective in which u must. control yourself or via this self knowing. be aware. as to protect others from its effects. if it produces negative results. also in the world. since the underlying element is common. to alleviate discomfort or suffering. except we may not know from where such discomfort is produced. or to root out its source we must venture towards it. and not evade.
however difficult it is. a person may or may not achieve this in a given lifetime. perhaps there’s involvement of all in the sense that the most outermost layer of our understanding. before it connects to all things abstract. is improved. so what we do is to strive for that occasion. collectively. even though we are also easy going of our errors. as it’s not the error that happens but what transpires after and that involves us all. via simple act of pure presence and non attached reason. so ur not actively seeking out to hurt others. but ur here to destroy an ideology that has plagued human kind. and there are many of that type. we get capitalist ideology for example. or one that pertains to slave labour. which is a branch off it but u can also link slavery to human relations. and even within diametric concerns. as well as class differences. so these things have long been developed and we have matured through them which has its own traction. through which we can learn. though in pure reason we must not punish others so excessively bc this is what. generates that exception ism which the can become its own curse bc u are putting that much burden on urself to be perfect at all times and when i can’t reach this expectation from urself. u blame the world. ofc this term blame doesn’t always come in the form of a finger pointing the world saying what it wants. as to. u u u or the one that goes well did we all fuck up at some point of our human development or what. heheh. well what do we do about it now folks ? things can either way pretty quick. or that u can only take enough directions from here to there and here again so which choice are we getting closer about our world planet and all of these have power to humble us. bc then we notice we are not only spinning with the world but we are on a spin ourselves. it’s a spin within a spin. we took ourselves for a spin when we thought we were fooling others. thinking that this is the only way. for our own self survival ism. and now we are dizzy. we can’t find our way or clear footing. this spin within a spin is a double confusion for us. this is what generates y he strong separation of otherwise very natural dual process that takes place in our minds. this versus that. has long been rooted to our survival. was never meant to be for punishment.
to call someone out in their mistake oh my. what have i done. now i must bleed by my critical side. but we go further than it to destroy each other to such heights that we condemn each other. as incarcerated would, where the world becomes unrecognizable and u can’t relate bc u has developed memories that nobody can relate with. hence the division. but it’s not at all that diffent. bc pain. is pain. suffering is the same. and we all have sam weeds underlay. even the worst characteristics a person may hold will need and desire to have family of their own. and have wishes hopes dreams such as prospects and seeing their grand children. and die into old age in peace and tranquility. but we may first try to establish this within hence the double confusion bc even in the act of setting out to do this. we may consider we may make errors in our determination to solve things. for this does indeed require clarity to see things as they are. and that part is a collective effort as well. we input daily of this self perfection and tuning. again we may get upset at the word perfection bc of its strong connection to our past memories. of all types of experiences. however the striving is what keeps us going. not the continuity in which we may then say. well i can’t err now do everything i do must be true. theory bc we could be severely wrong at that until we make sure the internal nature is concomitant to the statement. are u at peace. do u feel safe. do u feel warm in under certain conditions which may signify that smth is positive. or good for u? versus smth that may produce anxiety or worry. or u may feel alarmed. ur emotional quality goes kaput. all the way down. to is trying to tell u smth . maybe ur too comfortable with the language that u do not notice bc u also weren’t aware or u may simply not be familiar with its language. and when we set out to determine where this wrong is coming from we have our own process. and we have the process in which correlates with in the world. among each other. that also repeats the sam e although may appear to be different. this is where our indivisible concerns connect to social concerns connect to much bigger conditions which may then give us insight as to what we need to change. both within and without for greater efficiency out of our past much bigger collective mistakes. this should improve our quality of life exponentially and may be achievable in this lifetime but we have to start now
every intention chisels the future shape of which we fit eventually
women , right ?
but never in one sentence and never together apart. but what is women anyway. and why makes women rights ? perhaps things are rooted to our strong history of exchange and development thru society. that makes us who we are in our strong conditionings. and traditions the same. perhaps the imprints comes from something else dialect of which we mistook for survivalism. maybe at some point it was. and it still is that which is the remnants of a far distant history. we may go further back and think in atomic level. we may notice that there are different objectives that come together to make the smallest objective in the universe. maybe it’s not that deep. we are just animalistic . and somewhat stupid. and maybe in our feelings we are designed to be such. which is the balance to the architecture of the mind. perhaps we are not too learned about how these forces work together. there is what is called illness that happens due to inner forces in. conjunction. perhaps this is one form of it. more like a spiritual cold or ailment. it’s also very difficult to get everyone on the same page. everyone has strong opinions. which contributes a lot. including myself. which is where i derive this. and i notice that in others. in an effort to greater change there is an inner impulse indeed that requires us to listen. here we may refer to these. age old wisdoms. but that have never met the light of day. or that they have. but it fell on deaf ears and the phenomena got so materialized we mistook it for its final form. unable to change it even in thought form.
now here we notice that there’s a great many imbalances within the world. the many pain points all across the world throb in pain and calm lit for attention. some of these pains juxtapose. others cross cross. yet others are in some type of parallel. where u might see similarities. maybe the parallel is strong differences. as these conjunctions take place. we are feeling more and more aware. for this generates friction we may notice the areas where greeter concern for gentleness is missing has now relaxes with intense aggression. where we are constantly in pursuit to ease our pain but do not know how to go about figuring out that we are in fact in pain and that we aren’t being or receiving any attack from the exterior happenstances. perhaps it is an external condition that causes us such pain. that too happens in this world. we have all forms of suffering. there’s more options for u to suffer the fish joy. but the opposite is also true. it’s just some times we may not have the time. like the time when u are young. even that’s a wasted luxury nowadays. even some may think why am i inconstant crisis. and wonder why there’s all forms of confusion about our reality and what our roles may even have to be. perhaps the what’s more from the role of man or woman or what even we are. is the energy that runs the current. and the quality of the input bc ur gonna have a bit of both. all of us do. there are variations. and then strong conditionings that shape our reality. at least the argument is that we would want to create a type of life that we wish to live in that doesn’t cause harm to others and is sustainable. meaning that we are receiving and sending information at all times for the global continuity and maintenances of all its system bodies so that we are aware and forward thinking at all times while improving issues while they are small so that they don’t grow big and impede our global growth or become unrecognizable that we can’t even root out its source code so we can save our birds without harm to anyone.
woman is hard to define to be honest. i was always told about women i just let it be bc i was like well. ur a human being. like me. and ur entitled to ur opinion. and i am gonna let u speak out ur mind. that’s totally fine. and then i’m also gonna live my life. it doesn’t cause any problems or hurt anyone. me being a certain way does not define me as woman more so than the weight of my input to the world. or my contribution. not seen as infantile. rather but accepted as whole. not taken for a spin but seen that all parts of a person is what makes their skills worth. and their abilities deem whatever. to their personal take upon their life. given that it does not impede others way. or cause trouble. when an issue gets big for anyone then we are more keenly involved because then we may see that someone at first must realize there is smth wrong. then what do they do to make things right. then how are they according themselves . are they struggling still or maybe now they may need intervention. and maybe we should first go say hi. how are u. and then check in with them. i think that’s even better bc sometimes. people don’t know how to ask for help either especially those who live in certain confronts or maybe prevented from full knowledge into way of life or system bc that build intuition. and that happens by ur physical presence. and u develop this intuition via experience. all experience develops skill but not all skill is recognized in the way that it can be corporates efficiently into the world where it’s efficiency improves conditions appropriate to its department within reality. that would define a type of work. and some work are our own. others are external work type stuff that maintains our societies. determining which type of work falls on anyone can be a difficult task also. bc ur also dealing with how to go about numbers. how much to pay. how much a given occurrence costs. it’s easy to put people in a box than things. bc if u wanted to replace people they take themselves out. if they refuse. u can essily call the cops on them or maybe garbage removal cult who can easily scoop it up for u for a small fee.
what is a man anyway. i mean i grew up with thinking about human kind and what this whole aspect of god was. i used to think well these is all these gods right. i somewhat thought that i had to simply find a god that spoke to me in my language. so i kept swiping left. honest. how can that be a dating app today is a mystery to me but i was 10. and was already shopping for my religion. even though i was aware of muslim religion. somehow i didn’t connect the dots. about it into my life. but my mom did tell me that there was god and that u could speak to it anywhere. and it was that which caught me to start having conversations with god at a very early age. i thought about loving everybody. i was just a small child sitting at the back of my dads car looking at people. and just feeling outburst of love for all. what changed now ? absolutely nothing. bc the concern is still there. including the times that i have upon myself. bad days are everyone’s meal someday. but there are also very avoidable ones. or ones that can be improved. men are trying. we notice inthe world women are missing in many places of greeter concern to challenge man’s language towards some global conduct. we do have it. but it’s often quelled or suppressed by man logic. if we truly wish to have equality the we must get beyond just make logic. but even better how about beyond sex logic and make it human logic. but let us honour the past struggles of females bc they are also being exterminated to date. including.war torn mothers who must repeatedly say goodbye to their children. this isn’t to antagonize masculinity. as stated above. maybe. the condition was appropriate at the time. we might have had been too brutish . bc we didn’t know what the fuck even. so we gotta give some credit there and recognize the brutish hues that may compel us at times. and convince us that this must be the only way to solve conflict. i must say no. as a woman at least and i can’t speak for others. they may hold their opinions. such as those who wish to fight. we must honour those who wish to fight. and then give choice to those who wish for ceasefire. but ofc then again this can’t be sustained for long either so something is gonna have to happen pretty soon here.
sometimes i go deep within the burrows of my mind
among its borrows i find my heart.
didn’t think i’d see you here old friend i said among the rubble
but like an arrow that was shot thru my heart. i felt smth a little more.
thru it. i was met with worlds dying soul.
oh what can anyone do. do u count ur stars or ur past errors in the making bc in the wake of such reality
we are confronted with real, isn’t.
where everything is isn’t is and isn’t is is.
but it’s never what it is. we just like to think it so.
oh it’s what it is it can’t be changed haven’t u heard.
one must at all times accept that which one cannot change
that is the first step to real wisdom. the real burdens that we must carry along the way
but –
where do we draw the line for that which is and that which isn’t whether if any of it has the if factor whether if it is or if it isn’t.
we just make things all the more difficult , and i could find
in the dying of the worlds crying
that not. a single soul is left unturned at the end of this big spin.
time is of essence
when there are issues of concern in our lives. we may feel pressured or pushed forward. without much knowledge into what we are getting ourselves. and that’s a scary thought. perhaps we like to think. bc it’s emphasized. that we are given a chance to utilize all our skills that we are only in theory. u know. of the type that trains the mind. and we must not waste it. the. we may get sort of scared because. well. this could be the first time ur implementing an idea. it has either never been done before or that ur tapping into smth that’s vastly unknown even if accidentally and ever so often it would hit the right note. we just wouldn’t recognize it bc perhaps we simply weren’t ready to perceive it. there’s all this correlation to all things within. that which u have not met within is harder to recognize without. bc it is already all around us. all this being ness. as that’s the way the nature is. but we are simply too busy. too rushed. the symbolism of our lives is evident in its own self made tragedy. and there is nothing we can do about it? then how can we hold ourselves responsible for what happens next … usually it is said that life waits for no man but we aren’t asking for a complete halt either. it’s not cease or desist. a simple breakdown of what continues is self evident. for we may refer to this an execution of action. or only in thoughts shared. often times. the thoughts are what translates to action. but the counter balance to that is our expressive opinions. and how we view the world from our own personal experience. perhaps this fault i was us own of the strong side effects of false productivity. bc the idea is to never stay put. growing up i was told “ always be busy so u don’t get caught in the devils work” i shit u not. my mom said this when i was a kid. u had to keep busy or else u may become compelled by the demons. or in other words. lazines. beings about evil deeds bc one is too bored. and this friction for need is what makes us feel alive. or the lack of “ real worthwhile challenges to fulfill our souls in a healthy way “ that we end up catapulting backwards into personal decay.
oh i don’t know about that. everyone might have had the hour of the dark soul or the dark night or the void or the abyss or the existentialism that say. well why does death not come soon enough for me. even though perhaps u don’t mean it. or. u know ? it simply does not make sense to evolve to a point in time and then suddenly. the veil is lifted and ur marrying capitalisms . this happens everywhere. once u grow old. ur of no use to society. they say well i can’t profit off this person anymore bc i can’t use them as advertisement. and this may make us feel like we are less human. and even less worthy. in our self appeal. this process of becoming is vastly unrecognized among us. and part of the reason comes due to our international bad blood. we are too attached to the roots in which. whatever started the most of the flies theory. has got its own traction and causes us this unnecessary need to dominate each other. we are simply too attached to the idea of such safety that this domination beings that we cannot find any alternative way of handing our inner anxieties about our own personal existentialism that’s what this is about. we deny this death process ultimately and then we turn around. and criminalize that which we internally refuse in the exterior of others conditions. thereby making arbitrary out of life. it’s no wonder we are socially lost thus. and we don’t stop. bc we mistake momentum for up-keeping truths and facts about the reality in which we have become. a little too accustomed. it’s ok though. as comfort zone sis part of our growth process but ever so often we get to a very cosmic occurrence. which impacts our codify in ways that well. it’s not exactly. seismic to the degree by which we should feel pride or anything bc there are serious losses to count. perhaps we can see this from the purview of how well did we learn the last lessons and how are we putting into action the past wisdom gained. bc it is in which wisdom that matters not simply any one.
ofc bc the environment is a bit hazy and that we are continually in the process of overcoming the last ignorances. of last hardship that we may find ourselves at such crossroads in an evolutionary sense. things can either get better or worse. but to be true to context here. that’s always the case. not just now. but we may. bc we are much closer to the edge. may feel this much more strongly than before . which may give us smth to learn if we are open and receptive to it. however the one issue is that bc we think in absolutes most of the time and have strong tendency to get caught in our own conditionings. momentum of which we mistake for absolute and ultimate tiered. we end up making things extremely difficult for ourselves to get ourselves out of our conundrum without the hell of others. which is ok. except that we are too ill prepared for it. it’s often said sure community helps but then. well. if there are no things to build with. community can not exactly work the way we want it. usually people on survival mode have to prioritize themselves. and then each other. u have to be ion before u can help other s u can’t help others when don’t have anything. to help with. in this regard. most people feel shame bc they have to choose thenmkeved for their basic needs even in the face of others needs whom they can’t reach and help appropriately. plus. when the issues are bigger. throwing money is not helpful. especially when there is no systemic way of maintenance of assurance. and with proper guidance. bc the alternative is too draconian. and the vast degree of community is missing. such as the appropriate systemic departments that should be on top of that. but we worry too bc we are human we think we are like if i were to help them this will make them lazy and they will begin to parasite off me. but then there is maintenance and then oversight. if ur walking with them then they are not abusing the system. bc ur walking thru their issues with them thereby improving the said issue which means the originating help would no longer be necessary. an example.
we find that our thoughts are juxtaposed. as displayed above. as to the ways in which such measurements can be aligned in the right direction. as gurdjieff said. only then would tho fights matter into action on greater detail otherwise u can think whatever and notice not all attracts all that u want. and right away. otherwise palestine would be free by now. but this doesn’t mean words don’t hold power. it’d just not by magic that they compel someone and make them decide on life. only that it does. in the way of its delivery. such as subliminal forms of art. one of its branches is thru advertisements. and media headlines. the things of catch and release. u where they want u. intellectually and u think u got there al by urself. and this juxtapose isn’t black or white either. it’s much like a jigsaw puzzle. it has all these sides. and then we’ll i guess u can say this from a non centralized kaleidoscopic look at the world. our thoughts operate about the same internalized traffic. we learn how to think by the display of others. and vica versa. the cultivation of the germination process of many thoughts allow us to really cause effect via friction that has developed naturally. that means it’s sustainable. and not artificial. like the prior. the natural profession of events tend to develop a natural momentum that u can tap in and out of depending on where life may have u and under what conditions. which includes. others ignorances. but again. bc the order of our actions are off, meaning that we are still in the discovery of a come force effort to tap into a natural way of maintaining a global order or continuity which shows marked advancements. has shed old bad blood and has become pure in inter relations, is apt at self discipline which means refrain from as behaviours each and every one of us. which does not discriminate hierarchies and the systems that reflect the equality among us a another’s and sisters. without ur losing our identities and background and what makes us unique bc these truths can coexist in our minds. hearts. as well as our lives in external where strong discrepancies occupy its space.
breaking news.
they are always breaking. aren’t they. by now u would think there has to be not much left to break but alas. we find smth breaking each day. it’s much like lowest of the lowest kind. where just when u think u reached rock bottom. u discover it has a rock bottom of its own. and then u might repeat this a few more times before u notice a pattern. ofc. with patterns. what happens is that we are too accustomed to hear the same old that we hardly notice. or we aren’t nudged. because. they condition within us, that something can it be helped. given that it has been on repeat so many times that we have more on discussing something more than doing anything about it. but this doesn’t mean that there’s no doing there. non doing is a choice too. sometimes it’s a good choice. especially when someone does u wrong. the systems knowing this can only make this harder but for how much longer. ofc there’s only a few anomalies that can be exception to the rule when it comes to such discoveries in the first place. lucky if u do. but also luckily if u don’t. because. sometimes. not knowing something can also serve us good. especially when knowledge has long been weaponed. perhaps we can say. this grand amnesia that plagues us is so that we are protected from ourselves. or something. this doesn’t mean we must keep going in this way. hence cprrect reporting is key here. no matter how difficult a subject maybe. it teaches us a particular way to connect dots and therefore neutrons and create new pathways in our minds. which forge better healthier and wholesome communication with each other on common objective versus this tunnel machinated reality we are forced to operate under daily. but we notice too that we can’t even talk anymore. oh my god everything doesn’t have to be mental illness u know. but we also cannot deny that there’s clearly smth wrong here. we just don’t know what it is bc we speak like stupid dummies. oh. i must not offend this muffaka. i must not offend that muffaka meanwhile the truth is dying. along with it. many casualties as well some of them in fsxt think they r stu alive bc their bodies are moving. but they so dead inside all u hear is funeral songs when u walk then by. dead man waking !! dead man walking ! among us. in broad daylight.
here o find no difference between a man who lost his child his wife and all his belonging and he happens to sit in the middle of rocks. or maybe he is doing this internally. only in hide sight. when all is said and done. where twenty twenty is clearer than a clear day , when everything suddenly fits. but let’s say it’s not the right fit. or the correct temperature. u just feel out of all sorts. out of this world. our of this life. all the while ur also here. what a person in these situations must do then ? they are good as dead and we aren’t even talking about the dead and the dying. for most of us we are supposed to be grateful. but here is what happens when u settle for anything less than u are given. that is ur god given right dammit. u have a right to be and right to exist. u too have right to explore this world and learn about its contents. we all err. u too have right to second chance. or many chances where the simple act of benevolence changes everything. where the approach is right and the concern is true. anything gets batter that’s true magic. and the opposite is true as well. we can strategize all we want. we can kid whomever. we can trick someone in any deal. we can change our minds mid statement. we can push others buttons behind closed doors so they react in public in the way we expect them to do that we can say aha. this is exactly why we have been warning u about. all the while knowing full well in our own heart of hearts and mind of minds that we are simply too full of shit that we also ironically think we are alchemists so we wanna turn that sh it to gold right ? but bc we are petty businessmen. we are ploy dipping this shit in gold and then using this for trade. that’s where we go wrong. we think we are smart and can cheat anyone but at the end of the day we are cheating ourselves out of a really good deal and we can’t even see it. ofc this may be due to the environment being sick. we are too used to lying so much that we have convinced ourselves by now that our shit don’t stink. we even say hey let’s make some perfume out of this. we become so concerned at every avenue to sell ourselves we do it. and we do it to get as much funds as we can get. this is due to what is to happen next that’s larger than life. it may be attribute to global warming. ice caps melting and all that good stuff. i can give u an example with the north american region where the north pole used to be all icier before . so the ice went all the way down to the middle of north america. and then ofc with the global changes this ice receded and then what we have here is the populations as we see settled. in their historical development. and despite many unknowns. it’s said that the cycle will repeat itself where the ices will go all the way down below michigan
now what this means for our human survival is somewhat evident. bc our relationships are still in development. where we are beginning to recognize the connectivity of our humanity. and that we are stronger by numbers. we can learn and sustain survival methods such as preserving food. and cultivating food under harsh conditions. but these are somewhat secondary. believe it or not. even though they r attribute to our basic survival ism. with the first actually being inter relationships. which require clear communication and that depends on a. degree of persons own ability to self sustain and self discover and self invest. bc that’s what ur bringing to the table. we can probably see that right now we are uhhh. eehhhhhh. hahahahahaha. anyway. but first the violence has to stop. and then we can clear our global heads and then from there we can reassess our actions bc this isn’t just limited to northern region. as we can see with the increase of due to melting of ice into water we will have a first wave of troubles. we are already getting taste of it. entire tribes by coastal grounds in so and so parts of the world were like gulped up recently and the leaders where like oh shit muffaka what are we gonna do. this is bad. this is real bad. but that’s not it. we also have bad business deals. robbing people of good crops. i think it was sri lanka that got a good taste of those beans early part of 2020. this is nothing new either bc we have theee corporations that go well imma diy dally insert myself among these crop lots and see if the farmers like what i have to offer mentality that has long been testing the food integrity worldwide. so. with the induction of covid coupled by inflation we are already losing lots of grounds. and changes have only crept up. wars are only icing on the cake rn. albeit a big one.
IT IS TIME TO ACCEPT THE WORLD AS IT IS? BUT THE MORE WE ACCEPT, THE WORSE IT GETS …. WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO ?
and here some of us are more endowed with survival techniques than others but then again there are still bigger conundrum splaying at large. bc that is if we make it. thru these days that we can see what next in the first place even if we have developled strong intuition. or have foresight. bc of our current conditions of being this way. for everyone. in their positioning in the world. so in a way everyone finds themselves trapped in their own conundrums. bc we had a mass awakening already. the vision hasn’t caught up with us yet bc also our actions have artificially been augmented due to machinated systems that there’s just too much pent up crap that in short durations and strong bursts blurts among us occasionally. and all these strategies are also built on their momentum we discover it mid sentence. mid wake. we may catch ourselves in the act even we go does this still apply to these days ? have u noticed ? the strategies of war are as stale as crackers in ur pantry. maybe even more so. but without an expiration date. or willingness to change can we blame them for continuing on their ways ? there has to be some thing. some type of limit to everything. the same should be for any type of thought that goes on thinking tbh at it has grounds to deny and destroy. everything without much concern. and that is the epitome of human history folks. have u noticed. n ruins everything even himself. in the way he treats his wife. and children. other men aren’t exempt from this either. so being a dude didn’t automatically mean ur gonna be king. that last part is often earned with battle scars. of great heights. even greater losses and even then we must ask the truth about such nature. bc in the end all we are is isolated people living the dream. the portion on which we refused to let go. such as someone hand sticking out from rubble. with a peace sign for the world. to see.
it’s often said
most people don’t think like this tends to have strong effect on people. for ourselves to think small and or never explore the content of our own minds seems to be a waste. or a gimmick or a trick that we don’t wish to get beyond. for there is so many unknowns when it comes to how the mind works. and it’d correlation to the world and about ourselves in the process in which we are in the discovery of as we walk along. but most people don’t think like this. nor they begin to stir. and begin to know. there’s all this uncharted territories within to explore. our minds teach us when we begin to wonder. and with wonder comes wander. then we also begin to dream with our eyes open. this opens up our third eye. merging of both the dream world and the intellectual realm is the true language of our heart when it befriends the soul. then we would be less argumentative as to which is which. as sometimes the soul may not be in clarity with the heart and vica versa. this may result due to external constrictions and contradictions but this doesn’t mean we can’t get past the initial initiation. often times we can easily take the beginning of a given smth and assume the entirety of it and there’s truth there. how we in the delivery inn which a given objective evolves means there’s always smth more. as we tend to grow there is an element of mystery or the unknown that also accompanies us and renews itself as we add to our memory bank or wisdom source thru which we act. . then again we do run into a very old conundrum. if a tree falls in the forest but nobody is there did it really happen. so we also doubt our self experience bc we don’t exactly have a type of feedback that confirms it. was it real or was it a dream comes to mind. and we may explore these alternate thought processes but they don’t always relate to us in a direct way but symbolize rather. though bc our discernment is in its own wake along side our own inner processes that do the same. as we continue on coursing through life which has its own implications and limitations. it’s only natural that we may assume that perhaps this is a product of a faulty mind.
a particular way of thought can help create a better world but it doesn’t often work that way. an idea. whe supplanted and is true can certainly produce end results. thru which we may measure whether if this is good for the entire garden or not. often times in such intensified cases there would be establishment of prior. and this can be determined by the frequency in which a. given thought process repeats. or occurs with stronger currents or increased cycles therein. accelerated. at intervals. which signifies. that it has progressively gotten worse. if it’s not getting worse. it’s either being maintained. which means that u might get occasional offending thought. then that means ur aware of the situation and are working on it as best as u can with what u got. bc we don’t truly know this process as it’s occurring only in aftermath we must always have the accompaniment. of the unknown along with the known. or ur getting better but maybe someone else’s idea of progress is overnight success. but this could be fools gold also. means that u might have had. a luck. ah hey. then good for u lucky person. but we also run the risk of being too grateful where our gratitude becomes arrogant and we thereby begin to criticize others too harshly in their natural progressions. it is our total sum if our experiences that brings us to day. and we may or may not find the satisfaction to change. though it happens. some of which are part of the motions of the others. as things ebb and flow. there are some unknowns in their progression although they are builder by humans. though the strong influence in the interchange of both is self evident and must be noted.
we may. externalize too much of that is unexplored within and we may internalize a lot of external expressions of others that we may relate. or be drawn to but not know of its nature of discern where the signals are coming from. that’s where we may find ourselves confused or causing. commotion. because there is an impulse for alignment but u do not know this. ur only following a. feeling pattern that had previously got artificially or wxternallly been augmented. initially. so what happens here is distortion of information when that happens the origin of objedirves get flip flopped and this only happens perhaps in the duration in which the occurrence took place. whether it’s long term. that is very dark burned in memory. that can severely impact the being but in deep sense of subliminality. thru which one may then confuse those objectives . bc they have fragmented and thus bounce off the images in between. sounds grotesque but it only needs alignment. then to reach it is much like a physical one. where one may feel off. and the limits there perhaps are unlike it. since we are dealing with the intrinsic. but at the same time however there is finitude. a limit. which only seems limited to our own life cycle. but the continuity on which some of these objectives advance around us tend to be that dominating influence that shapes our minds. in a way we are calling for some type of attention. for some type of help. but we are unable to put it into a logical statement. since we are not fully aware of the originating cause in which may have us in this way. but the nature heals. often times first we must get a chance to be. they which clarity is reached. but we may not notice this as clarity bc clarity is always there so our recognition of it is natural. already developed. it’s not like a eureka moment as we expect it to be. but just naturally there. feels like home. safe. though it is mixed with all other objectives which are myriad fold. there’s all this fear inducing potentials. then there’s those that cause concern. or excessive worry. then there’s sadness. bc maybe we are touching on a subconscious. memory due to it being. ignited and not know it. or the process. of it. and if we feel pin we may mistake it for aggression and be resentful towards others or be too trusting toward others bc we may feel ready to take on a risk but it could still be a wrong decision if we skipped the necessary steps of such discernment. development of trust. and undersrnd i g or determining what is from what is not. even then. there is the element of unknown that accompanies us. but this doesn’t stay there as a means to anxious thought. as if. we can’t guarantee this is the path even tho we also strongly suggest this is the sure fire path. the unknown means that there’s room for change. it’s only in our minds that we articulate the first induction of common knowledge. the the four that everyone thinks. or has previously taught to think or maybe they were led to the water when they chose to drink. .
u can determine ur path and still be flexible. perhaps. dissociate from ur anxieties. but u can’t just make such commands. if it took u so much time. although recognized. although unrecognized. it’s gonna be a while before ur new direction and new found vision to carry u forward. u may at first feel exhilarated since we events or new recognition tends to be that way. new inductions of information. feel very expanse and exhilarating. we may feel evoked to seek out more. or see to it that this induction illuminates the room and then we can see the comprehensive whole. and then be present during its progression. as it matures. we then can see the proper measurement of a given thought form. a mantra however can allow us to remain focused under dire conditions even if it’s one that is internal. when the next occurrence may compel us. we may then begin to organize our thoughts and maintain our core of being. this core of being however cannot rely on concepts. it must embody its value and then evolve and mature with. it. then we see that things on their own don’t stand on their own and that they too evolve. but have a tendency of continuum which can’t be plagiarized. that we can’t step on the same puddle twice applied here. we are. not the same person we were a minute ago. even if we didn’t. do anything there is natural way to learn. and to absorb in the reality in which we may find the necessary food that nourishes our being. from there. the open mind articulates best. and that the standard. or that this what we must think or how we must speak and that there is only one way to speak. as in a cassette tape. one way. or one track mind. can only get us in predictable conundrums the same. for we may be led easy to a inkling as easy as to the edge of the cliff. if we aren’t careful and these thoughts influence our choice into action. so maybe it’s a good idea to exercise one’s. mind by entertaining thoughts but also having the conscious application not to translate them into action impulsively and then from there. apply one’s discernment , which facilitates independent thought in and of itself. even if we didn’t. develop strong opinion of others external conditions. whether if they directly or indirectly affect us .
we all want to be happy in life.
but for some reason it’s so hard to achieve. for most of life is passed in wait. when we are kids. we wait to grow up. and when we grow up we wait until someone does our paperwork. or answer our call. or respond to our email. or we wait to save money instead . or maybe we wait for that promotion. and there’s very little mystery in these types of occurrences. it’s almost like a set line. a. map before u about ur whole life. except that they never tell u when in case of emergency. that’s when shit rely goes wrong. nobody tell us. in case of emergency. but u know to dial 911 expert not all issues require such. and there is no other instructions. other than the ambulance. again even that won’t solve all ur woes. ur not gonna tell the dispatcher. i got pain bc of taxes. he will not offer any more than advil. maybe take some for himslef too bc this is common sense. common logic. and common knowledge. that life is hard. and it is what it is. u get what u get and u don’t complain. u must always be grateful or else u might lose it like a magic hanging at the edge of the cliff flirting with why may be below it. at slightest sign of trouble. there’s no magic. it’s only in our minds. there’s no hope. it’s only in. our hearts that we dream. and then we dream on until old age. that’s when things really take a strong turn when the veil is eventually lifted because. because my friends. that’s how strong is the common knowledge. but it’s not bc we can’t see it. but we may be too distracted. or by the time we do recognize. we feel like we maybe the only ones who see it. or that it’s simply too late. all u gotta do is compare urself to ur former self. and recognize how much time and energy u wasted on distractions or things u thought were essential. such as having lots of things or .
why do anything at all of there is no purpose or passion. heart behind it. but a idea of evolved soul seems a distant memory or we think we are simply not fit for the bill. as in. well that’s for the most evolved type beings. not i. i’m just the lowest of the low the bottom of the pit. i’m invincible. nobody notices me. and nothing matters any more than this. but why so. we must feel compelled to think small if at all. is it our conditions that day wine our fate ? or is there more than what catches our sense. maybe it was afforded to us at the gates. entering thru which we became. on afterwords does it become clear though as it’s often said. hindsight is twenty twenty but we may as well as fifty fifty. bc it takes two to tango. and in this life of dance we have. we may try to find our place within the world. but also find it hard to determine next step. bc first we must be sequenced to each other in. a way like drop in a waves of ocean and u know how they like to crash about. or at the very least from our purview it seems that way. such expressions are found in arts and literature. where we may contradict ourselves with our own notions. this is ok as long as it harms nobody. sometimes u want to see the gold in a situation. and other times. in other people not bc ur gullible or weak. but u are that much invested. and u want to beget more. goodness even though. ur confronted with some type of danger. yet sometimes eve. that goes wrong bc we tend to misunderstand. bc we are not clear in direct dialect. so much information gets lost this way so much wisdom burns away only to come back in another form. another lesson to be learned ?
ur born. u grow. and then u die. life is a pain. u must suffer. maybe smth good comes of it later on. maybe this is contextual. bc things were worse back then. and it’s worse in some paces today than others. we recognize this whole heartedly. there are many an activist of human life. of global welfare including the welfare of the planet. eager to particulate in a manner in which things change for better and that their efforts are going somewhere. this maybe necessary part of our trust establishment. between and among us why? because we may feel otherwise that we may not be up to the task. such as well. can a person really care for the world in which he resides ? the oration that belongs to him. or her or them. and how well would they care about this part of town. and whether if they are gonna be opportunistic bc sometimes grey areas occur. someone may see smth first. than others. but then their hearts or minds might compel them perhaps based on by ur own conditions or maybe . one’s own conditioning might have them in a way that they must do this or else. maybe someone else might do it bc they may think their infraction is too general or too customary or the given norm. then we are promoting more of this. especially in the esotericism of figuring out the right thing or golden rule. one must philosophize. if what one does multiplies. what this would mean for the welfare of the planet. to add it that . bc we don’t. fully have established the way in which w e can responsibly approach certain issues and handle them in kind , we are yet to discover benevolent ways in handling such conditions so the results are long term and sustainable bc then this lifts the burdens from systemic overhaul. thus improving our lives. improving the general morale and promoting healthy environment.
we do the task of contemplation. we refer to our own experiences. there is wealth of wisdom there in each and everyone of us who have under the rule of systems come to recognize a portion of it which case our input can be considered as scholarly for we are students of life who pass trajectories or come to expertise in a given condition or context in which we become a bit more easy to dialect towards or become passionate about a cause or concern due to our own life experiences hence it should be established . to make life easy for all and make things better for all. to allow a special participation from the public as to the improvement of the general discourse surprising global objective ives . and the local happenstances for they are two wings to the same bird. even with variations. we are inherently connected bc of our biology. and we are systemically connected as a parallax in which everything divine is represented in all in a way in which they reveal themselves already. and by cleaning our vision we see a better trajectory. a way in which to eliminate or lessen surfing is called foresight. but a cautious one indeed bc it requires fortitude. and this is a very careful combination which refers to an alchemists might. or a scientific in tune to one’s own senses as well as the world around. which we can’t do at all times. as good as we wish. under duress. part of making life easy and better for all is bc it sends us a clear feedback and does not pollute our senses . but ofc when push comes to shove when things don’t change we are forced to change ourselves . in which case such activism all around the world becomes more and more so bolsterous along the lines of human rights concerns and healthier way of life for all. a clear demonstration of human residency in the face of struggles. which says n o more. i have had enough pain. it teaches nothing new. always the same old. and it has to stop. it has to transcend. for it can’t go on much longer. perhaps it’s bc we sense that smth is wrong. that our senses are heightened. that touches on our existentialisms all around the world. we notice that at this pace we can’t go on for much longer. the trajectory in this direction won’t lead to common good. and it’s nice to talk about objectives. but when time comes to decide , who gets to determine such a bold fate ? open the floodgates of communication ! let us rise up to ten occasion to decide our common fate. in good faith and even better ways of handing than what we have ever done before. something different. a new paradigm.
when really bad things happen in the world a lot of other bad things can emulate it
and think it’s ok or it gets lost in the mix but it’s all recorded. we may feel compelled to do wrong bc it seems to be standard but this isn’t true. it’s just an illusion a strong side effect to burned out images of horrible events in repetitive motion. it’s simply a mirage. of a nightmare begging to wake up. we may wish to practice self control. all our actions will be peer of our shared future. which means that we are doing to ourselves what harm we think we do to another.
i wasn’t sure exactly where i was. going with this
it’s not like i have a clear trajectory or anything. i just know things in parts. or in abstract. in whole bc while we may not access all parts of the brain consciously or as we like, there’s still a process that takes place that literally absorbs everything. so it’s a matter of utilizing a special type of skill to develop accessibility to these regions. in our human senses we have too many diversions. but this does not discredit any potential detour. to reach the same outcome. bc it does. but we often think in absolutes. if it’s not this then it must be that and then never look back but sometimes. we have to check back on the validity of our own inner work before it translates outwards since once we externalize objectives they tend to have a mind of their own. and then start to oscillate around the world causing all kinds of good stuff and trouble along with in its way. as such things transpire between duality it’s in our strong attachment to absolutes that we end up causing complexities among our natures. this long way also serves a purpose. much like detours mean construction in the way. a spiritual detour is also a repair for the soul. oh but don’t mind me. irregardless to how terrible the world is. my job is to think from a detached point of view of non objective objective about the entirety of it. while also at the same time humour my human emotion. that i too do rage at times. bc well. humanity can be a dirty business at times. either u eat or u get eaten. we only seem civilized. we are all hungry ghosts underneath it. some hunger may be innocent and others. more ravaging. bc itself has no self control of the whole objective .
some of us are quite compelled also. and i know this. to be possessed by a thought or an idea. it’s not a plague. or does not make u sick or anything. on the contrary. the more u attest urself to it. the better it makes u. or that u form a pack rather. and then u emulate this sort of quality about urself. now mind u. again. i must remain. objective here. for this is quite an achievement for the entirety of human kind. IF we can get past our difficulties . bc only then can we allow the detour to lead us to where we really need to go. then it’s worth the wait. when such conditions may arise. bc we may become uneasy with the extreme conditions this absolute attachment to either or objectives. and we also can’t do it alone either. we depend upon each other in the world front no matter how our civilization may convince us at times. that U R INVINCIBLE U CANT BE SEEN BUT UR ALSO EXPECTED TO PARTICIPATE AT ALL TIMES if u don’t pay ur taxes that’s when they know u exist. or if ur inappropriate in the streets. that’s when u are noticed. perhaps u were hungry from within. for that place and time. in the absolute sense. we know at all times what could have been. and our full potential but biology has us. for example. i overcame many deaths but i’m also forty two so there’s also a play on biology here. but then. ofc. we all hear about doing things with integrity and heart. and always act from a place of love and u can transcend anything. and that’s a good feat. or what we may refer to as a spiritual gift and why should i say that. it is because it’s already established in mother nature around us when we leave mother earth and remove the toxins that plague it. then she heals and. ever so gracefully. that same is also evident in our bodies when we receive a cut or a bypass surgery. and this must also be true if souls own defects. or injuries it may have incurred along its own self journey.
i don’t have expectations from the type of conditions however. so in abstract when the whole trajectory is viewed u don’t say well this out come or that. but by the intrinsic means of it. that which can be referred to as a specific type of feeling only the heart knows but bc it’s language is foreign u can’t exactly put it in technical terms. or languish in ur mind. contemplate on the objectives and build theories from it. it is evident that we thrive on information for its influence in. our lives is evident. from our day to day actions. choices etc. and we can also realize how the world conditions has us all in reality. we are all a bit cut off. isolated. in our own essences. we try our best. with our graces. all and every single one of us. some of us may be part of bigger groups and organizations . like the ukrainian battalion army. or ur middle school band rally. perhaps ur too nationalistic. or u like the east versus west. it is perhaps we feel this must be so. bc we are isolated for too long and or the environmental conditions were permitting such grounds then , and we all can’t forget. i must say. ah ha ha ha. personally. since twenty twenty. ever since the covid instigated series of events. in this world and reality we all went through extreme pain and suffering. some type of loss. a jolt of smth. a higher calling. maybe it’s the voices in ur head. but they make more sense than. any politician can. so what option do u have but participate in. a mass awakening where everyone else is doing the same. recognizing this final part is very important bc it unlocks our compassion muscle. and so it feels more like fish out of water. all of a sudden ur out of breath. and ur auffocating. and u must assault to ur new environment or u die. or we wake up from this massive nightmare. we all find ourselves won a conundrum. where as in the last was not afforded to us to see or recognize our position. well. it’s how information works anyway. we gain it but we don’t know what to do with it. and that’s bc of all these external detours that first leave an inner imprint. and then we trickle around this internally bc we internalize everything. this is evident in our
infancy. we live thru daddy and mommy. and then we begin to establish our own separate person. but this is not just ah so. eureka. i now as a toddler. have discovered who i am. while also in abstract we do. but it has its processes. waves. it’s not one arrival point. it’s a continuum. so i’m doing my best along this continuum. and ofc. we must never forget the social constrictions and what not bc these long developed structures that we are or maybe part of are harder to break out of. the only way is gonna have to be thru transcendence. each in thee own essences. and that’s where we will also start to make stronger correlations with each other. along compassionate lines. for this will further unlock the human potential for more spiritual gifts to follow. all of which allow us to learn. for it never ends as long as we don’t. the whole establishment. here. is that human beings are apt at their own survival. and that can be recognized as whole. not just in parts for this refers to strong need for recognizing those types of difficulties as they may arise and cause us to administer self to a much bigger test that is harder to navigate from this point of operation bc it has situated itself along archaic ways that actually tends to work us backwards which is where we may notice this detour brings us to a strong conclusion that things must and have to change for us to evolve in the direction where all that is established on the path of detour is not lost otherwise we may end up expediting much more energy on anew detour that s gonna be more complex that this one was. and not only that. we are part of this human biome than run s on limited biology so there’s also that. for as long as things improve that’s good then u can maintain. or without enough spiritual food. it will begin to die and transcend to its next form. in our human minds bc the strong attachment to absolute is still too strong we may wish to consider this as part of our strong earthly lesson.
peaceful life is possible
but it’s not without challenges or struggles. peace does not mean absence of challenges. it’s the attitude that determines altitude. however just bc we may not find this peace right now does not mean all hope is lost. it just means that there are many stages in achieving peace as well as the stages of peace. this begins at birth. however we do come with some type of echoes of the part that are decorated in our spiritual being which gets invoked regarding what’s relevant with. in the world at that time. and maybe that’s our calling. maybe that’s a group project. for we have multiple objectives upon coming to this planet. some refer to our own path. others are with the others. on common objectives and goals. think of it like a legacy u leave behind. something that helps the others. i triennial y and every which way that ultimately comes back to u someday and u will be at the receiving end of some others endowments. which empowers us. it’s this wisdom exchanged between us. via open channels that we are discovering the art of not only becoming more dialect with the nature of peace. bc we might need to learn how to communicate it first. but also learn and work to embody it more. and to do that we first empty the cup. often times we think ah but so. u mean i need to let go. i got nothing . left to lose. what more do i let go. and it’s not what we think about it at all. to empty the cup does not always refer to letting things go so u make space. but more so , we are closing old chapters and then there is new chapters to go on with. however in these chapters we often find road blocks. why that is depends on everyone else’s profess if we notice. often times we try to achieve peace via waging wars. it’s no wonder we haven’t found it yet. it’s impossible via this way.
and we grow accustomed to it. perhaps bc there could be some type of miscommunication some type of misalignment. and some type of misdemeanour in our own thought processes that might cause us to assume such cut corners. to achieve our ends. but it’s hardly so true that it produce the results that we seek. we just think. or perhaps we are conditioned to believe there has to be an enemy. or that we always have to be halved. as u notice. we are quite divided. and the arguments are often agreeable when u view it from their purview but then i have ur own purview. and ur own experice and likeness to which u may ignite memories that are relevant. that often offer insight. and wisdom bc it’s a path shared. and it’s via this use of wisdom, we then notice the stages of peace. and our central home is often the most peaceful. it also signals our distant home where the equivalence of peace often radiates unconditionally. and in between is all these stages. we are often travellers far from ourselves and may forget this inner peace. and then get lost in a conundrum. it’s like a merry go round. and until ur tired u can try this over and over and maybe then u let go. and maybe u can’t let go what can’t let u go at all because sometimes we aren’t selecting experiences. but the experiences are selecting us or that it’s a mutual exchange even though each benefits differently. in truth we may be disillusioned to think there is enemy but just someone who’s different than us. but also very same. with strong characteristics. bc often times even in the case of victim and abuser. there is a shared lesson. not to promote violence or anything. but all of this point to bigger picture issues. most extreme cases are wars and overproduction of workforce under false pretence of productivity which produces waste of items. both actually waste people and items. but also differently do so. and are somewhat interlinked.
ofc it’s hard to tell. bc we may be peaceful generally but say our hometown is under fire then this may affect us even if we may think well i was very young when i moved so this may not be too relative to me. say. maybe u just don’t like to follow polticia or waste too much time across from the telli. but still feel smth deep within u. this interconnectivity to home. is our other advice to remind us to always choose peace and if we cannot maintain such. to cause no harm indeed. ofc this is easier said than done bc in our home we feel the deep heritage. sort of shake us. even if we think we are disconnected we may feel aloof or maybe trigger by something or other. it could be that we see others are part of groups or members. and there are strong ties to histories as well that can trigger any one’s deep senses. which can be anything but peaceful. and often times when we feel unsafe in a volatile world. this can cause us to have difficulty finding peace in a chaos of ur not own doing. but then here we also find enough energy to move forward. but not always do we find luck bc , part of what constitutes peace as importer is that absence of it costs lives. so there’s real danger there. even in fro ours work bc we see faulty conditions and broken down buildings and even very low wages. often times we say. also. this machine of a reality must always run the way it has to run. but we don’t know each other that well at all. and at the same time we work like machines do. we break down it’s ok joey has blown his back but he said he will be back next monday. to add to that we have no healthcare. no real care. though we it’s not blame ourselves. we grew up in uncertain grounds right from early ages. we didn’t have technology or anything. those came much later and we had to make a ton of mistakes to get where we are today. although we still run into errors. our biggest one to date would be still lacking in establishment of any meaningful global peace that is sustainable and long term, where there is not even the horses hair thick progress made within the world. and that’s not by numbers mind u most of human population wants peace. it’s just the very few
and u wonder. bc well history wasn’t kind either not to them as much as ours has touched us up pretty good. we all walk around with battle wounds. serious impact. peace lost. t intervals and then regained. we are online sir. ah ha. and then it’s offline again. but a lot. term maintenance requires more than just individual input. bc we can maintain only for so long and both slave labour and warfare are great exhibits to that. both lead to burnout. sickness and deaths. if u survived it. then u have warned urself traumas. which costs more time energy and effort to recover than avoiding the whole thing from occurring and it costs more. to maintain such warfare. where he in our day to day lives or at the world at large. for when u can’t keep up. when u can’t go on u die. u become homeless or poor. and can’t afford anything. why is it that the higher u go the easier it is. in some cases as it is said. easier to maintain it and even her higher but the lower gets only lower ? it’s not an attack on success. but why is there more difficulty the more there are issues present and some of which are strong environmental conditions which severely impact and disturb one’s natural peace. it could be fun shot sounds outside of ur door. it could be constants arguments around u. threat to ur family is always a great concern. if u have to watch ur back that also takes extra energy say if u love in a troubling part of town. or a type of person who fits the id of what is referred to as an easy target. which are quite childish but when adults do it we get serious with it. we say it’s either u or me. i’m gonna get u. or even go great lengths to wipe out an entire life. gone. just like that. all bc u couldn’t manage ur own emotions. and now u have to spend the rest of life trying to convince others that ur innocent bc of ur guilty conscience that won’t let u be at peace. u can’t even enjoy what’s in front of u let alone why u took for it.
when we know
there is a greater sense of comfort in that which we know despite things being in their own delivery a rather different context , even in cases where we may feel anxious there’s comfort in knowing. for knowledge may not offer us a finished product of the overall world view. but more so this gives us the necessary balance.of power within for the application of equilibrium between stark forces that may cause us myriad of feelings as they arise. as we course thru our lives. such anxieties can also signal strength of person but this mostly depends on our reality. for no amount of bravery can always save us either. perhaps this latter portion refers to our need for belonging within a community. or some type of personal structure that one is part of. we have many objectives in our lives that do require the eyes and ears of others. often times we may find ourselves alone in a room full of people or world full of conditions, though this doesn’t come as a result of our differences but more so about our mental processes. we may not be open to ideas and ideals of others. or perhaps it’s smth that requires awakening of within that can’t be forced either. as we may sow the seeds today. but then by the true process of their development. which require. presence. and attention as well as admission of self to the cultivation process would then yield the results. though in our not knowing , despite in the presence of all information. this refers to our room for growth. such processes do offer some degree of unknown. which is natural. though the reference to much bigger unknowns often cause a lot of anxieties and conditions within. individual where energies get expedited on their survival more so than the ability to survive at all. which can be debilitating. since we can see a trajectory. carefully crafted ahead of us. in the part of knowing. so there are some objectives that may have been established. and from there we may say. these are clear objectives. although the clarity still refines in time. perhaps due to our continuation of such processes.
often we seek relief in a volatile world. this has nothing to do with one’s survivalism but also al to do with it. for two truths can be valid at the same time. we can refer to this from a multiple angles thought processes. for the relativities between such objectives do create a web like structure. through which information transmits via vibrations that get impacted by the emotional processes concomitant to the progression of those objective. they may begin today. then take a brief period off. then begin again by the ignition of its neighbouring experience. and we may at times run the risk of getting lost in translations. transmissions of which can be myriad fold. and this confusion can cause us to juxtapose meanings. often conflating them or wishful thinking. that we wish this applies to that instead or vica versa. such wishful thoughts without substance however don’t often take root. which teaches us the art of discernment. and this discernment goes by a process of analyzation by context. otherwise we miss vital information in tendencies of overt generalization. plus. it’s very costly. long term to categorize which clear distinctions under one rule when the rules are perplexed in their own paths of divergences and convergences. where such artificial experiences can be ignited as well. as their parallel in organic. and we do often times run the risk of confusing the two. or apart. only bc of the tendency to overgeneralize. which perhaps is due to our over exhaustion with the repetitive nature of that which is produced. as a result of its reluctance to change. where the divergences and convergences cause us a feeling of deja vu or repetitiveness of some of the events that only seem to be occurring naturally but have very artificial undertones which our natural senses pick up naturally.
when we don’t know
we may feel inadequate. and quite out of place. within the way of the world. where everything g seems to be in continual formation the days pass by in their own locomotion. and ur either falling off to a dream space in ur mind bc of the laxity of the ways in which things around u tend to cause such conditions. or that u must. continually jolt urself awake. and to recognize what’s at stake. and then meditate on the objedirves in which u might then discover some way that quells the inner anxious. for it is loud. often times we may recognize this is irrational. it’s irrational bc it comes from a familiar place. that is causing the instabilities of thought. thereafter. since we often do come up at losses. hey life which causes many of those afflictions to teach us without much recognition we may not recognize this bc of self suppression. and the facts often do come up in their own natural progression bc even if we didn’t tend to a seed. it still picks up on nutriments from the surrounding objectives for everything within it has everything else to a degree where we do tap into this universal source food. contaminants can cause temporary set backs but the human ability to overcome such conditions have been remarkable in the past. though in search for truths and on the right approach. we must often think from the purview of less harm if possible at all to cause or allow any form of harm at all. for the slightest hurt anyone may incur in our collective time befalls us all in some way as to how we can each of us then begin to know via curiosity for understanding of its nature of progression. and this gives us the freedom to express ourselves. where the price ticket is intrinsic. and thus allows us the ability to careful examine that which we may be exposed to.
but there is often false knowledge there as well. which can be produced as a artificial side effect to artificial conditions. ur dealing with bunch of lies. so at the end of the day. ur only as factual as with the information ur afforded to. in this case it’s not u who has to uphold factuality but u can strive for it. in ur self discovery of such truths. many a times people turn away in the face of hard to muster truths. or older truths that are as old as age of time and have lingered over our heads because of our anxieties. of what is this. bc perhaps at the time of its origination we simply weren’t ready to fade things. or that our denial allowed us to save ourselves from immense weight of pain. or as some would say when the kundalini awakens too soon this generates a serpentine which could thru out one’s life until one has been. aligned to its natural coil but by then we have already established strong characteristics. and these are conditions that develop naturally. we may not change it. but transcend it. purify it. so that it’s much like a tattoo or a mandala of meaning pitied of its afflictions which no longer compels us in a negative or harmful way. however we touch on human resilience not as a cushion for safety but a representative of our inner souls warriors though ofc. this doesn’t forgo the biological limits to one’s being which is why we may wish to develop the sensitivity to all beings living. by honouring the all beings who have lost or passed through this earth equally. which will open our hearts to all beings that is yet to pass through. maybe even. especially long after we are gone. so this gives us the moral impetus to do by smth that can continue to grow long after we are gone. a gift so to say. to the world. that u know has more value and worth this sort of knowing without knowing. gives us comfort inside that even in our not knowingness we find some type of connection to all things divine and at large. and at the same time we remind ourselves not to abuse this power , because that’s were we end up becoming lazy. perhaps there’s some misplaced adoption of where we may seek refuge. since the world is as meant to be one. and it still has the potential to offer the security at large. then we may find the comfort in our soul. one less thing to worry about.
life is full of suffering
suffering teaches us wisdom. from there we transform. life gets better the more we suffer and the more we learn. but whoever said this. doesn’t realize perhaps. after generations of suffering. not much has gotten better. in terms of improvement of the way we get ourselves there. because i’m sure we can get wisdom any other way just fine. or am i alone in thinking that we have capacity for learning with ease. and carefully analyze situations. based on by our practical mind. and the thought that has trained itself for this moment. so that when it occurs. although we may not hit all the right notes. we will at the very least. first. remember the lesson. next. recite. it. and then after that. we carefully apply this to our actions. even if it’s imperfect. when the intention is good. then we are crystallizing a core lesson. or learning on a skill that is more beneficiary than learning strictly the age old way. of there will be disagreements. these are going to be part of life as we know it. perhaps we can make a lighthearted joke and say ahhh u make me suffer old neighbor. or may this be the worst of our problems bc god surely knows things could get very worse as they have been before in the past. in which case a simple disagreement should not lead to catastrophes. otherwise the wisdom is lost. we didn’t learn anything about a tranquil mind or a sound heart. but nature is resilient it will give us multiple chances. though that won’t be sustainable if there is no given effort in our past. hence the wisdom is lost and a lesson will appear at a later time to test us again. on collective issues this is especially catastrophic bc the mistakes are a bit more magnified when ur concerned about the amount of influence. by numbers especially.
everything gets thwarted when we suffer especially chronically. in a haphazard way. everything about our nature tends to get bastardized. we may also realize that there’s barely any grace or face there. for such conditions bring about shame to the individual who are overburdened with such unrealistic maintenance of harsh conditions. and we must look to answers as to why this even happens. what is the perceivable lesson here. what are the right words. the magic words to break the spell cast upon the world that plagues us with such unnecessary acts of evil and hate. what’s it gonna take for us to break out of such toxic mindsets ? what dow e seek in return. maybe he that’s what we may wish to clarify. with the universe. at the end of the day we get back what we set out into it. so there has to be some type of quality management that allows us to collectively find our inner diction and be more of that each day. this debilitating pain eventually forces us to surrender to higher powers but this is also very difficult objective bc such acts of activities does also depend on its surroundings for proper care. otherwise it turns easily into anarchism. we become exasperated. because we need relief. but we can’t see how to get about to it bc the way is convoludated and there seems to be more obstacles than options out there in how to get about out of the conundrums we may be part of against our will.
ofc if we suffers this much we can’t just with the snap of a finger deny it and make it go away. or drop it and have it disappear. especially when the grounds are not cultivatable for such sustainable healing. when we are constantly riddle with existential pains and suffering we are not thinking clear and overtime this becomes evident in our actions. no matter how evolved u may think u are to assuage that u might be exempt from this. but unless u experience it urself. u would never know for such survivalism do depend on harsh conditions for its survival ability. and we have to at the very least acknowledge that as part of human nature. not bc we are animals. but we have that inner animal. that’s why we fight each other. it’s about gaining more grounds. gaining more funds. bc this is a strong attribute of social order and power as well as influence. and this can make us feel pretty big but. we also almost always have its opposite. then we have. all this smallness where individuals may feel so disempowered that they must do something anything to feel a degree of sent intuition. and remain in some type of self guardianship. where ur grounds beneath ur feet is solid. a sign u can cultivate on such grounds. often times bc our grounds is shaky. this contributes to our general suffering. bc then we can’t cultivate anything sustainable. overtime we lose motivation. so u carry ur child for nine months. then give birth. then invest in the child’s development only that a calamity that’s avoidable takes him or her away from u. overtime this can make anyone go mad. especially when the losses incur. and occur repetitively. at some point one must stop and ask. why. what’s the purpose of this repetitive loss and suffering ?
and often say. well either bc u might have incurred this in a past life. which refers to karma. but this can’t be proven at courts. even if we had spiritual courts. or that u are hell beings. and part of ur lineage karma. we make these rules up as we go along whjch puts a lot of exclusive burden into each other. we may feel inadequate. as a result of it. and when we feel this way. this attacks on our dignity and person from where we may attribute ourselves to our line of teaching. and if our teaching is benevolent then so will our approaches be. and if it’s violent. if our only way of handling our problems are possible in our minds by causing much harm to others. then maybe we may wish to re assess what it is that we have been taught so far and then see if we are being took for a spin. or being had. bc the last thing we wish is to be filled. that’s why we feel undignified. in the first place. but we also must recognize it’s nature and why we are part of such conditions. these things don’t just happen in a vacuum for where there is action there is motivation and these are gained via active meditation. nobody decides blindly on ever so elaborate a cause. and we also do notice. we have plethora of information but we do not know what to do with most of it. perhaps the future of mankind will be to organize lines of thought via learning how to organize information and maybe then we can learn how to speak clearly ans properly with each other. for much is lost in the act of wanting to be right than the will to understand. and this understanding befalls us equally. it’s not exclusively for u or i. or a group secular to the rest. for such lines of clarity is what alleviates our past ways of handling to say. well maybe this is not the best way to go about it. so maybe we can reflect on our findings and find a better way that serves everyone with established dignity. it’s better to not break the people. assuming they may cause harm only to breed unnecessary hate. since such resentments do happen when we are in great dismay in terms of our rights and these lands shared. but one day we can. bc we will. and that’s in everyone’s wildest dreams. to have a world perhaps to enjoy that’s free of such excessively suffering. conditions that hold us all back from better days.
usually it is said
integrity is doing the right thing when nobody is looking. integrity, the act in and of itself is true. to urself foremost. and that which u decide. in a sound way. also with careful consideration to the responsibilities as they may arise. concomitant to the given objective. or else. one may simply get what one needs and then abandon a project. that however would. not be integral to what one initiated at the start. then we hear that we are apt at changing our minds in the presence of new information. here we may find a contradiction between integrity. that which we may first begin or adhere to. to the one where we must abandon project bc now we are confronted with new information it is only new bc in the oriole sense we might have. not been granted access to it. or that we missed the detail or there’s a context in the exchange of such occurring which perhaps creates the distinction between where integrity may be linked to being loyal to that which u have engaged urself with and the latter in which u choose to abandon project bc ur loyalty is ur truth with urself. in this case. for example where a person is being tricked. where a piece of information is missing. or hidden intentionally from one’s purview. the. the whole act becomes fraudulent. bc there is a intention hidden from purview that wants smth else from u versus with the appearance of wanting or wishing to meet an entirely different objective . in which case. ur integrity is certainly with urself. when we do not recognize this leap of faith before us where our careful considerations might have us to evade a potential danger from unfolding before us. we may find ourselves a t a whole new avenue of change. to that we might not be entirely prepared. since our loyalty was in a different place. and with different outcome. when such cases of deception takes place. it becomes more harder to determine whether if the deception originated from urself. bc then we notice the statements that follow. in the act of changing. heart , or the very necessity of change itself. even though originally it may not appear to be the way we want it to be. or that it’s delivered different than our expectations originally borne from the remnants of our past. which often transitions in this way. where we may also discover the unfinished businesses of the prior along its wake.
part of what makes our integrity integral to the external process of inter relational integrations , with each being concomitant with their own level of inner inkling of their own integrity processes , is the act of awakening in to our truth and self. and that the prior of what ruminates in our now moment is also part of our awakening integrity process. that which is part of us cannot be disconnected from us. we may deceive ourself. we may distract. or be illusioned with everything but it’s facets. however this will not be possible to be maintained. for there are many other objectives outside of our periphery that complement our process with or without our cognizance. this refers to our unity aspect. although we may exempt ourselves from its process. we may still be subjected to at the very least some of its core laws. in this case. we may choose to deny. for the amplification. of any habit usually appears beofre us as initially a shadow. then an inkling. then a forking road. where we may feel drawn to. due to its relativity aspect and connection to a portion of our past. which is what ignites that of the past and then this ends up casting shadows on our path. even if we are venturing on a spotless day! and the shadows. bc they are relative to us. and because their relativity might stir up last memories concomitant with the similar conditions. we may feel turned off from the new path at the fork. and choose to relive our past mistakes. this doesn’t necessarily happen automatically. or ignited by others. in their own full cognizance. for man can embody qualities of god but can never commence as one. since there is not many gods but only one. as in smth source or origin of which from where all things become. and to which they may return. only that in our human intellect this is as general as things can get. however due to their associative and not expect definitive reasoning. we must not attach tom strongly to such wording.
as in. dogmatic to an extend by which we may then demand. or make demands. since in our understanding there are complementary factors that awaken such inner connectivity to higher ordeal. if. however we choose to dwell too much in the mind. which often takes place. in the presence of momentum. we may aptly mistake such movement. whether it’s a process of the mind. or the body. as progress and thereby adhere too strongly to it. only to find ourselves going around in circles. until the cycle is ripe to be broken through. it is when our inner reserves of the right appeal is muddled. that we may need the support from the external conditions. however this is not a linear way. from a to b respectively . especially when the avenues of such exchanges are not developed. both naturally and by the inclinations of those part of it. and the natural development and maturity of those around us has its own profession and the process in which depends on our input. however limited and or imperfect we may think it is. we may also assume since we may feel too helpless or too small that our input has no value or with . or that if we try at first. and do not get good results. then we must be wrong. and seek other alternatives or avenues. or that we fear. since in the past we might have placed our loyalties on smth that was temporary or wrong that which we assuredly were certain that was correct or accurate. which may get us to doubt or take longer in deciding. for this may refer to our own inner integral work of where we may need improvements. and often we turn away at such wording. improvements ? what do u mean improvements ? do u mean that I’m not complete right now ? that I’m partial or lacking that i need improvements to feel whole? we may turn off from feeling partial bc most our lives we have to seek outside for confirmation for validation for purpose for meaning and for direction that on our own we may feel. just feel and not know. and that’s ok.
when the general integrity is lost. and is weaponed against each other. it first is weaponed within. that which we refuse to recognize ends up haunting us. if it’s integral to a last progression that which may ignite similarities. then we may feel an ancient connection to this particular type of root. but not all roots are created equal. some of them are good natures roots. they are the building blocks of. stuff that progressed into new grounds and then may give birth to new roots. or temporary kind. or those that complement the progression of transpiring of smth else. although there are challenges in each level. these nutriments do have the common appeal of change for good. or the life improvements are directed towards self evolve. and to she’s only that which is unnecessary. not all or to become lost in the multiplication of such . past problems that we might have not been afforded the isight of such. due to the overall conditions that befall us all equally although the world might not be on reuse grounds in which. such developments and co relationships don’t always produce the exact same results. where we may overgeneralize. or make strong assumptions in places where general integrity might lag or fall short or not meet up to our pressing demands. for everyone must wait. before. the grow. and again the fork appears on the road. we may choose to stay in a safe place. or extend ourselves to beyond that which is familiar. even in the continuity of the familiar. and in which we all grow. in a way. the true art of integrity process that concerns all in the world has to have the strong component of everyone’s benefit within one’s heart. where one then emulates this intention without thinking g too much of it all the time. so the thoughts become servants and not the master in this case.
among the many unknowns
trust is essential business. without trust there are a ton of things wasted. which goes anti to what we wish to achieve which tends to be efficiency. especially when we must involve others to make smth happen which in this life this seems to be a standard. somehow trust us not invested in. perhaps we don’t know what trust is. we often refer to family and friends when the word comes up. u have so and so to rely on. well. good for u. at least ur not alone. u hear from others first of all. that if u have a handful of real trustworthy friends. ur better off than most. it’s much better the. say. having a lot of friends but they are good bad maybe reliable maybe not. or fair weather friends. where when shit goes wrong they especially are not in sight. which is ok. this means that we have variety of trust centres. or the way we handle trust is different. we may have preferences. we may be guarded. then perhaps trust is controlled in a way. in a fragmented world this is pretty customary. to have guarded trust. or cumulative trust. which benefits family and friends versus it reaching out. when it does. it often happens tentatively. and that’s on which u can already rely on. bc u have already established a trust circular in the first place. whereas many others may not have this advantage. it’s difficult to form trust relationships if u didn’t form them early on. for most people trust is linked with the passage of time. which matures relationships and deepens on the ties from where origin of their trust was established. u may not be lucky bc u were cultivated in a volatile environment in which trust was sort of on the back burner bc there were foreground concerns such as one’s survival imm traumas and fears being strongly ignited . these tend to have longer lasting effects which we do not remember also. where the sort of development. of trust to the environment itself becomes a strong challenge. it seem that trust can be developed and expressed in more than one mama g ways. qns seems to be cultivatable in this world as well as it benefitting everyone in a positive way. though we have not made this sort of speak common bc if our previous times established long before we got here. either in body or in consciousness. does not matter.
i think trust may seem relational to faith. though i believe that truest seems a it more conscious of itself. it seems they both nourish the same outcome however. for both trust and faith refer to a self security within a world of many unknowns. when the volume of discrepancies supersede the comforting ones. that’s when our trust centres can go off balance which can throw us off a bit within the world. bc trust is essential building. block which is one of the main nutriments. in interrelations within the world. whether it’s interpersonal or the much bigger exchanges such as. nation versus nation. this type of ideologues can be very big and impactful bc of their historical ties. and here we can see the way such trust matures overtime. some other times we are still oscillating between self trust and the trust within our environment. nowadays. with the technology and information having changed us already. we are still catching up to its effects. so these descriptions made today reconcile a past. and open towards the accelerating changes coming up ahead. that means that at some point we too must shed this purview to evolve into what’s next. to be able to do that. we have to form alliances with each other. for the common good even if we cannot like one another at times of such group ordeals where the common goal is shared but u are at rocks with each other. that’s fine too. there could be third party involvements on occasions where the individual may feel strong bias perhaps because some of these events are still fresh in our memories and with great significant losses that are quite hard to forget. not will it ever. we can only transform. transcend. and change the shape and form of where we are today to where we will be next. and what we will be into next. so if our societies are fragmented today bc our past events were separatist. or destructive then today calls for global change where in the future our ties will be strong. so that we can handle the next coming challenge. because it happens. we get evolutionary tests too. let us take it with grace. then we can rise up to the occasion and supersede our own expectations.
trust abuse is sadly a thing. we have grown accustomed to too much sharing of discrepancies and hiding truths and factors that could help literally anybody. with this sort of flip flopping in our intentions we too get lost in the mix of chaos in its wake. and thus our shared slumber. absolutely no one is exempt from its effects when we do experience collective crash. u may think ah but i’m a self realized self evolved super human super being. demi god and there is nobody and nothing that can ever bother me. and be surprised at that because even when u are enlightened. it’s a hit or miss if it cannot be cultivated where it crystallizes and allows us to transmute its qualities with effortless ease then we can be confronted with new set of challenges. we just never get there bc we keep inhibiting each others way bc of lack of trust or attack on trust more so. and we also extend ourselves to thwart others trust among each other which causes more chaos. everyone gets lost. gets in a haze. all kinds of misdemeanours take place and until we exhaust ourselves. but the. we mistake this for peace. which also doesn’t take root bc we are only tired. once we recover ourselves and we almost always do. we get to this point yet again. but how many more times though ? something must give way at some point bc this can’t be maintained for too long. it is just too destructive. and it wastes so much. so much. somewhere alkng the line thjngs get all kinds of confused and we begin to convince ourselves that our actions are invincible or do not count bc the amount of bad behaviours have increased where the abundance of bad things that occur daily there to crowd the space so much that we may be convinced well i’m invincible so i can do this one bad thing ofc thoughts seem sexual but they are hardly ever so. ur thoughts travel across ur body and then ignite ur intention which u transmute into action. this sends a signal. and in which those with similar frequencies pick up on. their dressings might change. ofc we don’t just copy and paste objectives here but we have some inherent power and it seems to constantly be denied access to. or chance to evolve. or be curious about. or even explore and see what it does. how does it contribute to the whole of human nature. how do we discover the best in us and being that out and promote the same among each other bc this would naturally nourish trust without forced interactions and rigid rules.
things fall apart when trust is thwarted and trust lines break down u can not get it back. trusts other face is integrity. and the sister to that is truths. as we see there are strong connections between good habits that sort of have their legacy and their own legion. all u have to do is submit urself to it and know that as long as u intent on well. u can’t go wrong. and do well at that. bc truths mean ur being honest to urslef. when ur truthful to urself it would be impossible for u to lie to others. u may have false info. but that’s not a lie. that’s just false info. a different type of lesson. it’s definitely not about smth as big as truth abilities or lies or deception bc that kid. of misdemeanour ruins a lot of things in this world and should be careful about who is honest and who is not. bc that sort of integrity being lost can harm anyone. we pay attention to detail when we hear about such social dangers. we get red flags. we are neutral institutions. we would rather not date that guy or give a job to that girl or whatever bc of smth we might have heard from some one else. it happens people are very selective of promotions and offers as well as recommendations. the recommendations are of key imoortnsce b we rely on the validity of someone’s personal judgment when we trust their input. without doing further research. but maybe we should be more careful bc maybe the fault lies in us. putting others in a pedestal. often times we share information and we don’t know why. what is the purpose of sharing. information is linked with intention so often times in lines of trusting at the very least the type of information we are confronted with. whether it’s someone’s behaviour that needs de crypting or we are simply trying to determine truths in sea of lies. the moment we determine what the intention is. and the purpose of the information. the. we can trust smth much bigger when we can’t trust each other. and that is called the process.
so much history gets lost
in the mix of current acceptable sounds. we may not remember. since that’s the lesson here. for the act of faith does require from us a leap of it. not always inching along the lines of excessive personal safety at the cost of others lives. we may feel strongly about events in general. perhaps this tunes us into our inner sphere of existence from where the truth resides. only that it requires us to remove what’s obstructing our minds. in our lives. this has tendency to project onwards bc we seek ourselves in the reflection of everything we come across. we try to discover the self that is present in all others. from where we may wish to gain a better understanding via art of relativity. since we are connected. when we turn our backs abundant the shadows on the walls of our minds. then we are challenging ourselves to a . much higher calling. since it’s much rarer. or never been done before. perhaps form the point of which u may contextually find urself on. it’s no wonder why we may feel strong emotion towards certain things. bc such conditions placed upon our lives tend to be much greater than that of natural ones. which explains how certain conditions in the material realm becomes concomitant towards. or. strongly influenced. now i often hear people say such influence has no real danger. because perhaps our inner voyager does not measure danger ahead of time especially if it’s keenly intent on breaking out of habit. or comfort in which one may mistake for boredom. initially such errors of judgement was prevalent among populations. but bc the experience was still too great. an acknowledgment since we were. chino vocally speaking . at a early point of a linear development. progression of which due to art of amnesia. perhaps since the space was too great then versus the sort of crowing we experience today. hence we may feel the anxieties produced by such constrictions. rather. than. the bright side where we. may use this as a opportunity to do smth that has never been done before . in order to solve our common problems.
now the aggression brings about such forgetfulness bc we get honed in on a really precision tuned focus which may very well be wrong bc it relies strongly on assumptions to make its case. such impulses don’t develop overtime and they require more than simply a mindset. or a purview. that could have been cultivated in a cut and dry type environment. without soul. though the soul is not smth that one prefers to turn on and off. we can’t just assume mechanical on certain conditions just bc our feelings told us so. if we were to apply this law to everyone equally there would be societal collapse to follow. . where nobody would be able to manage their feelings. the emotional management refers most to maturity. however the machinations of societal demands do have a heavy burden. of repetitive losses. of hunger. of thirst. and we know these are strong bodily influences. they may impact one’s mental processes. if we add to that environmental pollutions. this may also cause an additional inner pollution which gives an individual under such conditions no respite. bc one. they can’t escape this faulty environment. two. they have no choice bc they must sustain themselves by this sort of attachment. and ofc. three. everyone knows that making deals with the devil costs more long term. even if we were to make short term decisions. to evade a much bigger negative from following suit. but. the real issue is when to start. and more importantly. how. for when we are exposed to such pollutants. whether if it’s in our mindsets. or relationships or toxins in our food supply. this holds the same. for it dilutes our natural thought processes making it easy for us to make errors of judgment and other intellectual misdemeanours. it’s worse when we begin to realize certain mistakes are not only passable but they can be implemented for a machine rather. which can be mechanically apologized later. we may. however note that we cannot hide secrets from the soul. perhaps the man can be fooled. and that too can run only short term.
we may have felt the strong inclination to seize the mmment. it seems that our shared territorial pasts did have their transition along the way of their upgrade. for tbh ga don’t remain the same which includes those lessons that are ready to be learned. as they also mature. perhaps in their incubations. if we were not ready to hear the message of it’s contained. in time. or the time was not right or ready for such involvements at large scale do require us all to rise to the occasion. or answer the call not just be aware of it and assume we can simply be spectators to the cause. although there is grace in the purity of our presence. and this may move a whole lot more obstacles and is just as impactful. since this is the mindset where the seeds of which concerns all of humankind is sowed. it’s all the more essential to seal a good intention by the act of whatever compels. us. and there we may find the true contents of our heart. if we are not sure of what we want. when we do however know what we want. it’s a much clean precision focus type ordeal. so it stands out. and here we never resort to assumptions for they may only work to. confuse us more. we may be compelled to rush and hurry on certain decisions but do not know a fact and refer external to ourselves. this happens but. the history has lost pockets. there are a ton of grey areas and mismatched words. which we all know is true bc we have come to a degree of self understanding via all these decades of processes that allows us to experience ourselves via each other. so now this becomes common knowledge. and we intent on our actions. words and how we generally move. with more clarity in. person. which also complements our reality. however this is hard to do when we are constantly at war with ourselves. internally i would refer to this as personal worry. or excessive concern. or extreme degree of burden of hurt. such as extreme losses. and repetitive happenstances that are not in and of themselves cultivatable for one’s nourishment of soul. so one has to exert excess energy just to gain wisdom from a different purview so as to not waste one’s time. and involvement. this search for personal meaning is everyone’s right for example. and the golden rule is to get there without harm.
we grow accustomed with certain influences for their. biological connection to us. this impact is caused due to bodies relationship to experience. the more extreme a condition the more the attachment. even storage of various conditions we may then self project due to a sort of a greenhouse effect. this sort of destitution or hopelessness although maybe few. or say is less then he majority. it would still be a very heavy drop in the vast ocean of clarity where all would be forced to pay attention to. since it spreads. and with great intensity. it lets itself known. bc it’s also foreign object. the rest of the ocean wants to get rid of it. but such hasty rejection does it work here. we must transcend pain. and we cant get there by pretending that it doesn’t exist. ofc we don’t know what we are rejecting we may project too strongly or with haste. or be completely missed in point. perhaps due to reflective quality the world has. in its intrinsic and many levels of consciousness held. so it matters to open ourselves to our own heart. if we may have closed it due to too much pain. or we may feel too strongly about smth. sometimes all that is required is time off. u just be. relax. and u may look at time. and feel rushed. since most of what we are is productive and life waits for no person. but the stillness and clarity we may establish despite the chaos is what gives us the clarity. continuity of which is necessary to get us out of the fog. it’s not an end game. this clarity. but a tool to be used for times like these.
there are many types of conflict
one could have conflicting thoughts. one’s mind and heart could be in conflict. one could simply be at odds with oneself. or others. there are bigger intersections that take place. we may find. as part of a group mindset. feel compelled to support a thing without full grasp of it. these types of conflict tend to support conditions that we are also part of. whether it’s being part of a region or religion we may feel a degree of understanding. towards a way of life that complements our inner guidance. but still find ourselves at conflict with others of opposite mindsets about similar objectives. these conjunctions are skins to actual wars. for they portray a need for priority of a way of life. told. or dictated towards others so that one’s feel that everything is used. to the utmost quality of its potential. however we may not be fully undertaking the role of objective benevolence. since such conditions touch on our shared pasts lack where almost every group. every background and every determination was at some point borne out of desperation or a need to love or survive. this existentialism is in us all yet we may find ourselves warring in our heads that this may exclusively our own experience from where we may base our decisions upon others. only to discover the material reality of such conjunctions do in fact play a bigger role in determining conditions found there in such as human interactions or even quality of life.
to find peace within the chaos is not always within reach. there could be things of intrinsic means obstructing us from purview. we may feel or even mistake the darkening of the skies for permanent form. or overgeneralize a conundrum given that a certain event has taken place too repeatedly in which case. we have had two issues. one. is that we didn’t properly understood what happened to us. and two is that bc it was repetitive and we didn’t properly digest our experience. we ended up. out of desperation to save energy. to put everything in one category. this overgeneralize ion can temporarily bring relief in determining at the very least a. grounding technique. if one has gone that far astray from one’s own home frequency. but given long term conditions this can bring more side effects then one may be ready to undertake. and. it also that. one may not realize. the impact such conditions have upon one’s decision. making abilities. the more agitation we procure. the harder it is for us to have clarity of mind. which makes it harder to recall certain key memories. which complement our decision making process. this forgetfulness. although maybe temporary. can impair our way of life. and give us. a backed up feeling of many un digested experiences that begin to sediment. perhaps. initially we preserve energy. by going inwards. bc the wound maybe intrinsic. or it maybe internal rather. the energy naturally is drawn to where it’s needed the most. from there it can spread and send list i’ve radiant energy to the rest of the body. which. may not seem like much but if most of our body is composed of water then we do have some degree of manipulating our own frequencies. as it already happens from external conditions but only when we see mindless.
mind me. the term here refers to being aloof. as it happens to all of us one way or other wheee the consciousness wanders too far away and one’s head might be up in the clouds. at other times. it’s this inner conflict that can cause one to have a split type experience where one is contradicting one’s own actions. one day one is this way. the other day one is that way. but this isn’t simply an entertainment of one’s thought processes. we all can make play but things get serious when we involve the good conscience of others. worse when we act upon them without search on agency of truth of either of this is a right type of conduct. this level of uncertainty is evident in most culture in terms of unity aspect. that brings us closer but then we may get too comfortable and start disrespecting each other. relying on the good will of or the loyalty of others. which can overtime deplete resources of any tolerant person. causing them a break down or any type of retaliation for their sanctity of survival of their peace of mind. and each of us sort of takes this based on by our own upbringing. not in the standard way it can be defined but in our acknowledgment of what transpired. our own experience. and our wisdom gained from such. our culture plays some part too since this is a strong cultivatable environment where we are the seed. though we are not recognized as seed at all times. maybe we are seeds for some. serving this purpose or that. other times. we may take this analogy literally and burn off entire fields to cultivate anew. either way. human beings do possess the power of a seed when they are invested and are in the right type of environment under right conditions and very much like seeds they need love to grow.
at other times we may feel compelled. naturally to partake in bigger narratives of our historical contexts. though here we may also notice we are not at all times prepared. no matter how prepared we are. for this refers to those who came before us and all those whose names are unknown still to date. when we think about how many human beings have come and passed they this earth. then we can see that no matter how much authority we think we have. they outnumber us. the number of souls that passed thru this earth is maybe as many as grains of sands at the beach. we keep coming back. no matter how much suffering. this life beings. in its earthly progression. even though we also. notice. among al the suffering. and conflict of our minds hearts souls and maybe even bodies that there is so much beauty about our lives. and this world in general. in its many diversities and myriad of experiences that cna be had. even though some of them can easily not be an option. such as suffering and disease or poison. or wespons. all of these tend to leave strong imprint in our minds and hearts. where the conflict u see out there starts to play shadows in our lives. much like a sonnet. it comes with its own best and drum it rhymes with the night and the moon shines upon the corners. illuminating dark secrets. and then projecting these like a kabukis how in our dream world. stage. and we wake into all that. we say. i’m gonna take on this role. even though we may not be aware to this higher calling. we say. i’m going to become pure. i am not gonna let the worldly ignorance stein my conscience. i didn’t evolve lighteners only to come to this point of giving it all up because i might be confronted with a conflict i cannot control.
such liberation could very well be a dream. but it’s better than accepting that we have no power even when we have no apparent power or maybe we have no electricity. or we may feel tired. or the powers we are confronted are too great. their weight crushes us in its wake. we may even feel we might have deserved it. maybe we think we were bad in. apart life. human beings tend to be too hard on themselves given enough bad things happen. especially when they don’t know why it’s happening and wheee the happening is directed from which can be severely impacting their ability to see their way out of whatever the conundrum maybe. a part in our survival depends on our own self conscience but we may feel too strongly forced to coerced to blind follow or that we aren’t afforded any choice to flee danger. or find safety. let alone have basic rights. since these things are still in progression of signing. it’s of no use to condemn single individuals to a crime that does not compel me the entire world peace project in a beneficial way. but as a means to complete and improve the systemic measurements of such enablements that tend to arise in normalize fission in the first place. it would be better to eliminate the arenas that create potential of conflict than each other. we are much like cats. territorial. at that point. it’s not useful to continue conflicting with each other . but change the way we operate
there are many ways to complicate issues than
making things simplified so that they generate the necessary effects. also space. for we need room for continuation of advancements. or else we stagnate. the maintenance may work. but only for a while until either one’s are propelled to move forward to go back words in which case a certain degree of disintegration takes place. either of this is well intended or otherwise is up for question. for some may wish to. while others may not be aware of. and the great diversity in our understanding of such relationship is what gives us a sense of direction but also bc it’s quite unknown to us such distinction necessary for human endowments. a big objective such as that cannot be defined. or conveyed by one few even many unless it is aligned with such height of values that motivate towards advancing the entirety of the framework and not just favour its parts. since we may pick a wrong objective and not notice that it may very well disturb a very delicate balance whose good graces we were standing on for maintenance from things from getting worse in the first place. we may think. well. the more something is done the more it takes up space. or that when we give allowances. more is needed. or when someone is helped. they get lazy. or when people are heard. then more people will do the same. which systems may alarm itself. may day. we can not handle the workload whereas the work load is not being handled. that’s the reason why there’s greater concern pressing on towards its simplification.
surely we can put on hold an entire society or the world because few people couldn’t handle their work load. then there is a systemic issue that could work to efficient the lives of many by reflecting such findings upon which greater change is propelled. which may seem like fantasy at first. maybe bc of ur own conditioning. the many times we are discouraged becomes standard the more we are turned away and in our graces we might have had incurred our own losses. or be conned or took for a spin. nobody likes that. it’s very difficult to digest betrayal. and we do. almost always incur small injuries of it , in our wish to eradicate or deny. we may make it go away by shifting our focus to smth else. but what happens usually doesn’t go away because we might have rejected if it’s palpability. only that in o ur rejection we may find temporary relief. which over the course of long term. as to its sustainability does not often produce good results. hence we become lazy. in the face of our human problems.
surely we can change things. perhaps our language requires refinement. but it’s hard to do. to expect from this side or that . to speak in the manner in which i can best understand. however one caveat is a power imbalance. in which case. there is a. order of things that would require to mitigated. where the systems acknowledge the issues at hand and as they are. not one sidesing bc usually we find this excuse to have took root in the past. for the case of greater good as in human kind must continue to be babied and protected from external harm which of mental processes refer most to vitality of data found. to motivational reactions or responses that could multiply thereafter. todays information sharing is far too evolved versus what conditions avail to us hence brought us to quality and condition of the now.
however. even though we have find ourselves in the presence of myriad of data. all of which might be in excess or incorrect or manipulated for this outcome or that. we are still learners if we are patient with the process of integration of data with certain unknowns.
however. this is much of a alchemists take. since we must. very much combine the right stressors. or very much the equivalence of right temperament for the greater delicate balance of all and everything depend on such high intuitive senses. that can detect. a potential harm before its progression. for this would complement the efficiency of the systems that are already exhausted with too much burden due to the great imbalance of worker to work equivalence where the tasks are rather backed up but.
an alchemist has. within their reach their inner compound and their external connections for they complement and multiply for proper acclimation to a sort of path that is akin to one’s soul path versus one that’s assigned to them either at random or by force. depending on which certain measures tend to appropriate god without being entirely conscious of it.
and here. we refer to personal responsibility since this is strongly emphasized when. bigger matters poop. u gotta be responsible. do ur for you. u must save urself. however. how did we get here. and under what conditions. what was the quality of such progression of events. what was lost along the way that could perhaps addition to change in terms of how we go about making such decisions that impact the continuation of our evolution and co developments along with global ways. those of us who invest in our lives can strongly be negated under false pretences for instance. which can undo the work we were doing so as to efficacy system and catch up bc we also notice. in the global affairs. time is not affordable. there are matters of great concerns
and those who need timely assistance. all of which is either blessing or burden. depending on which we may wish to efficiate concern.
it could be summarized that the human worth is still in its own self discovery which is hard to do when we are too strong to crash heads. and even crush them. hence there is even a greater attention to such matters concerning human nature and human exchange for it contributes to the influence of all things greater and those that are small but also very impactful and significant in their contributions to the greater world distribution when it comes to our grand cosmic spiritual fruits and food stuff that propels us. that inner inkling does come from somewhere . it’s inspired if not influenced. i would say
to be inspired is greater than being influenced bc one is under the gaze of assumption whereas the other seeks clarity bc one is simply curious.
also because motivation matters here. u can possess smaller degree of influence with greater degree of inspiration. it’s when it’s vica versa or one pretends to be one whereas does the other way. there where we may discover some gray areas. or areas of need for clarity that’s called for. but we. may also not know how to approach them bc we may not be aware of our connection to this. sept of inner inkling. there are may signals. one is intuitive. the other maybe alarming. sometimes intuitive senses call for alarms but the lizard brain may be finicky while there is no apparent danger. in a way our bodies are naturally drawn. to groups who share the same ideals. and it’s via lead and follow. in some equal exchange. doesn’t matter whose input is greater other than one’s own merit and for what purpose this may serve. given that all other evolutionary matters are doing their part. and they do. it’s a matter of time where we all come to an inner clarity.
it’s the act of doing so with little and actually no harm that is the true skill.
and that’s gonna have to be via collective effort. it seems to be of no use to continue to make distinction such as. well in order for me to survive. u must go. one of us must be eliminated. it’s me versus u. me or u. one of us are gonna make it whereas the other. not so much. i’m gonna get better at ur cost. and such. for these …
are still in current progression let alone their long term plaguing our planet and the people that pass thru it. causing any unnecessary deaths n suffering counting to date where some of these animosities or blind spots and grey areas have evolved. they matured they think the next level evil is good change.
we may have the look of civilization
which is endearing. sometimes the ideas project forth with great gusto and we can then get inspired by what sort of emotion this may incite. as some may refer to as effect. the more effective s given smth the more convincing it’s truth of a matter ? but this doesn’t always apply for some times we get excess of the opposite. hence when the civilizations consider themseves as civilized worh only look of it, their ideals tend to clash. which is self evident in parts. may appear as isolated events. or the like. but this is not the whole. reactive so to say since there are many things that come in to play. which means that this is only one small part of the whole that makes civilization what it is, but it’s also a very essential. fundamental one. that has much greater impact. in reference to when civilizations clash. this is very much like the animal kingdom n much like two. alpha males fighting over some dumb thing. they don’t notice as one wrong move and u are fit for the hospital. except in the animal kingdom they don’t have such infrastructure which is where the bizarreness of the whole thing comes to the foreground. in human conflict, between civilizations , they too don’t have proper infrastructure for what needs to be handled afterwords. surely there might be differences. such with the animal kingdom too. own alpha might be of bigger built. but they will know when to forfeit. this past is somewhat a there among human civilizations and their ways of handling conflict especially when it reaches these heights. since human civilization is one that sets itself apart. from animal kingdom since its technological advancement. or human reason propelled by human will. influences greet into their life and choices. which causes those fluctuations to be more extreme than natural. although we may argue the origin of a cause was that one was exceptionally dominant. or that it must supersede . for both in animal and human kingdom we see the hierarchy of such domination or at the very least. levels of levels and interactions impacted by this. although animals will size up their opponent and even forgo an initial intent for harm. human beings are less likely to make this choice due to technological advancements of being. unequal. this causes some civilizations to perish overtime. whereas the preservation could have been very easy to manage. much like conservation centres for animals who are about to go extinct. what we do is to pay attention. more than study. and love and concern. and care to bring back to life. or multiply. by providing the right environment. for them.
ofc we are far from animal nature when it comes to our articulate minds. bc this facet is even foreign to us and we are in the mids of its continual development. evolution. changes that transpire and incite new lines of thought or refurbishing old ones. to rise frequencies that impact general life are all but part of what allows us the awakening feelings. of having purpose where while we course thru life . or else we would be aimless. as much of life expects from us to follow a leader. someone who knows smth. and then there are others who might be part of such. for such departments. can be strong support system. and then there’s the maintenance of such civilization where the information with the help of understanding and attention can give us clues on the moment in which conditions may need to be improved. this may not be so possible because we are constantly in the reshuffle mode. in agony and pain over smth we do not understand quite well. there are books about it. but this is much like this side said this and that side said that and that’s the way it is even though u go out side and take a look at things and see entirely differently . the thoughts in organic world already arise naturally. then we get told. well u must listen to me bc if u don’t. then i must have these alternative ideas that are not for the benefit of civilization and we must preserve the sanctity of civilization et all costs ! but what is civilization. have we listened to the people who make up the lot. are u ok. ? how a life been for u lately ? how did u get here. what happened to u. and then u see ur kaleidoscope of life events. they only seem separate but they are all united. and then u go ah so. well but. what does this mean though. so what ? i never think of my life as of own being fragmented in nature. i don’t compartmentize memories either. but there seems to be strong projections everywhere. these memories bounce off between places. and get stored into peoples heads like they are being subliminally planted. and then ofc this impacts the peoples choice. which builds stress also and pressure within the individuals for breaking point. due to conflicting choices that they would then be strongly pursued without knowing there are being pursued by an invincible external hand .
we all have had this. war in our heads. war in our hearts. the soul feels restless there are too many uncertainties and the world is in heaps lots of it but there is also so much to be grateful for. it’s not samsaric to forget word and bask in love or light. to really dance with ur shoes off on the grass. letting the suns rays caress ur head. u may smile at strangers and feel at ease with life even when everything is in. heaps. kids can go out and play by the beach. adults can sit for afternoon tea with laundry unfinished. lots of opportunities . everywhere at all times. which gives us a break from our weary souls. not bc we do not recognize or do not feel pain and struggle or the world. or within the world bc we do notice. or are forced to accept we are in the world and not of the world. beings. the hearts can get weary bc there are too much losses. too many to count ah and that’s life u say. it is what it is but what is it that isn’t and who gets to determine what is in the first place i wanna speak to their manager bc this can’t be right. for the hearts are heavy and marytirs die with secrets. that haunt us all involuntarily. which plagues our minds. and so we have mental wars. linguistic wars. wars among each other instead . go on ! fight ur wives ! and ur sons too ! fight the old people in the streets ! anyone u see u must fight and u don’t know ur condition but ur told. maybe subliminally that it looks to be worse than the condition of the rebel without a cause. the issue with that is what refers to our body processes. first. our brains plasticity learns well overtime. so there’s that. the long term consequences few are harder to measure also bc of diversity and biological differences. second, our bodies hormonal processes get addicted to this stuff cos of the dopamine due to fight or flight or extreme anxiety or the heightened senses at all times like ur adrenaline on high. it takes a very good effort to quell this part so it doesn’t impact u negatively which is what brings us back to that child like quality of innocence. we act silly all of a sudden at any age. we laugh. it massages the heart. it’s all good. but nothing is fixed. everything is in heaps. u can’t help it. and u feel good. but there has to be smth more .. cos the issues didn’t go away. they never do on their own.
civilization may have the look of civilization bc on the surface we act all nice. and think or have appearance of good line of thought. we also accord our bodies with grace such as being cordial. shaking hands. and making eye contact. and meanwhile there is all this behind the scenes happenstances of greed lies deceit and cheat. too much distortion of truths can get wnyone lost bc in referring back to the discovery and content of the mind we are in transit. it is happening. know as we speak. so we must not trans the only opportunity we all have for enlightenment. it can blind us all. cause us much loss and pain. and suffering. which has begun its courses already in slow increments and then phat. the exhaustion in the hearts and minds of people builds tension which causes strong reaction. to wait is one thing but tummies get hungry. people miss their loved ones. they can’t sleep. the world stops being safe even in the facade of civilization because it’s nice and well. it looks good. but it’s missing the fundamental event s that nourish lives. it lacks the soul. it’s all green and drawn out. not fun. the morale is down people get sick mysteriously. or that they think. well. i can. do the right things and then things will finally look up but they never do. and people sit. forget to look up. they look everywhere. as human beings have developed keen skill to be self aware even when they may not appear to be so. this part of survivalism comes standard especially when civilization is threatened and this may not have the loon of it on the surface either bc a lot of things happen underneath first. things don’t happen overnight either. they take their time. and by the time we see fruits we may gasp. bc there is that shock factor. and we already have that element of confusion bc of the strong hierarchies taking more importance than skill set or sound reason. now would they allow ur chance of survival bc there’s also a strong need for being part of smth larger than just urself . only that we may beg to question is this part of nature or are we being severely impacted by our own hand made design.
when u look up at the sky. what do u see.
some see the clouds. others see the mind. usually what’s standard around us gives us clues as to their inner workings. but because we are strongly accustomed. we may not realize it. this fish out of water type reality gives us the chance for distinction at some time in life. though it’s very much like a veil that’s lifting before our eyes. where by which we are all of a sudden granted the vision to see. the world before us. as it is. although shocked to find ourselves here. for to determine what is. we need to know how we got here. the way to determine the path in which that brought us here. we need to recognize such inter relationships between different mechanisms that contribute to the path. to figure that out. we first dwell ourselves in between the two unknowns. then we bask in the moment of now to study the mechanisms. ofc this is not often granted to many. since we are swimming through the great unknown with lots of uncertainties. this gives us a sense where. not every wave in the ocean is on the same level. for we have newcomers among us whose experiences might not haha unfolded to the degree by which they are confronted with the reality and thus misunderstand it since there’s a dream like quality to us and our interactions with the world. lots of phenomena there as well where we may really convince ourselves that we are the central character in the world. and this is permissible. under natural comedians that people who choose to centralize themselves in the world must then emulate the power of the sun. not the ego.
this altruistic centrality which is benevolent like the sun. with the exception that even sun gives through its own natural progression. and our perception of what is good or timely is still in maturation. allows us to keep equilibrium through the turmoils of life and the many challenges found within our day to day experiences. this centrality. when it’s not determined by dogmatism. or too much self cherishing thoughts. is quite inspiring in the direction of open mindedness to all things external to one irregardless to similarities and differences, would then be curious. and care. since the world that surrounds one is full of information. experience where wisdom can be unearthed and made us of and with. for the innate nature of everyone is the ultimate best sustainability under ethical grounds. ego usually runs counter to that. it seeks to destroy to gain self possession. it works to lie incessantly says one last time. and then we will be good. finally. it robs others if their potential and time. and then condemns them for small claims. unable to make connections that overtime causes become effects and then produce causes from there since things don’t remain in their statuses for too long as there is progression stagnation and decay but here the decay is not so much as out of sight out of mind but that what comes next allows us a greater amplification so to say for the right type of friction to incite the necessary thought. though it’s that uncertainty that gives us the leeway for the recklessness of exploration. especially when that central personality acts like everyone that surrounds it serves it. exclusively. thereby making unreachable demands . which could suggest that in the need for change is what causes such, need for friction. but that it’s misdirected rather. bc we have not reached the collective quality of cooperation that could naturally facilitate such without the need of aggressiveness and what the types of friction are that cause strong negative side effects. bc we may say. well this is how we get from a to b. but then. in the quality of the passage we may ruin a strong c whjch can be referred to as bad karma. and now it takes over everything else. it hijacker’s ur life’s project. now u must deal with this. bc if and when u don’t.
there’s strong emotional imprint. that can cause disturbances within one’s field of operation and one may then bc one does not know and does not see. may assume this is the continuation of a perceivable external attack. whereas the enemy is only within. produced due to unmitigated prior conditions. one might have refused to foremost. see within as if one already did. ones actions would be aligned that would cause one to emulate it effortlessly. which is naturally sustainable. bc u become one. the tricky part is if one’s centrality is based on animosity. or dogmatism then one at easily continue in misunderstanding the symbolisms and the meanings that one may perceive the experiences found there in. for the lack of the better word. since one may feel offended. thereby one is in constant self defence mode. even though there is no real perceivable danger. but only that one s prior mode of ethics might have led him there. foremost internally. the internal inferno may cause this sort of inner stir since one’s natural survivalism would demand from one to pay attention! first. there is something wrong ! second. must remain calm under pressure. if u made it this far. then u can afford to loses a couple minutes to relax ur senses. to calm down. catch ur breath. u manipulate time. not the other way around. since all perception is in the mind and time is an illusion of experience made up of series of perceptions and combinations produced in form of causes and effects.
why this matters is that in the face of great unknown we must always remain calm under pressure so we are like diamonds. clear and strong. and also gentle. because. all of this is required for the refinement of the soul before our next level stuff. but we cannot cheat this step. everything must be authentic and real for us to truly transcend through dirt. either that. become one with it. bc we often associate too strongly , we say we must be dirty. we must be dirt that needs to be punished. and then changed. but we don’t know. right ? but we are also very fertile. of certain “past facts “about ourselves. we might have heard about or become part with since we don’t evolve by going steps backwards. in the instrument stage. it works very much like turning up the volume. where each stage of vibration has its own composure and completion before the next one is reached. and then itself goes through the cycles. since the rule is nobody is left behind. however we are past the line of confusion where in our primitive senses where killing and strong defence was a cause. now it has left a much bigger modernized causes as if this is still grown accustom. perhaps due to its strong taste it leaves behind or residue or imprint which requires to be met with heart. and composure. but. when in ourselves we choose to remain primitive . there is very little that can be said about such sad state of affairs. these are more along the lines of human lies and human greed. where the strong conditioning has left. behind. series of effects in its wake. but we’re ignored. we’re not the time yet. for the progression comes in stages. and we must keep in mind. aside from us having unsocial cycles and karmas. a s well as collective ones. concomitant n with earths own laws. there are also karmic evolution in the space beyond and among much bigger cyclic ones. which come here to reflect. as we reflect out.
this stillness may cause us much hate. but it is necessary. the clarity shows is the grand scheme of thing s in abstract all the time. it’s here in the space we share that all is already there. provided. all the time. the human however gets things mixed up. confused. as the strong conditionings may choose for one. to change the world but not for better. bc one is projecting lack of self belief. towards others. and here if one is granted powers. one may easily abuse those powers. even though those powers were previously established with good intentions. or maybe they went through their cycles and were going good but got inhibited. stunted. so that one can choose to intentionally go back words instead. and one may assume. such as virus to a thought process where the bloods cries tend to produce the look of smooth surface. however underneath it all lurks the great unknown there too for what’s let go must go somewhere too and then there accumulation there as well which much like tuning the volume of a song. incrementally improves upon itself and then nourishes mother earth.
we may not know what’s going to happen next
which creates anxiety. we are habitual beings after all. we like to have some type of direction. steps to follow. habits that are formed is good for the mind. it offers predictability and comfort. which also allows us to write our inner report and upkeep on our health and other ways of conducting ourselves. which is the scientific hat toward our self study. and self conduct. when our lives turn upside down. while temporarily we may manage. given that the recovery is quick and timely. in long term durations this can cause strong side effects. or sink my make life difficult to live. so it’s important to create a habit or environment where we are receiving all the nutrients for our health in mind and body for this contributes to many things. including how we conduct ourselves within the world. which refers to responsibilities. our world is riddled with ambiguities. we try very hard to find out about what even is the right thing. right way. right choice right this right that bc we want to develop that security in our life in the first place and we often think long term if we think along the lines of personal security. when there is great uncertainty. our secure can get threatened also. which may ignite parts of our selves in our own self survivalism. which is quite normal as we gain experience on earth. the more certain things persist the more we sort of become aware of it. but not exactly administer ourselves. bc we may only notice. say. the world is full of clues already. all u gotta do is be receptive to it. but just bc u notice it doesn’t mean others are noticing it as well. there’s this great thing about our own inner processes that allow to guide us towards whatever is right for us. so what’s right for u may not be right for me. hence in the moment of a thought two people can hold two different objectives about a given subject and we may refer o relevance as to why or whether if we should even discuss the importance of it.
ofc things must be discussed. but context matters here. again by the measurement of the relevance. what applies where. and under what conditions comes to mind. ofc. we could simply be curious about an objective . then the conversations move towards smth. where he if we are inquiring within or among each other in simple dialect. even in our perception of reality there’s a communication that’s made. an exchange that transpired and complements the big picture in some way. for to know is to god. we are empowered this in the presence of information that nourishes us. in myriad of ways. though we can’t pick and choose or be selective as to what type of information. must go where. and under what conditions either since these occurrences tend to arise naturally. and in their own accord. ofc concomitant with the process of all others , since we are all connected. there’s a wave like patterns that takes place and then we may refer to the big picture in making such evaluations. which is et of requiring us to not be covetous or refer to lies and slander either for these run counter intuitive to the healing process. when we refer to whaling we often think oh i must lack something no. the environment is sick. there are lots of issues within the world. ofc. we may think ali f the lines of this potential for betterment. not to fill a void but to complement it. and naturally make at ease the experience since human life is all attribute to experience and u want to have improved experience. one that develops naturally and is sustained effortlessly.
a little bit of mystery goes a long. way. for if we were to know all at all times there would be , perhaps smth different. but we may not skip steps and wish to be all knowing without knowing how to apply information. or where to apply information for it’s not just indirection for information sake for if to know is god what does this mean? does this refer o benevolence ? for god does not intervened. at least not directly anyways but there’s some grand cosmic funny play taking place right here. perhaps this refers to the mind enlightened. rather. than the knowledge itself. and that information or the soul food becomes part with u ? or it adds to its progression. from there u embody this truth. and that would be us. all. as gods in drag. as it is famously said. and to know is to god comes from the degree of non attachment as well as benevolence towards all living beings. we have a lot of experience under our belt as well for this refers to our past mistakes. both individually and collectively. these may be confronted gently. we may look to our ancestral past. since there’s wealth of wisdom there. yet we wish. to start new. clean slate. the greet reset. or whatever that means. a new chapter of ur life. oh it’s riddled with ghosts from the last alright. i’m not completely alone here. this is not fresh start. and anxiety occurs bc i’m prevented from full utility of my own wisdom back. left solely in the hands of the grand cosmic mystery. also co opted by other human beings much like me. but we all run into all kinds of mysteries. our minds say one thing and then we do another. maybe the behaviours are more important that words. but how do behaviour translate to its form. and does it pass thru words always. maybe inner thoughts. but not always verbal.
sometimes it’s better. it’s said for ignorance is bliss. to not know smth is better than to know but i don’t know if it’s enough to not know smth to gain that type of illumination. there will be some type of confusion or a calling or other. u might be drawn to some type of human activity or behaviour. u might develop strong passion for a cause. u might become very interested in topics toward humanitarian concerns bc u feel more and more connected with the world that surrounds u. and this refers to our reason. we often find ourselves hopeless when we can’t help it. with our reason. our reason might conjunctivitis with others reason but we must as. whether if this is relevant to a much bigger cause or itself is in part with a much bigger conjunction. that which is prevented from our purview. that which we cannot see. it’s hard to reason with something we can’t perceive. but we may develop symbols and signs bc our bodies communicate with us all the time. and they are the best at that for there has been ever since conception a relationship between the body and the soul. and or the mind. but it’s hard to tell bc of the ways in which we may be even prevented a full dialect with and within ourselves. our times have been though. in examining human history and human development. from the origin of our species to the advancements we have made. there are strong folk relations to the pains of the past to what we might confronted with today. for it is said history repeats until whatever lessons are there are learned and we begin to advance as human species. in terms of the many arenas of our knowing. since the info wars tend to distorts the natural process of authentic developers within ourselves and among each other. this should. be noted under careful consideration and for the benefit of all species.
a unitive theory that allows support of everyone on common goals that benefit all in a natural, authentically developed way.
with some instructions. some systems basis of which work in coordination with human rights and human endowments. this may refer to systems continual collaboration with the people , on either side. that is. those who are at the receiving end of services and those who make the calls. where the exchange of information is taken gently. with its parts analyzed carefully. where the lessons are extracted. location of each where wisdom needs to apply for proper change, is noted. and then the progress is measured. with more refinements among the way as people continue to work together for a benevolent and safe world that has itself coordinated, between the artificial systems and those that are organic, for a more sustainable environments supported along the way.
sure we may not have our galaxy for ever. but wouldn’t it be nice to improve conditions for benevolent living than what we have right now ?
we may not exactly know what’s going to happen next
this unfamiliarity with the worms around is is not bc we are learning smth new. but shedding what is no longer necessary. but this letting go doesn’t exactly work in the way we think, for letting go has many processes of itself. it can happen many times before one finally purifies what has stained one’s soul. although the time it takes to get us here happens in incrementally. meaning that this lifetime is one long stretch. then the prior in which might have been compressed. and the prior before that with even more purified version of a whole comprehensive process that brings us here is there. for access. although here in this moment as we may find ourselves , working on the many objectives about our life, it’s the bringing forth these unrecognized challenges so that we can really ascend to the occasion. rather. for what comes must come down on rise. whereas in the former. we embody change and acclimate ourselves for our own survival sake. in the purification portion of it. in which we might have from fades to the most conditioned kind which refers to this life. and within this life is a small sample of the same system there. from baby hood to adolescence to young adulthood are but transitions. our faces don’t remain the same either but that originating look is there. albeit. faded. ah but the familiar always feels safe. even if it’s a bad take or a big mistake. which often happens because we are trying to determine the best action that complements the prior. often times this is the one avenue where denial of truths is present. but not because we are not able to convey their meaning. for the ability to decipher the true meaning beneath truths is a lot more harder than our subjective minds would like to comprehend. we may oscillate between subjective and objective thought precisely because we with to look both ways. and almost simultaneously and without ever giving up.
sure. there are myriad of discrepancies present. in the faultiness of thought. thought such as causing harm to help back up because this may give one a glimpse that one is recognizing one’s humanity. in hitting down the other. but repeatedly. or. in the systemic sense. incessantly. sometimes even deliberately where this becomes a very toxic relationship instead. because u end up being on the receiving end of someone else’s self inflicted hype such as well. they get entangled with u in terms of this abuse and the dopamine effect tends to some them crave more of it. and bc they have become familiar with u. they come to u for attention. or for release. in this sort of happenstance the guilt settles in immediately bc u know u slipped. so u wish to confess ur sins and give to charity right away. so that it’s squared. but it never is. either bc it’s squared too quickly that we didn’t learn the fine print. or see it. or bc it has indeed become systemized where we are strongly conditioned to really believe this crap. and because the conditioning is cyclic. we repeat same offences. and we may even proclaim to god. in our guilt ridden confessions that we are bad indeed lord we don’t do it again though if u give us another chance. and for that reason perhaps bc we might have self mesmerized. or really believed our crap. bc these things are strongly concomitant. it’s like a gateway drug but for ur soul instead but where ur incrementally getting worse bc the resistance is strong with this one. surely we may notice some things are worth holding onto. but the real challenge is in the determination of which is which in terms of holding on and letting go.
life is a series of challenges which require from us careful analysis on for our better choices in the making but there is strong. prevention from the mere fact that our eyes can fool us easy if we do not recognize to see with all our senses. where we permeate and this are permeated but naturally. in our own essences where we dance to the song of our own souls. – might be offensive to some. – we may even think. bc something is different or unique that we must fear it. or consider it as a outsider or outcast and cast it outside but we can’t let go the notion to keep looking in its direction bc the curiosity knocks on our inner door to say. well how are u doing today. would u like to hear about how new avenues of human souls exist in and aeolian the world. they could be ur neighbor. or ur mailman and they have so much rich stories to tell if ti could merely bask in the presence of a moment of now. not that narrow hallways of thought with the same description of a word echoing back and forth as we pace, and say to ourselves. well isn’t this something nice. i always wanted to be heaven worthy. maybe this is my clean slate. i might even make a business out of it. but now. here. the fickleness of our conditionings might have us by the ankles. ah man. when he falters. he makes a huge sound. but nobody comprehends so we all know. it. didn’t. happen. but why should he suffer. did he really bring it upon himself and who gets to determine. it was just. a phone call sir. pls lower ur voice. this is the spiritual call center. we are going by the order of calls received. but. then there is a priority of the urgency of calls received. for the step outside of the normalcies of thought processes is what allows us the diversity of thought which welcomes others in their own unique way of expressing the same. for this refers to a common human right. in the sense where we do not see, we may feel like we are slowly becoming faded ourselves. and this also causes anxieties to our purpose. reason. heart. memories. trust. because we may strongly be convinced we brought it upon ourselves or above or within or maybe even behind bc such betrayals are kind of standard that we may as well evolve to grow pair of eyes all around our heads. like full three sixty. so we can see clear. perceive clear and know all at all times. an omni present mind is not a god complex when it’s done right. where ones have tamed the egos and know how to use. as pride as tool. and not a personality trait. b
but ah fuck it we can’t. there are too many objectives to indulge ourselves in. from plethora of theories to be had to options of our own like we only care about how to get it doesn’t matter if it’s right the right thing we can even lie and perpetuate all kinds of atrocities in its and thus our slumbers receptivity where some meridian balance is made which expresses itself much like a cry for help help help this is not the right things and i must say that there is definitely something really very sinister going on here but i can’t exactly show u the way myself i can only give u the clues that i have from my stance here ah the constellations are wonderful aren’t they but some don’t stop they keep insisting and they are very much at strong force but they don’t recognize their own terror perhaps internally they too suffer for such attachment to external objective means that they are definitely compensating for smth. hard. ah so and here we go it is said this is ur life’s purpose but then there are gaps in my resume so what do u say to that and to that my friends. we welcome to stage human resources which then determine ur own worth for u and like that cattle’s in. a ranch we go grazing didn’t the daft and frolic under the sun. we like the sound of the birds singing day and night. we smell the air. it’s thick with mustard. for this brings us a think like quality that coats the skin. for protection it is said. from the strong suns rays. or that someone here is strongly mistaken but it’s fifty fifty. so ur either right or wrong and this statement is too strong for words.
but fret not my friends. anger only makes for more crinkles and wrinkles. not that it’s not a problem to show the world what the world makes out of us in reality. it is not easy. we don’t know but we also live in old timelines. some of which have long been expired but the offices don’t welcome email and whatnot even though they run on the high end of the stick which refers to this balancing act. the more u might insist the more there is this greater need to come to terms with the effects of strong purity that is necessary for all to otherwise we are aiding and abetting in their self inflicted ignorance. and this what this does is that they go out there and do it among others. but. amplified. for much like everything ideas too evolve. with all that. beneath our feet. in repeat. bc such ignorant suffering is repetitive in nature even though not all suffering is created equal for the sheer dynamic requires one from each side. for a cha cha cha. a life of our dance ! or dance of our lives. but this dance goes on even after life. and it’s that last step before touch down that sort of let us know. it’s just the interim that is quite. well. how can we say what truly stationize. and what doesn’t ? maybe the mandala has many potential a look. but we must not give power to the lot to reach the pinnacle in their own personal essences. concomitant to their own divine right ? again the guilt is hard to swallow. which is why there are lamas who spit on others face at random.
we all get a little bit worried when things don’t make sense
there seems to be constant battle within us in the presence of the unknown . for when we can’t articulate a given smth on the spot we may feel worried at the authenticity of a given context. which brings up issues concerning the uncertainties about human nature. such as untimely death. or other conditions tht may not be immediately obvious to us. but might have had been life saving if we had known ahead of time. we may feel great betrayal. and allow the feelings of inconsistencies feed our lack of trust in each other. either way, this worry can be fed by many different ways and for that reason it’s worth to note this in the presence of great unknown.
we all know that life comes with great change. although we haven’t figured out how to go about this change. whether if change is good. or is a punishment , is hard to determine. for the worries that might get incited can colour the purview of any individual having to deal with basic simplicities of life entails. because we haven’t exactly situated ourselves in the world, as in. each of us in our places have figured out ways to reconcile our shared past, as in this life time. and as in being part of a geographical past. for all of that comes together to give us clear reason in the mids of uncertainties and the mysteries of the relationships between the two objectives .
we often make clear distinctions. this is good. that is bad. which is alright. but maybe not always. context matters here as to what applies where. as we continue to carry on through life , there seems to be a parallel development of trust. as it matures so do we. and as we continue to embody this feature, we become more efficient in its wake of many potentials this may being for the continuity of humankind. and perhaps a more benevolent future for all.
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although we too can get caught in our ideas of what this perfect future might be like. since we are dealing with many great unknowns coming together to “‘ale the path appear or happen”. for example. there is a saying. if everything is ordained then why bother. which is true. we could simply go with the flow and see what happens. and discover that there is a need for some degree of direction. necessity . a degree of choice or risk. associated with being here and experiencing change. and this feeds the fuel for curiosity. especially when “things are going well “ perhaps initially or due to one’s innocence. ( the healthy type of ignorance but it’s often abused for its strong blind spots, which conveys that this maybe known but hasn’t been factored in with life yet or has been made official for it may impact many a great “change”
but then, we are confounded with this type of change for the potential that we could be wrong).
then there is the willful ignorance. where ones purview serves the self. the few or the many but still, comparing to personal choice. here the term many. if it’s borne out of self and the few, might still not hit the right mark and fall too shallow due to its narrowed vision. or. the mere fact that one might already know. a given context where a right fro wrong has already been determined. with clarity on how the conclusions were reached as well as proofs to confirm the research. though one may see this, and assume that this is not a good type of facilitator to change for it may incite too many uncertainties in its potential wake thereby stirring the observer. into abject confusion. and excess worry, challenging one’s trust centres that are already threaten at world at large.
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it’s via this unmitigated worry that one’s may end up exasperating their self with too much expenditure of energy. and we may exhaust our senses. which may cause us to rely too excessively on the adaptations of others already set in place. given that what’s largely acknowledged is the norm. this may bring a sense of security even though there is uncertainty there too for everywhere we look. bc we are naturally united. connected. where all is already shared. in the intrinsic form that when we do hurt the body or the mind or even abuse the heart. of ourself. or each others. or others. we may not even know. for the connectivity tends to create this effect naturally.
the abject worry may mistranslate that which we perceive. and we may not know it during which we pass through the passage of change naturally occurring with the passage of time. the environment common area to us all the time. in return we communicate. or respond or reply in apt decisions. both innocent and intentional ignorance are the two hands to the wheel. where if we are not on the same coordination then we may struggle which way to go or how to maintain. balance.
the environment offers concrete versions of the true representation of the intrinsic values of each conclusions that contributed on the path of us in the wake of this moment. right here and right now. we may wonder. how did we get here. the junction may indeed terrify us. confuse us even. since there are many unknowns even in the perception of the concrete reality. doors open. and then doors don’t open. telephone calls get cut off. u may never hear back from someone again.
and we know. deep inside. through the intrinsic connection on what is going on. for its very much like having a premonition. of already been build within. yet we are compelled. either by the innocence of self or ignorance of others. to repeatedly ignore this reason.
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but i don’t want to close my heart u might catch ur self say. u may not know where it’s coming from but bc ur senses are heightened this is where u might place assumption that it’s via thought such as these that u might reach abject conclusions about whatever makes u feel unrest.
even though, an initiation of a cause might ignite the whole room there is still origin of the light where it floods our senses. from.
then because of the narrow mindedness of others. we experienced greet betrayal. not because. “ we did this to ourselves “. we might have done smth similar in the last. within the growth of that budding innocence of having been misled or cared for by environment.
it’s easy to make such distinctions that a person might teach the world on how to grace oneself. based on by one’s own personal. allowances. but this is not always a true bc one’s are also compelled by one’s environment . and sometimes. this environment comes with instructions. we may be somewhat initiated to this sort of relationships between different objectives. however if we didn’t sign up for smth. but still remain present.
since this refers to the portion in which unknowns come with hidden conditions. or that which is portent. but is hidden. even though through the connectivity of the intrinsic we already receive in full. but bc the material reality is , seemingly priority. for when we get sick. soul lives but the body dies slowly or when body dies. soul is not dead also. but we may feel. in the presence of constant negation of our individual soul.
we may wonder if it’s in our parrots la line of thought process that leads us here. then again we also look for synchronicities in the environment through which we receive both authentic and simulated instructions. though say, we are not overcoming the ego which then might force us to hang on tightly on “not being wrong”
mind u, wrong here isn’t a mistake as in what we may convey it’s meaning even here in the context in which it may seem.
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the meaning of a given error almost always is personal. or has personal component through which one may reflect. why can’t i do what others achieve easily on this matter. how can i not see that someone or smth was not good for me in time. is this meant to be. what does this mean in terms of my existentialism or the world at large, what’s my portion within it in terms of collective lessons. what’s my portion of change.
we may have a hard time with the fact that we might have been conned. to took for a spin. and didn’t notice. now the blame lies on who? the ones who know but keep hum? or those where the vision is too small. so u don’t make the cut ur u don’t know. u just go with the flow. bc u feel loved. warm or connected. u feel led to overcoming. hardship. u feel kindness as kindness which proceeds trust.
and trust makes investments as well as build incentives that benefit everyone in some way.
we also receive too much flack on personal errors. with great distinction in many of its correlations and practices all around the world. where we may conditionally fear even the very gist of exploration into which this may truly convey and may hold the key to our problems which causes us much pain.
the uncertainties become clear. not bc we lack information. but bc we can’t see the information we already have and hold. this also takes place because the world seems halved on almost all objectives . with great idea on good versus bad in concrete motion.
we oscillate for the sake of our survival on our turf. today it’s u who won. tomorrow it’s someone’s else. and that brings with it uncertainty bc u may never know when that will happen and naturally u wish to maintain ur hold.
this also breeds paranoia. usually where trust is breached in some way. paranoia is a way for one to preserve oneself or keep oneself safe. also bc we mistake this confusion to not having enough info. whereas it’s the right type of info that matters.
if in the material world our inner findings won’t flow, in the direction that they accord in natural congruence between the known and the unknown, then there is a grater impact towards the world at large where if the narrow minded thought processes continue to upkeep their willful ignorance, then the opposite forces would bring the great simplicity of the antidote necessary to counter its negative effects. for the sanctity and survival of all given that our common objectives is geared toward betterment of all involved.
things tend to get confusing
when we are not thinking clearly. and this happens because there are many obstructions in the way of our clear thinking. these objectives are there for reasons than one. often times we may either feel inconvenienced. meaning that we may feel inadequate that we may not be meeting up to standards for smth that we assume works for others. the other is that we may just be refusing for change. meaning the resistance begins internally but we don’t know what we are rejecting. it’s just a feeling. and it’s said that usually intuition works in mysterious ways bc it’s actually one intuitions. as in collective meridian intuitive senses that tend to compel us on certain objectives even though they may not make much sense to us. but this is hardly the product of or borne from. informed e or bad behaviour. even though it may seem like it. it only appears to be so from its introduction rather than the content or the driver behind the motivation. because we are one we aren’t exactly free and won’t be free in the sense that we may think of what freedom means. this depends mostly on the context of the words representation versus the objective or selective term. which tends to happen when we wish for smth to be true. and assume bc we wish it to be true that it’s intuitively true. we mistake our wish for intuitive thinking and then proceed to trust it. which may go either way. hence the importance of clear thinking. heading back o the blocks in our way. bc there are more than one way to get things there, we may wanna consider the alternatives to what this truly means. who put the object there. is it intrinsic ? can we touch it. feel it. how much power do we have to change or alter it. how much power do we have to not be subject to its whims. whether if it has tendency of force or domination.
i e could have placed these obstructions inside of ourselves. we might have done this out of sheer habit. conditionings can be quite strong. there is a saying u can’t teach an old dog new tricks. it’s not bc as we get older we lose the ability to learn anything new. no. there’s smth about gaining wisdom from experience or the duration by which , akin to a type of conditioning. or conditioning itself. but not the way we think bc usually we refer to a conditioning. unless ur an athlete. a bad thing. such as a humanistic flaw or a type of ignorant behaviour or language. in a way we practise our belief. whatever that may be. we may or may jot notice this entirely. hence the clear thinking. paves the way. but not the way we think. the way was already there. we just begin to see it. and voila. we have inner space. expanse. we can decide before we make decisions. into action form. this room allows us to reflect. a peer into future and before that. a glimpse into the past. it is said when u do introspective search and horizon like search. as in looking towards future and trying to guess events. make predictions. here when we choose to travel in either direction. we have to also get thru the middle. and all that which happened every time we go back. which is more like reverse engineering of the entire information on. it’s timeline. it’s when we are done with the introspective search and move back to now that the real thing settles in. and takes form.
when we do this to futur. it’d the opposite. we may first decide on the direction. so we choose either one. maybe we try this first. we try to look at the whole three sixty and then allow our intuitive senses to sort of get us a feel. a warm feeling usually feels right. and then next. we start to make way towards there. how do we see the big picture. who are involved. does this cover everyone. including enemy? this last part. either within or external. happens naturally. not by force. but it’s worth mentioning bc it prepares ones. heart to be humble so as to not close ur heart instinctively if u build send defence as in some type of conditioning. which can be harder to break out of. so a little bit of knowledge gives us the power we need. to push forward when the real challenge occurs. from there we can at the very least. do our best in our own clarity. which we continue to build forward. the clarity occurs naturally bc we are thinking forward. and this may require naturally from us to evolve. or change our ways. this kicking off the idea of enemy and thinking for their benefit kicks in naturally around this point of junction. and the reason why it happens is. as u move forward. things feel better. as in evolution. as in change. no matter how long it take. how many lifetimes. galaxies. what’ ever is next. this naturally makes us feel good and healed. and bc it’s. a a healing feeling and energy. we naturally feel softer towards our enemy bc we also see everyone in the horizon with us. and naturally we wish all of them the same happiness . we may have gotten a glimpse to see that for smth this supermassive to work in a benevolent way, we would have a taste of it for motivation. a true belief so to say. not just mental confabulations and articulations. tho in returning back we do a reverse engineer. much like waking from a dream state . and immediately forgetting the entire thing. say it was prophetic. oh well we say. let us chuck that to our inner trust centre. for that clarity matters. we have to be trustworthy for ourselves first.
but the horizon remains. bc it is the trajectory. we can look at it anytime we want. and we may notice these differences in our meditative states of unity thought meta stuff. one love. healing. white light etc. and then when we set out on our daily business we may notice it’s really difficult to keep up the momentum. sometimes the clarity brings with it ugly truths. and harsh reality that requires some type of dialect. and when we try to utilise our tongue to relay this message we may come off cold. or frigid. bc the issue is cold. and cold refers to trouble things. like a pandora’s box. of stuff. some of it is the left over from the older eras. and these remnants are evident. in the cumulative human history as well. but if we were to cast aside the human aspect and then see the malady of the soul. then maybe we can get the gist of what truly ails us. what is the lesson what are we here for. the ability to see this portion of our inner truth clearly may serve us well on our journey. this may require from us superhuman abilities. for this mat challenge our bodies. it may challenge our minds. this also does not rule out our hearts. we also recognize the plight of the soul. the ability to see clearly. each in our one personal individual essences and then positioning us ourselves like starts. constellations. bc we are born at some entry time in accordance with the way the entire universe was aligned which refers to the path. the true path e blueprint of our soul journey which may give glimpses into how our prior karma might have developed. why our role is. in the cosmic karma. as well as how best we can reconcile some of the atrocities that take place in this human form. truly there is smth playing at large that we are all part of. there is mass awakening. perhaps. it’s time to clear the glass or the window or the crystal and see with all our senses. to really absorb the reality as it is. and see everyone as ourselves as we are much alike than our differences may convince us. it’s easy to let only our five senses to determine our reality. for the convincing aspect of our material is convince indeed. though there is the power of the mind. and how we feel when we love. or are hurt. or sick or dying. or how we are constructing transforming on our spiritual senses where our conscious minds expand. and the many tragedies of our conundrums when all these are not aligned to the higher values. we don’t wish to tell all this is the right trajectory. many different paths can lead to it. and many different perspectives convey it differently. slightly differently but in broad terms we can always refer to a common mantra like world peace or one love. or heal all.
this world is insane.
it’s hard to speculate our sanity when there are a lot of reasons to fall through the cracks of our otherwise sound reason we try very hard with grace to maintain. perhaps it’s not possible to maintain and for good reasons. for one aspect we are not fit for a melting pot of this kind. there are far too many variations and differences. we may group folks in smaller sizes. but even then we may have small size sample of very different people who don’t share the same values or have the same interests. even that can teach smth. but the path. no matter which one it is ur part of. takes us through similar challenges. it is then we may discover why it’d important to reflect on our speed. rather, to slow down. is not to force ourselves from actions. especially where action is called forth. the very act of slowing down is to tune our focus to a precision that it feels like time is slowed down because we are parsing through a ton of information. but just because we can doesn’t mean we should at all times or that this is the absolute best way. for there are many that brings us to one. these variations sometimes serve much bigger purposes than one. but all for one. since the results often show the benefits reach everyone in some way. we do however notice that we are somewhat stuck in a spiritual limbo. where we keep going with intro 101 to barely to expertise only to falter to get thru new karmic imprints to get to the clearing only to discover it’s intro 101. and i think the reason why it happens is bc we fail to crystallize our do songs into the material world where it truly matters. and we end up falling back. into the mist of stuff. only to re-examine the familiarity of objectives. now there has to be a line behind one on one. where we reach a point of no return from the limbo we may find ourselves is. perpetually. only. existing. if we are the lucky ones.
and it’s this constancy of stress test. against our better will. better if u will. in about our own betterment. right here. because we aren’t convinced the easiness of the breeze in which we may occasionally tap into its rather resourcefulness which is what gives us glimpses of potential of such efficacies. without such fruition and constancy of repetition of the same old 101 we may feel too familiarized with the intro enough that we mistake it for the whole thing. after some time has passed. we also don’t feel comfortable with going with the flow. or more so the actively directional within flow. because intentions matters. here it’s more so others intention we tend to concern ourselves with since this refers to our own survivalism. our own intention are easier with time since we gain experience and build momentum with depth. and also height. since this refers to as within so without theory. this applies to all directions. we also a utilize this to gain acres to historical contexts. to better understand the conditions that were available then which we return with sense of deep wisdom that nourishes a part of ourselves that can’t be remedied otherwise with fake or partial account of information. or also known as fillers. or distractions. it could also refer to others delusions. when an individual experiences a particular type of delusion. how many people they may influence matters. we all have degree of influence but our systems permit some of us more allowance. so this would have and hold more responsibly here for this level of misconduct tends to multiply quick and ends up producing a ton of unrequited consequences which only magnify our past unresolved conundrums. in addition to multiplication of modernized ones.
we can determine sanity by the content of our heart which is what gives us a feeling of a faith like quality or the truth about the actual flow that allows one to surrender oneself to unforeseeable conditions but with directional intentions. we tend to make such statements of always striving for human endowment. human development. of transcendence and evolutionary changes. both biologically and on the material reality. this also refers to our collective mindset. we may also consider human relations. based on. how well improved we are at treating each other. as well as leaving each other alone when we have nothing nice to offer or help with any condition. to not make things worse is the second sign of wisdom. the first one is to stop causing harm if ur the one doing it. and if someone else is causing harm. u may wish to eliminate the hurt in the ones receiving the harm. so u become their ally. and helper instead. there are a ton of arenas of human life we can improve upon for there is much too work to ever run out of fun and excitement that comes along with solving problems as well as determining. a better more improved conditions each time as constins might change with the nature and the ways of life. sometimes we may be coming closer to end of smth. it could be an end of an era. or maybe we receive a huge upgrade as human kind in the slow risk sense but smth that translates to our material. like allowing our bodies to dissolve when we die leaving nothing behind or travelling not just in ur mind but also with ur body. like teleport. or maybe. if we end up being here at a time the sun decides to go out. how gracefully will we find our way out bc we may have done our preliminary homework and are in tune with such spiritual powers that deceit danger before it happens so we can migrate with ease and with peace. reconciling a sudden goodby to our planet earth and our collective human memories. the details at the very least.
that “ slowing down” makes space instead. then we allow all our concerted attention on the details where it is needed bc we may run out of time quick. but this natural sense of being drawn to a natural sense of which reciprocated naturally will overcome all others even if we were to be compelled. or possessed. or sometimes there are harmful forces that prey on such conditions. which i don’t think it eats away at energy but lore so delays it’s process so ur experience time ina different or altered way briefly before u continue from where u left off. the world is only a tiny version of many endless possibilities. yet we reason in a vey insane way. perhaps bc the environment is that effective. or maybe it’s a side effect. i suggest by the time we get it is a sign that things are gonna disintegrate soon. which refers to our strong willed delay. which means perhaps we can enjoy more globally this world in its bounties if we can organize and coordinate easier with ease and efficiency to get the hard stuff done first. then there we can really delve into our mysteries of what more a human being can do or become. the authentic nature almost always supersedes all other ignorances. strong willed creatures and strong tongues. which are borne out of strong minds. maybe sharp corners. and even darker alleys and hallways where we stove away our dark thoughts. that represent pain and loss. we all have them. not always human form. some are thoughts and ideas. and ideologies too. many good ideologies go to bed earlier than they need to. and all the bad offenders run the show. we may wonder why we are forced to fit a unrealistic mould. where we can freely be and be responsible too given that conditions are right. environment matters here. we are happier when the sky is blue and the grass is green. we may bask in a rainy day bc things are relatively safe. this safety come from cordial conduct. not the unrealistic aspect of nature which can’t be controlled but only made alliances with so that we continue to work with mother nature and maybe tap into her wisdom and intuition so that we can detect dangers early on which. can help us migrate before it’s too late and make right efficient choices collectively that increase collective quality of life. which benefits everyone equally.
in a way
everything matters. we may pick and choose this versus that. it’s all perspectives. although we may feel limits within. the reality itself. in spirit. we may feel unbounded with plethora of potentials. all of which come to give us glimpses into our truth and nature. in which case if we have a narrow minded thinking. then we may have opportunity to notice that and allow ourselves the necessary steps to expand on that space. the flexibility of our thought processes allows us to notice that everything serves purpose. but not in the natural way if there is strong correlation with material that’s designed by man. which refers to the representation of the material. as the bridge between the spiritual and the world that surrounds us. as we also communicate with each other at all times. even though this part maybe very subtle. the subtlety serves as the spiritual nutriments for our overall well-being. although we may not be able to access these arenas. or stay strongly on the mind only. thru repetition but without much good results. for this may convey the material limits rather. or our connective unity reality in which an idea as simplistic as this only works when everyone does it. which is also the complexity element found therein.
material usually conveys the environment. in this case. the person who’s part of that environment gets the strongest nutriments. in the formative years especially. but this changes overtime. for the boundaries that we are accustomed to in the material reality has long been breached by the contents of our heart and how in unity we stand on causes. this refers to our nature being naturally well. or good. or neutral. and not the other way around. which refers to of having last misconduct which may result to one’s current and ongoing suffering. why this matters is the matter itself. for the relationship with the soul is the way in the first place. it first takes place within urself. then among each other the same. on how tricky like a fox u wish to be or really be clear and direct. with good intentions. and always mean well. these are choices we make all the time. some we do notice. others we may not be aware of. they may be disguised under good intentions. or self protection or perhaps one lacks a sense of self trust foremost. this can happen due to any type of occurrence which may be initiated but left a bad aftertaste within the individual for this refers to our diverse nature of having different experiences. especially when these referrents don’t hurt anybody.
though the meridian can give us a general clues as to the quality of our cumulative human behaviour producing set results. which may or may not refer to of having figured out or come close to achieving our full potential as we go along. or close to. or have improvements. and on the course thru space as long as we can go on. to continue to do the same. as can be understood there is no set summit for this inner achievement when the inner reserves are well aligned with the material. for the proper use in which. a given order of generosity and sharing among each other is called forth. right now there are many conditions placed on the heart of almost every man. a condition that cannot possibly be fulfilled. this sort of inner resistance is what can uses us generally much peril. which may be artificial. but it’s still effective. especially for the untrained minds. or those who begin their initiation and this is their welcome ? so we can see that there can be very strong variations among us. but this shouldn’t impede us from thinking on solutions or better ways of conduct. all the while include the most afflicted. for it may take for all to rise to crystallize certain core tenets which may contribute strongly to our advancements. or the maintenance in which smth can be sustainable. for as long as it can. and the idea is that we are all benefactors. which means that our general quality of life is improved. where the machinations do. not cause overproduction and waste and this also refers to ignorance produced due to it.
the ability to really see things as they are is a gift. it allows us the necessary nutriments to be benevolent in the face of strong trouble. and tribulations that plague us as human kind from time to time it begs to question how then can we reconcile what ails is so strongly that we can’t overcome it irregardless to our material condition or reality. then we may look to see a deeper connection to our own personal truths and discover that we may just not notice a given context. which ends up becoming amplified. asking for some type of relief in its continual wake. that’s the issue with sleeping beasts anyway. we can ignore smth or put it off for so long. before it is gonna stir stuff again bc it’s all part of what we refer to is cyclic. and these cycles do tend to harken for reason of maintenance. and this is from getting worse. for the nature usually is efforted towards sustainability. for there is a balance to maintain. and these cycles although effective. are not permanent. ofc nothing is permanent. even our passions aren’t for even the fights we make and causes we stand for we may eventually need to let go. as well as our strong identities. what remains remains naturally anyways. and that’s the path to get close to that level of directness with ones self.
to break a cycle is destruction. to transcend it is wisdom. it’d easier to be hasty with conditions. we can break things. cut things off. or delete. or deny. or lie. or cause a ton of violences. in the wake of our so called truths of absolutions. anyone can do that. it’s a child’s way. some of us may not outgrow this tendency. not bc this is a shameful occurrence but bc there among us live those who were part of strong historical nuances and conditions that were placed upon them some of which www so strong it left a strong imprint in their hearts that they may feel strong resonances to this day. especially given that life is so much different now. we are generally happier and healthier and even stupider. which refers to reckless innocent fun. like banters and jokes whereas their generation was like stone cold. so it’s just a child’s way of feeling their pain but not know how to handle it bc they are never taught. bc their parents had it even worse. if we really realize what it means to crawl out of dark times with as much dignity as one can muster upon. oneself. this would be perfect time to recognize that. which gives us a degree perhaps a spark of compassion even to the worst enemy. although we can’t expect this for everyone since every pain is carried differently and there are strong contexts still alive and well meaning they are still burning with strong passion. and desires. all of which may be to destroy or to cut off or the absolute absolutes. and a lot of these are well. they are no return. when we do them. we have to really be certain bc we end up living faith it and then we can’t return to sender either. that’s it. but bc it’d the environment would we be able to tell the difference. that to me is more fricky than anything else tbh.
the disturbances in the atmosphere
in which we live impacts us one way or another. there are many things that take place that causes the air to change. by the input of new nutriments. this “food” travels through air and many elements. then we invest this. which makes all of life connected. and part of the co creative process. the disturbances can differ. in terms of effect. from person to person. for some. a given experience could be a breeze. for others. things depend entirely on a persons pre existing conditions. in terms of mental agitations. these mental agitations are often misunderstood because we tend to think any initiation is a stand alone cause. that there might not be a prior events that could potentially trigger certain conditions within a. person. surely there is the chemistry that may suggest otherwise . in instances this may be true where certain interventions are inevitable. where the pros outweigh the cons in terms of strong side effects or strong interactions where one might have to trade one discomfort for another. but slightly less in this case. now we can already map in our minds such events that can potentially cause us harm because this is hierarchical world which has succinctly machinated all its otherwise natural co developments. which is why there is strong correlation with the environment. although the natural environment will always be in communion with human life. for this is the natural law that allows our coexistence. and yet. the machinations might win. there’s always potential to apply too much will in the direction we may only be convinced mentally.
and our emotions signify many other conditions for the human interaction. though it’s because we are running on many alternatives. in terms of how to go about deciphering our world. we may be confounded with certain mental conditions and afflictions as a result of which we may not be completely aware of within such as our own person who might require a near far distance. not a juxtapose of events as they flip flop with strong cuts in between. what we want is congruity. or the natural flow that can work with this rather strongly machinated world. it can work. much like our mental processes. we can apply the right type of mind. to overcome any perceivable hurdle along the way. for the life is the constancy of movement. although this refers to which parts. and at what intervals. this rather machinated systems which enable an artificial development of otherwise natural requirement for the human soul to mature could be a major human flop. we may have to come to terms with how strong conclusions might have us. or the grand cosmic tables would turn. but unable to remember our past. we may be mistaken at what injustice we might be part of. or receive from the opposite end. and here. we may be humbled by our experiences. where the heart is humble and soft. it may come with impressions of rigid corners and strong disorders of the feeling centres at what triggers the mind. perhaps. we might or might not detect or know. bc each persons initiations tends to differ and given enough lack of. available options for one to utilize one’s initial steam of consciousness. the spark dissipates into madness. stages of it. and this depends entirely on the person the leaves as to how mad this man’s mess ought to be. persons due to environmental conditions. and to add to that we have toxins. which may impair the way we perceive anything at all. for this attributes to myriad of inner centres that are object to work .
though the machination has a silver lining or lightening in this case. heh heh. we are now sharing more data than ever before. and are processing at a faster rate. we are able to connect dots about reality with more quickness. how we the work is still there for the mental agitations affliction are also running counter. or more so parallel. as if. they wanna catch us and drench us in their darkness until there is not a single spark left to take joy in. the work refers to both within. and the compartments within there is lots to explore. we are taught to fear the body. and then shame the soul. we are also taught to tame the mind by not ever thinking for ourselves. so breaking out of these objectives takes time. diligence. and coming to terms with our limits. perhaps the limit here is the transcendence of tolerance onto its next form. how do we best tolerate with our further causing inflictions into our minds. how do we determine the best way with perhaps minimal negative karma incurred. surely we may not expect. the absolute perfection here. for. the development of anything is non linear we go back a few steps. and then have lightyear leaps. then we also have this cosmic dance. that changes the way we delve. into which areas require. priority of nutriments. even though initially. this may not make sense to us. a part of our intuitive process to navigate the reality so to say. and we know. no longer to tolerate with haste or quickness bc we would wish to restore peace but the mind might require more exploration here. again the ability to determine the parts of a whole. is essential. since there are lots of development. evolutionary ways. that led us all collectively here. and bc error making is part of the curriculum. even though the distance of negative produced by a misdemeanour of thought may be corrected at a much faster pace. especially when the lessons are actively implemented. where the experiences are turned into wisdom. and then unity is experienced and shared. as within. the compartments of one who does ones preliminary work. and without. which. refers to the quality of improvements in the environment and its mechanism.
as it appears to be. the work is shared. for this attributes to a . collective untold but clear. connections. the nutriments. shared a the spiritual table. is distributed equally for all. for we can tap into these resources the more we equalize the balance between strong hold and letting go. a tough concept as we may not be fully clear towards what is the essential and what is the frivolous or to honour its past involvement. we may refer to this as a temporary support truth for smth that could have been much worse in its own contextual basis. but it no longer attributes to us or translates on meaning of urgency so we may as well identify this as case closed and let it go. this may give us a clear space then to fill it with the new. or what is next. a necessary nutriments. which is the boundary between concrete reality and the intrinsic co habitations is the change or improvements within the environment. as in mother nature. or the nature in which we tend to perceive ourselves. in our reason and for this complements the way we perceive each other. and the more clear the message is. the better it is to counter our mental agitations bc we may not overcome life’s hurdles overnight. again there are a ton of things to come to terms with and with that , the best way we can effectively heal our minds and thereby our hearts which may impact the soul and body in a good way, we may wish to consider rising together. from here on out. if we couldn’t or didn’t believe this would be a good option before.
u would have affinity with ur decoys too
if u were in my shoes. who couldn’t like me. i’m simply amazing. but i do this very so humbly. for the act of self love isn’t in dogmatic thought. then again when u do run into such copy cats. ur reminded. it’s very much like a three d mirror. a look into urself. but from anthers version of it. or understanding. .but who could understand me entirely ? now that’s blasphemy. i suspect that most would be more included to what they are gonna get out of the whole thing than just see authentically what would happen out of such meetings. perhaps u could say i have high expectations from others. perhaps it’s due to having high expectations from myself. a true conduct. always fix up right. make sure u detect ur self made errors early on and mitigate then in a peaceful benevolent way. always be honest. do not lie. for lying corrupts the soul more than anything. it’s said that lying is the gateway drug to all other sins. and i believe that now wholeheartedly after meeting some of them who were like me but also very much not. i don’t blame them. since this is sort of a printer type reality. we just make up our minds. however narrow minded we may be and then go with it like a tunnel vision thru reality. but i see the mechanism there. when applied with right intentions. tunnel vision is sometimes all u need. u set ur mind to smth and then u get out to get it. though it may seem or sound easy. it’s cruelly not. pfft. who am i kidding i’m a thought junkie after all. ofc there will be a ton of preliminary work that would set the pace. for smth like a decade usually it takes before anything. good comes off the effort to do this. for any skill requires the prior setting. which usually takes place within. take it like this. ur a practitioner and then u visualize . what u wish manifested in the world. that’s why there’s a saying “ meditated on a crime “ bc the offence comes with a precognition. or pre thought. which means that there is room there to use that availability for better options.
ofc people will say i can’t see a thing when i command in my mind. hah. me too buddy. the act of seeing internally isn’t the same as what we do out here in the wild. it’s more like. energy. vibrations. colours. and sensations. u may feel warm towards some objectives and cold towards others. completely shut out and feeling less. it can be confusing when u see urself. even if it’s glimpses of it. in others and thru others. if u may not like urself already this may project some discomfort which can confuse the mind of any practitioner. or. maybe. ur. reminded. of. as imply. a loss. bc we all have at least some of it incurred in our lives. these triggers then combine with our efforts to transcend our emotions naturally for this is a natural occurrence. but because we are thinking the wrong thing. we filter this process via this association which then further discombobulates the way we perceive reality. here we refer to our external condition. we may seek out alternatives. of help. such as written text. self help books. or follow religion. the word of god. the help that we seek a guidance for what is to be next. for sometimes these discombobulations and mental agitations. they tend to get in the way of our living. which causes us the feelings of senselessness . which everyone perceives in their own way. some maybe overt. others covert. in their transgressions. agitations can lead to many altercations. heightened conditions bind us more. to the heat of the iron that entangles our lives in a rather destruct way which we may not feel relief. so the belief in an otherworldly being makes us feel justified. in the long term. of our concise decisions we made that led us here.
ah so. it is said. the hindsight is 20/20 but we can’t even implement the findings right. but i also notice from personal experience within the world how difficult it can be to get things right at all times. sometimes we may be severely deterred even from within ourselves that find g the way again seems to be impossible. for the fear that one might lose it. bc one may have experienced such loss in the first place. seeing urself. in all ur version. in others. feels very much like that. there may be transcendental parts of u that have departed. but not the way we think. bc ur still here and that was simply ur former self. it’s not exactly distant from u in the sense that it no longer is part of u. it’s the version of u that transcended. in its prior form which is interesting for us to develop such personal quirks and nuances if we lack the self love. which is what explains such unconditional projections of animosities towards each other. on the arbitrariness of arguments. we notice also that the arguments are usually overweighted by strong emotions of other kind. which is where we get such guidance that something is amiss. and the intuitive sense get into full gear. stating. danger . caution. there’s greet potential for impact. incoming. on the nature of human kind foe the necessity for change can go either way. we must lay careful attention to the minute detail of such input. such care. greater detail is necessary especially on the matters of the human heart. it’s long been under stress. we know what stress does. i can say. everyone is on the same page about stress in the twenty first century folks. so this isn’t a test for trust . a potential that something is here to test ur faith. to see how much devotion u can have to a body of work that is precarious. for such burden of stress on. the body and the soul is what causes us social harm. even in the sense of our self love. for our minds become diluted. tired. exhausted. and we can’t see what’s clear before ourselves. we may feel lost within our feelings. and it’s all a matter of decisions. the decision. the mind of impact upon our lives the same albeit. we do tend to cause much harm by not knowing.
i’m not saying that people do things without knowing. but there is a nature in which that it so happens to be taken from the people like ur being cultivated and then mulched. only to be at the beginning again. a harvest where the harvester is keen on selfish feast. more so than. the cultivation of potentially the greatest things that have ever to happen on earth ! ah. we miss. so many opportunities are wasted on recreating the past instead of looking with fresh eyes. to the open horizon before us. without haste. but we aren’t even free at that. at every avenue we take. there are checkpoints. things written on. pages of both arbitrary and essential. only bc they are recognized more. or dominant. the growth process seems to be the same for every organism. but unlike the nature in which we may feel compelled without cause. we actually have reason. but we also fail to use it. or we don’t want to. or we do. but it’d a process in and of itself. so we must give room for the un conditional potential that walks among us will always be the great unknown. so that we as co creators and creators , will continue to collaborate our efforts for a better world. or better or peaceful or improved. for these words cannot convey the depth of joy and peace . harmony. or that feeling of just advancing. with minimal to no discomfort and then reaching this really infinitesimal spherical movement based. warmth. of collective human evolutionary theories. which will perhaps create new universes. or better worlds. if we are that chemical. that would be the baseline at least. but we often get lax. with ease when it comes to conflict bc we think we are already there so a presence of a nuance seems to be a , well , nuance then we can choose subjectively on how to rid ourselves of that nuance whereas that was the path all along. it’s easy for any one of us to lose contact with reality and then lie about it. say. well it is meant to be. it’s for the greater good. but we don’t exactly arrive there with ease. even the body dies that says i’m not really gone away. for there is a part of me that remains. here to see thru this work.
ah so. perhaps all is about our mortality. we pay too keen attention to its details but forget that death comes for everyone. we live it everyday. we change. we grow. we decay. our thoughts the same. they rise and then they fall. they are magnetic sometimes for they r attracted to certain conditions and then they may also repel others. it’s better to train the mind it is said. and the mind can be a great utility for all things we do. it’s only when we say well u made me do it. or well. i’m just mad. or well it’s bc of this excuse that i must. i just can’t help it. i’m born with it or this has always been this way are but obvious excuses of the mind. and we secretly confess to the world that we are the slave to our minds. we are simply too weak to its advances. and that there is nothing that can be done about it stop me i’m crazy comes to mind. oh my. i just can’t help it. it was so inducing a thought that i had that i can damage anyone. comes to mind. that i have full right to ownership. of another’s body and cause much harm they can be disfigured. if it be so. and this is done by humans. as they blow each other to bits. with little concerns as to where they should place their precision focus. it’s too pixelerated the thought process . much like they never updated their frameworks like at all. it’s running on old computer systems. and ofc it produces sub par results. perhaps intentionally at that. predictive stuff tends to generate some type of rest. that is. comfort or security but they are often short lived. and we can think on these notions. for the hindsight usually comes with the curtains down. the show is over. now we must let go move on. reconcile our differences shake hands whatever we cna talk about anything we like there is absolutely nothing that inhibits the ability of human mind and human willpower that can dictate a better world for all which starts with u and me and everyone who are all hands on deck. u do ur inner work. u chill then u reflect. u do outer work. u recollect. and turn ur lessons into wisdom u teach. and it’s all from a place of peace. even though there is worldly aggression. it’s hard to keep upright sometimes. u wanna give in lose ur religion. but then. again. consciousness never stops. it may seem to be repressed. perhaps bc material reality has that much inject and it should be noted. but it picks up where it lefts off always. and forever.
it’s not too late to do the right things
though we are dealing with biological matter. every minute. every second counts always. even though it may not seems like it rom the purview of distortion of time via personal experience and initiation into it. our past maybe limited. but it still counts. our words , all account for smth. our actions. when implemented with great care and consideration of all. tends to generate a strong effect of what it could be. if we only get out of our own way and evolutionary trajectory. which tends to happen here. bc we are too convinced of separability. or that we could survive all on our own. at any time we can start however. this could mean that we are gonna have to do things that have never been done before. not to be mistaken with that which we have not done beofre ourselves bc the world does not revolve around us. and surely. by our personal experience we might be extremely convinced that it does. and therefore we might think. sure. this is the first time ever bc i’m doing. this for the first time. but this is associative to what actually needs to be. whereas we could be thinking along the lines of what other options and availabilities are out there about this given context. and how can i best utilize my energy and time into figuring out a. better way of handling it. which refers to my portion in which part of my contribution would touch on interrelationships in the first place which should be considered a s a branch of conversation but we hardly do that around here. some of us are just too dead set on our ways. and there seems to be no consolation either. it just harms. that’s all. but we csnt come to grips with its reality enough. since there tends to be too many casualties to such heights of ignorance . that can’t be waked.
the right thing can be finicky. the more we step back and take a look at everything. from every beginning is every intersection is the end and beginning of others. and they multiply along the way as well. the multiplication process has its own timelines. there are stops and gos. there are shorter term truths that bridge much bigger ones. and all of which lead to even bigger truths. some of which are harder to reconcile bc they are in progression still. unlike their smaller associative counterparts which come with expiration date bc they only serve as a relative aspect. as. support system for the development and progression of much bigger truths that are at play and impact everyone. sometimes one may even throw one’s hands in the air and says. leave it all to nature. or this is quite bizarre an occurrence too much to a point where u almost begin to lose ur mind. perhaps. there is simplicity in such madness. or that it is all that simple yet some how the progression of the journey itself makes us exhausted. like everything has to be so complicated all the time. there has to be conflict because we cannot rest at ease otherwise we might feel dead inside. or maybe we are fading away. if there is no progression in the sense that we may understand it, then we fear ceasing. and here the worry could be blown out of proportion bc we may have mistook a temporary truth for a long lasting one. and perhaps we might have liked this temporary truth. even though. it’s only a support system to a much bigger truth. but we can’t seem to let it go because also we may not have fully recognize our inner reserves about existence. entirely. not just in parts. such as the self importance above all but in a very dogmatic way. otherwise self priority usually goes along the lines with self discipline which is not only benefit to u per se but also for ur surrounding peoples. since then u can help others most effectively. help here isn’t charity or getting out of ur way. but the effortless art of existing as a single most contributory factor to the well-being of others bc it’s that much quality induced.
in the event that smth could be late we might have to reckon with some facts about life and reality. we may think along the lines with what can we all get out of this experience such as what sort of lessons we can take that may benefit all human kind. nonetheless the accuracy in which a given theory develops cannot be altered by artificial reasoning. it can only be furthered by the continuity of our collaborative efforts with universal forces. all of which tend to manifest in our lives. irregardless to our shared conundrums. we may be stubborn but nature has effortless stubbornness one that is out of necessity rather than that of a petulant child. the losses are incurred non the less. and itself becomes a cause for smth else to follow which then must be followed by the whole lot who may notice their portion has been altered. usually when great events take place in our lives, we may feel initial shock or seismic shift. but then do not see immediate results. not at all times. only then which propels the combination of what was into the induction of what new behaviour might spark up tends to mix in according with divine laws. not as we might think. of equal parts. like if u take red and blue and mix it u get this equal part purple. no. according to laws, has to abide by what was prior. at all times. irregardless to what we think. and this resistance to what is can cause us many afflictions in our mindsets which then disturbs our inner peace. when we feel this hurt in our hearts. and not know where it comes from things can be confusing. bc there are different parts of the heart that communicates different language to us. some are individual in parts. such as u and urself. others are with ur family and loved ones. yet there are much bigger ones. even the whole world. and even . worlds. from where. we may at times experience very alien like feelings. these feelings are the potential. of what is ahead. so the forward thinking would be along the lines of not recreating the past but in improving the parts in which is concomitant with one’s own process. all the while honouring the same in others. and ofc this is difficult to do if it’s the main tenet for being here. or maybe one. of its parts. depending on which layer of reality we are examining. for all are important. context-base wise.
we also seem to have residual parts. from an ancient past that no longer relates to us. but is there. almost faded like. echoes thru halls of our minds at times. igniting all kinds of emotions. heightened. or otherwise. where we may find the need for friction to wake us. to jolt us out of our minds and into smth else but this hardly produces the results that we may initially think it would do. bc this refereeing to birth. may only give us glimpses of our general distaste. and hence. a do over. much like a child wild want. even tho perhaps. their issues might prevent them for a do over. but with grown adult who has forgotten their past and shut down all options. for a more amiable existence. in and of themselves. since mistskes happen in the event that one must get thru life’s turmoils with little attachment to what is projected. everything is in a way illustrious. and not really immediately telling, as to what is conveyed. bc we are arriving that newly into an old theory that was already in motion , but with very little chance of survival in it. since its progression runs on archaic rules of conduct. that initial feeling of newness comes to mind. oh be reckless bc it alway led to more fun. whereas much later. the rules of conduct change as responsibilities evolve. hence the handing things with great care. thinking. before speaking. slowing down in one’s habituations ensuring that one is making correct decisions at all times. being cautious with others well being. including oneself. and the emotional maturity that’s concomitant with the process of growing. without shutting down the inner child. that one who is curious. and creative and fun. when the adult merges with the child and are not distorted. this creative process works to serve a solution making in adult form via curiosity but with greater care. unlike the child who was still undergoing selfishness and self discovery of one’s bounds. this child like quality refers to not the remnants of the distant past. more so the cut off from it whereas the shadows on the wall might very well represent it. the arbitrary time and place of much scary things that we might have partook in. or be part of. maybe we were around it. only as a witness from a distance. without knowing what we are witnessing. and even this association might be too much. entanglements . can cause us such fright. and here refers to conditionings. or the darkening of images we do not understnd. but in our memories. it may filter our eyes. and senses. thru it’s shape as opposed to the correct utility of our senses. as intended. for us to see and perceive as well as relay. it’s
greater efficiency.
sometimes we have to yield when the forces of life is too strong
this generates flexibility. for when for instance of great resistance, there could be too strong a response. or more so reactivity. which is what is necessarily to be averted here. the potential that everyone can be a winner comes to mind. but we don’t think of this as like in the movies. we don’t say. ah so. now what. everything will be boring when there is no dopamine. are we all to retire ? perhaps. we may pay heed. the most scary instance of a historical context. shock says if we get too comfortable. we get too lazy. and this laziness may lead to our extinction. in fear of such. we create conflict. we may think this conflict is the only way we can solve our problems. we can even say, it’s via conflict that we may finally get rid of the problem so that we can finally be the goodness we really believe that we are. but what does this greet resistance to what is mean ? isn’t itself the lesson? to see thru conflict in benevolent way so that we all benefit from a cumulative thought process leading to a common trajectory that is fruitful for all in some way? ofc this is harder to think about from a hierarchical point of view. which is deeply ingrained in us. and this conditioning may prevent us from thinking the whole of human kind holds the key to what’s next. which as a result of our inability to handle our discrepancies . end up causing a swiss cheese like experience. instead. bc we keep killing each other. and in places of such. transcendence is necessary ends up filling with amnesia and. a nagging deep sorrowful pain that haunts everyone in some way. like this world is possessed or smth. or. that it self has a soul. and maybe after having been denied attention and care. it has right to self express. for nobody pays heed anyway. we may simply be picking up on that. the putrid negligence of mother planet.
we are often dead set on our convictions. but we could be wrong. we rather would not think that is the possibility. since this means that we may have a weakness that someone else could take advantage of. for the presence of an apology almost always accompanies some type of advantageous behaviours. but not all cases are like that. for we must see to the context of each occurrence and background. for some type of struggle. there could be a little bit more that is needed before some type of common ground is reached. in other cases. there is slow increments. where one may still need to see with fresh pair of eyes the details in which fan easily get lost if we are to overgeneralize for simplicity sake. also being right gives us some type of security and aside she in the mystery of a world whose inhabitants esch may feel the same. naturally as this may be the dominating. fall back plan when all else fails. it’s harder to admit a fault when the price ticket for such conditions to be corrected is unequal and does not adhere to common practice of say. for instance eliminating violence. so ur not trying to exterminate people who may have had such display of behaviours but ur trying to objectively seek out what happened. it’s curiosity inducing just by the happenstance and concerning given that there’s such a happening for a human nature that already knows itself in baseline element would also notice that in other. then this means we are either all good or or all bad. we all do possess some type of initial ignorance. or foolishness. we might have done smth in the last we can now look back and say well that was then and this is now. but with great merit which does not need to be forever as its own presence speaks for itself. as it can’t be faked. we may fool ourselves. lie to ourselves and or each other. but there’s no fooling the universal powers. hence why hierarchies in the way they are today are sort of moot for we are all human but this doesn’t rule out wisdom by age merit integrity and experience.
we healed bc we are concerned about the welfare of each other. the idea is that in the event that’s. conflict takes place. we must always consider the fifty one percent or unity n working things out than destructing each other for if we excessively push back. then we are instigating a higher sense of conflict which can cause issues between others. especially when we do not have fall back plan within the systems that support such high expectations. this refers to systemic connections with each other. where there is no isolated event that can be exclusively performed without giving and or taking from the rest of the system functions. for one thing affects others and all these series can create domino effect. and in the same way that our behaviours aren’t hidden from universe. the same is also replicated in the systemic way where the systems do confess in a mechanical shape and form. but we do not notice bc we are too conditioned in it. and given that our intuitional senses are also limited based on by the contradictions between the two. we see push each other with our backs against the wall. surely there will be some type of explosive reaction at some point perhaps this is not a test of faith or patience. for patience does bear some there’s with it however if itself were continually rejected then there is law of nature where there cannot be continual maintenance. that we must not test it. hence the fifty one percent rule. surely the human kind is very resilient in that we are both vulnerable. as in we can die at any time. but also fighters by nature. we can put thru so much. which is tolerance. patience and even body’s own self defences against external toxins. which includes toxic emotions and relationships. most often we find clarity via benevolent towards our suffering and our enemy. our perceived enemy here is more of a instigator to our discomfort.
but this is not to be mistaken with making excuse for others poor behaviours. including. our own. at times we may come to a particular type of understanding we may draw. a conclusion or forget the prior which led us here. often times in presence of strong information we may fit the need to adhere to it as if we always were like this. as we were and are as it’s true however there is still the traction of what did happen. and in the happenstance of that we may draw curiosity in relation to environment. the systemic portion. in which the events unfold. and bring us to the crossroads between the two. it’s essential that we consume the true ingredients in which brought us here. not the frivolous. or bad fruit. or perhaps we may feel some type of a spiritual cold which may cause us temporary deterrence fro the path. may need tending. often times in spiritual colds we require community support. since this is more of a group ordeal. or the fact that one’s own conditioning may have strong hold. such thought processes allow us the distinctions but then we may mistake the two apart rather than part of each other. only in difference which is the only path we haven’t tried yet. in terms of its resolution as we keep rejecting the only untried avenue. we resort to continual conduct of eliminating the perceivable enemy. without room for potential that we might be wrong.
to understand reality
we often times course thru life and in its labyrinth. it’s twists and turns. sometimes we may find ourselves in confusion. we seek for clarity while we learn about our abilities to do so. each time we may become more efficient. well reasoned. maybe level headed. this won’t mean the learning curve is linear however. sometimes we may have or experience strong setbacks. especially when it comes to age old problems. bc they are all the more infantile. they are abandoned at a very early age. and this left them with strong sense of isolation and loneliness. which explains why the reason for such calamities. it causes us to reason our inner problems to external conditions. much bigger then us so that we feel safer in its presence. bc it’s worse then ours. but also bc it’s a cry for help. perhaps such projections do need bigger audience to be recognized bc the conditioning is that much deeper and stronger than one. while in the middle of it oneself. of having to get thru. cannot seem to realize it. or recognize it’s parts enough to determine what’s even going. on. in the first place. but the emotions run their course . so the projection serves its purpose. and this phenomena seems to be uncontrollable at that. for when there is big concern affecting many all at once it’s due to the heart. even in the most afflicted. and it’s communication with the world. the willingness to be found out. the deep need for change. unable to pinpoint or clarify exactly what the change should be. other then ones professed senses. ofc. on the outside. there might be appearance of clarity. or direction.
but understanding reality serves many purposes than one. from there we can pay the right type of attention. to detail or other. for all of it teaches us the inner workings of our mind. we may see the gears running. as we notice things we haven’t before and t then marvel the whole work. for its elaborate abilities that we didn’t know were there before. or we knew. but we might have had been at the earlier stages of such discovery and practice. this meant that we probably didn’t have the right type of esteem. esteem of ten builds on the undetected. as well as those that are rewarding. only it becomes issue. when one may not find fulfillment and thereby juxtapose their desire by seeking for wrong type of attention. so long as it’s attention. they just don’t know how to ask about it. bc there’s no period guidance or framework to follow. now in determining how the timelines of reality works. we notice big changes among small ones. for there are many a times that we did seem to convey what it means to change a paradigm. it’s a while shift of a mindshare. or new expanse of the mind. so what could be referred to as a bottle neck but of thoughts or of mind. overburdened by too much thought had been given space back. which allows for the great expanse. ahhh. and now our thoughts disperse in this new found vast space. but ofc at the same time we have strong imprint of the bottleneck effect. we are still not at ease with the reality enough ton trust it. also because the animosities during the time in which we were extremely compressed. have gained momentum. and will go on. harming. before they cease bc there is no more to fuel its fire. in the etheric field at least. the resistance in the air is felt. from the constriction release much like crinkled shirt. before it smooths out. we may feel a bit disorient ofc and during the great detoxifying our senses from the bottom line of human stench. since there was recent acceleration of human atrocities due to the constrictions own effect.
human kind could be timid. there are good reasons for that. we have still. these inner animalistic urges. territorialims . it just changes with ebbs and flows of our life as we change themes. and there is this sense of ownership. for it offers us much comfort. to know where everything is. and what is going on. on our lot now this happens. because the trust is shook globally. speaking. the peope are generally timid. perhaps in replacement of their former self. the rather survival sense that the grounds naturally come with. in the past versus now as civilized. even then. there are lots of unknowns about human nature for it’s hard to determine what’s in a man’s heart. it’s usually in hindsight. or after getting some report that we may sort of get a sense. or do we really go against. reason. for reason might have it’s own misalignment and language for a silent cry for help upon much bigger objectives all of which comes to a rather coherent sentence when we equalize each individual. bc then we notice th strong dips occurring rather unnaturally. and this must refer to an. alarming cause that which we am must not ignore. as the ignorance builds it’s momentum too. causing all kinds of house of cards along the way of its build which goes against our nature to do things right the first time. and if u fail. learn from it. yet we turn away from this opportunity. only to repeat it. we say no it was not wrong. or it didn’t happen. meanwhile there’s all our senses. going off in their own alarming. that something is wrong on here but we don’t know where to look so we internalize this pain and store in our arms or legs or or pancreas or stomach or maybe in our minds. from there we develop some type of build up since everything is energy. now there is a thing about cultivation. it can be cultivation of peace. harmony. or could be about health. of friendships. perhaps we could focus on another objective . there’s also the flip side to that. or could say one can cultivate negativity albeit short lived. but if one is quite keen. one can maintains its continuity by changing its shape or face or name or game or approach
within reality . where one may be attuned to great powers but then again this is concomitant with one’s inner attributes. if we are blind to ourselves and we ignore the outside signals and signs. and even cries and concerns for others what does this refer to about reality? would we become cancerous ? grow a mass in. the middle of human society which then saps the living life out of everybody ? there was a whole philosophy surrounding covid. and it’s symbolism to our relationships bc it was a disease of the blood. originally referred to due to blood clots and all those issues with main organs. and we too so the same. we can select an entire thing and destroy it. either it be forrest or a thought process such as freedom fighters. or banning bob ross. perhaps this is how it ends. therefore we must not fear death and reconcile lose ends. when one of us dies this way. then the rest of us become waking dead. in society bc we all know our days are then numbered if this is easy to do. and it’d easy to do. to hate one another. than get beyond such easiness of impulse to notice the real work ahead of us. which does not admit to shortcuts. or cheats either. there’s potential to trick ourselves. or each other. but not the universe. the universe will know what’s in our hearts and minds. it knows what we do at all times too even tho we may think there is appearance of an isolated cause. and it sends us exactly what we need. perhaps u too. the reader. wonder why it takes so long. u may say. if the universe knows. the why hasn’t it answered the cries of the people. which is a very valid argument. i don’t know. we must continue to have hope if we want to win however. that’s where i’ll end this session.
most want the good and leave the bad
when it comes to each other. it’s like ur at the produce market and selecting the best fruit. even then it’s hard to determine if u made the other choice. that is if u see people as fruit. long after the decision is done. the issue lies not in thinking that we don’t wish to accept the negatives as part of nature. but that we are highly selective. perhaps bc we are prevented from utilizing this natural wiring on other conditions than just near sighted inter relationships. bc at every avenue. we mostly don’t even get to choose who to work with and what sort of entanglements we may get into. let alone having the option to utilize this skill on life waving tips. such as how to survive systemic blind spots. or survive the events of life that may challenge ur senses. ur person. vitality. ur security and truth. maybe it’s ur sanity that’s on the line. u may never know anyone’s breaking point. and there are far too many contributory factors that get inthe way to such clarity. the world is shrouded for one. can we tell what’s real without delegating inside ? of this or that scepticism. tell me now how many inner taps u got going on? all of this takes up energy. and here we may discover that we can beget more of it. while learning skills to efficiency. though we are still unable to crystallize our findings due to systemic implications. which lead us to only. parsing thru. excessively too. our interpersonal relationships. with other stuck individuals who are also struggling with the very same natural implication for simply existing on this industrial planet. and we can’t. take the good and leave the bad. against our will. depending on which spectrum we may fall in to. our experiences would be quite standard. and hardly any breakthrough because the system. unlike hiding us responsible for being perfect. itself does not account for its own imperfections. in fact it would self correct while u sleep. and then u may wake urself. stumbling among a whole new paradigm. where everyone is in the know but u. ur the last to find out about the whole thing.
and ofc. here. we have to take the good and leave the bad. and in a wrong way so what we end up doing is denying our wrong. and thus implicating our way of evolving past our conundrum via utility of wonder or curiosity into which such interactions would take place. we have a perfect chance to understand ourselves better. but because we are adamant about the good stuff. meaning that in the presence of a uncomfortable occurrence we wanna bury it. assuming that just bc the nature of a given occurrence is negative. since not all negativities are created equal and therefore must be approached individually. and then be taken as whole. depending on which such studies might be grouped under. i would say u can take a group of poverty stricken folk and while keeping their identities private. study their experience thru systems. their interactions. what do we base our acknowledgment on understanding of such also is part of it since we too are human we are establishing basis upon another with great care. because we have. the power to make or break their way. or implicate it. or make it better. it’s this. good and bad that comes in to play. and our excuse then would be summed up to karma. or that we must continue to assert our position even though as u can see. we may be running out of room. this refers to having fewer options for choice for action. and willing of own willpower. sometimes. the simulation of focus into one area repeatedly is good. because it allows us the firm connections. in a way. conditionings work this same way. or habituations. or habits. to change. to break old habit first is the struggle or the cumulative of focus. into one place. even though u may not. feel like it or may feel distracted. out of focus. urself.
like that of a bat when it cries bc it is not getting what it wants. or it’s in pain. the same. it can’t communicate to u or anyone. i am sure it probably does not know what’s going on. just that there’s presence of discomfort. and they feel this personally bc it’s attribute to body. in such cases of pain. experienced. and then ofc. we are troubled. bc we do not understand . we have fewer options to remedy them. the good and bad is often misunderstood because we panic. in the face of suffering. no matter how personal or impersonal it maybe. this is very difficult for especially those with strong disturbances thru out their time of growing. we all carry this. and in attempt to leave the bad we cut our parts off. we delianete them. and like lost forgotten children. they call for us. but we may mistake this calling for nuisance. because we have decidedly cut off our parts bc we associated them all. cumulatively speaking. as bad. they begin to haunt us like phantom limbs. they don’t stop. around the clock too bc wheels of fortune never stops. and here the referent is that just bc our eyes are closed at night does not mean everything. stops and waits for us before we open them again. but we often make mistakes. ofc. the environment is not healthy after all and we cannot clearly see we cut off our parts and are now animated in a phantom like essence. running on ghosts from our past. in a way running from ourselves is futile. it’s like quicksand. the more we try the worst it gets. and the more we deny. the more it persists. insists. the more we ignore. the louder it gets. and the more we destroy. it comes back in another form.
but the determination into what even makes bad is the paradox. it’s very difficult bc we have determined at the gates that it’s bad. then we are going to see thru this filter. then how can we approach the bad. first we may identify smth as unwholesome. or smth that points to a cause. maybe it’s a side effect. or a conditioning. bc one’s who are strongly conditioned need initiation to break out of it. often times they will have green house effect of things that try to get their attention naturally and often mistake it to smth else bc of it like inter relationships. they may quarrel a lot. bc of this souls restlessness. we may try to see it as it is. rather than label us as bad. then we can get past the door and walk down the hallway into which we can then study the surroundings. and here we can determine origin of each objective . and then their interactions. such as table to a lamp. we know that lamp is different than table. but they both also complement and support one another. the part about calm. much like an ambiance is key here. so that we can see clear. even in the presence of bad occurrences bc one would work on our unmitigated emotions. where’s the other would have to hold one’s emotions much like a feather. at the tip of ur finger. with great care since there could be potential for hazard or destructiveness. in the event of heightened. lot. there is long-standing feet passion towards justice. though also in that we can see the misuse of good and bad. perhaps even more so. systemically preferentially based on by the developments. of every which way. but we don’t work to solve these either bc they too demand from us the ability meet the challenges with great care. requires humility in occasions of distrust. would have to be cautious and not covetous. there’s a difference. a person who has not met themselves within may have harder time making connection with urs. and sometimes it’s purely intentional
where such bad is not only recognized it it’s customary a practice but only in disguise. then how can we summarize such intention. what good use is it to do others harm and think of it not harm u in some way ? then there must be smth more perhaps ? business as usual is only for those in the middling grounds since usually the orders are given from the top down. and on the hours in which such decisions are made are of no accident. for the e are the operators of life. in life as we propel ourselves which require independent thought and personal conduct. we make decision. we don’t just go with the flow. things don’t happen in a flux. they are facilitated. and then mediated. such as consulted and even deliberately decided. stages. steps and the instructions to follow. maybe u can have a good team of people who will listen at will and follow. even against their fellow men. i would assure u though this will not make the soul at peace. we may cut off our memories too which can cause us long term issues in the mind. leads to dementia. the more we reject our truth in being. not always. the presence of illness does not always mean that u are being punished. but ur brain is that much powerful that the embodiment of lies has strong side effects. to those heights. u can develop cancers when u act like a cancer to society for example. but this doesn’t mean everyone who goes thru it experiences the same. poison and toxins in food water sources would hav to be ruled out. and also toxic relationships and environments with it. in general. the good with the bad requires from us a more expanded consciousness and a open kind gentle big heart. which reconciles our differences org ourselves too among each others difficulties.
it so happens that the truths are revealed to us daily
though we may not know right from wrong bc of simply by over generalizations and assumptions that may go along the way. it’d customary to blend in and act like others. we look to what is accustomed generally by the public. when there is peace. it begets more. in the absence of which may cause us a severe challenges in our person. or bc we don’t know any better. but bc that’s what it means when environment. and grounds is fertile for such manifestation. but then we may say. what about the human kind. of human nature and what each personal agency might mean here ? can a person hold the same cultivation within? perhaps that’s why there’s willingness to err and keep going. since ur inner grounds is build on faulty notion. or perhaps. the cultivation of a persons environment is simply too subtle. to pick up on the signs of what maybe wrong. wrong in the sense that it comes with strong side effects. then. how much of that is depended on one’s personal agency in terms of personal responsibility ? we think along the lines of ethics and morals often bc we would like to adhere to common knowledge. this may seem like mimicry but in reality it is the effort spent to continuity of smth that’s which u might enjoy. such as social peace and the security that comes from that. in the absence of such conditions. things usually go bad. there’s more potential for instability and unpredictable behaviour for example. which may with or without notice. cause us. inner constrictions. since our natural senses will then end up getting to inner work of having to be alert all the time in order to detect external danger and be ready at all times. this energy is taken from the excess in which one monger have spent on basking outdoors and connecting with everyone. a sign that one must continue to be alert is a sign of self survival. during heightened times. we do this without much knowing. it’s our intuition at work but ofc there are limits. psychical limits are apparent ones. including daily energy expenditure of being finite. therefore we must not waste our precious energy and time on frivolousness. but be efficient foremost in ourselves.
our interactions with each other often must have to accompany reason as well as motivation. the intentions that are usually carried out are coming from a place of self efficiency where by which one must not make frivolous contacts with others simply to fill space and time with. perhaps. one may be using others as a. crutch. for personal inability to sit quietly in one’s own corners and utilize one’s unique circumstances to one’s might. it’s easy to get deterred by the facade of the now in its immediacy. and bc it’s all too now. and usually we try to get away from habit. or that which we may forget the way that led us here. the once upon a which we might have wished for some things . and now we grew too comfortable. often happens and without a doubt we may juxtapose of a incoming message too. since we may have those inner contradictions in that which we say and do. these are small matters when i think about it. bc there is nobody looking over ur shoulder and analyzing every word u might think. or utter. and even may conspire. who knows. u might be receiving signals n mistake that for ur own. at any rate. there is no watcher for the watcher but u. and ur left to ur own personal devices. not some external guidance. although there is synchronicity there. between u and ur environment. it’s not the tell all. it can try to define ur worth. ur value . but it could very well be orchestrated too. when u begin to really ask urself. aside from knowing ur truth. why the distinction. a narrow but straight path appears before u. u no longer wish to be misunderstood as a people pleaser. but u do give meaning to all that u do bc u wish to live with meaning and depth in ur life. u may see that this is often misunderstood perhaps bc this is a volatile world. we tend to have to get tough just to survive. everyone knows this toughness. we teach our kids to be tough than change the words n make it self softer. or benevolent where seeds may grow according to their unique like. not mulched down occasionally bc so and so got bored.
though we may generally mean well we all have also breaking points as well. which means that a volatile world is not good for anyone. no matter which way one may lakota it. make exclusions. exceptions. whatnot. we all suffer. we have all incurred some serious losses at least once in. our lives. and there’s no comparison either bc it’s all human experience. for suffering is suffering and nobody likes injustices. bc it eats up our lives. there’s far too much reminders. on how wasteful we all are. or part of such. given this is all hand me downs. from our ancestors. given that we were not there. given that we relied on our cognitive functions and executive power. much like gossip. we understand whatever and then based on any form of assumption. we carried it on anyway. today we see it’d effects multiply. and we may mistake that for historical correlation. or begin to realize that we also make history along the way. contribution. additions can make things distorted too. bc we may switch back and forth from arrival at a conclusion. to curiosity for more and back again to re establish conclusion before u reach the next. often times these are signs that patience is running low and that means. there is greater potential for error. and it’s someone else’s error not urs. perhaps this is the intention or motivation for starting up something among our mindsets. since the fullness may make us feel rather in a doozie. and we would like that jolt of energy awakening our senses. though some times we have a really abject way of getting at it. which coats our eyes with the karma of the now. since all that happens on our cosmic watch. before we can continue on the revelation of the prior before we got here. here. we see the resourcefulness of human kind that comes standard being here also the human kind getting in its way of accessing its own information to save itself in a better day. that’s the cosmic joke perhaps. as taking ourselves lightly especially during heightened times is good practice for any soul going thru hardship. but not mocking the dead ofc. since there are very few things worse than it. the focus could go on to making sure we don’t disrespect the dead assuming we are doing the right thing with absolute certainty.
our circumstances may ask from us. to adjust our sails. our lives. according to what we may be confronted with. which may require from us the continuity of our fruitfulness to never to deter from the path of self righteousness. the enlightened mind cannot be turned off once it has arrived. it’s already there. from there we work on our collaborative effort. and much like enlightenment. we light the way. so those who approach us will think twice before they bring intention. if u wish to keep ur intention hidden. then stay away. and work on the intention and it’s necessary purification. when we think along the lines of personal responsibility we often look to our intentions for they may give us insight we may miss during heightened times. a mistake usually occurs when we didn’t intent for smth as the results produce. however series of mistakes makes a clear failure. and must be noted for open discussion so that we come to clarity in terms of what this may signal in our minds. and our thought processes. the same since we are still figuring out strong correlations. we often get too strong a mindset. and this may leave out matters of the heart. disconnected. and impacting the soul contract we have upon coming here as nobody is born evil and impure. those are instilled later on. and we may deny this until the natural progression eventually does it’s rounds. and its ration of information as well as continuity of the essential for the human soul progression would continue to remain be untouched by man kind. from hijacking’s it. manipulating it or destroy.
there is all these people.
who hunt for fun and kill for skill. they don’t care. either. that what a before them is simply someone else. or that it matters that they are here. either way u look at it. the world is not as safe as it wants to project itself as. there are strong caveats. everywhere u look. the idea that u can’t be in the streets past some hour gives u the volatility here. that at any given time anything can go severely wrong. but that’s if that’s all u think about. for me. i think about ice things. fluffy things. things that make me feel soft and fuzzy inside. this warmth is akin to self love. which is never deterred no matter how difficult life may get. but i do get scared about the world a lot. since there’s that element of uncertainty . ah stop. see. there is difference between uncertainty and downright volatility though. can u tell the two apart ? one of them is natural. it’s by proxy of being here. in the natural sense that ur born. u learn as u grow. it seems learning doesn’t end. just in chapters. or. u have checkpoints. or milestones. tiny collection of accomplishments. which is what makes our lives enjoyable. it’d a direct experience. otherwise. but ofc. nowadays. this volatile has taken us over. compelled us to such heights that we can’t move. whatever. i mean. eventually something must give , but this isn’t good line of thinking either. u can’t just. go with the flow. when there’s all this scheming. u wouldn’t dare trust anyone. unless u have built some type of basis. establishment of which takes a rather neural path concomitant with ur heart strings. which can’t be faked. but we are always at the intro stage. as we can see. the depth of our true relationships. perhaps bc we are also very tired. life is this constant movement. and that’s amidst the volatility and the uncertainty that comes with these grounds.
in a way. we are constantly being conditioned that bad things are not only part of life but they are the most dominant for most cases. i would suggest to take it easy. for one aspect. what we don’t want to mistake change as change into smth else other than urself. it often happens because we are curious. we may slip in thru the cracks of reality at its seismic points. where string oppositions have long been in constant. although the picture changes. all the underlying currents pull and push. the world. in its own memory bank does go into remission before it can propel forwards. perhaps. it too feels the cosmic loneliness at times. so that it is said ti speak to nature as u would urself. and vica versa. but then again, we could look to each other. and see that even human beings feel at times the greet disconnection from their true nature. that periods we are losing the language and the ways. that’s the volatility aspect anyway. i very day u hear something else terrible that happened. it’s horrendous none does not need to see proof to determine such. for imagination can suffice. to safe one’s senses. but this volatility is referred to as great change. or the instability to tell the future. even systemically even though systems are to be propelled only. that they don’t go about their business on their own. they must intersect. for that interaction. to happen the grounds has to be fertile. and it’s in that grounds that all intersections tend to take place. now there are opposing forces. much like magnet. on right side connected. or wrong side. where they repels each other. which means that there is a correct way to do things. though it’s in that oscillation that we may find at times. we may contradict ourselves. and then unable to admit our original error. contradict our contradiction by trying to refute or project it to someone else.
i for one like to go outside and enjoy the elements of the world. that’s not volatile at all even though storms do come and go at times. u get. hails and extreme weather cortisone that can show u to perhaps develop a degree of concern even for mother nature. ah is she gonna kill me today ? no? maybe another day. ok. and u sort of live with that uncertainty. the same goes for our health and bodies. it’s a roll of the dice really. we maybe fine until we are not. life is not guarantee. old age is not afforded to many let alone good quality of life and even the determination as to what is quality life differs from person to person. these life changes are all part of all human beings. no matter our background. dispositions may give some clarity as to such interactions. perhaps systemically. to reveal the thought process. that was put into its manufacturing. but at the same time. to put into mind the entire process of the thoughts itself. since we are awareness in motion. there will be natural element of uncertainty in mix of everything. with the exception that some certainties are established. like how fire wind water etc are the four elements and u cannot refute it. it’s what it is. or that we have sun and the moon and this is planet earth. u can’t refute ur hands either. or ur eyes. u can deny access to them if u wish but that’s about it. they will still be there whether u wish to acknowledge them or not. and here. we are interesting that we are capable of sleeping and having our consciousness go to places. that should excite anyone who may think reality can be too cut n dry sometime s especially when we are habitual. and in the systemic side of things. mechanically habitual which expedites production. at the cost of quality of ur time. which in system way since it’s not able to measure natural. tends to end up being either too high in sound or too low in frequency. so it’s never the right adjustment bc it’s not sentient. systems run by people but because human nature hasn’t been defined as wealthy we don’t know if studying further this portion may benefit us in anyway. not until at least we clarify that all life matters foremost. and to place emphasis of its guardianship.
because we are human we are easy to be misunderstood. and that means we also have or may have tendency to misunderstand. surely. because the volatility may compel us. it’s this lack of trust that gets us in a muck. but not a one sided one way type ordeal. those cannot be maintained for long bc there are natural volatile at play that guards us. it’s just not like another person. who would guard us. as immediate so there is still dangers of practice here which requires the immediacy of attention to learn and to adhere to new ways of conduct. on common grounds at least. though each person would handle their own lot rather differently. i would think perhaps we hardly ever grow. or that the body grows much faster the the mind. or maybe this is more of an attribute to heart. since we are kept away from things. big thjngs at that. such as with the worldly views but in our third eyes we may and can see. such natures that come with the conduct of the elements of human nature for it too can’t determine what itself is. so that it must constantly go by if ur this then i’m that and in ur the this so i must be that. to make sense of things as opposed to allowing one to detect perhaps one is anxious. in the presence of unknown this maybe customary. just to recognize this gives one allowance on the freedom to express self which naturally regulates itself the more self giving. thus compassionate. here we learn to extend this compassion without attachment to others.
it is said that we can’t save everyone. let alone neither nature. though we are revealed. the willingness to see. into which causes much peril in ay way or delivery that might give us the pause. on life’s entailing. since the unknown both with volatility slows down production. not because u have fallen back too sleep. ur bit distracted either. ur not sick. there’s energy. it goes so where. it’d said. in the spiritual pursuits. one must follow the energy to understand the source of a problem or a signal or whatever it is that gets ur attention. though our thought processes work in the same way. much like road signs. then there is the memory bank. more like a minefield if one hasn’t done ones own work. we tend to relate with others n then mistake their person for accidental self discovery all of a sudden bc of their sudden associations or that we might have had developed taste for smth. but. in this essence. the reality is the comprehensive understanding of others. not become like them. the understanding allows us to self reflect. not adopt to set of behaviours. it may seem like it at first. but what we are doing is having motions. in the me ration of a objective to reach a comprehensive understanding of its likeness. it’s via this relativity that we arrive at truths. so our truths may represent them from a detached purview of objectivity. that is effortless as opposites how people tend to calculate in their minds. tit for tat. this versus that. he did this then he must be falling into this category. she said that that must be she has these strong characters. much like horoscopes but we take this more seriously when we insist on seeing each other in a falsified light. which adds to the volatility by leading us to the river. then the uncertainty may get us thirsty enough to drink. not knowing there’s poison in the water.
systemic constrictions can be binding
when we get caught in the entails of life without knowing it’s truth or meaning. what do we do in the process of our lives ? how do we make sense if our reality or even in our selves. as to why we are here and what we mean to do at all when we aren’t even afforded the chance just bc of a basic association to smth or other. it’s interesting when u think about it. because we do all seek the same at the end of it all. some sort of soul searching. and some sort of peace and tranquility is sought among it all. though the many ways may differ, it’s in the act of choice. given by the truth of measure of what’s really in our hearts and our willingness to break all barriers we might have previously put in the middle of the way. in the end. we get in our own way. with such constrictions. we may think there has to be an enemy so we feel safe. maybe we have this whole thing wrong about life and reality. we think such animosities are customary. yet we are also pushing for more civility. we like dressing up and taking care of ourselves. having a sort of self image can be good for building up self rapport. but ofc. it is always complementary to what is contained within and embodied at all times. we may not notice how we may even internalize a lot of what goes on out there. as if. there’s all these levels to human nature. but not directed by nature since there’s a lot of complex systematics along the making of it. which points to some type of human ability that only works to reflect such development of relationships and their results within different societies. this could be used for solutions. instead of continuing with old ways of seeing the world. as if. a given objective cannot be changed. but things do change . meanwhile . we speak.
we may feel optimistic at first. perhaps in our origin of not knowing. plus the constructions on the worldly front reflects the way we behave. even in the face of plethora of information we are not in the position of full decision. or some type of ignition to start up a new conversation. sometimes we may refer to this as comfortable silences shared. on the global front where bigger silences are shared we still might wanna keep rapport of any type of developments along the way for the component what may happen next. even in the act of not having decided yet. as things progressively develop. for this pertains to certain things take too long to move. or change. for this refers to reflecting what sort of changes we can apply at all times. we aren’t however afforded the process of choice for everyone. which also means that our planet is not people ruled just yet. when we say rule however people tend to get a bit uncomfortable. bc perhaps it has strong negative connections from with the past. though a new way to see the word would mean to really take full responsibility. so when u pair the word rule with responsibility. it becomes. a game changer. since many wanna rule but nobody wants to be responsible.
it’s not the presence of an obstacle that’s the issue but the way we utilize this. perhaps not in the way that one might be subjected to it rather. those around one who propel and make possible the occurring. that’s where the interest lies since in this world there is no equality. not in the way nature has intended it. hence we may notice that there might be some period of discomfort before we reach a equilibrium that is beneficial for all beings on earth. such balance could reflect the material as well. perhaps human kind may notice the more it has faith in each other. the more effortless it becomes to exist. therein we find or rediscover joy bc when all negativities are removed. our true sense of being is own that’s effortless joy and continual equanimity. u might still be confronted with various types of discomfort thru out the day but would respond aptly bc u notice the duality in play at all times and like a dual bc ur correspondence to ur reality is fully known and realized at all times. along with ur inner progressions. cuts and breaks only happen due to external constrictions most likely systemic ones. for the present the propel motion in a unanimous way. we aren’t exactly separate. ur may appear that way. there seems to be a degree of movable options. but it’s not in the sense we can change to a point of say. augmenting materials reality such as growing horns for instance. or removing our toes with simply repetitive incessant thoughts. with precision focus. it’s simply not gonna happen. there seems to be a lot of other ways o discover our minds categorically. so cutting corners and skipping steps don’t seem to be likely. since the cuts in reality gives us that stop and go thru out our lives. it is perhaps thru there that we may find a sort of a unique rhythm that is parallel to the universal flow. but for now. it seems that we as human beings are born. we inhabit this material reality. there are many clues and attributes about some type of puzzle to solve. and not choose the easy way all the time such as annihilation of the enemy to resolve conflict. that’s unheard of ! hasn’t solved anything either. doesn’t seem to change anytime soon either.
though in our many processes we may assume there is the other. this is only a strong reflection of where we run out of all options we too recede backwards or backtrack in our evolutionary steps. it’s sort of a necessity to jolt us out of our cosmic slumber if we ever were to get stuck in a cosmic comfort zone. and maybe in studying the global history and its many interactions we may notice areas of such. where there were less complications and more bounties. for everyone. but now we are confronted with the rigidity of what they have produced as a result of our lack of oversight or perhaps we didn’t think we would ever be confronted with such or if it ever were to get to that point. it would always have to be someone else and not me or u. or once it happens then. nature will handle it but do we even know what that means. mother nature can be very cruel indeed in order for that level of kindness if it ever has to come to that. extinctions happen for good reasons sometimes but that shouldn’t conclude our end. we have worked so hard. have had past sacrifices. everyone.
in our lives there’s the art of letting go. we experience this in so many ways. many of them are frivolous however and can be corrected by simply changing the systems around. it may seem like arduous task to change infastructure or use ur hands to build new things. but then this may prevent much tough conditions from arising later on. for example. we may assume that it is us who must comfort it material. this may seem like it when we are born. maybe because we cannot reconcile our lives our reasons and purpose. it maybe discovered later on by which time we may hit the brick wall proverbial that is for everything at the end of the day equates to some type of philosophy that we must adhere to stay loyal to bc it protects us and continue on its momentum thru out our lives. which may silently contribute to the whole for such things of the heart can never be stifled. even in the presence of strong material reality. and it’s this gravitational pull that may challenge us with that. backwards motion to jolt us out of our slumber. but only for how long ? among all our thought processes we may notice our moral obligation to the world. we may have previously been convinced of having to be thought of too small. or inconsequential. but this does not mean be bombastic. and pompous in our notions of such. or our understanding of what such personal power even means. perhaps it means not letting others abuse us. but then again. currently we are confronted with so many of humanities conditions that have left strong imprints. many of which have strong historical connections. that may require some type of mediation. a common peace. so that we can rectify the disturbances of the past. however they may haunt us. bc these do materialize in some way. in the presence of a problem is potential for a good solution that we can all learn from and then reflect its changes so that we are continuation towards our progression as human kind. or else we are somewhat missing the lesson and thereby failing it. which means a nearby extinction.
one can not build anything meaningful
worthwhile and positive out of a negative mindset. why this matters is quite clear. when one is in a negative thoight proces s then it’s hard for one to neither develop currency of project let alone figure out where they are headed. part of negativity almost always comes from the past. but now we have some other issues to consider such as mind games. that’s external conditions that augment our beliefs and thought processes. lies can make us worry and feel distrust. which can lead to paranoia for example. and then there is toxins in our food and water supply which can also contribute. environment wise. to production of negative thoughts. bc perhaps ur feeling like ur slowly dying ur don’t know where u anxiety is coming from bc it’s smth that can easily be fixed by simply removing the toxin. but we may not notice these. if we do not put it among the rest of our thought process in determining trust ability of a given thing. that means we can at the very least have a choice. choices allow us to take better care in self and responsibilities. for they apply to the mindset that allow for such creation. a negative mind may not being positive results. if we know this then we should today all the more promote positive mindset and also tackle systemic and human relationship aspects of it such as correct reporting. listening to every individual on their experiences so they receive individual help. doing the same with the world at large bc as we can see it today. issues are only al escalating. things haven’t gone better lately. they seem to be going worse. so there are some issues we must need to recognize so that we can become a bit more aware. of the available choices we all may have to countering it in some way with what we have. it can be prayer. a way to see things for what they are. simply correcting our language. or swing the world differently so it has a chance for change for better.
we may not be held entirely responsive when we look at things from a comprehensive way. because things are that much inter relationship and intricate. but there is a chance for simplifying them. bc it’s this complications that cause us to think in a sexual way. or more isolated where we must protect our family to our turf at the cost of others well being. then we are reducing our decisions to the pov of a child and from the purview of such. we may think of excluding others children so ours is alright. now we may not think of this as part of the overall solution project when we look at the world. or we could say. this is byproduct of smth we may not understand. some may say. well perhaps people are born and then they die. excuse they must have done smth bad in their past life. and this could be an attribute to their past. where they are suffering now the consequences. but we do not know this is only a speculation. and also. nowadays. bc our numbers are increasing. we have reached well last eight billion at a time of pandemic and wars. so u can see it’s also accelerated which may mean. new souls. if our theory that people suffer bc of their karma is true. then by now it should have absolved us of all our karma. the numbers here no longer are relevant to the theory that once compelled us. and allowed us to look away. now it’s comity to our turf and affecting all lives not to mention all the ugly truths that are surfacing. we are realizing perhaps the bad is not in what we have done but what we do. but this can be read both ways. one is general. standard. which can be difficult from the purview of the newcomers to place its truth and meaning relevant to traction made so far which brings us to this place in time for such discussions. the more comprehensive purview wouod require a depth of view of its contextual matter. which allows us to dig a little bit deeper. now when we hear the words. dig deeper in a given context or situation. which is simply a better more comprehensive research into smth we may think expanse. which is true bc this may require more information but the opposite is also true as we magnify a situation and then slice up its parts. so that we get a better understanding bc the nearer u get to an objective u realize ur vision flip flops before u can finally see things clear and then determine it’s parts.
in a way we are going with the flow but also not really. we are also seeing thinking and allowing the next possible moves to appear in our collective and individual purview if not. then this should be. which allows us to be a little bit more present with. this moment as well as within it which refers to our surroundings. as we expand beyond ourselves to recognize what’s going on around then we may begin to get curious about their true relationship between different objectives and their many purposes. we would realize how a lot of things can be repetitive and mechanical. such as the gears of the systems that work everyday. for some scheduling. and some deadlines too. and we allow the information to contribute to our decision making process. so there is things that’s random. for things that may happen are often usually very small bc there’s great oversight. licensing. checking up and round the clock maintenance. of objectives. bc we also know . that when we don’t take care of things in time that they produce more expensive end results. such as when we don’t take care of our teeth or car for example. we may see or feel the signs and completely ignore or put it off. human behaviour is often nourished by its surroundings. there’s ofc the home grounds. for each home is different. some are like different nations even. there’s our first clue as to how we can tbh n beyond our lot. then we begin to make connections with reality. such as how things work and people correlate these meanings. how much time we even are afforded to up keep the continuity of development of such as in our minds then how can we make profess that things can change for better by simply working hard. for that , the minds may not wonder since the common meridian for certain objectives aren’t exactly representing the meridian. but that’s spirituality put into gear for we correlate small matters done with care to produce worldwide results. but then the materiale don’t work that way. some one has to organize. others have ration. yet others have to the brainwork. to determine which is what. then u get ur inter relationists who will do the footwork of going abroad. and then ur making right deals with each other. on common concerns. people organize and communicate matters of great detail that are important. and on the basis of common grounds. then we also notice that there’s greet animosities with greet reactions also made. and correlate with all things human nature which can also be added to the analyzation on the nature of common man concomitant to the actual reflection of the meridians quality.
since materiale does not lift itself up. on its own accord. no matter how much we speak virtue to things they won’t automatically upgrade there will have to be careful planning and putting things into organization for things to work out efficiently and safely. and all of that is a reflection of the quality of our thought process. which is why we can’t build good things with a negative mindset. just our thoughts do come from not just ourselves but also in our food and our environment . those accustomed normalities and modalities the same. can both teach us and hinder us. but then we also do notice that where we can’t make happen what’s evolutionary necessary. in all these houses. both at mind. at heart. or intrinsically . in our minds. for human kind and soul do posses some type of power. why else would we make scarification offerings ? all from the process of the mind that cannot put into dialect the truth about what is the necessity of letting go. all of that comes from the ability to use the correct thought process into communicating with others. which lead to more comprehensive package for resolutions. or solitons to our common problems. where we are at conflict right now is a great missed opportunity for bringing together our own unique viewpoint or finding. for each of us do have some level or degree of experience that can contribute to the world but becomes partial in the face of those material reality having all kinds of constrictions and all. in a way it’s easy to say we keep on giving us to ourselves all kinds of green house effect where our system framework ends up running on overdrive and over heat. such a a sour cumulative anger projects which fall under trickery lying deceit. warfare famine. slave labour. covetious ness. toxins in almost everything. with some in excess. where people are half alive half dead. and the reality of amny other conditions the same. why terrorism exists. greenhouse. why some country’s love wars. greenhouse. why others do more professional damage to others. greenhouse. it’s all cumulative various degrees of greenhouse effect out of human in behaviour. there’s lack of advances in places that’s necessary. and after some time of having tried. bc nature is resilient. and human nature is resilient too. with some artificial resiliency at that. the greenhouse effect takes place. people begin to fight each other when their common goal doesn’t produce results. policies back fire. an idea that was good no longer is good even though it was only a beginning of a good start. but the policy was haphazardly overgrown with individuals being severely misled and now as a means to reprimand or change. for the effects of now will set the pace for what’s next. irregardless to the acknowledgment of a given past. i’d all bc we all want the same thing. at the end of the day. we want to eradicate anything that discomforts us. and go nearer to what comforts us. but we may say one more at times and that’s the issue. with in our minds.
it’s hard to tell sometimes when we feel bad where it’s coming from
is it smth that’s wrong with us or our situation. why can’t we find bliss and personal peace in the middle of it as we hear about it in thru virtuous speak. to remain calm under intense pressure and to have and good patience in course thur out our lives is the motto. but it’s very difficult to implement than say it in words or even envision in theory how the steps would go. we are unity beings. which means that we are all part of the same resources th at sustain us. which is the theme of this planet anyway. the ability to learn and to share. with each other. which also comes with other lessons such as learn to love irregardless to differences and the art of speaking out for it purifies our intentions. sometimes the words work to keep the honest honest. and direct direct. and open open and good good. bc then there is no room for foul play. even if the opportunity would present itself. one would keenly and deeply know this is not a way to go. so one must pivot. one’s thoughts before they root and materialize into actions. these wholesome actions produce wholesome karma. which work to ripen according to how u might handle ur own error of judgment. it’s key that we establish a basis on our own thought processes in this regard for this complements the all hands on deck theory. which is where it begins. for a good worldwide change that’s gonna feed our souls. with much better mutual conduct. as it’s possible . in recent years we become more and more clear in seeing occasionally where the silver lining has shown us. the nature in which. such good things do to human beings in general. that would be a shared objective also. bc we may not known fly secularism the idea. thinking this is part of survival. in crises for instance we too secularism our trust process. which may cause us to feel a bit paranoid about our worry rather than be paranoid entirely. because something unnatural took place. in place of our natures flow of theories then we begin to take notice of smth we couldn’t translate. such in the case when someone is hurting the same. u do not know the source of the pain. but u may form a theory by initially what seems.
now here it’s worth mentioning that our human nature comes with infinite source of mystery which means that we may translate this as hope where it hurts. and faith where it’s missing. so that we can retire some type of balance that is natural to our senses. the natural sense of human nature always dominates the artificial. no matter how much we make a wrong turn we can turn things around. only that in some cases there is points of no return or that the return can be transcended with a degree of loss. which may be reimbursed intrinsically in case of unnatural development. usually we have the gifts in forms of theories but it’s hard to determine if a particular theory can change the world. for better maybe. but here the term betterment can mean different things from person to person and given by circumstance. perhaps we are lucky and we can think at a greater value for human kind in terms of how many people we consider in our personal admission or prayer. or we could use our wish to harm others. there is difference between such goals. which even by reading we pick up on its vibes. one makes us feel warm. light. happy. and we feel we are climbing a spiritual ladder. that just feels better. or satisfactory to all our senses whereas the other felt dense all of a sudden and it was all in fewer words. and it’s via these distinctions that we continue form our thought. reel. which we selectively pick and chose direction of each thought as it comes. and each thought as it goes. much like our breath and how we tend to naturally. ever be or hour thinking. relate with our surroundings as well as communicate with it. to determine it’s feelings. i believe since feelings can be very subtle. they can develop over a long period of time. hence we must choose careful the objectives that may appear to us and appeal to us for what relativity that is concomitant for us to even work or open up to it since not all arrival of a thought is benevolent. again. pointing to the negative feeling dense statements already cause us reflection in our material body which already displays such inject which we may notice. and form a connection to a past occurrence since we all initially err as the journey of the fools may go around here without proper guidance into which our true human nature developed in such instances and without bias at that. we don’t even have the infa. for proper study of it yet.
so here. we also run the risk of. self fulfilling prophecy. which can be taken either way. much like pseudo pill working it’s magic non magic. cos it’s all in the mind. with that. one can work one’s mind to heal or harm. self or others. but there’s mystery in the unfoldment of that too even though we can theorize and strategize. which means that unless we are really moulding the world whole. shaking it to the labyrinth we want it to with tangible walls and corridors and maybe a town too. it would be difficult to tell too much beyond our own nose in determining outcomes concerning others in. joint relationships. but we can run. multiple theories. for potential outcomes. multiples of them. may mean that the trajectory would still hold same if not similar intrinsic value whatever the expected outcome is. especially when it’s intent. on negativity. but the fools journey is protective. somehow his stupidity protects him for a while. then again. the truths must be found and say. maybe a fool may have a choice as to how faith works. in one’s life. u may think this is my life’s purpose. it is simply ur part of reality it only seems remarkable bc it has long been suppressed. and with the type of intent for a particular end result. as a rule of thumb. one can determine the wish by its density. whether if it can even be fulfilled at merge as the universe determines. so naturally if the wish is not for the benefit of human kind it has less likelihood for continuity or materializations long term at least. although since issues tend to multiply among our lives. we see variations of its multiplication in smaller quantities. or say. it’s more personified today. which means the more we allow. the more we run the risk of a much larger contamination eventually. naturally we may feel in our feelings that something is wrong but we may think this is a part of our personal struggle as opposed to a imposed struggle that’s external to us that which we may jot notice bc it may deliver itself as subtle. a juxtapose of emotions can be referred to as the room full of mirrors where we. each of us is the mirror and then the light shines among us. illuminating our thought process but then when the mind is polluted it’s very difficult to see because the light ends up becoming limited to enter thru as it would naturally. which is what injects the viewpoints. and that also affects our emotions bc we detect smth is wrong. but we have already assumed it’s bc of our situation.
when we detect origin of each objective then we begin the actual work of healing bc fro there we organize and simplify our operations . since it’s the beefy expenditure over long period of time of having been exhausted that causes illnesses. of the mind and our emotions the same as we are or maybe too attached. also because we are prevented from moving on from its resolve since it’s not accessible or. that we must continue to be forced to dwell. with very little change. in such simplification where energy will be needed for healing. then the priority will be toward healing so that we know where each thought is coming from from there our natural sense may allow us to determine our body language. what is our bodies trying to communicate to us. for much like water having and hiding my strong memory. so is our bodies since we are more than 70 percent with it. it’s just a matter of time beofre we tap into this vast infinite source information database as to how to properly utilize our mindsets for healing. both internally and externally. which improves the quality of language we form with the world. and our interactions with everyone which irk to combine to do the same on our common problems bc we tend to misunderstand each other at large in the same way we misunderstand ourselves bc there are too many twists and turns in material world. a lot is uncertain but unlike human nature systems are based on clarity so they must also run on such. since they run by human beings. aka spirits. what we are doing is not filling system with spirit thus but recognizing the working spirit that is already in there and say hi. how are u doing today. and then start to see things eye to eye. bc at the end of the day we are all human. it’d difficult to determine where the feelings come from precisely bc we all have the same passion. at the end of the day we all want what’s best for the greeter good but it’s just very difficult to determine what that greeter good is precisely bc our systems create materiel rigidity in our thoughts. and if our hearts are also challenged bc some of these topics are too sensitive. for they are meaningful. living meaning ful life for instance. or having purpose. or contributing to society smth that is gonna benefit everyone or someone or few. what matters is that we are becoming lighter and truer in being for this heals the environment too. which generates a better grounds for the newcomers. the fools on their journey. since we aren’t the only ones who inhabit the earth either. we mature overtime.
truths may seem chaotic at times
it is because truths can possess within them a nature in which we can’t determine in the effect of its delivery. rather we may be the only depressions of such, a correct reporting which contains a truth with negative basis due to its nature has nothing hint to do with the ones who are arbiters and those who are the experiencer of such. the presence of such truths may seem negative. we usually say. well ur being negative. let it go. but there could be a insistence on the persistence is given truth that doesn’t let go no matter how much u try from ur end for the truth may bring a degree of clarity and relief when viewers at large but unable to do so as we might at times find ourselves in contradiction with truths that okay at large. so there’s a conundrum there where we want to move forward but we chat and i’m going backwards to there is nowhere to go. meanwhile there’s a continuity of a imprint that seems alternative to truths. which may eventually cause negative implications in sending and receiving within the world. and that’s also indeterminable by its strong side effects. there might be a moral rule with truths. then.
truths are also very elusive especially when we play coy with them. we think that if we play nice then truths will just come out on their own but truth is. u can’t fake intention. when we try to trick each other. this same rule applies. for the truths do serve the human interaction which is necessary for improving all conditions. in the world at large as well as on local grounds. for the distinction is hard to make. between who is worthy to share. an individual. or a group of people. for groups are made by individuals too the same. but sacrifice here would require from us to think outside of the box rather since today as opposed to in the past we are endowed with so much more they we fine find gratitude in having. such as technology. we can fly anywhere. talk to anyone. see any information ( with some limitations ofc ) but the point is. the technology is there to do these things. it’s just in our minds that we place arbitrary rules as to how to use them and what to apply them towards. so that is that for what advancements we have. since this is a product of our minds it is usually where we place the priority. but this complete the heart stuff. for the the heart is the condition that places us. enron the difficulty to see what is there to reconcile in our minds in the first place. u shut out the heart and decide solely. is surely going to get u too analytical at some point which exhausts our natural senses.
which in turn complements the wheel toy if our health. for example. when trust is lost. one naturally becomes sceptical. and this may be perceived as paranoia. but in fact it’s just that in place where truer is compromised. one’s natural tendency becomes to over analyze a given objective bc they are feeling insecure. but this insecurity is not lack of self esteem. it’s byproduct of one’s survival ability. which means the at in the presence of given threat. no matter how intrinsic it may be. one may pick up on. those signs which is a here intuitive senses kick in. and it may not make sense at first but this is how own develops immunity against any external attack since we are naturally wired to our survival ability aka our fight or flight status. it survived our civilization and culturing. there are any new idea that i’d geared to work against it to weaken it so that u can make mistakes or be used easy. but this survival instinct is aligned with those divine truths. hence they can’t be reduced. they may be misused i think perhaps along the lines of paranoia. such as excessive authoritative control. we can determine this by it’s impact and end results. usually negative results are borne out of negative conditions and positive with positive.
this was we can also see why narrative control matters for they do attribute to aperitif type of truth telling. or telling without accountability. or accountability on shallow truths for there are to verging degree vast array of such. from relative truths to associative to factual to abstract general to anything in the context to frauds of which involves a collection of truths can make for a good theory. and we have such rapport building which we do see in reality as well as it’s implications and positive qualities. there’s also potential there so we see the silver lining in the awakening of truths. and our relationship with it is going to be thru darkness which refers to ignorance here. where the silver lining would then refer to enlightenment. at the gates. or beginning of a new journey after one’s awakening which takes place after we have reached this absolute level of honestly with self and others. with no harmful intent ofc. bc again there’s are benevolent in truth. thus they need purification for that. aired out and be let out in the sun.
on the flip side. truths do rain down like thunder and rain. not like warfare. but more like wishful gain gain without furthering of pain. personal or otherwise. but there are struggles there in determining how to perceive let alone deliver these truths. for in the interim where trust is compromised. truths are harder to keep up with. as ur worrying of being taken advantage of because u have new there before . this can also be self defeating sometime s people who have harder time to trust will have precisely that . until they begin to their again but once they trust again. great things can happen bc now u also have experience about the part in which such things correlate and develop in tandem. with the strong relationship to create the life u want. so we need to ensure we are reaching some type of mutual understanding. in terms of the nature of that co creation for i would not wanna part of smth that i didn’t personally administer myself bc it was partial information or they it was not smth that i signed up for for my word is my legacy and my intention is my integrity. in the event that a particular agreement is incorrect then it would be apt to refute it. however to better understand the nature in which it happens we still have obligation in connection with their strong side effects. and since this is also a worldwide conundrum.
gratitude
what is it anyway. we always throw it around like confetti because it’s colourful. gratitude. like a rainbow. and then it shines in the light of the blazing sun. or the night of the moon. like fireflies. buzzing about. gratitude. we feel warm in its presence for it confronts our soul. and is an ointment upon our weary hearts. gratitude allows us to feel safe. when we bask in it entirely no matter what is going on in our lives. we could be in a war zone. we could be lost. we could have experienced the worst thing and still gratitude gives us a shelter from the turmoil all this may bring. for it makes the space necessary for us have hope. that silver lining that people talk about. it’s like in the dark of the night u look and see a sliver in the sky. and then u gravitate towards it. the more u get closer the less the darkness is and the more elaborate the picture gets. the light. brings with it many objectives and . each have their own stories. but why is it so elusive sometimes. may we regret the weight ? of the past. whose countless effort has got us to feel anything but , gratitude? is this the price we pay for being in the past? a bit of reckless ? but then does this mean this world is a mist. who cares. errors are made all the time. we make error of judgment. perhaps we don’t know the whole thing about a given smth. there’s so much information to sift thru just to navigate the earth. it’s easy to get lost and find ourselves in a position where momentarily we slip into the black hole, which distorts our vision and takes us to this other place. it’d all made of the same stuff that got us to that gravitational point. but it’s not the absence of gratitude that brings us here.
we often hear. well. be grateful not could be worse. it could be worse. maybe it already is we just don’t know. and by the time we do. it’s too late. we are already here. but. we can have gratitude. that at the very least we are here and not anywhere else. this hypothetical place where people haphazardly die. we die too. but slowly. only that we may die sooner than our biological clock. so is it better or is it worse. it’s hard to judge. plus. disease is not a walk in the park either. is cancer a joke to u? dialysis? maybe a bit of ms in the mix? or u could have hashimoto the same. do u know what out of aligned hormones can do to a persons mind ? or chrons disease. it goes in stages. very difficult disease indeed. and also very serious. ever heard of poo bag? also there are mental implications there as well for all of these i mention plus what the chemical effect with hormones might do to the mind which impact the way we see the world and also conduct ourselves. very big deal indeed. since. all of these combine, as to how much time do u have. and whether any of it will be passed in quality. but u can have gratitude at the very least the same people that tell u this that bombs are not falling on ur head and rippling u into pieces. ur only neurologically falling apart. ur reality may become fragmented. ur thoughts discombobulated. u can be in complete disarray which can also leak into ur emotions. making u angry. lost. it’s not that of a big deal maybe. u can go out there and interact with people like u just crawled out of the toilet. no body will notice. either. at least ur not sinking into ur grace. but soon enough. so it’s hard to tell how to place gratitude into this frame.
there’s definitely something to be said about gratitude that frees us however. it frees us from smth that we have no control over. which is what makes this whole entanglement so it’s it’s opposite livid. there’s something to be learned there as well. u find out about such intricate business coming together in a orchestrated way. so there is definitely potential for coordination and which requires cooperation for a particular task or objective is to be carried out. it’s just a matter of getting n the people to co sign to it. and it’s via a selling point. so u have to be a succinct sales person to sell an idea and in which makes it seem like the idea came from that person instead. now we can have gratitude in the journey of the tool. for his stupidly is what protects him. but it can’t be prolonged. because then the fool becomes actively stupid. choosing actively to turn off curiosity for something well beyond his comfort zone. or maybe there’s corrosion there. the fool is not stupid. for his not knowing is what protects him. this is what it means. and the mistakes that occur along the way are due to external situations where the things we can’t control are coming to us and we instinctively act in ways for the best possible outcome. that’s just the best way to put it. we can then have gratitude for our past for things that had nothing to do with who we are. we weee just responding to smth we didn’t have complete information about.
but we have to also be cautious. there is responsibility in everything. nothing is not accounted for. at all. which also includes mistakes. no matter how innocent the mistakes maybe. bc this is a corrective action towards big picture which can be measured by observing its end results. well. in looking at reality right now. nothing is changed. in fact . things are getting worse. but there is also better there. which is incrementally multiplying and increasing in both shape and size. except we are generally worldwide materially discrepancied which means that all this change is pulling us apart. and then bringing us closer. but too fast where we crash. and all this causes us a sort of depleted in our senses. we are ill prepared to rise in our consciousness that is concomitant with our overall worldwide material reality and it’s relationships. it’s via learning our mistskes. at a big picture relevancy level. for this is the shared responsibility at a much bigger scale then we are both generous in gratitude in action towards ourselves and each other but also for the welfare of the entire planet which contains all else. for this impacts how we behave towards them. which is what changes the material reality. so the action is required.
we can’t weaponize gratitude. this breeches divine guidance. it cheapens its meaning. deprived of its meaning. we can’t change meaning for gratitude no matter how much we pray for it. this simply is impossible. we have to be genuine about this. for it can’t be lied. gratitude is a very divine consciousness. it brings us towards unified future it allows us to generate and regenerate ourselves and each other. it promotes health and happiness and best behaviour. it allows us to feel alive and light as we should be. as light travellers go around here. it’s all this dirt that weights is down and accelerates poor quality of life. we cannot allow for it. all around. all of which lead us to world wars. we have to change the game otherwise it will kill us all. whether in the brink of an eye or , let me question this. how would u feel about someone having complete authority over u as to how u view reality let alone know ur where with all ur own experiences that ur saturated with. to go against it instead just bc they say it so. i say that sort of arrogance and entitlement is not worthy of my gratitude. in already haply about good stuff in this world. and as i can notice also in others for the simple task of being alive is in. and of itself a matter of joy. that in and of itself is gratitude when u end joy being alive and well but if ur kept against ur will then that’s both conflicting to ur heart and mind in matter of concern so what then do we do in matters concerning divine guidances. how do we honour a that in each other in terms of string differences. before ur tears us all apart.
life is a sport for some
they will play u against ur will. and u won’t know it because what they tell u and what they do are entirely different. so it’s a lost cause right at the start. and unless u have some advantage or other, ur bound to lose. now take this notion and go out there and filter thru everyone that u see. who amongst us is hurt this way ? do we actually know the truths about what’s happening ? do we know what we think we see ? and how sure can we be as to the accuracy of what we think we know. where do these thoughts come from exactly? maybe it’s part of the game too. u play tit for tat. a whole game of tag. but of u do not notice. u may not realize when ur at the end of the rope. hanging. waiting for their turn but then u do not notice. they have played u well and now u become the cliff hanger. there is nothing further than it but ur own hands. but how can u. while ur holding onto dear life. hence is the gist of the game to some u see ? they don’t care about ur life. life to some is play bc ur animals to them. as they hunt u for fun. and they will pit u against each other too at that. which is a fun way to say enjoy the show. reality tv. in the real sense is not so much reality but more like a movie set. for most of us who were bred in hope. of blind faith and all that good stuff. such as benefit of doubt. and the accuracy of the potential that we may all want ease in a world of peace and continuity of collaborative efforts to improve our lives and run with greater efficiency. as well as age well with dignity. have ourselves surrounded with family for what is life if we are not building our own fortress and continuing our own efforts to contribute from what we learn. it is said that a home is a smaller version of political realm. of the world. that a child gets in tricked before he steps out that door. but families we falling apart. we hate the idea now because we think that’s where it all begins. in a way it does. but it’s comparably too small next to what happens to ur family. when ur in it. innit ?
it’s not always the family that’s the issue. but we have made it a bad habit to shit on them. sure. some issues are pretty serious. u get ur drunken dad and ur whatever mom. or some type of u know. we don’t need to say these. people know. they are there they live in it. so it’s hard for them. and there are solutions for these issues. such as addictions and what not. it’s called poverty. and it’s not always the type of poverty u think. sure. material life is a issue still to this day. in the world. we not not seeing eye to eye globally as to how to go about it. we can push that aside for now and think locally. think on the grounds bias how we interact with the word because each system seems to have their own language u see ? but nobody is born inherently bad. u can’t simply prove it. plus what good use is to label people bad. and coup them up like private hell. how does that make young’s easy for us because then someone had to watch the clock and open and close doors. and. u can her keys jangling too. and people. these folks. they go home at the end of the day. they bring home their big fat paycheck and then sit at the dinner table and discuss their day with their family. their kids. moms dads. and the like. meanwhile ur in the gulags because of ur communist opinions. bc u wanted to share. the rich was like. what do u want our money ? we don’t want to give it to u. and to tht u say no. ofc not. i don’t want ur hard earned stuff. i want my own. i don’t want to be in the gulag either bc it seems to comment a systemic teamwork that has failed humanity from time to time. so now i get to have a moral obligation for my involvement and my part because. first of all. the jobs in gulag can be expanded further. they can be invested in they would require more studies and funding. and then there would be more people involved. the good thing is. when i look around i see lots of beautiful souls who would love to see their efforts go to places. and people make mistakes. i’ve made some of my own. i still do to this day. for example. trusting the wrong people needs to change.
but i worked so far for my lot. that’s why i’m now a slave owner. ofc not all people are “made with this mindset. “ pls. be very cautious of what u see either. there’s a lot of abject. and obtuse versions of everything. so we can’t really tell and sometimes push does come to shove and ur back is against the wall and u have to make a choice at that. so u must learn to handle that differently now because the game changed. it’s been different we ar le in modern day not seizing. the opportunity that is of seeking the truths. otherwise we would be contributing to more of the same. but what do u do. first u must watch out. they already tell u what they do to u by telling u that u do to whatever. so it’s a flip flop game. change of places. but words change. u become i become someone else. now ur using ur intuition muscles to really sense it out. and pls know. u don’t have to be quick to respond all the time. it is not a mark do intelligence. so slow down. respond a year later if u want to. if that’s smth that’s necessary for the objectives . that’s how u follow ur nose. breaking out of their narratives would will clear ur tongue. and that’s a divorce from dark occult sciences bc language is everything to them they will convince u to play down n naturally bc ur good u don’t wanna be petty u do it u allow it bc u don’t think it’s. a big deal but that’s what they build what’s next from. so be cautious with language and use correct wording in all and everything. u can see the twisted transistors at every avenue trying to turn ur mind into a pretzel.
ur family suffered bc of the system. and now u think the system has changed ? surely it changes. but then there are things that are not that different. it’s up to us to determine to change them. bc no body else will. if the infrastructure is falling apart done one has to croak about it. otherwise it’s upon ur conscience that people suffer. it’s worse it’s designed to be this way. then u must ask why and how that is and what can be done to break free from it. give them taste of their own medicine. the best way to defeat not seizing is by not playing the game bc they depend on u to exist the way they do at all. but what do u do. in ur case if ur administration. is not seize ? or just the head of such. well in that case it’s pretty bad. it’s good to know though bc this would pertain to human rights and specially those who are borne to not seizing with testaments of change. were a down right lie. bc it’s one tho g that we must coexist but entirely different ball game when u straight up lie and then u wanna kill people with ur ideologies. there is something criminal about such conduct. it doesn’t sit well. at least not with me. personally i’m not sure what would be the best way other than keep telling people. do your own search into ur own hearts. reconcile ur loose ends. life is not a guarantee and the legal department has a library. u can read past cases and learn about ur own situation with a bit of clarify. but what if the justice department is screwed up. ur greater by numbers. u outnumber them. just don’t break the law. bc that would make it easy for them. same with drug use. don’t use drugs that get u so lost off consciousness that u can’t fend for urself. none of this shit is free btw. the help is not free. so be cautious. develop ur own sense of. trust writing people. bc much like family. we need community we can rely on actual people who give a damn and not withhold vital info. or get all victim like bc u said smth wrong. inclusiveness and diversity does not mean we grow together while we neglect actual work. what needs improvement here tho ? what do people want. ? what would u need. in order to get nature u never are forced to play hunger games ?
purpose usually gives us myriad of avenues. of experience. it’s not just about making money but smth much more nuts fulfilling it nourishes our soul. they make us hate jobs bc they weaponize it. we must find and reconcile and make peace worh work but also not work under them not be good little slaves to the empire . how do we do that ? capitals has got us cornered with our backs against the wall. but but i don’t wanna there baby wit on wth water. i love my phone i love cars. i love homes. and stores i can walk right into and get stuff i want. aside from poverty i enjoyed a good life. i lived at the edge of a hill overlooking ravines and i thought everyone should have this why not ? why then can we not have the same thing s if not similar. ah different needs. some like cities others like pastures and things. can we then offer be fit for both choices like well if u choose to live in a city which is good for young people and those who are entrepreneurs. out of town business folks who need a place without having to go too far with car or u know .. convenience. and then right price. and then right infrastructure. no poison in food and water. no slave labour. not weaponizing jobs to people and send them to gulags for fighting for marginalized communities. home is the heart of a place. sure u can have family maybe . ur family is the whole world. it should be under and with the same basis but then u know international matters. somehow not seizing and seizing are one and the same. like two sides to the den coin. but when u flip the coin it stands on its thin side. and then ur like well which side is ur gonna land on. it does not. now we got a moral objective here. when nature says the ball is on our court. but who the heck does nature think it is to tell us this has to be the way. u can get me to comply but not seizing folk don’t exactly go with that kind of flow bc they think they are it. they are gods. and we must come to terms with that as well. because at the end of the day life is too short for this bullshit. game or no play. there needs to be away out and that’s not gonna be thru professional cleaners.
be a light traveller
reconcile ur differences. tie up lose ends. say sorry where u need to. right ur wrongs sooner than later. for life is no guarantee to anyone. anything can go wrong. u could lose ur senses. u could lose ur mind.
it’s hard to tell since we can’t foretell nor can we guarantee to self. that everything will go according to plan. but it doesn’t hurt to try. have faith in ur self. that u got this. but what is the definition of being a light traveller. is it walking away from ur responsibilities ? is it turning the other way when u see smth wrong ? is it burying deep within those uncomfortable instances that u can never make sense nor know of what they purpose for ?
how do u feel about urself when no one is looking ? do u feel useless and self loathing ? do u feel like ur life is a wasted time and all ur accomplishments are seemingly too small next to ur losses. why does it have to be this way. u may wonder the fault may life with u but how certain can u be ?
the moment, it is said, can be now. that even though we have untold stories of the past and untapped potential of the future. where we may find ourselves right in the centre , i’d quite clear indeed. but how do we find our centre ?
the constant battle of in between right or wrong. this or that. may compel u, to think o perhaps there’s no other way and that u might be wrong all along. u chuck it all away. all that came to know but it won’t go. the air is still. so is ur heart. the words in ur soul become invoked the moment u rise with the sun. and even beneath ur feet. can u feel it’s warmth ?
but this person does not care and that person would rather i die. u might say. but i had lots of chances. we u look back in dismay. although there might have been only a few. but impactful. u stay. with this mindset for a while. bc when the air is still and there is no movement. where will u get a glimpse into ur own soul. it’s all walls.
but it’s all in my mind u say. as u project all kinds of. hopes and dreams. and ur fears and mysteries. on to the wall. and ur seeking for smth. maybe a path. or an answer. maybe ur trying to decipher meanings. here in ur mind. u may not even notice how much u enjoy the wander into ur data base. that is ur memories. which don’t really go away.
much like things we gather. so with our memories. and much like ghosts they get invoked and haunt us. so the happenstances of the world sort of dances with the ghosts of our past all the time which may influence our thought processes where we base decisions from. but it’s hard to tell. which is subjective and that which maybe objective where context is muddled.
u might be angry that u feel the blame is all on u. u might try to find out where everything could have gone right but went wrong. but being too hard. that is a burden too. which can bear on the soul. weight so heavy. like a void bc there is nothing to do there. but ur forced to gravitate towards it. ur told that this is the way to go and the way to be. ur on ur own. u gotta figure it out. u need to get back on the soles of ur feet and make the trajectory through ur hardship within ur own heart.
the people that u once knew are still there but they might have changed. perhaps. we are all a bit weary from such long travel. life is not easy for anyone. we may not notice the struggles bc they are not exactly surface deep. they run much deeper than that. but we hide it. and it’s not a shame per se.
think survivalism. the more we share our pain. the weak we are seen? or is there anyway that such information can benefit in terms of becoming lighter on our path. and does sharing the memories do the work of reconciling our pain or do u feel a void there too? like there needs to smth more than just words.
maybe action but. u get on ur feet. check. u feel the sun beneath ur feet or above ur head depending on what hour of the day. check. u let it go. whatever it is. u keep hearing about this so check. u think about all the things successful and try to learn from it. check. but still smth holds u back. it pulls u to this side of the wall and that.
perhaps now ur elevated and ur feet no longer touch the ground. but ur not exactly touching the ceiling either. am i possessed u might wonder ? perhaps my past is haunting me. but then again u emerge checked the story of the place u reside in
ghost stores may be real. may not be real. they can terrify us or excite us. we may have certain ideas about supernormal experiences. we might have come across ghosts in repeat. those of others who go in reverse only to go forward. yet others are elf posting above tree tops. just sort of “being “. they know they r here for smth.
and they aren’t exactly “going with the flow” but it seems like it from our purview.
sometimes they may blink at u from the butterfly as it flaps it’s wings passing u by a field of tall grass
other times when rain and sun happen at the same time. and u look up and wonder. the wind billows above ur head and the. turns into a gentle tornado. which moved ur heart beat as u sigh. nothing truly goes away until it’s been reconciled. so u say.
but who is haunting me. as u come back to urself from ur mental trip to now. to the hovering at the centre of ur room , u wonder if u rejected a part of yourself from a time before. back before u can remember how. where what with all. that u came thru. and now ur here. but it makes sense not so much bc u can’t think what the problem is.
or that ur thinking about the problem instead of feeling thru it instead.
oh feelings can be so overwhelming sometimes. u may wonder if letting go is a boomerang. u throw it out there it comes back but with full force. not measuring the equivalence to the force u might have intended with good heart.
what does this mean. PHAT!
oh no u fell. so u get up. straighten up ur clothes and walk toward the door. as u put ur hand on the door knob u notice it’s made out of ivory and it’s in the shape of a skeleton. but u cannot recognize what part of the body let alone which kind.
u grab it anyway. and then u hear an immediate voice “deal?”
what deal? u say naturally. pulling urself back.
no sound.
WHAT DEAL.
nada.
well. that was weird. u say and then u reach for the handle anyway as u walk down the hallway u hear random laughter.
i didn’t have guests over. u say. to urself from ur fsr ur breath. u walk ok anyway. it’s almost like a dream. ur house is. where everything is dimly lit unlike real life. so u may wonder but u have no time.
as u approach the living room. ur confronted by two strangers. they both have keen look as if they know u but ur like excuse me. how did u get here. one of them takes. a hot out of his cigarette and then puts his gun on the table. and then he says. and then he says. but he doesn’t.
but he doesn’t.
am i under arrest u say but he talks to u in silence instead.
u feel an immediate shock. almost like a phat. a lightening of some sort. perhaps ur here but ur not exactly here. or u fell asleep and this seems to be a never ending dream.
they guy finally speaks. but in tongues instead. and now ur understanding things u can’t dialect.
but u recognize. everything. it’s like stepping into a memory. perhaps it was urself that u ran from all along. but u didn’t know bc u always thought in a way that most people would. and they couldn’t be anymore wrong.
but this doesn’t make u angry although initially u ask for a smoke.
they don’t judge. u say. as u walk outside ur house. into the light.
no matter what u choose to do
always give it ur best shot. although we may , look to choice. quality of choice. they type of choice. whether intrinsic or material. actionable is one thing. we see the execution as the finished product and assume we know. though there’s a way there and all of our inner reserves and our arenas of inner operation. such as thought processes. turning experience into wisdom discernment ( right versus wrong. good versus bad etc ), learning ways in which we become more imbued within as within , the alignment process takes a lot of effort bc it comes via initiation into which we then tend to learn from every step of the way. also bc what we choose shouldn’t hurt us or others. so then. we are becoming more versed with. not only being excellent in all that we do. also we are becoming more thoughtful about everyone. in terms of making such decisions so that we do not send “the wrong message”. to the world. or beyond. in which there’s always appropriate equivalence. although may arrive at different form. or expression. and here, what we want. aside from our quality of choice. that we recognize. and in that recognition , we may not overgeneralize or assuage that we might know the whole thing bc parts are relative to that which is in our innate knowing. since there’s always smth more. to discover to learn. to apply ones with. although one may recognize as well. the prices in which one may. begin as a fool. but does not train as so. for long. given enough traction.
how do we give our best. and who gets to determine. what is best. since. individually. the appropriation of best. or application of such. or recognition. or remembering. simply bc it id ur true nature , the best here isn’t a competition. however. we might relinquish to strong assurance that we have keen understanding into relativity of words as they form bc they could represent so many things. gravitation of which pulls us closer to myriad of meaning. although it’s via our personification of that meaning do we reach a level of objective understanding. but. we must not mistake this for absolution unless it is so. in which case. the language shift. and actions represent the conditions found there in. much like a transformation is taking place. so we give it our best. and all of it. when we are developing a sense of continuity. though continuity does not always mean. ur right. or that u must not be aware. for the awareness builds such honest rapport. thru which u then allow it to transcend thoight while the opposite. which is the ground work. allows stability beneath ur feet. then. the waa is at the bottom of it. as the is is in ur heart. the process in which. u might have more then one thing occurring at once. although the process is more congruent with fluidity. it is dependent on ur ability to upkeep its fluidity via act of inner clarity and the best input that u give to urself at any moments of passing thru this earth. it is relevant not as much. the time it takes more so than the quality of input. there could be infinite resource in one drop if it’s high quality. versus. if it’s so diluted. it being the ur intention. or. contradiction since. we may hold one purview within. and act another out in the open. this can be noticed. if. u will. first. form a humble connection with the world. u do t have to do anything extravagant and proclaim things u can’t upkeep. u can keep local. immediate. even a neighbor. or someone. who may invite a particular type of feeling. don’t attach to it. just notice. and then change the way ur approach. see how the environment responds. and by environment it is not so much other human beings. but more so the intrinsic processes. the air that contains the nutrition well beyond ur home. ur city. state or even the whole world.
usually we think. ah so. the act of doing is in the execution of. a particular type of task. do not think. just do it. it doesn’t matter the quality of ur feelings or anything. though there is equanimity in between doing and feeling. and both of which are springing from the soul of the earth . that’s propelled by smth far large. the straightest line between two points. allow us to determine the complexities of interim. as not all doing is created equal. for the sanctity of the soul fills the room of ur heart. though we must not be hasty with emotions lot. for the impulse in which we may precipitate particularly way of expression. then we must ask. progression. am i familiar with such processes ? how congruent are events. related not so related , or maybe. bc all is interrelated that we see and not see a path before us with ease and also with difficulties the same although. here. when we do it to lose our discernment tool. there’s smth missing. such as in others inclusiveness and the quality of their intentions. does that not beg responsibility in mutual degree ?
emotions work to serve myriad of purposes. we do have trouble figuring into our own essences. the essences of others. for the congruence factor already always allows for such connections. irregardless to our profess, the “ it was all my choice “ whereas it was only a byproduct of some occurrence far bigger than simply our focus on one of its simplistic objectives. although. we must not lose heart. but to give it time. it being our own processes the relativity of our association with steps is evident here. we may feel the eternity in the depth of our soul. and immediately feel. at home. but we can’t just, well i’m infinite so i don’t have to put any effort into any of my entailing. so then. we may refer this as too much self identity. or. self involvement for the self related self stuff that does not recognize that self cannot exist without the aid of others. but here. u might say that ur being led to or other, the expression here can not be defined from strictly individual purview but every indivisible contains a portion of which. that is unique to their purview and perception. as well as the many diversities of our processes that produce the same. though we may also as well with it. as we continue to train ourselves to see near and far. to see what’s under ur nose and all over the world and beyond will give us a stronger more formidable immunity to any discrepancies that may arise along the way for they can happen. we are human. the more we know ourselves in our process , the excellence of our inner self work, the more we are to relate. the process of others without assuming their experience and nature for them. but here. the bigger conjunction matters. as we, individuals who are on the course of self discovery and self evolution. may notice that while the spirit knows no hierarchies, the world runs predominantly on them.
now it’s not so much as to who knows what. or who knows more than who else. it’s not who is better. for comparison is a kill joy. and it only causes further animosities. acceptances of our unique skill set builds confidence. replacing competition with cooperation allows for us to realize that competition is not a bad occurrence. when used correctly in the eight places. though to determine the right placements. we are to face , both inner and exterior conditionals. interior seems easier. but sometimes also easier said than done. exterior is much difficult. but it s easy once u put ur mind to it. given that u have studied all its attributes. asked questions along the way as they may arise. clarification not only breeds interest but it perks curiosity. and this is how we see new things each day. and even in competition ur cooperating with ur higher and ur usual self. since. u may get discouraged at times if , for example in the course of executing difficult work( that u might not meet up to ur one expectations. for the mind is like a lightening. and so we see the whole compressed work. and then get scared bc we assume that the work itself is giving us a comprehensive predictable message however there in the intrinsic delivery. there is the whole message. except we don’t know how the message ends.
our world is polluted
there are many ways for pollution. there is a physical manifestation n intrinsic. those that are seen and picked up by our senses are easy to clean. ofc. there’s a way to get our heads together and ensure that we can detect where the work is. since there is a degree of unity necessary on the course of such decisions. intrinsic is probably what gets in our way and prevents us from u it i’ve mindset. of cooperation. so the two are interlinked. as within so without. we don’t know if the chicken or the egg came first. it doesn’t matter. the issue is that both within. ourselves in terms of interpersonal conduct and the world in its physician sense needs work. we need to clarity how we are. and why we do what we do. how we treat people is telling. as telling as how we treat ourselves and there are distinctions in that. what do we allow in our day to day entailing is a much bigger reveal for they bind us to systemic functions. and these also have dependencies with lots of side effects. more towards pollution. both in behaviour and in our environment. which blocks us from unitive thought and cooperative mindset that is gonna get us in a efficient state of continual clarity. if u can , think. visualize in ur mind. that u can be so fluid. almost like water. sure at times we must. perhaps. slow down. n allow for nature to take its course. and other times we must be on the go. and act on our toes. creating much as we breathe. on in between breaths. food is peer or the things category that is polluted. and it’s via human behaviour . that is intrinsic that we base our decisions to put such ingredients to pollute them. so long as they don’t make it to our table. and that’s. false perhaps. bc we may. in this life. pass rites. laws. such that we create for “others sake” and then another time we are receding the services we created. bc we may. not be able to reach beyond. our human decision. where laws are level and equals for all. versus what’s beyond it.
our world is polluted. so sometimes mistakes do happen but we are too ill prepared to handle any of it. we do try however. there. are myriad of stages, or our resilience to deny our mistakes . timely. and be too resilient to see. into the details of the information. vital for change. for change complements our evolutionary process. which we then relay into the world. but bc it’s the behavoirs that accumulate. for the resiliency that is. that prevents us from seeing clearly into smth. bc we may become too preoccupied in the mind. versus the heart. that is. and get too thematic. or even calculating in every act. to one up the others. bc this is competitive world after all. and we are not exactly fond of it. but it’s via competitiveness that we survive the attacks of the other. for the other. if they are keen on being determined to see us as the enemy. how then can we quell the angry thirst and hunger for destruction for such pollution in the heart especially can cause so much. suffering. that is to the doer and to the done to. and for very long time of recovery to come enoch means. many will be born into such impact. and these. ofc they in a intrinsic way accumulate around us they may be particles. if intrinsic kind in the air we breathe. so it goes everywhere. sue can’t be stopped exactly and there’s a process about it. some which beyond our human senses. that connect to everything else from the purview of beyond human sense. we may reach there. easy. but the pollution gets in our way. for it’s bc we can’t see the way. that we get more and more frustrated. and angrier towards whoever can be relatable in the same field of occurrence , perhaps. we are more inclined to cooperate. but it’s phantom haute us. so we think we must fight. whereas there is smth beyond. that larger than life. thing. or idea. maybe it was always there. for the comprehensive human nature. does have a lot of unknowns within it yet to be discovered. we think we have reached a pinnacle. but ofc. we have reached pinnacles. there are lots. of accomplishments. humanity can be fretful for. both on intrinsic and material. levels.
the potential gets lost somewhere as it remains untapped. and may then reappear elsewhere. beyond this system. though. maybe each time the lot gets bigger bc the terms in each system , that advances and gains as much expertise. on the most dominating objective. though it is not certain if the most romantic objective is the left over from the prior. or only relative since it’s also not flat. or linear in development. so we could actually be highly evolved but have a dip. and this may be it. that this planetary animosities is a place of exasperation. though there is free will there is myriad of ways in conjunction. no orderly traffic. no clear communication. all is born and die in ideals and ideas only. we are too full of dreams. but then we forget and die with unlived dreams or life and system that clogs, bc perhaps all the pollution gets in the way of our . dreams. but more so at will we say chuck it. it will never be achieved. perhaps a degree of realism is necessary in the right place for if we see this as a good sign. then we don’t know what we are discarding. but. ofc. it is said that an idea can never be killed. but what about an unrecognized one. and this. lack of cooperation adds to it. there’s already challenges. and now. there’s a race of races. a run of runs. and thought of thoughts. that crash like angry waters and in which we can’t determine which way our lives will go. and u know. there used to be wonder and magic. those r the remnants of any childhood no matter the disposition for some perhaps the dreams die sooner or. something obstructs the way and is unbothered or unrecognized as issue. there are phenomena’s such as buried memories. how many of us walk with curie d memories vitality to our knowledge. and then we deal with lies. international slanders. and bunch of other trouble some stuff. which i believe comes from all around pollution. if the quality of the world is not up par. to accommodate human need. it’d usually a sign of urgency. but of what. that we may not need to define. only to see this urgency as a a means to problem solving.
now u may also feel anxious. ur existentialism is probably off the roof. there’s alarm bells going off. there’s no stability. and here. this dilutes us. we can’t think clear if we are anxious and are crippled with emotions. we can’t be misled by them. they can be too haphazard sometimes. they mean well. but untamed is potential especially one is not familiar with the grounds. but. even the unknown is learned. in terms of management. ur self management as well as management at large do get plagued bc of the inability to oversight. for the pollution of interrelations cause most competitiveness and divisiveness . even death. the first thing we must do is ascot every second.every moment. for the slowing down our breath allows our thought processes to organize. much like a anxious group afflicted with survival. ur thoughts must be organized so that they can survive the efficient most continuity. that is its survival. it’s light. it’s message. it’s truth. in problem solving this is quicken on ur toes type thing. bc sometimes that’s what happens. and how then can we develop the right intuition if we have disorganized joints that are contradictory and in conjunction with each other. much like our lives and intentions. those of our words and our actions. but we have a real competition. and that’s with our dark side or shadow or our misdeeds or mistakes or errors or our evils or our half hearted ness or incompleteness or absolute certainties or our self betterment at cost of harming others. intentionally harming others. getting satisfaction out of others pain. knowing that smth could be hazardous for another’s health but allow them exposure. and those with thoughts also. bc all of this correlate as we see the trajectories leading to the big 360 picture in all directions that we may collectively choose to go or, we may part ways. those in the likeminded to each their own . but even then. how different are we. and why did we have to come here anyway. if we are going to stop interacting with each other. perhaps. on a more collective sense for an individual or group of individuals may refuse to be directly connected with each other. a group connectivity. that is say. two nations. or two religions. will need cooperation in terms of there generalities. all of which considers all. u would need to know ur people. and ur country and system. per example. and u would be very versed in the current issues. u would know every detail like the back of ur hand. and u would being an open mind. with flexible approach. not with the one eye looking back. not sure. who maybe behind or the history books as they tell us. again. for the sake of example. so the representative would have to be all inclusive. bc that would portray the people who are made by individuals , and it’s the quality individuals who make. in this case. quality nations.
a truly observable nature
is one without bias or strong convictions. it lets in what comes. and let’s go what leaves. it has no attachment in terms of identifying too strongly at definitive context. often times there is transcendence of everything. an idea. or a dream. an occurrence that has no beginning. also has no end. it just changed form. but retains the prior. but how we might ask. how is this retaining happen. ? is it word by word? very detailed and concise. ? and how does that work for everyone. do we all have the same in terms of discovering the underlying basis of a given theory ? surely the art of unity applies here. but where exactly. that we may not know. to each their own. so. as to say. the personal effort strongly applies here. u look to effort with ur eyes. but do u see effort in the intrinsic . energetic sense ? the pursuit is key here for it leads us to what’s next. in terms of our thought processes, and the arrival of that which we may conclude, that we do in fact understand quite well. but something seems to be getting in the way. and perhaps. it’d sue to each persons own effort that we don’t exactly arrive at same conclusions. but the untried remains. whether if we notice it or not. whether if we become clear in our own definitive reasoning or not. since these are only associative. much like the thoughts process thru us. we are only determined as they come. and the thoughts aren’t created equal. some are insistent. they persist to determine ur nature for u. u may look one way. and it says. well ur looking one way bc ur tired. bc ur hungry. bc ur upset. because u must be thinking about this right now. in which case u. do. bc it’s coming to u. so u notice it. and ur aware. as ur awareness runs thru u. however. u as the observer are not attached which is not determinable by the outside observations bc their processes also differ. but we don’t make these distinctions because we think there is only one standard thought for everything. while there is language to define a given objective. words are only as a means for relative truths and not absolute. although truths also have multiple uses.
we may parse thru the meaning of unity. words don’t have stationary meanings. only intrinsic intuitive basis thru which they may relate to a given context. but. be cautious bc words work to serve everyone. not select few or words. may seem. hierarchical. human nature has tendency to copy. or multiply as opposed to create anew. even in act of new , the recycling of the old is evident. and complementary to the embarking of the new. however. again. associative may have us. thinking that. we must think of identities when we set out to decipher them. because each person is different. results may vary but it’s not the results that count in the end. ofc. a twist. and here. we must. consider the context. for everything is meaningful in their own essences . context usually is very patient to be determined although bc context usually refers to containment of truths. or that which possesses all that necessary to be known is already there. so a simply perception matter is the case in point. for the context actually works like thunder and lightening. u get a glimpse. with all the containment of truths. but u can’t process it. at least not yet. but u know. but then u might have. conditionings for decades. and then there is the prior. the intrinsic food of which u were before . that came with u here. the uroboros. the elements of ur past. or ur journey thru. space. and here. the absorption already takes place. u are like a sponge. everything that comes ur way. is absorbed in ur body. that is the material portion of memory. and then in the intrinsic portions of ur various inner houses but particularly the mind. since it’s one of the , acknowledging portions. that tends to have its complex mechanisms where it . stores informations in a parallel and dimensional way. that’s concomitant with the body functions and the storage of and manifestation of memory , pain, trauma and the like. for the people who are considering a deeper look into such relationships, simply don’t seek answers. bc they may already be within. as at the begin hub of ur journey and here. the beginning is only a checkpoint. u might have already seen the all but then become partial in thought due to hyper focus onto a topic or arena. such as our world wide systemic multi functionaries who emphasize funds over everything else such as human life. these objectives of having been developed over long time. have effects. and these effects may have caused us to think, the mistake of human nature is embedded in the process of their self made suffering.
though we may not at all times access storage of memory based on by the myriad levels into our self consciousness which. yes. as u guessed it. is also multi faceted. and so. here. in the determination of these terms and meanings. we are propelled by past present and future at all times. like a star we shine they put the day and even in our. sleep as our consciousness allows us. the presence follow it wherever it goes. and we may parlay with these objectives from a witness perspective. and then perhaps. send out an incantation or a wish that allows us to recognize which are the relatable. relevant. or the facts. or truths. that is based on by our own natural mechanisms. but again. consciousness is not linear. in terms of where it is. where it goes. how it’s stored and what it wishes to focus on next. but it’d not random. not at all! in fact it’s there to help u! it’s ur servant. but we may ignore it. then it becomes a very vex master. and then we may mistake these voices. or miss take them. for whatever. irregardless to our personal convictions however. as words is the tools for the wordsmith. and not the other way around we may either open doors to new avenues through our mind state by the no attachment , rather. in the sense that is normalized. usually curved. moved in a u shape to deter u from elaborating on the continuity of ur idea or thought from transcendence by turning it on itself. so that it’s in constant spar with itself. as opposed to peering out behind the veil of repetitive thoughts that go nowhere. a green house effect indeed. though the only thing that seems to free from being trapped is consciousness. here. the consciousness can only act as a illusion of having been trapped. in demonstrations of trauma and suffering. the continual dwelling place of the same. but it can leave at anytime. such as in our dreams. where we are almost at two places at the same time. almost. but sometimes. these do overlap. and in that, u might wander if u even left at all.
but because our minds differ. our processes differ and our convictions also differ. that we are relying on the multiplication of our thought processes. much like representatives of it. in our selves. unique blueprint for merges with a signature that’s entirely ur own. that can’t be repeated. this is represented in our lives. f not having the chance to recreate events. nor multiply it. while it seems like it at times we must always get beyond the standard logic of asking ourselves. what’s beyond this. what’s the depth of field. how do we get past. the most dominant thought processes. first. i must not react. or panic. i must remain calm. bc all thoughts are welcome. here. i am not weak. i don’t falter in the presence of radical thought. ever heard of free radicals ? free to do what. but anyhow . i refuse to be afraid of myself. firstly. i know myself more than others know me. i know what’s in my heart. and how i did what i did n did not why and why not and all that good stuff that allows me to get to know myself better. with all its ups and downs s. good and bad. and there a lot about me that i can say. is not perfect. i don’t wanna talk down on myself either. i’m also not imperfect. i feel. it’s best. to. not be too identified with such things. but use these to get glimpse in thru reality as awake and aware. as present and i care. for this allows me to create a better world. since i am to take heed. as it’s my duty. to uphold my end of things. then i must change. the parts about myself that got me fooled so easy. but this is not easy either. i may run the risk of closing my heart all together. or my mind. too rigid. constricted. i can’t allow any new idea or thought bc everything is. everything is so. predictable. and nothing is hidden but. maybe. it’d i who fell asleep assuming i’m still awake. bc i am walking and doing the daily feeds i do everyday. but there is. a part of me that is reminded unconvinced u know cos i’ve been fooled before. that i believed before. that everyone knew more than me. that i’m so brand new. always at the beginning g intros ho how are. u. good. well that’s mighty fine don’t u think?
or i might falter in lines of self loathing bc and hate. for the world either complements me or contradicts my notions that i came to know about lushly. about life . whatever. but what good is knowing all this. when i’m only a battery. i may work like a generator. even. i may power up with the push of a button. in case of emergency. and whatever u wanted amplified. there. bam. and people use each other like that too. u wear each other out. u say. well that is ok. i can use people. because this is convenient. they are literally here to be my stepping stone. thru which i can advance my career and my life and sense of self. then. when i find a better replacement. then i can go right ahead and do this. by then. i may assume that i’m only visible when i wish to be. but. i may forget that my body as it is visible. may assume it’s invincible when my mind hastily assumes such. for such covetious ness tends to be well hidden. even from ourselves. when we execute it repeatedly although. for use with caution. potential is reached. for use with intention. true potential is revealed. and we transcend this way. our origin of thought . at beginning of each journey. for our beyond each checkpoint is a whole new set of challenges that await us. either in our minds. our hearts. our individual sense of experiences as well as those that combine. with the rest. as we are complementary to, in between. solitude. and unity as in socializing with the world in direct communion. and with compassion in all that we do. only then can we remain determined , to let go all that is not u. and allow urself to truly stand in the world of contradictions, for the distinction here lies in self deceit , if u take everything , the world has given to u. in abject definition. mind u however. we refer to thoughts as in words but these are translatable in frequencies. as they may ignite them y the propel use of either conscious or subconscious folk , and then there is the vibes portion of things which is an attribute to feelings. ur heart. those u know and may not be aware of. ur other areas of existence are ur personal privacy with collection of memories many of which are untold.
only when we die do we lie down and wait
to see how well we have bud one. only in hindsight do we see things in clarity. oh so that’s how it was. that’s the truth. ah that is what u thought. it’s good to know. but would of been better if u know. and here we all share a common space, because we very one has experienced loss in their life , that much is known. that there’s a degree of association in the shared feelings even though the experiences that we might have had that led us all there might be different. information is supposed to be useful and helpful now. not some years or decades later down the line. but there seems to be. a death of all kinds of things. including people . which in a way. is symbolic. we are in so much denial of our eventual end, that we lie about everything. everything. there’s strong resistance against going against the grain. of trusting of taking initiative. perhaps. bc we are all too hurt but we may be convinced it’s only us. like we are the exception to the rule when it comes to rule of suffering. which obviously only happens to those who deserved it. but not u. definitely not u. ur the exception the anomaly. and if we all think we are exceptional then there’s not much room. left to be ordinary. in fsxt here is another shared space bc as soon as we begin to think about it. we find a common ground there. we notice that many people do feel similar if not same things. it’s so well known that we can create techniques to manipulate emotions and even the brain is plastic so. anything can be taught. at least short term. which depends on its integrity. or quality. impact. intent. and the truth factors. which complements it’d quality. usually values make us feel competitive we begin to make comparisons in our head which robs us of joy and gratitude for the present moment. but the moment we catch ourselves in the act we may let it die. which is what gives us the nature of being a. light traveller. the ability to process and utilize information on ur toes. is meant to be effortless. it’s sort of our survival mechanism. but we aren’t programmable though. it may seem like it. such in the case of strong denial or delusional existence ( broad in terms bc it’s the environment that causes strong projections such in the case of gaslighting. psyops or even. propaganda ) we may notice in that hypothetical hindsight. which is very clear in its delivery. based on by how well we have become likely to notice its reciprocity from within.
ofc death is a scary subject. it’s a good weapon for punishment. hate. conniving logic. we have utilized death as a means for self survival. wars are clear depiction of such. which. by todays standards. is just another form of sports. but with human life. so ofc we are going to fear the topic of death a little bit. we may not even think about it. it’s like paying ur taxes. and doing everything right. like working on sick days because u must. ur sacrificing for the greater good. and we never get to arrive there either. but we may someday. it’s just. it’s never gonna be u. so that’s the common objective . that’s the unspoken truth about most of what reality. may not exactly intentionally have thought about it as so originally. which means that it might have developed along the way. but the original intent was there in form of seed. in. the quantum space. and all it needed was the right conditions to bud. we don’t think about death. so as a result of such. we don’t bask in our life either. both life and death become shelved for later use. death in its abject spontaneity. and life as in life beyond this one. if u sacrifice urself here. only then u will reap the fruits. but. where. well. that’s up to weather conditions that will lead u there. and here. in our minds. the clouds gather from all directions and begin to crash about. generating the ability to see. but for a moments of glimpse may or may not convince us. bc we are. perhaps. in self doubt. since we don’t exactly utilize life and death properly. we are sort of out of whack. and this may be a side effect to that. out of whackness. so in this self doubt we may question what we saw. not because we can’t handle the truth. but bc sometimes. a glimpse of a truth. as bad as it is. can leave such a lasting imprint even if it’s for a moment. especially if it’d very urgent and fire to relevancy of world wide related human concerns. bc if there is denial . that’s sort of a cope right ? that means it will eventually have to cease and it will by nature if not by will.
because we hear it in the news. ah it’s always some other shmuck who dies and never me. it’s like the tv never turns off. there’s a reality tv that continues to run its course making us in our minds as we try to decipher the world. and it’s difficult not to fall into the common pitfalls. how then can we determine. difference between conditionings and intuition. bc intuition is taught in a way. orgs if and as a pathfinder between the material and the intrinsic. we need compass for feelings. or with feelings. to determine a mystical nature that surrounds us bc that would be a way to train ourselves to take. in information we do not recognize but may still be able to utilize it in a. natural way that is aligned to divine powers which we surrender ourselves to it naturally. given that we are doing our part such as upkeeping our spiritual purity. for example. it’s easy to be an opportunist . it’s a lot harder to be urself bc first must be the discovery. not many of us are afforded that. so we rely on others thought processes for community guidance. which doesn’t always work either. because of the strong expectancy to meet a mould that doesn’t even work in the first place. maybe in part because we. are too preoccupied with material that we aren’t basking in the spirit. we are not moving from the position of the soul. because then life would naturally develop with its own self meaning which is selfless so it requires no grasping. if it’s not life that is our concern. then it must be death right ? but we are not concerned about that either. we keep running from it. we dare not touch death with ten foot pole. even though we may think of the word death. and attribute our trajectory. but i’m safe. but i feel fine. or i’m better off. or this or that. u begin to compare. though these work to serve what’s next, we may at first feel all kinds of instabilities. we may be scared. because the going back and forth of a given trajectory or objective . such as in the case of life and death and everything in between ,
the quality of that interim seems to be rather different. which is what creates the tone of universal harmony. or complements it. in terms of what it does to contribute anyway. bc it’s not gonna quote u. or notice ur name. universal stuff doesn’t work in that individualistic way. so none of the things we see worried about will go around and make its rounds in. the same way we think on our minds but when we have the comprehensive whole that is the human framework. operating naturally and in which case we have to include technology. since it’s been a strong foundation to some of the objectives that have accelerated today so far and as it continues to do so with everything else that also develops among other complementary human systems. we are noticing that the presence of human soul is deeply felt. perhaps. because. there has also been recent increase of global suffering. at such times we may assume. what happen ed in the last that made us forget. perhaps. there’s death in everything. before it’s next transformation can be aptly said if a given realm that’s strongly correlated to the particulars of such development that correlated to our lives. such phenomena are present in all. call. anomalies. but natural. not cast by us. but as a byproduct of simply correlation bc we are simply related anyway to our bodies to our environment and the others. we have these developments that are highly confined g of our humanity but the order in which when we think about it. can u tell. it’s in our dna perhaps the truths. never escape us. though again. there’s knowledge and then there’s. implement . or make use of such and perhaps it’s all in stages . much like human development. the maturity in the compartments. within us that complement our spiritual congruity with the higher forces. so that we are sending out the best cumulative frequencies. for its response will be strongly inspiring for what’ could be our next level development.
though the human element and the human heart. these are the extensions to our trajectory. the inner ways of self choosing is written in every heart and does not need self defending. it emanates. and becomes part with the aura of the person in which we all have one. the space we take. is coloured by our truths and the way we conduct ourselves. irregardless to the world stage at large. we know. we are actors. in the world stage. each of us have a specific role and then there are many other roles that we play. we wish. naturally to be exemplar to the next generations. we wish to do the same for those who may relate to our personal experiences. it’d not that we proclaim. well i’m the harbinger of truths and absolute truths. u must now down to me and listen to every word in fact . if ur reading it’d bc i made u do it. and u must do as i say. nowhere. absolutely not but we feel perplexed. why. does the ur us make us feel inconvenient. maybe make us feel vulnerable. exposed and worked bc maybe smth that happened to us might have seemed offensive. but to us. so we concealed it. and if we have lied. most of our time anyway. then it’s very hard to get ourselves out of our conundrum. all on our own. at least not right away either. we may need or require the help from others. and that’s also depending on which. we may be receptive which requires a preliminary inner work that is self disciplinary and in right conduct. such as setting the right intentions. making sure ur not using double speak. or lying to others or using them for wrong reasons. such as narcissism. for those use others for their self endowments. very bad conduct. and bad toxic entanglements. there is however a way out. a way to transcendence and that may be via improving the interim.
we can’t change the past but we must not forget the future
for we are aptly headed there whether we like it or not. and the part. in all its ways. can’t be changed. but only understood deeper. better. in its ways. so that we get the wisdom from its for proper direction which can give us improved condition on the road there. in the moment of now we may recognize. in our personal vicinity. a type of peace. effortless being. yet. human kind. is known for their doing. doing this. here and there. is all human activities. the being is hypothetical and all this doing that let us here. is traceable to origin of human kind. and with being. kind is not kind. and it’s development is full of violent riddles that plague our past. we may ask ourselves. in the vicinity of now. the purpose of our collective suffering. we may notice that some of our findings may coincide with our usual self cherishing thoughts about ourselves. we wish to motivate ourselves. so this self pomp comes from that. but at some point. perhaps bc the reality. in its plastic sense. is hard to navigate. that we become too stationary. and this coincides with human doing. overtime we mistake a temporary passage for a fixed one. herein lies the fault, where the human has a backed up sense of wanting to manifest. or propel forward but is bound by the facade of a past that no longer resonates with them. a haunting. in broad daylight. as if the person is the house abandoned. but by whom. it’s a false ideology. there’s no purpose other than relief. but. from what. everything seems harder to see the further a being is from truths babe the passage through which development of human kind. in. all it’s absoluteness of being. since the inner sphere of each has concealed itself at the start. of development. as the human because self aware of these but bc the traction of haunting runs parallel to the self recognizance. therein. starts the also development. of misalignment of the two overtime. coming to either or alternatives, in such cases. we may find ourselves at a great trajectory of myriad of potentialities. or a remake of a past that is not that great but in our insistence of refusal to delve , with curiosity and compassion. although these words may incite different in each person for their strong correlation of the social adaptations of such in the way which also lags and causes a misalignment. and here we may refer to advantageousness playing out in the disguise of hope.
though in our past. we may have echoed in our currency of thought processes of our haunting non our part. we may not know whether if we have direct link , or strong correlation. since there’s relativity between objectives. but all we have to do is change direction. as if. a person who’s in deep slumber wakes up facing the wall assumes the wall for reality. then what would be the course of the rest of his day? right ? so here we are preserving our natural innocence playfulness and curiosity with life. bc the creative nature never ends. in fact we are creating as we speak right now. in many of our inner processes and our entanglements with our surroundings. in natural law objectives. as well as those that run artificial among us. respectively. what we refer to reality as is the whole process and not just in parts. but we may look to parts with the same diligence as we are with the whole for the interdependence as well as each in their own unique blueprint. for everything complements a whole, with that unique signature. though here. a unique representation of a frequency whiffs by. almost invoking our senses. haunting our loves with such thoughts of opportunism. or the opportunity to take advantage of a given smth. bc there seems to be a caveat. or a hall that shows into a secret behind the scene of a given take. in that level of language. we are consenting. delegating. and deciding. some with subconscious precocions. and others. unconscious. as the mind recollects all the data but to determine the right from wrong. there is the execution of action which. is not complete in the theory of not knowing that ur. bring deceived. if ur not aware that ur being deceived. then u will not consider the potential to being deceived. or the fact that ur currently being manipulated. bc in through the manipulation process how then would u know that there is an act of manipulation. of in ur natural senses u have been taught a common sense notion of amicability. and courteousness as well as cooperation in general sense.
but where is the intention to deceive come from. it’s not like the other is not here longer and any more unique then u. they came here i. the same way. via birth canal. thru conjugation of the opposite sexes. that dominate the nature . they were innocence themselves once. they have gone through their conditioning. shop located by their own unique surroundings. based on by their class. structures. of societies. and the types of backgrounds that migrate. or stay local. which translates to culturing of one’s person. too certain of some absolutes and other. social directives that creates distinction among us. diversity here is not that one is any more right but. then who got the sense in a given job to say the least that one may know more about the godliness of human nature then the other by simply disposition. but now some of us are ambassadors of planet and of the people. for the whole of the people. cut off from nature. any way that one may sustain continuity of one’s past. of palaeolithic ancestors the same. for all go back to hunting. and surviving the elements. but. but. now. these ambassadors. as if monuments from an older era they stand. and as pompous as giants. bc they stay tall and giant like. looking. down on situation. from a view they assuage to all. with gentle assurance. we know better. it’s good from here. u can trust us. and then well ofc these are implied in the sense. like a breeze or an offending smell. come and go. and have no stationary place to germinate aptly. or just. but then there’s a reference to bread crumbs. bc they will give enough clues to give u assurance but bread crumbs can resemble seeds. only that they won’t grown anything.
and so the misled is misleading the misleden. that sounds more rhymic. for things in life don’t make sense even in their objective dialect. yet. in the moment we may find. such. abject things of having been normalized. and in abject sense. a kind of in ur face. ha ha. type way and ur humanity bleeds. the past. as haunting get louder. and this is the ear of consciousness. bc we can’t see scape our coincidences. as we can’t outrun our shadow and which refers to the connectivity to the strong past. yet we are invoking the good spirits. at times. willingly . insistently. in it’s great persistence. much like the sun. and at other times. accidentally. bc it’s in our instinct that we must distill thoughts in their natural progression. if not at will. since we are help a back by the material conditions of the determine reality which is stationary. but is also contradictory in that which it coordinated among itself parts and itself entirely. do the manifestation since before time. since the dawn of humanity. has shown us. human development. and that means there is progression and advancements there but we as human kind. in our abject being. insist on the opposite. that we must try to get in others way. take from others. kill rampage and the like. lie and deceit we waste s lot of energy and time still perhaps. in our haunting of a past we can’t escape. which we do not recognize . also in our efforts to recreate the past we are also idealistically running. away from. how then can we say that we are the progression of a past life. thru which we adopt to all its means. perhaps that’s the origin of the haunting. bc we are adopting to more than we are willing to choose or even lose in terms of the conflicting history that invites such strong emotion.
the future gives us glimpses of its potentials all the time. while we are busy in the moment of choosing. to let go. where aptly so. which can give us the space that allows extension of our soul. to carry on and all the while continue to raise the continuity in which is left behind. in the personal journey where we may not find the meaning since we try to in a place that’s fading. then the meanings are haunting. bc they are there but also not there. since the ideal of humanity is not a infinite ordeal. not in the certain sense. but there is a sense of continuity or more so eternity. as displayed in the development of human history which shows advancements in the sense of things. practicality of which extends human life ( but also shortens it bc we think we are clever we wanna cut corners and cheat others. not wanna change infastructure or change monetary system bc we e think that will empower people in the wrong way and then they will be all spoiled. get greedy and spend too much or do things like wage wars but all of this is coming from us. that includes assumptions. for assumptions tend to serve more than one purpose they also work to make oneself feel better in the moment of denial of a minor detail ) social coordination that make us feel safe. there is sense of productivity in the air. but that’s when ur new to the scene. given some time. u too notice the plastic feel. and you may ask for bigger questions origin of which u may not know. history maybe written but it’s contained more potent around u. and also within. bc we are recycling all the stuff of the prior. so there’s also a willingness to propel oneself there by developing a healthy attitude of curiosity. past. present. to the future. in consciousness determine way. but not too certain so there is also room for flexibility. general knowledge of self and surroundings is the prerequisite. and it is developed thru out one’s stay.
what is astral space anyway
we hear about this hypothetical place but do not know exactly what it contains. and what this means in our own lives. we may see astral space as a collection of thoughts. conscious to not so self aware. from past present n even future. choices of which may give us inkling. perhaps bc of the great cosmic interrelation of all and everything. is it a place where our feelings can be part of ? or is there also a specific areas where our collective emotions can be a resources areas where we can tap into its wisdom perhaps. in the way we utilize astral space during meditative states. what does this mean in terms of our spirituality. we tend to spend too much time in astral space. where we may utilize it’s quantum like state for proper manifestation. we like to use this arena as a means for strategies and theories so that we can chart a better trajectory. usually our world allows us selfish secular manifestations. so we can not only spend too much time in astral pace. but not realize the gap that’s formed before us. as spending too much time in astral can mature us. but to translate this to what relates to our world in general. that’s where we may find out that we do not exert have the proper alignment. it is often said that when both the inner and external reals. are in alignment there is harmony. happiness. joy. which are facilitators for growth. or advancements. this is referred to as efficiency. in their own way. we can be quite efficient. in mental realm this is too much thought. to the r national realm we can help with process of reconciliation and healing. in terms of our sports smith we may get dogmatic. bc we are still in a financial world. so a sense of hustle tends to dampen experience. at times. perhaps the alignment requires congruence between departments. which then can give us a better understanding into the true nature and purpose of astral realm. as we do tend to frame this space with occult science and mysticism. to overcome ur enemy. to get behind any man. this is the arena of strong influence. by current standards, it also tends to utilize the emotional realm for both positive and negative conditions.
we may not fully grasp the nature of these realms. in our own operation universe we as human beings are contradictory by nature abject in development since we have made many errors along the way. but we can step outside of our humanity for a dissociated purview and see ourselves from outside in for a better comprehensive understanding . into our own theorizing for we can discover our own inner contradictions there. we may not be able to do this when we are within or in. it. so to say so the act of dissociating is the skill build during meditation for the proper use of self awareness and self observation. bc there u can analyze urself. as the embodiment of astral being urself. and not from ur human purview. this is hard to do where u must maintain both. and this is necessary much like aperture. u need to step back. and then for closer. and the time in which u step back ur reorienting urself. coming becky o ur centre. ur ground. or in martial arts the same. u return home. u ground urself after each move is executed. and in this embodiment of the astral in ur being u do recognize without the dominant emotion. for emotions can get us in trouble at times they can be loaded. can come with hidden contradictions bc in their nature they are very personal to us. so there’s that. we feel the vulnerability in the emotional sphere and maybe it both exists and doesn’t exists on social ground bc each persons depiction of emotion may be personal and different for they also pertain to trauma and memory and such. which is also personal. but maybe we can make distinction that the common ground is noticeable in that we all feel. and that we have that as a common ground. as our feelings have their own dial. we have our coping mechanisms . each person has their own ventilation system and a personally build in system that helps them cope within the reality ruing their difficulties and ease. for both portray collective unity. that could also be a shared space. perhaps not envision as we would envision astral space to be. the feelings can be manipulated however by the astral . much like the weather affecting the garden. and then we must consider since this is a partially mechanical world. the artificial weatherings of almost never lose sight of it. until we reach a collective point in junction of a war resolve of its happenstances and come to terms with its relation to our lives.
sometimes we may feel fraudulent in a world that seems to have its own parts slipping. u see that the stationary part of state. are rigid. we have discussed already what sort of time manipulation this generates in our maturity process yesterday and prior days. and when we have this overproduction of astral potency coupled by inability to exhaust any of it. anywhere vital anyway. or worthy. for the cultivatability of smth is given by its trajectory measure. the longer term the plan the better or more solid its trajectory. in this case our choices should be for the benefit of everyone which includes the enemy. and those who aren’t born and irregardless to how u feel about history. everyone who’s ever existed is also part of it all. and we are looking for a solid investment. a trajectory that is common for all. transcended. not annihilated. for our choices at the end of it all come to either or. in which seems to be a very solid trajectory since if we consider our cosmic existence like that of school and in a class u get the scores meridian. bc so and so got the worst scores and then their scores brought down the entire cumulative scoring. anyway, we can see that the same happens here so if we hider the enemy. this is gonna lower the big score we are part of. we may as well quit. or shoot our selves in our own foot and whatever. and we may find ourselves at odds with the circulatory theories. since everything is cyclical but we may internalize smth that’s external. and externalize smth that’s internal also. bc of the reflective nature of reality in general as we also reflect with each other and develop thru similarities as well as differences even tho there’s general sense the differences is a negative thing and not a positive beneficial grounds for utilizing our skills we have studied and theorized so much about.
and it’s that. with the gaps between each area of , quantum , reality? i guess the same is true of emotional entanglements. we may form attachments in each other. and depend or form co dependencies which may cause us instabilities or worried bc of what they incite as this is also a common ground where’d. a fifth space if we must say. a collective pool where all our pains and unanswered prayers can be found. here is well, the history of the world. in a emotional blueprint. more so. focusing on the unfinished human business stuff. since they are magnetic. they tend to interject us via these realms. no matter what we do. or we may reflectively project that which we do not know. or understand. aka. ignorance. which is normal in earth place where information has long been abused. language has been misused. hence the general distrust among people. irregardless to what is said. more so. focusing on the unfinished business of our collective human entanglement. and here we can relate with compassion. or realm of heart. of pure joy. equanimity which is our inner centre. which allows us. very much like the astral when we step back from time to time so that we are not getting caught in our own storm. here the dissociative means is not to dull the sense but nature them. so u give it space to mature. and we are in truth al quite sensitive in our truth and nature, in the basic establishment of it but life and the material reality creates rigidity which can cause the gaps of inconsistencies at times where we may rely on. naturally it if synchronicity via development thru it. but not recognize it at times the gaps are produced bc the world is not in total alignment. so the inconsistencies are there to happen until we start connecting all these departments and become more in tune with their correlation with the inner and the exterior. they may have us much ease with the inconsistencies existentialism we are all faced with in terms of our mortality. as the world is also getting more unstable with its cycles or seems like it or we do not yet have the right to tap into a higher resource yet.
so now to bring it together. with all strings attached. this cosmic puppetry. of human consciousness at play. at least currently we are aware of it on this part of town. however that works anyway. maybe the fragmentation is playing out at large. so what happens if we do smth we never did before. would this be the total transcendence of our human toy ? unless thee universe is not empty bc it’s only us. playing different things at different times and in different places. but we simply don’t meet. not in collective sequence anyway. not in th way that extends beyond our human mortality bc then we would stop being human or become smth that’s behind it ? for example when we die there’s this space above us. it’s the astral realm of ghosts. like thoughts they hang around but they are more thoughts than they are tangible in form but they correlate the history of this world. beyond them however the human ceases. but the thought remains. in some relative form. then that dissolves too. even what makes a thought thought in human terms at least dissolves to its true form. which is also formless of smth else. more common. or absolute or nearest to the all. or all. weird when i think about how time works on earth. because. the variations are so detailed about our lives that we do not recognize the collective connectivity of unity which is the cosmic joke anyway. we are too convinced of the separatist ness that we are having hallucinations about the whole thing. the same projections happen in a false thought process. bc ur expensing too much energy to upkeep a false thought. so then automatically ur experience of consciousness slows down. but the same thing happens when ur venturing a new thought. and ur also not just using this arena by itself. bc then ur only being too much in the mind. that’s where we may notice the arenas of heart and mind are not that far from each other. in fact. it’d us who make the distinction bc we are being aware. and it’s the imitation of that awareness that convinced us on our own secular thought. and if we are led by it mindlessly we may run the risk of being led astray. bc there u may mistake an artificial happenstance for a real one but if ur developing the art of simulation of a given theory before adopting to it as. true or a fact . then u should be alright.
no one can wish u well or wish u ill
it may seem like a curse can be placed. or a persons karma can be cleared by blessings. good wishes don’t always work either. we may want especially the good to occur. almost as if we get possessed by smth. and then we just sort of let things happen. but it doesn’t work that way. wishes don’t exactly bring about fruitition by itself. bc the things u wish contain everyone else. even the things u need and buy online is made and brought to u by peoples efforts. but we want. this to happen w be even at that. if we were wrong. and ended up being worse at handling our wrong. and then the curse comes true. or we are simply connecting two separate objectives as if they are one perhaps bc of our guilty conscience. other times we simply pray to s god. we say what we wish. or we wish to be saved. or smth. it’s a cry for help. maybe. but even then. surely there would be some type of synchronicity. but many people die. irregardless to religion. so what do they receive when they cross the border ? a warm welcome ? sorry. this is the best we could do. woo hoo you. made it. but this isn’t an attack on religion per se. for there is smth to gain from any of our available teachings on the soul of a person and about their heart. maybe contents of their mind. and then there’s references of proper conduct. usually they comber basics like don’t kill and cheat and then others are more pragmatic . they take a focus on one arena of life. elaborate further than it ofc for everything r be risky connects. but all of this was designed as a blue print to navigate on earth. in all its conjunctions and u can see all. the roads in crossing. some diverging. others are overlapping. trying to overcome one another like waves crashing. bc god can’t speak for itself. anything we say goes. but. it all the time bc then there’s hierarchies. so then there’s who gets to say what around here. and it’s these fixed notions that gets us sort of stagnant. bc first it comes easy. but then we spend the rest of our lives chasing after it. which is quite strange. bc at the beginning . u think that’s it. that’s the fruits of all ur work that led u there. haha but the jokes on u. but it’s not actually a joke. since it’s quite impactful . it is what sets our intention. and intention is behind each of our decisions. which explains why we expect certain sets of behaviours when applied in th incorrect or
inappropriate way it doesn’t produce the intended results. but we insist on being right , perhaps because we think we have already arrived. so the constancy of life signifies constancy of struggle. for the comfort is good for rest but we must continue to live on the edge of our mindset. leaning on the either side only far enough to see what’s beyond . and perhaps the whole trajectory. or portion of it. however ur sight allows and guides u thru things. and then see the whole purview. so then u can have advantage of choice. ahead of time. directed by the purity of ur intention. which can’t be acquired if the world expects from u to keep being busy on frivolous objectives. or arguments that go no where. or draining relationships or dramas and other life happenstances that are also insoluble. u wonder why even. it’s one issue after the next and u may feel in ur heart if hearts. say. ur in the right. but u can’t seem to show how obvious a thing is let alone be confounded at how nobody notices it or if they do. why are they responding differently. ur not seeking for expect copy of wording. here. it’s a type of feeling. to determine a reality that’s before u. bit experiences are vastly different. much like the number of books per time. it’s hard to within. one lifetime. so we depend on each others literacy. and we share this wisdom. coupled by our current endowments. u might need to discover this notion within by trials and error. whether if such self testaments and strong statement of wish fulfillment is going to bring about what you seek. but words are like labyrinth in one’s mind. they have many associations with meanings which invoke memory. and memories incite feelings. we link this phenomena to mystery or occult even and maybe there’s a spiritual involvement there that’s larger than our simply five senses. there’s a lot more about our human nature than we notice. bc we are too busy. always on the go. there’s the constant productivity in across the vast world. and in all its stark diversities. where the same systems function differently elsewhere. and that we could grow up in believing in a god. and that all this systemic reality is quite real indeed. it’s not the truman show. but very close to it. in tween of how our needs are being catered. the opposite is also true.
and u might wonder why anyone would pursue such things in the first place. and next. u would ask if these people have done smth that got them calloused. and so they don’t notice. bc in case of dial up there’s no dial down button. it tends to fade below the higher u go. so if u go back down it’s not exactly a. place that exists per se. for the ground is groundless. it’s very much like consciousness being evolved. cannot go back to darkness. u may forget stuff. and it’s the rigidity of ur environment that gets u in. confinement. and it’s the slow arduous passage of time that gets you tired. and when ur exhausted, how are u going to not cut corners with reality. how are u gonna say that such wishes made in the wind alone will propel change. but what else could if it’s not ur breath. maybe ur word ? words are plenty nowadays though. but they do serve more than simply personal expressions. but they are hundred percent that. a hunger can be personal expression. bc ur communicating with ur reality about a particular need. so there is the connection. and words have long been abused. to give the image of smth. whereas implying smth else entirely. these double intended words especially are difficult to differentiate bc they have more similarities then differences. almost like possessing of different sides of the same coin. and we also have personal associations with words that we tend to attach to a particular past experience which sort of invoked that good luck sensation of it was a good memory. which we wish to reproduce. but ill wishes don’t exist. it’s bc there’s smth u finished in the air. perhaps. around one’s aura. or atmosphere. some of these also can come from our last life ? or guides ? for the current path. via specific addictions but i wouldn’t know how these are decided before we get here and how much of that is random. if at all bc we also all possess different unique qualities. skill sets. and there’s lots of spiritual gifts. in attaining personal liberations from that which of lower senses. eh ice made things dense and us ofc tired. exhausted. emotional baggage is one. and bad habits is another. which can get us stuck in a. cycle of self destructive behaviours which also includes toxic relationships with others. bc we may not be able to dream or think beyond our conditioned senses. perhaps also dull of the moment. depending on trauma or struggle in one’s life.
because we are in a rush. in this constant hurry from one objective to next in our development of life. we addition the worlds conditioning. whether if we believe in a god. or maybe we simply are silent in our observations. for we absorb much of the word this way. it’s all the obstructions that get in the way of our remembering that’s taught . via many ways. in a way we do wish we believe in. magic. or magic is real or super natural occurrences are potential is because it’s a way of escapism. we went to make reality narrating bc in its current form. in its cut n dry version. of its format of normalcy is beginning to touch up on. heightened creativity but again everything being self expression we are at a huge crossroads bc we go well. yes i can create but can i speak. and when. i speak. can i be heard and by whom exactly and what purpose would that serve. also bc we want to not only have hope. bc to have hope u must find it and it’s hard to find smth out of nothing so there’s the element of creativity there. but then u pass it onto others. and that hope can both be created and also passed down. but ofc it doesn’t end there. and because our human ailment at crossroads screams in human agony. we hear the heart beyond the art. but we can’t hear the speaker. we only see images on the screen. devoid of true sound. do this testing grounds can give us a sense of how things work. naturally is best bc denying it or supposing words to counter it is not gonna change its nature. so acceptance is key. to unlock its true power so that we can merge with it so that we too can unlock our power and merge with reality in a way that changes it for the better or evolves it or matures or. usually when we hear word “change” we get triggered bc there are many variations to it. some systemic.
keep some of ur spiritual progress to urself.
don’t over share. let things marinate. let time do it’s thing. maturity overtime is part of our nature. so is with our spirituality. when we get on a . toxic treadmill of seeking validation from outside as to how awesome and enlightened we are and how virtuous without translating any of this tow world and allowing others to do the same. we miss the point about what’s spirituality is.
absolute certainties can be pretty bad
especially when we are not sure about being so rigid. so certain. about a given objective which does not produce positive results. and our perception also doesn’t produce good results as well. we may breathe life into things that could not have happened of this rigidity was not present. this certainty. this willingness to come to terms with our portion of reality would be perfect. even in the middle of a world in peril. would that be so tho? either way we think about it does not change the fact that there are serious issues in the world. about the world and people in general. in turn. we have adopted to unhealthy set of habits about extreme criticism of each other. comparing. constantly. calculating in our minds. who is better. while this may offer temporary relief from what truly perils us. it does not solve anything. hence lies in our certainties of extreme pessimism. that world must end it we must cease. bc all of this can be too much for a persons own system. and all bc of self preservation. which means that we must not be feeling safe in the world of environment even though there is no apparent danger and we aren’t in direct danger ourselves. it’s just a product of the mind. perhaps. byproduct of those certainties.
certainties often are borne out of over generalizations. too much of it. not just an intro but an outro. not just an initial sight but as full rapport without of having walked thru it all. perhaps. it seems lazy at first. u might say. ah so. they are lazy in their thought . they don’t want to do the hard work of being inquisitive. sift thru information and use their intuition muscle to determine which particular type of information relates most with the absolute relative truths. u might be exhausted because after of having done such. u might feel. do i have to do this again. so overgeneralize job can occur bc ur exhausted also. aside from not knowing what ur dealing with but here we don’t know which is which. it’s hard enough to determine that within. on the spot. let alone determine this for others. it’d slippery slope of guessing games.but when ur already making a big mistake of being too certain. already. the rest sort of fall like dominoes. but more like tiny dominoes. bigger ones will wait till much later once u gain enough momentum. a big disaster like that can require attention and help from others. and usually in social settings. concerning humanity to a greater number , in occurrence having the same, would also heighten our vulnerabilities and shortcomings. they would come to the surface and it’s bc of this certainties that they sort of get stuck or we can drain it easy. we can just say. ah so. it was at some point purposeful but now we must sift thru this and clean up. it teaches about changes in the world and of organic matter. and such as urself in ur processes as well. to become a bit more detail oriented as u go along so that. if there are abject certainties. borne from either or option. u might still be willing to unbind urself from its negative effects. for such rigidity usually corresponds. reciprocally. that’s why we get offence bc if we are selective on how we treat ourselves in our say. wrongs. then others. then. yes. we will be too sensitive to critical thought . generally. even if that’s not what we intend on bc there are dual objectives in this world. that’s why considering all and everything is what helps
us from breaking out of inflexible conditions. being free from one condition does not necessarily mean we are free of anxieties. its usually a new level unlocked. a whole new setup. ur a fool again. at the beginning of a new journey. relative to the ones prior. but u have packed with u ur wisdom. experience. memory. what have u. it’s more simplified now too. it’s all purified. so it’s easy to carry. and not a burden. u feel. good about the whole thing actually. that’s what making. peace fells like. when we give up our attachment to certainty. we tend to be more flexible about ur experiences. a wrong is a wrong but ur like well. i can learn from this. and. if ur already got the gist about human connectivity. which means that what u experience is not exclusively to u. it’s also similar for others if not same in intrinsic basic level. so u honour that in. others but do not demand or or eft it to be the only way. u may also begin to notice bc ur lax. flexibility and open. to others expressions that gives u a sense of comfort in differences. bc this is diversity. abundance of mindset. opposite of absolute certainties borne out of abject generalities. ur able to see the worms in its rich manifold. tapestry . texture. taste etc. which works to satisfy our human. senses. but not dogmatically either. it’s a way of information exclude for world life existence is data. and to do it in the efficient simplified way for the evolution of the human. kind or what propels it from beyond.
the more we relax into ourselves among others and among others. as they are. the more we are all deepening in our own journeys also while moving as one. since the trajectory seems to require some type of common ground perhaps the only rigidity worthy of pursuing i would say. when it concerns more then one person we may need to think of others. and not just ourselves. in. making decisions. coming to same page about things is not easy. bc as stated above we are already dealing with absolute certainties. of all kinds. there’s already so much rigidity. put gay opposite ends and this causes us much bind. pain. suffering. loss. and just general sense of world mismanagement which could be simplified. made efficient and work well for everybody. making us feel lighter on our journeys and feel overall healthier and happier. too. i would say the feeling is very much like reconciliation. so when ur mad at ur friend or ur lover or family. and u may feel vindictive but it goes nowhere. u may proclaim i gained my freedom. ha ha. and then eat whatever do whatever but after some time ur bored. it’s just you. and it’s not that ur not remarkable. but even then. the negativity pulls u down. when u forgive. however or work things out then things feel safer. u feel confident again and etc. so this would be like that. and u may see certain things stoop being so. heightened. in a negative way. u would not be too critical. of thought. maybe come off as judgmental even though. that’s not what u intends. it’s bc this is a dual world and there are all these opposites that are at work day and night.
u might say but opposite of certainty is doubt and i don’t wanna doubt myself bc that’s when things go wrong. bad intentions can get in the middle or in the cracks and ruin the good thing. u might feel worried that such doubt is only linked with unhealthy but this isn’t true. there is degree of self. reflection there when utilized in the correct places. ofc u have ur checkpoints. ur not gonna be like why am i born every time u may feel challenged in ur purpose. u may have some slow but steady advancements. u set the groundwork. that’s ur framework . that’s ur stable grounds. and we all need that in this world or else we would oscillate between extremes and then feel exhausted. such as we want live and then we close our hearts bc we suddenly don’t feel safe in world full of people who we may all of a sudden know too well. and it’s not bc you intend on. this. usually when safety is compromised. a person will naturally wanna know more about their surroundings. so they may feel where’s smth that’s vital to know but it’s also obscure. so they don’t feel safe. and they feel instead. to determine the reasons why. but this knowledge eludes us. bc it other people. others hearts. others certainties. they may coincide with their hearts. or our minds. sometimes these traffic jams do occur. which sort of feels like déjà vu in places of new. u may wonder where is this familiarity. it touches on a frequency or an i really that sure of what i see. perceive. even a casual stroll on the street. one may notice. something new each day.
often times we refer to love as self love or love for another
both of which can go extreme. and run the risk of being too personal. perhaps because they are. and often times we view things of personal rather selfish. also because our relationships are often conditional. most human interaction is between a merchant and a buyer. there’s nothing wrong with an functional reality. but there is timidity among us. and that precisely what gets us in trouble. from timidity comes a lot of thoughts. perhaps. isolated in their ways because we may not know how to do their sorting. perhaps. it’s in our own process. we might have had been part of a generation that did not permit feeling freely and or shame them. our ideas about such conditions maybe crooked right from the start. but that doesn’t mean we cannot see through it. in fact. it’s this seeing thru a crack that gives us the illusion that what we see is easy to mistake for the whole. since we don’t look beyond any given objective. perhaps also bc of our conditioning from the start. that gives us that feeling. that everything in general is in one particular way. so in that sense. we can mistake the reality for the lover and be too explicit. perhaps bc we coin the term freedom and liberation to a singular occurrence. and singular because we may be conflicted at what unity means and or expects from us our part. even though love is unconditional. that unconditionality is already evident in our relentless pursuit of surviving the world. let alone. encounter its parts and keep oneself diligent. free of preconceived thought. open to endure the burdens that make us human. that would be embodiment of love for another who can. never pay u back. a stranger in the street or someone u employ. there are certain exchanges among human kind. some of which might have developed rightly. aptly just. perhaps too hurriedly also and with errors in the infrastructure of human development thru which people are piling like water. being led. crashing against sharp corners. fighting the current or racing towards it. for what. even they don’t know.
but a lovers take is full of surprises. we may be confronted with anxieties about such attachments. for the proclamation of a way out suggests the art of letting go. coincidentally love is also one that releases all tension and becomes free. for it does not seek such confinement for it relates to conditionality. then a love that’s truly transcendental would be precisely that. transcendental. it would be everywhere at all times and connect and rise frequencies of all adjacent. for the same could potentially happen on earth. since there are variations in its reality. experienced by under such conditions for the laws that permit. and the laws that prevent occurrences. impacting people the same. although we must consider not to find and locate a comfort zone there too for it happens. as our human nature likes to tendency of habit. of relaxing about but forgetting that the time and life continuity thru which everything grows and changes with flow of all. in its transcendence the same. for the continuity of love woukd then know. bc it’s transcendental. . and it knows of places our minds could not conceptualize. since the heart is a feeling of sorts that’s only translatable on this plane earth. by the ability of the mind. and it does quite well for what it’s use here itself for. or perhaps it’s here for the transcendence. perhaps then we can use it for more. then we can also perceive for more. or determine via intellect since that’s how the manifestation sort of works. if it’s stated the worlds is created in the mind. ours being too mechanical a world already gives us close as to the missteps at the initial stages of our human development. this we can’t ignore. the acceptance that which by our loving gaze then we can discover the purpose of the error in which we can reconcile our indifference with it bc then. in a primal sense. we can naturally begin to make sense of things and not make excuse for them.
the facility for change does complement the depth of love. ofc since nothing remains the same. but that’s it though. how do we maintain. for the opposite is the feelings of anxiety of depression. of emptiness or devoid of any meaning. for the sole purpose of our unity aspect does offer warmth in the world that is otherwise. cold dark and unpredictable with it’s natural forces. for this portrays our cumulative future in. which we may feel hazarded in our existentialism. but love does not make excuses. it is keen on taking look at the issues b face on. it needs to determine what went wrong. so as to figure out a way. that’s long term. and maintainable. too. bc our world in. it’s organic way. asks about sustainability in all we do. if it’s not sustainable what sort of limited benefits does it offer and does that apply to all or would there be a element of selfishness in the decision making process and how can we determine those that are personal from those that are non personal. aka boundaries. but not segregated one’s. too isolated. for loneliness is not always bliss either. it’s a charging place. sometimes souls are tired. and we do try. the concept of love. we relay ourselves to self love. oh i didn’t love myself hard enough or smth must be wrong with me or we must. try loving others and look for the sighs. or social cues in which we can be part of. and it’s it that we can know. for the knowledge in which we swim thru contains all but we only mistake us separated. so we make these strong distinctions at the beginning of our thought process instead of letting things marinate. go with the flow. what is meant for u comes back thru. others r not gone. ur not at a loss if ur not accessing a particular type of memory or thought process. it means that u might be in a relative part of ur life that requires such attention. to love. or living that part of urself. that too brings about such knowledge in the world front where all love is naturally shared.
the desire for such unified love does not seek for demands or expectations of constancy of or attendance priority from that which u must attend within urself foremost. that which is nearest to u. ur objectives. ur worldly dealings. with others. concerning the people. observe ur thought processes as u go on thru the day. which ones are urs. which ones might have been adopted initially as part of a welcome package. like welcome to planet earth . here’s ur introduction but it’s from ikea. and some of the parts are also missing. so even if u try so hard it doesn’t work properly. and someone else might have the rest of it but may not joke the conundrum or the phenomena either. while ur all confounded. at ur reality. perhaps asking urself what does this mean or translate in my world. we may not know. there world beyond our world. but because we are too afraid and not know . since the world can be scary place. also bc fear can also be taken as weakness. and weaknesses serve different purposes. for those who are willing to acknowledge the workings of the heart and the general heart of the matters. on things concerning human. and our generalities of development as well. bc that’s the abstract purpose of being here. if we were to let go of all other objectives. seeing that they are only temporary. of worldly concerns. which we let go upon death. and love. and death. and then in which we may begin to wake into our true purpose. that’s the reason for embodying the type of love that translates to our everyday work. and in dealings with each other. not only on what appears to be on the outside but the workings. of the inner. connectivity which we all are fully present. aware. no lies or tricks about the contents of our heart place.
human beings
do they all like and dislike the same things. what attribute can be placed upon things. what things in general. intrinsic things are part of it. but can’t be overgeneralize here. would we say this is not what most people think. and how do we know this about most people. the generalities of human kind is not stable. because it’s missing in parts. the information necessary to see the big picture. so then we can say. when we want to understand ourselves. the generalities. without casting ourselves outside of the potential of that which is revealed before us. but it is a part of our comprehensive human history. therefore it’s also attribute to us and we are not exempt from its potential pitfalls. and that we could run the risk of falling into an old state of thought . or mindset. since we don’t exactly look back and contemplate between similar of its objectives . we may not notice perhaps that each experience. while may not be multiplied. each person. who is the experiencer can have a unique outlook. bc there are composite parts non associative to the happenstance. that have developed in the prior that are also just as essential to one’s being. the presence of a current occurrence does not mean the prior ones were mistake or error of one’s senses. but a melting pot strategist permits just that. we may feel compelled in parts or as whole not exactly essential in our thinking. yet at places we may feel deficiency of thought and maybe our to stand to defend our case as to why we were absent minded.
surely there are similarities about us. we have flesh and bone. and most of our settings and systems of that sort is also quite the same. organ functions that serve the same. etc. then we have behavioural ones. childhood developments the same. but in. broad sense. objectively so as to not place too much of our certainties upon them. for they are growing still. we aren’t projecting. how we wish them to be so to say. much with any human development in department this too is in the world still for it is part of our human humanity . and a strong one at that. we are still ageson g thru the social connection to how to “behave “ in company of children. generally. already . let alone the conduct that is necessary to reflect those ethics. but that’s also because our world is not in. it’s full functionality that we can. grant a degree of benefit of doubt so as to put not all our struggles on the environmental conditions. for we may run the risk of too much emphasis on the cauldron and not personal values that must gather us in terms of how we will choose. accordingly. and with that we notice some of these are too close to the nose. or the hairs distance. or very similar in nature that when upon hearing it u may doubt or discern. for the similarities found in nature. from afar may seem quite. unified and then u come closer to begin to differentiate what u saw to what ur seeing now. and the closer u get the more u see it’s parts and the more u see the parts. the natural discernment already takes place. bc when we think what discernment is we think judgment. or criticism. or it’s simply critical thinking. and what is critical thinking. it’s alert. so it pays urgency to immediacy of smth but it’s not immediacy of action o r eh exterior. it’s one that goes inside. smth to do with a understanding or simplification of a prior that might have had been complex
natural discernment only gives u correct reporting ur not actively seeking out an enemy to shoot down. but the natural way to shed what’s false may seem like it. it’s just that u don’t wish to invest in smth that’s not true. for such things do not being about any continuity but promote personal stagnation. where ur imagining a cheering of smth but sit with a. loss instead. and these losses accumulate. where some folks can afford some loss because then can calculate ahead of time. that a loss may not incur much in terms of their quality of life or whatever arena this applies. whereas others may not be so inclined. and so. with the cauldron however. all appear as one. we just don’t see the distinction or we may say well that is just a lazy thought. it falls on standard lines of speech and does not act from. a place of creativity. for the creativity falls on everyone. since we are all creators of the life we live in. or. we may not say. u didn’t do that with the sets of choices u have made. but to determine. which choices led me here. i must ask more information or else i may fall along the lines of lazy speak. also bc the cauldron is lukewarm. and we usually link the warmth to love . or trust . or safe. which is where ideas are born. we feel creative in settings that promote safety. the arrogance only appears later on. that is if. there were past attempts at change and but failed entirely. so the stages can go from being cordial to kind of mutual or assertive and then ofc it may rise up from there. u may get abject annoyance. or double speak. covetious ness. hidden agendas. he said she said bullshit. playing. games. bc u may assume already others are doing it. the further u go the worse it gets. like quick sand or black tar where ur stuck. there is no escape. then this lack of hope gets mistaken as a characteristic flaw. all of a sudden all ur past arguments and talking points dissipate and are now replaced by a major Scarlett letter. so while the passage is the melting lit the end game is not so much. especially if it’s too far from ur last line of thought or original statement or ur missions objectives . bc we all have that.
a complementary to our ethics and morals. or set of values that we live on. these do rely solely on our mutual desires and mutual needs. that’s where we can base establishment do a notion that may seem similar but is indeed different. a sort of fact checking the reality so to speak. seeking out the obvious points to eliminate the simplest terms which may cause us to overgeneralize or rely too much on assumptions on areas or key pivotal points of junction where big decisions are made. and we can’t let it go. and overgeneralize it. this must be so. bc u may discover that people who generally hold them smears to a higher esteem have higher standards. they know their value and worth and they don’t get afraid to fight for it. or stand for it. or continue to seek for its resolution. why can’t the same apply to u. especially when it may seem crime to others ? aren’t we all the same when it comes to our general humanity ? the melting pot of needs? we all are human. have feelings. can feel intense joy. and intense pain we all deserve good memories. good life good things prospects. and endowments. our efforts should count for smth. our efforts should count for smth. our effort should count for smth. before u label people as generally lacking motivation ask urself what’s there to hope for and before u go with talking point about some other part of the world being worse. did someone. object to that ? this includes very much as well that. it’s all connected at the end of the day. things don’t happen in a flux. we may as well rest our heads with that. it’s not going to be denied for much longer. all past attempts have fallen short. and time is coming where the world is literally gonna go on full blown melting pot mode and then that’s it for the rest of us ? sometimes i see the discrepancy play out so easily before us. those who live recklessly are also clinging too tightly to life.
why do we cooperate
only when we have a common enemy shared ? and why do we cooperate with people we don’t like either. only our common area is the enemy that’s shared. now. i wanna break things done and say. perhaps the quality of such relationships is already compromised. meaning that if we were to remove the enemy. then this relationship would have absolutely no grounds to stand on. bc everything. right up until now. has only been due to a shared appeal. of survival. or common shared goal which benefits all parties that grouping together since ur stronger by numbers. woukd e sure ur safety and guarantee success. again. once the enemy is removed we will only catch up to the lessons that befall us all interns do inter relationships. there are no shortcuts. unless ur very keen in ur senses. and have deep arrivistes such as those found in maturity. and self discipline. knowing ur own limits. triggers. weaknesses and strengths can benefit u along the way. and ur not going to get that level do clarity by keeping fake friendships. perhaps there’s mutual benefit to countering a shared enemy. but unless there’s also a co development cultivated from healthy emotions. and thorough practice. there’s very little crystallization in terms of the strength of that group. if. we could call it that. perhaps. during a time of which. people who don’t like each other are compelled to work with each other on a common goal may temporarily give illusion that what’s in front of us. incessantly . is the truth and just. whereas it’s just a really strong compel factor which we may mistake for change. we don’t know which comes first also bc in terms of our self interests we would like to put it on the group bill so again. without of having resolved any of the emotional intricacies such as class differences or any past injustices. any of these relationships have no strong leg other then the. strong dependence on a finite happenstance which is a very dangerous take
also because we may feel compelled by the group mindset of self survival. since it depends on the sanctity of one another for the group project no matter what changes may come along the way. which means that there’s a priority of loyalty no matter how false. to a cause that may no longer apply. yet we do it anyway. bc of that strong dependence of leaning. that our indentured are strongly influenced by what happens so if it stops we cease to exist therefore we must keep up with the friction bc that’s the only thing we ever knew. we could be loyal to a false ideology. bc we may adhere to it very much like a recipe. again. all this brings us back to self responsibility. we may think since there is clear cut solutions that we are exempt. totally from the portion on. which we might have part. thereby correcting our own approach. which is the self responsibility necessary . even in group think bc sometimes we may notice something. in the cacophony of similitude. its almost like ur an outsider who’s liking in but also ur the doer. or the one who experiences via direct link. in the same way that we as human kind share a direct link. although we haven’t come to terms yet with that that means even though it’s very simple really. for there is to be life we must continue to strife against death. and potential of seething in which case we are very keen upon our survival that it’s so necessary that when it’s fucked with. it gets us all kinds of messed up in our heads. in a way. no matter what the setting is. we may find strong relativity between this objective and that but must refrain from too strong of objectives for they pertain to bigger circle of historical connections. contribution of which. are the difference between perhaps ur one and ur strong by ur presence. except when surrounded by a lot of others who are of same. but they are none greater than the ones surrounding them and that’s where we base our notions upon. and spring ourselves from.
these clusters of human relations change from time to time as our needs may ebb and flow with some of the systemic changes concomitant with natural ones. or ones that’s perpetuated by human kind. even that would suggest there’s a natural fluxuation in terms of our development. that there is a problem . if we have come this far to do all that. which is more apt at happening in cluster mindsets that depend too strongly on their surrounding. there’s natural relativity of inkling that may arise when a. given topic arises. but there is also artificial effects that’s produced by too much scheming towards “the perceivable other “. too much scheming. with very little improvements on trust. bc again that’s all u know. when i gather. what is ur common shared objective ? there are others who live rent free in your heads. whether if it’s celebrities. ur devi route politicians bc u may be too scared or taught in ur group struggle to not venture beyond ur accustomed grounds. when. this scheming takes place. u won’t evolve past it. unless the offending parties stop in entangling with ur advances. which often times don’t go well bc human behaviour impacts each others. with the exception of freedom to think what u want. express how u like. these don’t exactly harm others. versus excited behaviour. that clearly cannot be undone.
yet these parties will sell each other out. if they begin to smell. and get found out. it’s a string of operations of such expose that can get any of us to question whether if human beings will ever stop messing with any natural occurrences bc we are too keen on such control. and power that we do not. consider the quality of the way of getting there, as oppose to utilize the group mindsets as a continuation. bc that too happens. well i didn’t know. ok. but even in group setting each person has their own agency. ur not a mindless robot. so u must have. to an extend some self responsibility for ur life events and the life in which u reside in. and ofc when we think of responsibility we don’t know exactly what this means. some may think methodical . others may roles. yet others. on social standards of responsibilities per their own evolution and ways. although our spiritus do expect from us a degree of self will. irregardless to circumference. there’s a inner compass in us all which must exempt us from the group mindset. so as to say. well ok. is this the right way. does this benefit the team. and not just me. for. we can make good incantations but not have our heart fully in it. so then. bc we get equivalence of what we give. always on earth. that is. the sanctity of heart stuff. ofc. when done in good way. and selfless way. where ofc. most of us are in greet exploit as well. reference to balance of the world operations being sort of off means that that equivalence could be afforded at a future time in place. as opposites to now. unless we find ways. any ways by which we can. form alliances with all humanity. not against . ideologies that hold us collectively back but we don’t have to be too clear about it’s whereabouts or what about what coo texts only in abstract such as. whatever is holding us back collectively from collective evolution. may we discover and let it aptly go. or define a solution to its resolve. so that we are no longer bound by faulty laws.
and i will say our feelings matter very little when it comes to feelings of having any type of validity for the group project but on individual level feelings serve a subjective purpose which does not need external validators. it’s private. only kept behind one’s own self purview foe one’s own self use. we see abound even the most isolated individuals will have some adherence to an ideology. that others share. which brings us to a different type of group adherence. so facts matter here for they allow us to be ok with what is since what is is not a secret to us. we just have struggle with others having the same insight or whether if a given information. can be abused. we worry mostly about safety. but our levels of worry in given cases differ as we can see. some are on shared ideologies. others on tykes of ideals and some other settings in which b require constancy of care or attention to its parts. and or simply showing up each day to maintain. it’s continuity for its relevancy and what not. these do happen. we may have a. smaller scope of our world view bc we may think certain things of contribution do in fact not influenced by it’s greater numbers so as to say. well this is too subtle where u may get away with selfish or subjective thoughts . or led by feeling in which an opportunity presents itself and of. u may. get caught. or it’s just the tragedy that happens which. may cause u to proclaim in agony. that too can draw attention. at the end of the day we seek validation upon our uncertainties. where is our inner sanctity tho.
what happens when we decide to make peace on earth
is it merely methodical? such as in brainwashing urself to be positive for the sake of collaboration and good effort ? perhaps it’s because ur going to get something out of doing right things. or. is it smth more along the lines of eventually this softening ur hard edges that might have developed over time. perhaps because the world is not often too kind. the challenges within it which causes and maintains such separation among people is hard to break thru. for there are too many conditions that pull at either directions than carry things thru. so hardly ever do we solve thing s but only won the other over. very much like good versus bad theories that we live on. that there must be a bad guy somewhere. it’s us versus them. we must continue to struggle. and to continue to watch piece thereby not entirely enjoying our life to the full extend. this is customary. which is what we might wanna wish to break out from. which would require from us. unless i wish to destroy u entirely. which is the most biggest infraction we can incur. the ability to take others life to command their demise or hurt their livelihoods for all this contributes to type type of early death. then there’s no reason for us to take a few steps back and re analyze our decisions before we pull them into action. which would grant us a forward headed ness. rather a power that is to be recognized more so than seized from others. for each of us are granted natural powers. which are meant for the contribution in the greatest sense. for the greeter good that we are waking into collectively still. all of this would be part and completely for that.
and so. it’d better to be cordial. even if u didn’t feel like it. inside. u may say. well this is the enemy. and i’m simply forced to collaborate. but this is good. if u are in collaboration even if u don’t have ur feelings in order or that u might find that ur feelings are or could be in haywire. h who’s mean that there’s some things to recognize. perhaps in the similarity of being for we do tend to make things more complicated. in terms of perception of reality and the world. for this translates to our everyday words and actions that we tend to execute on common grounds with each other. the quality of our trust ability. the trust that’s earned by being correct about others. in terms of our relationships with each other in world setting. the trust in each other. and the trust of others towards us. trust begets more. and this may require deeper meaning in conversions. meaningful in that they become more purified. and clear. the closer we are to truths the more we become clear in our self expressions as well as our basic undersrnd jan of the continuity of the world. we may even be able to tell a issue before it’s about to occur so we can take precaution given that the information is coming from wisdom of the past. but not expect replica either. for it must adhere to conditions of the now. in short. trust in mutual communities and world at large benefits our survival ism. so when we may be confronted by future events. we will handle matters with greater care bc we are adherents of our humanity. we base this from our experience that holds the same for others. not on ego basis. for egos is the identities that come and go. but the basis of humanity such as prolonged pain causes illness and suffering. and too much astray from what is can get anyone lost. firstly mentally but then. thus may force us to ask. who does it benefit in reality ? and more importantly what does this mean to us entirely.
aside from the methodical ways of solving our problems there has to be smth more. ofc. complementary to our trust centre working on alignment. we may notice that we we ensure ally lowering our defences. and becoming more resolvable with reality. and then as we reflect back we may then. do a alignment process that may automatically correct the areas in which we might have had been either too far from truths or entirely in the wrong for there are variations they are not seen as objectively even tho in hindsight we see a spectrum of reality we must still do the work of parsing it to determine its parts before we label as such and this. since this may affect our decisions we may make in the future relevant to an arena similar as this. and in that sense. we generate these new avenues of learning our way thru it all. meanwhile we could simplify by recognizing the connectivity. between such things. even if there’s not full recognizance of abilities. perhaps the obstruction in our way of getting to our full potential is placed by us. we get in our way of evolving past our current issues perhaps bc we become dead set in terms of our certainties. how a thing should be. and what sort of proponents are available or can be applied but then we set out in the trajectory with everything new. being ignored. then sure. there’s directives. perhaps. one is dedicated. though in presence of not any new information but ones that resonate well with the impediment of conditions along the way or the determination of ur path could lead u to smth more. although there are such determinations that can be stretching over longer horizon. for there are the portion of parsing. or the skillful act of parsing thru objectives versus. seeing them as one. in application of feelings however we usually look to results. so the tween i’m angry i’m happy i’m sad i’m this i’m that. usually do not regret the trajectory thru which u might have come thru to get here. but that ur here and it’s now and you might be very aware of ur senses. it’d also quite easy to mistake. a particular type of feeling with another. u might be worried too much and mistake this worry that is applicable for all objectives which would severely impact the way u live bc u would not exactly make many decisions. u would be too worried about making mistakes maybe or sometimes we do have to consider a cumulative smth to be of an issue. before we can set out to determine it’s parts. bc the path would suggest the act of getting thru. so is with recognizing smth that’s already there. u still walk the way in a mental sort of way.
but with tamed emotion ur not jumping to abject conclusions. this act of making peace matters precisely bc issues don’t go away on their own. they must be faced. rectified. we can simplify matters methodically. sure. this may simplify the way we communicate. first. on focusing on common objectives. next. on how they may project a feeling. within. next the skill of putting to use all we have been learning so far. so u learn to be kind. u learn to be patient. u learn. not to jump conclusions or be hasty. u learn not to take opportunities. u don’t think just bc ur alone that ur actions don’t count for nothing. u also leans that it’s better to be honest than anything les than it but also are aware that jot everything is honesty. or that the relevance of honesty os concomitant with its own surrounding experience of evolution which means that sometimes we are on the way to truths and then we run in to associative truths. which are resonant to a shorter degree of area and influence. not by greeter sense or applicable to a universal sense or way. but work to serve to connect between. two objectives . and with tames w orion and in looking in to the last. u may notice. for this requires honestly with self. so this truths telling with others is what unbinds us from our previous karma if we were to abuse language or trust of other bc maybe we didn’t or weren’t ready to trust or that particular timeline offered everyone’s best to be in this sense. not to make excuse for the loss of lives bc ultimately. in looking at things from individual happenstances to world at large. and this world at large means we are all responsible for its current conditions . so we try to wake the parts within us that’s concomitant to this global enabling. so this is the discover of our power as we find it. at the unique corner of the world we reside in and that’s what we are doing we are stepping into it. and to truly step into this we need to remove those obstructions in our purview. so simply acting right isn’t enough we must also work thru the emotional portion of things or else. this may not allow us to fully crystallize what we all work so hard for. undoing our work means we have to repeat more suffering in the near future which will further put a damper at our previous experience. so we went to succeed thru though times. and note that those who are most afflicted. most vulnerable. and those who are deceased are the ones we need to learn from. so that we are not turning our back to our problems and be like well this is alright. we are succeeding. indeed. we apply these changes to our world and this is in part via our softening towards each other. don’t expect this part to be forced however. just because we cannot machinate our feelings doesn’t mean that we cannot hagw emotional breakthroughs. which would happen naturally but ofc. it’s the first thing that we worry about. how can i make peace with the enemy. u may think. but i hate their guts. but then ur not even a killer let alone u wish to fully destroy. each other. so the question is this. what’s the point of such animosities and extreme objections if we are doing it to pass precious time. hence lies the reason . why we must consider the fallen. which should humble us. not let our hearts harden.
i left home
with a pursuit for smth new. i didn’t exactly leave my skin at home. or anything. it’s just hard to notice when the sun is too bright. everything tends to melt into itself. lending in. no borders tyke thing. even though u look at the world like a picturesque. almost tangible to the senses. here u have this objective or that. which is nice. but the illusion being too strong can gravitate a person to smth that’s not there. hence i left home. my hands empty. pursuit for smth new. but i didn’t leave my self at home or anything. it’d just that things tend to blend in perhaps in the night of the moon where everything only pretends to be asleep. we think there’s no consciousness there. but i’m in the street. looking for signs that smth is anew. not a newcomer per se. ur not a predator . looking for fresh meat. unless ofc. i might be channeling my inner dinosaur. it’s always nice to pick on the new ones. they don’t know things like the rest of the more seasoned. u guess “ folk “would be appropriate here. and much a like a tale. it’s within grasp. the meaning ofc. only to slip away for another days fresh look. u hope to see smth new each time. and well. personally i will tell u that there are plenty of resources. but ofc. that feeling of things blending in have that feeling. of. maybe. we think in abstract. the desperation where u can’t reach. or that everything is so imbued h can’t just reach in and pull it’s parts apart. but. maybe i must put in an layer or few. to blend in u must appropriate a feel akin to the quality of ur surroundings. but. ofc. perhaps. this requires a trade off. but what tho. i must already know of myself before i left home. otherwise i may as well forget where i come from. perhaps it’s not so much as how i want to be out there than who i truly am. but again, that pert is misnomer. it’s often gone unused. and missed completely from collective purview. it’d not necessary. not essential. when u could be a full grown dinosaur.
it’s not so much that i think preying on such new lines of thought is necessary. but it is. sept of this world that w e come with. doesn’t matter which is which. the fact that we happen to be here and to be facing such challenges might give me a clue. personally speaking for i can’t speak for u. but ofc. i can’t be the only one who’s in it. meaning that. we may assume there’s a start. maybe it was my left foot and not right. but at the end of the day. my whole body is here. i might at some point or other day to myself. that i didn’t intend for this or that i didn’t know but that can only take me so far. for each time that i dialogue with the world. something happens. either the excess falls apart. much like a tree shedding its leaves. or we just get closer. but it doesn’t matter whether i was this close with the world before . i just feel more aware of it’s functions now. which tells me that. for me to accustom myself for the atmosphere right outside of my door where i really have to pull myself up bc there are giants out there as well as newcomers. and u can run the risk of getting squashed from under one of their feet. so i’m not exactly full grown either. u could say i am middle or like middle of the way there type guy. or well. i actually don’t feel a day older than when my cognizance first kicked in full speed without cute or breaks. but that’s only a product of the mind. that is rather timeless so it has no concept of maturity. only data and functionables. such as the control panel which dictates everything. and the library where storage of information is plenty. then all u really need to do is walk between two points. perhaps here we can say between the newbie and the big giants that wonder among us a plenty.
i’m not a liar. for this world enables me to be anything other than. human. human. the eghh . bleh. we are so. human. but what is human. heck we know. we are giants or plebs. we are some other breed perhaps some from outer space. but human ? hah. u could catch me at home in it. but u would never get me to confess no sirree. and mind u. for the record. that’s not because i hate or despise my nature or humanity. no in fact it’s the very opposite that i feel compelled to such acts. u could ask me all kinds of questions about what makes us human and i will defend it till cows begin to fly. and even then i will cheer for humanity. but it’s not about what i say or do or believe or don’t believe or be or don’t be or this or that objective. it’s this great gap between the fool and the mighty. the strange thing is that. as we get into these. customary cloaks that are perhaps custom fitted to each of us, which can change its shape and form each day, cos depending on which. our feelings might tend to portray. some of which are extremely misdirected by the way. but so was with dinosaurs. so there is a degree of irrationality about this world that was already there before we touched down. and i keep taking about these as if they are desperate. hah! can u cut off ur arm and pretend it was never there. but then i can deny myself that i too was a fool once. and that i came all the way within. so maybe my arrival only starts and stops there ? then what good is have big reality. all this tangible stuff. and my second skin. so here u must wonder already what’s the catch b. what gets u troubled. and all these authorities be chaining all day and night. trying to pinpoint. smth anything to lay down the law. to which i would say. love. it’s the forbidden fruit around here. u can be literally anything. . but that. if ur that. ur a pin cushion for trouble. and it never ends.
but then u might also ask next. how did the world endure for so long without it. well. it forgot. that’s a good thing bc if it remembered this whole time. it would hurt so much that the planet would have self destructed. due to the unsurmountable pain. second. it was dated to remember it at some point. so that maybe this point. so don’t take my words too strongly. they might be only getting a snapshot of a very quick inkling that may not be too relevant tomorrow. or their relevance transcends with reality. if they are good at determining truths even i can get confused on this path. this is blasphemy. to be other than urself and be other than urself repeatedly. incessantly . day after night. and remember it for the world. when she forgot. but i do remember my origin a place way before here. what i don’t understand is this bc as i was part of all this. now comes customary ofc. with ease. with overtime we tend to get into such habits. and the real discernment and interesting information that found was not that we had to cover up our true self in dignity. because the respect was already there but then ofc. this global amnesia has the same effect as would be upon the individual. not because there’s incapability of binding onto one’s self consciousness for so long that ur attention is one continuous cloud experience. without attachment to detail or any of its parts in great excess. i can say. i give this notion to u but it’s not even mine. so my second skin too serves a greater purpose. for i am bound by this worldly laws. at least to a degree but beyond which is freedom to me. to be. at least in my personal vicinity. that i would say. might be true for every one. but then we can totally mistake a car for a house or a good occurrence for a threat. and then something that instigated internally can be misconstrued as external. and then we take what’s external and internalize it. make it our own voice bc in our not knowing of these details which are also self existent. they which we discover also the world.
anyway. while i keep u busy with all this senseless drivel u might still wonder or have forgotten where i’m headed. but i must not give up my position for this is a volatile world. and i must continue to ensure the mask fits. or. masks. more likely. but sometimes it’s the full skin. and other times ur just a speck of dust. floating. in and out of places. seeing things even the habituated cannot pick up on. how is that even possible. perhaps there is aperture in our vision. that needs to be stretched out occasionally. here have a break. relax urself. don’t get forced or focus too much on worldly objectives. it’s like one foot next to the other. u don’t think u just do. not always must i be continually led by my feeling s. they can be irrational sometimes to the brink of bearing my extinction. ! my extinction do u hear that. that’s how dangerous things can get. almost at the edge of ur seat type reality. this. combination of feelings into all that we do. and say. too passionate too for words do convey more than just depth and. meaning. but then where do words come from when u don’t think. but be one with pure feeling ? i think thoughts have a way to cloak themselves too don’t they. but that’s bc our meanings are rather personal. and maybe so is with the masks we choose to west. even if the for the survival of the fittest bc there is some masquerade going on out there. but the music is nice and the food is pretty on point. so we stay. and parlay. yet another day take on this. human ideology. but there’s not a single person in the room. go figure there has to be a conscious joke so where. so watch ur step. and i must be anxious. because i have seen it all before . the world. in its self destructive habits. wants to fight each other to the brink of its extinction. u hear ?! but between world and i. i haven’t signed up for this. i wanna live goddamn it. u hear ! ? i think i can offer a pretty good chance of survival habits that could be anew. it could help us perhaps to partake in a better fitting such as our true skin. how about that? and be at peace with that but hey. it was nice chatting with u all but i hah be reached my destination and that is up to each persons own take within the day in their own portion of the world. so never think it does not hold some degree of
how well do we understand our lives
strictly correlated with few objectives. one depends on truths. other depends on inner clarity that has already been established. u may have experience in field of simplification of ur experiences and information by making things organized. grouping objectives. and sorting out the truths because these may pertain to ur life entailing. it’s essential to understand each objective. u do not live in a vacuum. things have sense. they make sense in big picture as they do in smaller contexts. they don’t happen in a flux or at random. everything depends on something or other. one thing leads to the next. there’s connectivity between objectives that also correlated to our conditions that we may find ourselves in and are also part of. undersrnd if comes from this level of self efficiency bc it works to digest ur stuff. without proper digestion things don’t turn to wisdom as they should. then we have all this stuff that accumulates within but we don’t know how to access it. or when we do access it bc we do not understand the message we may get perplexed instead . we may get sucked. and unable to make a decision. we may think a particular data is not benevolent whereas it actually is. and we like to overgeneralize on objectives. similarities versus differences. we can also run the risk of assumptions based on over generalization but much like anything that doesn’t just develop overnight. this og also doesn’t develop overnight. first we begin small. we take each occurrence for what it is. but then one thing leads to another right. ? given enough unfinished business we fill our lot. therefore exhaustion settles in. and with that og becomes it’s respite. ventilation.
willingness to digest ur stuff isn’t for faint hearted however. u hagw to look thru everything. which means u might discover ur ignorances. limited info. ur hastiness. conditioned. and all of which are alright. it’s what makes us human. it’s not that we find these objectives that’s shocking but what we choose to do with it or how we. again. understand . the truth behind each objective. bc for people who are solution inclined. u might have already discovered. just suffering. alone is not enough. it doesn’t facilitate change. or just positive words. or just this or just that but a comprehensive look into all works to some way. in their own established reciprocities. so that’s what makes this a approach by contextual basis in which u might then find excitement for the furthering of such pursuits into solution making or solving issues. we must not be perplexed in the face of human challenges thus and be excited to use this as a opportunity to utilize wisdom. but ofc. that comes with that degree of self understanding. often times we are easy going on our leaves or just our kin. whereas we are tough and rough on all others. more folks come together to combat shared enemy than come to get ur for shared objectives that benefit all humanity. we may easily make excuse for our behaviour. but it only becomes an excuse when we are selectively harsh upon others on similar contexts. that’s when it becomes trouble not bc u may or may not have digested ur lesson or turned it into wisdom maybe there’s a component that requires attention such as how u see ur brethren. maybe it’d in our self criticism that we do so easy with others. we may not notice. it only takes one word or utterance to reveal a quality of relationship with self that may easily evade self. that self may not notice thereby jot tend to it’d roots. such as if it’s a false concept. uproot it. or if it is smth that works to serve smth else. then complete it. understand that it serves a notion much like poison to the wound.
but this works more to serve as a reality in which one constantly affirms and denies oneself one’s own experience and thereby one’s true nature. that when we signal this to the universe. it may say. ah there is the signal we send blessing oh never mind then. ah so. it must be now. ops. wrong call. when we think in such terms. our unity. and the collective understanding. not as criticism or shame or condemn someone bc that would work to make scapegoat out of people on common issues concerning all in some unique special and contextual way. that we may need to understand better so that we are using information for our survival ability as opposite to finding criminals. because to an extend we can rectify a faulty past. we can then say. we were hasty with certain behaviours but to regulate them as such would go counter to our otherwise benevolence. if we take notice. often times the most violent of cases are ordered to be fine and hardly ever done by own accord. and if done. by own accord. usually those are the ones we see as a result of circumstance. but overgeneralize on here would go counter intuitive to recognizing its changes along the way. bc things don’t remain the same. at least at the baseline conscious level which doesn’t. translate at real time by the time we verbalized a dialect of some historical context in which we wish to understand . and we also don’t factor in current consciousness levels bc we lack such comprehensive understanding. it simply does not exist.
in a way we can see that information works to serve as a basis thru which we establish understanding. but when it’s contradictory and works in partial. and even in instances where it’s weaponize. for security reasons. or for strategizing. for these too happen. they too have effects in which disguises itself among us in broad daylight which completely. a future occurrence in which we must then face again the same woes and troubles. we only lose heart bc we think these occurrences are isolated. that they happen at random. not bc perhaps we are limited in scope or reality or in ourselves the same. thereby we defend partial systems that give us a degree of predictability over the potential that we can gain greater sense of existence if we also find some security in wondering about , in world expanse, not with all its constrictions as taken to be concrete. that things can t be changed. so better lose heart. maybe even soul. to say the least. then one may not even wish to take inkling about getting to know oneself. bc at any point in time one may be confronted with strong opposition of thought. so if for instance each person does their work but we don’t get systemic shifts that work to crystallize it. what does this mean to effort or pursuit ? too much information on the other hand can exhaust the individuals who work to parse thru them to understand better grounds for better decision making but ur also running against tides of time. which , given the context of any given matter can really dampen. the concept of time. or hard wired focus on the rush of time. say in taking test and u have limited time. can severely impact ur performance. so during heightened times. we don’t consider the passage of time and it’s impact on our process of understanding. could we then say time is hackable? or manipulatable ? more so perhaps that time is not linear in some settings , or realms concerning our humanity. such as how time functions in dream world.
on politics
on politics. we have heard it before. we refer to politics heads as daddy. but has anyone seen politics as lover ? especially those who are isolated. in poverty. excessively dependent on systems seem to have unrealistically u healthy relationship with system functionaries. that’s not natural whereas these folks should focus on their retirement. their friends family and who they wish to be in relationship with. food for thought.
like toxic masculinity type relationship law here no matter ur efforts and what u do. the scorned lover is never satisfied of ur work. thereby continuing to use u as a punk hung bag bc it had a bad day. lonely people tend to be easier targets. bc they have no agency or council to tell that this is not a right or normal experience for them. nor is it healthy for that matter.
people when they are alone. are prone to trickery. even if the rights and info is there. it can be withheld from u. so by ur ignorance u may admission urself to smth. and stay long in it without realizing u were free this whole time. but such dangers do come with price ticket of lite tho hazard. bc some people do get no afforded chance to free themselves from it. that’s a systemic malfunction.
and much like toxic household these folks remain quiet. for the sake of waking on eggshells. or just to keep things from getting worse. which is not healthy at all. from outside there is appearance of community. of peace. but inside it’s all rot. whereas all individuals are out in place via coercion. and are motivated by crippling fear. not healthy.
most people who got out of toxic relationships and households are subjected to reliving their traumas this way also. cos systemically we may say. for the benefit of community or the country or the world but trashing indivisible lives means affecting the overall quality. for its individuals that make the whole. so i don’t know who we are protecting by abusing people and. traumatizing them.
slave mindset is that u must hold urself second at all times. but service mindset. one that also considers one self is right balance. while slave mindset can be more costly for one. bc it can take from ur health well-being and can get u to err bc life is unsatisfactory. the other way is a wholesome. comprehensive full potential type existence.
it’s the system framework that needs upgrading.
it’s not the type of jobs. but how we see it. it’s not the type of work. but how much value we give it. and how we treat those who are employed under such. are all a great places to start. bc then u have healthy communities where all needs are met. or else we have part of society which toils. and we don’t get to see them even tho it’s all transparent . then on the other part. we have people who benefit from system but even though they benefit. there is also problems in their life but their dynamic differs. which is also clear as day.
when u gather the people and their rights. however. u realize better things about the concept of and even nature of being human. that’s the idea. we need to humanize us. that brings peace. and peace brings prosperity.
how do we find the right type of balance
in life’s stark differences ? we can’t change certain things. but conformity in blind sense seems to be also quite futile. we can follow blindly only to fall apart. and the argument will always bring us back to this ; “ people should have known better”. so then. in search for that better. how do we find balance between stark differences. such as right versus wrong. this versus that. perhaps at times u must prioritize urself. over others. but never at the cost of others well-being. which can come with severe side effects when we examine it. we notice connectivity everywhere . we discover people like never have been before . which begs to question our entire philosophy and how we become who we are today. we begin to parse thru what is real and what’s not. all of which is also found within. hence the inquiry. since the experience could very well be a lonely one. not because we aren’t connected with other human family members. but the personal experiences of one’s own spiritual endowments and challenges is a intimate experience. one that can’t be defined by one. let alone by outside gaze of others perception as well since they too are in discovery of self. a degree of mystique already exists. due to hierarchies systems however we have this thing of an idea where there’s only one or few among us who are entirely endowed and all the rest of which maybe secondary. or less than. this is minor even if. we were to argue well one is here longer since one has arrived the soonest so then one has a expertise for simply existing where’s the many might not be so much. minor in discrepancy however and not the absolute priority when it comes to human intellect and one’s own survival.
among those we may come to turmoil with internal processes as we come to terms with our experience within the world which brings us a clear purview of the process as well as the relationship between our world and the world outside of our immediate purview. these are all attributed to balance and what one can and cannot do in a given situation. in highly systemized societies the room for error is often given to the system functions. but there is a common attribute to human consciousness that at times evade us all. other times it’s the very vehicle that drives the human machinery. the every day functions. we may hold ourselves to high esteem that we have achieved a greater skill of survival. that’s one aspect of it. though there’s still higher inclination that evade us. collectively that is because of the connectivity of objectives. but ofc we do come to a tough grounds where disagreements tend to arise when we must decide whose responsibility is which. also because we are not exactly in comfort with the unknown. because our whole lives is spent in seeking for knowledge. perhaps our idea of evolution is fixed. it’s too linear or left at its infancy. and then we never looked back or looked around. for the prospect of human growth is a messy ordeal when we do step back to see the bigger picture all across the world. examine as events unfold. what we knew. what we don’t. and what this refers to in terms of our current intellect. if we are more inclined to isolate ourselves then that’s one part of the whole. we would eventually be discovered in our efforts to do so and be challenged to a . higher calling. since the rest of human spectrum is also receiving the same call. only different . which we mistake for isolated happenstances or at random. we don’t think there are natural forces also trying to communicate with us. trying ? no. they always communicate with us bc all is permeable in terms of language. it breaks borders barriers. the information has no limit. it’s available at all times and depends on whether if we are receptive. in effect there are no secrets.
also because we run the risk of economic troubles but often times our truth in nature of such economic or efficient tske on our humanity and natural ability to discover our truth. much like an inner compass. which occurs effortlessly. we still run the risk of being misled. rather. for such evolved grounds do come with a a degree of machination. or rather. augmenting our natural ability to navigate the world. but if ur navigating an artificial world in an artificial version of urself. would u produce exact results or artificial ones ? and would u be able to keep up with its momentum. say. hypothetically u are like world is a stage and we are merely players within it so this is acting and as long as i’m honest with myself but. we forget such junction and what it catalyzes . that’s the point of no return for the most of us. no matter the intention. that’s beyond our comprehension why? because there is art of reciprocity and in that u get what u give. so if u give tricks then ur probably going to get urself confused bc the reciprocated energy will not be honest either. even though itself may not notice this. bc it may simply be responding. again. reciprocity and natural conformity has a a degree of intuitive activities beyond our comprehension at the time of their occurrence. ofc. so long as they are harmless. but the true cost is that those who think they can upkeep such actions. are not going to get lost the leaves. bc they are further compromising the synchronicity they depend on for fuel. for their spiritual compass. it’s like pissing in the water u drink out of. unheard of! but we are animals who are evolving still into such expectations from breaking free from our past animosities. so a degree of mess while expected. should not prevent us from necessary change for proper balance.
perhaps there are few concerns that are apparent here. first we must realize how we section out responsibility. in our lives we may then discover some areas of animation. or machination already adopted before our cognition which refers to old adopted notions. or strong conditionings. once we step into this realm. we can then. expand on those notions. bc otherwise we maybe running in old system. but this serves a purpose initially for it works to skip steps of evolutionary ladder to supersede our elders not in a circus act kind of way. it’s bc the collective effort to certain changed necessary to be made rurally will go on irregardless to human effort to suppress it in material reality. but ofc the shell of such is there and still remains in our memory and they which we base a certain truths off which impacts our decisions we make along the way. which is key to consider since our decisions are quite impactful . they are life altering. at the end of the day. our ability to see world as it is and ourselves as we are and to know truths from false and to find balance is to decide better. and more efficiently so that we are not wasting so much our efforts for example. the human life that is still not acknowledged worldwide to be of most important to preserve. we have only machinated a civilized version of the jungle. except. it’s deadlier bc the prospect of escapism and relying on ur natural senses for basic survival aka ur primal is still quite limited for it faces same trouble as wild animal kingdom in junction with civilized human development. part of our rebalancing would require from us to recognize these new advances made and then work to bridge the gap between their origination bc everything in some way are recycled and reshuffled but can be sourced back to their root cause. we may also recognize the emotional component to such changes. since such balances will instigate areas of conflict. inner turmoils. trauma that are deep hidden. u may not be ready to face some of these bc u never wanted to feel like that again so naturally u would run away from opportunity to feel this first. so that u can transcend it accordingly.
part of that comes with the social stagnancy. as well since we are in a intimate relationships. somewhat. with our reality. since it’s the relation thru which we survive. and thru it we garner experiences. make memories. it’s presence is one form of conditioning we eventually must depart from but coming to terms with its phenomenal convincing nature of being real while retain value of reality but more on the intrinsic sense is essential to our relationship. we notice this deep connectivity with our surrounding which helps heal our emotional portion of balance. since the emotional realm does complement us as whole human beings. our feelings do matter in issues concerning our life and life in general where such arenas about human value has been damaged or hurt harmed where we may feel rather indifferent in face of human suffering. and become dull in face of human death since the desensitization does occur thru such hopeless repetition where by which no advancement is up for discussion since the human value is not retained nor exclaimed in the world for doing such would be like opening pandora’s box. in such ancient issues what do we do for the sake of the better word. proper balance in between how we are going to solve a problem without making it worse. because that would also confront us the same. a efficiency of some kind that pertains to a portion of human continuity in terms of human survival. and we have been challenged in the last to magnamous heights before. perhaps this we can also cover come. we may see this in our minds. and the difference isn’t to see the most. in our minds. or dominating. in our minds or the most popular thoughts for truths do not rely or depend on such. they are mere illusions we like to pass time with. our childlike quality shows in our lives. but serious because of serious loss and the pain endured. by collective humanity so there too is balance in acknowledging same in all. which would lead us to respect. dignity and all the other good stuff that’s currently missing in common human conduct. hopefully it improves. and soon.
has suffering served us.
so far. we can delve into the many intricacies into the nature of suffering and ask ourselves. what’s the purpose of suffering. is it the right dosage? at the right time and place ? does it correlate strongly with the content matter and work to its resolution or does it project arbitrary to a specific arena for prolonged period of time which causes fatigue. we don’t know. perhaps because we don’t know our own pain threshold. we also do not know how this may differ from person to person. we may as well with it. not know associative pain and then. cumulative pain. then there are various storages of pain. intrinsic pain physicals pain etc u could simply be extremely hurt by presence of specific type of air. for instance. at other times pain is so great it prevents u from. moving forward so u may get a feeling of being. trapped inside a very dense body. . other times we have become so accustomed to living with pain that we do not notice there is a way out or a choice of living without it. we may become so heavily associated with our pain that we defend it right to its and eventually our death. we say. this is the standard. it must be so. i suffered now so just u. this is the nature and the absurdity way we say and then we proceed to cause pain on others. this too is a additional type pain that is resulted from pain that was previously produced that was not mitigated yet . when this happens we get all the more confused. out of focus. not knowing. origin of a given pain. thereby we tend to overgeneralize. perhaps because we have only a limited scope of analyzing things in a given day bc there are limits to our abilities such as energy and attention but this doesn’t mean that just because someone has apparence of business on the exterior that they are prohibited from meaning anything new within. but we often don’t have the ability to translate the progress as well as effort. so then we have this standardized institutions and practice to mitigate them. the cause of pain. ration of pain and how to work to eliminate them. however. bc these institutions took a long time to develop. they haven’t been updated to detect progress so u end up paying the same price for a fraction of a cost of pain for smth that a large and aptly so for the right type of institution to handle its effects.
excess suffering can be debilitating and can cause more problems than initially. we may think too little of this. if we are prone to such. it’s probably bc we are too busy thinking of too much. of other types of relationships. such as ones survivors within. the world. when we do correlate such conduct however we can see that one does not honour the generalities of our spirituality . as if these two are separate. we may be very virtuous in speech but not know how to put this into action. so these avenues. as stated above as well. are missing links of connectivity among societies members who could deliver a message so immediate and so true that it transcends a common. issue. uproot is and solve it for good. yet we do not know this. that our efforts do count for smth. so when the universe is confronted with all the stuff of life we project into space. it does not detect our laziness and try to reciprocate a message. it assumes that we have determined for this whereas if in truth we haven’t. in which case our current projections of suffering and the way the world operates generally seems to go counter to human value which means we haven’t tapped into collective human potential enough to say we have enough information in our hands tangible to run such strong conclusions. contrary to took much information in our hands that accumulate overtime due to not much generally changing around us systemically. so this is a referral point for our common pain threshold bc we all have the same. humanistic abilities. of initially being born innocent. so not good or bad. just is. then things change is. we may oscillate between being hopeful n being in deep pain. we can grow into and thru this mindset. and recognize the world is not as it seems. there’s too much negativity . on one side. and on the other. we have very nice advertisements. for who i don’t know.
at the end of the day we are human beings who make up societies. yet we say. for the benefit of the greeter good. which never comes. we must this and that. meanwhile each person is dragging their feet. hurting and here and there. trying to really get into their fucked up childhood to figure out where things gone wrong. meanwhile all they actually ever needed was remedy to their current problems. bc we do have those examples of such recovery. it happens all the time. bc bad things happen all the time. but we don’t. factor in common human objectives that inflict us the same. sure. the pain threshold may be different. but nonetheless just bc someone can handle a particular type of pain doesn’t mean they should. plus who are we to determine that for them? but we do it anyway. it is said bc of our human history. that abject animosities tend to population control. but really? in the 21st century? we could easily use what we have avaluable to us. such as communication but sometimes it pains to even speak doesn’t it ? our minds have the same quality as our bodies when it comes to projecting such pain. and so. which means that our language has also become troublesome. in addition to all other forms of pain we can experience and endure. which is not surprising when we have issues of trust. or we aren’t exactly in the position of clarity. not exactly our fault either. bc we went thru a tree formation so process. cumulatively. but at different stages. different people with different thresholds produce different results . that we could pay attention to. understand a little perhaps with the basis established via personal experience as to such. because here. we are looking at tolerance. and with tolerance comes forbearance. which is very hard to do. especially if during that threshold we passed thru we also incurred new karma. naturally things could be heated and that. comes absolutes. even though we are severely biased.
all this because we pour in like water into our environment and reflect its qualities. whatever nutriments it may have. we may have the potency of absorption. we also take in its energetic qualities. so if the environment has a type of frequency we sort of adopt to it or rhyme with it or get the gist of it if in our curious minds we are keen on dissecting it’s objectives but initially we do not know this. bc we begin with the mindset of pure perfection that we mistake everything else must be as well. perhaps that refers to our potential. our child like quality. close to god or creativity. it’s pure. hasn’t incurred bad karma ( much everything else is learned. some depending on our survival. ) . is either too foolish to think all is fine or there is an element of truth in there. that we just have to recognize. it’s not about being immature either. it’s a reference to our pain threshold. again. what is pain is it determinable by right consciousness. i. mean. pain can refer to an area that needs rectifying. wouldn’t that simply mean urgency. then why at times of crisis we have plenty of stagnancy . coupled by words of wisdom. which lead nowhere bc there are no avenues of absolutes there for it to be established firmly. so u run on expletives of possibility. either ors and personal preferences of others. or orders given for a specific causes or purpose bc there is a thing that refers to vacancies. but the same is true for our need upgrade in lessons ( and solutions that refer them) . which means that whereas we need right stimulation . such as right experience. a something that is new. intermixed to the body of work of a persons system. then that new experience might just give chance for that person to endow their purview since often times we refer to pain with crime and punishment but do not touch up on such promotion of behaviour bc to refer to such would expect from us to also examine the environment. in which case bc the environment is permanent it’s stationary. it can cause rigidity of our thought process. initially might have developed in our subconscious which we still utilize as objective rather permeate these intrinsic walls that obstruct us from thinking outside the box in terms of interrelations and reference to pain. in general.
we all have goals
some short term others long term. we may not know in terms of certain generalities as to terminologies. which can determine the trajectory. often times. a goal can be smth if a mere two hours. other times. a week. yet other times the trajectory is smth like retirement plan. old age. perhaps ur preparing for ur death. so this is how we determine trajectory. it’s a mere direction for the destination ur headed towards bc ur headed toward smth at all times. to determine its direction is a choice. most often however. in effort to get everyone on the same page. we try to determine the trajectory. but we may be too preoccupied with our own personal needs. or when we emphasis common needs too broadly and then all these details fall thru. such as benefit for the greater good that some suffer but neither one improves. whereas there is marked differences as to events getting worse. so here we may see that there’s contradiction between our senses that which we perceive versus that which signals from. within. then the trajectory shortens to help ailing it. which we may not know it and mistake it for the general appeal due to associations. relativity. similarity between objectives. not knowing the details of a given smth. bc we may not be introduced to a particular way of seeing. not bc it’s not natural but bc there’s already a lot that obstructs the way. of. at some point a human being submits to the overpowering nature of one’s surroundings. or. that the stagnation becomes the next obstacle. where we may not notice what is changeable and what’s not. due to our of having developed in the ways in which we all find ourselves today. so we may find this conjunction between a wider inner trajectory which takes us to a place we can’t recognize. and our current limits within the societal need to be one with where this trajectory is headed. this seems to be standard for everyone. as not one person can determine the direction. though the correlation suggest we have a mutual responsibility
the seeming nature of our cyclic existence. in its repetition. and the act between amnesia and memory, is symbolic perhaps. which gives way to nature of being gentle. kind. maybe. in a way the positive qualities of nature is of patience and tolerance that none of us would know. from humanistic purview we are too hasty. and impulsive . we can’t sit still there has to be movement or a high that feels alive in a way. dreaming does much of the same for it gives us smth that reality may not offer. at least not immediate. or interim. but if all else fails and u have left a prayer. u would wish for smth that that eradicates potential of suffering in conditions u may find urself in. if u feel u must project. or assume that this is standard and so and so must take up the task of such suffering so that others are well is simply partial a thought. we could learn from it’s example that such short term and limited trajectories almost stand out in test of time almost crying out loud cancel me. and u might wonder. well i won’t be around for that. it’s akin to being alone and assuming ur actions are not recorded somewhere. or that they matter less as if ur perception of the world matters less just bc it’s not equally of recognized. as some other particular recognized ways of thought. we chuck the power away bc it’s convenient not to take responsibility for it at all times. but it also happens as a by product of such grounds. of itself having been developed long before our time of arrival so here we are sort of trying to mild back in time which no longer relates. yet we insist bc we spent greet deal of energy and effort of getting to know about it this whole time which refers to education and investment. we end up becoming more so to defend this. as opposed to of having been wronged. or if being wrong. interim. as our thought process marinates. here a degree of self knowing and self trust can get one out of one’s false mindset so as to determine which is applicable at the correct context in which it correlates or else. we may feel we do not notice that excess space. flexibility of which gives way to wider purview for the vast trajectory before us. so maybe occasionally. pls on four trust in the abstract eternal. trajectory in which benefits all beings equally. suffices to push us in its direction some more so we can see a bit clear. may not not whole but in. parts for recognize.
for what is recognition but simply awareness. and awareness keeps us present. but presence doesn’t always mean that we must pay attention to things from a black and white purview. there’s multi dimensionality at crossroads of our inner mind. where we get many layers into one. as in dimensionality . perhaps this is the effects of unfinished business of our shared collective past. and when we get beyond our five senses. we get into this sort of atmosphere. which allows us to relax into the many events unfolding before us. what good is perceiving the world if we do not consider the energetic exchange of all and everything. then we would be denying within ourselves a whole comprehensive gateway into a deeper understanding into our truth. then our truth about reality will always be partial. we may not notice we become walking talking. comics. but more so a washed up comics whose time has come and gone. but we don’t notice. bc we have become too cynical about life so we attack everyone in words and hoping to get a glimpse of a fragmented past that tickled us maybe accidentally. in our insanity. bc let’s face it. it’s hard to remain sane in a world that has got itself caught up in its own entails. going around in circles and it’s own thing if the comics is left with a. different of a verbal kind. but people are affected daily for much worse. this can severely shorten our trajectory from one moment to next bc we may have. in our exasperation. in seeking of some type of respite. may attach ourselves to the sanctity between each breath. and that’s not a way to live ! but we do it anyway. in a toxic co dependent relationship with our own survival instinct bc the world does not feel safe when it does not honour the one thing that it gives. a human life. for each life becomes its own personal trajectory. each begins with a. hopeful mindset. of having seen there elders beofre them. on the path of “ self destruction”
or destruction of property. or destruction at domestic front. their spouse. of family members. older individuals. in front of young generations. pets. dogs. doesn’t matter all do this ends up becoming a part of next trajectory as they tend to run the risk of multiplying. no two person may experience or contribute to the same. which causes us conflictions in our relativity theories. assuming to group entire diversity into one. and then forcing a solution to its transcendence which scatters like marbles instead. then we get all philosophical about human nature. of being severely flawed instead. of placing our thought processes into the mechanism which gives the shape. this boastfulness is a means to break out of that mould. first of having seen it on others. next. embodied from within us due to those external limits which can obstruct our otherwise full potential from taking fruition but getting mad at others is futile. there is correlation there and in seeking truths. one may get beyond standard form of thought which might have long been established. this thought process is meant for with ease. a shortcut. as a wormhole. which bypasses already acknowledged passage relativity of which already sparks in one’s mind the necessary for proper connections made however as things change so is our consciousness and occasion we find at times to break things down to slow things down to parse and to dissect and determine it’s parts to correlate means this is to see things for what they are and not as our minds would tend to project due to efficiency but sometimes we have our efficiency misplaced bc the greater efficiency is misplaced. that governs our lives.
and we don’t think about it. perhaps we grow customary to our projections against the wall by our nearest objective. our thoughts may reach only far but do not touch the sky. may kit penetrate the air. may not instigate fires or churn the grounds. for some cultivation or breeding of the seeds of yesteryears wisdom into call for action or some other simplification necessary to make space bc a scattered mind also does not recollect very much or too well as it’d got the clutter of the similar things in repeat but have not clustered or purified in meaning also perhaps bc we tend to hoard informed on but do not know what to do, since application of such requires the cultivatable grounds or else. there’s effort and then effort is lost. and give. enough repetition one may learn that effort is futile therefore motivation shifts into smth else. usually of pleasurable by nature. pleasures are one thing how ever a minefield for the unrecognized for love and let live still comes with a degree of responsibility from each person to not be advantageous yet our unskilled spiritual labour does not make it easy. even if in theory we have the gist of a given thought. so the trajectory of having been larger than life we may then consider some events to be part of the greeter sense in which we are towards headed. perhaps the many lifetimes that will get us there. and what maybe beyond there. perhaps. in placing some recognizable check point we can feel to this as the end of this solar system. or end of this larger framework perhaps. denoting to the act of spawning. either here. or relative to everywhere. what would be next. if reincarnation seized . or we no longer needed planets. what if someone turned the lights on in splice and it was someone’s room instead. this gives us hope to counter our futility of simply existing for this or that limited reason. which are nice. for simply experiencing life is a joy. although we haven’t figured out how to align global powers to accommodate mother nature just yet since we can’t seem to do the opposite. for mother nature seems to not only be resilient in face of our incorrect pursuit. but she also is incomprehensible when it comes to trying to get her to accommodate man made systems. there’s too many unknowns there for us to achieve this and time and time again we are confronted with strong natural objection to the way of our humanity. some subtle. but persistent.
u can do what u like
so long as it hurts nobody. u can choose to do anything. that’s ur free will and personal agency. u get to determine what u wish to create in ur own life. ofc. in determining what is right however things get a little too dark. since it’s more than just simply statement. this is good. this is not good. mindsets. we can do things that contributes to others betterment as well as otherwise. we can participate in things that also work to do the same. where we can place responsibility is harder to do since there are many areas of responsibility. such as use of information as well as information gathering. and then making decision upon the sanctity if that information which usually goes smth like like giving orders to someone else to do smth bad u know is not gold to do. but u may think bc ur only giving orders. and in giving orders u may also simply imply. or work thru our natural connection of esp. to get someone to do ur dirty work for u. and bc they are doing it. they are the ones who execute a particular type of action that causes harm to the targeted indivisible. u may assume ur exempt from its negative consequences whereas in truth u very much have a strong portion of it. so this determination gives us clarity as to the way in which things are rationed naturally as per responsibility not bc we wanna shame others. or act superior to the kid they are at the ignorant end of the spectrum but so that we get the gist of what’s going on. rooting the source of issues is one of them. without this component. we are seeking with flip flop objectives which sometimes can get us confused bc we are also in the act of continuity of self knowing.
ofc because we are convinced at what seems. rather. things of tangible nature. or the five senses we wish to believe are limited perceptions. that there is nothing beyond them or that we can’t be creative to even seek out more then what we are told to believe which make this world rather dense. the density of conflicting thoughts and actions tend to cause arenas of rigidity. it’s painful to be stuck and constricted when u wish to move. albeit with ur mind and hearts the same. it’s the souls willingness to motion. irregardless to the convincing nature of the material reality that we in some way took part in but let us ask ourselves why so much control and constriction. perhaps it’s due to our need for clarity. but also an advantageous one where we don’t reciprocate the same. we aren’t clear in our objectives so here too is a little contradiction that can’t be fooled. and at some point. in such stein fsuality found in our nature. we find ourselves e eventually at the receiving end of things. is this then what we seek out is seeking us also feels like? would this refer to tables turned. who can determine that which we might have instigated the start of. we are at the receiving end of it today. how can we say that all things that unfold before us is not attribute to karma. but we must not forget to include in our assessment of foul play. since we are quite smart. sometimes too smart for our own good that we observe nature and then appropriate. without fully knowing as to what any of this means let alone know ourselves. so then this foul play is in fact a call for help. bc that’s how bad everything is truly. in realty.
though u might like to think. then there among us strong distinctions of human nature. or that we each have different experiences even though attributes maybe the same. but this different should not hinder others well being. so comes the act of wanting. to change things but also noticing the discrepancies within it. perhaps due to our rigidity of environment. where we may have fallen thru the cracks of the system. where there are many potholes. grey areas. hi can we expect such systems with clear cut plan to have anythjng outside of it ofc there has to be some type of guidance. or. we could take each department and evolve each as the issues arise and evolve along with our true human process. in which case what we are doing is not to maintain a department by creating problems so that we have smth to maintain but we are saying this department is temporary bc life is brief and our lives ebb and flow and change constantly. so the adherence to loyalty in our plan is a true attribute to our cause which our department is representing. that would be the continuity. which itself also changes. like relationships that deepen or experiences that transcend. we don’t remain very much the same. for change represents strong on this earth plane. yet we attribute this change to any person running the risk of falling into the cracks. even if there is a lie print in their hands hence the foul play. so u can easily be selected for a particular type of lifestyle now let me ask u if that’s fair? or clear. or true. if there is misdirection it’s established on the basis of a lie. so a blueprint in ur hand suggests that someone created a step by step instructions for u to follow which requires a degree of faith and responsibility. often times however it is said the person who follows instructions is responsible than the ones who have produced said instructions and have distributed it and may even monetized on it.
in determining. the case about victimhood. or ones who may be afflicted whose states may seem permanent from external eye only on the condition that a component from moving on or letting go seems to be either missing or not fully recognized. so without coming to terms with it. a proper letting go is not possible for the issue that is impending. or that impacts the ones. continue to resonate a sense of lack or sense of retribution or ur simply out of balance. so this requires u a gravitational pull towards its resolution. cases such as. justice tend to have the same effect. unfinished businesses. not having tied up loose ends etc. are all part of the spectrum although they may produce slightly different effects and given by each persons own process of information. u may choose to take things personally or otherwise. again. the main issue isn’t that a given objective is personal to u. but that it causes no harm to others. perhaps this is meant to give us a glimpse into our unity. of how connected and interdependent we are. we may still get to know this depth. it’s not afforded to us very much like having a set of guidelines as to how to navigate thru such. especially given that our human history is riddled with unfinished work. lots of loose ends. etc. and given the viewpoint of some of these objectives being older then our life. ofc it’s no wonder why it’s had for us to overcome. we rely too much on the validity of our ancestors in terms of their take . we could create only one lifetime where all generations are in congruence and that we do things aptly and get the same. all the while honouring the difficulties of the past. do u too wonder how many errors were build with good intentions in the past. with the same subtle examples provided above as to how very subtle these things can form. because of our professed loneliness ? an absence of a witness ?
though still. we are too certain of our enemies more then the depth of our true relationships. bc we have too much effort spent on security measures and trying to see or determine intentions of others. words fall short. someone can promise anything . any good words can be plagiarized. a demon could hide behind a smile. surely good things take time but so do bad things. and yes u can be loyal to a bad cause. it takes the same amount of patience to do smth criminal. these things don’t happen in a vacuum. they require talking. conspiring meditating. u can either bring peace in ur life or turn it into ur personal hell. all of these are attribute to our thought process so in speaking of where suffering lies. whose responsibility is it anyway. then we can include our thoughts part of it. then we look to common narratives. and our concept of human nature. we look to how we relay repetitive thoughts into actions eventually. or of which can contribute to particular type of actions that can cause severity in others lives. and not know it. but these are even more subtle responsibilities bc that’s how much depth we have upon coming here. we didn’t just fell out of the sky either. there seems to be connections that we may not fully articulate bc of the priority of our environment . being more convincing than all others. that’s why this last tenet is very key that we must never play on others vulnerabilities and survival needs against. them to get them to do things that nobody in their right minds would do. such as poverty and world wide wars. all type of wars fall under this category. since they work to manipulate our sense of self and unity. which causes people a type of mentality that produces toxic actions. then we point fingers at then and say they are not human sub human must be eradicated or be put to this institution or that. ofc this doesn’t rule out the natural causes and developments but even these. when pursued with child like quality and with compassion along the way. lest our hearts are not hardened. by stark truths along the way , we too may contribute to a collective healing that benefits us all equally.
this world is
full of wonders and also misery. there’s too much that happens that goes beyond our comprehension daily. we may go huh? ah ha. and all that but there are many things that contradict one another and in. which case making our decision making ability difficult. it’s via daily decisions that we move our lives forward. it’s no wonder why there is mass stagnation. in the right direction. since there is too much resistance. to change. there are objectives that tend to push and pull from. different angles. which is the anti thesis to congruence. what do we do when we are confronted with such strong forces ? it is among us. there is no denying it. surely we do get new people with expansion of consciousness into the scene and might think. well how can i trick this fool. you know. be the first to introduce them on what to expect from the world. or we could be more accommodating. bc sooner or later. truth come out and then we might wonder. well what kind of world do i like to live in. because at the end of the day that’s what we are confronted with.
there’s too much frivolity there as well that can get anyone stuck in a stuck reality where ur not creating beyond ur means. it’s not that u shouldn’t. aspire to such change. bc we all have a part in this world. our power. our beingness is undeniable. yet we also have strong contradictions we are confronted with in the world. such as our self existence that gets threatened and how things are of no guarantee. all that. even in the fact of strong systemized conduct that is geared to ensure safety. apart from that which it was prior. so there would be marked improvement there. yet human beings are now not even guaranteed a natural progression into personal safety when such inconsistencies occur. and they do occur because. of our misconceptions about our reality and of our world. we are more accustomed to play roles and parts instead of determining what even is our truth and why we are really here. surely there is the human work. there’s no doubt that we are confronted with smth that’s far larger than our finite life. continuity of which comprises human history. then why lie or deny it. right ? cos our part would have to do it’s work. but how do we determine it. and who gets to have a say over others work.
and ofc this doesn’t mean go full anarchy on the world. there has to be some type of mutual conduct there. a being on the same page that relies on the co efficiency bc each has done the degree of his or her own work. and then they naturally are inclined to be tolerant of others processes since the common objective is to be on the same page about our self evolution which permits us to naturally detect and correct our errors when they are small. so then the social conduct would mean don’t shame others in their processes. but the trust isn’t blind bc u can easily assume someone is doing their work by using the. privacy to make it seem like it. how ever the spiritual tenets teach us what? aside from appearance ? it is the intention. so things that may not be physically grasped still matter here. that is the point of this lesson.
we may notice that we are ill prepared when we are speaking on a topic that we know about and then come to grey areas and begin to connect dots. and surely there’s some wonder there but the rhythm to know innately. while is there. has severely been impacted already by the strong conditioning of the worlds own objective which is in conjunction with its own many theories but that’s bc human beings make such distinctions such as well this is me and that’s u but then do not see the similarities. only focus on the strong differences. and or to make strong remarks about these objectives. all the while not knowing esch other. let alone the process of getting to know oneself.
but we make such conduct a priority often bc we do not acknowledge the intrinsic reality even though we do go there. frequently and tap into its resources such as personal peace thru meditation or prayer. doesn’t matter who ur god is. u could be a non believer with a set of ethics. any philosophizing of human nature that promotes good conduct is an attribute to one’s soul or spirituality or that primary driver. what ever it is that makes us be here and propels such conditions. and it is for change. so there is smth there that strongly correlated to events that play out larger. such as. space. bc there would still be so many unknowns at such a large scale that should give us a sense. a strong sense of continuity then we are investing in occasions that are far bigger than this material reality.
though a lot gets in conjunction within one’s purview n the material reality in which case u could be a strong believer or possess strong. ethics. but in theory only bc when it comes to putting many things in action we run into strong conjunction on the right thing within the world doesn’t itself has not recognized some of its own long standing inconsistencies such as why the human life is not worth the price of a building. or we may commercialize the worth of a child but then behind the scenes there is still mass abuse or strong inconsistencies between what is promoted and what happens. in which case we do notice. there’s a strong urge for survival from each individual . but the way each may go about it is what may contradict the world. then the strong promotion here would refer to a much clear communication which is directed by the depth of trust that is in mutual is to be achieved. though this only works when all parties administer themselves to it. equally. which can’t be mimicked bc it’s the anti thesis to what trust is. truths facilitate trust. so lack of it is impossible to be cultivated and maintained. and next to actions. ofc. and there are distinctions in actions. propelled by distinction of intentions.
for example obligation is not a sign of trust. obligation that there. is a strong force ur confronted with and u may consider ur survival, such strong forces don’t always mean that it’s an attribute to our naturality as well. we are often enamoured by the happenings of history. perhaps there is sentiments there. but the recreation of such exposes one ugly truth. that we are machinating things for the sanctity of recreating them versus. actually living in our truth. then what does that say about our truth ability. for such exposures don’t exactly go away from one’s purview either. u may wonder and meditate on these objectives for they refer to our human ability to get past our collective difficulties. so ur objective reasoning must always be accompanied by compassion so that we are not being dogmatic about others processes since we are not looking to eradicate the person who is perceived as enemy. but wish to confront the enemy in the person so that we can reason and may also discover a middle grounds of resolution. ( since certainty about reality creates uncertain decisions made. but making clear decisions promote accountability bc then u only choose for things u wish to create and have )
and here the enemy could very well be oneself. often times we perceive dangers to be exterior to us. but there is a human complement in all that we do which often we may not realize that can wear down on us if we were not careful. things such as world that is not aware of honouring the human soul. the intrinsic quality of our nature. that we are in a way product of our environment. and that we may wish to prioritize human life before all other material conditions. perhaps. eliminate any animosities. that would be a great place to start to begin to honour human life so that human life also knows this ahead of time. before the mistakes evidently follow since there’s grounds to err more so than the grounds to flourish. in the system that does not invest fully in all equally in some way without too much distinction on the current ways of worldly conduct. which does not honour some lives. makes clear distinction as to whose errors are greater whereas such punishment does not bring any lasting results within the world. if a given objective does not make an individual better then itself is faulty. but bc objectives are run by people, it’s essential to consider the development of both and make it part of one’s personal assessment.
it’s not individuals responsibility to make strong mental connections on obscure objectives also when it’s individuals whose lives depend on the continuity of these function abilities. which means that unfocused do not have to cut their vslue short so that it appeals to the continuity of the whole. whereas it’s the quality of individuals that make the whole so if there is a fundamental issue with a small scale happenstance where a given issue can be remedied but is not. then this refers to our co ability to handle bigger conundrums that we may be faced with in the world today. which refers to our problem dicing abilities. it seems though lying our way out of our problems seems to not produce any positive results. time and time again we are confronted with giving this a try. but it hasn’t worked so far. which refers to a call for change at a mass scale in terms of such mutual global conduct.
by unified mind
we can solve many problems. when we get on the same page about objectives . things become clear. for the effects of the work falls on itself in terms of end results. which is not end by any means. but we do possess the ability to overcome challenges and problems with solutions maybe passage of time offers new conditions. thru which we must adapt. either way. there’s ability to change. and determine via language. this mean the language must be clear. in the absence of animosities where there is established peace. perhaps harmony’s. predictability in a way that offers security. among peers. there is congruity on that bc there are objectives in place already known. this is example of being on the same page. like social code. you all know. d not harm. do not kill. do not steal and so on. but when we notice that in our current entanglements in the world playing out at large. tends to trickle down to every member of society. and plays out in different form. there’s type of connection there they prevents us from running away from such inconsistencies. which is why anxiety is produced as a result of fear of being excluded from the entire process of such becoming for we do depend on the cooperation of our peers to make things happen. isolation in this case would destabilize individuals from participating which happens already in this world. so we can’t get on the same page when there’s people who determine above u. and only give u power where the determinations fall short.
also there is knowledge. thigh knowledge is vast. for the history that brought us here. and each of us. in determination of truth. have our version of it. symbolic though takes up too much space. or. our conduct must accommodate it. then each would be compelled to perfect self for the ability that calls each of us to mutual trust. for mutual collaboration though. how can we believe the correctness of smth without checking for the validity of it ourselves ? when time constrictions happen. or we aren’t granted full information . this decision. making process comes with higher cost and greater potential for error. because of social developments that do not permit us to systemically admit our errors. we are less likely to accept a minor occurrence when it’s in small so as to remedy it before it grows to be too big that we can no longer recognize it’s origin of cause within society as these things tend to multiply and change form overtime due to things ever so changing. and we do feed on this common nutriments. therein lies our power. the connectivity. unity aspect that could prioritize the simplification of things in excess and overabundance. sometimes repetitive even. as is cyclic. in such nature.
this uniting mind project requires from us to take the heart. but not constrict it. discipline is. teach it with love compassion and altruism to urself foremost so u get the gist of these terms and meanings. nature of which requires from us experience so as to build from skill and then relay this to the world. since this finding applies to us equally. for spirituality does not discriminate matters of the heart. it complements it especially when it’s true. though we have overabundance of such afflictions. our emotions in haphazard. abject motions. emotions that overflow and colour our purview. making our thought process diluted. some even very subtle. does not always relay in overt expressions. covert one’s are some of the most hardest to detect and can cause severe implications bc they r often more to be misunderstood and thus multiplied in appropriate nature of the similar if not the same, but without knowing that which u create . therein lies the obstruction. how then can we move on if we do not know of such heart afflictions.
all of this. attributes represent the soul in the way in which we may ration a portion to embody. or be possessed by this invincible force that animates this life but beyond it lie many answer that are beyond our human comprehension. when the mind and heart are at odds with each other. they don’t leave opportunity to unite n they get at odds with spirit. only when it suits them. this out of alignment. between the heart and the mind tends to get us off the path when it comes to matters of the soul in which case we may be altruistic. virtuous only in speech. or we may intend well but then our minds are hijacked by a particular thought origin of which is indeterminable in the immediate , then we contradict the two bc we are at a conflict. an internal turmoil. but cannot determine what where or which. at the end of it. which is only a checkpoint we may in a sloppy manner get thru a particular task or a lesson but indeterminable by its reach since we are confronted by a ton of social problems which is reason for our unity aspect of unified thought or one mind. to be all the more for the efficiency to eliminate the excess that gets in the purview of the evolution of our collective oil and consciousness that is necessary to complement it. the spirit is not even granted access to these arenas. precisely bc there’s the conflict among them.
yet we aspire for the process of our growth and death. we self revere. hold ourselves to a higher esteem though it too falls short at times since the unity aspect may obstruct us from truly reach our full potential. not in internal sense. since the ability to self regulate can generate the inner simplicity of the being and allow one to work with ease but the external conditions do prevent us from getting ahead of ourselves if the cumulative grounds is not cultivatable for it which refers to all endowments. of unified thought and mind. which is propelled by the clarity of the heart that is reciprocal and gets nutriments from the souls endowments. which takes its nutriments from the divine. which is the cosmic reality. in a way the constricting of human nature which creates green house effect on our evolution process is going counter intuitive to getting ahead of the cosmic game for self survival.
it would be stated
that natural systems can easily be felt. the natural authentic development of a given objective come with a sense of flow. in this flow we may find ourselves with ease, as we course thru our personal difficulties. which teach us peace. because we feel the effortless art of not getting caught up in it. knowing that these events are ever so passing. and this life in brief comes with many mysteries. we can’t be certain. that suffering is necessary. but suffering may point to avenues. that may benefit us all equally. in terms of human nature and human kind. but to determine this we are called to detach from our personal subjective notion of reality. which tend to pull us at opportunity ends. causing diversion that which we are accustomed to do. perhaps bc of the duality of the world that comes in to play. and how artificial systems do cause rigidity in. places shock make burnt in images in our psyches causing us to be too certain of their concrete looking illusion. perhaps bc of that element of mystery. bc we never truly know ourselves. not as whole. not immediately. but we are also wholly there. with all our mentors attached. knowledge. experience. so it becomes the act of how we are going to navigate the rigidity of the world. and not assume an artificial progression of a given smth for the organic one.
so then how can we be convinced that a change has occurred. do we measure it by the profession of pain in many thresholds? do we expect the pain to amplify and the change to be a certain type of certainty. like a particular destination. or an end game. of which. we place too much emphasis on a getting to b versus the quality of the progression. even though it’s the elements thru which we encounter that complements a whole picture. in this sense, we would then say. we can get past walls. any concrete objective would then become permeable. only in our minds do we believe so strongly that there are barriers. but in reality this is only a projection. perhaps it’s convinced it’s too certain bc we feed such notion and illusions can only go so far. and what happens when we do break down ? the fragmentations cause instabilities within one’s framework. given a certain body of human actions, in terms of contributory factors. what does this mean to the quality of the whole for one affects the other and then these go on and multiplying objectives among them. the more accustomed we are to a particular types of skill sets. there’s a progression to it as well which. can become almost automatic. this is apart from our ability to recognize that the happenstance is not organic. but our initiation into the world and it’s obscurity between which is which, we may have initially developed a false sense of which. correlates to our thought pattern in its origination. so that is the baseline we would revisit. in order for revision. there’s a point beyond our comprehension that welcomes more , and we take this extra flexibility with us. so that we don’t fall in line with too much certainties. but there are few certainties we can rely on. this is the basis that is necessary to be established. much like how u borrow ur body to be here. u borrow a clear ideology or understanding o f smth that correlates to this planetary rule which works to efficiate our reason for being here.
it’s usually when the minds is conflicted on what is right and true. and abound are the surrounding objectives that work to challenge our natural rhythm with its arbitrary brash and deliberate attempts at being certain. it is one thing where we have some type of concrete reality where it can recognize and aptly change form. according to the currency of laws which permit human evolution for the greater sense of efficiency. that is why it starts from each individual that works to make societies and it’s societies qualities that determine the global meridian quality which can’t be obscured no matter how much we wish to use words of fancy to lie or deceit. bc we would only be deceiving ourselves in the end and since there is no end to this journey. we may be sensitive to which may be facilitated next. if we aren’t careful with that which we tend to create ( or co create in this sense bc human individual and human beings in. general almost always do have collaborations ) here in this world end results do show itself at every avenue of checkpoint. these check points extend from personal progression to global progression. now we can already chart in our minds how there are inconsistencies between personal progression and interpersonal ones. bc there is too much deceit ( and hierarchies that create/maintain inequalities) . and too much secrecy which create these grey areas in interpersonal dealings. and they which. everyone may say. u get. a lack of trust in your environment which points to a factor that allows u to already determine there is smth wrong even though u may not be exactly sure of which direction. or where in terms of its nature. but here the issue is sometimes the good intentions are to be dealt with in their progression but with greater urgency so that they can be haphazardly or artificially grown to be refuted. it is no wonder why this strategy causes negative loopholes in interpersonal dealings. and which touches on the trust ability in general. and what happen when u can’t trust others ? u can also be too rigid with urself in terms of whether if ur trustworthy. it should come easy to determine the palpability of smth. if we are keen on. clarity and development. so then why are we not so. bc there’s interpersonal foul play that works to play at large.
and we may be too pessimistic about the potential that human beings can be truer worthy. that human beings can err and get better. human beings learn according to their circumstances so inlelicnf the environment is last of our evolutionary processes. we may ask ourselves how this would look upon our systems. since this artificial rigidity complements the natural authentic development. they work as one where our abilities aren’t reaching by natural standard due to the artificial developments. but this should not trap us. or multiply the same errors in the real. by the progression of the artificial bc unlike the real progression. the issue with artificial is that they can be so rigid they can kill since they lack the natural intuitive skill set that’s only attributed to the organic matter. and with that they can’t dial it down in terms of their impact. as a result of such they are either too weak in tone. where greeter effort is spent on very minimal progress. or they jump over timelines or such great leaps are taken but without much caution while risking the entire world population. such as our current state of affairs within global economy and world systems. and i’ll come back to how the quality of meridian matters and impacts us the same bc it’s via our equal input. despite the hierarchies that determine such qualities , that causes the natural progression of such and no artificial systems seem to be able to counter its effects. bc natural will always supersede the artificial since it’s got a far greater track record. plus we are operating on their ( world and mother nature aka all life ) natural laws that’s established here long before we got here. and as well as ours is greater bc we have a greater track record as souls before we are human. so then. as convincing as reality may be in its concrete ness. it’s permeable to change. even if that change may seem impossible at first. though the change can only be a facilitator only if it’s intent on the benefit of everyone. the opposite is potentially true. for too much fragmentation may lead to our human extinction. eventually. but it’s not wrong. since we have a soul continuity. although wherever we may become next, what we refer to as good and bad may be directly linked with how well we do here. and again these words are strongly attached to our subjective projections.
but to really get the gist of their truth and meaning. what they portray. we also break our mental barriers. some of these are long term established. others are established via our social. where common knowledge becomes standard and quite easy to access due to its repetition. almost mechanic in thought we have accustomed to these associations and a revisit will allow us to detect any errors in our connections and elaborations that may call too so that we can make room for the continuity of our lives. because it’s simply too easy to say that in our certainties there is no way out of our common worldly problems. which can give us a sense of giving up. rather than giving up the right objedirve. to give up a dream. or give up hope and give up any possibke sense that ur efforts are not wasted. even though it may seem like it. bc we are too certain sometimes in our errors that we can easily fool ourselves thru out the entire lifetime we have while we are here. it’s all nice and fine when the curtain comes up and then we see the clear picture in the after math of which we are no longer in direct part. but we left a trail of fire in our departure. which the world is now obliged to deal about. so that’s why issues may seem like they go away but in actuality there are strong connections between all these happenstances that denying the. would be counter intuitive to inner calling. that is like denying urself the nature of breath. but then u can no longer go on either. and u also may notice. it’s quite difficult to hold ur breath. even against ur own will. and isn’t it said that we die too many times in a given lifetime. so there’s a system that natural of letting go. even in the though processes and habits the same. that same goes with the way we see the world. the contradiction lies in our being forced to accept this world from a one track mindset. versus the multi dimensionality that it holds naturally which gives way to playfulness of our free thought process which may not be linear in development but works to facilitate and inspire new thoughts and idea by its passage. so then we may ask. the purpose of thoughts. and purpose of sharing. as well as the true art of communication .
what is enlightenment
but coming back to urself. ur truth. before u became too magnified with world and reality. we do oscillate between two objectives for two are wings to the same reality that we are part of. it’s essential to know where and when these objectives would apply. sometimes we are too involved with our surroundings. other times we retreat. we get back to self. this self. is just a symbolic expression here. nothing concrete. that’s the idea tho. it’s the art of letting go and letting it be for letting go does not mean. in the traditional sense that we release our grip and then we never see it again. but we release our grip. the one that hurts us bc we aren’t meant to hold too excessively to any objedirve and for this long. this doesn’t mean we give up on objectives. but it is a method that allows us to ensure that we are actively part of everything. not just the doer. not just the one who must respond or react. but the one who also brings one’s presence to all things that one becomes entangled with. this being with ur self and ur being allows u to center urself and ground urself. which helps us refresh ourselves in terms do our ethics. and morals. what we have recognized so far on our spiritual journey and so on. u may wonder. well how is this different than meditation ? surely our meditations have myriad approaches. and with all things being one big meditation we may wish to expand ourselves occasionally to wander beyond what’s already established. this allows us to notice things we may have previously missed or misunderstood and translate in partial way also.
misconceptions occur. as part of life but not as concrete. for any thing that begins gains traction and then experience and skill that makes it efficient. so with the art of language. and communication. as well as our our ability to break free from certain worldly conditions. such as our previous mental states. our false or limited acknowledgments. perhaps we didn’t quite understand smth. or maybe we didn’t make a connection between two objectives that we might have assumed to be separate. and so on. these allow us to hone our perception purview which also builds over time with continual skil. via continual self practice. that is not attached to seeking as were strictly by probing others such as using others to one’s advantage much like animal testing. but unlike animal kingdom whose natures may differ than us. humans have some unique components to them that sets them apart as continually rebuilding itself to evolve past its past illusion towards its true form. which is the paradox of being on this world because we do enter upon the world with enlightenment bc that’s who we truly are. but then stuff of life happens. life becomes magnified. and we get all this stuff. before our eyes. that we forget our enlightenment. for a moment. or we don’t think about it that much. then this magnified objectives become very convincing overtime which is what conditionings tend to do. if we aren’t cautious of their nature. when we are cautious then we can actively seek to evade such conditions which weakens it’s grasp also. which is good for such. bc some conditionings are normal to adapt by humans as part of their survival so they fade occasionally much like waves returning to ocean. in between calm and chaos. and then arise again. in the nature it’s reciprocal and necessary for our survival. by attaching to old modes of survival at times where it is no longer relevant we inhibit our survival process. so understanding such interactions. at large is key.
but don’t be afraid. we run the risk of it before it’s actualized. and there will be many road signs and such along the way that can nudge us out of our conundrum. nature is resilient. but we must take heed the lives that can severely be impacted and lost interim and which still counts for smth. all energy goes somewhere and no matter how much u may understand smth. u may still feel the internal need to equalize or balance smth. so what do u do to purify old notions and false acknowledgment of a past that’s no longer relevant. and has no good. but there’s still work. something still has to be done. and u wonder about such conditions from a point of willingness to solve these via compassion. that’s when we notice the futility of the past. where we took things too seriously or let fears dictate our actions or decisions. maybe when we don’t know the full gist of something. we tend to magnify what little we have and that can be too limited as well for the life is vast and potential in which things can be different is already established. we must have a few things to work on. like how our actions and words don’t align. or how we may notice that in this world things are not as they appear. and with that, we build a cautious approach. not one that’s too strict where we can’t do anything. bc sometimes. our excessive concerns can have that effect too. such expectations from self can make it difficult for one to make decisions on the go. so we see many representation on the art of letting go and what it truly means. we are surrounded by many examples all the time.
eventually we must release our name and worldly attachments. we begin to contemplate the process of being on this earth. we reason with what is. and that’s why it’s said that hindsight is 20/20 in retrospect things can become clear. and we do notice this clarity does not always translate in the correct or right way. since the gap between certain objectives have long been diverted. albeit. with good intentions of it’s own time. and that may have served its own reason. as some times these reasons. may also be incorrect. but may accompany much greater objectives beyond our human recognition. but this also does not mean that there is no room for change or alignment to what these objectives must truly represent. and we may not expect ourselves to do the work alone. nor complete or achieve it all in one lifetime. although it doesn’t hurt to playfully continue to strive for such. it doesn’t hurt to try smth and let go the idea of such expectations of results. such is the playfulness of our lives. although we must not forget. the things of magnified in. nature in which we may find ourselves are very dense. at times. and they may also be heavy and hurt. these may require from us further diligence on their resolve. being cantered. grounded and at rest does not always mean all of our problems are melted away. but it helps to carry our burdens with much ease. and overtime. given enough diligence we may even figure out how to solve them. and improve the quality of our experience and those around us as well. for the true enlightened beings wisdom. umber one is the art of being aware and. invested on our unity aspect. which does not discriminate. even in dealings concerning our “ enemy “ inn looking at things magnified and dense and finite.
it’s said that we do not know of what we speak.
that the wise is quiet indeed. though perhaps the question is what is there to do with all the wisdom if it doesn’t come easy. . last long. and impact us long term in a good way, we can’t even figure out on the objectives that what is right is right. and what is wrong is wrong. there’s too much grey areas where certain contradictions show themselves in areas of conflict that we may wonder, perhaps the work doesn’t come easy. bc that’s where the real work is at. for the silence that be. unless we are measuring one’s traction by their effort. given that we can understand what we see. silence only works to strengthen false conceptions about reality. so then we get compelled between states of silence. where real contemplation is had. and periods of contemplation . in a way so as to not let form sediments of the series of unfinished work that tends to accumulate overtime. so while silence works for figuring out what it is that requires knowing. there’s also smth more that is required. for those who know the difference it’s usually in the act yes. but again if the effort is not recognized. then what happens next ? u can be quiet to ur death and still nothing would change. at which point we may recognize that such limits aren’t always necessarily needdd to be accepted at face value as they come for the prospect that lying comes customers to the grounds of human entanglement. as well as many exchanges made in the act. unless there is clear concise truths to be shared. in which case. u may be given priority to take someone in their word. which is established based on by the art of knowing. that is utilized via speech. bc our silences could convince each other. that perhaps there’s element of trust there. however this trust isn’t exactly established in the world. in order in which we can then say. we are ready to be endowed with the task of freedom that comes with personal agency that is confirmed to be trustworthy.
the silence may compel us. with the curiosity to be still. in quiet darkness. we may notice that the act of non doing is action indeed. or a choice. where there is a established basis of a responsive to ur surroundings. it’s never empty. the silence. for there is all kinds of happenstances going around daily already. most of these are on different formats. some are stationary. others get attracted to a particular type of vibration so as to be aware why such frequencies complement thought processes. there needs to be susceptibilities to be ear slides on the grounds where such strong conjunctions are made. and it’s easy to say. well. only in hindsight we do notice the intention behind the act. sometimes. the intention is assigned for the act. sometimes. it’s in our willingness to want to make use of our time of introspecting to analise and make sense. while other times. we want to make use of our findings. but this becomes a problem when what we analyze and in our finding. the intention of use. , in which case we may find out such states of silence is coloured by the true intention which can benefit the ones who practice such. without strong adherence to a cause. such as ignorance is bliss or that if u must refrain from sharing vital data that could save someone’s life is quite indeed. self knowledgeable. while utilizing the act of language on anything but truths. bc the act of stillness gives us this one illusion. that there is privacy of intention. or that bc there’s no witness there. such as even in our own personal stance we may say. we have nothing to do with such things
that may compel us to be in certain states but take no active part in its discipline or change or the factors that propel us to do these without any personal agency. or responsibility. for everyone who observes. we have senses that slow us to establish a reality and systems in which guarantees us our safety if we are to follow a set of rules but this rules differences are the key in point here based on by our false use of adhering to a set of established rules that exempts us from the message that it conveys. surely we can contextualize when a given occurrence challenges our senses. when we are confronted with. this is same as that. but that we have come to at last. a conclusion that there’s clear rights and wrongs about the occurrence. but given by this occurrence. well i beg to differ bc i know myself. i know what’s in my heart. i know what my intentions were about. i know where the information is coming from. and who takes part in what. when we see things from a collective purview then we are less likely to craft a strategy to isolate its parts or single out its members groups organizations for there’s a complementary factor that correlates to our thought processes the same. as within so without. and this silence . when done with eight intention . grants us just that.
now we can do too much speech. sometimes this act of clarity allows us to cut through the illusions that build upon us daily by the inaction or negligence from others who are on the same mission since the human entanglements propel and facilitate one global mission even though it may appear as fragmented to us. and even isolated in some instances. . there are no need to make distinction of its parts. i wasn’t born and with proclamations to label this is first second and third world nations. we aren’t afforded to blind follow. this in the past was coupled by our community mindset. of cooperation and for the survival of our species. whereas nowadays it’s very hard to discern. why with all the information overload and the lack of it in. places where it’s necessary for the utility of right course of actions.
we have this greenhouse effect of wanting to reach beyond the veil of illusion. even in our initial not knowing. much like systems in hindsight. might not know it. but then place meaning. this happened bc of this reason. must be for that. but there’s no self agency that holds self to a higher ground. thereby dragging people in experience of various timelines in one. where’s the time is now. the certain practical actions tend to lag. bc they are of a older timeline. but they haven’t been afforded a necessary upgrade yet. so silence in these situations is detrimental to ur well-being. it nearly does not or should not apply.
but we can apply dolled win our day to day habits. we can move with ease. and learn further the art of language. what is it good for ? this is important to take notice. for language can easily become a weapon. can destroy many a tbh ga of hard work and effort. we may or may not notice it bc of e myreid of systems and that a new person arrives daily not knowing which waters to navigate let alone whether if it’s any safe. but the most detriment is that ur using silence in the wrong way. ur assuming that what ur preteens with is a entire fact whereas it’s got its own directives. the direction in which it goes is called a current. there are many currents. this avenue can pull u into this current and that avenue can pull u into that this other current and all these currents although they are all part of one. they are partial in theory in that they have become rather isolated themselves in their notions much like high school cliques. u think ur different bc ur programmed to believe that such uniqueness can easily be measurable especially at such a young age.
or that ur natural biological sense of curiosity is being high jacked while ur natural resources are being sucked dry. the. ur replaced with artificial reasoning of secluded smth too extreme and eternal to escape.
the quests for such pursuits end up becoming our lifestyles. after some time has passed. so whether if this is real or should be tallied more about is hard to discern bc on one hand u want the immunity to overpower the susceptibility under any condition. for the survival of our species if we can’t change the minds of the few who have great power of influence but use it in the wrong way possible which makes things worse before they can get better and where systems are stacked against any potential recovery. if any. it’s very limited in. number.
human terms are like mantras
some may work to constrict us. in determining cosmic terms and meanings.
if frequency adjustment is real
then u can adjust it back. ur not any more different than others. and yes there is a thing called group prayer but the chances of us winning is higher since we are higher by numbers when it comes to good intentions towards humanity at large. versus. say someone who has ulterior motives and they wish to trick people into believing lies so that they get the upper hand at smth. which explains why divide and conquer is a thing bc it is highly known and gillis is being aware of this meaning and truth. behind numbers having power. the volume at which strengthens resonance of smth is quite clear. so never underestimate the true power of unity. which ironically also covers and protects the “mistaken”. for the mistaken has only detoured from their souls path and the antagonizing in excess is not exactly the way. for it works to recreate the same. which so what we are trying to divert from. the act of strong isolation and or division is not good for anyone and does not seem to work to solve our common problems either. it has been noted since time and history that executing people who have erred didn’t end the criminal act at all. we notice that public shame does. not bring lasting change. excess critical only distorts reality and paralyses those who receive it. where they can’t act or decide anymore which impact those who may depend on them. and this multiplies. much like all others bc we conform to our environment. especially when we add excess productivity in the mix. which includes excess survivalism in rural parts. such as in case of refugees or war torn lands. that too is a form of hustle.
in indivisible case of frequency adjustment he confronted by power by numbers bc while ur one individual who may be targeted or maybe part of a bigger spectrum of conditioning, u may assume that bc of this discrepancy and inequality that u don’t stand a chance. in truth this is not real. bc unlike power by numbers ur advantage is that although ur one. ur awareness can work to serve u wonders. bc while it gives illusion that others may have advantage over u. by oversight by power by numbers. u on the other hand can easily appropriate any type of look which is false information. bc they can’t breach ur true privacy. even with ur consent. especially if the intention is ill desires. it’s only by our ignorance r or not making or not being aware of what’s going on. or being too paranoid for the mind likes to connect dots either to make sense of one’s reality as we take from what available such as environmental info. or others that may be established based on by others personal experiences that may give lien but may also run the risk of not being entirely true.
if we run with it. the facade knowing of a intruders thought process into our own true authentic field. we may temporarily appropriate the negative consequence of the such. much like a ghost however. which does not stick. unless what we are confronted by within reality in which smth transpired and we may get into a muck. so that’s why it’s essential to ground ourselves frequently so as to normalize and balance these energetic fields. for they may get impacted without our recognition for the mind is in process of record while it’s also having oversight of what it has just recorded so that means take caution in ur own thought process for the susceptibility is in the act of becoming. so as to not get too ahead of oneself. or mistake the artificial occurrence of a given notion as. a authentic one. so keep in mind. such grounding techniques remind us of the essentials for we do. or forget. but briefly get distracted. so the chaos works to serve such distortion of truth which correlates with reality and perception of what is so that that we are choosing accordingly.
in this case u may wish not to administer urself to the bad entailing. for the act of diversion almost always couples a potential for bad behaviour that can be utilized to support the subject matter. in which a certain topic is propagated. and u have already built a sort of a rapport for this conveys our reality in which itself is also going thru a process of becoming while we are also in hindsight. perhaps determine the clarity of some given facts or factors. that may contribute or our understanding of it’s becoming.
and ofc we may understand why the power of choice correlates with power of consequence ? bc then it exempts those other coercive tendencies from any responsibility. and we don’t say. especially when things go wrong when that’s precisely the intention. but then the burden falls on us. and what can be done? especially when the coercive tendency is meant to lead u astray from ur path. only to get stuck in a portion of reality which goes nowhere. for a i uh diversion does not work to ennoble change in the good or right way which gives us glimpse into such mindsets that correlate meaning by into generalities of human nature.
when we get too far from what is. this can cause stagnation for the way to be. there is appear. u might need to have it reciprocate to ur true nature that directs u from within which explains why there’s excessive need to manipulate information for it directly connected us to our thought process which also means that the work doesn’t stop with determining reality but also relinquish a part of self which. explains why there are states of consciousness wandering elsewhere where the action become rather machinated. almost like u have a backup personality plan. in which u activate during emergency. but the script is so badly written. and it’s all from the 90s or even earlier timelines. so we get these animalistic. reactive and it feels in the act. as if there is smth that is familiar. which gives the clue that it is artificially induced. rather than naturally occurring . for it to be natural. it first need not truly be recognized as in the middle of its occurring. only after some reaction is made however the artificial does not notice this natural development. so it’s either too loud. or it has a rather dull wizzes sounds in the dark. very extremely subtle that one must be extremely still to feel its presence but simply being aware of it. gives u the true strength that u already have within urself to counter its effects without it making its rounds without ur recognition assuming that it’s fro urself bc it’s trying to mimic or appropriate such.
when every in social does it. then the bad intentions don’t even stand a chance bc there wil no longer be any susceptibility there. and all ur doing is simply be aware what’s coming from where. especially when it’s offending or u can determine the signal within. that which u might have grown accustomed to bc the sinister side effect to such subtle conditioning does come with the dulling effect built overtime as u don’t know what u have and what u lose by simply not acknowledge it bc u may. it be aware of its challenging opposite. and to go even further. when everyone is also aware that each other is aware. this multiplied in good wishes and good deeds that counts negative intentions of any one. ofc. for the bad intentions to however there would be need to amplify but luckily we all love life too much to ever get it to that point. so may these words serve to enlighten any heart that might be distraught. for no matter which side ur on. either on side of good intentions or bad. or ur neutral. or go with flow type of person. it all contributes to all our wellness. bc even those who are lost in their way do want some type of personal justice for what causes them much pain.
in looking at the world
we notice all kinds of inconsistencies. whereas one side of the world we think we have things figured out. the other side thinks the same. but there is great variations of practice. as well as how these systems reach out to all in some way. u might think oh but they don’t have what we have or this system does not stretch that far. u might be surprised to find that this isn’t true. for everyone. is part of these systems already.
even in the most secluded aboriginal culture there is some involvement there that we cannot deny that the systems encompass all and everything within. it. and to determine what needs to be changed. we have to see the whole thing. not just this portion or that portion which are very limited in terms of our vision.
perhaps we are too busy. and this super business is coupled with intense states of exhaustion. where we wish to like to withdraw ourselves and. not notice that it happens.
often times. where we may climb the social ladder the same may happen. we may fall into deep stages of inertia. which makes us to make up for the cost of exhaustion. now with things instead.
and it doesn’t end. bc the exhaustion is real and it must be noted in all fronts.
while on the other end of the spectrum we may notice that people are driven out side of their natural homes. they are made to be forced to conform to a life style that’s not natural. let alone they are also now confronted by economic hardship that’s stronger than h natural developments that allowed them the life of prior.
which leads us to unrealistic working conditions for the people who are not endowed with the knowledge on how to hack gate themselves. in systems that do not notice they are the strong hold and part of this sort of enabling.
we may think that certain conditions are alright. they must not be part of our systems. but this is not true. for all concerns of the world is now owned. there’s very little room to make such suggestions and say that there is a choice that enables human kind to refuse to play a game they don’t understand.
but it’s not that we are incapable of getting the gist of the mill of the hill so to say. it’s just. even in the act of knowing it’ serves very little. and by then it’s sort of ah so. too late man. u did the deed now u must pay the
but even in that u might say but that’s good though cos conflict arises and then we can resort to avenues of mitigation such as mediators and justice. but
ah again. caveats caveats everywhere.
so the issue is the systems. we can’t evade this fact.
and sure. we might get dismayed. well i wish to find the person who is responsible from it all and put all the blames on them. perhaps the idea isn’t to eliminate people that are the problem. but to look into the true nature of such “ interactions “. and that’s hard to do. bc it takes us back to the point. do reference if a mediator. and u can buy some. manipulate others and at the end of the day.
u rely on someone’s intuition and that can also be hijacked. depending on where we are on feb human. spectrum of such acknowledgment into our nature. we don’t have defended on those fronts. bc we give too much way into what seems to be. which is a product of the systems.
it’s because we do not afford ourselves our true nature that our systems end up being flawed in the first place anyway. and that’s smth we can reconcile at the root level. bc it need no antagonists. it needs recognition of its given nature at the time of which it might have been the best possible outcome but take the with caution
for such things can never be replicated joe can they be utilized as a strategy to overcome ur enemy bc that would not be smth new or different. since that’s precisely what we are trying to break out of.
noticing this differences could help us to determine what sort of changes we are willing to explore in terms of our collective endowments. for the very nature of change can easily be noticed. not by the looks of it. but by the true traction that it facilitates. so these things can only go so far in terms of appropriation.
we can only convince ourselves that smth is good. but only so far. for there’s limits in that agaisnt natural progression. which is what natures the human heart and human soul via constant exposure to smth. if it’s good. it shows in result. and the same is also true of opposite. just not the way we expect the delivery to be.
pls don’t run the risk of false thoughts such as well this is the survival of the fittest so this means if i make it then i’m superior or better. hats also the branch off of hierarchal developments that work to entangle us to our systems. which we need to break free from and equalize so that we aren’t giving into its effects in. a delusional way.
if we are the remnants of a troublesome history this gives us a few advances. one is wisdom. the other is humility. the combination of both is the only gift that matters that which we can leave behind before our own departure. so there’s no need to get all dogmatic about it bc it’s more work.
the ability to keep urself humble. is the purview. because noticing that. our current , overcoming , of conditions that are not entirely clear to us, meanwhile the continuity of life, so here we are also creating as we go along in recognition of what all this is about , which gives us a bit of chance, to practice the ability to remain calm under pressure but
the loss of human life is not a small matter. it’s the very gamut that requires rectifying.
the loss of human life usually represents loss of energy. loss of potential. both of which are strong tenets of our system functions. as we notice. the finacial realm. the business realm. the political realm. all support this. without recognizing the negative consequences of this might produce on our entire development.
and we also see that systems do not have capacity to recognize its flaws. so there’s no such thing as sure we notice this is a man made cause. we notice that presence of some system is better than absence of such. for it brings about law and order. which helps to eliminate conflict, bring about peace for coexisting and the other point is cooperation.
and now u smirk too. that’s the point tho. we can see these already. we know them. we have all partook in it in some way or other and now we don’t need to point fingers anymore. it serves no-one. plus the justice system is not entirely aware either. bc the ability to judge is very slippery. a slope and bc it too is a system . we notice the persons. quality of mind. health and how they see the world. what is their philosophy. are they racist. maybe sexist ?
so how do these affect us bc when we think of individual we often see if they are a threat. but these are also individuals . so the oversight should be of equal grounds for they are benefit for everyone including the ones affected by their neuroses. it happens. to the best of us. that’s not a gimmick. but to deny becomes it.
the distance u can go
depends on how much ur willing to put into ur own work. this is true on this earth. irregardless to limits that we may be confronted with. the limits may involve beyond ourselves. could be others. in their own very processes who do very much the same. the act of trying to figure things out. the right versus wrong. of virtuous ness. at the end of it. it’s the willingness to be free from suffering that propels such pursuit and facilitate change how can we determine something is true and right. or wrong ? it’s by the establishment of undiluted basis of which initiates a deep sense of smth. that’s far too quick than our thought process. where the thought process is simply the translator to such signalling. though in the heart of things. it doesn’t just start and stop with determining the right type of emotion. the act of translating of such does not mean that we take meaning. any meaning. as it is and call it absolute. some of these could be simple reflection of the residue of a inconsistent past. but because we are deprived of change. and also bc we are eager. to change. to grow. that we can easily misapprehension such meanings. it seems perhaps we mistake this. inner exterior reciprocity. between an individual . their inner realm. their privacy. and their external reality. the others who may do the same. and the third. the atmosphere. that’s the resultant of our collective efforts. which is also a type of consciousness. or at the very least. possesses reflective qualities that contain stuff that we could sort thru. but ofc. we can immediately see as to why this oscillates. there are times we may get in the cosmic vibe. and other times where we may feel we are cut n dry. where we may have. in our day to day habits. given way too much to methods. and practices such as paper trails and rules and laws.
and it’s via that eagerness to change that we are propelled and strive for such. but ofc. the distance is foremost made within. irregardless to external conditions one may be confronted with. things such as right thing or what’s grievous. what’s essential or the ability to determine when smth is partial and or wrong are all components within the individual who experiences them. thereby the heart is the absorber of the initial stages of what transpires. then the mind may kick in. and start that internal dialogue. propelled by the ignition of fear. and it’s via this fear. not bc u in ur own self are at fault and must therefore be condemned. which is interesting. since that should be the first thing that should come to mind when we do smth and then immediately realize it was wrong. but we pay emphasis on how we appear. as in. the apparence take priority. perhaps due to the convincing nature of such “initiation into material world” with pain and suffering. right off the cradle. and the strife doesn’t end there either. our internal dialogue is the accustomed meridian of the collective conscious effort which has took a long time to develop, this language is in a way reflective of our inner realm. even when we are not actively administering ourselves into the reality. as in active members of society or community. the silence is not empty. for there is the continuity of such transpiring all around us. again. the emphasis here is the further distance one wishes to make. bc the inner avenues are like that of a highway. and u do get confronted with a myriad of choices. options. here. u may easily mistske. bc this inner realm of “privacy “ is actually private only in that ur truth can be easily indeterminate by even the keenest of souls. and not bc we simply cannot come to terms with the distinction. no. bc there is a certain type of junction that is produced as a last resort. and so. with that said. aside from i social striving to get as many of one’s self lessons learned. the same is also true with the collective efforts to do the same so that the progress is somewhat preserved . or crystallized where we don’t have to keep cycling thru it all. begin. continue. effort end. and t the end of the day. everything fades. u hear echoes of what’s could have been. the pot works is very much there. like glimpses on a cloudy day. or lighting strokes in the dead of night n for a moment. ur afforded the sight.
but we must not expect. because in. expectation there’s greater degree of pessimism. perhaps. bc we may begin much like to be strongly associated with body does the same. producing pain and being too conscious and dealing with the linearity of it all unable to break free from the cut n dry. this versus that. duality at that . u don’t notice ur fighting urself instead but. the same is true when we expect from others. bc we can’t direct. and we certainly cannot dictate. history has shown over and over again that we can’t contain the human spirit and it’s hunger for growth or evolution or change but it can’t be tricked either. bc this disturbs the spirits of the past. some of those could be ur own. and some of these os better off asleep. that’s ok. on their slumber. these monsters still receive food. they still get the necessary advancements. perhaps not in the direct way that u would or i would. and maybe it’s better this way. not everything needs to be confronted. for some things are more a product of our minds. maybe the concern is right because. we may feel the urgency of change that is needed and we may already be aware that sometimes. forced change by nature can evidently happen and that’s a thing we wanna evade bc when a. a change is facilitated by nature as. a last resort it tends to destroy a lot along the way. perhaps bc we cling to smth that we needed to let go. such as ideals the same. so in that essence. it’s normal that we may feel urgency to change for this also may refer to our existentialism.
and how then can we balance between. injure advancements. and then work it in a way that’s benevolent in the world. where all monsters also get what they want. which includes our own ! no one is exempt from it. we are all influenced by smth or other which can give us some glimpse in to true nature of why we are here how we are here for what reasons so that we can use the data to our advancement on our traction made. both individually and collectively as versus attaching to our finite personalities or brief life like that’s absolute. it matters but it seems to be more of a side dish and not the main course. and so. the discovery of truths and the right things should not deter anyone. this is not a trick. this is not to condemn u or put u in the corner of shame. perpetual in suffering for the rest of ur life. that would mean. i am feeding my inner monster and that’s not smth i am willing to do ! for one aspect. such fear tactics and shame methods never brought any good motivation. to further constrict human nature only caused it to rebel more and ofc. bc we are so fragmented we can’t even redirect our anger in the right way. bc ur on ur own. u must decide on ur own and that’s not always easy n accurate at all times. another clue why the collective traction maters here greatly.
we may notice last of wisdom gained on earth is to realize how easy it is to fool each other. so when we recognize this. our ability to get into some customary phone identity to merge with the reality. or the world. and the modalities that also work to constraint our efforts to break out of our social fears such as anxieties that may get in our purview and block the way. bc when these are transpiring they mean smth. not bc smth is wrong with u. but perhaps. a signal that sort of wants us to pay attention to a constant that may need human intervention. . sadly recognizing these signs are not easy bc we have grown customary with covetousness and double speak that even ourselves get lost in determining the root source of any trouble. that we must attest it to literally anyone. so these projections happen bc we in our worry that there is some what danger but cannot determine fro where the signal comes , then resorts us to old thought patterns that’s produced as a resort of lack of advancement on those collective objectives say even if ur efforts to unsocial effort give u the endowment of such clarity and ease. so then the question remains. how can we preserve overall tractions made and be aware of our collective challenges and efforts to achieve the same but in the most benevolent way which is not arrogant of its own accomplishments. or resort to comparisons. or competitiveness for such human matters requires no such. in truth of u how such endowments then u have a moral responsibility to ensure that it’s utilized in the best way possible that serves all in some way but again. without expectations. in a way. this allows us to accept the world for what it is. as opposed to expect it to be different then the change is not forced. which may naturally facilitate the change necessary. for the proper overcoming of those challenges. though this may require both individual responsibility and individual freedom to choose. which is harder to do. especially when our efforts in a way. from near or far. must concern others.
accepting that the reality is unwell
is not a sickness. we aren’t playing fear mongering by stop and saying well this can’t be normal. it can’t be good. smth is off putting. i can’t seem to get inclined to such conditions. let alone co get it properly within without inner conflict. which should give us way that there is smth in the way. not the artificial fear mongering which wishes to machinate the natural inclination to determine whether if smth is safe or not , that’s precisely what we wish to be free from so that we have chance of survival. often times we do not notice this precisely bc we don’t want to admit the environment is sick. there’s smth fundamentally wrong here. see ? simple to say it. just to say this u may begin to see patterns of its inclinations. and that should be ur predominant inner drive to seek such answers. the whole point is rooted to our self survival , by developing the ability to determine ahead of time the palpability of smth. if it’s not safe. we should be inclined to steer from it. yet we can’t escape our environment bc we are surrounded within it. a careful oversight which does not let itself get astray with mistaking process with destination, perhaps we can build a sort of system that’s gonna ensure guarantee that we aren’t gonna let ourselves manipulated by the systems which is pretty much creating ur own trap or jail mindset. it’s no wonder why none of us can figure a way out.
though the argument is not to be repetitive and same and safe or out of the box. on the go. on ur toes. edge of ur seat type reality. but for some reason i’m this case we forgo wisdom entirely. we assume the nature of living in the now does. it possess within it alreddy the wisdom of the way that led one there. but how then do we emulate our inner truths ? if we don’t know what the problems are. there’s hardly a clear determinations for such answers. for any nearest objective then would do which is usually what our minds tend to do. connecting dots to make sense of our reality. often times we are mistaken bc we are born and grown under a big mistaken reality. it’s not that it’s not clear. we like the advantageousness of the mystery. or the shaded areas. we could remember that having all light all the time can be blinding on our eyes sometimes. so is with too much stimulation. given that the environment is flawed. this is evident that it will cause too much friction than is necessary which exhausts our energy system. as within. so without. therefore we can’t determine clear solution to some of our more simplistic issues that plague our reality.
we could however possess both. but possess not in ur classic version of the term. where it rarely applies. it’s within ur personal vicinity that something flows. there is movement there. ur not clinging to any aspect of it ur just the observer or the witness. there is a relationship between these processes and in which we like to wish to make efficient. but sometimes we end up going off balance bc we aren’t able to handle the worldly burdens. let alone. our spiritual ailments. perhaps due to having too much security in our own surroundings. again this roots us back to perceiving the environment as it is. and where we may feel. up to our personal limits. bc no matter how endowed u are within. unless the environment supports it. u will be limited by ur ability to aptly participate in the betterment of it. but this doesn’t rule out the act of choice and personal admission. to continue to embody ur true self in the world full of pollution which causes us to lose our way in the first place. but if we contradict our wish to say. sully the masses. or take them. because when people comply. then there’s predictability. and when there is appearance of peace. then it benefits everybody . . think of what social benevolence ur part of and then reflect on its qualities. assurances etc. maybe just notice how u feel. and then notice a example. which could have happened anywhere. it doesn’t matter. that it happened shouod give us caution. and u notice the human potential of such. uncertainties unfold before u. which can be terrifying. we end up question our own nature and ask ourselves if it’s really that easy to lose urself.
so i think the more fragmented we are socially and globally. the more this also reflects our inner equanimity. because we aren’t exactly one track minds. but we are adaptable. so there’s some degree of influence there anyway. but it seems also that awareness is the elimination of ignorance. so the more aware we are of the processes that take place. which tends to have a slowing down effect to our otherwise chaotic perception of our worldview. so i think that why we tend to look away from such acts of stillness bc we link it or mistake it rather to atrophy. we get scared of our mortality of smth that’s just a mere apparition bc we are too conditioned to constantly hurry from one objective to next. the fault or was and many inconstancies found in our reality does have a element of influence bc these are objectives that are blended in with organic reality where they machinate such. so under these strong influences where we are not exactly taught of their correlation can create these apparitions easy. so we don’t say exactly. u must be on ur toes in solving problems. or u must only only be traditional. there’s a dance there. between the art of history and evolution. that’s where we do transcend the reality. and such is rooted in smth as simple and vulnerable as balance.
now the opposite of that. being entirely on ur own. relying entirely on ur own senses. and viewpoints to determine reality is also very difficult. because we aren’t exactly stand alone we are part and parcel with all and everything development wise. so there’s mutual responsibility. call it a social code. to be better urself for ur quality of contribution to the worlds own processes. but it’s hard to do, again. when the clarity is not afforded and every avenue is blocked from reaching the surface. to break out from the jail like sentence in. our minds. we have many of these contradictions present in our reality. perhaps we are striving to be better but we think only appearing as such is enough. or we think. in our perceivable realty that we are alone. and since we are alone then we can do smth. that we would normally not do in company of others. anyone. not even a bug or a plant. even the air works to serve as a witness to reality if u really think about it. the reason why this causes the contradiction and needs to be brought to light is precisely bc in our not knowingness. strongly influenced by factors beyond or cognizance we err and then that becomes our reality. the upside down world has. long become institutionalize square it spends more on maintaining bad behaviour plateaus than institutions n or systems that prevent it or works to aid in quickness of recovery when a life takes a wrong turn or a person makes a false judge of character of each other. in business and personal dealings. for all this is what tends to prolong that pain process which leads us to inconsequential decisions like waging wars. or assuming that bc things are already bad that they must either be this way. have always been this way. should be this way or with no way out. bc it’s rooted to the environmental illnesses. and none seem to be entirely exempt from it. usually biology will get u thru eventually veil is lifted for everyone but.
when u trick others u trick urself
how then can u detect the tricks own effects upon ur life ?
reality is riddled with nuances
such nuances are created due to variant thoughts concerning reality’s own functionality. no matter who u are. where u are at and what ur confronted with, u have some degree of idea established about the world. but from ur purview of existence which generates those initial states of thought that establishes reality for us. none of us discuss this tho. the unique experience we have as species. we think of aliens different than us for example. we think of these vile creatures who are. at our worst case scenario of human thought. will wage wars against . us. no other possibilities. random occurrences might occur. we may think even such projections are due to our own animosities. but because we are confronted with strong worldly objedirve s that even our wrongs may seem palpable due to our survivalism. now tbh ga are different. we have a bit more lee way into what sort of information about our world exists. but the fillers are also there. and we are not quite equipped to handle such difficult emotions as they may arise as a result of some of these being strongly rooted to our human history. which pretty much determined our material reality in the way we find. it today. we may not wish to associate with such conditions we might have heard about our human nature. the ability to rise to the occasion of self perfection seems to be seed in us all. as we do strive for virtuous ness. of righteousness for this cultivated within us a sense of purpose. and this alignment. process of within with our surroundings do give us a sense of motivation for perseverance for the opposite usually refers to inconsistencies. and contradictions that run the show. our world and the reality in which we end up feeling subjected even to the arbitrariness of our own thought processes.
and i think this happens. because we have these priorities that are due to lack of trust such as national security reasons we may hold secrets. or be covetous for the same reasons. we may also have this play out among smaller groups organizations. . there seems to be a feeling of stationary ness in regards to our material reality. that convinced us that there is no room for froth. so we grow in between the cracks instead. these grey area of operations ends up working backwards. creating an illusion of the potential of earth but only backwards. of flipped on its head. this downside world appearance is due to our false acknowledgements. rooted to our covetious ness. whereas we want to be virtuous. bc there’s lack of trust. we resort to strategies that allow us to play on many objedirve s except for one. to get real with reality. bc only then do we also get real. for the consciousness that is here. that allows us to be animated and present. when we may feel compelled by anything other than it. where then does it go and what replaces it. such machinations is the very things we must refrain from bc it’s not the absence of soul that derives these nuances. but false acknowledgement of reality that may cause it as a strong side effect. which may not exactly have been premeditated or assumed or intended consciously for the levels of consciousness are concomitant to their appropriate timelines as well with what was available back then. we do tend to think with the process of now. bc respite. since the alternative is high pressure which lags the system. so in relief of such we replace the altruism with arrogance. we immediately seize the opportunity to be omni present with what we know. thus we overestimate the consciousness levels of those times lines.
that’s bc we also are hungry for change. whether we see fully aware of not. due to environmental conditions and strong conditionings that tend to have that effect. which have long took momentum. but are now being countered by the presence of information and our constantly challenged senses. perhaps. such heightened times can allow for some type of awakening. though at the same time such human losses can never be reconciled as such. as it was intended. this portrays our moving up to our full potential also. bc we are already and have long been operating. at meridian. at our bare minimum where only a little progress has been made. at baseline at least. which explains why many previous solutions have fallen short. or didn’t last li f where the issues came back around. almost cyclically which alters how we perceive our reality. and that determines our choices. and so on. so we see that when we are riddled with the downside up world illusion thing we end up thinking that this is the established norm. which bc it’s directed in the wrong direction can cause intense feelings of existentialism. bc we can’t perceive anything behind such machinations. are therefore haunted by the ghost that it produces by its repetitive action so we notice slight differences in the world n bc our desperation for change is strong we assume that is a sign. often times though. even when such things are highly controlled , from the purview of limited intention, there’s still a natural progression of some of evolution geared in favour of humanity’s survival.
thought it appears to work in constant it works to counter the effect of the origin of cause. and this is due to our covetious ness. bc in top of things already being puzzle like , we have to make things difficult for us each time. bc of lack of trust and assumed knowledge. and this assumed knowledge comes from lack of direct experience early on where must life depends on their strong surroundings which determine the course of events that tend to follow. but these events bc they are guided by the systemic measures and where these systemic measures hardly ever upgrade along side human potential and human consciousness that end up bringing too many inconsistencies with the process of its entailing on solving long standing human conflict. thereby falsely giving us impression that no matter the effort we will never see a light of day for the most part of humanity so this demotivates people bc it does not give them a hope or faith in better days. with lack of imagination tom what sort of vision we can resort to. there are many opportunities that already determine that to be world of us. there’s all sorts of labels about people. general sense of people. but usually this people could also be reference point from a self experience rather cloaked under anonymous. and this reference could very well be subjective in approach. we also do this bc of personal security reasons. there are national security reasons and there are personal security reasons all of which end up strengthening ties with whatever the downside world brings in terms of burdens. so the more we hide. the less likely we are true and this causes us to believe the lies we tell ourselves. and if we were to remove all the fillers. given that we can run on a faith based system that honours all life and looks to process of evolution. that is the recognizance of the human consciousness. this level and degree of awareness this process of sending our reality. our basic needs. al the same. which will also work to efficient these anxieties about our world which excavate such constrictions . as we may prioritize our lot and further cause resistance within the unity field bc now everyone is running in the opposite directions. away from each other.
why are most objectives
20/20 in hindsight more often than we would like to recognize ? why can’t we figure things out as we go a long ? is it because as we go along things we are what appears to be a process in and of itself ? then us the flaw in our reasoning or approach in this case. we may have too many certainties we run on. o not noticing that they may tend to trap us. almost causing a mind that is in a hypothetical jail. u just can’t think beyond a. given objective bc u have already within ur mind availabilities of its palpability. which means that u are aware of its un clarity. how then can one becomes certain with uncertainty while deny that ur uncertain of its palpability ? perhaps this refers to our actions. so thoughts aside. actions can be covert. one can manipulate one’s intention. and appear as not one is. which is the art of deception. evading the fact that u are to be at all times. representative of ur inner reserves. so what values u hold ursled to a high standard is also a given. that it also applies to all. so if u don’t wanna be killed u don’t kill. if u don’t wanna be lied to. u don’t lie. if u want to advance each day. meaning no matter how small ur personal progress. ur aware of it. u from a relationship with ur own progress and then pay close attention to changes that is required. we already see huge discrepancy between personal progress and progress that depend on all everything else. in reconfirm first our personal progress is limited. how much of a right do we have to determine the general direction of progress for this may refer to being. led by those who don’t know where the direction is. then it’s easy to say. by keep going we may easily be walked off the edge of the world ! and not know it. until it’s too late. only then can we be told. well. why did u blind follow. don’t u know it’s rule one oh one. think for urself and choose for urself. then on comment back to where we might have lost our direction. we notice that we are in strong coercion. which refers to our survival ability. when things go severely wrong. we tend to look to the crowd and what’s commonly decided upon for the initiative survival ability. but as we can see, we can’t want both ends.
to each thee own. but only when push comes to shove. does not suffice in reconciling the many inconsistencies of todays experiences found in all situations. it’s one thing g to say the least. we may not have sufficient info or expertise. it’s another to recognize that with ur eyes closed and senses in isguise even. at ur lowest. u can still detect these repetitive cycles that have developed over the long term. why then u must ask. we are here. and how. for what purpose does all this serve. on one sense. very little changes. if any. we have varied sense of changes. some can be systemically facilitated. but are they good tho and who does it serve. is varied. and we see that the only way is up theory reflects to our transcendence. so when we raise consciousness that is upwards. when we transcend our problems. that too is upwards. what’s sideways is our liberate changes. more obtuse. and unnecessary such as in wait. u develop an illness now ur life tske a a whole other direction. or economic shifts leave u in poverty. and now u how a whole new life y oscillate with. there are no discussions about any potential recovery. or changes that could help u and reinstall what u could have lost among the way. so this linear development. is the jail mindset. we think that is change bc it only has appearance of change. we say look ur getting older . u must be wise. and then . we disqualify older people from our societies entirely. then we contradict our word and do smth of its opposite. so these changes are not reflective of much bigger changes that are required from us collectively so that we can open the doors to what’s next. level wise.
our thoughts settle like dust. forming sediments in our life. where our thought process caked over a faulty grounds. when we feel challenged we may deem earthquakes within the inner foundations might have falsely set up and bc the common knowledge is also based and established in this way. where we can determine local knowledge and then regional knowledge as well as knowledge between inter relations. bc it matters. also on others i social and regional knowledges. they too have different purview to their own objectives as well as developments. we don’t work to resolve those inconsistencies. which would give us a clue as to which cyclic repetitive limbo esque patters must complement it. so that we can detect more than just one angle of it. which may tend to plague us. by recognizing g old patterns and coming to terms with why they happen n how they are sustained. we then can move on to the next objective but we do notice this may require us to communicate with each other as opiates to make assumptions and suppositions. for this is the very reason why we wish to change our ways and at will. consciously . but bc it involves everyone. not one or few or a group can determine the entirety of the objectives bc of those susceptibilities long adopted from the past however in order for us to have these conversations we need to first do the work within. each in our own advancements. and here we can already detect a big roadblock. bc we depend on the systems. we may also with it. require a systemic contribution also with the same determination for appropriate resolve and simplicity of the matters along the way bc it’s very easy to get discouraged when we are tying smth new. so we must consider this as part of our nature. when we are confounded by strong desire to change. and for better. for all beings wellness.
hindsight gives us clues into what happened. but nowadays our collective denial is so strong and our general sense of resistance away fro that upwards. change holds us back that we are now trying to extend our intellect and our cleverness. bc we are tat mischievous. to try to manipulate historical context in. our favour. which only excavated that process of getting that information that’s already caked in us. we each of us is a house of proof. a body of proof that does not recognize that itself holds the piece of one of the most dominating essential puzzles on. earth is tragic indeed. we still insist that it must be thru linear development that we must change. and that every apparence of change is change indeed and every change is good unless so and so deems is not likely which ironically happens in a process like 20/20 except it’s strategically utilized only where and when it’s desired. like a last resort. instead. these many ways of being inspired by our natural processes and machinate them is nothing new. there’s a a lot of them normalized among us which is why it’s harder to detect them bc they are very similar as like the organic process. but in substance it’s devoid of authenticity of process. which is not entirely determinable by human nature. we can work with it by recognize it. we can honour it for its divine. and we can learn it’s language so we can communicate with it first. we need to determine it’s objective so that we can truly reflect what it has in its own processes so that we are not false creating resistance against natural change. developing this language and this relationship requires more than just contemplation. it must translate into conscious act. and in that deliberation we may make mistakes. it’s all part of the experience . we may correct them it’s all part of the lessons. we may evolve past our mistakes and begin anew. instead of killing a person without touching them we kill the ideology instead which is what inhibits us and gets in our way.
ofc all of these challenge us and perhaps they bring us closer to what we already know. in between having to repeat cycles over and over again, and the challenge lies in the fear that this too could be 20-20 someday so now we become heightened in our senses and get paranoid about the whole thing that’s the thing with uncertainty is that we become a bit more apprehensive about our decisions. especially when we notice that we may at any time not know or could be wrong. but this too is developed via some type of intuition the more the experience the better a person gets. and ofc this too comes with limits. we can’t know what’s in others minds and hearts. and so the job falls on that collective. integrity. u have to have some heart and trust. which is commonly accented by majority that if anyone abuses it. we can not un notice it. or not notice it at all. bc it may disturb what’s already authentically established and aligned with our material reality. these are the unnecessary uncertainties we have which can be simplified and rectified by clear language. all u do is give ur word and the. keep ur word. u abide by it. and this doesn’t mean blind follow ur verbiage either. ur still aware. ur there. u will forever be there until u cease to exist. and even the. there’s a part of u that remains here. a peer of u that lingers around and then there’s this main component that goes where it need to go which is. if we base eternity. is already everywhere. we just don’t notice it. so is with our common knowledge. it’s already all here. and the implications run in that certainty. we are too certain we have arrived. but nothing actually stops.
a sense of trust
established security in the world. one may feel a bit more confident with what is. as well as one’s own personal abilities. in a way. trust takes the extra burden of uncertainty out of our shoulders. we give into a deep innate knowing that we are not alone. and that things are getting done. even in our absence. that would be a keen sense of partnership in the world. that if we are aware of our true nature. we may already know that to an extend. there is a connectivity that is already there about our nature. whether if u wanna see this from a cultural point of view or societal is not that different. we may get exhausted sometimes and wish to be alone. soon enough we realize that we need outside of ourselves. just to get our basic needs met. the food is delivered by people. the things we made by people. there’s no distinction as to how this work gets done. which completed our collectivity. but ofc now the picture becomes clearer. as to the true relationship between trust and the general functionality of objectives. what u want is for the systems to operate efficiently. if we were to remove trust however we could get a lot of extra work that would be required just to get simple tasks done. u would see this from a symbolic purview of what happens when basic trust is lost. u would constantly look over ur shoulders. in the middle of a task. what does the at signify. distraction? worry? maybe it could even. be fear. as excess fear that plays our long enough can even be referee to as paranoia. so it sort of matters and impacts the individuals plagued by it. this doesn’t necessarily mean that people are incapable of functioning in absence of trust. to their environment or what ever situations they maybe faced with. but there is distinction between absence of trust and presence of trust and we may get glimpses of both a seed on by our experience as we do go thru states of oscillation depending on what the context is.
we are quite resilient. despite all the odds and ills of reality. differences abound. but there are also similarities there among us all. we do have various meeting points based on by mutual need. and inspirations for evolution. a willingness to be healthy happy community members. and we do all notice that when we do smth nice and kind for someone else. the act of such is in and of itself rewarding which holocaust our unity aspect. so u could on one hand barbie conflicting thought based on. y threatened trust centre about a given smth. on the other hand when u do go outside and interact with others. smth else naturally is facilitated. perhaps in part by ur intuition which may detect smth u did not such as well. this is safe. and this may take place before ur intellectual mind begins to do the detective work. usually the intuition is a lot faster then the intellect. and i’m not sure which is faster. the messages from the heart or intuition. but this is not a competition. just us trying to figure things out in a basic sense so that we begin to detect these intersections as they do occur. perhaps it’s due to our social instabilities that we may not catch on right away. this too happens. it’s very difficult to be individual on earth. u get all kinds of other standard worries. how do i seem from the purview of others isn’t bc we care about what others think but we are more concerned about our place within the world more like. and when the intellect kicks in and the detective begins to course thru everything and parse among it for any clues o as to assert itself on the trust ability of that given smth. which is still quite new. can cause us to take a step back if we feel unsure or unsafe. again. this all refers to the essentiality’s of trust. whether it’s u within urself ur own processes. ur mind ur heart and what u may wish to do aka ur will power. or ability to judge a given smth. so the ability to be correct in a choice. or decision. or u within the world. among others. it could be trust towards system. which still in a indirect way refers to other people bc system are run by people like us. so when u find urself having trouble trusting a daytime body. or system as a whole what ur actually having trouble establishing is a lack of trust in other people.
the more we contradict ourselves. has this paradoxical effect. cos u might think well at least they r trying. but in the case of trust i can go either way. naturally as we can see. the more oscillations cause it’s booties within. a persons decision making abilities. inhibiting it either when one is fully cognizant. aka i can’t trust myself. or not. aka. well. i can’t seem to decide on this objective . almost like paralyzed. one is not able to make the next move. perhaps one is in presence of undetected data. or there’s too much false information abound which also gives the feeling of true hunger for clarity. but unable to detect and determine what one is experiencing bc there’s that paradox again. if u don’t trust urself and say u aren’t aware how then do u know ur inconsistency is based o by lack of trust. since u don’t trust the information. either. it’s kind of self defeating without even noticing it. and to add to that. there are no social markers that help u decide either. bc life is quite indifferent at times. u may feel invincible blm e in a world full of people. let alone room full of people. let alone these people could be ur lifelong friends or family members even. some of these have established long before we realize our humanity. the why do i exist. who i am. where am i. what is all this exchange between the world and the rest of space. so as standard. that come sworn the grounds we have slowly cooled within. like a stew. we may not notice that we are struggling in the first place. for there is o no thing better. model wise. to compare this to. with the environment being already at ills with general sense of trust being. repeatedly disturbed. , we may think that all of this is actually quite very normal. only that. smth must be wrong with me. maybe i’m sick. or i just can’t exist. much like others and based on by what i can see ( as things aren’t as they seem ) i feel like everyone else figured it all out but me.
on top of ur trust within urself already having been shook. which probably influences how well u trust ur environment. u try to take on smth that’s not even urs. problem wise that is. so now u are putting all the blame on urself bc u might have heard all this self help books that taking responsibly upon ur own actions is key. but when u lack trust. again. we keep coming back to this trust thing. or more like a labeling which perhaps why any isolated approach to the issue of trust. at a global level seems to fall short in terms of long lasting effects. there’s element of truth in. there tho. there’s smth we need to hold ourselves to account but we can’t detect it. we don’t know where to look! we don’t know which walls no toy is ours also. for their this. if. at a global scale extends itself to all and everything we do and are. as human kind and so u can see that such thoughts on trust go pretty deep. and bc we are dealing with a. lot of unseen objectives . such as our past. as individuals . aka our childhood. which depend on others correct reporting to make sense of our conscience. and our come force historical contexts. which also depends on others for accuracy so we make sense of the current ways our reality might have took shape. so we see perhaps that even tho we take on the journey of developing healthier relationships with trust. with everything. from nature to systems to all others to our selves. we have limited abilities for the change this may impact within the world since this concerns beyond just ourselves. so while we do become aware of this intricate process which is the quora run glue that keeps our societies unities. work to eliminate violences. and conflict. and allow us to develop the co dependent muscle for this helps us develop our survival abilities and improve our quality of life. which opens new avenues to get to know parts within ourselves. our histories. and our nature. for each person on earth is a purview that has a unique stance and a piece of the grand puzzle as everyone else has. so coming together gives us that clarity we already seek about our existential reality and the mysteries about our reason.
to add to all that. we have recently been endowed with the experience of realizing the current meridian quality across the world in regard to mutual trust. we do see that in some parts. occurrence of some issues may seem like they are only at their infancy. meaning that everyone has a longer development for the same ends. which gives us illusion of truth when we examine all others. say. someone does a infractionary behaviour in public. smth u might have done urself some ten to twenty years. ur linear mind will convince u that this person is twenty years behind u in terms of their development. but this is highly speculative. and ur going by subjective experience which maybe personal to u. but not exactly translate to another’s experience. but this doesn’t mean the opposite isn’t true. which means that it maybe rare that two i focuses may share highly identical experience . have similar feelings. thought patters. maybe with slight deviations or strong oppositions. in others. bc we have adoption of many linear thoughts such as exemplified above, we may get the false sense of what’s really happening bc we standardize our trust. perhaps we do not fully convey what trust truly means and what sort of role it plays bc if we truly did recognize it for what it is. it would be. a standard at least fro the purview of man operated systems.
regulating ur emotions
correlate to how you see your world. usually emotional instabilities result due to perceptual difficulties. some of which can be due to trauma and conflict. whether this conflict is started within or exterior is only reflective of what sort of remedy is necessary for the initial stages of healing wouod require from us the regulation of emotions. though such regulation does not mean preventing ourselves from such arising of emotion. the purpose of raising such states is first to explore their content. if we are to suppress it then we aren’t examining the content. we just think the power of the mind will overcome difficult emotion by trying to hijack the entire framework assuming that we have such power of thought which would instigate such. but this wouldn’t be the only way to achieve , for such false thoughts that also produce conflicting emotions that may arise can offer illusion of resolve when they don’t reciprocate with whatever instigates such inconsistencies in the first place. such philosophy is based on life where each initiate charts their own course and develops their own meaning. ethics here would. refer to consideration for ur surroundings bc what we do inevitably affect/impact all others. at the baseline this would be wars loose but in truth it’s not. in current modes of existence we have huge discrepancies which might be concomitant to our consciousness development rather than our intellect. some of these emotions are more relative to far bigger frequencies resulting from. lvergeneskinf that which might in fact not be exact or similar. thus concocting amount of data tends to generate a sense of anxiety. we pick up on a inconsistency but can’t determine where the origin of issue might be. or the topic or event. it could be smth suggesting of change within but we have no reciprocal agency that can conform such theory without a degree of self exposure. and we can’t determine whether if it’s originating from outside of ourselves , bc to chart that is a harder determination without basis established on its basics as well and we also have conflicting opinions. about that which adds to the anxieties. confusion.
we could hypothetically root all to an individual. given that their reaction can be mitigated by few steps. it could be a change of lifestyle. so if there’s a habit that causes the instabilities this could be it. another is to replace the bad habit with a. good habit. so here. the individual is being tested and challenged. more than the skill of smth new but more so the newness of stepping out of smth that became a comfort zone origin of which could have sourced from a. cope of a prior. we often don’t notice. that we can make a home out of terrible conditions that may hazard our mental well being. things of worldly concerns. of the quality of the world in general can impact a persons mood swings. then ofc there’s one’s own personal challenges. and purview for a lot can be clarified only in hindsight but there’s a element of defeat. and here it doesn’t matter if it’s self defeat. or one that’s excavated from the exterior conditions bc they both lead to the same outcome and if we were to parse thru where to place blame we could lose precious time and given concern to crisis. or crises. what we want is to make efficient a response. so as to evade any possibility that a thing can potentially become worse. thereby elitist if unnecessary brainpower that busies itself for the absolute worst conditions but. the caveat for the plan b does require from us to think of worst case scenario but but overwhelm ourselves so much that we forget to take action in the day to day happenstance. .
even when we may have established all of thai. for change to truly take root. or to resonate with an original root issue. thereby facilitate such inspirations that make natural connections through complex set of system so that we can determine the best possible outcome if we were to take set of actions. bc first we must need to check to determine the best action by trial and error but we don’t do this by action yet. most often we do this ina hazy way bc we want to solve problems. but only after overgeneralizing it for simplicity sake but miss the entire point where healing needs to apply. such cases are evident in mental health cases for example. as we see the results are self explanatory. ther is not enough funding. the systems are inhumane. our do touch perhaps this could refer to educative systems. bc we do demand a lot from people in general and the whole philosophy on top of everything is already impacted so it’s like sock trying to heal the sick while they don’t even realize they are sick themselves. it’s also like this we play pretend but on real life instead and in our pretentiousness we don’t relapse which so fact and which is fiction. where such games can sort of reflect in our minds when we don’t have the truth sense of reality fully established. . and it’s sort of theatrical as well. bc we oscillate between the two opposites. of fact and fiction. where and when it suits us. now in our true playful nature this might complement our childhood . of innocence. and our general creative nature. all of which are subject to illness and of having been thwarted by the sickness of the environment.
and that’s ok. unless it is labelled as mental illness and until our general play , that the world is a playground and go have fun theory. where it doesn’t apply to all equally. where the same reality is experienced too stark for people , on top of how two people can also convey the same experience entirely different so we don’t know as these objectives flip flop and maybe that tells us smth about this entire conduct. bc our systemic measure are quite concrete and stationary and there’s reason for that, for one. it’s for predictability which does give us comfort. or some type of assured ness. which is very much like how we feel the same about our individual lives. we need assurance for security and safety and trust is one for them and when trust is challenged. at great heights. globally. where a lot of folks are being challenged on the subject. then this is where emotional regulation is all the more important but only if it was the only thing we need to worry about. it can still be done. but it makes it harder for those who don’t have established the skill set. experience and the information that some others may already have on charting those grounds. during heightened times it’s hard to tell whose levels are what in terms of what’s previously established bc information is pretty and is also dispersed either sporadically or it is like trying to get all eight billion people into same room and talk which is hard to do so it’s easier to craft other ways to get people to do things. so here is where we frustrate our efforts bc of arrogance. we think that we cannot come to conclusions but this is precisely.bc of the dwindling social trust. and for other. we end up creating todic solution. again we overgeneralize and tend to make efficient smth one way whereas we could go about it from the other way where we go by contextual basis but along fair lines of implement. which could be on a trust based intention. bc that we want to do eventually is to get everyone up par with such levels of interdependence and to get that we are gonna need a degree of self discipline. we just can’t do it excessively. by too much shame or suppression of emotions that simply need attention.
and lying about our reality does not help not one bit. i f anything it makes things worse. people get more scared. this fear. causes more instabilities causing ones spectrum where one may feel frustrated bc the body simply cannot handle that much conflicting thought and uncertainty about one’s life. and u see examples too abound. u may compare here versus there. and perhaps u may be better off than some but u will inevitably feel smth. a prick of the mind. or a pull at the heart strings that smth indeed is off with reality. and now u may like to think clearly about the whole thing which is where the work is. all hands on deck. where each of us have smth do to within. and it begins with our surroundings and how we perceive the world. so not administering ourselves to acknowledge and normalized lies is a human right for it is a point about our mental health and this reflects our social position. our abilities to think clearly and be self determinant. and have a decisive mindset that is. not erroneous or hazardous to our environment. the true sense of mental health and. hazards of such would be measured by level of impact and danger to others. and maybe even urself . self harm could be portrayed within this category as well. in a way we may reflect on how do we see us all coexisting in a healthy way. so part of that comes from being willing to make difficult conversations happen this could be about social issues. systemic issues. perhaps it’s personal issues and u may realize ur emotions heighten on some unmitigated past or down of its objective . perhaps u may feel at a loss or betrayal could be the theme. and we do know that part of healing comes with art of letting go but to determine what we need to let go we need to identify which needs letting go. so here is why it’s essential to not lie. to self to another or anyone really. it’s insidious tasks. we could do more in honouring systems and facilitating more via correct use of wisdom gained from all shared experiences, that allows people to keep on the honest path as well as improve quality of life for everyone . it serves everybody. bc perhaps we are one so such gaslighting with intention of tricking others tend to come back too. causing all kids of green hide effects upon our conscience which is not worth it at all.
when u discriminate against each other
u offend god. maybe it’s best that he or she they are hired about the whole thing.
how do we know we are doing the right thing
it’s difficult to achieve. not bc we are not capable of being good and doing good but. it’s more of an environmental issue. if for instance the ground is not cultivatable to grow crops. no matter what u do. ur not gonna achieve ur means. there’s always going to be some cultivator steps to follow which we often miss because we may have been too esteemed of our righteousness of the past. cumulatively speaking this could be a given due to our natural ways of existence. that we were not there personally and we all do feel. especially in presence of intense happenstances that may instigate emotions of such. stuff such as animal abuse and human abuse are often met with reaction. strong impulse of injustice that brews from the depth of our soul. much like hot lava that wants to welcome itself to the world. or that we touch on smth. a sudden distaste. origin of which also seem to have traction beyond our intellect which sort of gives clues as to what the right things might be but it’s not as black and white as we wish to articulate as well. hence the chaos of feelings. and we may find ourselves indeterminate as to what they mean. other than the mere fact that they may instigate or signal smth is wrong. or that there is smth awful with the scenery in which we perceive but not know of which or where it springs from. what we can develop in terms of symbology that come with are much like a 3 d reality that’s pasted on itself and become or or two dimensional instead. don’t take anyone’s word for it. each perception is a reflection of the whole and not the whole itself. although they each do contain the whole except that in its abstract form only that which likens rekindles a portion of which may illuminate a clearly picture. the more is done naturally and authentically about it the more we get to see. a clarify from nature that instigates we are on the right path is a good confirmation but this is not a means to an end which means that surely u might have adjusted ur sails to the current trajectory but should u steer course or away from it certainly this will change the direction although individually there’s little room for potential “destination” though for the cumulative whole, now that’s a whole other thing. this is referred by truth. authenticity. not by why things may seem as. for the reality in which we reside in is tend to be riddle with fiction among facts. hence the discernment necessary to tell which is which.
we can refrain from doing anything at all. but even in that lies a decision. a non doing is as much a choice as a doing where it extremely applies in some cases. a non doing against what’s best revealed. against our better belief. can cause more harm. and can cause instabilities in our entire mode of action. for an areas that require speech is stifled with silence tends to cause speech where it needs not be. enlightened. sometimes. when we become aware of conditions. haphazardly. and in no sequential order they beings about natural awareness and via natural curiosity . arrive at natural conclusions and determinations are but stifled now by the mere machinations where we don’t even know what comes thru from where. when why. and what not. thereby we are constantly swimming in contradictory waters. frequencies of which tend to push and pull at us from every angle. we want to be meticulous with our decision making process while we completely impulsive about some objectives for the sake of living life like today is ur last day. all of a sudden for example. or we want to be honest but run the mistake of telling a truth that needed to marinate a bit longer. and these objectives are almost a always contested to sow surrounding area of self development or arenas within self of control. much like a control panel in which u direct urself. as ur in total control. the one who dwells. but it isn’t that we are presented with contradictory notions. contradictory direction and contradictory in nature that u must choose one over the other. where both results take u to entirely different. destinations. all of these give us clues as to how divided we truly are. first in our mindsets. and then with each other. near and far. here or there. it doesn’t matter the distinction. but only that we can see the basics. and with that . the basics that are discernible and confirmed. to work with. to begin with. as the initiate of those who seek deeper meaning.
often times u are told. the ability to discern comes from the level of danger. harm or benevolence a given aft may convey. and depending on which whom this may affect here there near far anywhere really not only this timeline either. u can think of multiple realities strategies. or even think bigger. multiple realms. worlds. universe of it exists. but it helps to play with objective only so that ur aligning to what is not what ur mind wants it to be. what’s the intention here ? is it to yet create another erosion of his destructive we can be in our society already present in our lives or do we wish to connect with all there is. which can determine the nature in which a right thing may possess within it. in a rather effortless way much like sunlight on ur skin or winds gently brushing thru and about. all come and all go. effortlessly. then so is with our connectivity there must be smth that’s natural and already there but we can’t. again create distinction. i am but ur not. or this group but that group is not. bc then we are repeating the same old. which may block our purview from seeing clearly as the very act to connect to that eternal realm is for the utility of the unity theories and mindset. thru which such awakenings can help us heal and prolong our humanity. for the natural progression in which we came here for. to really get thru the tough stuff. for proper evolution or maturity to be reached. it works to reconcile from where we arrived. and it works to determine the trajectory ahead. quality of which is determinable and easily altered by o ur actions today. surely our sense will be challenged for if this is sort of a relationship between the intrinsic and the material reality and a lot of discrepancies and endowments can both spring from it then it’s a clue that gives us insight exactly at what we need to work at with.
it all begins with u. sometimes it’s not enough. with all tiers shrouded by plethora of this version of it and that , we may begin the road of discovery. to find out for ourselves a degree of truth more like a sample so as to take it him wit us. to our inner lab and the determine it’s disposition. composition etc. so that we can also learn the process of thought as we course on the journey of such inquisitiveness we all learn from it bc we are in the process of such. which is hard to determine on the course of self discovery or the discovery of truths but only when we establish the truth of our origin . from our unique purview of conscience only then are we more clear in discerning the truths abound and then connect with the right frequencies to see the whole of that particular type of conduct. or u can find for urself how those are. but again. the mind can try to change the shape of smth. very much like vibrations and water but this won’t change the contents as much. it’s just our footwear at hat may get in the way. and coming to terms with our subjectivity allows us to establish the coexistence of both wit go ur thwarting the truths present in both. so the more abstract our purview the less likely we are to fall into standardized pitfalls since there’s plenty. for the discrepancy between the material and the intrinsic developments is stark indeed where a lot of our astral recognitions aren’t exactly in line with our day to day actions which correlate with our material reality. or that which we must administer ourselves systemically.
and here ur central point will pull u apart between two stark objectives . either to wait in. patience. be tolerant with the process of change. especially in the systemic sense. which can take an entire lifetime. maybe even lifetimes. for some things are found about us are from those times indeed. and they still linger in strong ideologies. or be hasty. with our choices bc we may think life is to be bold. to be loved out loud. and that we don’t wanna waste another day. or hour. we notice the value and worth of our life. to such an extend itself is worthy more than what we are led to believe about our time and energy we input daily on the work of the world. the systemic portion of our reality that allows us to function and survive. the intrinsic developments that run alongside. as we don’t always notice that as we have this human experience . that is well beyond the body senses. and that we may get at times. too attached to body own needs. the pressures. which also give us clues as to why the work is already before us. as we parse thru what wrong and what’s right. the act of holding on and letting go as one. happening all at once. that ur certainties even don’t have a hold on u when ur right. bc such factors don’t deftly require from us a parochial type of dictation especially when we have aligned ourselves to that higher trajectory that benefits everyone. u may not need to initially determine the details ever so slightly but holding onto the abstract whole as if from a purview of a benevolent god.
an intro
sometimes to keep decent. to keep things from becoming or getting worse. maybe in our minds. or just life in general. or perception. or just the way certain things r presented to us. we step back. dissociate. we don’t form any specific thought process too certain of this or that. which allow us to not fall into pitfalls of others schemes which lead to constrictive thought processes or emotions that are heightened thru which , certain spells are cast.
often times. it’s not that there is success on spell casting. or that the negativities outweigh the positives. no. it’s the choice to keep things decent. even when there’s hardly any decency to continue.
certainly not for the faint hearted. certainly not for those who must continue to assert final word. or such entanglements of revenge. resentment. or the tables would turn especially for those who may feel at a loss. but the potential of such pursuit is still very much there. it’s precisely these very subtle. silent. space between u and ur self. ur thought processes and the way u feel that u must at all times compute the alertness necessary to continue to delve into ur true power no matter how might feel cornered since such pressure applied even especially from the subtle most communicative atmospheric happenstances, there is presence of smth. even though we may at times not notice it. perhaps bc we may get distracted. or assume the silence might be empty indeed.
a silent collaboration might have been exchanged for the sheer purpose of fear mongering to coerce decision making. process. which only exposes the true intentions laid in such. to be unchanged. meaning that although on the exterior there is motivation. perhaps. we can say. a bit directed toward the right conduct. we must not relax. or pull down our defences. this is very much the middle of warfare.
such cases only work to confirm what has already been exposed. and of recent. and works to show the intricacies of such “behaviour. “ intent on further destruction with little concern. as to who would be truly impacted by such.
be steadfast. it comes to pass. for anything that’s not true and aligned hardly ever remains. for long. tides of. change and the such cycles of weather tend to go against anything that’s not natural.
on why it’s criminal to fill our heads with empty thoughts
it’s one thing when we do this on our own accord. it’s another when the projections are so large and wide that they become normalized. much like air. or water. or our needs that are also mechanized. our eyes become mechanized too. we think we see. and we think what we see is what it is. as it is but we could be so wrong when our mind are filled with garbage. what this refers to is also a reflection of quality of our memories. bc memories aren’t just made in physical experiences. there’s strong stimulative correlation that also applies here. for it’s also been discussed. not a new idea. such that athletes and other competitive folks tend to train also in their minds aside from conditioning of their bodies. such visitations techniques is akin to meditation. it allows us to parse thru set of behaviours. choices and become efficient in the most absolute best choice of action which produces the best results. to do this we draw from experience . we have muscle memory. body stores memory so this is one aspect. others maybe intrinsic. what do emotions do in the case of our reality. if it’s false. how does this inhibit our well being and outlook. for example.
u coup day. well i wish to think outside the box. even though it’s not what most people would think. i can hear such normalized conversations of standard. or mechanized aspects of our experience. in human pop culture terms. which may not always be entirely reflective. and then there’s strong discrepancy between social modalities versus what really transpires within. are we as nice and kind as we think in our minds ? and when we think we really have it all. in terms of our intellect. what could be the downfall or signs of trouble if we are simply being delusional with our self speak. for all of this contributes to how we perceive our reality. thus be able to see what is. irregardless to smoke and mirrors and all odds against we. to really perfect the skillful art of being a a decent human beings comes also with a lot of self mistakes. but it’s one thing to incur them. it’d another for the interior of which then determines how we choose whether if we wish to take responsibly or deny it all together. and that could be an extension of the mistake. now we come to another point of junction. recognize these signs within as u course thru the unknown. that’s ur wandering mindset. and it is not as harmful as the ones that are induced. upon we.
to first become aware of all these stark processes we may need to get in first. the part of initiation however is the real challenge. it runs between the material constrains and the spiritual theories that can get us in opposite sides of the spectrum rather then unify its relative aspects. and correlate on the discrepancies for the room for upgrades. any improvement incurred each day goes toward something. a betterment of all in the near future. even though it may not seem like it. we know not all problems are dependents on we. we are just the effects of a much bigger cause that world the origin of initiation between the human nature and the world. we could at least give us that much. lots of uncertainties. no blueprint whatsoever and we are left to our collective devices. where ever the rain drops dropped. rather sporadically. nothing in personal. but this initiation is all the more intimate. for it correlates to our memory. so that’s why it’s key to build quality memories or what he left with at end of the day is lots of spam items. or things that aren’t real. things of fraudulent in nature things of pain suffering. many love in such mental constrictions as a result of faulty environment.
perhaps the evolution already took place. it’s just a matter of adjusting our eyes to determine what it truly means. so out beyond the origin of our initiation with the world. and it’s laws. we may already have evolved. as our consciousness expands. surely we can not deny the difficulties of the recent past. in fact we are still on the making. actively of real bad memories in lots of people minds. which in and of itself should be a heightened red flag. calling all to action. all hands on deck. may day. mayday any day now. we are all collectively being hazarded. this is not normal. ur like a flight aircraft who is cutting thru a smog. and u want to swim above the delusion of string of thoughts that are up to no good. yay would be the true sense of awakening in the middle of a nightmare. posing as a dream. life in a way is representative to this. as we also dream with our eyes open. where our minds can allow us entry way to many perception of this said reality. but this doesn’t not always mean that we are basing our reality from a rather sleep waking state. this laziness reflects in our minds by the quality of that common thought fold that dominates our lives.
the realm about then falls on each initiate to recognize their own patterns of thought and their behaviours that facilitates such conditions in their lives. it’s said that when u get a glimpse into truth. u may pursue it for the whole gamut. u may get a much clearer picture of a part of smth. and that can give u a leeway into the glimpse into the whole picture. although abstract. and u may run the risk of assuming which is right. u depend on the clarity of each other for we all complement as one. that’s the unitive theory at least. there is no shortcuts about it.
we do have some type of system in place. we have all the wirings. al the rough material comes together. lots of time in the making. the only utility now depend on our human aspect. the idealistic being deep inside the good versus bad the me theory versus we priority. we as one. not me a the cost of u and or u at the cost or me whatever. these things come to play and make our lives all the more confusing. again to return to emptiness of such mentors are directly linked to what motivates us and how we are to conduct ourselves in the world at large so they do complement one another. to deny this right for some is only to harden people and cause separation of minds which work to continue to cause isolation. which then works to dominate each indivisible in such isolated states. now. refer to words as spellings. to cut thru the muck u might require to use ur words in accordance for self protection and may the absolute truths win! at that. this is what we refer to info wars. aside from spiritual and material wars. emotions highly weaponized as well. what is sublet passive aggressiveness but a direct attack on our emotional well-being ? think. this is the gate to continual shame. normalized systemized. so we can’t just trust words either. for they too can clean a far deeper meaning playing out before our very senses. such clarity exempts us from its long term effects.
now the delusion thinking can only become extremely toxic when it portrays its delusion as normal to the world. this would be the only exception to the above mentioned but without forgoing that those who are inclined to such pursuit may also be early victims of indoctrination abuse themselves. a long term conditioning depending on one’s privilege. or lack thereof. which could cause those instabilities of within ten person who conduces themselves as such. and think nothing of it. or make it normalized so as to assume, this by nature , that they are superior bc they have that rathe aerial viewpoint. of the world. it’s very much like someone. peering into ur life. and getting all this information. however wrong it maybe. but then on public square. they may hide this fact. aka. their behaviour and only act from the purview of advantage of said information . ur bound to ask of luck. whereas u do not know what even is before u and what ur dealing with , ur blind to relying solely on ur inner reserves of wander, ur own spiritual inclinations. irregardless to what they may seem on the exterior. for most part of our survival demands from us such secrecy and inability from any intrusive minds and hearts the same. from getting thru in their own fatality. for they don’t value what they see. perhaps the natural protection protects us from their nasty case where they can’t see. only that which is constructive is available. all others are delusional. and like mist.
in favour of priority of their delusion they deny that which is. so that’s the resistance we may wish to detect in us all if we truly wish to get quality memories. for these matter as much as our life events. it takes brainpower to meditate on the life u want and to work towards it. it takes more time effort energy and memory for preparation. for most people. we have the systemic way of burning out at early only to fade away as we continue to work our way closer to exit stage which is where we are like sediments if time. where the memories err embedded in. us. we are the proof we seek this. all answers already there within. to each thee own part. d the wins and the ways of the world is conflated about. which each objective dispersed at not so random random ways. perhaps correlating to the context of which each locale is responsible for their own karmic lot. before we move forward with interlocked karmic happenstances so that we can turn our collectives life’s around to a more dharmic experiences. which work to benefit and nourish everyone. the anti of where we are at this junction .
the definition of free will may differ
though in broad terms free will could signify alignment to organic processes that are larger than one life. which is beyond just now. all encompassing. timeless eternal. alignment of which affords is a particular combination of choices for the best outcome. even though it may not look like it. in the process of unfoldment. a person may undergo changes. that’s concomitant with the eternal process organic to which all actions depend on the best possible outcome. so free will maybe like surrendering urself to higher modes of being. but not just ur own also. in determining what’s best for everyone however. is broad in statements since we are far too conditioned and have unsurmountable obstacles still in our way which may cause us at times. impulse to escape. or to think only for oneself. or to use free will for self advancement. even if it were to be at the cost of others well being. and or for prolonged duration. which refers to systemic definition of strong insistence and persistence in which one may experience one’s free will without any reflection or changes along the way.
u may think free will is directing urself to what ever worldly pleasure that u seek. this might be ur body’s needs taking precedence. would it be free ? we never know. it could be part for the whole maybe. as he we are hungry then we are directed by needs of the body and know that it’s essential for our survival. could it be self discipline. that ur able to use discernment and evan de that which u csn for tell and for see that is not going to lead anywhere better should u continue. perhaps the will here would allow u to not overgeneralize. but take the time to parse thru it’s detail to determine where specific pivot of articulation is applicable which may direct ur decision. perhaps in this sense. u may take notice that a particular habit or action causes distress in ur body. ur mind or ur heart. may impede ur spiritual progress. therefore u may use this experience and determine to evade that which is not up par with the excellence of other parts within which u come to such decisions in the first place.
could free will be that which enables us to trick others. maybe we feel shrewd. maybe cunning. we may get a false sense of survival ability which may cause us intense competition with others. we may hear such teachings as to well. this particular task or objective may not benefit humanity. perhaps we may self reflect and change our behaviour but then we may calculate. well. it’s know. but unless i conform or clarify. i can take six months of bad behaviour of more. so i can take this opportunity to take advantage of a situation that’s before me. only after i reach my hidden agenda end game. only then can i pro rain change ! alas it’s here. but here. we may not notice we are still not free in self determinism of such cunning “objectivity” which clearly serves only the self interest and is not honest also. we may succeed in tricking others. the ability to tske benefit of doubt. or to administer oneself to the general trust already there. already established is also a form of wielding our free will power bc we may notice that to reintroduce over and over the introduction of which takes far too much time can only be simplified and made efficient via trust process. breaching of which could be seen as cardinal sin rather. should be seen as such. to motivate necessary change in individuals who will become a bit more sensitive to their own free will directives.
we can see that such stake utility of free will does not mean some people are not capable of full grasp of what this means. and why this maybe important to take notice of our day to day dealings for each moment of our time is a chance given. a gift of change. a gift of recognizing and a chance to sublimate our sons. and mistakes by self admittance of self discipline that is beyond self interest. even tho at times it may not seem like it. again the ability to direct will is aligned most with the best outcome what then does this say for those who die haphazardly. then this might give us a clue as to what type of nature of work that is before us collectively as well as individually. so that we may not always feel compelled to determine a amicable master to blindly follow. or be so impulsive that we mistake our recklessness with freedom. for both are two sides of the same coin. but two extremes won’t make a good whole. they would at best pull us apart at opposite ends causing friction and much strain that also on top of all that. hinders our ability to direct our will. which is where most often we may contradict our word with our actions or vica versa. we may flip flop on objectives . and may feel compelled to chilled one over the other while perhaps the fault lies in. our thought process. rather.
to freely think is rather tricky subject. for this refers to a lot more nutriments than just language in the direct sense. there is many ways to communicate than one. much subtler one’s r often ignored or we are commended by their influence. positive or negative depends on the timing of the great cosmic unfoldment of that which is essential and the safety is an illusion here if we were compelled to fall into old lines of thought and say well i’m exempt fro the dangers that befall others and i may rest easy while all hells break loose so long a sots happening over there. would we say this line of thought in presence of say a danger that befalls us all collectively to an extend that we know. where he near or far. in this situation or that. may inadvertently be impacted by its strong effects. even the subtlest. so we must already come to know. about many processes but falsely use our free will to ignore the signals and signs. or use free will to not get beyond superfluous thoughts that are usually circulatory among mainstream communication. how could we add to all that. general misdirection i given by one objective . such as the realm of negotiations. but then we say. every person is reliable for their own behaviour. even though there is overwhelming evidence of covetious ness and trickery. that too is a directive of a free will that is rather set on some type of misconception or other that is so certain and so stationary that it’s akin to crystallize toon of minerals and such at which point realization and acceptance aside. correct use of furthering ur will in the correct direction will help u dissolve naturally such deposits formed. from fritter obstruction of ur purview.
often times with the correct use of free will. we do not see immediate results. we may be too expectant of instant gratification we may get impatient bc of the trust instability rather than our ability to take a chance and rely solely on our free will ability to make correct use of decision. so it’s easy to get lost in the world of moose bc there are all kinds of slogans and road signs all over he place. u might also rely on road maps and realize that not all direct u in the way that u were originally intended on going. so total dependence on objectives may refer to free will but the choice of accountability in part by which determines where u may adjust ur own sails especially when ur not in power or position make change of the way the systemic framework and its conditions in the first place is ur right to do so especially what is offered to u is fraudulent. so in case of fraudulence and trickery. all past agreements are forfeited only the common objectives preserved instead. a clear indication of a will that is self conscious of itself is determined by one’s ability to remain benevolent in the face of strong pressure to become otherwise . so in a way. we can also say that feee will is the ability to refrain from that which u know is up to no good. even if at first it may seen like a good deal to u. u may even say well at least i get this out of that. but what then would that translate to in esoteric terms.
nowadays u can’t just go to nature and connect
and not hear mother earth scream help. we are in dire need. and think that ur away from ur problems for a second.
what’s love anyway
we don’t know. we have some ideas romantically. familially . maybe even on a friendship scale. maybe u love ur job or ur things. u might fall in love with lofty ideas. love in ur head. daydreaming all the time. either way. we all have some type of understanding into love but it seems all too cyclic. things come together only to fall awry. promises are made but hardly ever come. people accommodate well at the beginning but given enough stress test ,, all of a sudden the other is the worst mistake they ever made. it’s also very hard to navigate love in a world that is build on hate and destruction with dash of self interest and a hefty dose of greed. so we aren’t exactly granted the fluidity of love that’s rather intrinsic. even at times we get glimpses into it. or ride the waves of such higher states of being, it doesn’t last for too long where the areas of the path goes missing. perhaps due to density of overpopulation of particular line of thought that plagues all about human nature. perhaps it’s the materiality if the system turning the natural world into a unreal roof maze where love tends to get severely impacted and break apart. u can truly love someone but have extreme harsh conditions where that love can no longer be sustained. and by that i don’t mean ur invincible love interests. that’s a mental procession. which is still quite real, such as platonic relationships. where u pour effort and invest urself in the potential of someone , and say they also reciprocate the same dream. but ur just not aware of the existence of the other in the world even though u might feel them. u might feel smth. anything and not know why or about it. with awareness such as the stages that form before the relationship is pronounced and made offices is called the art of flirting and building some type of momentum which complements body language and other infinitesimal inner features that sort u both in the trajectory that u both wish to go. so the true sense of love would organically develop and it would consider the point of infinity. what does that say to collective love. or love for ur brothers and sisters on the other end of the planet? the same applies here.
for example. our love is so messed up that we flip flop and keep changing partners. this same represents in. our lifestyles. we build smth and then it falls apart and we begins anew. there is no social safety net or whatever. anything can change at any time which further burdens the system. then ur love for learning dwindles bc u might have to choose how to make money versus the truth about ur passion. so we do things not for the love of it. but bc we must do them for our survival. it’s evident in our systems that also lack a lot of heart and soul that we have normalized al kinds of warfare. u can’t have war with love. u can also not win this way bc it’s not love. love is nth else on this planet. it’s one of the major rays that some how are part of our chakras and the building blocks of the universe. so love is a frequency. it’s a vibe. and it means it travels. so it’s an attribute of health. both inner and our surroundings. and we can see how unhealthy a lot of things are today. we are at war with ourselves. it seems that hindsight seems to be clear in most cases. especially initially which may feel like a strong shock or burden ur system bc u feel betrayed by smth that should know better since it’s a standard. but that was before. as this is now. we may reflect on the passages made. as we have also matured thru time. most often when we have not truly reflect on the truth and nature of love we tend to get arrogant with our own process and end up locking others who are still in their own progression.as there are many paths that lead to one. here the avenue of overcoming obstacles can also slightly differ. for the same experiences cannot always be experiences same by two people. we are too distinct. like dis to ft starts and h oversee that happen to be here right. now. so love. may attribute to one consciousness but one consciousness although united does not strongly refer to us being together forever. but just bc we aren’t all infinitely be in direct communion as we may find ourselves today doesn’t mean that live still doesn’t play a strong part in the cyclic existence and breaking free from it. in a way u pair up with love. a love of self. and as that wholeness u find urself in. grow thru and embody. u get ur way out of all worldly attachments. so anything th at strongly attributes. to worldly attachments may not entirely be as a result of awakened love but just bc people love out their fetishes a bit too loud doesn’t mean they aren’t in love or experiencing love with themselves. their surroundings and others. although i personally think hygienic love should apply here.
for part of our true loving relationships we must always consider next generations. we aren’t kids forever. and we a rent recklessly going on forever. those hyper states sever smth. they allows us to challenge our initial notions. break out of past moulds. realize our mindset and see things as compressive whole which improve our vision about ourselves each other and on. pretty much everything. bc this connectivity is not limited to just humanly. it’s in both organic and man made systems as well. so here everything comes together when we choose peace and benevolence. and right now it may not seem like it. u might think. to have hope and invest in global peace in the future will let u down bc u have got ur hopes up so much so many times that u expect it now that u reject any positivity and idea of anything going good in ur favour or favour of humanity. really. bc at the end of the day. our baseline is love. we are benevolent all the others stuff is taught. it’s love falling short. it’s love getting haphazardly cut off. or challenged unrealistically love is not a magic trick it’s not one fix all. but it must run thru all that we do for it be fluid. and activate that magical quality naturally.
how do we get past our false ideas of love ? is the same thing as how do we force others to treut . how do we normalize trust. how do we get things to move forward when there’s no action anywhere. u couldn’t. where love falls shirt u may have few options u can either get upset about the whole thing. or acdept ur limits that thata all u can do. and then let things be. that’s contentment. which is complementary to that peaceful life and loving experience to at deepen in time. which is no wonder why we have excess lack of. when heightened times such as these happen we tend to get severely challenged on the social front. it’s like aggravation gets us to forget all the values and wisdom. so we must preserve that. but it’d hard to do when we are facing real consequences that befall humanity right now where all this. love falling short. and being excessively tested on many objectives from faith in humanity to faith in future. to hope for systems or anyone among us being going and not actively trying to kill us or hazard our children. there’s just way too many uncertainties where now we ran out of new experiences and are being forced to get triggered by repetitive settings of the past unresolved. so our love goes on. sure. i mean love. when acquired can not go back words. especially when it is true. and when the love is true there is no expiration date for it. it doesn’t just turn into another shape like hate. ofc. u may seek for ur rights. and what does the attitude for a loving warrior look like ? often though we misuse our anger which rules the anti thesis of loving approach. we also do this to ourselves bc we may feel impatient with our own process or feel inadequate when we don’t get smth right that may seem obvious for others or comes east to them.
if there’s frivolousness and toxicity in department of love. as well as rigidity and conditionality. in all arenas of life, and in all dealings with each other. including the types of thoughts we may have developed. no matter how mis processed or mis understood. the responsibility falls on us to determine the social aspect of such discrepancies. some of which refer to the systems and our environment and in any case that we may overcome such objectives we may at the very least recognize the power of self love in our lives. around u is a tiny circular of aura that’s ur personal space. no after who says or does what. u deserve to take up that space. and no matter ur circumference u don’t owe a credibility to anyone. which includes vampire energy suckers and other types of abusive powers and frequencies that may prey on u without ur knowing. so make a priority of casting off others ill spells and the toxicity of environment. by generating that aura in to a protective bubble that only allows intrinsic foods to get thru and be discerning n have a surveillance system within that will record energetic print of anyone who tried to breach it and the encrypted data that they come with. this way. u can then parse they the info and detect it’s root source from where they come. then u can objectively be curious about such relationship s all the while utilize nothing but i love u as ur mantra when ever u feel disturbance in ur atmosphere which as u continue to practice persona space and boundaries. u should become more and more aware of. this level of sensitivity must be achieved to counter the desensitization we all might have incurred along the way of our becoming. life is tough.
we have all this inner knowing
insights of which we might even self proclaim . well yes. i am an enlightened. woke individual. i have suffered a great deal in my time and that should be enough to be assured that i must by now know everything and sometimes the veil is lifted before our eyes anyway. things tend to make sense. fall into place. align so what we already knew all along becomes prominent. unless we are actively pushing it away. this is the true nature of our maturation process at ar minimum. but it’s not that we begin to know or know if these intense and deep objectives but what good use we can make of them. most often we have all this data that runs parallel to reality where in reality everyone acts like a decoy version of themselves. and u could very well be going for the professional look. it’s not the expressions that make one fake. but the intention behind the act. the ability to be one way in a particular type of atmosphere in which u wish intensely to keep things private and on the other end while u face the general public. ur entirely someone else. and with the intention to minimize ur goal posts. which makes ur actions to be portrayed at small partial goals instead while also working to convince elope that this is the only way. even strong notions that plague our everyday reality in the priority of our common objectives we may discover the same inconsistencies are practiced also thru within. where we may feel the truthfulness of smth. but still prioritize the common goal oriented habits that precede with the slogans such as this is what most people do. in this particular situation. we look to others for a particular type of function which means that we also aren’t entirely being ourselves but why this distinction ? maybe it’s caused bc of our overflowing sense of wisdom that ends up eating et our feet. and then we repeat. in cyclic fashion. only changing things that are shallow. meanwhile allowing the long term to take its form. but it’s usually a hindsight kind of ordeal. even in that, with the plethora of proof we are granted, denial seems to get in the way to make connection between data and action.
we often say most people. as if most people need to be babied and are menace to the word and must be contained. constricted and kept in rigid line so they never get out of control. as if. our true nature is not benevolent. as if. given right conditions. it’s already demonstrated people show marked compatibility with community members and cooperation with system functionaries. so much information gets lost for the benefit of the greater good. maybe it’s time to come to terms with. and take a bran new route. but one that does not waste all and reset for fresh start . for nothing unfinished truly goes away. and it’s one thing if it actually served greater good. but don’t go around testing that objective . further putting people in hazards way which is already plenty right now. much like people . the term greater good is also an arbitrary decoy placed to cover up what actually is the problem not bc the problem is too embarrassing to share or u can’t handle it. the issue is that u don’t believe in the people. that at any troublesome challenge junction. there comes a time where we may either include all in the process of overcoming complex problems or u think u can achieve by cutbacks which lead to self destruct and then ur entire objective falls apart like house of cards. the issue isn’t that what comes up must come down. perhaps this analogy applies to some cases but not all. with the consideration to such diverse ways that can lead us to one, objective . process in part or in whole , it’s the lack of good use of what we know that a tings the most. which causes us breakdown due to natural biology of its ways. and we can also see. the conundrum does not start and stop with us. we see beyond ourselves and connect with our . primal past. which reveals the true progression of human lineages. and then we see the current end ones o all those like echoes that rose as we travelled the space. we then see other people in their own trips or neuroses. it’s not that distinct actually. we do have a lot more in common. the differences are like garments. and accessories rather. this bitter sweet recognizance amid others kleshas tend to cause us rigidity. or density bc it’s a shock to our system to suddenly wake up in the wake of our vision being suddenly improved.
and it is here we may discover such wisdom is useless unless it’s practised out in the open. most notably from the systems the leaves in the most benevolent and practical way that also continues to co create with the consciousness of the people. what would such metaphysical existence look like anyway ? we don’t have to throw the baby with the bath water here. so to begin anew. we have all this of the past to work with. and the future we work towards will have elements of today as well with it. there is no denying of such connectivity which is fluid. it’s us that complicate matters via our self split into a specific denial process that prevents us from accepting the unity of everything. when we go out there and pretend to be a dry out shallow version of ourselves we may think. we are clever but these are challenging crossroads where our humanity is being put to a stand and is severely tested. it’s make or break for the collective reality and it’s not gonna be as dramatic as u wish it. if a single life being in sufferer and or dying is not dramatic enough for u. numbers won’t impress u either. ur already too desensitized for that sort of language. bc we are having mass awakening we must be all the more careful of our actions and how we portray ourselves. so we must always caution on the line of truths. and nothing less than it. with truths is the full translation of wisdom that comes with such grounds. when systems are cut n dry they expect the same from you. but what they can’t take from u is ur resonate experience. also ur experience is proof in and of itself. but if u accept a shallow version of urself. then they can continue to build on that trope. oh look. they contradict their word. or they teach us how to disrespect them by not being aware of their true worth and value and even their rights even tho it’s us who are tricking them.
one of the ways in which we can suppress wisdom and truth is by fear factors. which have increased severely in-the last three years. there seems to be a reorganization process also in the hierarchical formations. which are causing severe complications. among the people in terms of their recent sacrifices for the cases they believed in. which is being hijacked in favour of whoever is on top of the totem pole strategies. stifling the wisdom that has been developing and being expressed makes sense from the purview of an abuser. bc it may appear to be inferior to their truth and interior. so this itself becomes the proof or reveal of true intentions. by the acknowledgement of some a particular type of problem only initiates would know about. so in a way the system of the organic kind. unlike manmade system has a self protective measure that eventually allows imposters to self expose. by their own will bc if appropriations that do not produce long lasting wisdom which is pretty much a look of a seed but without fruition. and or growth. eventually it has to decay or take it’s next cycle given by it’s condition. we can’t rely strictly on this however. human beings don’t have much time to waste in terms of their survival abilities globally. especially first world nations have more responsibility in this manner bc they might possess more skill therefore more wisdom in line of human rights, diplomacy, and advancements. that can not only be exemplar to the rest of the world. but can also work towards improving conditions elsewhere while setting the standard of being natural leaders. not to be confused with authoritarians or those who seek such professions of strong benevolence for selfish gain which makes it toxic. such wisdom gets stifled in favour of global matters. perhaps we are struggling collectively on how to develop these bridges. among us so that we can save time and energy on otherwise repetitive events that may take up too much fro us. the work falls on us everyone o how to manage the objectives for the loss of such wisdom only compounds. causing more saws to unfold which hazard our survival ability. we may get petty with others lessons her if we went but we are running out of time. and there’s work. and there’s also a ton of people who are willing and passionate about dharmic rewarding type labor. one that would reciprocate their true worth and honour and give dignified experiences . with what we know to date we have no excuse not to take the first steps towards this type of trajectory.
we can be patient with process given that the process won’t flip flop on itself all of a sudden with all progress lost and forcing people into unreal tic comedians or intense loss even to a point of losing their health and or their life. there has to be a continual process that tracks and reports human progress. by objective measurement. and with true cohesion of its elements and parts in relations to each other. so this is congruent with everything we do. if u go to church or ur holy place. do u think ur holiness starts and stops there ? it’s math u must carry everyone where u go that too is wisdom and what does such pursuer teach us. besides the superfluous aspects. ? it teaches us the connectivity and of benevolence. forgiveness is not a standard part of abusive tactics. u don’t do crime and then wash ur hands clean. call it work done. and poverty and charity is also not smth that was meant to be forever either. these are things we have grown around bc the objedirves were either not clear. coincise true whole and or right. which means that the stagnations shows us there’s implication on our collective path. which sort of gently and then by force. pushes us towards intense changes. even when we think we are exempt from the lot. again. everything here is to teach us about such equality and connectivity among us. the more we awaken to this. the more we rekindle our relationship with wisdom we already possess within us. all we need to do is allow the false knowledge the false adoptions the false whatever to fade in its own time. but again. we are also running out of time so we might wanna think in altruistic terms eye for eye cuts it or na. do u think improving systemic connection to people discrepancies would nip it in the bud? maybe we can all learn something from such interactions.
what holds us together
allows us to grow and in a benevolent way. what’s that u might say. to which i will respond. love and trust. we currently have a lot of conflict that goes against. it. such as scorned lovers. people who seek revenge. and others who might fall into extreme cases of harm upon others. then there are others. more subtle ones. such as gossip. triangulations. covetious ness. double speak. half truths. or the ambiguous words used with a specific hidden intention. we must come to an agreement that we all possess the power of manipulating each other. when we are considerate as to how each inhabitant on this earth might feel affected by this or that conditions n is the day we will begin to move into next stages of communication which is quite necessary to combat all the stuff i stated above thats bad for us. bc they work to challenge and eliminate trust and love among us. if we lose these established connections. we lead to our disaster . bc without trust and without compassion. everything will become rather tragic. too much to bear on our souls. but we must not give into the hype. that’s what might be secretly leashing us to. it’s by overcoming such senses compelling thoughts that we can then begin to parse thru our available actions we can choose from. for proper response. for actions almost always outweight thoughts. although it’s also said that it’s from clarity and quality of ur thoughts that u may develop better habit of actions. so each matters in its own way and each complements each others performance. so there is congruence of these powered when they combine. which is why things like ah division of people is easy and controlling each in their rather isolated habitats is even easier. but just think of all the power that goes into this. brain power. effort. time to execute behaviour after cooperating with ur group members. bc u do know. and value power by numbers. actually.
so what we are deterred from is not always smth that bad for us. and when we begin to detect more of these social flaws the more self respond it’s we begin to take about our choices and actions. all the while keeping up with the worldly changes bc where there is greater uncertainty and trust is being threatens between cowry members. there is bound to be smth to happen and why we want to do is prevent that from happening by being vigilant in the department of compassion bc we can recognize such struggles. that would be a sign of maturity by the way and given that we all went through a ton of extremely rigid difficulties. all of us. irregardless to our involvement have matured to a degree. this isn’t easy stuff. a lot of uncertainty fill the earth. which causes more people to react. so with that said, it’s all the more essential to not give up. it’d about perseverance and tolerance along the way. i think tolerance would be about ur own personal struggles bc this also accompanied patience eve though i don’t like the word. this doesn’t make it lose its meaning. patience is quite powerful when done right. and applied of the right conditions and causes. bc enemy can be patient too. we must consider both sides of the field always before we make any absolute certainties. no matter how small our claim would be. i suggest people to keep a note for themselves about key events in their life. that way u can tell when certain promises are made. and or by whichever organization or even if u were to determine if someone in ur life is trustworthy. recognize the signs ahead of time by checking back ur notes bc those r the clues u leave behind for urself. that led u here. do u have sometimes. quotes or specific words or even faces experiences that come back to haunt u like out of nowhere ? the. contemplate upon them.
and that’s ok. we all take detours. there’s so much wrong in the world that it’s very hard not to err ourselves bc maybe in part. the world leaves us in a educated way. there’s too much stimulation and too many uncertainties. we go either extreme. either in the company of too many people. or completely isolated and alone. during different stages of our life difficulties. things seem like they are in a contest flux while also being. very stationary. established. so we keep venturing out. into possibilities and then keep coming back to. ground ourselves in the moment of now. this allows for the flexibility of the spirit or else we may feel trapped in our bodies and feel the constrictions of the body as it may produce dense feelings. especially when we are deeply body oriented. and don’t reach beyond the scope of subjective reason this is what’ happens. now i don’t say that as a point the finger at the room for the worst among u all. no. this is a byproduct of the environment. so the more we come to terms with such relationships the more we begin to detect these issues and then source to root cause of these one by one. i think there is plenty of work in this field about that. and each of it falls on everyone. the reason why this matters for everyone and that the way we may feel trapped in our bodies is a mind that is also in jail. right bc it complements each other. but more importantly. bc we associate very strongly with our own suffering we wish to inflict it on others. we don’t think that such things sometimes happen as a byproduct of the relationship between the environment and ourselves. where some things are beyond us and they show us greeter concern into making changes. and priorities them accordingly. which may cause us to assume that which happened to us is normal and it should be done to everyone. if someone arrives at our conciliation from a different purview we may see this as a privilege rather. bc we may assume they didn’t suffer like us. or didn’t suffer as much as us. but this is bc we may feel at self defeat. with the loss of whatever that causes us such internal misfirings in the first place and not everyone knows how to manage or detect and even figure out what to do with it. in faulty environment . and given diversity of experiences there are bound to happen a few extreme of cases. either individually as in people or a component with ur own inner department.
as we can see. this work against compassion. with trust and compassion hazarded. what is left of us ? our words cannot be trusted. actions can also be augmented. how then can we rely on each other. bc we need each other for all kinds of sustainability. we can not just self exist. at the very least there are myriad of services that make cities but with integrity gone and trust lost. how do u go on ? do we continue to pretend there is no class wars and that everyone can read and read well especially online ? and that we must all come to some kind of social conclusions about life but how do we feel we see ourselves doing. inthe next few decades ? do u think such maintenance of constantly sparring which esch other is gonna wear u out? it’s too much maintenance when we lie. and when we are violent. aggressive. and constantly conspiring against others. while meditating on negative actions towards others and doing things that’s not with integrity. such as fake behaviours to gain trust of people only to breach it. since betrayal plays agaisnt trust and compassion , we must not think too little of it. we may feel betrayal from a lot of happenstances which is a very heavy feeling. bc trust is already shaky on earth already. right from birth. so is with our false understanding of what love is. everything tends to get weaponized. but it’s because of the environment that we may feel the treaty’s in which such conditions that arise due to our false acknowledgment. into which we relay ourselves within the world. which is what brings us to the next segment. communication.
it’s not easy to utilize communication the right way when trust and compassion are compromised. u may feel like an imposter urself. u may feel like u have to lie to keep certain things hidden. bc doing otherwise seems to make things worse. u may begin to rest easy n work the difficult feelings as they may arise and then notice. that leaving them alone and allowing urself to ventilate. raises frequencies over time given enough natural exposure. that happens in its own way. now systematics tend to do artificial exposure which is to shove things that hurt u. to ur face in a deliberate conniving disrespectful maybe even shameful this is like picking at a wound while it’s trying to heal. or systemic abuse of individuals more criminal than the crimes they themselves do. which is a sign of distrust. but itself does not use the correct language. perhaps bc of this distrust. now what we need to establish is trust between all parties. either of this is a global thing or in individual grounds is no matter for each is connected and complements one another the same. the more we ceee towards preservation of trust and heart and then work to grow the lot while utilize language to better our skills for this allows for the proper cultivation process. now i personally see that a lot of people also want this. but it’s so abstract that first. it’s hard to get the whole gist in mere words. and second we are viewing it from our unique corner of the world. so we sometimes may run the risk of assuming our way is the right way. which may isolate us or others from. otherwise a unified work that falls upon us. in our own self perfection and here perfection isn’t ur regular ocd induced excessive maintenance of a certain way. but it’s acceptance. while also transcendence. so ur acceptance doesn’t stay in. place. it grows n changes as u grown and change. for some this could seem extreme. for others. they may understand that changes usually refer to maturity.
why do some people hate poverty ridden folk?
u think it’s bc of lack of motivation of drive to work or self discipline that they r in that situation have u looked at ur towns. ? see how many jobs are available ? how many people can afford education. how many can afford current needs or have a real solid chance to overcome poverty much sooner than work till old age only to die before lofty retirement. pls. self reflect.
it’s difficult process
to try and see ur enemies as friends. or just simply trying to see them from a different light. u really have to readjust ur ducks much like lena on a camera. u need to make sure u got the right aperture. the lighting should reflect smth that triggers otherwise by simply associations. that are too strong. to really direct ourselves from our past acknowledged certainties is difficult indeed. and they are also very scary. which sort of makes us feel like we are free falling in thru life. but this is only a wrong projection. that results from perhaps strong attachment. which happens when we get introduced to the world and experience these things in our ever expanding consciousness. that first time of having such initiation into world order creates strong determinations later on. even though we may not notice or root it’s source. not willingness at least. but times might also have changed. there’s been long term progression. of all kinds of events taking place on this planet. which is symbolic to say the least. when we are born into such circumstances , we didn’t choose the house. or know such systems. many of the things that took place a long time ago have effects tuning thru our streets still. and we may not immediately perceive it. we may say hypothetically ask around for directions. perhaps to our not knowing. but intuitively that we seek. someone with kind heart may guide us. and they may not even know that they are aiding us with our unrecognized problem. which is nice. kinda like fools gold. so u must not expect to repeat such luck. if it happens the first time. but it’s better to know and to be conscious of this process and it’ seems to be harder to achieve bc we know but our knowledge seems to be fragmented and misplaced. or. we bounce off of reflections not knowing which is real and which is projection and as to whose. bc they all factor in. our common perception in our reality. so even the perception that an enemy is present could be fed by some of these delusions. in that sense. we may notice trust is all the more essential.
to really see an enemy from a different purview. free of attachment. free of this bc of that theories. can allow u to detect any personal mistakes u might have made. this doesn’t mean stop the pursuit bc ur inner intuitive mindset might be signalling u a danger or smth else. that ur certainty might serve. however it’s not that ur transferring meaning from one objective to next. life is much like a puzzle to be figured out. and it’s not due to it being consciously self aware that itself determines the nature of perplexity. it’s a product of our collective past efforts that led us here. the dangers that we feel are rooted to our survival. irregardless to absence of such. as we can see that just bc we have presence of civilization. advancement n tech doesn’t mean there’s definitely absence of wars. conflict. and very inhumane conditions that plague this earth. in ur process of discernment. the de station of ur own errors should suffice. in which case even a drop of advancements or overcoming ur own soul lessons can really impact ur whole self. some of them can even be profound experiences. it’s said the more scary the given change that may pertain. us. the more it’s rewards. but we must not rely strictly on. a reward based system. most folks are conditioned for instance of such motivation. so we say. if ur bad u go to hell and if ur good u go to heaven. others say. if u do well on this life. ur next life will be rewarded. and if u do bad in this life. u might be punished eternally or smth along those lines. and surely at first. we might approach things in a juvenile way. that may. be in part due to our environment. though part of fixing for improving the environment comes from releasing ourselves from our strong convictions so this doesn’t just start and stop with people relations only.
to really understand the events that are taking place in our lives gives us a sense of self known but often times it’s very difficult to overcome for the path is hard. there’s excessive burden that comes out of nowhere. with no regard to our well-being or what sort of effort we have going on. we may wonder if many of these phenomena happenstances can be evaded. but we don’t know ourselves or have enough information to make such claims. when we accept that there’s still so much to discover about the self in an uncertain environment despite all its certainties. we are making room for the potential in which we may become comfortable with the organic process. rather the one that might have been a product of a systemic function instead. ofc this is why we may wish to perceive the enemy from a different light. bc often times. we may not recognize certain implications in our thought processes as to what’s happening. which may or may not be facilitated from outside of urself. the matter is that u begin the awareness process that grants u exclusive insight into the whole thing. before it happens. this may give us the idea that we can predict the future. and bc we are human with our imperfect conditionings we may say ah so how can i win the lottery and cheat others to advance myself but this isn’t true. it’s just a faultless of what tends to do mange planet earth. it’s more ordinary than that. to have such foresight. but this foresight seems to be present only in presence of fortitude. so forgiveness isn’t so that ur at peace but it’ contributes to smth more. bc it has to be the right type of application or alignment. and tends to take more than one persons contribution. even though it’s the individual efforts that make up the quality of the whole. peace process.
perhaps to determine who even is the enemy. first we may wish to detect the small version of that enemy that may reside within us. and maybe we don’t need to look beyond ourselves to get to know him or her or they. whatever. so we then can play around with the ideas that such ordinary living. free of disturbances. and any conflict of thought may bring. the type of tranquility that allows us to more more fluid. which refers to the clarity of our adaptability muscle that can someday save our lives. which can be polluted much like water and much like water can also retain memory. all kinds of it. that’s why it gets sense and hurts. u may not even need to change anything. major but a fix of perception can do a lot much like alignment of ur back or shoulder. such disturbances should excite us bc it’d via these challenges that we begin the journey of learning what’s really essential for the soul. in a way u might say if u shall focus only on soul that should suffice but quickly u might find urself bored. for the human intellect and human heart always needs to connect wit in environment ans we do that precisely. without ever knowing. such communication with everything around us is unstoppable no matter how dense the actual pollution can make things harder to perceive. at times we might think the fault lies with us. well. smth must be wrong with me. u must be getting lazy. maybe I’m losing my mind but this is only bc there’s smth that is nudging at u to recognize. but the message is not recognizable. even on the process of attention. which is what such uncertainties do. they cause us to panic and its via this panic that we may attach to anything around us. any experice might do the trick of some grounds established . u must have smth to hold onto some purview or other than makes some what sense. it’s like a crime scene and the lawyer is crooked so he makes u lie or cheat u in some way. and now ur doing more time than u need to. meanwhile the public is restored in abject safety which only took place quickly. and ofc that itself is the projection of relief.
oh look. the enemy is forgotten. but this isn’t always the case though bc we do have certain issues that sort of fall on us all. much like the environment that’s old. some of its practices are also quite outdated. and it’s via these adaptation of these practices without full grasp of what it is we are adapting to and meanwhile without full knowing of our self. maybe not exactly full but with some established basis and sense of self that basic and not too exceptional. bc then this latter is what causes us strong isolation of self. we may feel extremely dissociated from everything and thus everyone else. where we may also feel unreliable to what seems to be common but this is only a product of the mind that tends to internalize an environment itself doesn’t even know about its basics. so to first grasp the basics and then build fro there on comes from this which may give us a bit more tolerance as to how undertaking such responsibilities may also have brought with it but again bc we are dealing with others who are just like us. in the unknowing. or not knowing or false knowing or partial knowing or certainties that plague the growth process but have more power of some objective greater than individual or smaller settings of exchanges. although i must say both are impactful. but considering a good change say. in the direction of common good and towards the common . trajectory that enables health, prosperity, peace and tranquility. perhaps all of which. essential nutrients that will extend human life and quality by a lot n it’s via clarity of our minds and thus hearts that we may then begin to get more creative about our continuity process and many of our benevolent endowments , which can be expedited by those who are on those functions who can benefit many in a much shorter period of time via simple decisions that are geared on those clear objectives.
u don’t owe it to this world to be perfect
only that u r real. though even being real we must figure out. exactly what is real. by determining. what is not real. which is hard to do when u start off on the wrong foot of life. how does that happen u mists ask. well it’s actually quite very easy on this planet. and it’s not that stuff happens. at all. but how we handle is where we have this issue with whether if we can tell anymore. what is the cause and what are the effects. let alone we seem to be so divided , that this division seems to project inward. and that’s expected. i mean we have environmental nutriments. available to us as we speak. we are constantly taking in facts. and it’s no wonder why some times thru history. a motherfucker wants to poison and kill us. bc this bothers them. the fact that people almost always overcome struggle has historically been frowned upon. it ruins plans. disturbs investments. all that. which is inconvenient when u are the shmuck who spends a good chunk of their life crafting such plans in the first place. but again. the chicken . or the egg. and even when we say. oh well we must take full accounts it’s for our actions but then we sit and wander which portion of what falls on anyone. for the connectivity of which. enables that sense of innate unity mindset where we do feel injustices if we were to take on all the burdens on our shoulders. so there’s smth of detail there for us all to reflect about.
we can immediate see any one of us were at some point a baby. before that. smth much more . before that. maybe smth else? who sort of came across these grounds. via some type of relationship between the world. it’s laws and the universal laws. which probably encompasses all other laws that we may even be aware of nor can we connect via our human . intellect no matter how much we tend to conceptualize our meta mind states. as the ultimate. sure it may contain all. but that also includes that which is beyond our comprehension . we may feel this. it may influence or inspire us. ah so. it’s that which we must develop a strong relationship which. but that sounds like our relationships has weakened. maybe it’s not that we must work on strength. rather that we might do that thing we need to do. detect that which isn’t from that which is. ah but this sounds like the only way. which may contradict our notions of diversity and many ways leading to one. always consider this when i’m rambling o such statements. the whole is always part of individual inklings on the path. but to determine which is accurate. we can look to it’s baseline intention. is it for everyone ? does it take responsibly ? does it hold itself accountable when. there’s a error present. for these would show the benevolence is here. which in my purview is very necessary all the more so than ever before . if ur looking to make a good change on earth. doesn’t have to be perfect. whether it’s smth that’s determinable from within urself or based on by ur environment and connections. how u intent on ur maximal input. as with best quality as u can should suffice.
so we get caught in many currents. i believe that we all want that global peace. or inner peace. ah what the difference . u know . it doesn’t matter how u perceive peace. it doesn’t matter if it’s from within or outside of us. for peace to be. it has to be congruent. that’s why it’s so hard to achieve. even harder to lie about. from metaphysical purview we already see the many angles that come in to play and which tend to dominate and which need work upon. oh i wonder what meta even means. maybe it means ethics. philosophy. maybe it means psychology. maybe it’s spirituality and all that good stuff coming together as part of politics. environment. systems and human behaviour bc we have alredy established the ability to see all of this as one. it’s only a matter of correct use of all of them at once. from where we are. and some communication and difficult language might be necessary initially. but our intention could all be in the same direction. what’s the horizon when u look ahead ? what does the picture look like ? how do u see ur enemies in the distant future ? i mean these are very interesting in the art of letting go and letting god. but it certainly doesn’t mean idleness. in the art of language we always almost assume that that’s with the ideas must set the pace and the stage unless it’s profitable to steal the ideas for urself which is usually what happens in the current. ur cut n dry systematic functions it’s dog eat dog world out there. the systems are like the mafia where this is the movie scene where we are gonna get each other in the legal most way. opportunities are dime a dozen and the privilege is the prostitute that keeps bringing u back into the game. but the chicken or the egg by now tho, right.
because our spirituality is isolated it’s easy for us fall back in repetitive lie of use of whatever we have. as u can see. we have strong characteristics that run the show. u got the left the right the democrats the this the that. east versus west. muslims versus christian’s. hindus versus this god and that person versus another. it just never ends. and u can get into poverty and be part of poverty community. then there’s much higher categories. it’s alright to see this world in its kaleidoscopic look. from here we can also recognize how ridiculous capitalism is. i mean before that. people at least had some chance to win. bc we were all stupid voyagers. we all sprung up from whatever pool of shit. fun guy. cosmic joke universal spit idc what u wanna call it but capitalism got us all in our ancestral pants. and slowly bled them dry by giving illusion of a perfect reality too good to be true. and here. haha. the history repeats. only that capital created its own hell which is why it’s all the more difficult to maintain. u get the anxiety. i just don’t get all the animosities. really? that’s what u thought about us this whole time? good to know. part of that is our fault too. for not knowing soon enough. that’s the issue though. maybe we can’t change the systems or others. but how then do we evolve best so that we can avoid all this hustle ahead of time. which could give us a winning chance bc it’s already difficult to navigate the world. when on top of that u start in the losing end is not humane all. we should be on the same page about that at the very least. maybe that’s where the work begins. to feed the hungry. end wars. stuff like that.
and u can tell what sets us apart. whether if ur in the side of capital feeding u a better version of reality with only a martian group actually benefitting fro it or on the other side of the world at the rotten end of capital. where ur in the trenches of slave labour. where ur life literally doesn’t matter. u can get poisoned. u can die. it doesn’t matter. in some other part of the world. ur born in th wrong place. so the nation maybe in a whole lot of shit. and it’s totally not personal. who can say this baby is bad let’s go and kill it. put it out if it’s potential evil misery. like what the actual fuck are we even doing here. so this is the same people that sell u a paradise tho. in brochures. where u can go and take a nice shit in the hotel room u rented in a private resort in a very luxurious island. or ur parsing thru slave labour fashion products. and it’s totally fine when i buy into the whole game. well when i buy this crap item. it gives these poor shmucks on the poor end of the world slaving away their whole day making few bucks off of will have a chance at having those jobs. ofc it’s totally fine. to think this way. and pay our taxes. bc it’s our systems maintenance that is necessary fulfil the illusion that we are exempt from all this. even if we are higher class citizens. recall. this is dog eat dog world out there. if systems give it to u today. they can easily take it away from u. and that’s the elephant in the room. let’s identify what don’t belong. here. first of all. let’s talk about these difficult subjects. calmly. with comfort and knowledge that better days are possible
we need protection against system functionaries
who take office but do not meet the needs of people cause more issues. and do not uphold and materialize their promises.
for this to happen we need global peace. maybe that’s why there’s so much going against it bc it keeps us in this perpetual limbo meanwhile system preserve grey areas for national security sake.
when we don’t know what family means
we would not fully grasp the true power of one human collective family . which explains why we get forkerbalw in places where we need not be. and get rigid in places where we could easily slip into that sense of self serenity. which arise naturally. but our world is far from natural. our systems are too rigid. we have arbitrary rules and laws. bc we lack trust. and then we oscillate between the concept of unity and the sense of individual pursuits. and we use collective unity to advance ourselves and then we use individual sanctity as a success story as if there is one. there is none. there are no true successes on earth. bc given by the current quality of our planet. all symbolisms are arbitrary. that’s one. and two. no matter who u are. where u are. what u have and what not. u can’t convince. me that ur truly happy. and contented with ur life. that every single one of us. that includes little children who haven’t grown into esteem and skill to see for themselves some of these man made conditions. and those who maybe excessively isolated from the direct effects of such. are all part of this. atmospheric quality that affects us all the same. bc we we one. we may try to change these meanings. but this won’t change the intrinsic and or what is. we would just end up creating an alternate reality where we do what we do today. live excessively in our minds whereas no sound actions is took.
we need not look further than. ourselves to determine why is. but most often. the worlds inconsistencies is what gets internalized. and we are too ill prepared to navigate ourselves thru it all. there is too much attachment to what we think we know. can we be blamed ? we get trained for our survival. we are forced to cram useless data just to get basic needs met. we are forced constantly to get our attention be divided. on this cause bc it pertains to this aspect of ur life. and it moves so slow. and then this other thing we must share focus. bc it pertains to this other portion. of our loved. mind u. all we have to do is get things together. have these departments committed with each other. but can we blame them. when there is no general sense of trust in the world. the bigger the job is the harder the trust comes around. and that’s just one of the issues that we have normalized in the world. when we rely too excessively in hierarchal system. we don’t notice these r also run by people like us. can u blame either one of us for being dissatisfied ? but this would point to a common problem would it not ? but we are too scared to even. begin to change in the right direction. there is too much uncertainty. that’s why we have preconceived notions and that we can group and organize in our minds to determine a nature of a given smth. but we fell short bc we are running on old software program for most of human. related issues/solutions organizations centres.
u think that it’s noble to prove urself to the world and the system. maybe even ur god. but intention is key here. and intention of sight allows from us the authenticity of getting in touch with the truth of our own feelings which tend to be produced as an effect to a cause we cannot determine. again. our eyes are shrouded. there’s far too much that diverts reality and creates alternate realtors. mostly playing out in. our heads bc we are that much compelled. we wait. but maybe we should act . and then we act whereas we need to take our time. we keep misplacing this. ability to build the integral skill that’s supposed to make like easy. but u can’t have that. with a split mentality about ur reality as well as that which reflects towards within bc the two are almost always symbiotic. we haven’t figured out how to free ourselves entirely from body attachments and demands of the body. perhaps this is the way. the realignment process that will allows us to determine first. why even makes a human being. so that we can humanely reflect the findings into our daily business. why u might ask this is important. u might cast urself off from the rest. given into worldly pleasures. assumed one format of success. even though it’s at the cost of others. or another where now u too are impacted by its consequences bc there is not much that’s left divine in good dignity when there’s even the lightest indignity being practiced. in some part or other.
all of these inconsistencies show in our daily habituation. i doubt that it’s a rather spontaneous occurrence that some of these things have become normalized in our lives. such opportunism needs to be looked into. for when we do notice we are one. this does not necessarily mean. transference of genius. we may gain an articulation of basis info some intellectual smth but. unless we are living in our truth. bc we may imagine smth that is rather selfish. but such imagination worn materialize exactly bc we are causing harm. if it is materialized. this points to the common lessons. and that we become part of it by our admission even though originally we might have started out with a degree of ignorances toward that objective . it’s not what happens more so than how we accord ourselves in the aftermath that determines integrity. thus brings us to the reality about what that sort of unity means. bc it’s very much like that true abiding family setting. u can easily abuse ur power over ur partner. take more and never give back. or assume that everything must cater to u whereas the other persons. vulnerabilities for this refers to systemic representation of such is used against them. same with our chosen. we may take them to be possessions. rather than see them as human beings. so w don’t even know how to honour their humanity bc we claim rights to them bc we must pay to keep them sustained this is the fallacy of the many illusions adopted in the manmade systemic ways which gives us the illusion that these are what we must do.
in the same. we see many of its happenstances play at world at large. but let us go back to nuclear family. frauds and strong break ups. and u wanna fix the world. but sometimes u must. cut off gangrene affected body part. of the nuclear family is one body. even though u could all be innocent. bc we are !! in reality. but it’s the hustle nature of our man made system that actually get in the way. for song us to internalize objectives we don’t even know we are investing bc it’s in the air. after all. and four seasons and depending on where u are. u get the appropriate nutriments already. pollution lies and all. so there’s a degree of having been at a loss right from the start. and with all odds stacked against us. that’s life. now take that to systemic front bc it often happens too that especially right now. we are being bankrupted in broad daylight. and. ofc. i mean there is definitely a long standing moral bankruptcy that’s materializing bc much like family’s true origin when an issue that’s impending is left ignored. it only grows bigger. in a way. u may see antagonists. i see people crying for help who do not know how to ask for it in the first place. .
and then yes. we yearn from this family. both in our close encounters. and in the world at large. the work is violent however. it’d what causes us much fright. that we don’t notice what this reflects to ourselves in. our well being. most of us. feel stuck in this groundhog day in repeat. and again. we have too many speakers and not enough actors. and by actors. i mean a call to action by all who are part of such. we don’t have the bridges that can get us to reach the other side and say hey. let us collaborate in our mutual efforts to make peace. yet systems don’t give us any leeway to break free either bc their idea of connectivity or unity is that they own the planet and therefore all its inhabitants much like this is a roblox game where u have ur people and ur buttons and money to spend. u generate this reality. u can nuke it if u want. u can turn off the whole thing at will. whereas reality is far off than a video game. for our lives is not that meek. we may appear quiet. abiding bc there is many storms that can break without a name at any given time. and. u may not notice it. bc we are that calm. u can expand o the technically and techniques to determine and pry into peoples minds to see into more. as u discover more. in ur rather opportunism to control.even then. it’s hit or miss. really. bc we are still going thru it. this evolutionary thing. calls human experience.
system functioneries
are people just like u and me, its all the more essential that when they make a mistake that we have a proper counter measure and methods of handling, for its human nature to err but it takes a special kind of idiot to keep insisting on denying it. while also going against the current of natural shifts, changes, ebbs and flows.
most often
we die without ever knowing who we truly are bc we are compelled by this circumstance or that conditions or maybe we are caught in some environmental unfoldment. smth that is out of our control. like being part of a bloodline or being born in poverty. everyone must earn they way in the world. and in all parts of the world we see these strong characteristics much like in a movie. we say wow are we actually born this way or are we made later on into which we take the shape and form of the personality and character that we all, as one human family, recognize and point out. as human beings. it is noted that we do a lot of stuff. crazy stuff here and impulsive stuff there. it’s not strange that we do not talk about enough as to how we come to such conclusions in. the first place. maybe it’s bc we are that much diluted in our truth and the ways in which we perceive the world. this act of motivation usually determines our “fate”. but it only appears to be free. for such heights that human beings may initiate in terms of their concept of what makes family, a human family that is, not to be mistaken by marriage or ur blood line , then it is from there that we get comfortable where we need not, on notions such as determination that some do in fact possess strong characteristics. as if they are born with one. it’s hard to determine what sort of characteristics we are born with, when we are in constant flux of hustle to get from this objective to next. we pretty much work with what’s available in our environment. so if ur family had history with gangs or mafia. chances are u would lean there strongly. maybe poverty and other environmental conditions might touch on ur survivalism. which may gain u wrong type of skills such as theft and violence. and then u might get a promotion in th world in the world of mafia and gangs. so it’s not bc u know urself that u partake in such. but ur born in conditions that dominate in effect although this doesn’t necessarily mean that we cannot overcome these objectives but there is strong correlation to environment this way. if there is no help then there is hinder. or anything that helps. in which case it’s hard to say that a persons character is determinable by their conditions bc sometimes the condition supersede the effects that come thereafter.
these strong worldly characters start out with good intentions. u think ur doing smth right bc u have nothing to compare it to. then ofc that can get u in all kinds of trouble. or we can call it sheer luck. but then things don’t maintain for long. we aren’t meant to maintain the repetitive act of the same old. one way to see this is represented in how divided we are globally. and then u can observe the systemic differences that cast aside people in groups. this level or that. surely there is correlation there to our true nature. there is merit in gaining skills. but it’s not as dogmatic as we currently make it out to be. to purify such conditions might be the way. but ofc first we must discover ourselves within. to do that. we can break out of the social dangers for a while but this isn’t always available to us. for life and systems demand way too much from those differences and cast apartness. surely we might have done some studies in the past. but we don’t do it anymore or ? are we just real hush about it. either way doesn’t look good however. it’s more important to be curious in such dealings bc who can determine what a human is anyway. we are sort of making things up as we go along. and where we don’t. we repeat. we get frustrated bc we think we can’t figure out a thing that might be too obvious for some. for some things may come easy for some than others. this frustration is what causes issues to arise between people. ur getting mad about a phenomena of smth and u think it’s identifiable. let alone can it be grasped. so the act of such height of anger is actually very futile. ur just getting all fettered and hyped up over nothing. that’s why there is a reference to ego on that one. as well as pride. but what are ego and pride anyways we touch on sins from time to time bc it’s excellent way to determine some of our social flaws. it’s better to see sins from fires point of interaction between two or more individual rather than. one in relation to some self for that can only be determined by the clarity of ur own heart. it’s ur personal process that isn’t exactly available for just about anyone. maybe ur family might. bc there is a degree of symbiosis there. but not always. just bc it’s mostly there. usually in determining our nature we begin by identification but then we turn this initial identification to strong objective. where’s sits only a portion of the whole or it could be introduction to smth much deeper. bc things also don’t exist alone and are connected to all else this intricate alone is not basic.
imagine u live ur whole life being in this role or that. these roles are adapted in a way for our survivalism. and with that. our nature of community. we need to belong to a group. for our survival. bc there’s basic understanding that we have connectivity. we aren’t isolated. but some how our results. on a global purview does not seem to have produced good results. as a result of such we also have strong identification between nations. as well as the partial history that’s available to us. we can’t rely on these sources and we don’t know who we are. equal huge disaster. may lead us to huge awakening. we can only hope. bc personally i wouldn’t wish to see people get so basic to their primitive level of destroying each other over petty concerns. whereas even though many of us are going thru terrible times. it’s still best to refrain from getting fooled by its strong hold. bad things seem to give us an impression that this is the new norm. and by all means it’s a very difficult concept to grasp bc it is the path that allows us to rely on an innate knowledge of self. the ability to do that requires us to parse thru our self to determine which is not ourselves but was adopted as part of our faulty environment. and then cast it off in a way. that honours is sifting. the way to do that is it to deny its existence suddenly. as if cutting off a part of u. but u might be willing to determine it’s reason . why did this happen to me. could it have been averted. what lesson can be taken from here. how can we reflect this within the world. there is strength where there is pain. pride and ego get in the way of our honouring four own suffering and losses. we may get excessively defensive. or reactive. it happens. remember that as long as the environment is sick. we may catch occasional colds and that’s alright too. recognizing this gives us power to the whole issue. we may not grasp it right away but we fend respite every time that we try. and then it becomes practical overtime. and it’s via that practice that we determine how we can make peace with these events in our life. it’s not to deny it. denial is not healing.
but those of us who may have grown under strong survival instincts may feel extra defensive in this case. so what ur trying tod is to prevent smth bad from happening but u can’t tell actually that it’s a product of ur mind. such phenomena causes us such mental confusions as a result of our not knowing certain conditions . which also includes our world view. . the more we get to know how we the more we may feel impulses. it’s very much like a volcano. that takes pressure and then releases itself. u too must allow urself in ur own stuck emotions some type of release. and when we have that strong determination for our survival which is only in the mind. we can release the tension , but not in action. unless ur action is geared towards getting urself out of ur conundrums. so how do u turn first doom into motivation begin s in that internal direction. or misdirection. depending on how u wish to utilize it. if u think u have no power to wield it. then u might be correct. bc ur relinquishing ur control of direction in which case u alllw ur impulses to run on well, as good at what it does but workout prior provision. so u didn’t even think about it. ur on the edge of us r seat. now the good thing is thjs could be. a test of ur heart. the bad thing is it reveals a lot. and if u did ur work then this is good for u. but bc the environment is sick. it only takes one mistake. and u might be deterred from ur path. ease. all these strong characteristics sound familiar. bc we have been utilizing the same elements. only rearranging them to get different results. so then this means we have to look beyond t hat which allowed us this whole time. to think in big picture sense requires from us to let go and unlearn our last undersrnd of of each other. which is harder to do than say. bc there’s a lot of emotional attachment.
though when we do wish and prioritize the determination of who we are. then we can evade the frivolity of life bc there are plenty of options for that. which is why life feels like a fun. journey. when there’s rewards. but then for punishment there’s all kinds of misdirection. some u must refer to urself. and discern which affects u in. a synchronous way. since we depend on our environmental cues to determine our reality and it’s continuity. such acts of disinformation should be made criminal bc it does impact lives long term. we may say. hey temporarily let us lie bc our vocal depends on this but then we forget to rise again. we stop and forget to start. or we get distracted or what new thing that happened takes over and dominates our life. whereas all the unfinished business of just the prior is left hanging. as if it didn’t happen but ur sitting on a loss. and the memories are still fresh at that. it’s hard to rely on our surroundings when that kind of trust is compromised. but not all hope is lost. to truly transcend our reality is not to manipulate the past to suit our current stature. and as it seems that we can’t exactly put others on a higher pedestal bc there’s a intricate connectivity at large here. though there’s all this happenstances now becoming more and more heightened within our reality. we see the food is really good and the bad is pretty tragic. we can parse thru it instead of fall in standard lines of thought. for we might like to honour those who are affected and are thus lost in which we can’t help bc of the social contradictions of it. being this way. which should all the more inspire us to intent our selves to its resolutions.
the centre is not preserved
the centre is not preserved nor is it maintained. the centre merely is. but our idea of a centre depends on our perception of it which usually is made up of few key ingredients that tend to remain hidden. when we hear words like the centre is reserved. we think the ideology that there is some level of decency has not been destroyed. yet on looking around us. destruction is all we see. so it’s not a singular centre that is being preserved but someone’s idea of it that is being mentioned here instead. we all have our centre. the key issue for what we face today in terms of information. misinformation. disinformation and propaganda is so that our centre becomes askew. to support the grand centre of someone else’s hidden agenda and personal business. although we may be grounded and balanced in. our centre. it’s hard to counter the simultaneity of attacks done to it systemically. so we must take caution and not take heed to others idea of what’s enough. what’s good and what’s not. without making assessment in ourselves. what’s our part. how does this reflect me. what does this refer to me in terms of my reality. how about my quality of life. has it increased or decreased. what past promises are being. over ridden by todays systemic inequalities that make excuse for why it can’t with its false idea of what it should. u can determine by the progression and continuity of ur life events as to how factual someone’s idea of what should be maintained. bc it , the current ways things tend to operate. benefits only a few as it seems whereas it’d the many that are in constant shuffle of shifting places. and in the grand cosmic picture of what entails this reality. in truth. very little actually changes. do this is what referred to as limbo. bc instead of facing issues from a systemic purview where we are motivated by metaphysical politics rather than cut n dry. what appears to be very shallow and extremely dull and predictable today , we end up only changing its fashion. we say. ok well let’s get the shoulder pads back in. let’s go back to the eighties hairstyles or maybe even bell bottom pants. but u see it’s not changing much anything. although for those who are newcomers among us. it’s everything bc they don’t have experience to determine what even is change or progress.
now ofc we can all learn from each other and maybe the lesson is that we waste too much of our youth where the shelf life of a young. person shortens. where we mature up real fast the good juices sucked out of us. where we can not find the right motivation to focus on our lives where everything is a constancy of one long stretched out shit storm. we either sate in wait. which is a strong foundation of how many things operate here on earth. or we wait while being busy with life’s frivolities like ur a dumb animal who needs to be constantly distracted so u do not do dumb things but here the reference to such stupidity is actually well within ur right. to playfully explore ur life. urself and ur surroundings. so we begin at early age. on how to suppress our truth and authenticity in favour of civilization. but the funny thing is. civilization does jot opposite properly. it only gives us illusion so that we submit ourselves willfully for the security it promises. in concept stage only. we don’t see the exact long term advancements unless we can afford it. that is. unless we are the top members of society. such as upper class citizens on which the country actually operates as ur should had it considered everyone as one under its watch. no. the hierarchies are forced and they are enforced and they won’t go anywhere anytime soon. either. they play both on local grounds. and multiply among hapless fools who cannot think outside the box. bc let us remember. this is a world that squashed a child’s creative nature. which is a spiritual referent to not be able to be imaginative and creative for the rest of ur life. depending almost too entirely to ur systems … uhh. creativity. on these objectives. which they clearly are not good at. so that’s why it’s a a one big long drawn out shut storm of our lives in abject continuity. the centre has long been gone. in fact we never had it to begin with. we might have had glimpses of it. we may know via our true authentic centre some of us are endowed to keep. others may be lucky. in their own self depth. but nonetheless we all get our hands a little bit too dirty no matter how much we try to evade it.
so what really happens. bc as u can see we rely too much on data. as data mining is a huge business. and aside from the forced narratives. in which we feel that gravitational pull to whoever opens that overton window to catch some breeze. we do know when we reflect within. how cheap and arbitrary the quality of the world exchange is. and how we really feel for each other. some of us just lie better. everyone dons a mask. each nation is known for their good qualities. but on their own. even those become toxic. bc we aren’t meant to this divided. but it turns out. irregardless to what advancements seem to masks. much like fashion change seasons. unless we are looking at change from a fundamental purview we get stuck on repeat. we pass this onto our youth as well. bc we think. things are the way they are as they should be. which is an ointment for our loss really. what we are really trying to do is save some face. so we can lie to ourselves all we want but this doesn’t change the intrinsic. and we ofc. decorate ourselves with strong denial. and this comments our self pride. which is the single most sun that’s harder to overcome. u would think it’s lies that’s constant. well. all doctrines touch up on lies. but they don’t tell the truths themselves about their own evolution. so there goes that for ya. and i bet u ofc. as it’s true. those who have trekked those grounds didn’t have a halt ending themselves. so maybe there is our fear. budding in its infancy. but we must. we must tend to it. we must get to the root of it if we really are invest in saving ourselves. which refers to also saving humanity. for we are one. so what do we do if we never had this centre. maybe being authentic with ourselves isn’t enough bc there is a world that insists everyday that we rise. to change us. and not for good either. bc again. to know urself serves more than just determining what u like and what sort of things u are willing to buy. it’s always much more than that. but we aren’t taught that. in fact that’s why there’s greet push in the information lore. it is vital for u to not know at all. but to whose vitality this befalls. is well. both known and unknown but i doubt even they know what they are doing. such dogmatism usually gets folks ina strong haze even on a clear day.
even when u give them clear instruction and directions. not that u should. but this gives us clues as to how well and willing we are truly to listen to each other. if at all. bc after the same drums play on for a while we sort of develop. predictability on that subject. much like honing a particular type of sense or deep intuition. now this has been under attack bc they noticed that such developments leaked vital information about their clandestine operations. however there seems to be not getting in its way. even though we are ill prepared for it there’s both positives and negatives in hot iron taking shape and form by the resistance that it is faced with. at the same time though. this isn’t ur cut n dry politics . this is metaphysical politics with heart and soul. so u could. be shaping up to be the worst version of urself. but there are many who are more inclined to become better version of them leaves. even those who made bad decision inthe past . although their dialect may not have reflected their inner hearts expanding. have already experienced a shift in a positive way which hasn’t took its next stage level. much like a cultivating garden. u may not see much progress right away. but it’s underway. so we see what is allowed us to see but when we close our eyes and allow ourselves to tap into that infinite sources of our unity consciousness and growth and progress we can already hear the seeds cracking bc upon. and the stretching of the stem. and soon they will break thru the ground. so we also anticipate it bc we can almost hear it bc we have been there before. so here we are already in with our deep intuition. so don’t be afraid to close ur devices and sit alone and then compare the quality of ur experience. while it’s essential for us to continue on our joint mission to save humanity. we must also consider ourselves in the mix of our care and continue to keep one foot in the higher realms. bc that sort of spark is too precious to waste. and while considering what sort of dissonances have took place that brought us here and what sort of dissonances are still insisted upon our world and reality. for that hot iron to take shape. but again u must consider by whose standards the type of shape is intended upon. and u can almost see two sides to a coin. now how can u say that ur benefit of doubt counts here.
when we wish to make sense of our world
there are many in stages between us and our arrival to conclusion over various topics. we may parse thru our knowledge bank and classify and group objectives to make things efficient but we often fail at what changes. this refers to flaws in our own reasoning. or the one that has become established and normalized on the collective aspect. while we can in socially change our minds. via quickness of thought or depth of insight. or personal wisdom is key. the ability to do that in a world of contradiction is the challenge. we may ask ourselves if this reality is as free as it allowed to be. maybe it is. maybe it’s not. although we may already have established some basis about our entirety and have subsequently developed systems in place in which we see today does. it mean there are no errors of judgments among the way. in fact there are too many to count. but we have to do this. albeit. difficult in portion in which the ability to discern on the slot is called forth. we are ill prepared for it. so robotizing our motions does not work either. there has to be flair of authenticity. which is strongly opposed in this uniform world even though itself would not like to admit it. bc it reveres in diversity only to weaponize it at times that conveniences it’s agenda. which is a cardinal law broken. when we disrespect divinity. no matter how it maybe standardized. normalized. or we may have grown accustomed to such as natural. there’s a hefty price ticket on all our lives which is a signifier of our unity consciousness.
the false sense of diversity can give us false sense of security as we play in the hands of those who only expect. one way clarity. and therefore. diversity. that is intended upon others heading down a wrong way. is seen by some who then say. well this has to be diverged. and it’d only natural. is the big problem bc that itself is not truth about which makes us diverse in the first place. for ourselves to really diversity our lives we would first have to diversify our minds. be that begins in our hearts. we could develop a natural esteem that does not feel supper or or inferior at its own unctions. it’s inner conjunction. all that spiritual stuff. the mystical side of our truth. which gives way to space. which is the act of flexibility on the continuity of our unfolding journey. so in a way we are on our toes. that would be diversifying urself first. ur no longer a one track one trick mind show man. ur a multi dimensional being that can’t be defined. ur relativity thru which u communicate from ur unique window of opportunity is only as relevant as the quality of ur environment. for it correlates. but we often get lost in arbitrary arguments of chicken or the egg theories. at some point everything becomes two sides to the same coin. which is reflective of our journey. as with our. so within. which we know so well yet even at the global systemic purview there’s all matters that don’t appear as they seem. but we must administer ourselves blindly. willfully. given that what we hear is true and real.
ofc we may feel perplexed at our part within all and everything. perhaps it’s not in the amount in which we must do. but in the depth of which we give meaning to that which we choose our time energy and attention. that’s the true substance in all that we do. but here we refer to a big perplexing contradiction tjat runs this world and it’s based on established frivolous activities as normalized which goes counter intuitive to the organic human wheel that is destined to evolve. there in lies greet pain and internal turmoil. bc ur being forced to be convinced it’s all ur fault. whereas it’s not. so u try to stop and go at the same time which burdens ur own system. and that is what leads to burning’s in the first place. bc ur body is only a vehicle. it’s not the dominant force. u have already made a pact. if there’s presence of pain in ur body. then this is sometimes what refers to worlds suffering that has been. not resolved . ur the representative of that from a point of reference which does not define u as right or wrong. but as is. as part of the entirety and that can help us determine our part within the world. but keep in mind that apparence a are mere representation of much bigger truths about our “ reality “ that is beyond our human comprehension. though this could be exemplar in the way in which we may view the world from a seat of soul. rather than of body. or of mind. or if this arbitrsry reasoning or that since this strongly correlated with how we perceive each other and the world. which depending on who u are. can impact smallest to greatest degree. even in ur idleness there is exchange and communion with ur surroundings. ur breath communicates. ur thought processes send out into the void. to catalyze all kinds of return of data. depending on such strong correlates. some we can control some we don’t. and we can rest easy somewhere in the middle of it all. when we give our best. from the heart. considerate of the basic laws of soul. then we also rest at less e that we have given it our all. which. even if in the world front things don’t appear to be perceived to be that way, still does not refute this as fact.
a true diversity does not compete. only in friendly mutual settings where established laws govern both equally without gimmicks. and trickery. so such things usually would not be available on our social standards. which are already at conjunction between what they do and what they say. surely there’s basic understanding into the historical complexities that have been established but we refute the whole in favour of such secrecy which means that it’s not correct either. there needs. basis established. along the right of soul to say the least. the change is slow. would then show itself. but it does. it bc we refuted the whole thing. we oversimplified a great concern through which we must get expertise so that we look at old problems with new pair of eyes. so that this facilitates. maybe even stimulated the right type of thought. for a better more efficient resolve to some of our long standing collective issues. that would be a mark of evolution materialized. and it’s within reach. though we can see a degree of self discipline and basics on that – common sense objectives – must be normalized by all parties. that includes those who are functionaries. and then those who are at the effects of those functioning’s. when we take too much. tolerance and of trust. maybe too much. it burdens the natural rhythm and system in which we must embody true art of diversity via not exclusively casting ourselves apart from the rest as distinguished such as we are superior. or you are inferior type statements. and it’s not just in words only for words have long been used and abused. although they retain. their truth and value. we often go thru phases. of great challenge and it’s in the aftermath in. which what we do with the whole thing. for we can easily deny too as well. but that choice determines fate.
though it’s hard to distinguish where our similarities lay. for we are distracted too much by what is the distaste. which is a branch off diversity. u are allowed to develop dislike. on objectives and even styles that u may think are not good. this is diversity of our opinions and of choice. what may work for one person may not work for others does not mean one may like their human rights served on silver platter while the other is the servant. who works for peanuts. that’s not the diversity we seek inside and we know it’s not true. but we may be coolers with our human senses on what holds our truths. perhaps bc we never took time to slow down on our thoughts dentils development. we might have gathered more than we can parse ourselves. and we may not be fully available to ourselves in terms of how that correlates with the rest of the systems. man made and this did the natural world which is alright. but u see we do miss the element of human. bc we are ill prepared to form such authentic communications. perhaps it’s due to our constricts that is rather based on unnatural flow of our accustomed normalities which don’t get day of light for discussions. such as human value. and human worth and what this means upon our current establishments. we have more excuses than the ease of which e could bring meaning into our world by the truth of our word. bc sometimes that’s all it takes to make things right. all else is frivolous. but more so on the lines of lack of trust. given by the conditions of the environment. but again. chicken or the egg. who cares. what can u do to say that will resonate with a future that we can all rest at ease with. given that we each have also done our inner work. bc u don’t want to bring the burdens of the last into ur currency either. for the flow in which expects clarity and that comes with making peace with reality. how ever inconsistent itself may be.
what do u do
to save a man who’s at war with himself in his own heart. his soul and maybe even his own body. not all war are created equal. we haven’t exactly settled on the notion of our true worth. which comes with grounds of being on planet earth. we become desensitized to pain bc there’s no model to compare it to. where everything starts out quite dark. it doesn’t matter where u live in where ur born. although this relevance is revealed much later in time. in this sort of world place. war fare is quite the custom. so even if ur body is safe and ur mind may somewhat mimic normalcy. there could be more happening. beneath the surface. in this sort of dissonance. when. we extend ourselves to others. in hopes for self relief. it’s not because we wish to create an other. bc that would be fighting ourselves. but that’s the thing tho. ur at odds with urself. dissonance of which causes ur behaviours to malfunction. and this malfunction doesn’t happen overnight either. or on its own. here is where the faultiness of environment kicks in. or not having proper role models. how can a child know ropes of the world. which are manmade systems. and have smth to compare it to. he will be convinced all is settled at first. this conviction is the initiation of the conditioning we set ourselves up for thru our our lives. and it’s very rare to break out of such. until recently that is. enter stage technology. yay. so we are still in the middle of what sort of effects are produced from such conditions. but we must s always pepper our conversations with a dash of tech. bc it’s got a future. and it’s not going to go away any time soon. our consciousness is somewhat affected by it. in somewhat of a similar essence as in material reality where our consciousness also went through its ups and downs. rights and wrongs and whatnot. and it still does. but it also plays out in a artificial way online. we must keep this on the purview in resolving some of the internal conflicts we may experience from time to time. bc these established notions aren’t exactly gaining experience. which means that we are still going thru with it. and as we go thru with it. much like our external raw consciousness we can’t always be certain at all times. that happens in hindsight. we reflect. we introspect and we reason. it’d on the one stu of that reason that establishes integrity.
this doesn’t mean we are clueless. it’s that we might have only a few ingredients to work on a alchemical process that requires more ingredients. that’s all. and a limited consciousness can do that. have the effects that u have no other choice. that u can only play by historicism playbooks. or that things were always this way. or i suffered u must too. or tit for tat. or tables are turned and so on. and this internal conflict has to always assert itself. which we see symbolically in actual warfare and how it’d covered in media and what sort of idea generally people have about their histories. aka the world history. u inhabit this world so there must be a some degree of association or relativity within it. but we can’t see past our noses. hey thing is in a dissonant state. which includes internet as well. not much is as it appears to be which is quite sad actually bc it works agaisnt the necessary ingredients to transpire peace. we don’t even transcend shit. we are like alchemists one oh one like duh brother where is my alchemical book. it’s like dumber and dumberer and even more dumb thereafter it just doesn’t stop. and if u think these words are offensive then u probably haven’t grasped how dire the condition is. how bad things actually are. now i don’t mean to rob u off ur peace but i am certain it’s probably faux. and not real. which explains why we too. all of us. are at war with something. whether it’s our ignorances or others doesn’t matter. it produces the same effects bc these objectives are two sides to the same coin. but if u don’t value the coin. it doesn’t matter which side u take . surely we can’t save everyone. but maybe we are wrong about that. our idea of everyone differs and no matter where u start. if at first u don’t get results. doesn’t exactly mean u are in the wrong. in grasping the entirety of the world matters here as key to a comprehensive understnd if for this reason bc there are too many options for divide and not enough that unites us. that should give us a clue as to what is even missing from the picture. or else we keep doing the same thing there are far too many trap for such ur ignorance compels u. but being aware will give u a head start.
this whole time. the truth about wars was due to our inner inconsistencies. ofc things have changed. a bit. we get technical about the whole aspect. there’s too much fake business going on around here that trues to mimic a past that did not even translate bc we have changed that much. but we haven’t caught up to it bc we are just going thru it all. even. in our machinations. or ferris suture that we got it. we got the grasp of it all control too is an illusion. at any times things can change and that’s the uncertainty we are dealing with. which explains the stronghold to things that relieve us and revolt against those that quo and we our peace. and the funny thing is. such inconveniences cast upon many is actually not that funny. it’s serious soul business if ur inclined to such things bc that soul food that we need. that spiritual inclinations that constantly allows our evolution to take place. which doesn’t refer to reaching summit and then teach others how to get there. there’s no such place on earth maybe in our minds. but not in the world. unless we are all part of it. u can’t save everyone. and mere instructions won’t end wars either. we would arrive there foremost in our hearts. it’s via our own self discrepancies that we cause harm. the harm doesn’t happen bc we are compelled to such. under any conditions that permeates it. it serves no purpose than destruction and that begins also in our minds. when we begin to make distinctions between ourselves and others. perhaps this is a misplaced distaste developed in a very maladjusted way bc like i said there is no role models. we are only working with what we got. and here the spiritual argument is that if u didn’t know how to be a decent person. initially the u might have deserved it. the karma they comes after it. the fault in the argument is that u can punish actions of a mere child but not the grown adults who do far worse by todays standards. and we do the same internally. we shut out our inner child in favour of responsibility and what makes a decent human being. there’s too much expectancies fro the tuaregs that are simply too unrealistic and cannot be matched up. simple as that. that too is warfare.
many people can attest to the fact that wars can be desensitizing. hence many people with aftermath of war zone in their heads n hearts walk empty in the streets devoid of once upon dreams and passions. which is quite sad. it’s a jail sentence. and the interesting part about our biology is that we are too smart. so at any point in our lives given enough experience we run the risk of natural enlightenment but bc material reality dictates our lives and our nature is actually no secret. there’s been a lot of human studies done on the subject. it’s very interesting actually bc i mean it’s the elephant in the room. the human development. but in the human business u cannot tell the food that it’s food. u have to pamper it. season it. and cook it well. and even then it leaves a bad aftertaste which reflects upon our cosmic karma. why we can’t relax is this. it’s all in our dna as well as in the air that surrounds us. but our standard arguments get in the way almost instantaneously which we see them in their infancy online. in the real world we prioritize funds most than anything else in terms of our insertions so there could be more filters there which is the discrepancy between how we also afford ourselves where there is no identities attached. it’d quite interesting actually and we al do the same bc why. the world is a terribly miserable place to be. it’s an enterprise after all and nobody tells u at the entrance. or give u a chance to opt out. there must be a reason for that. i can’t relax with simply statements about suffering being more of a gift than a curse. i simply want to live. and it’s my right to say so. and we are too ill prepared we do almost everything in a sloppy way even in our expertness. u gotta wonder why. maybe this is what it mean to be human. jack of all treaded master of none. . nope. nada. not even himself.
but that’s ok. u must not forget it. it’s the faultiness of the environment that ur not afforded to. uhh. a proper introduction to urself. there are more reasons out there that works diligently to separate us from ourselves it is no wonder why we are so lost. and all that frustration is earned. it’s justified. but it just keeps getting misdirected bc itself doesn’t know how to go about it. there is no avenue for such relief on the notion of suppression. so it comes out any way it can instead. but it can’t be maintained for too long like this. such is the nature of warfare. u run out of supplies eventually. and or ur life. and end ur life. or something else gets in the way of ur consciousness or ur spiritual process. u wouldn’t wanna add new karma to already existing ones or else we might have a harder time to come to terms with that and remember we are already at war with ourselves so what we want to do instead is to de escalate these matters. now how to do that is difficult. bc we must exasperate. but how do we do that and be safe ? that’s a hard one. bc even in ur exasperations if there is no presence of change it’s just wasted force bc it can’t be directed and utilized for good. there simply is no connection between a man at war and the rest of the world.
we may have heard this line before
follow ur heart.
but not know about its true nature. what does it mean to follow ur heart ? often times we associate heart to feelings. we are lousy at determining ours let alone deal with them as they arise. often times we are like a machine that gets haunted by our feelings. is that what following ur heart means ? being possessed by irrationality that comes at u from nowhere ? there must be some degree of accountability there but we cannot find it. bc u can’t reason with the illogical nature of the heart. then again. there is intelligence there. it’d referred as emotional intelligence which basically lets us know to have faith. for even the most immature of feelings nature overtime. whether if u like it or not. the only issue that we tend to incur is all that other adult stuff where we let our feelings harden. or worse. close our hearts all together. never to feel the mushy stuff ever again bc it makes us feel weak. no. we associate our impulses as valid feelings for good compassion instead n then allow ourselves to be compelled by them. and then call that reasonable. even in the wake of such destructions. u might say well it has to have happened for good reason. but here is where the mind falls short. bc unless ur willing to apply the same laws to all. urs is too limited. it’s too short. it doesn’t work simply to say the least for the true nature of heart consciousness much like our shared minds, is based on that unity aspect. to cast ourselves off is the epitome of such distinction which relies on false logic to stand off. u might just not have fully recognized where u need to shift ur focus to from within. and that’s alright because often times we are too ill prepared to handle strong emotion. we expect too much from ourselves without ever knowing the mechanism. but there is way thru.
u could very well follow ur heeet into senseless oblivion. u could get lost in dark thoughts and convince urself of this being standard. u could give into hate. given that u might have to survive only by false sense of competition with others. u could assume that all the things u think about that coincides particular actions don’t hagw consequences let alone long term of where this may lead u towards. this is the case of such ignorance. we must not fall for it. we must keep vigilant and be self determined to never let ourselves be astray even in the presence of such unified mind. bc it does coincide with the over all process that means that we all get a shared burden. our past. albeit imperfect. may very well be towards our willingness to that level of honestly. in one hand u know ur self limits. u cannot get beyond urself in terms of what u can and cannot control. and on the other hand u must honour the overall process complemented by all backgrounds and levels of “expertise. “ we must have a degree of faith in even the unknown that at any point in cosmic time our humanity might cease and u must have that peace already established from within that u did ur best. u gave it ur all and that’s all u can rest urself with. irregardless to what this may seem and whoever might think in their own freedom of thought. that’s why makes the great compromise in that infinity aspect . for u still have ur own subjective nature. which complements ur unique experience. u might be fooled by that experience initially but this will not last for long. since false objectives require too much upkeep and cannot be upkept in the same flow as the organic. which allows us to develop the intuition to cast off naturally that which is artificial unless by our own admission. if we must choose for the artificiality of reality in which we can’t direct. it’s bc we have no alternative option. this may refer to our path whig the best we can take. for the true intuition that develops long term concomitant to ur environment is one that protects u for ur best yet outcome.
so we could easily get lost in the gap between the contradicting nature of thought and feelings. all the more necessity is our degree of honesty in these fields. if ur thoughts trouble u. how do u take them ? do u let things marinate do they nature in their own progression given that i have developed an emotional repertoire of inner guidance which will have ur back in the case of wrong comprehension? this would require a cast off of such egoistical self conjunction against self organic well being in the direction of pure spirit. bc what is spirit if we pour into our materiality. if we aren’t awakens to such interaction that happens so naturally. but we are too accustomed and maybe groomed by the artificiality of our reality that we think nothing often organic realm. and hence we do not tske to heart such intricate relationships. failing to comprehend its unique tongue. for example. heart doesn’t speak like language. it speaks on forms and symbolism ancient than just here and now. so there’s alien objectives among the ones that are more grounded in the earthly realm which gives clues into our comprehensive all around journey. this alien objectives both in the mental realm and spiritual realm refers to our degree of flexibility . hence space . in one. aspect we do not rely too strongly on absolute certainties but base elements to determine the whole or more so allow the whole to reveal itself to us naturally. this would be the representation of organic maturity. so to evolve we got to make space for the unknown but the determination of sochi refers to the clarity of myriad of inner departments which complements the reorganization of then external departments. more material ones. for the equanimity of both refers to our human endowments. such as of having learned our lessons via proper digestion but first we must parse thru it all to determine whose responsibly is which.
but in the case of heart consciousness that wants to be free. we may misunderstand. the true nature of such freedom which complements our material and intrinsic realism we may easily break our code of ethics when we wish to be liberated which in the case of right think. do u think it works of applies ? but then how can we symbiotically work on our issues while also ensuring that the solution making process does not compromise on priority. but we can refer to our experience with in such exchange of heart and mind consciousness . we see that we often times afford one at the cost of other. but never both. in symbiotic relations ruin they need to survive. so here is where we become emotionally abusive. abusive to ourselves. the feelings run thru us first. before if they must be projected. and here in the mind we may be convinced in the literal meaning of words. we may say if words are spells and i want to chuck all my mistakes to the fact i’m god and that my errors are blessings in disguise for the feeble of humanity who must be subjected to my whims of irrationality. then no matter how any times i say i am god i am god and all this that i do would not refer to my self discipline. would not change the facts that i am solely responsible from what i do. including the lies that i tell myself. and here in the referral between material and intrinsic worlds coming together here on the common grounds that we share, the same imbalance is also found there. we lack heart and thus spirit in places where it’s business as usual. in fact it’s just business nothing personal but for the personal to be recognized. we would require more than just our eyes. and not then would we naturally w drawn to those steps on the path of bringing things about. we become skilled by our own induction to experience. which is subjective. the secret ingredient that complements our process and what we each individually might have in our unique repertoire of person to offer the world.
so we surrender to a greater sense of unknown. an origin of place which we wish not to see only in parts but the whole. if that means. comprising details. of now. for the full sense of the abstract. a referral here says unlearning brings greater wisdom than framing up senseless data that only works to best around the bush but does not get to the point. bc we can see the resemblance of objectives which can only be combination of enough elements. but with such certainty we also run the risk of not having that development for flexibility for growth bc just bc it hasn’t happened doesn’t mean it won’t. it may accrue in quiet and bloom overnight. but we must have the sense reedy on call for when it does. so that we can attend timely. to where we must. allow ourselves go with its progression for the natural drive of human nature is geared on an inner compass thru which determines our part within the unfoldment of our collective effort to justice of the soul perhaps. but it could be disguised under whatever for anyone since we have this environment of illusion. where not much is as it appears and we seem to still be in a adolescent stage of human development. we are still maturing up. theres too much false notions about our abilities. we place these limits because in relief we mistake replacement theories to be of sound solution whereas getting to the root of issues was there all along. and that is in each of our hands bc we are within our personals vicinity but this ignorance makes us do irrational things such as fear our own bodies that we cannot rest at ease with even the possibility of developing self trust. so a contradiction there when we wish to follow our heart. an irrational silly thing. but we can’t even trust ourselves. as our minds flip flop between stark opposites. we may find ourselves having trouble with keeping up our equilibrium. our centre. which gets compelled by its surrounding. it’s sort of symbolic this world is. very much like our parents in divorce. perpetually entangled in constancy of struggle while we are the same old child who simply wanted to be loved. and belong somewhere.
as the perpetual show must go on.
until it doesn’t.
i personally believe where we cease is very key to where we will begin and how. with what objectives.
such as tenements from the past.
gifted back to us like pieces of a grand puzzle of our lives we can’t piece together.
peace together at last.
in this brief darkness
i was simply passing by as i turned on the lights. the illumination surrounding me caught my inner eye. that’s usually how perception. works. but without a basis established of simplistic meanings surrounding us. that is. what this reality is composed of. it’s hard to determine whether if we are capable of seeing at all times. so we could simply not notice what’s before us. much like how a magician plays tricks on our mind. and even our visual scope in this case our physical eyes. it turns out. it’s not difficult of manipulate our senses. which impact the way we perceive the moment by moment witness of our time. of having been here. otherwise we are member emu machine creatures. born to die. must eat or hunger. must survive at any cost. and confirm to one’s surrounding as form of survivors. that is the more unreal reality is the less real we are likely. we tend to mould to our surroundings based on by what quality is there to work with. surely there are some exception to the rule but no amount of anomalies among us. that could signify certain visionaries about our world or the inner workings of human life. would. it suffice. at least not right away. for these glimpses that are offered to us are simply guide lists along the way. it’s not dutiful to oscillate, because u want to please more than one master. or u wish to take all routes. bc ur not clear on ur path of overcoming between the duality presented in ur way. it’s more that we may or may not take accountably in a given matter. since this offers us the viewpoint of systemic discrepancies . for it all complements as one that which we are able to perceive in the first place. these basics about our reality also comes from more than one point of occurrence for our lives is not a simplistic way to say the least we simply exist and then we die. there has to be smth more that nourishes. our soul. without this component. all discontent arises. it sun search of such meaning that we feel intense frustration in the first place. the pain comes from inability to grasp our reality that causes us the pull and push at every angle. which intrudes on our peace. since u won’t exactly relax in presence of pain. however intrinsic it maybe.
that’s what it is anyway. illumination. the absence of ignorance. does not refer to superiority over others. just the mere ease in. which one is willing. in one’s own self consistency. the continuity of one’s spiritual development. which is not just left in conceptual stage that is of the mind. that would be setting an arbitrsry place on a map but never tske the first step to get there wondering when u will get there at the same. it does not make sense just to grasp concept but it’s a starting point. it’s better to think than not think at all. the journey of inner thought is what prepares us. it allows us to determine what is from what’s not. and what we could do in a given circumstance. this inner dojo is what gives us the confidence. bc we are getting glimpses ahead of time. the potentialities of our behaviir. however. not of othees chkice per se bc we aren’t oracles. we do not determine the future or be certain of it’s parts. we can only self reflect in the degree by which we are merely on a journey of discovery. whatever that discovery maybe. it is the willingness to understand more so than the wish to appear. that allows for that inner catalyst necessary for fuel ti further ur intellectual interests but u will find sooner than later for the continuity of information one must constantly churn thru info there seems to be a process with such that simplified this data and which case it takes less space without wasting it’s essential components. the more absorbable portion of this data is much like our diet. the room that is necessary much like prices of food. generates new information to enter and complement the old data gathered. much like a scientist who conducts series of tests to check the validity of the hypotheses. and even then the work never stops. there is change. continuity of events and the inanity to determine others part. that makes the entire uncertainty more pronounced but then there’s the element of faith there as well which is precious why. in esoteric look at our motivation. we then would have to strive for self excellence. for this impacts us just as much as anyone else. that would be the proper enlightenment.
ofc you might find yourself dissolving on the process of data crunch. this is due to our illusion of arrival at a given intellectual conclusions. the i have arrived. too certain of its grounds. from where one cannot see beyond the summit. but does not realize that for every climb up. there is also a climb down. perhaps bc there is no one summit. or that there is one. it’s horizon keeps changing bc nothing remains in one place. which is expected. do our eyes are fooled again and we keep dismantling this foolishness by consciously moving forward with caution but also with child like curiosity which is opposite of aging. aging in the sense that too much certainty can setup shop in the summit bc ur superiority complex get the better of ur inner curiosity. so in a way u get old the day u begin to punish the inner child that is simply curious. bc u might have a sense of duty to the finding of the summit. though wisdom doesn’t always expect from us seizing the grounds. sometimes the giving up of space comes in different ways. maybe. all practices lead to one. the willingness to be enlightened. and then keep at it. which is hard to do. it’s in that attachment. even to the idea that we are pure. can severely hold us back. bc we are more idealistically associated with a meaning of smth rather than simply embody it. and we take that memory. the picture of the height of which the horizon can be apprehended. in its full audacity bc it’s so free and vast. from there we find such inclinations of inspirations of greet change. or transformation like a new stage. bc it will inevitably happen whether we deny or accept. it’s in the quality of our passage that we may find the inclination to keep going otherwise too much pain runs counter intuitive to determining the reasons in which we may recognize our power within the many intricacies that gave into such happenstances in the first place. the idea wouldn’t be to pass it on. it would be to transcend it.
how then do we fully understand one thing. even if that one thing is non stationary. such as ourselves from where we can see the whole but not on too subjective a nature fro where. just bc there’s an inner complex. that we might be challenged by does not necessarily mean the same for everyone. but we do like the idea of having such company by numbers. there’s a sense of assuredness to know that we are all in this together. but still we feel the intense need to break free from it. we want to go in the opposite direction instead and we may feel this as a inner impulse rather. to go against the grain. the voice agaisnt the masses. the ones who are awaken who never fell asleep when everyone else closed their eyes and had a cosmic dream. u might have foreseen but then have also noticed how easy it is to sleep and remain there. one can spend lifetimes upon lifetimes of lurking from one type of illusion to next not knowing how each may serve him or her or for what reason or purpose. it’s also if someone told u this is the way things go and then u believed it with ur eyes closed and then never checked back again ever asked whether if this is partial or whole or why or who told u this. and why. for what purpose. so when we operate from these rather ambiguous grounds. bc they were brand new and new things tend to give us this impression of excited ness bc it refers to the inner curiosity and our human mature is naturally playful. we only become cynical when too many things go wrong. and then the producing effects of contradictions also causing seismic side effects on our various houses of consciousness and perception. u say in exasperation. it doesn’t have to make sense. alas i’m free from all mental afflictions. but when we do surrender to this inner feel we still depend on smth so a degree of caution is key here. so that we do not let ourselves be dictated by emotions. at first everything might seem like the end of the world and beginning of another but the truth is. this is only a product of the meeting place between our mental concepts and the quality of our feelings in direct link to at least one.
and this consumer fluctuations between eureka and what the fuck is this will go on as long as our humanity is willing. as it’s all in our hands to do with what the future may hold for any single one of us. even on the continuity of our journey in the here after. since we are here. we can not be unhere. we can’t deny we were here. and we can’t play down why we got here. even though for some of us. our lives may seem inconsequential. or u might think ur not that relevant. or u might think ur invincible. bc there’s a look that nobody knowledges u that means ur not seen. but these are all part of that which is and appears to be and that which isn’t and our reality including our lives is riddled with such things. and in that. we may undersrnd that since we are here we may as well approach our life and everything with that self excellence. irregardless to concepts of enlightenment. and illumination as well as the summit. or summits bc we may assuage that we reach a particular point in reality. reference to absolute but we can’t fully claim of its absoluteness at least not from our human purview so which refers to our heart consciousness. that which is senseless or does not make sense. but u feel. but that’s all the more important we keep a purity of the heart then bc this is an area we cannot control. this is not an area we can manipulate. or deter from truths. bc it just is. and even if we may say it’s what it is. in our intellectualism. we may make some degree of space for that potential of more. and it’s this more, the potential in which our thoughts can take us only so far and the willingness to surrender ourselves for that search refers to our heart consciousness. if we are keen on determining self excellence. then our heart consciousness is a guide and a compass thru the uncertainties of life and the limits of our intellectualism. so in a way we are with god. and or with absolute simply by resting in our heart consciousness but much like intellectualism. we may run the risk of appearing as virtuous. if we do not surrender to our heart consciousness for the purity aspect. not to be mistaken with superiority bc we may run th risk of assuming a heart consciousness that is basically the same as intellectualism and too much practicality giving us the illusion of enlightenment without relaying them into proper action thru which proper catalyst can resonate appropriate change.
money turns people sour
almost instant enjoyably. it’s as if there’s a chemical reaction about the combination of the two. perhaps it’s due to historical connection rooted to greed. and lack. and inanity to share resources. all dogmatic thought arises from such misconceptions. it’s the inability to get pet such veil that collectively holds us back. but ofc. we can’t be the only ones who denounce such notions. it’d the equivalence of an argument as good as stating that u should stop using ur phone or buy from stores just bc ur anti capitalist. or that u should be homeless just bc u disagree with systemic functions these just highlight that our world is rather enterprised. owned. all of which is rooted to money and it’s miss management. how then can we remain undiluted all the while exist in a way that allows us to have some type of proper function? that’s hard to do. but we can start small by reconfirm chest sort of effects such lack may have upon our life based on by our individual experience with it all. but this part also requires from us to not cave into distractions. and we are ill prepared for it. why? bc we live in a world that both priorities importance of material acquiring and promotes denouncement of such for spiritual purity. both of which cannot coexist. we see this when we dm notice such gurus who denounce their things and live in the streets and then we chase after them bc they exhume smth that money can’t buy. and when we do ask. well siddhi. well guru. what’s the secret of ur all encompassing joy and he will guide u only as far as ur willing to go and even that is not enough. bc our world contains so many different heads that oppose about the whole thing. and that’s perhaps bc we aren’t exactly introduced to anything better. if u notice. almost everything is in some type of disarray bc of this financial mismanagement and perhaps. it’s also very triggering bc even tho we grow up. our child like quality hardly ever does but we do run the risk of hardening ourselves enough to grow old. while there nothing wrong with old age for it brings with it wisdom, being hardened and or getting old is entirely different than what we think such process may being. it’s the result of us giving up on ourselves in a way. and perhaps bc such notions about our reality is rather parsed. which depend on what is generally accustomed.
where we may feel such diversions that end up contradicting all we know. this happens versus subtly. if ur keen on remaining focused. no matter how long a given objedirve takes. then. no amount of money and offering and praise in the word will ever get in ur way and distract u. that is the purity of our heart consciousness. this doesn’t mean denounce all thy and live with nothing and there u will find happiness that’s just as silly as saying well. why don’t u go and live in the streets and be homeless if ur so against systems. bc everything in the world is monetized. there’s a price ticket everywhere u go. and the world is rather enterprised. it’s a industry so to speak. even tho some entry points lead u to wild forests. whereas others may give birth to u in the middle of concrete bc of their homelessness concerns. that is how wild the world is at least. there is no place for foraging. no place. in the forrest or the mountains or the parks either for us to set up shop and live off grid so to speak. everything. costs money and that goes for our choices. but at the same time. systems fall short. ur like a caged animal . who se fate is already determine by who ur born into. to what condition and what areas. that is the issue. and we cry. and we distill our burdens upon our children. bc that’s how overloaded we are. that how backed up we are. this transference ends up becoming their future. and we are squandering precious time when we do this. everywhere the only thing in excess. the only abundance ends up being. of suffering. of lack. of the painful predictability of what is produced by the interaction of such authoritative power that meets poverty in the eye of its storm. the more we refute. the more it grows.
and i would say that our monetary function or lack of such. is somewhat rooted to justice. u wouldn’t give money to ur enemy would u now u wouldn’t strengthen someone who is keen on harming u. u wouldn’t help or heal ur enemy so that they get back in the ring and ko u. u can’t expect everyone to have same heart as u. when ur benevolent. in the same way that when people fall into the trap of cutting corners. u must have some choice to exempt urself from it. but we have far too many opportunists than opportunities to save ourselves even. therein lies the tragedy. no matter if ur in the east or west or somewhere in between. money kills if u let it and that’s. fact. tell me about which is better. that a bomb destroys u immediately. or lack of funds slowly kills u as u develop terminal illness feel inconsequential live like ur comatose. or work a slave labour that robs u of ur vslue worth or joys. while u develop resentment for ur fellow humans who are taught like good pets they are that all this is fine. that’s what money does to us anyway. no matter if ur dead now or later. the quality of life strongly depends on our financial institutes money management as well as expertise. but how do we even now they aren’t running on greed themselves. we wouldn’t. bc along with financial instability. and our lack of better word for the sake of unity. or peace or resolving any conflict, we are too ill prepared to handle any of it. even experts lie. even experts fess up. and there are more than what meets the eye in concerning what systems avails us to learn about its functions. there’s a ton of secrecy that surrounds our deep sense of national securities. personal check books. even human to human interactions are predominantly driven by business exchanges. what u can get out of in exchange of what. and when we have such a financial dominance. where most of our interactions are literally based off. ( even friends impress with their contacts and how much they have. it’s sort of self promotion in a way ) i mean nobody talks to each other bc we are. too exhausted to constantly promote and sell. and calculate and decide and think about a uncertain future that’s volatile. and that. amid our body as we age. and that. our friends and family as we lose them. or maybe we outgrow certain mental concepts. and it’s that tiredness that prevents to us from moving any further in terms of our quality of interactions if u notice most issues come from lack of money. intense suffering of poverty or loss. or competitions with others due to lack ( resources or systemic unavails. watch and see. u are relevant when. u need to be recruited for wars. but for any other issue. u wait ) bc u fall back. u can’t move forth or advance urself or get urslf out of ur conundrums. u sit there and let the world devour u. u surrounded to the tragedy.
to add to the insult. there’s all this pompous lies left right and centre that will recruit u and suck u in all kinds of lifestyles ( including systemic ones that bankrupt u off ur savings and family heirlooms or property rights ) . it’s hard to evade it. just ask around. the more u minimize. the safer u play. the more in poverty u swim. and all it takes is one tragedy one sickness one car bill and u may find urself months back words versus all the tiny little progresses u made. that’s what gets most people to turn cold anyway. at some point u say why bother man. life is short. everyone. is a trickster who simps for money. people are evolving based on by their laziness of self and circumstances of financial priorities ( that same goes for our international policies and immigration. fugitives and our local priorities ) that tend to overwhelm our natural senses. tendencies in which we are naturally drawn to communities. and good feels. generalities about our existence. our accomplishments hopes and dreams. maybe our ability to be creative with reality and the ability to execute our ideas. making smth of our time. and make every moment count for smth ( the opposite of mindless productivity that only makes others rich and no matter the effort. ur still in poverty ) would be the equivalence of honouring the precious life ur given. but it’s only a concept stage. much like our advertisement companies that pompously promote this world as perfect. but let’s face it. there is variations among the audience. and when u shift ur focus on that. u may see some real ugly truths about the whole thing. the whole thing is a turn off. it ends every dream. it kills every desire. it destroys friendships along its wake. greed greed greed. whispers in the street. the air is filled with it. no wonder why we can’t even trust ourselves on the right thing. there is very little self discipline about the whole exchange. and no proper guidance either bc why should u be the only one who doesn’t play the game when the game is all there is to do around here.
it’s one thing if when my follow system rules to a t. everything works in the end say. if ur good barter or good business man. or ur a keen investor with ethics and concerns . perhaps ur good with ur hands u have. a craft u can trade and u do not let greed touch ur heart u give ur effort. u create smth out of heart. . maybe u grow cold with buying things and decorating ur life with lifelessness of such empty experiences. at some point everyone must wake up from the dream. and u too may notice how very little matters. so u stop going with that kind of flow. . u might think well maybe i should denounce it all and prioritize most importantly. relationship with myself. but that’s not the priority either bc that wouod only make it easy for the systems who make such mismanagement in the first place. there is a recruitment that takes place in broad daylight. so lack of effort doesn’t cut it either. being a guru doesn’t solve ur problems. there’s still a very dire need of ur body senses. it would be nice if we find the cure to hunger. by simply train our presence. or our soul stuff where it’s the miracle of our simple desire that frees us from such bind. that might require a very keen observation with wht is and strong will to determine urslf to get ur resources needs met alternatively maybe u live on sunlight or air. that would help u to defy everything we came to know about such conduit between spirit. or intrinsic existence with that of material. that’s the whole lesson anyway. to transcend our densities. if we depend on stuff today. then there is symbolism there that’s bigger than humanity’s eye. and if we must get thru the thicket of such greed. most of which has been caked into our systems n into people. bc they may be better off so why bother. that how spirituality gets derailed anyway. then we must do what is unthinkable. and forget what others think about the whole thing. without causing ourselves lack. bc we still depend on those strong body necessities. we can’t evolve all on our own. and when we cast ourselves off in an effort to make excuse for our privilege rather than open our hearts and see everything. including ourselves. that which we are part of. as whole. that sort of mentality is rare. but if u find it then keep it. and build from it without making excuse for either or. the more we invest in the potential that there has to be greater sense of belief and purpose that will liberate us all the closer we are to it all as the path only begins to appear when we strongly will it. given that it’s true and just. . if we can’t. and can’t rely on others to come around to it , then yes. that’s a souls rebellion for the ultimate price we pay in exchange of our peace. tolerance and keen diligence on the course of our spiritual becoming. and cutting corners or doing things the way everyone else has been doing is not gonna do it for us.
what is true nature of surrender
when we can’t truly be free in our own creation of our lives in dignity. when we are constantly pulled and pushed from either side. pick me pick me. but it’s never enough. bc the more we think we are certain the more isolated we become. things don’t end up fulfilling precisely because there is a grand work up playing at large that keeps us separated. what could we expect when there are wars. the same thing reflects in our lives in opposition parties we never find peace because we get pushed at opposites. having forced to give up some values and even ethical conduct. for the prospect that our lot will be safe. but for how long. for both locals and international grounds offer no respite. despite our attempts to reach at clarify. no. such things are what constitute national security. we must maintain grey areas at all costs. which breeds all kinds of uncertainties. keeps people on their toes but i mean we are already living paycheck to paycheck. u have already succeeded with ur financial realm on how to get people to allow themselves to be bankrupted. bc we live on a hole that never is. and we get off on promises they never deliver. and the funny thing is we also never learn. we continue to go back to the same place that broke us. hoping to get different results. we doubt ourselves. we say things like well. i could have tried harder. i could have done this or that instead. but the truth is. no amount of argument is enough. if systems never take accountability. and it’s always this someone else who is the enemy. there is this idea of the other. that we must fight against. and the availability that surround us are not real either. u may notice that there are all kinds of contradictions that pertain our life’s. but then at the same time u might ask. well what can i do. it’s a loosing battle when u also notice that none of us are equipped to handle such load. for things are too far gone. it’s been generations in the making after all. we never had a chance as human kind to win we can at least surrender ourselves to that.
so here. instead of surrendering urself to a person a thing or objective . ur surrendering to the unknown which makes it harder for u to fall for propaganda and games of others. bc u have been here too many times. surely there is someone who’s responsible for all this. and u know that in due time. truths reveal bc things cannot be maintained for this long. either. there’s too much history in the air. and well. money has to be made. food has to be consumed. grown. sold. and people have to move on eventually. but we don’t forget. things that happen continue to compost in our memory space. leaving behind all kinds of clues in our wake. our wake bc we are still here. even though our ancestors have knows smth. ahead of time but couldn’t have been told. what we are doing is playing the role of detector. which is the true art of surrender tha what we are told and what we like to be told at that. either it’s criticism or praise. we don’t need to place our motivation on mere mortals. bc people have shown to be unreliable. and that’s not smth of a characteristic per se. it’d the futility of a failing system that to this day refuses to take accountability. at which point u may like to say. to each their own. and u may also surrender to the idea that at least we must have some basics established before we operate on those notions. but again. here’s another thing we can surrender ourselves to. and that don’t expect anything. to go ur way. especially when systems are fully aware and yet they still act like ur life don’t matter. where every day spent on everything but right things is a day wasted. it’s too expensive n it cannot be maintained. our life. is meant to be not taken for granted. yet we are subjected to all kinds of cheap behaviour by system functionaries. it’s embarrassing. to say the least. that we do not notice bc we have become too bold r o our actions in conjunction with our own process which gets in the way due to the way we are forced or compelled to treat each other. so such entanglement is what causes us global stsnd nations and mind u we don’t even now each other. in short. that’s how stupid we are.
we can surrender ourselves to our innate knwong that no matter what we must face. no matter how terrine things get and are. bc let’s face it when syatems are found out when the game of the entire world is hacked. meaning that it’s game over for u biches. we know what’s up. so why pretend. but u can’t get them to stop. then that’s where i place ur surrender towards. it’s towards urself. bc if this r thjs bad. that we are reduced to mere animals who must. continue to harm each other. and get off on it like finicky little sadists. who can’t get happy on their own. and must own others like personal pet projects. bc this is what gets in the way of our innovation. we are bored. and we resort to our animalistic instincts. so. to challenge that. we must put our surrender objedirve to our higher self. with the colonist on that we do not knkw our higher self in full. how could we. our higher self. unlike our ego and our available limited consciousness is a universal expanse. it can’t be confined. or defined by simple feeble human objectives. therein lies our power. our ability to depend on this portion of uncertainty e limited all anxieties and uncertainties that are projects on us by leaders and syatem functionaries. and maybe abusive people in our lives even. we place our faith in our all encompassing love. transcendental love much like our true self can also not be defined. it’s all expanse. does not operate on tit for tat. it’s unconditionality is what gives it power. it does not worry about how it appears to the world. we all know. intrinsically and by now nothing is at is seems. we are helped by beautiful smiles. but underneath it all is sinister intention hiding in plain sight. that’s what it comes down to. bc u would think u need to surrender to the compassion of others. u need not surrender beyond urself.
well. what do we do now that we know. we don’t fall for it. we don’t believe in the lies. we don’t play those games. we cut off toxic ties. we say u know what buddy. ur not good for me and i don’t care if u have power to kill. the best way that we are going to counter anything is by discerning what not to adhere ourselves to. even if it was designed for greater good. nobody deserves that much responsibility. for greater good. it’s everyone responsibility . that’s the only way we can change the game anyway. by refusing to administer ourselves to whatever crumbs we are given. by not settling for anything less than our worth. bc it becomes the new norm when u settle with lower lows. that they afford u. and u might even think ur doing them a favour. ah so. there’s this greet issue of lack. and i m doing my part by barely surviving. how nice. this might get me to heaven when i die. we invest in a arbitrary place that may not even be real. meanwhile our entire lives passes us by with daily mundane bullshit that just eats away at everything divine. and if u think u don’t deserve anything better then they got to u. they brainwashed u so well to convince u that all this suffering will someday be worth it. but that’s not true and u know it too deep inside. the ultimate hazard lies in the lies we tell ourselves each day. u might just make it thru but it is why compounds. overtime. bc u refuse to look at ur own food. ur soul food. the stuff u need to consume that is ur own. the stuff u need to digest that is ur own so that u embody the light traveller that u truly are. if things weight on us it’s not in our ability to carry it. it’s all this systemic and environmental issues. ur not the ones who r broken. it’s the environment that is all at fault. and there is not a single person on earth who wants to take responsibility for its evolution. from a systemic purview. it’s a wasted potential. but then again they were our time and lives so what else is new. amirite ?
u surrender urself to the notion that if u aren’t where u need to be and with the right people. eventually u will find ur match . this is no need to assume the worst about ur reason for existence. why am i even here. if everything sucks. well for one thing. our world is backwards. it only thinks on the benefit of the few so we might wanna reach beyond politicians especially on the west and maybe even europe. but not so much in parts where such toxic leaderships have taken too much control of their power. even there i suspect there’s strong influence of hidden governments. or those who have control of global funds. and all kinds of programs that get to determine the behaviour of these , middle class managements. imagine u have to be shrouded to think u can own an entire continent but that too happens. that’s how sick we are tho. and maybe as an inside so u might err. and it’s not good for some of it really can impact . maybe a family. or a group do people such i the case of school shootings. but it’s worse when ur a syatem functioner. and u can also see how illeprepared we are. we jump on. every new technological finding even tho it’s frivolous and then say well see this world benefits me so it must be good indeed and all must be well irregardless to whistle blowers concerns about all this other stuff. we jerk off on the notion that capitalism. although it’s convincing in deterring us from our path and distract us from what’s truly important. over the long term. ends up leaving us less fulfilled. otherwise how can these people who have their hands on literally worldwide anything and everything to be this discriminatory and also be alright in the face of global abject suffering. it is not. a place of surrender of u must find respite by harming others. those r the people we need to face today and speak to. all others are useless.
if ur attracted to any type of human height
u might end up wishing to recreate the height versus being honourable to ur own authentic development and experience. where each things that tend to happen must complement for that time and passage in which we are endowed with such experiences. but without attachment. or selectively parsing thru the whole to salvage whichever parts that work for us. where. as deny the parts that may not. often times we are confronted with such difficult decisions we too notice how difficult it is when the road ahead forks. and then sometimes. there’s new incoming. both cases expect from us such self excellence in terms of our true authentication towards that which is without claiming it’s rights or trying to turn it into smth it’s not. but as u can see. when we have too many cooks in the kitchen. often times we are confronted with such recreation. of the same. the roads diverge and converge. whereas the sweet ideas of coexisting only remains in concept stage. so we too recognize. there’s gravitational pull towards all things human for some type of correct sequencing. but find ourselves at odds with reciprocity. for this part would require from us. in determine. what is our individual part. within the manifold of human interaction. and with that comes a ton of politics. bc we have suffered. there we must also expect the same type of sacrifice from others. we say that’s austere. it’s noble to suffer so much. u might gain smth like enlightenment. but it’s not like things are as important as we see in our minds. they are. not not the way we think about it.
ah. most things are hormonal anyway. we are chemical beings. there’s all this interactions that take place within which gives us glimpses in to what to expect. really. but to find the right type of march in which we take that initial step is difficult to discern. for the look of occurrences can only multiply enough times to produce maybe slightly different end results. end being more of a long haul trajectory with series of milestones and checkpoints along the way. what ur really doing is keeping up with ur own process bc u may have noticed the stream like quality of the reality u reside in. unlike the stationary feel of structures. things do change indeed and our minds are so what’s responsible with the way we process about these things which determine what we think about i. and what we think about u. then we get to determine what we think about how we are going to go about us. the ability to see ourselves and our processes as clear or clear enough that we can really cut thru the excess bc there is plenty. is the about to see the clarity in all. perhaps it does take one to know all. but this isn’t so assuredly dogmatic. ur not saying that u can peer into every little detail. maybe just a few glimpses of the whole. no matter how abstract the feel. already give us a chance to come to terms with what is. but again , this material reality comes with conditions. which makes sense bc we have checks and balances. there is no infinite sources of anything when each day is rationed. although it would only be the possibilities that are endless. tapping into this resource would signify human advancement.
very little in the world view also changes. but when the changes are implemented they are impactful like a new paradigm. there appears a whole new avenue none of us may recognize but may also within which similarities do occur. bc it’d via the prior that we recreate a new. much like our own experience. that we also extricate the wisdom from such. given that we can see. the clarity that is necessary to parse through our own experience and to determine which is which. for excellence do require changes from within. not always within out. the latter pst usually complements those big changes. for collection of small changes. accumulated enough wild eventually and naturally help arise from within us the potential direction toe seeds which we need to go. how ever this part depends on our ability to parse thru our own and here. the human psychology in all its endowments and accomplishments. still falls short. for if we did. grasp its true nature in which the priority of our mindset. and the quality of our lives to be of two sides to a whole where we can then dial a balance from within for better grasp of our experience. bc we do see those states of loss of consciousnesses. among us. for the totality of the argument comes from such notions. can human beings be a agency of their own. not exactly free. bc that’s just partial. ur only as free as that which u can determine for urself as u like. or avert. and the ability to respond where it is likely necessary. for greater good. not just urself only depending on the context of which ur summoned for a particular task.
in totality do our world reality is that it actually doesn’t matter what shape or form it must take. more so than the intrinsic quality of its entirely in constancy of motion producing all kinds of effects. from small to large. the end results tend to speak for itself but not always bc we too consider the machinations that took “root” effects of which are still in transit. and the changes that may be produced by it. some of which are inevitable they come with time. and the tide of things as human beings continue to evolve generationally. u could easily say. u too must go with the flow if everything just to keep up with such initiatives. bc these will become standard at some point although i may not know exactly what shape or form this will be. but i too must draw from my own experience of having gone through the same. in a similar stance. but without too much certainty that i become more concerned at policing others behaviours. without granting them a chance to discover the objectives for themselves. then again. we may justice that we live in such states of control and resets just to note where within ourselves. requires such discipline. and if u are on the road of philosophizing ur own experience . make sure it’s not one that isolates u from the rest.
surely there are many things going on. but we focus on two. one where we send out signals into the world. and the other is when we receive worldly feedback. though in both causes we see such variations of input. although recognized or unrecognized. and then the signals that we may pick up. with some being recognized whereas others. may not be fully conscious. so this latter part is quite subtle. we do it too as it’s done to us. for we are sandwiched between such forms of continual exchange. we may not evade it. for even. in our stillness and dream. we are constantly communicating. but as to what. is the debate. our human nature does offer some interconnection. we refer to this as the chair theory from the other days conversation about material systems having relative aspect on the development of many objective that lead to one. which is same in the organic human connectivity as well. we may cast ourselves off. or prioritize our hormonal impulses. or assume that we must struggle more then we need to just to survive in a volatile world. we aren’t self made. though there is a self within. with arrow precision that curt’s thru this earth. and u either contribute to its clarity. or add more noise to its continuity. both of which eventually brings us back to where we begun. perhaps. this refers to the cyclic existence. albeit. a much smaller scale. observable by our human senses. and we may ask therein. if this is its most efficient form. and even in discovery that it may. it be. what are we gonna do. we may feel inconsequential . or too small. but we are here. and maybe the changes that we see. and are faced with only appear to more so than they actually are. so there is some release there. maybe this refers to our chemical attachment. and life is pretty big on such.
what happens when very little changes
often times we are hopeful that there will come about some great changes. we look forward to a future full of possibilities. there’s a great sense of purpose in persona accomplishment that complements smth far greeter and beyond just the self. not bc we are apt at impressing others. or worry too much about how we are perceived but we may have already established a basis that this is true of our nature. that what we give does come back around in some way or form. we could not possibly make discrepancy that some things should get better whereas others shouldn’t, bc from our purview. what may or may not apply may or may not translate to the entire world. but then in long at how things have been normalized. there are far too many co junctions anyway. so we say maybe nobody knows what’s the right thing. this shrouded reality seems to be too stationary and convincing. it’s easy to assume that ur brief existence on earth is designed to complement it. surely we have some purpose for existing. but it’s all misplaced when. we do not find satisfaction in our own practice. how would that be also or. are we merely comparing our lot with another’s ? do we not find satisfaction by simple mere existence. what would constitute as a fulfilling life. for everything surrounds financial realm. tit for tat. do this and only then will u get some type of end results and the end is hardly the finish line. for everything continues and we can hardly find time to relax. if at first our journey seems existing. it’s because of our newcomer nature. we may find the expanded reality simply by inciting our curiosity and then set off to discover what’s there. but then u notice everyone is also doin the same. surely there are lord of variations to experience life. often times we stop and go based on by what afforded to us. meaning life is very much like a farm more than a city or a town where people are poring in like cattle. some of us we guided to follow this education system or that. whereas others are trickling. around some type of job that’s available to them. the avenues in which these systems communicate go either way. most often we get lost in some translation or other bc we rely more on preconceived notions than begin by simple curiosity. for the latter require from us a faith and trust in the unknowable objectives that we may face. but then again our systems and our personal and cumulative functions do require from us a degree of predictability . which is where we may run the risk of laxity. we may become a little too comfortable with the discerning notions that something ga must remain as stationary where’s only others can change. which require a personal take rather and could be incorrect. but here we refer to such system bodies already formed in a hierarchical way. information is alreddy miscommunication bc of their appropriate departments. such secrecy depend too explosively on expert advice. yet even experts might find themselves perplexed at times. only that they do not admit it for the effects hierarchical systems do expect from them unrealistic expect erika such as do not trouble the people on matters they can not help
it’s not that the navigation for the reality is screwed. but more so that we have not found the right balance between act and technology. for one would require from us innovation whereas the other would require from us is intuition both of which could require a bit of expertise. thru which. each person then commented their portion. to that occurrence. but we do t exactly have a say. for such fate thing of information can take an entire lifetime. not that it should be. bc we as a human species. as a whole unit do have potential to conduit such conditions but lack the correct progress bc in a a way. we tend to get in our own way. by our impulses of which tend to direct our way between the right and the wrong objectives. despite our knowing. bc our conditions between such happenstances touch on our primal survival ability but then we aren’t exactly foraging either even though we do find. constantly. an incessant need for meaning. so we gather all these information and then parse thru it which ever may work for us. but often times. this lack of openness at the world front can cause shadows in our thinking process. like some thought must be sacred. or that one must not possess access ability. not bc one is in snake of such truths but there must be an element of nature within man that gets him to lose his mind or trip on his own shoelaces. which is pretty much our intense need and huger for life and the inability to achieve the means that tend to generate the gap which may produce those inconsistent states of being bc we may feel inconsolable at a world at large. even though we may at the same time feel lever than life itself at times. the term the sky is the limit comes to mind. but then. no making of jump is gonna being u closer to it. so it’s kid of a let down. but also ur hunger keeps u afloat. ur not falling back to simple basic normalcies of placid thought.
at the very least. we think that we can reside in a neutral inner place. tucked between the positive and negative of life. of this and of that. for everything pushes and pulls at us. while tugging at our heart strings. we may need this sort of change transpiring. but not find the ability to do so. at every avenue we may come to another corner. where we must put the faith that what is around it is going to complement. the distance made. but sometimes the opposite is also true. for our simple nature would require from us a bit of observation. quietude. simply meditation and reflection so that we can determine a better trajectory. or more so. we could have curiosity. before we are demanded the certainty bc if we notice. all among society it’s all about changing the minds for the certainty of this or that objective but never welcome anyone for the ground of curiosity . for curious is the touch upon the party about neutrality from which sparks crew or overt and of unified mind. whereas the certain states of mind tend to recruit us to this objectives bc it’d in opposition to that objectives. we may set out to change smth bc we may find ourselves or others in dire need. but find out that the more we week change the more we are welcome to wait. while we cram our heads with the sam information that circulates that work to keep things in a bind. almost like a entangled mess of heap thru which we must be granted the insight of not expecting anything come off it. but. in our involvement with such matters concerning life in general. of what good use is curiosity . if it’s misleading and produces no change whatsoever. only works to amplify the ferris tire that are necessary for the tug of war. and we may think, well i may as well refrain from it. the thought about such change does not come without a price tag and often time what we consider as payment hardly ever can be replaced. we may assuage that anything complements anything . since at first initiation on our journey we may. due to the rather newness of the experience itself . is tske certain impulses and combination of processes that give us induction of clarity. but then notice that what we have perceived is due to our faith and hope for changes that we wish almost too instantaneously to happen for we may notice the art of waiting is what brings about unintended consequences such as changes around it. what can be gained with such adoption to a half way house of experiences and habits is what causes us much suffering. bc we can’t feel the escape from such notions. and their predictability and absolute feels like one has died while one is still alive.
where we may often hear it’s always someone else. we look to those who came before us and ah well if u disjr succeed at this objedirve it’s bc u didn’t try enough. u might not have the special intuition and keen eye like i do to tackle these so why don’t u love over and let me take the reigns. but this is only bc of the product of miscommunication there’s hardly clarity in our world even tho it’s filled with abject wndowerik certainties that work to recruit this side or other. we are conditioned right off the cradle by the relationships of our parents first. the original haves of the whole the true representation but not the only one. of how duality works. and how things composite and complement. to honour all choices of life. two parents are considered here in the child’s life as a introduction to what to expect for what waited for them there after. and this doesn’t mean the role of parent ceases . it transforms. as the child become an adult later on. we could easily base the quality of our state world establishment on what constitutes as humankind by the quality of each of its family household. from here we can see that the changes have never left us bc they tend to dominate. and but. why do we lose hope. why can’t we find satisfaction even in stuck states ? u would say being human. bc it’s natural should come natural. so what goes wrong along the way of its becoming. or have we truly missed the mark about what constitutes as human. we refer to our incessant need to change but then the only thjngs that change tends to be along the lines of what we think change applies as. not ok it’s impact and eve when we consider prioritizing impact . we lack the necessary skill set to complement impact guided by the proper intuition. which is directed by our innate notion that befalls all beings equally bc our conditions are much like a strong hold that causes the inner contradiction between right and wrong. and so we may easily assume the nature of each other without actually knowing about it which is more concomitant to our inner nature , as well as how well we are to communicate within it. to ourselves foremost. that tends to come out , and it comes out. we cant get in the way of such transpirings bc we do have a inner self mechanism that is naturally designed to prevent us from self harm or self sabotage. although our strong headed ned might prevent us from surrendering to it. since the act of lack of control especially in our inner reserves when they are challenged aren’t smth we are exactly too aware of bc we don’t socially discuss these natural processes.
surely we could always return to self. all that we have expenditures. makes its rounds around the globe. do things always do come back means that nothing is truly ever lost. even in case of frivolous pursuits and wasted time. some tbh ga on my appear this way to us based on by our conditioning. although we could relay more on self efficiency. we are still at such infancy of human development. we could easily say that we are maybe fifty percent matured. meridian wise. which some areas holding a bit more experience under their belt whereas in others. there is that fresh sense of new beginning that may feel good but ur still not sure as to how to navigate these waters because u heard , the dangers there as well. like a loch ness monster ready to tip over ur boat at any time. and u may also hear of such conundrums for human nature. although we act civilized we aren’t exactly there. ofc we are adolescents still learning how to share and get along and are far from solving our discrepancies without such animosities. we are also keen on wanting smth different than what has long been established before us. so the cycles of our lives may give us impression of summit reached. where all we gotta do is maintain. but at the same time. there’s intense need for change. but isolated this change only reflects small things magnified. which is where we may run the risk of such dogmatism. we may assume that our way is the only way and we may think this is a new found thought. but this is actually very standard in a hierarchical world operations. we often think the more we get an inkling the more of it begets us. but this is much like a movement with substance where we empty only to fill ourselves up again. the same way as we give service. we act on a moron that complement smth even tho it may not produce results right away. but the each time we give. our effort. our every. it must be replaced. we must get it back from somewhere. such as what we know. our experience and wisdom are all but gained via the continuity of this sort of a system in place and you can see how in a hierarchical systems where there is isolation and separation between . people in general. tends to run counter intuitive to that forward motion bc we end up losing so much steam so much valuable information and therefore potential for change. and this gap keeps us in perpetual hunger. and if we ever run the risk of desperation we may not notice such excessive ways to exist can cause upon our soul a sort of impulsive exasperation that ends up causing more harm than good. which is to say. many fear change bc of this unfortunate byproduct of smth playing at large. that has a sting flaw but doesn’t have components to detect let alone mitigate it timely.
there are many worldly systems
there are many systems that can be looked at. they are interesting and they make life somewhat easy. the subsystems can be studied for careful analysis for their full function. usually there is great imbalance with the way things terms to be and are. this happens as a result of our general fragmentation about our shared reality. we are too scattered this. and this is represented in our general wastefulness. things such as pollution is a strong byproduct of our misplaced ignorance. but please don’t be alarmed. maybe just healthy dose of concern should suffice. we can get ourselves out of our problems. it just seems quite daunting right now. the feeling is very much like living in ur own clutter. the meme the clutter the sluggish u feel. u may not even feel sluggish right away bc it creeps up on u so slowly. only in the middle of it u go huh im in a daze of some sort. and this clutter weighs heavy on us. preventing us from moving forward faster. cleaning up is the first step of actualizing this recognizance. in this same world that we share. such unmitigated. unfinished work. and clutter. such as garbage can severely impact our well-being in the same of the analogy of the cluttered house. we may feel anxieties that we do not know where they are sourced from. sometimes they come from our food. or water. for everything transmit everything else. systems represent connectivity. connectivity is related to that level of keen interdependence. to make a chair u need wood cutter and forest that’s mature. u need person who has to transport materials. from here to there in their forms. until they become the chair. and even then. it’s at first distributed to stores. then sold to individuals. the chair is one. but it comes from many.
luckily systems can be changed. but it’s a scary process because u don’t know how to go about it. given our human nature our history is riddled with covetious ness. advantageousness and opportunism. this gives us a bad taste along the lines of our trust centres but we do develop a degree of natural trust. that is byproduct of certain germination of various human interactions. natural trust is good but it’s racing against the inevitable. our inability to come to terms with what happening so we take reigns. u know. be fully present and self conscious in our actions. and have ability to set an intention that is not harmful. but sadly the consciousness levels from decade or few again is quite different than where we are today. so to add to all that we must also measure the difference between different consciousness levels each concomitant to its own timeline of maturity and given by the conditions surrounding it. we can see exponential growth in information sharing. and how challenging that could be for different people to perceive bc of those conditions each people have to deal with. some folks don’t have anything better to compare their condition with. or didn’t more like. maybe still don’t or can’t in some parts but i think internet makes it easier to compare bc everything is out in the open. so we are considering all these new avenues of connections.
i think self consciousness matters as much as self sustaining abilities or habits that we may form as human species. like how can we utilize glass in grocery stores in place of plastic. and how to minimize or even eliminate the use of plastic. maybe use it in. places that’s perfect for it but i don’t know , how would u define the current systems bc human . beings. the food to ur grocery stores. and someone sorts them out. these things don’t happen for free. and all on their own. food has to be grown also. u have to make sure ur growing enough food that’s not gonna be wasted. perishable foods are harder to handle. we have trade. certain agreements. then there is use of technology to expedite food growth. but i don’t see any benefit in destroying these objectives. it only works to make smth complicated out of smth that’s actually very simple. maybe we just really wish to break out of the mould. which is understandable bc human nature. as u can read here in this paragraph. can be repetitive and boring. there’s all this stuff we must tackle. it is predictable. and may feel too drawn out. to find the peace in it is seeing smth unique in each time u encounter it. that is very morning u rise. it’s either another day or a new day. it’s all about perspectives. same with hospitals. all the medicine has to be studied for. and found out about. some i think goes too much in frivolousness. we could cure a lot with simply focusing on healthy farming abilities and food distribution. also healthy lifestyles which we can see in upper class neighbourhoods. it’s proven by end results. of better handing of difficulties such as divorces and child rearing. but still issue sexist bc the same poison runs thru every tv. hence in between every ear as well with it. so to an extend we all get a bit mesmerized. which could go counter intuitive to that self consciousness that’s essential on the determination of earldom excellence of better choices one can make.
but these. must bring us back to systems. bc it’s all about the systems that bring about issues. these things such as violences and breakdowns don’t happen overnight. there’s past build up . very much like wars. we don’t know the language bc we aren’t there and maybe it’s not shared directly with us in the same tongue or sense in which we could understand. but we can understand don the less in. a different way such as in our heart consciousness. do we develop a keen sense of sensitivity to subtle changes in the air which reflects a rather open heart that has found peace in the mids of calamity which is the reference of how truths shall set us free. but may not immediately reflect our current conditions. and systems build walls around us. borders in some parts. and then there is a beginning of stuff. which intends well but then the funding is not enough so it is put o the back burner but then maybe forgotten for a while which is too expensive in the lives of many which then can end up in radical actions such as these where u want to scream out of in between the here and there of how things sort of correlate and we cannot reconcile in which the conditions befall us bc we are simply born here. we didn’t choose our destination. such things are for the posh to say the least ah so the earth is a venture place of pure pleasure and yes so it is not for many.
here we can say. we run in to some type of self sabotage but we do not know such negotiations are under way even when it’s decidedly so bc sometimes we wait to become it. things don’t get old bc getting old means be forgotten or fade away. ur very much alive still ur here after all. but such frame of mind where the youth has a shorter shelf life bc life’s frivolous pursuits eats pure potential like it’s sugar , and by the time u reach a degree of maturity. bc at some point things fall into place. hey click but bc their development was haphazard. bc systems aren’t equipped to endow or cultivate humans naturally. its rigid walls get in the way like a labyrinth of sorts. but that is due to our past shared discrepancies. we can forgive all that with a single decision. but that decision will be made by many. we must be inclusive to the idea of and take conferred in speaking on difficult objectives . especially when some actions are based on flawed logic which is within our reach to correct. hence the act of balance between our inner system of self accounts both in measure with our integrity and on the exterior is our man made systems. there’s a third system which is mother nature. where the earth has its own cycles. which are inevitable. but can we say today that we are well equipped to face these concerns. so in handling all these systems we are also including the nature which impacts us very strongly such as big disasters. infrastructure issues in relations to weather pattern changes food growth ?? i mean these are huge concerns. and but what do we don turn our backs on them? then what does that say of us. what if it happens to us. can we all agree to live together but again different idea on democracy and human rights as well as justice ? we are wasting precious time right now running on old systems. we can take a pause and alamo se carefully. where the trajectory must go. we don’t want any more losses. our consciousness is just as key as any other system body that must be honoured.
lying is not an option. when everything is continuous.
not all violence is covert.
some of the most insidious human toxicity comes from its upmost confusion and absolute subtlety. which deter people in the act of trust. for which complements healthy communities. it’s trust that we need. not mind. ourselves in its destruction for our self pleasures. for this would only worsen overtime the overall cumulative quality of our human nature. which means that which u do to others does indeed come back to u. but not in the way we think. since there are also machinations among us. people are left in desperation so they take up nasty jobs. and we eat each other thus. swimming in sins. and expecting smth better to come out of our lives. if we get good pay. we may even decorate ourselves with lies of capitalism for replacement of such soul usually is done with material. such is the natural way of being concomitant to quality of environment. if we don’t have established self contentment. we tend to fill it with foreign objectives. which gets in the way of our own endowment in terms of our spiritual equanimity. this disturbances can easily be misunderstood. u could say everything. happens to u instead as ur the victim. or. u could suggest that u need not further evolving. as if there is a fixed destination in a uncertain universe. there in lies ur clues but we tend to convince our eyes to the stationary nature of the planet earth. with this sort of maladjustment. we may assume that such comparison as to where the work is, we may not notice our own violence. in fact . the most insidious types of violences are borne out of good intentions. even such sentiments so as to save the world. or bring justice into our own. hands. where we take on the work of others without much understanding into what sort of information we have and what is more to be discovered. there in lies our problem. for most these issues tend to arise due to such excessive hardship. people can’t truly connect. trust is always breached at every avenue u take. no matter where u urself are. most these are that insidiously subtle. so we do to others what’s down to us instead.
human nature is full of life. like endless vast oceans whose depth is mystery. like a new song. every layer achieved beings ecstasy but at the same time. much like the uncertainty of the oceans depth of which no one knows is same that plays among us. the same fear. the same theories that rummage our minds. tend to create those types of shadows on the walls of our soul. and walks bc we don’t breach behind our own limits. some of these limits are caked in us at early age. by our environment. parents ur systems. ur neighbours. intersections with people for the first time tend to have a different effect , we don’t need to refer to them as good or bad for these r human attributes. are u alive and well ? then ur ahead of most of those who didn’t make the cut. those are the ones we must protect , and propel an action form that springs naturally from each of us bc we can not only intellectualize our practice. we can think. and dwell. our intellectual realm does offer us a picture to begin with. though with their generally being super ambiguous. our feelings are potent to being sort of high jacked. or maybe we aren’t ready to face such facts. maybe we aren’t able to handle the burden bc there’s already so much hardship that’s unnecessary. never ending. it’s one thing after the other. so this natural tendency to compete and feel inferior on the company of others whose one angle u take for granted bc u don’t know urself . how could anyone. there’s more avenues that tell u who u are then give u way to embody ur own. we commonly make the mistake of commodifying each other bc much like sex used as trade we use whole human beings up for trade now for political agendas. and other human rights concerns. so now with the prospect of almost everything we view to be fake. our trust is challenged ever more so than. before. but it must not cause us to deflect our own traction made so far either. the good thing about violence is that it’s not like a contagious disease. u have power to opt out.
this includes our intellectual realm as well. we have so much discourse that depends on the attention of others. it’d what gives us the feed back. and then we may reciprocate according to what may feel right for us. and as u can see this definition of what right depends from person to person. and on top of that we don’t have systemic framework that honours that. systemic framework is run on slave mentality. it is designed to keep people small and give them crumbs for reward for simple thjngs that is actually quite normal to accomplish but it only seems like a big deal bc of economic lack. so this works to strengthen economic ties more so than prior to rise human lives. that’s where we go wrong anyway. the biggest violence of them all bc such diversions is what amplified distrust. how could u when u run on survival instinct. and in poverty ur forced to depend too much on strangers. and u lack personal space. privacy ur force to explain urself over and over again. most poverty also complements some issue with law. bc law and systems don’t like poor people. and in turn poor people tend to make bad decisions. bc they are rejected by the systems that also don’t give them a chance to live freely and determine their own solutions. systems tend to shame people for its own inconsistencies. which is what makes issues worse long term. good people turn bad overtime. and where trust is lacking. bad things can happen even in ur own loneliness. nobody deserves to be so isolated. that too is violence. and systems and people do this to each other all the time. bc of this lack do trust . everyone is paranoid. to top that with lack of proper communication makes things even worse. u think u when to tighten the noose or do smth prolific. whereas all u had to do was get real with what is. but u can’t do that when there’s strong policies against. it. for national security. again trust or lack of it doing it rounds at large. who would have guessed. it. but which facilitated which ? the chicken or the egg.
at this point it doesn’t matter we should all just stop it. the game is won by not playing. this is getting ridiculous. violence upon builds and we can’t even feel right anymore. everything is in a dreadlock. no wonder the morale is low and nobody can find peace or happiness. maybe they already made peace and are ready for death at any time. it’s just sad tho. nobody thinks they are centre of the world but we all want to experience happier healthier more fulfilling lives. that could be the bare minimum. not this perpetual fear factory. why the fuck is this ? and it’s all due to systemic secrecy. n strong insistence on thought control. there is more time and energy invested in manufactured podcasts. with the intention to shape minds , than actual changes in the world that would benefit propel in a more dignified way. that’s all u need to know about violence. everything could be simplified into mere simple words. and u can put it in a way that honours peoples energy and time. instead we do these elaborate things. why? bc we don’t trust. maybe we don’t trust ourselves enough to trust others. maybe we don’t trust others and have a good reason bc we can’t alone trust others when there is greeter distrust playing at large. that’s not how things work around here. and u don’t owe ur trust to anyone u meet. it’s great if u can afford it. but most poor people can’t even afford their problems there in lies the biggest violence of them all. u watch ur life slide by bc nobody is there to see u as a human being. nobody sees ur conundrum. and there in lies the biggest wisdom. not much matters actually. u look back and notice how most things was frivolous while all u need is family and ur needs met. maybe u can also have a craft u can benefit from. but that’s not too ambitious if u look at it. violence is when we constantly berate people that they don’t deserve to exist in a better state just bc u want to preserve ur violent capitalism. we don’t have to chose but greed is one of the worst forms of violence on earth and while all of these mentioned. people relations. system. functions. and the economy can all be worked with. but it’s not gonna produce good results when the mind is faulty. and there is too much thought control that goes against it’s better efforts to think freely and express itself according to what itself wishes to establish on earth. we have a manifest power but we can’t use it. while at the sam times systems hold us responsive for our self manifestations only by according to its self imposed limitations.
what does it feel like
to live each day as if it’s ur last. firstly. it’s nerve wrecking. bc there are so many things to look around to in the immediacy of ur person. which refers to pulling all ur might and all of a sudden. poof. ur stuck in a particular now moment. where everything is heightened. but here. u may also feel strong impulse. with everything triggered. u might feel threatened. thereby. in a natural effort to save urself . even though u might as well be in the comfort of ur home, but it doesn’t matter bc the mind works in peculiar ways. and we do perceive pain eve though there is no physical activity that might complement it. or cause it. to refer to our bodies requires much more than allowing ourselves to become comfortable with feelings such as these. where we might have developed strong distaste . which causes such attachment. attachment in that we must continue to refer to relativity of objectives in an effort to defend our assertions. even though in the event of our discovery for the world within which we ourselves are in slow motion bloom , perhaps here we can really give way to the illusion of separation from a former self. although we haven’t left us, so the separation is illusion on that only the distance may make it seem like we are far from ourselves. or that we in our own instabilities don’t need to invest in our character bc things change anyway. we can just go with the flow and take the shape and form of whatever is thereafter. and here we may miss the point and run the risk of contradiction between our word and our own behaviour. such things are sometimes a work for wake up call though. we may become more aware at our own developed inner impulses that works to mitigate such cope. bc then we may refrain from falling into the orbit of mistakes that tend to multiply on earth as a result of accustomed normalities which are partial. due to our own fragmented reality. the i within which may seem. has departed from me all the while establishing continuity of an intrinsic basis which works also to challenge the current illusion of self i might have adopted without much recognize.
but the mere idea to really dive into our complex emotions is like asking ourselves to i’ve into darkest oceans with minimal fear and even minimal guidance or light or way that could allow us in some way the security such balanced feelings might promote that which we naturally might gravitate towards. so we find ourselves at a conundrum of either choosing peace via abandonment. or choosing peace via abandonment which is more in relations to an inner self that actively works to pacify the inner calling. or the voice that constantly nudge at u albeit very much like a very soft wind in the summer night. u may hardly notice it even when ur actively seeking. it. to reach this state rerouted from us to relinquish our bad habits. it’s the only way. so that we are not just parroting the glimpses of truths granted to us at times via natural progression but to truly embody it in our work for proper transformation of our own stuff. in a rather expedient way. which honours the complexity of our existence. here. the world. our surroundings. our own efforts to life. pain struggles. losses. dreams hopes. concerns. our ups and downs that determine our personality traits and character that refuse thru continual practice of self worth. such enlightened states don’t seek audience. or praise. they simply are. bc they have aligned then alleges to a much higher calling so their words can sounds like they are referring to a nearer objective or a more narrower perspective. bc we like to understand. and sometimes that ends up being our obstruction. bc we want to understand right away and fast at that but we end up spending effort. energy that is in direct correlation with passage of time. finite in the sense that u cannot pack any more within a minute or so. though in the correlation of a minute. we are breaking it down it in even smaller fractions. hence the art of slowing things down so as to really delve into its parts or else we are doing the work of such sloppy thought which is actually more normal or abundantly found in our nature. most particular for how little this topic ever makes conversations in this day and age.
but it is often said. that emotions when unmitigated. untamed they are very much like ravaging storms that come to pass but leave behind a lot of destruction some of which is irrecoverable. in the concept of one’s persona vicinity such uncontrollable storms may lead to memory defects. so if ur in a perpetual state of anxiety and worry. this will certainly affect ur daily performance. to remedy such conditions require more than each person being their sole survivor. bc we are pact animals. and in that regard we have part and parcel with all things abound. there is an innate sense of accountability upon coming here on earth. a sense of dignity and responsibility . which is what complements self worth. but such destructions prevent us from seeing the way. maybe even causing us inner instabilities that which i relate to body’s own biology. but what happens when a storm arises it’s only natural. we see it’s representation in the world. so maybe a storm can be controlled in it’s direction. u might even facilitate a storm before itself breaks out bc u know that it’s part of a much bigger framework, most often. the body incurs all the damages if the soul or the intrinsic body of person reject such self therapy. often falling into not wanting to come to terms with the truth about reality for this would convey proper digestion of one’s own experiences. hence the art of closing ties with a past that seems disconnected. when we make peace we become whole. and the opposite is warfare. manifest in reality as inform of all types of destruction as rich acts usually are symbolic to one’s intense need for change. it’s a form of desperation from a particular line of repetitive thought or a nagging feel that won’t let u go. no matter what u do to counter its effects. it gnaws at u. telling u stuff ina dialect u may not understand. which adds to ur conundrum. bc u can’t understand u now must deal with the ambiguity which produces uncertainty. and such states activated our survival instinct. it is said that wars begin in our minds. it’s. roofing of simile shadow play. perhaps. we don’t truly know what trust is. which causes inner instability about our reality. in turn we may be excessively possessive. bc this gives us illusion of control. satiety of our senses in dismay otherwise.
but we are too sentimental about our own stuff. it’s all we came to know and all we ever have even at the loss of everything else. this doesn’t mean we must let go a part of ourselves that no longer may translate to what the currency of now moment may offer us. but we aren’t exactly abandoning self by accepting such states of change. bc sometimes change is in perception that which allows u to see from the perspective of key hole to a more expanded. awareness. much like turning on the lights to the room. contents were already there. we are just momentarily key holes in our purview and that’s alright. it happens. everything is a drag sometimes. takes too long. drags on and on and on. and it’s this constant beat down that wears o our soul overtime. it’s not that we aren’t multi dimensional. but that we are in our survivalism. forced to focus. or pigeonhole ourselves. in our expanse to arbitrary washed down version of it. and bc we are fixated on the objectives that are now apparently closer to us. soon our mind reforms to this sort of small thinking. to think beyond these objectives would require from us first on making our inner library efficient by sorting out our inner database which is achievable thru active meditation. such as talking about different world objectives. it’d ok if we don’t succeed at first try. or second or third. we may even have to try for the fourth and even fifth time before we finally go eureka ! bang. we are now awakened. enlightenment is within reach at all times. so but how then can we establish that expanse without running into too many problems. bc we may recall the positioning of our planetary conditions that are long time developed. to be rather contradictory to our natural thinking. hence the tragedy that lies at the conjunction where we must feel compelled to sacrifice on our facts in an effort to blend in. then can we say we are trustworthy ? bc we are well hidden , ? and this hiding requires from us so much effort for upkeep. of niceties and the many lies we may tell ourselves. bc lies are not natural. they end up taking up more memory space. and bc they are not aligned with higher truths. they go in a direction that is other than what is. which causes diversions. contradictions and it’s also said that a person lies cannot also tell truths simultaneously although there are many who have tried. lies get u lost in a false labyrinth constructed from ur mind in effort to hide from others. but u end up hiding fro. urself instead.
but our willingness to reconcile our lives may get us to develop instinct to get thru the muck. it’s just not easy and not everyone operated the same way. no matter how relative their truths. these distinctions could give us a bit more keen effort of recognizing how effortless presence actually is. bc we wouod normally rest with machinations in an effort to conserve energy. but this could end up causing us to miss details. key details help us get us out of that key hole outlook in the first place. we need to ensure that we have a healthy dose of self doubt. so as to say. is this the entire information. to what extend this particular info may apply. and what other components complement the whole in relation to adjacent information. we can also play by duality. we say. is this is. or is this not it. and then we have to play the part of an actor in the inner stage of our minds. playing each scenario. so u can mediate and this is quite creative process. this allows us to prepare in the dojo of our minds. though to reach such efficient states and being the master in ur reality does require from u a sacrificial offering. of ur bad habits. and especially things that produce negative effects. only then u can cultivate fruits of gifts of nature offered by spiritual clarity which reconciles nature of death among other things.
when u kill a man
when u cause harm upon their body. no matter why. or for which purpose. u have now incurred karmic debt. with the exception of self defence. though we could elaborate the role of self defence in warfare. is it self defence when there is time to pre mediate ? is it self defence when wars are fuelled by propaganda. usually don’t do what they say. for this wolf be antithetical to oppositional mindset. although the definition of death. the abrupt end of one’s life gives us illusion of resolution of smth. this is hardly ever so. for the referral into our human past could give us clues that perhaps the missing principle here is the lack of human concern. which is ever here. wars is just one aspect of it. there’s no need to make distinction that one particular lifestyle is better than the other. sometimes. ur good as dead. just ask around. and all of this comes from the constancy of all types of violences done against man. in daily basis. from very frivolous trivial issues to far greater ones. such as. poverty and warfare. but what do we do when we get some very tunnel visioned eyes leading the world at large. too strong and insistent of their righteousness ? do u sit back and surrender to agony? the opposite is also very true. for the fight in we is hardly ever released when i cross particular lines which is not a good way to exist in the first place. imagine u kill some one and u think that ur going to alright after it. this is impossible. a delinquent mindset who completely misses the mark upon coming here. oh but i’m a police officer and this is what we do. doesn’t exactly cut it. or here in the governmental matters we are more mental so don’t challenge us mentality has also got to go. for it. causes more harm than good in this world. it wastes our youth. ur literally eating babies and ting peoples future potential . ur setting them up for failure before they even have a chance. u should be embarrass of urselves. that’s why such warfare is anti feminist.
and u can see we have gone so far up back words. up our own asses. assuming that’s what thinking is. that eve women are now corrupt entities. the concept of protecting ur babies and standing up for urself has left the rock the day u assumed u could be equal that if a man. ur duty was to soften him. but he made u harder instead. and all of this shows us how unhealthy in our relationships with each other and ourselves brings such faulty fruition. bc the inner world becomes exploited. when u lead unsatisfactory personal lives. but how can u discern what is healthy relationship from toxic one’s if ur overcoming it from birth. we can’t. bc we too are set up to fail right from the cradle. from the rules and laws of the planet earth. they take away ur right to cultivate ur food. own ur land. they make u forever slave to taxes. they don’t do anything good with it either. for every inconsolable thing they chuck it to national security. oh must be nice. this is where we go wrong when we put middle man in our global affairs. if people are given chance to really get to know each other. the natural human instinct is not actually violent. especially in this day and age. it’s the faultiness of the environment that causes such retardation in peoples lives. what do u expect when u intentionally work so hard to hold people back. dumb them down and over punish them. entirely. it’s bc ur unsatisfied in ur own lives that u must overreach to make others lives all the more miserable. that sense of control gives u joy. too bc to top ur all other bad qualities. u guys are bunch of fucked up sadists. who get off of seeing others suffer. it’d this inability to admit where and when ur wrong. that gets u in a bunch in the first place. bc to err could be human nature and at first we are granted the fools gold theory. here of allowing ourselves a real good second chance with reality. but it’s this aftermath in which what we choose to do that converges our reality with our higher ordeal or diverges to either or mindset that entangle us to lifetime of suffering. of cat and mouse chase. bc it begins in ur minds. u can’t find that peace when ur at war with urself. and that being at war with urself comes predominantly from that misunderstanding with reality. ur hurt and so u must hurt others. and the strong denial that u did incur a cardinal flaw reflects into ur reality for this is why we are here. someday we will come to terms with this fact. either while alive or posthumously.
human beings in their natural habitat. cultivated by peace and harmony tend to do better in their endeavours. than what we see happen before our eyes with all the lying n propaganda as well as constancy of traumas from the inflictions of everyday reality. in the past. whereas. we were struggling bc we were neandehatals . irregardless to where we evolved from and how doesn’t change the facts that this world has a beginning and we also as human kind experience a temporary finite material entry point. or a beginning that’s determinable by simply studying. so by going with the beginning of that material reality can we assume to u cereal facts. so there is no superiority actually. for wisdom gained by the same methods but as we can see. in observation of reality in man made systems it’s the privilege that determines such realltirs to multiply and cause disharmony. so sending 100 billion dollars for relocating an entire nation and providing everyone with housing. basic needs. would be the right thing to do in the case of having to deal with strong opposition. bc u would uphold the importance of saving every life first. and then place sanctions when the new territory is temporarily lost. at the very least we would become a bit more divided in the world. there would be a cumulative of bad guys on one side. getting together in their animosities. and the other side would be all the good guys upholding human life. but the end game would still end in nuclear wars. even when u desperate opiate minds. so this calls for smth out side the box. bc to say the least. killing human life is a good mission for anything worthwhile to gain takes us back to our neansdrathal roots in the first place. then how can we see this as an advancement. if u pay attention. politics usually have a sense of dimension to it. it’s like a world within a world. and there’s a paradox of such gravity that sucks people in sometimes almost entirely. so it’s true that the term politics refers to blood sucking parasites. there’s no denying that. for all it works to do is make people slices harder. u can’t even forage. u depend entirely like an infant on brown down systems that refuse to work efficiently.
these are the same systems that don’t care about human life. our world. is churning everyday on inflation causes. but nobody is addressing the elephant in the room. there were no delays. i’m this many years old when i remember early stages of covid. turkey was getting rid of produce and increasing prices. long before. inflation hit humus this hard. this is all conducted with great diligence. make no mistake of it. but one must ask again. if we are loving ina world that doesn’t honour human life. and we are noticing everyday that our systems are return to kill us every which way possible. then why is the solution ? there is no solution and we can talk enough. even offering out of the box ideas and displaying complete faith in humanity irregardless to how ugly some of our cumulative behaviour has become especially lately. does not suffice. so we are doomed. bc u can’t simply opt out either. u can not say hey guys. u do ur thing over there and i’ll or we will be over here doing our thing. we will respect each others boundaries etc etc but warfare is the anti thesis to such. even ur western posh thinking that ur government isn’t constantly in bed with u is moot. bc that too is breach of personal boundaries. that too is warfare. it is war on ur privacy and ur will to choice. it’s warfare against ur pure potential. and we see this by how sick each society is today. no matter where u are. the only thing we have in our power is ourselves. we can reconcile our past. we may even take our time more valuable today. bc bad is gonna happen anyway. whether if we administer ourselves fully and try to “play by their rules” for parasites it’s never enough. so it’s a losing game. who cares then of effort. live ur life. find something u enjoy and immense urself with it. get lost in the making of ur personal harmony. and bask in it everyday like it’s ur last day on earth bc it could really be. make peace with the idea of such hazards of death. bc we are ruled by idiots and we cannot change them.
and u may think this is defeatist theory but i would rather downs my time on joy than constantly drivel with senseless idiots. there is better way to make meaning with ur own time. peaceful endeavours increase the quality of ur own health irregardless to what’s happening in the world. bc wisdom when settled like jewel at the heart of the emulator , something wonderful takes place. u begin to appreciate the world in its everything. which also includes its stupidity. and there is nothing more freeing than accepting this reality. this is what it means to appreciate ur life and have self worth. u don’t have to administer ur attention to every barking. dog. sometimes it’s in our investments such as our brain power and emotional progress that gets in the way of our personal self excellence. that’s the art of propaganda anyway how else can they et u to do things they want u to do and make it seem like u did it all on ur own. bc u think ur part of smth larger than urself for the benefit of humankind. that’s the slogan anyway but it’s all lies. just ask around. wisdom never dies. that’s the die a on earth anyway. we think we can outrun our shadow. we are only fooling ourselves bc we mistook fools gold for the real thing. go figure. but that’s what greed does to human life. and it’s so insidious bc it’s fuelled by jealousy. and that form s from self hate my mates. so get feeling. better sooner than later bc life ends for every one of us. one day at a time. we get closer to god.
the risk we run
by being desensitized and too long. is very much like a trauma experience. where it distorts our reality. which means. we cannot see the world and the reality. with all its interactions clearly. what u wanna do is open ur heart wide open. so that u can breathe again. u need to reclaim ur own space. inner and external that is. which is why it is said one can utilise active meditation in one’s day to day practice. such as doing mundane things. cleaning. doing the dishes etc. which is where we can differentiate the types of depression. there are active depression and passive ones. which depends on ur experience and what u might need and the conditions that u might have in ur own vicinity to use it. such as being at home , ability to take time off, but it s not limited, per se. just to rest our head. bc the types of depression play out differently. some of which depends entirely on our willingness to let go certain things. which is why clarity is key as u can see u can run the risk of letting go wrong things and then may feel perplexed about the whole thing. and u see. it’s the snake biting it’s own tail. meaning it’s all about cycles and patterns. we establish these mega ones. as in a single persons life. during their early years. to the multiplying effect of much smaller and frequent experiences that add to the entire tapestry of our inner recording, and how can we begin if we don’t know from where as to how. bc it has become so paradoxical that two things exist all at once. usually heightened times like these can “ go either way” but when they do go in the direction of well. we gain spiritual gifts. as a result of it. so our efforts is never wasted. that’s the reason why clarity is key. to establish further bc each person experiences sin differently. so some of it can be very grave and it’s just dumb luck that u had to be that stupid persons who got called upon to do it. aside from personal responsibility we forget to ask the most important clarity which in political sense has intentionally been kept from the common purview. to add to that our material disposition bc to really get a sense of what true yoga or meditation is we are merging these two truths that are already in our nature. the one that acts and the one that is. which is where one requires presence and effort. so u must think and practise in ur own mind as a way to perfect the skill before executing it in action. and the other is action. so aside from our intellectual grasp and reasoning. we must also a translate what we learn. in a authentic way in our day to day motion. so that’s why it’s considered active meditation or yoga. all of this is a scientific side to our human nature. which gives us clue as to how our biology and all these layers operate.
u night wonder if there is a way out of our conundrum. but the motions don’t stop. and the illusion of the echoes of our past tends to have that lasting effect on us. hence the intense desensitization of people. which is due to their extreme conditioning of happenstances that are not natural to them. and it should be found in. our nature. both organic. scientific truths. which do the work of psychology. among others. and systematic occurrences. for both truths complement each other but as u can see. we have greater degree of secrecy which turns everything into a rather performative act. and it can be abused. bc u might say it is proper to dress for the job. but then ur also dressing up ur person or ur soul. and at first it’s endearing. but as i said. it’s very easy to really use it up as a. mask too. which people do quite often. now we can’t draw the line whether if this is necessity or simply a lie. but it seems to come with the grounds. and we may say it is what it is. and blah blah blah but then we are settling with this. rather than using our analytic mind that comprehends reality as a process rather than fixed notions that create a jail effect. overtime all things get sort of engraved. a big long stretched out extremely slow and subtle process of becoming. and it matters. but at the same time we have a lot of examples of it not really mattering . hence the conundrum. the movement of that level of frivolity stops us from relying enough in our uncertainty in the first place. and this everyday business also complements our general sense of distrust. it’d distrust that will say. we must save capitalism in the middle of covid and wars. we couldn’t get social. write down a few phone numbers of our neighbours and carried the burden occasionally when someone might need us. during tough times u would think u don’t feel alone. but u rely so much on the frivolity of the systems that u cannot detach from ur conditioning. hence the jail like sentence. even when u think ur free to go anywhere. by definition i don’t mean we get bored with the stationary reality. but our lack of involvement within its unfoldment. and we are always almost at survival levels. running. so ur constantly putting way too much burden on ur system which ends up overworking. then that complements the desensitization process. bc much like ur adrenal glands being exhausted after too much stress these altered consciousnesses do distort ur reality. we know this by our attention to self speak. we become self negative in our speech. we overgeneralize. we antagonize everyone all of a sudden. and all of this adds to our general sense of
hopelessness.
fret not my fitness there is a way out but it’s not easy. and it’s gonna have to be a collaborative effort. it does start from each individual though. bc we may. awaken to the making of our injustice bc u can’t possibly expect excellence in unhealthy environment, u might like to play the role of victim a little bit too much bc u wanna be catered to when it comes to discovering ur raw emotions. but emotions mature when they are vented out which gives us enough room to overcome such anxieties that is produced due to lack of trust. bc usually when bad things happen. no matter the work of letting go. a degree of skepticism remains. it’s just part of the intellectual gamut of reality. u can’t deny it. there’s no way that smth that happened can unhappen. and denying urself that smth happened is a delusional thinking. it’s lying. now we might say. hypothetically that we are always almost at the brink of extinction so these sacrifices. or extreme productivity that’s rather wasteful and frivolous. it’s too expensive on. our conscience. but we do it bc we are not feeling at ease with the uncertainty that comes with change. and maybe it’s in part due to our convictions. since some of these subtle conditionings tend to go undetected on our conscience. bc if we are not sure of what to look for then how can we see ? how can we apprehend realty bc it’s all caked in it’s too convincing g the systems . the buildings. the things of tangible in nature. but the soul. that is still up for discussion we aren’t sure who is the animator and where it comes from. maybe bc we don’t have time to dwell on such thoughts or maybe bc we are too busy cramming our minds with a partial version of history bc we can’t do shit right in our own time. and so we mitigate this like a shopper to a drug habit bc the things u buy fills ur inner void. and we do this in our spiritual immaturity bc we can’t reconcile the discrepancy between two truths.
and i think maybe when we say things like in version and technology. that itself is space. it grants us room to breathe. that’s sort of what hope and faith does to a person. it’s what gives us motivation to go on bc there is prospect of change that benefits humanity. but ofc we also run the risk of taking things too literally. even in our quest for linguistic past and our human nature in spiritual dialect all depend on our own comprehension ability and the choice for the right thing at any time of day. so even in the middle of our depression. by choosing self care and adopting to simple methods u can continue the management of whatever good things u got a hold of in reality. part of what makes trauma traumatizing is that u are forced to start from ground zero. and systemically the recovery for such conditions need to be expedited so that we have time for all other matters too along with our day to day endowments. but we lack trust in each other to have competence for each to do their part bc we can’t see clearly the truth about the science of human kind. of human mind and the systemic connections to its development. but it’s necessary to do so if we wish to have the continuity of the good efforts. for each person whether by knowingly or otherwise. however frivolous u might think ur existence could be. bc these meanings develop overtime. but we have far greeter reach to expand on those meanings and be more clear about the complementary nature of how issues tend to manifest in life. much like each person is the actor in a scene. having been called out to do a service for all human kind and benefit for humankind. we think both ways tho we can say the same of a public shooter. it’s this run risk of delusional warped think of reality that can really get us all in serious trouble. when u know ur worth that is.
i don’t wanna stress u out. that’s not my intention . though it’s really not that hard to divorce oneself from systemic reality also at the same time exist within it. bc ur compelled to particulate. u have no other option. so the calamity ensues. and it does matter to an extend bc it’s ur life too in the end. it’s not difficult to see where fault lines lie on such matters. we would say perhaps. it’d better to nurture those lines than conceptualize on how we are going to be advantageous on the vulnerabilities of each other. bc that too happens when people are desensitized. they don’t notice. and it’s very important that we can feel again. and since we can’t change edu other. since we can’t stop. each other from such harm. we are rather forced into the conundrum of allowing us to feel very difficult things. and continue to remain open thru it. which is very hard to do. and it too is taxing on the system. we somewhat form attachment to these types of burnout very much like alcoholism or any other habituations that are cope. and then there is systemic cope. which is worse than indivisible cope but then u. see the paradox there too bc systems dare run by individuals. so it matters. and we wanna develop that clarity bc it is what our humanity needs. on either end of the spectrum bc it’s one and the same. it’s two sides to the same coin. but as u can see. the systems in effort to protect their acidity. end up making things worse than better bc u have all this info. all this precious info and u waste it. which is very symbolic bc it wasted human life too. so our priorities are messed up bc we prioritize savings capitalism bc we depend on it so much. just so we feel safe and maybe that is despairing too. who would have thought. it’s scary being human. and we don’t make it easy on ourselves or each other any better either. food for thought.
people have become desensitized.
they have become numb. could u blame them? everything is harmful. hurtful. there is no lasting peace in. environments such as these. abrasions abound. friction for motion. is necessary. but at what true cost u might ask? this world devours us all minute by minute. what u wanna do with ur time is put it to good use. but there is no avenue for that. where most of our planet is spelled frivolous. under facade continuous. oh well. at least at the end of the day u can say that we have tried. maybe to exclusively. which has gotten us to lose our way in the first place. this numbing effect does not help either. because u don’t feel the pain that is real is unnecessary. so u project that as the norm to our outward reality. towards others who then gets initiated to some type of mentality. all of which multiplies and well u do have a choice that is if u can handle the pain. but it’s very very difficult lifestyle to maintain. and it’s only a lifestyle bc the rest of society is that resilient to good change. maybe it’s all about numbers. but it has to start from somewhere and not enough friction is gonna get us there either. i mean just look at wars. it just never ends. the way to end something is u stop doing the act. and that’s it. but it isn’t. when we remember that this play is all about numbers. but what good use is the intellect when we can’t feel joy or lasting happiness. for the most dominant factor in our life. guided by the apparence of those numbers has a far reaching pull. and it’s up to no good either. but again. we have to start from somewhere. though it’s not gonna suffice with artificial frictions. those would be too simple. but not everything has the same opposite effect for some things are only likely by relativity even tho they have marked differences.
u would think. perhaps because ur numb that the numbing effect would . not come with strong side effects. but yes. such paradoxes do exist. and the quantifying factors are therein. we just lose the shape of it. which is why the same thing playing out within new generations isn’t recognized at first. and the recollection from it is the bare minimum measurable by the traction made. so the global advancements are running at their bare minimum and that means that we are producing very little food results. there must be some type of stagnations somewhere. which is easy to determine since the last three years plus we have been going sort of in a backwards pull. too intentional in its nature and still. insisting. this strong insistence is alarming ofc. bc we can only guess what sort of chain of events it has already facilitated. maybe u have harder time to keep focus on smth as painful as this. some people have different ways of coping with their unhappiness. even though we all may look super happy on the outside. but let’s admit it. no matter ur religious belief. scientific thought. spiritual pursuit and political stance, u will feel this inability to feel complete joy in a worked of extreme opposites. where ur kin. under ur nose is suffering. and that’s totally fine. you. everyone. which is that desensitized feeling i’m talking about. bad things can have that sort of negative impact which is why this is referred to as a faulty environment. and a toxic environment problem. which instigated the issue in the first place. and it makes sense. bc we release so much pollutants out there into the atmosphere. to add to that we take away its lungs. we root out every possible way of its drainage and block it. i mean what could have gone wrong right ? we always believe with our eyes. and that’s a great mishap. perhaps the fault lies in our stars ? do u believe in fate ? then maybe we too can rest at ease with the fact that nothing will ever change in the favour of the good. around here.
but ofc. if the fault lies in the environment and people are just getting sick off the fumes. then how can we deal with the conundrum when all odds are stacked against us. there’s no way out. no where to go. nothing to do with if we can many utilize our human power. and what’s that u might say. well it’s harder to determine with simplistic words it would like like biting ur own teeth. bc u never know. with what it is ur going thru the motions of. so to speak. so the price ticket shows up in the aftermath of such and the due diligence is all kinds of misplaced. such desensitization gets our good vibes lost along with the bad that is. and i think that’s when most people simply grow up. ur waiting game becomes ur norm. and bc u waited our ur years. u have nothing fruitful to lead or follow. u have become hollow even in the personal vicinity of ur own. conundrum. or. maybe. this is our true nature. it’s only by the strong determination as to how we are going to go about being self sustaining in a more efficient way that honours effort and provides dignity . so that u know ur time and energy are not wasted. and that there will be more expedience as to getting urself out of ur conundrum that waiting game is so insidious . it’d so inhumane. it should be recognized as such since it’s what plugs our system. frameworks. the whole network chokes. and then people pay the price for it bc systems do not have a back up for their meltdown. and inefficiency of handling. so the whole exchange is simply too toxic. and there is no way out of it. everything is enterprised. there is price ticket on everything. the minute i go out. there’s no way u can forage and self sustain anywhere. so u must play the game. but the game is not only rigged. it doesn’t even make sense and it has to come up with ways to convince people of otherwise. and if u should object. then ur the perpetuator and u get punished but itself is never wrong. and itself is the victim even th koch itself holds all the power. such is the irony of this planet earth. but maybe we do see it. it’s just harder to accept for the change it would bring. and that’s scary. why do u think evil exists ? bc it’s scared. it has to be evil bc it gives it peace and comfort. and the control gives it predictability. bc then everything is playing under its thumb. that’s safe. that’s the idea of safety for some people. but think of it on a political spectrum or business minds alike. bc let’s face it. those r the guys who can make either. good or bad change. simple as that. u and i can change our light bulbs all we want. as efficiently as our delusions will please. .
wouod u then ask urself if there is potential for infinite inspiration without artificial friction. well then my friend. since ur curious. then. i must say. yes. it is true. u can have infinite abundance of creativity. flow of with. does not require harming. hurting or stealing from others. it’d possible. all u have to do is nothing. or more so. be decent. be a good person. and that starts now. but this isn’t a magic trick. ur past isn’t gone. so if u have any i reconciled issues with any one then they may come up. if u solved ur problems then this message is not for u. but u may incur some new ones along the way. but determinations for these is not the same as older ones bc these would be superficial issues. rather. their origination and duration are far shorter which may give us. clue as to how far u have come. but this is not observable by others bc we are numb. maybe also dumb. bc we keep doing the same old wrong things. expecting better results. will we ever learn? i don’t know. i say. maybe keep ur expectations extremely low. maybe this is what letting go feels like. u just say to hell with it. and then be tranquil. like bro. do not disturb the peace. i have u all the instructions u need. what more do u need ? oh u want me to lie on ur behavin ? u want me to go through the same motions only to be deceived. ? how many more of these must happen before we finally get bored and say next please. where does the buck drop ? does the desensitized parts ever recover ? where there is end. how do we know where to begin. when even. there are too many social constrictions that get in the way. simply boots and straps isn’t enough to make the journey let alone over come it in reality. and call it even. bc that’s why it’s said life is not fair. but it’s funny cos. we think we are too fair. i mean why do u think there must always be the push n pull. for good guys to exist. u need bad guys so u manufacture urself some bad guys to be good with.
now imagine what it would be like. to be that free to create or generate a reality that u will be happy to live in. partake in. as well as grow appropriately. that’s when we stop all animosity. including stinginess with the spiritual materialisms. but that’s why people get vex bc they wouldn’t take a day out of their life to go extra mile on someone else’s shoes. it’s aka ways this expectation that a certain type of habituation is only possible by the conceptualization of our spiritual rights. . as well as our soul matter which cannot be and should not be commodified . but it is. as this world devours us. in everything we do. from migration to mothering others children while urs is icing alone abroad. being invincible in a world of lies. catapulted into since childbirth. and just are told. told everything. with not much right type of action. so u might have. saved u. ur heart. but it still sucks. hence. nothing is happy. there is no lasting peace. pain ensues bc it’s in the air we inhale. it’s in the water we drink it’s in the soul. from which food is cultivated all of which makes we. and we are all kinds of fucked up. just don’t notice it or deny it. hence the projections. u don’t wanna admit there is smth very seriously wrong with this world. there in lies ur problems bc no amount of rejection is gonna make it go away. truths imply doesn’t say ah so. i’m rejected. denied. i may as well go back to where i came from. firstly. there’s nothing to go back to. the only way is forward. but any point is good for starts. so when i do be good and eliminate bad actions. u continue and all u have to do is maintain that continuity as u deal with ur karma. the wrongs u might have done. and pay all ur dues in full so that plate is clear. bc when u reach that clarity. that’s ur summit baby.
at any point in our lives
we can choose better. there is far great reach to become self improved. there’s more within one’s availability. all within reach. such as the vicinity of thought and of emotions. if we are relating to our body processes as within, that is. available for us at any time of our personal choosing. then there is no reason to say the least that one might be rather compelled. or out of control. that, my brain made me do it, is a mere excuse to one’s inability to take accountability in the vicinity of one’s personal reach. sure. would things go bad that challenges one’s personal vicinity? at any time we may be confronted with the vulnerability of such biological connections. there is also the prospect of developing illnesses. aging has its own challenges. life events that may permit us to focus on one thing whereas abandon all others. which can cause memory lapse. especially when people aren’t exactly skilled to navigate difficulties in their own personal vicinities. there seems to be overabundance of information but we don’t exactly know or can understand which applies where. only to be confounded with contradictions between behaviour and speech. perhaps this is a avenue of self discovery. it’s only by trials and error of such. that we may discover inner boundaries. or limits. which permeate self discipline and facilitate change. we may draw from our past experiences the same. recognize the patterns in which a particular type of conduct within the vicinity of our person such as overthink or negative self speak. or selectively self speak for that too happens in an effort to be right. but all of this may also keep us from delving deeper into our true nature. not only so we are evolved and well. perhaps. the idea is to be well irregardless to condition. that one is not easily swayed by dominating thoughts. including one’s own. where one finds and establishes the freedom that comes from such approach, though the most important matters that play on the global front, most of which impact lives here to there, causing all kinds of obscurities. difficulties the same in all in some way, notably the minds that are constantly churned with false information, causing a false sense of self. perhaps. a false sense of understanding into which one’s experiences may hold, one hostage, in the vicinity of one’s person, to be at ease with one’s predictability to follow which could mean ur safe, or ur safe in the eyes of the others. a place of such predicament is akin to being boxed in. the ideologies that surround one’s own understanding may colour one’s purview in a rather adjacent way than what is. and the willingness to rediscover this path is the willingness to shed the layers upon which one might be projected into, in the subtle sense that these things tend to layer over we. much like sediments that also occur, as things rise up. and then they settle. history is written in this way. whether we like to recognize them or not.
but u might think that the prospect of technology is convincing enough for us to think. we know. we could easily be taught to know exactly that which is determined for us to know. but what is to know ? the essential o toes of such knowledge must accompany reason and purpose. for to know is one thing but the utility of such knowledge is what propels what to follow. often times we leave things in only the intellectual realm perhaps the mind is so convincing in that it causes us a rather simulation of a thing we are talking thru. like living thru smth that is artificial. not authentic bc we aren’t there. even in determining what is our history. we may run into the same. living thru experiences. or calling our pain. and living thru those. which is much like picking on old wounds. not letting them heal. often times we are assuring ourselves that to speak is to exasperate ourselves. or to seek solutions. perhaps. we are. in our quest for remedy. are exhausting ourselves first by venting. the simple art of letting it go and at every chance we may get glimpse into where the information may change. addition of new memory may make for illumination of the whole. and in parts. if depending on our emotional proves might have us, we might rather approach our sensitivity with a keen detachment and a scientific eye and not super charged in the department of feelings for strictly being guided by either or. the mental realm and the emotions. it’s best to merge both. for a more banquet equipoise within one’s own spiritual spectrum of evolution. scientific thought can allure us to a more balanced approach between stark opposites. allowing us to delve into the skillful art of equanimity. for this world is riddled with such dual aspects. even for the simple task of taking in data. complete the intrinsic. the truth and. store of such delivery. reveals intention. reveals the spirit that is purée into every wording. and every complementary body movements therefor are all aligned in someway causing for the most beautiful crescendo a human being can compose by their simply being. as one allows oneself to be attuned to higher powers. that are abundant in nature. both within and in our surroundings. as the nature gives us many bounties and offering the same. the sun as it shines on everyone the same. equally. and we we may be apart. we still look to the same heavens. the one sky ..
but science causes us such competitions. as we can see, that the scientists. in the event of their own imposed limitations. end up extrapolating their genius on frivolous pursuits. oh mind u. there is smth wonderful about contemplating whether if there is life outside of planet earth. or whether if we. as humankind can inhabit other planets. we may get excited about any type of scientific pursuit. but the truths on this earth remain the same. for the heart of humankind continues to bear to pain. we bleed the same. and it’s only the prospect of opportunities that sets us apart. but then we may seriously question genius and its truth and purpose. often times we are in stronghold of our own lives. there’s always gonna be that person who wants to take control over things that is not theirs. such as controlling other peoples behaviours. thoughts. how they carry themselves how they dress up how they speak etc. we busy ourselves with such bc we are. in an effort to quell the otherwise chaotic existence. that is. there is a ton of things that’s out of our control. for one aspect. science and religion offers remedy for the uncertainty of life, the unknown as well as the events that happen without much reason or logic. we remedy ourselves utilizing. both. we apply science to remedy unreasonable illogical thoughts. and we use spiritual pursuits and or religious thought in order to remedy inconsolable feelings that may accompany our lives. for some things do happen within this planet that do require for greeter deal of attention. but because we are keen on being right. more so than actually becoming right. for the two differs. that we end up licking out in our quest for personal freedom, the overcoming of such constrictions. and constrains the same, that causes us the jail bird essence in our matterism which facilitates such escapism in the first place. we are well within our own map of person the blueprint of our experience as it’s laid there. but bc there is so much. division out there. not only in scientific pursuit the same but even in the belief that proclaims devolution to god only to go and kill anyone who may oppose or challenge the right of discovery and the right to discourse. even the right to reject such lines of thought can become more criminal than actual crimes that play at large. u may offend each other. by accident. precisely bc of this great division within. which mimics and internalizes the externally available objectives of the two. being that the two are science and religion or spiritually. ( doesn’t matter if u believe in a particular god matters more the truth about religion and or spirituality is to make u a better person and not be diluted by the illusion of this world ) .
what we have right now. bc of the great division. destruction of the two truths. each i their own vicinity. science self destructs when it lacks heart and ethics. it destroys its potential when it’s full of competition and secrecy it’s demonic when it’s used in evil way. history of science is not full of rainbows and magic. it’s full of unethical conduct. which to this day happens in warfare. the simple production of war weapons gives us clues that precious intellect is wasted on ammunition. symbolically we may determine the same for the loss of life a the end of barrel of a gun. ideally we would be motivated by spiritual inclination. such as peaceful conduct. and making things right with ur neighbor. or urself. again for the purpose of religion and any spiritual endeavour is not to make celebrity out of our lives. but it is to embody these teachings and put them to constructive use in our day to day dealings. which in and of itself is not easy. especially when ur the only ones doing it. u may still run into someone’s ignorance or misconception about reality as well as thee own purpose and reason for who wants to be born into this world thru evolution of all kinds which brought us here only to throw it away bc u think u can’t control urself. the irony is that we exert that control on others. whereas the control would be self applied foremost. only after that the merits gained gives us a natural author of our reality. one that does not require defending since itself is self embodied. thru one’s deeds. not thru what one professes only in speech. here we may also see such fragmented blindsided can cause upon our personal feel. we may contradict ourselves. which religious people do. they say kill and war in the name of god whereas god is there do u don’t war ? so u learn to share ? bc it’s one planet ? and u can’t own lands or claim territories that’s not paid for by u. and even if u were in position of such authority. u would be a benevolent representative of god. not one that processes higher school of thought only to do the same thing as strangers in the streets paying little concern or consideration for ur kin bc u don’t know them unlike family. but expect them to prioritize u anyway.
the merging of the two truths would mean to relinquish our intense desire to play god. upon god. and want to dominate and control others. we must utilize this to control ourselves. we must utilize this to discipline ourselves for our life is a testament of our word. and not our worlds per se. our lives are what compelled the world. so if we were to be misleading ourselves then what would this contribute to the world at large. but both spirit and science is too blind to see this. god worshippers say and compete with other religious sects. causing all kinds of trouble in the world front. since history of time. wfffects of which cause a lot of animosities among populations who don’t know each other let alone themselves. the boundaries in which they are stuck. may cause pain to overcome this limited space by the excessive need to over reach. as well as in science. i w may discover the brilliant minds. unable to overcome national severe wen demands the same for the prospect of overcoming others in the global front , to waste th weir precious gifts on fri outs pursuits. such as generating ideas to supplement capitalism. and take sides in religious warfare. how then can we say we aren’t already contradicting ourselves ? both religion and science is like two distraught parents. who quarrel and compete with each other. causing all kinds of pain and suffering in a world of people who could use a hand. and guidance. now u can see how these things play out. so excessively. overproduction of cheap innovation. overpriced. causing us illusion of advancement in some parts. whereas other parts people are slaving for the product in haphazard conditions. so. could we say the businessperson. the scientist. and the investor are lacking. both spiritual hygiene and a better , more comprehensive and maybe. humane business practice in the scientific field of such innovation? but this brings us to the conundrum. of the other two truths. global hierarchies and the value of a single human life ( or capitalism that rations human value and supports slavery. both for those who are under rule of toxic authority and the authority who depends on such conduct to feel good within itself as nobody is free in such entailments and misconduct )
a fulfilling life
that remains both open to the creative nature of reality which hardly stays the same. and the one established by the basic values which are dependent on the natural laws that make things conjunction at the meeting points of material reality as well as the spirit. representative to the comparison between spiritual and scientific finds , it’s parallel truths are abound. whereas there’s compassionate drive to utilize one’s senses to help guide for the better results. of every minute decision. every action. to one where the reliant self depends on the already established availabilities that allow for the continuity of such efficiency to complement the whole. it’s akin to the simplistic mind that wishes for everything broken out to them. versus. calling all to intellectual grounds. by piquing the mind and challenging the senses. the challenge is these. it’s only rejected bc the mind. lax with the ease of which such findings are pre established to be adopted without question. and if there is a proponent if confusion , one may easily reject the arenas in which such confusion may transpire. whereas only build from the projection of the similarities. more relevant verbiage. where the minds therefrom become lax, the transition into actions must common in the event that we we may not find the willpower to materialize such reality. we then rest assured in the intellectual realm of confabulation. only bc we are not equipped with the motion of which. a better relative systems on love. i’d u love someone. u tell them. u do not wait for a perfect moment bc series of mets flow.and each moment changes. as they rise from the prior. we become further from the shore thus. in our minds and hearts where the truths are anchored. therefrom finding our way back to our ricin gets muddled with likeness of confabulatory feelings. of inadequacy. of rejection. and the like. u would wonder perhaps. who’s the author of ur own life. are we merely products of science. ? then it’s suffice to say we are good as programmable bots . ready on command. where the feelings are conceptualization to produce a specific type of effect in the realm of impact. for instance that a person may need an external support system that complements one’s natural mode of method. the acidification department of such findings would then complement without question on the bring about such connections. however it is suffice to say. the arenas of gaps between such scientific findings and intellectual thoughts. are full of potholes. though on the road of such realization. we may find ourselves at odds with coming up with price ticket for such detour, as well as construction of which combines these stark contradictory which revels to humanity it’s one nature imperfect. however. the scientific minds hardly likes to be erroneous. even in the minds of warfare.
now u may find urself smack dab in the middle between holding urself accountable for every fable. to try with all ur monger. to reach beyond ur means. and touch to soul of everyone. to being directive and clarity of mind which is of the accurate type of scientific pursuit. none of this. capitalist exceptionism. not the one. that which lacks self intrusion into its own misdemeanours in the making bc. the act of such machinations tend to have a far greater steinggold of continuity. that is. the momentum in which one may find oneself get severely caught in the appropriate mistake of assuming one for the other. in which whereas discernments are called for. laxity kicks in. perhaps. there is a truth about the portion in which such spiritual conundrums do fall for unity aspect. though. there’s far too much mental activity. which is. derived in part by the natural scientific kind. only that coupled with laxity. that is one has already established the art of evasion of such self repository of change. even in the heightened sense of summoning up the particular type of feel. that is meant to ignite the senses to notify oneself of a more refined focus which is driven by objective curiosity that is keen on absolute clarity. but bc the individual has tested on laxity. and has already established a neuronal system of which complements the rather machinist of nature of one’s inner portion. then dominates one’s senses causing projection of one’s rejected self. u would assume that such hazard of error for relativity in the wrong place would give the person in sleep the that dose of jolt. but the opposite is true. as well. depending on circumstances . and conditions therein. also established. limited to cultural aspect. social demeanour. and the systemically adopted norms. but the rule must apply to all equally. that if u feel a particular type of data to be too complex for ur sense. it is ur responsibility to hone the intellectualism necessary to grasp its meaning. that is the scientific mind anyhow. and the paralleled in the spiritual realm is also there. for we do notice such machinations of occult. where u may err. but bc u confess that shouod suffice. u clean slate ur senses only to go out there and do very much the same. give that simply by sunday mass and confessing ur sins. ur in the clear again. or much like bowel movement. where u eat whatever. and then u shit it out. only to make space for new intake. but the quality. whereas is essential , much like in our spiritual input and scientific pursuits also tend to fall “short “ and cause machinations within the many systemic of distribution and pursuit. another branch of capitalist pursuits. cloaked under “ everything is fine “ .
and the human kind may find itself at every avenue. every junction between contradictory happenstances. nature of which produces the feelings of lack. maybe discord. within one’s otherwise natural flow. much like a parasitic connection that one. may not be fully aware of. perhaps. one hasn’t fully established a whole some presence within oneself which could be a attribute to spirituals hygiene. now let us clarify. for those who are in the back. that spiritual hygiene does not mean u never have erred in the past or ever. it’s not what happens per se but the aftermath of which a given individual in given conundrum might take in one’s hands the responsibilities that are afforded to one’s purview. which is one of the simplistic but most dominant tenets of our spiritual nature. is the ability. not to be mistaken by disabilities. although i personally would wish for everyone to never depend on any authority. system or community members too extensively. bc we are ill equipped to see our generalities of humanity as well as the scientific components where human dignity and human heart are essential nutriments but are also severely missing at the same. perhaps due to the dominant capitalist notions and selfish pursuits cloaked under eureka. in our ability to take on such notions that strongly connect to our own persona of experience. that is the combination of our personality which develops via education via material reality and of intrinsic kind. complementary to the actualization of the crystallization at the conjunction in which produces both the reality in it’s as is ness that is, a more direct link to a scientific paper that summarizes all the way from the beginning , which is beginning less but the relative term refers to our human intellect that is compelled by such pursuit. very much like the inanity to stop ur own breathing. or refusing to participate in matters bc u might have been severely convinced that the illusion that ur separate and alone. that is the truth. our minds and hearts like to assume some form of control among which catalyst of change is facilitated by chaos which represents breaking down of previously established order only in that which one must choose to veer from laxity to discern, for the diversions on the road of our telling which is which. the determination is strongly related to our attribute in which. we have also developed a keen sense of holding us in tune with higher states of self excellence. not to be mistaken by seeking validation from others bc if one requires a mitigation to one’s self doubt. it is usually a referent to one’s established notions that may require the footwork from oneself. not from one’s external pursuents .
although the more we evolve our senses. in combination with scientific pursuit and truth. we may find ourselves much less equipped in the department of experience. for it’s an establishment which takes root over time and is strongly dependent on the inner continuity which is fuelled by the refinement of one’s intention. however we quickly soon notice that such internal abysmal nature to be of congruence with everyone. try negating someone their strong certainties and convictions. they would rather kill u then take up a challenge of introducing a new idea or thought bc it is not the priority that which grenda us the curiosity of seeking such information but what we are really seeking here is dominating via our egos confused as identity. but ofc. when all else is missing. the only reliant to self systematics of overcoming mental confabulations produced in the nature of such chaotic existence , to be falsely placed like a faulty or fake jewel on a ring setting. we may be compelled by the glitz and even mistake a fake stone for a real value and worth. but soon may realize that the value is placed by the observer. but then the subjective relativity of such value differs. just bc one may or may not recognize such value does it in fact devalue what’s at hand. such is the illusion of our ability of power wielded in the same way. where most of our efforts are a cope. as opposed to constructive in the nature of change. that’s propelled and directed by conscience. which is the remedy for the chaos that may cause those who are initiated in thru such, a feeling of getting out of hand, and losing all progress, where usually the most important worry that any adept might have on their personal journey of becoming to lose all progress and ever feel the once upon inadequacies. the aversions which are developed very much like tasted can create either or. however. ones may be attracted to wrong type of thoughts and actions that may assume a greater shift for better days. bc one’s have established. very much the same intellect. of scientific pursuits , via acknowledgment and curiosity into origin of which as took the shape and form we are granted a view today. and the potential of which. such pursuits can get us. our backs against a wall. and we. may. in an effort to exasperate our senses. might feel at a greater discrepancy of our own faulty thought processes. but bc the momentum is so greet. even though we aren’t moving. there is no upgrade. no evolution. no change. nothing that’s worth of noting anyway. but the illusion of movement as we latch onto states of absolute certainty that are now fragmented. and only the scientist within would then take a step back and be willing to let go the magnified finding of one assumes truth. to view all the same. with same respect. and detached approach that does not collect, claim or dissect. according to one’s personal taste as if. the conditions that pertain. all. is a buffet for ur senses. but it is one thing when it serves the greater good. but it’s another when it’s self serving. hence the discrepancies found therein. which does call for such priority of discernment. irregardless to popular speak. and traditional practice.
it’s not per se to notion of erroneous thoughts worse yet. even more so ignorant actions. for one comments the other facilitation of which has a prior. already established the same. concrete. like a monolith. proud. too sure of itself and it’s corrected ness and mode of ethics. it hoods itself to a higher standard. without the actual work of reasoning. so it sits loftily in a place that doesn’t belong to it. and it assumes power only by the illusion that it has itself reached such summit. whereas the manifest work in which if it were true that one has. utilized one’s own hands and err. and did the perilous work of such spiritual struggling, which could provide. via art of such struggles. however it is essential to clarify that such struggles are not prerequisite to such inner findings. but if in the event that one must feel compelling evidence that such climb is necessary. to necessarily abide by it. and here. such machinations of illustrious reality. that’s is divergent from facts of its mechanics. produce very much the same. u could assume u reached the summit in ur head. bc our nature has become perilous in that. we have relied too much on the workings of reality when it comes to our part. that is. we say. leave it to nature. only when our egos and pride get in the way of our altruism. we say, in the event of such contradictions found both in actions and of mind and heart of every individual. irregardless to what findings have already been established. and what sort of “proof” we have to work with. granted. the proof could very well be varied. such as that which u know and keep to urself and pretend for things according to what suits ur like. that are rather contradictory to ur inner truth and the realm of such conjunction that takes place. we aren’t afforded the right type of manifestation precisely bc of the conjunction between acorn e of ethical conduct and the pursuit of our soul stuff. precisely bc of loss of precious data interim by the stop and go motions of our reality that’s also took root within similar machinations of ignore. and of gaps in between objectives that also causes feelings of disconnect. hence even the intellect falls prey to such states of contradictions. where. u might feel one thing at one point and another. almost too quick. and bc ur laziness took root and u do not notice nor do u have enough self clarify or reflection to represent and become in tune with the change that is necessary to bridge the gap between the two, u may assume the contractions produced within a natural byproduct of such laxity. to coming from outside of urself. and this earring quality of human being is already displayed in full bloom. especially during heightened times.
it already happens
we already have some type of idea of how to merge science with spirit. but in a misaligned unrecognized way instead. which is expected. given the circumstances abound and how we have normalized discrepancies between two truths. both truths, have thru their evolution, ups and downs, divergences and convergences. thru time we get inspired in bouts and in complete rejection in all others. hence the thought processes that also replicate the same. we diverge. converge. and then contradict our words with our actions. and vica versa. when such confrontation on our errors come forth, we may oscillate between application of values represented in both. but in a sloppy way. our arguments represent this to which we may fall unresponsive to. precisely bc it’s terrifying to be apprehended as inaccurate or simply wrong. and both truths do offer constructive reasoning followed by steps to follow in the event that one runs such error in thought or action or comprehension or approach to one’s curiosity and confusion. but bc there’s strong maladjustment and given that there are strong established arenas of convergence and divergence. we may find ourselves unstable at the crossroads of our own contradictory reasoning. each that may have developed. so what works outside at large somewhat reflects to our inner quality. thru which. by being diligent. patient and understanding with our own process of reason, we may come out a bit more efficient in merging of the two truths. instead of assuming that we must take sides, which can eliminate a whole lot more data that is available for both , leaving us feel inadequate in our quest for search for truths , we may in turn feel turned off in our quest. and our curiosity becomes more of a burden. bc there’s a gnawing concern for overcoming illusion. delusion or of having been tricked. although we do not know w he her if this applies here. an innate feeling might suggest to us. but bc we do not know where to look to see what we need to complement our thought processes. we cycle thru recycling of what we think we know. it’s almost like a snake biting it’s own tail. ur only beginning to shuffle thru old information bc ur too certain there has to be nothing more. not because u wish to perceive reality with a closed mind. but bc the quest for theirs is that much exhausting. but they need not be. then again bc our maladjustment of the truth truths does offer some effects that are. far from , it’s easy for us to run the error of faulty logic. to compensate the arenas where certain data maybe blocked from our own purview.
we can see that science. without heart and soul. can be very destructive. this includes the normalized. already established systems that function in this way. ur holding ur phone right now. that’s technology. it took many brilliant minds and inspirations before it was actualized. usually these things are borne out of good will and good effort to improve the world. but someone comes with a opportunistic mind. and they think that nobody else sees these grey areas of potential of things going wrong. but u don’t see others seize the opportunity. maybe bc they know better. and not know that they do simply that. the difference of our self valuation system tends to rely on our indivisible effort to overcome our own lessoning. which differs from person to person. and belief also can be contradictory. u could believe urself to be good person but lose heart somewhere in the middle of ur journey causing urself to do things that u would never ever wish to do at all. the stuff that was done to u, somehow gives u a split of personality that is at war with itself. and compensated in areas by too much think. the smart phone on our hands offers the sssme. we get over flooded with information but we don’t know what to do with any of it. we may think shrewd. and seize the opportunity to write a book. maybe we try to discover ourselves in reflection of each other. but this is only as true as everyone having the same heart as u. hence the common use for smart phone differ from person to person. even though in the surface we all look to be doing the same. so this inner place if intention , where nobody can detect what’s on ur mind. what’s in ur heart, translates and reflects our phone use. since in the technology of which provides us with the endowments of data available at our fingertips . we should have no excuse for not knowing how to do certain things either . for the idea of such a device would offer us the degree of clarity. inclusive of the art of communication with each other. let alone. our own language of self speak. for all of this brings us forth. in the balance between two truths. at every avenue. we have the choice on both. to be diligent j our method of self awareness and our use of technology which is not just limited to our electronics. cell phones. and things like that can offer ease in our lives. or trap us into thinking that we are doing smth whereas we are not. in a way. technology seems to be a replacement for our thought processes . we become more like exact replica of what a robot would do. memorizing all the things we see. whatever may fit us. and our inner realm of spirituality . that which propels us. may not notice the correct way of approaching such endowments with hygienic pursuit. perhaps driven by a purpose higher than just self serving thoughts. it’s almost as if. the technology is here to be utilized for smth greater. but bc we don’t change. exactly at the intrinsic basis what we end up doing is replicating the same ignorance but in a technologically advanced way. so we feel the look of change without actual change. which is expected given that we are dealing with a 360 comprehensive call for change. there’s a change in our mode of conduct at the level of heart consciousness which requires expanse. an offering to let go what no longer serves us. and make room for new. a scary notion. given that most change presents itself at first as something to frown about. almost like a punishment. like a person who refuses to face the facts until push comes to shove and the change becomes unavoidable thus. scary indeed given that we have very little sense ability on the social front. where such technology may make us easy with feelings of strong isolation. bc the proponent of trust is not being discussed.
and u can’t blame that sort of thing that happens as a byproduct of what generally happens. u see that technology has both component of advancement that excites for prospect of better future that run a more efficiently. which gives us more time for important things such as family. self pursuit like education or taking up a new skill. maybe u like to grow ur own food and cultivate ur own garden. all of which complements our nature of sharing caring as well as inputs the atmosphere with good karma. ur doing ur part. u can rest easy that the act of doing such good deeds with little to no expectation in return is what cultivated trust in communities. but there’s always the proponent of opportunists who will ruin things for everyone. hence the art of diversity among us. for none of us is better or worse than anyone else among the lot, and it’s only via coming to conclusions, those tiny little chapter s that may flood our emotions, that require turning the page. for when we don’t, what we are doing is trying to make smth new out of fame that has outdone its time. it’s our nature though to hold attachment to anything that gives us respite. that is when we can’t afford anything else to replace our self sense in which the changes that we might face might inconvenience us, so there’s a degree of circumstances there that may dampen our progress. but this is not to say that we are simply bound by societies decisions that are already established. and common among us. whose needs may differ. but we may feel in consequential as a result of this generality. as a result of such. both in tech got and in matters of spirit. we recreate the same. it’s via this fragmentation of our population that we end up creating boundaries among boundaries of hope which only replicates itself and plays itself among isolated hearts. where’s. even in the science filed. where u could easy say. we are working with pieces of a whole, that only by unitive states of thought and of aligned interests do we get the prospect of such insight that might bring us to a much bigger end of a chapter. which would complement the next one after. because we have done all others before. so many times. in fact . there is nothing new. with such opportunism. the fact that these age old theories that were once only reserved for elites. are now mainstream available should be a red flag enough to be cautious in approaching them. inclusive of what we choose to do with whatever we are confronted with. .
u won’t have to denounce ur spiritualism to be one with the future prospect of artifice intelligence. or chuck science. entirely assuming that nothing good comes off it. and be only saturated with the concerns of the soul. for the complementary nature of both, as stated before, happens irregardless to our conscious admission. it happens inevitably as a result that such complementary happenstances already do potentially happen. not bc simply by rejection bc we may focus more on differences than similarities. that we may be convinced. keeping these objectives as separate would serves us better with each in their places. this would have been true if that were the case. as we can see we have a long standing history of the conjunction of both. many great minds were punished bc they simply didn’t believe in a. god. or challenged the idea by logical thought. and in the opposite end u get bob marley types who simply bc they didn’t believe in science . ended up getting n their life cut short bc their choices reflected their strong articulation of a rather partial reality. but we still can’t figure out the right balance. we manufacture war weapons. assuming that ur concept of god refers us to detection of those among us whose heart is up to no good. whose minds are too preoccupied with destructive thoughts. that some folks do not deserve to live or have nice things or even opportunities end up causing us all this animosities. it’s not technology but our use of it that gets us to lose heart. but standing up to technology is a big feat perhaps bc of war weapons and biological hazards. we may even fear malpractice. bc we don’t trust the science. even in the comfort of our homes we may find this material vulnerability. for if we depend on advancements like air conditioning or a heater or water for all this refers to our human achievements. and make for ease of life. which also differs from place to place. this discrepancy plays on our hearts and souls the same. cos u could lose heart for everything just like that. especially on the cold burrows of sin ridiculous thought. too cut n dry and lacking of compassion and care for its subjects. only for its end game. what it can achieve. secluded in its own domain. cooking up ways in which it can endow some while inconveniencing many. and u would think with such great ideas as we may get glimpses into why other potentialities that may endow us. but run short simply bc the human soul has not perfected the skillful art of such unity. u couldn’t. not when there is too much self interest. so the potential is there. but it remains as a potential until the spirit comes to terms with its right way of conduct. until the spirit has perfected the art of ethical approach. with driven morals. and values the same. for this would require from us a degree of experience which strengthens our self discipline. bc u wouldn’t need to seek validation from others. if u have nothing to hide. and that ur genuinely trying. applying. paying attention. reflecting. existing urself. and changing the arenas in which ur conduct might be less than. perhaps. by the definition of higher thought. since we must consider. as smart phones are available much like illusion of technology making us seem smarter and more ample. meaning responsible with what we create . the same is true of false information. or false logic. or false sense of accomplishment. which produces the look of genius but without much substance. i think this portion runs along with disinformation and misinformation but here the referent is more so related to information about self.
the proponent of science that requires a degree of spirit does not come from whether if we must refute or confirm god. but more so confirm us. who are we. the animals under the facade of flesh? are we merely a thing that becomes animate on. some invincible command. purpose of which we oscillate whether if it’s of divine quality or of selfish pursuit for all this reflects to our scientific thought and pursuit. we want to change the world. we want to ease the life. we want to improve condition. we want to help others bc we may have established that what goes around come around. and when we want to help others. change things to improve conditions this comes back to us in some way. for the systems are inter connected. and an improvement. albeit maybe slow. can inspire more change. given that we are doing our part within which the trials and errors might give us a comprehensive chance to relay our word, direct our intention and just bc there is potential for abuse. or opportunity in there for us. quietly whispering. psssst. hey u. come here. look at this. take a chance will u ? it will help u advance over ur kin. make an enemy of an ant. and overtime albeit it’s slow. it will catch u by the ankle and gnaw on ur flesh. hence is the art of clarifying our intentions for things don’t remain the same. the same is true for things that might have made sense some ten or twenty years. maybe family heirlooms of wisdom can complement smth much bigger than what we originally might have thought. u may be worried that such technology has power to override ur innermost process. but that too is an illusion. we may be tooo sick and tired of ourselves. we have ourselves at the end of the day after all. we are our oldest confidant. and maybe even older enemy if we are not cautious with how these things accumulate and transpire overtime. so the soul stuff does offer us a cautious navigation thru our trials and errors. designed to not let us go astray just bc there’s all this. confirmation abound. u could call it a co creative effort to ignite inspiration. but with such avenues comes greed. competition. hate. jealousy and all the “not so good stuff” that makes us human. as a result of the material inconsistencies that science may offer us. what is affordability of such findings if ur not in a position for request. especially if u may find something fro be more obvious but then u may notice that experts may not notice. what seems to be obvious. all of which refers to our constrictions when shit hits the fan. by the time more so. and technology was meant to be there for such times ! only bc of illusion of borders do we find such competitiveness to cause casualties out of people still living on the surface but might be as good as dead on the inside. bc it , this life. and all it’s entails. can really get one challenged enough to lose heart. but it’s also the place reclaim ur inner territory. of once upon a innocent being such as urself used to believe. the goodness in all and everything. we could use such technology to reach a inner realm of innocence but ofc. this doesn’t mean we rewind to a place. like going back in time. as if. the interim we’ve took place. hence the extraction of wisdom can be utilized via developing the most important skill communication and language a unitive theory that can help us. from our selves and our susceptibility to assume. which is the anti thesis to scientific thought that establishes itself with facts. if it’s not sure. it will not assume it knows. it will hypothesize. and upkeep on its quest for clarify. which we can all learn from. but not forget to oak. our hearts along the way. bc anyone can be smart. information alone doesn’t seem to suffice however when we are prioritizing everything but. what our souls potentiate. complementary to our ability to get out of our own way, from constrictive , to ourselves or each other, to expanse; a correct utility of space. breath, and everything that makes us human.
the infamous argument
that science conjunction our spiritual values is still running large among us. even though it may not seem like it. we may find ourselves at odds with the reasoning that we must refute one in order to assert the others palpability. whereas there are complementary factors that seems to require a unitive out look that benefits the whole spectrum, we end up selectively picking and choosing where which type of already established factors in order to make a illusion of reality that best suits us in a personal level. and coupled with our oscillation between the subjective and the objective realm, we may produce some type of effects that’s may coincide with what is. inclusive of offending others in their own acknowledgment of these. this results due to things playing at large. in a way. sort of designed with the same in mind. that creates a conjunction that is far larger which can produce more abstract effects in our lives. some of which have long been normalized. how can someone who proclaims to be a follower of jesus AND BE A COLD blooded killer for instance ? how can someone who is scientifically inclined do terrible things to their subjects also. and there’s the potential of running the risk of being too pre to al in thought and lacking any heart, where the emotions that complaint. tend to cause a sort of pressure within the organism which ten can translate to unmitigated ans uncontrollable end results. these are all the phenomena’s that are produced due to our strong insistence that there are sides. and that we can console ourselves. perhaps we are over burdened by such task. as it’s not easy to determine what the meanings are without running some self bias in its wake. and the more we delve into such contradictory topics. conjunction of which may at times cause us to feel inadequate. for this portion relays to our ability to detect and admit our own faults so we can see for instance. science does not get offended in the face of facts. it self can detect and correct. which is quite nice isn’t it. but in our spiritual inclination. no art we what ur belief is, there’s conjunction in the overlapping of the effects that are both created out of curiously. and our inability to handle difficult emotion. for the spiritual inclination usually places unrealistic expectations for the ones who display such notions, aka. the intense need to be right and correct based on by that which is established in the prior setting of which a person might have gained a social merit. but now are feeling the burden of it’s upkeep. can we then say this person is not being honest then self and are therefore compromised ? unlike science that admits it’s faults. a person who maybe too high strung on how they appear within social condition may feel extremely perplexed and thereby go agsisnt the values of their spirituality and even religion. can we ask why that is.
perhaps we may feel betrayed by both. to an extend. let’s hold these ideas loosely. this is not to mean to disrespect ur religion or belief pattern but to merely point out to a social issue that’s actually far too common than we would like to admit or realize. bc in its wake. and our awakening we may feel perplexed at such misdemeanours of our own thought processes or how we connect these dots to make sense of our reality. inclusive of the experiences that are directly related to us. which is no wonder why we may feel the confusion. do we can take it easy on ourselves a little bit. and in conversation concerning others. there’s usually. usually a rule of thumb. to never discuss politics AND religion with other parties who’s life ur not in direct line of being somewhat familiarized. bc it can be that much changers and that much personal. to us. the social order of rlelifius belief is just as contradictory as the social aspect , especially on the global front. of science. both points to the same. a lack of trust in. each other. it’s almost like we take these. both scientific thought and spiritual findings and want to seize it only for ourselves and our family and friends maybe. anyone who aligns with our interests is a friend to our thought process which this can make us feel. rather superior to others. but not like a power trip. but more like feeling in control of smth. anything. which is also normal byproduct of being a complex human. on earth where a lot of these established truths coincide with each other where a lot of exerts are also having. some type of trouble figuring out for example. what is ethical science. of logical reasoning that can help us grasp concept of religious and even spiritual thought. both schools of “thought “ seem to fall short and cannot deliver what it supposes and even promises at times. things such as if ur good for long then the good will come back to u. the systemic component. rooted to scientific and technological though seem to fall short however. and in science we have exact replica of what we see in the global front as to secrecies and self advancements even at the cost of others well-being. extending far beyond the reaches of buildings sans economy. which can easily cut corners. a proponent that coincides religious and spiritual doctrines. to get ahead of the rest.
the portion of which is personal to us refers to our organic being in a physical world. so that’s why it’s personal ! we can severely get hurt. our health can be affected long term by the shortcomings of such practices. we can also coincidentally feel spiritually maladjusted bc such things can seem like betrayal. but bc there’s nobody to pin it to. we may find contradictions in our practice and behaviour as a result of such maladjustment and that our human biology looks for clarity and resolve. look to the scientific field of such curiosity. also represented here in the team of our spirituality . but we may run the risk of being too emotionally charged. and even in the calm facade of our demeanour may seem to us like it’s covering up the storms that may break out beneath the veneer. this much is true enough to get us to become aware of the processes that are produced as a result of our not knowing. for things that are succinctly concealed among us, and coincide with each other as well as conduct in places where unity of thought and of mind are necessary this much is expected from our overall environment and that type of work falls on us all equally. we don’t need saviours or hiarchial thought of mind. bc the referent for recognizing our portion of reality strongly relies on our direct link and personal experience with the same objectives that befall us. and it convincing others of our way as the only right way to see things. with the exception of scientific truths that are already established. for clarity sake. and for piquing interest. but again we run the risk of being too political even in the realm of science without realizing bc these facts are hidden in plain sight. and the distraction is the coinciding factors that cause them the illusion of being apart and even vial e opposition to each other like this is some type of race. the irony is here tho that we don’t like to admit how much reliant on science we are no matter how much we may not believe in it and even that we don’t realize it perhaps. bc of the already established thought processes that cause us the strong inclination to choose either or versus hold both softly in our purview and allow the natural reveal to take place by the intention of our playful curiosity as well as keen interest to understand.
now however. taking. the spiritual compotent first, we can notice that sometimes in our evaluation f our value and worth and the evolution of our life as we go from infancy to our current age are meant to produce contradictory effects not bc we are bad but it may very well seem like it ! for one aspect we usually link suffer by to having deserved it. we may even contradict this with a good punishment teaches anyone with bad behaviour. to our false adaptation to what love means. and we may even go to such heights and assume that this is same for everybody. bc the opposite that there is many diversity and that we are simply too maladjusted between intellectual thought and very super charged emotional processes, is very difficult to adhere to for it may cause us to feel inadequate. or flimsy. or make us feel like suffering just happens and there is no possibility to recover or come to terms with what is. for some things is too difficult to reconcile and represent the political structure as well as the social conundrums that we are part of where religion is weaponize so u stay in line even when bad things happen to u ans so be r can hardly be on time, which causes us a inconvenience in a world of advancements that others may benefit silently whike we wait for our resolve. but hardly ever is this noticed in society. for the same analogy of many classes in a plane where the same plane. a limited space. hangs in mid air. it’s all the same. but we make these distinctions . and do not think of its long term effects that produce among the people. we may assume that such distinctions is a mark of success. but again. even that coincides with all other aspects of our reality. such as in asking ourselves what is success if it’s meant to stoke fires of competition but such an extend one’s spirituality is entirely displaced in one’s attempt to rationalize smth that one was never meant to rationalize in the first place. but when all else fails. including ur religious belief that also falls too short to remedy such personal losses and conundrums, how can we put the blame on each other. when these issues
do require a more comprehensive look and reflect our societies ina way that benefits everybody. when we allow ourselves to calm down between contradictory points of occurrences and the many beliefs that peoples may possess in their person of thought inclusive of their right of conduct, anything goes . we like the habituation of practical mind and hearty versus the spontaneity of a given moment. our relationships end up reflecting this sort of hierarchies. that play among many placements. we end up being too keen on control. we can choose to project this intense need to control others. our environment and whatever we wish to excessively be on top of, as a result of our lack of control of events. and even our emotional processes and thought processes that may coincide with our intense needs to change. or find respite from them . the inability to find respite can be created out of live own ignorance which is normal that is produced here when we keep separate what’s meant to complement each other. but we may feel extremely alone in this process bc in looking at our direct experience with life. in its generalities as well as the societies that are established with the normalized conduct. we already can see the separation in those practices. for example. if science was taken carefully as a means to survival of our species and care for human life then this would have reflected our reality already . replaced wars with constructive thought processes as well as sharing of scientific pursuits ( for this portion also reflects our economical disposition for scientific pursuit is not cheap) and where do we see this play out in our lives ? health? our economic disposition ? and we can easily summarize if there was some type of establishment that took care of things timely that we would’ be better off mentally and maybe even in terms of our health. so the real contradiction is found foremost in our direct experience with either or both. but bc we feel small and comparable invincible as opposed to say. systems working at large. conjunction of which impacts us every day and at heightened occasions where these decisions are made for us. and we are in our own accord. too ill prepared to handle these contradictions bc all belief aside, ur life experiences tend to dominate even if they were to produce coinciding effects to the nature of cause since both schools of thought are separate at large. for example. since life is cheap. ton of bad things happen and ur religion or spirituality may compel u to forgive without justice. in seeking any type of help from ur system may refer to in part by socially accustomed values which can be inspired by general accustom to a good spiritual hygiene irregardless to ur belief of choice, and in part by what’s scientifically available in ur region a third would be ur national placement within the global front.
the articulation of our reality
and the clarity of our inner realm are reciprocal. thru which. when we have gained the skillful art of discerning which is which and what sort of combinations of inner and external quality factor in multiplication of our habituations. that is our responsibility for nobody can reach us. or pass their wisdom onto us. via words only.this is the difffernce between words and actions. where we have acclimated that just by sentiments we have done our work. but the purpose of our words usually comes finn inner perfection of our plethora of information in orgsnizeidon and it the other way around. the self imposed. willingness to be right and to know everything. even at the cost of ur character or person. and then call that job done. is simply not sufficient. thereby most conversations either incite new ideas and work to build on myriad of skill sets or theta where we luck out. if we kick out in the gate of forming clear commincsrion. everything else ends up being rather entanglement. all coloured with egos and pride. instead. one may feel like one didn’t intend on causing inconvenienced to others. but bc there’s very little example of handling such inconveniences, one may react instead due to one’s impulses. of being or feeling inadequate. the feelings of not being normal. or enough comes to mind. that no matter how hard u try. there’s always going to be this contradictory to your effort. which pulls u back. or holds u back. or gives u this urgency. where u actually should slow down bc u might think well. this feels uncomfortable so i’m gonna rush thru it bc i don’t wanna deal with the daunting feeling of being put on the spot. but this is where u need to slow down the most. to really look in the eyes of the storm and be like well this isn’t the treatment i wish to normalize. so let’s dwell on this topic for a while shall we
let’s dwell so long and hard that when time comes and we raise our head. and look around to reconnect with the world that surrounds us. we look at the world with fresh pair of eyes. which reflects all our senses. maybe there’s more to life and reality than our senses may have misdirected us. life is series of stops and gos. which is why we may feel inconvenienced and rushed. there’s some type of desperation there. maybe it’s bc we all need human connection. we all need hugs. but from the right peers on. or someone whose shoulder we can rest our heavy head. or maybe place our heart in their hands. knowing full well they won’t destroy it. maybe we want a friend who’s unconditional. like like those fake people who wanna get what they want from u even when they don’t like u they will talk anyway bc they can’t stand the sound of silence. ur just a filler to them. no. not those. but real authentic connections where people cast aside their differences and recognize the issues are pertain to all in some way. and that we must never assume someone else’s pain for them. but ofc not. bc it’d the price tod our thoughts. that get their nutrients fro. cheap tv entertainment and cheap talks from whoever decides to do wherewith all in the vicinity of their time and energy but prefers to sit and speak instead. exclusively. not releasing where the set of speech on that form ever speung. it spring. my friend. via those who had no alternative option. it speung fro those who coins r move. who didn’t have a dollar to take the bus. to go somewhere and speak from the top of their lungs. of that which perturbs them no my friend. they think the information is that much important to not put a price tag on it unlike most of u lot. and that’s hoodlnfoce clues to some but nope. that’s when we think of workers rights. when it succinctly benefits us. so in some way. we don’t learn a thing. we just pretend with all these niceties and normalcies that passing time with lovely banter is gonna facilitate change alone. no my friend. unless ur words accompany actions. not much change will come around and changing my mind isn’t gonna bring about
the change u seek either. that’s all in ur hands though. u just gonna act. act act. not like the actors that we know either. those guys are heavily misunderstanding and there is reason for such things to happen. ur mind has more value than ur being led to besiege. i mean that in and of itself is the irony right? no we make kingdom out of our own lot even if the walls are crumbling. to that i say. don’t worry too much about the little details about the world that u may notice. it’s all wonderful. tragic but wonderful. if it can be helped that’s great. but that sort of stuff hardly happens here. most of them people will reflect the same run logic the reality plays at large. juxtapose of events that are not indentical in nature and abusing the heck of relativity theories. god rest einstein soul. bc i’m sure he’s been well done from turning in his grave for our abuse. oh for someone who is in love with words. i can’t wait to truly act in this life. but again. my friend let me clear to u. this sort of act is not the one of the actor. but one of action. where i can fully cognize what my actions would do rather than contract one with the other. which often happens when the inner realm and the outer reality are in heavy conjunction u might wonder why such heavy traffic. why the crossroads. why can’t we simply get along. the world is in such a conundrum that we become petty when we assume everything and everyone else is petty we don’t worry to be exemplary in our own personal take. perhaps life is that hopeless. we just fill it with hopeful expletives with not much weight or worth in the reflection towards our own action that we everyday take. u can not make same one recognize at a heart level. that which they have rejected at the start. it’s not ur job to do this. everyone has a personal space and therefore personal responsibility for the personal vicinity and of mutual conduct on common places. u have a slice of ur own life i ur own journey that no matter what u wish to do about it and make excuses that it’s so and so and this and that. is entirely ur own. and unless we take responsibility from this ground level of our self conscience. we will end up
causing harm to people under the guise of our hurt feelings. we may assume that bc our approach is very extremely subtle that nobody. recognizes it. we may even have self ponderances about our self importance reliant on some arbitrary hierarchy we made up entirely in our heads. this is very much like living an alternate reality and not the one we are conscious not part of. coupling with juxtapose of unrelated events, this makes for a very distorted world view and reality. even of each other. most folks with this mentality have a bully nature and are very dangerous and cause more harm than good. it’s bc of this social instability that they can’t be trusted. nobody owes u that if u can’t do basic simple procedures in common places. if i act shifty or threaten people look at them like u wanna kill them for smth stupid. then u can’t complain when nobody wants to approach u or talk to u. same with people who continually gossip. and then ur drained. lack energy and don’t feel good. or maybe u wonder why people don’t wanna talk to u. usually th rule of thumb about people who gossip so that they are. not trustworthy and even if they err to disclose someone else’s bullshit upon u without u asking for it. it begs to question that they will easily do the same to u. if not already. so people ho gossip are usually not trustworthy at all. why trust someone with ur information when they will not resort u or the indirection u trust them with. it’s futile. . these are the pints where u will have to chose to be alone if u can’t find quality people to surround urself with. bc it may sound simple. or basic or inconsequential but. above mentioned is difficult enough. we have higher for we and system pushers who do everything possible to divide and conquer. so ur literally adding to that by being extremely stupid. and u don’t have my support for that. i suggest everyone else too just cut it off. don’t feed the gossip train and isolate urself with draining people. from there u can see clearly these exchanges and intermingling playing at large that’s literally threatening our life right now. pay no attention to petty rope who haven’t got the memo. at what’s at stake. .
there could be a difference between
standard of thought and correct way of thinking. whereas one is automatic. and reflects the meridian quality of thought. and is relative to ur inner subjective quality of realm whereas the other refers to the truth. absolute factual. scientific and the spiritus in combined effort. complementary as the thoughts arise. it’s both flow. we can run the risk of mistaking a. standard thought process for truth. or we can really advance in our consciousness with marked advancements made. for each level of advancement is flow, that is. continuous. eve though the stretch of time of having come to these. check points, may take longer than our subjective understanding of flow when we hear the word flow. we may think of a river. continuing effortlessly. but then in a way. although happens slowly and in fragmented segments, our entire life is one big flow. one day u wake up and certain things fall into place. other times. it’s of things falling apart. this constancy of oscillation between our subjective and the objective truth states are reflective of bigger flow systems concerning. earth in its processes. we often think of human kind being separate from all the rest. as if everything caters to us. this causes us absolute certainty in places where we do not need to claim the rightful ness of it. bc then we would release the need to take advantage of places within. the world front. here it is not necessary to do so. this conjunction of thought makes us distrust each other precisely because we make mistakes . and then. of not recognizing these as faults. in coming to contact with one of its externals reflections. get automatically distraught. this sort of need to identify everything is what gives temporary assurance to us. in sense to feel a degree of safety in a rather unstable and uncertain world. but sometimes this is ex ex h why gets in our way. especially when we haven’t exactly perfected the skillful art of living. co dependently. there’s great discrepancy in the way the general thought process holds a rather reflective to that of hierarchical quality that has long time established itself. and since it’s based on greed. this reflects in the conjunction of thought processes. it’s. easy to assume everyone is bad as u are just bc u have made a home out of urs. u may automatically link this to accustomed normalcy. that everyone must have been doing this prior to ur doing. thereby song ur doing almost inconsolable. which is precisely what inhibits learning. if everyone learned their own lessons and by everyone i’m saying all, then this world wouod be in much better shape than we find it to be. thereby making it harder to take seriously. for a cynic the last thing u wanna do is take the world that does not take its issues seriously seriously.
when we identify this sort of approach. it’s not to be mistaken by a strong contrarian mindset. bc that too falls on some type of inner laxity that combines with its relative meridian that might be the strongest chord us touching on without much realize. now. the term not all gold is glitter applies strongly here. and we often assume that everything that happens is good and justifiable but in truth it’s a special kind of selectivity without criticism and judgment. that allows one to get beyond the veil of illusion that it may naturally produce by having been neglected. or gone under radar. progression of which took shape. so things take their time of development and so is with their deconstruction process in which we come to a sort of clarity within which the introduction and the evolution of a particular type of thought happens to be this way. and we may need to ask. humbly. how can one make such a greave error in the first place. such is the tragedy of life anyway. maybe that’s why we rely on frivolous ointments. that is. the stories we tell ourselves in order to cheer ourselves up. because. sometimes. fiction is better than the factual reality. whereas within reality the duties of shared. only are being compounded much like the feeling u get. of having to start a. new project. but at the same time ur house is a mess. there’s laundry everywhere. dishes need to get done. and ur studs desk is in fetters. now here. u might even have grown accustomed to living in such a. mess. as we are. because our oceania md lands weren’t desecrated and destroyed overnight. there must have been a ton of conversions surrounding the objective however in actualizing s game plan we are taking about halls and rooms. or more like alleys and corridors. while in the open reality play out in rather clear expletives. that is in. paper trails or ur senses that convey meaning. there is a realm of the mind. and here a lot of knowledge is found. as well as quickly lost ass well but not gone away especially if it’d established and given fact. but. as we are unable to translate this to the reality in which a particular truth or fact is recognized. whatever given meridian condition. is actualized. ends up materialized among us. this could refer to. for all beings sanctity! or for the greater good ! or for potentially evading smth worse from happening ! but the truth is. nobody is happy. even though we can see both halves of the whole where the small percentage of those whose resourcefulness starts and stops with their lot with the allocation of the excess among the other much larger half. isn’t exactly. the term. we are all in this together folks. or for equalities sake. that we can then proceed with the following words. that all human beings are stupid and dumb and they are easy to program. much like machines. and u can simply insert false memories and delete much real ones by tweaking the reality in the right way.
we may also run the risk of too much emphasis on which field we stand. we could potentially say that the grass is greener on our side. and devalue the other. or we could do the opposite.see it’s worth. maybe even hyperbolate it. and then scheme ways of getting at it. all benefits the self. rather. so there is a degree of self bastardization of self priority or self desire and need to take for self. but in truth. when all else has been clarified and with the meridian consciousness and living conditions have improvised. this action seems to be purified to its original form which is to discern for one in accordance of priority of need. if this need is not established. everything that is placed. becomes in disarray. hence the social discord and not being or willing to see eye to eye on some of the common objectives. when this sort of destruction progresses, it causes people to feel natural animosity. which is unrecognized self mistakes. which end up requiring to be projected to the nearest objective. now bc this is a hierarchal world. and that hierarchal ends up being more. of like a possession as opposed to a social construct that honours the natural acquiring of wisdom that is myriad. so here. we see that simply by being we acquire wisdom from skill of being. and in doing. the same. which is a bit more complex bc we would complement the learning via self awareness. recognition. reflection. truth. transparency and then turning our experience into wisdom by correct application of response for future correspondences. without making the footwork. there is no active gain of realize wisdom that is also rooted in practical logic bc it takes logic into language that allows us to convey wisdom otherwise it would be lost within us. unable to convey our truths we wouldn’t be able to actualize it for the best way to learn from our experience is thru the ability to summarize what happened in clear concise sentences. if we are not able to express ourselves without contradictions and missing data. then we have grasped something. and since we aren’t being dogmatic about it. we aren’t attached. nor controlled by it. recognition of natural progression of a given smth does not refer to us it’s our responsibility . simply by recognizing it. we are simply the witness. but an outsider may assume us our behaviour bc they are running on standard of thought subjective and connected thru the meridian quality of basic human. thought process.
in recognizing the many processes that take place is a portion of that wisdom. the more honest one is with oneself counts more than one’s assumption of others level of truths bc ur not dependent on the others truth ability for ur truths to be true. and for u to be honest with urself. though. the mistaken flow tends to generate mistaken quality of actions almost always. infecting the area of clarity like the plague. and u may assume. bc the relativity of connectivity of similarity between stark objectivity as true,, u can easily mistake the relativity for truth in producing the things that are reflecting in ur mind as complementary. so u may think things that are not connected are connected to compensate for the things that are connected of having not been seen as connected. only bc there’s a compelling continuity of these that. even though may not be recognized. are still progressing and running thru. parallel to our assumed reality . no matter how much we deny. or reject paste of it. the dangerous side effect to this is that we see such projections produced as phenomena in the conjunction of false sense and false truth, we make argument. pointing to the hologram saying it’s the bc of this. even though this particular hologram was generated as a result of the effect of the two. but we don’t. exactly . have proper training in taking accountability of our actions. so lying accompanies our reality. very much like telling ourselves this is fine when things all over the word is in disarray bc we often assume that bad things happen to other people. perhaps there’s more evidence of tiers in our immediacy of senses. which makes sense bc we often draw from the meridian quality of acknowledged thought processes about reality. in an effort to simplify. or more so oversimplify the complexities. especially concerning others. since we are casting ourselves off entirely. citing to reality. we are perfect in our wholesome being. there is no lies here. it’s always others who errr. who are here solely to learn. and to suffer for the testament of sufferers grants better education. but in looking at meridian we beg otherwise . ofc. the kin can run both ways. it can signal alarm for cause for change. especially when it maybe overdue. and one that is so much. so excessive in nature it dulls u temporarily. making u feel unable to feel a thing and there is no joy in either extreme. to feel too much. versus to not feel at all.
the world
is for rent. it’s a transient place. a halfway stop before we go elsewhere. yet we treat it like a rental that we do not care. we wanna get the most out of our money. that’s what we care. not the world no. and it’s not bc we are prohibited from caring about the whole thing. the issue lies in our politics. u would say why such emphasis on something that cannot be clarified. changed or approached in a humanistic way. we are all human after all. but this is much like approaching kings and queens. not because there is a specified type of human. hype of which we must be constantly in a state of amazement as to how intelligent and awesome they are meanwhile we can rest easy as the butt of the joke. it’s no wonder why there’s very little care for the house we inhabit. everything becomes sloppy. not bc we are lazy. but because there is very little motivation to care for things that aren’t yours in the first place. the appropriation to human tends to run along the lines of illusion of perfection rather than the substance such things incite emotion. or the sort of thought processes that wouod inspire better days. hence we are told to wait. in wait we may stare at a wall. meditate. and think about the things that are already available for our use. even that’s seized and controlled. there’s very little wiggle room to exist, and to contemplate to a greater degree of one’s full potential bc we feel in the haphazard of a impeding. breaking point at any moment. unstable we feel as we toe the line, and revive mantras of the great lie. things will get better. there’s good news coming ur way. all ur hard work and efforts will pay off. but let’s face it. in a hierarchal world. there are movers and then there are shakers. but that’s it ? think again. better yet. think not. it’s futile. all this thinking. creates more animosities bc we are attaching ourselves to a unmitigstable high. with severe mental consequences. perhaps our afflictions of the heart catch up in time. perhaps our heart is like a house on fire. to which we may be clouded in our vision. makes sense bc smoke covers our provision. our inner world becomes filled with all kinds of profanities of the unconsolable feelings that , very much like tsunamis. drown us slowly. so slow and so subtle that we cannot see that we are below the water line. is this what going back in time to recreate a time in place arbitrary to our current senses feels like ? bc i would know. but it’s hardly a thought worth thinking about. .
i don’t know. i can’t tell u. why they do this. this. invincible presence of such entities who are exalted. higher than though. they u and me. do u feel that a higher self like that is completely separate from u ? something that occupies ur mind state. burrowing in ur a amigdala or somewhere stupid. causing u all kinds of inconsistencies in the way u feel about everything. and even everything won’t cut it bc there’s always smth more. even then we feel at a greater inconvenience of loss and lack. there’s always a void to fall thru the cracks. or this intense need to fill it with smth else arises. it’s the same with these entities who cause all kinds of kleshas to appear. and then initially at first sight u might go smth like wow what a ghastly sight. and u take ur thoughts like u take ur coffee. in a effort to wake up. but who. u would think that such sentiments would touch on any heart and incline any soul to do by right. but this higher self higher mind thing is one heck of a drug it can give one the illusion of smart. or the genius that is, one can easily mistake the inner voice to that of the demons. what!? enter stage the opposite of which. ah ha ! contradictions make for good story of afflictions and resistance can build strong character. haven’t u heard . word on the street is metal kills. but it also holds and binds. there’s all kinds of things u can do with such structure of the mind. but ofc with all things that come up. there’s always gonna be that downside. hence these beings tend to guide this consciousness as it arises. much like winds travelling with the sweet smell of barbecue but at the same time, u might say that not everything is meant to speak to u. some are designed strictly for the senses. and the opposite spectrum of which. like hungry souls , we do feel a degree of senselessness at times. the recklessness seems to catch us like a nasty cold , for one moments blind haze and the edge in which we could find ourselves wanting to break free is nothing but us wanting to be free but not know what freedom means.
u would think by now that everything in their absolute determinable natures is clear by now. it is. but it’s not what u think it will lead us. if such case were the intention sometimes. the lead off the stage is meant to dismantle the props that precipitated the prior delusions , rising from the destruction of what used to be. and we aren’t here for the first time. this is something of a standard here. a best way to view this is more like sibling rivalry. because we are apprehensive about our things. since this world is not owned. we must catch onto anything our hands can grab and hold so tight that the heat from our palms cause fires we can’t put out. there the ignition of our innermost passions transcend something in its wake. the coming together of such objectives . fused much like a cupid with a cross eyes who only wishes others to copulate the unlikely coupling of starkest opposites. each in their own way. thin that they are the ones who are wining. but winning what. haven’t they heard. world belongs to nobody. even if it did. it would have become a runaway train bc we are that much the trouble in which everything we touch turns to ashes. but we rise. assuming we are the only bloodline to such phoenix. we may assume the direction we take is the utmost. bc it is pointing by a simple sign of a neon lit arrow. upwards, how original. i could a thought about that at elementary school to be honest. but ofc. honesty is not customary here. where lies run at large. so it’s better to follow suit and lie down until we are all liberated but that’s more like waiting until the cows come home and unless u live in a far this analogy doesn’t make sense. but so is with everything else. we are in gods gods hands now. ah so. haven’t u heard. god is a state of mind. but for the lot of us who were never granted the day of light. and the night of soul. to ever brave the intellectual cold and set out to think for ourselves anyway. even ur body is not ur own. it’s owned by the state of conditions that can change at any slightest off balance to which we are accustomed to. and u can easily slide off that ground work u have been dedicating urself to for the better part of ur awareness at least. so it’s easy to really believe in ur self that ur mind is deteriorating if they send u enough brochures to ur mail box about the objective and the potential conditions that might facilitate such. so u hold onto dear logic. smth that might have served u half heartedly thus far. that’s good and well but now ur hands are tired and the rent is due. or else u will be pretending u own the streets next.
ah the world belongs to nobody. perhaps this is the single most issue in our hearts. that it must be owned for us to care. that we must have smth to gain fro such ownership. it’s more like a one sided partnership. we may even say we are the best thing that ever happened to this world. and ignore it’s pleas and it’s symbolism that we might be holding too tight. that it begins to choke and we may be keen enough to punish mother earth for it symbologies our out of handness. our of control habits. our nature of wanting to stabilize that can’t be stabilized. change. unless it suits us. change. unless we are the facilitators. change. as long as it’s others who do it. but it never ends. we never learn so we project lessons to some dumb ass below us instead. that’s the way it works. if u fail at everything. teach. and if u suck at that. tough luck for u bc nobody is listening. no one cares. bc the world isn’t looking for the educated. it’s purpose to occupy minds sullied usually works for one agenda or other. what? did u think such higher states of thought. “higher more like balls tripping on acid or coke “. is gonna be handed to u for free ? pfft. think again. there’s always a hook line and sinker unless ur just really being one with ur rawness. that is. after the world chews u up. repeatedly. irregardless to ur original pleas. but i’m good. i meant well. i just wanted u to be alright that’s all i swear. bc i can see. that we all deserve to be. not this !? i mean come on. we are beginning to mortify past movie goers by our hyper realism of translating art into manifest reality but only in parts of such horror and terror while forgoing all the good thugs bc why? it’s too cheesy darling. tone. it down. nobody cares about blue skies and unicorns if they do. they r either delusional or broke. but never both at the same time. ah scree mother earth anyway. she should learn to take out her own trash. i mean why do we have to do everything around here anyway right ? ofc darling around here we call that natural disasters but we haven’t perfected it to really be on point during a targeted attack. well now. that’s very dark. but it’s not any more darker than a a false sense of self importance. who is so sure that they are doing smth right. this bigot has a track record of building up. much like some type of infrastructure but for ur mind. we have had many in the past. the matrix it is said. is it strictly limited to the ground u stand on. bc even that. someone had to think it up.
but ofc. u want to give respite to the animals i the kingdom. those who have been catch n chase for long. in the domain of such cycle of life where the lessons that nobody wants to learn is this. that ur life is not as important. but it’s also not unimportant especially when it works to serve someone else’s agenda. even they aren’t the hot shit they think themselves to be. but someone got here first. and claimed all rights to the world. which is unheard of. i thought this was a transient place. that u must not get too caught in its entailing. and forget why u got here in the first place. that is he’s to do. it’s almost like we forget. we floated thru space. unable to break free from its conundrum. that we find here plenty of free will and ofc leave it to humans to try to bank from it. well here. the only freedom is the dumb luck that those who got here first decided to set the stage even they play at the string end of things bc. well. reincarnation. or karma. or the mere fact that even though those firsts are dead and gone. they left behind smth that u are at odds with whether if u should condemn them to hell or praise them for it. and u may run the risk of Stockholm syndrome ease. ur u might think like a good teachers pet. u must pucker up ur lips and fall for the grand lie that is your life. get lost in the illusion a little. colour outside the lines. but also. don’t forget that ur not alone. there are others who are constantly watching and judging and sizing u up and down and if they could get first chance to jump on u and get u all kinds of lost they would . it’s just the way things at large playing i smaller quantities ofc. that’s how dark everything is. don’t be fooled by the presence of sun. it only temporarily floods our senses with good old vitamin d. but comes quick and goes that much faster. and does not much other the. make us more arrogant. entitled. u keep hearing the current owners chant “world belongs to the meek” and then ur like yay. i’m next. but then u forget to ask. who owns the meek then. but u can’t be bothered bc only then. u step outside the weak zone. it’s only appropriate when ur called onto so greater things bc it’s hard to believe such things are actually meaning well. for everything depend so. everything else and if there’s such attention to detail. it’s probably bc writers in the room have hit a very creative block zone and wanna pick ur brain to get things going again. therein lies ur power.
opposites , composites
and things as they are, interactions with each other as they produce effects, and as they are. each in their placements. why do these things come together and how. produce effects in our minds. thereby we make false calls such as. if u were not a religious believer or a spiritualist who constantly and deliberately without fail, work on self. or the coming together if all and everything that makes u as u are, in ur being, ur intersection with urself, and others… but just bc u aren’t a believer or a follower of a text or sect or belief system doesn’t mean ur free to do whatever. we often think religion and spirituality only focus on a arbitrary god to fear so it becomes easy for us to look away and chuck the whole thing. but the truth is. being without religion or god does not permit one to live without ethics and morals. here. when we look at the sins, and the basic rules of conduct, in simple terms, can be the key components that anyone can adhere to and see, when they become more and more familiarized with the interactions of the natural progression and continuity of our experience here on earth as we also progress thru our own processes. anger is not just for the religious. lust doesn’t mean that u got tricked by someone else’s idea of authority. these things are part of what makes us… human. although there’s definitely smth extreme here. or smth off. hence the speak. by dwelling on such meanings and applying what we see where we may have highlighted in us based on by our portion of experience we can then extend our viewpoint and start detecting these as they continue to play in the world. that way we can make decisions as to how to go about things. at the very least we have established a thing called self control and self discipline and we won’t be likely to be steered away in the event that our environment is getting lost in its own process bc that too happens. the idea isn’t that we can’t decide whether if we are guided by a entity called god or else, but the mere fact that we should possess the type of self that does not flinch. or cave in. by the illusions abound. and steer clear of it. first. u don’t do it. u don’t contribute to it ina negative way. second. bc u melt urself cool calm and collected. and didn’t allow urself get caught in someone else’s flow. ur able to make a sound decision that further prevents escalation of this involves u. or find solutions that may help others if it’s sought. chances are if u ever get caught in someone else’s sun, u might need more help than taking on the matters all on ur own. but in the event you may not have much wiggle room, at the very least, u would not allow urself to get lost in it, aka pessimism. and giving up on one’s precious effort by the current look and condition of smth that may challenge that which was previously known or established. aside from righting our wrongs. and evading bad conduct and bad behaviour, we also have a responsibility to others. in keeping good conduct and evading many potential harm to those who have nothing to do with such situations.
out of seven conditions. that is lust, anger, pride, dishonesty, greed , gluttony, jealousy and sloth. ( i was incorrect about it this whole time. i usually coin gluttony and sloth together. as part of indulgence as laziness bc both are attribute to lack of discipline on amounts and i strongly think that the seventh sun should be lying. then again. the term greed could mean lying as well bc in order to have greed one must also have a degree of illusion n or partial information that confirms that a lie has took place ) which one do u think refers most to our reality? u can see that anger plays out bigly. u can see that there’s covert anger. one that is explicit and irrational put in the open. perhaps the most primitive type and easiest to call out. especially when it’s just simple individual who are the conductors of such. u could also be angry with urself and do things like self harm. the most covert version of anger is not that easy to detect. and can even pass as virtuous and kind. i feel this is the most sinister version of anger but why choose. they are both terrible. but at the very least with the overt kind of anger we have advantage of knowing versus when it’s very subtle and via that subtlety. and gaslight as well as mind games. we have a lot of stuff to get through before we may feel liberated from its effects. in this case it doesn’t matter who’s wielding such anger. u could say warfare is a type of anger. it has to come with a ton of hype. u have to really dehumanize ur enemy before u can hurt and harm them. otherwise how can u do terrible things to complete strangers when ur completed by such. ? either by the authority who orders u to do these things or u choose to do it “ on ur own accord” even though u so not know where such information that supplements ur accord comes from.
i feel like along with anger u must also possess pride. pride here is what u think of urself as. u must have some type of assertion to supplement the notion in which u get some type of idea about urself. here. i must say. i’m a bit displayed that lying is not a sin? perhaps im confusing muslim tenets. we have basic stuff like don’t cheat. don’t steal don’t kill etc. so anyway. but here in observing the seven deadly sins. lying almost seems to accompany all of them much like a. gateway drug but for bad behaviour that’s destruct for self and each other. with pride this seems to be so. even more strong than the rest. and one of the reasons why pride becomes insidious and toxic is when we take pride to be absolute and above all and beyond than anything n anyone. it’s the type of people who would pretend they are god where’s reach gods word or even anything about ethics or spirituality or values and virtues. upon others. and then think that that’s a work done. whereas when nobody is looking. one does away with one’s interests anyway. including. helping others. in buddhism that’s spiritual materialism. we are so clever that we possess the power and will to trick even ourselves. infect. the most dominant element of a lie is that the liver doesn’t fools themselves. u have to really believe ur own lie for the lie to work or have the illusion that it works. bc u lie u may or pick up on the subtle clues and synchronicities offered by nature precisely bc of the lesson of the lying. u will it know unless ur willing to know which would counter the intention of the lie and the purpose of the lie. so it’s usually better not to lie at all. even in observing the simple tenets lie don’t steal don’t cheat. the lines are blurry so all of our experiences and what we see abound in the world begs us to question how do we perceive these generel ties. and why simple steps are not enough is precisely due to our co dependencies. and how we are inspired by each other. and we may easily make mistake and become too calculated in our heads we may say maybe this applies to this cause but doesn’t apply to that cause. maybe this applies only in the presence of these conditions but those comedown ver there we would be revered as saints by doing this. are all part of what our current conditions about the generalities of the world entail. that is the meridian quality. or the score is our test of humanity which contains both individual effort and collective effort.
so it becomes easy for us to miss apprehend others in their conditions and circumstances if we are not careful since the basics may seem simple but they do offer variations based on by the diversity of the world. different background. different cultures. pretty much the surface stuff that both gets us to fool our eyes and get lazy with our thought process. so here. gluttony again. we wish to utilize labels to make better sense of the world. since it feels vast. and there’s too many things happening in it. the not knowing causes us anxiety. and the out of control feelings cna get us to feel a bit chaotic. determining what is what. allows us a degree of comfort in our minds. to clarify smth is one thing however and to assume is another. whereas our indulging activity here refers to our bad habit with partial understanding and our strong insistence that we are right and our system is perfect. it’s only that whoever opposed it is in the wrong which depend on our relationship with lying and telling truths. so u could. in fact. see that truths are essential but refrain from such, bc ur oscillating between indulging in a comfort zone that also causes its opposite. laziness. in this case the laziness is ur philosophy and ur own conduct. and no wonder why bc ur too preoccupied and too certain with ur conduct. denial here is another form of lie. it could even be a product of lies we tell ourselves. while denial serves a survival point at the time of a terrible thing that occurred which may give us a bit of time to recovery instead of be too impulsive with our actions bc we can’t see beyond our tunnel vision or we may be convinced that everything is hopeless , but at some point we must shed the denial and open a subtle level of understanding into our conundrum.
with our bad habits in motion. as we oscillate between laziness and adherence and strong insistence on continuity of our bad habits , we may adopt to lust easily. bc it’s escapism. right there. it feels good. but it also feels bad. we all must know that during our earlier years of curiosity. while we explore in the safety of our person. without harm towards others. if we can detect how smth makes us feel. it is right here bc it’s so intimate. it could be strictly in ur mind. via things u have seen such as entertainment or media news whatnot. maybe it happens in ur family at any rate it’s only false acknowledgment of ur reality and the “players within it “ such as determining a nature for the sexes and the roles each must or has a choice to play, to which u then use this sort of conduct because ur wanting to have a healthy life and choices and then ur pessimism that u may not deserve it cause u contradictions in ur own behaviour. usually people are very agile in our nature. it’s only after some time has passed that we start to get pessimistic or lose heart or that we are refining search on our inner tabs. it’s only when we run out of room, that our choices become hasty. when things r magnified and we may feel reassure or rushed. and instead of stepping away to take some time to recalibrate ourselves, we may let our pessimism get the better of us. who can say. all women are whores for example ? or who can say all men are evil ? or that we must cut off our parts to be pure. or we must do this or that. and the thing with lust. bc it’s the shadow aspect of love. wants everyone in on the act. perhaps we are touching on a true vein that is unity consciousness and how love is usually unconditional but bc lust is a shadow aspect to it. it’s conditional and we are blind to it in the model of such pursuit. part of this also comes from ur satisfaction about ur existence and ur life. so lust becomes a. mode of escapism and gluttonous which keeps us in perpetual disaster in our lives for one aspect love and especially sex are representatives of spiritual creativity. i’m not speaking about making babies but that too is a proponent to it. bc we are creators. and our sexual nature is one that allow for pure creativity . that is. how do u wish to generate a life that u will be happy to be part of and live thru. and that any mistakes and error associating with it. including rape and trauma associated with our sexuality can take a lifetime to recover. hence it matters so much that we at least do not lie in the department concerning hearts. it’s very divine.
jealousy to me is a juvenile thing. it’s almost like there is a part of us that’s homeless. that never had healthy parents or models i society or wherever we are that gave us comfort during our formative years where we can sort of be comfortable in our own skin. our own conditions. circumstances our own portion of history. our own piece of space. where we stand. for what we stand. the good the bad and all things imperfect in between. we may not even have had a chance to tap into our potential. bc we feel cheated out of our life. our opportunities. we see perhaps that this is a word of comparison. and not participating in it may seem like that’s why we lucked out so we hastily begin to compare. although the healthy way to compare is not one that’s precisely purposes for jealousy. for jealousy and envy are juvenile acts. that is not self aware. and that does not know self. but when this happens to complete adults. this points a social conundrum rather . when we have class differences or some folks are prevented from participating in normal activities others are happy to be invited for example. u feel left out. ur homeless ( say ur parents aren’t perfect. and they had their issues so u were left to care for urself. but when ur out there u see others in their happy families and life and that can get u to feel a bit left behind. u may feel like u have a lot more to go than others in starting out. and bc these things aren’t realized at large. people can also feel isolated at any rate hi where acting on ur jealousy only causes further division. most importantly this division refers to ur truth and path on ur own spiritus journey and ur maturity ) and here the homelessness doesn’t refer to actual home. u could be richest most powerful person in the world and still feel jealousy and a sense of homelessness bc of ur loneliness and isolation. in observing others u could see that many different happiness and fulfillment exist. u may set out to compare. al which allows us to be inspired and learn from each other when done right , but when done wrong. it’ only cause us to scheme instead and then set out to darryl others joy instead of shifting the focus to self and set out to discover our potential so that we being that out more. to complement that which inspires us.
in this case we would feel inferior on the company of others beauty and intellect. or genius. bc we all have them. but detecting social issues allows us a more comprehensive look into these potentialities . so that we know our portion of responsibilities. this way we can eliminate any excess addition to our cause which can dilute the process of coming to a mutual agreement within our life whereas on the extreme spectrum , whe we give into our indulgences. in terms of our ignorances and misconduct, we run the risk of being part of the generalization of such. in their associative meanings. such as lying. greed or lust. that sort of gets in our way before we can even move forward to solve our problems. and perhaps when we use such labels. it can cause us anxiety and worry and then we may jump denial like it’s. a fun and that we must defend ourselves. so it’s best to avoid these at large. while playing on their meanings and associatives in our privacy and solve them while they are small. that would be the least we could do to find our balance in the world even though that balance could very well be missing where we are living. since it’s a lot harder to accept our errors it’s best to evade making errors in the first place and admit them in the event they have gotten so large that we are all sorts of involved in the social front. it’s scary to be vulnerable inthe company of others. so being called out in public especially when ur issues aren’t big or that u already solved them can not only be terrifying. and uselesss. when they are done strictly to antagonize and punish u whereas a person who has done wrong. and corrected themselves wouod have more to offer to the world. their expertise and advice to handle some of those tough conditions. we often times strive for perfection and assume that everything must be squashed when they are small but do not know which area that “ smallness “ applies. thereby we put too much . pressure and criticism to individuals but forgo things that play out at large. we say if we make an example out of someone then everyone will learn not to do smth of that sort.but that hardly works when we have covetious ness and selective reasoning. which refers to rules for u but not for me. this last part also contradicts our unity theory. the minute we cast ourselves as exceptional from the rest is a big mistake . it’s what supplements the duality and cause us such extreme behaviours. and even say that our bad behaviour is good. that it serves a higher purpose. so i would conclude with this. even though lying is not part of the “sins” it should be. bc it affects everything. including our relations with ourselves. perhaps the most important relationship of all.
u r not broken
ur not disturbed
ur fine just the way u are
perfect in ur being but don’t know how to be
or go about , this world
full of mysteries and attractions alike
can seep in true the cracks of ur psyche
driven by negative self speak so don’t
do it
love
u might wonder
out of all the sins which one or ones is are insidious. or harder to break from. but there’s very little distinction between them since they all are representative to slide that is suffering from a form of attachment to smth that is an illusion. it happens when we mistake this reality for a stationary one. we may feel compelled to not think beyond our eyes. beyond our living room. beyond our yard. and beyond our street but the rest of the world and beyond do exist whether if we acknowledge or not. bc we may be conditioned to rather confined state of mind. state of being and simply existence. it’s easy to mistake our reality to smth that itself is not. but ofc. it’s not entirely our fault that we run this error. for one aspect. all these sins have prior development which effected what we see man made systems as in their continuity. and for other, these transformations continue to be augmented based on by the timeline of which a certain type of consciousness has been reached, and therefore allowed for the proper transcended or transformation between “checkpoints” much like when a very significant event happens and changes the composite and its parts. this so hard to view from a hierarchical point of view bc the hierarchal point of view is not natural. it’s a strong byproduct of lord of flies or smth. we are compelled to lead but we can’t even save our souls. and the arch between how we may feel our of control , that we seem to be born, with very little information, of our whereabouts. our soul stuff, our karmic stuff if it applies, our details and most importantly step by step guidelines. or at the very least a handbook or smth. now. with the exception of the handbook, all others are already available but not in the shape and form we would expect from our human intellect. and bc there is no cosmic handout upon coming here. we have various types to text on proper conduct. such as don’t steal don’t lie and don’t harm others. somehow however we find this application irregardless to step by stem guidance. hard to follow. and even harder to maintain. the systemic connection to our sins and our approach life in general seem to be at odds with each other.
ofc it’s hard to establish some layer of purifying ourselves and then maintain a proper conduct among esch other. let alone within ourselves. if it’s not environmentally available to us. what would be an environmental condition. well let’s begin from where ur born. then we can discuss to whom ur born. and this part is more so a cultural aspect and perhaps the quality and condition of the people there. since our family members aren’t exactly chosen by us, there must be a strong lesson there. it is said that a family is a introduction to why we could expect from the rest of the world it’s supposed to be at least. but heading back to our beginning, these conditions we speak of sound very simple when we say well it all depend on where ur born. is it significant where we are born to our karma ? and how can we define what sort of karma is deserved and what maybe mistaken as karma but is direct reflection of our actions. or lack thereof. which in a way is a bigger karma. there could be a prior traction which may get us to be more confidently lazy especially when we are looking around for instructions. but these bigger karmic happenstances can take lifetimes to resolve. we could shuffle thru a lot of people before we can finally say aha on a given topic. our baseline is bare minimum at best. perhaps this nature is due to our afflictions and rather instabilities as to which part of us is reliable and which is a characteristic byproduct of the strong conditioning of the environment we grow up in. this latter part does not mean that people are susceptible to certain characteristics just bc they are born in a particular condition. but a particular type of circumstances can expedite transpiring of continuity of conditions that have established long before we got here. knowing the difference is difficult when we rely too strongly on hierarchical systems. bc the “lower “ u go the more overgeneralize and simplistic we become. if i my notice. our world is very much like a kindergarten but in a twist of logic. an adult o version of it. what would that look like is exactly the nature of a toddler. but in adult form. where we forget. seriously all play. and in that seriousness we practice attachment. via the sins available to us.
being simple does not mean ur basic. to simplify ur own circumstances conditions of which could transpire less than desirable end results is where we study ourselves and environment so that we can establish a better conduct that minimizes avoidable mistakes and approaches mistakes timely with diligence. truth and transparency. this is only possible when we discuss matters so one, we would know what sort of trajectory we are agreeing to. and two. we would have meet ups where we could do use progress and failings. or things that didn’t make it to deadlines or are rather stagnant, and then further elaborate on the nature of such developments. it’s ok that u might be confronted with new information this week. in which case u might change ur mind or alter the direction but in case of team work which considers us as to how things go, and what sort of issues that may potentially arise, for this would mean that we are being diligent in our work and prepare for trouble shooting on our collective paths which are. when viewed at large is missing. we can determine the quality of our mutual conduct and common cation at large by studying how covid was handled and until we come to a collective results we should never drop it. now my concern about that is this. bc our sins are a form of attachment. greed would be one of the most harmful ones. greed accompanies pride. and there child easily be jealous there as well. why these things happen is due to our inanity to handle our own life and determine reason for our purpose. when our purpose is missing we settle with inconsistencies as they may cause contradictions inside. these strong contradictions tend to cause us frustrations. where we feel compelled to do smth. but unable to determine why that smth is. thereby we oscillate between states of stagnancy aka lack of real movement ( i don’t think false productivity is movement. so consider the intrinsic value of which u do ) and states of impulsivity. so here u may feel fear if missing out due to the strong stagnancy. perhaps a better term is gluttony but here. ur feeling sort
of like with ur back against the way. even though in observing the world around u. there is no tangible object that blocks ur purview. but it’ sure feels like it. and bc of that feeling of being stuck, the representative to having ur back against the wall also could be a sign of very passive aggression. for a degree of frustration accompanies lack of self discipline which can make it easier for u to make the error of judgment based on by what u priorities inside and then via attachment to that sort of understanding. u take a hasty action perhaps. the wording here is. venting. to release ur tensions. bc this is part of human nature. we don’t always have all good days. things can go wrong they break down. sometimes we have to wait for others turn. other times our playa get on the back burner when a more concerning event transpires. and we might have to gather all our heads and resources what not to prioritize in seeing it thru so that others are at their baseline and safe before we can go on continuing what we originally intended. there is a s statement in a spiritual text that says that we are born enlightened. pure but then life’s defilements and ignorance of our ancestors are handed down we sort of tske over what is already here facilitated as best as they could. by those that came before us. in a way when u look at it it’s nothing personal. not as personal as we make it. this world has changed shape so many times that it’s now strictly a financial institution. perhaps it’s always been this way but much like expansion and shrinking of space we too may feel this in thru our lives. but the hierarchies in our conduct tends to coincide with our truth and. nature thereby making the resolution of some of these hans me downs. a bit more complex. given that we are i’ll prepared to handle our own humanity. let alone our dined it with each other , where systemically some of our habituations have become strongly caked into the systems that we feel at odds with either if we should change them or keep them same, we could also make sure to be aware of the types of misinformation in the development and
the correct reporting of the evolution of our systems that produce the myriad of excepts that impact our human development in lieu with our management of our impulses and stores of function. we tend to oscillate between wanting to do good. and then phew. keep good at that. momentum is key. u say. i don’t wanna errr. u might even develop keen sense of acknowledgment of ur own conduct. determine what ur triggers are and their correct handling as they may arise at times. as life isn’t perfect and bc we are more so compelled to trade in our value as worth for the sake of group projects and common think as well as our limited understanding into unity. which is very difficult to achieve when it contradicts our assertion into hierarchies . surely the natural progression refers to our coming of age balance and interaction within our societies. but we have as u can see in simple basic observation a lot of limits to that. there’s more news to greed and attachment to ur power and position than the quality of input. sometimes our lives demand from us to let go older version of ourselves and become anew. perhaps here we can insert ego and pride. a tough call when we can’t let go smth that isn’t even there ! but it hurts us bc this refers to our self importance. we may place all bets on what we do unable to tell at the time what sort of changes we might encounter. bc we don’t have true hierarchies of practical thought and orally passing down our elders experiences with life in general. what to expect when ur getting old. what are systemic correlations to that. how do u save money. even if it’s simply a teaching on propaganda in ur own country which may have put ur family in strong disposition. is important to notify ur children bc otherise. such wisdom gets lost. would it make it a lie thus ? but maybe ur prohibited from such speak. the authority can even say. if i catch u talk about this. i will take ur child away form u. maybe it’s worse. they can say i will harm ur child. meanwhile the same authority. goes on public and just appearing to be kind. altruistic or loving. these are contradiction in the priority of what we
think as more essential and important. but such lying never protects anyone including our own. we may begin to believe the lies we tell others. in fact the two are almost together. those who easily lie to others must already lie to themselves. maybe it’s over confidence in their abilities. in a way by lying they already display confidence bc they are taking a high risk of losing whatever along the way. bc they lied and u could say. again. to lie is to benefit someone which hardly ever is. we can give into while lies or pretty big ones that misguide others. and cause much affliction maybe ur lie accompanies the type of pride in which u may feel godlike when u get people to do things. it doesn’t have to necessarily be for u. but that u have power to influence then or simply ay. do this and the they do it. it feels good on our ego mindset. u might even say. well i wanna see someone hijack a car and then drive recklessly down a busy high way in the middle of rush hour traffic which is full of contradictions and the chances of survival for this individual is minimized even though u never got behind the wheel urself. and u might even see in addition to that what sort of things that could go wrong which could harm those who happen . to be there as well. and then our lies accompany our day to day habituation we say things like poverty and poor people. we say homeless like this is a movie set and every character is ready to go. we all have our strong. attributes based on by these stationary personalities. and here. this too is a form of attachment. we could simply be jealous to even think. that so and so. who maybe younger than us. maybe we think they are more beautiful than us. . maybe they have smth that u want but lack. in this jealous state we may not notice the harm we are causing. bc we are assuming that all these things are inherently existent. such as beauty and things. even though they are convincing bc of their materiality. that they r tangible at least there is “some what of a proof ” albeit subjective. and purely out of personal taste. this too is attachment. which never benefits those who are compelled by such. especially when they
continue on their progression on earth. the process is same for us all. yet we are compelled by the day to day slow arduous existence that we become impatient as a result of our inability to balance between such heights and lows. in fact. it could very well be in our language. those that are vastly accustomed, as stated above, in parts and in whole. i mean who feels confident if they r born into a third world country. u lose out right off the bat. or. refugees are still waiting to live. or u could simply say why does everything fall on me ? why must i figure all this out. well at the same time bc of these establishment with the quality of our profit states of attachment aka sins. that we are confronted with a very important hbd me down from our ancestors. the lesson that come with their ignorance . especially when we feel endowed. blessed and take advantage of what they left behind but only wish to benefit for. it’s good qualities but when the bad stuff happen we feel inferior. see this as a personal attack rather. and then we may become u focused as to the next step towards our trajectory. heck. i don’t think we are all in agreement with common trajectory that’s established for us right now. by some others. and we can’t even prove it bc there’s strong insistence on what is even probable even though we may all know. we end up relying on things like manmade systems which is where the sins is ! how can we expect to rely on the systems that caused us to get here. in the ways we find ourselves ? but ofc. i get it. the uncertainty of lack of systems or inability to replace these systems with smth function is not only simple but a lot could go wrong. at the same time we are compelled to some type of change for current mode of conduct cannot log. be maintained. if we are not constantly working on our selves in all aspects of the word. and keep being the example we wish to see all around us. which also includes discernment of right from wrong and refraining from doing wrong. no matter how compelling for this refers to lust. our desires to carry out smth that may benefit us at the cost
of someone else does not always mean it’s a relationship of life. lust is for power for control for greed. for
how do we do death right
for if we were to make a clear statement. since we will die. that we don’t have to exert any real perfection or effort. for death means that everything will be taken from us. from the point of view of our human perception. the taking away of our things. belonging. including our bodies tend to give us anxieties. and pertain to some type of theft. lack of control. and touches on our vulnerabilities. so it’s natural to feel conflicting. plus. death has been deemed as a amicable way to solve some of our social problems such as what we do to people who rape and kill others. but not to all people who rape and kill others. ofc personally i don’t support death as a way to solve our problems for this coincides with our eventual fate. but maybe at some time and place. we figured out that death was the best way to solve some of our problems. we might have not fully grasped the nature of aliveness and the nature of death. because we aren’t certain of these happenstances, the middle, the passage, tends to be coloured by the accustomed practices on the beginning and end. and even so. we may be in denial about our morality for the intellectual bite to our nature tends to be overwhelming bc of the strong contradictions found all around us in terms of practices and how some of these are strongly reflected in our systems bodies which have the strongest influence in our lives. the sort of mindsets produced as a result of our systemic collision with nature, causes some folks what appears to be the misapprehension of their nature thus nature in everything. including man made systems for what they are to assuming that all is happening as they need to happen. this reflects our conditionings. we may be completely conformed to smth that may be partial, even so, not exactly as we think it appears to be inthe way that it does for the purpose that we may reason as well. which is when we are confronted by the contradictions produced as a result of our misunderstandings. especially when our thought processes and the types of actions / decisions we tend to make based on by immediacy of availabilities. such as circumstances and much like when u don’t have savings in the bank account, u may experience the same in terms of choices. where ur compelled to make short term decisions , much like seeing the path before u illuminated only as far as ur nose can go. and not further beyond it. the lack of room is what causes us afflictions also for the short term decision making ends up being. more costly than having some degree of oversight.
we may think that bc death is inevitable. that we don’t need to pay attention to details. there are eight billion people on earth which can make us feel rather invincible also. we may think that we are too far behind in looking at how others are doing. not bc there’s active comparison. for what ur trying to do is figure things out in a silent amicable way by studying ur environment. but our environment is designed to compete. and take from others. things such as power prestige and whatnot. since the concept of life and respectively death may differ from person to person. also bc our religious beloved may be different. we hear things like well there will come a judgment day. maybe it happens here on earth. maybe it happens every moment that we may choose a particular way to act, or realize or not realize what happens thereafter so that we can change our conduct to the continuity of that striving to learn as we go and teach as we learn as well as to take our turn to stop. listen and learn from others as well. for its not sufficient the length of one lifetime to teach us everything we need , on the course of our journey. much like how we can’t do everything all on our own or read all the books. we have a reliability factor. that we codepent on each other for the perfection that each of us bring to the whole. but we can see that competitiveness and videos e y where cooperation is called forth don’t exactly work together. they work in opposition. and while this may apply as a play time, it’s not smth that should be standard for living. as in survival. or opportunities. or ur portion of reality in which ur whole life takes a sort of shape around ur own purpose. even that we must let go at some point. our strong. correlation to our identity. our willingness to be a exempt for the world and the good deeds can also come with attachments. bc we may feel superior to others. all of which are part of our environment.
if we take a closer look at varying lifestyles out there we may see that there are many ways that one can practice attachment. u can feel jealousy or lack when u see others are more knowledgeable or have proponents of success . although these are rather arbitrary. bc what we see in reality isn’t in its absolute evolved form. it’s in its work in progress. and there are various levels that co cooperate and develop on their own time. so u could have material endowments but lack spiritual proves which may still cause u affliction but bc u assume and link material endowments with enlightenment u may get paranoid and seek outside of urself for the offender who is causing u loss of peace. and as much as u don’t wish to be controlled by ur things they end up weighing u down especially when things go wrong u might say well i don’t wanna leave my house and my things behind. there could be an impending tsunami but bc ur so identified with ur things. and ur ownership matters that much. u refuse to let it go. thereby allows the things to control u and own u instead. even though it may not seem like it. bc from ur purview u don’t wanna part from ur stuff. it took so much time and effort to accumulate them and u had to make a ton of sacrifices. but that’s how fickle our reality is. one minute all is going well and next. things can turn sour pretty quick. u could just drop dead and that’s it for u. and the things u have acquired including a fit body can cease just like that. but this doesn’t mean don’t strive don’t invest and don’t do. bc that would be nihilistic existence which may not be that much fulfilling either. bc we are here and we have all this time and energy. we can quickly soon find that such states of loneliness and lack of inclusiveness does not answer our concerns or ease our anxieties and uncertainties about life in general.
the coming to terms with our death process isn’t to say well i may as well yolo. at any cost. since when i cease that’s it for me. while yolo mindset can be from a philosophical point of view, a very urgent message to take things both seriously and with a playful attitude. if we aren’t sure as to how to do about it in our approach to yolo we could either be too reckless. where we can risk our sanity. our progress and our safety as well as those around. us towards whom we may project our inconsistencies and partial understanding , or we may determine the entirety of the reality as not sufficient to arrive thru. and give up altogether. it’s just another form of surrender. but our pessimism gets the best of us. bc in looking around we see these contradictory notions of already established partial truths and assume that there is diversity in death. or that not all death is the same. or that we aren’t the same. these distinctions also can get us to feel inconsequential in our existence. thereby making us a bit more unstable in our handing. it is one thing to be entertaining thoughts so that we perk up some type of interest. and coupe that with dow type of friction for both sort of ignite a fire in. our minds and heart to pursue such information. for without interest. we could say we may as well go with the flow but that too isn’t as we think it is. u could relinquish ur control to feelings or thoughts but keep each sort of separate. with only basic connections made. stuff such as if u feel pain then u must scream our loud and destroy ur things. or if ur mind has a afflictive thought that it should immediately be translated to actions. no matter how destructive without reflecting on our heart to determine long term consequences as well as what sort of implications this may mean in addition to how much traction we made prior to such transpiring since we may assume that smth didn’t happen when it did. just so we can deny a problem , and keep rejecting anything in association that comes up due to law of relativity. law of attractions and just the mere fact we can’t escape our selves and our shadow. then we may wonder who’s behind this? who is getting in our way? who is causing our progress to stagnate . but there’s no one there. as much as there is no one stationary within. it’s all an illusion. at the end of the day it’s ur strong attachments that produce the suffering on objectives that aren’t even yours to solve or come to terms with.
where’s what’s ours is this: if death is inevitable and there’s still a lot of mystery as to why we are here. our truth and nature pue full potential n unity aspect that is still in development, this much is given, that it’s sufficient to consider both life as serious and fleeting. and strive both for excellence and perfection as well as let all of it go. having innate faith that what u do is recorded in time and space. and that what goes around will eventually return to u in some shape or form all of which are not to be determined by what happens strictly in reality since some of these, including the basic tents of human spirituality as religion have become machinated. where these virtues can be weaponized n deployed against humanity to sully them. to take on all causes and effects upon their shoulders even though they didn’t instigate smth. this is evident in our global conduct right now which refers to warfare. weapons manufacturing . how some of the leadership are discuss by the future with very little concern to the population. have u asked any of us what we think about ur little games ? that are also costly and quite a big deal on our collective lives ? usually the argument is that there among us a handful of people who are deemed as extremely dangerous. ok? go and arrest them. go and put them in jail. on time out. slap their wrist. or put them on-the death row. why are u forcing us to do ur bidding for u. this is the same as projecting homelessness and poverty issues upon the people. same with crises such as natural disasters and warfare. ask for money money money dude u own the banks. what the fuck.
we often speak about balance
equanimity. merging dual aspects to meet in the middle. which is hard to do. do we refer to speech. can one learn from step by step instructions ? what would be necessary for one to maintain one’s self in discovery of truth, without being caught on either side. which is hard to do. that’s why often we find ourselves in conundrum of having to choose and often it’s sloppy, perhaps we have to rush about these decisions instead of delving deeper. therein lies our trouble. we end up using this side or that side. whichever benefits for the passing of the moment. it’s like if u have money to spend. u can buy in bulk. but if u don’t have that. it can be more expensive. but it doesn’t matter. such balance is already missing within ourselves. bc we rush about that too. hence the art of equanimity is to be sought. for example. we could say the sins in extreme forms out there tend to cause us much suffering and lack. but we can’t denounce all activities and needs about our life either. how then can we determine the qualities of which we can enable this sort of balance and establish it in our lives as constant? it’s hard to do. out of all sins, no matter how much we are to quell our desires and tell truths. unless we all are part of this sort of seeking, things tend to get severely challenged , seems like we can’t have shortcuts. i guess that would fall under lying. which is why studying the sins and how they work in our life helps in a way that they are simplified and that we can refer to personal experience to dial things around and learn how to redirect raw energy sources like frustration and anger. bc that too happens. more often than not.
perhaps we can examine the correlations of such things as they transpire. what is lust if not for live ? but when done with bad intentions. what does that do? it produces lies to maintain its facade that’s one. two. ur hurting someone. in a way that may fall under avarice. or even anger since not all forms of rage is explicit and overt. in sense that we can pinpoint. for example hitting. or lewd demeaning speech. u can say that self deprecating speech is a form of self anger. but it’s not that ur feeling these that matters or is valid or otherwise. ur allowed to feel what u need to feel. something must have happened that caused u this stste of mind. and it happens. part of coursing thru this world isn’t in evading anger. whichever angle we wish to suppress or mute. but a comprehensive root curiosity which allows us to. study all its layers and angles. subtle anger. even subtle to urself. where u may be too clever for ur own good. u may think to cause or wish to cause harm to another. but then pretend u didn’t hear urself do that. which is a form of self lie so we see that in presence of one sin there tends to be myriad of others. some stronger then the rest. think of it like primary and secondary colour spectrum which is very symbolic since part of what sins make what they are is the basis of the balance or lack otherwise between heart and the mind. u might ask where does soul fall here ? soul is the bridge. so it inspires both heart and the mind and the producing effects of both and this is where we use both intellectual and emotional wisdom. which utilizes both heart. that is in our feeling management. and in the mind. the deciphering of our wisdom via experience and then execute behaviour of self improvement which lead to change and correct use of our frustration. for the example of anger.
a correct use of anger is pretty much the motivation that tends to run low bc we might have misused our energy and focus reserves which are not infinite the way we wish it to be. we are compelled by the cycles of this planet. if sleep is part of that cycle it refers tot eh dual aspect between resting and doing states which gives us clues that we can’t just work. and we can’t just be lazy and lax either. there must be an in between. and when we misuse our finite energy per day. we run the risk of prolonging given issue. which compounds esch say we pass. and each day we evade further the more harder to recognize the origin of cause becomes. but this is extreme. it’s not achievable in mere weeks or months. we are taking. about extreme cases. where extreme detergent from self can happen. this is where u are so frustrated that the energy burns u out before u even do smth with it. which in an effort to protect urself t from harm. it shuts u off instead. sending ur o a rather catatonic state or where u might feel numb. this doesn’t mean ur exempt from feeling anything however this is the slow cooking of ur very complicated feelings . that too stems from anger. which leads to meltdowns and other issues of handing ur emotions. so anger is a strong component to emotional management and it seems to be a lifelong achievement. since our society is not perfect. people will gain ur trust. break ur heart. betray u and then use the info u trusted with them against u. which hurts ten fold and from there if u are not cautious. anger can really spiral out of control. and this doesn’t mean u haven’t done ur homework since some of these happenstances are artificial. and bc they are satirical. they aren’t exactly taking u back in time but are forming a future condition. via ur contribution albeit. u may not have wanted to contribute to this doing. u are inevitably part of it since this world sort of works that way. it works on group theory. putting blame on each other for sole cause tend to run short and makes us defensive pushing a very obvious button in us all.
while u are mastering one sin. u may become aware of the nearing sins associated with im the sin ur mainly focused on. i give anger as example today bc it’s very relevant today. but also with lust. bc they can company each others often more then we like. we can be in such heights one moment and next. arch enemies and there must be reason for that. and our factor of attachment to desires. our our bodily needs and functions. in the way that we are doing variations of, depends purely on our inner realm of intention. as well as the quality of our inner kingdom which may see things as either objective truths or for someone’s , particularly here. for the ones who lust who need to satisfy that lust at any cost. in misdirected way. coupled by a lot of consuming model out there as to what relationships mean. what purpose they serve denote to our diversity. thought we must consider the props aspect on love and conditions that come with such. which can change as our habituations also change but the risk that we run is attribute of the sin of mention bc when we do not know dangers and the consequences of certain conduct, whether if we do it or it’s done to us, has long lasting severe side effects. mist of which we may not notice bc they come in standard form of all men are this and all women are that. and then we can really oscillate between wanting a partner but not trust them enough thereby pushing them away and both we and they suffer as a result of it. which is a form of well. if there is anti lust or u may have needs and realize then but not sure about how to get it bc u do not trust the people via ur own personal experience. u might choose to close ur heart all together and go out there with also closed eyes. to sleep around recklessly. pay for prostitution and exhaust ur senses. u might even catch a disease or few. it won’t feel good. and bc we don’t talk about such conditions, u might feel adamant or too certisn about ur personality. which would make u harder to facilitate change. the most simplest idea about relationship is ur survival ability. bc we all go through states of life and having. a life partner showed thru studies to make partners life healthy happy longer and more full filling long term. so this should be the idea. no matter whom u choose to love or how many ( in case of polyamory ) which also comes with balance bc our current timeline is severely misleading. we have excess distrust to each gender. and then we have this extremities coping mechanism. somewhere in the middle is the pool of people trying to do whatever they can. they can fell in love and marry one time. and then next. become divorces and bar hopping.
ur thinking of lying which accompanies both anger and lust for instance. lying is insidious. bc we may feel inadequate about our faults and wrong calls, we may resort to such. easy. we may notice that there needs to some those of clarity necessary and decide to evade the whole thing by cutting off contact with the people who also wish for closure but also refuse to hear their side of the story. the intricacies of the internal occurnwces whjch go from one side to next simultaneously. u may at one objective. think of acceptance. and next. think of rejection but both acceptance and rejection are not absolute nor are they stationary. it’s like a stream of thought process ur the awareness. it’s only when we attach to these meanings and mistake them for stationary absolute to whatever we are confronted with that we end up resorting to lying bc we may fear consequences. and from fearing consequences. that is consequence of our action and the consequence resulting our represent in the others mind. bc this would pertain to how they see us. which links us to alliances and power of merging of ideals. which is quite cool when u think of this from the perspective of dualism. bc then ur doing opposite of what has previously been done which is u work for someone. but here. ur working with each other. for each other. simultaneously. and nobody is keeping score. it will only be achievable when we give up lying. respectively for this denotes to the quality and hygiene of our group work. a group work is between. u and and ur various forms. states and stages. where u must upkeep middle way and jot get caught in between extremes and opposites as they may come up during ur communication with urself on analysis of ur life in comprehensive state and in parts. ur relationship with family is another. ur relationship with ur significant other. ur kinds ur pets. ur emcoworkers. and ur grocery store clerks are all part of that exchange. quality for it works to keep that inner river flowing which we represent onthe exterior. the river doesn’t compete with itself. it doesn’t stop it’s parts. it can’t even if it tried. the same is with us. the group works anti thesis is that we think some of us matter whereas the others don’t. and we display this in myriad ways when u reflect to the world
a better world is possible
how is it to be both independent and interdependent. aka the true sense of freedom which is also inclusive of freedom to be responsible. and freedom to hold urself accountable for ur own actions. there’s also freedom to altruism. and freedom to peace. ofc for us to reach such systems is not smth that can be achieved overnight. nonetheless it is not harmful to dream and envision what it would be like. now the reason why some folks say this is not possible is bc they don’t wanna relinquish their many sports cars. it’d like watching porn when u have a perfectly good wife to ogle and do all the illegal things with. that’s why ur married. no? but this world has down two things succinctly. it has destroyed unity. then went after nations. groups and then family. now ur at war with urself. and ur exposing ur sexuality that u needed to save for ur lover. ur exploiting urself bc u feel so isolated. but also desperate to be found out. noticed. so this is the current condition right now. which is essential to understand at a deep level. if we really want to establish a path to the future we wish to actualize here. cos dreaming is nice. u can sit and. hope all day but it takes bridges to build such alliances. that is. u. today. in this current reality and the passage that will lead. the interim. to our desired future. surely there will be some compromising along the way. but it’s not as scarce as we think. maybe we look to streets of poverty or welfare to sort of get a feel as to what such sacrifices for common ground would take shape. but honestly there’s enough resources for everyone. but it’s capitalism that gets inthe way bc the ur reinventing the wheel within the wheel and within the wheel yet again. all seemingly discordant and disconnected with each other but this is a product of our fragmented thought processes and even more fragmented approach to life in general. another thing capitalism does which contradicts itself is that imbalance between scarcity thereby cutbacks. usually help. but then there is on the other hand immediate production of movie posters. children fern and other cheap trinkets that pollute our houses first. then landfills after.
well then how can we reach that equanimity among us where we can all live and let live by the true sense of the world. few things. one is that first of all we need to take our portion of ownership and accountability of the planet and our country our systems and esch other. in terms of care. and constructive means ofc. not in a dogmatic despondent way where u feel like everything and everyone owes u. and do not realize u poop too. but u go out here and throwing all kinds of tantrum it’s like burning the house that offers u shelter bc smth went wrong in its mechanism which could easily be fixed by a handy man and a simple conversation . ah. here is that sticky devil. communication. now we look to the other side of the spectrum since authority has upper hand the quality and clarity of conversation starts with them. but u see. when there is too much info but not enough direction. that info ends up turning sour. it turns into weapon. which some may see this as a opportunity to deploy upon people. hence the saying. info is good as it’s relevancy. but the truths underlay both for arising of truth and the x drop me that permeate it also matter in its humble resolve. if u are being tricky in business of truth which shouldn’t be a business in the first place. then ur nose is probably dull from all the stench and stink off of rotten wisdom u sought but didn’t utilize it. bc greed. and slave mentality. has even though who are in either end. the other is getting to know ourselves. this last part is essential bc it reflects our quality of input. if u don’t know uk who u are. chances are ur frankenstein work of copy and paste of others qualities which u might like to take portions of. and discard what u think doesn’t work for u. instead of asking urself this simple question who is the one who is compelled to freedom and liberation. from there u can see everyone else too. that we all want liberation and freedom from slave labour and greed of others. if right now for instance ur idea of freedom is to fall in line with what others think freedom is without knowing urself. then u can give into propaganda fast and feel deceived and even betrayed and in order to save face. hide that too and even lie and get others to be just like u. bc misery loves company. also. surely u can perk up curiosity as to who u are without extremes. so that if ur wiring. or u discover smth more. then u can easily recover the
parts in u that u previously rejected. once u determine who u are. the next concerns would be ur likes and dislikes as well as ur values. which coincide with many systems . many systems are run by greed and slavery. recognizing urslef how we will allow urself to administer urself to bare monk in. if there’s no better options. and not assume u must denigrate ur values and worth. establishing values in urself would allow u to keep on the ethical path of exchange that is whoever u come across. u don’t categorize them label them and assume who they are for them. that’s the problem we are trying to divorce ourselves from bc it hasn’t done us much good and cause us confusion and in times like these we condemn the wrong people bc the logic sounds linear and simple. but end up praising the demons as a result of our confusion which can potentially get us to lose our chance to establish manifestation of a more desirable. kinder forgiving and forthcoming world equal for all and that comes with self discipline. to steer clear from hateful conduct. if we can’t do anything with what we are facing. so this neutrality is what saves us. it’s the idea that u don’t have to fight god to proclaim u don’t believe in the ideology. u can go to the root of human injustice. in simple language. u don’t have to say fight god. denounce it. burn the books. bc it’s not the books that’s causing the harm. but the people and it’d not the people that’s the problem but conditions places on them and those conditions are placed there by humans. so those are the ones we need to change. bc it’s like making deals other the devil. u thin it tells u the truth? u think just bc u shook hands to a lesser than desirable deal that they will keep their word let alone, ur doing justice for anyone including ur own? and future of the world v? think again but back then diplomacy along those lines was a way to minimize conflict. evade it if possible bc that’s where the real genius is. not in ur level of strength or ur riches.
we can be hopeful and be very clear about what those hopes are and how to get there. we can at least never change heart if we can’t manifest getting there in our lifetime bc it’s the passage and not the destination matters. at least at this point bc a a a friendly reminder let me tell u that we are viewing the world from under water. we should do this things yesterday. last year. some decades ago. u think we are the only visionaries of the world. they killed philosophers. scientists artists. creators of any kind that poses danger to their fucked yo ideologies. and now u think the info that randomly appears online by a no name someone is legitimate and is not strategically being fed to u? think again. or just try. to learn how to think. i’ll give credit for the people tho cos this took decades in the making. and that’s online. prior to internet was everywhere else. but those times didn’t grant many the level of insight we have. they happens due to air. the dna and all the stuff that made the fallen are in our lungs and they become food in our stomachs. something catalyzes . and there is. a saying to never disrespect spirits of yesteryears for they come with myriad of curses. those of who with lost way and even lost hearts know who u are what these words mean. and they r not meant to scare u. that’s ur job. fear tactics to control people is ur shtick so pls do assume the same is here. i have nothin to gain for saving the world. maybe as a parent. or just a human being. being considerate for these children of the world. unlike u lot. who churn them for ur agendas. capital. greed. jealousy. and slave labour. try reaching them that things don’t truly go away just bc u annihilate them. genocide them. nix them in droves. same with those stupid dudes who kill others bc they r offended. it’s like u just rounded ur life dude. all bc what? someone looked at u funny? but that’s the current condition of the world. and needs to be addressed so that every one of us have a fighting chance out of our neuroses. for it will be one of the first steps to stop self destruction. and then clarity settles in so that we can establish the basis on who we are and what we can do.
we can sit down and clarify. what makes a society society is it restaurants and cafes and bars ? is it movies ? or is it having time to entertain urself with ur family and hang out only with people u want to hang out with. is it working hard to make someone rich when the building u love is falling apart ? or is it having money. education and time to fix ur own lot so we are not wasteful. that’s how we share. that’s how we see resources r only as limited as our hearts and mindset. people look to stupid places that are highly volatile and wasteful as well as full of illusion like japan and america. for entertainment. for lifestyles. which are wasteful. full of distractions. and then compare their lot. it’s more exhilarating to go out there simp for rich fucks and gain money so u can decorate urself commemoration of ur capitalist depression than care about ur elders in ur own family! ur own family my guys. that’s why they end up being institutionalize. life is so lonely. and boring bc of this. ask urself where ur headed next. u think u will be young for ever ? but it’s more enticing bc america has the coolest things. and japan is nitrous for hyper defiling women and young children. so pls. nazism is everywhere. u just need to recognize it. but not mistake the whole for its parts. that way u can determine what best for u and not fall for fads. if everyone lives like there is no tomorrow eventually we will run out of tomorrows. and the work falls on everyone. there are buyers and there are sellers. workout one the other one cannot be maintained. think. and most often u hear. attack the gov attack this establishment and that which is a attack on u. enough push and pull from opposing direction between acquiring capitalist trinkets that are waste. btw no one cares about ur stupid sex patch. and stupidity of people now which leads us to a very depressing future is why u should really consider change. sooner than later. forget surgeries for fake illness. that too is distraction and cope. it’s capitalism. it says it at the door. but fragmented mentalities cause compartmentised memories. and ur in their
hands. ur owners. as to remember which and when for what purpose whether if u have right to ur own narrative when ur written on so and so’s…
i’m a traveller
a particle of smth that is not nothing. that travels the space. what’s accustomed as space anyhow. i join forces. change and then break away from them. sometimes i may acquire what appears to be permanent. but. permanent. by human terms is rather complicated. it does feel like it tho. but for smth to be permanent. it has to first be impermanent. or has to have a beginning. yet for some things i feel like it’s just inevitability of coming to a passage of time of change. although time can be experienced here, which we haven’t introduced yet, versus what can be a cumulative whole already. it sounds like things are ordained. and there is no room for creativity or freedom. as we think of these words to be. but here is the point of intro. i was wandering afloat and came across what appeared to be very attractive creative orb. at the entrance. i was excited. entrance is the point b do no return where i feel compelled to not look back no more. but still retain a memory of the prior. someone was greeting me. welcome to planet earth. and i go what is this? that appears to be full pure potential of smth that i cannot convey just yet but also feel somewhat in remembrance the closer i get ? she said that i might just be tapping on potential but potential does not always suffice to measure current quality. i was perplexed. if what i think i see is not what i see as it appears to be then what’s the point of it being here ? is this some kind do trick? a selling point. some type of fraudulence ? i thought to myself. but such thoughts don’t help when i’m compelled. i felt this strong force and allowed myself to get closer and closer. much like discovering of truths. where dots connect and ur mind sparks up. eureka. ! how do i know this. that’s for a future time. i haven’t exactly entered the linearity of time yet. so for me. i might already be seeing the end before i even got there.
maybe it’s not personal. the act of being here. for i’ve felt like the similarities of elements and objectives rather giving me a false sense of understanding as to their workings and reason. but often times. i feel like i must take on these objectives even though i wasn’t personally there. maybe it’s the product of the body that is made up of elements of the earth. of the same substance found here. and as it’s said. bc the locals do talk a good deal of what really has been going about. for time longer than the infinity that’s felt in space. long drawn out arduous tasks of getting thru the muck. but why tho. the strong association to being human seems to be very dominant. but i can’t tell if anyone of us know for certain. our priorities here seem to be different than what appears to be in space. there is equal of exchange. u trade smth for smth that u need. and in turn what u trade benefits someone else. but there’s smth more than just a humble honest exchange. there’s timidity. of being extremely nervous. we seem like we can’t fit into the mould. what we compels us to be here. drawn ever do incessantly and then provide all kinds of fairy tales about why we must exist. for the truths need no defending. and u hear things such as. leave it to nature. and that naturally things will sort itself out. but it’s one of those things that can only come thru and be accurate. if we are all doing it. which apparently doesn’t happen where. first of all. on things that don’t appear as they seem. this is a highly finacial world. there is enterprise of being human u each are valuable. but what sort of value u have and what sort of purpose u might have can vastly differ. let alone we take each other as species that are highly unstable. cannot be trusted. perhaps bc of our rather timid nature. we tend to assume the worst of everyone and best of ourselves. perhaps bc the duality of the world splits us. in our otherwise natural fusion. and then each part gets germinated with whatever has gained traction. hence the “ attraction”. we get to be attracted to all kinds of things. which suggest we don’t actually have a sense of good versus bad and the interim although we do try. but this part is more of a superfluous conduct. rather than intrinsic basis.
among all these trouble and tribulations which create a significant amount of catalyst for change. we notice a rapport that builds inside. which is smth that self can identify with and gains traction over the course do their lifetime. but we can easily make the mistake and place our infinity mod existence to this compartment which at the point of departure assume we are persisting bc our attention is placed on smth frivolous. which sound terrifying to me. no wonder why people here are scared of death and they weaponize it against teach other like it’s a punishment. they think that the whole purpose of being here is to quarrel with each other. and win over each other on material riches and power grabs. u have to position urself always on higher ground than others. now. everyone might have their attributes some may assume u have to stand on top of a mountain peak and look down on others. in disgust. and judge and criticize freely bc life affords u the security. where’s the lot is in disarray but u are not able to sit with ur endowment s and enjoy it too when there’s cyclic cries and scream right outside ur door. so u feel offence to others suffering instead. ur like well life would be perfect if u weren’t here. ur disturbing my meditation. pls stop! others may see this from an intrinsic basis. established in right conduct and ethical means. but this world is in deep slumber. if u risk any of the endowments u might be granted. which has little to do with ur karma. and more to do with condition of the world. rather. ur just partaking in the inheritance. from the point of view of privilege bc things were setup this way. long before u got here. privilege means that u may o no t fully grasp others suffering from ur point of view of safety bc somethings are better understood after having a direct experience on its objective. now this doesn’t mean everyone has to be raped to say raping is bad or wrong. and causes too much trauma and social afflictions than otherwise. it doesn’t mean everyone must be poor and near sick before they appreciate their life and the bounties of offerings. the statement that u cna find happiness even in the middle of chaos. comes from ur bailout to detect. but how can u when push comes to shove ? so there’s definitely smth wrong here that does not meet the universal eye upon coming here. otherise who in their right spiritus would be like why yes. i am too free. i’m too vast. my existence is calm and bc of this. it’s boring. i must create problems to feel anything . or be part of already existing quarrels with others
because i might not notice the existentialism and pessimism here. u wanna throw everything away. and get thru a gate. u are not able to see beyond the gate nor do u know it’s components proponents whatnot. but u trust it enoch to wanna get thru it. all the while u may get a inner inkling that things will permanently change. and that there is a line thru which u can’t back down from. so it might be too late if u change ur mind. u might have to stick to ur strategy of such manifestation and strive to be aware. present. and not distracted by its bounty of illusion. for this is sort of a holographic world. but u can run the risk do totally getting out of touch with urself. kind of like the locals u see who get out of touch with their reality. and u may wonder why. is there such a thing as willingness to continue anything for the sake of momentum or would there be a minimum requirement of divinity and heart. which refer to our authenticity rather than being compelled to do smth even tho we may not fully understand what we are doing and for whom. such machinations can also get us to be aloof. and prone to accidents. and we also know that this world does not like such mistakes or take it kindly. which is fine i think striving for perfection is anyone’s game but the issue isn’t that we wish for change and strive to improve. there is clear discrepancies in such things that tend to impact our lives for the next directive. it’s almost like we are compelled to do wrong. or choose one out of few options but we. at not exactly like any of those options. so we get glimpses beyond the veil of which causes us such certainties in the first place. maybe u have some need to rest here. maybe u wish to dwell in the middle of a occurring. so u can absorb the authentic of the development as is. not in a rushed way where ur forced to decide forced to clarify forced to articulate and forced to digest. this improper use of information may come from our uncertainties as to what our nature truly signifies. but the clues show themselves occasionally . for the duality suggest correct pairing for total liberation from cyclic existence and the bond ages to samsaric life.
what do i mean ? well. we have these strong tendencies that get us to sway on either extremes. either extremely this. which require some type of oversight and heavy handedness. or this other objective where we run wild. express our “ freedom” at any cost. perhaps our split mentality which diverges our thoughts from our feeling centre is it. like a bad breakup. we divine ourself by half. or. maybe it’s our thought process as she’s that diverge the same. u think this way one moment and then unable to connect the dots. and bc ur system is overburdened by contradictions. u suddenly think of this opposite objective but how can u say u trust and love someone one minute and then turn around and assume they might not be trustworthy and that u should be cautious around them with sceptical eye. but this happens when we are planning and scheming at large. when we say have advantage of smth. privilege. or otherwise. we may stand at the summit and look at everyone. this advantage. eagle eye view gives us what others may jot have. a purview from an outsider looking in but it can easily be misused. bc the. ur changing ur plans on the go. o ur toes edge of the west type thing according fro what u see. what u think u see builds momentum eve when ur wrong. but joke. is there to watch over u so who cares. u can err and cover it up east. bc u can change ur mind fast. and the day that’s what geniuses do in presence of new info. but fail to mention the new info is general peoples cope and struggle with the reality that they are part of. wish the person at the entrance told me that. but i guess some things have to be discovered by those who take on the challenge. and get thru the journey , without getting caught to its lies.
as societies . we need to turn things around
for we are reaching a social tipping point of no return. if we reach this point of no return. then we may lead each other to civil wars. or worse. heighten current wars which may dissolve any form of chance of discourse for mitigation. and from there anything goes. it’s very easy to each this state so it’s all the more important to meditate in ur gratitude and recalibrate urselves before ur next move. perhaps we do not notice the bounties of life. the good stuff. bc they r always there. next to breath. we may be too comfortable. there is a saying. u don’t know value and worth of smth until it’s gone. applies here. and from individual basis to workings at large. this applies very strongly. for it can get individual to a hopeless state. and bigger issues so loud and clear that we can’t take any step back or recalibrate ourselves until much harm we d have to be done interim. bc as it also turns out we are very temperamental creatures. and have lack of self control and self normalization. during heightened times. u would think we could utilize our teachings. be calm minded. unity oriented. but these things are like saying. only after i get rich will i be happy theories. we make these expectations on our own health and luck. when we reach that point. where we may feel like there’s nothing to lose. it’s one thing if there’s really nothing to lose. then our actions are concord with our feel and our circumstances speak for itself. not that we should ever get to that point for any necessary change. but if there’s more to lose. and we don’t notice. we may do smth that we can’t take back. which is terrible way to love. imagine ur looking in hindsight that so and so took u for a spin. u have been played. u have been had it’s a great betrayal and u feel like u also betrayed urself. and in a way to overcome the enemy. u act like it was all ur choice. ur doing. which doesn’t work if u were intentionally led to that particular mindset. maybe some folks see use in people who lie to themselves. bc then they would teach us how to lie.
so here we are. smack dab in the middle of intense need to change and some momentum from the past. it could be right. it could be wrong . what ever. but this refers to our conundrum. we feel that some change is necessary but we do not know which arenas require it. perhaps it’s in our thinking. perhaps we feel it’d too late for any meaningful change to take place. life is a trip. there’s a ton of illusions. and frivolous notions that pollute the way its easy to get distracted. and fro there anything goes. someone could intentionally push ur buttons and see how u will respond or react. for this refers to our predictability . but it’s not always accurate. bc it would require accuracy by those who are doing a few things such as observation. and analysis. and both are subject to one’s own quality of thought process as well as how well they understand the working of their world. in the last part we have differences. which refers to our “ many paths one destination. “ theory. we can have subjective stance on things. this personal experience couples the objective truths. much like a scientist who uses their skill coupled by their understanding of the basics. but why then are we different in terms of our spiritual importance. how can we make such distinction between natures of god and otherwise. would being completely independent in ideologies mean. automatic morals ? how do we come to common ground on ethics and morals if we do not have a referral to a spiritual system ? how can we aptly apply all paths lead to one. if our way takes from others. crosses over to their path. hi jacks all their qualities and demeans thee struggles. all of a sudden there’s disturbance n the field of overcoming. shared troubles bc we become disorganized in our modes and methods and are not realizing what we do. but then we go around and make strong proclamations that we are pure enlightened beings. it’s almost like life is a buffet. u pick and choose what applies to u without any understanding or resort into how it was established and or gained.
“the world is ur playground” comes to mind but this doesn’t apply to all. we get intense variations. some folks settle with very little. material pursuits in exchange of their value and worth and spiritual quality. this doesn’t mean u must automatically worship devil. part of which we see today an attack on religion is somewhat deserved based on by the historical development of various schools of thought and practice and some still have strong side effects to date. but we can’t simply say. well ur defects bc u do this this and that and it’s causing harm defect here is a direct attack on the culpability of someone’s decision. however wrong it may be. it would be much more serving to all if we could sit and discuss this matters for the purview of scientific mind. but then we are recalling the age old argument of science versus religion. which is also true. bc sconce. the study into human disease and pursuit of this and that objective inclusive of mental hospitals is riddled with human rights breach. some touching on racist lines. and even to this day there’s probability that sicken is is abused. and used against human beings better judgment. simply by examining homelessness and lack of medical services as well as trouble shooting dying pandemics like covid are giving us insight as to “how much of a lesson we have learned about this so far “. ofc our spiritus is all kinds of confused. we try to take the matters into our own hands in a atheistic way. but end up threatening others in an attempt to get our way and assert dominance . then how can we be better examples sans religion and spiritual teachings that we strongly antagonize. it is one thing that we might have had a particular bad experience. which we should pursue for its justice. but then we go extra step of convincing others and deter them from any potential of good path or personal choice. then exactly go a different are we from those of dogmatic teachers ? we do exactly the same. in pursuit of such recruitment of a perfect world we think is aptly just.
perhaps not everything is lost. not just yet anyway. we are not past behind the point of no return. it’s not punishment enough to feel this way. we still have a. chance to turn things around. and it’s doable when we quiet the mind. this doesn’t mean don’t talk don’t share be quiet shut ur mouth but it’s the ability to not be compelled in presence of many words and heads in conjunction. this way we are able to practice and embody be and let it be. ur sharing a divine right. of expressions. and in ur choice of words or however u wish to convey ur particular message ur being considerate. those of us who were verbally abused during the time of growing up must know this. as very essential. same with emotional abuse. so u wouldn’t do to others what might have been done to u. what u wanna do is refer back to a past. that both vast. and that which u can pinpoint to a root of a problem that may concern us all as opposed to demanding change only for urself. but this is tough to expert from everyone for each of us may have a unique skill set we may still be in the discovery of. u may like to touch on extensive study of a particular subject versus the jack of all trades. master of none ( maybe being master of ur no self self is enough ) it’s ice to be essential to do both. have smth of an interest that u can really focus on and delve in and also accompany all other topics. at least establish basics of each and their strong correlations. contradictions whatnot. which complements the whole. but make no mistake with too much relativity. when we form too much associations we then run the risk of overgeneralization which sort of eliminates the chance of seeing unique details of similar objectives .
that’s why the tipping point. we are already getting fed up. it’s been years. some issues have been on repeat for decades. others long standing g ones take as long. as lifetimes. this world is full of emotional toil among all other difficulties. we don’t notice ? it’s already difficult to be human being. why add more ? but we worry too much. we worry about our children. we worry about social conduct. is it safe outside our door. we look to see how a particular idea or information can do to a person. and we can run the risk of too much paranoia. too much worry. and even get tired of it all bc it turns out it’s very hard to maintain things as they are when there’s a whirlwind of change sweeping the entire world. sometimes we get series of winds. shifts. waves. ups and downs. others are resilient. they keep persisting. keep nudging at us. look at me. look here pay attention. here i am. and there is all kinds of pain all over the place. all over the world is full of this sort of human struggle that during heightened times we woken e a bit more cautious but irregardless to what, we all run the risk of being less than perfect. even in the most perfected skill sets we may possess. sometimes the ignorance don our shared past is so loud that it is meant to disturb us. from our daily machinations. it may have nothing to do with u and i. it might just be. something that affects others. but we are here. and attention is one of the first steps to facilitating change. often times we leave things to awareness only. we expect someone else to do it. or assume it’d already being tackled. maybe bc we don’t think we are capable enough. or in the prices of constancy of learning sometimes we don’t notice how much we have in our possession of vicinity bc we didn’t stop to let things settle and put it into conscious actin’s to determine how much of the lessons have transpired in us and to why degree. what quality. whatnot. all of this becomes a past of our self learning as the more we understand ourselves in an objective way the more tolerance we have of each others struggles as well and that’s nth to be grateful for. or else. societies begin to dissolve. nations fall. that a point of no return we should keep in purview just so we can steer way if we are to ever get too close. to its manifestation.
why do we need things to sustain ourselves
and what are those essentials are peer of the curriculum of meridian quality and each persons input on the cumulative whole. there are basics established. for certain communities it is the service. such as in disabled communities who are often neglected whose needs don’t bring much capital. we can connect this to how we treat our aging communities and illnesses. more importantly. how do we evolve while leaving. groups of people behind. in old ages. even entire nations in the dark. there is our fundamental flaw in reasoning. assuming that we have reached a pinnacle without actually trying. to expand no our knowledge and widen our view. pessimism coupled escapism. we can escape. by distractions. by play things. colourful occurrences. but the issues remain. for the concrete we stand on refers to stationary reality , which requires upkeep. so u could be totally relinquish in ur power and be dependent. to fifteen minute cities this and a plastic reality that where u go outside all these stores are brimming with shiny little things all too enticing. calling ur name and u know that ur life is quite boring otherwise without this new thing u seek. today now. and come tomorrow. u will seek another. bc the high never ends. it needs to be constantly maintained . so it’s hard to tell if we want smth or we need. but it’s actually not hard to tell when we refer back to basics. then mind expanse. to see how is everyone. bc this refers to our meridian quality of experience. unless ofc. if ur ok with having self indulgences on the suffering of others. hence the question . would u keep 10k and press this button, but someone else does. or reject the whole thing which means u also reject the promising. 10k. here the argument resolved the finitude of resources and that if we wish to take more then we need. that mean someone else or others may be affected by our choice. and it’s hard to determine whose choice when some of these are supported by systems.
ofc it’s doffing to downgrade a lifestyle. then we must never subject anyone to it. but ofc. it’s like watching a terror of a storm. say a hurricane. and then u see ur neighbor get swallowed up and say phew. someone has to go. better then than me. even if u felt bad about the whole thing. u won’t do much dent into its outcome. u will feel helpless either way. u might like to think how could this have been evaded. what could have been detected ahead of time. what similar info about the objective already exists. what has been done about it so far. what ness to be done what’s in transit. who suppers this theory. who objects it. who is quiet in the face of evidence. what benefit do they wish to maintain by their ignorance. what fears that might instigate. what is systemically connects to facilitating such fears. are they recognized. meaning they are strategic part of some type of maintenance or are they phenomena produced as a result of conflicting and contradictory data in overlap. some times colliding other times diverging. etc. we try to connect these dots from our point of view of experience . some of which is caked. slow cooked in us. some of it is due to our intense deep dark fears. which can motivate us greatly when we utilize them right but can also be debilitating when we don’t know how to manage them. and manage ourselves. we don’t talk about these as part of effects to a faulty environment but characteristic flaws. but then we have gangs. and mafia business. that some how evades justice system. then we expect everyone else to have mutual conduct directed in a lawful way. and if someone fesses up we make big spectacle. people. in their exasperation do the same. bc they are desperate for change. so when we see a glimpse of a thing that correlates to a long standing issue we get hopeful. but we place that hope all on the scapegoat. as if they can herald such change. they can’t even help themselves. those poor shmucks. that’s why a scapegoat is scapegoated. it’s easy o build a narrative and give the illusion of a resolve. even when fundamentally not much changes.
the reasons are apparent. why change is difficult to do from the purview of this people or that. it has to be from the purview of the people maintaining systems and have greater oversight. even greater influence by their choices. our needs is quite simple. when u have enough food. and enough time to rest. then u evade getting sick. u can listen to ur body and be more in tune. which attributes to clear mind. a clear mind is able to choose efficiently. which refers to our daily habits. and in the presence of a mistake. it can be kept as a minor mistake . mitigated quickly bc u have clarity of mind so ur less likely to mishandle it. and make it worse. the mistake isn’t isolated. unless ur doing smth stupid and inconsequential as spilling milk on ur kitchen floor. u know what to do in those case. and even in those experiences u might leave smth. and then extrapolate on that finding to improve quality of life by innovation. but ofc ur ideas will have to be sustainable kind smth that’s friendly for the ecology. and for the budged. or else. u can develop a wonderful product but it won’t reach many bc of the social economical discrepancies. even if u diet innovate smth. having clear mind comes with a lot of benefit d it keeps u a decent. it keeps us from harem way. which includes self harm and hen towards others in our exasperation otherwise . where there is undetected illness there seem to be misbehaviour also. ur coos be product of the mind. it could be smth in the spiritual realm. it could be generic. nothing personal. it could be smth that was eventual to happen and not necessarily a karmic thing or a punishment. our world is right now below the water line when it comes to quality of life. we can showcase vacation sites and rich life experiences and potential to experience extravagant this world can accommodate to ur desires. nonetheless. as long as we have poverty of bodies. and conditions of material lack. we will continue to refer to poverty of heart and soul for this refers to our acclimation to reality and is strongly supported by our attitude. but we alone cannot determine others reality for them. so simply saying that someone deserves to suffer bc they might have been bad or can’t be trusted is not accurate unless we apply the dan to warmongers and all the people who were trusted with real big decisions about world and people business only to have us all be gyped and poorer at the end of the day.
our need for shelter is one of the greatest conundrums. for this refers to our independence. and privacy as well as self discipline to not abuse our premises. our power and our responsibly to ensure we are at the very least cleaning up after ourselves. paying our bills and so on which helps the systems. bc we are witness to a part of infrastructure that could need upkeep and maintenance and we are putting our money. brainpower and body power in some cases to upkeep our lot. when we are too busy with other objectives. when poverty hits and the same thing that a well of person can do can be done but for hours by those who are almost set back timeline wise. in the same reality. may be a way to eli make waste from the proper products who were unsold to make use of it all the while up keeping capital by continual innovation to such an extend we are creating single use purpose product which takes more to produce but it’s posh bc it simplifies a tiny arena of one’s attention span. and sometimes ur working with statistics bc ur trying to determine what that is. which is also a waste of time. bc then ur heart may not be in it. so ur like well i wanna be an entrepreneur. working for others seem dull. but what can i do. well. what do people need. but i don’t exactly feel like my heart is in it. but i’ll do it bc from a practical point. of view i can make good bank. which is reality for most working people. bc we must hustle it for the money. don’t get much say in ways of the world. so we end up doing things someone else has decided. and their is tough lot too in cases wherein older corps have seized more than they need. which can be bought from them to create companies of lesser influence and power. or the sam corporation can create many other companies that align with fads. isn’t exactly a feee market as u wish to believe as the words state. bc for market to be free. conditions need to be just as free. at least equivalence of freedom so that the potential to make smth happen is higher. not less likely.
and we make such distinction between our family and everyone else. betwen our nation and everyone else. between our eve and everyone else between our gender and everyone else. between this and that objedirve makes for a real bad sandwich. it eliminates potential for creativity. and imagination is necessary to get us out of our social conundrums. but imagination isn’t making things up as u go along not trying to force urself to turn into a unicorn just bc u believe in ur heart of hearts of their reality. most of us escape from reality and not know it. and we do it so succinctly when we contradict ourselves betwen our values and our coping mechanism that get in the way of our otherwise clear ability to see things for what they are so that we aren’t compelled to complete and or take it’s shape and form bc we may feel under its influence. rather. which is the anti thesis to freedom also. it’s ok to follow fashion and upkeep with fads. they reveal some prediction about marketplace and buyers mindset. but game is rigged and we end up in a tunnel vision of frivolous productivity for the sake of it. for the sake of being rich. being different. bc the times of the sake night of the soul elect a bad taste in our mouths and we sort of wasted a good opportunity bc usually dark night of the soul when done right allow us a real good transformation and repentance and changed behaviour. clarity as well as marked difference . of improvements wherever it may apply. but we evade it. we feel uncomfortable and form a distaste and reject it. so we cut off a pert of ourselves. we halve ourselves and then hide the less desirable the part that which i sits her the dark night in the first place. we are so convinced that we can mute a very raw authentic part of ourselves so we waste the dark night of the soul and form strong distaste for the experience which forms strong self defence to counter it each time we get triggered. or we project it onto others. those poor shmucks. go help urself. i’m maintaining smth here.
how do we merge our ideals
with the material reality. how do we do what we know. how do we bring to life what we feel inside. how do we practically practice what we preach ? these are relative issues that concern us all. we have what appears to be stated of euphoria followed by calculated actions that are limited to shallow exchanges. why. we think in meta speech. and then we don’t exactly do the shpeal that would grant us such appeal. we don’t walk the walk and the talk is just cheap . for that reasons because what good is talk if our only intention is to coerce minds. change thoughts. and maybe even change the way someone makes decisions. what good is it if we must use speech to convos people to feel like wow or is done whereas nothing transpired ? nothing worthily anyway. even though there might be some type of movement that arises form it. what we refer to here is substance. and quality of that substance depends on the clarity of our intention and the moves that we make. are we making cheep moves ? at any cost ? are we doing anything every which way possible. just to achieve an end goal ? doesn’t matter how we get there. so long as we do. right ? but how relative is that to our overall world project ? what does it say to our individual process ? sure. we may feel we have no one to answer to. the world is our playground. we can wreck stuff. direct stuff. redirect it. cut it off. begin anew. call it new beginnings with all the same. and so on. so the potential is already there. we know what it feels like to be loved and accepted. we like being reliable. dependable. we like to lead. at the same time we like to follow. there are times ur tired. u might like to take a break and have faith and more importantly trust that things are going great in ur absence. ur not being dogmatic about ur approach bc u really take it seriously. the saying “ as within so worth out” so u really want to reach for self excellence but without punishing urself . that would be dogmatic. it’s not that serious even tho it is. ah so. a paradox.
and so we see this paradox play out in many places. u wanna give up but find a last ditch energy which eventually pulls u thru. sometimes it doesn’t. what does that mean to u. does it mean ur less than those who do surpass a given situation or conundrum ? u may refer to this as one’s own karmic process but then what about all the people that die haphazardly on earth. ur confounded by these twists and turns at the avenue of ur understanding , simply by being curious. and being honest with all there is. all that’s happening. to be able to do this requires no special skill or criticism. in fact. as a mere spectator. ur defining not judging. not actively anyway. but there is smth that happens internet. it refers to special calculations. ur calculating. adding subtracting. multiplying. dividing. ofc. while respecting all that which is available to u to work with. what u wanna do is be guided by the most purest. and closest to truths. not it’s associative bc there is a nature of gossip. that takes place. and we too like to escape from standard arguments. we like to take a detour in our minds. that’s why celebrity gossip os so juicy. or just focusing on people behaviours. it’ fills the space in which we may feel inadequate. plus. we may feel assurance that someone else has the lead. except in the case of our reality to esch their own. ur not gonna convince the judge u did this and that bc u saw someone else do it. it doesn’t work that way. u will be laughed off right away. what? u don’t have a thought process of ur own ? u can’t tell right from wrong ? there is a check in at the door trying to figure out if the small child ur workout. with knows and can discern right from wrong but somehow in our adolescence it leaves us at the door of our newfound perception n everything seems do promising. “ those that came before u failed. would u succeed or go home with a huge L” ,“ if u do x then. u will live ina mansion have lots of money. be better off than the rest and won’t get drafted to future wars “. “ but to reach that destination, here are things u must do. even though it’s against ur reason. and ur sound mind “ and surely u might feel perplexed. hey. i’m called on to do gods work. wow yea.
then ofc. things don’t exactly happen right away they take time. years. decades in some cases. most systems don’t know details but they do remember certain . things even though u might like to forget. perhaps bc there is intense need to recall certain things that we don’t have room to recall what we really need ? so this passage of time sort of distort our path and we may even forget the deal we might have made with ourselves bc all of a sudden the expanse. the space. that of which was filled with ton of possibilities. is getting smaller and smaller the. more we insist. on ringing to reality this epiphany of vision of reality that hasn’t happened yet. it was promised by so and so however do that has to be legit. so we put all our chips on that bc we say this : well. they won’t do that tho. it sounds pretty evil but they won’t do that. and bc the time distorts the way. and “life happens anyway” it’s not like we are simply put. and add nothing new to it. we may even date someone who might challenge our purview and get us temporarily distracted. maybe they were in on it. is it paranoia to wanna be safe when trust is heavily compromised on this planet ? but we feel compelled to open ourselves anyway. bc we may also feel this other existential perplex. that we wish to live fully and not waste our life and time as well as our energy. we can’t simply stay put. we can’t have patience. we must move. we can’t tolerate stagnation we feel like dying. so this pent up energy begins to compel us but we don’t know how to channel it. or where to place it in a constructive way where we won’t be taken advantage of. and where we can refrain from adding to our original cause. that which sort of forced us to wait in the first place. where i come from there is a saying u hagw to entice the snake out of its hole before u whack it. and another. if u give enough pressure to a zit it will eventually explode. and u will get the relief. from the pressure of its bulbous nature.
but see. we end up getting all kinds of squeezed and then we are in this intense rush of excitement and worry fear concern all these feelings all summed into one. and then ofc the eruption can be easily misdirected. n it can be messy. and it ends up changing the landscape on which we previously stood much like a volcano trip room changing ur landscape. adding more land. destroying anything else interim. gasses and such. we are very much like that. but the growing up process needs a careful oversight. for every thing that happens tend to chip away at that peace and tolerance. and the tranquility which enables us a closer look to the abstract of our potential seem to become distant the more we end up putting n all these arbitrary devious things in between. then ofc everything feels like the end of the world. we may feel like it’s time to cash in our chips so we feel esteem to tell our lover what we feel. we may feel overly dramatic about our things. i e may get rid of stuff. we may destroy stuff. we are on our way after all. at least it feels like it. but then things calm down and then we are confronted by how very little has changed. except for the effect of our actions that haven’t showed up yet. we may learn to anticipate such report. so that we can learn how to redirect our frustrations as well as know our triggers and tribulations. if smth causes u much negativity then u should have right within urself to refrain from participating in it. but in our world in concerns to systems and common ground we can’t escape many of the responsibilities that are set in place. where some of them don’t produce positive results. others are destructive on our health and our minds. and relations with each other. whereas other arent the cost of strangers well being so we could be doing a snob that slowly poisons people. but we have no choice bc our gov is not producing a differ job for us and we have all the mouths to feed and bills to pay so how can we be responsible if all our option is to join a cartel and help trafficking others daughters for sex work ?
and do we see this dual world. the front of the stage where everything seems kosher. if u are frugal then u may look good in the eye of authority where u can cut corners and save every penny. u can have dignified conduct. or appearance of it. u can use all the right words and convey and establish the meanings of which are very standardize to demonstrate ur skill. we may seem productive. such business is always revered bc our hustle side culture is quite responsible. carrying society on its back. and then the tiredness is earned at the end of the day. u can put ur head on the pillow and dose off. no need for drugs. but then the back of the house is this. all. kinda of speciations are made. on ur behalf. without ur input or expertise or maybe a simple question to ask u what do u think of this. no do this instead. it must be done. and the there is profanity. and all these secrets that also hide among the rest, where our restless minds are looking for smth but we might have missed at the entrance on which everything self reveals already much like our birth. we know. but then we willfully deny. we willfully put the blinders on. we willfully pas the responsibly to others bc we are lazy or too scared to be wrong. bc we see how others we condemn when they are wrong. no matter how much of ur decades of life u might have dedicated to a particular type of work u might lose it all and real quick at that. so we have this dual reality which reflects inside. we end up being virtuous. but in theory. where’s our actions must follow suit with the availabilities of reality and to add to the insult we can’t discuss it. and to add more insult to the insult should we get caught. or be a fall guy for someone else’s appeal. we end up paying with our life.
there is a history of development
for the way things take shape and form. and for the way things dissolve. we see this from a continual point of view. and try to honour the process for what it is as opposed to what our minds like to make of it. excessively antagonizing people would further wedge between us. causing more animosities and division between already strained parties. which enable more of the same. the tables will eventually turn. u win today. but tomorrow is uncertain so ur hard work could very well be wasted. and this can cause in us a ton of anxieties. so while we want to keep a potential for recovery for our species with little to no ignition to inferiority that would being about heightened bad behaviour. what we wish to achieve is to touch on objective topics that concern most of humanity. in simple dialect and for education purposes. as well as a chance for respite. even for those who are lost in soul or lost in their way or in their heart consciousness which gives the wrong appeal of conduct. for the preservation of their own lot. irregardless the cost. the examinations would contain few basics. one of which is speculative. bc we are touching on a part of history where no alive person was there to offer clarity and do a fact checking for us. when we are dealing with such speculative where we were not there and it was not smth that happened during our time of being alive offers us the ability to keep an open mind. and be generous in our approach of kindness since the shared information can create intense emotion. opposition of thought due to being called out or being out on the spot. this is not the intention. the point is to understand things and perk up thought by stimulating it via offering potentialities as to versions. concerning the world front. there are few key players who take up the global limelight more so than many others whose policies and concerns and struggles are on the backdrop. we almost do not hear about the entire world and all our human family members in the same manner as we do with few key players. we may look to how such conditions have developed. in determining the historical connection to many nations we can see influx of many from different backgrounds . who in their own existentialism and survival did some bad things. much like any invention or idea that spread like wildfire. it appears the bad behaviours and coping mechanisms have the same quantifying effect not bc we are pliable. controllable or machinated but given enough conditions to dominate the lot, we would be compelled to self defence . and in nature of lack. resort to similar modes of regaining what was lost to bring us to a more “manageable “ conditions. hence the competitions were formed and advantageousness took root from the conditions of the prior. the darker ages and inability to determine who we are let alone what we are here for. ( denotes to our primalism which stimulates our intentions for survival )
some of these groups would clash. combine. separate. and then settle to what we may refer to their timeline as the “most formidable common grounds to be agreed upon based on by conditions relative to that timeline “. so it’s not stationary. absolute or perfect at that. our ancestors have been known to give more than fight for more bc also back then things are highly volatile versus where we are today. although the element of self destruction is still there. bc it’s highly advanced. itself has the esteem that the past doesn’t have. also bc that was decided upon during the last developments and have silently been growing along with all other attempts and advancements that take place in the public front. but some of us might run with that logic. bc we do look to last for clues that we might have missed suggests that we might have some innate feeling that gives us the appeal. something isn’t right. or smth is maladjusted. what we see today isn’t perfect. far from it. and this doesn’t mean improvements denote to our rather imperfect reality. but more so that there is need for clarity and come to terms with where the issues lie. that’s hard to do given our past. predecessors have fought hard. they seized by any and every means possible . this means that there could still be bad feelings between groups and individuals. but today. as opposed to the last what we have is this multi culturalism. so we wanna help. open doors. mix and mingle. but at the same time our global policies do not reflect such coexistence and unity. there’s a lot of stops. a lot of essential i ties in slow motion and our idea of strength and respect are so messed up. a guy punching u bc u didn’t respect them assume that the act of punching someone for respect is not exactly the idea of respect either. but can u blame anyone for adhering to such. when we hear all kinds of generalities of thought but cannot pinpoint the exact order in which these things came to be about. ? then it’s quite easy to mistake ur condition for smth else. bc say. ur also going thru a huge conundrum. and that much is given bc majority of the world is already suffering on such topics along the lines of savings and the way their own local ground work. often times we can put the blame on local government. and criticize the system where there could be grain of truth. but there’s also everything else that connects us to the whole. so there is limits to that and bc we don’t exactly stop. when smth goes wrong. we build on the past assuming it’s gone. now in the case of how we may think these events are connected. we may refer to differences as to both local and international grounds. that’s hard to do. bc information isn’t readily available. and. we have is more fire for the fuel of harm than constructive critical thought that could get us out of our shared conundrum. bc people are ill prepared. anything tends to go and that can undo a lot of great hard work and effort of our predecessors who have sacrificed so much for a grain of argument to take root. the idea is to uproot the old and plant anew. but issue is what sort of shape. right ?
in terms of america for example. we refer to the ur history here bc it is source of where a ton of what we see in the political discourse the recent years can be exemplified. the need to come to terms with its history. with black culture or indigenous. is not to exclusively put america in the hot seat. bc it happened and happens everywhere else too. canada for one has history with their indigenous communities and as well as in cases where black peoples were moved out of entire town so others could settle in their place. and so on so everyone has some faulty past notions. in their history. many aboriginals were in once ice with junk food , overly studious types that explored the findings, the need to seize and abuse fertile lands. to trick them bc what does a uneducated man know about making sound business deals ? but there seems to be. as opposed to the old way of getting ur way. that is. to infiltrate and battle field , kill and take over anything u can get. although that too happens to date. may suggest from us there is either accidental finding in , after subjugating people to civility and industrial age, that all we needed was anti thesis to wars. cooperation and advancement which brought motivation. domestic front that afforded good jobs and houses. education … and things that made life easy. so technology. which ends the need for having slaves. but again what happens to black american does not determine the black people everywhere but we do see similarities in behaviour. perhaps bc of the political and sociological condition of african nations. and their strong correlation to policies and dealings with others. all concomitant to the prick of history of evolution of the ways in which took shape today. in thee subsequent placements. we can suffer that enemies of the past are friends of today. such alliances mean that the focus has shifted from making enemy of each other to turning the eye of enemy to the people. but i could be wrong. this can be said of recent years when issues were brewing fresh still where u have room to speculate where u can tell there’s a storm coming. u can smell it in the air. so u must prepare. but u gotta be outsmarting everyone else bc there’s a lack of resources or lack of something. that what i mean. as to the long time it takes for some wrong ideas to evolve. also bc as people we tend to have certisnties in linear fashion and when the clarity we seek does not fall thru for the sake of that linear development we rely on assumptions to carry on our mission. as opposed to an open mind that can detect the areas that are missing before calling the shots for the probability of being wrong is more costly then taking a bit more time before a decision is made concerning others.
could be that assange revealed too much. and america saw this opportunity to divide entertainment industry from pities before they had a plan. hypothetically speaking that is. for the truths revealed exposed ugly nature of global affairs. as opposed to what’s aid in media. also. u see. a movie was made about him. which gives good esteem right ? but then law was laid down and we know the rest. but the issue is. the division of entertainment from politics is dubious. ( we are speculating ) bc it also runs on propaganda as well as contradictions found in the economic function aka workers rights. and ferris truths via culturization also to take root. all affecting poplar thought and influence choice. here. let’s put that aside. and look to around that time a law was passed that allowed gov media and entertainment to lie. in public. so now in addition to a truth teller behind bars. we have to come to terms with authority legally lying. what does that tell u? can u trust what u see and hear ? no. absolutely not. but let’s put that aside bc say we are lying bc we wanna keep the nation safe. bc the arbitrary nature of keeping a truth teller behind bars would require from us a strong counter argument. he told truths. which put the nation in global danger. this is the counter argument. at the same time however we no longer have to tel the truths. which is dubious. given that our , americas history is riddled with unfinished business . where black people are being executed. and ur still waiting for that global front to improve bc ur sacrificing truths for smth right ? it was said it’s for national security. but then u hear that there’s all this contradictory info coming forward. how america tends to play on others lot or blow up dams or do smth that jerald a warning but u don’t know which. i’m not saying this to antagonize the nation. it’s a beautiful country. and has a lot of potential. but there’s possibly it could be hijacked by russia.
during trump taking office. we have now displayed entertainment to leak into politics . and say entertainment could be hijacked already. where ur turning people into russian spies. it’s then not too difficult to make such connections. but i also think that russia could be like the person who has some mental issue and us simply being triangulated to do smth , given that whoever is doing the triangulation knows them so they know their triggers and are playing on those triggers to get effects. such ego and pride minds may be strong when things r going their way but have a lot of complexities when things are going wrong and will do what ever to maintain their status quo and feed the ego at any cost. to them. so this could be either way. we also have other players of strong concern but that part refers to economic shrewdness bc all of this springs from economic advancements even though u don’t hear anyone admit it. the seizing of a better deal on others resources is a win on economic front for those who can strike such deals. it works to establish gains. capital and predictability of ur own work flow. and in a way u can think of this like any board game u have to think few moves ahead and always make sure u can see urself win in ur mind before u take a chance. when u don’t do the work. preparation. discipline whatever. then u worry about what ever might happen once u get there and that’s tough bc anything goes. ur not sure. u can oscillate flip flop do smth terrible whatever. just to get ur way. now the issue with this is america may no longer be america if it’s seized and is rotting from within in terms of its already dwindling values. partly bc there was a ton of prospect. and then maybe too much prospect made people lazy and that offered opening. and someone might have seen opportunity in that. it could happen in ur own lot. u could be so pessimistic that u wish to get rid of ur local problems but ur pessimism makes u inhumane bc u don’t think that others deserve dignity. perhaps bc ur also highly convinced at what u think u see. part of such recruitment has to tell people a version that will instigate motivation. so i don’t blame the people for falling for it if that’s how that goes. but it’d better rot recognize sooner than later so that u can reorient urself and not continue to go the wrong way which will cost us all. even tho initially it may not seem like it.
the case about ukraine is a good example we hear oh they r nazis but the certainty does lot have anything to back up its claims. surely there’s historical contexts bc they r neighbouring countries and then we see things but do not know the culture well enough to establish clear basis. personally peopel are having their own battles. betwen nations. and there’s some humour in that. which u can sort of discover once u spend time with the people and see their daily thought processes and how they handle their difficulties. but it’s easy to fall for assumptions and based on by what seems bc the information can be easily weaponized as well as how these times is already rushed map ur mind cannot handle any more burden. ur forced to sloppy thoight. and ur also forced to refine. so it’s easy if say. u can assume a group of people is not worth considering bc they are nazis. it’s easy sell. that’s one less thing for u to worry about. bc they are nazis and nobody like nazis for what they have done. but at the same time, we can’t ask ourselves what sort of threat anyone is. we can’t prioritize the level of threat and danger. and we don’t have enough info either. so my question is what danger do ukrainians lose on u ? what do they do worse than say ur own policies. surely right now the argument is money. it says. smth like ur own lot is on fire whereas we send billions to ukraine wars. it’s easy to put people in a conundrum to choose either their well-being or someone else’s. now the idea of duality and fair play also evolves here. but also we see this caveat. nobody actually wants to nuke the world. we all love our lifestyles and food. our friends and family makes life worthy. the issue we face is a global conundrum however. one that is of complete control. but only after many people die. bc this is also a population issue. now we are also exhausted bc for the last three years of such heights. we have overtalked. over thoight. over shared. over emphasized on importance on matters concerning human life in general and where we are cumulatively being headed. it could be smth as easy as once all arenas are concerned and we gained “posts” in all arenas for potential of control from there we can also infiltrate from within. all nations and then cause much commotion in each. which will transpire discontent that leads to sad fulfilling prophecy to eliminate each other so the work does it for u. a whole new warfare is the most effortless kind. u get people to put each other. and it’s better if this plays out on all levels not just the historical front. bc ur also trying to squash age old arguments such as indigenous people rights. black people right s ( context per locale and history of development ) women rights. children. bc this all portrays the issues that took interim. u think pedophilia is not a big deal ? kids are being decimated right now. and it’d not that our history was any better for it. we are highly maladjusted that we eat our own offspring. the issue touches on illness. and that refers to the environment.
u might think well what. writer. do u want me to do. i say. watch for the year 2027 where a ton of blitzkrieg events are to happen all of this. plus the last three years. plus the last two to three decades were proper to this event. that’s why we fight today. that’s why we talk today. that’s when we must keep parsing the history and behaviours of everyone so that we can prevent this future event eventual to follow if we keep going this way. i’m not saying this to worry. there’s plenty of reasons for that. u can worry about ur health ur family at the very least ur budget and ur future. every nation is impacted since covid also. which means that there’s definitely smth bad going on that we can all sort of feel. but this is product of the competitiveness that the west originated so now we can’t get us out of this same conundrum with the same mindset that got us here. that we might wish to really transcend the way we do everything before it transcends us. respectively speaking. artificial intelligence seems nice. fifteen minute cities are great. u get crypto bitcoin. digital sphere is good but also u can run the risk of getting isolated. cut off from the world and ur essentiality’s and get squeezed out. only after enough numbers is reached. desired effects is reached. then the new technology gets to be rolled out with the idea of new societies that will spring forward. this can happen in two to three decades which is a scary thought. and that’s precisely why we must not skip steps on the continuity of determining a proper type of conduct. for instance. america. u wanna cut off weapons for ukraine but also do nothing to fix ur racism condition and ur economics which impact the world front. and u deny any business dealings of ethical unethical coordination with other nations as well as military movements and coups misconduct. perhaps bc this is controversial and may put u on the spot. but something has to give way or else it’s easy to have caused so much confusion prior to technology ( internet social media ai etc ) only to pull back all of a sudden. and hide behind trans movement to be undetectable unpredictable , all the while continue to lie ( but nations are safe and unsafe. and global conditions can impact our own quality and our efforts can easily be wasted if we do not come to terms with our own conundrums ) and withhold oneself from any conversations that offer any ideas or thoughts to a more peaceful conduit that helps and honours all life. now i don’t think china is the probme here but it’s the effect to the condition that caused the economic disparities and strong contradictions in the way we see each other and it can be amicably resolved via comprehensive look on everything which includes our own conduct both on local front and global grounds since they do impact peoples perception as to who they are. how they came to be and what they can and or should do today where they may find themselves in.
in this life
there are no guarantees. u can make a plan. chart ur entire life and still things will happen. usually in determining plans. they denote to the material reality. of executing actions and then making things happen. some people refer to this as a dream board. u may have some type of plan. a life event. or schooling to do. and then determination as to what u need to do next. but the truth is. anything can happen so strictly focusing on the exterior is futile sometimes in the quality of one’s inner resources. to be ready at any avenue. for if death may come is not for faith hearted however. it requires from us to take. good look at our own inner work. and combine that with our exterior conditions. our actions. what we have done so far. how did we get here. it’s better to reconcile loose ends bc we never know what might happen next. it’s better to close all chapters and lay ur heart at ease then live decades of ur life in pursuit. constantly waiting. for what will happen next. so that ur strategically trying to overcome smth. surely this can happen. we don’t always get what we want when we want it. we are lucky if we can get what we need. it’s very difficult to even achieve that on this earth bc we got our priorities all mixed up and well since life goes on and it doesn’t exactly stop for us. same with reality and the systems. that we are compelled to keep goi my even when we are wobbly. struggling to keep the pace. and balance that is required to juggle the many objectives along the way. but the inner work can be done from anywhere. even in ur sleep. when u make such intentions before u dream, anything can happen in the dojo of ur conscience on ur absence. but this may require a degree of self trust. how can we develop that level of trust can be strengthened and or weakened via our interactions with each other. but does not depend on interactions to be developed. especially when we can see happenstances for what they are and not as we think. our inner realm is full of files and folders our entire life is there. and that’s not all. we absorb so much in our day to day life. most of this stuff is on repeat others are cyclic. yet others are attracted to us via some impulse intention or some unrecognizable factor that compels us to such. it’s no wonder why we have such worldly disagreements bc in a way we are like children who cannot share. or come to terms with the nature of happy coexistence. ur special. but so are they. but this perturbs some minds
we think it’s safe to think with the common sense and common logic but we haven’t exactly come to common grounds as to what is common sense and common logic even though for those who have done some work and have some experience to have some advantage over those who are still in the process of their becoming and coming to terms with what it all means. there has to be an easy way to figure things out. some say that if u are given instructions and step by step decision on something then it’s easy for u to get thru stuff. but this begs the question. exactly what sort of skills would be needed to machinate such. the alternative is it’s extreme opposite. which we just keep reinventing the wheel. learning the same things over and over n over again. and it never ends. bc there’s so much to learn. much of this info in conjunction and in disarray. and there’s no way to come to a simple ground where we have efficiently determined to make some space. which isn’t easy as deleting stuff. u don’t get to delete what happened. that come with the grounds. of human. and it’d been done before. we try to get rid of a problem either by going by paper trails or withholding the whole truth while only choosing to share the info that complements the common think and common speak. . even though everyone knows what’s going on. this playing on what’s publicly available. supposedly provable. versus what we all know. causes us what i refer to as a sort of sick game we play. and we think we are clever. bc here. we can easily touch on how multiple hierarchies can coexist. and co exist here is like randomly take up space perhaps bc we are still in a very abstract sense. still forming. we haven’t took our final shape yet. and well even the final shape isn’t final. eventually it too transforms. now the issue here is that in the most common thought we are compelled to assume. which refers to our intuition. rather. but if intuition can be taught then it can also be taught to be inefficient and inaccurate. this doesn’t mean that in achieving in hijacking’s our intuition to do wrong and be convinced that it’s right, does not produce any side effects in our other centres. it does that. but bc we are going by common speak. we end up delving into common remedies which ofc serve the common line of thought instead of actually walk with us thru the proceed of discovery of what even is going on. we are too accustomed to assume , which comes with the grounds of such rushed experience. we must finish things bud we make a mistske we must sloppily cover it up or correct it. while being expedient on errors is key. understanding how the error happened and why refers to bigger queries but this is not possible to happen when we have competitive sectors that are isolated and secretive in their own grounds n very contradictory in their form of operations. while the solution is to merge and connect departments and solve issues by confronting the issue, by talking about it openly. and then brainstorming on solutions would be easy, it seems to be missing for the sake of keeping or preserving a grey areas that’s very much like a back door theory. that u can have access at any time when things go wrong or as u see fit. say things become flagrant. too standard. predictable. may not produce more profit or give u much actions. so this preservation of grey zone de the sake of continuity of upper hand refers to the exceptionism of some that sets them apart from everyone else. and what does that translate to us as ? division. separation. contradicting the unity mindset.
and when we are too head strong about our convictions given that we are touching on standard form of speech , which may be binary in social terms. that which tries to touch on and manipulate a person who might be in the position of making difficult decisions. i guess u can say influence. say ur working on a case and then smth seems like smth else. ofc then ur job maybe much easier bc u already have some experience in issues similar to that one. u may easily come up with solution but fail to see the details that may set it apart from the rest. if ur ill intended u might use this for ur benefit or who it serves. that’s the grey area. bc we do not look to see the relationship between objectives that brought us here when we are in a situation of push come to shove and are forced to magnify our problems to a wall. instead of seeing the entire room for what it is. in language we have this thing called the art of expressing smth to someone who hasn’t seen it. so ur using basic simple language to explain and give directions or paint a picture. which is easier in concept than actually do as it turns out words have multiple meanings they have also both subjective and objective connotations but we never clarify it. bc in the art of communication we tend to be rather rushed and there is a ton of stuff that could cause the appeal in which we might feel compelled not to show our entire hand. we may hold back. or maybe there is roles that come into play. now we must speak to people in the manner in which they understand best. or maybe we are here to teach. we want to be able to give clear instructions that somewhat make sense and appeal and does not look down or sound arrogant or cold. ur not looking down on someone who comes to u with a question. but using this as a opportunity to refine ur skills for all things related to language are all attributes of communication with urself and with others. as well as understanding. which complements the communication or else we would be totally clueless. u would say smth. i would say smth we would gawk all day and still wouldn’t come to a common ground. our associations are also related to our safety. do u feel safe with people u speak. in the company of others. how do we feel in general when we go out in public. what do we know versus what we are willing to share does not suffice in our ignorance. not rather denotes to our existentialism bc this world happens to be a very sensitive world where u can get killed for what u say. but let us not dare speak about acts of killing.
why this matters brings us back o our death process. everyday is an opportunity for us to redo coke our past. understand our nature. be brave enoch to do right things. and right our wrongs while we are alive. even a warmonger has a chance of evading hell if they are keen enough to right their wrongs. pay back the damages and help up the wronged. it’s quite possible to change ur character in this lifetime if ur determined. and can discipline urself and be really honest with urself . it’s not a trick. bc it does not serve anyone what happens to u once u die. and go thru ur bardos. but i heard it can be hellish for those who do great harm and are strongly attached to worldly desires such as lust. avarice and lies. so here. if the true intention is to relive all tension solve all problems . heal all sick. help all downtrodden this includes everyone for this would be the embodiment of unity consciousness. ur not saying that a particular issue that a particular person has done are one and the same. it’s not always the case. it is said u are what u eat. but in truth food passes thru u. u might be it for a while then u deplete ur reserves. that’s how malnutrition happens or else eating good food once should suffice in ur entire shape of person. funny thing is we too are passing thru this earth. and while earth is consuming us. no matter how enlightened we are. it hasn’t woke us all up just yet so that we begin to save it and therefore ourselves interim. but there is another saying. if u feel smth then there is smth that’s trying to get ur attention. now feelings can be tricky for many of us here. we can look at a child in wars one who gets blown to bits and feel intense pain and sides g for them. we may say wah. they didn’t even grow up. got falsely separated from their parents. their neighbourhood. their own life. and they will never grow up to experience what makes us human such as fine food. and making memories. laughters. etc.
while at the same time we may be amazed at how small we are compared to cosmos that we think human endeavours is not a big deal. we are alive today. gone tomorrow. what difference does it make. that u die today. versus live for another forty plus years. or maybe it doesn’t matter how u die. of more importantly. whether if u ever lived at all. who cares. usually in referring to existential issues. we look to our condition of now which can be tricky sometimes. bc if u were to examine if feelings and then try to get glimpses into absolute from ur poor of operation in relation to ur current environment u might run the risk of making error assuming the finite is infinite and the non stationary is stationary. thereby confusing what maybe concrete for smth that’s unstable. that’s bc of the reflective quality of our reality. while not everything is smooth surfaces that reflect images as the light does it’s things. there is reflective quality of intrinsic basis in reality even among each other. and ur process within urself. that’s when we can’t say whether if a particular thought or feeling is coming from us or from someone we love. this phenomena is. not new. people have reported to see their sick loved ones in distress in their dream or call on them telepathically. dead beyond the grace making contact to u in ur nightly slumber. telling u cryptic messages that u may not understand just yet. very much like ur viewing a room thru a camera. of a room of two people in conversation. they are sitting on a table facing each other. one of them pulls out a letter from their pocket. the words seem handwritten but u can’t make out the letters bc ur viewing this from a camera so the quality of the digital rendition of what’s happening. has glitches it hiccups it’s missing in scenes. etc. even if it’s nano seconds worth. so u try to read the body language. maybe the tone or language. and who are these people anyway. with the same level of ease. we do the impossible , where two different elements come together. we do not rush the process but at the same time we are keen on trying to get the full gist. of where we are. u don’t wanna die with regrets. or open tabs. so u work very diligently on closing them while also continuing to figure out the lot .
society and advancements
show us that people feel safe when there’s a system that they can rely on that takes charge of what functions need to be implemented. overtime people left farms and came to the suburbs where there was greet promise for a better future that guaranteed success in someway. where did we go wrong i don’t know. couldn’t tell. but the proof is in feb pudding. that infrastructure and services that help people nourish people and inspire people to take heed. take responsibility. take care of their own lot. cultivate families. take care of their priorities and so on. so why can’t we see this as a good example to implement everywhere else too ? it’s too easy to make assumptions that a specific blood lines are only apt to being civil. it’s in our accustomed ways of understanding that we may perceive a given condition at face value. it’s very easy to run the error of things stationary maybe it’s too much on our minds to think in a broader sense. to really believe that we are all the same underneath the veneer of differences. slight. here and there. characteristics we are so proud of to display. of culture and of suffering. and still miss the point of what needs to change bc the fear is greater. we fear w each other bc we don’t want things to get worse over the long term. while we also do not o much for the concerns of today. it’s almost like where we gain a particular type of knowledge or wisdom or experience where we might feel more confident than others. we automatically assume the worst of others who are struggling in their realizations still. so there’s the act of self perfecting. which suggests we must have a degree of self awareness to determine what is wrong in our life and needs changing . but once we reach that state smth happens in us. we suddenly cover the past. we are embarrassed of it after all. and this covering of our part makes us cynical of others struggles. because we are partial in our truth. our actions end up being partial and which denotes insensitivity even when we didn’t intend for it.
and u could be evolved. or advanced or civilized but still keep a very primal animalistic sense within. u could be the embodiment of a good covered shit and assume that itself is enough to call urself civilized. then it’s a lot easier to make excuse for others behaviours and even support or supplement violence. especially when ur not the one doing it urself. a civilized person who is fully awakened to what benefits such conduct may produce would never wish others to resort to animalistic behaviours. if they do so. they are either working for a hidden agenda. and pushing forth some type of lie that only seems like there in the surface. and the logic is simplistic. it’s easy to say. well hit the person who disrespects u. they spit on u? how dare they. why don’t u go and break their head so they can spend the rest of their dripped lives repenting. does not translate well to self righteousness let alone civil behaviour. but it might tell smth. maybe in the discovery of such frustrations where u might feel helpless about a given conundrum u might think the respite lies in other people taking the issue into their hands. but u could very well study ur systems and then go to ur constituent s u could organize and let other community members in on ur thought process while honouring what’s in the back of theirs. when people congregate. great things are to happen we cultivate particular line of thought and then trade our ideas and processes. we then let things germinate. some things we may have to filter. others we have to ensure the quality of their delivery and substance and material. as well as intention behind the choice to share. and then this sort of having each others back is key to the quality of germination process which produces fruits. aka. ideas to change reality. and changes that is required for such cultivation of ideas since this begins in our minds. if we don’t have a clear vision. if we can’t see it on our minds how then can we put things into motion. there’s no way. and that’s no wonder why we feel so frustrated in our decision making or even handling the burden that come with grounds of being human.
there is hope still but i don’t like a world that is indifferent in the face of very obvious issues that are long term persisting. it’s like u feel compelled to surrender. ur in a toxic relationship with reality. u wanna. be grateful for the benefits it offers but at the sam time u feel inadequate. there’s a general sense of discomfort much like wearing clothes that are either too big or too small. u need to tailor it to really embrace the fit and benefit from flexibility but this isn’t possible when there’s clear discrepancies. much like in our society where we are forced to being desensitized in the face of very strong human suffering and conditions that are beyond our reach but u and i can reason quite easy. all u have to do is put urslf in so and so shoes. and then try to see the world from that purview. imagine ur lost and have nowhere to go. and then streets full of people. about its business it’s a very twisted thought process. u can’t fathom bc the person who’s going thru it may accompany other visions along with the vision of reeling. that it’s unconcerned with those around it. even tho it has overnight everywhere. u can’t forage much like an animal does. in this case an animal has more right than u even tho their kingdom is being attacked too. they still get more freedom and change to survival perhaps bc it’s their lot. we on the other hand are contradictory. we wanna be civil but then can’t let go this really absurd animalistic intention. the dog eat dog world out there or to each their own only when it suits us. anything that will deny the facts. is good enough. i never leaned anything from intense suffering. i shit u not. not a single goddamn thing worth of sharing. however. the things of value are self spoken. surely there is price ticket for such knowing but that’s only a product of our minds. and the conditions of the state of affairs we are part of. a given error on its one must fade before it has chance to trenched and dissolve entirely. but what we can do is after recognizing the problem and identify its factors. we can then comprehensively brainstorm as to what to do with our finding. versus u having to do all that on ur own which facilitates repeating a error a few more times before u finally master the art of what ever the heck it’d been trying to teach u. against the worldly grain. since there’s a ton of choices that lead u to bad ending than good ones.
in a way u can say we are trapped. first we are trapped in where we are born then to whom and then from there under what conditions which reflect the state. which has a history so there are depended conditions in the way that things came to be where u are. so ally he’s e human characteristics that we see are actually fake. they are part of the conditions we are part of. they are slow cooked in our being much like social codes that we download and follow. and there’s good there and there’s also bad. the good denotes to common sense and common logic. but this also requires from us that we have some basic understanding into ethical conduct and morals. which differs from place to place when we have distinct settlement as to world one two and three. as well as their subsequent economic disparities. developments. conduct of authority. who’s old put. who’s a planted moron serving an agenda or other etc. somewhere along the way , we have developed haphazardly. maladjusted. we are barely holding on. it’s all clankidy. squeaky. people are overworked. overburdened. and it’s the same day everyday. ur on a never ending loop where the only changes u experience are reflected in ur health and quality of life which dwindles the older u get. common sense and common logic eh? and we are supposed to be experts at human health and altruistic co habitation theories but we are not. so what’s wrong with telling ourselves sweet little lies. we all do it. we think that it’s always someone else who experiences misfortune. who gets cancer. who dies haphazardly. poor shmuck u say along with a farewell n good wishes on their bardos but it’s not sufficient. u may know smth is wrong. and maybe u too we’re a rebel without a cause in the past but such rebellion don’t always work the sam for everyone. what may work for one part of the world may cost u ur life and make things worse elsewhere. it’s not bc ur mess of a human bc u exist there.
and then we are like well people have to experience life for themselves but we fail to take from ourselves. most often than not. as things go this way. hindsight is 20/20. even in ur death. but by then. as it is as it seems. things could be very well too late. not bc there is right way to exist. but it’s such a waste is it not. to come all this way only to have ur way cut haphazardly shirt like that. in a very unnatural way. no matter what lies we tell ourselves to get thru another day living among the most down trodden. stop being poor. ok. i mean. everything comes from somewhere. u don’t just produce things out of thin air as some of the guts in india streets do. and even that is hard to believe. imagine. u sit there in ur meditation cushion and then produce bread out of thin air. hit it sounds very nice. and maybe we may evolve to such higher states of being. to really do anything with our power and intention . it just doesn’t seem k be in our stars. perhaps bc of the precipitation. the storm have been brewing. the skies are full of clouds. we know how air condenses the water and other conditions and quality of air to create vision problems. science itself says we haven’t experienced evolution. in a while. and touches on our eye sight. bc that’s how some of these tiny organism in water developed. they learned very basic motivations that’s part of our baseline. so. what are we waiting for ?
just because
we notice an error in our choice. our circumstance and our behaviour. that doesn’t mean we see negating the existence that are deemed from that point of occurrence. what most of the time happens is this : we err and then we wake up in the middle of it. it’ takes time to recognize u places ur loyalty in the wrong place. the efforts to really bring out a ambiguous truth that u might feel seems rather projected. and the life that evolved thereafter seemed to have a mind of its own. so it’s hard to say well i made a mistske but i still need to cultivate and tend to this garden seeds of which i sowed at some point thinking. that i was doing everything right. bc looking at our errors makes us feel partial and not as whole people. we may feel inferiors in the presence of our stupidity. as opposed to take a deeper look as to how we got ourselves fooled in the first place. and we can easily overgeneralize and make others the bad guy. this happens ever too often that in the aftermath of a given objective , there’s usually some sorting out to do. if smth is wrong , if it failed. usually we need a fall guy. or someone who could be held responsible for why even. we don’t see this from a environmental point of view. we don’t try to see the relationship of our upbringing and our thought processes that we are taught rather than the true embodiment of who we really are bc then we would have to admit that we didn’t know ourselves at the time of our choosing. and if we were to say. well what’s we i did i’m entirely response. the. we wouldn’t notice how we arrived at those conclusions in the first place. it’s not that we are at fault for not knowing ourselves entirely and clearly as we truly are. bc there’s no one there. all these are taught. how to be a man and woman are taught. these are evolutionary codes. that are relative to laws on earth u grow up. ur hormones are shot. and at some point u wanna make babies. simple. u wanna carry on ur lineage. u don’t know why. but given by a simple look around. u see that everyone does it. even animals do it. so it’s easy to rush this process. same with jobs. we don’t exactly know which is essential even though the basics are self expressive. yet we do it anyway.
we come up with all this grandiose ideals about how reality should be. parse thru the laws and whichever serves our lot but this isn’t exactly honest either. for it touches on that hierarchical reality that has formed out of rubbles of yesterday. we think that bc that’s our only leg to stand on. that it’s worth depending. at any cost. it’s bc we cannot accept to ourselves our errors that we must always be right just to emulate what enlightenment is. in theory. we might think we are right. in fact. our end results can convince us. practically speaking. we may confide ourselves of literally a thing. bc all we have to do for it’s palpability is belief. so if u believe ur right. chances are ur gonna be convinced of ur righteousness even when ur wrong. but the issue with that is , is the complication of ur projection of ur confirm of emotions rustling from the lie u tell urself. however in being true. u may be strongly convinced by this innate conditioning of extremes. so if one thing is true the other has to be wrong mindset. all of a sudden u must either create a whole new theory out of smth simplistic. or u must be forced compelled to deny and emigrate that which is prior surely in some cases this is very much so the tiers. it happens as a result of our reality being not real in the world front. there’s a ton of fake actions. fake appropriations and behaviours that negate everything else that takes place in the backdrop and i’m not sure if that’s entirely honest either. and we run the risk of making fool out of ourselves precisely bc of the inadequacy this may bring. some says there’s imposter syndrome. but in tiers. it’s a fact when ur not entirely real and must go by modalities n customs of ur position wherever u may be. which explains why also. we may not continue with the same gusto we may have started out with. bc it’s not what we thought it was. since hardly anything on this planet is. but we need to determine where to start . and u can see in deciphering these in their placentas. we are running in circles. because the best thing i’m gonna say , to link up with why things are not as they seem comes from our intense need to hide and conceal and only reveal what we need to depending on what we are dealing with. but in doing so. we are contradicting the rule of the game by expecting others to be honest. if they are honest and we are not then we have some type of upper hand.
the bad habit of hiding stuff also comes from the mere fact we cannot accept to ourselves our mistakes. there’s difference between telling the world of our past mistakes and actually accepting. and transcending our wrongs. some of them produce silver lining. maybe that’s why. bc there is silver lining we wanna forget the whole thing or go easy on the error portion of things. bc we may feel compelled to do so. depending on what the silver lining is. but the truth is. do u wanna lie to the world of people who look up to u for righteousness ? if so. then keep hiding the facts and assume ur doing smth good for anyone. i for one. would say. hey. things could be different. where young people do not have to suffer like i had. and my child had and everyone else that might be connected bc that’s usually how it works around here. for example if u think of only ur family as exceptional and rest of humanity as garbage do u think that’s a fact ? or truth ? do u think that will produce anything good or long lasting in the world ? no bc at some point u will get old ur kids will get swallowed up by the same world u have exceptionally disqualified as worthy of ur love and well. that’s life. and shit happens here. like that quite often. so it’s same with our own mistakes. and that doesn’t disrespect anyone bc u would think everyone has come to their own notions by now. u can’t possible expect one person to do everyone’s dharmic work for them. u have to take the personal initiative and connect those dots and u have to be uncomfortable with truths. u need to get urself out of ur comfort zone and do smth about ur condition. u need to spiritualized ur dense thoughts so as to be more light on ur own journey. that’s ur portion of reality. to each their own. usually we day. when material discrepancies happen we can’t help it and offer lip service bc this world is backwards. what we need is both. material endowments and love. and what ever lip service u think is doing justice for the world at any point. that’s the ultimate tragedy here on earth. we let people die and say i send u my prayers darling. my thoughts and prayers will help u die peacefully but my money. my time effort energy and what i know , are not gonna save u. the thing about god is that people stop listening. so we refer to a invincible entity. real or. it doesn’t matter. the tragedy is in the act. it’s desperation to rely on god in world full of useless people thus.
when there is no coordination on admitting our faults n comprehensive change to right them, then gratitude becomes ointment instead, in an effort to lack of cooperation among us. we think that gratitude is enough but it’s not. it becomes a coping mechanism. a lie we tell ourselves for what we cannot. change or admit in us. that when we are highly critical of other faults bc we are paranoid all the time about our flaws. we assume that others must judge us where as it’s a simple trust issue. u can’t expect people below u to blindly trust u. we have all been there. it doesn’t work. i mean look. we have strong discrepancy between types of jobs and lifestyles out there. some are good others bad. but we have to get many people to do bad jobs that we sell as good and to add to the insult we give minimum wage to get it done. the funny thing is. there’s a ton off essential jobs that operate in this way. and then we say well office jobs. the higher u go the more privileged u are. u are like walking on water everyone thinks ur a god maybe they fear a god so they worship blindly so that he’s good to them. but life is too short to exist at the whims of someone else. but it’s too long to be stuck doing minimum wage job assuming that any of it goes anywhere good either. what most of our management is sloppy clean up. where most garbage ends up in the landfills. oceans. shores of somewhere else and we are too scared to admit it that we overgeneralize. make proclamations. human beings in general . are the disease to this planet and must be eradicated. maybe this comes from the poison of those who made exception of them larger to the rule of unity and have also contributed to the manufacturing and distribution of these “ goods” in exchange for quality and along the lines of human rights. concerns. u can see almost everywhere is coping. strong coping mechanisms. it’s too raw. too thick. and we can’t discuss it precisely bc we all are playing out in small spheres what plays out at large. make error and deny that we just made a mistake so we go on assuming that somewhere in the cosmos all this is ordained. that our error is smth that means smth in this world actually. and we believe it so strong my we build from this faulty grounds. bc the notion is false and that an error can never be ordained. ( but there could be reason for it’s occurrence so we are partially right. but the way we are going on about it is wrong bc we assume the correctness of its occurrence in the first place. )
as a result of such. everything as their corresponding opposites and that each of these objectives have also matured. we may multiply over this already matured reality. what it does is that if we are keen on denying our faults and adhering to a rather self imposed belief that we are right. and all this right is gonna eventually bring us to full circle. then a lot of events will also fall along the lines of that. given that the lie is also supported globally meaning that there’s a. number of people who are already doing wrong and then assuming that they r in the right. so this multiplication germinates new things. from the old. but poses the same intrinsic value and worth as to what sort rod work is there to be faced. and most often than not. if we see around. most of us are compelled by majority rule. and this. is part of the cultivation process also. we see what’s trending. and we adhere to it. we try it. we experience life and we slip into these states for the sake of memory. we could be part of a lie. and the more we get deeper into it the harder it is to get out of it. so that’s why it’s important to hold two truths at once. u can both say well my life didn’t turn out the way i wanted. it has a lot of traits and turns and i can easy see why and how that is. i don’t shwab to make excuse to pamper others feelings. just bc it may sound like smth else it sounds exactly as it needs to. i don’t need to freak out and assume that i’m giving less love to my past self or version. that’s impossible. it’d. a product of the mind to make such assumptions that apart of conditions that gets pushed forth as propaganda and how to human by those who don’t mind playing on ur and ur children’s life for profit and greed. the interesting part about limbo is that bc there’s a particular type of germination that takes place that does not look like the prior we assume it’s brand new. we can change parts but intrinsically keep suit. bebe changing our faults or never learning anything new or opening our hearts. it’s possible bc it’s been done so many times before. because we have such a hard time admitting our faults. for it makes us seem inadequate for what we created. and the burden of mistakes is so healthy. it’s hard to carry the heavy heart of lost years. decades as pain we incurred. and pain we might have caused in others bc we made wrong choices , it repeat. valuable information gets lost bc we think it’s proper not to talk about these objectives. we might offend someone. or we think we can’t really talk thru it. which refers to the general fruits of our general karma produced by our general quality of communication that we have made traction so far as human species. the more we play on truths. push for the propagandas. an assume that we can get our way out of our issues. and lies and mistake and maybe even make things up as we go along. will still not change the facts and what will have to happen but it might disturb our quality of life. and lose potential love. as well. and love is pretty big deal on earth. it’s pretty dominant vibration. has a lot of lessons attached to it still given that we harm each other when love doesn’t reciprocate or turn out the way we want. maybe bc it makes us feel weak that we feel compelled to rebuttals. a rebel without a cause. when u attack ur own heart tho. ..
self awareness
self awareness is the special skill that does. or require much skill. but may seem like it from where we find ourselves. since when we are born, the process of being attracted to this world, the process of growing aka reprint exclusively on adults and others behind them, systems. the timeline of which sets the groundwork thru our formative years. we don’t recall everything either so there’s also that. at the beginning all is revealed. and we are so fresh out of universe and into this world that we might as well be embodiment of enlightenment. then we are excited bc all is new. and there is all this interactions. we don’t have much choice but be forced to interact. from our baby hood to our later years all we do is interact. even in our being we are communicating. our thoughts might be happening inside our heads. but it’s a communication still. there is also the receiving end. or the sender. the people around us have an idea about what a human being is. and should be. what the particular timeline has to do with normalities. culture. hype and the trends of that timeline inclusive of human struggles. milestones. challenges. and what ever is unique to that passage are all strong influencers. bc we don’t have much those. all this filters, end up becoming part of us and what we have to do with all are but parts of the whole spectrum of this sort of becoming. in that becoming we somehow leave ourselves behind. never to look back again bc we are so immense in this worldly wonder. maybe our wonder happens i the middle of a third world nation. it doesn’t matter. children don’t make those discernment particularly bc of their enlightenment. we learn to be greedy. we learn to hustle. we learn all that much later on. but their influence starts in the womb. and in. our dna also. then we being a past or we slip into what’s already paved here. depending on some type of attraction likeness. or. space isn’t that personal. it only happens to us bc we make such distinctions. things are materialized here it’s quite dense. it’s like feeling physical pain in ur body after a very painful thought or memory. it feels very real indeed.
somewhere along all that “becoming” we get ourselves lost in translation even among each other. our parents might miss a point or few. they may become too preoccupied with smth that might have happened like how life tends to happen things can change real quick. u have to leave things behind. or do smth else that’s creative. all of a sudden what u thought was is opening a whole new spectrum. there’s all this worldly stuff that’s occurring. and within it is all kinds of things that come and go. in harmony and disarray. it’s chaotic. and sometimes u might like this think this chaos is organized too. it is too in line. like cariographed dance moves. u might find glimpses into urself as u go along this sort of life. u might feel quite elated and alive at first. and then exhausted later on. u might feel like passion is fizzling out. or u might feel ur entering a uncharted new territory. sometimes when things expand. and change. and grow. we may get a little perked at the sudden notice of changes. even though they incurred over time. it’s just that they can move pretty subtly that we wouldn’t know. also bc our conditioning and the further away we mehta have become from ourselves can cause some valuable data to sort of get lost in the mix, sandwiched between who u really are and who u think u are , this thinking can be combination of ur conditioning , the people who assumed ur nature for u, and ofc. assumption here is held very lightly not tightly. again this is a very interesting world. we wanna be certain about stuff. but it’s hard to develop on such certainty without forgetfulness and. it recognizing the subtle changes along the way. if ur mindset is a arrival point. and u stop doing. much all after u get there chances are changes will swallow u up and then by the time u do notice the effects, u might be in too much of a shock and burdened by all the work that u have left undone. so this , going with the workings of life, is a continual process of being self aware, aware enough that u can pick up on the inner most subtlest changes. if for instance each days end we lay in bed and carefully make assessment of that day what we are doing is keeping up to date with what is. this inner self rapport allows us to weight and measure how well we did performance wise for that particular day so that we. na change areas that need improving and then take what worked. merge all that and try again the next day or whoever a given likeness arises. say u had a conflict with a coworker on that day. at night u lay and just sort of objedirve my go thru the day. u scan it. u come to that arena that is troubling. if u did what u needed to. that is properly handle the issue calmly. and if u didn’t. once u got home. allowed urself to calm down and process the initial stages. then at bedtime first of all.
ur normal processing of ur data won’t keep u all wound up. in buddhist term there is a saying that if a issue comes to lass how quickly did u let it go. did u hang onto it. it’s a weight u keep carrying. by todays terms ur letting an issue live in ur head rent free. so. u wanna take that initial shock off right away but u can not do that with denial or making excuses for ur actions if u were in the wrong. by night time u can objectively seek out what areas u can improve. or maybe u like to do this during the day. it actually doesn’t have to be night. but giving ourselves proper time of leaving smth alone and then come back to it with fresh mind tends to serve us well long term than hastily try to do everything all at once. or be so hyper fixated on it that we can’t seem to improve ourselves. bc we might just need to rest. which doesn’t have to be data and weeks. it can happen. that the more we leave smth alone at tough times the more we will not feel adequate and ready to face it later on so make sure ur not using this essential nature of recuperating urself to a comfort zone and refrain from doing the work all together. being aware of ur triggers and processes allow u to navigate these fields with much ease also. a few hours is good. maybe u need to sleep on it. but those are rare cases where the issue is pretty big and u might be confronted with a tough decision. even if that decision is smth that is heightened due to a past trigger and that requires u to reconcile smth in the part. rather than project it into ur currency or now. bc that too can happen when we are too hasty and feel rushed. and remember . we can brainstorm and exchange tips but at the end of the day. every person is different. and we all get to call the shots from our centre not based on by someone else’s notions or what might have worked for them. what we do is generate enough inner rapport. and then when the condition is right. we merge that with the external issue by the use of our personal experience. as we do have wisdom. we start from day one with this sort of generating wisdom. we live. we learn. that’s the way things go around here. and then we teach for the best teacher is a good student who had to learn it first. ofc don’t be worried about such terminologies. we all lead and follow. we all teach and learn. we all need help and help others at times. where it’s necessary. this too is a given.
self awareness brings with it lots of fruits. but it require a lot of cultivating a lot of prep work that’s internal and a lot of meditating on the right things. so there’s a to of work that takes place interim between the origin of recognition and the process of actualizing a given thing. this thing could be an intrinsic occurrence. such as telling which thoughts are ours. which belongs to this world and which are data that stream from the universe and the subtlest form of data transmission. then we can determine what sort of feelings we have. what kind of feelings are produced based on by certain conditions and how these feelings tend to correlate to the world at large bc we are united. there must be a connection there already even though we are world apart and do not know each other , not everyone. eight billion of us anyway. we refer to this as people. most people. human beings. this region of folk. that background of folk. to categorize and cumulate a certain look so as to relay our thought processes but we don’t know who these people are. we never met this jack or joe or janison. we know only by theory what their life might be like. also bc relativity is quite strong on this planet. so we wanna find out things by observation but we can run the risk of making wrong assessment if we go by certain characteristics. including the way we feel or how certain things transpire inside. these are called biasses and preconceived notions and much like filters they are like veneers that we wear over our eyes to see “ supposedly better “ and “ with greater clarity “ like a special club for exclusive members who gain special access to information that’s not available for large groups. but this isn’t true.
in a way self awareness is scary bc then ur sort of forced. by nature. to be aware of everything else. with the same awareness u hold urself up to and here u can discover a ton of ugly truths about reality. and that’s tough. bc they will challenge u on ur ethics . and ur morals. that’s why a lot of us tend to escape reality. and make excuse for why we can’t pay attention or participate or even consider our actions to be in divine accordance that will at least not cause any additional harm. but the more we mute our uber calling the more we are avoiding that inner child that divine being who’s enlightened. upon touch down on earth. that’s what they refer to when they. the experts say. about inner child healing. it’s actually not healing u just need to remove what got between u and urself. and when u initially remove it. it’s like a wall that comes down and yes. u might feel a bit maladjusted. may feel pain where the wall used to be etc. hence the healing. otherwise enlightenment requires none. but it does require from us our participation. the quality of our truth and being. even if we are simply being. and living only to dustin ourselves. mindfully ofc. while refraining from adding to worldly pain , in our being. we radiate and comm in ate this quality which contributes more than u could imagine ur actions would do especially when ur actions aren’t ethical bc u might feel compelled or assume or not be entirely sure bc perhaps ur not entirely self aware yet and that’s ok. it’s good for us to notice when we are on flight. and when we are grounded. playing on these objectives is same as this : when happy. think sad thoughts and be humble. don’t allow urslf to be compelled by such happiness but be aware altruistic and alert. so that when things are going wrong. u can access happy states to remind urself the bad is not permanent and that it will come to pass. this sort of awareness training allows us to develop a degre of equanimity that when things do challenge us. we will not be led astray. here. i must refer to our process much like a heartbeat. if u had ur heart tired. u csnt simply turn it off so it rests. there’s also no reset button. u don’t get to give it a break. it’s gonna keep beating even though u might be tired. so u figure out within how to generate that space. and how to slow down time, so that u give ur heart a break all the while it goes on beating day after day until it ceases and maybe the pain ceases before that day comes. in the same way we do our work, there’s a process, and don’t feel overburdened by how much u might have to surmount. don’t calculate well it’s too late i already did so many bad things there’s no second chance for me. so u let loose yolo it out. and that can make things worse. more unstable for u and everyone else around u as well. do. and do it well. for as long as u can. and it will count for smth …
in ur self a new beginning
in the world a continuation of everything that which has prior. interim and a future to become. we may feel at times. urged. this urgency. of having been behind. or having missed somethings in the evolutionary of time, and the rather feelings of inadequacy come with these grounds. we may feel rushed but not know what to do about the whole thing. in looking at the whole, we may recognize parts that are relevant to us. that’s smth to work with. but it’s not the whole spectrum unless we are recognizing it for what it is. not as our minds tend to make it seem precisely bc of that rush feeling. the reason why the rush tends to occur reflects in us perhaps. giving us clues as to how we might have got here. so for instance e if there is a rush of a feeling that means that there must be some things that are undone. half done. or not at all done bc maybe we didn’t recognize it. now i’m speaking from a purview that is beyond one lifetime. bc what we wanna try to get close to is our mindset then. not now. what we have now is easy when we look back and go aha. yea. well ur dumb for doing that. or well i’m this or that. but this is only partially true bc we already know a lot more now than we did before. so it’s quite easy to say well yea sure. i knew that. no u didn’t. that’s why we are here. and i’m here too in the same basket. but maybe. there’s truth in that knowing. u might have had a inkling. and brushed it off saying ah that’s stupid. no one is gonna do that ! but u felt smth. and the. assumed that it’s part of ur imaginative reality. the one that daydreams. recollects objects thru out the day and pieces then together like a linguistic tailor. u might think ur foolish bc people tend to grow up and be all around mature. they tackle big adult objectives. if ur not getting smth. it’s probably bc ur immature. no. everyone has some level of that specialty in them. but it’s doubt and half hearted ness that tends to give us a different feel and that half hearted ness isn’t a characteristic. it comes with the u certainty of what we are dealing with. hence the need to undersrnd the mindset that brought us here. even though we can’t proclaim whose mindset that stsrted it. it’s all one. to an extend. whjch reflects our unity aspect. so with that said. there’s relativity there. and in determining where the responsibility lies. if we say we are all responsible then we are removing the need to pin all to a fall guy. that already expands our mindset to see think process and assimilate more than we would have had we continued on with the scapegoat theory. which never works anyway. it brought us this far. what with all the amnesia and repetitive nature to recreate the same old eve when we intend on all brand new only suggests that we need to confront what ever that is. so that we can amicably move forward for what evolution has in store for us all.
everything that we need to know about space is here. they are just in a different form. and they also form different combinations for different types of effects. some are parsed. so sparingly that they are not recognizable if we were to find their equivalence. in history and in space. as well as our lives. hence the distinction we may proclaim that’s not us. we are different. and in a ways we might be right but it still doesn’t solve the issues and help us understand deeper. so we end up being floaters on the surface all the time. assuming that we are getting deeper. but it’s an illusion. it touches on the intention to some type of resolution but bc our thought processes have become so dense that we can’t piece thru it. the only difference between assuming that we know and don’t is our certainty that we have arrived before we didn’t. this is sort of representative of our past lessons from here and from the prior that we might have struggle to get. imagine ur so stubborn that i the process of ur trance dec that u refuse to acknowledge whatever it is that’s presented before u. the natural systems will be there until they won’t. they must move on. so they collar. catalyze whatever. and whatever u refuse to acknowledge doesn’t simply get self conscious. and say well maybe they r right. i don’t exist so i may as well disappear. it says well they aren’t ready to hear it yet. and then combines into whatever is it’s next form including the data that records “ they r not ready yet “ meanwhile u still need to reach some type of clarity and purity in ur transformation so u may as well do that. the information that’s unrecognized gets stored as unrecognized information so how can u say to urself. in awareness and consciousness that u she. unrecognized information in storage. ofc u wouldn’t. from ur purview u might as well see this information as a rather objective hoe that acts as normative. in terms of ur well spring of wisdom that means that u have trust i the process but u do not fully acknowledge the process assuming that u are perfect. hence is the issue. we may attach too strongly to these terms. bc we tend to refrain from anythjng that’s negative. for the full effect that it may recreate similar disturbances if we were to focus too long and too hard. we fear our process because we don’t fully acknowledge the natural occurrences given that there’s also articulate ones that tend to mimic the symbolisms and take full advantage of the doubt in the process of understanding. which is dubious but we do it to ourselves. and it too is part of the process of remembering and clarifying while we are alive. since our death process offers some effect and help the overall systematics of it. it being the complete transformation of our cumulative whole. back before we got here. and how things will take their final form at the end of this cyclic existence at this particular time and space.
given enough denial the data will simply accept. but that doesn’t mean the system does. the information does not need ur confirmation for it to be true. it’s not having doubt like u do it doesn’t feel vulnerable to either of anyone will believe it or not. it’s simply there. much like mathematics. geometry. patterns. space. it’s there either u like to acknowledge it or not. now u can try to change it augment it weaponed it. use it to ur advantage what u think u know and the equivalence will always be up par with a future event that involves all not just urself and ur own process so while u may deny smth. others may accept. and maybe some others may be simply curious n there’s also the satin g a broken clock can be right two times in a day. which applies here. while we may be blind and don’t know what is from what is not. occasionally we do hit the right notes and we may not even know or notice it. or assume that itself is enough. bc it feels good and right. and there’s a general sense of warmth when ur correct. cold when ur not. all attribute to our electric circulatory. perhaps we can say. emotions tend to give us that sort of appeal. all the more we need to take careful attention for them. there’s a signifying aspect to feelings and thoughts that we are still coming to a full cognizance about. which when dispersed they put our lives. may give us small but significant traction made even though in our day to day lives this may be harder to measure. hence the potential to deny that which is true and right and live in denial if we really truly believe it and will it incessantly against and despite our better senses. might have happens originally when we got here and didn’t know how to navigate thru it all. ofc there’s remnants of a past that lingers here as well. a past that is only poetic in theory and abstract in feel. but it’d there. we get glimpses of it all the time and when we are quiet and still. we can almost hear it like it was yesterday. though we may wish to focus on what went wrong and what is needed more so than what can we get out of this particular type of endowments and exclusive entry to a place that we may benefit ourselves to get ahead of the rest bc that’s precisely what we are trying to evolve in theory.
we could have very well rested ourselves in denial and or that bc the opportunities at the beginning green very much like our adolescence. again. everything can be found here. everything is a ma fest of what’s already in space. to an extend in the quantifying aspect that translates to this worldly speak. so we consider all this from our humanistic purview and not assume that this is so and that must be all well bc we are here to dominate each other no. all of those tend to find haphazardly bc we sort of got catapulted into this realty. even our birth is super messy. u get out. ur transacted. everyone tells u who hate and what to be. there’s all this discrepancy between absolute certainty in some areas and complete ambiguity in other parts of life. we went so far as to have compete adults acting like children. babies ! they can’t have responsibility. why? tho. i mean something definitely went wrong here that we are constantly struggling with whether if we need to baby each other or tell each other or grow up perhaps bc we need nurturing and don’t know how to go about it. our birth was messy. maybe we were born in to warfare. maybe poverty. maybe we got lucky and was born into rich family. either way. there’s always gonna be down type of limits. and suffering there. and u might think ur good qualities and endowments make u exceptional and ur bad qualities could be hidden in the shadows. again. this all brings us back to that cosmic amnesia. but why tho. well i can’t re u what ur lessons are. that’s prohibited. i can make assumptions. theorize on objedirve as. i can find a river and show u the way. while i also go and examine the premises myself bc i too am student of life. but this life. in its brief experience on earth. how does it translate beyond the atmosphere. i now this isn’t everything but there is a. sense of everything here. in a very different dialect. in layers. sometimes completely separated in terms of elements and ingredients that as a stand alone we have a harder to connect these dots to make a full spectrum of sense of which. brought us here. but don’t worry. u also get to have a complete mystic arena called dream space. it offers u all that u need to know. and much like everything else. it all depend on how well ur wiling to be honest again. people tend to get sour at the word honesty. bc it seems almost exploitative. which denotes to our conditioned senses about the whole aspect. bc we are often here tailored for a particular aspect. be this do that. no not that way. but this way. no stand tell. dress this way. no don’t look like that. it’s absolute perfection. ur being chiseled out of a mass of smth. and then that’s ur final form. but again. it’s very hard to do bc. it all depends on that type of guidance. and we are all guided by smth. as well as our ability to guide and inspire each other.
whatever brought us here refers to some degree of dishonestly. grrrd selfishness and overcoming others for self benefit. so there’s a ton of games that take place. mind games. emotional distress. it’s not that we do not know. bc we have to an extend studies our own biology. and how things are processed. what sort of combinations do what. these information are meant to help evolve us out of our humanistic raw material conundrum. but u may say well i do not know anything but life. even though ur probably doing that wrong too. but u say it anyway u say i don’t have such imagination to think beyond this life. or u could feel overwhelmed eve at the slight thoight of things going wrong. well life is volatile. there are no guarantees. i’m here today gone tomorrow. which sort of brings us back to that rushed place. of burden of things mounting and time running out and we, smack dab in the middle of going what are we gonna do ? what’s next. how can we get ourselves out of this conundrum. maybe we aren’t supposed to get out of it but get thru it. so that catalysm that’s needed will transpire what sort of combinations are to be next. to be best absolute results for us. which we will take and continue to churn out information. embody and refine. it’s this whole exchange. cos the u verse speaks to us all the time. whether we recognize this dialect or not. it’d our day to day frivolous noise that sort of creates a veneer of substance that is opaque. and then we may assume that it belongs to someone else. perhaps bc of all that unfinished business of the prior. we think that here we must be like animals. we can kill each other. if someone else is sick. then whoever is in change of the illness department is busy with them which logically means that we are spared. this is the sort of faulty limited greedy selfish thoughts that sort of get mixed up. maybe they never belonged here. could possibly be from another universe. maybe it’s their tart. their conundrum. we don’t need to make it ours just bc this universe is a unity type exchange the very fact that it’s unifying gives us power to influence the rest of universe this way bc our right conduct and refraining from multiplying anything. that comes. just bc it comes up. but that requires from us right conduct. bc we are sort of celled up in this planet. sort of trapped where the atmosphere protects us from external objects gives us clues as to be cautious about parsing thru the intrinsic. and not be advantageous such as what we normally do. withholding info while assuming the wrong about each other for instance. or still not willing to share the resources. doing selfish things that are just bc hidden from the reality or others cannot see it. that is. our thoughts. and emotions. we could walk with all kinds of hate in our heart and assume that just bc we smile and stand tall that is enough. or that we could say all the right things but in side our heads is a devil that’s working out inside a wheel churning out what other terrible schemes it’s gonna execute next. come the hour of death we may deny that too. therein lies the work
it’s a world of wonder
where many things are from the last. linger longer. perhaps more then they need to. u may look to see who it belongs to. all this remnants of a past that still echoes strongly in the air. in a way. we too can recognize a unity. something is as whole. but also we experience a personalized version of it in minute quantities. in our unity for example we may make the mistake of assuming unity means that we are all the same. there is sameness in there but maybe it’s all in associatives from finite to that which is continuous. the continuous part is rather simple. but it may not seem that way to us. in examining where we came from and where we are going from here. it’s hard to determine such condition. u may say though what u do here is what binds u and no matter where u are. there may be an interaction. where information transmits back and forth. which could give us the right type of motivation in dealing with absolutes. since we cannot clarify from our humanistic point of view of its entirety. as well as utilize language in a way that best represents its substance. though it doesn’t hurt to examine things as we continue to go along. hence the curiosity mindset. which allows us to determine where the work is. and what is our part within it. this way. we are not being possessed by things we don’t understand . and then project what we think is not ours where as that’s where the work is. often times we think everything is linear. just bc the passage of time thru earth is strongly experienced this way. what we do get is though. everything. just. in their compartments. so to say. or maybe it’d what feels like u get all these associative dimensions. that complement he whole. where some of its substance is more intrinsic than others which maybe more dense. or materialized. or articulate by the five senses. so on. although our senses do give us a clue into what it might be like to refer to these subtle dimensions. or layers of reality in which we can dwell in. and clear our purview. since part of our experience here does require a bit of pruning. and cleaning up. refining. etc.
ofc there is limits to our abilities. there’s only enough energy in a given day. where our attention is rationed to what is immediate. we meditate on our day to day habits , which prepare our minds to perfection. or professionalism. or just. they. ur keen on getting thru the tasks. in making such priorities. we depend on what is already established. which is where we like to say. just bc smth is out of sight. and out of mind doesn’t mean it’s out of our lives. and you can say. it’s out of the planet. it ceases to be. which is the root of our suffering. we get mad and eliminate the enemy. so the enemy is out of sight and out of mind. maybe even out of this planet but there’s smth that lingers. it’s where the work and the focus. is. here there is a process though. it’s sort of like the thermodynamics. but with a twist. we realize that what even dissipates only changes form but it doesn’t mean that it ceases completely. it’d just changing in its chemical basis. and here we run the risk of things changing so severely that we fail to make connection in the intellectual realm which potentially causes such manifestations in our lives given enough friction , and it’s also the place where we can simply things and change behaviours for efficiency as well as changing the trajectory. say if we were in the direction of complete cessation without full grasp of its mechanism as well as whether if we would have been better of imbuing ourselves. to a more natural stance that naturally allows for such to occur. given that we are dedicated on our path of continuity , and let go when it’s necessary. not by force or via quarrels with each other. so it would suffice to say. if we were to wish to master the art of hunting our life. it would also include honouring the same in each other. for its complete succession.
for those who are passed on do go somewhere. and there is a connection between such natures. there has to be. otherwise our unity aspect is very dark. u say. u prices imm we are one ! but only when it suits u. say bc u have same characteristics. but not one when it comes to needs. especially when they are beneficial in a mutual way. although these inconsistencies can be detected any where , it’d essential to keep in mind the chicken or the egg theory. for we do not fully know if this was premeditated or if it was smth that was rather. a self fulfilling prophecy. smth that took shape and form via art of opportunism. maybe we are hanging on such cynicism. even in our own existentialism at times. where anything goes. but it is not smth that happens overnight. hence we draw from our experience the intense need to be intuitive and intune with such interactions, for they are the anti thesis to our otherwise very strongly conditioned senses that do not notice when smth is wrong bc it’s been that way for as long as we could recall. other times bc there’s urgency and immediacy of other objectives in. the way that we put things in the back burner and then forget we left them there. or we know they are there but we are human. and our energy expends so far. so is with our attention. so this forgetfulness is smth we keep in the purview complementary to understanding such normalized transpiring for things we think are resolved but they in truth are not.
often times we are burdens by things that are surmountable but also feel arduous. overtime we may get tired. bc the results are very little when the energy expends on some of the objectives that it seems easier if we apply practicality in right placement. but often times we fall for proper conduct for fairness sake. and hence overgeneralize on notions that require careful conduct. which sort of reflects our lack of trust that happens generally not bc world is a wild place and everything goes. to each their own. the purpose of system using stuff is that ur on top of those conditions. u know how much is there it’s to need. food and whatnot and then make sure that everything runs smoothly. bc our human needs can be simplified. it’s quite easy to determine what these objectives are. but then we get t these three tiers. of best of luck. of middle kind. and then of the bottom of the pit where the wild things happen. and we usually make these remarks between how some things are passed down whereas others are earned whereas here the middle is, which is larger by number. much like a sandwich is. a ton of things transpire. u would see they this is smth that only happens in movies. but it’s not true. when it happens in real life. that we can be come so much in disarray that we get all hyped up about it much like the characters we see and hear about. and in that sort of seance. we forget that we are manifesting in the real, these actions with consequences. so strong we end up becoming extremely refined. but in a very haphazard. quickened way. it’s almost like a vandalism. u heat the iron before u blow it into bits. though the slow method of overcoming is about the same. u are angry. in heat. or finding urself in strong opposition within your own mindset but instead of blowing up or breaking grown haphazardly. ur channeling the energy to motivation and pushing thru whatever is ur difficulty.
now the ability to tell organic from inorganic is the same discernment that we all must make upon our first cognizance. what is characteristic resulting the established ways of the world and what is innate and natural. that is et of ur truth and nature. from there we can extend ourselves to variations. perhaps as human kind we can afford such conditions. but without making strong distinctions to tables turned. but more so in line with if this is part of our evolution. to choose as we might. then honouring our historical development as well as our truth in our nature are key to our continuity for change even if that change was smth like growing horns. if u truly wish to evolve. no matter how subjective the nature is. has to be true. we often become caught in the performative bc we think like attracts like and words r spells . we have power to creete bc our thoughts are electric and our feelings are magnetic. so there’s. a process there which may explain why we have so much investment in covetious ness. narrative twists and silencing truth tellers. we invest so much to apparence a as opposed to the truth and the intrinsic factors that are unifying at a quantum level that if we were to succeed in fooling everyone, we would eventually meet our fate. here there elsewhere. at any time. and it’s not to scare u into thinking ah so. there’s ur catch. there’s strong punishment. no. it is all process. see this as a chemical occurrence. smth coalesces here after u are dead n gone. there is nothing u can do but maybe. contribute from a far where u go next. form a dimension of its relatability. that’s it. and then what happens here with what u left behind. will eventually be part of ur messaging system. since it’s a past of u. smth u did. or materialized or chose for transpired it. and why would such appropriations and trickery would do long term to any one of us. see this : a world where people and the systemic functions are divided. everything seems kosher from outside but occasionally things go wrong. and when they go wrong they go very wrong. people accidentally die. it’s like final destination. touch luck. but also u feel inside it could be a setup. but no one bats and eye. they could be pushing buttons and intentionally acting like they don’t know but in their heart of hearts there is an inet ruin . a seed that they will eventually leave behind that will eventually grow all on its own. and the what.
ah so.
feels quite interesting isn’t it. floating on a piece of rock. yet another day passes by and we oscillate between the micro and the macro of all and everything. where do we place our attention and time. how do we shift our focus. there’s the slow arduous stuff that takes too much time, too much effort and energy to keep going. much. offer than our consciousness may recognize. but only get glimpse into its parts. then we see the magnified. minute details of those parts. are but one. but it’s the perception that worded through the objective reality and forms associations with the help of the attraction of subjective world that depends on those transpiring for proper friction. ah and then we wanna break through the muck and say. well alas. we can say. what blessing it is to be here now. alive and well. and then u see the shadow touches on the land where the secrets of history still remains. and then u might feels. bit funny about the whole thing. bc here ur wanna feel big. bold and wonderful but the loses of the past sort of hinder all that good fun. the opposite of that would be hopeless bc we don’t have all the information although what we have might bring us a good start we aren’t sure about the whole ordeal. u wanna simplify stuff just enough for some form of complementary to the already existent understanding . u want to elaborate on for proper transcendence of whatever is in the way but it’s also very hard to do bc u might notice how insignificant all of that might make u feel. then u bounce back from that insignificance bc it’s just a phenomena arising from the current laws that dominate this level of existence. o that u can feel or else. life is much harder when u lack motivation to do anything. but it’s also quite very easy to get lost in one’s own dogma. perhaps bc it’s very frustrating to be here with the particular mindset that is accurate. not in intellect or desire. not in micro managing ur feelings so ur appearing agile and proper. those are complementary to the main dish. perhaps it’s the light that shines on the path that leans on either side. but all the while not denying or refuting either or. cos that requires parsing through as well. there could be all kinds of maladjustments of theories and acknowledgements. especially where there is strong conflict for it relays the true nature of such frustrations. aka what anger usually does to one’s memory and mindset. .
to really get real and raw with the much of life is a messy ordeal. but it’s not all that pessimistic. it’s just smth that comes with a twist of sick fun. or good humour. dark. and impulsive. as a means to ointment the otherwise offending feelings that may arise as a result of seeing heightened suffering. but it’s quite easy to cross the line and disrespect. or assume that what we are confronted with is a way of respite. but it’s not often so. for it relays. our strong desire for relief. a type of change. so what we are hopeful about. even in the mids of our pessimism and cynicism is the prospect of a overdue change. rather than the presence of a dilemma that we disrespect. in examining our feelings we may get scared bc usually we hear things like law of attraction this and ur thoughts that. u can say. if u think smth that is gonna be so powerful and all of a sudden ur gonna grow horns or a tail but that’s not true. maybe. there might be some truth in it but i think to each their own. u could really sit down and prioritize what sort of evolutionary change human kind might need. and say if the majors really wanted to grow tails or horns that serves a higher purpose for the benefit of human kind. then yes. there would be likely to be some transcendence there. so it’s not anything we think that materializes. but anything that is somewhat. reciprocal to an innate opposite. which attracts. that causes the gravity of those objectives to align. reasons might be unclear. which is alright. we are trying to figure out the unfigurable even though math and geometry of shapes and symbolisms are quite telling.the level of deciphering meanings are quite relative. all of which depend on what’s available for us to work with. as well as our level of understanding. we can arrive at many conclusions this way without adding all the ingredients. which won’t cause us harm per se. but it will be the precipitation to the next level stuff. but bc it contains relative ingredients from the combination of the prior. it’s resulting effects will give us a sentimental feel. and if we are not various we can easily assume that a particular occurrence is repeating. and resent the whole thing without giving ourselves a chance to determine it’s substance. this is something more to do with the dominating forces that have a sort of establishment. not the ones that are available to the immediacy of our consciousness. but more so at the baseline subtle level , the transpiring of forces evolve too and they change shape form delivery. plus the relativity of our surroundings is very much like the effect we get when we look at colour combinations. it can fool our eyes and we may not even notice what it is that we are seeking. bc we are too busy being certain of what we see that we don’t permit ourselves the prioress of curiosity. that’s healthy for the continuity of our journey bc life evolves.
our ideologies may hold us back. this is quite normal. bc along with absolute cider is ties comes caution. but this excess caution can easily be mistook for safe space. aka. ur comfort zone. rather then having any palpability on the accuracy of that which ur cautious towards. so this. intense need to know. and know fast. and know all sometimes goes counter intuitive to our actual process of knowing bc we also tend to observe how others do it. and then we want to take that as our template and try to mamas produce it. we assume that this is the way and the only way to be human. but it’s not. it’s just a intense need to evolve. which is our right. since it’s in our dna and whatnot. but we just don’t know how to go about it. we don’t even know what to pack on the journey. and who to bring. we might think exclusively that we are the sole travellers on such trip. therein. lies our trouble. so we end up being very extremely protective of our thought process. it contained wisdom. we get entertained. heck we may even laugh at our own genius. u might say. ur a gift. that the world didn’t know it needed. oh how pompous indeed. bc there’s people dying on ur watch. so where’s the gift ? but this isn’t to deter u from ur path keep striving. what the world needs is more people like u. just don’t lie to urself. cos that’s already abundant. so that won’t make u stand out if that’s what ur trying to achieve. if u wanna blend in however there’s plenty of contenders on that subject. or u could utilize ur experience as a means to observe and delve into its intricacies. but. the issue is. by totally run the risk of being ur environment. it takes as special kind of mentality to be part of stuff and not be exactly affected by it bc things run through us and then we become it. what does this mean ? the basic example is that air goes thru u. if there is pollution in it. it makes u sick. if it’s clear and pure. it makes u feel refreshed. u might cough or feel alive. and that’s the effect. and duration depending on what sort of substance ur dealing with. . it’s very that simple.
but ofc where morality and modalities are completely stuck on facade surface shallow levels. we end up putting these in places that don’t need to be. so as u can see before u perfect the art of walking the middle way with the cautious and curious as well as playful attitude of not leaning excessively on either side takes a bit of experice and skill building u may oscillate back and forth. zig zag ur way thru ur life. but so long as ur keeping personal score. for this pertains to a sort of data collecting but on ur own life. how do u interact with the world around u ? do u know ? can u tell where u were a week ago or how u felt a month ago. can u summarize last year ? or last decade. all of this is out of special interest in all things ur life and life in general for if u didn’t pay attention and be curious u would be good as dead fish flowing with everything. just go with the flow b. u may not know where u might end up. maybe in a ditch or whatever. it happens too. this isn’t the safe world u think it is. it’s quite very much like a jungle. u might wander the wrong place wrong time. or tread on someone seeing time and things can go south quite fast. it’s like a dream but not one without reslonsbjtiris where u just do as u please to exasperate urself and then u can just walk scratch free. u open ur eyes and ur in ur safety of ur house. like nothing happened. even though smth took place and u might feel rather changed. but u haven’t caught up to the effects of that change yet. maybe bc u have some wiggle room before actualizing on that change. hence the dream world contains possibility that complement the planetary processes but does not dominate them or be linked to reality entirely either bc unlike the dream realm where we could apply such curiously. we sleep walk thru life cause all kinds of problems and then get upset when we can’t simply wake up fro the nightmare we caused or created. and even more upset when we feel stuck
ah but we may be part of a illusion that assumes. when u notice that a person is upset that u may assuage they deserved that upset. however in this world we still have such projections perhaps bc of that oscillation of determining what is the right balance. then we can say. well so and so is upset. they must have deserved it. u see their eyes are puffy and they are feeling some type of resent meant and we can even say that they have learned their lesson. maybe what we do is try to determine what that lesson is. but we can r determine the lesson for ourselves even since this depend on how well we have done smth. in its truth and essence. kit what our minds calculate and tty to assure us that we are doing better then we actually are doing. the opiate is true as well. u can easily lose heart on a given task or objective bc u may feel ur exerting great effort but don’t seem to be getting much result. or the result that u seek perhaps bc there’s effects that are happening at the innermost subtlest level or in areas that u didn’t expect to find such change. thereby forcing u to deter from the path of its evolution. u don’t give urself enough time to make correct assessment. hence the oscillation that increases with the perplexing nature of unstable mind. unstable emotions. u wanna change. u wanna be quiet and calm. u want to arrive for perforation ur somehow ur environment does. or permit u to take root. or water the content on which u wish to endow ur garden with. something tend to get in the way of such fruitition. and it could very well be u. contradicting ur word with ur actions and vica versa but not know it bc u haven’t become that level in depth with urself. in another sense. u have not allows urself the complete vulnerability to really be with i. not just on the heights of ur experiences but essentially when things go wrong. it’s way to disassociate ur senses when ur confronted with such. it’s better to deny the self the necessity of attention to one’s own great skill of self detail. from there u can really parse thru ur own time line. u must know how u got here. no matter how difficult it is to do so. it’s not the recognition of this that can attract better or worse. that’s pooey. if ur evolution does not complement the whole chances are ur either asking for smth shallow or finite or too small. then u say ah so. we are one. what is good for me is good for u and vica versa but u don’t want to get too subjective and dogmatic about it either bc that also already happens.
the sweet sentiments of our shared reality is convincing
we may get lost in the mist of such occurring. to get urself entirely in ended in ur woke us exhilarating and rewarding. for it purposes for ur enjoyment which denotes to gratitude for what u are. . this level of gratitude facilitates humbleness. rather then arrogance and disrespect. pride tends to happen when we are in miss dialect with our selves as to what to accept and what to reject. this portion of discernment complements our inner truth. much like a stream of consciousness, our thought processes reflect myriad of angles about our reality as well as ourselves via experiences with each other and the way we carry our heights and lows in life. when we are in denial we may facilitate the same stimulation that this river flows. but wherever that goes. unlike the totality of our consciousness that also evolves with the process of our inner inking towards right conduct. and the lines get so blurry that discernment becomes difficult. the next stage of our evolution would suggest struggle and the correct use of strength. we may misdirect this strength as aggression or strong sense of self. maybe rooted in absolutes and certainties. an objedirve reality is simply put. but clear and direct and has a lot of ways. such as a labyrinth would. coupled with a jigsaw puzzle like stance . so what ur dealing with is multi lateral. u pick up. u let go. u stop a given objective while focus on another. this way. ur learning how to prioritize and u begin to measure the diameter of each circle of a pattern. for some things might be smaller whereas others, on a larger scale of , well. here. the correlation would suggest a order of things and that’s important too. that way we know what to do and what not to do, all of which are equal of importance. given the plethora of opportunities out there now and the minds own plasticity that may easily misapprehension what it thinks it sees , the weeding out process between that which is real and that which is reflective in nature, or has artificially been developed is essential to determine so that we are creating effectively and efficiency in our lives with little to no wastefulness on our part. more so that we are practicing self respect. even when this respect is not reciprocated in the real.
there’s the long term progression of a given objective so worldwide we can call it a global project. that everything else that runs thru it is what makes the whole. in this way we can see the hazards of flip flopping between objectives but given that our reality isn’t exactly pruned off the delusional , hypothesized , and falsely factualized notions to be clear off the way, so as to actualize on the progression of the cumulative path that which is in our collective stars. when aligned. can lead to great degree of enlightenment, evolution ( this sort of evolution is intrinsic. not always on the physical such as body mods. but maybe the way we see the reality. the way we feel. and accord ourselves. it could be the way we access info and process info given that this is a world with strong. history of misuse of data to manipulate and convince world people of smth that wasn’t real or true , those are habits that we need to identify and let go if we truly wish to evolve in the world project ) and all that good stuff that will allow us all. every single individual on earth to turkey awaken to their own skills. dharmic reason for service here and our truth on our paths which denote to our individual causes and conditions for a more comprehensive fulfilling experience while we are passing thru here. as brief and effective as our lives could be. and that last part allows us to recognize that not everyone has that chance right now. some people are under dire conditions. circumstances that have absolutely nothing to do with them. it’s smth that happens to them. and that happens to us as well. even though from an indirect point of view. bc it’s the same systems that permeate such. warfare. and misconduct. that makes such distinction that some may deserve these amenities whereas others not. not sure why we have such distinction about human rights. it’s called human rights for a reason. and it only takes u being human to be qualified. simple. but in a world where we co habits te with some who dont mind seeing the world burn just bc they didn’t have their way or things didn’t turn out the way they wanted it. is a big problem that we all face because
this means that some among us have entirely different mindset about the global project. u can’t be for and agaisnt T the same time. that’s the epitome of flip flop mentality right there. u can’t be peace and then war. u csnt be love and then hate. u can’t be kind and then rude. surely u can be frustrated. u can be angry. maybe this anger is healthy bc it prevents u from translating ur frustration it o todic behaviours that might harm u and others along the way. but still. in the presence of such disturbances we have few options. we can suppress the sounds bc it offends us. or we can offer safe space for the complete examination of the expression that may feel perplexed. in between inability to trust enough to seek help but at the same time feel safe enough to self express so that we get at least an establishment of a bridge. which is anti thesis of isolation and loneliness. so we don’t wanna close up frustrations bc they may offend us especially when we may feel like things are kosher when i’m calm and all is well when i have peaceful day. but that too is given. for we are deprived and any chance of calm is the remedy. sometimes for those who are at the brink of such burnout and not know it bc the progression is continuous. one big slow burn. that’s why we depend on those natural rewards on our way for healthy motivation to see that there is glimmer of hope in a distant place where suffering will cease and something has to improve for that to happen. our discovery for when that might be. is the measurement of progress. we aren’t machines. there’s a lot of heart soul and effort that’s poured into a given day. but it can easily get lost. especially when we have newcomers daily. into the atmosphere of life. bc things don’t improve and we sort of hang free. in the limbo of life. between wins and losses. this and that and whatnot. we may feel burdened with the lot , of having to oscillate and then at least maintain what we got. but then the newcomers come to the scene and then some among us see this as a great opportunity . for it’s all about numbers. the name of the game is who can u recruit to ur side. this is a string
theory where the string is rather a rope and both sides is pulling at either end. at the centre is a mud pile the objective is to garner enough strength and then embarrass ur opponent by pulling them into the mud. this will be enough to shame them and show the world , ( which is no one. bc there’s ur side and then there’s theirs ) to shame them. but this produces more animosities. u might be strong today. they might be strong tomorrow. and this whole act of recruitment requires a degree of a lie. more so a hyperbole. perhaps bc the nature of opposition requires maintenance of secrecy. so that i can overcome ur enemy. so now we are contradicting our word of honesty. how can i resist u or anyone when ur covetous this way. ah but it saves lives bc if the enemy knows ur position. they will get u. right ? see. now that’s the limbo of our loved. we come to this world not knowing from where or why. then we get these temporary clothes and names whatnot. we get attached to them after downtime. they feel like home nice and warm. we decorate ourselves. personalize our lot. then we start collecting thoughts. we get likes dislikes. interests. passions. distaste’s. trust distrust what have u. ur a spectrum of a human kind. of human mind. there in lies ur true. and potential do enlightenment. but then ur confronted with all this worldly bullshit. so and so tells ur that ur at risk for this or that and that so and so is ur enemy and u should do a set of these so as to overcome them. at now ur distracted. u have to stop the dharmic path. take a break. hopefully this won’t last. by then years turn to decades turn to ur next shape. which is u shedding ur past prior self and. become anew. anew here refers to ur maturity. ur ripe. but by then nobody cares. there’s surplus of ripeness already. so u fall and become food for what’s to born out of it instead. potential is lost this way bc the truth of the message is not in direct dialect.
it becomes abstract in its uppermost clear stage. but this abstraction. although impactful. perhaps bc of its condensed quality. is much less in quantity therefore when it drops. and we are inking in the desire for truth we think it’s too small bc we expect the equivalence of our problems an equivalence of truths in conjunction to setting out to solve it. also bc we don’t notice that we have been distracted. so while we go play catch n chase on our emotions , our truth and self are running in the backdrop. much like a untapped potential waiting for us to clear the lot so that we can finally plant it. but by then we get old. and this world isn’t kind to its aging community why? bc there’s a lot of experience there that’s in conjunction with the overall appeal. so u may think that such wisdom is a threat to the establishment. and in part this is true bc we are stablished the rule of blind follow. and in places where it was necessary to follow. are not haphazardly normalized. and this grey area generates a potential of abuse of integrity. and also this depends on who’s doing the integrity thing. bc they may assume that people permit simply bc they are too stupid. but that they may entirely miss the integrity play. thereby assuming peoples intelligence. which is eli time of disrespect right there. but we don’t just learn how to disrespect each other. we don’t sit and strategize. we do that but only after accustomed self disrespect. it’s much easy to disrespect others when i have been normalizing self disrespect. which can turn to self hate and self resentment when one is going thru the process of clearing one’s mistakes . or missed takes. which refers to “regrets” and regrets are often promoted in this world as a means to coverup or remedy systemic mistakes. so u can convince someone that they ducked up and there is no chance for u to overcome or recover. even though u might have been led there. surely u might have not realized what was going on.
this much is a given our world is both open and clear and has a ton of shadow a. obscurities whatnot. u can still run the risk of getting completely lost. a different mindset than what would be considered well within ur means. such extreme cases can give us insight into the nature of our mindset rather. and our susceptibilities for if we can say that our minds are very malleable then we can recollect better habits which can produce better end results. our thoughts might convince us that our efforts are fulfill but the part that each of us hold might also seem small in comparison to the impact these might hold. that too is part of the illusion that’s produced as a result of such faulty past development. but it’s better to have development than not have development. so in looking at our history where there’s serious concern to some of our conduct, it’s still smth that brought us here. which we can say the losses souls not go wasted. for us to make such calls however requires to transcend of evolve the idea of duality. or good versus bad. any idea and plan can easily transcend. we do it all the time. where good gets gooder and bad badder. we study the enemy and evolve our strategies. all of these are representation that an idea can grow if we allow it and the fact that any idea can grow given the environment can sustain it and offer support and continuity, should concern us but that’s how convincing things can be. we assume just bc smth took fruition that it’s meant to be. not always and we wanna take control of that which we create even tho it’s smth that happens to us. but it’s not always this way. we may like to see it that even though smth might happen to us, this doesn’t remake us any better. superior. or inferior to others. that would be the arrogance via false sense of pride and ego and victim mentality that wants to be catered to for life just bc smth went wrong but u are lazy so u wanna see this as a opportunity to cry wolf and be babied forever.
there’s absolute and then there is relative
there is absolute consciousness and then there’s relative consciousness. absolute reality and that which is relative. in terms of how we acknowledge this balance is met in the middle where everything coincides and combines, we draw from wisdom on one hand. and then on the other, what we are doing is responding to our surroundings. in constant communion based on by what is available in the here now. so as u can see there could be discrepancies interim in terms of understanding. but more so. in translating what we know into reality. bc there are certain co dependencies relative to the passage in which we are getting thru. then blow can we know and do. precisely that. it’s hard to do. why? because in order for smth to truly be recognized and aligned, there has to be conditions that permit such. when the environment has a degree of availability then the transcendence of such is more possible. this doesn’t mean that the environment has to be perfect. for perfection would be to claim there’s absolute within which we truly are awakened and understand as we also become one with this absolute state of mind but in and of itself. perhaps the absolute state is boring. bc it contains all. both past present and the future . all in one. it’s also very abstract in delivery. also based on by the relativity of the mind and the passage in which we are getting thru, the many contexts in such correlate to where we are. rather than the cumulative whole. such is the way of the inversely flow anyway, there’s the subjective. and then objective . there is the micro. and the macro. and then we notice that stuff isn’t exactly as linear as it appears at times. we may go for a period of distance. and then our arrival blends into where we are. from there there’s another line of direction. depending on which contain our awakening thru the passage we are on. all this could be relative to what we have invoked in us as well. but in translating that to the relativity of world and events. we would relate that from a humanistic purview and not the absolute even tho the seed of absolute is in us. available to tap into its resource at any time. for such nature is rather timeless. then there’s both the personal and not personal. the identifying factor that is urself. however u may see urself as is also relative to figuring out the bigger picture. but this isn’t the only purpose. to sit back and contemplate and contemplate only. though the data helps us figure out the exact reason for the nature inn which we must get thru, as we can also draw from our lives, where the difficulties hold, then the seriousness as well kicks in. life can both seem carefree and quite very serious at that.
it is said we often tend to garner information like the collectors we are. than delve into the qualities of such. and determine. truthfulness as well as relativity. which give us sort of a glimpse into the workings of our reality. both manmade and organic . though the coinciding effects can give us an illusion rather especially when we do not know it, on how to balance between the subjective and the objective mind. which relay us back the absolute and the relative states. the basket is there very much like a canvas. maybe all the colours are summed in one. hence the abstract purview. but it also constrains all. then when we delve into it. both in relative and abusive states we may experience both relative and absolute however may not recognize it from the purview of which. whether we are viewing these from a humanistic purview or one that is identities. the latter is more along the lines of non attachment. much like a inner steam that continues to flow so ur not exactly trying to stop it bc u find the glimmer too beautiful. or that u wanna keep it all for urself. that’s impossible. our wisdom and our thought processes work the same. we have developed via our relative consciousness depending on the relativity of events unfolding around us, to determine a particular aspect which both allow us to open new avenues to intellect and potentially being down walls that constrict. and i think it’s via the movement of life. the fact that nothing remains. and everything changes. dissipated. combines expends. where some things may seem. dissolved on my to be come part of smth larger. and others do their rounds. are more cyclic. are but all part of allowing us to move with ease irregardless to niche we laws we are influenced strongly, such as the earthly grounds for instance. where we may feel the vulnerability of such uncertainty. and th pain of realizations since not everything is in our hands for such expressions reasons of which are also obscure, perhaps because from the purview of human consciousness we may assume the beginning starts here now. but the absolute has no beginning and no end. so therein lies a contradiction .
our certainties maybe like concrete against the continuity of change. where everything begins and ends we may wanna continue that wj h is finite whereas not realize and thereby. it invest in that which is timeless. bc the timeless and the ordinary. is that. boring. or so ordinary that we pay no heed otherwise that’s where the juice it. but in our nature of constantly seeking the next best appeal which is attribute to a sort of attachment, we may not notice the difficulties of such catch n release. or more so that a perrlcuoar type of experience is trying to show us an inner corner that we mya not notice bc of such ordinary natures that developed but in its development bc it’s subtlety is convincing to us of its realness we don’t question beyond it. we may think this relative aspect by its distance. and that makes sense since we are dominated by the five senses. so the. five senses can be dramatic bc they can be more convincing of their palpability even tho they are not fixed, infinite, but only transitory. it’s hard to imagine beyond the atmosphere however bc we feel so vulnerable when we depend on the elements here maybe bc of the dominating factor of the five senses which bridge us to this sort of reality. and then we may also feel inadequate. bc this reality has both the individual aspect. that at times may really feel we are the protagonists in our own story, but mistake the story for a whole reality, where all stories come together as one, very much like assuming this reality for the absolute one even tho it’s just a branch off of what our there seem as vast. but is only accessible from our point of relativity. of our subjective realm that relates these events and find a happy middle between stark opposites. though bc this is the realm of unity, the real challenge isn’t only in self perfection. but it’ still counts to strive for such. which is more an effortless ordeal than a hierarchal competitive kind. that’s the very stuff we would wanna transcend. but it’s not easy to do precisely of our collectivity. there’s just too many of us. and we may be in. disarray. completely unorganized. like waves crashing in a perfect storm. but then things come to pass. it’s the interim that catalyses irregardless to our careful consideration, of what maybe certain. what we may adhere to , precisely bc we have also gone astray. further from there’s. our own and the collective whole. when we had to prioritize appropriations for the sake of peace which was to remedy our past troubles of such violences upon our own survival at the cost of others safety.
ofc we can play around with such ideas as to how human beings developed, it’s hard to tell since there is a element of foreign culture in our dna. that’s not the congruent element with all things cyclic in the other kingdoms that dominate the earth. we were so inferior in presence of such diversity. both in nature and making us that we reacted with such haste as to exterminate. and to display such nature of power. domination and control, that we have surpassed the natural cycle to an extend. such as trapping animals. not giving much concern to the insects role in everything. and even when we do find out some scientific facts we are still far from home when it comes to utilizing such data. for it’s not the presence of data that conveys any meaningful transpiring but more so on our utility of intention with the aspect of such, which both relate to our relative and absolute reality. bc we are dealing with many others in their own relationship with their own reality and experiences within themselves and each other, the combined produced effect for all these objectives brings us to the way reality is. both with secrets and overabundance of information. selective in nature bc we do want to change. but also, we are resistant to change in part because do the relativity aspect of the reality which could at times be far from absolute values. these values maybe as subtle as nature itself. in the presence of such long term natural traction. much like mistaking this reality for a stationary one. our minds may recollect a version of reality that’s only limited to our spent of field and how far we are willing to stretch out our eyes so that we can see further than our consciousness may allow us. which is a glimpse into the nature of a suite for it is always there. it’s just a matter of shifting perspectives. but to do this. a degree of self honesty is key.
for example. bc this world is rather practical. that we depend on a monetary system we end up getting hurt and harmed for the sake of better understanding without knowing bc the presence of past collected s data is not ring process the way it’s supposed to. perhaps also bc of our reality ways in which certain development and endowments that we are granted today weren’t available at some point. even if they were available they weren’t out in the open but kept as secrets only to be accessed by the authorized. and that’s not bc we can’t trust our ability and the ability to trust each other. it’s precisely bc we lack general sense of trust that doubt arises. both within us in. our subjective realm of figuring things out and in the objective realm in determining how to perfect a type of conduct in interpersonal settings as well as decisions that concern everyone. bc aside from subjective reality. there are certain co drops that are in and of itself a nature of their own upbringing that we can extrapolate and selective apply the area that work for us but this is same as choosing a religion or plethora of religion with out practicing it for what it’s designed for. but for why u want our of it. u can parse thru pasts that u think applies and then ignore the pasts that don’t. where contradictions arise. and this isn’t same as changing things bc u have a new particular type of data. that would require for all input to determine which applies to all in some way that would be the subjective portion. but the objective truths in a sense are as they are otherwise u could claim the air hurts even though it’s not as strong as winds. but that is more a relevance to our integrity. than truths. even tho our integrity is highly correlated with the process of truths as well as what we wish to get out of the whole ordeal. so for instance u could utilize data for in exchange of smth else. such trade is good for intel but not so good for intent bc then what we are doing is weaponizing information that could otherwise help.
the continuity of our lives require from us a certain level of application
which is the focus to maintain. the longevity of our personal narrative. the stories we tell ourselves. the way in which we process data overall are all but part of this ongoing process. in the way that we function. there are blocks on the road. which pertains to few conditions. some are there bc those who came before us. knew the implications of such complexities of coordination , and decided to give the oath a good kerfuffle. between the student and the availabilities in which one may possess , the unique quality the soul comes from the substance of life. the substratum of ur own personal karma is the unique blueprint that components the whole whole catalysis free means of which ur contribution is worthwhile not just for urself. but for the great overall. hence is the art of trans neck. otherwise just simply focusing on ourselves and our progress would only bring out animosities that must of us are plagued with anyway. surely there’s relativity there. for ur personal progress can ignite process of peace towards each and everyone’s intentions the same. but this is rather dissociated as to how much we can exert self power onto what’s beyond our line of availabilities. most often than not. it’s the lack of coordination that gets us in a bunch where we may kick and scream. bc we may feel an internal push of running out of time. of space ( usually refers to an inner clutter which may require from us to organize in order to refine search for a particular type of action ) and that’s normal given the conditions about. though unlike the natural order of such coalescence. we may be illusioned with too much in numbers. for example. if majority approves smth. we may feel assurance that things are going pretty well. but there’s always the potential that someone maybe wrong. it’s the use in which our act of moulding to our surroundings for myriad causes and conditions to be more clear about the true intent. more so truth and intent bc they are two wings to a bird. however the discoveries of both , and the clarifying aspect are rather the process itself and is unique to each persons own repertoire of “ how willing are u to profess within urself that ur so inclined to get thru anything “ but ofc we can’t proclaim that it’s quite simple indeed. since life offers us a lot of roadblocks as well. but i find that this part is the phenomena produced as a result of cumulative actions which produced what appears to be in their appropriate placements. in this case. a material reality would be it. but to really break thru the concrete. we are going to have to define. exactly where we need to deconstruct. so that we can get ourselves out of a conundrum we might feel rather trapped. either in a particular outlook or thought or mindset. or a condition or circumstance that u might feel , i wouldn’t say hopeless about , but more so a challenge to the overall thought process.
often times the strong association from the purview of our cosmic stance. that is via our constellations that are aligned in our birth that permits a special touch down on earth to be the most influential of all as to our positioning of our inner path. to our exterior. but what can we say about the planet as it’s positioning and it’s relations with all the other planets. what about the effects of the sun. does the sun communicate with all the other starts in some type of uniform? or is it all just random. today we may feel the ups and tomorrow the downs. and this may give us a sense that everything. inclusive of our lives is rather chaotic. but the opposite has also been proven via clear demonstrations. even in our lives. we may discover that accidental provision of what peace can do to a person or a body. the comforting joy of peace and tranquility the ability to achieve great heights springs from such calm states of mind but then u may say well that’s boring. who wants to sit around and do nothing all day. that’s just a mindset. it’s ur inner tranquility that translates to everything u do and touch. that’s diffent. ur not withdrawing from life per se but we may as well adapt ur giving up smth. so in a way ur withdrawing. but maybe ur quitting exactly what’s necessary and what was implicating ur way in the first place. in speaking of the way and things we often think on spiritual materiality. aka the tangible reality that we hold so dear in our minds and hearts. here the referent is translating to our decision making abilities for the saying goes “ kindness is often tsken advantage of” means the same as a good example for how we often assume that being nice means that ur easy to be used. this means that the potential to be used ( u give more and more until u run out of stuff. or ur there for others. but when ur day comes and rightly ur out of stuff. no one is there at ur beck n call and so on) ( could be also a topic on trust integrity as well as fraudulent behaviours which can be a life and death ordeal in a material reality for we have very basic dependencies and this is a delicate balance on earth ) but if u were to say. i will be used. or the full of my potential. and that’s inevitable it comes with these ground s. i’m gonna be used one way or another so i may as well surrender to a cosmic stance and be used by the absolute for a cause so great it dominates all other smaller and half hearted causes and conditions.
ofc u can run the error of judgement here. u can say that well i’m gonna be a vessel of use. and then attach to an entirely wrong objective bc in ur mindset and ur articulation methods. u have already invoked the teacher and the teacher let out a loud laughter that the obstacle associative to the lesson materialized in the way. eons ago materialized before u. via art of attraction. resonance frequencies that are in line with the karmic development and urs as well . and so on. bc what could be of said about our nature if we are nobodies. say. ur just the vessel to be used. u have no agency. no personality that is somewhat dependent on ur own evolution in which u find urself in. although these are transient states and they are relative to truths at hand as well as part of origin of cause all of which complements the whole they are not the whole or the absolute or the origin of cause in themselves they may appear to be that way which is alright. bc the teacher knows the joke he can also trick u a little so ur not so serious on ur journey bc that too happens. and this too much seriousness can turn us off our path. for one aspect. we are crawling out of our metaphorical cave just now. so there’s a bit of attachment to that level of comfort zone. it’s warm it’s dark. maybe damp. at the very least it offers us the shelter that we need. so we may feel a bit shy. awkward and inadequate. which is ok. next. we all have a past. we all have smth in our hearts that feels rather. .. vulnerable. to touch. it’d not smth we wanna reveal to all bc we may have come across such conditions as being throw off balance for being too happy or accidentally showed off at a wrong time and place and or maybe, it’s just a general sense of ignorance for the current ways things are. it’s normal to experience a degree of such. but ofc , on top of that, we are dealing with smth much bigger then our lives. this, prior using the right thing when everything bc else is out of arrest ordeal is not a small matter. the seriousness comes fro both experiencing and witnessing levels of pain both in in our selves. our surroundings ( friends and family) and everyone ( the world ) both past and present. and this shadow aspect occurs on our path via this rigid thinking. the thoughts become constricted bc we begin to parse among. the plethora of data but much like an unskilled gardener with a machete for tool just swinging about recklessly assuming that’s how it all works.
we may develop resentment for the path as the teacher. we may feel so frustrated that we wanna give up. we may be living the dream but more like a nightmare. such as we see in movies and hear on stories the same. u break down and everything must go. u with it. u don’t know how that’s gonna happen ur just spit balling here. lick fat the edge of ur thought process. call it insanity. ur losing ur mind. everything changes. maybe it’s all a part of perfect storm. which never ends by the way. it’s just we handle things differently each time bc against our better belief “ the world is ending or i’m ending “ theories. means not much when i rise the next day and it’s another chance for u to get it right. but u may get offended by this assuming that so and so is telling to what to do. no u must remain. u must be calm. u gotta let go. u need to be brave. u need to be brave. u need to be very brave. for what. to brace the world with impunity? or with grace. who cares. no one is listening. there’s eight billion people on earth it’s very humbling. when u notice that ur actually not that important but ur also very important so there is a paradox in that. too. it’s all a cosmic joke. so u laugh and brush it off. even tho u just got done crying. and then u may look on the mirror and then say. well now i feel deflected. all my past reserves about such motivations have gone down the drain. blah blah it could have been wonderful had people listened to me on time and then things would be so well now. which is not a lie we all have smth to offer but at the same time we could offer shit and not know it. and u know crap can make for good fertilizer so it’s still useful. but bc in our minds we have a particular type of expectations we may not see it right away.
now we may link the teacher with always being right. this is a common error of judgment that’s remnants of a dream of home and family. safety. of look g up to someone whom knows more than u so that they can offer some type of guidance all of which feels very secure. right. ? also it can withhold us from some types of criticism . responsibility for what happens and sometimes it’s a remedy. like an ointment for our expectations. in case things don’t go our way. so that we presence the ego and the pride that we attach so hard to. for our sustainable of our sanity perhaps. since we know what happens to the poor shmucks who lose their mind. no we don’t wanna be institutionalized , what we wanna do is soar like a hawk. we want our thought processes to touch the sky. and then put on a astronaut mask and go explore what’s beyond. that’s r the true nature of our thought process. it’s blindness it’s only via application of ourselves in the particular type of reality that we tend to get stuck. sometimes metaphorically. other times actually. and if u think mental abuse is a small thing, then think of it this way, a mind is capable of feeling push up pain even though there is no pain inflicted on to ur body. that should give us a clue as to the power of the mind but we don’t have time for such things when the world is on fire. it’s in this fear of pain that we react in the first place. we get mad at the teacher bc we are mad at us. ourselves. maybe bc we are not getting a particular lesson right. or maybe the joke is too offensive. it too happens. it’s a world where people got killed for saying the wrong thing. so it’s all part of the curriculum. it’s not supposed to be easy. but it can be. it’s all in how we want to go about it. so if ur only thinking for urself, chances are u are putting urself in way way back of the queue of other things to align before u get ur cut and ur cut will be equivalent to ur input and effort. and maybe what the teacher wants to show us rather than teach. is that level of responsibility. which touches on that eternal personal agency of truth
things would be different now
what with all the technological advancements and information flux, people are experiencing a different heightened type evolutionary process of becoming. where our prior social entanglements are going through a what appears to be the tower being struck by lighting. if this was a tarot reading. but before these recent decades, there’s a very unique and essential tail end of glimpse into what was prior to its conditions all of which allows us to understand fully what we are working with here. to assume otherwise would be detrimental to our future development. although given that this is a department of information, where there’s already a lot of coinciding approaches both past and present ( people used to get killed for speaking on certain things as versus today. it happens today too which sort of gives us an idea as to why such focus on language and communication is all the more important today. aside from technological developments and a ton of grey areas such conjunction creates. it’s inevitable ) the work isn’t just in perfecting the skillful art of speaking clearly. and with good intent. for this part would require from us to deal with the past. in part by understanding how the human kind works and in part. how we produce so many different effects in combination of our thought process. willingness to understand ( receptivity ) versus selective reasoning that is self serving which also makes this a strong economic hardship. all relevant in development of systems as we see it as they are today, irregardless to our own coinciding thought processes which compelled this whole by assisting to it the nature of “ strong conditionings “ that can give us a false sense of reality. or that is accustomed by its presence ( the term of its duration) without us being curious about its development. ( very normal when we are dealing with a. sense of self, and bc of the nature of conditioning is binding and so strong, as well requires a common acknowledgment , a theory of unity mindset also applies here where almost all issues teaching and methods n ways being is to this ultimate whole).
in the prior , the many developments were rather in their medium stages. where the immediacy of action is not translating according to its subsequent timelines this produces a echo effect. while we may seem expedient in one hand. in the other. we end up stretching in slow motion thru time. as time is not slowing or spewing up. but the content of the passage make it seem so. an illusion. for the longevity of a long-standing and impending issue tends to generate what appears to be a normalizing effect. which is the conditioning that we speak of. now why the conditioning is essential to delve into bc it shapes a human mind. a human being who’s strongly dependent on their surrounding is very much like the nature of a child. who also depends on surroundings very excessively. but unlike the child’s safety. for a human being to be safe in a world they are inhabiting and arrived at is o another issue. for it denotes to our shared history. tran toon of which has left a lot of sticks and stones which causes us a ton of avoidable trips along the way of our recognizing f the continuity of some type of work that was left as remnants of our shared past. whereas we are endowed with information overload where no matter ur economic disposition u can have a smart phone. and no matter where u are. u might access internet and take part in the wave of information flow. but again this is very symbolic to our overall conundrum. what a refugee in the middle of the desert gonna do about such information. is left to the readers understanding. although. there’s nothing wrong with spending ur time with educating urself n understanding the way of the world u might also be triggered and quite upset. bc while the world goes on about its own humdrum which is riddled with competitions. conniving double speak two faced self interested greedy pursuits. ur over here waiting for somethings to go thru so that u too can begin on ur own journey of humanity. that is. ur purpose for being born. otherwise our hearts are too heavy with useless boredom. which shows itself ironically everywhere else under the guise of acting out for clout. lying. to get likes. or putting things online that are highly inappropriate and where we are breaching ethical lines in terms of our humanity. such stuff as deaths of people in full display. very gory human stuff atrocities made day to day. violences and arguments the same. but. then we may wanna step back and ask ourselves. how did we get here. u might remember the saying that the internet is both a a blessing and a curse. but what sometimes can be good , can also bring out a lid hidden problem . which can be good but then again we aren’t exactly equipped to back each other up or have strong community connections where people aren’t gonna be casualties to conditions
bc that too happens. we are always at the performative level. in cumulative . almost. but barely. maybe this is noticeable due to all the bad happenstances that weren’t recorded in history , of being faded. now in discovery of what truly perplexes us. it may still be there. could be referred to as pain with no name. where the cumulative past suffering didn’t truly go away bc it was never transcended hence it was stuck and causing pain for all to carry their share of it. it’s not that we are being born bad. but given the conditions that we are continuing what our predecessors have handed over ( cumulatively . the cyclic human existence has a lot of symbolism but irregardless to how much prof we are granted. we still adhere to things of material discrepancies among us and acts of greed so this shows us that we are still maturing. ) and this doesn’t mean that we lack skill. it’s a wonderful technology to have all these cables run under the oceans and connect everyone. or have satellites that make certain things operate with ease or internet in our fingertips which help us connect and maybe even generate new jobs. and allow us to truly develop worthwhile connections. is smth to celebrate. though in determining how to operate and what to use these things for us still getting some type of transcending of its own bc we are confronted with this issue that has plagued us. it’s all part of everything else. we wanna be famous and rich. but we don’t notice. we are simply too isolated. we think that getting this cumulative attention so gonna sustain. us. but overtime things change. everyone changes we too grow. and these changes maybe subtle sometimes where we may not be related to what we may need appropriate to our own becoming. so we end up feeling lonelier. and sadder instead. such things can be isolating and it’s all point to the common issues such as not having healthy wholesome relationships of our own. if we have people who accept us for who we are and we receive the love and the nutriments of such im exchanges. then we would less likely to make wrong prioritization. and this is quite relevant in these times especially for the youth ( but can impact anyone of any age bc each generation . had its struggles plus let us keep as above mentioned. there was a prior to tech. prior . to internet. a prior to the prior also which led us there ) bc of covid and strong isolation in the recent years. activities and habits as well as behaviours that are magnified and heightened as well as transpired due to those initial years of having gone through global changes and some of its effects are still being felt today bc this brings us back to economy. u would think if we had. in the prior established some type of online money making scene where everything is kosher and people are in full dialect. hence no double speak or lies and trickery. then. we would have certainly gone through a major global hiccup with grace and maybe less to no casualties. we can drink a cold glass of water to that. but if we don’t learn fro. it. what does that mean for the next generations. that is important to keep in purview. in addition to all the stuff of the last which compounds. and while the work might seem mountainous . there’s eight billion of us. i get happy bc we aren’t alone.
what happens is the stop between urgency of mind. of wanting to tackle every little social issue with a. resolution mind. if ur into problem solving this is good. but u can easily get caught in the fact pace of ur thought process. which can lead to burn out. so the other end of the spectrum to such burnout is laziness. so ur feeling urgent. but also lazy bc the steps between urgency and stop are rather wide. in dance u have stops and go. very much like music there s sound but the parts where there’s no sound is also complementary. this is also referred to as empty space. in a addition to occupation of that space. which leads us to whole. or balance. or equanimity. to determine this is with great skill. and perseverance. to do this is to continuity. and to change and refine arenas that may be too excess and ads to those where it’s lacking. refers to intuitive mindset of learning and merging with life skill and be more in tune with willingness to detect sense based signals do as to determine a outcome before it has occurred. so here this refers to as making a prediction. or expert analysis. or being able to read patterns. being able to make correct assertion of correlations bc that too happens. things may seem fragmented from the exterior but very much connected behind the scene. and just bc everything is sum as one does not mean that there are no variations of opinions or stance or even utility for such diversity is why unified is. it’s only normal that we would have complex systems that may from a uneducated or rather limited angle. may seem contradictory whereas at large there are depths of which , within the filets of human acknowledgment . are as old as time and as complex and archaic as our ancestors. it’s also interesting to note we look to our ancestors and history to get glimpses into stuff. of information that’s gonna endow us today with some type of advance over others. but the past is also where everything went down remnants of which we are recovering from still. so while being. curious about the many info of our past is essentialities of the whole it doesn’t determine alone to be utilized to recreate. whole new world. it may take up much less space that we may like to assume bc we may think bc some things develop slow and others too fast. such as our lives versus systemic changes. we think that we have surplus of gem from historical books. of many topics. so in a way we are right bc we maybe touching on a big issue. such as our wastefulness but this isn’t just referent to info but it’s most referent to human life. and human potential. although we may still miss the point. bc we are too acclimated to our own survival at the cost of others.
with the economic conditions becoming a strong factor in our lives as well as the truth about our advancements, we may say that we are still at the very early stages of how to go about the whole thing. and that’s ok. we aren’t supposed to know right away. we are approaching uncharted territories. we don’t know the long term effects of such endeavours. what was like a tip of the ice berg in the last where most conspiracy theories and very sensitive data was kept from the purview of common folk. very much like the difference between what appears to be on the surface all our lives cumulative . like a soup. where the stuff floats above. and others settle at the bottom but u can’t see. is transcending so now we are all mainstreaming a ton of info that was granted to only select people. an example is the old hags of anonymous versus any newcomer past 90s. even the early millennia would be aton different and mainstreamed versus the initial imitates of such grounds. which is reflective of our human development of seizing earths lands. waging wars. being hidden thru times of systemic transcendence and ebbs and flows. shifts the same. where some things r normalized like ur aol dial up internet connection and other areas are more evolved but only now are we granted glimpse into their nature bc even though we can have such endeavours it’s very difficult to really translate the whole into all parts so long as we keep some things hidden. so the symbolism of the famous meme of the ice berg where u see the surface ( society reality what’s perceivable by five senses. what’s available info wise or the recent past before information boom ) the middle where contradictory info is surfaced where whistle blowers helped and some concealed whereas others extrapolated so they can uproot it fast. happens here which was available to only those willing to bite the bait hook line and sinker. to go into the depts of the dark web and stomach churning data influx initiates the same. which is now everyone. and this invokes the sixth sense bc of the nature of contradictory data. of conspiracies. aka unsolved mysteries in presence of weird obscure data. and then the very absolute bottom. so here. in the meme u can it see what’s beyond a certain point. and surely if we say that our reality can be transparent. we can endeavour to these new grounds but still keep hidden the same. root cause. origination or maybe some behind the screen or the curtain. unless we include the whole, we will only oscillate only in presence of info of which was only available to some whereas is now available for all. the implication is that we assume we are the first ones to know. but i often looks to how a particular info is presented why. who says it. for what reason. why are they giving this info now. how is it relevant to current timeline. why me. how is it relevant to where i live and so on.
gotta be willing to look back
and be proud of ur life passage as u come to this moment of now. if u have regrets. denials and attachments of any toxic kind. then ur probably missing the point about ur life and life in general but that’s ok. since time of figuring urself out is rather timeless and cannot be define d only that we measure results here in sort of a linear way. and given that we only are granted a glimpse of expression, a level of self perfection and self awareness makes ur experience all the more worthwhile. it’s better to know basics and act accordingly than get urself in trouble bc u do not know what arising inside. and it’s better to not know what is not clear than make strong assumptions or convictions that will get u to live a life that’s not exactly ur own either. it’d difficult to gauge exactly how to find a equilibrium for every persons experience differs , in some cases it’s very slight. this difference where the line is so blurry u may as well see the whole thing as one. in other cases we can say the same about any one of our human. actions. constrictions. worried. anxieties the same. u say. ah see ? that’s what happens when there’s great distress and anxieties working at large causing all kinds of storms in our lives. there’s a degree of predictability in the way things produce effects but not always. that’s where context comes to the picture. much like a filter. but an anti filter for its purpose. unlike a finger thru which u may project ur clear awareness and distort what is to whatever is associative to the filter ur seeing thru. but it’s more of a call to attention for detail rather. where the “effect of why otherwise a filter would offer “ is offered by the nature of the content matter. which sort of works like a filter from the purview of practicality. we have many steps to determine for isntence. well how do i get from a to b. here’s set of steps to follow and it’d hit or miss bc we can only overgeneralize and purify the many paths that can get us there. and from the purview of anyone who’s deeply entrenched in their own person life entailing. these differences can mean a big deal. bc everything is magnified. ur beginning to go conservative with ur decision making abilities bc u already incurred a ton of errors in ur judgment prior that which might have led u here. and there’s also the false sense of acknowledgment based on by the overgeneralize ruin of a given objective where a person might be entirely discouraged bc it didn’t work out for them then it must either be broken or they r broken themselves. they may compare and see that others might find more ease being told what to do whereas for them they are more of a hands on type persons. but in translating that into their own circumstance. now that’s a tough one bc we all are part of this big giant massive system that is composed of many other sisters come together as one. in a way. we may have accidentally found out how unity works. except occasionally a filter here and there skips before our eyes. covering the purview. sometimes. almost entirely that we need external help to see clearly
often times it’s clear to see back in history bc then ur like ah. i do i knew this or did that then things would have been much different. most often it’s not what happens d but what transpired after that causes much turmoil. either u can look at this from a purely individualistic way or interdependent way. we haven’t figured out how to synthesize a way that applies in the most coherent and simplest most objective way that sort of eliminates the potential of contradicting ourselves. bc we have been there before and bc we are still dealing with its after effects. it’d much better to be keen on weeding out any contradictions that u might have. it doesn’t mean ur a liar. it doesn’t mean u do not know why u speak of. it points to smth. maybe a call to action or a call to action. but both attention n and action require time and effort. maybe even patience. sometimes we may need to extend beyond ourselves. for we weren’t exactly meant to be alone. but isolations happen extreme condition can push anyone to close up and close in. sometimes u run the risk of not noticing the passage of time bc in ur self rebellion where u have become sandwiched between what happens and what needs to happen, and interim u might have let go your youthful self. or the one who was once upon a time innocent. full of potential. possibilities. dream. hopes. and thought the better of everyone. o think that last part tends to cause the most stress and sided g in us. bc we feel this all encompassing unconditional love. but then even we succumb to its neuroses.i’ve can drive anyone crazy. it is suppose to maybe. but we don’t know exactly how to go about it. call it self love. call it love for a partner. a lab offspring or offsprings. maybe ur move is for a particular movement that invokes a deep passionate drive from within which is geared with good intentions and u have also developed what is the most essential. some type of integrity. though it’s worth to keep in mind that just bc there’s presence of integrity. lack of integrity doesn’t always mean that a person is intentionally doing harm it’s just that in the absence of trust. there’s a lot of what ifs and what nots that tend to get sort of dabbed with within one’s mind. or maybe u like to test out the waters. if ur wrong. u can always say sorry and own up ur error of judgment and pay back those whose integrity u might have doubted. it happens. where there’s trickery there is sure to have doubt. u might be worried. in the presence of sweet speech and honey talk. to be apprehensive about lowering ur disguises and ur willingness to ensure that there’s no funny business bc anyone can come with a smile and promise. but where trickery is concerned. we usually get the answer only after we get through the muck.
u can take from buddha his own story. he was born into extreme ignorance. extreme not bc his parents were bad. they were kings and queens i think. loved between the walls and in lavish conditions that buddha himself was illusioned to assume the whole world was like that. he as joyed naturally bc of his assumption. only to one day discover that life outside his safety was much much different. there is hardship. there was poverty. and he didn’t like that very much. it was unsettling. maybe u can say that his own lifestyle and privilege left a bad taste in his mouth. no the was without making much fuss or while with his parents or put them on a pedestal. he left down denounced all his belongings and started on his quest for what appears to be to roots of buddhism. although there are many of the branches and studies as well as teachers. this one is my failure bc it shows us that no matter how much u know how evolved u might be and how enlightened u r not exempt from falling for samsara. it’s hard to know beyond ur childhood and the conditions ur born into. it’s hard to know inherently. it’s not smth that passes down via dna. if so. the. it’s passed down ammo g with all other oddities. which still doesn’t help us entirely. we err. almost everything gets bastardized at some point. people may feel inferior. or competitive or maybe they settle with what is, even tho what is is not stationary and is changeable. but then there’s contradiction that when there is strong desire to change things for better ur confronted with very angry and very powerful beings who are to an extend evolved too in their own notions. it could be that they are strongly convinced. their experience demands from them to hold such defences against anyone. now here we can even say that buddha felt so responsible about his previous thought process. assuming that all was well. that he decided to spend the rest of his life in such hard conditions only with the drive to find out what all of “that” was about. imo. i think he was just super curious to set out on a very arduous journey. which can’t be done in these days bc a lot more ground shave become registered. labelled. marked. seized and controlled to an extend. but there is a degree of responsibility in everyone that’s alive today.
maybe you may find it in ur own process that u are being too headstrong about a given objective or maybe ur not being concerned enough. that too is a process for there is no one fixed way to figure things out and bc everything is sort of standardized. that is u don’t really get to choose to disappear for a while or be curious about ur existence , u may feel rushed. u may look around and try to see why others s are doing this going with the masses can go either way tho. it’s not like we have evolved pst our historical issues. there’s a ton of subcontract that arises here and there occasionally. where systems can grant us an option for things to not get too worse they still turn for a sort of ok, but it’d taking too long mindset and where life is still quite cheap. as people are dying so in a way. when we consider things like enlightenment and spirituality or higher mind. or clear intuition or integrity , we still have some ways to go which is a given. buddha himself could have chosen the lavish lifestyle over the truth that was briefly revealed to him. nobody asked him to give up all that. he did that all on his own. and even then it didn’t solve anything but it planted a seed. maybe more. it planted in us the otherwise natural feelings of love. and sort of invoked in us curiosity of being. and of higher mind. maybe ur inspirations differ. perhaps u wish to know more about the processes of mind. of thought processes. and sound arguments. since the practice of both allows for clearer communication not just with ourselves but also with each other. hence disagreements. hence being calm and not resorting to attacks and personal quirks . all of which prepares us to learn to detect and let go whatever toxic habits of the past is holding us back so that we can choose peaceful ways to handle conflict and disagreements. for this to work we would have to apply ourselves both to the world at large as well as our personal dealings with ourselves respectively and each other and these would have to be congruent so u won’t trample in ur own stance or wording. say u say smth to one person according to what u think they need to hear and the. u go o another person and u say to them smth else. which maybe inconsistent with ur one inner truth and process. so integrity can apply to everything g we do and say. it’s the key that gonna get us out of all kinds of misalignments that resulted from such historical maladjustment and inner conflict we all have in terms of what even is truths.
in a way u can see integrity as one’s ability to find inner truths and clarity. or only acting on the truths. so if ur not sure don’t say ur sure. if it’s maybe don’t say yes. if it’s no. then say so. we have such a conundrum. on one hand we have people who want nothing but the best for themselves and everyone. and on the other hand we have what appears to be residue of the last which causes us much animosities of wanting to eliminate the enemy or else it could be us. which in some cases unfortunately is still true. people don’t just wake up and go out there wanting to throw their life away at the cost or taking someone else’s life. they would rather cultivate their own garden. build their home. have a family. life laugh and love. i mean these are what makes life more fun and worthwhile. not. getting ahead of others or competing with others to such an extend that ur losing ur health or ur beginning to do things out of character. but u don’t notice it bc it’s all over the movies stories we tell each other and in music and television programming. we see it in real life too. it’s all i’ve tthe lace one moment u could be having a productive day and full of fun and net thing u know u stumble upon a. terrible story that happened between people like urself. in a way. we are not only hoarding trust among each other but trust to our true self. and that’s where the problem is. bc then our integrity is hazarded too the less likely u r to trust urself bc say. u kept trusting people who took advantage of u. or u loved men who ducked u over or has friends who only wanted to be with u bc they didn’t wanna be alone so at does thang things went well for them they abandoned u and u might have felt used. all of these are happening against our ability to choose. or more so intuition. but the caveat isn’t. that ur a moron who can’t tell what are truths. thee are very common issues i the same pros abound and they need people like u to experience it first hand so u know what it is so that u can find a solution and be it’s advocate . and when we realize this internal fire. it’s already ignited bc we have experiences. then we are less likely to look over on others and compare our lot. each of these issues. call it social conundrums. call it the burnt in images in our psyche. into this planetary atmosphere so much that we are compelled. almost drawn to issues like it’s a. calling. we are all these experts who haven’t fully awakened to our own organic skill set. whatever could be our individual prior.
now there are mistakes
and there are lessons for them. usually in presence of a given error, we tend to freak because this touches on the subject of law. of justice and rules and what not. what u wanna be is he a decent person who doesn’t break the rules and doesn’t get themselves in trouble. and rules here are not just about court room but for example if u breaks. cardinal rule like stealing or killing then chances r. u will shuffle thru there. the issue with law and order is a case about learning ur lessons so here u can see there is a sort of imbalance. if we can buy our education with out practice or , an honest look at exactly what is our portion. bc part of determining a lesson is via articulation of its content matter for if we do not undersrnd how we got here. chances are, we are not going to exactly solve a problem. but only temporarily alleviate it. especially given by all other conditions which sort of transpire the continuity effect. it’s kind of like hitting rock bottom and hurt when u think that’s it. u begin to fall even further. it turns out ur rock bottom has a rock bottom. and the. u might assume that’s it. that must be the bottom line. until u begin to nov e again. u might be hopeful bc ur getting some movement but then begin to articulate the direction in which ur going only to be surprised again, another rock bottom. the further we go, the further we get sucked in below. like a quick sand everything progresses and then we adapt. that’s the art of nature of humanity anyway. sometimes we even adapt by force. and here all hope is lost. or. u can have enough hope to keep afloat. but that’s about it. then everything else u hear. u might not be dismayed. bc u already know how that’s like. even. though it might have changed without u. where not much of its changes make much significance to u. but bc ur experience is bad, and not bc u are attached in some toxic way. since such things can severely impact people i mean an example here is quite simple. if a rich person makes a ethical error and pays their way out of their lessoning. do we really think they learned anything g ? bc the same thing a poor person does can severely impact their life. plus their kids get punished and their kids kids get punished too bc of condition of circumstances and impact of environment.
so determining the type of lesson is harder to do bc there’s also all these other misconceptions about life in general. where the potential of meaning of life is threatened of briefly lost, can bring about a ton of avoidable suffering and calamities that lead us to repeating a past mistakes simply bc we cold to determine where the lessons lie. sometimes it’s a product of our life that we can’t outreach everywhere in a timely way that bc of such cutting of corner or trying to simply what’s complicated bc we have to compensate for having complicated the simple, we end up becoming blind to our imbalance for the priorities that are in full display, coupled by the appearance of lessons learned whereas. a thing is changed fundamentally brings about a new lesson on top of the old, and is then simultaneously unfolded for our immediate attention even if we were to deny. reject or assume that our nature comes with guarantee of ambiguity such as our actions when nobody’s is around versus what we tend to do for show. to really be as u are is a difficult thought. bc even in that we have a task of figuring out what is what. how would u define urself from all ur attributes. would u say that u are unchanging and changing but in different terms ? would u be willing to clarify which. applies where and the severe implications when it’s misaligned or misapplied for these five us clues as to how our surroundings are developing as well as our own personal traditions since we can’t exactly withdraw from reality and forfeit our position. we must at some point go out there and mix and mingle with someone. or interact with nature or reality or the environment in some way. so in a way. we have all these personal lessoning which happens in smaller quantities in our ordinary day to day life. we may call this a sort of tailoring. ur trying to fit the best approach , so u have to trim it and make sure that it’s the most resonant to ur highest attributes which comes with a bit of foresight, a bit of altruism and a lot of work towards the future. to be wiling to determine direction of the future however require from us to look at the past all the while factoring in the impact and relativity of our current moments. there’s a lot of things that are happening simultaneously and inn a way we are multi tasking. and we can do that bc we are already multi tasking either when we are angry or hired or happy and jovial and generous. both require from us a sort of mental meditation. inner retrospect. some type of awareness. a level of presence. and care. even in the middle of ur hate u care about smth. u may proclaim that u do not care. but there’s a ton of care going on otherwise u wouldn’t be this much perturbed. but maybe ur care is a little concealed. or the way u care needs a bit of pruning. here we refer to lessons bc we don’t exactly come with a blueprint on how to navigate the world and we also don’t get to have sn instructions on how to behave although time of information age and internet boom might say otherwise . we must still consider authentic development in case in our future there is a black out.
it could be just a storm. power going out and all of a sudden. all ur defended and what ever was ur dependencies are gone. that too can happen. there are so many conditions that can set anything in some sort of a gear and then set or series of events can follow. ofc there’s also art of simply observing na s gaining a repertoire of information but the best method of figuring out what’s best for a given scenario is always going to be via stress test. and ph test. whether if smth is alkaline for the environment. or acidic for human interactions is all part of ur intrinsic taste. so that’s how sometimes a saying goes. oh that left a bad taste in my mouth. bc every time u think of it. it makes u feel sick. maybe nauseous. or ur shocked. u feel like the impact of a particular data although u have done reading it. is not exactly don’t with u. it’s still making its rounds aroid ur body so that u can get the best possible absorption of the information. so that u can digest the information so that u can become more skilled at the way such catalyst occurs. for everything in a way is a chemical occurrence. love is chemical. hate is chemical. and we get all kinds of entanglement sand multiplication of effects from there. but too much social extremes can get us in a sort of a shallow bind. bc then ur entanglement creates constrictions. u may already notice the discrepcies but not put it into full dialect bc u might not be linguistically adept. you may not know the professional lingo and correct labeling but just simply by observing certain allowances and disallowances u can immediately get a flash of the whole. which sort of is impactful in and of itself but bc it run don ambiguous grounds in terms of its delivery. they can get us to feel rather too heightened. such is the conundrum of leaning on extremes. we may be too worried whereas. the issue is very small. we may underestimate an issue by the way it appears or given by the time of its occurrence perhaps we may already be overburdened by smth else. so we can’t expedite any additional energy for this particular issue and since it appears to be small we treat it lightly. and here the potential or error is likely. even tho we know that they’re are certain things that could require more attention and effort, bc we judged a situation by its mere appearance we didn’t realize the true resonant record that it introduces itself to us with. otherwise we would feel deep inside a sort of an inkling. hey. there is smth about this given objective . we may wish to see into it and further work to understand it’s relevance to this inner feeling.
unfortunately we end up attaching to wrong conclusions bc it’s not directed to where it is needed the most. so learning our lessons and buying our way out of our lesssons as well as excessive lessons which can impact a person and their lineage in a highly negative inhumane way are all connected to the grand lessons that encompass all of us equally. even tho we may not directly see this in the way our human minds articulate but one example is this. if we continue to destroy the planet for profit and just so that a very extremely small group of it’d inhabitants live extremely lavish lifestyles meanwhile the rest of the world suffers this is not only good for sustenance of our planet but it also is a touch on our human conundrum. bc say we don’t care much about what happens. bc the illusion of the material reality is extremely convincing. we may say that the point of being human is purely a selfish pursuit. and we pair this with the way we observe both the animal kingdom and space. we say things like cycle of life is no joke man. u hunt or u get hunted. it’s a dog eat dog world out there. and then in determining space. u say. universe is violent. so all of this makes sense that we should too also fall in line with those bc either we can’t come up with smth better. or we think our likeness has to be selective . and that we can call those shots. and if that’s so. why do we spend so much time effort energy and resources lying to each other. we do this to children early on. we say. kids. don’t cheat. don’t steal. killing is wrong. u shouldn’t hit each other. we give the timeout if they do so. we sit then in the same table two chairs facing each other and we say. now take turns discussing. this matter. and say sorry and take ownership of ur personal error. if it was smth they couldn’t share ( greed) u has to teach them to take turns. and honour each others rights. in the sam east that if a child cussed. u said don’t cuss. it’s rude. it hurts other feelings and make them feel left out. now everyone wants to be part of smth… and then in look g at the news and media and entertainment and all this human endeavour. we not only forget that there’s children in the room. but we also don’t notice why must we care. bc precisely this. we are making a fool out of ourselves if we don’t. since we are contradicting our words with our actions of otherwise and then it’s no wonder why they grow up with very little truer. a ton of pent up anguish and whatnot. imagine this. ur at a buffet with hundred other strangers. u reach in and grasp a piece of the pie and the buddy is filled with all kinds of confection of this sort. others we that u do this so they too approach the buffet but then u say. hey. u guys stop. don’t take the pie. pls. our world is riddled with such inconsistencies. it’s no wonder why we end up getting ourselves stuck in miserable conclusions and then wonder why nothing changes. no matter who u are and where u are the same type of boredom exists. and is the result of such illusion.
and it’s hard. behind the point of missing the lesson that when ur confronted with someone who spent their entire life buying their way out of their problems, how can u. one ordinary person. teach them any better ? they may run the risk of making a big mistake and kill u on the spot. now what ? so lessons are very important here and needs to be divorced from the financial portion of handling. unless we can figure out a better way of sorting out our justice problem. history of such shows that incarceration was riddled with inconsistencies such as on racism. sexism and slave labour. u could hear all kinds of horror stories of experiences. and conditions aren’t exactly right either. but then u see all is paid by tax payer money and then u ask urself well why would people wanna pay for others errors. good question. but why wouldn’t they. when the rock lay for their own. so now we can play with all kinds of words and look at this every which was we want but killings keep happening. theft hasn’t been resolved either. it tends to fluctuate much like our economy that also fluctuates n that sort of makes sense. not that this is excuse. it’s not a solution either. the whole thing is terrible. bc it also terrifies the people who don’t steal n witness the conundrum. they must immediately think about their children. truth is. this isn’t some type of dream where u can go in and out of places freely and take whatever u want. there is much to this world than what we may assume it like in our self isolation of lack of better term, a better model and some type of clarity in to what this world and our interactions truly mean.
you came here for many reasons
maybe. not just one. maybe it all adds to one. or none. but what’s the lesson here. it’s said that you have a lesson to learn. upon coming here. it’s urgent. it’s pressed. it knocks on the door of ur head. says. hello. may i please introduce myself and then gets right down to business. but it’s nothing like what u have ever heard before. so u scratch ur head and look at the world side away since what just happened cannot be undone. and it’s also said that when a mind knows. it cannot be unknown . but what is with this knowing and learning that we speak of here. there could be many types. we learn for a particular task. we learn about our world and ourselves. but lessons are harder to pinpoint. bc they are often decided by someone else. and that decision usually comes from a mix of many things. first of all. for a particular task that involves such decision requires some learning of its own curriculum. but it’s not enough with just memorizing stuff. u ca stuff ur head with a a ton of info. and then get all hands on with what u just heard. i think it’s a lot better when the two are somewhat combined. this way. ur putting to use. a sort of a stress test to check the efficacy of data. but this isn’t always available. we get glimpses into a. very uncertain future. things change. shift en and flow and that what’s relevant today may not be so come tomorrow. and the room for such decisions is rather complicated. it’s not like ur using ur inner compass or anything. u couldn’t afford it. so u have to rely on plan b. which means taking a good look at ur budgeting. and the. try to see what sort of things can bring about the most honest feedback. then again. honesty is very complicated. the world upon which we were born out of is rather too vast. but at the same time. we like to think about space and other places, which sort of resonates with our inner sphere and are usually transpired or triggered at various time of life. such as extreme stress and extreme comfort. for some reason both offers in part the whole thing when complemented from there can we see a bigger comprehensive picture ab but what sort of picture is it. so for instance when u seek for truths u gotta be a a little bit of a pursuant rather than a sticky note. ur not a sponge that goes through a. process upon receiving a particular fact. if ur anywhere like a fake it till u make it mentality u might like to assume perhaps the change is inevitable, so u begin to draw from a experience relative to the one u may initially be likened with. so here. the personal experience is as close to intuition as we can get. it’s a learned muscle. it’s acquired overtime. much like a conditioning. bc what is conditioning but preparing for something. so that u can detect the signs early on and take action or be agile and ready. even though most days and weeks are rather calm, where there’s not much going on in the surface but underneath it is a lot of prep work. when we say. everything springs from. mind, then it’s important to understand the way the mind works. but it’s not easy to observe. so in part it’d experience gained that sort of lights the way and maybe even gain the status of a more adept guide along the way of its “progression”.
this art of figuring out why we are here sort of gets old. bc we ask. why why why and then settle with why not. and that’s alright. i guess we all have to start from somewhere in terms of how we can merge duality where we are not falling into traps of diversion along with cave into another’s hidden mission for the application of self admission into a world full entanglements does come with a tiny bit very impactful room for independent thought and proper conduct in line with what ever it is ur highest achievement for ur spiritual enlightenment. bc often times what tends to turn people off of things like peace and harmony isn’t that they sound pompous or like a fairy tale. surely there is some truth there. but most important is not the presence of fairy tales and such but the potential to be took for yet another spin. bc everyone has been deceived at some point in their lives and everyone has been exploited to some degree. as well as used in some way that neither they nor anyone else would want it for themselves. so this also means that everyone has been fooled at least once. has participated in some lie. and even acted as the good ole useful idiot. even if it was for one thought or one thing or one topic doesn’t matter. u fell for it. that’s that. so we need to recognize this as part of the curious imm of our own mechanism. there’s no need to be embarrassed. it’d widely known by now there are certain conditions that take place on earth that is questionable. we like to delve into how we can coexist with each other and also be prepared for any animosities and random acts of violence upon each other by strangers among us. i’m sure u too can agree u didn’t come here to leave those types of lessons. plus there’s art to lesson bc ur not the only one who learns here. u also teach in the way u learn. so in determining what type of lessons are relevant and which ones to weed out depend entirely on how w can determine the trajectory of the evolution of that peer ocular lesson. can we envision the matured shape of a lesson before it’s fully developed ? bc let’s face it we don’t have all the information to determine why we are here. but we can consider all family and friends in the mix. we can say well it actually doesn’t matter the skin colour or what makes u mad or who u ned to prove urself to. those are important perhaps. associative to smth else but from a human purview when we are mad. we can’t see any reason worthy of discovery. we end up settling with what anger produces; contempt, resentment, betrayal. we may definitely feel betrayal here. bc life isn’t the same for everyone. there’s a lot of loneliness. and fragmentation. which heightened in the last three years. where now we have to change the way we address objectives. it’s no longer sufficient to speak of extremely vague objectives. but it’d essential to consider where to place such ambiguity. for example. would u say the future is bright. ? would u assuage that the brightness comes from being smart ? or dumb ( as in the light is probably the product of an atomic bomb going off )
as for the genius. would u say that it attributed to a time and place in the future but with the same framework as of now. aka only a handful of individuals get to determine the fate of the world. systems are preferential as in u get classes and wide array of distinctions which can range from as small a diameter as a country and as big as the entire world aka relationships and discrepancies between nations. perhaps. still with a very firm strong hand on finances. and advertisements full of extra ant lifestyles in full display at skyrocketing prices which clearly is limited to few but force fed to all bc that’s ur idea of unity. u just wanna. bring everyone to the table even tho u don’t wanna feed everyone. or is it smth like we’ d no longer feel inferior around some people. we are no longer differentiating and making strong distinctions about “types of people “. we are able to implant basic needs and rights and necessities and there is no form of abuse bc people , when they are healthy and happy tend to not care about that kind of stuff as displayed in the upper middle class to upper class societies. maybe we would reach total enlightenment. like lights being suddenly turned on within our bodes. and then the entire world lithts up. and we have this deep se ration of being very extremely and effortlessly being illuminated. it doesn’t hurt. it just feels lighter. like all ur worries melt away. all the barriers that got in between u and everyone else last present future and all the false ideals melts away. and u feel so beautiful from inside out that it’s very much that that lights u up. and then u begin to focus around and see that everyone else is going thru their processes and u make eye contact. and it’d nothing like u have experienced before. it’s more of a inner eye contact. a very close heart to heart. but nothing like a. forced connection or one that’s doing it to be proper but there is honour and proper there as well. it’s almost like mutual respect was there but our barriers got in the way , that’s all. all ur false thoughts are evaporated from the top of ur head. from every pore that ur becoming clearer and
lighter the more u surrender. and u don’t fear this time. why? bc the enlightenment is right. it’s not a trick or a decoy. it’s not trying to be one way and do another. every moment unfolds u into a deeper sense of assurance and trusting that what ur going thru is not trying to harm u. and because ur seeing that every one else is going through the same , u feel a comfort and effortless unity. then next thing u know the world becomes brother but u do not know. so u do not worry. hence no fear. the assurance let’s u know that maybe it’s ur eyes that are changing and not the world. otherwise ur survival instinct would kick in and usually ours kick in fast bc we are conditioned to oscillate between trusting each other and otherwise. but bc we shed that frustration. and the conditioning no longer has a strong hold upon us, we don’t think maybe a bomb went off and we are simply dying. bc then we would begin to panic. and then start thinking about our children. and others children. and start saying things like a poor things. they never got a chance to live out their lives. perhaps bc we have achieved how to prioritize them. and decided no longer to discredit and underestimate other peoples children based on by the transpiring of other frivolous conditions that we placed upon ourselves. for so long. but this type of enlightenment may still run the risk of not reaching completion bc of those lessons we have placed in numerous places all across the world. which is harder to detect. since some of them are quite old. and embedded into our marrow in a way. but we can start from not determining another’s lessons for them. there are some restrictions however. for example if a person kills another person then there would be a preceding drink that needs to take place. but instead of killing this person ( which would kill the data they have vital for discovering what the connection is and how we can improve human nature in general. but bc funds is low and we are busy with other pacers we hardly ever consider the information of the people who act out in public and do terrible things to each. we often want them to be gone from our sight. and as long as they don’t appear we are happy bc we are very attached to the saying “ out of sight. out of mind” and we believe it do it comes true. and it does. but it doesn’t leave our minds. it leaves a shadow and then we end up getting all agitated and start projecting all kinds of evolved issues. or effects. or consequences for evading smth that divinely informative ) we could honour their life. even though they just took someone else’s life. perhaps the question here is this. what would the person who just got killed want to happen out of this. which is hard to do. u might automatically say. kill them. it’s fifty fifty. an eye for an eye. there’s not much use for keeping this person alive. plus they can kill again. and the dead person needs their revenge. that’s the only way to closure. i bet u the people are turning around in their grave going like now there’s double the murder. and i partook in that. they may feel this very deeply. bc the further we go from the world of events the more we tap into our natural resource centre that is our inner divine truth. which is harm free. those are product of the ego falsely understood and misused. and pertly bc of our , “ unique experience ,” here for we still don’t know and cannot clarity why we are here. we can say. well i’m considering all ur brothers and sisters. that’s the anti thesis of being selective as to what’s the belief system , background, historical connection whatnot. whether if u believe in a god. or maybe u don’t believe in reincarnation. it’s all fifty fifty we can make a guess and it may or may not be true when it comes to such clarity as to what is why and what not. but every which way u look at it. which includes , one lifetime , no heaven or hell, no god, no this no that, this place would just be a meeting place of all types of backgrounds then. u r here. u congregate. u find ur soul family and maybe decide to plant ur seeds in a broth universe some future eons from now. which means u don’t have to be bogged down with doubting feeling having to like everyone, or maybe u lose ur motivation bc ur lie what’s the point.
people are idiots. if i’m gonna be with them in a future time and place someday in another universe then why bother do anything at all now. who cares. they suck. they ruin everything and then u can go on a self fulfilling prophecy tirade. and not be self aware as to how any of it implicates ur and thereby everyone else’s process as well. maybe there’s a degree of non attachment there. which means that u do ur woke and i do mine. in the very innermost subtlest spiritual sense of being that is and this only leaves that our unity should be cordiality. and not causing harm leaving the planet better than we found it so others will have. a better and far improved experience. which means that we are probably learning the lesson that we came here for. cos considering the planetary functions , and data. it’s data everywhere. coiled with lesson. ur soul lessons. ur human lessons ur karma this ur merit that and we are granted a sliver of light in a deep sea of dark and undetermined contents of space and what maybe beyond ? who knows. this only gives clue this planet serves for the purpose of lessoning. again not to be mistaken by peoples understand g of lessons. we have to be highly evolved and detached slightly from the issues and the people to call those shots and even then there would be things like dignity and humanity in handling it. say we ended up succeeding in annihilating ourselves. there’s no more humans. get in line ur now with the dinosaurs ( i wonder where are they now bc they certainly didn’t finish the curriculum) no more meeting ground. no more fine food and chocolate. no more music or humanistic love. no embracing nothing. no laughter. all gone. but nature recovers. it’s done this so it’s us who need to upkeep it so that we see to the end of this lesson whatever it is, right ? with the planet kicking us out , and continuing on its journey from us. we may just lose one curriculum out of many. i don’t know how significant that would be. but considering all those losers who went extinct before us in a really violent and stupid ways. i would say it’s probably significant that we can at least consider its significance if we truly wish to overcome , by getting thru the planet with as much “ grace” as we humanly can. which is hard to do bc in the previous reports it’s mentioned that we are already below the norm. so there would be a specific approach to those issues that are backed up. back logged whatever. and to approach these issues with the same kind that got us there doesn’t seem to help either. hence the conundrum. and the limbo. so we can at least. even if we didn’t believe in a god or karma. not even reincarnation that at the very least care about it from that perspective for it improves ur life and everyone else’s as well. it’s not same as praying to a god to relieve ur troubles. and make ur pain go away. it helps. but something has to transpire in our lives right ? something has to give. there has to be some type of relay into the world. a sort of communication. we speak but there is no sound. what we hear is not what we may think but it may take the shape of what we want it to be. but only so far. so there’s all kinds of illusions abound. the world speak to u in many ways. but it’s hard to decipher its truth perhaps bc its “widely known”.
the somewhat nature of
a perceivable enemy is almost always someone else. with the exception that we can simply reason with ourselves in a deeply comprehensive way which enables the skill set necessary to detect things early on. such levels of foresight doesn’t just come naturally although in parts much like a cloudy sky, there is discovery of a event settled in the arbitrary holographic nature of the future. would it suffice to say if it’s not u headed there. then it would be someone else ? we wouldn’t know bc the perceivable reality both past present and the determinate nature to clarify the future is rather subjective for it relies on personal experiences. initiation of which is myriad fold
what we referred to here is the communication between our true inherent inner realm in its entirety and our external reality. in the as is ness of its own nature both authentic and synthetic for it contributed to the whole, the quality of factor are usually relevant to the timeline in which we are part of although there’s palpability of opportunism there it’s essential for each to self discovery that the overall quality of the experience depends on the quality that each individual tends to project. the project itself consists of the basics of our human consciousness. for we tend to oscillate whether we should or should not, such as in the case of difference between optimistic and pessimistic thoughts about life. and happenstances that also consist of stark opposites. for example. here. the definition of the word compassion states clearly that compassion is to be utilized for those who are suffering. so for compassion to arise there has to be presence of suffering. then. what happens in the absence of suffering. that would be love. in its natural state love produces myriad of positive conditions. and effects. such as happiness joy. may bring us to build upon contentment which allows us to make better choices.
here we also see the definition of passion. which can go either way. since the keyword. anger sort of gives us glimpse and that while passion upon true love is enriching and satisfying, the opposite . which is lust. tends to be self indulging. and often at the cost of others agencies. while compassion composites love, passion seems to be the transistor between dual objectives. all of which relies on our mindset. or thinking. what do we perceive out of such meanings of words. what comes to mind foremost. we must not need to feel the intense urgency to appropriate here for we aren’t fooling ourselves in such chest or plagirms if we do not truly feel in tune with what we perceive to be by some other standard that might be set in. place. although ofc unless it is a touch on a transcendental place but words here are not strong referent of such for they may convey multitude of meanings depending on which each individual who utilized such and those who perceive it as such else. depend strongly on each persons inner subsequent work. ( this doesn’t necessarily mean that ur working on a direct task that relates strongly with the topic at hand. things can be indirectly related or connected as well. so any work that u do would be met with this level of inner excellence. and that also contributes to the process of that level of becoming more in tune with the natural frequencies bc the true resonance here is ur authentic signalling. that’s why we are referring to here. is to be come real )
the error of judgement into which such minds may portray that such and such cannot be comprehended or completed due to some perceivable enemy whereas we have not seen this or know that or be inclusive as to how to reach certain conclusions to be had, even to extend by which a forced normalization takes place. with vibes of both transitory nature as well as smth else that is concrete. that hasn’t happened yet. concrete like the walls of institution. even though this level of concrete prevents u from moving beyond it, ur also reminded of the finite nature of the immaterial reality so also feel assurance that ur also free infinitely. even though the concrete reality is convincing enough to be everlasting or superseding the infinite.
why this matters is precisely intentional. it’s the intentions that allow us to delve deeper into meanings and detect our own vulnerabilities so as to know how to ask for particular type of information more so than why, and for what reasons there may be for we may mistake one for the other. we may act on a inner inconsistency of lack of some type of data which prevents us from assurance. hence a level of distrust is formed ambut bc we do not notice that simply by being curious we not only enjoy the process of data getering to complement as one for the better sense of understanding which conveniently leads us to total clarity and that alone can be exciting and motivation for us to do for perseverance on such objedirve is necessary to pack along the way hence eldenotrs to difficulties. as versus standard lines of thought. heightened extremes whereas we weren’t even inner wise granted the chance to be curious about a given smth from where we allow our impulses to tske root as if we are short cutting thru a very standard and common problem but forgo to reflect on the true nature that we might be misled. it’s like ur bankrupting before someone steals ur money. u say well. instead of letting u steal it i’m just gonna go bankrupt so that i can take pride in the fact that this is my ruin. all my doing too at that. we don’t say well hang on. sure there is presence of danger. which may require from us to recalibrate our priorities and be willing to tension calm u fsr pressure.
here the referrant is anger. especially in case of danger or injustice. anger when utilise die cut. can give one robust energy that can grant one to overcome. passion. misused. can be both self destructive and destructor of others here the issue is fifty fifty. bc ur running on faulty logic and clair it’s is a distance away. for ur miss comprehension of the total use of the anger ends up causing more harm both to u and others. but the issue isn’t that we err. bc usually errors give opportunity for lessons. and lessons can be valuable on the course of life bc there’s a degree of continuity thru which nothing is wasted. even though we haven’t efforted ourselves to that degree. not just yet anyway. bc of that collective cave we are dealing out of. or springing forward or being forcefully pushed by external forces like being in a type and being squeezed out.
now here we must consider also in our purview that we tend to be wasteful. and eve turn away from a inch towards luck or our hard work and efforts to be multiplied with gains. benefit for which ofc. for the totality of the human kind. although it sounds supermassive. this sort of global luck. it consists of small deeds of conscious acts and compassion that heals. also worth mentioning that compassion isn’t smth to be maintained. much like poverty or like. where we like to sentimental about how such lives are in a conundrums including our own personal dramas. so the idea. overall is to be in a comprehensive position. collectively to will ourselves to detect our comfort zones. which touch on our collective habits. systemized conditions. and ways in which we tend to take routes of resolutions.
though the reason why we may feel a rather short cut comes from our inner certainties. touching on particular thought patterns. and how we can assure ourselves through our own self awareness bc we may sense our own errors along the way but may not be able to self correct. for the priority in which certain . things unfold in our lives may require a different set of actions which may seem like it’s smth but it ends up facilitating smth else. so there is phenomena in places where consciousness or awareness or presence. or the degree in which a continuity of msrh elsewhere that somewhat contradicts here. and produces ambiguity like bermuda triangle.
i mean what would u do if u were granted a glimpse into the future. would u recognize it from its evolved point of view reciprocal to the consciousness levels of that particular passage timeline of which is more mature than ur current lot. ? i mean. how do we train our senses to detect the maturation of smth before it has reached maturation ? for the potential of which myriad types of maturations could be before us, then how do we refine our decision next, ofc this would require from us a degree of experience in the department of communication with others. for the totality of a decision for a future place has to involve each one of our willingness to first of all be presented with the full purview and not just in parts. here the topic of integrity comes up again. so the theme is integrity. very relevant to these impactful times.
surely we could run the risk of limited constricted thought in determining such a vast trajectory that appeals to not just ourselves. the act of unity mindset is to consider everyone as part of ur human family for that is the level of oneness required. but it doesn’t mean u must forgive haphazardly and accept sloppily and without having resolved the earthly conflicts that plague our lives and cloud the reality from that clear seeing. we can thee our trajectory bc we are all fighting for the total control of the steering wheel. all at the same time we aren’t fully equipped to detect the future. let alone be coherent in deciphering the messages as they come up before us. series of epiphanies and the many potential that await us. depending on their strong correlation to the current lessons at hand some of which are quite very ancient indeed.
thru passion we may detect our own internal limitation on the understanding between our habits. some of which may be going thru it’s own processes. where the reliance on feedback may be a priority for transpiring. a catalyst occurs everywhere. for ur skin is one. that is developed to protect what’s underneath it, while being in total union and cooperation with the reality / atmosphere and elements. same is true, with all objects. the connective tissues thereby do not mena the absence of network of life underneath it however. the same is true of the flesh. when we see a slab of meat we can assume that this meat is merely a fusion for the protection of the most important organs. all of which are confers by the way. this wast u may gain what appears to be a. good example of partial truths. or partial vision. this still matters . unless ofc u start to think of all the layers. such as the many veins that course thru ur body and the many objective that take place which complement the whole body structure. therefore it suffices to say that although our eyes may not detect the tissue is full of organisms that work all the time to keep u alive. but from our purview we see meat as meat so we don’t think of all these tiny organism. when we think of the body as a whole comprehensive network of operations then u can see urslf illuminated entirely. where the muscles don’t just serve one purpose or the flesh. bc u see that they are taking on the role of protecting and working with each other while also transmitting the necessary data. the funny thing is we often do not notice much of our own body projections.
we may not notice we are in peril or pain. so some of these may also translate to our emotional and mental processes. through which we may be agitated due to nature of some part or other being unsettled but not know which let alone do smth about it. bc sometimes. these body impulses arise out of. nowhere. such as when u walk into a particular room or go somewhere outside or even in ur own home say ur alone and just aging a routine day hit just out of nowhere there a a dullness in feeling or daunting feeling in the thoughts realm. sometimes the signifying aspect is just as similar as a foreign object in the body. such conditions happen during surgeries and body modification such a altercations. piercings. even tattoos can be rejected by the body after having been indentured a score in object and say if the body could t a simulate itself or reciprocate for cooperation.
these signals have a track record of becoming habituated in our subconscious ness bc u are what u think ! not what u like. so here if u were to wish a particular type of experience but in ur fault assume that it’s nature is occurring naturally. u might still create the conditions for urself and asume it’s entirely exterior to urself while ur the creator and the created. so if u for instance wish for a particular belief. then u might create that in urself. if it’s correct. it might lead to a beautiful place. if it’s incorrect. there can be a few things happen after that. either u may notice. and learn and evolve. or u may create the illusion via denial on the opposite of its continuity which can create the restraint thereby stress ur system so it’s like ur parked in the driveway and then u hit gas. ur going nowhere but u hear the sound so u wanna believe that the car is moving which case ur denying also ur eyes.
the sense of being in the now ness
is living at the edge of reality and it requires from us the same thing as support material under our feet. a firm ground. when things r volatile this refers to grounds being unstable. so then ur having all these fluctuations along the way. contradicting ur word with ur action or vica versa, to know what this means is to know the grounds on. which u stand on. or perhaps u wanna know if ur being led on. maybe ur on a conveyor belt instead. and bc u don’t know how u got there let alone acknowledge what even is there. for us to determine a place we need to really connect with that particular slice of reality and if we are too much in our heads. or as the saying goes. head in the clouds then we are in a low key embodying simulation. u might find urself at a strip mall and assume that’s hollywood and that sort of grandiose thinking requires much more than the individuals own lot. in a way when u really look at it. there’s a reality within the reality. often we speak, everything is the replica of its former self only with some new inductions transpiring from the coalescence of that which is prior. but. there’s always smth more. it’s not just one layer where everything as we know it takes place. there’s the same occurring in interpersonal relationships for instance. so things do have a trickle down effect. or that they get passed around. and thus become normalized. so we run the risk of assimilating ourselves to an entirely wrong concept if we are not cautious for the practice of such self diligence also has layers so say maybe in the last. ur mental process sort of lead the way in thru a problem but next time it would require a bit of heart so i could try to replicate that previous mental formation. it’s normal bc we form these affinities all the time. we do this for the sake of process of elimination also. bc this gives us clues into our true nature of deciphering our surrounding in order for best possible conduct. so this can demonstrate to us how there are many layers to reality. such as in channels and frequencies and that they have a meeting point in which things transpire the most effectively which also denote to a multiple layers within us. that corresponds individually and in combination of pairs. and then those groups have pairs. and then those pairs have pairs. hence is the matrushka effect. even the symbolic nature of procreation is representative of that. we create copies of ourselves. and then there’s the smaller version but then as u come closer to the edge of reality things become magnified so u begin . to see differences there as well. what might have been difficult for u may be easier next time around. the next wave of people have a advantage of such matured induction right at the gate u know. ? it’s not exactly instructions per se. but it’s smth.
ofc when the game is unfair. the players. after having respawned over and over again after much afflictions and much ado, there’s great effort here u know. and u need not look beyond urself to know that. but we all give up. and it’s not the type of relief that u might like to assume. a ur a quitter. ur weak. look at ur predecessors. they were iron steel. even the youth of the past may make us look weak. but maybe it’s the other way around. we find ourselves in the rather existential conundrum. of how tough it was to evolve. aka. growing pains whatnot. where we as in ancestral past didn’t know much. better and the whole getting to know nature as well as ourselves thru it came with learning curve. so there is the pain of that. and then, we are confronted with, the contradictory nature of having been too certain almost like full of ourselves. u know ? head in the clouds. the i don’t give a fuck crew. or u feel like u can walk into a place and ur body language speaks u own the place and everyone else in it as well with it. it’s huge ego. that even u cannot carry it with grace so it crushes u personally. and u end up with a squashed personality who has to fluff itself up extra special in company of others. bc here’s another thing, in company of esch other we end up going through this natural normalization process called authentically authenticating with each other neurally so say. if a civilization has it figured out that causing no harm and not reacting on impulses make things better long term and finding alternative as to handle conflict can be fun bc it perks imagination and much like a person who feels challenge via having to figure out complex puzzle. u too find some type of stimulation in the right place. and this kind of stimulation is perfect for the type of motivation necessary for the journey since there’s a lot more stuff of bad behaviour examples n models of corruption and lack of better word. u may feel a dark night of the soul could really get u to lose hope bc let’s face it. life can both be exhilarating. and very quick and pivotal to lose its meaning , and when things turn sour. they can be very heavy and convincing. it’s wild that we can really have our minds set that things won’t get better. which is a effect that’s developed long term via artificial ways that work to discourage and then the organic ones which are more rooted to the ways of nature. but bc we are already in conjunction with nature due to our rather maladjusted settlement on earth in various developmental stages and conditions, the language of nature and human is sort of on the rocks. so it’s all the more essential to really purify oneself. from one’s conditioning especially. it could be caused by the environment. no doubt about that. but that doesn’t mean we cannot take the reigns. recognizing is step one. but such recognition does not suffice in victimhood . it seem to be self defeating to assume that we can make hyperbole of suffering. but we also can to underestimate it as well which happens too often.
there is an order of association in the game of figuring things out as they are and not as ur minds makes it out to be or how world projects. refracts and cuts thru like a prism and divides a whole picture into many parts. which then disperse randomly after a. good shuffle. and then u may notice that there are mirrors all over th room. now ur getting all kinds of angles off the reflections off of broken puzzle pieces. and i forgot to mention but it’s a very complex jigsaw puzzle. and while for this particular puzzle there are two sides. only one suffices as the single representative of the reality where the other side is full of confessions so in reality all comes to be as one. but much like a nurse log. there’s a ton of species underneath it that sustain it and up keep the natural landscapes. this is very much the same , although we tend to assume both must exist. hence the strong division and appearance of sides. now this isn’t an argument about both sidesing. bc there’s beginning and there is end. there is instigator. and there is a targeted receiver. there are many ways a conflict can arise. sometimes it is both sides. sometimes u just need to correct ur speech and allow others to do the same. sometimes u need to take a newfound approach that’s well within legal bounds. and all u want to to do is change things for better. this doesn’t make you an expert or anything. that usually happens bc people tend to assume so and so is after their possessions if they work towards smth that’s not established in systems in a widely acknowledged ways. the other option is to follow blindly and live small. so those who assume inferiority over others right to practice their humanity tend to have some type of misconception about reality and this refers to their own conditioning. at the end of the day ur jot claiming u know everything . but so is nobody. the difference is. u are not denying ur not knowingness. in the presence of any information depending on ur personal conditioning and societal norms which establishes some behavioural conditions as well. it’s normal that people may tend to conflate between the two. bc we aren’t used to it. and our history is riddled with stifling any voice that worked to challenge authority. by speaking truth to power. it hasn’t served us much thus far. u can see that the world is in distrust bc a ton.of visionaries and scientists and remarkable minds have been killed haphazardly. poets and writers. artists of all kinds. and all it did was forcefully bow peoples heads all the way down. and sure. we can do such things. human beings are so formidable that they can act like water. that’s why it’s important to add environmental conditions in determining causes and effects that transpire later.
but surely there’s more than wht meets the global eye. there’s great danger. of waking the giant beast who then will devour everything in its way. it can tske over the entire world if it wants to destroying everything along the way. except for its lot. at least initially but i would doubt that such things won’t be maintained for long even if ur lot is controlled excessively. bc given that the point of no return for such massive destruction takes root, will every ally bear effects in ur own lot anyway. this is a notable condition to our unity aspect. we may have some endowments based on by this unity consciousness and one mind. but not know it until say. we lose it. so say u kill everyone but all of a sudden the magic once upon a time in which u basked in spiritually is also gone. that’s bc u killed the very thing ( human kind human conscience human dignity and connection between various backgrounds ) that was providing u that reciprocity in a very abound way, for love and gratitude leads us to that mindset of such abundance. and the opposite of that is greed. killing falls under it. bc it’s via that greed that u find it well with. in ur right to go and take someone else’s life. their belongings. they’re family. and the lands. also taken. u can destroy the stuff bc at this point u may feel that destruction is the only way that u can have ur way but again. u don’t realize what ur trading in for bc ur looking in the direction of war. meanwhile spirituality is setting a whole new table and it’s only natural that it happens that way. but don’t fear. nature is very patient. we cumulatively made it this far. irregardless to our humanistic tract record riddled with such nasty conduct. pretty nasty stuff. hard to wash our conscience after. but it’d possible. bc the real threat and danger which instigated the inferiority that led to a particular type of behaviour does not exist. it was perceived in our mid and of the unfamiliarity of nature the world and even ourselves within the given timeline thru which we passed. and no one was spared. everyone bastardized everything at some point. it’s like u could t evade such humanistic nonsense. and people. bc they didn’t know a proper conduct in a world they didn’t understand . same well within the bodies they also didn’t know much about. a lot of mistakes were made thru the growing pains.
so the clarity in which u can see. not the speed at which u can see. per se. that develops later. in fact it’s our true nature to see the glimpse of truth right away but bc it’s whole and we need to really marinate what we saw and digest it , as well as know all the ingredients that make up the whole which can take ur whole life. is the thing here. u get these glimpses and doubt gets in the way or or of river dont ions cloud ur judgment or ur biasses that u may not even know exist end up trampling u along the way of ur own understanding. inhibiting ur froth thereby causing u to err in public or in company of another which means a cry for help but we aren’t even equipped to take criticism and be willing to hear what we need to hear. usually both the delivery and the receiving are lacking in experience bc there’s so much social pressure on being perfect and proper. u can’t err. if u show signs of improvements the only way is forward. u can’t go entirely backwards and recreate a moment fro 1950s. u may project urself into the future. nothing resets either. nothing goes away. much like death there a process and it comes with subtleness. much like the substance of ur soul stuff. u can’t see it but it’s there. and there’s a process that u can’t conceal either. bc it only grows louder. and it becomes more and more visible. u can get in its way and delay it. u can lie to it or deceive it but nothing will get in its way. eventually it will be so massive that it swallows u and everything on it’s way up. or down. it’s directionless. it just happens. and. that’s when we truly surrender our senses. but usually by then a ton of terrible things happened and we didn’t pay heed to warning signs so our efforts are as good as how quit my we forgive and let go and make amends before the final curtain comes down. within this clarify we know the way thru. within this clarity we also help each other thru since the quantum connectivity with our entanglement require from us. such compassionate acts of kindness have demonstrated to us rewards of our choice. bc it da choice. and it can be taught. it can turn into habits. the more we make better habits that help others. the more that help will naturally reciprocate towards us too but we must not expect it or prioritize it in our intention forming. that’s why those who help instinctively during heightened times tend to not think. they just act. and the actions is with only one motivation. and outcome. to save someone from being harmed. so it’s already embedded. the environment. needs to cultivate. sustain. train. educate and make sure invest in the people for it’s potential to fruition which is going to take us all to next level , maturation. and i don’t think we were there before.
this world is beautiful
it’s full of wonders. if ur curious u can really get lost in myriad of thoughts and state of being. satisfying senses are nice too. perhaps the secret to life is enjoying it. but then we see many contradictions . man made claims. of this and that. here we have some established d understanding. about our reality and the coinciding factor of invocation via admission into new information or wholesome data. perhaps what we thought we saw before isn’t what we think it is. perhaps we are doing the same about ourselves the same. maybe this is past tense. but there’s still some catching up to do and then thru correction of our west. we can reverberate that to the past data in order to discover more areas of disruptions that have established itself into what we see as normalities. modalities and natural constrictions and the contradictory nature between our words and actions. but this is harder to achieve since our history is riddle with strong contradictions of its own. although the solutions seem simple. the lack of trust generally making its rounds thru repetition of some certain cycles only cause further division and stoke doubt towards whatever traction we have made thru very good information but failed to crystallize it bc that part tend to happen via conscious action. so just being endowed with a. ton of data seems to do is not much good. for putting the work into practicality and have it benefit everyone in a benevolent way might offer more future avenues of higher mind and states of being which contributes to a even more heightened way of life and more deep satisfaction with in one’s own experiences. to do this. we can’t just test out a small area with a small sample setting such as well we can help our. like this much. and it could still be good nice and well but since there’s a ton of negative side effects from historical conjunctions and different occurrences that took place at times where there might have had been some tough decisions made. and at that time it might have made sense. it could for example be smth like this say ur government did smth bad. it fell into the bad hands and someone did something so bad that if it reached the public. there would be uprising. so even tho the behaviour was wrong. it was covered up. but bc the behaviour was wrong. it impacted the country negatively and for a very long time which also causes people to develop naturally a distaste and distrust towards their systems. now after the minor but effective hiccup say u get some good guys trying to correct some of the way. but such recovery without justice being derived is almost i achievable within one lifetime. so the distrust grows too bc it begins to gain some type of momentum.
all in all. u may be confronted with very limited resources where u stretch the budget thin or blow ur brains out trying to internalize every conundrum and find somewhat of a solution for every single one of them. that would be the natural inclination of partaking in a . world with strong complex and dark history out of which we seem to be crawling , in the direction of betterment but it’s a very slow process and painful one at that. bc much like the crab in a bucket theory. there’s all this. competitiveness. and feelings of inferiority. and then u get all existential. or maybe ur survival instinct is being perturbed so now ur kicking and screaming in a very strategic way since naturally u would want to save urself. but again. much like the crabs in the bucket u don’t have very much to work with. so u crawl and climb over each other. hence the mental picture. but it’s sort of hilarious bc u can’t be too serious in this world either when it comes to strong convictions but u can very well try. though such severe conditions can make the process of factoring in a more benevolent approach to ur conundrum all the more difficult. since one refers to the weight of the burden. it’s said that it’s all in the mind. but then bc we have strong contradictions in the world much like contraptions as if we are giving birth to a new age version of ourselves but it’s just such a messy process bc it also feels like dying. that lady part would denote to our need to shed old skin. hence the death process of the old. letting go what no longer serves us on our journey. both individually and collectively. ideals. thought patterns. am certain customs could fall into this category but this doesn’t mean u will deny urself ur identity or what hand u were dealt. but maybe look at ur hand sideways to get a different view bc sometimes it takes a simply change in our perception to see smth that we might have previously missed or mistaken it as smth else. which can happen bc there are a ton of unaddressed associations. and it got all. bottled up since history of time. due to some personal ( that seriousness ) reasons. people got severely offended by words and simple gestures. took things too personally. too seriously. and took respect to a whole new level. but respect is important though. but then again. can we say that harming others disrespect self in someway bc if we are here being sustained by mother earth who granted us a passage thru which we are born to life. and say u believe in a god. or a deity. or maybe ur spiritual. or agnostic or whatever it is. u are here though and there’s a reason and it’s disrespecting that reason when we harm others since they too are granted the equity and equality of the same life we are granted. the “act of being alive “. the “ ability and chance to learn what we came here for “. the “ participation into smth far greater and beyond ourselves for greater change which truly embodies the love consciousness “ that can “ take us all collectively to the next level. but it is hard to define. perhaps bc it can’t be defined. it has to be experienced and it’s via experiencing that we simply notice. the words are only symbolic in that perhaps
we feel awe and cannot hold our excitement and cannot hold ourselves back but wish to proclaim the beauty of the world and how wonderful it feels to be alive and to experience bliss. which would only happen in absence of conniving attitudes. arrogance. revenge mentalities. anger hate. in fact. anger makes us forget all the harmony and wisdom that we are naturally endowed with in tapping into such divinity and of higher states of being and of mind. anger makes us forget. and feel rather too small. this front too small makes us feel inferiors bc the we feel the natural inclination of having some form of phobia. like fear of small places. or fear of heights. or even fear of textile which can be fear of spiders cos they are fuzzy and have legs so they cause neuronal feeling related sensational textile inclinations. all of these are attribute to memory. same with our sense of smell. all of which have some degree of personal bc we are very much in tune especially initially and with wonder about our environment as well as existence. that’s the childlike quality we are all granted anyway. so how can we say then. some of us are born bad. bad things do happen and can cause some of us bad side effects though. and then this bad stuff ends up spreading like a flu. and causes even more negative side effects bc people handle these stuff differently. much like allergies. we get impulsive when we fear. and may not notice in our impulses bc they have become habituated into our mix. or we may have nothing better. a model or experice or a set of steps that could give us a comparison. here comparison to a natural quality is healthy. bc it allows us to establish sense for our “ baseline “ that is our natural innate authenticity. which comes with ground sod detecting and unlearning anything that may have established in a faulty way in ur person. which is very extremely hard to do especially when we are angry at the world. but can u blake anyone ? all the inconsistencies of the past just makes life pass with not much that is essential to last but ofc this doesn’t mean there no bliss experi need on earth at all. things are not that grim. at least not yet. but it’s too far and few in between all these accustomed normalcies. and then dullness. some type of fuzzy mind. inability to focus. or get things right. or that u really feel optimistic about some things but then there is just far too much difficulty. and u might lack some essentialities like family. or reliable friend. and lack inner resources as well such as how to navigate the world. and this is a world that profiles and groups people for simpler understanding but i think we forget to upgrade the soft ware. we also don’t upgrade the hardware but down towns we do but then we run the old software on new hardware and then expect better results. we also do not study the data. and when we do study the data we don’t update it. we get certainties from like 1960s and then leave it there
and sure while some things are timeless. it is in what we dive in and rely on. and linger towards that makes the difference. for some things do serve a passage. and then here we are able to gain a better insight. but for instance one thing that’s timeless is a reasoning behind the preciousness of life. the contradictory notion is that life is deeper as cheap. and it’s usually referred as “for the greater good “ or that we are the type of species “ who sacrifice for the sanctity of the group mind” which is a novel thought but it’s far from perfect. in fact i think it’s impossible given by current establishment of systems both economic and the multi functioning forms of which conjoins both local and international communities. but when u observe the results and then see conditions where u may find people , via paying attention to occurrences both gif and small. certain instances where people are almost like running on codes. there’s a saying that animals run on codes. like how a cat know a how to be a cat. both instincts and what is in her dna which established thru long time via direct experience of hardship and survival. and we have this as well but we also have manufactured some cheap codes. unethical one’s. unhinged one’s. and ones that are very insidious. likes. smaller simpler version of greed and opportunism that plays out at large. but instead of the world front. it plays among us. which makes ur issues all the more harder. and even worse bc it can give u a wrong sense of the world bc unlike how it plays out in wooed front. posh and maybe even glitzed. glamoured . it’d kk where near glitter in the streets. and this can get us to think life is worse than it actually is. but in a way it is. from this perspective at least. so as u can see, things are complicated and some things may even seem worse. almost irreparable or irredeemable. and it may be. perhaps for a while. and we can throw a thing here and there. there may not be consistency in solution finding and application. for this refers to resources being thin. so the room for error is tight u could have say 200 dollars to work on a project and fee mistakes and ur budget can cut in half. then u may feel embarrass and feel inadequate but truth is. we need to experiment. to find the truth. with that comes everything else to follow. such as trust and transparency. accountability is concomitant with the systemic improvements. do the more leeway we have to total recovery in a speedy way the less likely that we will hold someone accountable ina archaic way bc there would be not much need to torment or punish someone in the same equivalence that they did u when u go to the root of the problem that caused it all in the first place. but there wood still need to be a grace period for ensuring there is no relapse. so there needs to be a very close approach, but not like the ones on a close leash bc also u need room to grow and with that. space to breathe.
maybe in an effort to not suffer ourselves we wish that suffering is elsehwre. i’m not sure if such dual thoughts exist out there but there’s a ton of misconception about tables turned. lack of resources and transference that is a very trusted version of karma served where say ur past of a situation of suffrage which was longer the ur lifetime and now u feel that tables must turn so the other party takes ur space. and u take theirs. in a way u can say world is a stage and we just take turns living briefly well established lives. where there’s no assurance the longevity of one’s gains. and hardly even back up or fall back plan should things be impacted systemically or worldwide in someway. such as pandemics or economic challenges which can introduce to us a more comprehensive look at how things work and who it impacts in what way. the world is beautiful. mother nature gives us all the equal opportunity to make things work. the fact that we are like rain drops that fall on places at random, where some of us can fall on grass or beautiful meadows and others in dirt it’s only in the conceptual mind tht we make such distinction and form strong connection. that those who dropped on dirt are less than us or lowlier. and those who are blessed by the grass are naturally better. when we view both in a non attached non competitive non comparing way. we see that people are part of nature. those who live around the area of dirt may need some different resources to balance their life while those in the meadows could find smth that works for them. the could both offer their u pair ideas to each other and even collaborate which can prepare all for the uncertainties of tomorrow for even the earth is not exempt from such changes when we are naturally wired for our survival u would think this unity cooperative aspect would come naturally. the fact it doesn’t is trying to communicate to us smth. maybe there’s a lesson there. maybe both the key and the door are there. who knows. but u know the saying when we are keen on overcoming the enemy we usually are sneaky and don’t show what in our hand then we go on a blitzkrieg so the enemy never has a chance to recovery and is forced to retreat. now, can we do that but with all kinds of constructive positivity and coordinated effort to really lift us all up and clarify ourselves. it’s like washing stains off cloth. it’s both refreshing practice. ritualistic for it denotes to overcoming hardship , such as learning ur lessons, and beginning anew , but with more endowed knowing. calm. collected and tapping into eternal source of wisdom to help guide us thru the way. and again we may get ourselves dirty. which comes with the ground. it’s all grass dirt and pond anyway. but now we know what to do
too many cooks in the kitchen
so what this refers to is that we feel we need an alpha or someone who can help guide but also take the responsibility on being wrong or at least for the sheer sake the underlying element would refer to our need to cooperate and the best way we can do that is via defining some type of roles. which gives a structure. or shake to smth that’s otherwise unpredictable. unpredictability aside, what is serendipitous is what happens intern in between those stages of certainties. or some type of association which gives us smth firm to rely on when all else fails. but too many cooks in the kitchen refers to everyone having something to offer. expertise. so in a way. ur ur own alpha first. and to be able to be that. u need to be ur best omega. so to lead. u need to follow. to be able to understand one. u need to learn how to transcend it and then find the balance. bc transcendence doesn’t mean it’s done and where u arrive is it. there’s still gonna be reverberations all over the place. hence the cooks in the kitchen. when we are not depending too exclusively on others for everything. what we are doing is our part. but determining that is tough when we have to deal with what was passed over to this level in our collective experience. as well as how well we have done so far. as to whether if we have developed enough experience to become self reliant. as well as rely on others. which requires a great deal of trust. and trust is very rare. it must have very well been fluke that we have come this far. and gave a very good impression as to how trust can be incorporated and what tends to happen if it does get established among us. but because we didn’t intent on it that way , since human nature has had to go thru it’s own process, as we still are within it, it’s hard to pinpoint exactly what is right, unless we all come to a collective consensus as to its various nature from whichever angle that applies to us in a individualistic way. without taking from others, experiences. narratives. but this type of truest is tough to establish bc we have all these strong convictions. and partly bc we have a hard time recognizing our part. and when we don’t know that. how then can we hills ourselves accountable. it becomes insurmountable when we take in more than we can carry but more so , we may feel discouraged to try. and because we don’t get along well with each other. we don’t ask for others for advice. this lack of seeming help when it needs us therefore doesn’t exactly come from self love. unless we take a comprehensive look into what self love encompasses and what are the limitless bounds within it is. since we can not attribute a singular occurrence to the entirety of the experience . our lives are too multi faceted. it’s the same assumption as a one track mind. or that u only have a sense of trope that u build alongside ur character and it’s just that. like a jock or a cheerleader or a hippy or a yuppy…
identifications can help us relate with the world around us when everything else is also multi faceted. this generates a bit more warmth in places unknown. where there’s greater uncertainty. should u trust a given situation or not. what about the people ? we generally feel apprehensive along the lines of trust precisely bc we do not know if someone is telling us the truth or a lie. there’s usually a catch when smth is too good to be true. u may not see it. u may as well be a the end of a hook and being dragged but with only illusion that it’s all ur choice. such triangulations and dramas is why fuels conflict. people end up projecting their frustrations out of those that are near them. u may assume that everyone is in it. when enough of the same issue repeats and it’s it bc u didn’t think of it. analyze it. dissect it. and reflect the parts u think could reflect tweak , and then compare ur findings. u may not have said this out in the open , so it does seem like bit much is going on when viewed from the exterior. in dealing with such sensitive stuff where u can’t exactly ask. hey. is this true. bc someone can easily lie. why sure ofc. and then that’s it. bc u asked u risked it. now u are more likely to be taken for a spin. sometimes not asking and seeking for answers help but not always. bc there’s also things among us that’s entirely trustworthy. entirely meaning that even tho they can’t solve all our problem at least with what they are doing it’s all with pure integrity and truth. so they must know some limits there bc they alone can not fix it. for everything is connected to everything else. do they can only help as much as they can. as much as u can in ur situation and given by who knocks on ur door. how much can i help. it’s been years and i can shape and chisel words which is fun. so not everything is wasted and some things can even be said to be destined. i was always a writer. in seventh grade when i found out i was gonna move to america. do i dropped all my classes and focused on english. which prompted me to read the dictionary which prompted me to draw and make short stories. i left them with my english teacher. at the end of the year i flunked all and passé english. my teachers had to group and discuss what to do next. bc i was gonna move away they allows me to pass the grade.
and sometimes u don’t wanna talk about the good not bc u fear ur gonna jinx it. but because there’s humility in being humble. but itself is not enough to solve our common problems. bc triggers do happen and sure while it’s everyone sreslonsboty to take accountability for their own, there’s a lot of things out of array socially every which way we see it, that sort of misses the oppprtunity in delving deeper into such intricate happenstances that may give us more extensive glimpse into somme of these human conditions we mistske as stationary. bc sure. in viewing the history from our current purview we may fear each other but the truth is. our consciousness is organic and it ripens. so we did go thru a ton of changes collectively ancestray. those changes are written in our dna. and based on by whatever earthly rules we are governed by. there’s substance to work with. sure it’s not physical. u can say. i can deny the palpability of a given occurrence bc there’s no way anyone is gonna prove that since it’s intrinsic. but this is precisely what refers to integrity. and even if u didn’t believe it, what u do don’t exactly go away. as well as what u don’t do such as help others when they are in dire need. especially when ur in the position to reach out and help. or do smth within ur own grounds. such as working with what u got. relativity of which relies strongly on that spiritual conscience we speak of. thus many paths into one. too many cooks. but that can happen very well inside when we slump out on living fully in our truth which also includes our endowments. so when we play dumb we may think we are fooling others but at the end of the day we are stealing our potential. bc we certainly works make it all on our own. so more than alpha. why we want is reliable pact. since human beings are sort of group oriented. and our collective evidence does show that no matter what goes on in ur day, u might have come across those videos where a group of strangers come to the aid in someone in peril or some animal and it feels good. it’s undeniably good. u watch it from world away and u can feel it too. it can’t be denied. that’s truth.
so in a way our reality does offer these glimpses of truths. that cannot be denied. but in presence of negative mind we immediately forget. or the presence of negative is so disperse. so far from “the truth” or the original whatever truth of whiff u got but ur not quite too sure bc it’s not like people are discussing it. we also need this at sort of social ok. it’s not exactly a validation but it speeds up the process of becoming or overcoming or whatever it is we are dealing with. we rely on the accuracy of each others work all the while deft checking it bc it’s human nature to err so that’s one way to also have each others back. not necessarily ur publicly condemning ur friend for the slightest error but u can see that truths can be diverse too for their context or how they wish to reveal qnd whether if the witness is available for perception in total purity or maybe they have a bit of stain in their delivery and then no lynx in the room catches it too bc they are not fully equipped also bc we aren’t exactly skilled at being both self reliant for correct description of reality but also have trouble relying on each others version as there seems the more u zoom out the more blurry things get. but in truth. that’s bc we expect to see smth such as in our minds. perhaps the long term effects of our conditioning which we are recently getting a crack at it so that we can seep thru or let the light in. and that’s a scary process. because there’s a ton of mistskes made interim some of it could be in initiated on purpose. depending on context which can be defined easy by following things like money or prestige bc these are strong social conundrums so u sort of reverse engineer it to determine it’s location as best as u can but without extreme critics or certainty bc what ur dealing with is data that’s older then oldest person alive. and the books are only as reliable as the sides we take on. with the exception. there are some correct recording. but there’s also speculation that the information was being sought by questionable persons. so now what we have is the potential that we can get some real good juicy details but also a touch of stain on it depending on who’s behind it. and for what.
but it’s all pert if the process as we hear it and say occasionally the process. ah oh it’s the process keep going their the process meanwhile people are being systemically mauled. and ur like well. i don’t feel so good. my morale is quite on the low. i don’t know. it’s hard to get motivated on such extreme of natures where simple basic human nature related rules are not so common but why tho. it’s the very negation that we do early on bc i learned it at school growing up. don’t cheat don’t kill do this that whatever then u turn on the tv or walk in on ur parents. adults speak on some serious world events and ur like wtf. but u do t notice the wtf slipping out of u. u just slip into a a fragmentation of types rather. because nobody tells u this isn’t normal. so u internalize it as accustomed normality whereas the truth is, nobody has much figured out in the department of human evolution. how could any one of us. the information eludes us. much like grasping sand. u can barely hold the theories together. everything shifts and decays. combines and become anew. but nothing truly goes away. at least nothing that’s truly worthwhile. ah. some eventual eye roll. bc we still get to solve our collective problems . the work never ends. there is so much to do once we get to our baseline. we aren’t even there yet and we fear running out of being inspired to motivational intention. we fear running out of problem. bc we can’t imagine a world workout conflict. not bc it’s not possible but bc we have lost before. so it’s more of a well. i don’t know if i’m easy to open my heart to this right now. it hurts. it could hurt. there’s always that potential. it’d the conflicts that hurt. the conflicts that arise from such extreme certainties such as good and bad. and that contradicts what we were taught initially. if we just teach this goodness and then take momentum from there while also at large adhere to the same globally how different would the world be ? it’s the contradictions that become so personalized and bc we are exhausted. being under our baseline can create that. easy. resistance. anguish. consumer oscillation between opening and closing ur heart can have implications. that we mistake temporary events for stationary and strong side effects and conditionings as permanent identities. sure. our history of humanity did act
like human beings could be unpredictable. but we are at a stage where we instill these ahead of time. even on those who would just go on being good if certain things didn’t happen to them. and then we point fingers and say that’s. a reincarnation of so and so and that’s happening bc this clause supports this theory and so on. but what we are doing is fighting ourselves. as in too many cooks even in ourselves comes from here. our contradictions can be difficult to work with when we haven’t established a solid basis for “ self” however difficult it is to establish smth with coherence clarity and compassion since self is like tao. it eludes us too. hence the established ego to sort of ease our stress. and the “other” or others that is what’s outside of us. that which we maybe left of but can’t entirely control. have some type of responsibility that is mutual. a mutual ownership. mutual control. which benefits the entire framework. so ur also thinking long term but most often when we think of these human terms we think only this lifetime. long term could be eternal. it could touch on the continuity of the unconditional everlasting and also infinite love which could be the key out of here. meaning if we have a cyclic existence that causes us to repeat mistakes borne out of misunderstanding into love thereby fragmenting it to its sisters like anger hate and violence, then unity makes even more sense in a rather abstract but also assuring way.
everything is cycles
what does this mean. our birth and death is a cycle. the four seasons are cycles. experiences are quite similar although lifestyles might differ. each in their places might have similarities and differences. some cycles are larger. where we get a glimpse of a inch of a size of an entirely cosmic circle within a. lifetime. and then next time around we may gain a different angle or glimpse. the smallest cycle could be that of a single atom. we also seem to have a ton of temporary cycles. perhaps due to the nature of grounds that come with being here. we are dealing with human intellect and innovation. there’s thought behind every decision or at least we hope that’s how it is. even when. things happen haphazardly. there’s smth to gain from the experience when we approach life’s challenges rightly. it’s these coinciding cycles that tend to overlap. sometimes we can mistakes an artificial cycle for a real one. other times we fall back in a past artificial cycle that was meant to sustain some momentum of an organic cycle that might have had a brief detour. within our life is full of cycles. we respond to the way of nature and environmental shifts and changes. our health is also cyclic. it’s got it’s initiation. development. maturation. maintenance. with slight changes depending on how we are dealing with what’s authentic and direct, and what sort of grounds we have to work with, given the worlds systemic cycles, there are some arenas that require immediacy of action. so things are out of balance. maybe we have over abundance of frivolous cycles. perhaps due to our intense need to be productive for business sake. or for profit. it happens. one of the most notable cycles is that we had extinctions in the past. on a scale from 1 to 10 with 10 being absolute certainty. how clear do u feel about the nature of such also facing us potentially speaking. naturally u would refrain from such pessimistic thoughts. maybe u already thicker about ur existentialism in a desperate way because pain still ensues in this world thru some of its most destructive cycles. and last habits. in a way we can say development of habits is development of cycles. both artificial and organic. corresponding to nature. to health to safety. as well as the autonomous nature of some of these systemic momentums with little oversight and even littler rapport for reflection sake.
maybe bc we are somewhat different. we may not fall in line with extinction. maybe extinction is a mirage fit for the eyes of the concrete. nothing that truly goes away is actually gone. there’s transcendence. transformation. so even if we ran shit out of luck here and succeeded in destroying ourselves we would still be able to manage to manifest ourselves elsewhere via art of germination and given that the right conditions favour the event. maybe it will be eons. before we get a chance. to live the dream. so to say. so don’t let ur mistaken taste for ur human fellows motivate u ina. extremely wrong purview in assuming that if were to follow suit after dinosaurs, in a rather self inflicted way, then perhaps * in a poetic tone “ this world and all the animals will finally find respite and n our absolute absence “. here we can all agree to it that there are a ton of daily practices that take place that we cans frown upon for it causes negative side effects in both the mental and emotional layers of our existence. but i would say that we must be questioning our existentialism if we feel desperate enough to wish upon a space rock touch down on earth for another cyclic round. it’s very morbid when i think of it this way bc there’s a new person born each say and if u are ever in the company of small children then ur reminded of a very innocent place of endless possibilities. so it’s very bitter sweet. when we get so caught up in our dilemmas that we want things to end but we think we have place to even call those shots. but there are a lot of external models that make it seem like such. or bc we are so attracted to film noir type reality. there’s constant struggle. the * peope can’t be trusted by nature * while • hustling it strictly for money. u kill for money u even do the job itself for money. the hustle itself. but nobody talks about those established blueprints. we just chuck it all to human nature. perhaps. bc our ancestors got us to lose our trust by their antics. • but then again, they were only dealing with what they had. could u imagine the first level of consciousness ? how someone was suddenly what the fuck am i doing here. how the heck all this and why and how and amiss all the wars and crazy human conflict that al thought have what appears to be evolutions , plagues us still. like ghosts from our far distant past.
and we may not be able to tell about some of these bigger cycles. they are the universal ones. from the cosmos. what appear to be. as it is. in the mist absolute sense which is hard to grasp with words. maybe impossible even. here. it’s a glimpse of a moment. and then words sway to what’s relevant within the field of mental optics. ur seeing the tapestry in energetic form. in waves and patterns because that’s what they r composed of. also ur composed of the same. so the more ur paying attention to ur experience. i wouldn’t say ur circumstances for this relays to material endowments but this portion is more karmic. meaning that there’s issues with greed and some type of entanglement there that causes us all in this sort of suffering collectively. but. aside from that, the more ur learning from ur experience and be able to see relevancy out there. but here we too can run the mistake of assuming we are that black and white. such as entanglement of misconceptions. that cause the same. we may get a false sense of equality. we may get false sense of rebellion of self righteousness we maybe too certain but whereas the concern is that some events are out of time or that they have expired in duration of wait or passage thru which the necessary help that’s in transit needs to be expedited for the sensitivity of conditions that pertain it. yet we still waste precious time everyday on devious surface arguments. which is sort of cyclic too. there’s a brief but effective and impactful period of time that sort of gives us denial of what we already know or strong insistence of what we do t need. these are common bc of the inconsistencies of the way that led us here. it’s full of contradictions after all ! it’s very rare to go thru all that and still remain self righteous in a way or have self clarity. unless one has already developed measures to maintain inner clarity which requires one complete honestly. u can’t beat around the bush or shortcut ur way into cosmic presence and higher self. but it’s always there bc it gives unconditionally. the reference to doing ur part makes u receptive to that voice. so it’s for u in the end.
people often don’t like being told what to do bc we are already sort of part of that in a social sense. we have social obligations. jobs. and our commitment to objectives which are essential in maintenance of good health, good healthy habits and maintenance of basic hygiene and environmental practices to upkeep our home. both inside the house and outside in the past of town where caters to everybody. so being told what to do. in terms of ur own life and how u feel as well as freedom to think us a bit too much on top of that. maybe the two are connected. u need to have healthy mind. hygienic thoughts. hygienic feelings. so ur not toxic to ur family to urself to others. the funny thing is that we have this great contradiction running the world. it’d hard to tell everyone to behave when at large there are far greater disasters. but it’s understandable if u stop for a second. stop worried stop the overabundance of thoughts and relax into ur being. what we are faced with today wasn’t absent in the prior. we can asset that it might have been worse before and got better but is still intense in how bad things can go when the conduit one are favourable. we can say that the last was worse. naturally bc there were a number of endowments missing then versus now. we can make assertions as to what works. what worked and what doesn’t. what were promised but led ton the back burner. u can also see different decades having both good and bad happenstances. u see the good intentions. but then there’s mass distractions. we tend to be in disarray when shit hits the fan. so we burn out in the process bc of lack of coordination. we are not skilled enough to trust each other let alone talk our collective way out of our conundrums. then at the first sign of calmity we relax. but we forget to start again. the relaxation becomes the new norm. people become opportunistic bc they end up using their wisdom for greed.
others notice what’s going on but internalize the process. cast it aside so it doesn’t plague their families. but it does. in a weird way this is a financial world. it’s. a great finding if u ask me. it can make things quite simpler when done right. but of. we are also dealing with human maturity. we all are drawn towards good feelings. and repel bad ones. will even kill to get rid of some of our own. but this is all part of the toxic cycles that also run the show along with organic ones. so it’s more of a well , a weeding out process in the garden of life. more so than sentimental speak. there are no magic words that can undo all that. what happened is happened. what goes forward cannot go back words. what does cannot be revived in the same shape and form again. but something does remain. and something does continue. it’s. a matter of understanding all this process that will make things better for everyone in the long run. with all that we know so far about life in general we can take a moment to reflect on our individual and mutual conduct. what motivates u ? what is more meaningful ? what essential to pack on the journey of cosmos bc this is just a term pirate space we are all passing thru. surely there’s some entanglement there. what happens here doesn’t just stay here. world isn’t las vegas even las vegas is not las vegas. and what happens there definitely doesn’t stay there either. but it’s fun play with words. it’s only fun until we forget what fun they are used for. then things get serious. in a moments haste we may make the wrong assertion and there goes a perfect epiphany. even all the thing we think we waste compounds and has cycles. but that process is too slow. it’s like when the wisdom of our ancestors are in our dna and compounds in. us cosmically but access to them is rather tricky. so it’s best to. it err than err and have to correct one’s ways. a sort of a break thru toxic cycles. the more we overcome the better things will get. though we must keep in mind we cant expect immediate results. for some of these cycles attribute to far bigger ones. discernment aside. we can never assume the nature of a cycle unless discussed in the open collectively in the context of which it’s derived.
this is great time
for anyone to really delve deep within. it doesn’t matter where u are so much as to tap into this resourcefulness. it’s within reach. quite more with ease then reaching out to grab a glass of water. at any point in time. we can direct our for us. and shift it to our presence. we can self reflect and give ourselves the solace. which allows us the flexibility to create consciously. why this matters all the more so now than before is precisely bc of the recent years of having challenged our senses every which way possible. leaving many in strong hardship, loss of resources, maybe u are regretting the past. maybe ur thinking that the new norm which is mostly composed of negative happenstances, touching on our collective mortality and how hazardous the environment can be , irregardless to advancements made. irregardless to the illusion of civilization. although that last part could be elaborated on, is smth to be relied on, with reliance to change. which signifies what sort of new bag lies u must develop now. it’s kind of like a counter measure to the volatility of nature. with the exception that we are dealing with timid people. where temperance has been severely challenged in the recent. but it’s not a problem when we view this from a world at large. even tho there is serious hardship. loss , and where such conduct should matter in the first place. but in waking up in the middle of a sort of a combination of a nightmare an a dream , we notice that remaining calm no matter what counts more bc our baseline is not the natural place. our baseline is somewhere below it. and it also doesn’t seem to be linear. so sometimes our baseline can be either lowered or heightened. we may assume to form strong affinity to the heightened states , which may attribute to higher mind, would also require from us a clear ability to right conduct, for its maintenance. hence the oscillation. and the opposite spectrum where the lower mind comes in purview, is where we must not freak out. even tho they maybe convincing, as to what should be normalized or what we could give up. or give in to. all of these are internal works which when observed from the exterior may seem like not much. ur living ur day to day experiences. ur tasks. responsibilities. u could be cleansing ur house or washing ur dishes and step into the contemplative mind without realizing. in fact . combining activities with thought continuum can be healing. but it does require a degree of confront in not relying. for external stimulation. it’s kit the same as having a cup of coffee, but where do ur thought s come from what sort rapport of have u generated as u go along , are u paying. attention to multiple happenstances all at once. can u good two contradictory truths side by side ? can u examine their nature in and of themselves and when ever they work to challenge the other, in certain parts of our lives? we do understand that there’s a basic nature of simplifying conflict. but there seems to be not one way to get there. hence we can run the risk of cutting f off or muting the wrong objectives. it’s almost like taking out ingredients from a recipe and still expect something to come out of it. it may. but it may also not. this refers to having some type of knowledge as to what ur doing. but here doesn’t refer to do not try. do not explore. but the line between being curious and being assumptuously certain about objectives that are half explored. when we make certain intellectual errors here and there. we may be able to detect these errors early enough when we give to ourselves the potential of being wrong. as versus be too certain of our ability to be right all the time for the errors. although small can compound and become a bigger mess thru which we may end up having to do the arduous work of sifting. sorting. eliminating. discerning cleaning up. which can be emotionally exhaustive. can lead to burn out. break downs. and excessive reactions along the way. so it’s best to avoid this route.
and i can say we do mistske certain laziness to natures way precisely bc of our false way of conducting our way of perceiving our own elders. we see aging as a crime or a punishment. we think that past a certain age we can’t learn so we are not useful. we can’t reach out and offer smth of value and worth. this is very rare. it can denote to aperitif places and experices that may require such wisdom may welcome such conditions but even there i don’t think we have fully grasped the wisdom of the last in a collective way. this is kind of like having borders. ur too scared bc u hear about the history of development which doesn’t always sound fun. when pillaging happens there’s great uncertainty. ur hard work gets undone. things get destroyed. u may look in amazement at how stupid some folks can be. u think and say well we needed that part of nature. it was sustaining g a lot of life. it was feeing people or healing the sick. and now it’s gone. u are not just mourning the loss of ur friends bc u know then. or the places that homed u bc u have sentimentality to it. u may. but in addition to that u trapping into a much bigger truth. it’s one that a web the product of the plague that’s been haunting us thru time. sure. we may not fully understand why we are here. we can say we are the cosmic intelligence that dropped here thru a space rock and ends up spiritually marrying hwyavee neanderthals were made of. or we are the part of the consort. the neanderthals who are having a strong catalism in presence of cosmic intelligence alien life essence and thereby have evolved in our intellect and consciousness but much like any natural organism that can have side effect and allergies to external objects. foreign objects that could “mingle “ and interact with them, we too might have those as silent condition to our eventful marriage.
fro there we can sort of make excuse for our past “hardship “ collectively speaking. we can say. well that was just part of a strong side effect. it was due to our not knowing. maybe we got overwhelmed by evolution in that sense which sort of hazarded our offspring and our elders along the way. bc human beings are not that great under pressure let’s be honest here. we are often well behaved when. everything is going well. all our needs are met. we are don ga bunch of leisurely activities such as take up photography and work on some watercolour arts. we love beautiful expressions which attribute to sensual pleasures. our eyes ears the aromas we smell are but part of that sensory experiences. these are attributes to the beautiful nature of our world. harmony so great. peace feels safe. security breeds more trust. when u are in a state of trust. u feel like ur constantly receiving content hug and snuggles. but this too can run the risk of being partly illusory bc it’s not fully actualized yet or materialized. or become normalized that we are all collectively in alignment with it which gives us a higher allowance to turn cosmic wisdom into linguistic exchange which breeds germination process. since this a germinated realm, germination process is a double edged sword. as it can go either way. as we have already seen some things which took long time into development where we see their fruits today. we can learn from such germination process and chokes wisely. that’s why it’s essential to not skip this inner work. that current times are calling us to delve deep within. all the while we are carrying on our external duties and priorities. but what do we take from either side. say. hypothetically speaking if we are sort of combination of both. half neanderthals. of this earthly plac de and half cosmic beings. from somewhere else. which came upon this world thru some journey of its own. according to its karma. and how can we say that their karma and ours is sort of a result of balance. bc there is reciprocity there unless u believe in accidental stuff that happen rather randomly. maybe without much insight. u may think well it’s not that deep. it’s just random set of events. it happened to happen here and now we are going to have to accept this change as some form of a challenge. but asking questions into such nature and development furthers our understanding as to why we are here at the very least develop sensitivity towards its basic structure bc this may give us the strength needed to get thru the thicket as versus chuck it all away bc everything seems more to be in disarray than having any form of order or reason or purpose even.
u may think well it doesn’t matter. i’m invincible. just one life. it’s not that big of a deal. i can compromise to such an extend i disappear in broad daylight. u might still see my shell but deep down i am some where else. bc i could be nowhere to be found when we ask where are u now. so the more we compromise from our authentic truths and self. the more distant we may become from our truth and our selves bc then we are filling this precious space with all kinds of external commands. someone says ur not good enough so u work on being good enough. another say ur too short so u keep that in mind. bc ur short ur less worthy. another says ur too fat or too thin. too light or too dark. u may not be as happy as others want u to be. maybe ur too happy and u cause others too much discomfort. sometimes we get the aha moment. but it is missed bc the message wasn’t ready to be heard. so we think our aha moment is a trick. a mental trip and let it go we succumb to the illusion before us assuming that we cannot be relied on even by our own unique selves bc we are filled with disinformation misinformation and all kinds of delusions about how we should be and who we are. this world is interesting in that the power of word has some merit . and it’ touches on mysticism. magic and even manipulation.what is mantra but cia rally answering urself a particular line of truth that keeps touching on a a specific resonance which sort of mesmerizes u or puts u under some type of magnetizing trance. this could go either way tho. u could get in a rage type trance too. u maybe so convinced that much like the birds who get perturbed when their family is threatened. u too must fluff up ur feathers but unlike the bird and the animal kingdom depending on which ur observing band learning from , human beings version of such fluffed up nonsense tends to be rather violent. they tend to be trigger happy. rather punchy. and they think it’s funny or smth to be revered. bc our tv and entertainment is full of it. and we are so accustomed to this good guy bad guy trajectory. the never ending story.
and why we consider part of reality as a game. bc. a game usually signifies winners and losers for it to continue going on. same with good guy versus bad guy theory. there will always be hardship. conflict. entanglements . which can take lifetimes. bc what u don’t solve among urselves tees to get passed onto ur offsprings. and they end up recreating similar or same or having forced to maintain what’s left behind. and since everyone is more towards protecting their turf there’s a lot of lies a flying. all across intellectual lines. all of this takes also much time and effort. we don’t even notice that we are causing our own brainwash. we are tricking ourselves into believe if that this is the way things need to be and we must prepare. so there’s a ton of conditioning that takes place. u know that preparation is key. and bc what u think u see. as old as time. is convincingly real that u feel u must cut corners in ur conditioning. so u look to last pastels who may be favouring ur mindset. but fail to check the correctness of their work. this is where we make the error why. bc we don’t know how to treat our elders so we always think the only time we can deal with elders is when we have smth to gain from them. not bc we understand the real connection. we can’t blame ourselves for this bc here in a conflict ridden world a simple example is from warfare. ur so busy overseas on attack if others and attack towards them that u don’t have enough time to take care of ur own lot. we too do this in family disputes. bc we end up assuming that pricing a point is more important than having arguments in front of children for example. or we think that we must fight strangers in the streets bc we are desperate for change. even tho such conduct hardly being the change we seek.
ofc maybe u too have noticed the difference between culture and cult. a culture is smth that’s the product of long term development of having a adopted thru timelines within the passage of which certain experiences compound these informations get passed down hereditary. and thru community which also may practice together and recognize culturally oriented milestone celebrations as well as recognizances. a cult refers to a. religions organization or we can chuck the whole spiritual religious and the eternal realm in there. the cult offers group think and practices similar to what culture has developed into. however i would say that while spieruality and religious could be viewed from a cult aspect. they tend to veer toward lore of the authentic development of culture rather. so cult is actually by todays terms a signifier to taking from the structure of culture and try to artificially develop its likeness. but unlike culture bc cult is developed synthetically. it not only produces the same effects as culture in its organic progression but more so artificial series of hype relativity of which depends on trends. and trends usually tend toward popularity. is the maximal numbers tend to direct what a trend is. but bc numbers can be augmented especially on volatile grounds. we can never be certain of how useful attitude cults maybe or whether if they tend to inhibit the otherwise organic development unless u are optimistic and say this would be a recreation of our cosmic marriage between the original human and the cosmic seed that got dropped here accidentally or on someone else’s purpose.if u will. it’s interesting to really see urself as this being of combination where once the experience is had. ur taking ur experience with it even tho u shed ur skin or ur body entirely. but still when u do depart. ur leaving behind smth here for its appropriate continuity which continues to contribute from more subtle realms on this worlds karma and progression. it’d wild. so ur here and there and everywhere and nowhere all at once. trying to take on responsibility for all ur whereabouts are a lot harder to conceptualize from our human purview so that’s why touching on the heart consciousness is key. integrity as well as the level of directness with self. aka. the truth
now that we are being siphoned into a moment
of now, being sort of stuck. being forced to existentialist thoughts. of our mortality. we may be forced to focus on a sort of a tunnel vision. where there’s a ton of negation for the favour of frugalims. bc we can all notice that there’s a sort of toll in recent achievements. so we feel like we have to sacrifice along the way. what’s the price of going forward u say? it’s a lot more complicated to answer this question from an equal basis. bc now where we slow find ourselves at is a contradiction rather. bc there’s no equality among us and all loved are experienced rather differently. giving it a alternate reality sort of effect, this referring to hierarchies , which tend to determine a sort of a view and a kind of plan. they r it exactly perfect. but it beats not having anything since the opposite would be to go out there and fend for ourselves. if the latter was available then we wouldn’t have purchased every inch of land in across the planet, since there is actual grounds that favour such spark , because we are the type of species that require a kind of friction right ? we need to be challenged. it’d caked in our human recipes , which brings us to palaeolithic times. of survival and hardship. but it was a meritorious hustle. although it too wasn’t perfect , at the very least we had a back up plan. a survival mode. nowadays bc we depend too exclusively on systems. either from near or far , we would have to open up conversations surrounding our similarities all the more than before. for this refers back to the great contradiction in our conduct and in what we say. more so why we know since what we say strongly connects us to our social education , what do we know so far about such intricacies in our collective lives, but without such organization, what we are left with instead is great discrepancies. the reason why we look back before we make forward motion is to determine exactly which arenas in our own indivisible lives need pruning. these are more detail oriented. introverted. internal. and intimate with ur own personal process. but given by the description itself we quickly see global inequality. it’s strange bc we depend so strongly on human behaviour and proper human conduct for our continuity and survival ( co dependent tendencies tend to give us all deep urgency of purpose. passion. a need to accomplish smth that larger than urself and is meaningful in a way. mind u larger than ur self refers to giving back to community. it’s not the size of impact. it’s the alignment of one’s innate skills with one’s social need in concerning cooperation. ) yet we are so in disarray. albeit. in reference to our consciousness we can take heart. in taking heart however we must be willing to also give it for the reciprocity of this sort of love, between us and to our fellow humanity is what sort of peoples us forward and held us see the way. on what to hold onto and what to properly let go.
mind u don’t be afraid when ur pushed forward and it feels like there’s a screen between u and ahead of u that u can’t move. that it gives us sort of a being sandwiched feel. but there’s nothing there. ofc. it just feels that way. or ur compelled to hang back while also be very pursuant to move forward. a sort of tango so to say and the thing is u need to connect to the natural rhythm of the authentic reality. although we can shoot and miss there as to which sounds are authentic , the key element is to notice the natural frequencies do not flow like artificial ones. smth that i personally didn’t notice at first bc of the diversity effect. sadly. so while diversity is great. being advantageous of diversity. for the sake of criminal conduct and ill intent that lacks integrity causes us all harm bc it holds us all back. giving us that rather being sandwiched way. we are not gonna expect to move too far ahead unless we all pull ahead and there’s it a single person left behind. it’s simple. but also very complex. bc we have the variations of “work “ done so far. and given our idea and concept on how to approach work , sometimes it’s. criminalized other times it’s used to brainwash people. most often it’d sort of replicate of an actual jungle. but unlike jungle where u get to really tap into ur inner primal urge to survive. seek. and hone ur natures skill sets for basic survival. the concrete jungle can get u into drugs and hopelessness. not because ur weak but bc there is no right type of stimulation. there is no hypothetical jungle do to say that when everything else fails. say u tried and played the “game” and say. in all honestly u sucked. it was not for u. and u weren’t cut out for it blah blah blah. and now u wanna claim ur losses and go home but there is no home. when u lose in the game , this sort of game is not merciful. it didn’t say thank u for coming. then a for playing. have a nice day. it says. now u will be punished. or it will not reach out enough. at least that’s the effect ofc. bc from. ur purview ur only afforded the immediacy of ur environment. which is both very powerful but also very small compared to rest of the world. and give the universal conditions . we can say the same about our planet versus the cosmos. sure u have seen the videos online. our planet. solar system etc is far smaller compared to everything else. that too can become desensitizing much like a repeated story. but the key aspect is in meditating on our being. our being. is our existence. our existence is the purity of thought and mind and heart and soul all that. in our pure presence we can use the tool of discernment t if we are delving into that type of meditation. if we want a directionless one we simple be one with what we are. our true ambiance . bc if we didn’t become familiar with our own frequency. and accept ourselves in all honestly ( acceptance doesn’t always mean accept all that u do and pretend all that u do is good even when it’s clearly contradictory etc it could mean that u may need to accept a part error or accept a need to change smth that seek in liable to change )
then it would be the first avenues to seek. for this refers strongly in determining where to pinpoint immediacy of change. sometimes it is to give up a bad habit. other times it’s the assumption that just bc our thoughts are private that it didn’t matter the quality of thought process and we can go out there and hide begging a veneer of lies which eventually catches up with us. we either lose valuable data called wisdom gained don personal experience . bc we are partial in chewing our experience and determine about calling a melon a sauce. that sort of rigidity can only go so far. we may be negated until our backs are against the wall by then our patience runs out so we don’t handle the whole thing appropriately. we yell and scream. if there’s smth in our hands we drop it. hence the instabilities therein. we end up being not so reliable is the point when we are it sure. and too rigid in our convictions that we end up getting in our way. so we are the ones who push us against the wall in a way. but we don’t notice it. so usually when people resort to shallow comments it is due to getting themseves agaisnt an intellectual block. not bc there’s no way thru out of such conundrum s if u notice most arguments tend to be flawed logic with the impact of such clever use of words being the center stage than the intrinsic quality of the exchange. which is what leads us to defeat and assuming that by studying how others theories language we comply paste the same but this goes counter to our authenticity and despite that bc we don’t know ourselves. and we don’t know which is the right thing to let go, we let go our further inquisitiveness bc we end up choosing to be certain when we actually are. or certain about a given topic. so we end up denying bc maybe the feelings are too much. maybe we feel overwhelmed. so we are under when it comes to right type of friction and stimulation. and over when it comes to the feelings produced from our “inability to get it right. “ if here bc we are temperamental , anything goes. a sophisticated revenge is that it only appears to be sophisticated bc it doesn’t use the same channels that any other revenge has. a basic revenge is when a stranger losses u off u just punch them in the face and call it work done. a sophisticated one is also opportunistic. it needs to make money from u bc it’s time is more precious. and it’s insidious in approach bc it pretend to be benevolent. with the projector to get something from u. in a wrong way. that itself knows. but acts otherwise bc it clearly does not see what it is trading what it wishes to take for. and here. this sort of trade playa out among us in many levels , so getting it right might just free us from self destructive methods no matter how desperate or sophisticated our approach is. there needs to be avenues that recognize and mitigate early on.
u may feel like ur past merits are cleared. all gone. all ur hard work is not accounted for. maybe it’s ur saving a that dwindled inthe cumulative three years. maybe u were confronted with such human natures abundant in societies that opened ur heart wider in a unique way. which hasn’t settled yet. it’s still shaping up. and there is finishing work to let it shine. so that takes time. because heart is fickle thing. we can feel very good and be so certain of absence of problems. we may attach so much to any extreme conditions. and expect them either bc we want to rest them or we dread they will happen again ( a sign of some type of entanglement or attachment or much like anxiety where u sort of expect the next wave to hit u and then . there it is ) much like any sort of realization. the heart consciousness is not a summit either. it’s not a place u arrive and that’s it. work is fine. u can’t just assume that bc ur heart is forced open and made bleed in broad daylight and everyone saw it u might have felt naked and embarrassed. and also bc this world is a very cruel one so someone probably pointed at u and laughed. so u feel all kinds of inadequate. bc unlike movies. life isn’t that clean cut. there is a lot of in betweens. we leave out so much in determining what are these truths in our day to day conduct also. quite interesting , perhaps bc of that inner instability. our lack of factoring in what sort of love love even is. what is self love. if it’s not a summit what happens do u have to cast urself out every time ur at spat with urself ? must u say i hate myself today? bc u may feel in a particular way? or perhaps it’s smth else ? what have u noticed during ur own personal experience ? in human conduct bc we link love to sex and sec with lust and lust with arrogance or entitlement , doesn’t matter which way u look at it. may be due to our lack of expertise on developing healthy borders ( boundaries ) with each other. possibly bc of our cumulative past. it’s riddled with such breach. every which way u looks at it. people are targeted for their sexual orientation their way of life their religion their conduct their skin their this their that and now we can’t get past the rigid lines we placed within. must do what we seee today is a product of what has transpired in the past. both in our minds which refers to our consciousness and our lives. which refers to the material real. it’s via that conduct interim that signifies either progress or remission and here we can sort of determine how well of a job we have done but bc this is among all struggles information wars, we don’t know whether if a particular type of info is in fsxt correct or is not. maybe we are making. these assumptions as a byproduct of our inner instability to determine which particular theories we need to let go which relates strongly to our daily conduct. not just playing on words or expressing urself in a creative way or what have u. opinions won’t hurt as much as their applied fallacy that they are true whereas that’s not tested and then become normalized. that latter past makes us more vulnerable bc of hierarchies. ur forced to trust an adult figure in the room but they are not ur parent. it is just said that u must apply all ur trust in them. which is good when things are efficiently working that is. if we are all being fed and cared for by system ( here caring doesn’t mean ur always the recipient and they are the giver.
the act of caring could be referring to oppportunitirs. imagine a utopia place. but not the dogmatic kind. not the spiritualists who have tried to cast themselves off from society and generate a sort of a harmonious. hippy community type. those things are great in ideas but it’s harder to implement for everything and everyone depends so much on everyone else’s conduct. or maybe we are somewhat called into doing such or prior using such or perfecting such skills necessary to have our selves develop such altruism that we are not being perplexed in presence of each others excellence. in a way doing the right thing build the right esteem that allows us to avoid such perplexing thoughts and feelings which can coincide with being present. how can u do smth thoroughly if ur doubting it so ur already sacrificing a degree of ur personal person for smth that u will never get back but it’s not what u think it’s like. it’s what it is. and u are what u are. maybe ur what u like. maybe u don’t hmm w how to be so u decorate ursled with others and drown urslf in constancy of sound. people make so much of it. but it’s so nice when it’s harmonious. bit so much when there’s distress but presence of distress doesn’t mean someone is negative. it means there’s a particular signal that leads a us to a particular frequency that could be as old as time ! so we must not ignore it. bc it’s such a opportunity. a right kind too indeed. bc u no longer living thru daydreams and ideals that u will reach a degree of self greatness. u become it. by embodying greatness by taking the initial steps. they could be simple mundane things u do it could be more internal. u could get on a cleansing period. and go within. even in amiss work, there’s great human intellect and self resiliency that facilitates a run on particular inner nature which refers to equilibrium. a truly super human power and ability that has been practiced since the age of time. but at the same time , such maintenance is the tricky business. bc it’s not that we don’t know or are familiar with such nature n frequencies. there are ancient texts left behind. people waged wars just to get their hands on them. and to decipher the information nobody has seen is another complexity. but it’s not impossible. we do it all the time in our heart consciousness. many ways to get there. but we may still be summoned to discern which is the correct interpretation. which refers to our infinity. we may have sizeable infinity i mean how can u measure and compare each others infinity. it’s like comparing destinies or assuming that destinies can be entirely separate we see it everyday that this isn’t possible. it’s one destiny. and maybe in a very abstract way. one infinity. we may be diverse and not sure which is different and which is same. with due respect to the process of our continual becoming. so don’t be afraid to travel to ur roots and put in the work for most clarity in ur own personal experice and approach. while this may not change each others heart and not put much of. dent in external world in the way we wish to. it still contributes greatly. more so than we like to recognize.
what’s destiny
it is urs and urs only or is it everyone’s right too. how can we see destiny as one. can we say that our destiny is different than everyone’s. what if the end destination, for this reference to destiny in sections. right ? is so different that it pulls us apart than brings us together. what then can be done. maybe destiny is what is irregardless to what we think and like ? then does that mean free will comes with limitations such as some restrictions may apply. perhaps it’s only free to and extend , as small and impactful as planting a seed. u get to choose which kind of seed that is. is that free will? and then it could be a weed. or usurp all the resources from ur garden. what do u do then ? is that destiny? is that fate ? the. why do some people die ? are they destined to die , what makes us different than them? what makes us similar. maybe the similarity is that we are vulnerable. and what happens to them may very well happen to us as well. so if that’s true. then how can we say they r destined to die. maybe we are being perplexed here by higher powers. there’s a whisper in the air going past. pay attention here. there’s smth wrong. is that how destiny speaks ? or maybe there’s a hand that propels such? then how can we say that bad things happen for a reason ? bc u can’t possibly tell me that pain is the destiny. we can’t be destined to suffer forever either so then what’s the problem ? cos there’s clearly smth going on. it could be a problem. if it is. we hav e to be prepared and willing to change. and also. in determining the true nature of a problem we also have to be very honest with ourselves bc it may relate to us in some way. so maybe part of destiny is the process itself. and we may all be part of it. for it may refer to our collective destiny. one destiny. where all destinies come together as one. is there such a thing that can happen? i say this bc this may refer to our differences. we we individuals after all . so we are also gonna have some management to build our life. so that too pertains to some type of destiny. but it’s hard to pinpoint exactly what our task maybe. this is difficult to ascertain bc many people are denying still so when we are keeping the faith and constantly beignets curious and seeking for answers. information and determining solution we are also constantly being challenged the more time passes by these issues persist. they slowly have a traction too. they can transpire a bad occurrence or build momentum. but their momentum isn’t like the natural stuff that runs smooth become second nature. no. it’s more of a bumpy road. one that also flip flops like ur a fish on hot pavement. out of water. out of ur environment all of a sudden. just flapping around.
predetermined events. it says. the dictionary. about destiny and it refers to an individual path. the inevitability of events that transpire , more so beget more , serious of causes and effects , toward which ur headed. in this regard, ur destiny is ur conjunction between of having had traction made with led u here should u continue this way. will lead u to a particular place. versus , if u wish to detect what u need to change. say. in case u don’t like where ur headed and what u see, then u have some free will to redirect the direction in which u might be headed should u stay or should u change. that sort of personal destiny is understandable but it still depends on much more. such as others around them. the systems that they depend. the collective both near and far from them as well. then there’s the familiarity of events taking place. both locally and internationally. both known. ( discussed ) and unknown ( kept behind closed doors). sometimes we can’t change the direction we are headed bc we are part of smth that is headed there , and in some cases ur prevented from speaking out about such matters. so ur forced to sit back and watch as the entire thing go south. u may be expert at where it’s going but u can’t speak. it’s not acceptable. for this may in some paces refer to as confrontation. and confrontation is much like having eye contact with a person ur in disagreement with and they may see this as a aggressive move and wanna attack u or assume that ur gonna attack them first. and attack u first instead so at least they are safe. sometimes we look at history and see how scary it is. so we decide to do things early on. we wanna uproot the issues when they are small. but we also don’t think what if we are wrong. we may uproot the wrong objective bc sometimes there’s too much relativity between similar objectives so u could pull the weed next to the problem and assume u did ur work only to find the issue multiplied bc u got rid of a really good weed that was doing ur regulating for u. what happens naturally is that we may run out of patience and burn the whole garden down. we may give up on the garden. we may assume that our abilities are garbage. that we invested in the wrong profession but this isn’t. enough of an explanation either. bc it doesn’t bring us relief. but further frustration o n and suffering so then we begin to delve on alternate thoughts. the b sides of our life reel. playing with many potentials in our minds also allow us to detect what we might have missed along the journey of our recognizance. and inquisitiveness into such events and relationships. but ofc, when our natural destiny is severely negated and challenged , we may entirely chuck the whole thing away and adopt a purview that correlates with contextual matter as opposed to the prospect of unity mindset. here we be up developing branching out from the rest of society and reality. while occasional detours is good, when we have strong adherence as to what the theme needs to be may cause us hardship along the way. and this strongly depends on our environment bc it refers to why we have to work with. u may afford taking time off and be alone. wander i.n ur backyard. some sunlight may help. taking a detox may help. which is nice. but this ain’t smth that everyone can do. they may accidentally detox. bc there’s lack of food or choices and accidentally touch on enlightenment. bliss. unity. but bc the environment doesn’t have a chance at sustaining it, those become distant fallacies. u may assume those are the trick and violence is the way instead.
but destiny. in my opinion. has a way anyway. for example. it’s said this is a strongly love place. love is a very formidable frequency. one that is also very resilient. tho our lives is organic we still run the risk of severe complication along the way of recognizing love for its true worth, for its value is unmeasurable. which probably explains why we have greed. bc if a greedy person took a gander at love. they would get frustrated with it. since love and greed are. not exactly concomitant . unless ur greedy as to ur devotion for the love. bc it will be challenged especially when the world hasn’t reached its full potential in alignment with the frequency of love. that’s why it causes us much suffering bc we don’t know how to manage the discrepancy between such stark objectives as being both eternal and finite beings right now. love is very much like that. once u love. u can’t unlove. frustrations may be borne out of unrequited love or one that seemed to have betrayed us bc we might have had expectations. or we wanted to be one way but it ended up being another. it’s said that when u love u let go. when u love. truly love. u want nothing but the best for those u project ur love so technically speaking if the love didn’t work out anyway, u would still wish the best for them, for that would imply that ur love is true without attachment and conditions. we don’t know how to balance between personal love and collective love precisely bc we don’t know how to be private in parts of our life and public in others. so is with the way we handle issues that arise between us for instance. we may be tactical in discourse? and guarded in terms of how comfortable we are trusting others in telling truths that may be used against us. so this portion of our love refers to a collective love which indicates greed. capitalism. tit for tat. and conditional exchanges in places where it doesn’t apply.
peace is a utility. it doesn’t necessary refer tht there is no conflict where there’s appearance of peace. even internally. i’m our journey. personal dealings. we could be dealing with a ton of tabs. a lot of contradictory feelings. fox cult ones that pertain to our past. our losses and gains. our look back in our lives and the many milestones we may have passed. many people we came across and some we left behind or parted ways. the events that transpired can also be viewed this way. in examining these we can find. the peace even in worst case scenarios. these don’t mean issues are solved. sometimes. it happens that bad things supersede our hopes we hear about the past we are part of. and we are angry. rightfully. even tho those things are not happening to us. not in the way they did. but could we agree to a world that turns its back on its own happenstances ? it’s like the idea of god. we wanna believe there’s smth out there bigger than us. that knows more than us. and that we can rely on and depend on especially in presence of intense loss and suffering. precisely bc we don’t wish to accept a willed where such sufferings happen and they just go wasting. we draw this basis from our experience with pain. when we feel pain. we want it to serve a greater good. or not go wasted so it’s natural we wish this for all suffering. and this god that we wish is real, also allows for evil things to happen so then we end up getting confounded with a contradiction of a theory old as time for some things that happen in human nature are so bad. so terrible that it’s hard to believe that god is part of all that. but we can’t give up either bc anything that feels other then having a belief that there’s a certain type of order and reason. brings us to that cumulative destiny. the fee will aspect relies on us for the quality of the passage of that becoming. so we can cry and kick and scream and fight each other all the way there. or do our work. be introspective. compassionate. willing to leave abs change and thereby improve the quality of the way there. but either way we will get there. and much like seriousness of people dying there will be accountability we just don’t know what sort. but given that we are adhering to peace. and are loyal to peace. and devoted to a global love. the infinite love, we are keeping all into one. that is the unity consciousness.
so now u kind of got a sense of the theme. u get destiny. both personal and global. which attributes to us. our choices. way of life etc. and each other. via conduct. truthfulness transparency etc. and then we get peace. we get love. the one that is guided by here which refers to our continuity. maybe a key here. so how do we channel the best possible love there is ? does it start from within. is it smth that is sparked by each other via community ( like a. candle lighting each other ) ofc we don’t have to figure everything outright now. we have serious issues facing us globally and on the local ground. many of us got hit hard in the last three years with more of us already in the sway for decades. there are great disturbances globally happening which means that the meridian have lowered significantly quality wise in the last three years. but that’s not the gist of it. the issue is we are below the water line. some of us. so there’s all these myriad of reactions taking place. what happens when u don’t know how to swim and ur under water. the waves are crashing about. u can’t touch the ground. bc the water is deeper than ur height. there are people around u. but they can’t hear u kick and scream. u can barely reach the top to let out a cry for help. n u can’t blame them either bc they are having fun with their kids and spouses and friends whatnot there’s all this water splashing about. there’s noise in the sky when planes are passing. maybe nearby there’s a traffic. the constancy of conversations. add to the atmospheric static. but ur not alone. u can see the sun and the sky peek out and be clear occasionally when u break thru the water u can feel the calmness but also at the same time ur not necessarily giving up either. the point is. systems aren’t sentient. when we are systemically under water and for too long. series of things lead to bigger issues. and ofc first we need to be calm so that things don’t go worse. and where there is strong dissonance. sounds clashing. sounds such as bombs dropping. or babies crying. those sounds need to be quelled so that we can hear our environment better. we may get lucky and hear the very subtle sounds of space. there’s a lot of message there as well for what awaits us in the near future. some of which we have a hand in it’d direction so destiny recognition is a powerful tool but remember it’s one destiny. so many destinies may lead to one but the direction of one supersedes any individual pursuit. which explains why greed hasn’t succeeded thus far.
when all is directionless
how can we run the risk of misdirection and have an acknowledgment of a path. or direction. perhaps it’s bc we are both directionless and are part of a direction that maybe relevant to the passage we are going thru. we can run the risk of being dogmatic and say this is the only direction. or this is the absolute direction. this sort of conduct tends to happen on this plane of existence. it’s part of the greater uncertainty that sort of pushes us to cling to anything that works. perhaps bc the truth , is right there, meaning that there is smth to adhere to. though we don’t know the utility of adherence, and the duration of adherence. bc we are also dealing with infinite things. among all things fleeting, and perishable. and we don’t know exactly how this infinite connectivity is like. we don’t wanna. get too dogmatic there either. so what we are doing so not wanting exclusively on being right. but more so determine what it all means, this life. since there are so many things in conjunction about it, which counters some of the old established “truths” about our nature. much like the directions that are temoorary. the idea here isn’t to shame or isolate an entire group or civilization either. just bc there’s some type of misconduct. but to find a way that appeals best to all while not being. too dogmatic about our truths. such attachments can cause a lot of suffering. which is not a surprise since all beings in the mind. at least from the purview of beings who must self conduct, and execute behaviours that inject reality. the common misconception that our lives is not that impactful is reflected in how certain other parts of the world is viewed for instance. and certain types of people that are perceived. partly because we are still leaning towards the very convincing nature of illusion of separation. we see each other and we say. ah. they are that way. we are this way. it is so. and whatnot. which is not exactly a lie either but it still causes us much conundrums. so much to an extend where we can really get ignorant about our thought process. we can say. and act upon a thought. the “they are this way”. and “ they “being analyzed by viewing two individuals of a group. and say ur theory about its entire group. whereas we were never there. how can we establish such basis ? . our thoughts can come from a lifetime of collecting various pieces of data here and there. events that are highlighted. to have sort of a shape for our inner rapport. in determining which types of informs iron is correct. cometary and which are counter is a source of wisdom which perfects in time via personal experience and personal initiation into personal determination to check for validity if such information . including the ones we might have gathered thru our upbringing.
the cumulative path. by being both directionless and of having directions with certain conditions attached is part of the great need to build expertise on equanimity between contrasting truths. which tends to happen too often here on this planet. we can first recognize and detect the various extremely opposite viewpoints about certain topics and objectives in the now. then refer back to our last. but also considering that the consciousness is in a continuous development stage. which is reflective of a particular type of distraction that isn’t exactly absolute. bc we don’t know how consciousness operates in space. beyond this life. we may form some type of likeness via relativity based on by certain experiences gained here but bc we are filtering all that exclusively from our human purview we are considering ample room for future informations arrival which can challenge some of todays parts. maybe we have already passed a trajectory where such shock value already happened. considering information boom via internet for decades in progression i would say the worst is over yet. maybe. but it doesn’t mean that we aren’t exactly shaking off the shock or figuring out with ease how to digest vast array of data available to us in abundance. we see information wars with strategies that do not consider the harm it causes especially among those who are not as skilled as those who maybe seasoned in the department of intellectual sparring. we get so enamoured with winning that we run the risk of being right at any cost. even tho the act of such righteousness is not the direction or in alignment with the direction that leads us to the grand directionless place. if u notice. usually in intellectual spars we get a sort of a tulle vision effect which also runs on actors logic which feeds off each other to “respond “ in a smart way but we end up getting lost in how we are going to make our speech or response clever so we don’t listen thoroughly. so we accidentally tap into the directionless but in the wrong time and place. all bc we are forcing a direction in a place where such thing is not applicable bc we are having. a false prioritization of our own behaviour and conduct. this shows itself among people who assume others are in a sorority type of nature that is entirely different than their just bc the transitions and practices are different. they may be convinced that there are multiples of human species much like the animal kingdom. with similar variations of such dependence of hierarchies which is where we get in trouble. we assume that some clusters of people must be hunted. others are ok to starve. others are ok to die and suffer. other are ok to be u formed or shamed in public. others are meant to be controlled for the rest of our lives and so on.
in truth. we are looking at our selves and saying that we don’t like what we see because it’s not what we were expecting in line seeking excellence. would u say that those who are critical of others tend to be critical of self ? perhaps it’s the same as those who have stain on their conscience to be having issues with other people problems. be ocd centric. and tend to be very fixated on micro managing others lives. to such an extend that there’s no resolution. only more constriction. precisely bc we are putting smth permanent in a temporary place and we are tying to emphasize the continuity of a fleeting experience . we are assuming the nature of finitude for infinite . things of that sort has a reflective nature here on this world. the symbolism shows in colour spectrum works in world via sunlight and atmosphere. if we were to base these truths from an equal footing. then finding solutions out of our mental traps would be easy. but bc this is a hierarchical world. we have to consider the levels of impact here based on by environment and context. fro there we can see how certain things in line of intellectual property gets up cycled. they don’t necessarily get the right type of utility not bc we have issue determining the type of data and it’s source and placement. but bc the fault is in our minds. and that fault is not inherent or characteristic. in fact. it’s not even fixed. it can change at any time. but bc there’s a nature of construction that comes with such grounds , we end up having to find a way to get us out of our own traps in our mind. or maybe someone led u there and then left u there. i don’t know. but i do know that to get out first we need to find a motivation. and here is where things get tricky. bc we are being slow cooked like a stew since birth. since conception. and since getting stuck in the atmosphere before we rain down before we get attracted to smth or other. maybe the frailty says ur next and pulls u to the nature. maybe it’s all on ur accord. so how much do we even know behind our human purview tends to supersede all dramas on earth. but that doesn’t mean ignore the pain. either. u couldn’t. it’s like a rotten tooth. something has to be done. so there’s some relative truth here still. even tho it’s not the absolute. it might just lead us there in pursuit.
but the trick is we aren’t going there all on our own either. do u can entertain all kinds of thoughts. u can say ur a magical unicorn or a god embodiment who’s gonna rule over everyone. and n a dogmatic unjust way. and hide truths and facts and play with peoples minds. u may look down on others worh contempt and greed only giving urself the love that could otherwise flow freely from every pore, of ur being. comklenting ur aura and naturally he look g u reach out and connect to the world that surrounds u. it’s humbling. otherwise. to be human. and it requires not so much. actually. to be one. u just are. u are in ur presence. pure and being. listening. offering ur self. openly. not bc u have smth to prove either. that last last tends to be a effect to the conditions we have long placed on ourselves via each other. we assume that we did it to them. but then we were at the receiving end of our own doing. things always have a habit of coming back. or we are naturally in its way. we can’t seem to get out of the way in. which we have sent out a thing and then naturally we ran into it at a later time. and we may get some type of inkling. we may say. well that’s strange. it sounds very familiar. i don’t know. and u may be offended if u gave out the first offence. offended bc u thought that by giving out the offence. the job is done. usually illusion of good guy versus bad tends to work that way. even in cases of self defence. there needs to be some digging into such phenomena. why do people attack. what motivates them. it’s hard to see it from a civilized perspective. so we say some peoples are monsters. they are not like us. and believe it’s true the word on the street. that is. civilization is quite easy if ur born in to it. and it’s nice bc there’s a lot of practicality in it. houses are not jail. they protect u from elements. it’s such a great concept or we would be busy building huts. that’s ok too. in fact some people still live in them. but from the point of view of civilized life. just seem to take too much time and effort to put together and are more unpredictable at first at least to manage. also you depend on the nature of elements in which ur part of. some places may need more of the same resource others may not need. and their needs may differ precisely bc of their own weather patterns and quality of environment. and civilization offers us that predictability. but in maintenance of the predictability which requires calculations and upkeep of resources when and where they may be needed offers unpredictability bc things are , no matter how profitable they maybe. all poor to change. and change is a broad term.
we may think that change is always good. but not always. sometimes it can be debilitating. other times it refers to challenging our certainties about how things work. our denial might cause us much suffering than simply acceptance. acceptance is difficult to stretch thin when we are constantly forced to accent challenges that come up, almost like little reminders that put us collectively in our place when we get too excited. too arrogant about our accomplishments. that too happens. we are suddenly being reminded that we are not exactly in control but there’s still some leadership there. just bc we are confronted with this truth doesn’t mean we let go everything and just be. while being is a strong part of our nature, there’s a puzzle like essence to our life in determining where these “pieces” fit. hence the alignment process. which is not 2 d or 3 d but it’s multi dimensional. much like a star and has a lot of layers to it as well. it’s hard to make the claim that we would essentially know everything by now. there’s just so much to know. plus bc we have this big deal variations of conduct. differences with longer track record, to work with. effects of which are prevalent today. and it’s like a variety garden of plethora of experiences and backgrounds that differ that are so rich in experience and then we see a culturization of that. where layers upon layers of experience tends to evolve. u leave some things behind. u acquire some new along the way. u might have ran into some temporary folks along ur journey. some of them showed u where to look. what to see. how to think. others may have lent a hand. and then walked on their journey. separating from u. if u made it this far that’s good. doesn’t mean ur any more special than those who fell down and didn’t get up. it’s too complicated to articulate everything. especially when it comes to very complex difficult feelings. all point to the levels of intricacies present in varying courses of life and the jobs that are still there to work thru. it falls on everyone. even tho it’s very difficult to divorce the mindset that was previously established. it was the slogan of the industrial age. the family endowments. the posh life. a bit more predictability u could say. versus being at a farm and having to change with the challenges that sort of grounds would offer which isn’t just to say. ur fighting. weather gods to make crops aplenty but more so other beings. who may get caught in some truth or else. bc we did go thru a period of such discoveries before the establishment of reality as we see it today. but this isn’t the final picture either. it’s like u may say. well we reached pinnacle of civilization. this is the summit and let’s now disintegrate bc what comes up must go down etc. but that could be ur pessimism in speech.
we can’t say this is the summit. bc the way we see carrie establishment. which really brings out the best in people. is not in its full potential of utility yet. precisely bc our harm history has some shadow hands and ghosts of the past that keep invoking the unfinished, and the are too that’s required for healing as well as the art of perfecting language and skills. but all would reunite from us a travel to our origin. if that’s possible. it’s like going to ur birthplace before u pass on. u just wanna feel the air once more. and taste ur favourite transitional dishes. may see or run into old faces. or just being around ur heritage. so going back to origin is kind of like that. and our desire to go back to origin is akin to our human desire to visit home. u may have similar experiences too in visiting both. u might see that what u initially perceived may not be what u thought it was. think of it fro the purview of ur childhood house. it was big. now go back and u notice it’s bc u have grown taller it’s not that big. it’s just a regular house. so origin place may not be so big for us in terms of impact but it’s impact is in serving a different purpose. the one that’s kind of like that adjustment period to what one is. seeing that in the origin. place. a flawed logic would be impactful. indeed. it could instigate a paradigm change. or. invoke our senses to the one we are already in. either way. we become a bit more comfortable. which gives us esteem to tackle the challenges we may be faced with. bc usually when we are invoked and our previous knowledge is challenged by presence of new info ( it’s jot new but it’s new to us bc we just realized smth , since this portion pertains to introspective research and mediation on the directionless which dan take us there since we are intrinsically placing our intention to absolute knowledge which we are aware that may not translate the same as human dialect. but more so the language of the heart. and to access this vast wisdom data that’s encompasses our history. we clean our eyes do we see clearly) we feel seismic changes. both within and out there among each other. near n far. now and later. wow.
we are diving into reasons for our here now ness
playing on the previous ideas we have developed, we can approach life with a highly sensitive approach. maybe gentleness. but make no mistake. gentleness here does not mean absence of strength. for many of these associative meanings have somewhat lost their way bc the core elements they are rooted to have issues of their own. what this refers to is our way of being here. since in approaching this world , we are viewing the results of whatever brought us here. but not in the same language. so we do not notice it from the version of the prior perhaps for this reason. since the rearrangement of events, portray to us this world, in its beautiful illusion, that is is very much real. but also comes with no instructions. a clue. here, an example shows that our concept of love, which turns to have, is not entirety of love itself. it self might portray connection to a core element. that is the element of love. from the rays of creation. that shows to be not only dominant on this planet. but bc it’s variations already play out, we can observe these variations to form thought process and full rapport as to the current quality of our love nature. we can see that when love turns to hate that’s an issue there are violences borne out of once upon a good decision u thought u made. all are clues on the road to self acknowledgment. love isn’t meant to hurt harm but rape kill torture indeed. but in our planet we have different variations of love. perhaps. misunderstood. in it’s entirety. since theee mentioned above are not referrals to love. but they do originate from faultiness within it. our understanding perhaps. or smth that we have done fundamentally flawed or limited which.given enough time and experience. cumulatively speaking. in line with cosmos. from where we have been so far. that led us here. might allow us to reason perhaps as to why the information is not recognizable. and even though we are all love beings. and love does in a way. especially when we allow for it. flows effortlessly and begets more. so it depends. it’s not a place of arrival. it grows. cultivates a sort of garden. but then u see how we treat nature. but it’s not love when it’s strictly for profit. and personal gain. at the cost of displacing animals for instance and cause mass extinctions among them. then again in reflecting these assessments about variations of love we see the individual choices tend to come from strictly prioritizing the power of now. but without much acknowledgment the past. by past i don’t mean history books and archaeology whatnot. that is important too bc we see reflections of our true self. maybe we are receptive. maybe aligned. in. presence of some of this information we may feel almost the same feeling as we get in spiritual studies and epiphanies. and much like those. it slips away. maybe there are reasons for that. maybe all of that sort of help guide us in the collective direction that is most suitable for our survival. much like how eons if wins of time it took for all of this *points to space * to come thru in the most perfect way for our cultivation. and the delicate balance is both secure and very extremely dangerous if one thing is put of alignment. but doesn’t mean nature is also not resilient. it won’t just let the earth go from its suspension for no reason. u won’t just get catapulted into empty space without direction. so there’s patience there.
we must not abuse this safety however. the words are certain sometimes in our persona clarity that we may make boastful and often true statement such as nah b never me. i’m good. it will never happen to me. but i’m different etc etc and then we get reckless and msg thing u know. what we thought was impossible ends up beginning to show early signs and then we get scared ofc. this is actually quite terrifying. but instead of being calm under pressure we chuck the whole thing into oblivious bc we wanna lose it before it loses us. or vica versa. depending on ur preferential cup of tea. knowing that things can go either way at any time in our life is balance. bc we are keeping into the purview that surely things seem pretty stationary right now. almost too convincing of their fixed characteristics but things change. our infrastructure decays. even the planet ages the solar system has only enough fuel and so on. so even here in this cosmic spot we find ourselves in today will eventually move into what is next. so taking the element of love seriously is listening to ur environment . inn a very direct and authentic way. it means ur relaying a very personal message. u say smth like well. i know i’m here. and it’s very difficult to tell what up. but i’m eager to find out. and i know being honest is going to help me along the way. but also things are not black and white. no amount of guidance can help on one’s course. there’s only enough objedirve s that can prepare a person. perhaps bc of our co dependent nature. which is one of the attributes of love. these are normal perhaps. if we base the development and end results to a given process of becoming. for instance if the core element. love needs our attention and we happen to be here. in this brief universal time and place. really diving it. delving into it. magnifying its parts. so ofc it’s painful. it’d kind of like we are becoming surgeons without realizing. we are noticing there’s an issue. it’s under the facade of perceivable surface so we cut this incision to see what’s underneath it. but we don’t know where to cut. bc we didn’t go to surgeon school. maybe where we end up spawning next will grant us such education. maybe we can keep this in our purview. is there anything we can do to become more. aware ? or develop x ray eyes or smth. then we can see thru the surface and detect exactly where we need to cut the incision so that we can tend to a specific area in a timely way. time here seems to be quite resilient and patient too but then people die anyway and it sucks bc it impacts our morale. we don’t know how to handle it bc we don’t know what going on. so we say smth like survival of the fittest. but then it’s always others who are. well they didn’t make it bc they had this and that issue. say ur under anesthesia but u dorn wake up. u end up getting trapped in. some other form of reality for a while and u wander there. and u may say if someone else is trapped in this sort of a limbo. u put on ur scientific hat and get curious. almost treating this person like an object. unless it’s u it’s ok. u may even seee that u didn’t try hard enough bc the whole thing is exciting. but so exciting that u think it’s all for ur curiosity. and not the person who’s being operated on. so the person dies and u say oh well instead. unless it’s u. this is ok. but say. tables have turned and it’s u. know ur freaking out bc u have wisdom. from experience so u know what’s going to happen next. and then u scream and say hey i’m over here pls. help. but. nobody is hearing bc they are too bewildered at the opportunity that they learned from. masters like u. and they too miss the point. and now u die
i’m not saying that’s love or not love or karma or punishment or reciprocity. whatever. it doesn’t matter. it only entertaining thoughts here. cosmic jokes can be harder to decipher and u may even get offended bc it reciprocated to u exactly how u treat ur humanity. so u may not notice how such feedback could be accurate . u only think from the illusion of being separate from ur humanity. perhaps this happens as a byproduct of being in this stretch of time where the linearity is almost superimposed but then in our being. meditation. sleep and tranquility as well as hypnosis states we have this multi dimensional nature. a clue. which is. not too far from feelings of falling in love. this multi dimensional nature also points to our root of consciousness. refers to our true baseline nature of goodness. only that the bad things are stretched so far here. perhaps from the cumulation of exasperation from that which is of prior. but in playing with such objectives what if. the issue was here. and say. hypothetically speaking we are only passing thru one of its channels. we end up materializing here and end up co creating with these more violent of nature. which would refer to our dissociated states. we do have the essence of the watcher also. or the observer. even in the process of the thinking mind. there is a multiple things that take place. ur going back and forth between observing ur thought process and immersing urself in it. and then in between all that. ur simply being. if there’s no thought. ur being emptiness. if there is presence of thought. ur letting. thoughts flow. being aware. observing. without attachment thereby there is nothing to react to it or even identify with it. as amnesia observer ur nature is that of one borne from curiosity which never dies bc it’s. a natural state of our being. simply wanting to learn more. to explore. to absorb all these information and to articulate. philosophize. etc. the nature of us lower in manifestation such as suffering. conflict. pain and torture usually means that we are acting from a point of limited acknowledgment either of our nature or in our upbringing. which is gonna take us to the multiple dimensions theory. which exists in the same reality. the same world. based on by certain developments. conditionings and structure that are older than our lifetime. we need to pay attention to these objectives not bc that’s all there is. but that’s all we have to work with from our current purview. so in delving into universal truths does not mean abandon here curiosity n discipline entirely or chuck it all away. that would not be a good way to handle reality. though the recognition of multiple realities or alternate realities exist in one is not that difficult to detect in across the planet. if ur born in nature and have a particular type of practice that ur parents pass down to u. this will create naturally a little bit more of a different point of reference and we all have different points of reference. but what makes us develop a alternate reality quality in our cumulative experience is level with our meridian of love acknowledgment and love into practice. so in determining how the systems came to be can we detect a ratio of love/misc along the way of our desktop ent is input. even cooks can transfer energy via food handling based on by their mood swings. so some transmission is a given. but this isn’t to say. well criminalize all that. it is to say. soften up. u didn’t know love and that’s alright. that’s why we are all here for in the first place if we are facing a very abstract version of core loves intrinsic flaw that might have originally established elsewhere or a more neutral outlook would say. say out of seven rays. maybe there’s a initial misalignment process in invoking each houses in their own space. and in here now we could be in the cumulative act of perfecting love.
how do we align these alternate realities within one ? by infusing ourselves and immense ourselves in love ofc. but this sounds quite wish washy when u say it. it’s like oh sure let’s all grow our hair and be hippies. party all day do nothing etc what have u. no. it’s not like that. ur not denouncing be work that pertains here for it attribute to our existence. or soon enough u will find urself hungry. thirsty. u will need to defecate. u need to clean up after urself. there will be waste u will have needs. u may not meet all ur needs all on ur own. u may have some skills others may seek. and then in turn. u may need stuff that u can’t produce on ur own. and so u must venture and form associations. etc. all of this seems quite symbolic and simplistic. maybe some people can be total contrarians and say this is not nice. or it’s boring. or it’d pheasant lifestyle. oh. and what do we find in our history. bunch of kings and queens who made a spectacle out of our history bc they didn’t wanna clean up after themselves. we are funny creatures indeed. our history is riddled with who’s gonna do what. we don’t wanna do that. even tho it’s our part. we say nah b. let hierarchies take care of it. so then this uneven power balance causes us much concern bc then we are acting on a very u stable impulse. we have to prioritize our survival. so we will say anything. we will love between our teeth if it needs to be. but is that love? can it be sustained. we may feel quite sick after some time has passed. we may feel that our higher self is scolding us. maybe we do t wanna waste our suffering. here we may notice also how small we are as compared to rest of space. the many unknowns can make us feel scared. but where is home u might say. is this symbolic to the core of love ? earth is home. but it’s transitory. yet we assume we can buy it own it. use it control it abuse it and sell its parts after we decidedly dissect it for profit and personal gain and we lie in our ethics and conduct so there’s the fragmentation of our total input right there. we end up being misaligned in our reality precisely bc of all the cheat and trickery. that’s when we have levels of realities all in one. and discrepancies can easily arise from such. like tectonic plates. that smth against each other. too much fiction and everything comes down. maybe ur contrarian bc u don’t wanna associate with such destruction. but all at the same time u let go everything. u open ur palms and the glassware falls on the ground. everything makes a big spill. and u may say well. it was bound to be destroyed anyway. but u let go. so it’s destroyed by ur hand technically speaking. even if it was to come down at some point. maybe u let ur nerves get the best of u at that point. but can we blame anyone. we hardly know what self love is. it’s just too much. we wanna love. but then we get all kinds of upset when things don’t go our way. but what is our way. we hear of the way. and then there is our way. are the two the same. is it smth that needs to be reciprocated much like anything else ? and aligned ? what? is it in our vision. bc this is dual world are we simply seeing. doubles. precisely bc we don’t know how to teamwork our eyes? that they see one at a time each in their own way which ends up causing all kinds of mental disturbs.
and then there’s our inner eye. we hear of such meditative thoughts and spoonerism as well as religious practices to be the closest channels to god. and godliness. the god nature encompasses all love and compassion related. heart consciousness and the god head which is the creator. much like power of word or thought process that articulated and then establishes basis from which determines steps and materializes or beings to reality smth out of combination of elements or in some cases such as the case of the heart. it’s a directive of set of behaviours that also manifest conditions in our life. and much like watching. film noir where we see strong contrast. and cigarette smoke coming off femme fatale or whatever we are enamoured with this sort of heart string theory of push and pull that we are willing to let the world burn assuming it’s a movie reel but it’s actually very real and ur not gonna get. a reward for ur performance. depending on how much trouble u caused. u r gonna get a bill instead as these things go. or u could be dead. or u could be behind bars. whatever. it’s like the occultist mindset. we wanna believe the truthfulness of smth or palpability of smth. it’s like being on a mental trip. ur senses are heightened. where everything is wonderful. it’d all so perfect it makes u wonder why is things on earth in ur waking sober state things are not this way instead. that too is a lesson. ur not exsctly running from ur thought processes. bc that’s like trying to escape ur shadow. ur reality will be there when u come back down the elevator and open the doors to ur inner mind. u might as well have noticed the art of inner sanctity comes from not assuming that everything is about u. then ur seeing history as it is. u notice that it’s not so nice. u may be part of all tht. but ur safer. ur in a much better place. su e it’s not perfect. it has a ton of issues that need to be corrected. u notice that it’s very difficult to run inside a jello box. reality can very well feel this way a. if u were lucky and u loved openly. u may have vested jail strings on ur past but still feel entrapped in an open. air jail sentence. as u drag ur feet another day with 110 percent effort given to smth that is jot tangible by our current reality hit that’s what it means to open heart and love so big that it doesn’t even make sense even to u anymore. some say. in this stage. u get into a atmosphere where ur being animated by a higher power. much like possession but also not really. bc it can be creepy to think that much like a sock puppet someone or smth. some entity or being form a other dimension or realm is gonna slip it delta into u and animate u. but then there’s compelling evidence of such flow states as well. they are most available to us the more we practice the heart consciousness truthfully. it doesn’t have to be perfect. we are all coming out of some collective coma of the prior. we are all about discombobulated. we can give ourselves a bit of credit. that too is part of self love. we can all learn from it and then pass it forward. the next day? rinse repeat
why do we exist
do u think that our existence is purely about acquiring experiences ? it is to be experienced someone said. it is to be indulged with. it is to be perceived. to truly be absorbed and become one with. to merge maybe ideal term. but with what. in theory what we see here is cyclic and systemic. u go to school. u go to work. u make family. u love grow and die. if ur lucky. u can see ur older ages. which we as human kind know nothing about. or at least in parts. the more we become industrialized the more we tend to push the age for “usefulness” to ridiculous lows. we expect our youth to be more adult. more this more that instead. word indeed. but let’s proceed. surely there’s a meaning for being. human. surely it has to be more than just living for ur feelings only. but feelings do provide some type of compass or give some type of signalling that smth needs our attention. could be purely utilized to decipher meanings around us. do u too get very angry when u hear some innocent person died because some part of systems still do not recognize thereby abide by laws governing all human life. no matter where u are and the background. so maybe there’s no blame for those who choose to live for themselves. but we can’t also say that they found purpose. or that they alone know the secret to life. if life is about perspectives then we see that our myriad of perspectives do differ greatly and. it bc we are of this or that background. given enough quality of cultivation for anyone’s life to be evolved in the most organic way i think anything can become. beautiful and better more endowed in truth and abidance to our own true nature. we are almost there. sometimes we get glimpses like promises made for a better brighter future today. promises are made everyday. we may not notice. but it’s us in our own self maintenance when all else fails. bc we don’t want to go with the landslide. we are being very cautious about what this “go with the flow” is.
there’s nothing wrong with tending to ur garden however. i think. it’s essential to learn basics. on how to fix the things u own. and how to care for what ur own needs are not something to be frowned at. but we do notice that while in some parts of the world we sort of established an almost maintenable human system but everywhere else is strongly connected by some type of layers of systemic franker that toils without following protocols as they would have in this small sample perfect world. and i think we add to the insult with our advertisement about how this world is established. we have more promotion for things to buy. many things to choose from. identical in nature. origin of which is severely missing we don’t even know how some things are labelled. and if they are labelled correctly and whether if all the ingredients are kosher. we aren’t being taught how things are manufactured. what sort of human power is needed to make things happen. if we didn’t i get u we would be more appreciative of what we got. instead of sort of slip into a neurosis about our true purpose. we say. well i’m buying a new tv today. i can toss my old one. i’m sure it’s gonna go for women who’s less endowed than me and i call that “ good work done” i assume that bc i had to buy a new tv it’d for a good cause bc the old one is gently used and it’s gonna go for someone else less endowed than me but i don’t go to the root of the problem both in me and in everywhere. i don’t stop myself and say well wait a minute. this can not be normal. maybe i’m distracting myself from smth i think is insurmountable. this is how we settle with less than endowed values about ourselves and others bc we end up forcing ourselves to adhere to the unrealism of hierarchal. we assume some people don’t think like us? we may go as far as assume that people are like species rather. that some are not “here” the way u maybe “here”. and we may justify such natures that could instigate such distinction. bc there we are adhering and honouring illusion of lack.
we think we are servicing the economy with our high ideals. and thoughts about those who are less than endowed than us. while completely ignoring our addiction to capitalist notions. we think that part is earned. and that’s not a fault in line of thinking. bc we may not notice. as is the way of perception when ur in ur seat of presence and u look over there and perceive what appears to be easy! but even those who seem established suffer. so in looking st systems there’s no animalities unless those animalities are done intentionally. that’s why there’s a saying about the small but significant difference between an honest mistskes ( and some mistakes last longer bc we don’t notice it. there’s no one around us who notices it as well so there’s nobody who has our back. who could say what we need to hear on time. so we go on thinking we have smth good established but do not notice how things are manufactured or how they are delivered or at what cost. so the true cost is always obscure from purview of the consumer and consumer. of being too busy with building their life may not notice or assume that bc the perceivable system from this end seems favourable that the other end is kosher too. and that businesses are ethical sn they must be compensating the workers or that the life over there, albeit different, can somewhat be reconciled from our purview without further divulging into the nature of such coinciding interests and intentions ) the reason why i say this is often times when big change are called forth to our global purview it’s usually the common consumer that gets the blame. so u get everything forked over ur way if whatever was initiated to be achieved fails or does not meet the target goal it has set to achieve. then the work cleanup refers to those who maybe without much notice. took part in its development. though the common consumer has a lot of work to do. for one aspect u may reconcile ur choices and where u find urself in life. for finding contentment even amidst losses and hardship builds character and brings out abilities u didn’t think u had before. perhaps because we usually do not consider mutable skills as part of our complete spectrum. usually when bad things happen we sort of pick up from that which has developed in prior. perhaps it’s embedded in ourselves. it makes u quotation the many previous worlds and many different experiences that we might have partook in in order to develop some of the evolutionary skills that suddenly appear out of nowhere.
though for instance if we were to go with the hypothesis that the more endowed consumer has more power that they are led to believe. there would be two concerns before u choose to take any action none of them is a fear based concern. u may assume if u were to come to terms with ur own experience the injustice of some of these systems that bring forth and appear as they want u to perceive , u would fear that u could be punished. so then u may assume a wealth transfer would take place if u show signs of concern for others even tho ur well off which is very sad if this is true. that people make decisions out of fear that they might be next in poverty line if they stand up for others or see smth wrong in systems and offer an idea or at the very least open communications on some of these objectives bc manmade system. unlike the natural systems have one advantage. we can upgrade them. change them. we can add more numbers. we can make more production if that’s necessary. we can calculate how much production is gonna affect ecology so we can intentionally cut back or communicate to world public what sort of scientific finding requires a sort of caution. it’s like the world is our house. we are neighbours. roommates etc. and just need to cooperate to maintain its upkeep while discovering new rooms and learning. more about the history of the blueprint of its design so we can improve on the efficiency of our tending so that we aren t wasting all our life with too much productivity either. so that we honour our existence. make good memories. tend to our families and live a little. so even the highest of consumers are somewhat bound. they are not free. they have things to maintain. they can read the economic forecast and then prepare accordingly. so everyone has gained some type of skill and insight which when brought together makes more sense but to get us there requires from us a more humble approach and maybe with kindness and open mind flexibility to communicate and be ready for potential errors in our type of language bc we may have different attributes and belief system based on by culture which we try the impossible by trying to create this atmosphere of mutual comfort and harmony without stepping on each others toes or tell each other to do things that we wouldn’t like done to us or want others to ask us to do. such as give up ur
culture or ur practice. but it seem the act of being on the same page about some of these common ground rules refers strongly to our improvements of quality of life bc for us to agree on common ground we all have to be reached down level that is sort of equitable for us all in a way that makes sense. so if u were to discuss to people about responsibilities but some of them don’t have homes or there’s surplus of people not enjoy jobs. how are u gonna expect some folks to begin with where they are at. some people are going to need more just to have that honest start up. for other. they are wayyyy behind. which is not bc of their faults but bc of their traumas. rather. so they need to be pulled up first to the ground level where they can sustain and maintain some type of inner equilibrium which is tricky. bc each person has different type of trauma. and then different needs and different amount of those needs for sustenance of even slightest sign of improvement all of which require a lot of cooperation. perhaps in this world it also requires us to see success differently and profit differently and capitalism differently so that our way of life and how we perceive our human nature more authentically. perhaps the idea isn’t to throw the baby with the bath water or refer to a previous system albeit it failed too. because we talk about similarities in our intrinsic nature. our infinity. our universal presence. and our potential we are awakening to still. these finite relative truths are just as impactful such as ur religion ur race ur history ur experience ur family ur needs what u have learned intimately in ur personal endeavours with reality bc all of these do leave lasting impressions on us in someway and they do come with greater depth into the clues that we pursue to discover our reason and make sense of that which happened in prior. such a bad things. dark histories. mistskes galore. even as we speak down bad thing happens somewhere in the world. it’s almost as if the reality is a wave and it happens here today. and some months or years later it happens somewhere else. there are also incremental improvements in some parts whereas in other parts repetitive issues resurface about human behaviour. so u see short term happenstances which are instigated by life events. u can categorize by life events to see what type of reactions occur overtime. u can ask if what u see is a strong stationary characteristic or that the individual went thru some shit they shouldn’t. have had in the first place and which gives us a deeper care about the world and a strong wish to improve on things so it does not happen
currently
we consider in this world the cycle of life as inspired from what we observe from animal kingdom . this is nice because there are traces of them in our dna and we make these connections we say maybe this is how we should behave especially where it suits us. where we cannot define in our minds bc the thought is just too much. or ur hurts mentally to even try. so we resort to animalistic behaviours instead. it’s one thing if they helped us solve our problems tho this is hardly the case. usually whenever we act from an animalistic impulsive survivalistic nature we end up making things worse than better with the exception of self defence, which is more in tune with ur intuition. rather than impulse but it’s the impulse that saves ur life bc ur doing smth without a thought. or that the subtle consciousness gets in gear and sort of directs u like a puppet. but u can’t claim in the aftermath that u thought about all that. u can’t say yes i am a genius. a savant. i really calculated all my moves s and was present. surely we could say we were present. which is why such clarity allows us to direct the right motives. but not always. since we are considering such upbringing of reality. and it’s current condition. which still draws from the animal kingdom at times. where it wishes not to human. and we tend to confuse what is this survivalist notions that we are packed with but we fail to make the connections. what kills us. the fact that we are caught in a catch and chase, or that we simply got too accustomed with the excuse that we can’t reason bc it was given up too long ago. and we have replaced our humanity with traces of what we accept in animal kingdom. in fact. in such discussions in treating animals with sort of respect or according to how nature has intended is rather contradictory among us which generates different approaches to our difficulties in life. but more so. the presence of strong oppositions usually tend to give way to something a. but more deeper in terms of development. all sides might offer some type of right and wrong or partial reasoning because we can’t come to a clear grounds until what we determine reflects in our actions as purely human. since we could easily say that animal kingdom represents something much more different than what our minds like to conceptualize bc this is a dual world and dual world comes with multi purposes.
for example. when we think about alternate worlds and realities we may think of an entirely different film of reality that cannot be penetrated directly from here but what if the universe has a swiss cheese like quality where the black holes or wormholes sort of work to make quick transport but the space remains as still one connected unity. like a membrane which allows the transmission of information without strictly relying on whichever black hole is about to suck up data from an adjacent reality and being it here for proper change. it seems that the type of change is constant which sort of gives us a idea that there are no “cuts “ in it otherwise we would wait for eons for change and when it does arrive it would be more chaotic bc it would have a rather spontaneous nature which is anti thesis of some type of reliable order in which we live. this doesn’t mean explosions and such don’t take place. they could be labelled as controlled chaos. meaning that they have cycles and then based on by those cycles they operate and take the next level of their evolution or change which impacts us always with the same subtlety. if there’s a much impact. even that is gradual otherwise our precious life would not be able to handle it. we are too vulnerable to external space like happenstances which is represented when a comet big enough hits us and causes all kind of chemical reactions. but here. we may wonder how do we have these endowments. which were here before we got transported here from big bang. and which are actual traces of us. so determining the origin and reason of animal kingdom seems multi pronged. and can be examined further. we can say that previously where ever we had also had a prior. and smth happened which led us here. the black hole crunches us up and gobbles everything. but then there are stuff that’s left behind as well. so it’s hard to tell which actually makes it over here. maybe it’s very much like our death. bc in our death in this world, we have our bodies left behind. even in the intrinsic sense there is a residue some religions discus smth os left behind and has continuity and contribution to the evolutionary process that also continuous on at large.
we may not be able to pinpoint exactly which part of us that we leave behind on earth with the same consistency that we can not really pinpoint what we left behind before we passed thru the point of the big bang theory. and expanded onto here to land on this particular solar system and inhabit ( via germination) this world as the conditions were extremely well for it. so a germination process seems to exist. we may say we germinated also the lady place we were at. the pasts of us that’s still making the universal rounds is also continuing to germinate along the way which is maybe what we mean by alternate realities. bc given enough of the same stuff. there would be exact replica or replicas of urself living the same life with very slight differences according to whatever laws apply to make their germination process likely. or is this too much a stretch to think about stretching ourselves literally too thin all across vast endless space. but when i personally think about our nature of “infinity” and the nature of cause and effect and begin in ga and endings. i get a bit nauseated bc then i am like if it’s infinite how did it appear. is there like a doorway or smth or were we spilled like food and then grew like mould or is there other forms of entities working up at large evils this be equivalent to seeing inside another organisms body as a living co operative for its sustainability . i mean what. i think i have full right in my personal vicinity to ask these questions bc i wanna understand why i am here and why there is human nature so that i can detect what sort of lessons we need to overcome. it can’t all be about maiming money paying bills and making sure ur paying also ur taxes. ofc these things matter too but we have so much losses. it seems we don’t fully get it which is why it’s essential to sort of look back and try to really get the path that led us here. so that we can make sense with what we have. so why is animal kingdom. it matters bc it inspires us to act like them. or allow us to notice that we can reason and think we can stop ourselves no matter how impulsive the feel and we can use language to solve literally any problem . so there are clues.
and say. these are n or facts. we are just playing with ideas n the symbols that this world endows us with already . i’d say hypothetically speaking animal kingdom is a remnant of our pet there to remind us if we choose to act like animals we too can achieve complete annihilation of our species and even impact our existence as well as way of life ? we could blow things out of proportion and get ourselves in so much pain. i think animals experience pain differently also. bc when we feee pain it’s bc we didn’t live to our full potential. they have loved to their full potential and they honour they r death better for that reason bc it’s their cycle of life. they don’t have grocery stores and infrastructure to rely on much like us ah. then maybe technology offers us glimpse into future not necessarily smth we can achieve just yet bc of our strong. connection to animal kingdom still. and this doesn’t mean don’t care for them. i think we will know how to care for them and how to approach them once we figure out some of the basics of our human conduct. i believe this is achievable. but with much things challenging king and meaningful and worthy. this too will be difficult to achieve. will have some real challenges along the way. we are ready getting into the glimpse of such opposing lines of thought and mind. these times can really reflect on our language and how we use power of the word to depict smth. it’s hard to do when we are semi conditioned to hustle things for money. so we may need to divorce ourselves fro they. how do we wash our mouths. how do we purify intent so that we can use language as it’s intended is hard to do in the middle of a global crises so i get that but we can keep this in the back of our minds. we don’t need to figure things out right away. we are just playing with thoughts and ideas. since there are “cuts “ on our thought processes where artifice things seep in, we may contradict our words with our actions. flip flop entirely. let go good people whereas attach to those who are not good for our health, or we juxtapose a correct feeling but with wrongs n approach or one times the approach is right but it’s towards the wrong recipient all suggest that we are a.cumulative work in progress and that it takes time to figure things out as we need to let certain things marinate whereas be silent observers of our life and many intersections within. in our bodies and outside of us. in our interactions here or there about others. it’d all sort of the curriculum.
one thing. we adopt from animal kingdom is. yes. u got it. alpha nature. or the nature and theory surrounding one person who’s gonna be the pack leaders who knows all and can be reliant and can save the day has a ton of superhuman abilities bc ur literally relying on them for ur life etc. while this is good in family settings and group projects. it’d very hard to achieve as a global ordeal to literally think of solving all worlds problems. this is such a high expectations fro anyone also. we can instead see that animals do survive via teamwork. so without the notions of alpha. or see the alpha more as someone who’s seasoned enough to show u the way. someone who has experience under their belt but they don’t wear na iron fist. they don’t force u to it bc their nature could very well be subjective. to their own. based on by their unique experiences and what have u. context matters here. but we tend to overgeneralize humans like we do with animals bc we assume our nature like theirs. but there are clear differences in our behaviour where the animalistic urges only come forth in great peril. desperation. desolation. intense strong isolations. and terrible living conditions. such as not having a role model. bc we sort of depend on something. a good habit wheel or predictable ways to do some of the mundane things that help us be sustained. and have a sort of meditative mind. one that’s dipped in zen. which is a great practice bc that’s when u transfer ur soul to what u do. that when they say when a cook cooks with lots of love their food can have power to heal. so we can easily let go the idea of having animas as our model bc we have not even tapped onto what else we can do just yet. we have so much to delve into especially in terms of our clarity. spoke to skirt. purity of humanity and a more playful approach to our existence rather than the dog eat dog. catch and kill mindset which can be exhausting can cause severe side effects in those who make one mistake and their life is upside down. that’s not nice. we can never say s ok. it’s their choice. it’s not choice behind some point. is what i am saying the choice is at the door. and we missed it if we have caked in our systems a way to desensitize ourselves. it’s like we generated a massive pacifier. so we don’t have to face our ugly truths or talk about it. plus. the same germination gladly works on this world. it seems the more violence begets more violence and uncertainty leads us astray from love wholesomeness and clarity that compassion and care allows. but given enough care, that too multiplied. there we can choose which do u prefer ? that’s why we are different than animals. we can talk about these things. and we can innovate as well. how wonderful.
what happens now
is this. now that we have become squeezed into the bottle neck. so to say. there’s great tension. ur in strong resistance with opposing forces. imagine there’s all these chemical reactions. but u can’t. bc there’s not enough wait for it’s transcendence. hence the bottle neck state . we are stuck in a squeezed in slowed down extremely painful passage together. so hello. let’s get acquainted. now the moment forced us to be extremely present with what is. the escape routes are all blocked out. there’s not much to distract ourselves with which is natural given the bottle neck state. hence no space for even artificialities to take up space for a brief description of entertainment. purely pleasure seeking which is is usually customary when bad things happen for us to distract and escape. not here. here we are present in the now moment. the moment feels like there’s no escape. there’s jelly like quality that keeps u just in place. maybe there’s some movement. u may even hear sounds of water tricking about. it’s almost like u fell thru a hole in the glaciers. it’s very scary. the idea that at any point. u might be released into vast endless space and lack complete control. u don’t know what the outcome is either. so u feel and hear ( perceive ) occasional movements. very tiny. very faint. very subtle. around u. u may not tell which direction it’s coming unless u have mastered the art of subtlety in urself and are rooted in ur infinity and have done ur past work and packed the fruits of ur past labour and whatever wisdom it contains. then ur a lot calmer which serves a great purpose. we often say well what good is being calm when shit hits the fan but this is the place where we deploy all that we have been trashing for anyway. otherwise what good use is to know all but not be able to im implement it in some way. if we are too certain that a given objective can be utilized in only one way. then we miss the art of utilizing what we have near to us to work with in order to integrate the teachings. hence we may feel naturally helpless in those states which could heighten our uncertainties and make the process a bit more painful than it needs to be.
now moment could give us a feeling of being trapped on top of being in the passage of bottleneck. so on top of being trapped. if we didn’t apply our expertise and forgot being calm. then we temporarily had amnesia. in the place where we need most the draw from the wisdom source of our having gotten there. that’s why it matters that we do not mistake the now place to a sort of reset where all past is suddenly gone. certain cycles do take place tho. where some dissolution is taken place. in this dissolution state . depending on where we place our awareness and thought process as to which disappears and which remains is what makes difference in our thinking levels and what sort of inner handling we are to work with. this could also be akin to our karma. but i would be cautious in determining others karma for them since karma is a much bigger subject which i believe is hidden in parts from our human purview. such objectives that connect our human nature to a much bigger nature should be treated like this in my opinion. being too certain in cosmic even celestial happenings can be entertaining for our minds and could. if in some way. inspire us to keep on the path and keep being good hearted well nature what not. but ofc. with all things considered. bc egos and prides can run large. we can get ourselves intellectually cornered. until we release whatever convictions that are holding us back. so that we get back on the authentic grounds and recalibrate our thought processes. so that we are not getting ourselves into a hypothetical trap assuming it’s nature for organic. then we would run the risk of waiting for eons for anything to transpire whereas the actions was waiting for us to take. couple that with the natural disposition process and u get this mix match of amnesia and self doubt. and strong attachment to whatever sort of works. bc of our desperation and fear of getting destroyed. or fading into oblivion.
ofc during a bottleneck stste there’s not much we can do. hypothetically speaking. there is a lot more inner doing than external extrapolations bc we are not all on equal grounds for equal expressions and executions of series of behaviours in a given day. this is due to our individual dispositions and complexities of the nature. much like a labyrinthine hologram. this bottle neck suggests tho that there are both unseen and perceivable happenstances taking place. much like a global traffic of events taking place. and there are arguments of both new and old. proclaimed and secret taking place as well. this sort of pollutes a ton of normally running objectives. turing a many of them on the hypothetical back burner. i feel some do these are done purposely to be intentionally changed at a code basis level bc some human rights are perceived as too much or frivolous. but the greeter degree of choosing anythjng but, say. improvements to the degree by which there’s a establishment and maintenance of human dignity to be a much better alternative. since the excess squeeze as we see in the bottle neck. causes a ton of tension in the most vulnerable of people. and some who aren’t trained as well. then there are those who are very easy to manipulate ans control. this is given to us as a means to get wrong idea about our human nature ( bc we will be more likely to choose safety so there we are likely to give up rights we do not understand ) and the other one is very technological in advice bc it’s trying to determine a persons. mindset in given topics. it’s more of a study of impossible. it’s like peering into ur mind and trying to see how it forms connections. there are two things that could happen out of this. either we are trying to find out certain conditions so that we can help those individuals. or we are trying to take advantage of a very bad situation. here we can say that if someone is welcome to be abused. should they be abused n what would we say about the nature of the abuser and whether if we should condemn the nature of abuse.
right now u may have developed some counter doubt to our past certainty. u may be at trajectory of making changes within ur own systemic teamwork. the way u perceive the way u resolve and approach objectives. or maybe. ur working on how u perceive people. in general perhaps ur developing a better what to communicate with others and work together while also balancing time for ur own personal development. inner self measure and the continuity into big objedirve s such as why we are here and where are we headed afterwords. doubt when utilized correctly. very much like shame and guilt. can be very useful. a doubt can signal to us that there must be smth wrong. either a piece of information is missing or there is presence of wrong information. information refers to our inner data sorting. which can impact the way we assess as situation and make sound decisions. we may be propelled to do smth wrong. hence we are called for attention in a specific arena. but first we don’t know where to look. so doubt can be scary for that reason. u may be at a greater inconsistency bc u may think suddenly the ground is not stable and nothing is safe. so doubt can cause paranoia. but if u will. determining the true nature of paranoia can offer some comfort so that u are not excluding the natural ignition of what doubt wishes to spark up with in. which can be detected with signs like arrogance, rudeness, closed behaviour. the lack of attention to being present. listening carefully before speaking. in fact if u cut people off and speak over then it’d probably bc of ur strong conviction of refusing to pay heed to why doubt is trying to show u within. then there’s this other signal which naturally arises. naturally meaning that a thought pops in ur head. it says smth like something that’s impossible for u to believe is about to happen or is potential to happen bc it’s not alarmist by delivery. it just points the way naturally but ur like. in ur assessment of what u think is. naaah b. human aren’t capable of doing that or that’s just too stupid or too evil who could do that. as u can see i’m in the process of figuring the true nature of such happenstances for it all complement sour conduct and may give us a sort of foresight. but we do need to be rational in thinking and careful in consideration and not jump the gun either bc that would be too problematic from a social purview. u could embody paranoia there. easy.
ofc. u may in ur self doubt work and think oh i’m going thru a change but this may not be a good one. i feel like all the good i thought i acquired is melting away and i’m gonna be basic and won’t have any skills bc everything is in a stand still. this is normal to think this way but have no worry. ur not gonna lose ur skills right away. especially when they are right and true and they serve greater good. u may only lose the skills that are harmful and hurt u and others in theory. even small things such as self negativity is what’s at stake. and bc we don’t know where to place this healthy dose of doubt bc if we say well i may need to doubt what i really think about my capabilities and abilities then u may unlock the next level of figuring out what’s next. that’s why bottlenecks are scary bc every move counts. they are all magnified too so u may feel a greater pressure to even act. bc doubt can be crippling to an extend that now u feel so self conscious that u can’t even make the next move. for others. who maybe more advanced. playing the big leagues. etc have smth to lose as well bc of the slowness of our reality right now and the many things at stake. like literally. so it’s not bc there r things of secrecy. it’s that. and more. we may not notice and assume that nothing. is going on just bc some of us are temporarily relieved from heavy duty conditioning and abuse of some conditions and contexts of which led us here. so naturally u might either think nothing is going on, or that ur becoming too old and senile and begin to place ur doubt on the writing objectives . either way u probably needed the rest and things eventually iron itself out. this teaches us that no matter our convictions. the day is new again tomorrow which gives us clue of how unreal some of our thought processes are in their maturity even if we didn’t know how to handle it. we can delve into that nature and get back to our doubt place but from a different perspective and angle now that we have that under our belt as experience . so we can use anything to our benefit. there’s no need to compare our progress with others. it doesn’t have to be perfect. only that it needs to be real. there are others who maybe getting caught on so to speak. to our futuristic endowment of this technological wonder of connectivity plus spiritual potential of reaching great heights cumulatively ofc if we can get past the current global hiccup and overcome the bottleneck state with perhaps. hopefully no casualties so that we can finally reap the benefits of our cumulative hardship. which has significantly heightened in the recent years.
until we declare
that all life matters and prevent harm to every individual, we will always be a bit askew. there will b a bit of off rocker. there will be misalignments. confusions. there will be spontaneous deaths. either by those who harm others. or to themselves. multiple ways a person can harm themselves and others. it just takes a moment of judgement. or critical thought. that compounds overtime. things become cyclic. so do thoughts along with it. considering in the mix of such natural occurrences with a star next to the word natural. we also have artificial induction of false theories. such as artificial thoughts. intelligence ( things being inserted. via being supplemented in a very subtle way. almost competing super hard with the subtle consciousness but misses the mark. except for those who do not know what is what, it runs the risk of being highly effective ) when u think about every life that matters. then. us more considerate about every life quality. which begins inside. so ur not fixating on hero mentality per se. u don’t wanna save others. if u could however u probably would. it’d just not possible to save all eight billion people on earth. so u want. a degree of immunity to germinate and develop among us. so now. what are we faced with ? a ton of information. i would say perhaps the work begins there. how do we sort out the data we are confronted with, how do we simplify the load of knowledge. how can we mute artificial thoughts or not desirable or false ideas without being compelled by them or be possessed over stuff we very well have control over. how does one refrain from creating bad conditions. i think most stupid occurrences out there ( ignorance borne out of condition and complexity of what’s available. via environment ) could be averted with simply weeding out that which we do not need from what’s available as to the material available for materializations. casting aside material conditions ( which should be discussed during global peace project since anyone can do evil. wash their hands clean. call it a day. find their reason. become “pure” but so long as they r still materially well off and but the rest of the world is in ruins in its wake , would that be justice served? ofc not ) usually most afflictions occur due to strong attachment to wrongs thought patterns. a lot of these allow us to perceive the reality and have purpose and motivation in developing ours.
in determining the right thoughts we need to transcend the concept of wrong and right thoughts. we also need to transcend between artificial and organic thoughts. when we transcend these meanings. we are no longer looking for specific signs and dressings. but relying more on intuition and other subtle forms of consciousness instead. we are also dealing with a ton of intrinsic stuff. so it’s no wonder why many here would be “feeling out of control” in a way. this lack of control in directing how ur life should be and what the world should be comes from the conceptual mind that forms associations and or utilized already established meanings to make sense of their surrounding and what generally happens. such knowledge seeking is an organic process which completed our survival. we aren’t entirely based on living for self. or self sustaining that we do not need to extend out for need or to give whatever others may need such as services. the world doesn’t revolve around us. there’s a whole bunch of stuff happens worldwide a ton of it is very serious. what could be child’s play in the west is actual events in the east and vica versa. we think horror stories are fun and psychological attacks are interesting or smart. we talk about the devil like it’s ouja board and we are simply enjoying being alive . surely there’s a joy in wonder and discovery of objectives. but we got the whole thing backwards. instead of being certain about what is not the way we become certain about finite ordeals. and this is why we run the risk of making choices which could end in abrupt absurdities. some of these may not catch on right away. they compound too. building their own rapport. organically speaking. if u were to make a honest mistake and caught urself. and u were likely to feel discomfort among other things. become self aware so to speak. u might have repeated the error few more times. our timelines are quite different as we evolve we assume from point of our summit but only after the deed is done. achieving such takes a lot of effort. for things that are initiated tend to repeat with much ease. hence the palpability of human nature. if we can wire and brainwash ourselves or allow such negativities to manifest we cna certainly brain wash ourselves to be kinder and have compassion and so on.
we can also program ourselves to deciphering that “whole “ which is stored in parts dispersed all across timelines of space. of how things disperse. and what goes around faster while others remain stationary. our relativity of understanding comes from our human nature but underlying elements remains the same ? maybe. such is the way our life’s is anyway. u may die. u lose ur name. ur face. but intrinsically speaking a change took place. it’d permanent and it goes with u wherever u are to be next. because we lack self discipline to slow down when necessary and pick up when we are called for action ( the world is not in complete alignment so this happens. we are still in a way under water. there’s potential that things could go either way) all we need to do is at times of greater instability where there are a ton of development that led us cumulatively there and where actions tend to cease or become more subtle is due to the fact that when there’s higher risk. the actions are a bit more proclaimed . meaning that the errors are harder to hide. and the risk of materializing smth that’s not desirable increases.also depends on the the type of risk that’s being took. so if for instance sn objective is build on partial truths. or has reached a point that in order to maintain itself it relies strongly on key lies. that tend to be felt and there’s no way u can iron over the errors. much like the above mentioned material conditions. people often go askew inn talks of money and material possessions they grown and say it’s not classy to discuss these matters but in truth even most religion discusses prosperity. so what’s stoping us from sharing. especially in great dispute and stress which hazards human safety bc of the bottle neck nature of such dissolutions tend to create . ( imagine splitting cell) but we are ill prepared to handle anything of it. see the way we incarcerate folks. we are so punishing g and critical that we are criminalizing loneliness. or time out. whereas our loved and lifestyles need a break at times. it’s via taking the break when it’s necessary that we can contemplate with clarity of mind and make right adjustments.
meanwhile not much really progresses. i’m sure we have some moments of eureka. but u understand that most of scientific findings hardly ever trickle down. plus we look dumb. on one side we have poverty homelessness. people dying bc they can’t afford shit. and on the other side some dumb ads goes on the tv and says they found this and that with ease or wanna go to mars or have three d printers and it’d all catering to either image. idea. or a small group of people. surely there is a way we can sort of discern. the way systems help guide anyone. much like cattle. ok u now go over here. if u have the availability. u can make it happen. meanwhile who ever doesn’t have any availability gets their equivalence which isn’t much. but overall. there could be. as seen from a rather third point of view objective that if u were to make connections between these objectives. all parties would find the right endowment and find peace. which is what leads us to harmony and bliss globally anyway. if people are living lives where they don’t have to struggle and suffer for lack. then there would be less likelihood to see and embody ur life as receptacle. to throw it away would not be that easy bc ur investing in it. maybe with education. a plan. clear cognizance. u may have developed general sense of trust. in the world. most of us are pushed out into the world and then die haphazardly. without knowing our truth or humanity. don’t u think that’s a bit bizarre that this is the same world we advertise as wonderful. endowed and civil? our technology. if anything. has shown us all the ugly truths about our shared reality and world. our next idea is to figure out what to do with all this information. because it is one thing to know and another to implement it or make use of the data we are endowed with as opposed to our ancestors who didn’t know lick. even a handwritten letter took so much time to be delivered. we could be very glad indeed by how easily we connect these days and make good use of the plethora of information we have under our hands. the issue is. again. as stated above. as long. as we don’t value gina life. these channels will also be abused and as a result of such. we wouldn’t even able to utilize it’s full potential. and it seems we can’t cheat cosmos. or lie to ourselves our way out of it. there are no shortcuts either. the wormhole from human standard and realistic purview seems to be a illusion. it simply doesn’t work in a linear timelines reality structure. the laws don’t apply here. there are no shortcuts.
and u may think well how can i go about it. u mention all this but fail to tell me how to do any thing. well firstly i can’t tell u. u have to be sort of. induced. with the complementary nature of experience along side knowledge that gets passed down via trials and error. and determining for urself which method works best. based on by ur own personal findings about ur own reality and let go. pick up and then let go. i find that not strongly adhering myself to any strategy or theory tends to allow me to be naturally drive. by the right theory by intuition. instead. so u would think u need to know more. u need to pack ur head with. or data. u need to think more and tbh m hard and plenty. it’s the other way. efficiency means effortless it’s like breath. it comes naturally but to reach such naturalist is not easy and it’d not a set summit either bc life changes occur. our bodies change. we get older. our skills evolve too the more we live on earth the more we are able to select and detect patterns. somethings do take their time. but it’s not perfection that matters in ur practice more then it being real. ur effort being real and ur truths with it. that last part is established by being honest with urself. usually when we are endowed with a. ton of info. we feel like that itself is shortcut. it can allow us the path away of thought . it may inspire us to think further or do research about a topic we may not be endowed in. the issue with things going well and our assumption that we are evolved just bc things are going well is bc we were never granted the chance to utilize our knowledge and put it into skill. but that’s when we begin the furthering of our understanding and be endowed with more insight. most issues happen bc of that rigid handling. we are too certain in our self assurance bc maybe it’s our desperation as life can be difficult. there are strong happenstances that can get us out of whack. good times are easy to be had. and everything feels like we are on top of the world. but then. we take a nap and wake up in an entirely different mindset. as long as there is suffering in the world we won’t find true peace especially when we choose to be willfully ignorant about our world. so in a way the clear thoughts to discern our reality complete our embodiment of infinity equal our behaviour which invests in a sort of a future that we are certain to an extend. when we pay attention to these arenas we have developed interim before our “awakening” is the ares that are required a second look so that this time around we are using clear thought. assurance by experience and wisdom from our past errors.
there’s a inherent relationship
between the inner and external worlds. our bodies depend on what the planet sustains for us. that is an obvious on. but there are subtle challenges that also bind us. it makes sense to keep things dignified. in full respect to their divinity and respect the sanctity of being alive. experiencing this brief moment in time. as it passes thru this earth place with us along with it. like a stream of consciousness. today we will focus more on becoming present with the inner substance that is uniquely u. me and everyone else. would it be perceived differently by everyone ? or is it same. it’s just that our minds articulate it rather differently. kind of like tasting food. the taste past could be subjective. someone may not like spicy food. for others ur taste is bland and so on. but ofc. the inner substance isn’t strictly depending on our individual taste. rather that upon having arrived on earth. with the background that is attractive to us. reasons unclear. which sets a unique purview from which our stance may grant us. but the. there’s the difference between the real and the artificial in terms of our reality. that is to say. could interfere with our otherwise unique relationship with nature itself. we see this play put in small instances where we are extremely domesticated. with fast food and immediate gratification that we may feel too entitled and arrogant in some cases. whereas in others. completely detached from the natural world. even forking strong distaste such as it’s dirty and unsafe. but more so what this means within. in terms of our natural defences a subtle consciousness that may he’ll guide us. much like a compass. which get affected by the rather artificiality of our environment. and not just in the case of having been domesticated to such an extend we do not notice or bask in our individual freedom to venture or wonder or .
even in cases where we are connected somewhat to the outdoors nature. we would still be. to an extend. depending on which affects us. a degree of separation from the natural world. like a veneer there is a dome over our heads. thru which we depend. on a sort of exchange. a constancy of feedback taking place. where the crossroads of such information overload hovers above our heads much like in the astral realm. i. a earlier conversation o have mentioned that our way of perceiving is a bit off beat. we feel small at times and other times we feel like we cannot fit into our bodies or personal space. that our calm abiding is so strong in its presence that we can travel across the world in our minds and feel all kinds of things. it is a sign that when we are lax. we are able to twist into anything that even if the world was governed by mostly artificial systems and routes. we would fit thru it with very little effort. this effortlessness is like water taking the dishes of a container it’s poured into. or air that can squeeze thru the cracks. filling an entire room without u knowing. unless wind makes contact with u. it’s only when we feel extreme riding about a condition that time slows down in perception and even tho we may be sifting thru an intrinsic objective. that which cannot be tangible by our hands or we can’t take it and chew it. it still runs the risk of defiling dense. which. whims to weigh heavy. and then we may feel physical pain even tho there’s nothing that’s physical that’s there to harm us and so on. these phenomenas happen bc of our rather out of order way of perceiving objectives. the idea to become fully in tune with the identitiless presence within allows us to intent on sequencing the correct order of perceiving so that we are , more so , becoming aware of such relationships and exchanges. since. just bc switching to a lost to yak type of perception is not going to being about effective change. or quick change. it’s the anti thesis of immediate gratification. a way of life. a strong insistence on investing in urself and ur nature by simply being curious about it and seeking truths. and settling with nothing less than it.
for example. if we are identitiless and limitless or infinite. and say. if we are powered by a light. or a intrinsic smth that is very quick to perceive but bc it’s whole and abstract. and bc we are trying to decipher the message from our human purview. aka. thoughts that are strongly depended. on factors such as relativity, intrinsic meaning of objectives their interactions. arising and so on so then. how can we articulate smth or fallout it’s parts of it’s not discovered yet based on by our now purview which was led on by last events. it’s clear the past events already contain more data as to such associative s which form language. relative words and expressions that convey thee r meanings. which take a long time to develop. but just bc the originating factors of some of the universal building blocks took that much time doesn’t necessarily mean this is a valid measure of time or passage which can be utilized to measure the ongoing or predict it as such bc of the many unknowns surrounding our existence. but we can learn fro the past. since it contains ingredients that will , and some run the risk of being. closely associated to the eternal parts. offer clues and insight as to what to expect. but this exerting isn’t certainty. it’s the ability for us to prepare which is the closest way to explain what “maturation” means. if maturation is what the process of our soul internal stuff is going thru as the prior at reasons of experience. ( but is not limited to such and would need to further be dissected. as to what the term maturation means ) perhaps the maturation represents change. simply change of something that u started our with at the beginning of a cycle. of cycles ( perhaps cycles are also infinite. they go on and on. ) and so ur having a bunch of beginning and endings of cycles in infinity.
now heading back on earth. the now moment. is sandwiched between artificial and organic. where we are sending out signals based on by our daily behaviour. decisions that are being made. intentions that are both clear and unclear. priority of which depend on that sort of mismatched steps that we do so as we do inside. as within so without. there’s little concern as to which started first. the chicken or the egg bc now we are here. at the very least we can make a simple basis established as to the current quality of our planet by the valuation of one given life. for our current structures do offer some insight as to its maturation process. which shows indication of improvements. although not perfect. we can even say we have what appears to be improvement. and every little bit counts. so even if someone were to “fake it tilt he make it or perhaps we have accidentally ran into blessing. disguised under fraud. or tricky. we may have intended on tricking people but our lie is in fact a truth. and now we are being compelled to change. or it’s influence is greater than our single subjective stance or even a singula case or situation that has reached a a degree of maturation based on by its own progress ( here we see that even if a singular process can. be measured as a stand alone. it’s always going to be addicted by it’s surroundings so you also consider the inter relationships since nothing exists as a stand alone. the law of one suggests we look at everywhere in observation of truth for the potential subtle insight and indicators that we might have previous missed. to be considered in a future reoccurrence bc especially occurrences involving more than one , or by large numbers tend to repeat a few times , perhaps bc of the realization period and each person recalculating their own conduct, intentions. allow of which depend on both natural and artificial systems both of which have also their subsequent processes, so a lot depends on everything else for the proper effects. and the keeping in mind based on by what we learn from our experiences transfer to its reoccurrence from where we might have a better more simplified conduct for the efficiency and overcoming of that objective. as to be our discovery of power in a given condition ) we may also have a bit of room to self discover such phenomena this is the fools luck. if at first we succeeded at guessing of processing with that which is established in the prior which could be partial. this offers us grounds to elaborate further or run the risk of assuming that mere guesses can hit a mark. given that we might be special. a savant or
the inner ball of our existence could have travelled either cosmos. would ir easy for us to think space is limited ? maybe it’s inside one other and us encapsulated by more space all of which are connected via channels of wormholes. or lack holes where two seemingly separate sheets of space are interlinked by a tunnel. but the thing is when the objects that travel between sheets of space. they disintegrate entirely and then take a new shape or reorganize based on by the laws and development of that particular space they hop onto. would that mean each space runs on different set of laws. ? or just elaborate ones or ones that have reached a maturation. or efficiency. bc maturation here on human terms supports efficiency. efficiency denotes to ease. or genius. what if there are parts of u. that are still connected via quantum to u as we speak. that are currently making their rounds infinitely thru space. and ur in constant communication with urself. which is relative to the unity mindset. but sometimes we may feel strong distressed when we feel this type of unity worthy it’s likes of people who rape or pedophiles. ur like ewwww ick. i’m one with u? but then when we begin to experiment with stripping human terminology from their baseline establishment of a given condition . we notice the sanctity of our existence all the more. we begin to take healing as even create importance. bc giving up doesn’t seem to be a valid solution either. it’s those inner channels and subtle consciousness that we feel. life to be exhilarating and fun when things are going well and are peaceful. we need to get back on some type of human baseline from which first we can cease all negative and harmful activities so that we can let the primordial dust to settle. from there we can relax just enough to tap into our inner resourcefulness if our presence. pure presence cannot be sold and bought at stores. it cannot be replicated or plagiarized. there’s smth wonderful and freeing about talking into ur inner resourcefulness of being. from there once u recall ur daily duties and planetary suffering u can see how vast the gap between the two is. that’s the intention to bring it closer. when we close the gap. then there is no anxiety of desperation or animosities or worries and concerns that we must continue to fight and watch our backs for the rest of our lives how can we watch our backs and move forward collectively also. so here we discover a huge contradiction in our conduct.
here in this world
we must keep in mind. in discussing human nature that we aren’t exactly targeting individuals. we do things like discuss fat people this people that people and all that. while there are serious concerns about our world it’s essential to develop a deeper sense into our intuitive mind states which are subtle states that help guide us in our convictions as to which is which. and choose the right words in discussing such concerns. since there is necessary in change. for change to be possible however we need to articulate. for that to happen we need to sift thru vast data. to determine where to place our focus is the genius. u can focus on frivolous aspects. assume superfluous nature to what u see bc it’s not u. that is it. u are casting urself aside from it all. stating that what u see is clear as it is. on top of that. but this isn’t the issue. since if we have strong convictions they must be borne out of some type of self doubt. for the placement of such transference requires reason. or smth that is logical in exchange even tho it’s not logical by means of which it is neither priority nor is it essential in human nature. so along with all else we need to determine how we adopt to our behaviours that may either have expired. which means that they no longer apply to todays standards of such consciousnesses. or it was wrong. just didn’t get caught till now and now we need to dwell as to how we allowed it to happen. this latter part demands from us compassion. the more we are able to focus on the natural standard of availability for errors. then we delve more into what the subtle being is internally. the reason why such embodiment of infinity matters in the clarity of now comes from tapping into that effortless being of subtle sense of consciousness that’s concomitant with ur true self. whatever that means.
there are many instances life can sort of develop it’s almost like a film. something f has had to take place for things to come together. for such transpiring. in observing certain types of human behaviour there are few concerns to consider. firstly. u think of origin. others such as context is allowing us to determine if we can pinpoint exectly how a type of behaviour arises and what is it depends on. bc these tiny bits of information can save a lot of hassle if they can be observed at an earlier time. which can reflect the particular position of what we the situation permits. now for example there are already few theories establish as to how some of these things are observed. from technological stand point. where we are both endowed with sharing real life data and be able to watch others who share freely their observations. here we are allowed to witness a slice of life from an entirely different perspective . place. background. etc. the issues are clear. a thing can very well be staged. people could be paid actors who are conducting these series of events in front of live audiences who then predictably whip out their phones and record and then post it online real quick. this sort of data can cause all kinds of instabilities in those who then. witness bc then a presence of an artificial issue tends to make things seem pretty established bc it naturally ( systemically ) bypasses a ton of steps than an naturally occurring experience whose pheromones have already traversed this planet and have caked in on our conscience in our sleep bc wheel of fortune never sleeps. now there are few reason a a social test this magnitude can offer. it can detect how ur goons react. respond and be directly and indirectly be influenced:/inspired by the events. which basically augmented ur choice. or ability to choose. and this part depends on fear concern internal well-being such as ur quality of thoughts. as well as external conditions, what u prioritize . all of which. including what sort of oversight we have. that is the hypothetical place. the collective horizon. u might have to choose family over well-being of others. constrict. limit and cut back bc times are uncertain. this means we are going towards a fragmented future. if we get on the danger lock down alarm zone and each of us turned to our family but be antagonistic towards each other that would
pretty much lead to predictable results. so here we can tap into that subtle mind. since the sucky remind can see the authentic trajectory. bc it denotes to our infinity . and if we are little balls of light. then light travels faster than anything else. which means that we are already existing in future. but it’s not fully clarified yet bc there are potential many futures. so we are in as many places as ( an example ) tabs in our minds. so when we are at contradiction. within our minds. in our human denominations. then this strongly influences how we place our “investments “ to the trajectory of the future. but. when we tap into our inner subtle being. which is connected to that infinity place. then we are not attaching to the extra details that we may be getting distracted by in this current present life. for example. there maybe instances where a person who’s strongly compelled by being right even when they are wrong are clearly not going to realize that their actions towards another indivisible are in fact wrong even tho socially we have certain boundaries such as do not hit others. although in the recent years due to over abundance of a ton of systemic and social issues in the rise , we have sort of blurred these boundaries. it seems tho this is only temporary. as only the backlog of priorities tend to leave a ton of work left undone in the streets which i think should be taken into consideration by the unsuspecting public. for it could shape the rest of ur life. and here u can recognize that the insane inner light is in us all. which is pretty clear no person is born as evil. the intent is there tho like a stain. and it’s hard to wash off the. system bc we think from a limited human purview. we say things like ah well that’s gonna cost a lot of money. u know people. they will not listen. they tend to make things worse. that’s why we can’t have nice things. these exceptionisms are limited in nature bc of their rather human observations but to really set things apart from them takes time and diligence which cannot be done when we are constantly arguing with each other. arguments are frivolous. they should only be done
as a last resort. and only in very key issues. not on everything oh u look at me fully oh u r not calling me the right name oh u must hate me are but part of few things. one is frivolity of life tend to beget more. so the more fake our relationships is the more we create . the more shallow the more abundance in that stance. the more backstabbing and conniving or even timid. the more that will be in abundance and it never ends bc it’s simple frivolities it’s at the surface. like a film over water that covers it. and it really isn’t even part of water u see ? it’s just stuff of the mind. but the second reason is very essential to understand bc what we see as frivolous is protected from the actual discomfort. so here. when we stop and realize we aren’t even getting what we think we see we are more receptive to see what is there for us to see that is essential to figuring out what even is the issue in the first place. anger and frivolities are good on my bc the body or bodies are overworked and overheated and very much like a machine that also overworked or starts to get all kinds of alerts hey watch out for me over here that’s when u know it’s gonna need to exasperate itself to save some of its more vital parts that operates the whole machine. so the venting part allows us to not completely break down kits part of our survival. it’s an alert that smth is very very wrong. and it’s hard for us to really touch in with this subtle being ness. it can save us. but we are too distracted. too timid and here we must also consider there’s very little room for error. so we end up being this really macro managed people. we want to get it right at first chance at first love at first look at first talk at first this and that but this is fools gold. it hardly works that way. maybe this is due to our general disposition of separateness from each other bc capitalism priorities barter and so we have very little room to mix and mingle and get comfort with each other. but it’s much better to feel out the atmosphere. and give urself the time. now ur human self will be compelled to compare. it will say u will never. amount to anything. u lost ur luck. nothing special will happen to u. or things of today
wont improve come tomorrow or maybe the person who ur assumed was ur love life turned out to be. sour grape but u are second guessing ur life bc … at any rate. these are human point of objectives and we don’t know what tomorrow holds. it’s true that the last three years a ton of stuff got amplified to a huge degree so i don’t blame especially young people for feeling anxieties and scared or uncertain about the future. but this isn’t normal. surely we are also discovering contradictory data about a ton of stuff development of which we don’t fully know bc some of that contains a ton of sensitive data. so we are sort of left in the dark. like someone barges in tells us how terrible everything is then. closes the door and lets us figure things out all on our own but these r just projections that are produced due to some of the heightened concerns and apparent inconsistencies. not exactly rooted in anything real. sure it could be viewed as potential. at any time we could die. at any time we could make a huge mistake. we have done this a few times actually in human history. we played with toxic materials and took it as far as outer space and almost destroys ourselves. god knows what other stupid stuff we have done that we haven’t heard about. at any rate, continue to work on urself and counter these thoughts by telling them. i am being of infinite. beyond just this life. while this life matters. these negative thoughts about myself don’t. surely the work doesn’t end there. today u might be a keen observer. a student of life. a grasshopper. tomorrow u will be skilled technician who will pass their wisdom to the young ones after them. use this time to learn and understand . more here in this world we have vast difference in terms of private lodge. but this isn’t so to say compare. ofc exception of body harm we can see money doesn’t always bring a happiness but solves issues and makes us feel safe. and having family is a blessing that not everyone has. so a person could be well off but extremely alone. and there are ton of people out there who are living paycheck to paycheck but they have discovered secret to family or more so secret to healthy life which is established in family anna friends. but they too suffer from health complications. sometimes lovers quarrel bc life and materiality harms them. so much they
give into addictions and afflictions which end up getting ripped socially we don’t notice our privilege and point fingers at others whose nature and life we do not understand . and here we don’t. bc ur e are observing things from a human purview. , not from a point of infinity where we can recognize who is suffering and what is the problem . we think we are brave in our opinion but it’s actually from a very common denominator that causes much of the afflictions today. “scarcity mindset” and now the cauldron is hot. and everyone is in the melting pot. poor rich happy sad. this that doesn’t matter. because the point is not that which was established proper which is passing onto what’s next. the idea is to make things more unpredictable bc for some reason and with the previous programming there were far too much repetitive social conditioning which accidentally opened these very strong channels among us. we just need right orientation to utilize these channels right. they seem to be burned in. but now they are being destroyed. while the framework may be destroyed. the intrinsic quality is there. partly bc these were created at the cost of many lives in suffrage . so a ton of bad juju which means that there are spiritual protectors in the halls and corners of these now intrinsic mandala of a tha ways that connects us all. the right intellect and cognizance allows us to align to its true power so that we can unlock it. honestly. while i condemn violence and wish for all to be safe and alive. i’m glad that we are having some movement at least. it’s not perfect but for decades we were stuck. so there’s also that. we must recognize the sacrifices and honour it by reducing and eliminating anyone else from being sacrificed or harmed along the way of our “total and absolute becoming”.
on why the now moment matters
when . utilized correctly. from west of infinity and detached as it may, living in the now allows us greater prospects into our existence. bc we aren’t just basing our acknowledgment of our existence from a shallow viewpoint. but from a point that’s from the prior. which includes all the information. not partial. when we base ourselves from the whole story and not partial , be that as it may, since we are from a unique stance of human purview, so our understanding will naturally be partial but the interim absorbs all and has full intention and discipline not to cheat itself. when we are inclusive of the whole story and not just it’s parts. more desirable aspects. or whatever attribute you us in that otherwise small shallow stance, then we are automatically in agreement for not wishing to make errors. which propels us to naturally be drawn to prevent any error making along the way. which is not to be mistaken with perfectionism. while perfectionism may appear to offer the same benefits. it’d in that not fully knowing. bc ur compelled to accept ur humanity that grants u that imperfection in the design itself in the first place. bc we can’t recall origin fro our human purview and know what our previous life was like or where we were before we were here. so we are already choosing not to fool ourselves. but contradictory data shows itself anyway because the idea of proceeding from a whole view point although is natural is also quite shrouded in our human existence. if we must have done it in the past. we must have done it without realizing it. accidentally since it attributes to our wholesome nature. but then cognizance gets in the way. articulation and too much practicality can make things pretty systemic and then there’s strong conditionings and assuming strong stance on meanings of words etc surely while processing from a perspective of wholesomeness may seem obscure since u are working with various forms of data some of which may present themselves in their simplistic form but ur human articulate mind may expect a human determination and terminology instead. this simple nature can feel employ at times. which also may counter our effort to end result expectancies. but it’s very much like exercising. bc ur dealing with how to train ur mind to move from somewhere that is more authentic and true to ur origin. not just true to here in this earth place since any data can be augmented. what we have here is strong co dependencies of thought. that is human to human exchange. contact. and data collecting. confirming which data makes it to the grand picture is all but part of our human intellect and it’s limits. pros and cons. it contributes. but it’s none greater than the wholesome purview. but it not being any greater does not exempt it from its priority and the ways in which everything came to be that brought us collectively here. since all of this. points to our collective karma
this being here from a look that of reference of infinity is contradictory in nature. bc since u exist. u must have had a beginning. but how can infinite things have beginnings. they r infinite by nature. hence the paradox. maybe u can inquire further into this objective once u die. see from a reference point of infinity. u begin to notice more choices. u do not base it from simple human terms where u begin here. u do what u want internet and then u die and that’s it for u? that’s it ? all of this and then we cease. done. i don’t know. it sounds interesting. could even be potential. maybe that which begins and ends is a human concept. and human nature. why we are here is still quite a mystery. but that’s the zest of wholesomeness. there’s a degree of madness in existing. maybe that’s why we go mad occasionally and get scared. we can notice simply by observing our own experiences when good things happen they are super good and when bad things happen it’s all of a sudden the end of the world. which shows us both our resiliency and vulnerabilities. we can be totally in our shut. got it all figured out. equanimity whatnot. next thing u know smth happens and our world is upside down and then some time passes. we go thru series of events and layers peel off while levels rise and we heal again. i’m not saying deny everything. i don’t say give up ur humanity. don’t denounce all and just sit and exist. don’t dismantle the system and mess everything to destruction bc u think structures is the enemy. and not know what’s next. there’s gotta be a good reason as to how we got to this point. which requires us to look into ourselves. of equal measure. u look into urself and i look into myself. we can have our stuffed relative to our origin. heritage. lineage what have u. the linear development is like swiss cheese. it’s got all kinds of holes but maybe u got a piece of information that makes sense for completion of mine and vica versa. maybe it’d not that direct. maybe what i have works for someone else. and u get the gist. we all have these viewpoints. angles of which are resonate to our unique point of existence wherever we are in this planet. so if u see the constellation
in the sky. we are the grounds version of it. and stars go out all the time. we have such luck that some lineages even survived such a dark human history. it’s worth to stop and appreciate our human resilience and attribution to stand our ground no matter what. we can slow down and recognize the same consistencies is in everyone. then. from. there we can decide which sort of “old stuff” we are inhaling in the air or tapping into the frequencies which also do things to our brain. of. this doesn’t truly put our highly technological ways of connecting. and augmenting further data this way. it’s like the same rotten objective playing out only in entirely different setting. but ur foolishness may be ur advantage over the experienced but also not always can it have ur back this lack of knowing and rather carefree nature of basking in between the perceived and the vastly unknown. since everything improves. this means even. our false conceptions and albeit short sighted. evil intentions. no matter how delusional any one of us maybe , and how certain in our self righteousness. the truths will eventually reveal themselves. there are two notions. one is that bad. although it’s temporary . and can turn entire lifetimes upside down and even shorten or annihilate them will never last bc they require more effort to upkeep. while the good. albeit sometimes it may appear to disappear. or u may doubt it was ever there. is far longer. one of the reason why infinity is greet is that we continue to invoke the right frequencies along the way by tapping into it. u may wonder how these frequencies tend to coexist and do it fade away into oblivion. i think that’s bc of all the lost shortened souls and lives that got destroyed along the way of our evolution. we may assume it doesn’t matter. it’s just some dumb people who were shit out of luck. u may say it’s better that it happened to them than urself. u may think that some folks have to suffer so others have benefit and stand off wait until everyone’s else has spend every drop of their hope. and not notice ur true in tune and power of inclusivity was missing ingredient and the like. we may assume. calm life is a good karma. and afflictions attribute to smth deserved. and not notice that our idea of calm is more like coma. and afflictions could have been averted with simple swop of human rights utilized in the right way. at the right time. when issues are still small.
but we already do this. the blueprint of eternity is always there. u see. when the eternity is already there and it’s true. much like the sun or the stars or the sky or the air that fills ur lungs. that too. even if we decided to be shallow and base our humanity to simply desires of the flesh which would bring us to be more greedy and arrogant with our world. will only fork this vision that we assume we are perceivable as. one is the abandoned infinity which is there. constantly nudging ur human. hey. pssst. i’m over here. listen. hey. u over there. and then here’s u. in ur small human self. pursuing what u think u can dominate the world with. u go queen or king. u are gonna break the internet or do smth else today and each day. it’s a day to day living today. u may hit the right notes and get high off ur jargon. go to sleep. and tomorrow is a reset. now u have to seek for another high. another smth that makes u feel alive and on top of ur game. surely the latter can be perceived as flow. but it all depends on what ur tapping into. and what sort of flow ur repressing. bc diarrhea flows too. so does pee. so not everything that moves is good for us or is representative of some type of righteousness. when we become aware of this potential. of being wrong. or entirely miss directed. we can be more conscious as to what sort of steps we wish to take. n what sort of waves we wish to make bc it is impactful. every bit contributes. this isn’t to put a blame on collective public on smth that systems are required to do. we will delve further. on this inequality. of power and why that is. now the balance is off between what materializes on our lives and the inner freedom we have. that is more of a confirmation that our eternity is greater than this lifetime. as well as how our eternity has brought us here. but now albeit temporary we are stuck in this cyclic existence. in this life, we notice that our inner kingdom has more space and flexibility. whereas our external comedian is that we can’t just materialize anything we want. on top of that. we have power places and extreme inequalities. possibly due to our inability to be present
while holding eternity in our purview. it’s not like we came here with clear instructions. but. we can lighten our historical load whike also holding special interest and personal responsibly to each do our part and help each other wake up to theirs as well for it contributes to the greater whole. past present and the collective future. but it’s difficult to honour the past as long as we are in. dispute in the present. bc then we are less likely to honour the fallen. no matter how irrational they may have had been. it’s the irrationality of our ancestors. that brought us here. but we can see the humanity in them collectively . that they dustin know any better. we don’t know any better still. which we can see how feeble human behaviour can turn real quick at any setting. doesn’t matter if ur financially well off or have endowed with luck and privileges. the biggest question that faces us all is. how can we best intent on a better collective future. by the actions of now. how can we improve the now. by the compression of the path that led us collectively here. and how can we discuss the last ? honestly. no exceptions. when we can’t agree which might happen for some loss is quite fresh among us still. we can agree on the big picture objectives. by continuing the same measures that u wish to permit today onwards. how do u think ur kids will be endowed with further instructions and responsibly it’s that u may leave off as a result of ur handling today. on a collective front , better decisions can be made by hen we can make such strong bc assessments. if we do this what are the results. what if we do this instead now we can save headache money and time. some things may require from us compromise. what can each person compromise on today for the collective betterment. u may soon discover when u lead a way of life and then ask can this be sustained. can this be pursued by all. soon u can find a middle way that not only benefits u but also considers others along the way. all of these are small collective tiny steps that we can make each day which will compound further in time and begin to show fruits of our efforts.
efforts. so when we think and act from infinite being and embody infinity. we are less likely to be too concerned with existential issues facing us today. while at the same time hold that certain things need immediate urgency of actions. as well as priorities. we are not becoming so pessimistic that we wanna give up on our humanity or humanity in general. but inkling our fighter spirit to perseverance on our paths of difficulties. and this infinity place allows us to make better investments. such as our collective future and what may await us in a future place. if for any narendra we say. our actions may lead us to spawn in an adjacent world but more better then this. which is akin to our new and improved karma. or if we keep coming back here. albeit. the backgrounds differ. but for very complex reasons that concerns us all. leads to the same. what’s the collective future we wish to direct ourselves and each other towards. would u think these statements are good pursuit to mislead some to spawn in lesser better worlds than this. but what if ur wrong. then would u say that ur making this world bad and when u respawn here. u may be at the receiving end of the crime and punishment u instigated today to someone else. assuming that it would never come back to confront u. these r not to scare anyone. they r maters of curiosity and of bliss. bc here we have more choice. and here. u can also say if ur were to disbelief potential then would u just be standard scared, or aloof with what’s offered via ur planet and people today ?
let’s play with ideas and thoughts
since there’s all the available clyde’s, we can delve first as to why there are varieties of evil in this world. our history is saturated with it. we are in relation and direct link to a cumulative past that’s fully capable of torturing each other, raping women and children and so on. now we can hypothetically play with the idea of adjacents. such as adjacent worlds and adjacent realities that may coexist. hypothetically. say. if we are doing well in this life, we may respawn in an identical world but a much improved one. say. if ur against rape and violence and are generally good. receptive to changes. and interested in self improvement even if u were not rewarded in this life, even if ur all efforts didn’t dent the changes u wished to see , perhaps not during the time in which u are alive to see it, whatever u were keen about. and what ever u were against somewhat projects into the next life. so say. because ur passionate about these things and u have developed self discipline. u refrain from any opportunity to take advantage of others. ur usually well behaved ( it’s hard to sometimes ) ur willing to admit ur faults and change them. u epics rather not do anything if it is to produce harm or make things worse or produces benefit at cost of others well being. so whatever u are sort of sacrificing here and adhere to as to what sort of values u truly believe in might be in a world that is more attractive to u in the next life. maybe. ofc we are simply playing with such phenomenal topics as karma. what we know about guns. kind so far. why are we the way we are. what are bigger potential reasons for the way we are and from there find someone tho e of determination. motivation at the very least. to continue to invest in our own behaviour.
first of all. we may be exempt from. why if the use listed above as to bad behaviours and habits of human kind. even. lineages that u may be part of. u may say. well we are different this is smth that happened to us and it was a long time ago etc. but the trick isn’t to find someone to put all the blames in determining cosmic truths. for the truths that are happening at large are far bigger than our human understanding. all the while continuing to condemn such behaviours. but without wishing to eliminate entirely ur opponent. which would mean that u would have to become like them. with the exception of self defence . i do t find any reason for such and during these times. the issues still portent to happen reason of which are more contextual and needs to be approached per subjective basis. for better insight. tho for now. let us dwell in. why even are we all coined together in one world. if there’s a great discrepancies of behaviour and such high variations. for example. i might say. as per my own self study and self understanding into which some of my past actions might have been questionable and they were. i could conclude that perhaps in a last life here or there. possible in another place i failed to help others. so bc this world is a thematic with greed. i would summarize that i might have had some type of skill or insight or something and i might have withheld it either knowingly or not knowingly. shit happens. it could have been worse. i could have been so out of orientation or maybe rooted to my last as a psychopath who is bloodthirsty. do such things transmit thru lifetimes and worlds ? or is this particular to this one. for example we see that in examining the animal kingdom and bugs we see types of cycles but although we maybe part of same nature. we are definitely not comparable to animals or bugs. we have common sense. intellect. we can reason and articulate. we have a lot more flexibility in tehran do our behaviour even tho it may not seem like it. unlike animals if any. we lack total coordination and are willing to sacrifice others for our benefit. surely there might be accidental species out there who might display similar bizarre behaviour. which is not as common as packs of animals who get the basics about this worlds rule that to survivor u need to pack together. and cooperate.
somehow miraculously we survived this far. perhaps we aren’t that bad. maybe all these bad behaviours have some other explanation and origin. if we are to intellectualize and break things down scientifically without othering people who maybe directly afflicted with certain types of begs our would require from us super human abilities. any good that we do and have done do not go into the ether for nothing. everything is recorded and everything accounts for smth. we may not see it right now. we might be in our senses dominated by whatever rules this planet whatever has normalized thus far and although it self may not be entirely factual or true. it’s the best one we got. it’s the cumulative efforts of our ancestral pasts that bring this sort of reality forth as we see it today. and here we can apply the same analogy. what did our ancestors do and didn’t do that brought us to here as per lineage and what we have mastered so far in terms of our own pros and cons bc each person. albeit our cultures are bright and beautiful as well as bountiful in activities and habits that developed over time which makes them all the more diverse and beautiful. there are still veeries things that we can at least admit to as not being super perfect. such conduct with each other and how we treat others who may differ than us shows itself in various backgrounds. this is so that we are truly honest with ourselves. some of these are produced as a result of terrible conditions some of which are still going on to date. to recognize that reality is not experienced and is same for two people in the same city is mind blowing. at least to me. we may even say well that’s bc of these conditions. surely at some point we may not linger maintain such behaviour bc firstly we have finally recognized there’s bad behaviour and secondly we have articulated as to why it might be. third although we may see that there maybe conditions favouring for such behaviour. what sort of steps can we take next so we are not so ineffectual in our own life that it disintegrates bc that would be the victim mentality. the more u insist on staying in one place. albeit to prove a point or make a sound argument the more u do urself disservice bc there’s gonna be the art of change anyway. no matter where u are. those who are versed on this subject almost always use the passage of time agains their enemy favor.
but it’s hard. to cast ur feelings aside even tho u may feel rightly strong about them. and be ddissociated enough that u are not ruled by them. but be so firmly rooted to ur path. more so. be determined to overcome issues that may arise as u go along ur own process. which is more of a inner realm than an external condition. usually one of the common. wet up between the internal and external takes place on a common ground somewhere. for these things eventually meet sooner or later. a sure sign that gives us motivation to keep going even though we may exert specific types of good habits and behaviour but not see results right away. it’s bc these things develop overtime and then subtly release the results which even u may not notice until u have accumulated enough good habit that produces noticeable change. so maybe in this world u will be ignored. u may even get to a point of suicidal thought . in this world there is something for everyone. it’s like a buffet of offerings eve tho when it comes to our needs they are somewhat out of alignment. and balance. which causes the existentialism depression and lack in the first place. the instabilities are because it’s so frustrating to discuss these contradictory elements of mutual conduct, like double speak. or covetousness. or two faced ness that does the same. bc it causes this inner unrest when such grounds is unsafe. it’s ok if they r unsafe. it becomes a probmem when they act safe whike they are unsafe. that’s the problem. so along with greed. whatever the meaning may being too ur inner eyes purview , we have some type of intrinsic greed that holds us back from living each other. being trusting. and most essentially to be these we need to be trustworthy and do things of integrity. here we may never sacrifice on our integrity for one error can become habitual and we may not notice that we are putting a prick in our own eye. there we end up becoming more external in our bad habits we reject. we projected them to the world and assume it’s always others who are the problem while we are the fallen angel type. who are here accidentally. and are having g a leisurely time. so long as we never have to see our own hand
so the healthy detachment allows us to not expect to see fruits of our habits ( good ones ) and our efforts to change. we may be watering the seeds of the strong past where some of our ancestors knew what was coming and sowed those seeds much earlier in time. they are so true that they resonate to date. and we may also be putting down some seeds of our own. ofc. the idea is to give it all away. and that’s another clue as to the inner workings of this weird place. world and the universe. so many people die without anything of their own. some don’t even get much of a start. but by law of worldly logic. they are all martyrs. and they all have greet sacrifices. they were born. they existed. albeit their existence e might have been different than what we see in movies and hear on many other stories. we may compare and assume that those who don’t make it are. it strong enough or had some inexplicable karma. but sadly the law of one coin gets these small thinking. surely the starting of any thought can run the risk of being offensive. bc we aren’t expects at all just simply by existing. we have karma of knowledge. we all differ based on by our own origin and development :/experience. so that’s what makes enlightenment slightly differ as to how two peoples development might evolve. we also have some associative relativity to how things develop on earth. but again. there are far too many contradictory issues here. in addition to that. we see that the sun has a ton of explosions. which is nothing new. but what do u feel when u see the pictures of the sun from space especially ? do u feel anxious ? do u feel like sun is 50 percent it’s age ? what would be its next level of development. would that mean the earth will get hotter faster ? what does that mean to our mortality. would our earth go thru some type of changes that are recognizable by us ? noticeable bc they wouod force us to change ? such as be more easy to change places for our continuity and under livable conditions. maybe the idea is to correct and clear all ur karma now. given by how we find ourselves and let go everything else. including end results. bc people die so haphazardly here we need to realize that all this dream can end anytime and then accord our priorities respectively.
here in this world where
nothing is as it seems. when we become cognizant. we already are full with a rapport of contradictions. what ifs. what about what nots. and even what isn’t. we have already developed a sense of self esteem rooted in some type of facade stability. whatever surrounds us tends to have dominating effects. as offspring to human kind we can take the representative element of being entirely depended on our parents for instance. our dependence is 100 fold and this initiation is the effective introduction to our lives. duration of which consists of some type of intrinsic consistency . that’s due to our systemic categorizations. so if ur not in some part of the world under some conditions. even though u may switch places u would maintain to an extend similar conditions thru out ur growing process. the cognitive reasoning that shapes our lives also depends on the type of entertainment and music that we invite to our lives. such powerful lyrics may act as mantras in our developing minds and even later on we may invoke certain feelings that are near associative in terms of our memories that are the inner tapestry in our intellectual realm. when we can see things in their true origin , understanding their impact and purpose and utilize them for the reasons of self betterment. of learning of the ways of interactions between objectives. then we are filling in the areas that are potential for abuse. either by opportunism of other or by our our misplaced inner convictions. so that type of certainty or esteem without substance usually ends up being g more like a sound of an empty gong that’s going off randomly with no purpose and would only invoke attention to say what was that. we do have some conformity ability. where we do mould to our surroundings. not bc we can’t self think but we see this as a nice offering to show others around us that we are benevolent. totally harmless and we are aligning ourselves and our interests to their level. of which a common ground may be found. and from where we give our offering of mirror reflection such as well , i trust ur judgment. so say. u are in the waiting room and bell rings and everyone who was already there stand up and u do the same. does that touch on our stupidity. gullibility or our ability to coordinate cooperate and general sense of trust that if there’s people there that they might know smth u don’t and that’s u rely or trust on their judgment on a given smth. which they can fill u on. but that part never happens. u don’t ask why did we stand up and they don’t pick up on ur cluelessness and assure that it’s ok. it’s for these reasons blah blah.
ofc u can’t take urself too seriously. otherwise you would crack into fragmented theories of subconscious subjectivity to defend the sides u think ur losing. or isn’t true. bc u may feel the inner pull of such changes might inflict. much like disturbing. a really fine dream or challenging a pretty illusion with facts. u might be upset that ur pretty illusion is being shattered but deeper u feel this alignment to truths via destruction of the prior. which is a false understanding into smth. u might have had been supper ensured. u might have build around it. the ground maybe facade the structure albeit strong. might still come down and cause a ton of avoidable problems. all of these, the shattering of previously acknowledged perception about a given topic however big or small, can cause us self doubt and personal instabilities. u could have placed ur trust on wrong entities. who don’t mean well. which refers to ur ability to read character. perhaps there were warming signs along the way and u didn’t pay heed. what does this mean to ur intuition. if. the issue hurts and sharks u in some way. what does that say to ur personal karma. and so on. given that nothing is as it seems and even in ur experience u have been spun. took for a ride. what u took to be serious was a simple mockery. all ur tears gone wasted. ur worries and concerns fall short bc they were not attributed to their equivalence’s. if u ever got tricked the feeling of trickery tends to differ from all other personal karmas bc while in theory ur the dummy. in truth it’s not ur fault at all bc ur main centres are being deceived. such as trust and ability to measure an event before u set off to journey to determine risk assessment if ur withheld information how do use know proper risk assessment. u wouldn’t. that’s when u don’t take urself too seriously. in ur own mockery. u dot get so offended bc u has smth in ur mind of some type of evolution or self perfection or self related cherishing. bc that would mean that u didn’t have ur heart in the right placket in the first place. what if. they r wrong what if u spun them. they tried to trick u. but it didn’t work out to be that way. bc despite ur cognizance. ur higher self knew if truths. had some objectives to work in. which are reflected in ur various departments of operations such as ur intuition sn sue intellect. responding. what sort of topics u may have had been drawn to naturally when u did ur introspective research. part of visiting the lady is like visiting a crime scene. u play the role of a detective. how did things unfold where were everyone stationed at who did the first firing. what sort of clues can u collect. like the forensics. so it matters. greatly.
maybe u took them for a spin via ur higher self. but neither u nor they know it. so this , things are not as they seem may fool even the most striking. most clever of players. bc it’d that much bigger then all of us. and refers to the true nature of such exchange. of causes and effects of the full spectrum of our truth ability as well as full potential which we aren’t truly awakened to let alone sift through vast array of data available bc it can go either way so do our minds which includes that when u were being had. when u got took for a fool or spun. u might initially give into being foolish and being a loser. and the interesting part about our reality is that people with whatever level of awakening and self truths and self work done and for whatever reasons that propel them to set of actions in given conditions will either cheer u on and support u or notice that they may laugh along with the perceivable enemy or the instigator. with whom u might be having such a. spat in the first place. the most bizarre notion about our life is without full knowing into self and nature we take ownership of others and go so far as to have strong concrete certainties about each other to such an extend we end up frequenting destructive behaviours to help resolve or mitigate difficult conditions. and while we may have avenues that solve some of our issues and allow us to safely vent. we don’t have avenues into our slow risk conundrums where we can gather and discuss so that we can find some type of avenue of ease. religion offers some mediation but religion has a strong connotation to some of the current structures as we see today. so much like any other part of human development which portrays human imperfections. do dependencies and conditions that are strong by certain timelines we all are part of for it attributes to our shared history, it too has some responsibly in discussing human attributes to overcome some of its wrongs ( the human condition) but when we see global conduct by todays standards and each background and handling on ground. we tend to see that we may be central to our development. the centre of which we made past traction to get here. our understanding and grasp as well as management is about 50/50 so we got things 50 percent right and 50 percent dealing with it still bc of the complexity of human endeavour. some of which are compounded. like back logged which is representative in our day to day priorities and who gets to wait. for whatever reasons. what sort of systemic shortage causes such instabilities by numbers. why are we not discussing these topics bc of what other social conditions that are keeping us busy still etc.
and then this can touch on our existentialism depending on where u are. u might notice that life is both fleeting and essential to consider as worthy to uphold and night. and nurse so that we are getting the most out of our experience. some say what is life , is it merely experience ? is it to experience things and gain a rapport if memory ? if we all share the same mechanism . wouldn’t we already see the wrongs in our systems and environment ? and say well then how do we place such distinctions on everyone. we aren’t gods. we are human beings. we don’t know everything or have all figured out. so a degree of self plus vu leads to humility. not the other way around where we are forced to be strong even when we don’t know what is going on. or carry the burden of much more than we can handle bc we too are human. so in relation to representatives and those who reflect values and worth or people by numbers. there’s a lot more responsibly in conduct. but we must also consider that perhaps it’s the whole framework that a faulty. how can we expect one person to figure things out and then good one person responsible for when things go wrong. bc we are all in the discovery of our true nature. even those who may have access to data that majority is prevented from , would have illusion tat they are ahead of u. but in truth when this begins to play about. we get something like what we see in reality right now. so even knowledge in and of itself seems to be sort of useless or is jot the most dominating objective in this world attribute to enlightenment but what we do in company of such. or in awakening notions. we may change of heart. change of mind about our previous notions. we may initially assume that human beings is like animal species where some are bigger so they are more like the predator. and then others. much smaller ones. not only display lower animal qualities but they deserve to die. bc we may assume such mental entertainment. i don’t know what purpose that would serve personally bc i personally don’t think such thoughts could benefit anyone. but say u were thinking like this. and then smth comes along and challenged this notion. its ok to pause. self reflect. take a few steps back so u can see for urself the big picture and humble urself to apply change. it’s ok to say i was wrong. or i didn’t know. though socially we need to make sure suffering of this types don’t go wasted hence the art of reflecting things in to the big picture for good change.
then there is the oppportunists bc we all evolve that we must make space that even bad intentions. bad habits. bad thoughts ideas. partial truths and hidden agendas also evolve. albeit. their durations will be harder to maintain bc they are not authentic nor natural and bc they attribute and base their establishment on lies it also requires extra manpower and personal attribution to upkeep. which overtime produced cracks in its mechanism where information can leak or u get grip less beyond a set stage or truths may reflect ur inner dream realms but even here things are augmented. do we must also consider as without so within. especially in company of covetious ness and strong delusions. and bad intent. for it also plays out in our dream realms to an extend bc the dream realm offers more free will and personal agency of esteem. we may get glimpses into these in a much different way. we are still not exempt from false induction of a given objective especially if we are being specifically targeted. so until we fulfill our duties as useful idiots . there could be a period of repetitive instances that may appear in ur dream world designed to alter ur decision making process or ur thoughts and feelings about a given objective. for the dream portion of ur immunity and hygiene. the same applies. don’t be impulsive. don’t be compelled by no matter how impactful how negative how compelling how powerful the dream message maybe. to give urself that room of personal flexibility bc one thing to break bad magic. u just need to call out the devil by it’s name. or just becoming aware of foul play automatically freezes the bad intentions. and the bad magic from being effective. but the work doesn’t stop there. u still have to clear the air by scientific coherent thought and input so that ur dismantling the bad magic so that it doesn’t compels others who may not notice or are less skilled on their path. so this also applies to being spun. i mean what is being spun but being deceived. being tricked. there appears to be fraudulent behaviour near ur personal vicinity. simply becoming aware stops it’s effects but it won’t make it go away. there has to be more action after. usually when we embody our truths. and act only efficiently with meaning. and necessity. that suffice to overtime fade the bad or excess or negative or untruths. but it still wont be enough to clear others hearts and soul. and bc bad evolves. do we say that some folks will begin to appropriate virtuous actions and thought ? then we look to execution of behaviours. long term end results. things that cannot be diluted by their processes and are transparent. we can not demand transparency from others when we are not
to really bask in the now
requires memory and energy reserves. if we are anxious about the future and depressed about the past, because we are not aware of how to navigate these grounds due to emergency of now. as that can easily happen, it is no wonder why we are finding ourselves in a collective sense, a level that’s not totally satisfactory and fruitful. but there’s a process that led us here. which is why the correct way to see into our past and utilize what we can gain from our findings into the now. and every person who awakens in the now could be fully endowed. they may get all the notes right but it still wouldn’t matter if they catch phenunenia or run into an afflicted person who decides to take their anger in them. these too happen. there’s so much compassion and so much loss. hearts become calloused. we have in our conceptual minds a basic understanding of the world. articulations tend to give us some type of clarity but then we are sort of stuck with walls and walls of thought. these thoughts can get us attached to getting to know more and wander into more intellectual digging. all of its designed to perk within the feeling did joy for being alive. for it promotes peace. in the absence of afflictions we are in the clear to think. and to see. that’s when we can collectively bask in the now. but right now. o think if it ever happens. perhaps accidental alignments. like sun accidentally peeking behind clouds on a rainy day sometimes that too happens. and it calls us home. there’s a warm feeling about thinking of this world in a much better place. we notice these feelings. develop strong attachment to them. because it’s relief. but we make a false connection and juxtapose what’s near to them. forming these doubles with objectives that don’t fit in. but this is good bc it shows us we are naturally meant to be and less pure lives. free of afflictions. promoted with love and generosity. curious and full of innovation and creativity. but here it’s haphazardly applied. it’d very juvenile. in development. does not notice the surroundings it finds itself in our totality of consciousness that is. it’s still developing. and we may find ourselves at this awkward stage and not know what to do about anything.
we may feel a false sense of now which is a projection of the past that’s unresolved which covers our eyes and blurs all our senses drowning us in between two obscure worlds where we don’t know which direction is which so we go to this side of the spectrum if our experience and then to the other side. taking bird and pieces from both. creating a third. but it’s sloppy. but it’s where we drew our conclusions from. however misaligned. however incoherent they maybe. that too happens. it’s very hard to figure things out while ur sandwiched between ur own personal awakening and the grand awakening of the whole wide world. it’d sloppy. sometimes u may fall asleep with ur eyes open. give into some preselected text and cave into actual sing some old story into life with another suspecting person whose susceptibilities tend to align. other times there’s nothing that provoked a particular type of action but it has developed as a striking side effect to here secrets of smth that has been taking place that’s been slowly contributing to its finalizing its venting out its stuck energies bc that definitely happens. when things are out of whack. they are not being propelled by nature. although nature might still be a dominating aspect. ofc. as this place goes but at the same time artificiality takes a hold so ofc now there’s inclusiveness of how things are sort of staged. they are peppered. seasoned. fit for any palate. to make things desirable there need to be strong mental connection it’s via the mental sense that everything else gets their spark for everything is an attribute to memory and body too has one too. with us being totally disconnected to what our bodies collect. we are unable to digest our experices. traumas and certain messages that are stored in our bodies. it’s not just what directly happens to our bodies that set this memory. but there’s connection between the various cycles that the body exerts are also in relation with nature. so there’s that aspect that’s not entirely out of our control but it’d so subtle that we do not notice. if it was easy. we wood be more linguistic about trauma and how to handle emotional difficulties associated with human error but we do not so what’s happening to us. in terms of negative condition in human behaviour is not natural. it’s a byproduct of a condition of smth that we cannot currently tell as to what
or why that is. we have concepts that are limited to our human quality but to strip their human aspect and best everything on their intrinsic qualities is very difficult to do and the more u strip things the more basic in their nature they become. u know what basics are it’s the building blocks of universe and the cosmos and it’d the same ingredients . same few basic shapes and numbers. just sequenced differently. so even if u notice these basic shapes and sequences. the knowing or discovery part of the sequences is an entirely different ball game. think it would require from us total collective evolution and transcendence to reach that point. cos right now it’s only glimpses of here and there and at other times u have to be totally out. like go into im ur subtle mist brain waves and hang there for eons but what good wood that do unless u can materialize these aspects for the benefit of us all. the getting there requires all input. to get us there is an entirely different ball game. we are still hell bent on our survival and basic needs. while completely denying it at random. whoever is displaced whoever is down kick them while they are down shows it’d ugly hess in human conduct right away. but there’s good there too. it’d weird bc the gold gets gooder and bad gets badder and then u wonder why that is. it’s like dude. the good should be good enough that even bad is compelled to switch over. all on their own accord that there is no longer need to label things as good and bad respectively especially for stark social comparisons unless ur doing scientific analysis before a thesis so a decision can be finalized and actions can be set off from there. but simply criticism and judgment without relaying or translating any of it into action is sort of necessary during the period of ignition of inspirations among many. to who this may concern. for what sort of areas u may need work. it could be spiritual or it could be material. it could be emotional but could be something else. u may have a small peer in terms of what another might input from their point of experience and their life concomitant with what available. each person can become endowed. each action only done so with necessity. so how does that reflect to our work environment and leisurely activities. lots to think about over there. and then we have string attachments to territory. we have strong afflictions with tradition and other string emotions. how do we purify those and remove the stain of hatred. and the judgmental past whose echoes ring in our hearts still.
u might be like one of those who say. but. the past is done. who is gonna go back there if ur looking in the rear view mirror ur not really looking ahead but life isn’t a road. ur not in a car 24 seven. sometimes ur in the loo taking number two. other times. u may be present and somewhere in the cast recessed if ur mind. all in one place as it is as it should be. but ofc it’s afflictions. the unresolved mysteries. the loose ends. the u finished businesses. and open tabs in our minds as well as any contradiction of thoughts that may also arise bc these are misalignments. they are not in their proper houses. they r all out of whack. social conundrums can creep up on u like that if ur not cautious and tough times come with a ton of afflictions. there’s inter in personal struggles. people are tended to be pushed to brink of breaking points they make wrong calls. there could be a say on tv or on the radio that could inspire or stuck in their minds. it happens to us all. good words stick too and this sticky aspect. that we collect from all over us a product of how our minds work. we are like sponges. constantly absorbing all this information. but then there’s order of things. and everyone natural and manmade laws that we follow. we have some understanding into our nature but bc we can’t be on the same page we have what seems to be a concern for race. we think that race can set us apart. bc of political concerns and reasons that we cannot find some tomatoes of common ground where we are in fact all equals. perhaps this is smth that comes with awakening in the middle of a night mare that was dressed as a dream. everyone might be to an extend shalom ftheir heads going like well i knew shut was bad but not to this extend. well i was aware of some human rights breach. some wars. here and there. some crooked laws that favoured the rich and some systems that sort of did eye brow raising that in this day someone should be concerned but there’s no one appointed for the job. bc nobody knows what to even do with these things. we have this gap where we have influx of all types of information some of which have witnessed. serious concerns. occurrences that we may also feel at heart level to be true even tho we are not presented with a tangible proof. bc there’s a ton of funny things going on. a lot. in the dark. a lot more hides in broad daylight right under ur noses. when ur keen on detecting things that aren’t ordinarily there or accustomed or expected to be there but might be there. u may begin to develop a specific in tune with ability to prove potential invincible funny business showing
on in the atmosphere that ur part of. but to be able to see clearly ans without bias or any extras attached or any juxtaposing done about ur own personal busines bc ur both linguistic in terms of who u are. what ur about what u have done. as to good things and maybe ur faults. being comfortable with ur own growth process allows u to be more compassionate toward others struggles bc that too happens. we are not the same. and just bc something is easy for one person doesn’t mean more than it’s just a skill. maybe u can develop the same skill or have ur way about t something that ur good at that u may discover in its wake. and endow the world with ur unique abilities that contribute to the same anyway. special skills is not about special favours n treatment. it’s not about worship. it’s about awakening to ur true nature and ur potential. being available to ur inner avail about depends entirely on ur receptive nature. the more ur honest with ur self the better but u can be a bad person and say hey i’m honest. i’m bad. i do terrible things. that too happens but then here’s the difference between knowledge and application. how do we deal with and sort out info about ourselves. we are more keen on handling others criticism and tough times when we have more inner skill of introspective research into self including the difficult cringe aspects of self. especially that as part of one’s preliminary study about the others and the whole world as well as all the systems we are part of. without self knowledge and self inquiry into the workings of these methods u can still achieve peace and bliss. and maybe u can receive social help and then discover ur inner nature that which u may bring out and define. so many paths lead to one. but systems are currently step one two three. we have both neglect and support in versions parts. both advantageousness and advantages. we see it can change hands. be good or bad because of it. so we have a lot more to learn about these systems. i think we can cut some slack to those operating it how could they know the full spectrum right off the bat. they too were waking up in the middle of all that. decades of our human struggles and strife the same. albeit very different in parts which is why in this awakening period for all especially some what they are presented with might be more terrifying than ur lot so give them a slack part of doing bad things to others is the inner ir recoverability of that once upon a innocent self it’s very hard to do. since it can be done. but it feels totally impossible especially after the first bad action. it becomes worse whe the pardon gives up and becomes bad intentionally. says inside. it’s too late for me. do these strong. convictions are hard to break out of. they can be done and context is key here so we are not stepping on others toes here. bc there’s serious concerns in around the world. this is just for contemplative studies.
why is it simply not enough
to be self realized and enlightened when the whole world is shrouded in darkness where all ur hard work either gets undone or is simply not enough. sometimes u may feel compelled to participate and help but fall short anyway. u may notice that life is tragic. that it both enable playfulness and grow thru challenges and misery. things when they go so well are memorable and when they don’t. is a life and death matter. all of a sudden friends can become foes. family can turn their backs on u. ur whole life as u knew it to be could very easily be pulled from under ur feet. leaving u desolate. unable to hell urself or merely contradict all that u ever knew via just one happenstances that throws off all ur hard work up until now. there simply isn’t any certainty that u will succeed or see urself succeed. it’s mostly a privilege to have such troubled childhoods and be able to grow into old age. these objectives are both natural. and at the same time quite rare that we do not notice such avenues of privilege in this world even tho we also continue to come back over and over again in terms of how precious our lives are and that we must cherish every second of it , we may develop false assumptions as to what spirituality means. if we don’t have such belief systems, we could contemplate as to why we exist and how things are operating surrounding us. we may notice that we may either use what we have as we see and perceive. or we combine this seeing and perceiving which is our personal rapport with that which is already available out there. for example. science offers us a great insight of traction with proofs and trials and errors before certain facts become clear enough to adopt without constantly starting from scratch. and it has helped us a great deal to adopt to such notions without having fro spend extra time each generation and each time that we do anything relevant to such topics. our loved have a similar approach when we die and are reborn or we do not remember much about origin of our humanity and depend on texts and remarks of historical figures and system that preserve such traction of development . there seems to be both promising version of human coexistence although in concept stage at times and other times is used as a final avenue. or remedy for calm or ointment for our countless struggles so that we are deterred from further destruction towards each other but hardly ever enough that it sprouts into a beautiful garden where we do with strong conviction proclaim such collective past endeavour of toxic enablement and traumas is not necessary and never steer from evading it.
convictions is that. in the presence of additional info. the whole context can change. so assumptions tend to be a high risk ordeal. yet we do it to patchwork our inner rapport for collecting data and making such assertions on our understanding which reflects a type of reasoning on a given ordeal. both acts as a intention to solve issues and a opportunity to trick others so that those who notice such avenues for potential of either or ( which means that the results can either be good or bad ) and that one’s may run the risk of not seeing a wider scope which enables a sort of long term end results instead. here with the latter one ur taking the assumption that is initially immediate bc ur looking for quick results. bc ur perhaps initiated in the power of now. where ur on. ur toes and creating on the spot. very much like a improvisation but upon ur life and how u conduct urself. there’s a certain type of dopamine with that bc the more u get the notes ( on reality ) right the more this boasts ur self esteem but it’s also very easy to get lost intellectually in terms of deciphering our reality since there are strong correlations in the objectives relevant to the topic. that’s one. and two. sometimes we tend to prioritize the wrong thing we say. well i wanna look smart i wanna sound knowledgeable about something or i wanna get a reaction out of a group of people or maybe i want all people to react. maybe i’m bored. i may simply be looking for some type of friction or stimulation i’m seeking for smth that i do not know. i wanna cause fires that i do not know of what they are for. and perhaps i have my heart in the right place but don’t know the full message. my heart could easily be saying smth like well a particular angle into reality concern bc people tends to be toxic. it seems to produce more surfing than benefit anybody. my heart could be picking up on some type of constancy of suffering that seems to be present and does not reduce overtime if i were to leave it to its own devices or leave it to nature. so the throbbing of pain that’s simply perceivable via observation alone that doesn’t seem to decrease in volume is a call for help. although unrecognized it requires actions and for action to be possible there had to be recognition. for recognition to be possible those who are perceivable to such recognition need to detect it in their authentic radar which can counter their logical mindset about their surrounding and reality because of certainties that are developed concrete about our reality as well as our personal initiation into which we tend to navigate relies on the types of social data as a groundwork from which we base our intentions. given that we are also versed about ethics and dignity.
here we could also run the risk of preconceived notions. preconceived notions is about gathering rapport that is somewhat falls into a previously studied context for east of which ones are able to detect and categorize what they are dealing with so that they can calculate a general set of actions that they may be called upon to execute. appropriate to the context of the matter at hand concerning all within that field. here the issue is that people are called onto utilize their intuition but intuition can be limited or not clear when we do not have the complete information about a given objective whereby causing us to appear conceded or someone who strongly criticized that which they do not understand . i think there is a strong effect to our nature which comes from our general curiosity into our very nature but unable to get all the data on our own. a referral to our vulnerability and strong co dependencies which springs from our unity aspect. but when we are too certain of others but aren’t versed into our nature bc maybe we ran on. arrogance or our privilege may convince us that we are skilled at such info bc we may feel more evolved or enlightened whereas the true inner placement of how the process of enlightenment happens is very hard to discern by outer conditions alone , since we also run the risk of equating certain social conditions to karmic happenstances but do not have proof for such convictions so preconceived notions act more like out of lack of trust in each other and among that which we see and don’t see know and do not know and based on by what sort of privilege we have to work on or from we end up patch working of various understanding. some of which maybe haphazardly or in a awkward way have settled or discover for established overtime. bc also since there’s too much to focus on in the world we don’t notice that we may sometimes lean on partial systems or inaccurate ones. and we may not notice bc it’s very obscure in our nature to detect such errors bc we lack general sense of trust in each other in the first place and do not ever being it to our common purview of conduct. we have contradictory statements instead. where we end up prioritize funds versus human life ofc i think the lines of correcting such simple misunderstandings would have been easy if we didn’t have competition. and strong need to conceal truths for the sake of protecting our tug at the cost of someone else’s luck somewhere bc collateral for such lack of awareness almost always comes with avoidable bad luck but when it happens to others we tend to not think too much about it. or that our inner arising is countered with the urgency of self survival. which is a strong contradiction produced out of misaligned realizations about meeting place of various conduct and implementations upon such topics.
enlightenment can help an indivisible carry their burden with some grace. giving tolerance and perseverance on the course of their becoming and not give up haphazardly or take on a blame that is not their own which also happens bc we don’t exactly talk about unity of our collective environment and such interconnections do to people. depending on how u perceive ur reality and from where have u based an establishment of a type of reality try at makes sense for u since nobody can force u to see that which ur not reality see urself, how then could we allow to be guided by each other if general trust is missing and that anyone could very easily sell u out or trick u or use u as a stepping stone for their personal success for that too happens. which isn’t preconceived notions but it does happen due to false use of otherwise life saving danger evading factor of profiling that which we are presented with in. afire so that we can ahead of time prepare ourselves in time that may grant us the best possible choice of conduct. it’s nice indeed to be able to see what ur dealing with. ( referring to reality ) so that u can learn or gain what u need ( in terms of insight and skill set necessary ) so that u can combine ur personal skill and effort as well as utilize ur energy and time for smth that may brit both urself and those who may be around u. instead which is anti thesis to competition. elimination of ur opponent in a very non distract passive way so that u get the leeway into some type of personal success and scoring of one or other. the bizarre contradictory aspect of our civilized humanity is the animalistic urges we tend to have that varies greatly worldwide as well as how we tend to implement these worldwide acknowledgment of preconceived notions but sometimes it seems like we are searching for smth as small as a needle in a room full of stuff but also with the lights turned off. usually it’s natural that given enough time spent in the dark ur eyes and senses adjust. and albeit it’s not the same vision as broad daylight where ur perceiving is a bit more effortless and secure but that too happens. and i think here we end up getting severely influenced by how well we have done our work as to trust ability on the right objective and whether if we are perceivable at a heart consciousness level bc not every personal negative that we may “pick up on” is from others and vice versa. knowing the difference is a authentic wisdom necessity on this road second to humility in presence of afflictions both ours and each other’s.
for example if someone manipulates someone who’s reserved is susceptible to hate u and attack u. ur immediate reaction is that ur perceivable immediate danger thata closest to u and maybe have contact with u as the main problem which case yes. even those who aren’t “ completely there “ might have some responsibility but consider this that this is a world of very stark realities. some folks get batched up early on and get mani painted at early age where they have no real sense of self and this sort of conditioning happens sort of differently in different settings. contexts. if for example u hear such stores and hate the person or resent those whose strong bad luck manifests a side of them that is not true , that just partial recognition. it allows us to detect that there is obviously a problem . but since this is the world where not everything is as it appears . our humanity isn’t as it is. we both have animal urges. secretly carry out self interested tasks and publicly proclaim of civilization and acting and being proper as well as strong condemnation of certain barbaric behaviours while those barbaric behaviours already happen quite normally even tho their execution isn’t the same as say. medieval times. then there’s the strong certainties we have. we tend to compete so that’s why we are in a hurry and albeit not all the moves we may make or take are perfect. we may ignore our mistakes. or deny them or hide them or project them to others. bc we may assume that to carry on such archaic systems of excess critical and even execution of some who may pose a risk to society as ok. we do. it hardly ever reflect this upon our own mistakes so here the dominating materializations that we tend to impose on the world of structure is contradictory behaviours. when we keep contradicting our own nature. we are sending universe mixed signals. it’s like one moment u say i wanna live and succeed and be well and then next. i wanna die and destroy and be gone forever. so the inverse is like forward and then stop. and reroute. and just when it gains a newfound trajectory it is force stopped. and now it’s recalculating with the new found data and is trying to start up in the direction that would take. here we may have both benefit and no benefit. the benefit is that we gain rapport on the necessity of a lesson that we may collectively have to face. and the bad is that we may get in the way of our own learning and then cause ourselves to be annihilated . given that nature of time runs out bc our progression is. or infinite. in one place at least. this is a transition out of many. while the galaxy seems unmoving and nothing seems to change very much within it. as science forecasts may have us. when they do happen they r quite stellar.
what does it mean
to reside in the now. is it this moment ? how about now ? what about this one ? does this very moment mean that it overrides the prior. does that mean the moment just before this doesn’t exist ? where does all the old moments go? do they even compound to anything ? is the moment of now a sliver of consciousness that slips away thru the dark and into a wider opening which marks the reality? but things didn’t just spontaneously exist. so there’s a prior. does that mean the now moment contains both arrival and departure ? and all other potential avenues thru which all came to be ? what does it mean to have directions then if all meeting points is directionless? perhaps there’s more about now than we are led to believe. the current concept of now usually refers to seizing the moment but how can one seize a moment if they don’t know what they are working with. usually we tend to work towards stuff. so there has to be a promising occurrence smth that can garner enough motivation. but for motivation to be present u need some type of friction for friction to happen u.need more than. one objective which mean that there is a exchange. but if ur alone then where do u get ur motivation from ? motivation. much like anything else sparks creativity. creativity is stimulated via imagination. imagination usually derived myriads of baselines. through which combination of different elements tend to produce emotion. we are driven by strong emotions. no matter how much we may deny or be in denial. usually it’s out of the goodness of our heart that we choose to remain in afflicted or unattached. unabashed. in reactive since the opiate of that tends to create waves that are harder to tame. though that means there is a prior we are deriving from which is the bank of what happened. which is available for access in the moment of now. that means that now moment isn’t some isolated event that transpires spontaneously while deleting all that is prior. even if it may seem like it. it’s using the stuff of the prior in order to generate what’s next. so it’s like this. u begin and the way appears. u may see only as far as ur nose goes. but the more u move the more the best step becomes apparent. at first. bc everything is dark ur kind of like well what if this is the moment where i slip into the abyss. but then u become familiarized with the language of the shadows.
it’s usually said do not worry about the past bc it already happened. u cannot change what already happened. it’s useless that u dwell in the past. nothing good comes from it bc it’s already done. ur going towards future which means that ur living away from the part so why bother in looking back. if u stare in the direction of the past for too long are u even moving forward etc etc but it’d via the last do we understand how we got here. but ofc. reality is convincing in that the initiation into myriad of experiences within it tend to get us to let go and start over. on events that are actually pretty big deal. this level of conditioning might have us believe. “did it even happen” this mentality. am i tripping. dude. did i just fabricate an entire happenstance. or maybe the art of kerri go is dying while alive too many times until the final act rolls by. but we never know when. we may even assume that because life bursts thru our veins that this isn’t gonna happen anytime soon. we may be correct or we may be totally delusional in our mental trip that we end up biting bigger than our chew or abiding to more power than we can handle. next thing we know the moment of now becomes a trap. frozen in time as our bodies fall to the ground. a wrong move can get us out. just like that. with heightened feelings and mind on the roll about its own self importance. or that we never like to slow down and reflect with the last that life passes us by with us speed running through it with gusto mistaking it for traction made. it seems the power of now can both be a place of liberation. and trap. it all depends on our minds. and how we perceive it. then again we are also at a race with our strong conditionings. such as the act of haphazardly letting go the myriad cultivation of our many versions , like echoes in the last end you being digested by the planet. we see relativity of our words resonate through our the planet. we often notice the negative thoughts tend to linger longer. not because they may certain truths within them. but bc our lives tend to otherwise be boring. there’s hardly any ignition to direct our lives without any errors along the way, then what we end up finding ourselves in is this artificial spaces where strong delusions about reality take hold. like deluge in the way of our seeing , shrouding over our eyes. which we might instigate in our initial impulse as to move out of its way. what ever might be chasing us. but in truth there is nothing that’s chasing and there is also no one there. it’s just a mental fabrication of the false momentum resulting from series of internal misfirings as to one’s inner alchemist who’s afforded the wrong ingredients about their reality. and ur developing these strong side effects much like a science experiment going severely wrong. expect that in this case it’s very subtle. we don’t know the wrong we do because we can definitely be convinced that we are doing smth right. and not notice the signs along the way bc we get a false sense of being present.
in our sense of presence it’s more like a pretence. bc we also aren’t fully equipped to handle errors in our recognition of our reality as we continue on our way. so we are not only busy concealing anything that might cause a slight disturbance in our momentum, but we are convinced that the type of presence serves as a override or concealment of that which happened as a error. albeit. the errors can also compound . some of which can take a definitive momentum which maybe harder to divorce later on or label or identify as an error let alone over time what happens is that the further we move away from an originating cause the more unrecognizable it becomes. which means that as it multiplies we may begin to form relative association as to what that originating cause maybe. and even generate series of causes meaning that we may divide or ration the burden to various mock origin which ends up giving us a false sense of narrative. the issue with that is we think that smth or some things rather are separate whereas in reality they are strongly connected. and relevant even as one. but bc we are assuming their origin as myriad , we end up contradicting our approach and behaviour every time we are confronted with the true originator. every time we send mixed signals to the universe. it has this two steps back one step forward motion instead of one step back and two steps forward motion. which in theory is only an echo but this world is a free willed world so an illusion has power to convince an organism as true and cause that organism severe harm and even premature death. while the echoes are illusion they produce effects that are real. which i think is. a non direct association to that multiplication of an origination cause into many. but playing in a bigger field. because these things are connected. that means that space is space from our human purview . and we are having a human experience all of which we are not grander fully not consciously at least or not in the intellectual level of our basic humanity even tho we can form establishment from our basic human needs although bc there is a factor of dullness or boredom or degradation. it is only sufficient to find the right type of stimulation for proper motivation into actions which then materialize the type for reality we end up having to confront and clean up later. depending on which angle we are handling it from next.
then there is the constancy of everyday is a brand. new day and ur born each day and each day offers new opportunities to make things right and get it right. when we rise every morning there’s a fresh feeling of a brand new day much like a canvas. it’d enmity and open for suggestions. it’s open for creating heaven or hell. it’s open to dream a beautiful dream or paint a nightmare. all of it is perspectives mind u. both nightmares and beautiful dreams dreams have purpose. the fact that both exist me as that we cannot deny the negatives and only focus on positives bc it would be akin to deny responsibility and live only on pleasures. which is impossible. we all have responsibilities. we produce waste. we have to clean up after ourselves at the very least. it won’t go away on its own. and one of the illusion we have grown accustomed to is when u throw smth away it just magically goes away. the out of mind out of sight mentality is very strong. and is reflective of how we handle karma and if we were to look back without fear that it’s gonna swallow us up, we would know the power of the past is entrenched in the present. so is the potential of myriad of futures before us. now to get to the future. we have both. the past. and the currency of now. the past offers us the blueprint of how we got here. if we are really keen on understanding the true message of the past we would understand that to stand in the now mean we are standing side by side with the past. especially from the perspective of non directionless. then ur operating from a timeless stance and ur no longer susceptible to be trapped in the throes of the “hypothetical now place”. which is linked with distraction. and when we are aware that we can’t gulp the entire past in one sitting that the course of our lifetime means that we will simultaneously digest the past and the future so that we accord ourselves in the moment with the right presence that is the alchemists ability to have the right amount from both depending on the context of which u are compelled to analyze as it comes forth and ur drawn to certain types of logic. what we would become versed with is a type of cosmic dance between timelines all of which are already available to us. though only minds that are not selective with facts will be granted with the ability to see wholly and fully.
why this means is precisely that. if u take now moment as a means to escape the past soon u will discover a very constricted future via a very trapped now. which mean that u have some digesting to do. the past that keeps knocking on ur door has something to tell u. there are things u may need to notice that u couldn’t notice before. sometimes it happens too. especially when too much happens in a much shorter time than we can digest. we may feel burdened. and we may feel overstimulated. we may feel burned out. tired. exhausted but life must go on. in certain instances it is very hard to pause on. our life and expectations that we can really compose on our past to get the right notes so that we are veering toward direction of a more harmonious future. if everything that led us here and what we do now invests in our future . even tho we may be only one person , our wish would contribute greatly so long as we are thinking of everyone. an introspective mind will have no trouble seeing their cringy past and are comfortable with their error. are keen on finding bigger truths associated with as to why these issues tend to arise. it could be a characteristic flaw. a misunderstanding. u begin to notice that maybe u just needed some guidance. and then u begin to ask bigger questions associative to why guidance is scarce or whether if it’s trustworthy and then ask why that is so. and then wonder what sort of future we could contribute towards an then make amends to refrain from doing anything that distances u from that. it’s hard to do, because in a world full of different levels of understanding and experience, it’s hard to grasp the power of true presence . it’s worse if u take the now moment and use it to manipulate others. sat u have access to some information about the past. or u get to have too much u first job urself give. that u have access to certain modes and methods. and u may easily use this for an opportunity that it may present. the temptation to deceive others can give us illusion that we may get ahead but over the long term in determining the horizon. this always proves to be otherwise and a complete waste of our time and effort. it ends up hurting many people. confuses many others who may be far away and may be indirectly be influenced by what they perceive. sometimes the repercussions are rather systemic. u hear some trouble makers and then some policies end yo taking it out of everyone for the behaviour of some. just bc it is being repeated but without any examination on its past or prior so then ur like at yea. we should get rid of that. which hardly ever goes away with just one swoop.
do u sometimes wonder too
who come up with all this stuff. like who decided for human beings to look like this. who says that we need “technology”. why do we have same stuff underneath like anger and hate. we all are convinced. we are human beings. oh the glorious ones. who eat and sleep. no matter how tough we may have turned out to be. we all shrivel at our death bed. trying to keep grace. while everything slowly melts away. there’s both robustness and malaise that plagues our lives. both are essential. they are reminders things change. yet there are also strong convictions in our lives. perhaps due to the extreme nature between such , already existing, such as excitement and malaise that is. but the thing is. the whole human concept is limited by human understanding. that’s that. as long as we have some idea it’s good. there’s also vulnerabilities. ur kit gonna eat and not poop. and when u do have to poop. it has to go somewhere. so even though we can come up with ideas in. our minds and steps may seem easy. the minute we set out to execute these behaviours and turn them into actions some of which produce materialized effects or come with conditions , we notice the serious task of being present within each moment. so here we can get an idea between a want and a need. perhaps. but a lot of similarities are also present in this “ perceivable world” of ours. maybe it’s a cosmic joke maybe it has deeper meaning as to why we have so many similarities. we hear notions of duality. we think of opposites. we say. love ! and versus it is hate ! we are too critical in. our thinking and we notice perhaps the tunnel thru which our thoughts evolve do come with instructions. but it’s harder to connect. this intellectual pipe dream, bc we are too confused about our nature. in general. we can say. well he’s. i’m fully realized. i know all and everything. my enlightenment s the light that illuminated the path i walk on. and then someone asks “ how is ur family”. or ur job description. are u mentally doing alright these days and it’s tough bc then ur like oh but that’s a different story. it’s on. racism . or that story over there is about someone tripping about being greedy and so on. so we have these concrete developments. which were built over long time. they got passed down via more than one transmission. u may not have direct dialect with ur elders. u may be abandoned. perhaps u do not consciously seek for such notions. the truth is tho truths are quite simple. like air. . and they have been there since oldest as time. so there’s also familiarities in their presence.
few avenues are there to take. one is upon continuity of one consciousness as it evolves they young age which provides direct initiation with the world surrounding one, if being told who ur are via various avenues of expressions and human connect. ofc there’s the natural byproduct of being. human which is the common need for support from each other as well as benefitting from participating in our support back, which gives us a sort of collective relief as many folks come with different skill sets. and different angles of perception. there had to be a reason. for us to have different quirks and personality types that are lenient of different execution of skill. some use their bodies predominantly. others their minds. while others are on the emotional management department. and then there is the spiritualists. each person is quipped with a portion to the degree of which a vital whole in line of data is already present. but when coordination is missing this reflect in our data gathering. which is why when those who are not within their fields start speaking on topics they maybe. not so versed with, we end up getting confused. not bc we can’t tell facts from their adjacent. our minds can connect vast degree of data and can easily sort it out. the issue is when we are fillers by types of untrue one which directs our motivation to execute a particular type of behaviour for some type of hidden underway. much like a tit for tat. or expectation. in return for ur efforts. depending on context. there is nothing wrong with a healthy dose of expectations. u may expect no trouble form ur participation. u may say may my presence bring the best out of everyone. so there’s all these types of connections , but bc we have different priorities set in our structures we may get briefly illusioned by some immediacy of a facade and mistake it for the whole aspect. what does this mean to our human aspect ? well it sets us back by being too certain of our nature. i think it’s not a first of many firsts. since we have a track record of systems in place of restraining human behaviour. that’s probably bc we are not entirely in tune with our nature. one clue is our religious discrepancies . while ur free to believe in which ever the practice. using it for warfare or against what it stands for would. not be enlightened or idealistic in service of all. would it not ?
but we sometimes develop coping strategies. and may be too compelled in our self righteousness which is why extreme certainty can be dangerous since it doesn’t pay heed to signs along the way. or concerns and cries of others and does what it wants anyway. and then it gets itself in trouble. here depending on who u are and what sort of privilege u may have u can either get away with murder or have ur life be so magnified that ur sick of seeing ur own face. or healing about urself bc it gets supper dissected . and human beings do have serious of bad habits some of which get systemically nursed such as gossip. which is corrosive for one’s soul. much like disrespecting other human nature that is meant to be holy or pure in some way. such as our conduct with each other. this isn’t a statement so people are shamed and guilt ridden. that’s something that tends to happen by those who intentionally mislead others. the same guide can get u in trouble just so they can say the things that’s been on their minds anyways is no help indeed. it keeps us in perpetual toxic social entanglement. it doesn’t solve issues either. bc it asserts that people can help a condition they are shamed for. where’s there are no avenues of help. not only that. these individuals have already pointed to issues being out of whack and there being no avenues.so aside from such assertion that they can help smth they can’t. their previous conversation is entirely immured and cancelled and overridden or intent on being overridden by an arbitrary half what house of intellectual curiosity. not an honest curiously. one that’s meant to divert. and settle for a lesser or more dumbed down version of the exchange.
but no. we don’t know ourselves entirely. definitely not from the perspective of universal eye if there is such a thing but there are some exchanges being made. we may have our priorities all out of whack. our seeing. even perceiving is not entirely in purser. do u too sometimes feel too big u can’t fill ur house and u can feel like u can touch what beyond the sky? so u sometimes feel so small, that ur actually as big as a atom in ur body. hurt one tiny thing. and ur like but i’m so powerful at the same time. but i’m also just a particle. then when. it comes to prioritizing which , ur like well. sometimes i may get into quarrels bc i may feel either constricted. how ever tiny my true particle is. i may be resonating with the impact of the particle. such as a atomic bomb. so i believe we come with some intrinsic self discipline why? in nature . both in ours and. animals , it’s observed that we discipline our young and we train and teach them so a degree of intrinsic self discipline seems to be quite important as to determining what our nature is. so maybe the dual nature of both trying to live like human beings. whatever that means. and this atomic particle intrinsic continuous infinite thing that came from space before it landed here and germinated everything and it will go back to space once it’s one it’s rounds whatever it came here for. from our human purview we live a dream. illusion. we are like oh sure it’s all good i’m a meat suit. and i’m decaying since day one. it’s totally normal this planet offers nothing our food and then. used as one so other organisms benefit. they benefit from our deed skin. cells. they benefit even from. our poop.
and then we get super angry. we take up arms or we just go and throw all our life away bc we are so mad at this other person and we are willing to go greet lengths to kill them. harming becomes second nature. there are self harm and harming each other. various ways to achieve both. when all else fails. and we really wanna wake up call or intervention. we start judging others. we think that the problem is always other people. there are truths here. but where do we place these truths is just as important as just discovering that there are truths there. because many things are quite similar too. our wording could be perfect with the exception of one word. or few. and it can throw off the entire sentence. u would say well i get it. but it really doesn’t apply here. or it applies but only so partially. i can see the counter intuitive means of this statement. i can see that if a. cause more confusion and snags. bc i also undersrnd that we don’t exactly have basics established about our nature. but this doesn’t mean that we have establish these specific basics. like one two three. it’s more like well. i’m being guided by my intuition and i’m inconstant communion with all at all times. so based on by not just my appearance and inclusion but as i am even in my sleep so therefore it’s better that i’m devoted to my practice and my path and that i’m continually in this peaceful harmonious excuse with all and everything plus it’s inevitable since we rely on this planet for everything. our human nature may not be fully aware about such relationship. it’s kind of obvious when we fault o care for mother nature and destroy everything for smth as frivolous as funds. it’s apparent when we deny the right to exist to each other. life gives life. we must not take it. so these two actions already show how little we know. and that’s ok. i’m completely fine with admitting when and where i do not know smth. i am more in preference with being wrong about smth especially. in presence of potentially ugly truths or fact about life. it’s easy to say sorry. ( ofc don’t go abusing people to see if they are good or bad. that’s just nonsense. a small error can happen and intentional one is not an error it’s a intended crime depending on what happened ) i would definitely want to be wrong about some of the ugly truths. but i wont deny them if that’s what’s it is. it’s just u gotta be like ok well it’s better to be afforded to know what is than something that sounds nice but isn’t true underneath. such is with perfection and or how we priorities these levels we perceive as human beings and from where we channel ourselves in our “frequencies. “
ofc in determining what the truths are first we got some work to do. each of us can do this in our own personal vicinity that’s where our true power is. which is not limited or depended on money or fame. but. if we say each person has to do their work this includes everyone. and if everyone does their work, then things would be different according to how each person did their work. if we were to strongly rely on r for example do u think our end results will be honest ? would they be concomitant with each person of having done their individual work concomitant with the greeter good and that each person would also be recognized and rise to the occasion as well as be endowed. as well as evolved? how’s do u see a world without hierarchies ? firstly. we would still need to be able to rely on each other when time comes and be relied upon when time comes. so that mean that we are both equally leaders and followers. depending on context and time and place. it is not tit for tat. u may take maybe three times before u finally give back once. then next round ur above ur average. have surplus of ur one. time energy effort whatever. and then u give back simultaneously. and sometimes we are all ok. sometimes that follow/ lead routine is in line of innovation. technology. it’s in. line with human endowments. problem solving and coming to healthy conclusions. that are temporary checkpoints before we go on to next objectives . the idea is to make life efficient. and we can do this only when the environment is alkaline. set backs can happen when we say setbacks. context is key. not all loss can be accounted for thus we gotta update the portion of reality that needs to recognize this as fact.
maybe life is like a truman show
a true man’s show. but he doesn’t know that he’s starring in it. usually one must be humble on such things. u would be embarrassed to get caught thinking that everything revolves around u. that would be not only embarrassing but an extremely flawed logic. but for a show to be possible there needs to be a lead. now. there could be many leads. if everyone is the star of their own life show. bc it’s a true man’s show ( the term man refers to man kind. or human kind ) that man must be raw and honest with his nature but. philosophical conundrum is does he know that he’s part of a facade. he’s as real as he believes whatever real even is. hence the true tragedy of his life , or perhaps we are being headed there. let us play with some ideas. what if our world would be like that. and u don’t know what’s real from what is staged. there are people of body doubles. make up so elaborate u cannot tell such cover could be possible. life is one big amazement. everything is opportunity to be awed. possible alien invasions. actual lizard people aka shape shifters. that we have acquired alien technology and alien dna. we have already implemented this thru our technology. and our mating with alien dna is also proving to be some type of worthy of humane pursuit. so important that we must abandon our poor and socially afflicted. and somehow. the theme is always the same. there’s a group of intellectual humans cast off from the rest who somehow are either endowed with. born with or just pure genius , that they know profound information about our world and how things should be handled. and we are always at the bring of one catastrophe to next. it just never ends. so we feel our avengers type group of war wars randos who are eccentric. meaning that the same thing an ordinary person does would be labelled instantaneously that they are crazy and should be admitted is an admirer quality in some public figures that we also worship which is a psychology that could be studied for those interested to find out nature of such. we don’t know that something before us has long been priming us for decades that our minds fit into places at times so perfect it is almost too good to be true. this doesn’t mean we don’t have such human potential of efficiency. it’s just a sign of some type of occurrence that’s taking place artificially over otherwise every natural connections. hence the truman effect.
if our world was like truman show right now we would not know what’s going on. and what’s true and what’s not. we would be confused thus. our internal worlds would have a gaslight effect. much like venus does. we would begin to spiritually bloat. unable to penetrate thru the atmosphere so we can send our distress signals to the universe. hoping that if all else fails here. we would require external intervention from natural sources and cosmos. which is more of a natural process anyway. much like how the baby is ready to leave the womb. it sends a message to the mothers brain. and then contractions begin to get frequent etc. the same is sort of true with us too. for if we were to exhaust all our sources of overcoming hardship we would eventually force ourselves to a early decay. eventually. and i think we must know to an extend , a life of that sort would quickly become boring. bc say. those who set the stage and conduct all kinds of trials to lead u there could do anything they wanted. they can let u die. accidentally. news would be flooded. some random person came and did the unthinkable. and then we wouod go on to discuss mental illness. any information is up for grabs too. when serious events take place and severe economic changes take place. businesses change hands. get swallowed up by bigger ones. those who are rich make big changes and they can buy silence for the sake of “privacy” whereas their track record could be a red flag for the consumer if they knew such changes took place bc in the age of information we know such influence taking place and what sort of dangers of implications present. which is what older generations worked so hard to sort of maintain but then ofc when great disasters take place then the value of issues become cheaper. so a lot of sacrifices tend to be made from the side of vulnerable. and then ofc all of this goes somewhere for some reason and u sit back and wonder why. u wouod see the sort of dialect change and shift. things become rigid. indigestible. u can feel it deep inside that the whole thing is a waste of time and effort and energy. when we are presented with something that’s false or synthetic. there are clear signs that it’s not it’s organic counter part. this is quite distinguishable only when we permit ourselves the true memory of checking for such things when u forget u may not notice for the similarities are and can be convincing but when ur constantly aware bc ur seeking ultimately for a healthy confrontation and so coming to a conclusion and sign an agreement deal for future prospects and protection. so until that happens there’s always gonna be prospect of things going south and that not everything and everyone is approachable on this topic who’s interest is to cheapen the vulnerable to give to the advantageous.
and we all have done this. last part. bc when push comes to shove and one is desperate. what are u gonna do. u wanna live. u wanna survive. u wanna make sure ur family is fed. and secure. u wanna make sure that there’s some thing of a guarantee in the world of ur belonging and ownership. we lack that sort of conduct as human kind because we get lost too much in the staging of the relevant topics so that we do not make it a habit of being too certain in our decisions and too open bc if we are wrong then there are severe consequences for such. and people wanna do things but don’t want the responsibility that comes with it. which is understandable bc if we were to be already in truman show we are already induced with such exceptionism albeit small. maybe it’s cost effective. nonetheless a person can very well be self defined in their mental trips. and there is all kinds of support for that. which is mostly intrinsic. or things in the nature that cannot be proven or just yet. for such a staging that plays on human life also runs the risk of condemning human kind and punishments of such. nature. for example. we may have an entirely warped idea about invoking historical contexts so that we can fix what maybe historically left open, but the way we wanna fox it is that we want others to figure out. it’s kind of like u wanting to be a better spy person where u can hide ur identity and be super undercover but u need inspiration so u may have a sort of a filed study with a group of people who may not know of such scientific studies where u are rewarding them and giving promises but also punishment on frivolous very micro managing aspects of their behaviour which causes them , ofc in their already established desperation that they may have sought a avenue that’s not true to them. are now skirting the stressful objective they have been put thru which gives u ideas and inspiration of strategies you can adopt in public so that u can blend in and not stick out and so on. usually this is referred as a shortcut. but there’s no short nor cut about it for what it does is that it generates these really big deep karmas. relative to their surrounding jeans as well. forms cycles. whether if u are in power to reject or deny doesn’t matter. imagine this as a snail. it may not get up today. or this year. it may not even be this lifetime. but eventually it will catch up to u. and there u will have some thing to serve. but. for others this is also trouble interim. until that snail catches up to u. and the weight of the burden of such karma is measured by how many it implicates and to what extend. so that’s why it’s said so not leave to tomorrow todays work etc etc but the opposite is not only true but is quite easy to implement. for example we already have the framework. we already tell our children don’t cheat don’t lie don’t steal don’t hurt hurt harm and don’t kill.
but then we contradict ourselves via movies. music industry. our own true actions in the world. news. media. politics. wars. but with all of the same conundrum , we can’t seem to figure out this and get impatient. i bet u if for example we were already realized and have decided to generate this world into a stage. truman show. true to its name. things are calculated. some folks are doing their job bc they are forced to. others are induced just as much as well as the strategy nasa employees to its own workers. u have security check points and levels. not everyone sees beyond their nose etc etc. others don’t know what they are contributing to. they maybe pushed to a point of pressing a button assuming it’s nature and it happens to be affecting u in some way. someone else cuts ur water or someone makes a mistake or other and here u have all these things working behind the scenes of which u cannot tell. and ur true in not knowing. bc that’s what makes the jewel in the oyster that cushions u. ur babies all the time too. i’m pure. i’m a soul. i can do this i reserve these rights my humanity and aspect. which is good if we can use it for common good. not good when u are haphazardly woken up from the middle of ur dream and sometimes this feels more like a dream within a dream where occasionally someone flips the switch and it turns into a. nightmare. then u notice these social issues. and u can even mistake such dialogue to a pertinent one. either that we are fully aware and about to do smth about it that’s good ? or that we can’t do good and we must settle with the fact that what we get now is as good as it gets thereby various anxieties may arise from such things. so in ur awareness when u assume everyone is linguistic on issues u may also run the risk that someone else is already on it they must be. that’s why we have experts and industries that are fully capable of run logic due to their expertise and decades of “work” . which is why it couldn’t be maintained for long. and eventually those who cast themselves apart from the rest would reach the pinnacle of decay themselves. for without healthy wholesome exchange e with everyone we tend to suffocate our own growth process and prevent us from proper germination process necessary for consciousness and evolution of our species.
and people too eventually would smarten up. if simply by being we can become realized. then even in the collection of generations worth repetitive worst case scenarios would be the same. we would develop supplementary pests to us to overcome whatever it is in our collective way. even in the face of such human lives lost we would gain smth. we wouod definitely have smth to gain if the price of our evolution comes with such severe human lives lost. we can’t fathom ever catch ourselves that this is normal. and on bc if ur alive today. u have privilege to assume such. until it may happen or u. and that’s when issues begin to make sense. they don’t have to though. if we can break thru the barrier of our minds that limiting aspect which can get us to lose focus or be tricked in our viewpoints and personal admission then we best keep this in the front purview of all that we do until we come to terms with it globally. and it being the quality fo our human consciousness which reflects our conduct with each other. right now. if we are becoming aware of our advancements. and our self instinctual belief which sort of portrays the good qualities of what makes us human. unless that same goes for all would we think that it can be maintained for long. what sort of existence did that. such evolved beings of feee to be burdened with the task of babying world full of big fat babies ? ofc the idea should be to liberate the people so that we are all doing our equal of portion it’s not what happens in the last that defines us as long as we can call to the common purview of our long standing misconceptions about our own contradictory actions versus words used. we need to ensure the demands is of equal. u can’t say to someone don’t steal don’t cheat and then go and do it urself. that would not be maintained for long. it’s not truman show precisely bc such things cannot be maintained for long without cracks as things falling apart. those who were at some point brilliant of minds have made a grand mistake. so to say. on lines of lies and deception. and now what happens is that we don’t reach a pinnacle in our minds and call it job done. our lives is of continuous. fluid and there is much work to be done. so the pinnacle also doesn’t stop it too is illusion if u think and believe the ground beneath u is solid. we talk of solid ground in a hypothetical sense but world is alive so it will lift u higher once u continue and really immense urself in ur path and with respect to others. and i think the healthy take away fro truman analogy is this. for a set and stage to be possible , there is clear communication. proper conduct. mutual respect of all parties involved. some backstage fun. jokes. and healthy safe environment. there is group work teamwork ans where everyone is treated of equal respect. meetings. giving ur two cents. or piece of advice opinion ur personal signature of ur task which allows u to rank up when we contribute our part in a stellar way in the group project end results depend on our performance. u can earn that putting a story together takes time. u have to consider all aspects. all people. such with our language or our idea of living or choosing ourselves. how do we also consider others in th mix. u can take from background actors. do u think people are generally docile submissive dumb and easy to coerce ? u can take away everyone deserving to be protagonists in their own story without shoving it in ur face etc
human beings
thrive on patterns and habits. but at the same time they are timid when it comes to certain repetitive things and are often reactive when they are slightly perturbed. that’s probably because forming healthy habits, recovery, continuity of a healthy lifestyle takes a lot of effort to develop. and is a lot easier to lose it than establish it. with the exception that u would still have some residue. a momentum that sort of gives a push. but at that time. u could reject it all. that’s free will and it’s quite powerful. but bc we are timid and then so attached to our habits that we don’t notice the invincible limits we place on our understanding tends to contribute to a inner wall where we do feel more compelled to do smth as opposed to discover our power within it so that we can establish enough space before a particular execution of a behaviour is made. that is freedom for instance. it’s the anti thesis to being stuck in ur mind so much that u feel compelled and helpless in ur decision. but it’s hard to do. as with human nature, there are a ton of factors that come into play. but that also doesn’t mean we don’t or shouldn’t try about it. at the very least it could benefit us. prevent us from creating more pain. bc we would have to face consequences at any time anyway. when there is a mess. there’s a type of clean up that follows. sometimes we may think it’s all in the mind. but a execution of behaviour is what gives birth to materializations of conditions thereafter. and it’s not gonna go away until we face it. so when we think that we need that extra space and give it internally we gain access to the executive function. a sort of inner control room where we are the captain. we can’t be bothered by what’s playing on the radio or what we see projected before us. we are totally detached. but also very much determined bc we are also dedicated. it’s all we got at the end of the day. so this dedication will deter u from self destruction should ur ever come to a breaking point bc that too happens.
that’s the thing. we often think that effort is waste. perhaps because we are perpetually in existence between urgency of productivity and finding reason in our existentialism. it’s a weird space to exist so i can understand that sometimes we get to lean on either side a bit too much or have trouble figuring out our own path. also bc we share this common path. we may not fully be in agreement with it at all times. which is normal bc the common space doesn’t just cater to one kind. it’s meant to be the meeting place of all backgrounds and tykes. and we sort of get that philosophy but when it comes to implement it. in the middle of that weird place but playing out in if picture is a really tough balance. since we also come with silent battles and unrecognized traumas along the way. and our habits are too convincing. some of them start from early on. others are simply via our silent observations. we continue to absorb all this data. pheromones of human activity. on a collective scale. which has its own weather. and it’s own cycling thru it’s own stains and purity. it happens. air gets polluted too and then goes thru it’s cycles. and if the atmosphere favours it. gets nice and clean. and the dust settles and then u begin again. so it helps to be still and recognize these connections and natural cycles as they take place since they give us clues as to how to rewrite or more so. refine our human philosophy that’s shared. bc we often get timid with truths and facts. we don’t know which is which. which is a given. bc we also use the same avenue to trick each other. so it’s like trying to find motivation to study or do ur homework on top of ur bed that’s a also the place where u melt all ur worries. wind down and sleep. mixed signals can get us all kinds of confused. and yet we would thinking he solution is quite simple. maybe too simple even. doubting our truth and power. bc we never had to take that level of self care before. it’s all about hurry here and do that and whatnot. but these things are sort of like a building blocks of ur own self care and loving measure. and since we are collectively coming thru tough times, we can give credit to our efforts of the past rather than criticize our parents or compare our yard with another’s. bc there we also discover such varieties worldwide. to such a degree that somehow we have conceptualized the art of need but for some reason it doesn’t apply to all equally.
even to ourselves we tend to flip flop. when things go way south and everything is upheaval. up in the air. and a big mess and we try to find some reasonable ground to stand on but the ground starts to bend. twist in all places. maybe even shake and break. this means that we are not in full establishment of some type of solid. in terms of relativity to truths about ur reality and upbringing. our upbringing refers to our personal development such as when did u first notice ur consciousness kicking in and remaining constant. before it reached this constancy state it was flickering rather. hence the fragmented childhood memories. in those fragmented stories that u may recall which ones stick out the most. and why. these are quite interesting bc they show us activation of various inner houses at times of and in presence of a particular type of memory. and these are very impactful especially for someone who’s in their initial states of development and offer us a unique blueprint into our psyche. much like our entrance point to the planet at a particular time and at a moment where the planets were aligned which was relevant to ur arrival. and these are more personal and intimate than anyone can guide us. a guide is that. they have the rough draft of a given. path but they are not exactly equipped let alone have clearing to enter ur innermost private areas. those are top secret. those are only for the one or ones who know what they are doing. and u may give allowance to people to enter these spaces. but at the end of the day. even if u were to mistske someone’s agenda for goodwill. the final executive function of overriding ur truth and agency would have to come from u which is long been. tried but isn’t figuring out the truths since there seems to be a ton of unstable grounds bc ur trying to coerce someone who doesn’t know themselves so at which point they may release ur control even tho they don’t know what they r doing. if they knew themselves and u tried to control them maybe then i would say u may have a chance but if someone knows themselves. they would definitely not hand their master key over to u. it doesn’t make sense why would they. self knowing is one of the most satisfying experiences as a human being on earth and when done right it’s very humbling.
we are currently going through tough times globally. so this big worldwide sandwich tends to be more so effective than ur personal sandwich. but both are essential to perhaps be inspired collectively to make a much better sandwich. but it’s a work on progress. right now it’s a soggy sandwich. which means that we may have some lack and then coupled with some urgency. at that. but we don’t know which is which. so is the nature of a sandwich. which side is up and which side is down is very hard to tell when ur smack dab in the middle of two very identical yet also quite different sides. but it can be done. and both sides offer nutriments for our benefit. when we are humble about the whole process. but it’s tough. bc the sandwich is soggy so that puts us in a bad mood more often than we like to admit. here’s what happens. for those who know that things could get worse and ur screaming teeming and tying to prevent this terrible catastrophe from running its rounds but no matter ur effort and conscience it happens anyway. so that’s kind of a let down and that’s where the morale is usually way down. which happens. our lives isn’t always sunshine and rainbows. especially with a soggy sandwich that was hades down to us by our collective ancestors. and we don’t know what to do. there are serious concerns. if we shouod listen to them. we feel like we are going agsisnt something divine intrinsically or that we are not trying harder or maybe trying smth that was never done before. but then what if it was. because we have partial information about our past that we sort of created strong pockets of doubt in areas where the potential to flip flop is possible in the first place. and the more we flip flop between extreme objectives the more we create this “alternative path” of mitigating self doubt as it arises. which can become habitual overtime and can create its momentum which we may need to at some point let go and that’s hard to do. what also happens is every time we fail or lose what we built and start over again we get tired and run the risk of losing heart. we may say “ well it all goes away anyway so why bother “ perhaps we just need a break. but we can’t afford it in a world full of wet sandwiches and false productivity. so now unrecognized anxiety begins to chase us.
and because we fear of dropping everything. and causing our lives to a cycle of chaos, we don’t take the break. perhaps taking a break would require from us to limit certain things and conditions. this is not possible to do when our minds are highly trained to compete and compare. for it defines our success as well as survival rate especially when times are tough. it’s not bc we don’t care about others but we are getting on a lock down. when things are severely go wrong. minimizing activity and action slows a person down and quiet enough to pay attention to the subtlest most movements and changes in the air. bc usually tough times couple very hard to predict happenstances. hence the name chaotic. this chaos can eat away at us when we don’t recognize it. perhaps also bc we tend to internalize our external events conditions and happenstances. in a attempt to get the subtle most signs in. we risk getting in much more than we could process and what happens here is a ton of emotional burdens. we look at the conditions of the world and there are more deterrents from the right path and more happenstances that would make u wanna give up then otherwise. carrying on however requires making ur system efficient. then ur doing a proces of elimination. u are cutting back on certain activities and prioritizing sleep. even tho the world burns. and everything is horrible. if ur not sleeping and eating right. ur gonna add to ur stresses. ur body and ur life are already being challenged by daily happenstances the uncertainties that u absorb from the world is compounding internally on a executive desk somewhere in ur mind and causing all kinds of mental confusions and ur relying on a momentum of daily habits but it’s hard to keep on because we are also faced with not all that we see as continued in a future time and place so what we are trying to do is determine which is the most reliable and then put all our investment there.
it’s hard to be clear as to what are right things
when this is a world of duality , there will be dual truths, composites, and combinations that produce strong effects and end results. perhaps this is bc we are not entirely singular, aka. we are co dependent species, so this is a strong pattern in this sort of nature to have composites and patterns forming much bigger end results than singular occurrences, but the singular occurrences do complement bc they have individual power in their own houses. take chakras for instance. they all have singular power and then combination power. when the whole thing aligns and all chakras are clear however is when the real magic happens. healings take place etc. other combinations do help they the course of this issue, since we can’t really tell if the entire system has to be aligned and on all the time. but that’s probably bc we never reached such a state . cumulatively speaking. and if we did we don’t remember it consciously. maybe the glimpses are a future place. of potential. or they are chief of yesterday. smth that might have “accidentally aligned” but bc it’s true it left a strong umpiring into our nature. so we can’t dominate or coerce or manipulate the message. the same holds true in all our jonas’s. hence things are not black and white. and we are not one track minded people. we are multi dimensional and have many facets to us. so one thing or one behaviour. or one action cannot define us. let alone confine us. for such a thing to define us. it has to be as big as love and love itself. since in its nature is unconditional. it will not need such confinement and as well as definition bc it will be self defined and self confined. which is opposite of what we have in world systems. w confine and isolate people when the do wrong. we are cruel to our own kind. we do to each other what we never want and can’t handle. such isolations can be so harmful for people. but it happens. and we also criminalize behaviours without fully understanding their connecting to everything else so that we solve issues at root so that they don’t repeat. but this much is given bc we are still in transit of our self definition. when it can’t be defined so long as we are guided by love ofc.
now we can discuss about how the world can be inside out and upside down and all over the place. coming apart at the helm. we are almost always at the brink of the hypothetical tipping point. it can be any hour. any day. but we are either too pessimistic to expect it to be today or too optimistic that the day will never arrive that we live reckless like the previous conversation didn’t happen. it’s phenomenal. but comes with the territory when looking at how we are trying. for example. in our behaviours. we can touch on those that cause us. and each other much harm. stuff such as greed, violence, lust, jealousy, contempt, anger and pride for example. we may succeed in some of these areas but not all. much like chakras these all can combine and produce different effects in subsequent areas strongly relevant to the topics they represent. we could be angry. and have. full right inn our anger. but when we don’t know what to do with. for example. there s no blame about it bc there are so many conflicting theories on how to tame and control ur anger. some say suppress everything. others say let go. but let go what brother. i don’t even know what’s bothering me. there’s no switch that just turns it off and ur just too stupid to find it. it just happens. anger as it seems. denotes to energy. stuck energy. frustrated energy. maybe even self righteous energy. when things go wrong. it’d the equivalence of having ur head under water. ur not gonna be calm and let the situation go at that moment. so i can understand we sort of get lost in translations like these all the time. anger can also be measured by impact. so how soon and fast smth happens versus how smth that’s small that was under ur radar that grew insidiously and in the dark and maybe bc u were following the wrong directions , so there’s also that. different types of anger. our lives also permit it. u may fear naming mistakes. so what eve bothers im y initially for the sake of non confrontation or keeping peace u take from under. and u assume ur transparent in ur self righteousness as much as ur transparent in ur errors bc errors are highlighted. more often but for some reason we still can’t .. anyway. i think it’s because we need to discuss lifestyles. bc in a lifestyle. anger can also argue against sound help. but here we can refer to trust issues. and being too closed. so ur not receptive bc ur certain by strong. negative impulse rather and this causes conflictions. or contradiction inside as to how to decide and navigate thru life. anger can be utilized but there’s a shelf life to it before it becomes corrosive . so lifestyles denotes to systemic structures and availability. when these avenues are missing. a person who’s already compromised can easily slip into strong fats ted of violent rage and anger. which is self destructive. bc in an attempt to self preservation when a persons is restricted ends up in self destruction precisely bc of the restlessness and relentlessness of one’s soul. irregardless to mental quality. of freedom and liberation as well as justice. but all other avenues may block this from purview. so lifestyles can strongly contribute to that sort of mentality.
when u think of other areas like lust. or jealousy. these too are strong characteristics that cause a ton of heartache. entanglements. arguments. lifestyles and other conditions sort of influence these houses. ofc. bc people generally live in a cruel world of comparisons. as well as competition. so there’s this very strong notion of limited resources. but information. is missing as to what’s limited and how and in what way. and there’s all this contradictory lifestyles that also cause a lot of inconsistencies in life. even if you are not interested in that sort of stuff u inevitably become part of someone s fucked up narratives about how posh their lifestyle is or how pier urs is as now we are producing feelings like pity. or lack of self reflection or projecting ur unhappiness to areas that they don’t belong and so on. also bc environment is pretty sick. our relationships tend to be flip flop between love and hate. so how can u hurt the ones u love and not feel a thing. we can all err but u hagw to really feel it at heart level. but here. when we are dominated by lust we sort of get lost as to what love is. and it’s hard to have a model for love bc love is a very complex topic on earth. we have it missing in systems where compassionate approach towards our human conditions might help us over the long term of solving this sissies than be so harsh with each other and ridicule and completes their ability to rise from their own mistakes. we are all dealt a hand in this life. but there are serious issues in the way we have enough information as to what to do with this sort of grand awakening. perhaps some of us know better but here. much like the chakras. our systems of avenues grand us a very artificial way of sequencing our life in terms of the many facets. for example what does anger house represent ? do u think anger represents motivation ? sure. when it’s directed and tended to early on. and given u can execute ur actions timely. anger can serve a great purpose. it will be the fire in ur heart that guides u where u need to go. and carry on difficult tasks. and even save ur life bc acting quick and fast on ur adrenaline. on ur toes kind of reality. lust is love unfulfilled. when we have all kinds of mistrust and misunderstandings and our concept of love can become too rational sometimes. too self limiting. and too depends on our strong. belief system ( those that harm and criticize others or think too shallow ) and it’s no wonder why we can’t have wholesome relationships that are reliable and is not advantageous thus sort of love lust exchange even be seen at world at large bc love and lust aren’t strictly romantic. they denote to all. when u step back see what they truly represent. so if our bodies are slaved for peanuts and we are constantly disrespected at soul level. would we know or sustain much about love ? what about our relationship with each other. we can’t see our face and our butts for a good reason. bc the world will give us feedback for both. when we are beautiful ugly or assholes. haha anyway. so when we are isolated or our idea of knowledge about each other is skewed then we are not recognizing our true worth and excellence bc there’s no avenue to manifest that excellence to improve our lives and lifestyles. bc that denotes to our survival. our excellence and our ability to manifest also is rooted in our sexual power. its via sexual power we literally bring a child to the world.
and other conditions either make us feel inadequate. or inconsiderate or both. for example what does jealousy do to a person. ur fixing on someone and letting them live rent free in ur head ? make no haste ! but there is a reason why we feel things tho. for example human beings all enjoy the same things. although these things may differ they are also same. for underneath happiness is full of love. celebration. food music. fashion. style accomplishments ( so u have smth ur proud of u can showcase and discuss with ur friend and use ur skills and help those who may benefit from them ) etc. we also have same worries. we can worry about this being the last goodbye and we didn’t hung or kiss enough. say i love u. we can worry about developing illness or old age. we can worry about the safety of our loved ones. we can observe and articulate things at large and worry about their direction. for the way the world is going. we also have spiritual or inner realm where we develop a more intrinsic rapport. things that are stripped from their material quality where we are training our third eye to detect things at a energetic level. but then we must also use our eyes. when we open the eyes we see all the interim. conditions. levels. interactions. intersections. new ideas old ones. refurbished one s repetitive ones. cyclic ones. patterns and disclosures. our associations to all these bc we have our personal rapport to draw from so excellence is key here but if we are jealous. selfish. or if our minds are too busy on frivolousness such as drama sand dilemmas and revenge and resentment then we won’t. be doing our inner work very much sadly. so two can’t co exist. unless. when u feel these. u use them for preliminary self study. don’t feel guilty or shame. other than the ignition to change. or recognize an underlying condition to these for there are often social conditions rooted to these. then there is the most famous one . lying ofc hahahahaha. ofc. omg. everyone does it bc if u don’t do it u die. but why. now lies can give us great insight as to another human condition. but not sure. bc almost all these sins are powers by fear. and inner inadequacy. rather do ur like a puffer fish when ur scared. it’s ur defence mechanism. which includes lust. what is lust but someone who got screwed over and is now not taking the whole thing seriously . or assumes that this is the norm. that too can happen. we have far too many examples of sinful behaviours than coming to solutions about them. we glorify such failings. we say i ruined myself and it’s my ruin. i’m happy and there in lies the biggest of them all. but that’s not the only thing. bc even in pride. bc it’s lying. it’d hard to tell either if it’s lying that’s bad or pride. or false sense of self in the middle of one’s errors of judgment or way of seeing life or handling their own problems. bc when we do these in a healthy way. it’s good to celebrate our wish. it motivates to stick to our path and keep doing more. and lying is like story telling. we can leave the immune to tell lies to story telling and we are story tellers. so if we have painful past and wanna keep something private. we can pepper it or sugar it while keeping the intrinsic side to the story alive and well. it is honouring our pain for we don’t always have to exploit it to get help or vent or whatever.
and it so happens that lying is connected to our language. but u can lie with ur actions too. u can manipulate pretty much anything nowadays. that’s how insidious lies have grown and. became even those who did the deed forgot what is truth anymore. they lost their way and now their inner rapport is all messed up too bc when u have all these lies that tend to compound as in days weeks months and years. then it’s harder to distinguish which is which. and u may be working on an entirely phantasmal version of urself this whole time. which sustains very little in ur physical reality. it doesn’t matter what we tell ourselves. bc there are few things that are absolute and constant it is our needs and their subsequent correspondences. so ur essential needs are denote to ur survival. food. water shelter passion and purpose in ur life are but some of the most important ones. we have built cities and towns that do the same. u get education hospitals. it’s all nice and well but something seem to be missing. we still fall short in terms of lifestyles. we don’t know which is the best model. it’s very scary out there because we hear all kinds of horror stories about our kind. human beings skinned each other and some others eat their children’s brains for power. others inbred. others did some other ducked objective i bet u they originally fucked their mothers and that’s my ancestors too don’t get mad. we all have some dumb shit in. our past and even in our cultures. we all have these quirks and stuff. positives are there too. but intrinsically it serves the same needs. the human condition. we can ask ourselves what’s with this human condition. like ok. i get it. chakras. sins. our areas or purses of consciousness such as mind/heart/body/soul etc. i get it but what can we do. what can i do to make things better. so that all this gets into some type of right sequence and right alignment where everyone becomes self realized. evolved and this begins to reflect our intersections as well. which would perhaps unlock more about our nature. if evolution stopped ( halted or is too slow or has to be magnified bc there’s a deep area that needs to surgically be realigned ) perhaps it’s a sign that we already have available to us all the world of knowledge expertise and hands to make things happen. to get us to that point however would require initial struggle and effort. it’s like getting ur self out of quick sand. u have to be strategic. and there among us those who are gonna be completely oblivious this is not to attack them or make them small. it’s the way the world is and has produced so far all our combined efforts both recognized and to be recognized and a lot it these are to challenge equate we previously established as truths and that alright. it’s gonna be scary and ignite all houses of chakras and sins and whatnot bc we are impulsive. and have those diverse inner and external rapport and confirm on s that we are wrongly influenced by and here is how i will end it , with the magic words; “contexts as key “.
our minds have a pruning
our choice should be to prune the right things. to make room for new. overtime. our minds have to simplify the data it keeps acquiring. there seems to be a process within the mind where memories are stored. it’s not that we have infinite room for data. but more so. how efficiently we can reach , pull data necessary for whatever is we are are reason with, in our search, and objectives, so how do we efficiently use our minds comes from data acquiring. sorting of data. weeding out the excess aka pruning. compressing data and all the while organize it so u know what’s where. in the associative sense. bc we may not get everything word but word but we can determine the intrinsic basis of a particular type of data based on by its theme. such as things that are repressed. things that are traumatic and painful. things of importance such as milestones. new job new relationships or very sad losses such as loss of friends. at any rate. there seems to be over abundance of frivolous data. with inefficiency of beings who don’t know what to do with the data they face. coupled by the natural pruning process equates forced decisions. and false elimination of variable data for favour of keeping frivolous ones. given that one’s do not know the intersection of such data pruining as well as the use of their minds. pls don’t feel inadequate. we are not supposed to know bc these objectives and natures are hardly ever discussed. and then we see how in the world we use data. it’s to coerce folks to do things that ur compelled them to do. it’s the misuse of data to get people on ur side and fight for ur cause. albeit u could be lying or have other intentions. data has been used to get rid of enemies. whoever. is perceived to be threat for whatever. and bc our world is full of such misconduct, we tend to lose our way much easily. bc we are getting rid of right data in favour of upkeep of the frivolous. when for instance u may be wrong about smth. but say. u have a very extremely difficult experience of having accepting it so in line of ur denial u are fading the essential data that u already have. while u continue to tell ur self lies bc ur error. albeit initially seemed favourable. is now no longer benefiting u. but bc ur attached to that origin of feel. ur prioritizing free upkeep of momentum if a facade occurrence. also bc ur ego convinced u that admitting ur wrong is a weakness. the essential data doesn’t just disappear just bc we refuse to acknowledge it and kid ourselves with fairy tales. but overtime who knows. ignore smth enough times and nature does its thing right ? but what do i know . i prefer that intellectually seeking out ways in figuring things out by careful analyses. but bc we refuse to discuss the phenomena in the first place a lot of opportunities on the department of mental health often gets untapped.
often times it’s not what happens to us that hurts but what happens afterwords. this is evident in our error making. the more we deny smth. the less likely we are to wanna correct our mistakes the more the side effects tend to persist. and even cloud our judgement overtime. not bc sickness is a byproduct of willful ignorance e but we have that much power. that we can direct ourselves without even noticing. that’s bc we don’t know how or what to do with ourselves. we are often scared that our bodies are ticking time clock. anything can go wrong. heart attacks. aneurisms. our organs may give out at any time if they want to. things of organic nature have a strong shelf life that’s indeterminable but anyone when and how they will go. which is humbling. bc this refers strongly to our mortality and that nothing lasts forever. even tho in our day to day activities we may be certain nothing changes that’s bc we are compelled by the immediacy of our vicinity as a dominating biggest fact. perhaps because it’s very difficult to change it. especially when things are going wrong. but we end up internalizing these certain factors about our reality. since we may not notice itself is not perfect. and that it’s own pruning process and process of sorting out its data is also it that perfect. can u blame us. we can hardly manage our own minds while we thought we can manage big systems all on our own. he clues that give insight into our nature suggest team work. openness. mutual agreements via clear communications and reaching out and helping. each person extending their own hand with their own unique skill set. u don’t feel deterred bc someone else is knowledgeable or is expert at a given topic more than u are while ur expert at smth that others may benefit from. this is the art of mutual exchange but somewhere in our past development we missed the point. we were too scared. our surroundings were full of danger. human beings didn’t exactly have it together about their own nature either. we kept seeking and in our seeking we made certain mistakes mostly borne out of extreme certainties. but there are tiers we can also discover there. just with the exception that we still have a lot of work to do wirh not comes to uniting our diverse minds and working towards a common ground that honours everyone. does not take from some to benefit others. and tables that turn as well. for these things do not solve anything long term bc creates a monopoly of a type of game no one in their right minds should never employ or willingly wish to play.
things fade away overtime. what do we choose to fade in time refers to our ability to prioritize which is essential. is entertainment essential ? or social gossip ? is excess negative thinking g essential ? or how ur in ur personal hell. constantly replaying ur past bc u feel stuck. not bc of what happened. but where u might have been abandoned. maybe u need help and do not know it. we all want to belong and be normal. bc e all want to be able to d things that we can be proud of. most of the intense need to do comes from good change. of helping others not bc u are on some trip to fake virtue signalling. or for whatever fashion statements might have us nowadays by whoever drowns media light. no. the need to help others do not come from some type of self arrogance. or wanting to feel like a hero to others. but it’s more so changing things better for everyone bc u do notice that someday this could be you and that it’s quite easy to experience such excess hardship and losses. when u remove us versus them. bc hen u remove tables. u naturally care for the bigger picture and the general grand objectives at hand. and u no longer run on preconceived notions that are rooted in lack mentality. all the while noticing that if we want benefit for everyone we may have to give away a bit of our own comfort and privilege. and then u may naturally set out to curiously and honestly ask urself what sort of changes that would be like and would look like as well. for example. any greedy thought or action. any stinginess or go against ur conscience when ur inner wisdom calls u out feels out of normal. it makes us feel partial and uncomfortable. so the opposite of all that which is generosity and considering all not just urself. is self rewarding in self contentment and inner peace. bc ur connecting with everyone. in a very authentic way that does not differentiate based on by class and background even race and religion u notice that these are human conditions that each developed in their own time. when we reflect on history we realize life was much different back then one simple example is that people literally used to get killed for saying the wrong thing and it didn’t matter if u were w genius either. no one gave a fuck. same with religion. if u did believe or didn’t believe u got killed. albeit today we still have remnants of this. and it’s still bad albeit. don’t be fooled by the use of remnant. if we use it it’s bc it’s not that wide spread. which is a good sign that we are overcoming certain things naturally but just bc there’s traction there doesn’t mean we may not annihilate ourselves still or go back words either. there’s some real hot heads we are working with. hot beliefs and hot pursuit. if the same. bc e have seen myriad of displays of people throwing their lives away for dumb arguments. and stupid pursuits rather. but when we examine these cases compassionately we notice that they are compelled or do certain things as a last resort but then we don’t see any mitigation or action from systems. like here. ur life comes to a halt. or things take a bad turn so much u reach a point of no return. hence become characteristics. in jail as criminals. or in the streets as addicts. when will we accept we can’t prune people is still up for examination.
heading back to our minds. bc we are so fragmented and early on that it’s no wonder why we are running after our shadow while trying to also run from it at times. we get flashbacks on our traumas bc we we not afforded to prune the right objectives and simplify the topics that take up too much room. sometimes it’s the resistance away fro. it that takes up space. at those times the sure signs are when ur about to say smth and then forget ur words but pls be cautious here. bc the same happens when there’s artificial induction of information that tries to disturb the natural flow of the speaker too bc we are constantly being spied on and barraged by the body language and pheromones of thuds who think they are invincible and that there is no ex h anger there just bc we do not see that they are there or know that such jobs and systems do exist. so sometimes what we do not know is perceivably staring us in the face so we lose our train of thought bc we don’t know how to articulate that which is before us. which is why spending a great deal of time and energy to know urself is essential. it’s not about going out there and making a ton of friends and doing dumb things like onion rings with ur car or taunt others who u think is enemy just bc ur society has convinced u that they are. or do whatever u think is the best thing to do bc ur culture was convinced u there’s no other way to be or love and plus everyone else is doing it too. so these are all neuroses. mental trips and they r so convincing that we think it’s our choice. and i think there is truth there there is choice happening but is it fully conscious of itself ? does it know what it chooses for itself ? i such choosing , does it know what it’s trading that choice for ? without any healthy comparison and a better model of becoming. how can we say that anything we do is the best possible choice and outcome especially in the earlier years of our being where the body is still growing. and there’s these universal forces that runs true us. feels never ending but it does. when we get into our middle ages when we reach the pinnacle of obvious growth. and when this pinnacle slows down so other arenas catch up such as the reactions u made how ur brain changes and the pruning that also takes place.
and when most of us tend to overcome this arena of growth. we may notice some ugly truths some personal. others interpersonal yet others are far bigger and systemic. i think part of the reason why there’s enterprise in destroying families . friendships. relationships and suppress aging communities is bc they fear the experience and wisdom that naturally arises. so they must know. and hence the mind games on ur mortality. and aging. to be the next stage to some sort of funny thing that already takes place and impacts everyone at any age and development in their lives wherever they may find themselves. categories are clear. u get newborns. babies. toddlers. small children then u get teenagers. adolescence. . young adults. adults. middle ages. older populations and further on. these examinations of the process of human biology must be clear by now bc there’s decades of work that’s flowing our libraries and anywhere else of vital literature exchange. the reason why we have to had much breakthroughs in human excellence is bc the past findings have not even been adequately and correctly implemented if anything they were exploited taken advantage if for use for silent warfare against humankind. depending on context of issues. anyone who is diligent in their course. and dedicated to their path of overcoming ( the cyclic human existence ) by being comfortable on not knowing. and not being certain at all times which means that they would have to have. a grand abstract in their heart and reflect that abstract given that it’s seasoned with the love of spiritual. and then reflects the mind. which is turned into articulate truths. and articulate version of reality that maintains clarity at all times. not being opportunistic bc they do arise. they are phenomenal but u can run the risk of assuming universe does not see as u do it but then find out later on. not in the same way u allowed urself to get there which is why we never recognize when universe communicate with us. if we did. we would be less likely to repeat same mistakes while make new ones out of that miss assumption and half hearted intentions. this resulted from us to believe in the well being of all beings. past present and future. here. on the place before here and the place after we are done our cyclic existence here. it’s the firm dedication to refrain from any ill nature even when everyone else does it. it’s remain detached from worldly pursuits all the while seeking what rightfully yours given that u know what ur priorities are. all of this reflects that inner pruning. in a healthy way.
most afflictions come from addictions
most addictions come from unfulfilling life. unsatisfactory in shire. perhaps full of misery. most of world is full of sad stories. broken hearts. silent wars. the issues seems both clear and. complex. perhaps because we ourselves are complex in our own nature. no matter how much. a person comes to know. they always come to the point of not knowing much after such breakthroughs. what does this even mean. perhaps the primary purpose isn’t knowledge but good use of it. but addictions are precarious. bc i bet u the first thing that usually comes to mind is narcotics and alcohol. but there’s more to such conditions than the two. those are r just the abject product of the same underlying issues. perhaps playing on a different facet of life. bc they attribute to strong escapism. do come with severe side effects and conditions. though at the same time. there are so many other addictions that produce very much the same. u may not have the stigma of one particular type of user but u could be a user of a different type. and not know it. there’s grace there however in human suffering. we cannot be too hard on ourselves. cumulatively . no matter how ignorant the crimes we are refer with globally. if we want a safe way out of our current conditional messes. the other option is full blown wars. fight till there is no one left. both sides will have great loss. great suffering. u wouldn’t keep up the same consciousness level u started out with. ur not the same person anymore. u will inevitably be changed. u won’t know what sort of change that would be like. whether if it is good. there is a ton of uncertainties there. one of which is strong attribute of our health. physical. but essentially. mentally. for its there that most pain is felt. ofc the body safety matters too. but in order to make correct assessment about our reality we need to look at pain in all parts of life and not feel confined to pick and choose which is essential to be tackled for this triggers another historical issue which has long been happening. that when ever we permit smth in a system used way. it becomes the norm. it assumes it. it’s like this big u give ur rights away. its gonna be very difficult to get them back theory.
the decisions we will have to work would have to consider, well today i am mad but tomorrow we will face another day and run into each other in the street and other common places. so maybe my actions would reflect to upkeep that quality from degenerating. if i can’t improve it or help it in anyway. this way, i’m not making things complicated. when this usually happens, we feel too big to fill our bodies. but too small to really reface issues out there when we are either confronted or when we do the confronting. that’s where the truth is and it’s very difficult to accept. we say things like well. for the sake of rights. we can sacrifice a bit of a brawl. but to be honest the brawl doesn’t happen overnight. it takes lifetime. started from childhood. spreads thru our early relationships. even our romantic ones. then our children. and so on. so now we are saying to the public. in order to coexist with us. u need to fight. and to be a great fighter like us. u need to work on ur domestic abuse habits. u need to be more violent with each other. sisters. bothers. friends. lovers. even to ur parents so that when we ever cross paths. u will be ready for a good fight. but this is unsustainable . it’s not healthy for anyone also. so while fighting for our common concerns is key, not making things worse is better and ideal long term and benefits everyone. but ofc. we are below the water line. meaning that we have these age old customs and systemic institutions and stuff like that to help mitigate certain issues only after they have some maturation reached, in the course of their maturation however shows strong. systemic errors of other types. such as infrastructure problems and education and jobs. no matter what ur background is. it’s hard to choose a life for urself in this strongly economic hit pursuit. u may choose the wrong profession which can be depressing. we can’t force our minds to learn certain topics. i personally struggled with this at school myself. u look at statistics to choose the profession that guarantees employment once ur done with ur education, so that u can pay back debt if u have incurred any, have some savings so u can live independently and begin a life of ur own choosing. i’m studying statistics there are few departments that are constant. but the level of brainpower necessary is so complicated. it’s simply not a one size fits all type ordeal. so there is our education problem it’s not even that efficient. it’d miserable for anyone who takes on particular roles in their endeavours. and at the end of the day we could say the system has potential to become much better. from there we can at least agree that while it’s not perfect it’s better then not having it bc god knows we are not equipped to self govern or be kind to others who may differ than us. let alone get into conversations about strong historical differences.
our addictions reach beyond just chemical substances and escapism or for ever reason someone chooses. but the general symbology is that u wanna numb urself. and get away from reality bc it’d too painful to be part of it. that is our human nature. it’d not kind not bc we are naturally rude to each other. surely our history can be rectified. we can say we needed a learning curve or a brief adjustment period to our humanity. the oxygen is a drug. without it u die. that sort of stuff. u were smth else before u were here. so there’s some chemical reaction already taking place. maybe our maladjustment comes from that stupor. it’d not like whoever cosmically dumped us here ticked a instruction manual along with all other endowments. we have to set out to figure everything out for ourselves and as ugly as truths are. this is the best we all did. while the truths are ugly and loss is real. this can teach us something. and it’s not a selling point or anything i myself keep saying this we have to change the systems and the economy. once we begin doing things for benefit of people and utilize systems to their full potential cos it’s there. we . have the technology. the brain power and the people there who could become interested. we need to become a bit more ok with being uncomfortable in presence of ugly truths. but just bc the truths are ugly doesn’t mean we have to be come ugly with each other. we can say the message without getting things to that point. bc if we are looking for the safest way out of our global problems we are all going to have to sacrifice a bit of our own. strong headed ness. for the sake of the common ground. for once this time and for the right reasons as well as done right. then we are considering everyone. not just ourselves. but. the caveat is there is still going to have to be decision. on priority. but in giving priority to some we also must complement it with giving assurance for those in wait. and continue to show the type of work that is necessary to be elaborated on bc people have been around that block for so many times. promises made but never kept and u can’t even proof that a promise was made. and if u confront the ordeal all of a sudden it’s not important. then ur repeat urself then u go crazy and the they pay attention but so that they call u crazy or send u to an institution. nowadays everyone is a bit conflicted. to trust or not to trust . and it’s scary but being. alone and living alone is scarier. u need people to rely on so the health of others benefits us every which way we look at it.
though because there is very little avenues for making personal errors. in decisions concerning ur investments. albeit in personal relationships or finances is the same. u can make one mistake on a purchase and u can be in trouble. be forced to borrow etc. pay more than u need to. u get get into a wrong relationship and to get out of such contracts take longer. in some cases we don’t notice that we are becoming desensitized . and that just bc a relations end and we cut contact doesn’t mean it didn’t happen so all of this contributes to how we see the world. if our relationships is whack and everything else is unstable and unreliable it’d no wonder why we can’t have much trust. betrayal is worse. bc it hits u where it already hurts. trust centre’s. it’s already difficult to start new relationships or new life or ask for help or go thru life’s difficulties and now on top of that u can’t trust all the more now bc of ur new found traumas and dramas entailing the type of people u choose to keep around. but it’s a hit n miss. educated versus uneducated means very little. with the exception perhaps u get to love. but maybe. n sometimes barely. we don’t know what’s in anyones heart let alone minds. and because we don’t talk about the essentials into our nature , that we are human. or killing is bad and beating each other up is certainly not normal and nobody has to conform to ur logic just bc u think it’s the only way. i certainly don’t wanna world where we are carrying our weapons and just open fire bc u had a bad day. or punch and kick someone and hospitalized them a complete stranger bc they said smth that offended u. i had a grown ass man yell at me in a room full of starbucks in nyc. so what. i didn’t say anything further. and yet he and i sat. although apart. in the same room with all the witnesses. for hours after that. we all have our triggers. what we can do for some of the systemic ones, especially those denoting to human rights and historical ones, can be systemically rectified. create a ticket. have the offender pays a fine. and quickly u will see nobody will think twice before uttering it. but then this applies to all. all issues can be solved with the exception of a full blown physical brawl for it breeds further violence. including. calf’s losing ur houses. what if the person u beat up and succeeded in harming came back and set ur house on fire in ur sleep at night. so these behaviours should be cautiously re evaluated. cos that’s the future ur setting up for urselves. also that physical stuff tend to cause stronger addictions for the ones. that do them. u become addicted to the adrenaline. so if u made a mistake it’s hard to steer but u can do it. but if u deny that mistake then ur dangerous on social grounds. and it’s not an achievement either. u won’t like it. even tho u don’t notice the exchange. ur exchanging ur potential for smth that harms u in the end.
ofc there are so many good folks out there who do so much to help. we see them helping homeless people. their communities. they will go out of their way and do humanitarian actions. soup kitchens. etc. which is nice. but ofc we need more stuff. more support perhaps systemically and worldwide. there needs to be global congruence bc it’d an attribute to economy. and economy is united. we see it thru business exchanges, stocks, etc. and it’d a very important endeavour for it impacts so much. we need to see this from a systemic purview. which is better. letting a problem grow and have avenues to tend to it. or use that funding to improve conditions early on so everyone thrives instead. it could improve morale. we could be healthier as a result of it and less longer lives. I’m not saying get ur hopes up. but it doesn’t hurt to try this. even if it may not come thru. at least we die knowing what we wanted. and there is power in that. u just gonna make sure what u want is relevant in all lives. bc our cultures may differ but there’s common ground rules that we share and mutual respect there as well that’s one facet of living with everyone in mind that’s when we are inclusive. but ofc these will iron itself out in time as the common concerns are continued to be discussed and elaborated daily. when we are not angry. our thought processes are a lot more fluid as well. it’s good for our health. being calm under pressure is difficult tho and there’s a misconception of denial cloaked under buddhism? no that’s not buddhism. spirituality is meant to be messy. it’s not for being prom and proper but it doesn’t mean be loud and lewd either. so there is some type of balance there. we do have some work. of letting go. and sorting things out. perhaps better clarity. perhaps we need to let go a lot more than we think we are supposed to let go. so buddhism actually focuses more on death bc it is gonna happen but as societies we act like it’s not a concern nor we are different. that we will love forever. and it is always someone else who dies but this isn’t true that’s why we get yolo and fomo bc we don’t know how to properly delve into thee very complex events that will inevitably arrive for us. so u don’t have to force urself to be calm or lie to urself. but how to challenge that frustration in a constructive way. one way is to refrain fro running away, aggression is throwing ur life away. it may seem like confrontation but it’s actually u running away and throwing everything away along the way. that’s the wrong type of letting go. and i don’t blame people for not knowing. bc life is so precarious already. even if u have better conditions here u look at some part of the world and are confronted with ugly this world can get. a degree of guilt is already in us all. bc this is that world. and it’d hard to reflect that to our personal meaning. so u may say why should i matter i can throw my life away bc look at so and sos world over there. so we need to be able to discuss these matters.
as within so without
the all encompassing mysteries of life, the same labyrinth that’s inside of us is also outside of us. and beyond. everything contrasts one another. but in a more elaborate way. we may assume perhaps the interior being is not that important. no one sees it anyway. who cares. if we have such a. attitude to our bedroom and bathroom and other private places. it’s quite easy to make a conclusion that we might be quite ignorant about our inner well being. not bc we are bad let se. bc it’s self harm in a way. but it’s more like we don’t know how to value smth that nobody talks about. nobody prioritized and nobody works up ways where it’s also celebrated among humanity. so that we continue to render a better clarity via continual experience. but this is a puzzle so. and it’s a labyrinth kind of puzzle. maybe it’s a jigsaw puzzle. some parts are quite similar within the workings that we often get tired of trying to constantly accommodate it. perhaps the natural quality of our lives with change in motion does require from us to continually keep up with the exchange of information arising from experience carefully analyses and clarified so as to reflect upon systems and everyday occurrences as well as being awareness and teach. would mean that we are really embodying this power of inner/outer equanimity. perhaps the puzzle/labyrinth is not meant to be fully articulated. we aren’t supposed to be know all do all at all times of the existence. maybe the fact that we multiply gives us a clue that this is a team work type thing. we also have strong dependencies. no matter how evolved we might be and his skilled in our own craft. these types of occurrences aren’t happening accidentally. otherwise we would have to claim that our life as well is accidental and it actually means very little. since the purpose of being cannot be differentiated to one or feee out of many and all for this contradicts the unity mindset. how do we feel such alignment is a priority? bc we have one world not many worlds. we cannot escape each other let alone ourselves. both of which tends to happen quite often on earth. we get into a bunch. do smth that either dishonours ourselves or hurts each other or we are the offended ones and then everyone reyes to do the impossible. get rid of each other. “if only this wooed was rid of u. my life would be much better “. but what a strong nonsense. indeed.
i think we do get quite interested into many of our life’s phenomenas. as within. so without. we seek this curiosity with great intent. but then something happens along the way. it’s the teachers way of throwing a stick in ur way just to fuck with u. but it does serve a purpose. in the long run. even the most experienced cannot measure up to what any moment of now would have in store for us. so what we end up missing out on is a good quality stimulation. for stimulation perked your the right sense of curiosity. and the curiosity breeds motivation which propels us such levels of dedication. to be interested in something to such a degree. and to develop the passion so as to show up each day is truly remarkable human quality. it is smth that denotes to soul in action. some refer to this as a higher calling. but what sets higher calling from ordinary living bc there are so many phenomena and miracles that happen in. any ordinary day. one just needs to be sensitive enough to pick up on it. otherwise . it’s so ordinary itself that it blends in. or we are so accustomed to the chaos that we can’t see or appreciate the good where we are confronted with one. perhaps we don’t notice bc we are accustomed to be always prepared for the worst. though as with any type of equanimity. a degree of balance allows people to appreciate a sort of atmosphere of infinity. which is the quality of ur soul or whatever animated u. whichever is ur belief , no matter how terrible the world gets. or confusing ur process of puzzle/labyrinth simplification ordeal. which is a never ending process because i forgot to mention. the puzzle continues to expand. so as ur solving it u get both the dimensional aspect of the puzzle which is the labyrinth quality and the jigsaw which is the puzzle quality bc there are multiple sides. and ofc at the same time bc of the quality of expanse is happening, things are changing. perhaps at other times there are pieces that are being eliminated. like they are expiring. they are more like the relative truths that briefly serve a purpose for a passage of difficulty where the truth is too ugly to be uttered. so it’s kinda like being temperamental. u know that if u do a thing in a certain way that it’s gonna produce a certain type of result perhaps bc u have a history with that particular objective where ur experience sort of relies on ur personal knowledge. the examining of relative temporary truths that’s were that sort of purpose cumulatively would require from us to take a good clear look at bigger pictures. so that we can make bigger adjustments. which will improve the quality of spontaneous but effective temporary truths to path work us in our quantum fabric of reality so that we continue on our survival as cumulative human society. it’s a built in mechanisms in us for our absolute worker evasion. as best as we. can do but
given the circumstances and due to the fact that we have free will. at any time we can go super counter to our natural wirings and cause our full extinction. so this is not impossible. just because we are all the time coddled but mother nature. we notice via our experience how resilient we are. which often can be miscontrused as being untouchable. that oh i’m the exception to the rule. u could be a shaman and still run into errors because the experience is to be discovered and there are all kinds of sticks and stones along the way. but because we are bombarded with artificial stimulation. like all the time. in all arenas of our lives. maybe too often in some parts. and in others too frivolous. irregardless to the way it is experienced with the only difference being. some who make it above ground whereas others don’t. what this does overtime is that it fades the areas of the puzzle and the labyrinth where we are completely prevented from sending it out. bc we are too rigid in our ways. and too hyper focused on one area of cumulative experience or other. or we are uncertain and feel at a loss but that’s due to our too certain of thoight oayrerns some of which are those transient truths. and they are ready to expire bc on a big picture essence they served their purpose. but individually bc we are attached. we refuse to let those fade away. which ends up causing issues in our mechanism of thought. there seems to be a natural pruning that takes place in human memory. passage of times the slow digestion of ur experiences even if u didn’t actively meditate and do introspective research into ur being. perhaps also due to the quality of the cumulative work that tends to happen round the clock. and the opposite is also very true. u may be self evolved but still fall short bc there are no avenues where u can practice ur craft and elaborate ur skill so now the seed is only confined in ur own personal garden. the view is magnificent. u can thank ur stars ur endowed with such vision. even tho it’s totally useless and maybe it’s useful but it’s not the type of useful u thought it would be. because some of those parts have faded in reality doesn’t necessarily mean all is lost. hence the art of letting go everywhere in our lives. all arenas get tested. perhaps due to our majority’s wishes that we sort of end up bowing to whatever intrinsic evolution is next. hence therein lies our true worth and power. i believe that if we ever have power over the long term continuity of our intent on going in a particular direction no matter the cost, may be felt overtime due to our mortality in space under the title of human kind. but beyond it.
and our vulnerabilities are there. it’s not that we don’t notice. but we fear of things getting worse. so we hastily go forward. there maybe too much appropriation against ur true nature. bc the point at which we may find ourselves in this grand labyrinth. as within and without. as well as the puzzle. both in our all encompassing advancements, in a way can be burdensome especially when we are frivolous with our stimulation. bc there we exasperate too much energy but for nothing so we go inn the negative. and then when the actual stuff get severely impacted and challenged and we are called on to tackle these occurrences we end ii falling short. bc we don’t notice that there is a misalignment for simply being here which should give us a clue that some things are severely out of order and for a long time. which means that we could be up on the chopping block of our cumulative mental pruning. u may think this is not a big deal but here we get experiences of brief periods of amnesia. and a feeling of aloofness. this maybe induced. forced. and our sense of tackling once upon important objectives end up fizzling. we may find ourselves mentally cornered. so we were too strong in our. orion’s. but somewhere in our thought process we took a wrong turn or got misled. someone dangled a carrot before us and subs bc they had the advantage of information that we disinterested have access to. and it’s j out that we do not know we just don’t believe a lot of self related nonsense that may arise in our minds. or we are too programmed to think that nonsense only takes place on tv. perhaps bc we cannot stop. too reluctant to let go and simply be in silence or just be. we can’t take a break. bc of that perceived anxiety. that we must continue to go on even especially amidst uncertainty. that if u must stop or just be. ur about to get drowned or whatever was chasing u is finally gonna catch up to u. usually i refer to this type of feeling as some type of perceived claustrophobia maybe resulting from our self annihilation or forced removal of human potential. it’s like we are cutting ourselves short as societies. bc here in the quantum tapestry these are felt very much like a spiders web. and aside from teacher u get very many other suits there as well. throwing all kinds of things along ur way. some are even in full creativity of generating entire realities out of nothing and everything within these realities is so realistic it’s convincing for u to believe it. but ur simply being had. ur being spun and u don’t notice it. ur too gullible and excited about being alive instead. which is natural. but there are other natural forces there as well.
we just get convinced of meanings and words without their true worth. perhaps because we too are feeling fragmented. much like proceed of the puzzle. here is where we don’t have to worry about having to figure everything out all on our own but our worries are rather different. if we must in deed worry that we might be alone. that’s precisely because cumulatively there is a huge lack of trust. if we must ever get there. lack of trust in. each other comes from the sense perception that human beings are unpredictable and that they may flip on u. at any time. friends can turn to foes. people who seem like they have good intentions can suddenly trick u and get u in trouble or sell u put. once upon a lover is now ur worst enemy and ur totally embarrass and don’t trust urself for ever trusting them. and so on. it’s almost like the puzzle was in a box and got all kinds of tossed around. it’s like the labyrinth reset. it changed its routes and while we were on our journey there was open air. it snow a block wall. all of our efforts up until that point is wasted. and on top of that we don’t know which part of the box we have landed or which part of the labyrinth we are standing on. it’s a mind boggle. total punishment. torture. and albeit it’s in ur mind. it hurts like ur body is being harmed. that’s not bc ur simply a drama queen whose life is the centre of the universe. that false acknowledgment is only partially true if u forgot all about unity mindset. or assume that unity refers to responsibilities where others are doing stuff and ur just living a leisurely life. totally irresponsible. where u do nothing but live only for urself. so u know ur not that when u consider that the pain is not just for u. bc if u can’t tell where u are. perhaps they can’t either and that’s a scary notion. and the wastefulness represented here can be found anywhere in the world in form of life. in form of things. garbage landfills oceans life and animals. it’s in our behaviours. energy that we expedite daily. in things we keep ourselves busy with. and so is within. as we continue to refuse quantum understanding and quantum values and worth, we end up ruining our own process by thwarting our unity progress and then we get ourselves all jumbled up. and have to start all over again to figure things out. but along the way we may develop resentment. we may be internally hateful but externally nonchalant so even we don’t notice. so we still have power to ignore our calling and refuse ourselves a real comprehensive look to our inner scopes thereby ignoring our true self and perhaps there is a forecast of potential of self waste and self losses. maybe this thought ignited a warning even if we ourselves figure it out. there are countless others. for the game relies on all equal input so u spread the word instead and always help towhee. treat others well so that ur joining on ur efforts to
sometimes
i feel like there are many of me living in my head. not just in my head but also in my heart. because i cannot tell whether if i will the same tomorrow or agree to the same ideas or plans i came up with today. i feel like the many sides of me is pretty much like a jewel with also many facets that shine differently under the light. from different angles. sometimes. i just wanna hide. other times. i have the attitude of a grumpy old man. other times i’m childlike. playful and carefree. the possibilities are endless. and then they come to a full stop. lots of ups and downs. it’s almost like yesterday when i was five or seven laying in bed daydreaming about weird worldly objectives and mysticism about our humanity. time flies fast it’s said but it’s more so that it feels that way only if u are comparing events. i do know that i made quite a traction away from these timelines. the times of which i was freshly looking at the world surrounding me with curious eyes and wonder. the times i felt i belonged somewhere even though it was only a figment of my imagination. from there i developed strong curiosity into meanings of words and what sort of associations we tend to make. u would be surprised to find that misunderstandings happens more than they can be cleared. and when they do happen they can ruin a lot of things for everyone. that’s aside from psyops and downright lies and deception so as u can see we end up having no room for error. since we are already actively seeking to destroy the opponent in our mission to supersede each other. luckily the bastards in my head are not competitive. maybe that’s why i’m grumpy at times. it’s hard to really stand off from worldly pursuits. unlike everyone. and say well. that’s not smth i can agree with. that’s not smth i wish to entangle myself with. that doesn’t seem like it’s stimulating in a good way. if anything. overstimulation can create all kinds of side effects to the experiencer. and when u have nothing to compare it to. u become normalized to the occurrence. ur nature is as good as ur knowing. but with truths being hidden. good luck finding things out because ? well here we find ourselves with very little room for error. where things are easier to go back words and we have institutions of remedy because we do not notice in examination of each other in their desperation we are examining ourselves in our desperation of having made a evolutionary wrong turn an awful long time ago. they which we find ourselves smack dab in the middle of the systems we made and their strong side effects.
it’s so hard to trust myself when i’m coursing uncharted territories especially within the burrows of my heart. it’s like a mine field. i know i’m strong. it’s not just a thought. but of having been wronged. i also notice the short fuse. which is why the terrain of thought and of feelings can become a little bit unpredictable. and i see that this is also associated with the timeline of passage. of becoming. or coming of age. because at the end of the day. what we want is to be part of smth worthwhile. and do smth worthy with our time. effort energy and what not. we come to realize that life teaches us a great many things. but there are certainly a lot of disorganized thought and a lot of repetitive lessoning. mist of which end up becoming too practical that they don’t get to see their missing thru since they are only one particular line of department out of many. in complementing a problem with a. succinct solution we come to our one existentialism and personals limits which is where almost all our issues can be surmised to , in looking at what we have permitted as normalized and true. and adapt to them as the predominant notions that tend to guard and dominate our behaviours from there which end up falling short on every avenue since our communication is severely impacted by national and global secrets. which ends up generating arenas of distrust. resentfulness as well as scepticism as to efficacy of any systemic functions. bc some departments maybe in their top shape but others falling short term to override the progress made or excavate the situation bc they were the originator of the issue but from a non direct purview, since most things are connected in a way that impacts all and everything to an extend. some greeter than others , which can be connected and studied as whole for a greater efficiency but this would require more people to take on social responsibilities and roles that are going to help conditions in their life and surroundings. in a way. life itself is an addiction. our habits and habitats become addictive. the breath we hold on to do much. the belief system and letters that are ingrained in us are but part of this addictive process. the problem is not to accept ur humanity or the fact that breath is a unitive part of ur reality. the part about our life is to choose to do things that are more authentic to our truth and origin. which in looking at the reality today we see is not exactly it. we for example have a whole title under working class citizens. this is a form of addiction. addiction to our habits. of wanting to be taken care of on our day off and be entertained. not that anything is wrong with any of these. but the issue is this. we are awakening in the middle of these systems. it doesn’t matter if ur leaders and higher claw people are awakened first. usually this is a privilege type thing. some places ur free to study and speak and other places in the world ur suppressed and this goes under “ good circuses” or “model behaviour” even tho the true u is beneath the facade someone else has assigned for u.
but i’m not a not trustworthy person. i maybe reserved. i have many of these characteristics perhaps ofc. why not. it must all be me. maybe life fragments u. compartmentize u bc they don’t accept the whole u at all times. u go to dmv. ur proper. u go to bar. u go nuts. u go to hospitsl u can act all nuts. u go somewhere else. and ur somebody else. perhaps u heard a sad song and u tear up. t sometimes peoples say ur smart but sometimes ur annoying. other times ur too loud. or conniving. maybe u tell truths too well. ur too clear in ur dialect. it makes others uncomfortable. or. u don’t have social filter. u don’t care what other think bc u can’t dream of living s life that suppressed u or forces u to stuff everything inside and live in silent suffering while others are running free under the sun. but u are also not content when u run under the sun bc now ur thinking about others who are afflicted. or the working class citizens who don’t take weekends off. who can’t save money. who love paycheque to paycheque. who can’t afford nice things. little to no room for error. can’t afford school. can’t dream big. holidays. hustle. special days hustle. sick days hustle. and these are ur people who run ur cities. and entertain. ur people on the weekends and holidays. and special celebrations. they run ur movie theatres and malls and restaurants. there are those who take care of ur cities and streets. so many essential work can be casted aside easy. u say people produce waste and neeed food. there u go. two big avenues of jobs right there. how do u make sure all is kosher and affordable ? there goes ur distribution plans and keeping things clean. what about working class citizens. i say we need to eliminate this. if u think seeing others in their slave labor jobs is a time off for u. and enjoy that sort of entertainment u need to redefine these for urself and ur family. think of this form of capitalism as a diy sort of way. stay at home. cook with friends. go out in nature. teach ur kids to be sporty and agile instead of pursuing strongly celebrity culture. educate ur kids on that sort of endeavour. the rumours are true. being rich and famous isn’t that glamorous and it has a higher price ticket that’s invincible. that’s the hook. anyway. and drugs and sex and exploitation and how it never actually helps anyone. the representation. but. arts is essential. when done right with good intentions art has potential to heal people and being people closer. but right now they are trying to control that in a artificial way. to intentionally break the people so that u can sell the synthetic remedy is a definition of snake oil salesman in the technological age with unpredictable future
i know though. from my personal experice what addiction is. it’s not what it seems. and i know that people have their heart in the right place. which is better than nothing. and it helps those. as long as there’s some form of help in this world it’s smth to celebrated and notice as well as be grateful for. but it’s simply not enough. not much is actually enough as we continue to run in place. it’s like ur trying to hold ur breath bc u fear if u let it go. u will not have another breath to take in. ur literally smothering urself. issues are allowed to happen then there are places where u can recover. isn’t that funny. we have more places for recovery than places for education. training opportunities and thriving opportunities. pls don’t tell me that working class is going anywhere. they do work hard. see? that’s the issue tho. it’d not that ur measured by ur effort. bc there’s only a finite amount of money. finite amount of villas. finite amount of expensive cars and high priced computers. there’s finite amount of spaces available for jobs. enough ceos and managers. the rest is peanuts. all peanuts. and if u can cast is aside. the type of job. from its essentiality. then u see it’s not me who criticizes. i’m simply an observer. i have suffered from lack of motivation and direction in y life for a very long time. especially when i was younger. i found no role model. i would seek helps from counsel lord about may school curriculum but shit was so confusing. bc ur literally looking at a bunch of numbers. aka statistics. to determine how much debt u can get into now so u can get thru body of work which u don’t even know if ur equipped to excel at, and guarantee pay off ur debt and then get to a plus. buy a house a car and build a life from there. there’s also no guarantee into whether if u will be satisfied with ur job decision. see we don’t even have that. shadow. child. shadow ur favoured employees at a young age and see if the type of jobs ur interested in is actually smth ur interested in. bc we may perceive a potential in our mind. but reality is not in its full potential so this part of realizing can be very depressing sometimes and can let u down severely and in debt. too. in some severe cases where ur thinking of children in working class societies where they don’t even get much of a chance is truly heartbreaking. so lofe and reality is different even in the west even tho it maybe better then it’s counterparts in the east and middle east etc. one noble thing we can do is not compare. but contrasts bc what we do internationally takes from locality. and vica versa. to top that. we have finite funds to work with. so there’s all kinds of politics that take place. u gotta scratch others back so they scratch urs bc it’s all conditional. u have to have conditional relationships bc it beats being alone. and bc this world is advantageous. if ur ever alone and down. u will be kicked. so forming alliances is a strength builder. it’s a key component of our survival ability.
the council in my head argues sometimes. that’s not the artificial thoughts or those indicted by others pungent dominating pheromones when u come across them. bc that too happens. we all have power to uplift entire citizens or bring them down. sometimes we may not know what we do beings them down or elevate them. sometimes we may think we are doing smth. right. maybe we are not hurting others. but it still impacts something someone somewhere somehow. all attribute to our connectivity. . we keep hearing this. unity theory and one life one love and one consciousness and assume it means anyone is free to appropriate. plagiarize steal and pretend to be like other people. no. unity is like this. cos ur expanse. it’s like ur a candle lighting everyone up. space expanse is infinite it does not take from others to make oneself bigger. so. the unity is meant to elevate us uplift us and help us evolve anything less than it. if it makes u feel slighted. that’s not unity consciousness. that’s someone trying to deceive u. bc they are fraud. which happens in this world. because it’s all part of our neuroses. billionaire is neurosis. wars is neurosis. extreme politics is neurosis. ur economic structure is a form of neurosis. capitalism is neurosis. working class is neurosis poverty is neurosis. abuse is neurosis. the concept of having and holding perpetual enemies is neurosis. so everyone is tripping all the time. they are being spun by their system. their families friends. media entertainment choices. ur lifestyle choices are a huge impact . and it’s ok to have concern. or healthy dose of fear that ur wasting it. but being reckless and eating others energy and time or mocking suffering people bc ur simply bored or looking for some type of stimulation ( more like friction which leads to altercations instead ) because u forgot u need healthy stimulation. it’s no wonder why ur dumb and bored and easy to be manipulated but it’s entirely in ur hands to break out of it and contribute to the greater good. u may ask but i’m working class citizens i have no power and no energy or time. u might be surprised at how much power u do have. now there maybe many layers of making things work. a lot of it takes place in our heads. and hearts. a portion of that is afforded to our continual dedication to our spirituality ( religion is ok too , so long as what u pursue is making u a better person , meaning ur following doctrines and causing no harm and continually being curious about ur nature so as to allow urself the growth necessary for level up which may involve more than focus on urself , we say self growth but it’s via service that we tend to grow ever more so exponentially. perhaps a a product of that unity theory ). and be wary of what u say. this is a slippery slope. in cases where ur self expressing this is fine so long as u know i’m venting. that’s fine. but in. cases where ur speaking to urself in a way that may get in ur way. sometimes others may take that information about urself and use it against u. it happens. we have a partition of the realty that’s quite technocratic already. we have to keep this as peer of our reality for it does impact our life. to what degree or for better or worse is yet to be determined. though i believe the choice is ultimately ours. no matter how much we may feel at odds at times. if ya find urself at a point of indecisiveness don’t fret. take time slow down and decide slower. life is in a way an addiction. we get addicted to our names and people in our lives. as well as particular feelings which we wish to recreate over and sober again and thought processes. the chemical substance and food addictions and addictions fro hormones such as excessive heightened states of being. anger. lust and violence are but part of the same curriculum of our reality if we wish to truly solve these then we are going to have to look at the bigger picture not just in parts but pls don’t turn away from good will either. i just wanna see that u fully succeed in ur missions.
a whole comprehensive human being
bodies of which are in constancy of motion. strongly represents the period of sitting. meditation. contemplation. of thought processes. queries. curiosities. research. teach and learning. of movement. body has myriad of movements. even in cases of disabled communities. for internal movements are composed of myriad of organisms and connections that do around the clock work. which represents our internal and external yoga. our practice of surrender. and of control. choice. feelings that arise. we may wish to let go via allow self to experience and free feelings and then let go. much like the death after they are being released. which may take a mainly times before a particular type of feeling has been fully transcends but also depends on context of the feeling which may require other departments to also coincide. for it’s necessary transcending. then u may do some grounding practices bc even in moment , especially in moment of exasperating difficult feelings in safe place, u will need to “come back to earth” and ground urself or else the channel of which u have just tapped into remains open. and u may run the risk of hurting others feelings or making wrong judgment call or assume that things are now forever changed for worse. even in presence of a very old ancient feeling. we have our deep risk journey. for each person. in due respect to their belief and it’s rice. they may have different articulation of that which sustains and that which perks their curiosity about life. existence. of bigger picture questions . of our origin. of why we are here. myriad of philosophies complement the science of spirit. often we use these in their own houses. sometimes we mix and match certain ones. by doubles and triples. and cross references. then sometimes we have full alignment. of our word. actions feelings our level of spirit and our direct dialect to our bodies which is where we tend to manifest most impact fully. so paying attention to these houses individually and completely in terms of their interactions in each our lives is quite exciting and essential since from here we can then become more sensitive to the depth of our power. which is , if we say , to each their own, and u make ur density, and u can set ur mind to anything u wish to achieve , u have the power to create smth better in ur life, then this maybe it. but ofc there is * since much like individual alignment. we would need systemic alignments and bigger picture alignments with same or at the very least similar basic essential values about our mutual conduct for instance. bc it would be very difficult to really be super excellent when the world is crying gin agony and someone is drowning over there meanwhile another is suffering in another way. u hear the screams but u shrug ur shoulders bc ur too focused on ur own stuff which is alright. there’s nothing wrong with it. but it’s not gonna heal the planet. if only you were to survive. since all the things that happen within it. can be ignored willfully by us. but they bar being recorded into the memory of the worlds body and it too has these levels right. it has some type of consciousness. life. movement. and laws within it threat larger than us.
why becoming familiar with these bodies of consciousness is key? is precisely bc they are constantly being bombarded with too much stimulation. but frivolous ones. bc while we do require healthy stimulation. there are unhealthy forms of stimulation for example too much survival mode being on is actually toxic. it’s unhealthy and it’s against human rights. it causes severe side effects for those who are experiencing it. which leads to elsewhere health implications and disabilities which ironically burdens systems more than any avoidance improving financiers or serving the systems in a beneficial way. also because we have strong spiritual connection as human kind. even tho there are people who may not be severely impacted as to their survival. they get affected by those who are in a indirect way which is a component of the spiritus. one of the major tenets of why we are here. so we sacrifice our spiritual purity for the sake of finances and mismanagement. perhaps we can have benefit of doubt and say that we are evolving beyond our past blind spots. plus. we are all. in the cumulative sense. discovering as we go along . so there is a bit of humility there. even in our strong determination to bite more than we can chew. or assume that just bc systems were created this way that they should continue on this way and there is no room for improvements or reflection of advancements via the experience of spiritus. bc the component of spiritus in human experience is missing. it’s either too dogmatic or is completely missing, so much it’s in. negatives such as devil worship or doing. evil things like casting spells . wishing others ill and doing selfish things assuming that’s charitable . again. all this is linked to some form or way of capitalism. bc we prioritize funds. and everyone has to make a living. a lot of stuff turns kind of sour. so much like contaminating water our spirituality is contaminated via the strong prioritizing of financial realm over everything which includes spiritus. since wars are still in full production. and because certain belief is still up in the air, that we are curious enough to hold strong convictions depending on which club we are part of which side we lean on and which may benefit us in some way. but we aren’t curious enough to question what we know. why it’s the way it is and ask others what they think. not just about our business but what’s ur experience . what’s it been like to be human for u.
our houses are being under fire by conflicting limited data some of which is downright lies. fallacies. things that are designed to keep u in a loop. of self deprecating thought. why can’t i achieve greater things. why can’t i measure up. how am i such a failure. while others are simply existing. in truth we are all doing our best. and sometimes we are doing our best at being manipulated. and conditioned. other times we are doing our best in sleep walking. other times we do our best in incurring a spiritual depth and not know about it. life is bizzare that way. perhaps it’s bc we are desensitized and or we are that manipulated. our houses are being barraged with all kinds of data. we don’t know which to believe. too many tabs is open life is hard. systems are difficult to gain insight into. everything can have effect of room. full of mirrors and smoke. some poorly lit. u run into illusions. or ur led to a artificial atmosphere and abandoned there after so many sacrifices u made. while u worked so hard to get there urself. even displayed ur skills bc if ur out there recruiting others to hire them and put them to work. u too would love to see some great display of skill. so that u choose to employ those who are passionate about heat they do. but bc we don’t discuss these houses. the art of true language for instance. where all business deals can go either way unless u offend ur opponent and make them sign a honesty treaty or some kind of integrity check. so we end up contradicting ourselves when we recognize both the importance of clarity of how we function. but at the same time. just to function. we do anything but. it could be a sales pitch. or out of desperation. bc we don’t acknowledge human soul and respect it. our world and our systems reflect smth more like industrial farming. and we know how heart wrenching those are. and i think here. the reference is this. u get to have cattle and ranch. and ur the farmer. which denotes to business aka capital. now. if we were to inject our lives with spiritus. in all arenas of life. globally how would that change the way we live and treat each other. and help mitigate issues that concern people by larger numbers. such as wildfires. global disasters . ecological hazards. while having stationary cities is nice, our future is uncertain. and we feel even more at a greater disadvantage bc we don’t know how to communicate. we have the technology for it tho. 3 d printers. and even modes of travel between continents ( big ships) ( happens all the time) and even planes and jets and things of that sort can easily be deployed during any crisis. but then u have to think about what u need to travel to. and how. and how do u organize. how do u communicate to large number of diverse people of different backgrounds. and how can u make sure that there are no errors . bc in dealing with large numbers. obviously comes with greater responsibility.
then we need to be more inclusive. how do u accept everyone and value each life that u make sure u leave nobody behind. then u may need to get to know people a little bit so u get a sense of their needs. then we are thinking about priorities. we are saying well. in line of production. if we were to transcend capitalism we would then produce based on by need and some people will need more than others based on by their health disposition so the first thing that falls in place when we honour life and breathe spiritual into life into each person and from there to each system , then we notice. what comes after end wars and do not harm. is how can we best accommodate those who are in natural need. because we already have overproduction of some stuff. a ton of plastic packaging. lot of plastic cheap production. people in big cities know how there are ton of stores with a ton of cheaply made stuff and we all love to spend money as a favourite pastime ( bc there’s no stimulation on our lives. we are not being challenged which is attribute to our minds. our intelligences. and education. ) bc we are bored and we can only watch tv for so long being artificially induced with lifestyles we will never live ( things such as happy endings, living in nyc with haters job and being able to afford apartments at such a young age, justice being served in most human rights cases, governments having complete agility and competence to get thru any crisis, the strong emphasis of philosophy of do not harm other, contradicted with gang stores and street crimes, drug cartels, foreigners who wanna attack ur country… ) ( even relationship stores are pompous. who loves someone so deeply that they will see u they ur bad days. while this may be true. ur senses are also bombarded by promiscuity and narcs. users, and aggressors and rape) see the thing is tv can never replace spirituals or give us a shortcut on how to human. under normal conditions we wouod consider such things a work of art. and that we could simply sit down and entertain our minds with thoughts we will never adapt. but bc we are misaligned. and there are all these false stimulations, we may be in a disposition to assume this is normal. so now we are thinking. smth exists when it’s not. and then go about creating it. here. the act of creativity can be just a frivolous . bc the production itself is designed for strictly maintenance of capitalist notions that there is a selling point. advertisement and exchange. and it’s up to each person to determine what it is that they see. although in books it is what u think of it. but in movies ur basically absorbing what they want u to see. unless u have the component of curiosity into it’d workings and actively watch and the ask urself who wants me to see this. why do they want me to see this. what is this. is it true. is it real. is it applicable. what does this mean if we were to apply. and then u shroud this finding on top of already exiting system. to see what effects it will cause from the point of which we are at. not where u are at personally but cumulatively so in a way u also need to be aware of general condition of well-being of ur peers to determine what sort of potential effects to expect. and honour the choice for each person but also be aware about the process of choice bc it’s not as smile as making na decision.
also what happens with each of ur houses of being isolated for gaslight and manipulations as well as contradictions and conditionings is so that u make that executive final choice. so u can see that there’s an invincible process before an act of choice is made. especially when it’s being made for the first time out of the blue. being aware of these houses and tending to them one by one. then being aware of their interactions. as well as the full utility of all houses aligned and activated will leave not much room for intruders and those who prey on ur well-being to squeeze themselves and their propaganda in ur houses or try to cloud any of them which may throw u off. or cause u to make wrong judgment call or make a mistake . in highly elevated parts of experience people know this sort of stuff it’s akin to star wars “force”. so u try to break ur opponent with mental acuity and constancy of shit tall and opposition the strategy is to get them to have some type of wound that will make them fail. especially at these times where we are in constancy of dominion of each other as to our intellectual territories and other rights. this is ever so. and likely to be a semblance of tables being turned. if u wish to break out of this destructive cycle much like myself and others. u r gonna have to find other way than constant sparring with others. bc today we win tomorrow someone else wins. arguments get so juvenile and we are so caught up in the frivolities of such shallowness that we are simply wasting precious time on earth every time we cave into this. social media has made this worse also. now we have bots feeding these standard thoughts. it’s almost designed to spiritually devalue people and to establish dark times so they give you their agency and their truth. and even negotiate on their authentic rights. which is not a good sign. also because we have not our hearts trained to feel and to open up that we think we are conserving anything by withholding our compassion and love for each other. globally. that we fill our exasperation with violence instead and of less than endowed ideas to reach our objectives. which is strong representative of our out of alignment ness. in this world. and in our houses the same. we may have a hard time and be overwhelmed when we think about really opening our hearts to eight billion people. and that’s just in the now. wait till u do that to all life that came to pass and all potential future life. u can extend ur love to a cosmic love. and extend ur compassion to all and everything. even that which u do not know.
mental health is quite important
usually our mental quality is in synch with our surroundings. most often our brains absorb more information than we can consciously recall but the whole of which tend to supplement our particular lines of thought. given that we are constantly giving to our background system educated information to work with as to how to fact check based on. by what is within its data base, and then connect various dots where when we do come up on a topic along. those lines, we can do so with the strong sustenance our grounds of thinking runs at its efficiency. does this mean not the same for those who maybe mentally afflicted? we can examine each issue one by one. u see that there are commonalities in depressed people and same with anxieties. there are many others that factor in in determining which category a person may fall. there is studies that link dietary consistencies and otherwise to be a strong factor. which is understandable. our bodies is not a feb age chute. which doesn’t means eat extremely rigid diet and not have fun or leave room for indulgences as well. it just tends to produce the effects that becomes part of our whole person. so perhaps it’d not just diet. or just this or just that which ends up excavating whatever might they contribute, since if we were to correct a nutritional deficiency. first we find our where we are at. then we supplement both via food sources. which requires diverse choosing. and vitamins and minerals in addition to that. u will notice difference was u do but this doesn’t mean a set time. for everyone’s levels are different. and depending on how well ur body also absorbs these nutrients. again this is only one angle. if food alone healed us. there would have been immense amount of stories left right and center. so much that even corruption would have no choice but to stop messing with our resources. lifestyles tend to play strong role in. our overall well-being. our minds collect all this data. and then they make these basic calculations which relate to our thought processes and how we perceive events as they happen. while we may not notice such effects as they compound. our basics habits into the way of our thought process go tends to produce effects. mild at first so we don’t notice the original source that by the time a given maturity has been reached. in some cases if the results are producing negative then ur gonna add the extra time of denial in there before u finally accept first do that u can move towards whichever is the direction next.
heading back into our minds, our thoughts processes are strongly undone ed by our upbringing. which established first contact. then we have changed that take place. some people move around. others experience other conditions. each persons experience might differ. then we have group differences . classes. now for example we are so cruel as human species that we think giving some folks economic freedom while not to others is a good idea. which produces. in its simplest. most basic capitalist sense , to the class difference in a plane. we notice that those who can afford higher price ticket must have had to work harder. be more educated and be able to afford the thing. which is sort of a reward related thing. but now if we were to say, for all others , if u work hard too u too can afford this sort of a lifestyle experience. ok. fine. u say. let me go to school and then get a better job but here is where things tend to multiply and u are surmounted with all these tasks or u change ur mind or it’s taking. much too long. along the way u might have had an accident which had u amputated. or u had a health condition. now ur on the radar on a no fly risk type ordeal. anyway. there’s not enough jobs to get u to that point any faster either bc given by how the economy is structure is actually pretty predictable and if u ever have a mechanism to see all kinds of charts. interactions and statistics. then u can see . without money there is no prosperity. and with that statement. we see the moneys role in peoples lives as quite impactful. and bc money can get people to do all kinds of things. u may not notice bc maybe ur just doing the very white lie at a customer service department so ur paycheque is ensured but someone else is doing far worse bc such despair can cause all kinds of conflictions especially when they are taught early on. and by taught. i mean by life. the data that we collect is not just limited to newspapers and other forms of written text. it’s not just limited to absorbing information they podcasts and television screen either. it certainly isn’t full filling enough to listen to the radio in ur car on ur way to work. ur brain absorbs when these things are closed as well. and while these things r open ur also absorbing what u do not notice which has a track record. some are as old as u are! others are as old as ur current adopted postal code. and then when where we make a next anywhere we also begin to make room for the history of places we reside in. bc these things aren’t exactly gone, even tho the people are. so there’s all this information going on already. we are constantly being saturated by all kinds of human intel.
by natural standards. if we did nothing and simply absorb we would know all and everything. ofc. laughs. this is hyperbole. again the brain is sort of like a machine a really good one. if u know how to use it. it doesn’t come with much instructions and ur luck depends on where ur born and to whom. and what conditions ur gonna make it. all of these are strong contributors to how we end up becoming. or at the very least we would have strong foundations to the ties we have previously established without much knowing at the time since all of that depend on the circumstances thru which we existed. now ofc there must be a strong reason as to why we may feel finicky when all media is off or we just feel like a pocket off of reality for a brief moment of seclusion where u just let urself be that is if u can handle the deathly quiet. but it’s not empty this place is. it’s where things tend to slow down and u allow urself to breathe. because ur constantly being bombarded and suddenly the info influx and overwhelm puts u at a greater disadvantage of a sudden lack. which is tough if we have long standing my trained our minds to constantly barrage our. brains to certain standard frequencies that are systemically available out there. at will without much curiosity into its workings or much thought. so here the frequencies are from our television and radio and all kinds of trafficking thoughts that gets passed around as he most dominating one’s tend to pull and push the otherwise natural information and colouring our purview if we are not careful as to their true workings. so that’s where it truly matters to be curious. why is there radio. how was it first established. what potential conditions might be present in its use given we know what we know about human nature. what sort of intel is missing from past wars. what sort of intel is missing from secret scientific advancements as well as testing. how does ur tv operate. what is it for. what sort of consciousness did people have when television first rolled around into their store. it’d much better to be curious and learn while ur watching and consuming this form of data since it’s the best way a person can determine for them selves the sort of findings they will discover in its wake. from here we can use our time efficiently. and also make such careful and compassionate assessments as to how other people might be affected by such transmissions. bc anything that impacts the minds in a negative way tends to produce severe side effects among us as it also implicates decision a making ability. for example say ur a latch key kid. ur targeted online by anonymous sources. and say ur emo pr susceptible to depression. so they feed u with these passive aggressive statements. of very heightened self absorbed thoughts. such as self cherishing kind which feeds the mind delusions about the self. and then gets revengeful. trying to triangulate classmates and then try to push or motivate this child to do smth about it. bc it’s a clear problem all of a sudden. and say u go to school and then someone looks funny. but all these r documented. nowadays everyone also has their cellphone with them. things can easily be hacked and tracked. this way. and any information can be used against. u thinking ur young makes u exempt in this world of trouble would be natural but in this case. we have a lot of work to go as adults and people in general. so it’s a work in progress. but anyway.
ofc there will be a time where we will learn to utilise data for right. or better conditions producing better results and safety for all without discriminations and or being too rigid in some inhuman way. for these things tend to happen because at the end of the day. we are all human. the process of our day to day activities continue to produce their momentum. and each of us came from the same dark ages. some of us 40 years ago. others 60-70 years ago. others 10-20 years ago. and so on. the recent outburst of such connectivities sn what not. all attribute to technology has discombobulated even the creators of it. everyone is in a haze. don’t believe the hype. no one knows what’s gonna happen or what sort of effect that’s gonna produce. ideas that spring up tend to be a. shot in the dark. no one know where the ideas gonna land and germinate what sort of conditions. there’s strong pull deep within. perhaps because everyone coming to that sort of a understanding. the simplification of our lives is going to benefit everybody. but it’s kind of like that. theory. where u have a past karma u have to handle first before u move onto much older ones. in this case. we wanna move on. collectively. but at the same time there are so many tabs open. we are like discombobulated as a result of it. all of us. no exceptions. realizing. this is sort of humbling. but nonetheless. understanding the interactions of our environment as well as technologies can help us take control of our minds. the ideas is to blot be diluted by such occurrences and in cases of isolation or where susceptible people err targeted for criminal indoctrination . that’s where u need to pull each other closer. have each other’s back. be active awake community members. that means u will have to stop fighting each other first. but here the con reeducation is that there are strong mental developments among us now. so the mental health aspect. aside from nutritional deficiencies stem from the things u have done. body has memory. so if u best someone up or killed someone. chances are u will be more likely to do it again and with more ease. so u would have to make sure that these objectives. as playful and childish as they may seem. and in other cases. intimidating. and strong. are actually entirely life altering especially when done in a haphazard ignorant way. the same goes for our intersections with each other. before u this people this that people that. make sure ur source of knowledge comes for personal experience but in determining what sort of personal experice u wish to share. don’t hold back partial info bc that’s a lie. especially on key topics concerning others. so in determining how open u wish to be. consider the exchange. or the price ticket.
so now u have all this curiosity. u wannna study ur mind so u can understand not only urself better but become tolerant and humble toward others in their own challenges and struggles. since mind is attribute to reality. what sort of reality are we in agreement with. there are very strong discrepancies in this world right now which causes much turmoil. but aside from politics and u said he did bs. we can focus on the similarities instead. such as don’t kill anyone. which means end of wars. and re routing our issues with each other via alternative peaceful methods. this would shift focus to ending local disturbances. how do u do that? people need better conditions to live in. so this requires money. more education and more discussions as to what sort of cities and towns we even want. what do we want. do we only wanna go to movies. restaurants and the mall? especially if u live in polluted towns or away from nature. not everyone has cars. how do u feel about class differences. do u think something can be worked out in a way that doesn’t bankrupt people and end up huge discrepancies between groups ? how about worldwide connections? who represents u? do u think ur satisfied with such rep? if ur not. can u change the suit? to the ones who can represent u with full on values up front. all of these contribute to greater efficiency of our minds bc right now we are polluting ourselves with covetious ness. propaganda. yep faced ness. double speak. conniving attitudes. love hate relationships. deception. psyops. gaslighting. other strategic planning that serve hidden agendas. if spending is a probmem then we must all be in it together. u can’t be the only one s making families and having lots of things whereas rest of the world suffers. in some parts super bad. that we should be embarrassed by the speed of our consumption and never blink twice about anything. this isn’t about lack of gratitude. but that sort of gratitude bc u compare an fear what u see and therefor pray to god or be grateful so u must not lose it or ever have to be in that position. right ? so that’s not the right gratitude. being grateful opens ur eyes and then purified them after witnessing terrible conditions. so that ur not riddled with hate and anger. cos u just caught the bug. so u now u purify with gratitude before u take ur next course of action and it’s certainly not willful ignorance. so these things need to be globally discussed bc they certainly are a strong proponent to the quality of our minds set bc the atmosphere is riddled with such truths.
the ethereality of capturing a picture
a moment. frozen in time. is to consider a few ingredients. one is the transient nature of that which we are creating. relevancy of which applies to that particular moment. which. when spoken in a broad terms. tries to convey the timeless with it. so it’s actually two ingredients. the timeless is ur ethereality ur pure self and truth. and the one associated by the passage of time. truth of which is relevant to that particular context is another. it is om meant to be supplementary to the otherwise purified truths. now ofc we are continually creating tiny little relevant truths that are supplementary to its varieties. depending on how much they represent. how elaborate and clear the messaging , as well as their sheer self represent that they are aware and fully in embodiment of the transience of their nature. a message that is self aware. meaning that it knows what it’s duplicating. is powerful. it maybe considered as partial truth. or relevant to the context by which the time they were generated refers to their absolute tiers. albeit. they are part of the whole. there’s still strong merit and relevant to truths that is larger than our understanding. this is where denialism and or being too stubborn to open oneself to such potential of thought is gets to be too strong. we may find support of such likeness of thought already established among others. thereby making the process of adaptation without fact check easier. sometimes u may be compelled. depending on the type of informations urgency of application. other times, u may need an immediacy of action which is worse bc when we execute behaviours it’s a lot more concrete as to their imprint. even if we r alone in the forrest. we are contributing our wave pattern which releases into the atmosphere, making its rounds. now when we receive feedback from nature, we only understand the messages as best as we have allowed inner enlightenment into our turne and. nature which is why it’d essential to establish hat self truth with urself. in all ur achievements and failures the same. for both allow us to see the nature of their establishment since there is aside from our personal notions of the experience . there is a strong social factor that is pretty dominant as to our totality of perception of reality in which we reside. and it matters for obvious reasons.
although the term obvious is catching on in the recent years. it is by no means a attack on peoples variations. but more so a touch on pay attention to what transpired in the last 20 or so years. in terms of information distribution and the levels of human connections that have also evolved. some of these effects will still produce what they need to produce in the coming decades. the point is to pay homage to the previous states of collective consciousness when such technologies were not available. not in the vast sense we find ourselves in today. and since covid lockdowns caused people to also use internet more likely in order to combat loneliness might have increased. prospect of job opportunities are forcing everyone to take internet more seriously. but still. it’s nothing grand or amazing. bc it still runs thru the same systems found in anywhere. any profession. u get politics and strong linguistic oversight. there is still a degree of ambiguity. while we wanna promote a new found system as prolific. what we don’t notice is that it’s gonna scoop up only a maximal number of people. as with everything else. and every company that runs the same. as all rovers connect to bigger bodies of water, there is a web of connectivity between how such endeavours are created and for what purpose still remain the same. so in truth. not much advancement as to human. conduct has evolved. we are somewhat becoming more comfortable with the nature of our humanity in a more rewarding sense but at the same time we are unable to divorce the collective past . part of that collective past denotes to our personal experiences as well for both are two wings to the same evolutionary bird. then u might like to have a cast oversight. as u course above ground. looking where where from a rather differentiated perspective which does not permit u to judge. bc ur only witnessing occurrences among others. by the same substance that comes around u while it’d making its rounds. as none of us. no matter how evolved the viewpoint or how elevated the thought . are subject to the same earthly conditions as everyone.
the distinction that causes such exceptionism comes fro. our inability correctly utilize duality found in nature , in our selves. among each other. via experiences the same. as well as our daily applications. bc there are series of decisions in the making and sorting thru things most of which are quite similar. especially when it’s can get to the root of matters. u may notice that most things are transpired and affected due to a small incision within a given framework. which means they either do not know how to seek help or do not notice there is a throbbing pain. which ends up causing much trouble when it’s not aptly tended to. we too can put a ton of burden within the inconsistencies of our myriad system functions where then ofc it’s no wonder why we may feel different about such objectives and strong outcomes of such differentiations. so in a way b we got the whole act of duality wrong within. we end up projecting this imbalance to exterior and if we are able. or in a position of strong influence. or worse. are able to manifest such conditions. then that’s materializations of a problem that was not overnighted. it bypassed all other departments. but bc we don’t respond timely we go by our daily strong intuitions and how we may feel that day. indigestion. trouble with marriage or ur going they an illness. by the time time comes to sort out certain types of data bc it’s past we take it much less seriously. bc that passage of time. overnighted by the progression of ur consciousness almost always gives a clearer aspect which was. either not available back then or was there but u were not ready to receive the message. but bc we do not fully grasp such inconsistencies in our own self achievements. bc ours is correlated to our environment, that means that there is a grey area on the systems that do not recognize it’d own feedback. this is very common especially nowadays people are overworked and underpaid. so they r naturally tired. adrenals exhausted . mind is tired so ur easier to make executive errors. u might be pardoned until ur mistake is too big to ignore. or it’s offensive in some way. then can be punished. but neither
but neither urself or others will try to see within the system function of which could be producing a strong side effect due to some type of mismanagement or overburden of backed up work or too much energy is frivolously being spent somewhere which is depleting the need for it elsewhere bc there’s cuts in the dialect. or communication between departments. and bc everyone is being overworked. nobody is seeing it. those who see it might say something. or maybe they only see relevant issues surrounding objective . they may say the work isn’t frivolous but it doesn’t pay well. in other instances the pay is good while the work makes no sense. in others maybe the work is worthwhile. it’d the best job ever but it’ doesn’t pay so u feel compelled to make the difficult choice of choosing urself by getting a job that may not be nice. may not benefit others in a beneficial way. but at least it pays the bills. so the good will related stuff comes almost always with voluntary time. whereas these issues should have been determined by the system bc it’s a strong resemblance of missing links. if we are to work to sustain ourselves how can we expect to do voluntary work towards those who shouldn’t have had been in those types of conditions in the first place. the actual discovery is this. and indivisible departments could also be exhausted. rightfully. for everything depends on everything else and the bigger the picture the more complex the interactions within it. but this is still no excuse to let life happen haphazardly whereas we also contradict our values by doing otherwise in certain conditions which is attribute to peoples wellness in general. therefore the work that’s done ends up not being 100 efficient whereas what you want is quality. but u can’t do much about the quality as a person who is compelled and must therefore bend to the laws that apply to all, in a way, we have garnered technological expertise in many areas than one. and we know more than we can. and in a way that bypasses all traditional steps of doing the same. that we don’t know how to translate our findings into the reality for proper materializations of connectivity between departments and schools of thought which could facilitate efficiency. ofc there’s greet speculation as to why certain things r prevented from being changed, perhaps this is smth that comes with grounds of uncertainty. but it’s a more of a shared burden. u cannot be upset about ur condition and then take ur frustrations out of others. there needs to be some level of coming to terms with our progression and the inability to deny no longer. to ourselves and each other. the long standing and persistent findings. naturally dominating all others, shorter, partial, and assimilated truths appropriating smth that they cannot intrinsically possess. which includes ur own self care, if u feel unfulfilled. it’s ur duty to change ur condition. not kick those who r below u down further.
you might think, just bc there are terms like reward and punishment
that rewards can erase all ur worries while punishments can be ever so impactful . to such a negative degree that ur so scared to make mistakes yet u wish to have some sort of advancement or success. all out of perfection. that’s impossible ! not only is it not possible , what ur doing is. self constricting. ur stunned in ur tracks. maybe u heard about what punishment could be and fear how bad things could get. u don’t wanna get out of control and lose sight of what grounds u have already established. so in a way. ur not at fault for feelings this way. and ur rewards don’t remain for long either. for most, a reward is as good as a pay-check that goes as soon as it comes to ur bank account. now if u were really that convinced that both rewards and punishments are that impactful. then u would have already done some type of preliminary research around the world. maybe just locally. see how rewards usually translate in others life. see how punishments translate. perhaps u notice that there are some pretty bad things going on and that there’s no punishment for it. so then. what are u afraid of. ? losing control to such a degree that will welcome such a punishment as being incarcerated for life ? ur already there ! look at u. ur trapped ! it’s an open air jail cell. u have minimum choices. minimum predictions u can have out of only some many combination of actions u can make happen so why are u scared to even contemplate on the right thing. train urself for discernment between that which is right from that which isn’t and then remain on the course of self righteousness ? u have not even begun bc u heard fro somewhere that the punishment will be so severe. yet there’s nothing that gives clarity as to whether if it’s possible for such punishment. or whether if it’s that easy to even make things get there. part of discernment training is that we begin to define by context. not overgeneralize or keep certain complex thought processes shallow. afraid to dip our toes of curiosity and swim thru it’s many layers. bc the latter would build self confidence and makes us far immune to others intention to get us to fear taking action or be comfortable in our own skin. it’s all about others wanting to hi jack ur natural counter system that ur equipped with to detect bullshit and not fall for it. and the examples that others give us to understand such things better are also not clear. they are missing in. parts of information and expertise tends to veer away from certain necessary objectives findings for better understanding. stuff like criminal activities and why people snap are rather obscure. we make expletives to such as backgrounds to be dominating factors or someone’s gender even. there could be certain correlations there but it’d hardly ever what we are led to believe. and issues close just as fast as they open. or they were stagnant for so long that regularities of our life experiences tend to shroud the curiosity to want to know more let alone keep our focus maintained for long. also precisely bc too much chaos takes place daily. things of dis array tend to come with such grounds and effects. so we fear making mistakes and force ourselves to conform to this disarray instead.
our concept of right and wrong can be eschew. irregardless to ur background and ur upbringing. perhaps even religion falls short bc when we are compelled and feel like we are pulled from different conflicting angles of politics and strong opinions of community members who are split as to certain common grounds that they could otherwise responsibly agree on, for this latter part would demand fro them different set of behaviours than compete against each other to get the best their systems have to offer. which is usually limited in quantity. u get only so many acre houses. u get only so many supplies u can decorate ur house with. only so many jobs that u would be eligible for. etc. perhaps the issue isn’t that we do not fully grasp what crime and punishment is. or whether if rewards are accurate for certain behaviours that warrant such recognition, but more so our entire framework needs a revamp. our systems which contain justice department. education. and jobs could require for us to take a comprehensive look at their essentialist. our way of life. our infrastructure. the way we invest our money or even earn such grounds could be renewed. all of this would force us to do the impossible such as learn to freest each other with dignity which is hard to do bc all our life we are conditioned with expletives such as limited resources. and that u must compete against others to get the best for urself. it’s just this constant hustle and bustle and there are no guarantees. more than worrying about what punishment there could be. u could be worried about such potential put out let alone living a life devoid of fulfillment and substance. bc there’s no substance in such u certainty. u get more examples of good effort being unseen or how some people are super talented but their talented are hardly ever recognized. we don’t mind that our economy can easily bankrupt the hardest working individual, say if they are not a corporation . but we demand from everyone the same. pull urself from ur bootstraps and if u work hard enough u will achieve guaranteed success where the word guarantee is more of a sales pitch than with meritorious substance. if for instance our world is dominated with sales pitches to get people to do things u want them to do, then how can u say that there’s truthfulness in someone making a claim that being self conscious and refraining from intentional harm to others. or self succession at the cost of others suffering and loss is a fear inducer. but it should concern anyone that causing harm to others , which is a no brainer, will not bring the long lasting happiness. if we speak out about such simple concerns. perhaps we could all be motivated to refrain from harmful choices which translate to actions which can cause extreme hardship in others just so we succeed ? where is the benefit in that? how would u say that ur ok. u just ruined a complete strangers life. and u may make rational conclusions about the whole thing. u might even nitpick on their life. whatever info is available for u to judge and criticize and still be completely wrong about ur analysis. bc for one aspect. ur not living their life. and unless they are causing harm on ur person or threatening u or others in some way, how then can u be certain of another’s nature like that entirely ? so when we get discouraged from the first step. everything else tends to get all out of whack. and we could become aware enough to detect this natural occurrence. since we are already not in position to trust others.
but making mistakes is quite natural process of being human. ur not making a mistake by drinking excessively per se and then getting behind the wheel while still conscious of ur actions. but u might say that it’s still a mistake and it’s quite easy to discern and clarify for urself whether if driving drunk is going to benefit u in anyway. u might say well it’s economic. it’s time efficient ( as opposites to crashing at ur friends place that night and driving sobered up in the morning ) so there’s a bit of flexibility there. a little bit leeway where u can sit and think to urself n self reflect. the idea of becoming aware of consequences for ur actions means this. it’s not to make u so scared that u get shocked and cannot move or decide for shit bc then ur gonna block the way for the rest of us. we don’t want u to be frozen in place. too afraid to decide and make a coincide decision for ur own way. with no harm toward others. in our day to day lives we often make far too many choice that have been settled like gems on a metal which means that things tend to fit like a glove bc they have become normalized. some of which we are born into. are supplemented by our parents who are not aware themselves bc let’s admit it. we cannot expect excellence from them. they are human just like us. who are being affected in the same way that we are being affected. sure there could be generational differences but at the end of the day u get the same cycle. born grow die. same stuff. educate. work. get married. have kids and die. and same conditions present for us all aka aging process and sicknesses. that life expects from us more than we are being led to. and there are all these avenues of contemplation on higher values and potential for collective excellence where we are a bit more efficient in our individual ways so that we are evolving the parts that are archaically holding us back. there’s nothing wrong with such contemplations it is ur life. ur part of this world u have a say u are allowed to be curious. ur also allowed to feel fears and inconsistencies. just bc u see others with full blown self esteem and gusto doesn’t mean they don’t feel fear. often times. courage is doing what u r supposed to in the light of such fears and inner inconsistencies as well as personal vulnerabilities of having been triggered. it happens.
right now for instance people are scared to self explore. ur truth and nature. not just ur bodies on adolescence or bc u heard from some particular type of entertainment that this is what human. beings of ur gender and age groups would do. the inner exploitation is why grands is the glimpse into our true nature. which can eclipse and even counter what we have been told out there by experts and others. it so happens that what we discover inside may not be discoverable out there not because it’s wrong but perhaps there is a degree of human attribute which pertains to our own personal boundaries. ur personal agency is this. u have some rights as to ur own truth and nature. and self discovery but the rule of thumb is that no matter what ur belief is and ur truth and nature in ur own self discovery. it has to harm no one in its self existence and self expression. u could be into diapers and baby bottles at age 40. and that’s fine so long as ur not out there and demanding everyone else do the same. the determination of right thing can be finicky thus. bc even the idea of most extreme lifestyles. such as body modification and explicit outfitting can be harder to determined as to what that means in public places. such as in company of children. but how much of that truly matters. are we just scared that others way of life is gonna be caught like a common cold by our kin? or is there smth more into such natures that cause people to make certain decisions upon their own life. perhaps a deeper inquiry would first need to have established trust among diverse peoples so that they can find confidence to ask instead of criticize judge or chuck away completely each other without first fact checking their own biasses. we could all learn from each other by being open minded and inquisitive. but let us not run the error of false inquisitiveness where u act like u are curious but u want to extract info so u can mock it. some folks choose different types of lifestyle bc their personal initiation with a certain lifestyle tjat may work well with u and is accepted norm may have left in them a bad taste. that’s how traumas work anyhow. it’s not that when we incur some type of damage. albeit. physical psychological or mental, we heal around the wound. our nature of such adaptability doesn’t mean we heal miraculously. bc that would negate what happened. and we could very well be in denial too. the power of mind and pseudo science can be alluring. but facts will often be more useful when we do not steer away from the center? and cave into hyperbolic thought. since when bad things happen they cannot unhappen, the adaptable nature we have could explain why our lifestyles tend to differ and the variations among them.
this doesn’t mean u have to give up ur lifestyle bc ur lifestyle. when others experienced it in their own life. caused harm no. bc it’s akin to guns killing people. it’s people that either use smth for good or bad. it’s people who colour our purview about otherwise pure objectives. so when we separate a issue or a thing from a person. fro there we can see to an extend how these interactions can happen. some can transpire out of simple misunderstandings as well. since smth bas doesn’t necessarily have to happen to u for u to choose a particular type of lifestyle. u could observe ur world. and be discouraged by what u find. such as marriage. or how women are treated by most men. or certain social expectations can get y to grow cold and turn away from these objectives precisely bc u don’t wish to become a statistic. but then u end up being a different statistic bc u can’t evade the fact that ur a number. and it’s not that u fear becoming a statistic. in truth. u just wanna avoid particular type of statistics. such as when there are studies done and numbers collected on divorced households. or domestic abuse. or the aftermath of certain types of traumas that are quite standard. bc u can have only so many of them. and hat tati sticks allow us to see us that we get to see by numbers. how common a given objective is. and if we delve deeper and make stronger connections. attribute to system and environment plus other conditions that may have contributed. again. there’s also the witness mentality. we see and learn from each other. we hear each other’s stories and we may get encouraged or discouraged about objectives. but to set things in stone is a lot more difficult bc we have two options. either we follow the crowd. even tho it may seem like we are doing smth postmodern. or smth out of ordinary or smth that falls in line of the nature of a very good contrarian. or we do the opposite of what we see. assuming that in our minds we are different. but again. there are only so many combinations of objectives that we can generate. here when we find out that there’s still a big number of folks who could relate to our choices, we begin to flip flop bc now our intention is to do anything possible to not be like others but we make mistakes of assuming the doing part is what sets us apart. whereas it’s how we do and why we do that is the real difference. with the issue of inability to choose bc ur too afraid to err, u end up making hasty decisions when push comes to shove. meaning that much like covid where folks were ill prepared. they didn’t know much about pandemics and vaccines. they didn’t know which authority could be trusted. they didn’t know how to organize themselves when they were challenged with stuff like rigid rules that constricted their choices. and what did they do instead ? they hastily believed this side for a while. and when that was shaky. they flipped to the other side and ride that for a while and until that one proved instability. and at the end of the day. they got very disoriented. as well as rightly angry bc they just simply couldn’t figure out a common issue, and get their ducks in order or in a row so that’s sort of stability right ? whereas they had everything in disarray and their trust centres got severely burned out. some people ended up having meltdowns. others got super angry. bad behaviours were developed then later got multiplied bc people do what they see. even when they are aware of such conundrums that should they worry about being punished for doing wrong. yet they did it anyway.
we keep referring to a global misalignment
but we don’t fully understand what this means. what’s a misalignment. and what sort of implications are we faced with. which may have been normalized. and since we have nothing to compare our collective discomfort to , so that we can detect specific arenas and tend to them timely so as to eliminate suffering and discomfort or what ever side effects have materialized, how can we about prepare ourselves so as to determine why sort of changes we are dealing with here. we could say. well let us keep going this way. it has took generations of build to get us here. there’s not much we can do now. maybe the discomfort is a byproduct of that sort of activity. maybe this is our karma. we must accept it. make peace with it. but there’s nothing to change. or we can say. well this is precisely the juice of our work. this is where it’s at. that’s why it’s said it’s not supposed to be easy. hence we wake up on the middle of a nightmare and then do whatever we can. what ever is in our power to turn it into a sweet dream instead. so these misalignments are like that of which they represent linguistically. a misalignment of a shelf can be annoying. things wouldn’t sit up right. and u might put ur favour glass fixture and it will slip and fall. so it’s irresponsible and costly. misalignment of the body represents pain. and adjusting ur life around ur problem. which is hard to do. because u would need support from others, and if the world is misaligned. it’s hard to align right forces to expedite care for instance. that would only transpire once we get all our objectives in order such as humane behaviours. not being shallow with community and friends choices and opening ourselves up to a whole new lifestyle that caters to both, the necessity for contact and productivity that facilitates prosperity for instance. and that’s just one arena of misalignment as there are many within our world. bc we are sort of places like that thanks to our wonderful systems and how our generations came about. we can be thankful perhaps we are no longer killing bc we are feeling the impulse to destroy others. u can feel somewhat safe in ur house. that intruders won’t break in and steal ur family heirloom or other things of need which could be costly to replace. plus there are damages to ur window or ur door and let’s hope altercation didn’t arise or worse. someone gets killed.
now bc of the linguistic misalignment u have to read these sometimes loosely. other types symbolically other times with sarcasm. there are truths buried in there. they are multi faceted so u need to know what sort of truths ur looking for bc there are many. finding one and claiming that’s the only one would be foolish here. but bc we are misaligned. we sort of accept. to an extend there will be miscommunication. and misunderstandings or ur simply too tired to care about appropriating a sort of a demeanour that is anything but calm. there’s coping mechanisms that can ground folks. this misalignment that we feel causes us much suffering. in our bodies stores the same. we have all thee half chewed memories. u know. they begin we are invested at first. all is well and dandy. and then we’ll it’s not. and all these words and incantations feels like they went to waste. but they didn’t bc deep inside u know the dream is alive. it’s the faces that change. until u reach smth if an alignment that u know resonates well effortlessly. and our feelings juxtapose this reality all the time. when unchecked our feelings can boil like a volcano. and much like volcano ur feelings are capable of both creating lands and destroying it. so there’s a feeling of a double edged sword thrrr already. perhaps a s a byproduct of this dual reality so it’s not a bad thing to know the extend if ur efforts should u be wrong so as to not incur so much damage to ur otherwise impeccable clarity about what is happening around u. since the great misalignment is full of cracks. it’s quite easy to slip inside one and get lost a while or maybe u can hang tight and get saved bc u called out for help. either way. the inconsistencies produced from the misalignments tend to cause more negative side effects than be beneficial for our evolvement. it’s like there’s a big issue facing us all globally and what we are doing is sweeping it under the common ground carpet. which bulges like a mountain. so u can’t hide it. it just sticks out. for everyone to see. and we can lie and say it’s all natural. yea sure u know how mountains are. but then this one is more like a infection. so there’s boils and puss and shit all over the place. we are like oh yea it’s supposed to do that. this one is a very unique mountain.
and it’s such a tragedy. bc we are both confronted with our mortality and inability to do anything about it. ina way. we got ourselves cornered. what appeared to be quite spacious at the beginning of our evolution. albeit evolution of our consciousness or our systems or how we interact with life. hence our inner and external realms as they crash and entangle with each other. producing all kinds of effects to germinate among us as everyone else does very much the same. and now we are at this sort of a constricted pinnacle. u know even pinnacles narrow and the summit albeit within reach becomes all the more risqué. so very much like the narrow summit , we end up getting to this sort of reality where there are invincible blocks that block the way from us. in a way inverted. than say the reach of a summit bc unlike this sort of tunnel vision the summit is spacious. it does what it promises. and delivers what it offers. u stand at the top and inhale this really fresh air. it’s not recycled air like that of the ground. and u can look around 360, see the horizon from every angle. in tunnel vision. u have all these invincible blocks that prevent u from seeing what is. particular rigid thought processes also constrict the thinking flow. u may find urself aloof. or dull. it’s not being awake. really. ur sort of wrapped in this invincible cellophane. there’s mist or this invincible cloud that seems to choke u but in a very gentle way. that u can’t see or focus right. there’s a way to break out of that. it’s the opposite of standard thinking. it’s the opposite of saying to urself. there’s no choice. there’s nothing that can be done. but again bc this is a misaligned world. there are instances where nothing can be done. which is quite unfortunate but it happens. even in the mids of technological advancements and all these endowments. we should be at least mentally in a. good place that we have all this wonders. we haven’t exactly tapped into their full potential. but it’s there and we are here and so. long as we are six feet above ground there’s potential.
until there is none ofc. i mean this is not ur exact term of what an infinite reality is bc this solar system will eventually cease. not sure if i wanna be here when that has to happen. i don’t know if we are supposed to be here when it has to happen. i don’t know how we will be at the time of which it will happen how much pain and suffering would be there. given by todays general consciousness if it were to happen with this quality and level it would certainly be pretty tragic. then. yea with this logic u worn believe in religion or have much faith and i wouldn’t blame u either for it. but right now it seems like we have some time. so that’s good. plus scientists are quite certain that it will a long while before nth that cataclysmic would even happen. the chances of us ruining us before a natural occurrence coming to get us is higher. as it seems by todays standards at least. but the improvement here is that about 100 so or more years we were in much worse shape. so we are still less likely to annihilate ourselves than we were likely in the last. but more likely to annihilate ourselves before the sun goes boom. in a way we are in. a sweet spot. we can even say we don’t have to feel responsible for any of it. like the whole thing cancels itself out. u may find motivation to do smth about ur mortality. but at the same time ur like why bother. i don’t blame u. maybe thins feeling is natural byproduct of our current consciousness so we can at least find assurance that it maybe temporary and as. side effect to our faultiness of environment as well as long standing issues we keep having to live thru over and over again. so once we actually begin on the global constructive ness some of these issues that are shallow and more obvious to us now. will eventually iron itself out.
but ofc as i type this bc we are so misaligned still. which refers to current continuity of terrible events that sweet this planet over and over and ruin a ton of lives as we speak. there are names of dead between these lines. tucked among the sentences. as i try super hard to not forget the importance of emphasizing how essential it is that we notice and understand what true awakened being means. if we aren’t there yet. we cannot fret. if we are forced to do things albeit our mortality co up d be impacted. this is all byproduct of misalignment. we can utilize our experience to keep digging into its mechanism. bc there is a ton of them. and there will be a ton of recognizing. calling things out. studying its parts. dissecting it. sectioning it out. learning new skills along the way in terms of dialogue. we may have disagreements. which is normal. ur not gonna be in hundred percent alignment with everyone on the vey thing. that’s why we have thing called personal experience . something may mean near an dear to us and no one can define what our value worth and losses truly mean. so there could be a mutual respect for that when we begin on the constructive path but first ofc we must really work harder to determine which of the habits needs to cease. for us to have a chance. part of the great misalignment is that most often people are told to wait. to just follow the crowd. to believe what they are told and to do as they are told but this is irresponsible when we don’t have trust and clarity established. in such social settings where our common ground issues appeal to us all in some equal way, what we are missing we end up compensating by the troubles that end up transpiring among us. when we see this as part of misalignment our entire viewpoint as to what makes human beings human changes drastically. ur no longer thinking we are parasites or sickness. bc that would mean u too. to help ourselves. we need a better definition as to what our nature truly means and our true worth and capacities are therein still ready to be tapped into. it’s such a waste to say that we already reached the pinnacle. and the summit. maybe we can’t see bc of those blockades. the rigid thought processes but more importantly. how certain we are of our nature. but it’s usually others that are at fault. maybe due to guilty conscience. w no ch is normal. bc it’s very hard to get heart to heart with our condition.
welcome to the spiritual enterprise
that is called planet earth and all the inhabitants who wish to pursue a road to spiritual excellence, where most would equate simply by keeping the main objective of the experience in purview, while continuation to do by right as u course thru life, which is harder to do, as we have discussed before. this is a misaligned world so there is a lot of bad things sort of become habituated and engrained in us. for our perceivable survival. but it is true. this merit has some strong business in the ethereal realm that is of afterlife. or right before u entered thru the portals that connect to here place. for whatever reasons that might have brought u to. it’s bizarre to take much seriously on earth. yet it’s all we know. who would u be if ur not josh smith. or ur profession as this. all of this is so relevant bc we are living in it. the experience itself has a quality of repetitiveness so it’s easy to make habits and get lost within multilateral equilibriums that sustain ur reality. though we all know it feels great to help others. just the act of caring beings us great insight as well as humility towards the world we live in. a good karma or gaining of such merits does not guarantee u a fortunate life next time u spawn materially but it gives u a spiritual advantage for this is quite pure simple excellence of our true nature in and of itself. it’s all these other acts that we are part of that sort of get in the way. and it’d not bc u shouldn’t suddenly stop us on fur name or quit ur job either but it’s how we see these objectives and then our approach about them that sort of makes the effect. in work life balance for instance there is far too much business. yet there seems to be so much imbalance, chaos, and things that could be upgraded. there’s disorder within human life. u could say. if each year a human experiences feels like a new level bc ur one year older. there would be some maximum amount of levels that can basically be experienced in a given day that’s congruent . with the only difference being what we are contextually apart from each other. such as background and religious beliefs and or traditions that we follow. but here for instance. ur truthfulness includes not only what u wish to convey to others bc it has to begin by ur one self language form. for instance did ur doing ur self check and self work sort of correct , it doesn’t have to be 100 percent bc there’s no teacher. no one there to check ur work and give u a type of clarity. then in times of conflict. ur less likely to choose destructive behaviours towards others. the short term ones can be due to certain traumas and other risks and concerns. the longer ones where certain minds can get to a level of strong impulse to mediate on harming someone. so this type of planning is a bad use of ur minds energy.
examining the difference would be to say that one’s could have been led there cos series of events that may have transpired in their life. such as being born in a bad part of town. or being forced to gore under bad conditions. bad scenario is around us. hardly much luck. it seems like others have already known u before u get the chance to figure out who the heck u are. everything is too busy anyways. life doesn’t stop. here brings. us back to that daily hustle. the productivity for business sake but things are out of array. there’s imbalance that reflects our natural world order. our animals suffering, and this reflects our practices as well. such as animal abuse , in farms and other settings , and all this phenomena can be chucked to figuring out where these occurrences have finalized as materializing into our lives. for instance. there’s philosophy of the argument as to whether if human beings are born good or bad. is the karma u live their karma or is the planet just a dressing room from those in the prior. their left overs do to say and we just sort of slip into these scenarios so in a way we are reincarnated but not the way we think reincarnation works maybe. which sort of explains why we are so bad at verging history is torch to future. bc we are constantly struggling with starting over and reliving past occurrences for the hope that this time things would be different. the reason is perhaps bc it’d not our fight. our battles. such as hand me downs do that right ? u go to second hand store and buy some clothes that others wore first. and when u wear these items u don’t just turn into them. but there’s smth funny about older clothes they feel like some type of history or story but in a very clear form. bc clothes get washed. so do these experiences that get left behind. they are not so this is one big ghost story. there in lies our power anyway. what we are trying to find is the philosophers stone. in the misty of the atmosphere of such queries.
now here is the issue with that. tho. or the sweet deal or maybe u see it as a double edged sword. the downside to power is that we also have the power to make things worse for ourselves. especially when we make those king mediated intentions of harming others. we may think that just bc we harm them and they lose that this means we are not being affected in any way. we do. and everything gets affected all the time with all kinds of unspoken infractions. all the time. it’s got it’s own vibrations. informations bounce off places. forrest’s may know ur name. but here the interesting thing is. things are usually not as black and white as we like to see it. everyone to an extend might have done smth wrong but think more of others wrong doing. some others may have some wrong d in either side. but one side wronged then other. so while everyone might have their issues, this doesn’t warrant going out and doing harm to the other and think this won’t. cause u to accrue harm. then that’s opposite of merit gaining. since u can’t gain merit and gain harm at the same time. for example. if ur enemy hurts u and then see u get hurt. and say they hurt u bc u owed them five bucks. so ur in the wrong bc u evaded ur friends and didn’t wanna pay them their five. as u said u would. so now ur friend hurt u. and u didn’t hide the pain. ur on the floor. maybe crumpled up. moaning. and ur friend gets all happy bc he hurt u. thinking this is justice served. but say ur stomach begins to bleed. now u no longer owe ur friend the five dollars. while paying people back is important. there is no amount that could be measurable to hurt people. so we can at least discuss these matters openly so that we aren’t augmenting our own justice by doing harm to another assuming that such actions don’t come with consequences. and some of these are rooted from the meditations that i speak of. bc u don’t just too bad things out of the blue. there has to be something established. much like a person who lives in a troubled city or has lesser resources to make a living has implication of choice. u too have implication of choice which led u there over time. maybe it’s ur conditioning. maybe it sue conditions u place on urself.
at any rate , we have this internal realm of self consciousness and just bc it seems hidden we make these assumptions especially when we make conscious moves or make moves from our seat of consciousness. here where we make such intentions is what sort of reveals to us what areas of our lives we can take an immediate attention to. which is hard to do bc this brings us back to how misaligned the planet is between it’s natural and man made systems and among each other. so my audience simply entertains the common mind but points to a. global shift. would require attention to examination for the correct work life balance for instance. and other humane actions. certain past habits we might have gave into. perhaps due to our pasts also being deeply affected with inconsistencies of their timelines. so we could really open ourselves to a potential that solves all our problems for us. and this problem defining has to come from a good place. u can’t say well human beings are pests and we should nuke them all and start over. not that kind of getting rid of ur problems. human beings should have never been a problem to each other. this refers to smth that went wrong in thru our human development and whatever happens from here after. that joe shmid won’t matter much in. another planet. everything will go. even the monuments and structures will turn to dust. when u really really let everything go. and by everything i mean everything. smth happens. bc then ur left with truths. and here. u are like oh so that’s how that is. and what this is and what not. ur naturally well behaved if ur left to ur own devices and allowed to be treated humanely. with respect. but even in the most linguistic. this isn’t always so. we have breakdowns. cracks in. our hearts and minds where the memory skips. or a light gets caught in one of the cracks revealing a dark heap of mess of that broken place or but healing is possible . u see. that level of brokenness remains for as long as it does precisely bc there’s no movement. no action. no change. nothing that happens that’s worthwhile anyway. ur experice doesn’t turn u into a pessimist. but u may be awakened to a ugly truths about our reality. that we aren’t as connected as u might have previously thought. or maybe u relied on systems and very smart people behind many smart devices that run the systems. and u know. hey. someone has a handle on the planet. u wanna believe the issues we hear about such as hungry kids elsewhere and those who are dying, are actively being sought and issues being remedied. bc a world that considers itself civil would already be equipped with the tools necessary to meet ordeals. the fact is we do have the technology but our politics don’t allow for such transpiring.
and this maladjustment to this world. and this nature. and this wonders of this reality. kind of sucks. it’s such a heart break. it sucks. cos the beauty of the planet is rightly there. nature is a wonder sun feels greet. even when it rains or snows. everything is beautiful. and everyone in the world displays their joys when they are out side in their own environments. so nature impacts us the same whether if ur in the middle of the dessert. on top of a mountain or in the city somewhere. if there are distinction dots bc we are affected by our systems. that are not fully aligned with the ecological ways. and they either became lazy or the caveats were lucrative to some at the time. so they took the opportunity but ofc their short sightedness is a bill that is footed to next generations. recovery is harder too bc such conditions can be rather too sensitive. a data i would say but that’s probably bc we don’t fully know how these systems operate. there’s some degree of availability to us all bc. that’s our bridges. but then there is the great beyond. i would say once we do stop and denounce wars we would be more likely to be transparent with each other ofc at first we might be a bit guarded. but we would have established the correct right laws and emergency measures. all are peaceful. if smth does go funny. u can use satellites as an open source means to see all at all times. u can’t not detect someone building weapons bc they and u would know there people in the world who’s gonna see that. which would automatically keep u to keep ur word. even tho u maybe tempted to revert back to bad unhealthy behaviour let’s face it folks wars is unhealthy behaviour and in this century. what with all the measures and endowments we have. it’s no excuse to keep it going. it’d embarrassing. we have technology. we can talk to anyone. we have satellites so some people see shit anyway. but it’s all this animosity between individuals as opposites to historical context or regionals either. sure ur intention could be financially driven. most often anyone who is desperate tends to get more likely to smth like that. given that some folks already do bad. doing further bad becomes easy. especially when the initial issues have not been fully reconciled. so these things are quite standard as well. attribute to human behaviour and human psychology which we can become versed globally so that we can accommodate our lifestyles in a more humane way for everyone.
u can’t live just for urself.
freedom is an illusion in that we can’t just frivolously make choices without concerning others or the big picture. we often say it’s my life. and i’ll do what i want. and then things may or may not go right. usually when things go right. they could mean accidentally right. like a fools luck type right. but u may misunderstand the message and get esteem so u do more of that type of stuff. eventually the wrong catches up. when things go wrong. that’s when we reach out. oh help me out pls i’m in a bind. or u say. pls excuse me this time. i know it’s an inconvenience to u but. and here u contradict urself. bc on one hand u just wanna be independent and make ur own choices and on the other. when shit hits the fan u go seeking for others to help u out. not that anything is wrong with it. we all do this. i mine i have. that’s why it’s called wisdom. and u wanna. pass it onto the others so that their journey can be come a lot easier. and this doesn’t mean u gotta be a newcomer on ur journey to have a choice. u can change ur ways but first u need to be willing and also allowing to urself to see and perceive things as they are so that u can call things out as they are. this way u have some recognized power to change and that u gain a bit of assurance from the whole experience bc it’s ur power. it awakens. or u become aware of it. and this is a better self esteem to gain from something. a real good life skill that no one can take from u. but we must not test it since this notion tests us already, meaning that just bc we can expect and achieve endowments doesn’t make the road less difficult. sometimes. the difficulties get upgrade as well. when they r resilient to change. or we have just touched the surface of a far complex topic, this is a bit expected to happen until finally we overcome the whole thing bc we covered it 360, and maybe at least 2 rounds.
in a way i kind of get it. we don’t wanna. be a burden on others. or we don’t want to exploit our troubles. by talking about them with strangers. we may feel like denying the whole thing feels a bit more manageable. or simple that what we may have experienced , gives us a sort of version of reality that we cannot seem to shake or digest. bc it’d quite difficult since a lot of terible things are usually not spoken about. we don’t sit down and say well mistskes is part of human nature. how do they happen. what environmental conditions work as a supplement. how do we go about mitigating change that minimizes errors or at the very least. that initial step would be to start talkkng about many objectives with in it that impacts people for this may force us to see things more clearly and we may not always be happy about what we may discover along the way. it could be smth we might have entirely been ignorant about. or maybe we have some information about a topic that we are too certain but with this new piece of information. new to us, our entire purview is shifting. and we feel like ground is pulled from beneath our feet. there are a lot of things that can factor in a persons susceptible to make a mistake potential increase . when we think about potential we often think of positive stuff. like being. highly successful at a young age could be a good description of potential that comes to mind right away. why? bc we admire such human condition and what sort of benefit it comes with. u can get a real good job. live a prestigious life. where the prestige comes from is ur goodwill and service. means ur expertise or skill set u went to school for. that’ becomes ur prestige or personal statement. bc of ur practice people know u and that’s ur reputation. . ur legacy would be to impact others life in a positive way. now just for fun run thru ur minds the types of jobs out there and then scan the whole planet. the vision . doesn’t have to be perfect. ur capturing the essence. to determine the quality of the atmosphere this way.
from here. u also don’t have to be a magician or someone with super human skills to see that the quality of some of these interactions and systemic junctions and what they tend to leisure as well as build from, u can see the type of human condition . human psychology. and the attributes of which human interaction might also offer us. as well as what this may mean. for abstract version of a persons quality of mindset who might be part of or doing a type of work that impacts people by large numbers, in any setting. bc we are viewing the world as one entity. it is one planet after all. all of its resources are meant to be shared by all. some clever people thought of buying all lands and make sure many people don’t get to own any. and we are sort of like transients. or by some other peoples definition , pieces of a really intricate machinery. a social one. and we also view people from a perspective of one but giant human family. as complex as it’s history maybe and here you are not forced to like anyone. if ur not ready. ur not forced to forgive anyone. ur not told to calm down. or don’t say that. a lot of that is our personal grounds and are definitive to personal responsibility. so i would not lecture u on how u wish to go about it. but ofc. with such teachings that touch on our freedom portion of life. a clarity on what portion denotes to freedom is this. ur free to rise above it. ur free to challenge urself and not cave into ur triggers. u are free to walk away from any issue that may try to get a reaction out of u. ur also free to make decisions that are in ur best interest. given that ur not harming others to get ur way. now when we recognize where the term freedom fits in. we can then take another look at our human family. make another scan of the world. by what we hear about human behaviour in various places as we speak. roughly. the thing is. we are not comparing notes as if we are reading form a book but making a really heart to heart connection with the world. we are not saying let me find a fault in u so i can judge and criticize it. bc there are somme who feel better or safe in the presence of others errors bc it can make them feel superior to others perhaps bc the error seems too obvious for them or even if the error is error. so long as it’s honest mistake and not a pre mediated one it can be amended. and some times bc we have falsely or excessively critic ed the wrong people we feel like we are losing our clarity. mistakes can happen bc there’s a ton of similarities among us. perhaps bc of that “things multiplying among us “ thing via the natural germination process of simply being human on earthly grounds under cosmic laws.
ofc as we contemplate these we are keeping into our purview that things are off balance. this has been mentioned a number of times in past posts. this put of balance ness based on by a past error albeit either intentional. unrecognized ( authentic ignorance aka honest mistake ) or both since a lot of time has has progression where we see multiplication of multiple major faults. and these fault lines are both artificial and organic by nature. artificial are those created by human beings. ideas that may seem pretty sweet for the moment but has a shorter vision or it’s viewpoint seems to be not clear. for others. they feel the area they are part of seems to have grey zones. grey zones is where no one is looking. i’m the area where no one is looking and not very many people are aware even exists. the small pockets of grey zones. is where power of abuse can get abused. bc there is no one there. and no one is witnessing an occurrence. a person can lean to temptation to do smth that is opportunistic. u may even reason with urself. first cooke first serve. if it’s not me then someone else will do it eventually or maybe the world is going thru one if it’s colds. people are going broke. the stock market is crashing. and there’s a doom and gloom of a very uncertain future. so it’s a lot easier to do wrong when there’s global drama bc ur naturally feeling a side effect of feeling inferior at uncertain times. that’s the volatility of the environment getting ur mind all messed up. if u have it in ur person. u will easily do smth bad. so that at ur safe. it could be at the cost of someone else’s well being but right now ur not worried. the world is full of calamity it aloud. it will eventually get drown out. ofc this would be the example of a very extreme case of a person who chooses to love for themselves where their freedom of choice is at the cost of others well being. we see such conduct increase at bad times, precisely bc the general trust among us already shook. we often have dominant interactions towards finances. u go out there and interact with each other at stores. class difference can put us in a entirely different place. psychologically . both these can impact our philosophy as well. so now we are getting a whole remake of our worldview the more we recognize why we have such a love hate relationship with our own kin. cos at the end of the day, we are making things worse for us when we trouble others. doesn’t matter how we arrive there, past troubles. historical contexts the truth is. things change, and there a sense of that gap, the nature itself wants to align to smth a bit more efficient. perhaps denotes to its own changes. that we must pay heed. or we can be existentialist. and throw our hands up in the air and proclaim i don’t care. u only live once so let’s consume and throw away. but ur also falling in love. forgetting why even u were mad. making babies. or having grandkids. so now u can’t both say i don’t care what happens to this world once i die. bc u have kids ur leaving behind. and that’s extension to u.
no matter which way we look at it. we are bound to smth. bound by smth. and we have a lot more to live for than just our own self. this is very hard to clarify when u wanna make a slogan for everyone , and say, well we can all work together can we not ? we can talk about district subjects, some of them may make our blood boil. others may give us a tantrum or headaches. and then we can take honest breaks instead. no one has to prove anything to anyone. what u wanna do is work thru whatever is in the way so that u can finally see eye to eye. to work for what u need. that benefits u equally. such as world wide issues concerning economy and the resources. systems that impact our lives. we all know there’s strong inconsistency as to our ideas and information about what’s makes human. not a scientists guina pig like but more so. well i’m super curious about our nature. aren’t u? we are made of this intrinsic stuff and have a infinity inside us that only experiences this brief mortality and call it life. and u may recognize that the hardest work is to reconnect. make contact with all people in the world. by the community members and everyone as to what sort of impact our current condition might have on us in a rather kaleidoscopic way. bc no two people are ever the same although there are also strong similarities there. and with this sort of a sensitivity established. we may then objectively narrow our discussions instead of be emotionally driven cuss and yell or make unrealistic expectations such as going back in time and changing things. or unbreaking things. or reversing a lie. those are not possible bc they happened. they wouldn’t be a factual and correct approach anyway. we would have to recognize that the past belong to the past. no one can go back there and change things. but we can go back only to learn. we need to understand that the forward approach is future driven. u wanna know how much advancements u can do interim before u get there. so that by what u do now. ur improving the quality of the future. that too is power. and how much we can do and direct ourselves with us also not entirely free. u maybe free to advance urself as much as u want. that’s good for u. i think there is a reason for that and it’s not wasted but it’s hard to comment on it from human purview. just that we notice that even if we were entirely endowed. and refrain from harm. bc we are not free. meaning that we are all part of this planetary dance, we depend ultimately on others and their achievements / input, for that collective quality to really be felt as improved.
ur not contradicting ur own word and actions
when ur in the discovery of what is available. what is trustable. what is reliable out there in determining what’s your date. though , we seem to be running out of privacy, and personal room where we are able to move in a rather flexible way where in the presence of an error a person will be able to privately redeem themselves. so here u rely on each other’s capability to be in ur own self vicinity and have all ur systems established for corrections, perhaps ur actions harmed someone. so u go and do smth to pay them back. i think. this already happens bc when u look at the world at large there’s all kinds of exchange that happens daily. a lot of that comes with great pros and cons. although in determining to what these pros and cons attribute to is in our selectiveness rather than doing research and being like ok these findings suggest that this is a given fact about an objective. a common sense is pretty much that. there is a authentic development. and connections that do not need to be thwarted or concealed or parts of it covered up. where everyone is able to discuss their personal experience which is what makes ur opinion. u need not fear become a whistle blower or get on a shit list. persona non grata whatever the labels put on u. oh they r domestic terrorists with strong opposition to certain practices and systems. and what accompanied our strong belief system, since our minds sort of reflect this type of reality. which we tend to perceive but we also perceive in a rather objective way which is also very extremely small. not the message that is. it’s like u take the whole u overs rams put it all in the side of one atom. that’s our perception. and it’s all overlapping and abstract. but unlike our perception our words have to become a crafty wordsmith. people who are mastermind on the art of clarity and self honestly become better in this department than those who tend to flip flop with their verbiage or follow the crowd. worse if they follow the wrong crowd bc all these become implications in our dialect. with ourselves and each other.
and so it’s gone pretty bad a long time ago. we made big mistakes a long time ago. or the small errors. overtime compounded. and then bc we are slowly getting cooked like stew , where the recipe is a pass down from our family. it’s harder to detach from it. bc also maybe first we have to learn. before we break thru. or we have to experience the pain of our ancestors before we heal it. that is. if we can get the combination right bc there has been generations of such dreams and hopes of coming to fruition such levels of unity. healing but not for the reasons we may immediately think. that could be our internal mini movie . our hypothetical tv. where what ever we were exposed to thru put our imprinting has been stored in our minds. therefore our lives. in a coded way. but. to really understand what a code is. u need to be able to discern the man made codes from the ones that are offered by nature. such codes as procreations are from nature. such codes as certain practices among ur friends even a type of newly adopted dialogue or lingo are what are considered as social adaptations of herd mentality where people tend to germinate series of behaviour given by their envinrment al conditioning. so this earth in a way is a sanctity for germination process. thru which we evolve. eventually. hopefully. and ofc there’s a great deal of difference between timelines , generations and between how each generation is exposed to a particular type of information a cultural hardship. some of these are quite cyclical. there’s like a shedding off process or a type of reset. r an aging generations has served what it can. u collect the data of ur findings and then articulate really good recipe for the next generation to get thru. but same basis. u get few repeat offenders when it come to ingredients but say well capitalism this. and narrative that and services this else and bam. u got a game plan. perhaps. those who run the show end up getting severely conditioned themselves bc the path to the summit is not easy . it is a dog eat dog experience. in the sense the higher u go the colder it gets. people do dirty things. and get revenge get even.
there’s also unity there tho. so if u have to protect smth that benefits u all. even if u were in bad terms. u would unite. it’d say when ur in the summit. also the experience of having had many dog fights among each other puts u in ur categorical summit. so when u direct that level of energy to unsuspecting. regular fools on this planet well the power balance is off. but the issue is that we are all individuals. and perhaps. those who reach the summit. bc of their conditioning end up being convinced their type of life is the summit and common for all and do not relies their greed and stinginess comes with side effects. so if the whole world was liberated financially. systemically and everyone greeted each other with dignity. then would we all end up like them ? is the question. but ofc then we see how easy it is to renew a social story and feed it back to the upcoming generations and they fall for it. not bc they r weak. but essentially u become expert the more times u get away with such conduct so by now ur a old dog with great tricks and skill set not very many people on earth are aware of. so it’s harder to pick up on the cues the more we divert. but there is a upside to all this. bc it’s been happening for so long that we too gained experience. or maybe there’s too many casualties. there’s a graveyard full of sky surrounding us. the spirits are restless. they know the truths. they witness all kinds of things. they know from their personal experience there is or should be an alarming concerns about such conducts in this world. we are severely being misled by our own false conditions we place above others. thinking that the end results won’t affect us. but then again here we are. bc we are that misaligned that the two extremes. both positive and negatives. the spiritual endowments that are coated in. us. and the social material conundrums that seem to be eroding our ethics and morals by day. on the other side.
the greeter concerns as to our mortality as one. and our purpose as other becomes stronger the more struggle we are faced with. why are we here. why do we have human species why do we deny the miraculous fact of our lives. that we are floating in space on this planet of ours and there are far bigger facts out there that our minds can conceptualize. it should be humbling to celebrate the wonders of our existence if u look at things this way. and maybe then we can develop a really authentic compassion for esch other. this isn’t the same as forced connections however. the history is think. there’s too much pain. we are in the sling of some of them still. bc we are stubborn and are too scared to try new things. have alternatives. objectives that aren’t always coloured with negativities. oh that person and this group and that organization and this deal and that system are worse. very very bad. and we complain each day but nothing gets done. seems like there is a strong indication for change, although we do not know exactly what sort of change we wish to facilitate. i think that’s the scary part about really standing up and really starting to get on with the who figuring out process each day u go out and interact with others. instead of forgetting reality for what it is bc the urgency of productivity gives us that tunnel vision. other uncertainties about the way in which our lives tend to catalyze events and allow us to succeed at anything we wish to do depends on a number of factors which we should discuss more openly so that we can say
instead of worrying about what would happen bc we are caught with all these systems right and some of them are very funky. this funkiness can be remedied when we get real with how we got here. most often people take on jobs and they do their best. i think especially the financial world is tricky bc people say and expect u to go out there and make smth of urself. which is to an extend true. there are only a number of jobs. and it’s quite predictable how many folks can do what sort of work. there’s that. and there is also what sort of education u can have. used to cost an arm and a leg. still does in some cases. and there in lies the issues. we don’t openly discuss these matters. for good reasons too bc we may be convinced our backyard is the same backyard for everyone globally but this isn’t true. therein lies another issue. so how can we even assume our civility is authentic. it serves us tho. u think those who are civil ina society don’t have thoughts about killing someone. say ur best friend cheated with ur wife or some other terrible criminal betrayal took place. but they wouldn’t do anything. and have self restraint bc they would know that doing such things would send u to jail. someone in lower demographic on the other hand not only has nothing to lose but has had self defence at some point which already is unrealistic and breaches certain lines.
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this is a tricky planet where nothing is as it seems. there’s some kind of test that is abound, it hovers above our heads. there’s a myth about the whole thing as well. some say it’s god. others say it’s natural. or karma. but the. there’s the technical mystics. or conspiracy theorists who think it’s just another human behind the curtain. pulling tricks. what this statement matters is not whether if it’s the forecast from today. or from twenty years ago. surely things were much different twenty years ago than where we are today. perhaps some places received change in. different levels of awareness bc it’s all attribute to awareness process of which catalyses whatever change reflects u. it’s kind of like when a business changes ownership. or they change their policies and well it’s bc of this shift. perhaps the guy who was in the office liked the people. and maybe this time things take a different turn. and this isn’t a new happenstance since the difference between the twenty years can be related to the statement above, by its similarity each person can determine this change for themselves. the reason why the opening statement here asserts ur involvement. independently. on ur own inquest and among ur many quests with others is bc we don’t exactly need a saviour for things to change. ur not just sitting around and be like well i guess i check and see how the process out there. although this applies quite strongly in some places. what we wanna do is based on by each persons personal availability to determine their fate this way. so it’s ok if it’s too much and u wanna sit this one out. perhaps u don’t need to be lectured by others. maybe u don’t need me to tell u anything to do either but discover this all on ur own. given enough. change transpires, u might catch on by feeling safe within ur communities bc others are caught on to it first and have established some grounds which generates that trust which extends to ur motivation or objective. even views point entirely. but this isn’t about hey. be involved. or how can anyone get anyone else to do smth. and make it seem like they arrived there all on their own
that already happens. bc there are builders to the society. there’s gonna be some parts moving. and here context matters bc everywhere it’s different. but there’s the need to entertain the potential that it’d happening. and it has spread. it’s become global. and we got sick. we couldn’t see it when it was small. in its infancy. maybe that was the strong side effect. we were not meant to realize it sooner. bc it’s that much discombobulating. so at first we are all in this haze. and u can look say about 50-60 years ago to see how that sort of discombobulating tends to work versus where we are today. thanks to technology and freedom of speech. and freedom of speech plus other rights have been established for possibly two reasons. one is good the other is bad. there’s strong potential both could have coexisted at the same time if it’s creation although it might have benefitted much fewer individuals than todays numbers and discouraged or inconvenienced higher number of other individuals. although the latter sort of came with those grounds. meaning that as the years and decades pass. we are supposed to evolve. not stagnate and start breaking down. people all of a sudden in the plethora of information . both past and present. didn’t know what to do about nothing. so something is definitely going on but we can’t say oh it’s certainly that guy over there. part of entertaining ur mind is that ur sort of running down the hall with all these pictures on the walls and ur like ahhh i see this scenario. have u say before. a painting. it’s nothing fancy. just a picture of some pond. painted in a very decent way. from like early 90s where people to my opinion seemed a bit more innocent. but i might be biased. anyway. . i was much younger than too. but those feelings of positivity and potential has not left me today. although, in staring at the picture as in these words or any art u wonder the nature of such information. u wanna see more than what ur being led to. bc the painter who paints the picture wants to trick u and wants u to see only the tree or the obvious. immediate. the pond. u may try to search within the picture flaws and errors so u feel smarter. maybe ur play with ur mind and try to find stuff no one ever thinks about.
so now. if we are putting on the tin foil hat. and wanna play a game of words and. think in a potential way. here. the potential that there are some world builders among us. they move bigger objectives we cannot grasp. they may set up entire stage for us to be “ led” and at the end of it all we may arrive at the conclusion they set up for us. we may not be aware at all that this is a stage and we were simply led there. everything seems so convincing bc ! it’s tangible. quite very real. some cases. it involves meeting people. or u overhear somethings. or something else is going on in where u might be. but u know. deep inside there’s smth. a nudge or whatever. but u keep training urself to ignore its pleas. bc there’s no danger visible and ur convinced ur being rewarded. bc u just figured smth out. what an eclipse of the mind. but here is the issue. bc in the world of builders. where some real shit goes on and things can turn pretty sour pretty quick. peopel die in flights. stupid building codes. other stupid things go wrong. and ur like ah. or something else that’s unclear. and well we don’t know now. when we put on the hat of potential foul play. we begin to question everything. and that’s scary. bc those are the very things u based ur life on and now ur like oh shot. so that’s not true. oh wow. my mind was quite convinced of its palpability. or what did u feel at those times. did u go thru stress ? depression? maybe ur we’re too anxious ? and u forgot to take care of urself entirely. maybe ur relationships fell apart. u might have started to get all ocd. started to micro manage. maybe ur fixated on random innocent stuff bc they incited feelings u didn’t think u had. and hardly found focus on what’s essential such as ur daily home duties or ur school or job. maybe ur friends and family are upset bc u just simply cannot rise to the occasion and measure up to anything. or maybe it’s paranoia. bc here is the issue. when we cannot see what’s really happening. and things are off their rails but we are convinced we think we are too sure of what’s next bc we think we are certain of what happened in the prior. it only makes sense with all these side effects bc we are forced to deny our true nature to absorb or utilize our true nature. it’s denied and on top of that we too deny it in ourselves.
see now conspiracy theories are fun. playing with potential is why sort of gets us to feel with intuition. we say what if. and then we see this scenario and then go outside. and feel the wind. maybe dip our fingers into the river nearby. or sit in dirt and feel earth. we may feel our internal passion which is the fire of the soul. so all these elements are with us at all times. they are both inside. and out. and so here we can always tune ourselves after a game of what if. and see what is. by naturally discerning what is not. bc we are curious. like a scientist. we begin to develop the intuition of weeding out hypotheses. so maybe. in heading back to the business changing hands and the situations and ideas being used for both good and bad. and now something happened. and there is strong increase of some bad stuff. here. we can say maybe this is all accidental. now we are evolving our playful thoughts process. so maybe no two ceos are alike. which is a given. maybe we can learn from it and create laws that make sure that they follow common sense policies and make sure their awareness is same level. which helps the people they serve. maybe the worldwide issues are accidental too. maybe this is sort of like a phenomenal thing that happens as a byproduct of being this human. half realized and half dream like. even in our unwillingness to see that the world is in a way intentionally going to shit. intentionally not in diabolical way bc why would the getapo blow up his own mansion it doesn’t make sense. where else is he gonna be bad at ? in space ? so they might be going thru existential crisis maybe. maybe they are not equipped with the spiritual provess to direct things ( it’s not a bad thing. u just can’t do bad things to others and assume that’s evolved or enlightened. sorry. i don’t make the rules. ) . whoever they are. the people who may feel like well it’s too late without even doing anything about it. it’s not too late if we are alive. it’s been years we are beating the same dead horse and yet here we are so maybe this is a sign it’s not too late. and sometimes it’s bc we got ourselves cornered. all the rules and laws got folks secluded. isolated that we just can’t connect. we can’t just sit down and talk about stuff. the classes as one thing. general morale as another. who could claim this is a healthy world ? i’ll wait.
with everything covered about our potential reasoning, the human attribute between individuals and within each of us is where our power is at. but here things get weird. i was thinking about this the other day. often we make these small tests upon each other we are like ok if she calls me then she loves me. or if he doesn’t do x it must mean this. i don’t think this applies to family. unless u have a rotten family. but this is for the everyday interactions. bc they reveal far more than we like to realize. we do realize perhaps and we just don’t notice it. at least not consciously but we do notice smth is off when people wanna take the best route and form best friendships with each other but then someone forgets to ask “ well can u please clarify this for me” and casts the first stone to the river assumption and maybe the other doesn’t know either. bc thee things are very subtle. much like those builders out there. what plays out at large also plays out in small quantities among us whether realized. intentional or otherwise. so now ur subtly building ur inner rapport against each other until one day one of ur assumptions is the hair that breaks that camels back and bye bye friendships. moving on. in some cases it’s a whole group of people casting out a whole other group of people. sometimes u think it’s being racist but it’s smth else. other times u may consider sexism and bigotry but it’s all over the place. i mean world is sick. if our sexuality and creativity is what manifests life. in every which way that word life represents here ( what we desire in life and relationships. our own health and full potential , our giving back to the world our family and dreams ) why are we not discussing these. we are separated as a result of such. unable to focus. and unable to tell what is going on in our lives. forcing us to use our reason but here i think of we are arriving at false conclusions about reality and life, precisely bc of things being misaligned. ur conspiracy hat shouldn’t be towards other individuals. but if it has to happen. ask urself why is our world so hostile. and it’s not that we are keen on perfectionism. we don’t demand “ i want change. and i want it now “ we are not bunch of karen’s. who wish for unreasonable requests here. it is normal to seek some answers. and offer criticism while pointing to very abnormal happenstances however. especially on the dangers of our world, bc it denies it’s true that it’s dangerous.
the stuff of life is convincing
in that when something dominates the world, as in , a particular type of thought or behaviour, it tends to blend in among us. we may conceive these as stationary or the normal. we may feel compelled or gravitate towards the same, we may even assume that bc this is the thing, that it happens, and it exalts all in some way that we must also contribute our bit. but in doing so the choice, we are more so plagiarizing. bc we fear charting outside the lines. we fear sticking out. and we don’t exactly wanna get caught with a mistake. it’s a lot more scary to stand off from the crowd and do something different since u may draw attention and it’s not that u may not have ur heart in it but maybe ur shy. maybe ur not used to such attention. maybe we don’t see that just bc majority is doing smth that there is error in that line of thinking. we could very well chuck the whole thing to , well it must be experienced by all and that u can’t evade it so … swim. and swim we met with competitiveness in mind. surely we see if there’s a societal flaw. instead of swim against it or challenge it via resistance to add any more weight, or momentum, bc some things so happen in a way no matter what, we can’t help it, to alert others. especially when we don’t , cumulatively speaking. , have a sort of established systems where by which we transmit and exchange such data among each other. we don’t even trust each other. we haven’t even begun we are always at 101 for that reason. ready to lift off but almost. we as one person or few don’t think we have enough weight or force in our voice or actions. if we refrain from joining the masses. we are what is referred to as by some, asleep, or nonchalant. aloof. or not realized. not awake and definitely does not know or have or hold any degree of self competence. so it’s a shit end of the stick either way u look at it where the only viable option seems to be “the only way as thru”.
we revere things like veneer or it’s and public figures. so much that the thought process has become standard. the idea that people like us. all of us. can have experiences in this world that is far from what it pretends to have as standard seems to be rather pompous a thought . it’s as if. u live in a kingdom and as pheasants. how dare u even assume ur like the administrators. it’s even insult to portray urselve as equals. and we have normalized the thought patterns. which sort of puts a dent on our esteem. bc ur beginning to think like ur a different breed of human who does not have specific qualities that would make u like kings and queens. but what makes a king anyway? historically. there’s a bloodline. and it’s attribute to strategic planning of overtaking all others and eliminating potential of wars before they happen by being the first aggressors. this way ur also covering all grounds so that every bit of resource and every bit of choice and advancements anyone else wants to endeavour will be under ur total control and supervision. u may utilize this as part of ur “ services “ and tax the people. and bc ur the winner. ur acquiring all this wealth. so there’s also that. but at the end of the day we are all human beings with fears and worries. concerns and inquisitiveness. we all want to feel belong to families and have friends and goals and dreams. usually life would be quite easy and seamless if we could remove the facade of personality biasses and class differences. we could discover our similarities instead of constantly being trapped in our heads for fear of confrontation on the potential that what we see that’s different than us can pose a danger and bc we have this inner doubt that’s isolated , we begin to build on it without realizing. cos we closed ourselves up and all this unmitigated love has to go somewhere so what it does is have this greenhouse effect. bc u restraint urself. u trapped ur head. or maybe it’s ur politics that did it for u. maybe it’s circumstances . or family values the same , and here, we are heading back to these facades of differences that gets us so
convinced that our differences is where we need to place our attention. it’s no wonder why we end up becoming too sceptical which pretty much blocks our purview. the view from the beer that is. is it ironic that venus represents heart and it’s in sort of a gas storm itself ? i find it rather symbolic. there’s this greenhouse effect bc venus seems to not be able to vent itself out properly. possibly bc it’d too close to the sun but, we too are temperamental like that. we can love and love deep and greatly. think of urself falling in love for the first second or third time maybe it’s fifth time. or fiftieth. yea. exactly. so but why tho. and love makes us do all kinds of things. it can make us irrational. that part is true. to proclaim our love we even get intentionally irrational. we get all up on the couch like tom cruise and throw our hands in the air. like ours is a miracle and it’s gonna change the world for better. where do we go wrong tho ? and why? aside from symbolism of what makes a king and queen, we accept our pleasantry. but there are variations in that. some are merchants. others refrain from involvement in the systems too much. they keep their cash outside of the banks. others don’t wanna get jobs that harm others to sustain itself. these are the ethical values. bc u may have come to some type of realization much like a pheasant who accents that u touched down on a planet that likes to place value on arbitrary shallow objectives. and u may notice that in ur disposition that u must abide. there’s all these religious and spiritual talks. and here u decide to take responsibility for urself. but even in that. in the pursuit of self excellence even if all u have to work with is shit , u feel this melancholiness about this world. between ease and wonder and strong opposition and harm. u realize the precariousness of it all. it’s like a 24 hour do not disturb sign. there’s a big monster that sleeps out in the common ground. u must not wake it. but nurse it. feed it. and assure it that it’s safe. u know which buttons to push and u refrain from it bc ur life depends on it.
though it’s not in ur smallness that’ u begin to cut urself short or emulate this small nature. there’s in fact huge impact in things of ordinary nature. although we may not see what sort of impact this sort of mind has. but it’s the strongest as gentlest type. but we aren’t talking about a type like a specific species who are more ample and endowed than u. see? our dispositions has us to have these myriad experiences in rather different way. all paths lead to one. anyone ? but we are too isolated to open up. we worry about being attacked and our hard work and efforts of involvement and our silent investments would be swept away just like that bc the world is so precarious. in our minds. and it’s not simply paranoia either. there’s real experiences that we are inspired from. and in these experiences we find the root of the conundrum. but much like tao it slips away. bc we alone aren’t meant to carry its wisdom. it’s an attribute shared by all equally given under all paths lead to one theory and truth. bc part of the swarm mentality assumptions as to why spirituality and enlightenment is so evasive is bc it’s meant to be like that. they just make this assessment like a concrete fact and stop investing go to it any further and ridicule anyone who might have a better means of handling their dharma. but in truth. spirituality. when done right. is not meant to arise within u thoughts on jealousy and inadequacy which instigate egoistical thoughts or even spark up bunch of sins from within in order to quell ur inner calling bc maybe ur not ready to hear ur own message. or u feel overwhelmed. which is ok too. it’s hard to human. give urself a slack 🙂
overtime we become accustomed to our intrinsic skin of u will that our coping mechanisms become rather automatic. not bc we are pessimistic and we are not believing that things can change. and for better at that. but bc it takes that long. and day after day. we keep doing the same things expecting different results. even in our stuckness. we may at times look at how the rest of the world is doing. and what we hear is all kinds of stuff. u get happy moments. and then ur get some very strong tragedies. that once ur expose to them, u automatically pas the point of no return but more so u catch up to ur truth in the reel of existence. bc u didn’t know. and now u know. u in a way transition to enlightenment about a given objective that was already alive and thriving before u noticed it. we often feel inferior when we are challenged with a new data. new here doesn’t mean it just happened and ur the first to find out. but it’s new to us. and we may have worked so hard to set up our own ground work where all our thoughts and actions flourish. we follow religious. or spiritual values so that we cause no harm. pay our taxes. do our work. try not to hurt or harm anyone. it’s a delicate balance to get urself out of ur own mortality and ur mental worries as well as ur heart in peril. cos it happens. everyone has experienced some type of hardship no matter who u are. but it’s not the primary objective. aside from simply making speak and having connections with each other about our shared humanity. we aren’t saying well i’m most hurt. i’m the victim of this world and i should be prioritized. but we are more so perplexed within a perplexity which other perplexed beings are being perplexed with as well. so and sometimes we get perplexed together upon a common perplexity and neither one of us know what’s up either. bc the perplexity might need more input and involvement by other perplexed beings who might be dealing with their own conundrum.
why do people lie
i think. the best way to arrive at this answer is by counter asking the question with why wouldn’t people lie. therein you can discover the pros and cons of lying. but lying isn’t for everyone. much like any other skill for the skillful art of lying is in practice. haha psyche! it’s in how lucky u are. context is key here. so if u lie in the wrong place at the wrong time to the wrong person. too bad for u. bc lying is bad and ur not supposed to lie what’s wrong with u! oh stop it. ur only sorry bc u got caught. hence the reality is riddled with all kinds of not so funny fun experiences where no two things can ever price the same result. u may examine others in their behaviours. u may weight the pros and cons given that u can make such calculated accurate assessments. u can strut the technique and dig into the theories of others. and as well as their experiences. u may even put into calculation of the particular time and place as a particular lie is uttered and why. for what purpose. the discovery of purpose is a bit conflicting since there are many reasons people choose to lie. and some of this is not even a choice. ur compelled to lie or else ur gonna lie dead on a concrete or lie in a nut houses cozy bed. bc the lies have become so standard. so caked into the systems. the whole framework is filled with potentials that u could be spinning gonna pool of lies and not know much about it. hence the art of lying. if u have no idea it mess. that the lie is good and has achieved its means. but not always so. u may think a particular lie is successful. but it’s more so people are transcendental beings. each containing their own spectrum of light so. u may mistake what appears to be a personal lag as a succession of a type of lie u passed that day. a personal or a cumulative lag is much like a retrograde but also not really. based on by where u get ur horoscope or cosmic forecast. bc everything is riddled with lies. it’s only the point in which a particular personal or collective frequency is called forth for attention to change some or all it’s parts to meet the level in heh h u have already advanced. do both in personal and collective and even at a global level. a lag is kind of a big deal.
in this case a lie can be extremely costly. aside from personal loss and potential being lost, human lives could also be impacted to a point of kaput, but in the case of assuming we didn’t go below the dirt, a second worse thing u could lose is ur personality and character. think the reason why human beings are very apprehensive about the discrepancy between truth and lies is precisely bc of what such clarification might do to us as human beings. inclusive of how we live our lives and do the things we choose to do at times, that may or may not coincide with our values and the generalities of ethical conduct. to get clear about our conundrum wouod also risk getting us in the defensive. precisely bc innately we know why that is for us. bc we do rusted truthfulness and clarify of ur verbiage as well as loyalty to ur cause is attribute to good character and a admirable personality. so but in knowing this we are also propelled more so compelled to navigate such wild waters of human exchange. with water strongly representing emotional proves and just the representation of our interconnectedness. no matter how isolated we maybe. we are still doing a bit of information exchange. aside from human spy methods and data collection. the natural petrichor of human soul tends to rise up and mingle with all others , and then goes about its rounds thru out the world. in a way. we are already in communion with the world precisely bc of our mortality and dependence. if u step back and see the planet is slowly consuming u. ur in the belly of the onset. getting slowly consumed. slowly degrading and decaying into ur grave. ur exhuming all kinds of chemicals in the air via ur sweet and ur hormonal ups and downs depending on how stressed or elated or excited u may be thru out. u eat food. u fart ur breath stinks at times. ur dead skin cells is akin to dust for some other species. even tho to u it’s not a big deal just bc u cannot see. u produce garbage daily and some other life form is taking care of that for u. it’s not bc they are strictly after ur poop. it’s earths way of telling u what’s up . in a very humorous way. perhaps also bc it’d a touchy subject. to be gulped up by this weird planet.
our civilization. and fancy clothes are convincing. personally i like fashion bc it’s good that we keep some of our stuff private. it’d also hygienic but if i was endowed with the chance to go back to nature and be carefree i would. that’s bc i would be surrounded by nature and not by plastic all these flammable garb. but it’s nice. it’d just not convincing tho. bc the earth is still a jungle. it’s quite serious too. one minute ur alive and well next thing u know smth falls on ur head or someone loses their shit and takes their frustration out of u. maybe u ate smth that wasn’t good for u but experts said it’s good for you so u believed it. despite ur body’s alarms bc u never need it. the sit down and really have a personal chat. despite our glitz and glamour we are. not exactly afforded the same , in terms of what all this pollution and stress does to people in general. aside from wonders about severe and workings of cholesterol , we have all these other concerns such as correct packaging and the. right amount of stuff. dosages may vary also precisely bc we are no longer foraging for stuff. so we can have excess amount of certain ingredients that’s rather pleasure induced or it could be out of lack of choices for many of the people that it’s hard to step away and see the world for what it is if the window u choose to see the world is strictly on a digital screen. but the digital screen does offer some endowment in that we can literally travel without leaving our seat. but at the same time we can also do that with simply meditating. both are almost the same but the key aspect is the art of self thought. if we have some idea about how to begin to think for ourselves we would. the reason why it’s hard to sit down and write a book about that is precisely bc of our world in its complexities. bc in doing that u don’t wanna send someone to their own execution. bc this is that world. maybe part of telling truths is about self radicalization. but then u run the risk of getting axed. but at the same time u wanna be honest. in a way that preserves ur demure. or whatever style u have to urself, for each person may wake into their conundrum but not know which personal thought processes to stop continuing. or transition or combine which didn’t work to a complementary skill builder to adjacent thought process that which has proven to be pursuit worthy. a person who lies usually cannot maintain both. which is a broad statement since we have global variations of certain types of lies in which case some are essential. for now tho. just don’t twist my word here i’m only a heralded of what i see abound. and here we notice the alarming concern
in terms of the dangers present in our worldly concrete jungle. things weren’t easy before. u may or may not have a assumed childhood where all were peachy until u were suddenly too old for that shit. all of a sudden it’s get real kid kind of life. in these days it’s even worse. maybe technology does it. we strip away common sense bc we wanna form alliance with a robot bc forming alliances with other human beings have failed for so long. so suddenly u have to uproot people from ur life and fill the gaps with ur digital best friend that is ur phone. and the portal thru which. many possibilities are open but. then again. if everything is a lie and most people lie what would that mean for ur new avenue of opportunity ? all of a sudden the prior didn’t exist. bc u are so hungry for revolution. for change. anything but the insane daily remnants of a archaic human psyche w where everything is pain and more pain. and u see these artifacts. still running. some under essential work. others as minimum wage. others are save the capitslims. the show must go on. and so on. and forward. and unlike human beings. a robot does not talk back and hurt ur feelings. a robot will not deceive. u. only if it was true that ur making friends with a completely separate being. free from influence and meddling in its framework. again. we are dealing with more lies. but this didn’t mean ur robot friend is a liar. robots do what they r told. and usually the art of speech constitutes as programming. programming is a bunch of data come together to form a sequence of coding. which requires a lot of trials and error. so there’s all these very smart human beings. on top of all kinds of science and data that ur mind cannot even conceive. or begin but u do know this place. it’s very similar to deep meditation where u reach a personal summit in the forrest somewhere. maybe glacials. maybe in the middle of a spring day. ur surrounded by these height of giants. and see the horizon. the world is big. ur small. the air is fresh. but soon it all fades. u can’t stay there. it’s not a place for home. u take picture. hoping that u capture the essence but pictures usually do not do such kingdoms justice. so after a while everything feels like a lie. maybe that’s the price we pay for having to juggle both. between strong urgency to be a decent person and the plethora of lies that somehow make this raggedy world work. in a very imperfect way bc people are dying still and life is very different in some places which complement our meditation session.
so then we see these myriad of lies. from so long ago. some of which might have very well being false truths. or initiation into smth. like when u first turn on the fluorescent light. the initial light sparks from a stationary place first. then the whole thing comes to life only after electrify has coursed thru the wirings. those past initiations we latch onto so much can turn into lies overtime bc we didn’t read the signs along the way of its transformation or transcendence and we failed to do our past or rise to the occasion or perhaps bc we contradict ourselves. we proclaim . lying is bad for u. u will go to jail. lose ur character and personality. pay back all this trouble u caused. but then we also must have national secrets bc if we don’t protect the nation we may give a opening. for example marine who have internal conflict or strong opposition and division tend to send a weak signal to the rest of the world. by todays standards it’s like ur serving urself on a silver platter for some one else to come and overtake and abuse u and steal ur stuff. u can openly fight each other. tell the world ur story and they will tell their story. but the world is t gonna save u. ur not gonna be contacted and assigned a mediator who will slowly walk u thru ur conundrum , given that no one has done anything that cause others harm, even i the face of such harm, no one is gonna care and open their arms at u and be like awww come here cutie let me give u a hug. why don’t u come over to my house and stay there i’ll take good care of u while u heal and figure urself out. all of these strong sensations and expectations are due to our miserable childhood and lack of love from our parents. bc they were too fucked up themselves to even know how but they did give their best. sometimes their best was our worst. we think we are better than them until the world chews us up. we may even say stop lying. tell the truths why don’t cha. and someone from the shadows will laugh at cha and say. u must be new around here.
occasionally u gotta allow urself to feel freely
so long as ur not harming anybody nor urself. there’s a degree of insanity, or the line between reason and mystery has us that we can have periods of clarity and then followed by periods of insanity. the world at large possesses the same, in that our lives is brimming both with wonderful occurrences but also with so much pain. there’s a constancy of push to be stronger bolder bigger badder and more able to handle such types of hardship. it makes us stronger. we learn better. our experiences change us. we hope perhaps all for the better. people do have a gentle side that often gets mixed up with all the other end product of our unmitigated thoughts and feelings, and because the negatives tend to last longer. they tend to possess a greater deal of effect. and their effects reverberate for a while long after that we don’t notice the good or that it doesn’t measure up to the bad. perhaps because we are expecting too much from ourselves. be strong. get it together. don’t show that u are feeling are but coping mechanisms. they serve a purpose. especially if ur in the middle of danger and u need to keep urself sane. collected and together mentally that ur calm and that u can timeline respond to whatever is happening around u. so u tend to say. well all these other feelings can take a back burner. maybe at first this is the intention but sometimes we forget about the whole thing. but just bc we do a good job at forgetting doesn’t mean it forgets us. our feelings that is. there’s not much. of a blueprint either. human beings are put to work from the day they w born to learn who and what they are. and what their surrounds is and what is social expectations from them are but few examples of how we are bound by conditions outside of our periphery of choice.
the truth is. it’d ok if ur not strong enough. it’s ok that u have to have a safe place where u can allow urself to truly be. we aren’t meant to take on everything. yet there’s little understanding into our true nature as human species where we can integrate a more honourable way. that hi it’s both past and present so that we are kind of aware why we are here or at least. here in the sense that ur role as a person, must mean more than what ur led to believe. if we can admit that we are often in a hurry and put to work since infancy. then we can sort of step back and try to see how we all got here. in terms of our personal development our induction to the world and the many introductions. some are natural impulses and similar footsteps of predictable cycles of development among our peers glee give us some congruency of adaptation which could hint to proved sense of self that is not using pain and suffering as a primary source for self fulfillment in terms of one’s spirituality or personal advancements, only that pain serves few key things, one is that smth is wrong and needs attention. u might have to remove urself from danger. stop a task. eating a type of food or ingest smth that causes severe reaction. and then make assessment for appropriate remedy for immediate recovery. the other is growing pains. ur expanding. ur getting out of ur comfort zone. ur taking on new challenges. despite ur feelings of inadequacy and fear ur taking on a a challenge to meet these face to face in a objective way. which is a gentler type of pain. it’s not a punishment. ur not exactly in danger. the whole concept of worry is a product of the mind. but it’s powerful tho. our experiences leave strong imprints into our minds and it’s not bc we can’t handle pain but bc we are accommodating our intuitive with this new information of potential threat now that we must continue to watch out and include into our intuitional framework is where the issue is at. no matter how rare rhe threat maybe, we are being suddenly frivolous in our own line of system. so this is the anti thesis to efficiency. but in ur own era of presence. u are certain ur doing the right thing. and u are. bc the threat. albeit however rare did raise concern in u given the measurement of threat can be determined to a degree. u can make these assessments by how a particular experience has left u. usually we base this by either terms: fulfilling or deprived.
why this discernment matters is strongly linked to our survival and quality of life. the idea is to strengthen ur immune system which fights against common colds and gives u a good fighting chance in case u do get sick. in sportier term. this immunity reflects our ability to make good healthy choices. we could make assessment based on by choices that impact us. and choices that impact others. the choices that impact others can be referred to as both direct and indirect effects some of which can be detected right away. with ability to root its source and origin whereas with others, the issues become unrecognizable much like how gossip distorts distribution of a unwarranted piece of information. perhaps reflecting the intention of which a particular decision to gossip tends to effect involuntarily i would suspect for these natural forces do have a mind of their own. that’s why when we lo to ourselves. in terms of our strengths and weaknesses we end up lying to ourselves. it’d not that the issue is going away bc we refuse to acknowledge it. but sometimes we wish it was that easy. u may worry ur gonna jinx urself by admitting ur feeling smth inadequate. but sometimes all it needs is to vent it out and away. even tho itself is not a fox all solution either. but it does contribute to the overall process in a way. since even in the presence of avoidance of a particular type of data that gets passed on. via our actions which impact others directly and indirectly in which case for the latter the issue tends to become obscured bc it appears more innocent and isolated than the connection to which it’s part of thereby it tends to possess the potential to multiply among. others. so here our actions impacting others in a indirect way means like this.
ofc despite how rare the issues maybe which put a alarming dent on our intuition where now we must accommodate all our past efforts to align our personal language with our inner diction to include a potential of repeat for smth that makes us feel rather isolated and maybe even not relatable. we end up having to change th easy we see and observe things bc we are constantly on the look out for a possibility of a rare to be occurrence that we got a taste of. maybe we got the gist of it. maybe a glimpse. maybe the whole course of it. and because we are in constant communion with the world. there’s all this information exchange going on. artificial and organic information exchange is not that different in terms of their germination process. here in the germination process we are involuntary in terms of some of the information that we exchange with others. we may or may not fully recognize this phenomenon. but it’s not a mystery. we are connected and do share all the forces and resources that this world accommodated us with. the only reason why there are triggers around us is precisely bc of that unity mindset and the art of sharing thee planet. resources common grounds. the ability to reason well with the idea of what’s good for me is good for u and vica versa and how the generalities of human nature are not that different even though we may have different tastes likes dislikes and characters that also develop in their own experience, turning data into wisdom with their unique ingredient of their own person, in intrinsic sense , the perceived whose viewpoint and spiritual reserves catalyses that particular experience is what makes u uniquely u. but we aren’t talking about we are unique art pieces. though i wish such words inspired more people to sort of take a different look at life in general. so here ur being triggered and it’s hard to discern if it’s done on purpose or is a product of life since the similarities are there. but u cannot reach out. beyond the veneer of reality. which has a cellophane line quality. it first traps u in place then it slowly sucks the life out of u. and ur all stuck and stationary. and one day u run out of breath.
why it say this bc the human life. in its creation is art itself. it’s the embodiment of creativity and esch person uniquely displays seeing characteristics built with glee and passion which later on gets lost in translation. gets to be too serious. and then forgets the childlike quality or is still coerced to the inner child but has to prioritize worldly obligations where knowing secrets of the universe and simply being enlightened isn’t exactly what it’s cracked out to be when you can’t use it for anything. but maybe that’s bc we are all eager upon having come to earth. despite the worldly attempts to teach us who they think we are and what we should do, at some point the adolescent passion of wanting to change the world or tackle big dreams kicks in. it maybe clocked in a indifferent attitude. even the truth about rebellion suggests the same for the refusal to deem oneself with such conformity seems to be perturbing the mind, even tho there’s reverie in tradition ur lucky if u have a warm home and family. a few friends to rely on most of ten. the world has us with its illusion of civility and technology and travel and whatnot they we forget the survival rate is still pretty rough in some parts. we are inspired by each other’s lives. we see the conditions amplified and then wonder on existential conditions that befall us all and then we want to go out there and party as we distract our minds with pretty lights and pretty music. to get lost in some sort of stream of consciousness in the making. there’s no end to either one. both the onslaught of pain and the endless void of passionless pursuit of desires of such escapism. u may say one more time. just one more song. one more dance and then maybe this is what’s gonna liberate me from these strange feelings , maybe it’s an attribute to my mortality. the experience in our life serves two purposes. either we become softer. more compassionate. as opposed to our strong adolescence where from our purview nobody knows what’s going on. or that they simply can’t do it. solutions do in fact seem quite simple. but there’s the context there as well. it’s a losing bet when we are born into disfunction. it’s harder to reach clarity when we don’t find support growing up. having role models can give us a rough shape of what to expect in our future for example. u don’t exactly have to know everything certainly but a rough abstract shape gives plenty of comfort for those who have trained themselves to not seek validations from others on the right thing. but also remain perceivable to lessoning and wisdom of others bc this is the right type of alignment that we eventually wish o naturally reach. or we become more rigid. hardened. we close our hearts. we lose all interest with worldly pursuits. the pain seems to be too unsurmountable that it does no longer benefit we feel desensitized and the only inkling is in reflecting our findings in the social framework where our suffering is not wasted.
everything seems quite easy isn’t it
when things are going well. life is dandy u feel like ur the jewel and the world is ur oyster. maybe u never experienced this in a very explicit way. only that at times u were lost were the best times of ur life. since the ease with everything is white there. except for finding solution to some of the serious easiness that also comes with such grounds. when we think about a amicable solution we think it needs to be just as complex as the issues we are faced with but this is only bc of our conditioning. we are conditioned to take in a whole lot of frivolous information for the sake of a ton of frivolous activities. it’s either this productivity or that. usually what we want is to make ourselves believe that the capitalist version of self sustainable is actually very beneficial. only that if folks are picking up after themselves then that’s one less problem to worry about. since human beings don’t come without strings attached. they need food. medicine. they produce waste. they may have special needs. other concerns could at any time come up, so we say ok well we can multiply a ton of small businesses out of few big benefactors of some of the grand essential where by which such deals tend to trickle around quite predictably bc u only have a given number of available options to deal with thereafter. as a first comer u may. it fully know. bc that’s the fools gold at any journey in this world. we are prolific about virtuous ness but hardly ever actually do it in personal claim as to steering away from deceiving others for our own self advancements.
it’s super easy man. things could just go off the tracks. things could go wrong. at any time of our lives. there is no guarantee. whereas we thought there was product of some level of civilly what we didn’t know and woke up in the middle was all about the shadows of economy. and we are all the same for it. haven’t u mismanaged ur own funds, gave into material pleasures maxed out ur credit card or did smth else dumb like that. bc the issue isn’t even in garnering stuff. but that if u are paying attention. of how u change thru it all. from the point at which u get smth new u may assume ur a brand new person but two weeks later ur seeking the high elsewhere whereas the stuff that u just thought at some point we’re excellent suddenly fall into backdrop. almost as if it never happened. love at first sight ? or is it shirt another version of our selves we are seeking after our desires and frivolous pursuits. perhaps a product of our wordy pursuits. again these things happen too quickly. if they are happening that quick that means the issues are older than our lives. then we are seeking within the states where those types of issues are produced. cos u know. u could wish to start a new business s. then seek cheap ingredients and cheap labour overseas urself and then charge an arm and a leg for ur design aspect of it whereas it’s just simple basic stuff anyways. here u are thinking that this is the only way u can get thru. there’s too many opponents to u. see for instance the amazon marketplace. and etsy and all these other digital shopping centres express the same, in terms of the amount of idea that are being of exchange here. but the frivolousness is clear it’s just an issue that’s facing us all bc we all have that sort of attachment to things. and even if we are self disciplined. we wouldn’t hold ourselves back from participating in the marketplace by creating frivolous ideas and producing it and then selling it for funds ourselves. our survival depends on it. we may not believe in the product but if we want to keep being fed and clothed and warm, this is the only standard this life can offer us and the funny thing is
we have more time to discuss going to mets and camp out at moon and what not. we talk about how many jobs we created. we do all this green length a deal of overseas wars. there’s just far too much that actually happens daily. but none of them. absolutely nilch. focuses on our daily lives and the quality of life that we could override have. this is the ultimate cos mix joke bc ur told to wait. take fro. under. be good. pay ur taxes. do this be pert off that and then all the promises are always in the back burner right and u don’t notice but then ur middle ages kick in and then u get older and well there goes ur life. u did all that us were told and u got wasted. while in public square people lose and win at large. all these great discoveries what not. new fashion. what have u. but none of it ever actually makes a worthless dent in the earth. u notice it’s just trap mostly for young people to keep going the shopping treadmill alive . bc they know it’s a dying dream. too. but that’s all they ever done with their own life and time. if u are good with memory and are at a type of age now where u can look back to a decade ago. and then decade prior. and see the summary of each decade as we cumulatively get thru changes n social concerns. and clicked alike. i went back so far as to my childhood from turkey and compared some of the polticia lane social issues to the rest of the world at the same time what with how much tech was available for us to even determine did we confluently exist in a rhythmic way? even in japan people felt not full filled even tho there’s so much entertisnment and so much pursuit in life. there’s a sort of melancholy out of exhausting all ur desires and all ur senses. not just regionally i mean. think of the way in which we think of how business should be and what productivity is and whether if all this work is even beneficial in some big picture sense. bc then we are thinking outside the box. of the prior where we brought ourselves to this grand trap that we all find ourselves in. doesn’t matter if ur with power or under power. each of us are feeling a huge cosmic shift that really get us to feel a bit uneasy about unfolding events. some are better at hiding their concern than others. to each their own. there is far too ouch pride and ego to deal with so there’s also that. so a bit of sensibility goes a long way but at the same time u no longer wanna nurse the devil.
i think the solutions is quite easy. but it’s also not that easy when. u begin to implement in. given what we know about our nature as well as how we all of us got here. there would need to be a point in our collective lives to sit and contemplate. and dream as we rest and learn and remember how to truly be. from there we can come to our own conclusions as to what this whole doing business is and should be like. a lot of time is already being wasted. given how each days passes by we do and contemplate literally everything but the actual framework which creates poverty and homelessness and causes peppel to develop illnesses which further burden the systems and throw a lot of their sub systems out of balance, and it’s an overall miserable life too. there’s no trust among people. morale is low. streets are trash. and there’s not much to look forward to. what ur doing is spending a great deal of time doing the same things the one percent does so effortlessly. u notice how cruel the world is. and u also realize how blind everyone is. u go to sleep everyday and every morning is not new. nothing is solved. there’s wars. there’s famine. everything is still crap. but ur ordered to fall in line and live the facade of a collective dream that is more like a delusion. and to add to the insult u have no power. u don’t understand. u simply think too basic. nope. u can’t learn about it either. u can’t get urself involved in some way where u take active part within it. but u are expected to continue to pay attention. people in any type of job has to follow politics and economy for these impact their decisions and thereby their finances and retirement. so politics is very personal. bc it causes people to have false hopes and then get their dreams crushes while bankrupting their finances. ur life can turn upside down and it’s not a fun ordeal to exist in this sort of unstable system. u have to meet them halfway but what ur doing is spread urself unconscious. and even you can’t wake urself up from it.
and we do this all the time we are like yes we are free people. there’s some merit in getting ur ass out there and making some type of life for urslf. and then u notice how ur so bound. the whole reality is nothing but bondage to things u never wants to adhere in the first place. u didn’t choose where to be born. u disjr choose ur gender or ur religion or ur race. those things are. rather they work in mysterious ways that our human brains cannot fully understand. but this line of thought helps me. if there is reincarnation especially that if one life time i am born armenian and next as turkish what sort of lesson would that give me. to sum. u didn’t choose these things yet here u are. and even if u were to wake into a grand answer to ur confabulation as to why ur born into a particular race or geographical location in a map that experiences some type of challenge bc none of us can point to any one of our suffering and say that it’s justified. and ur forced to take sides each lifetime. in a way. arbitrarily. ur fighting urself. ur giving urself a very life or death type challenge. and flip of a coin that too happens and happens very fast. u live or u die. and nothing is for certain in the next life. the coin flips and if ur too keen. u live or die. tough luck. try again next life. but here in determining where the responsibility lies , there are war manufacturers. those who train those who make weapons. those who spend all this time to carry ur out versus those who are forced to be enlisted bc they r poor or they are forced to by their country or they have some other reason why they would wish to be enlisted. and then the many hearts that come at peace. when all ceases. but we never learn so we wanna think on that.
we are hardly ever being
while mostly we are doing, even in our perceivable being ness we are doing smth that we may not realize. things such as anxiety and worry are all part of doing rather than being for they continue to churn thru u a myriad of potential to be occurrences which u sort of simulate ur entire being thru in order to determine the best potential way and outcome. this is actually a normal process that we do. a part of active meditation does sort of use oneself as utility to determine via self testing, but given the circumstances, that are often unwarranted, at other times, can turn ur entire world upside down, it’s no wonder there’s imbalance between being and doing. firstly we would have to delve into each to understand their truth and nature. what’s purposeful in being ? being what? being as is not becoming ? what does being suggest here. do we get to determine the quality of that being ness ? do we have to say i am being … this or that. and then . just sort of like water. pour yourself in that beingness ? or is it more like well i need to be in order to determine my current quality of myriad of personal states. which could still require a bit of doing but. unlike u having to spring urself forward for some action. ur bringing this action to u. instead. and what happens when ur presented by series of actions. in ur being that is. since ur determining. something. and in determining anything we have the action of choice. but here. bc ur being. how does action of choice translate. are u naturally drawn to which translates more at heart for u? then u must not be directing any particular thought . but be dealing with rather intrinsic stuff. bc ur willing it. but ur not applying so much force that u get urself out of state of being and into a state of doing. so u may resort to a particular thought that is rather general. stuff like “ for the benefit of all beings “ quality of stuff that cannot be wrong no matter how diverted the approach. bc ur refraining from harming others to allow what it is ur attracted to u be naturally drawn bc even in the most subtlest states of our being. there is a degree of responsibility. so in being we become a bit more familiar with this very subtle state.
i mean why do we hold drunk drivers accountable when they kill someone’s and but they were not “ consciously there “ and when u black out. it’s harder to control ur actions unless u prepared ahead of time. say. have. someone who will watch over u. if in case u blacked out and do not have control over ur actions. bc here. there’s still a. degree of responsibility even tho at that point the person the name ed aren’t quite there. perhaps bc when things go wrong too we notice that they don’t just happen all of a sudden even tho they possess the quality of is ness. so we are trying to reflect this subtle consciousness in a way that it comes to us rather naturally. the drunk driving is a good example to that. though in many other states we do tap into this sort of a inner flow that’s sort of preset. or predetermined. but the determinant factor isn’t what we think immediately bc we are the director. in a way. or more so unconscious way we pre determinate our inner levels that when we do become consciously in executing bc a particular line of thought in to actionable form. we must draw a sort of basis from it. that’s where we say things like oh i didn’t intend for that to happen bc we couldn’t over see or see over the actions that form contract with other objectives and cause a catalyst that is far greater than our available cognizance. should sort of being to attention our unrecognized power and allow us the right inquisition to seek our further informed ion about the objective . how do we recognize our unrecognized power and put it into good utility. usually when folks discover big stuff like that they get a bit upset. u might say well i wasted all these years and decades of not knowing. what’s the point in changing things now. i’m well behind my peers. they are either ahead of me already. or that i can see or they r younger . well i may assume bc i’m older that there’s no need to bother. no one sees me anyway.
let us now examine the doing part of our mental execitiveness. where we are actively meditating on happenstances. and even let them out. sort of like an inner theatre. and ur sort of placing scenario is and characters to see the best possible outcome that serves all in some way. ur not being weird. if for instance ur not disciplined. u may daydream of escapism thoughts for example. u may just be. a strong representative of a person who has their head up in the clouds or in their own arse or smth like that. so there is a wrong way of doing it but it’s better than not doing it. but ofc in ur doing. u don’t wanna give too much in to ur ignoranc e u may become a bit more self perceived in ur degree and level of self ignorances when u keep doing from the safe some of ur personal existence. and be aware of it. than say. simply go with the flow even tho ur directing urself but then ur stepping back and saying u had nothing to do with it. it just sort of came up but how. but what. and whatnot. so here. ur being starkly honest with the level of involvement u have in ur active meditation. this is akin to some men saying that they lack absolute self control around women bodies and women representations. with the exception of using ur common sense. that is hold a demure and sort of thought that considers everyone and not just ur freedom. to who this may consider , a sort of excuse that makes it’s rounds out there often states that someone . may lack self control. look what u made me do comes to mind. well. not that easy. bc here. before u even begin to execute a particular type of action there is history. it doesn’t just happen. it happens over time. thru small acts of same. just sort of accumulating. and ur self denial here can also get louder. ur higher self or inner r impulses at times of being and here i would refer to this as accidental being bc if one is not in control of one’s doing. being is pretty far game for them. but still this doesn’t mean they may step into accidental being which may reveal a closer proximity between their inner reason and truth and the. level of denial that’s required to quiet or ignore them.
why the self denial matters here is due to the fact that it forms a secret pact with ur inner contract that is now in motion. part of active meditation is that we do in a way. set a basis or ground work they which in active moments of our life where the action is in its most heightened states such as turning a . particular idea or thought into action or reacting on intuition and impulse to save ur or someone else’s life so here we see that the action here bc it’s very similar. becomes harder to discern. we are also not fully aware of our states of being so we are constantly oscillating in a world that is rather vacuous than us having some kind of strong ground hold or grounding technique that is the anti thesis to having ur head up in clouds. but a degree of getting lost at touch with reality to free urself from earthly bounds. ( much like how when ur doing. a particular task or work and get stuck so u take a break. step away from ur desk or the project. give it a few hours or days and come back with a decreased state of being who all of a sudden discovers where the error is bc now ur have unknotted urself from ur own stubbornness u may come back to see how these sort of objectives relate with each other and how two similar happenstance can both be similar yet also possess great difference that’s very small then u begin to appreciate these very subtle small details ) false lines of thought. or the art of figuring out the states of being and doing in their own appropriate houses. as well as building an inner scientific self rapport for better way of the word of self knowledge truly is as well as for what it’s worth bc all of this brings us to that level of clarity but then we add to the natural development of all and everything, the artificial and calculated synthetic happenstances that also go with everything. things such as satellites. vibrations frequency adjustment and artificial thoughts being thrown about like boomerang also come to the purview of determining ur balance between ur being and doing. in the presence of such discoveries. we also are compelled to do the footwork of going back in time and inserting this new piece of information to places where we might have lacked it before. which changed the entire complementary world view. from what we thought it was to how it was then. and what sort of determinisms might have took place.
to sort of get a rough idea of general quality of being and doing we simply look at its many manifestations in all areas of our life’s. how is our work life balance ? how are we all endowed ? is quality of life good for us all in some way? there’s this advantage of us assuming that we must only talk to each other at the level they can understand. there’s truth in that. but it’s actually a very gentle compassionate one. how to speak to others in a compassionate loving way from a point of which they can understand strongly differs from how to trick and cheat others based on by their current conditions. conundrum and their education level as to how much they know of such businesses. u can see someone who lives in a paper house and offer him erasers and markers since it might be a cheaper deal and one maybe cunning on ur part. as opposed to offer him a concrete house or a way to make his house waterproof so when it rains. he can stay dry. he probably doesn’t care about the water marks more so than keeping himself from dying by catching pneumonia so u get the idea tho. and here is what happens when the more we deny this inherent truths that are a disown to everyone , and the level of subtleties and powers that be that are in constant communion for the possibility of reality to be the way it is. as we see it today. there are some limits that we come across as well. this head up in the clouds has as much limit as one who worships the devil and buried his head under ground but still can’t reach the core of the earth. bc perhaps he’s too delusional and thinks that reaching the core of earth thru declining acts is gonna open new portals, or cause him to own the earth at its core. sometimes we forget words are just words. but we take seriously some of them and not at all others. some very popular but nullified words are save the planet. world peace. one love. unity. harmony .. we don’t think we can own the world via this way. with love compassion. by not giving into shallow impulses. with crested cost to us which we must all to an extend know by now. there’s hardly any excuse left bc words travel fast. and they are abound both here immaterial world in varying degrees. but also in the astral realm. take up ur inner dojo today and see hay u can do and be each in their appropriate housings.
people need to stop acting like maniacs
these are the times. crossroads of which both let us stand. smack dab in the middle of our brief tumultuous innocence. of our indoctrinations and ignorances and the evolutionary process of how to convey urself in the fact of myriad of data. so in a way. we try to figure out how we got here. in determining the how we realize our innocence. the things we didn’t know. obscurations in the way and that we may feel to an extend. gypped. tricked. there is a fraudulent occurrence that took place and we wanna locate its root source. we don’t use the states of ignorance and innocence as a weapon or a card to be free from any responsibly thy may befall us. no. the information merely serves as a basis for establishment of truths and nothing but the truths. we are not playing a game where we are figuring out shortcuts and trying to get a lesser sentence on smth that could have been evaded either. no. the information serves as a. well. this is what brought u here. this is why it happened. this is how it can be elaborated on. what changes can we make once we become recognized with thee truths is the process of self becoming. for recognizance alone does. or suffice alone for change. that it must accompany action. so here in order to determine the parochial type of action which is the most sound and simplest choice, albeit. saying makes for ease than the do how, as always but. fret not, for the minute struggle for perfecting a skill offers greater continuity for ease than remain ignorant in the face of facts. especially. for with the latter we are accepting or sort of coding into our intuitive centres to ignore alarming concerns about our mortality. u could even say that the very confrontation of having been spun can be very difficult to handle. or maintain for it only perturbs our immaturity at best. especially given that at first realization we are already at some level incapable of ourselves to handle any other way. for the proper development of both our innocence and where there could be potential to ignorance should suffice to say to really learn about our cumulative process that led us here, for the answers are along the path of having g come thus far. but ofc. in our nature we are also too clever for our own good. hence the term immaturity. even among the most prolific.
but ofc. no one wakes up and says well today is the day i’m gonna a throw my life away. today is the day i’m gonna do smth i know is irrational but i’m gonna do it anyway bc i might be bewildered. or feel “compelled”. like my whole life came to be to carry out this one mission. albeit. it could be anyones mission at best and at worst u could be the fool to take on the task bc u don’t know. bc ur ignorance can very easily get u confused. it’s hard to stay focused. bc we don’t have a basis established as to where to place our continuity of our viewpoint. for example if u were to say. in a very loose term. that u wish to relive human suffering. and that u acknowledge everyone has a right to live and carry out their karma. to right their wrongs and have smth worthy to leave behind. then u may also realize how tragic it is to exist. for it takes all kinds of cosmic occurrences to conceive and more time and dedication to cultivate a garden. yet the flower blooms and then something happens. either the music is off key or the light is not right or there’s no enough water or smth. maybe those gardeners didn’t talk nice with the flower when it was budding. and there it dies. such is the tragedy of our lives. we too go through strategies and all kinds of extravagant visions about how life should be and what we could achieve. only to be stifled of our potential and resort to small lines of thinking. ah so. everyone is bad anyway. who cares. and close our hearts forever. we may not notice that in the mids of our struggles the beauties of life and the many potential of things ever going right. it’s there. we just don’t see it. not in time anyway. or we are in the wrong place wrong time. or but the. again there’s the whole getting caught up with what is. with where we are. in our selves and within societies. that also has its own process of getting caught up. again we are not here to make excuse for why we couldn’t. be endowed with all the right intentions or the right type of thought. the right course of action is harder to detect thru time because of their corresponding complexities of many relationships that transpire the context of the basis of which a particular event has transpired. what we wanna do is to get to the flesh of the matter. so then we can get to the bone if the matter. the muscles tell all. the body retains the memory after all. we can try to cover some parts as we discover. we can try to play on others thought processes if we want to be advantageous . but it’s nothing new. it’s always been done this way. someone sees others inability to get a particular angle and then plays an entire scenarios around the blind spot. very easy.
and we may recognize our existentialism in such resort to old simplicities. that have long been normalized. much like how we perceive our reality. i mean. at some point everything must come off. ur identity. ur skin. everything must go. so there is no reason to make permanent enemies out of transient beings who are journeying thru this cosmos much like urself. but i think part of that is a thing that lies in the mysteries of such spontaneous occurrences right ? how does material materialize in the first place. why do we have this materialized colour spectrum and experiences diverse to palatables the same ? why do we have our human bodies with clear distinctions and similarities. why is our life. in an of itself. both come easy at times we may all reach this spontaneous state of extreme bliss and usually happens they connections with others. when we feel connected to people. family. life love and the world in a very intimate way. then we feel this state of bliss with more ease. and then it gets severely challenged. along with our security and our bliss that we work so hard to protect gods our sanity when dumb things happen also daily which are quite serious when. a stranger attacks another. even children are fighting adults and each other. surely these issues didn’t spring overnight. they tend to denote to a primitive part of human nature that seems to be rather instigated to meet some objective of which i don’t know and id rather not talk but in the event that it happens. ever so strategically seeming way bc almost always the argument surrounding such unstable nature is too certain that human beings are a create of distrust. which is not true. given by our simplest observations that we detect children of all backgrounds coming together to play. there are clear “frivolities” that may get them to question and certain behaviour that carry out their concerns albeit not all as right but from where is the adoption is only a quest for beginners who are curious to delve into much more, then it’s no wonder why as grown adults we too possess child like qualities but with the seriousness of that of a adult. and not just any adult but a adult that grew older in a bitter way. almost forgetting their innocence entirely along the way of their becoming.
then the behaviour becomes innocent. in a ignorant way. the tragedy ends up striking again. the humanity. ur mad but u can’t be mad. not allowing urself to be mad enough to join them or cross to the side of such lunacy. ur mad. only so that ur allowing urself to vent. and u vent only so that u can get that excess out. once the extra energy is out the madness leaves behind strong. consonant. of sadness. a melancholy feeling that is sort of poetic but u may run the risk of falling in love with this state and prolong the romance with ur sadness. if it helps ur healing. the alternative is to join the madness. go crazy. be a karen. be a chad. be whatever. be as predictable as u wanna be. the sky is the limit. therein u see that u can transform urself either way. that u can create ur life. but wouldn’t u wanna create smth with less headache. maybe none ? but u know too. deep inside. betrayal brought u here. so her the very act of betrayal is a tough one. it’s easy to deny the whole thing and act tough u know. especially in a culture where being sad is seen as weakness or white flag. like ur gave up. ur weak. puny. so it’s this denial our truth and nature to ourselves that gets us running. we run. we can’t relax with what is. we need to fill the atmosphere with all kinds of sound. we need to change personalities one is not enough. we need to keep being in amazement of smth. when we are pure beings with clear thought. this amazement looks like a very clean innocent pure self love that’s not dogmatic or riddled with ego. it knows itself to be a cosmic being who’s having a brief human experience so it reminds itself daily that all this is not permanent. the jewel of the experice is harder to define. maybe i’ll leave this as. a mystery to each reader. their own. but like a necklace is comprised of parts. do u think as a jewel. next to all others. that u would be more inclined. or intent on choking the wearer. ? and how effective would. that be. as one bead out of many. who intends on this way.
this amazement that’s otherwise very pure. it’s very friendly. very unconditional in the love that it basks in. bc on one side it produces love. for love begets love and in the other itself falls in love with all and everything g that there’s this constancy of a build up,, but ofc that’s when we are not polluted with false sense of self and false intentions. false purpose. our small thoughts. and false assumptions that we must hurt and harm others to get our way. especially on basic decency in common places where we should go the other way instead. be united. how could u? stay united this is an unaccomplishable dream. even marriages and friendships don’t last. business plans fall apart. what’s a great idea today could very well be frowned upon tomorrow. all ur investments and hard works thus can very well be wasted. business. the anti thesis of love where literally the whole thing is established on tit for tat. we carefully measure our own yard. and then compare with all others. we put to scale what we need to buy and calculate it’s worth this way. everything must be equal of exchange but this is hardly ever true so. but we do it anyway bc even tho it’s not a perfect system it’s the best one we have. it’s either that. or complete breakdown of all our generational hard work that led us here. and usually when we say hard work we think of success but let us not assume. we don’t know that. plus. based on by what reality is. if one person is negatively affected. that’s still a big deal. so with this , a careful statement upon our true worth, where we can’t put a price tag on. the least we can do is pay with respect. our own self kindness which is not different than the kindness that we extend towards others. but ofc. we didn’t get here overnight. expect to react or revert back to old , albeit the truth is in the pudding whether if smth is being used as. a prop versus an organic struggle of a cosmic dance of coming out of such collective dark time with each player their part.
what is enlightenment
is it a light bulb turning on in the centre of ur head and give u a. good idea to bank on. ? is it acquiring of most wealth and having power over others ? is it owning the world? is it doing whatever it takes to stay in power ? no matter how we see enlightenment , enlightenment is simply a spiritual way of looking at why we exist. and why we exist may be a bit more arbitrary in taste. as we are still digesting our own experice to extract some truth meaning basis establishment of which could give clear insight. since a truly enlightened person is one who refrains from doing dumb stuff. so they are in constant union with the effortless wisdom of being. not sure what we did wrong to achieve anything but it. it’s hard to tell exactly. i think that’s the whole conundrum anyway. we end up blaming each other bc no one wants to take part in such things ever so having been transpired in our collective history. it’s hard to achieve tho. bc all this enlightenment business and the concept of reality come from how willing we are to be comfortable with truths as we find them to be. since spirituality isn’t to create urself a trip. get lost in it. find the secret code to get out of it and come back to where u started. there’s wisdom gained from it. hence enlightenment is talking into source of effortless wisdom. and basking in simply being. in this state of our existence.
because our world structures are designed in competitive mimicry, we often do not recognize that the path to awakening of our inner resources and reach a permanent state of continual unfoldment of sustaining enlightenment , thereby we are often at the door of a great potential becoming an awakened fact but we don’t open it. we are not curious as to what sort of potentials could be unlocked if we do. perhaps part of this great deal of concern comes from our greeter sense of our mortality that if someone would take advantage or see this as an opportunity to destroy the world. that would denote to ur existence hence ur mortality would be in greater risk of being threatened which pushes all other urgencies that may have been developed prior to this arising, but whether if our concern is imaginary or based on by collection of real data. relevant to real events that compound, which could in a way be inspiring to collect such forms of data. but to just simply use it for study of perspectives seems to give light to our general state of complacency about how human suffering is generally handled in conversations.
and ofc we can’t strive for absolute perfectionism for the oath. with all its ups and downs. inconsistencies. pain suffering and joys alike is perfect in its absolute way. however we must consider this truth when applied at greater world view, that the many lives that get lost in the haze of reality’s own conundrum that itself cannot solve bc itself seems to be in some type of knots. which constrict in some areas and giving way to some other transpiring. so for instance if u are into modern forms of awakening and are considerate to read energy. without being privy or too creepy without respect to the observed’s privacy and boundaries for this is portent to happen for one facet of our fragmentation. aka individuality is the representation of personal boundaries. ur person. that u inhabit ur own space. and ur simple basic human existence rights that come along with it. tho simply by examining this basic structure of our innate nature that’s equal among us all we recognize the many flaws that also developed along with it. reading this energy at large allows us to get a simple basis of the quality of exchange in terms of the inner elements that play the same and transpire the same impulses among us irregardless to our rather fragmented look at our reality bc all of these theories are some what superimposed. and depending on how mis aligned we are to our truth and nature. ( i think this is expressive on how traumatic it is simply to exist but i wouldn’t be able to determine what this symbolizes in terms of the cosmos. and the great reason within it ) in that energetic exchange alone h may discover that even without consciously being aware of what sort of respect or otherwise gets normalized tends to affect of even influence us all which is the greater influence if we were to compare it to the artificial counterpart that also makes the rounds globally.
and the reason why the greeter influence tends to be more dominant than the artificial counterpart is precisely bc of our innate nature. that we are awakening as we are co developing and each in their own self development also with it in the totality of the social alignment that transpired versions conditions to also arise within which adds to the overall problem solving abilities since the measurement of the enlightenment of the overall given that we can make such assessments , it’s quite hard to try to see the reality sort of get loosened before u so u can see it’s counterparts and esch in their development. but u can read the overall energetic blueprint of ur reality by simply being comfortable within the moments that u are becoming more and more present and intent. in ur actions. ur calculations. intentions. what’s in ur heart and how u see ur reality are all part of ur practice. it is what makes living so it is within human hand to change what one is by augmenting one’s becoming. but the alignment to which sort of ground work that one wishes to pursue is conflict in the mental region bc of the strong thoughts produced create the astral traffic but i think here is where artificial intelligence becomes a bit of a problem. bc it’s the byproduct of such shortcuts. and trickery that itself can lean on either side. if for instance u can use the astral realm for things that hasn’t happened but if it were to happen what sort of quality would that produce exercises that’s like using. a calculator to make complex problems and find immediate solutions s not as their exact basis especially if ur dealing with much bigger numbers and here in trying to piece out reality and see into its details. u probably definitely are dealing with some really warped numbers. so ur thinking by rough draft rather than absolute certainties with more shape into the quality of that particular outcome that ur investing in at the end of the day bc we can’t alone decide that well yes this world and resin is rooted in greed and acquiring of thing sam strata what makes u king.
there’s often more to pursue. than just the single pursuit of its pleasures the many avenues this existence e may offer us. in a way we see how such developments might have transpired as according to their timeline. there’s a minimum basis established as to how much human effort we are already exertion when it comes to our lifelong issues on common grounds especially. and because there is the intermingling of the artificial with organic. former namely being. any event can be mimicked and not be entirely real. things could be staged. people could appropriate and lie. videos can be manipulated and heavily doctored. information can be augmented. partial. or made out to look like entirely smth else. we could get the right feeling and put the theoretical thought process in the entirely wrong . avenue. for everyone good deed we can create exact opposite with just as much velocity as the former. to cancel out any potential intuitive thought process that may have paved the way. albeit a narrow way. but an age old wisdom type leading u out of a very difficult situation. could definitely examples of what enlightenment does to people. but we can’t say that someone who dies haphazardly is not enlightened. since almost everything. in this world wide existence is stacked up against ur survival. so it should be measured only as a means to use ur for further global improvements.
and here we see that bc there’s that intermingling of the artificial and with the natural that we are dealing with a type of alignment process. this may not be the type a alignment. bc we had prior ones. alignment to our truth and nature and intermingling of each other. of territoriality. of ideas and discoveries. of many many tiny little alignments. impactful ones. and even much bigger. rare ones. so these are the spherical resonates also. u can see if the diameter is smaller then the resonate are local versus much bigger waves whose message could be a bit more symbolic. or harder to put into a clear dialect. hence the puzzle of life and each of us in our personal union from where we uniquely are positioned within this existence. and it was fast. especially the technology portion. the internet booming and brimming with information and how we have sort of aligned with it and are still in alignment with it. so there’s this super fast and very slow development taking place or more so a co development of the two opposites. and that it makes it more understandable as to our general aware of confusion. so here we can come up with greet theories and solutions and ideas and at the same time we run the risk of being exactly 50 percent wrong at smth which given by the level of risk took. is our cost or loss to us. so also times where great loss can happen. doesn’t have to be. i think ultimately bc we love existence and life more than our existentialism and occasional pessimistic look at everything , so ultimately we are expecting everything to quell down and even out but this interim where we give only the bare minimum is that it’s a bit of a problem ofc bc then it’s gonna produce. a sort of a bill for future reference and then draw karmic conclusions out of it. so u wanna be sensible for such a owing.
the reality hurts
it’s sucks to exist sometimes. even when u like it. ur stuck somewhere between ur personal problems that are quite very real. some are compounded. others happen simultaneously. yet others are relentless on keep coming back. and the worlds own problems. aka. others. u don’t wanna compare either. usually the bottom ground is when ur dead and gone and that’s when it’s too late. or that it’s better to be above ground than below ground. do we say that bc we desire to fulfill our desires? of earthly pursuit. or smth much more. maybe it is in a way u look at it. an earthly pursuit. but maybe not one that we may think as immediate. like a sun. or selfish desire. or the rather escapism that some of us may choose for especially when things are generally not alright. the love for the world and being a loveless does not always have to reason with one’s likes or high ideals. or pleasures that some parts of our lives may offer us. stuff such as how delicious our palates are. for example. another is to fashion urself into ur own unique expression. aka clothing options or certain characteristics that make u u. could be ur dentures. could be ur hair pin. it doesn’t matter. the fact is that it’s more of a personalized signature if u. and that’s a fun pursuit. bc it takes years to cultivate the type of character u wish to grow into. it doesn’t happen overnight. it takes hard work and great skill it’s like a farmers job. it either nourishes u or starved u. ur end product. and ur in charge of the production so no one else is gonna save u either. u gotta do ur own accounting. ur own calculations. our own perfection can be akin to our classroom group projects. there’s often a few people in the group who rode the success of the entire team. and then there’s probably one or two that really handle everything. they organize others. in charge of most stuff. or perhaps out of the entire group theirs is a skill worth leaning to. this may create some emotions in your that’s quite strong. u may prefer urself to always be the protagonist in ur reality. someone with great skill. who is reliable. and ofc the antagonist is always someone else. someone whose negativity is also quite shallow. not like when a person may truly be wronged and just seeks some type of clarity. hey excuse me sir we need to talk and meanwhile u think they are threatening to kill u.
but it’s tough. because u may be a perfectionist. in that u give great emphasis into ur self study. u don’t exactly want to cave into self study in hopes to achieve excessive self cherishing thought either. ur not in a lustful relationship with urself. those things come to pass. even our youth and beauty come to pass. our identities keep evolving either so this cultivation is smth that makes sense. not one that gets burned to the ground and then has to go thru a brief recovery process and then u start from ground up. each time we are effecting the rest of the systems and the planet. we are releasing all these chemicals for instance during the burning process. and then when we are in remission. people who may rely on us and our organic natural skills are now deprived of our service. which lags the entire framework and the system. we may not notice it bc it’s small. but bc it encompasses all the wave is much bigger and therefore it’s effects end up being. harder to recover. the more we ignore these small shifts. and when we restart we are already being wasteful so now intrinsically speaking our self esteem maybe hit just a bit. this too many be very small but overtime u may begin to see results. u may not be satisfied with ur life. things are too predictable. it’s not that ur small but ur all stuffed within. and all of this is based on by how arbitrary the system of our humanity tends to cause which is normal that we do not see it because we tend to mistake the feed back we get from the bigger waves of extraction of our experience energy of which tends to feed back the type of soul stuff we therefore feed on much like air , and bc the wave is much bigger we think it’s a direct attack from another. so it seems like a wave is directed at you. like someone from the other side of the street hollers in ur direction. and say they r further away from u. so it’s easy for u to mistake that they are waving at u. then ur realize that they are waving at a person behind u instead. what can we do when we receive unmistakeable feedback from nature ? the total sum of our actions and how the general quality of our world is ? is hard to say. because to determine what sort of message we are hearing first we may need to clear our ears to hear better. our senses are a bit clouded. at times. which is normal.
we are often stuck between our problems and the problems of the world that we end up beginning to feel rather embarrassed that we can’t carry our pain with grace bc somehwre else someone else is having a much worse condition. but this would only mean that we predominantly live for ourselves which is not true when we carry the entire world within us also. bc if for instance in addition to what is happening to us. we see the condition of the world with true eyes. and see that the levels of suffering. albeit arbitrary and totally preventable. happens. and it so happens that all that u grew up to assume about the world is partially false. and then u make connections as to why u didn’t get the full spectrum and there u realize we as human kind are quite strange. we lose right at the start. we don’t have a chance. those anomalies that have a chance are im often bc things of this sort is rather numerical. do ur gonna have those dependencies. and we do notice that we all have those sort of blinders. or blind spots on our way. bc we aren’t meant to complement the whole at all times simultaneously. what this means is akin to we can’t be on all the time theory. there are periods of very essential stillness. ur calm like the surface of the water. ah but maybe. we expect this duration to be same as active periods. this may depend on part by the environment and in other , of which part of the natural cycle we are currently on. this of having been an anomaly is the phenomena that’s produced from excessive control. excessive states of wanting to destroy others. this excessive ness ends up causing us a rather dullness in our profession of our spiritual path not bc we are suddenly not a spirit. we aren’t suddenly losing our hard earned skill either. it’s just our mechanisms way of telling us there is smth going on that we need to pay attention to that is our if normal or ordinary happenstances within our purview. it is not identified thus. which also means that we must be quite inquisitive. usually in lines of such inquisitiveness from the position of which u may begin. u have two options. one is the introspective research. which can get u a rough feel of how u got to where u are. the other is the futuristic basis. so u want to get in touch with a higher version of urself who has sprouted in the future at a better placement. to give u advice on ur current conundrum. so u try to emphasize with their mindset from their higher position which from ur current position. as ur lower in level. could be the curriculum of ur personal study.
and it’s hard to confuse and clarify the two apart. does the pain come from u. or does it come from outside of u. that which resonates to a part of urself which sort of ignited that inner feeling of which u tend to assume based on by ur immediacy of purview bc we are so convinced of our moment of now but we may run the risk of getting trapped in a rather artificial understanding of what this now contains when we forget all about how we got here. why. when. and where we wish to be headed from here on our. i assure u that ask anyone. no matter disposition and background everyone will wanna go to someplace much nicer. no head games. no backstabbing’s. no deceit. there will be no slavery either. ur totally free. and able to do things u wish to do without much affliction into ur own inner person. those moments of brief luminosity of ur divinity will be the constancy. whereas the issues would be minimized if we couldn’t eradicate all of them right away. imagine ur responsible and every one else as well. and whoever may need support in an area would be much like having community support where ur natural bonds tend to be there for each other anyway. but it would be nowhere like this. where u can say any time and any place in the world run the risk of feeling extremely lonely in a world full of people who are pursuing frivolous lifestyles and arbitrary characters they must be forced to upkeep. all because we are children in trapped adult bodies who simply do not know how to share the earthly playground in a fair way. but u can compare the two worlds. anyway. u can take this world ur in. which is full of greed lust and jealousy. violence runs large when all else fails. and this other world where we are smart. enough to understand and reason and be amicable on common grounds after having established also our spiritus. and allowed maturity of our development for mutual respect and dignity of dwelling place. equal for everyone in some realistic way. because for us to work together. we also have to be willing to work with the ecological constrains limits and conditions that are outside of our humanistic range of control.
when we think of the future we aren’t denying ourselves the whole of now. same as introspective research bc we have some many processes that take place in our currency of human experience that the level of curiosity complements this self knowledge that if we ever come to some type of challenge we do not assume automatic breakdown. our natural instinct is of healing. constructive type. so what we wanna do is to sort of surrender to our situation but also all the while along our thought process to lead the way. it’s hard to lead by our thought process if we do not know or have become familiarized with the many traffics of thought that take place in the astral realm. not all of them are humanistic either. or of this timeline. so u don’t wanna give into a resolution of a false acknowledgment of smth unless u know that that’s what ur part of otherwise u might resist the urge to implement ur truth and power into smth u may have been naturally drawn to but don’t fully grasp the resin or assume u must be a bad guy or that ur acceptance of what behaviour is bad is not fully matured so u may very easy assume that ur the good guy by doing this . even tho this – given nature of smth – might be harming others. we are given the glimpses in our internal universe of some of these happenstances. the clarity is usually obscured by our inability to relax in that sense of being sandwiched between our own pain and the pain of the rest of the world. often times if we cannot hold two truths together. that’s when we resort to some form of illness. or lower form. or evil doing. bc we are too keen on this. normal thing that everyone does anyway. and this is also a natural fit to it. if u have ever been there or tapped into the frequency. so perhaps our past fslse acknowledgment about a given experience might have initiated this sort of a paradoxical thing to give us the natural effect oh this must be so. cos the gravitational pull is pretty strong g. unless u know what ur doing. u can very easily be susceptible to its pull. so the more of us awaken to these complex intricate relationships of multiples of systems that make up our reality. including the man made ones. the more clarity we are gaining as to which frequencies are and which ones need immediate attention for release. often times unacknowledged frequencies , older ones. one’s rooted to intense suffer silent prayers and curses of others. tend to ignite calamities. they influence us. at which point we run into happenstances where we can say. well that was anti characteristic of me. or i didn’t intend on this to be this way or
certain things
i hardly remember. but certain of others that tend to stick around far longer than a way to know how but with the quiet diligence to understand the underneath element is all complementary to why even do we feel activated with presence of some information. whereas at times. there are words that escape me. i can think of stuff that resonate quite well to where i’m at today. in this dark street. i wonder when it will happen. a person could just jump out of the shadow. and it would all be over. so i try to pack the essentials on the road to my travels. we don’t have cars here. everyone walks. but the realty here is quite different than my past predecessors who were far too human for their own good. surely u can excuse the wording. streets here are made for us, the terra beings who exist here. though things turn quite shifty with the blink of an “eye”. whose eye none of us know. it’s like we all live in a giants head. and then he sneezes or blinks and there goes the plans for the rest of the day.
it’s ok. i’m safe. but i keep getting these really weird vision. they seem like a pattern of constellations. directing me in the way i should be headed. anyway. every time i try to jot it down on a piece of paper it just looks like someone bled on it. and every time i put the images of what i could have done within the best of my abilities, over the actual cosmic photographing of our general terra surroundings, i get multiple directions but it depends if i got the blots right. so i’m on my way to see a friend. they are expert at this kind of stuff. i wouldn’t call it hallucinations but it ever does happen at particular times of my life. i decided to keep a. journal as to when certain things happen in the presence of specific things that also subsequently if u were to tear it off the entire picture and generate a map of its history. u would then see the patterns of its contribution in active formation whenever this sort of activity is called forth. perhaps it’s a chemical attraction which brings these multiple objectives together , at any rate. bc there are similarities surrounding the origin of happenstances however i think i need a expertly keen eye to take a look at my current findings.
the roads here are quite nice. but just about now i am feeling like we need to have a blackout. any time now. oh here we go. now i must be quite cautious. because u never know who or what u might run in here. i don’t even know why these things happen we are not that evolved to tell too further. we do have some technology to determine some ways. but it’s not always perfect in the way that they are designed to function to their full capacity because this is also very volatile terra, where a lot of things are ok only so far as they are within the ok range but when bad things happen they tend to get quite worse. here. u can make the assessment for the risk level to almost getting quite. lose to losing ur terra form. u may not plan for it. even be prepared for it. but there is a old folk tale that says that ur blood is made of the cosmic star stuff so there’s a magnetic reaction that takes place which is meant to be like a compass that determines where ur headed next . almost ever since ur spawn.
and this blood is supposed to change as u change. i’m not sure if the volatility of this terra is because our blood went through it’s many transformation. yes. while we are primitive we seem to be a replacement squad for what appears to be another existence of prior form. except that not many of its remnants survived the tides of time,, hence there were many more destroyed clues than things of potential of clues that could lead one closer to eureka.
so we are not only primitive in our own terra nature, with very little insight as to our blood transformation but we are also either descendants of a prior form whose remnants are too destroyed to give us any clue. ofc i’m fine. i am pro at navigating these dark “waters”. i call it water bc whenever the “light turns off” the sensation that i can feel with my remaining sense where i can perceive my reality becomes damp dark and moist. so i usually like to make this into a occurrence of underwater experience . in the deep of the waters where all the contents is there where i need to know. whatever i need to know about it even tho i don’t have exact words to describe what it is that i’m in , dealing with , it’s pure instinct in another way of “ looking “ at it
so far i have heard seven screams followed by perhaps a very rhythmic simultaneous thumping , which conveys that some structures are either coming down, are under attack, our we are going through a massive shift where once the period of darkness passes. things will seem quite different. but in this sort of scenario. our artifacts make more sense. even more than what i did last week or last month. yea so back to my memory problems ,,
i’m attracted to certain types of memory. like right now. as i’m thinking upon my mental journal, to my invincible audience, it just feels quite free to express my self like this, i’m developing this keen skill of becoming calm and comfortable in the start uncertainty this darkness brings. but ofc. i don’t think my past memories had me too arrogant although this one time i was too certain that it was better than my peers because i was managed to do this one trick and i was a beginner then. at the school of such lines of thought. as to how to manage our world the best way we can.
at any rate. it could be a fools luck some yelled. which peppered my arrogance with now inflated ego. and i said ok fine. i’m truly challenged now. so the next time the darkness creeped in i was all like yea. i know all the potential ways this can be. then ofc. i came so close to losing a strand of hair. or wait. i came hair strands level face to face with fate. ofc. whose fate i do not know. didn’t at the time anyway. but the experience humbled me right away.
oh here we go. the lights are on again. wow. this is quite new. i never thought our world would actually look like this. but i do notice somethings apparently gone. it seems i wont be able to complete my journey at least today bc my friend could subsequently be relocated. but i can go home and see my condition as well because i do not know, these things simply happen. that why we have a built in me cabins to fro locate our new home , and be able to go there at a much faster rate. as part of our survival ability that tends to happen here.
often times we don’t have attacks from others but it happens. that friend from school. or whatever u like to call it in your world, the place of work but it’s also the place of practice. because we learn as we go along. although in our learning we are very slow to put what we learned in the real time sense. kind of like organized improvisation. if there is such a thing. but ur on ur toes. but ur also very conscious of the tio of ur tongue. for the roots of ur tongue is all the way to ur heart sort of beings out what’s in ur heart like at all times. so u can kind of see if someone thinks they are with drawing from their heart up to the tip of their tongue but say. it’s a dark part of their heart. or it’s not even their heart. they are doing the right visualization but then they are thinking stuff like
if i do this right it will get these results so i must keep doing this and as long as i do this then i will expect to have these results. and usually we all sort of resort to doing this but here we refer to right time and right place. for it makes a world of difference.
so before i forget. for this isn’t my favourite subject but sometimes my blood boils. because my story about my friend isn’t finished. so here is what happened after my experience humbled me. i went to my friend and told them my experience . i was like u know. i didn’t know it could be like that and there it was. i was flabbergasted right to my socks and i still could not shake the phenomena of death.
but my friend. who was sitting at the lunch table at the time suddenly flipped the table on its head. the food and whatever was on it went all over the place. and then ofc this sounds was so loud it wake the entire building in towards our redirection. my friend backed away hesitantly acting hurt. i asked what’s wrong. and they yelled. get away from me. u crazy lunatic
and my heart just went up to my brain. it felt like it. i felt the blood boil from my insides. but then ofc. i had practiced my techniques of handling difficult situation and difficult terra beings here. so i applied a hefty dose of calm stating that since i know what’s in my heart. and my tongue is rooted to it. i will say exactly what needs to be said. as it needs to be said. accordance to righting the wrong that just happened here.
in my case however i lost my job and got banned from the entire building. i think most particularly due to my recent flirtation with death that i was still shook. it might have simply been too much for my system but as i’m told by a wise someone that these teach us of greater need to be a special kind of strong.
i’m still trying to figure that out. but as it happens the good is awfully too good but when smth bad happens it just ever so happens to be so bad that u feel the effects for a very long time after that. guess that’s smth that comes with this terra world. maybe in ur world u have figured out better ways of handling. if we could handle the technology and things we have and use it for our advantage many e but i often feel having shifty paranoid stuff tends to make everyone distrust each other more. but on the contrary, our kind has displayed that some level of surveillance and our folk tales tend to give us a degree of well within the lines of decency for the benefit of self as well as for others since both components all and none can survive without or other.
now in my case however we are still learning and dollying all the new techniques we can find along the path of our cumulative and subsequent journeys. either alone at times and or with each other. and ever so it happens that we get into a resource centre that we can simultaneously tap into for some sort of insight on our development. and it only aligns. or falls in line when we are in some basic level of harmony with each other.
it’s said we aren’t forced to like each other per se. like u don’t have to add everyone to ur friend list. u don’t have to talk to every one but u have to be kind. and considerate. ur decisions ultimately impact others but ofc at the same time we have strong contradictions because there are some who have an idea about their priorities and how they wish to see themselves as part of this terra form tend to create a more high quality density of material sense which turns thoughts into objects in their reality. they r often referred to as builders of reality.
so this, lack of liking each other sometimes breeds aloofness as is said. but the alternative breeds fake facade and frivolous connection at any rate. the organization itself is sort of corrupt. bc they are excavating some minerals for some pernicious purpose and we have yet to see the sight of such “ advanced technology that is meant to eliminate all our terra problems”
but i can’t remember . there’s this specific type of information i need to get but every time my mind makes the rounds there’s a gap inside it. it’s like this old artifact from the old world. plaque or whatever and one of them has a dm tiny scratch on it. so this secrecy prevents from the information from being clear. the info that itself comes with. and it also further prevents new information from being overridden.
so then this gap is coupled by the pattern i keep seeing. in fact it just happened. and i wish i was endowed in photographic memory or the arts where the artist takes a look at the scenery and extracts an excuse copy on to their medium.
i have personally spent a great deal of time studying my own mental processes that i figured out a way to weave the gap with the ends of each side of which a particular thought. thoughts or memories were woven into the fabric of my mind. bc it’s there i just can’t seem to access it. but i don’t sweat. i keep inter weaving the two ends as best as i can. but the issue here is that to rekindle the ghost of a scratched up memory. u need more than just great skill of weaving.
anyway i’m almost home. the road was clear. or was it. i don’t know. wait. why do i feel so warm all of a sudden. you know. i often wonder about what would actually happen if someone hit u on the back of the head as the blood splattered on the pavement . would u see it as ur last resort ur eyes can afford u to perceive before ur eventual departure or
the reality is quite convincing
with its imaginary happenstances. most often we end up living in our heads more than in actual life. could be escapism. could be creativity. a hopeless place where one places all bets on the unknowable objectives where ur only saving grace is at the end of a simple wish. in looking at how shallow and rude an awakening this reality is, it’s no wonder why we are sick. cumulatively. everyone is going through smth. u may not like to acknowledge ur condition as a mere illness or distress or some other maladjustment to ur life and life in general. that too is a coping mechanism. ur doing best with what u got. ur holding to ur saving grace. whatever it is ur taught. at the end of the day everyone wants to be decent. it’d fulfilling especially if u have tasted it and after having lost it. u have at least something to compare it to. and from there we must never settle. but it ever so happens. bc even the prospect of a promising future of u work hard is better than. nothing right ? if it only counted for smth tho. more effort usually gets mistranslated. u are treated as someone who is unknowingly teaching the world on how to treat them just bc u can handle ur crap work grace. ur grace is seen as a skill. oh looks how strong they are. wow. they can totally handle it if we keep dumping them more of our crap. i mean. that’s how we heal right.all u need is a therapist where u throw all ur poison at. u throw up. all that keep collecting along ur journey. someone treated u wrong. another looked at u funny. ur slide left u with another person. ur child no longer respects u bc media has them convinced parents are eeeeeevil. u might be stuck at a miserable job. u may feel ur life unfulfilled. even despite many attempts of good will and attention to the precision of the act of learning. aka education within ur field that u “ invest in”. all comes to a halt. life becomes all the more predictable before we even got a chance to get to know who we are. our world is so exhausted that ur effort is often used as a emergency call or well that person can really handle stressful times. so let us not contact authorities or communicate next meeting that we must change smth when we have them it’s cheap way to solve our issues u know. and it so happens that people break down. bc there’s over exhaustion. there is a person before u after all. with hopes dreams. concerns fears the same
just bc u see someone courageous or have a high self esteem never assume that it comes as easily as u perceive it. just bc u know smth about someone doesn’t mean u know everything about them. or have everything figured out about why they do what they do. ask. communication is so severely missing in our world it’s literally why we are making things so difficult for ourselves and each other. all bc we do everything but. and if we must ever resort to speech it’s if i want smth from u and i can see if i can get u to do it. it’s better if i don’t ask for favours and make it seem like ur voluntarily wanting to do this change. so that i will not be held accountable for what happens or should u criticize a part of it. i can simply say dude i never asked u to do that. u volunteered to do this. other times. where people matter even more little. to the originator of the intent behind such false lines of statement. aka. to lie to the masses so that their decisions. about particular topics get influenced. bc then they are deciding given by whatever false or limited info that u have. and it’s so conveniently staged that we have experts and seasoned peoples that we can aptly rely on without criticizing their word. for truthfulness or honestly. or whether if their information relates. let alone translates . there’s a often. implying without clarifying that which u say. thereby forcing people to take what they have wrong work with. aka ur imply that ur on the same page. and then assume that ur on the same page. but come tomorrow ur held responsible for what u implied and u will easily negate it. oh i never said it. like that ! but u implied and therein lies our issues from rather maladjustment of what we think a proper communication is or should be like.
it’s definitely weird a mix to be someone who is equal * parts realist with surreal traits. bc u possess both in their houses. n due to ur impeccable alchemist skill of knowing what *equal means here. it’s like the application of intelligence with emotion. and a seasoning of spiritual maturity. mmm. delicious. ofc. this is very rare. surely any one of us may hit the right notes from time to time. but bc it can’t be maintained gives us insight as to what necessary changes are required so that we do see a uniform continuity much like what we have on earth right now about discordant experiences, of mindless and worthless lifestyles to exist , and inability to reason with self as to whether if ur living up to a higher standard at will and u can determine and discipline urself as to what these values are, bc with these specific components missing in our society that we find ourselves at odds with the everyday reality. no amount of effort can undo intentional ignorance for instance. ur only saving grace is to be forced to change urself in the face of great planetary challenges so severe and full of implication that no matter how much u pray. no matter how much i’ll meditate. at some point u must accept that everyone must to an extend live a portion of their life and go thru their turmoils alone. this isn’t smth u may agree but it’d the way the world is. u can’t even establish smth as simple as clear communication, if we can’t reason with each other as to whether if we have things figured out. things such as complexity of systems then we are exist peons on a chess board. ur someone’s people. owned. and u have no say or do with what u got. tomorrow u can be ordered to do smth else in the name of preservation of national rights. but u didn’t being the issues to that point. ur only a pawn after all. u must do what ur told.
but when it comes to ur life issues. circumstances. systemic inconsistencies. ur on ur own bucko. u did this to urself. u didn’t try hard enough. u didn’t save money when u could have even though u don’t have a valid examples of what a healthy spending g is like anywhere. people just appropriate crap. and those who do follow the national trends still catch cancer and die. they can say at the three of their life that they did everything they are told. i paid my taxes. i made sure to not borrow what i can’t pay back. i lived my life with thru out honest work. but nope. it comes to everyone. and at the end of that rainbow. u may look back and notice all the imperfections of the reality as u leave it. u see the systemic inconsistencies. and take note of it. u see political issues and take note of that. u notice why things were difficult and how easy it would have been to fix it had u communicated better. u notice the power of the word. u also see that nobody listens. they don’t listen to understand. the element of understanding is reserved only for the seasoned alchemists and definitely not for the simple minded. those latter ones have a lot to learn. and usually they learn things the hard way. things have gone so bad. bc we don’t value by effort and bc we also ignore we don’t know info that we know and act like we know what we don’t know, that even if u were the best alchemist to ever manifest on this earth it would be insufficient. not enough u could be someone who travels here from the future. u could have all kinds of insights. answers. simple solutions. bc u chose to assess things from a realist based system and then used ur creativity to help people and end suffering. not bc u decided to give into the convincing nature of samsara and said yes no must pursue the needs and desires of the flesh. indulge with too much food and sex. and give into escapism such as entertainment that poisons the minds. bc people get hijacked. u don’t know the system and u let urself be hijacked. that’s weak mentality.
bc u both believe in system. since it offers security to think benefit of doubt for the big guys with the big guns and codes to nuclear weapons. u would naturally be kinder to someone who point a gun to ur face. u would obviously be super sweet when a knife is pressed against n ur neck. but at the same time u would be too stupid to say. well let’s go against the system let me go to the local corner store and break its windows. that will teach the big guys with the big guns a lesson. yea ! it’s bc u can’t keep both in ur purview. u can’t look at ur system and be like man shucks. these muffakas get in office so they can play army men overseas. all the promises they make you to that point is just do they hone their trick skills. once they trick u. they feel even more confident that their trucks are working and bc their trucks are working at home ground. it s easy when their tricks are put to test overseas. and if there’s ever any inconsistencies. u have a ton of grey area where u can twist any information for ur benefit. but this is such nature if things. then again smth good did come from the past. our forefathers or whatever. who were strongly of len ed by their ancestors. fresh off the hills, of philosophies and whatnot. and did smth even they couldn’t size up. what that would being us to. so in a way. maybe u can find some heart to pursue in its preserversnce . considering the alternative. is pretty fucking touch luck. and super fucking bad. but unfortunately people aren’t equipped to hold that much continual focus. let alone maintain momentum. firstly. u need to get into the groove of which is most natural. for some. punching each other’s face is natural. for others paying for ur things no matter how poor u are is natural. yet for others. that. normal differs vastly. to such an extend that we are now normalizing. critiquing people in their suffering. and in such a hopeless way. bc there is a common conundrum , that we are all facing with in the same reality , we are all overworked. under appreciated and tired. exhausted. what we need is a global test. not reset. if there needs to be a reset. we can start by resetting history and whatever money is owed anywhere. from there we can equalize some grounds where those who continued to the ay things are today. both good bad and ugly. need to pay back their share. yes u can’t fix what u broke. but u should accept what u have done publicly. admit to it. apologies and pay back the people u affected so that they can help themselves. it’s very simple actually. all this modern politics make it seem worse. bc they r scared if they should be held accountable the same way their system holds small claims accountable.
sometimes
i think u wanna forget the world a little. u wanna unplug. get completely away from its existence that it does not run rent free in ur head all day. like it often does. bc we are that imbued with reality. and it affects us just as same. or u might like to be like one of those individuals who are completely unhinged from reality. perhaps they too wanted to disconnect. bc it sometimes hurts. but then never reconnected ever again so they floated about as they made up all kinds of stories about reality and how life is whereas it’s way different. bc we have what? 8 billion perspectives. ? that’s. a lot considering. we can hardly get on the same page about basic stuff concerning much fewer topics. at any rate. movies entertainment books videos and all the kinds of things people tend to do is quite for that aspect. u wanna disconnect from reality. often times all the content is just as relevant. as connected. so even the words on a page can cut. or a piece of art can be ever so moving for one. depending on which perspectives u wish to delve on. and no matter how much we say things like oh yea well i do know how to let things go. but that’s just blasphemous. even in our attempt to run away from reality we get caught in another aspect of it. maybe it’s also a beaten track. we just don’t notice bc it’s rare. or. well. not as common as very other common paths we tend to take in standard. the discernment factor as to what has normalized in our lives is actually our responsibility. bc we contribute by allowing others to treat us. so in a way we teach others how to treat us. but this is manifold. why? bc there’s many factors that do very much the same. it’s not one pointed. but we all cumulatively make a one pointed sense. it’s just not articulate to a singular immune. unless ur that evolved. in which case ur fruits can not be manufactured in a. lab but must be organic for the cosmic key cannot be short cutter or short circuited. so perhaps in our escapism we face all kinds of mirrors. and they all tell all kinds of tales to us. we just don’t know how to connect the whole thing to make sense. bc maybe. the act of fragmentation is very strong on this planet. we are fragmented to individuals. and it’s quite convincing.
on our attempts to run away from the noise of the world. we jump into a dark alley in the corner of our reality which we think others may not notice. this inner narrative depends on such diligent note taking. otherwise ur not really paying attention to ur surroundings. or the reality in which u reside. the act of wanting to escape reality can be summarized to few reasons one of which could be that it’s too painful. so u need a escape. the pain of reality hurts so much u just can’t stand it. just to breathe. and u can do all kinds of techniques but. u know. it depends on immediacy. for some of these things. didn’t happen over night. they ring standing effects compounding over a long course of time. but we don’t have that careful attention to detail. perhaps because we can’t see our surroundings at all times. effortlessly without having our minds diluted by some ignorant or united line of thought. the other aspect is like that of the rain. people who get wet in rain for instance tend to have a “ah well shucks i got wet “ but instead of expeeice bc life in a dream like stance. and our lives do run the risk of being very dry. methodical. and not very out of the lines of our creative nature. u might think a 40 hour work week won’t be hazardous for ur health. i mean psychologically. since. everything comes from the mind. but the escapism is due to the fact. unlike the experience of rain. that which u can’t particulate or change or alter irregardless to how much of a impact it has over ur life. and the stuff happens within the reality in which u can’t change. had change been ever so progressive then our lives would have been in much better shape. comprehensively. so then we think about already some potential of having been lost. we don’t make such valued systems efficient bc we also run the risk of well more so the discrepancies between what our understanding of human nature is and what it should be like and what it ended up being because we had too much meddling. on things that we shouldn’t have done. so the history of time where wars got quiet. it wasn’t bc we were all of a sudden getting along.
no but that’s it tho. we might have escaped to an alternate reality by creating the civilizations that we see today. that’s true and there is merit there. what we may not know is when this turn of events happened. like a twist in the circle or smth. all of a sudden. even tho u went say at ur 100 percent for like 100 days duration of time. with absolutely no mistakes or errors in ur calculation but then there was a switch and it got flipped and everything. the whole world turned upside down. issue is the equivalence of the flip was equal to the traction u made with ur 100 percent. so u gave it ur all and all u got was the complete turn of events. uhh we don’t know why these sort of things happen but based on by my personal research made i think the issue is bc things develop so slow. and so slow than it needs to be that the problem lies there anyways. bc we skimp put on days like they don’t matter. this is as simple as that. nobody is sitting down and having the difficult conversations. no one is saying well ok guys this is ridiculous. we are gonna let the world burn bc of money ? we are gonna kill people because our department cumulatively speaking fucked up. and got too indulgent ? i mean we make spectacle out of wars. and this and that global issue. do u know how much study takes place before we can discuss such matters. how much exchange. what about all the cost of. say putting such a complex project is like. it all takes money. brainpower and people behind some specialty and skill set. that’s magnamous . it’s big deal. and these people can wage a good war. but why can’t we use the same brain power but for good instead. we like flip. but ofc. when i think of things such as that i don’t like to think too binary. based on by my personal studies binary lines of thought tend to be predictably and u still run the risk of assuming and being 50 percent wrong. so ur risk ends up being higher bc ur relying on a merge between two very identical objectives but u must choose only one. or that. given a moment in our lives we are accustomed to making difficult choices. be maybe identical. or even exact opposites so a flippant can create a fillip of another dualistic objectives and here is where things get haywire. bc we aren’t honest with each other cumulatively speaking we end up getting lost quite easy or make very big mistakes.
we wanted to get away from wars and have peace. and we ended up making life into this passive wars. or passive aggressive mental stuff and mental stuff is just as important. u might thing the wound cannot be seen on the outside but. if e generate our life and partake in life via our minds then the quality of our mindset and mental thoughts and all that associate with the realm has to also be clear and healthy. in truth mental health is neither criminal nor is it a fashion statement. it’s very serious. people with mental issues. usually require a lot more help from others than people who don’t struggle with mental issues. and this struggle is also accompanied by how u perceive ur reality. it doesn’t stop there tho. perception is one thing and how u see urself within it is another. surely there’s also how others perceive u. there’s definitely a sort of a constancy of dialect there. it never ends. sometimes. it’s in how people look. other times. in how they act and what they say. yet other times u may know each other from a past place or u might just be shy too. but this mental clarity is akin to telling what is around u then even in ur escapism ur in active seeking. ur not disconnecting per se. bc u are very well versed with the cosmic dialogue that everything is connected and that nothing can be hidden or lies about for long. it cannot be remained concealed. things are in constancy of information sharing much like how communities of people get a word of smth. and then words get passed around people end up knowing a objective and a piece of information becomes a common household speak. we can go further and try to see how we live. existential questions such as why do i exist. what is my purpose. what am i good at. good for. how do i do my bit. what is my particular voice. what’s my true face. that sort of thing. so u wanna get to ur own heart. since often times we also hear conflicting things about such things. ah u must love urself thru loving others.
but then we don’t know which is true. like a dream or escape. alternative to what we often cannot escape lies in our assumption that we think it’s a secret. all these habits end up getting refined overtime and they start manifesting as sort of reflexive to one. i think that’s why it’s essential to know how to entertain one’s own mind bc the alternatives only tend to make things worse. we already have a lot of chances stacked against us. a lot of obstacles just to human. the act of getting older. the potential of disease and even accidents is nothing of a small deal. it’s our life after all. we don’t know why we are here. but certain things intrinsically make sense. such as having a family. or essentialist of quality of our memories versus all the things acquired. or what we daily for after. all these petty arguments and lack of willingness for progressively changing things for peoples benefit means giving them power to choose for themselves in their own hands. which means more freedom but that also requires from people not to abuse their endowments. u don’t flip flop and say u trust a system and then u don’t. going agaisnt the curve by saying. i’ll do what i want with my money. and but whatever i want. and then don’t clean up after urself. or cheat ur spouse or ur boss or ur coworker. start going backwards in ur own bad habits because the learned does not wash overtime. so if a world flips on its head then it may just be an illusion. maybe it’s our vision that flipped. so this means that previously we thought world was better. but it was the big distraction. as facade as it seems the big reality but bc it’s also connected to what’s real, the effects of the flip where everything is terrible, only shows that now we would have to find a way to merge what we have and use everything essentially so as to not create any more waste. the saying goes. baby with the bath water. all these wrongs. but giving up is a lame option
karma is not what we think it is.
karma is what karma is. what we think is what we think associated with our basis and established notions about what karma means. we don’t see karma on the large scale of things bc some forms of karma duration is longer then one lifetime. some karma is longer than one book with facts in it. some karma is longer then ur lineage where some truths survived the trials of time and disintegration. some karma is older than human nature and human kind. some karma is even said to be older than this solar system. so we don’t know what karma is and understand the unique structure of what karma is because we are working with very limited information. we are also dealing with a small window of opportunity that is our lifetime. we are looking thru our tiny window of opportunity for better understanding which leads to better conduct, and we need to see exactly why we are faced with. not what we think it is or what we want things to be like. bc that’s not how karma works. karma is not ur servant. it’s not a machine either that can be tweaked and manipulated. that’s all peoples job. people. take a system or machinery and start augmenting it’s parts. that’s not what karma does. that’s what people do. and karmas role in that is. depending on what u did and have done. and what sort of stuff ur internally feeling with. as a humble alchemist as u might be. albeit. maybe coloured with ur self interest or self worth or ur pride u might piece ur reality together. in the associative sense. and ofc. we want karma to be like a rapid dog who’s gonna attack on command. and rip others apart. if we have that sort of mentality towards how karma works , then we are not in full bloom to our own actuality let alone our truth and our personal nature that complements nature in all and everything. what we are doing is the mentality of a being who is stuck in hell. who tries to make much less sound themselves or at least maybe who has become familiar with the hellish system enough to bypass punishment themselves but renounced when the devil chooses someone else’s to abuse that day. ur just happy that it’s some other shmuck who is doing the silly human thing and getting called out and punished by the demons that guard the hellish place that is ur home. someone who sees the world as a divine place would not see karma like this tho.
perhaps it’s in our desperation that we get happy at first sign of change. albeit that change could be the root of false understanding into how karma works. we could be wrong. we could be right. it’s all 50/50. but fuck it. bc we are too desperate for change. bad things in th world can truly be a downer. and for those who don’t know how things work. can make for all the more dangers to transpire bc we wish to play into smth that we are not. ourselves. well within our nature. could u say ur god ? perhaps there is god in u. perhaps the god molecule is in all. surely these can be harmless thoughts. would u also say that ur special ? as we all are ? so we are all unique. which doesn’t make us all the same just bc we are suing the world unique to all. there is distinction of logic there. it’s kind of a word play also but it’s ok to feel special and unique bc by the notion that nooks else but u can experience ur life for u is that which makes u all the more unique. so u could have god particular in u and u could also be very well unique. but does that give u free card to play god upon others ? all of which allows us to understand how justice works. ironically we tend to pair karma with justice. in a sort of natural way. or we like the looks of some happenstances . that’s why there’s more emphasis on trying to make things into smth without being called out ur part of it’d creation matters bc of its effects that it tends to cause. since the effect of smth that happens rather. illogically. tends to be more impactful in effect. so if we prioritize effect or impact over intention behind our portion of creation into smth then how can we claim that we are masters of truth about karma and or how things even work. no we wouldn’t be too certain bc what we want is for smth to happen our way. instead and we may inspire some folks or influence them to do certain tasks. we may drop in some lies as truths somewhere else. we maybe fixated at some outcomes that are not even in direct connections with u. we may. even in our exasperation of trying to keep up with such a chaotic world we are part of and in hopes of simplifying what we think we see to which we think is like according to what we want things to be versus what they are in their original formation and conditions. we may know what some of these findings maybe. such as findings that impact the systems that particulate in the culmination of a given event, and our true intention maybe to evade the whole thing we may say well i don’t want this to be found out. it won’t be good. so i’m gonna pretend for this or that instead. close the case haphazardly or assume that it’s karma served.
much like a faulty lawyer who wishes to quell the concerns of the community members when there is a killed and a assumed killer. and that admitting lesser deal allows for a good job done. meanwhile people can chime and celebrate. the bad guys is caught. karma is served. justice is alive and well. we can rest and sleep well at night now. these things happen all the time. we don’t understand the truth behind every reason bc there’s things that happen with very little of it. sound reason that is. which requires us to open up to the discomfort with more authenticity n vulnerability. it’s despite those vulnerabilities that we insist on remaining open. and keep open bc the other way around is the same old. the truth about karma knows this. much of what u see in the world as endowed tricks and things is nothing new. it’s all been done before. just now so and so with a tinge of new information assumes that’s all it’s gonna take to turn this big ass karma on its head. but karma is far bigger than the sum of our parts. and if house always wins we are inhabiting the house of this planetary realm of being subjected to our human nature which is combination of vulnerabilities and not knowing the big picture. so at the end of the day if house wins it’s gonna be that karma. that cannot be altered by any one of us. let alone if all of us would insist, bc it’s not running on our commands. and the funny thing is the key is in our hands. all we have to do is stop fighting with what is. like if ur at fault. and u know that u did smth wrong. why deny it. why continue to fight against it ans insist on manipulating systems n unsuspecting of others. to get ur way and just so u can say on the record “ karma is finally served “ while we all know it’s bullshit. a manmade event is not karma served. bc to suppose that that’s how karma works , would also mean that at any time anyone makes a bad deed this karma in the same way will come for you and in which case it doesn’t. it does but it also doesn’t. therein lies the discrepancies between manmade conditions that serve as authentic karma whereas it’s not. and the actual karma that makes it’s organic rounds when itself seems is right time and place to do so. we don’t know when the actual karma will hit. we have been too resilient with our bad habits for quite some time now. we lie cheat steal. greed runs our lives everywhere now more so than before. violence has only increased. in higher places people play on others life. play tricks on others not knowing. we fucking trash the planet. and cannot coordinate for peanuts to save ourselves any given day. all of this attributes to big karma that u cannot hack no matter how rich how endowed now much of a genius u think u are.
the fault is in the argument itself. u know bad behaviour enough to condemn me. and chuck what is. or happens as appropriate karma. which demonstrates that u have basic understanding of bad behaviour. or just the fact when smth is wrong. that it can be considered wrong. something could go wrong. there could be questions in ur mind. maybe u don’t trust that person. maybe they become unpredictable. maybe u have other concerns maybe there’s repetition of some behaviours. maybe . u understand human nature and development maybe u don’t. but this basic display shows us that those who chuck some things to karma. or bad. are able to distinguish bad behaviour from good behaviour. yet they still do covetous dealings behind closed doors and lie and deceit. and even skip steps. bc if they understood how life and stuff actually worked. and that includes karma as well. then they could distinguish this is not a hollywood movie. this is not fight club or mean girls. this is not about this side versus that. especially if a person wishes or hopes to change smth for better. after skipping steps. to paint a issue into a scene from a predictably badly written movie only shows us that we are not mentally well in all around the world about these objectives. bc one key thing which is. a basic 101 is that u must be able to discern reality fro fantasy. so u need to tell apart that which is real fro that which is a product of ur imagination. and that which is factual versus fictitious. so those who are more fictitious oriented tend to have a very basic understanding about right things versus wrong. and of others truth and identities. they often don t respect others narratives and experiences bc that’s not how things develop in movies. and bc movies give us that dopamine effect and gets us addicted to such conditions. we get bored with flaccid life and thereby need to create friction or heightened senses such as those attributes to dramatic occurrences to feel alive. or anything. same with lyrics from music which work like mantras. peoples minds get poisoned all the time bc of these faulty “self expressions “ that come with a lot more negative consequences than positive outcomes. and are too unskilled to determine when in the presence of a faulty ingredient. albeit bad food or bad music or just downright tabs information. u don’t have anything to compare it to bc ur baseline is riddled with such conditionings. the case about america culture is rooted in basis such as this.
like how would u even know who u are if ur constantly told who you are all the time and it’s no wonder why ur constantly seeking outside of urself. who am i. can anyone tell me pls who am i. we’re u there during formation. did u see who else was info led. the whole thing is a mental trip. one big psycosis. and ur part of that whole. u may get. a whiff of truth here or there but it just sounds so bizzare to be true. u go well moly mind must be playing tricks on me. i didn’t just hear that ur get a whiff of it but this i for gets leaked like all the time which they wish to counter. u want more fake information to leak instead or if u can replace the organic information with fake information. but where is karma for that. it’s not like the integrity of word hasn’t been bastardized. or that we even went great lengths to bastardize our sexuality. the very act of sex is supposed to be divine. now it’s being all the more exploited among people. all out in the open. ur saying. pheasants. ur issues won’t be solved. u can’t have nice clothes or better foods. ur cities won’t improve. u will not get wage increases. u cannot discuss politics openly or tell truths. but it’s ur right to choose how u should be called upon in terms of expletives. u are willing to be called animals. after being made into them. and u can choose how u wish to be fucked. that’s all the freedom ur gonna get. and we can take the education from u. fill it with even. more bizarre arbitrariness. forget about telling truths. let alone telling the whole history. and if any one of u die during this time that’s good. bc maybe that’s the point. the idea that something is “ cruel” stems from two notions. one they like to see u hurt. given that they may very easily cinder that this is karma served. and two, they simply want u dead and gone. if not. completely transformed. usually up to no good and attribute to samsaric existence with lots of pain and suffering. it’s like if u can’t kill them. drag them thru poverty and then dump them in old peoples home let them deteriorate alone and where their kids can’t see or have no friends to connect with and that’s fine. it’s karma. but. this is what fills the atmosphere. we then turn around and say everything is fine and we have been on top of our game and look at all the good things we made
sometimes i’m in a hurry
trying to gather some coherence in my wording. sentences of which suspend in the time they were uttered. like christmas lights that light the way and then when u don’t need to look for such answers. they get stoved away till next time. other times my words are chasing me. there’s all kinds of matters that need to be formed into articulate jumble. that relates with what is. much like when u have to undo the wires that get caught up ina jumble in a box. till that next time u may need them. words are nice and well. there’s smth freeing about being a wordsmith that allows one to express one’s soul through smth that’s manmade. the spells cast some effect to the magician. first. ur captivated by the presence of words. in certain sequence. then ur compelled by the truths that utter. or that which u wish were truths instead. in a way. we possess ourselves with our own verbiage it’s like thinking u can cause harm to another without urslf ever be left untouched in the process of ur conspiring. we do the same with words. haphazard lines of communications tend to go in all directions. the responsibilities may not show right away it’s like u tricking a newcomer that there’s smth safe whereas it’s not. and when u know and do notice what goes down u seek some satisfaction bc well this is what the majority does. u come to a new big city. u get robbed or u want to break into the industry and u get tricked. or u move into ur apartment and you get tricked by the landlord. there’s not much about it. the doer may not notice. bc they may incite. they may inspire. that they may run the risk of such faultiness of belief that they r exempt from the repercussions of their hand. often times we say things like if someone was susceptible to being ruined. it’s probably bc they have smth to do with it karmically. we say. that everything in this world has some type of equivalence. or equal happenstances that is intrinsically balanced. but this is not true. bc this is also the world of such covetious ness where nothing is as it appears to be. if for instance u have upper hand. seeking revenge and completing ur revenge upon someone may be over the top say versus someone who is poor who wishes to seek revenge within their range of humanistic happenstances. this doesn’t go to say that the poverty of our minds tend to , correlate with the absence of heart. if and when we lean too eagerly on physical harm.
in a boundary less world. this is pretty easy to do. u match ur words with what u think u know and undersrnd about ur reality. u tend to think along the lines of what’s generally accepted as facts and truths therein. ofc times are different now. although one must not forget that there’s still areas of existences where many folks do not give much care about what goes on within the unfoldment of information explode. that to try to preserve what is left of our human endeavours to really immense ourselves with our surrounding as one, and trying to keep up with the whatever trends that offer very little oversight as to whether if the long term effects are going to benefit us or cause any harm, it’s no wonder why we may lose ourselves in many of its translations. how do u determine whether if any portion of which u actions intentions and even words may inspire in others something that u know is up to no good, and still stand off in the corner and assume that bc the action is not executed by the initiation of the instigator who inspires in unsuspecting of others perhaps due to ignorance of the connections between objectives as such to be the nature in which certain things happen, and then we may sit down with a sort of aloofness in tether what we would assume to be a height of our time. or our life. or whatever. bc for one to think a job well done just bc tricking of others or having them go the wrong way or create smth very obvious. is to be aware of how our nature is malleable. or conforming. or taking the shape of surrounding wherever the dominating objective maybe, and even blending in. not exactly appropriating the arena. but more so bc our ability to mould and take benefit for what’s available for us to work with. in the currency of life. since time waits for no person. u don’t get to say well stop. i am not sure what’s this incoming and outgoing data a means. i must stop and dissect. although personally i would prefer if we could afford a bit of time of our own to really recollect our minds. i mean here is where the problem lies anyway. it’s bc we don’t have the appropriate time to invest in our truth and nature that we rely on such social shortcuts in the first place. the act of appropriating what’s nearest to u is part of ur strong survival. someone near u is closer to the edge. another is on the corner where u will never go. each person acts as a simple informant. a witness to where they are and what is around them. this information can save a life when it’s correctly utilized and passed down. it’d faulty when we don’t know what we are looking at. worse if we have contempt in our heart. we may think. even within a group ordeal that we must compete against each other so as to divert attention from what is but then we may not notice this is akin to shooting urself in ur own foot.
in a way. words give us a keen observation into our direct union with nature. before we go out there and test our theories among others we test it in our own life. within our group ordeal. among each other. perhaps there’s a safe place where we can really test out the combinations of words and what they tend to produce . say to urself strongly u believe or do not believe a topic of trend that’s running it’s rounds globally right now. and then stop and listen to the winds. listen to what sort of frequencies are out there and then see which ones apply to a larger world front versus those that are limiting. and then see the limited isolated and selective ones as well. bc all of this complements the whole. when u can see a thing of its own. in its own sense and then as participating among its correspondences then its a lot easier to see why the content matter is the way it is per issue condition as well as grouping of objectives. this way u can get a sense behind an individuals faith based system that propels then to say the things they choose to say and why. and instead of being inferior to which u hear. then u can understand a level of tolerance and perseverance on the subjects some are often being emboldened to stay. what does this mean? it’s due to the fact that the longer an issue persists and lingers. left unattended. the more it’s supposed to be discussed. u may take an objective and explain it many different ways. and here because time doesn’t stop for anyone that people go on living. most vulnerable among us is the young bc it’s harder for us to explain to them adult business or tell them to simply stay put. often times adults do great terrible things involving the young people. and even get the young to do bad things to the opposing parties for instance hoping that when a young person does the bad thing u want them to do. that should suffice in ending ur warfare. the adaptation especially by the young is what causes the widening of gaps say between generations. and all of this depends on the context matter. u see there’s great attack on any type of freedom this goes from ur previously a no edged norms about ur reality. how systems function perhaps to the degree by which u may not notice what rights u were previously endowed with. and the many blessings that come with it. this is quite normal bc the rationing system in the world is already eschew. meaning that we have surplus of smth and this causes for the lack of smth else to be filled with a substance that is rather frivolous. so even on feb revenge mindset where people could take legal routes or exhaust all previous avenues to handle conflict before the more extreme decisions are made. bc then the revenge can be. unbalanced. as per prior offence. and can easily be abused the same. with one’s who are taking the such actions unable to know when to stop. and whether if they are making smth socially safe. or simply feeding their toxic desires that’s smth else. such as rooted in
jealousy or hate.
ofc jealousy and hate and other simple basic surface shallow human natures are n bee to be discussed. we don’t wanna get caught with these types of small minded thinking. what we try to make is our existentialism. bc where u are already in tune with ur nature. ur personal rhythm. and knowledge basis rooted in which ur body and everything finite about u will come and pass. that it won’t last. and that u also reconcile along with that what social acceptances are in surplus and also very frivolous is. the idea of current thoughts on success. and bunch of other humanistic concerns the same, which. if u must get at it at the cost of someone else’s suffering and lack as well as personal loss and lifetime of displacement. is probably not the right thing to pursue. but ofc , it’s hard to discern on the right thing bc u may be afflicted with if it’s not me it has to be someone else. so it’s better that it’s me because then i will not be like other people. the distinction here is the discrepancy between a partial potential of truth that is literally a coin with two sides. either that the good u do on earth matters and that living a dignified life is good for everyone. and being intrinsically good pays in dividends in spiritual sense and being pure, intentionally and be inclined to grow spiritually, as in, the willingness to tell oneself difficult truths. accept reality in its imperfections but do kit cave into the evil doing bc majority does it. all the while determining a path. albeit narrow. albeit difficult to achieve. that’s rooted in honest work and creative ability, which carefully calculated in one’s everyday actions to minimize maybe even eliminate harmful decisions wt the cost of others, while continuing to learn about life. systems and contemplate on how to improve its parts . bc ur not here to make enemies. ur here to simplify the systems so u shift the focus from the bad guy and the bad guy mentality. u dot say well ur bad and so u must be criminalized. or put behind bars. ofc there could be some exceptions but the idea is this. how much willingness we wish to change all for benefit for all is directly correlated with how much
law is gonna be upon us for our wrongdoings. so bc in looking at our criminal courts and justice system we do notice that there’s certain things that don’t apply or make sense. such as paying. a piece or a fine for ur wrongdoing but then forget about class conscience all together and what this means for people who live pay check to pay check or when u hit rock bottom well don’t relax bc even rock bottoms have bottoms. and that’s the issue with trying to keep decent. for u will eventually be inclined to do wrong. since the things ur waiting on don’t come in a timely manner or u may see that too much wrong is getting done upon u or ur not able to make urself be heard. we are too busy to hear cases and issues of unfocused who could be resources in the way of their initiations as well as experience through changing of the tides for instance. we often criminalize people for not doing people right. aka. how can u not know how to be a human ? how can u make this obvious mistake or error of judgement. and where there is some in development to have gone thru a period of ignorance. as is happens especially when there is discrepancies of lifestyles. we don’t all live the same lifestyles. there’s so many variations of the type of life u could have , that to standardize any information to really speak to every person every audience becomes quite difficult. then ur leaving out some obvious people and they may feel left out or unseen. or well, u know, i think people can very much do the same to speak about their experiences and to really chime in their reason. how it ought to be instead. bc then everyone as they are the witness do see things. and are part of things the same. even tho from differ angle of objectives or perspectives that may appear slightly different, though this breeds inclusiveness not just by the way things seem but by the embodiment of what inclusiveness means. bc then in one ur contemplating matters that connect to all and everything in other ur putting it into practice in discussions with others. choosing to speak with those whose opinions may differ offers avenues to learn from the shared experiences and utilize
ur difficulties to solve common issues including the behavioural aspect. the latter pst is often skipped bc we think that if we simply hate someone or group of people or assume their life matters much less then we think this can be sustainable. we think that we can just eliminate some class of people . or assume they are not worthy or maybe we can make certainties on things that cannot be proven such as attributing a particular type of suffering to a karmic imprint. we don’t have that authority to make such judgement calls. so in taking care of interpersonal discrepancies the same, we cannot take on smth unless what we take on refers to improving conditions. stuff such as reaching out to people. hi how are u dong. do u need help. is everything ok. i heard about this. what about ur side of the story. how can i be of help. what can i do to make things better. ofc this comes with ur personal limits. u can’t just give give give blindly either. bc believe it or not this is a out of balance kind of world. sometimes. u maybe the only one who gives and then next thing u know ur shit out of luck. on ur rainy days bc there’s no coherent setup. u run out of stuff and on top of that u have no one to ask for help. and we don’t notice. bc we wanna do a lot of stuff but then we cannot move about and get things done. we are told to wait and then atrophy setts in and then someone says swell take actions now is ur time and by that time ur disinterested or u feel like u cannot get around with an objective . as time doesn’t wait so did u not. u may have grew around an objective or got used to ur situation u may feel socially fragmented. like things don’t always make sense. or aren’t always relevant or whatever. u just exist. living out each day one step at a time one breath at a time perhaps one sentence at a time there’s a symbolism with each day beginning somewhat anew it’s not exactly brand new. if u fucked up the night before and ended up in jail. ur not suddenly waking up on ur bedroom the best day bc u managed to sleep thru the night day break still uses everything from the day before. it’s the same sun. same sky. and ur still in the same city.
city. state. and the world. there’s no paradigm shift or jumping realities. that doesn’t happen the way we want it to happen certainly doesn’t happen when we dictate it. that’s why some folks who trip on drugs. think they get insight or so smth. but it’s just another simulation. it’s just another way we can reason with ourselves in the act of language. casing spells. maybe that’s what gurdjieff meant. ur sort of brainwashing urself. ur making urslef believe. u can in fact believe anything u want. someone is good. ok great or someone is bad. wonderful. believe all u want. believe away. and well if we can believe ourselves into anything why not believe better for ourselves and each other. why not brainwash ourselves to be kinder. and do things differently. this sort of belief maybe harder to maintain bc ur gonna have all kinds of nonbelievers. and maybe some will feel a strong objections to ur belief system ur not here to sell anything tho especially if what u believe makes u into a better person. if it makes u better. if it refrains u from causing harm. if it allows u to be more conscious with ur choices that u make. and improve ur mind state that everywhere u go the quality of the room improves and u don’t even have to try bc ur radiating love and acceptance . ur not giving into jealousy thoughts or comparisons that keep u small. u know that we must discard even our bodies when we depart in the final act. so those thoughts are too small for u. u don’t even try it out to see if they r worthy of ur time. and it’s ok. to have times where u have absolutely no thought at all. those r the nicest. little pockets of natures static. the atmospheric pressure of continue buzzz. like a fluorescent light that passes through space and we are just swimming along. getting caught in some gravitational pull into some dirt somewhere. going our soul family is there or maybe we just don’t know what will be unearthed there.
when life ceases to be
i tend to live out my life in my dreams instead. you may say i’m escaping reality. but there is. it hung to escape within it. sometimes it ever just so happens when gears come to a halt, u get all this dust and dirt and rubble along the ay in its continuum even despite the machine has stopped. and surely u can mistake that for movement , for life ! whatever we are running from also has to catch up, so now on top of all the dirt and dust, what u have is what’s been following ur trails, maybe u can say that this is how the water moves, earth rotates, and fires catch up, eventually. eventually. but it’s not like i was never here before. all these elements that make up our world is also within me. so i stop. close my eyes and fall into the wonders of my dream world. there’s cities and towns n people there just as u see here. u look up at the sky and it’s almost like the exact replica but unlike here. when u ask a scientific question in ur dream world, nature speaks to u much differently there than it is found to be here. sure here too. mother nature is alive and is brimming with life, although we still know this innate language , we have grown a bit too old with some of the standard language we have long been in repeat. things such as that are rather poetic. for the nature never stops loving us, or appreciating us in our wrath. our worries. maybe even our constancy of never firmly establishing a healthy relationship with it. so it’s not that we wouldn’t be able to speak directly with mother nature in our waking life that’s the issue. but more so the intimacy is it him the dream world tends to remove all the preconceived notions about our reality that shrouds our senses when we are awake and in full bloom. so i delve into my dream world and experience a very quiet calm and loving experience there when i can’t find a quiet place in the waking world because here we have our priorities all set up. u must be useful for someone for smth. anything. anyhow. nothing is getting done. we don’t know exactly what it is that we must prioritize. only that we have all this pride and ego getting in the way of our natural human endowments of compassionate coexistence that we could easily enable in each other instead of constancy of one up man ship. i mean, shit. it’s like crabs in the bucket theory here. u try to get better but so and so who’s not, doesn’t like it so they pull u by ur leg and pull u all the way down to where they are instead. and u go. but it’s not a big deal. i get that u might be frustrated about how any of this has to come to work together and make some sort of coherence among us which leads us not further astray from our origin of do u even remember u were full of love at some point in ur own development ?
but i mean that’s why the dream world is enticing it’s like ur mothers womb. it’s dark. damn warm. cold cool. u may feel all these vibrations and decipher their meaning and translate it’s worth u could find comfort in receding ur self. here i wish to bestow the intention of which. wherever my energy has been spread. to return to me all at once. all ur tentacles of information. seeding comeback to u. the energies pool in ur person. u may at first think . well that’s way too much energy to let inside of me. i don’t think this is equal. i have less space and more energy to take back to me. all this tentacles of resin has settled down in various parts of the planet. they grow along with plants during spring. they go back to where the roots sleep in winter. they deep into various water bodies. they thrive when it rains. they are excited to travel far and wide. they go to these places where wonky for a figment of a movement. they exist in someone’s personal vision. but to itself. these moments live forever. all of this coming back is the size of maturation of all ur energies that have catalised along the way. bc they r made of the same stuff that everything else is made out of. tho only in their appropriate places do they have specific effects. also depending on what sort of substance ur willing to work with. in determining how far and how wide u travel and how aware and awake as well as present can u keep urself. it requires. effortless focus. u may think well that’s blasphemous. for us is not effortless at all! u have to drink coffee and force ur mind to focus on a subject. u must self discipline and continue to play these mind games with urself. reward for effort. punishment where effort falls short. u may attach urself to various mantras to upkeep ur flow and still not know what it is that ur part of. because the awakening process is more than just memorizing step by step instructions of getting urself from point a to point be in terms of ur articulation and careful construct into reason. perhaps. u can determine that for urself. by becoming aware of what sort of substance ur attracting next time u sit down to meditate .. without extracting urself from the equation. since we cannot see ourselves all our own even tho our pure presence allows for us to sense that we are substance. there’s presence. but we cannot grasp its entirety. so we must depend on something that’s not within reach. we say well it’s not the type of information that transforms a person but what that person does with it that makes the difference. and in determining g what that is, we release ourselves to the mysteries of our nature. here’s why setting ur intentions right and always thinking g for benefit of all comes to play. of key importance. bc in ur performance, is where u cannot direct and control. no matter how much u wish to appropriate so and so or even in ur minds u may like to think so
well i’m sort of a mystery even to my self u know what i mean. i’m larger than life. but in determining. what it is i’m faced with people tend to be rather too predictable. is it because i made a wrong turn somewhere in the evolution of my actualizing or is this natural by toxicity of the earth planet where everyone feels that they are more endowed. more different unique and special whereas all others. including myself from so and sos perspective. all too predictable even for our own good. in my dream world we make none such distinctions. everyone is firmly established in their unique blueprint. but without dogma or attachment and then. each person allows others to be their unique selves also. the common grounds allow for us all to recognize that whereas we get to make decisions freely for ourselves. in that decision making process we consider others. not bc we depend on them or we are not free in our thinking should we think or consider them like they r our boss and we just simply exist to satisfy their need. no. it’s via considering got hers that we end up minimizing if not eliminate any future prospect of a far bigger issue that we could become part of. in a dream world, that i reside, that i often go to visits, when the day ends or when everything is so slow here that i feel i fear i losing all my skill sets. bc i am not able to utilize much. i utilize them in my dream world instead. it happens. we fear of getting worse in time. not bc it’s inevitable that we are simply too mortal to even consider that things would ever change for us bc they tend to change for everyone. and all the time this ever happens so this way. the funny thing is. in our up and coming we have so much. so much energy so much insight so much gusto so much might so much dream so much potential and so much life that it just gets all kinds of misplaced until when the veil is eventually lifted bc our biology almost always brings almost always everyone who has made it thru their growing up phase and are alive still. maybe these words find u well. today. not in jail somewhere or where u feel strong betrayal and ur sitting down and going like well this sucks. that recognizance , whether it’s our overcoming fucked up childhoods , our misplacing who the responsibility for such matter holds, in looking at around the world where u might have previously mistook what appears to be “everyone here must know what they r doing. they r so confident in that which they choose to do and they do it everyday like absolute certainty” whereas urself is quite very lost. ur like well i can’t even put a few sentences together. even if i tried. in doing so. i feel like i’m only complaining. like words have merit and they allow us to determine darkest corners of our existentialism. bc we are that frivolous. we make all kinds of messes and hardly ever a chance to recollect any of the details of info that explodes bc itself is inflamed. and then causes all kinds of social confusions. and ofc because everyone is desperate to find the answer. they end up getting a piece of it. a paragraph here. a statement there. and then contribute their bit of mental inclusion. which then multiplies all these in what we refer to as reality. reality in its own way is a collection of words. some in excess. u can see the patch work is there where some previous explosion of overreaching g data causing a black how which the later on gets patched up with dirty secrets of some afflicted group whose suffering in broad daylight is often ignored. bc we are too accustomed to wrong things.
in my dream world we get the frivolousness of information overload. but we have employees. who sort out the data. and make do with its relativity to inanimate objects instead. so we end up building cities and towns with the inscriptions of the experiences until by masses that came before we. the past is written on the wall it’s graffiti. in some other places it’s calligraphy. in other places it’s merely wall art. some words that resonate deep well within u. but if u dissociate urself to the feeling. u see bunch of simple words coming together. the. u place urself at the centre of ur reason and then ask urself. how can such simple set of words coming together in a particular sequence have so much power u begin to search within urself whether if ur just being manipulated. maybe i’ve been spun. maybe i’ve been had. i must check for personal strings attached. u may discover there are some strings but these don’t look like that if a puppet. in fact we are connected by so many invincible strings but we don’t perceive them in our human minds with our human eyes and all that. but this stuff of reality. do in fact allow us the reality that we are part of. meditation offers us a great insight where we can close our eyes and be at any place. u can scan the whole world and go to places in ur mid. without having to go into a airplane and physically walk urself there. u don’t need to go thru all that. in a way. there’s a fast forward button in ur mind that allows u to go at ur own unique phase. why is it so difficult to translate to physical action is where we have the co junction anyway. between the intrinsic spiritus and the material finite physical reality. and u can realize and discern. well the cities were built with great mentality. these were once the best ideas we ever had. and they took so long that by the time we finished building we had already changed and some of the things we did. no longer resonated with our current consciousness levels and reality. so it was a bit disappointing to realize that and the first thing that comes to mind is “it’s not my fault. it must be so and sos” because u see smth is off. and chuck it to someone must have made a mistake instead of realizing that it takes so long. by our current understanding to materialize things on earth i.n terms of reality and that things especially of intrinsic nature change like all the time. mind u the end product is only extreme bc we put off our inner reserves when we are task oriented. we pause that inner drive inner introspective thought when we have a blueprint to actualize. if any thought arises and lingers too long we get offended and we hide these thoughts mistaking it to “ well i am being distracted, i must turn off my mind ,” then yes. the end point ends up being a shocker. whereas we let the air thru us. and allow us to grow with the project. so the grow thru process is missing because precisely that which we can see in our coming of age discrepancies it plays out the same. the too much certainty paired with only after u may have survived the prior given that ur not in jail contemplating ur survival or whoever might have deceived u, and what u can do to them. revenge. or resentment. or recollecting ur truth and person and recalibrating urself for regeneracy bc the alternative is not kind. u don’t ever want to let go that far where ur intentionally giving up on ur skill sets or what have u. bc we don’t even know who we are to trade in for what we think we are told we could be. .
we get stuck between things getting done and whether if that’s what we wanted. because we don’t even know our truth and self as we go through with such transpiring. whether if this is ur portion of reality within the world front or ur inner reserves where ur figuring out ur truth in motion as well as ur many endowments in terms of ur own spiritus. there’s too much restraint when it comes to what we are because we can not get out of the otherwise constricting elements that have been formed. much like the crystallization process of mineral deposits that also develop over time. we get symbolic reflection when we develop cysts and stuff that also gets in the way of our own body functions. we may feel helpless. well. i don’t know my life. my reality. my own nature. i don’t know why i am here. my mind scares me. my feelings can be terrifying. i don’t know what my body is capable of. everything is too foreign. we focus too much on our external conditions bc we depend on that, knowingness and certainties of some in lines with the personal understanding. also bc we don’t have time to delve deeper into our own mysteries. we don’t have time to explore our dream world let alone our waking life in its full bloom and development. for me personally my dream world offers more coherence than the waking life. seems like what i see as potential is already available to be actualized. and it’s very simple to have world full of diverse minds where ur not being offended bc someone said smth wrong. instead. ur able and willing to come to terms with whether if a thing is worth the pursuit. let alone. exactly how much weight do our words convey and translate into our reality in form of impact. more so intent. and intuition that also sort of guards us from some type of communication whereas we are compelled to speak on other notions. then there is two of u. ur identity of ur person and tiers in ur heart and ur soul and then there is u with a paper trail tuning it’s rounds out there. has a mind of its own via the projection of those who may have connected semblance of thought pattern to the trails ur person left behind. in some places, this is ur check point. various check points under “i am here “ or “i was here” and “progress saved”. where any progress is good as any. except where the paper trail u and the actual u do not cohere. u both have two left feet. u couldn’t even have a dance off if u tried. if u met ur paper trail u. would u even recognize him or her ? so we depend on each other’s perception and allowance to be who we are and to really be well known. much like inability to see our face without a mirror we have what refer to unity of human kind that via act of communities recognition of each other, and full support, do we discover arenas of self skill and alex worth that complements the whole. but ofc we see that this is also where discrepancies of varying thought are produced. precisely bc we don’t fully established in our self self trust. and truth. as well as trust among each other. cos the latter part would require from us a degree of surrender and say u trust ur community or ur group or family or significant other but what if they lead u astray intentionally. we often make fun of the people for trusting the wrong ones. but it’s trust that’s necessary and the trust of others that makes it possible even for evil to perform its misdemeanours. but without trust we can achieve complete social chaos. where past the point of no return much resentment may reflect us and get us to say or regret or maybe we are particularly type of person who would reject sense of shame or regret so then we become all the more attached to our need to kill.
when things go wrong
the best thing to do is to start fresh somewhere new. the idea isn’t to abandon past pain. it’s not to deny what happened since things that happened don’t just happen in a vacuum and are random and disoriented. they don’t just appear and disappear in a isolated way. there’s nothing that won’t not know what happened. or be pest if such. even if we weren’t able to determine stuff right away or come to a full resolve. to start new is like this. it’s like u have a teacher or someone u trust. they hold u by the hand and then help guide u. it’s not to think about what happened in the past. no. u don’t have to dwell in such ruin. not unless the particularities of information complements something u may have to do or deal with right away. such as correcting a misunderstanding or a information that is partial. then u get into new stuff. u get into training. ur not exactly distracting urself from what happened. the training allows u to utilise ur current focus to give u something. like a purpose. or passion. or discover which. since u are just about crawling out of some sort of past ruin something that may have denied u some right within it. to wiggle within it or have enough flexibility ahead of time before leading to its ruin. u may notice not everything. is in ur hands. so this ruin and this training are both sides of the same coin. ur not replacing one with the other per se. it’s justthat hyper focus on ruin may get u to feel hopeless. u may feel bad about the whole thing. and we have tendency to overthink especially when bad things happen bc albeit we as human kid. may not like to admit we are superstitious a little. we are connected to that divine mystery so when bad things happen one of our natural tendency is. what does this mean on a spiritual basis. what does this mean as to whether if i deserved this parochial bad happenstance or not. which isn’t an easy reflection to do bc not everything is personal. we are just past of this cosmic web of all and everything and sometimes things break down and we happen to be in its way. other times we may not be fully present. and there could be a transpiring of smth we didn’t pick up in the air. even tho we are there. bc we are distracted in our mortality and too many of life’s pleasures. so it’s hard to do both. to be willing to do both is the construction of ur life in the first place bc u wont find those answers in fleeting experiences. the fleeting tends to run along the lines with frivolous. it’s the anti thesis to having something stable. so when u train. even tho u just came out of the dark. what ur doing is ur investing in ur future that u cannot see just yet
and say u have a guru or a teacher or a employer or whoever. someone u trust. u are able to sort of believe in their actions and their words. this takes a while to develop. bc u are coming out of the ruins of yesterdays. there’s gotta be some confusion there which come with the grounds of such ruin. people fight. they get mad. they say wrong things. they r often level headed. they won’t do dumb stuff like call the cops on u and lie. bc we all know what happens when police shows up. we know even more when they say. u have to come it’s us. u know that where police takes u ur not gonna come back for a while and it won’t be easy. and these are destructive. they are not necessary unless ur presented with danger. clear danger to ur person and ur belongings. that is. that’s when ur calling for help. bc that’s when the help is necessary to break up a brawl for instance. ur trying to minimize end even evade a terrible thing from occurring. which is why we need to get comfortable with being alone. sometimes when we don’t allow ourselves to settle down in our loneliness we can’t seem to come to terms with potential of ruin and the necessity of new entering our lives. we would need that kind of direction especially at times of uncertainty. bc when treut is shook. say someone called the cops on u and they lied and now ur in all kinds of trouble. and say u left ur safe open at home. the safe contains all ur belongings. all the stuff u collected they out ur life or maybe u store gold there or smth. and this safe is open and u are leaving all of that behind with someone who betrays ur trust so u know. u can already envision they are going to pillage the entire room. the safe will no longer be necessary. everything u did up to that point goes to waste. and ur trust is shook. u know that there are points of no return. u know this from ur own choices and relationships that tend to change. at first u may be sure of these decision. but then something goes wrong or maybe u got too comfortable. or they got too unappreciative or something broke down along the way. the things u appreciate once upon a time now bother u. ur all of a sudden irked and u think that unless u make this one big decision. things are not gonna improve. like all ur life’s quality depends on this one decision that u have to make. and it’s harder to make these decisions the more we know each other. as human kind. it’s better and much easier to have benefit of doubt and trust. u may get image of smth terrible that someone u know might do to u. but chuck it off. u may assume ur just paranoid. but a healthy dose of paranoia is actually good especially when trust lines are generally shook among people. without twist even a teachers wise words fall short. u may not even notice when divine love sends u all kinds of signals. callli g u. warning. warning. ur about to walk urself into a trap. pay attention right now. be present. or maybe it’s ur intuition. giving u funky feelings all day long. or maybe in company of some particular types of people. and u go naaah. i think i’m being fat phobic. i think i’m being transphobic. u chuck it to frivolous aspect bc u fear of getting caught thinking it.
so u may assume perhaps at the edge of the ruin u leave behind. there’s nothing to fix. nothing to collect. nothing worthy of recollect. u may think past is past now. let’s not carry things that have done their time and go lightly on our way. we often hear things like u gotta learn to let things go man. just let it go. release it into the winds or waters or whatever. but things don’t go away what u allow toxicity in other people by ur efforts to personal peace tends to multiply elsewhere. u may think ur giving from flexibility to fix themselves. u would say perhaps that’s what i want. i’m a solitary learner . i dont need no teachers. in a effort to mask up ur inability to trust integrity of words u can’t be blamed for this. words are often abused. they are abused in all kinds of settings. u know this bc it’s one of the most fool proof lessons u can learn in earth place. those that came before u tried and failed to debunk the mystery. can u be the exception ? they say the house always wins here. and. well. why can’t we call it a home tho. don’t we all live here ? see how ur getting urself caught up in all kinds of troubled thoughts. which happens. it’s a byproduct of having been betrayed. u think the police would be curious. why are we summoned here. there is no danger here sir. just people who tend to not get long. or we are having a simple disagreement. but maybe ur life is different. aren’t we all? a little so? that’s what makes diversity all the more exciting. but ofc. anyone woukd agree that there’s no true purpose in covetious ness or double speak. there’s certainly no need to play on peoples life who are we to play god upon others. right ? we need to respect everyone’s right to their own belief system also. what if they r agnostic. how does someone who’s not believing in a god pay for their mistakes. how do they reason with right things. common sense can suffice among us even when we don’t discuss or can’t come to same page about simple common objectives ? a primary support of any belief is if it makes the person better. steer from doing harm to others. and this awareness is the anti thesis of the wrathful god. or the people who pretend to be gods above others who play such games and comfortably lie. bc we are all in this life. as the humble inhabitants within it there some feeling of family and some feeling of room mating here. u would think that’s common sense. phew
tho much like garbage things out of sight don’t mean they just disappear just bc we are done with them. we are done with the past but the past isn’t done with us. we think that we may hide the past or deny the part. we may even lie about the happenstances within it but it still won’t go away. it always has a way of inserting itself onto the moments of now. and u know what is said about the power of now. it’s what propels us to the future we are eventually headed. time may seem like it doesn’t flow at times. we may feel stuck. or have our lives in repeat. also having to deal with the ruins of ur past is non linear in development bc ur now in uncharted ground s both mentally and emotionally and maybe even physically that ur awareness is gonna set u off. ur gonna feel off ur usual self. ur past patterns may be acclimated to ur now. but they r gonna be past of that training process. ur merging what is divinely urs with ur now. ofc this comes both with our endowments and personal lessoning we do find out that we can’t get past our personal difficulties without decongest it. at first we may think from the mindset that brought us here. but we may not find that the solution is akin or even similar to how the issue got us here or became an issue. we often think in black and white. when it comes to solutions. we are often retinal. and quite calculated. we want to balance all kinds of levees. we don’t like to owe that kind of a bill we wanna pay everything off while we are here. we want to have that true embodiment of clear conscience. no lies no deceit. and we recognize that honesty begins with ourselves. and part of that honestly is reflected in how we are clear. to ourselves. about the now process. to determine the entire truth about our now does expect from us that full grasp into the way that brought us here or else elasticity between worldly objectives could get us all kinds of messed up. our synchronicity would be off. we wouldn’t know how we got here. whether we betrayed ourselves sir got betrayed by a loved one. we would oscillate between ether if we should trust or not. but the feeling are there. there’s smth that’s gnawing at u. pay attention to me it sets fro the dark but bc it’s dark and ur eyes cannot seem to adjust. maybe bc u can’t settle in to ur silence. u keep turning on the lights. putting on music. filling the atmosphere with television programming. all kinds of it. hoping they will fix ur head. u heard from somewhere that there are movies that can cure ur depression. but it’s full of land mines of others version of self inflicted therapy session which can fuck u up a little further bc it gives u the impression of a release. ur temporarily excused for ur personal issues. by paying attention to n artificially induced issue that’s also very human. anything that elicits feelings and perturbs our minds tend to have some type of influence and bc we lack personal boundaries we allow anything to pass thru us.
hoping for the best. bc sometimes u hit and miss with these types of chemical reactions. u r the alchemist. u may or may not see ur reality clearly. u may or may not see the map innit hand. how did u get here. in looking at the map u see x marks the spot. u are here. indeed. but how did u get here. u may take on more responsibilities than u need to. or take none at all. u may say that it’s always someone else who puts u into a particular conundrum or u may say that u just had too much benefit of doubt. u trust too much. maybe ur gullible. then u may be confused as to why ur intuition spark up. maybe it did but there is smth else going on. why did u not have any further insight. u may dissect and pull apart. every bit of layer to the entire blueprint. and still come up not knowing much. perhaps bc ur part of much bigger picture. no matter who u are. where u live. what’s ur name. what have u. ur part of this reality. and there are three timelines ur also ennobled with. the past present and the eventual future respectively. ur also know this one obvious fact. ur not alone by just flow along with everyone. there are conditions set before u. some of which h may or may not understand . u may or may not agree. u may or may not feel at ease or peace. or maybe ur completely absorbing everything. ur like ahhhhh. inhaling the fresh air and letting oxygen permeate every pore of ur person and then release the tension by letting out the old air. ur releasing everything u don’t need. u may not know what they are. but it’d the intention that counts. u know that this existence is all about change so ur surrendering to smth. maybe the teacher. or guru. or maybe that the fact is. ur part of smth greater than ur just self. and ur allows fur pure awareness to let things settle accordingly. no matter what anyone thinks or says it’s ok that everyone will have their opinions. but it’s not eh opinions that make the amends. we don’t just say well this is what it is and move on. bc we are part of everything else we can determine how to opine by determining four position within everything. and that requires a greater skill of communication. one that is able to speak about the past without lies and deceit or without being triggered and react without fully understanding. these would be easy to do. but harder to deal with its after effects not bc they cause harm all the time. but that they stop us from properly growing thru our problems. it’s the anti thesis to wanting to pay ur spiritual debt while ur here. u wanna be a light traveller but then sweep all ur dirty secrets under the hypothetical carpet. and then wonder why nothing really changes. ( in terms of intrinsic quality of ur life ) ( ur personal peace and tranquility )
since i am popular
what i say here tends to be rather trend worthy. says the person or people who already established some type of social performance where they attracts audience larger by numbers. hence it’s not the idea that’s nurtured that’s the ultimate dilemma but it’d whether if u know who. how much money do u have. to make a thing happen. such a task is the turning of an idea into reality. and whom u know can also propel u forward faster. there’s a saying about that. stronger by numbers. when u have team work. u go further. as opposed to say. trying to actualize an idea all on ur own. but ofc. it also depends on the type of idea ur trying to actualize. then again. it could be a seed. it could be a style. it could be unique in induction and particular in it’d introduction. ideas sell. that’s why we capitalize on making life easier. with more endowed ideas we make efficient that which we are trying to sell. even if it required less product to put it together. specially when the idea of selling point to capitalize on the idea of simplifying smth comes with saving space. or weight or both. yet ideas are dirty. cheap. there is plenty of ideas out there a ton of it. and it’s impossible to sort thru the amount of ideas that get churned out day in and day out.u can say that we have more ideas than actions. but that happens when ur in a labyrinthine world of material. that’s already established. and there’s steps to get urself there but it’s really not as easy as it seems even tho we have technology in our hands and can contact anyone we want. i mean . what a time to be alive right ? to have such endowments and although we are globally present with the moment of now. the whole idea is still catching up to us all as to why this whole thing even means. we are still trying to settle down from yesteryears storms. in determining what this means. just take a look at how we used to operate. or cooperate. u can take a experience of ur own. development. expertise. and experiment that may have took place in change, within the span of a decade. and then make some mental notes as to how ur mind was. say. before u used social media versus now. and what took place interim. what did u wish u knew before u even begin ur journey into such a subtle but impactful experience future of which is taking shape still.
but i mean. life is not meant to be fair. even in the face of great simplicity and efficiency that makes life easy in some way that we cannot actualize right away. we are all going through a massive change so there is that. trying to keep urself in ur own personal equilibrium during great struggle of what sort of change we will be part of in the near future is the great struggle. and the constancy of push and pull at all angles as one. the years of losses and gains in ur arsenal of experience heralds both a good outcome and a rather bad one. so in a way u realize how easy it is to permit things that u may assume of no consequence. but it’s all that so and so was after after all. and given by how ur mind is conditioned. bc let’s face it. part of the technological age is that it does indeed change the way the brain operates after u have took a great deal of experience within it. u may make this assessment at any age. too. bc ur organic development already comes with the authentic repertoire of wisdom that is quite relevant to todays youth. which. in reference to the stark changes that have evolved from the boom of internet. and information exchange that increased and is only gonna increase from here is , well quite clear. bc we are not forgetting our true neuronal patterns or natural development. it’s in our dna and our body stores all kinds of memory of all that. we can conceptualize it. much like how a robot can inherit artificial intelligence by the developers wouldn’t have much go beyond that which it’s programmed to do. even if it was to learn from its experience. since u would have to predetermine what it can learn. which is limited. say as opposed to actual human beings ability to learn let alone what else is even there to learn from. what we are doing perhaps at best is going thru some very speedy changes. mentally at least. learning new information already exercises the brain into becoming stronger or more agile. efficient. inthe way it sorts out data and utilizes what it finds as speech. as well as how we sort of tone our intuition with our constancy of proper speech, in a way.
ur training urself to be more efficient with vast degree of data. but ofc. given by our authentic development that is. how do we process this ifnrimsrion goes back to the beginning. if ur famous. and u have a lot of people u can influence by what u do and say and say ur economically well off that u can ax to alias smth faster then u have advantage. but here we have also seen great change in the way how some public figures have changed their tone and how they handle themselves in. public places. this isn’t exactly bad. but then there’s all these ideas. but no connection. at least on economic front bc what i see is lots of creative people with the same purpose. they want a job they want to make money. they want to connect with community and be part of something. bigger then they are. such as societies are made from whatever angle u look at it. it’s in every personal desires to be independent financially and find. a relevant place within the marketplace to sustain themselves. during these times. when we see the condition of the world ( bc we are endowed with a ton of shares ) we feel all the more compelled to be economically free. but also there is great unsettlement too when u look at the worlds condition. if u can cast aside ur existentialism for a moment. an ur anxieties and worries about tomorrow. it’s hard to do if ur especially struggling. but when u cast these apart and take a look at the world u see a ton of things are going wrong. at some times. we are so free that we are only as free as the calamities we are part of. and other times we can’t help anything. not even ourselves. such a conundrum. and u can run the risk of feeling extremely lonely in a world full of people. yet we have connects tho.
internet gives us that sense of pleasure of being heard not bc we think something is gonna come out of it. if u have noticed. there’s a. prior to this decade. and in that decade the sort of developments took place and what who did with what sort of data is just only beginning to come to the surface. and if u check a decade prior to that things were even more ambiguous than last decade. but there were apparent casualties both to the systems and some of those higher class people who have the means to actualize someone else’s dream and bank on it. so many it doesn’t simply suffice to be rich and famous. u hah ego have smth else going for u. given by the fact that we all live in the same world. we know what the particularities within the systems are. and how ideas also work within it. how can then we say that we failed to recognize the last decade alone. to make such connections with the people. it was a very creative decade. but even the decade prior to that echoes in lost causes and silent cries of many people who ended getting used. just only bc rich people and celebrity types and elites cannot. are forbidden to recognize regular people in public places or anywhere for that fact. even if it’s just recognizing someone’s hard work or their skills or maybe u see smth as a expert. i often don’t hide my stuff online precisely bc i was thinking well this is huge world. let me shine my shine and give my best and then i will attract some likeminded minds. now if we cannot use internet for information sharing and discovering new ideas an differing jobs why is it there ? then it must be tosic bc it’s decided by gov and corporations. they should know their homework bc it’s their turf. they do business all the time. we can’t be expected to know and suddenly hide our stuff bc advertisement companies wanna steal our stuff and rich peppe. bc they have platform. and celebrities and elites. they can share the immediacy of a message but forget the messenger bc they don’t think to make those connection s. it would be the very act of paying it forward. systems made u rich. now it’s ur turn to lend a hand. or hand off the m
mike. why this matters is precisely bc this is a financial world. if the people that are on a higher economic class can to help those who are behind them. then how can any one else support anywhere at any time. life becomes miserable bc we cannot seem to reconcile such arbitrary differences . we think we must be small bc i a non name nobody who didn’t do this or that or did this particular thing in life and or don’t make much money. or lower class economy or all arbitrary and meanwhile it’s not even a high expectancy to all of a sudden give me full salary right off the bat. corporations and companies when they are hiring should include tracking as part of grounds. unless they wanna higher turnover rate bc when u find right people who are passionate about the line of job ur part of. it’s worth investing in them. and u can discuss these openly too. hey at first this is it. u gotta do that. maybe go back to school. take some complementary courses or those that may complement ur job description. i mean. this is what it’s about. but there’s no money somehow. then u hear all these stories. so and so is a trillinare. excuse me. who the heck needs that much money in this world. if we are thinking about healthy spending then ur peer of that buddy. so buckle down. and lower ur disguises that there must be such height in class distinction. i think it’s so cringy when u see thee distinctions. even in the same air. on the same piece of junk u fly from a to b u have class differences. while u smell everyone else’s fart. hey don’t at me. and if it crashes. everyone does. just bc ur first class doesn’t mean ur life will be spared either. u won’t go to first class heaven if u pass on. there is no distinction. so we end up suffering for no. reason. then todays hierarchy has all the hills to go on podiums and laugh in the face of increased suffering. and then plagiarize the working class citizen of the last decades bc “ we have to spread the message for great change “. but my guys. who’s in change of change. who’s ur audience ?
yesterday
we covered mental meditation. of thoughts and concept s. a period introduction also begins from mental meditation. today we can speak about heart meditation. which is the emotions that are allowed to be vented from one’s safe space. but ofc there are other ways to meditate ur heart. we can discuss those later. or where and whether if the appropriate place allows for such speech transpiring. there’s body meditation. much like the body yoga. even when ur sitting for example or laying down. to connect with the nature of the activity. this could also be thru walking. sports. minds. that also do the same. it’s combination of others, such as ur emotional and mental proves with awareness of the inclusion of the body meditation. as ur sitting or playing sports or walking. even a person in coma has body meditation that when certain instances u have contact with the person or read to them they begin to show responses and would there be connection with what they experience where their consciousness is at ? at any rate. that would be all under body meditation. then u get ur soul stuff. that too is a complementary to all in which ur making careful assessments of whether if ur truly doing ur souls work. ur inner firings. things that may cause all other houses such as ur quality and condition of ur emotions and ur awareness to ur body to contribute their bit. fro where we get myriad of unique dials in our own person. and based on by context in which we may find ourselves evaluating ourselves and the world in terms of how we choose the next step, which requires a great deal of decisions to be made. and ofc. all of this complements that clarity. a clear mind complements a clear heart. complements our body relationships. how do we decipher our bodies and accept ourselves as we are as we also promote acceptance of all bodies. without excess criticism or hate to the body. any body. all of these require great skill of working towards eventual effortless clarity to be reached and then have it be maintained without too much certainty. the work doesn’t stop with reaching a summit for instance. sure. u can see a great deal of stuff. but then one of our houses demand from us a execution culminated from past information turned wisdom turned into action. and action here may seem like it’s of body consciousness. surely. speech maybe of such. which requires all houses to coordinate. which may means that we are at a time of great decisions.
our emotions are tough. sometime they can be draining. other times. bc of our mental attributes contributes their clarity to the emotions. we may be convinced of our child like handling of issues or being careless. or make mistakes . as these things happen. to be too convinced we are right. or not see that this isn’t a fixed characteristic at that. perhaps it’s due to the initial embarrassment after such a thing has occurred that we don’t know whether if to validate our feelings. bc there’s also illusion that such vent has felt real great. and to see whether if there’s a next. like u can conduct an action. it wouldn’t even have to be too complex. like going out there and finding urself. that’s way too complex. plus it’s harder to do and its quite dangerous . but u can do the same in a safe place. so when a difficult feeling hits u. u excuse urself from ur task. ur people. whatever. and allow urself the privacy of some time alone. better if u can do this in ur room. just be. allow urself to lay down. u don’t have to force urself to sleep or anything but as the difficult feeling is there it’s gonna try to convince u this is permanent. and that things are not gonna change. it makes u feel compelled to act after all. this very message. but we can take that message and slow down a little bc the emotional message is rather distorted. and it’s heavy. it’s negative. that we don’t know and can’t see clearly what it is we are dealing with. so we don’t assume we know right away. even when we are feeling compelled to act immediately. the intense need to act usually is due to some fears ? what do u think ? perhaps it’s our inner fight or flight that gets threatened with sown type of feelings. especially when the feeling seems rather alien to us. or distorted. bc repressed feelings tend to have that effect and what happens is that say u moved on and ur life is somewhat manageable and the smth happens and trips u off u short circuit and then this past energy is coming to the surface bc it got triggered and ofc it doesn’t make sense to u now bc it doesn’t even relate to ur environment .
and ofc we feel inadequate when we cannot function like our day to day activities among others and whatnot. it makes sense we are too quick to jump the gun. either assume so and so did smth that did this to u. or something else is going on. ofc this goes aside to the machine that is reality. there are so many triggers within it already implemented. some of them are result of the synthetic systems. they produce artificial phenomena and we don’t know how to navigate it bc life is literally like a concrete jungle. it does a . great job of cutting us off our true nature ( we know how to read the compass know directions. relate with nature read patterns become familiar with flow of nature and build intuition ) and keep us safe from destructive elements which is a good takeaway but then again our disconnection makes us rather feel alien to our own nature when we do get confronted by it. and bc we forget. when the artificial phenomena happens we don’t know where to place our understanding let alone know or differentiate. include that with the careful concern of calculations of certainties of others , because this too plays on our cumulative relationships and impacts our emotional progress. how do we see each other. what sort of events invoke what complementary and contradictory feelings in us are but part of this figuring out process. the puzzle of life. is not to be solved maybe but understood so we know what is our next move we need to make. the ability to be clear about how things work and thereby simplifying ur steps allows for u to overcome issues at the very least. improve the quality and condition of ur inner world and mindset. it’s the bare minimum. which doesn’t produce fame or fortune either. but it’s good to have a peace of mind. or a clear heart. even when ur at the trenches of the worlds darkest corners. this is not a solution per se. but points to the fact that our current cumulative quality goes somewhere like it’s quite very difficult to not feel pain and suffering. and in the act of seeing clearly as well as allowing oneself safe space to feel. what one must feel. some of which come back over and over again. bc the world is imperfect and there’s a ton of inconsistencies within its own functions. too many delays can get a person to lose their heart eventually. or that we find ourselves not able to see a way out of our conundrums. the part about our feelings that seems rather like a trap or hell often always have components of shame and guilt and the origination of these feelings are harder to detect because the presence of inconsistent feelings tend to make us feel inadequate so maybe it’d the embarrassment that we are acting out that gets us to try to suppress whatever needs our attention
than the ability that we can even. since we all are tested in our lives and have had to be resilient about something or other, then to not that we cannot do smth. but the repetitive nature of the feelings that continue to disturb our daily peace. like a faulty transmission or injection or induction of smth that’s foreign on a rather blissful objective notions that flow like a clear river on a sunny day. is a lot harder to detect as to whether if we are juxtaposing a feeling of one objective and mistaking it for the synthetic phenomenon of the others illusion. which means that perhaps our minds are up in the air. so we are not grounded in our bodies. when we meditate at any rate. we may run the risk of too much airy thoughts. our heads can get lost in the sky. it’s good to lose ur head there than anywhere else tho. imo. but it’s still important to ground urself and make sure to let everything thru ur body. as everything permeates us anyway. so say if someone is fucking with frequencies or radio or micro waves or whatnot. can u literally and directly allow it to pass u without running thru u? can u build internal immune system that counters any external “mysterious, up to no good waves “ which would mean u would be less likely. well maybe even not so much at all to be manipulated at a subtle frequency level. then u can keep the clarity u attain. ur crystallizing this. that’s what evolution is. that’s what manifests. and it could be a very otherworldly experience to build such a self esteem and not only get glimpses of it. bc then that means ur still susceptible to smth. if u cannot maintain smth. but at times which may require a set of actions and meditation from u. u may get into it with the intention of getting better. then ur not being too calculated in thought and arbitrary or even fake with feelings. bc these things can very easily be faked as well. or people give too much credit to “fake it till u make it”. while there’s a mind training. or meditation that helps even a sports man to prepare and do their mental budding portion of their training, simply just memorizing stuff or doing things with the intention that ur cutting corners or getting ahead of others or ur doing this bc it’s gonna make u superior or better than others and as u do this ur also mocking others in their processes then yes. it will not work. it will take notice that u have a particular lesson in that associative department and prepares u for it. u may think well I’m meditating but it does not work. it’s says u haven’t even begun.
and so being back to our bodies is hard to do sometimes. especially when we are mad. or our thoughts are running off somewhere like a pack of wild horses. our emotions onthe other hand can be very dramatic. like it’s the end of the universe. or we are the black hole. everything is weighty. then u may close ur eyes and then try to really return to ur body try to see urself from a third persons point of view. ur body. and then try to read ur own energy. do this. it’s really fun and can be a great teacher. u need to really see urself tho and be willing and accepting of urself. without worry about worlds version of such perfection. those will continue to exist bc we live in that type of of world. as a result of such we have neuroses such as racism sexism. body issues and all kinds of disrespect for smth we do not know and or understand ourselves but find it easy to do. perhaps also bc the body meditation cannot reason with why wars exist for instance. or when u think about poverty. or u think about how the world cares very little for children. but why does that surprise us when it can’t even accept and love them in adult form. so there are a ton of stuff to work thru. meditation at the very least offer u peace and allow u to create smth of value and worth. maybe u can’t change the world. but at least he experience is somewhat pleasant and ur feeling peace of heart that ur not additional fro the neuroses out there already ravaging lives. and also there is inspiration that comes form blissfulness and peace. it allows us to see solutions to issues. and ofc maybe find our place with in the world where we may help someone or change smth for the better. those would be the icing on the cake tho. especially in consideration with the current quality of our planetary mindsets and of various mutual conduct. at the very least we become an example bc next generations are always watching. they are absorbing if they are not watching and they will end up having to go thru their own processes as they grow up so which means that part of our responsibly is to make it easier for them. bc we know this. we have been there ourselves. this is all completely to what’s above mentioned and yesterdays topic. which implies meaning in our lives. since we cannot fully determine our nature. but it makes sense to keep refining on that model behaviour and good example. not just in lip service. but to really embody our truths and to maintain our clarity.
good morning
the ability to tell the truths is akin to being and seeing clearly. as clearly as the origin of happenstances. not with the fillers and extra repetitive frivolous stuff that most air comes with. the extra stuff tends to cause diversion. bc what may appear as waste to u maybe someone else’s brand new avenue. much like multiplication of a composite matter, these issues too co create when they linger longer. hence. the more we see clearly. and can detect and differentiate between right and wrong objectives the more we will be come vested in that which matters. ofc this is. not a linear development. we expect a to b to be quite predictable bc the space between them may not seem apparent. then things change. and the steps to be taken requires presence and consciousness to form a type of pact. there is a dance taking place and well, u have never been taught. so ur sort of on ur toes. trying to get the moves match the notes on the music that u hear. life is very much like that. we try to learn from so many things precisely bc we all pursue this sort of magic. but we can’t do that if we don’t see clearly. since the clarity allows us the ability to also love. how do u love urself. how do u love ur reality. or maybe u wanna depend on smth more tangent than the cumulative of ur passing mortality. the continuity beyond the identity. interesting part about this life. we are trying to dance perfectly a style we are sort of given blueprint to but it’s all contradictory by nature. there are too many do this don’t do thats and sources of complexities. also we never heard the song. so the predictability of when the beat is gonna drop is quite a mysterious pursuit. the journey to familiarize oneself with the music is one thing. the ability to upkeep with the rhythm is another. to do this without having clear understanding is why it requires us the path of our consciousness in pursuit, to clarify ourselves from the perturbations of the past. both individual level and collectively basis since they attribute as one.
ofc why is there such meditations on the subject. the act of clarity comes thru it. it’s via active meditation that one contemplates these complexities. there’s a clear distinction between communication and copy paste mentality that appropriates a particular line of thought whose intrinsic whiff caught ur attention but u aren’t familiar with its content. but u choose to dance with the objective and here’s ur luck. u could get fools luck with ur first try or not. either way the second stage will be difficult especially if u were lucky fool. since with the second try. u must now discern whether if urs was some special skill. and here when we do get into the meditative state. we no longer appropriate the context of what makes a fool since we are taking from what’s learned and then try things out to see where things come together. in a puzzle like expanse. which is to expand ur consciousness. without such reflection how can we expand our consciousness. by thinking small that our consciousness gets into such destructive cycles in the first place. it is when we get beyond the veneer of what lies we tell ourselves that we begin to get clear with what is. about what it is that we are seeing in the first place otherwise how would ur mind get into such analysis if ur never been taught. to detect that u must seek for the puzzle to detect that it’s a puzzle ur faced with. and here. the anti thesis of clarity is lying. it can hide under other monicker. it’s what the very nature of a lie is. everything about it is a lie. including how it appears. or the many faces that it comes with. it can be withholding of information. it could be augmenting particular type of information to change it’d narrative context or flow. it could be downright lie. the opposite of what happened. it could be confession acting as explanation if smth else. a lie has many tricks under it’s sleeve and it’s all up to no good. so this anti thesis of clarity. the nature of a lie. is much like fog. appropriate a symbol since in the fog u wait till it clears. except with a lie it lingers. and it begins to slowly poison us in our intellectualism although bc the natural system of human articulate is rather more potent in truth. the toxins only act as a mild discomfort. but ofc during the discomfort stage many studies are done and it’s via these studies that we sort of determine if someone has a particular depth of breaking point.
why this is relevant u may wonder. well. we are living at strange times are we not. these times can be appreciative of their resource fullness factoring in on our consciousness and what has been revealed about some parts in and of our nature. our truths a. values and worth are all but part of our divinity which duals our other more earthly instincts that tend to have shorter goals. or more immediate of gratifications. which hare quick to effect. harder to detect whether if the end results will be of some type of benefit or harm. it’s harder to tell the difference if one has not done preliminary meditation. usually it’s via meditative thought that we can assess smth. it’s harder to assess our mistakes however than just simply by observing our daily life in flow. that’s why some spiritual people may not notice they are practicing spirituality while also sleep walk they life or not realize that they have strong contradictory actions that are rather pungent in nature and not sweet or kind. and here. if we for instance do not do the work around the objective enough then bc there’s a shelf life to our problems. they tend to rot the more they fester. the more this may require external support. someone else may feel inclined to lend a hand to ur inner rot so to say. as symbolic as it is. but ofc on social and spiritual conditions this refers to a society being forced to pay attention to its vulnerable members who are displaying distress signals. these could be resulting of the times. bc these r strange times, u could say they r so strange this is probably the best written tv show twilight zone. things are off best and wonky. but they also are appropriate concrete and passing strongly. like walls and sharp corners. the reality is tangible at that. tall buildings and stone steps. pillars. roads and cars. storefronts are strong representative to what’s really massively tangible and solid. and it takes a lot to put these objectives together. it takes a lot of brainpower. and meditative thought. so we know. thru hard work. and even schooling. meditation is key to furthering growth. the act of comparing and complementing without judgement is hard. bc ur like a god. or a spectator. looking at stuff. or maybe ur just a person in social media. looking at worldly stuff. ur observing. reading. listening to videos. paying attention to responses etc. and there from u have opinion. u think about the nature. how do you see clearly do. how dearly do u see and how do u form ur thought process is in part politics and in other intrinsic self values and worth but ofc there’s a conjunction there in trying to determine what even is truth bc given by ur own nature. ur experience with urself. since ur own best or worst critic. u have some type of repertoire of experience already under ur belt. but most tend to be rather pessimistic critics. or judgemental pricks.
the machine of reality goes brrrrrr. it records. whirrs. buzzes. sometimes it clinks and clanks about. it’s supposed to work in a rather disjointed way. it’s all disoriented thus. things don’t align very far or much. there’s cracks in the way. u may run the risk of falling in. then the frequencies therein are being pulled and pushed by the artificiality of the machine itself. like radio waves. and all this other shit that waves across us while some others rain down on us. some squiggly lines. others circular. they group and then go where the energy flows. like tops of trees or right above the ground. challenging gravity. occasionally you get a glimpse of a past. echoing its very deeply entrenched secrets. in broad daylight. u see the thing stuck on repeat. other times. ur being distracted. u can’t speak. or u wanna say the words but they refuse to come out. it’s as if there is a articulate string that pulls at u from above and then tries to send some signals of artificial thought . some pre determined text which helps ur environment. bc there has to be presence of a complementary, a must for both to combine and create a third effect. so this environment is that u could be perturbed. you could be instigated. u begin to seek out answers. but u didn’t meditate so u throw the first word that comes about. bc it’s relevant but u don’t know where the relevancy is coming. if u knew a scientist sent that message to u and expected something to come out of it. and ur simply picking out the scientists feelings. and reacting to that. assuming u must. then yes. smth is definitely happening here that i’m not sure what to categorize it under. u could be forced into a lower frequency that u do not relate with. but are somehow falling into it. the conversations are already out there about it. especially when it comes to false or artificial memories being instilled into people and they r so convinced that smth that didn’t happen actually happened. this is pretty scary stuff and all the more reasons to meditate so that we are constancy of seekers of truth for clarity and never fall for mind games to such an extend we do smth to someone that we may regret or feel bad about. that is not characteristic of us to do and is a red herring.
with clarity come self knowledge. bc u are not afraid to tell urself truths. that ur ok. u see that self experience complements self growth equals self determination for self exploration into ur errors. not just accomplishments. usually most endowed folks are very competitive to accomplishments but hardly ever dissect their errors. they tend to reflect the same ambition in their pursuit of revenge instead. and that says about how little they know themselves. especially if we are basing truth that everyone on. earth is born pure and innocent. no person comes here with a terrible pas they cannot account for. since we cannot also prove that reincarnation is true or not. perhaps the act of reincarnation here does not refer to individual coming back. but more so a collective on repeat. aka cyclic existence. for liberation would signify some type of evolution that’s bigger than the sum of its parts. but how can u consider urself pure and seek revenge. that’s akin to lying to urself which means that u don’t know urself yet and do not see things clearly. period. but mind u. one must always consider the machine in their analysis. when considering in ur meditation the aspect of reality that’s being analyzed . make sure to include the potential that something artificial is taking place. u gotta consider that not everyone tells the truth not everyone knows themselves and not everyone has good intentions or understand. much about this reality. but that the potential is not never there. it’d the concrete reality with it’d sharp edges that make this a very difficult and often constructing limiting experience. our idea of productivity is very flawed. bc we have seldom very minimal social accomplishments on a global scale. it’d not hard to not expect this given that we sort of understand how things have developed and what new objectives have been introduced. and what sort of technology has been invested in and how these come together in some strange way. also we consider how different people and background can take the same objectives but use it according to their own contextual matter at hand in their own unique way and perception that attributes also on cultural basis and traditions as well. so the complexity here refers to the things that are not yet done. surely we can expect these difficulties as part of life. since as per above mentioned, there’s both an inner and external merging taking place for the complementary dance,
no i didn’t jump to any conclusions
there was no ending in sight. how can a moving objective be conclusive thus but it might have seemed like it. since i was standing at the edge of the hill. before i jumped into the water. there is a catch and chase that takes place on earth. ur constantly having to slow down to speed up. in between moments of absolute clarity follows doubts. maybe u fear of smth impending like an incoming storm. these archaic feelings have long been embedded in our make. yet. also bc this is of dual place. we are disconnected from it. or it’s so foreign to us. a part of us that still animalistic. we take it. sometimes teach it tricks. and then hope for the best about the experience. if there is an a shiite notion it’s that nothing lasts. everything is subject to change. only that which could change doesn’t ever change. we remain like drops of water being guided by the paths that were beset before us. before us is the path of the millions. who too we’re somewhere between catch and release. and here we cannot seem to differentiate. if. i should listen to myself and go off the trail and get lost somewhere nice even in the burrows of our mind. the constancy of repeat of the same sentences in sequence has got us to think in predictable ways. this is not accidental since we depend on the clear exchange of this level of information. for me for example. i noticed that sounds voice off objects. they create that harmonious sounds that we “hear” occasionally. harmonical sounds that crash’s bout also come with a tonal colour spectrum that are associated with our mood swings. nothing is a secret. nothing is a secret bc we are drowning in it. all of it. my actions are only as conclusive as to their relationship with everything else around us. and nothing concludes us. we may think someone is good or bad. but things change. or more so. people change. but we either don’t recognize it. or expect this change to be rather particular in delivery . like something that ignites a fire within u. of a place that no longer exists. u couldn’t find it in this earthly place. these are akin to our lessons that we just seem to have trouble deciphering.
even. when ur still everything feels in a rush. sometimes. time is stretching beyond what we can perceive as a passing event. it never ends. we continue to flow with the reality as it encapsulates us and we may not want to think about departure or when the time comes and we must , evaporate. so to say. like jumping backwards into the sky. and out beyond the sky is the oceans deep. the mysterious within. in this case. it would be without. there u may get urself caught to many currents. one goes clockwise the other counter clockwise. messages could be distorted. it’s like a dream. u know how u see real life places first in a dream and u have nothing to compare it to? well in the dream u don’t have depth perception. so let’s rule that out. what’s near could very well seem far and vica versa. so objects may appear bigger in the dream world or vica versa. than when encountered in real life setting. then there’s the key elements that coalesce and move u upwards. or maybe ur path is zig zag across the sky for a while as u leave behind u wii’s trails of lime and light. it rains down on earth thru the pack of gravity. in a way ur seasoning earth on ur way out. with ur delicate taste of ur version of reality. of how well u did ur past. ur a messenger from the earthly realm. the skies love to feast on that. and very much like a dream. u encounter beings. of doing the very same. ur kind of like ghostly dancers int the sky. and this causes a chemical reaction. as with most things are. of space substance wise. now we on the earth realm have our personal qualm about such matters. not bc we don’t honour our mortality. it’s that. and also realizing how precarious life really is. it’s vulnerable. at any point u may die. this may be ur last day. and u try to make the most with it. if ur away from ur loved ones. it’s harder. and then u realize. we make things harder. when we ration the burden of being human. it’s very complicated. also very easy to fix. maybe that’s why dust compounds. u clean it and then it comes back again and again. it hides no secrets. but accentuates it instead. like when u touch a table that’s dusty. even under certain settings we can detect
some type of movement and or activity.
ah. i just wanted to minimize. and maybe mute. the agony. i couldn’t take it. everything was chasing for too long. and i could have held on as much as i could . it’s like holding ur breath. at some point something has to give way. ur not superhuman. but bound by the laws that surround u. u must bend not break. and all these rules rummaged about inside my head but i knew the chase prolonged is haphazard. i knew bc this wasn’t my first rodeo. something about repetitive expletives is that they can become very convincing in the weight behind their meaning but that would require substance. now that’s as real as things can get for ya. bc are we really living an opposition or is there some merit in being human. whereas we do a lot of things out of array or at the very least the more we expose into the truths that something has to change and then try to set our gears to a common objective that’s where things break down instead. it’s too scary to think of a world other than this. we are too convinced of it. and surely things change overtime but there is also a massive clue that circulates the world. it’s the part of a sound that sort of makes u take notice when u still urself enough to listen to world harmonious. it tells u everything u need to know. the universal sounds sound very much like classical music bc it’s the urge collective clanging of metal and rust as well as other technical sounds coming together to form such patterns in the first place. u can tell the schedule of the entire world in abstract if u really still urself to listen to it. and there in u can hear fun shots and cries too but it comes with the territory. in a way ur senses are being violated. and u have no choice but to witness it. from a very extremely subtle point of view. and these sounds composite maybe we take things s personally. when we hear someone screaming haphazardly all of a sudden. maybe in our own little world we tried to play out the same scenario that is takin place all over the earth and try to come to a healthy resolve with a issue concerning others. so u start to really take a good hard look at ur own mess. and then figure out a. way to clean it. and or u see urself in a room full of distraught people and then see the whole like an ocean and then really feel. connect urself to it and then make some waves across the room to quell its storms. maybe u wish to take a. second look at a persistent problem in ur own life , and complements the resolution to ur contribution to the planet. then these things ofc. ignite the frequencies surrounding us. the traffics of space nutrients and then those relevant. on the energetic spectrum. to the events that took place here bc what results here is all made up of space particles. as far as particles go anyway.
and then there is space sound. believe it or not. smth happens in space. stuff explodes. things hit each other. some other funky shit happens and then ur like well. that’s a waste of sound but in actuality there is not. there is propulsion of smth that waves across and it’s in layers and stages. some faster and some slower and that’s how things make their rounds. these are the same stuff we are made of. these frequencies connect us like spider webs and everything. we do is phat. it’s all sound. it transmits a song. and these songs of songs create more songs and i don’t know if we would like it or dislike it if we heard those things from our human perspectives. but we do have strong fear they dislikes and some very convincing ones where we come to conclusions about esch other. to the teeth. to the bone and blood. there’s no one to spare. so i jump to conclusions u say. i never do such thing. why would i. everything keeps going. anyway. a person being temporarily out of sight doesn’t solve my problems but try telling. that to terrorist minds. and those who calculate such conundrums which force certain conclusions to happen. now heading back to the ghost dancers in the sky, they dance and cause all this mayhem. and this mayhem rains on us. and we continue to take all these nutrients in. we are compelled by the nutrients that our environment offers us. no matter what happens on the air. u ur pollutants. or chemicals. u try to fuck with it. u know. bc u think ur clever but dancers in the sky laugh at u. and they don’t laugh at u in a conniving way either. they are relieved. the pollutants in the air is like that of information. as everything is an exchange of information . their u owned mandalas. we can get thru a mandala of specific kind and be temporarily brazen by it. but then if the mandala is passing. it so does pass thru us. even. i’d say u experience we mandala of deception. ur temporarily deceived. and then it passes and u regain ur clarity and u looked back to analyze what happened and u see this really random archaic object on the ground. or it’s alien. u don’t recognize this object. but u know that u just went thru smth. u may assume bc the object is alien that it must not be of this earth. and not notice what it connects to. u may not make such connections bc u were never introduced to this type of thought. we are often guided by set of rules so we kind of realize there’s a proper conduct on earth.
but it’s also very strange to us at the same time. even this familiar earthly place. how do we free our detachment from it. maybe also bc everything comes to an end. and we want to believe that all of that happens for a reason. that’s how we recognize the sanctity of our nature. though we hardly think of these notions. we don’t look up and examine the sky from a very different point of view. is it really the sky that governs us. what really happens when we die. why do terrible things happen here in earth place. how can we change things for better so life is not full of suffering. how can we forge trust among each other and benefit from the security this brings to everyone. how can we redefine work. and then make sure that we are fair about it. how does e change what we have right now without throwing the baby with the bath water. i jumped into the water and left u like a cliff hanger. no one knows why such things happen. sometimes it comes with being human. as language allows us to bring ease to that which we seek. and well. can u blame any one ? when nothing appears as they seem. this is not just a labyrinth but one that’s like a puzzle piece. more like with ton of traps and tricks along the way. and so in determining such. i hope we learned a few things today. because especially for those whose opinions about the reality they are part of represents to some type of future impending of a end of a happenstance. we don’t wanna get too caught up in it’s entails. or as it happens. or maybe we are too attached. so as it is destroyed. say. on the continuity of everything else on the next horizon of way, of manifesting. when we are actively rejecting certain things that are done to humans. what we are doing is collecting the behaviours associated with the making of the problem. so we want to detect and clarify the issue to not have it dominate our lives ever again. banished. forever. so here. if anyone is strongly connected to it. fails to do their work where they detect from it. and part of that comes with personal responsibility. and accountability. of ur own personal yoga. it’s good for the body it’s good for the mind and it’s also good for earth. and as u can see. we sort of clean up our ancestors messes. they make far too much dust. but everything speaks to us. in a unique dialect which is nice especially during misinformation. age. and lots of fake ones.
relax. slow down.
everything is in a flux. everything is a whirlwind. wound up of smth. wounds up down all over.
nothing waits. really. for even in ur own heart. u don’t stop. even if u wanted. breaths follow each other much like forced direction, less the matter of which where we might be headed.
we don’t get to think for our own. of our one. in our own personal cadence, to have this dance, on the common grounds shared. no. we are taught of the ways and then we fall in line like a bunch of coloured marbles instead.
we represent a smth totality of which can only be determined only after the deed is done and the articulation depends on a few peoples state of mind. listen. that’s the state of affairs. i don’t make the rules i just notice them.
we are all part of this grand smth. where we oscillate between states of self entity and then the arguments surrounding general states of entitlement. bc we are all stuck between desperation. and exasperation. we need each other but not really. we all wanna be together but not really. why do these discrepancies happen. is ur of the product of the mind more then anything ?
we are told to not feel certain things sometimes. of not discussing the discursive past that haunts us. remnants of which still haunts us in the middle of day light hours surrounded by each other. oh how plagued the human mind of human kind in its nature that it must haunt itself so it has smth to be terrified of.
that is when we see ourselves as one. but ofc. the reality convince us that the separation is rather real. more so than tangible for the ethereal duration of time that it’s continuity would be all encompassing universal laws. i mean there will be some sort of inescapable facing of our conundrum here. albeit. we may assume that we lack such direct connection
here where we may come across each other’s ways again. i think this explains why when certain things happen in repeat events when we do r remember why we may repeat recreation of the same that of which we may previously been part of. only that we are not considering. even in the face of learning a lesson. how we would confront each other again. or be in the company of each other. with the awkward notion that simply learning a lesson doesn’t suffice. for the continuity of our evolution comes with a ton of unknown objectives.
but ofc i’m not asking for forced connections. of forced relationships. this is the very idea we must recognize. we have becomes so commodified in our own existence that all our relationships end up being transactional. yet as compared to our childhood, our concept of the world and everyone else that surrounded us during our upbringing heralded smth much else. not this controlled bullshit.
nor this terrible human nature related insistence on destroying each other. surely we might have come up from some place that signified a symbiotic relationship to the end result of what we see here today. but instead of coming to the common agreement that perhaps continuing
no insisting
no even equating is as part of our human nature
the idea that we are born this way
and bc everyone does it anyway
or perhaps we have smth to fill in our own nature. the lack is self evident
human nature. by design is love. and we do everything but even tho we equate these states of phenomena as part of that love. albeit unrequited. albeit refused rejected. maybe even mocked in broad daylight in front of and coolant of others.
so we have wars. instead. it’d in. our minds. it’s in our hearts. it’s also seeped into our souls. now we have spiritual wars. on top of intellectual wars. ego wars. pride wars. n wars of all kinds. there’s even everyday petty wars in between ordinary people thoughts often which u don’t wanna see the day light bc that’s how petty these arguments are.
but they all point to smth. it’s not that a person intrinsically is born with it. it’s the product of that unrequited love. it’d the discrepancy of a household lie thru growing up and finding out later on ur just gear in a pretty big machine that slaved everyone and serves only the few. or do it was at some point and maybe we are at that tipping point where life become too sweet
even tho it’s also very sour. sour because seasons change
sour because the bodies of the dead start to smell bad. the mess we make end up becoming too expensive.
corpses of the past caused pandemics. wiped out many in their way. piss and shit in the streets. what did u expect would come out of it. especially when seasons change. even the seasons in our headers change. once upon a time we permitted ourselves a particular type of behaviour
we no look with complete disgust. if u don’t cringe at ur past self. are u even learning bro
no worries man. i am good with numbers. we just got to figure out a way cut the cost of the cost of o whatever and then people will be pushed to work harder but no they r too hungry they r tired and then as a result of such no one wants to work anymore
now u have two things. piss and shit and corpses that stink by day and by night. bunch of tired people who are so tired they stopped complaining about it.
and in the middle of a chaos. we fell in love. everything was terrible. but we don’t know what love is. because love is like a flower that grows on the middle of crap. and u don’t know what to do with it. bc everything else is crap and that’s when it hits u and u realize that love is what generates that mental clary that u need that we all seek. that familiar place. the discrepancy between our failed childhood memories that were the best years.
don’t grow up it’s a trap herald what sort of truth unspoken we don’t know
but lots of us shut down the inner child. bc we don’t think that kind of love is sustainable. it’d as simple as that. at first u might wanna protect the child but then u forget all about it.
it’s trapped and it learns to fend for itself alone. it has to entertain itself. come to terms with its new nature. it’s all conflicting but childrens today do and are forced to realize a lot more than we had to thru our times of growing up
maybe that’s what causes such anxiety in the first place.
u see how serious everything is. child hood is crushed. the dreams are too frivolous. the aspect of understanding into nature and it’s basic solicitors are laughed off. ridiculed. too simple in ur thinking child. u have to experience life. u gotta get tough bc life won’t soften for u. tough luck.
coming from an adult.
now from a child’s perspective. this is pretty bad.
bc if we can’t do it then what sort of model do they have. they have already had to lower the trajectory once. now they are forced to do it again. even lower. so this is like ah no need for hope my guy. anything can change for worse and no one bats an eye
u just gotta be tougher than ur opponent. fluff urself up of u must. don’t follow. and lead. but where. anywhere. so ur leading urself further astray. from what ? who knows. no one wants to talk about common objectives.
it’s so easy. my friend. to forget this dream entirely. and be so entrenched that you lose urself innit entirely. it’s all love right. bc love represents this very recipe. u get lost in ur lover. u lose urself. ur not ur former self. if the love reciprocated. something wonderful takes place that contributes the world. and u can both be happy for ur contribution.
but then the environment is not only sick and faulty but it’s also dangerous it’s unkind. bc albeit the love is nothing new. there’s a ton of lovers of the world who have silently existed like this along with culturing and the many social anxieties that swept the world. generationally. cyclically
but bc it’s hard to maintain. bc u could be at war. u could be somewhere ur authority decide to sell u out. put u in the jungle and having to have u watch ur loved ones starve and die.
ur world is still quite wild. u don’t wanna get caught in the wrong street at the wrong hour. u don’t wanna go somewhere and appear to be gullible to be robbed and killed. ( the archeologist guy and his wife come to mind. this news i came across last year in october when i was at rocky view ) people are capable of petty things.
it’s a concrete jungle. a woman gave birth in the streets of i think nyc just last month. these stories maybe harder for us to muster. but imagine it is them going thru it. there are many silent battles that happen daily.
if ur shit out of luck. people are too busy. u can be alone in a city full of people because people have to hustle bc they have bills to pay. they can’t simply take time off and organize around ur problem.
see. we better each other. maybe sometimes even forced to do so. bc we know the world isn’t civilized. terrible things still happen. people get advantageous . they mistake this for love even. maybe they forget to relax
and reconnect with their inner child and help them selves heal. but what good does that do if ur on your way out
perhaps this door opens to a new beginning somewhere. as symbolic as this maybe. despite us not being able to see it or have all the answers
so what good u do still matters here
and it’s never too late
first we come to this earth
we raised down upon it. maybe the aquatic life was unkind. it’s cyclic. if ur small u get eaten by a much bigger fish. if ur seaweed or smth else that’s less prideful. in that ur sole purpose is to be good for the organisms and u can’t simply uproot urself and run away. at nights the water is dark. things are even scarier then. u have no privacy unless ur evolved to a higher species. and when we begin to make our way to land. albeit. we could have germinated smth in someone’s stomach. for what they ate. the details matter much less than the intrinsic truths that we face as to what really causes us to act with such rage. especially towards each other. sure. to an extend our survival instincts can get us to act up. sure. even in our sexuality we are rather thru our development, misaligned. or that we get lost in such for play. begin taking things too seriously. like we really believe we can own each other. or when we do things of haphazard nature that it’s suddenly part of our animalistic urges. eat or get eaten. hunt or get chased. we don’t think twice and if we have to think about any of it. it would be to intellectualism and strategic way to overcoming the other instead. hardly ever to sit down and get real with our conundrum. our human conundrum that is. it’s just got too many put holes along the way of its development. but when we piece it together. we may discover a rather unique whole. only if we lower our defenders enough to relax into the potential that we may begin to trust each other a little bit more. this isn’t forced connections. but more so. if two parties cannot trust each other’s. they will trust others that others may help guide them to find a happy middle that is not gonna further disturb the peace and common goodness since part of our human nature is that no matter how much we like to overemphasis on the phenomena such as illusion of separation . we can not live alone and thus depend on others for our needs and they may depend on us for certain things that which we can give away. in our counted it’s the same. we can want things but then we would have the worlds counsel. how does everything else look to seem, and u can see what a type of trust that requires ! phew
we could examine the world as it is. as we find it today and see that it’s become some sort of an enterprise and we are just sort of passing thru. now to improve the quality of that passing maybe a good idea of focus. not like the passing away of an organism but our way of passing away is very symbolic. some die alone. leaving behind. their things for others to clean out. others die haphazardly without having much chance of living. so their loss is rather in the mind which reflects to our world as a potential deficit. bc we never got to discover what that person could have contributed. we have our unique blueprint. it may have shown itself accidentally when we are young . we don’t know what it is bc it’s not smth that’s observed fro the exterior. to us and thus confirmed. in fact we don’t observe this in each other. we are often embarking on journeys of such uniform thoughts and actions. we iron details our. overgeneralize on things just by their sheer associations. which gets us to lose a ton of detail. the context of matters offer much more than we initially thought of and to know. which ends up causing. some of us to be advantageous with such information use. especially when it’s against each other. we are too busy with our existentialism. our next meal our investment into old age. that we don’t even notice this in our offspring. there’s simply not enough time. but we are also containing our intrinsic human intuition and qualities that come with such mystique. it’s what gets us going in the first place. often times we discuss negative things or focus on issue and may seem like we don’t stop to smell the roses or appreciate the many goods that pertains the planet. but this is a strong side effect to the issues that compound. and or those that are persistently in our own way. much like a blockade that prevents us from moving forward. at times like these where we find such conundrums, speaking repeatedly or focusing on a issue such as flint water or farmers selling off their lands and us getting more chemicals in our food are what raises eyebrows since we are the nature of beings who depend on these resources. u would think that we would relieve the systems by owning our portion of lands as growing our crops or that we would have more farming utility that functions in organic way which is sort of along the lines with clean water. but then we realize that some of the commodities are not even developed in some parts of the planet. we recognize that human beings are part of the environment in which they have spawned. not bc they must take immediate ownership of that particular situation or be labeled as such. bc we are too certain when we see each other at such light that contradicts us our own humanity. for we are one. but we just don’t know how to unwind the historical twists and turns that threw us about which the way we see ourselves today.
theres to an extend a degree of self contempt but it’s not self hate that ails us. but our inability to form true connections with such mysterious that surround us point to smth. and it’s within grasp but at the same time it eludes us the more we reach. the sexual conduct is self apparent in between the human species that has long developed over time. life is to be s serious. it’s to be taken with great seriousness. it’s so serious we are gonna. crack and fall apart. we end up projecting our innate inconsistencies as concrete objedirve s playing out real. how else can we say that a terrible boss gets off of abusing his employees. or that someone who may feel slight degree of resentment, as these things can happen when we are dealing with people relationships, not bc of what happened but especially in this day and age in the information influx. we are burneeed by too much data and irregardless to that we keep creating and entangling ourselves with tosic relationships. we do things to a t. a life coach says healthy boundaries is key. then someone. else may share their version of it. is it having too many lovers when u don’t tell them that ur seeing them all at the same time or do u play. bc u may want the best partner but how do u want them to invest into u. if u tell them ur seeing five people at the same time they may not invest fully which would nullify ur attempt at comparing partners and choosing the best one. but maybe. the pursuit is more intrinsic and natural. it’d the overabundance of information that gets us scared. bc we don’t wanna be like so and so or be statistics ourselves. and the same is true with the systems. when the sexual frustrations are evident in the gamut of human nature we have extreme stress. extreme resistance to change or to anything constructive usually during these times. ironically there’s extreme precariousness with one’s sexual worth and one’s pursuits. surely we can determine if being voyeurs in our self related pursuit as a form of escapism or desperation it could be existential. the pursuit of flesh can indeed get one temporarily distracted by one’s mortality.
in the history of time as well. it was our inability to reason with our mortality that got us severely reactive to territorialism , and ownership. which is understandable bc the moment u question ur mortality begs u to answer this question . why are u here. no one wants to do the hard work of figuring this out. in the past we couldn’t afford it. we couldn’t sit around and meditate and then go to the grocery store for our dinner. we had all these primitive things to worry about and it was our mortality that was available to us as sort of a sloppy introductory course to our existentialism. u can see why we panicked. and we loved hanging on the thrones. or be a the throes of someone else’s psychosis or ego or strong sense of pride. the history of human kind would rage intellectually until their death bed. it’s only then the great secret is revealed. the anxiety is finally over. but the conflict joke is no one in from the afterlife ever whispers to us. hey. pssst i got the cheat sheet. which adds to the insult. of being human. it further stokes the fires of such anxieties states of thought that we latch onto historical contexts to get glimpses into some secret or smth that we might have missed. a detail. theory. anything would do. it’s true the scientific findings about our mortality s quality depends on our adrenal glands as well as the general ways of merging with and handling our series of tasks at hand that extend our life. improve the quality of our experience not just for ourselves it seems but for everyone. it’s as if. in a adjacent place. as more evolved species as we were smth happened. now. to paint it as good or bad is somewhat relative bc maybe we are trying to determine are we good. is the theory of being good and bad that much relative to why we are here and so on. right ?
so maybe smth completed there. a cycle. but it’s more advanced. bc we see ourselves at the pinnacle of success in some parts of our human abilities. such things as scientific pursuits. which make life easy. and works towards some type of ease. usually. attribute to efficiency. efficiency suggests here smth that works smart. and not hard. we understand the me habits that works hard can get the gears to overwork and wear out too soon we see that even in our many system functions we originate an idea of support but then there are so many things that were not over sighted bc of such subtle connections. it’s like when a person gets older it’s harder for them to put their minds to school whereas when u were younger u studied with more ease. there’s a pliability in the brain. not bc it’s aging but bc of its witness like quality. so the older our civilization is getting the more apprehensive we may become or sensitive. or careful. or calculated. about making certain decisions that concern humanity. cancel culture displayed this one fact , something that can be poplar today can be entirely irrelevant some years later. especially when it has false components. or completed that disrespect a portion of realities own as is ness. which cannot be manipulated. coveted and or mimicked at any way. the types of truths that surface irregardless to our maintenance is self evident in our direct experience with lies and lying. albeit we might have done the lying as a child to our mother for a dumb thing or later in our life someone else lied to us. companies lie all the time to sell products. not always do we get what we are told or things are not as they seem in the brochures. even the world isn’t. we have the ghetto and the backstage where u see all the trash and dirt pushed away to herald the good show. attracting none other than financial pursuits. mind u. it’s one thing if u want all eight billion peoples attention. bc u have smth to say. or to evolve humanity. what do u do. does is suffice just to evolve urslef ? does everything start and stop with u who are u anyway. most folks live like transients. ur here today. u do all the right things. righted by so and so. but still end up sick and desolate when things go wrong. there requires smth more from us at times like these. our organisms stirred. we no longer want to be sexually explicit and project our personal inconsistencies to the world but form healthy relationships with others.
what’s the concept of family ? do we still have some semblance as to what a family is ? or friendships even. is everything to equal in exchange for our survival do we have to wait until things get super bad before we recognize cooperating sure small things matter daily. but what big things can reflect expenditure of change that is dire and in line with priorities ? especially in terms of our mortality. what does that means to how we see each other and treat each other. some of these findings, we can reflect to future. conditions of mass migrations. what’s ok. in ur country may not be ok in another country u may have to go once ur grounds is cooked and u can’t grow crops or water swallows up ur houses. how do we determine the level of dedication for consideration of others and link that to our behaviour. what can we change that can help each other. what does that say to our blind spots. currently we have so many human testing like quality of experiences in around the world u might stop and ask urself. what if those findings one day get turned on u. such as the nature of terrorisms. we may not notice such psychology in ourselves bc we may be part of smth and or have nothing else to compare our development in some cases. children who are either stolen or abandoned end up going thru an entire different initiation into the world. later these become social liabilities too. bc they help shape the way we see humanity. but information missing in places and certain agendas playing at large. how do we determine we can have belied and faith in each other that we can overcome these social obstacles even when odds are stacked against us. for if we went at some point for satellites too become open sourced. we would then ask ourselves to what level and quality of human enterprise do we need to stove for for that to be possible.
everything seems stationary
everything. every day. the sun rises and goes down. the ground hasn’t moved an inch. and the air. sometimes let’s u forget u need it to keep living. u get up and u do the same shit as u do everyday. u need ur coffee or ur smoke. u may be hard to touch. perhaps avoid people at all costs because morning time is when u feel ur mind as the most pliable. it’s not afforded even to u. u have to wipe ur feet before u enter. how will u let others walk all over it. so every morning. ur tiny bit of freedom out of everything else ever do trappist. u have to warm the water. u have to wash the dishes. god u have to brush ur teeth and u have to clean after urself. great stinky trash u have to gather and throw away. in truth trash is an illusion. it’s ur responsibility in disguise. good morning. have a nice day appropriation s be kind. smile. ur job expects very much the same. from u. to drive. to and from. or some route schedule of which also gives the same effect. only ever more so elongated. these stationary moving “items “ of our day to day living gives us strong impression that not much changes. usually it’s a negev or change when we feel it. otherwise everything. bc they seem so stationary that there’s a common misconception to even undersrnd its whereabouts and how it really works and does it even change. we become reflective of this habit by doing the same to each other. we always talk about others worh absilitr certainty. we are sure we think we see what is before us and therefor we never see these subtle exchanges and changes that takes place daily. subtle changes aren’t always reflective of permanent. but a collection of subtle changes tend to gear on e for much bigger change given enough time has passed.
this false sense of reality and of each other is strongly represented in all across the world. where dire things aren’t tended to. and hardly anything changes in favour of the afflicted. ofc these show is the dis rep up between what is stationary and what’s moving and whether if we can tell the two apart in terms of our own ability to prioritize. in lines of such priorities firstly we need to see our accountabilities. our personal accountabilities aside from our social accountabilities that is. what are they. u see. if for example there’s grift, deceit, hierarchical connections as well as slave labour working at large. among larger bodies of work. this also is found to be playing out in interpersonal relationships. and this is complemented by how bad things have been. perhaps they may not be as bad now as they once have been. but then we see that no two peoples idea of care is the same. what is care. how does one determine self care as well as care in general sense for others. we can latch onto any attention and mistake it for love. acceptance. and even caring. but not always is this true. how do we tell between the difference of living each other deeper like ur family and friends. and just being virtuous in common ground. if we realized both are one and the same.
we would be kinder to strangers and value our family and friends more. and then when we really reflect this nutriment to our body of work that is to compare it to our experience and then see the general strata of it in workings in various places. we see that there’s a great disturbance in interpersonal relationships in general. maybe bc we see that the world is dog eat dog world out there and that everyone. in a way to survive their own must adapt. perhaps we feel compelled to not think outside of those lines. perhaps the great delusion of the reality as convincing as it is as it plays out around us. the four seasons. predictability of weather. animals in the cycle of life. certain ecological conditions favouring crops. how cars pollute and trash destroys our earth but we also feel ourselves compelled to not stop any of it. if u stop production what’s people gonna do. learn to forage ? from where. national parks ? or ur neighbor.
so in a way. we realize the bigger conundrum is that there’s strong need to change something. but we have to be cautious. bc if we apply too much pressure. get too aggressive or let loose in areas where requires strong support. for peoples lives depend on it. here we think of folks who are sick and disabled communities we live in this world where there are folks who depend on the welfare and generous ness of community support. possible from system functions where there are certain infrastructure in place. and some type of order that is reliable. but then we also realize at large how that’s not possible. bc “human beings tend to be advantegious . even if they came from rage to riches. like it’s a free card that permits them to own the world and seize it’s means and disrespect anyone that comes their way” and they can’t be happy. u get ur car u reasoned of. ur house. and then ur not happy. u seek outside for more. the past that once braved a lesson for u to recognize such interconnected difficulties has now left u because u have a windfall. but the comfort doesn’t come from such successes when there’s always going to be. threat that it can be taken away.
that’s the instability the systems produce when they begin improvements and then stop in places. like u reached a plateau and then froze there. but the plateau has got u trapped instead. mistaking ur achievement . to a permanent place. we see this play out from smallest to large. every systems upgrades reach a recognizable plateau. but it’s not that we wake up in the middle of a systemic limbo. but that we have two options. we either change the sequence of actions. and then get a different result which promotes growth. or u might just need to wiggle just a little to get some of the gears unstuck. but all of this is quite difficult to choose. we have certain things that’ we recognize in line with human rights. breach. the philosophy behind such a mysterious nature requires from us to be honest with it entirely. so as we keep living. we are being aware the nature is that we will never fully know everything f bc everyday. new tbh g sharpen or things. just in their nature of happening contribute to a maturation of smth. or degradation of smth. so cos this world is a produce. it’s organic. and has a shelf life. all things innit represent that. we have crops that grow and then stuff becomes mulch. what does that mean it our human nature ? we are not fruit. in the same way that we don’t have to be like others just bc we are going thru life in a similar sense or that we may assume things are stationary for us bc we haven’t allowed ourselves to really get a sense of rise subtle frequencies that’s available. for everyone to tap into. there’s tapping into this resource and there’s responsive maintenance also. for using it to be or deep superior to others is not accepted by anyone.
would u stay in the presence of someone who continually yelled at u or made u feel worked at the end of the time u spend with them? ur time isn’t cheap. ur energy and ur time are two things that u can never replace. the more we begin to reconfirm ethics less likely we try so hard to impress others by being frivolous with our own spending for instance. or to satisfy our parents we study topics they choose or force us to do. to an extend these guardianships and respect for each other has to be a two way street for no one can live ur life for u and u cannot suppose others life for them. it’s really that simple. but this is a flaw that plays out systemically and interpersonally that we become so clouded in our reasoning and start exasperating our frustrations out on each other whereas our experience offers so much insight and bounty. as to the relationships that’s intricate between us. our generation to our parents and to the upcoming. all of this to the system. the systems too grow and change in time. how linguistic are u in relations to systemic changes around u. what about international implications ? how would u trust syatems if u have witnessed smth terrible. maybe all of this forges in our minds to our self survival thru it all. thereby forcing us strategies to supersede others. it’s like the theory of the bullies. u bully others so that u never get bullied. u see that that’s the relationships around u so even if naturally ur against bullies or don’t have a aggressive nature u do it anyway in a way to confirm to ur surroundings.
in a way we do this grouping bc we are afraid to be alone. or to just relax enough. there’s smth about silence that perturbs people. i blame this on false use of technology. like watching too much tv and playing too many video games. or listening to music . it’s not that we are doing these things but why. we’re we filling a silence. are we running in our minds from smth ? we may just be too conditioned to never relax into the darkness and the silence. maybe we have strong ave’s doom to such atmosphere. when u think about dark and empty streets and dark alleys u know the truth of human nature is revealed there. often men fight each other and women get raped. it’s a lot more potent that smth terrible happens. something as terrible as some mine dies. and that’s the worth of human nature playing on ur back played or street corners the same. then u may assume human nature is intrinsically bad or it’s rather systemic. but how do we see merging of the both. while considering significant improvements without taking on responsibilities that one cannot take on. such as teach someone for them. or purify or clear their karma for them. sure. we make incantations and prayers for the entire world. this prayers and incantations serve us all bc they show us in our helplessness that something cannot be done. whereas it should.
a prayer serves a cumulative mindset. it’s not something that blankets over an issue to make u look like ur doing smth whereas ur not. in prayer we are separate for external help and guidance. often when we see world in sufferege and we cannot help about it. we refer to prayer. bc while witnessing terible global events is difficult , turning the other way disrespects the nature of which we are part of. but we can’t be destroyed i n it’s presence either there’s healthy boundaries to ur practice. one that honours u as well ans includes u in the mix bc that what it is at the end of the day. we are all part of it. no one is above or beyond or saviour or victim of each other. the illusion that we have a enemy outside of ourselves and the projection of inconsistencies we think is helping is are but a minds attachment to hero complex. bc in our helplessness we have recognized key truths in the intricacies that take place in this planet past present and impeding future. we see young people and feel a sizzle in our hearts for what awaits them. we detect many system frameworks that are working at the brim. we see that things can be simpler. yet they are also very interconnected and complex. just o see humanity in. each other’s eyes we hope that everyone removed that entitlement card that expects special treatment from others. bc that’s literally what we are fighting in the world at large. total realism . where there’s little to no room for imagination bc we are too certain we know each other. let alone have glimpse of an idea as to who we are. within.
when it rains
there are lots of crossroads that are being highlighted. u begin to notice portals. the long term fractions made by certain frequency around us abound us at all times. perhaps there are breaks and diversions in their nature. much like us. with our memories and lives in general. would u be able to compare right on the spot where we’re u two weeks ago. mentally spiritually and emotionally and compare it to ur current condition right now ? for the common practitioner who is using ways to train one’s mind to self knowing. that is. how did u get here. is perfected the more we practice but for the newcomers this is all too new. and it’s the source of conjunction between misunderstanding key things. as the entire coordination between one’s development of personal cognizance and the one that one is conditioned with. hence does without thinking, are bridged a bit more with every advancing new generation. we tsp into these greenwich’s often. but when it rains we see their relationships with a rather detached notion. we refer to the rain as life. bc it’s water. we ourselves are mostly water. some say human beings originated from some germination process contained with in a space rock falling in the ocean to have caused it. i don’t now. but there are multiple entry points between the one oceanic life and the various lands various human kinds might have formed. then like a tidal wave we migrated. devouring and destroying everything we came in it’s way. i wonder how we saw ourselves in those days. it’s exhilarating to think of ur origin of thought . or any earlier origin of point bc again we come back tot he process of measurement of progress. we need to train our minds to really know how we feel like we came to this point of evolution and as we act in our day to day dealings. always remember this origin of formation. then we are less likely to be distracted by opposites. and contradictions that developed along the way. there are of varying kinds. and to verging. degrees of temperaments. in association with that.
and this life that highlights the frequencies that leave a particular type of trail. there are many trails to this. as there are many elements that combine and contribute to series of causes and effects that result from their varying. relationships. under different temperaments as well. i think this is affectative to human kind as a result of such varying thought and that we are in a way. cumulative of families that are coexisting in reality. whose histories are contextually unique but also intrinsically similar in some way. the way of rain opens paths to life to grow. usually in spring time. when it rains after temperature rises slightly to prepare the ground for it to grow, soon after the rain touches down. everything begins to get super green. for water represents nourishment of life and we in our bodies are 70 percent it. relying on it for continual sustenance and water as the element that represents our emotional welfare. is quite symbolic to our last sense of flowing the earth and painting it crimson. perhaps to switch the true secrets and dialect of how water changes form is too brash and harsh for our otherwise vulnerable human nature. and it’s only vulnerable bc we don’t even know what it is. so we fill it with a ton of false certainties. it’s also easier that way. bc we often feel up with the dual thought of having some type of perceivable enemy to look out for. and this is true of our nature. for our survival depends on how well we defend ourselves if there is some type of attack coming our way. now human beings are strange bc they did come out of such animalistic time zones that now in the stupidity of language. they still cannot convey a true meaning to the weight of their words or utilize their words with weight intended, words are a way of bartering system nits the truthfulness of ur word that guarantees integrity of ur person and a character. these older values may seem like they are vanishing but when it rains.
especially u feel this place of melancholy. or of old familiarity that takes us to a place perhaps of a time some where we might have found ourselves both at the pinnacle of total accomplishment and the impending incoming future dangers at hand foresighted due to practice of looking out for such, but then u can’t put out a forest fire with a glass of water. water. in its fury. may be aggravated by such offence. that’s why it’s such a a formidable element. in translation our feelings tend to work that way. but there’s a way of taking it. unlike the way we reigned the world in the past and brought it to where we are in our minds and although we like to live out loud there is a lot of stuff that happens on broad daylight that sort of resonate with these frequencies and like the bars of a jail cell. as the more these frequencies are fed the more they form these invincible borders around us. giving us this illusion which we can easily mistake for valid data. consume is as such and then develop our theories and as well as problem solving abilities towards our personal actions from it. so it’s kind of a big deal that we notice such interrelationships. for this is the world of duality and that not everything is as it appears. in fact we can see our consciousness we have endowed to us thanks to evolution of our humanity as well as recent technological advancements effects that have on. our minds and on the totality of our current consciousness. if we were to compare political events that took place some 20-30 years ago and how we knew. what sort of news were circulating. how did we consume our media. how old we were. and to now. how information generally gets shared. what’ sort of social changes have recently been adapted after the big boom of social media explosion of experiences all across the world and still to this day. that number is only increasing.
ofc bc there’s so much info we can have and that a lot of contradictory data is available out there. it’s difficult to find our own resources. do we look to social mouth pieces for valuable data. but first we must test their character. and find out why they share a particular type of data and then we must also ask why are we looking here ? what is our purpose. our truth. and intention. what’ sort of action are we looking to get out of seeking out a particular type of data and what are we willing to do with our findings. bc these attribute to our consciousness. there’s power in knowledge. not bc only that u utilize it. but the fact that we now know if we didn’t know before. then something has transpired. and something has permanently changed now there will be sequence of events to follow. once we are presented with a particular type of information we cannot unpresent it. hence the art of language was to be supposed this way but overtime we are experiencing degradation of language and skills. even tho and despite our technological advancements increasing and or contributing to the general strata of human intelligence. in the past several decades. also also everything is a combination of exchange of data. so this is all universals. once u know smth. once things begin to transpire inside of u. u can lie and deny all u want it won’t suffice. but i think ofc we are still figuring things out. and we want to be kind and gentle about the whole process. spirituality is not for faint hearted for that fact bc of the ugly truths that sort of stick out and we aren’t prepared for that bc we assume healing is a linear standard. we want it only to get smoother in time. but then smth happens. phat! and then we are totally disturbed about it. that’s where e become lazy in our minds. our thoughts get lax. it’s like we get wet i the rain and don’t see it for what it is with all the portals and magical beings start wondering the forrest or the streets also saturated with shadows of otherworldly places. u just relax into it all. and when u learn to relax then u can determine ur experience.
for example not everyone has to be forced to like the rain to unearth it’s true mysteries. u can bring an umbrella and even stay at home and think about the rain. meditate as it rains outside even. that’s how much it takes. u don’t need a soggy brain to get urself there. u don’t need to force urself to the machinations. when u relax. ur authenticating urself to ur true essence. do no matter what’s going on out there ur dissociative senses allow u to make correct separations and combinations of thought processes out there especially if ur online a lot and consume a lot of media. data. of books and or peoples stories. it’s important to try to see for ourselves what really is happening bc it’s exhausting. to be confronted with so much data and still jot be able to do anything about it. and then we die and give our offsprings to sift thru even. more data. ofc this isn’t a defeatist approach. it is designed to get us to recall the right things so we can get gassed about the next correct objective. how can we determine the next collective objective is where it’s at. then ur not asking the complete destruction of the other bc u realize how much brain space it occupies. and then u have to get out of ur one way and then take this route of getting even with ur enemy. and then even if u win. over the long term u will never experience true bliss and peace bc when we go round ina. dual world of constrict of limbo. what happens next is that the loser gains enough power and counter attacks the previous winner. it might be a hit or miss but we see this to this day. we have such diversion even within nations. of different backgrounds clashing about their own rights over the rights of others. in other places it’s downright warfare. as it happens. since the historical fires are still sizzling with losses. losses matter to people when u realize how much economy and the attack on ur family impacts ur overall well being. ur flooded with terrible memories. and u don’t live like much other people. where. most common objectives are generally televised under normal human developments. leaving us to feel less relating to the world we live in and then the less we relate to things that happen around us the more isolated we feel. the isolation isn’t taken the same way by everyone. so this strong individuation process is what makes poets say things like ur born alone u die alone. and the truth in that can be im simplified when we take responsibly for our own actions and stop attacking others, bc then ur not looking at this quote with a defeatist sense of being. ur not saying well everything is gloomy. u die alone. well i guess it doesn’t matter and the words it doesn’t matter don’t develop overnight. when a person feels fragmented enough it’s bc this area got chipped away over long course of time. which it’s effects compounded all of a sudden show. since u don’t notice as u become more convinced and the world is convincing. bc it’s blind to it. maybe bc there’s too much information.
maybe bc nobody knows who they can trust. there are terrible lies on earth. terrible that makes a human being. be embarrassed to be associated with being human. and then we all know bc we all experienced dark nights of the soul. these are all resonant and they have their appropriate frequencies all most like our psyches. but then we are looking at ways of transcending these psyches instead of denying their existence and or reject or lie about them. we are recognizing the nature of such developments that led us here and in a way when we see how far human beings have stretched highs n wide we recognize our true brother hood. and sisterhood bc we are from the one source in a way. we all share smth. albeit. it might be a drops worth. if the same quantifying factor that makes us all human. even if we are presented in the face of contradictory information we can look no further than inside of us. if we can see that we are one human family. then detecting the correct data works better. we can’t tell others who they are. but we can form on the general commonalities that we ourselves can aptly reason from our own well spring of spirituality. where water nourishes the life in our brain cells.
hi. it’s a lovely day.
decided to start it differently. figured out it might offer some purge and along with it some golden truths we might have missed. or in case of life when things tend to go rather slow. this slowness causes this . different . more subtle type of conditioning. and the accumulation of which comes rather as a. surprise. during our evolution and growth i think we can expect a bit of room for error. since the human cumulative comes as a result of that. we mistake something and fight each other for it till reason took hold and what we did is instead we intellectualism’s our anger. made reason for it. calculated by our rational minds. perhaps this is a natural byproduct of when a mistake occurs. . we do not realize our human conundrum in the middle of the act of it. after things have materialized do we have smth to look to and then organize our thoughts and form an understanding. given that we have all our facts right. but the world is out of coherence wirh it’s own time flow. and it’s own personal growth. or i guess in this case. individual. it’s own whole. since our cumulative is only one complementary to the entire of its domination and how itself correlates to the rest of the solar system network. so it makes sense that not single one of us could assume we own the planet. we just act our desires on it. and assume that bc we say so or if we repeat it enough time to ourselves it will come thru. but this isn’t always so. we are in a sale we. in a toxic relationship with our mysterious side. first of all. we must reason as to why that is. perhaps. we don’t wish others to have their mysterious side for this treat lates to common grounds further from what we thought it used to be. which shattered preconceived notions and takes a. look at human beings as one species. sure. there are differences of development. i’m sure there’s also correlations there as to why that might be so. giving everyone equal opportunity to express their part within it allows us for that clear understanding. bc the case about social hierarchy is arbitrary. and we in our current structure depend on the few for the sanctity of the billions. u can understand why this should concern us.
i wouldn’t. say that our mystique is smth that plagues us is natural to us. since ghost like stories is part of our folklore. there must be a origin of reason in association with such phenomena. something from our past haunts us. something plagues us. and we can’t tells to why. bc it’s a mystery to us. but we are plagued indeed. it affects our day to day living. the ghosts are things that happen out of character. a. monetary mimesis of smth that we are almost tapping into from another realm and incoming it’s strong characteristics that are rather pungent. which is why they create such strong side effects. but it humbles us. when we experience such. self embarrassment once we realize the true interactions of how everything works. it’s been. so simple. yet everything developed in the way exactly as they should. in examining that further u come across some mighty ugly truths. and it’s that. u face. ur gonna have to ask urself what can i improve. what can i do. it’s hard to determine. since this type of human concept attribute to human intrinsic quality is often not discussed. if it were discussed it would reflect our capitalism and justice departments respectively. right now there’s many human injustices taking place daily in the same planet that claims itself as endowed and advanced and doing so well according to itself in its own personal press conference. on short we lie to ourselves daily because we are withdrawing from the future intrinsic bank account only if this time we ever our win fall only then everything will be pin we can pay it back and then live the life we wish to live. but that day never comes. so keep taking from ur future. and making up for smth that cannot be remedied by one person in ur situation. to socially figure out some of the issues surrounding what we know and how we conduct ourselves comes from the greater things that are currently at disarray. when things of greater disarray happen they begin to change the previous balance and tio the scales. albeit with very little changing on the surface. but ofc the direction of the total outcome is undetermined. or if it’s determined. ur not part of the decision making process. some people think they are part of the process by simply following politics and daily news on their local tv channel. others find out in the aftermath. when they are footed the bill for smth they didn’t even know they were part of. weird things always happen in this world and in our reality. perhaps one of the single most obstacle that we put in our own way that strictly comes from here. this one aspect. is that we get in our own way when we break each other’s. it’s very that simple. we think this false hierarchy is quite real. and our dark occult compels us to really go and seize it. where’s there’s no true hierarchy. so by applying a false hierarchy . equivalence of worth of smth that can’t be measured bc it’s of equal measure. it would be akin to calling urslf stupid when u consider others as dumb for instance. when used against each other it’d u commuting the first act. thereby making u responsible. but then u notice that it’s not what makes us reasonable for the matter that is key at hand bc then we would get into hamster wheel of virtues. of who is better and who is worse. so comparing situations. accumulating them under one simplistic term. for example how would u define humanity ? the term human. and the act humanity. or to be. or nature if. what does it mean. how can u define humanity as ? intrinsic? ephemeral? transcendental? or timid and too hyper and maybe dangerous when aggravated.
and we would never get ourselves out of our conundrum bc we don’t notice some things are reflective. talking into that ghost space for the past. ashes of which. is sort of alive still. perhaps there’s smth of worth in. our shared past. that can be re-examined. but this time. with more constiencious efforts. geared and in the direction of a sort of a mutual future reality. that accepts issues may arise. and has prepared ways of countering measures peacefully and democratically bc let’s face it. what we think as democracy is right now the tip of the iceberg bc it’s used as. a blanket often when people go broke or get tired of waging wars against each other. they r like hey. yea. photo op time. let’s go. seize the moment. it’s our opportunity to shine. we are super successful after all etc i don’t know. stuff like that can raise the hair on anyones back. it’s not health environment after all. we don’t have role models. and we can’t even prepare for naught. how can human kind expect to survive if it gets in each other’s way thus ? so in short we lie to ourselves. maybe it’s bc we are possessed and we think by closing our eyes and repeating some magic words or fucking virgins to gain spiritual powers or souls and this and some thoughts about what we think happens reality. albeit it could be enticing. it could be our creative side. taking a. gander at other worldly notions. maybe we are attracted to a particular type of emotion. or tapping into a. frequency resource of which ignited those ghosts from the past whose names we don’t know. but then here we are. often learning how to control our emotions. and being civil around each other. and trying out ways of communication methods of trying to be understood more clearly this time maybe. would u say that u have changed a a great detail in the last three years ? i wouldn’t say i haven’t changed a bit. i’m still the same old me. but ofc now with this pain. bc i can’t see my kid freely. and ofc the general strata of the workers quality. shit u get exposed to daily. how slow everything is how boring and meaningless. and at the same time ur overflowing with solutions. ur like well yes look here. so many people willing to do smth with value and worth in their life that will also pay well and change their lives entirely. it’d really that simple. bc ur here and u know what’s up. and u also know what’s up otherwise . if that firs thing fails up. when ur in the downward slope which often life throws at you. and has no consequences to itself whatsoever. perhaps bc the environment is faulty so since we can’t address that first. we fail to make such connections. we assume the enemy must willing know and do this to people like u and me.
sometimes u don’t even know what ur about to say. u may get triggered or maybe u live thru images of others or how life should be. u might consume too much entertainment and then be plagued with being possessed by one of ur favourite characters or alternate between different characteristics. it’s like trying out a pre made human concoction. all ready for u to try out its dials and then if it’d not the match for u. u can move on to the next objective instead. but ofc then. u might have developed a social report if a misaligned character who’s a mix of this and that social favourite socialite. and ur getting a sense of recipe of each other. but see in reality ur just acting thru each other. and is limited by the perception available only to that which it self permits within. as with in so without. and now we have constructed entire social connections that are cultivated with cut and paste personality and types. a ton. of collage of memories can be linked together. u might even be so exhausted with self confuse. u might begin to say ur not just one person but a collection of many. there are sides to u. different hues. different levels. and so with each being and possessing it’s own mood , u begin to purify the true personality types from the previously adopted people combinations. that were created perhaps in a very smart lab. to truly remain awake and true to ur person during one of it’s encounters is a human experience. and one that will either break u. or make u stronger. bc that’s the heights it conditions the people. u first create the cage. or project it to take up interest. hook. once the hook is in. only then do u begin to let itself mature. like a seed. it has to. that’s how u don’t leave behind a trace. we often mistake things of effects to a stand alone cause which ends up inhibiting our true human nature. it is again. expected to have due to faultiness of the environment but we have to call it for what it is so that we understand. these relationships better for a technical breakdown of a emotional blueprint of some portion of human nature. we sort of come to terms with generalities of human nature the more we purify our internal intelligentsia. there are skeet people in the oval table on the crown of ur head. these ancestors are our what makes cumulative headspace. visionaries and inventions came from this space. and the people who discovered things first are here. u can find philosophers here. great writers and thinkers. a life of witnesses of histories. whose personal accounts would be worth a listen. lists of silent witnesses here. lots of premature deaths bc that teaches us evolution on keeping us safe next time whatever caused it decides to makes its rounds. so these are here to teach us.
and sure. art is meant to teach us. it used to. that’s why the intricate balance between the art is and the viewer has changed exponentially due to laws of nature. things evolve and fruits are bear when the season comes. and it does. whether if it’s sweet or sour. that’s not a personal choice. bc it happens. if the fruit is sour what does that tell us. if the fruit is sweet. to whom do we dedicate this sweet fruit. we are losing touch with our code of ethics. things are becoming demoralized. people desensitized they don’t even see what’s happening here. others do the same but with gusto. assuming they know what they are about to create in their realities with those decisions. they make. some don’t see beyond their noses. can u blame them. when on top of faultiness of the environment . u have people actively trying to deter u from ur path. what chances do u have to survive. or make it different. there are more examples than one that run backwards before wonky one or few springs spring forth. and u gotta wonder at the framework of such machinery. minimum. base. effort. at best. is minimum bc people as it appears . are burning out. and this burnout can be the change u can measure. but it’s not. bc ur still the same u. ur just thinking more clearly. even tho everything might be in a muck. often hazy. where u can’t see even if u tried. maybe it’d been that long. ur not sure. how long it took for things to get to this level but simply by being curious appears a. map before u which shows u the past traction u have made by examining the whole map and it’s counter parts as well as relationship with each other. there from u can determine which thoughts are aptly yours in deciphering for instance ur own experience with the rest of the world. since u may turn off those preselected characteristics or be more in tune with ur self mystique where u let the goodness control u. u let being a good person possess u instead. that’s the kind of brainwash i will settle for at any given time than for example , strive so hard to be the best person out there who can detect smth bad from happening before it happens ( evolution) so as to take counter measures and then work a balance. aka change the system that operates such functions. according to the findings of the new. change happens. and we do find this internal flow of change. what actually changes. is not the u think u are or have thought and it’s also false bc u already knew urself. but u were told otherwise . or u were told to know on top of knowing urself by only focusing on selective memories reasoning. things of such trigger that forces a person to confront a difficulty in their thought process for example. we have these triggers all over the world bc we are oscillating in between our nurses of inner worlds as we merge our simultaneous findings with the external world. the external world changes too in shape often we articulate this in to the architect of our thought process. at the pinnacle of reason making for the
people think, here
the illusion is too great a convincing as mere fact that in its daily hustle and bustle and noise that rises thru the day and even at night. nothing stops. there is a city whirring. some cars buzzing about , they are too sure. the people i mean. that what they do and what little they do is ever noticed. if at all. that it can be buried in the deep of the sounds of the daily life. that u can stand in the broad daylight with a shovel in ur hand and say well. it’s all ready clamorous here. it’s perfect place to hide in plain sight. it’s convincing when’ a large number of people support false ideologies also. bc of that comfort in and by numbers theory. it’s the flocks individual who thinks study the overall will give distress signs long before it reaches u. and the entry point is never gonna be upon u. ur never that poor shmuck who will get swallowed up by the big fish that will alarm the flock. therefrom forms the great human struggle. at any avenue. anything can change for better or worse. but given the measurement of a timeline observed we can see the fluctuations therein. some steps of having been slipped has got us to our current mind states where we have gaps in our own thinking that which we can’t seem to overcome or connect. we can see such mental maps forming by the way the societies is. the great discrepancies between what we know and how much of that knowledge we are sharing with each other. let alone. our knowledge may not even be worth anything. heading to how value is created. the entire department should go bankrupt so long as we are monopolizing human life for profit. as long as we do this. we cannot. expect anything of value and worth to grow out of it. and out of our efforts then we can measure exactly how much energy we can and need to expedite in this world since if we were to show our true ability and capability we will be taken advantage of and given a span of human collective entailing. we would be responsible for their downfall or their misery by being simply useful idiots in our experience. by simply allowing it to tha open.
surely this comes as a double edged sword bc no fro conflict is ever created equal. not same. there are a lot of individual connections that take root over long period of time. there are abject certainties that are like hitting ur head against a brick wall but for the rest of ur life thinking any of it is part of a greater progress. we know that we are entities of boredom and excitement. that if we ever fall into states of boredom rides great struggle and strife not hurt for ourselves but also for each other thereby we create frivolous pursuits in hopes that we are never evolved so far up to divine lands that’s e start expecting better and striving for it as well which scares people of comfort. bc that means. u would have to strive for smth greater than urself. smth that serves other than urself. and that frees and benefits everyone which means that all the knowledge u conjured up till now will mean no longer a smth higher than all other schools of thought. it’d like the set of dying. what would ur importance ben. what would be ur relevance within the world u fear of no longer being integral. or relevant. but this happens to 90 percent of the people at some point in their lives. in fact. just by examining how the world treats its aging and elderly community. let alone the disabled is self spoken. and this is that world we live in. once u recognize what sort of jungle we were defending here, then it becomes easier to accord ourselves when we come face to face face with ugly truths when we come across them out there. there is no evading then. bc they are part of our great cons mix development here on earth which some folks who have long owned it. assume that they can continue to further in burying the truths they knew all along. this means that something is organic that is evolving that’s past human entanglement to the degree by which it has long gotten away with long before we came to this time and place. that fact that some people knew and acted against this benefit for this long goes to show u the real danger of manifesting warped mentalities that are motivated by greedy desires and assume that truths will be maintained as buried for generations. u nah be super convinced. everything might have been so convincing that they all point the way but it’s the way u force urself to see so just like in the movie pi. ofc everything seems like they are synchronously confirming ur evil desires. this is what’s a gift of known guessed bc these sensations are not affordable only to few. if ur keen on learning your lessons n see someone didn’t. u don’t go judging them in why they couldn’t overcome smth that u had. but u will notice where their actions are coming up from. which gives u a better understanding into the nature of such interaction. though this is not enough simply to understand that someone chooses to do something that harms others and they do not recognize their own conundrum. bc there must be a deeply held fundamental flaw in their reasoning about value of human life. that they can easily
do this to others.
the reason why we must become splelrusk surgeons of our own actions is precisely this. u have ur portion of the reality much like everyone else has it. and that where we begin to connect to those higher universal places. of bigger systems at work. and the alternate potentialities which are all played among us. how does alternate realities translate within this one world. that in the same city two people can experience summer differently. that as how alternate realities coexist already within one reality. and it’s normalized to such a degree we do not flinch or get uncomfortable with the workings and the ways of this reality. it’s been decades we had a chance bc it’s been staring us in the face for much older then it. growing side by side with our strong aversions and desires the same. but that’s it. we all depend on the careful discernment of someone else. it can affect ur life to such a degree that those who are in these portions do not recognize their power bc they oscillate between submissiveness of the employee and ethical nature of their true origin. and bc fear is great in all systemic frameworks. they refrain from change thereby putting the bill to the regular people on their inefficiencies of systems. leaving the entire fighting process to the people them selves who are directly affected by the inefficiencies of these systems. as a result of such. people refuse to wish to partake in these systems. in fact . even if ur not impacted to this degree, as this is rare but it only has to happen for those to be greatly afflicted , u are recognizing to an extend that ur part of a lie and ur living a lie not entirely composed of truths. in that struggle u too can find urself on frivolous mental over generalizations bc it’s not that smth bad is evident in the framework but that the passage of wait for any improvement is almost none in motion thereby causing us to say. gaslighting things like if u ever need to discuss how difficult a situation ur going thru i am here. well fuck that. i am in need of action.
there’s not much that can be done for certain things of inconsoluble. which shows that we may not after all end up in another universe together. which comforts me personally since some of u are insufferable to coexist with. which gives us close as to our interpersonal relationships of forming healthy boundaries with each other. also points to the same. however this doesn’t mean our general conduct is of amicable theories and considering all peoples well being. if we cannot come to a resolve on these common issues. what would happens is due to quantum connectivity we may still impact each other. each in their own world. measurement accurate to ur own self development and self responsibly which i can live with bc i’m notorious for correcting my faults after admitting them. i have done this for decades. in various times of my life at different proportions bc the world is that fucked in conjunction to my personal development and experience and i also have been greatly rewarded with how others convey these meanings. and perceive things entirely. so because such boundaries improve our health immediately. as seen on people such as myself who cut off family members and friends of toxic habits and actions. as well as anyone blocking and muting anyone on twitter or any other social media. the act of out of sight out of mind can serve any one of us greatly. but we also notice that this cannot apply to all equally for in consideration of equity of one’s ability to practice one’s personal power varies greatly in this world. i wouod say. these behaviours along with the people who prioritize them and wield them upon others. should go and spawn in a world full of their own kind doing this to each other until they learn their lesson that perhaps treating other beings like they r commodify and just simply bodies to be wasted is not right. maybe bc plundering others riches after they reached a social scrub out comes from rooted jealousy of others success. perhaps taking historical context of what happened in the aftermath of dutch plunder causing famine. cannot be linked back their spiritual leaders that u executed. perhaps when u make cardinal errors. admitting ur fault and correcting ur way would restore humanity not just to urself but for everyone. than denying and making a spectacle of the world wide front just so u feel bigger about it. all the wrongs u have done that chase after u like a shadow even in the dark at night as u profess to dream.
but we can’t escape. every piece of land is owned. trademarked and governments will chase after u with tickets and put u behind bars for refusing to pay ur taxes bc ur taxes support deaths of others for the sake of ur protection. all of which u have no part of its decision. what u wish or willing to give in return for global safety. are discussed. if u say stupid shit like socialism or communism. u will be mocked for ur lack of understanding. bc ur not the one endowed with all truths yet in ur attempt to do anything. ur ridiculed. hence nothing is clear i the home front of what we even understand about our reality. bc we don’t understand the entirety of its historical development. some of which are destroyed. others augmented. yet others have done strategies like disconnect the people from their experience by deleting their history and now they are sitting there all senile and shit. but u know smth is brewing underneath the veneer. nothing can get in its way. why did we expect when we seized every means for people to choose and exempt themselves from a gov body and economic system that further enslaves it. minimum wages. *laughs hard* stop projecting ur financial inconsistencies of over spending by assuming that everyone who gets their hands on some cash and personal choice to create a life they wish to squander it like u have squandered ur chance to change the world for better. for everyone. and not just urself. and meanwhile the slogan says we need more regular everyday looking normal ass people to become mouthpieces for why we haven’t done what we haven’t done so far even in the stark face of over abundance of data that states repeat after repeat of otherwise. maybe we are born with it. maybe we are after the attention. maybe deep down in. our existentialism. our parents abandoned us at a young age. or didn’t treat us as they should have. maybe it all points to systems pwn inconsistencies . but bc we depend on systems so much that we form this Stockholm relationships with it. we worry if it doesn’t abuse us. that it no longer loves us. maybe our feelings are calloused. we don’t feel our senses and layers of love that we need the abuse. perhaps. we forgot how it started. maybe life in its dramatic unfoldment comes with such a strong side effect. perhaps it’d the place of innocence is that which we miss. that’s the seat of pure potential after all. yet here on this earthly dastardly place none of us are afforded the right to turkey evolve to our greatest potential that we must continue to be usurped for someone else’s hidden agenda and personal outcome. do u see how bizarre this reality is ? and it’s all legal.
everything requires careful analysis
for things resembling of other maybe misleading. can cause more problems than is necessary. often a byproduct of such dual reality where two entirely different natures meet, there’s great resistance at the beginning because such reality forces both to change. so this is u and ur humanity. this is u and ur growing up process and when and where as well as how ur consciousness kicked in and became more congruent with ur daily activities. u and an other person. groups against each other on a opposing thought idea or practice. this could eve between layers found within systems. bc things don’t just get chance to be examined linearly. there’s other patterns that also come about rise or fall or fluctuate. and in between these layers. we see distinctions as well bc no two thing is ever alike. though in our exhaustion after continual intellectual query is done. we over generalize the issues as human. we say people. before we begin an argument or make a criticism. people often do this or that. it’d people who and people that refrain. from change or growth. people are the start representation of which is indeterminable by one aspect bc the answer is found in the whole. but the conjunctions allow us to further dissect smth. relation of which we may not immediately see. which allows for us to course thru such layers and upgrade areas accordingly. in relation to why we have to work with externally. now this latter part is a great factor in change. the determinable change and the degree by which a change csn be implemented. to also be able to tell at least a basic prediction as to what it’d future content maybe. this is based on by determining our current quality of existence. based on by cumulative details. in a way. being. truthful with this process is in itself evolutionary bc it works to counter the older methods of analyses such as covetious ness. hidden measures and agendas but this also doesn’t rule it out entirely either bc these formats took generations to have been developed and acquired a ton of losses on all sides along the way of its development.
the description is in the riddle. at the beginning we are confronted with the stark reality that ur is dual and it must resist and continue to resist for its practical survival as it sparks contradictions within its mode of operation for motivation and all of which were strongly conditioned by what was available as well as its now development that supersedes a single life time length. which brings us to a sort of natural development that might have developed over natural course of events. as much as we may say. surely. we need to see the silver lining in things that transpired us here. we must also pair this notion with its direct opposite. to change. to try alternative ways or modes and methods to handle thing that was previously deemed to be too demonic or too extreme that we have no other choice but to eliminate the opponent. taking these two stark opposites and allowing the resistance to sort of iron itself out isn’t going to happen overnight. for example. since there are the current available developments that are strongly significant with current modes of existence and current practices that can also be measured by their effect ability as well as reason why for what and what sort of findings support the type of change that can take x amount of time and planning. all of this looks to clear communication which looks to establishing and maintaining for mutual trust for benefit of mutual interest shared and common acknowledgment that it’s gonna require honest feedback for efficient improvements. ofc when we look at one arena that are dual in nature and look for solutions we start to light up like neuronal connections. and start seeming all other arenas of potential conflict and conjunctions also need attention for this one area to be complemented with improvements. which means that we are gonna have to move our line of communication to a line of transportation of vital data that might have worked well in one arena to be tested out elsewhere. given that it’s well within. humane conditions. this means that the elaboration of change automatically solves this one global problem to form that clear common drink and allow honest feedback is to see each other as more than just people. since all our past definitions of what makes people people have most dominantly used to convey meaning and attention into arenas of trouble and strong contradiction and not the meaning of what people actually means.
so at some point we divorce from the term people . and this is a strong representation of our completion of a one cycle process that of our own mortal death process. and with that. we ask questions like well. what am i when i cease being. and then what was i before i got here. then how relevant are the issues that happen here. i know that my date of birth is relevant to certain types of data relevant to my process. but not entirely exact. and my origin of birth is also relevant to what makes me who i am. from a strictly lineage purview that has took its historical traction. my gender represents the human struggle. the second most dominant duality reality . that’s not too far from its composite component. all of which is here to point to smth. where we can determine as we go along. perhaps. in a unfinished story type way or one that sort of transcends as we transcend along with our many experiences. then there are more recent complex symbolic experices that are relevant from their point of origin. meaning that in which tone were u born and what sort of social conditions were dominant in most peoples lives. how congruent were they between where u were born to say. eastern or western regions. given by todays conditions on platters recognition and how similar things might unfold in two different places today. aside from their techinolcial ease and inclusion of information sharing. how did we differ back then , in terms of particular types of information that was playing out similar. in different regions. on common complex human problems that developed. and even then there were people who originally owned large swaths of land. had private jets and unique contracts and connections that most peoples now are experiences in smaller shallow fractions thru online contacts and twitter spaces. for instance which doesn’t mean that these connections are futile or less than endowed. it means that we are quite congruent with certain issues that form that are playing along among our natural development which contradicts our previous notions about human beings in general. especially when conditions are favouring. which doesn’t mean absence of resistance. but more so.congruence. which joins forces and then has more gusto. which is perhaps why we don’t detect gold things as much as we would detect conflict or things of resistance.
ofc anyone can think that any change is better than no change and that any two change is same or signifies the same even. tho both are utilizing the word change for as. means to display and convey its meaning. we can prepare change but it could be just as relevant and significant as changing clothes. and context is key here. if ur changing clothes on a hot day to suit ur personal needs and feel better. that’s more relevant than just the act of changing clothes and making reference to a life altering event. we can also change or convey change much like a bad lawyer facilitate the look of change by condemning. and putting behind bars the wrong guy. this may ease the minds of community members who were previously stressed out due to whatever the crime was now feel albeit artificially at ease that danger is now gone whereas it’s not. we don’t even know what the danger is bc a false claim of a person would also confirm that the information can be entirely false. which means that we don’t know if the correct assessment do a crime is made. maybe it’s not even a crime. but smth of a framing situation for completely different underlying reasons. change can be easily mistook for advancement when we change our clothes or change our gender or change our approach towards sex or gender roles on society but without focusing on its common feminist or such as economic woes and finacial troubles that plague the entire globe. not just ourselves. ourselves are just sort of the entire whole. we all complement this big picture systems that say one thing. they wish to convey betterment and please change and prospect upgradable features. but then we looks to layers within those arenas. we see clear distinction between operatives . we can see the prospective change is actually doable bc there’s so many of us. but then there are no bridges to cross over. there are no lines of communication. so it’s not us who are stupid to believe a prospect of an upgrade but we are not afforded the whole truth about the big picture. so we find ourselves ina. contradictory conundrum. much like the duality in nature.
seeing the planet for what it is is a blessing in disguise. once u get past the emotional turmoils and the mental confabulations that may arise at times other times in. instances or bouts. some others may trigger relevant arenas within the person. other times we may be totally impacted in our decision making in the world bc ur on a limbo that u do not know what actions should u take. so long a surprise do nkt want to contribute to general blindness or senselessness or further damage tot he world or inject others peoples lives ina. negative way and that is each persons personal agency of right of existing here on earth as human beings who are here and who have some understanding established about their reality and there are apparent responsibilities to tackle such as cleaning after urself and taking out ur garbage and consider other community members in places shared. all of this takes time. we realize that we have not just one or few duality that we are working to fuse in thier appropriate alignment process given that we are doing our efficient best as we live here as human beings ga on earth, for the improvement of greater efficiency on the world systems as they evolve. even if we may not see the im kiddie results in our life. but wee see this potential. and in the anti g to reach and embody this potential. what aspects do we think falls under self respond out ens self discipline. and these are not as they seem bc u may say. well any and every jobs is ethical so going out there and geri g a job is giving back to ur community while in actual truth this ain’t true. there’s a ton of these mechanism that also caused a ton of harm. and it’s bc of this confrontation falling deaf on silent wars that we find ourselves in excess production under the guise of productivity which ends up taking us further from earth king pie divinity bc we are either prioritizing the wrong. appeal about our nature that only celebrities are fine and clear beings. only the most rich and successful are pure beings. that if someone is born in war trodden lands or in poverty or a third world status that they must have deserve this. meaning that we permit unequal conditions for other persons. in other pests of the world so long as it’s not us that this happens. ( and this so happens bc our loves are also in disarray we are too preoccupied with frivolous under the guise of productivity that we don’t have time for let alone energy for that jobs that actually matter than needs to be tackled and evolved from) . that they can’t be associated with other beings or take part in the global karma that’s older than our unsocial ancestors
good morning
when we are here, in this world. as we find ourselves we may wonder if it’s the consciousness that allows us to manifest, in a particular time and place, depended on the events that transpired it. for the. collection fo reasons that we combine within. as to what we have ascended in so far before we got here. in its raw truthfulness for not appearing as they are. as we are also not as we appear to be. seems to form the connection that’ are not struggling but trying to convey the meanings that connect from the ones that are interior . to the ones in the exterior conditions. perhaps this sort of clear connection allows us a bit more excellence in our own behaviour, knowing that grounds come with such susceptibilities. and that we may deny the culpability of smth. as truthful as it may seem or appear within. and continue to choose to conceal it. deny it and or continue with the rather existential selfish and surface pursuits of our being. taking full precedence here on earth in the material sense, that we basically harm ourselves long term when we assume the fractional reality seems also convincing bc it temporarily may seem separate. as u are separate from others in terms of ur own body and person would also suggest the same that when u set out to harm another for the benefit of ur own humanity which represents mortality and not of eternity. that contradicts ur otherwise divine dictions. but u also lack the external process of handing things amicably without causing danger or trust too haphazardly or too soon. or be till vulnerable in exchange bc of the susceptibility of perceivable nature of being , which comes with the potential to abuse any grounds for the selfish pursuit of self interest. perhaps that is why we are somewhat finding our consciousness turn on to such conditions globally perhaps at smaller degrees sometimes and at other times. with more impact. which causes severity of internal shock which may easily be manipulated by the person in term of one’s approaches.
ofc we can get ourselves out of our conundrum s so long as. a clearer mental picture has been purveyed and it’s surveyed as to its correct ability. for any false information that we decorate the grounds from which we manifest or tend to sets of actions which then create series of causes and effects. much like tending of ur garden. as in. seeds of today will bring some type of fruition in the future and affect the ecosystem of ur garden. and ur mood swings. too much weeds may usurp some resources for example. or that u like things as natural as they are. but then again. the idea isn’t the picture we have in our minds even in discussions of a perfect garden. for a garden represents the part of nature that is allowed as is and that it’s also perceivable as is so that we are forming connection to its relation with ourselves. and thereby we are able to strut its components and parts. which give us stronger clarity as to how to co operate with nature for the mutual benefit. and to detect signs of disease early on so as to take countermeasures. and it’s better to tell ahead of time to a degree of clarity what our actions may produce in the future for the same likelihood in allowing a part of our consciousness to manifest in a particular setting for a particular type of purpose to be achieved can be directed with more clarity . that is. if we for example give into too much supersedes thoughts now we r may forget where the truth lies. therefore over objectifying smth and giving it more space or territory of meaning than it needs to be.which tends to distort our purview about the entirety of the reality and such exchanges that are made. tho whether we allow for it or not contributes very little to the over all project of by the measurement of its ease of which a given smth is manifested produced by more numbers. that signifies a much bigger lesson than it appears to be upon only one person or feee individual who may have been caught at the foothills of a mountainous problem. perhaps e can always centre ourselves when we overextend our understanding when in st times of such stretch thought processes can also become temporarily fragmented themselves that we can recognize that we all got to planet west for a reason. AND given by the overall world condition. of having more palpability for human suffering than otherwise. irregardless to how we deny it. or promote it otherwise . bc nothing is as it seems. or that this truth applies very stronger in some parts of reality. older than us.
the issue is. as we continue to register a particular type of thought. depending on the laws surrounding it. the process. the registry and the like. measures its concrete factor. the more we take actions into material reality. the harder it is for us to deny reject or backtrack our steps. that’s why there’s all this covetious ness bc it works to permit exception t the rule for some meanwhile others hear the burden for extrem side effects of a. systems that work very eellefrively end does not root out the problem or convey a long term ease in terms of improvements made. in fsxt. in the recent decades there’s a lot more ugly truths about the handling of the planet that has surfaced which turns any one cold in their tracks of pursuing any type of resolve bc we are also countered by human distrust among individuals and generally how difficult it is to handle issues concerning human contact and to come to terms with and cooperate among each other on common interests which are not glamoiriius. trash collection is not glam. cleaning up our streets is not glamorous. figuring out resources and trying to ration with people they rational speech and thought process is far from perfect and comes with a ton of pitfalls of misunderstanding and other “offences ” bc each background and culture has adopted to their specificity types of language that is layered and not just linguistic. there is strong historical contexts that also offer and . that produces different effects in people . for u may assume their silence for allowance but they might just be practicing their tolerance and patience as well as comprehensive change in the direction of the long term which also cannot be measured by what things look like bc this isn’t that world. at least not right now. but it doesn’t hurt to dream also. bc that’s where we are placing the faith not some invincible entity that gonna save us one day if that entity is not the sun total of our collective effort directed with heart consciousness that is pure as well as clear mental acuity as to what is happening so that we can rely also on each other as much as we rely on our selves for most things human.
perhaps our current occasional states of fragmentation is necessary for such ground breaking understanding. perhaps. it’s the association that gets triggered of a time and place that is distant fro now such as our dianthus stink of our world planet but also of the sun that it makes rounds each year. and the whole galaxy will eventually be swallowed up by the mass of its central black hole. that’s god bye to us. so long. perhaps we get glimpses of a prior time which this already happened. so we can resonate with frequencies of stuff in some form of cyclic happening. though in our human mind we can perceive this as rather painful. who would like to be ripped apart to a million pieces. ofc. no one. and we may think. we perhaps either don’t wanna be here when time comes and this has to happen or we become environmentally and spirituality and as well as naturally have developed ourselves some type of migration program that is humane and pain free. humane usually symbolizes pain free. cruelty free. which is what we are opposite of today. and here is another appeal bc u may not believe in reincarnation and that’s fine i too am. partial bc it’s hard to prove so i entertain this one thought where even if u didn’t reincarnate u passed thru this troughs and left behind some type of footprint. it’s in. others dna now who may still be here and strata the measurement of ur contribution to the cumbrian of this is gonna end. and no matter where u will manifest next u will feel this. this is the quantum connective ness which can give us the necessary motivation to self excellence bc even if we may not benefit fro that which we planted and or participated in its plantation we are now connected and thus are part of its progression as well as decay. it’s fool proof when u think about everyone’s benefit and the long term. it’s fool proof when u don’t wish to cause harm. it’s fool proof when u wish to eliminate suffering and not people. and it didn’t matter if we are gonna exist and manifest again in some other place and go they stuff. it’s best to focus on the positives. to say at least. perhaps it’s behaviour that needs to be clarified. perhaps we do end up somewhere entirely different but we did cross paths so there’s smth that is a connective utility towards which we do not fully understand as to reason why but it’s worth to meditate on it. as objectively and neutral as possible.
perhaps space is just a place that carrie’s vast states of data. much like a moving literary. it expands. u get second third fourth eleventh editions. additions. subtractions. simplifications . where the information goes they a process of change and takes a smaller but sense shape that collects all its data and maybe some of the data is contradictory and that require for its further dissection that’s why where we have to translate every word into actin. here is where everything feels so raw bc it impacts the flesh in some way. some peoples win. os at the cost of some others who get severely displaced for example. we still haven’t figured out why we are here. what js life. why is there great discrepancies in what we do and what we say. which strongly supports this great illusion where nothing is as it seems. so in a way we are gaslighting ourselves. getting in our own way. blinding ourselves. destabilizing our process and thereby affect our progress when we think we are too convinced that we are doing this to someone other than ourselves and in prolonged progressions where’ we are to delve into the deeper intricacies of such entanglements we chuck it to surface expletives which is a sloppy way of thought which sort of represents our little care and even smaller vslue we place upon a single human life since we are also accustomed to complete against each other as opposed to learn to cooperate bc the life that we see in fragments even on maps is actually supposed to work as one. our scientific advancements are a clue into this bc war and scientific advancement cannot go together. if there is war. there will be secrecy. with secrecy each can utilize their own science in order to secure their position at war and this doesn’t mean we cannot advance in a secluded way. or hidden way or way via where we copy and paste others theories perhaps with the help of inside men. and even then. bc we are secluded and we do our best with what we have given that other arenas are separate as on the eve prod at sledge there are borders. bc there are borders there are wars. one goes upon the house of another to seize their goods and eliminate the opponent. and surely our advancements can serve us. but we do not know or see what we trade for this rather dull predictability even tho technology gives us great “hologram “ of advancements. where we may be futile in our advancements . assuming that they serve some type of evolution bc they could be simply catering to our childish whims. so this is the strong side effect for such collective blind spots. imagine what we would achieve had we united our collective heads instead and perhaps then we can also grow the esteem necessary that we can counter our existentialism and vulnerability . such in the case of how this universal ecosystem will also cease. that we will have within our proves to make its transmission nice and smooth.
good morning
the weight of our actions are heavy even tho we do not realize the direct relationships they may have with other objectives as well as what’s beyond here. if we say that right now we are either misaligned or that in our alignment process there’s a period of oscillation. series of waves that go up and down. before a proper stabilization is maintained continuity of which guarantees some type of security where the old happenstances do not longer pose a danger threat or repeat. things that place within an individual also happens within all individuals. there are happenstances in between individuals. these differ based on by individual progress that contributes to a particular smth. one of which complements the whole where each component grows in its own time and pace. then we look to group relationships. there are myriad of way large numbers can be organized and grouped by their similarities and what may also differ. for smth that differs in. one area may have resemblance in another that the rest of that objective might differ in other parts. and both groups may or may not be aware of the components that differ since there’s is a process of coming to recognition those that are harder to perceive by five senses alone. hence their subtle i formation detection requires more information gathering. for a small occurrence might be small but it’s series of small occurrences that compost. overtime making for much bigger causes. then we look to how the entire cumulative of humankind now is versus what it was before. from there we can also detect the subsequent relations each happenstance might have had with their environment and the quality of that environment. it’s development. and it’s response to human activities. why this matters ? bc the planet earth is the third planet from the sun. the sun is composed of universal elements so is earth and then there are other planets in our solar system that we can perceive to a limited quality because um our understanding is subsequently dependent and cooperative to our advancement process which depends on all the things stated above.
and the quality and condition of the world sends and received planetary information from immediacy of surrounding. depending on the events that are relevant for perception. and the. there are subtle ones. and those that cannot be lied and denied. things such as stuff that happens as is in our lives and despite o ur perception what the information translates as it’s original code, unadulterated by limited understanding. or sue to partial development. since this is also a holographic universe so not everything perceived or the phenomena produced as a resort of series of events. in our cognizance may appear as real but bc we are going thru process of understanding. there is a complementary entire to things starting and things ending and then. there are things that briefly stop. then they begin again corresponding to their relevancy within which something unfolds and calls forth or summons the frequencies of that timeline or past. as we perfect the skill of being more authentic and true to our nature. which is harder to bullet point bc part of that coming to full cognizance about our truth and nature is via living. thru it and being present within its process of intermingling of various as stated above into its many combination and producing effects. and the surrendering to what isn’t. so that we aren’t mistaking a shadow or the occasional systemic glitches. interruptions within its system bc there are bigger wavelengths of which tend to make their rounds albeit at much slower pace. bc if we take the solar system and compare it to other galaxies. then there’s also some type of exchange there among them. and then informed on gets passed out. and this includes the alternate universes also bc the big bang shows it’s comical in shape. but everything in their natural as in state is spherical. y the human perception so even tho this may not say everything has to be deftly be spherical. the parallels universe only gives extra space for that is indeterminable by the human intellect. but only works to display such complexity of the nature in itself. and bc that same ambiguity is found in the human beings nature itself. and if we are made of the space
stuff. there must be some correlation there.
then we say. what if i reached the whole. i can see myself. interior. some mysterious representation of my soul. having a human experience . albeit. either repetitive or just the first touchdown who only invokes certain frequencies similar in chemical structure. then my surrounding. then the galaxy. then galaxies and then now say i can see including the parallel universes the whole thing in abstract. what next ? what if that whole thing in abstract is a planet and then is part of a complex solar system where each planet has the same or similar depth of quantity and then their sun. albeit more advanced and complex than ours. hangs at the center . anyway. this isn’t a fact. it’s just so we paint a picture. in abstract. to convey a meaning rather . to see that we can in a abstract way measure eon. or eons. which means that our actions even thoughts and most subtlest of “things “ might be reaching this far reaching of space. or this much distance and the delicate balance between how these information is shared brings us back to here and now and to uh down on earth. as we ground ourselves to the graviton and the situations here we can take a look at the human issues that we are part of that happens daily. maybe with fresh pair of eyes. that both see the gravity of our actions and chided have upon much greater scale most of which we in our human form here now may not be able to confuse or determine but it could give us some sort of hope other than the cyclic existence that sort of runs counter to our mortality. there are a lot of ways to die on earth and a lot of reason that seems convincing to die. and these didn’t develop overnight. a lot of this refers us back to the strong oscillations before the alignment process is made or well i don’t like to say alignment bc it refers to smth going wrong or it is out of alignment and it produces anxiety . u go smth like oh shit. like i’m very vulnerable. but when we say things like it’s part of global development then we refer to our collective humanity that we are part of. we are not shouldering on the tasks alone. and that’s more of a relief since we alone cannot shoulder on the worldly troubles. that’s why as much as we wanna be reminded of the cosmic scale. by eons. we still refer to our minute detail of our everyday feelings also compounding and causing some type of
special interest and or of importance to us.
and of. we are not using eons haphazardly. we can’t even if we tried. bc there’s that subtlety that cannot be lied about covered hidden and or forgotten bc of its chemical structure producing series of cstslism which makes its rounds cosmically and gets they others passageways that corresponds to us at abstract. at large which then comes back here as some form of feedback. or smth. as in other words as some would say “ leave it to nature”. bc sure. nature here in our atmosphere offers fruition of trees bugs and food but the same nature is out there in the atmosphere. but perhaps not in reheat we know mother nature operates. but in a way connected and all around nourishing. albeit. not life as we know it. for when we enter here we are born. when we exit we go they the death process. all in its human terms. and we see planetary finitude in space also. so goes with the experiences but some experiences may persist depending on their weight and here we create the type of environment . by the decisions that we make. what i’m suggesting here is to become so aware and present that we can dictate what sort of world is next. by diction i mean align our actions to a proper conduct. in line with the cosmic math. since we can’t say. well i’m the exception to the rule or i’m gonna rule over all lands and control all people and i will be the most powerful entity. bc these are dishonest. since they contradict unity law and the law of one. if we truly wanna get out of our conundrum btw what i just mentioned before isn’t happening or has happened once. it’s been part of human nature and desire. now i can’t comment on whether if it was a remnants of an older structure or a byproduct of this environment which causes us to react sue to our prior natures quaintly gives me clues to where my own personal power lies today. so that i can aid in a type of future that perhaps can see ahead of time these types of things and aligns itself or becomes committed to its resolve so they don’t carry onto another consciousness experience in another galaxy at some other time and place.
because we don’t know if we will be together there again also suggests that when we don’t know clarify about smth. it’s better to have benefit of doubt and be kind anyway. and be constructive then be rude and then cause for destruction. of each other. bc what happens here doesn’t just start and end here. and so u can give urself the right of passage of way of disliking someone. u don’t have to like everyone’s our current circumstances also give way to a lot of historical secrets that have recently surfaced and now with the volition of myriad of “in houses” we are able to perceive a finer things that are circulating and sing their rounds. so even if we were to wish to wanna recreate a time from the past it will never be exactly the same bc the components have changed permanently. life doesn’t retract back words. we don’t go back words. an expanded consciousness will not close in on itself. it will continue to evolve and then refine and become effort in its parts. bc the bigger transformation when we must exist this universe end take shape of what’s next is forward. we mark take a detour. that part of pure potentiality that adjacent or alternate universes might have such as when we get sick we have secondary third systems and immunity that an agent might try to bypass foremost. at emergency cases we go on a lockdown get in a coma or anything during which time a thing has a chance to process it’s thing. for its contribution of evolution. offers greater results on the cosmic scale. that improves the overall. so the only way is forward. but ofc we hear the two steps back one step forward. that’s the perception seeing things from a viewpoint that’s relevant to some parts of the discussion. but not to be mistaken for the whole.
strong conditionings
make for stronger barriers between one’s independent line of thought and those of restraint. albeit. self inclined even tho they may pertain to meanings outside of oneself. it’s the very act of such that differentiates generational struggles that determine evolution. or some type of upgrade in places solutions of which may have outgrown themselves. we end up hurting people in places where we assume intends well albeit we may not see or recognize our own strong conditional senses that have developed their own internal blockade. albeit. initially much like denial of serving a purpose in a persons process of determining the depth of a trauma without further self harm , the same is true of here where we may have haphazardly adopted to a type of surroundings as of coming here and but this wasn’t meant to be for ever or continuity of which might hinder rather than help recover, since the necessary components for such transpiring requires a interpersonal continuity thru which certain determinants are arisen but this is not that sort of systems where we have equated a basis which establishes a strong beginning from anyones point of view of that which is prior. hence it’s essential to understand fully of the prior in order to assess conditions. that can be found in the here. in order to take personal respite out for one’s portion of such effects from such conditionings in the first place. without consolidating the common sphere any more than it’d consolidated. given that it has given way to rise of such negativities of in between.
there’s a greater sense of discontentment between greater objectives at work “at /work” meaning that we may be endowed with the myriad of what thing can be tackled but without further improvements. due to the overall nature of a given smth that works much like the utility of in between has been overlooked or it’s under mined in terms of its layers of quality which sort of creates that equity of in between objectives. we do recognize that there is a common theme in the air that’s shared. this gives insight as to how a lot of certain things continue in a realm that’s still perceivable by senses. but does not possess any external clarity of congruence into our lives. only that it serves as a gap in beteeen places when and where we may like or to what this may concern or associate with thereby causing the issues arising from misconception s that result from burn out. and excessive use of data but also due to stifling they it with constancy of coincide and clear discernment. again. thus roots us back to the effects of burnout because we may not notice the such repetitive nature of certisn conditions that we maybe part of. with some arenas away from reach. not bc we do not notice bc the reference to common sense and common logic we are contradicting the very nature of what is common or should be perceived as common when we act like we don’t notice. pretend we do t know. arc in a covetious manner. come with hidden agendas and secrets because. so and so and the systems are built this way and that our ancestors fought and then there’s concept of money and inequality of prices in constancy of flux albeit bc some people tend to be opportunities tv themselves not bc they are the sole criminals. they too must adopt. bc things that play in small among us are sheer representation of things that play at large albeit they may be thought of as untraceable by the common mind thereby causing. separation in places otherwise united. we follow this problem by slapping a bandaid on it. bc let’s face it. total surgery if an affected and impacted area will cost us more than a cheap bandaid that needs replacing every now and then.
but ofc. there’s consideration of things finite. or the passage of time for anything to be fully conveyed and entirely endowed with such systematics such as conceptualizing on an aspect and then shaping it for proper education which then translates to further connectivity within the social framework that then multiplied in productivity which is more efficiency motivated than just by the looks of it. this is only not being able to be done right now there are seeming conditions within the human framework nature of which seemed rather fragmented. there are those who in. their own broken sense take on very precarious topics such as psychology and impact whole ass peoples lives. including their own. we are only certain in arenas much like the bandaid approach. that we wanna eliminate anyone from hindering the current level of the systems even tho the systems are in chokehold. happens. since we don’t trust ourselves and each other enough to take the next steps to try to work out a problem. trust is that precarious thing. bc we as human beings have done series of it’s too so things but not bc we in our own nature are capable of such. sure. u may be capable all the way to killing someone’s and not flinch. but that capability has to come from somewhere. ur downs r happen all on its own. u don’t just wake up one day and say well i’m gonna throw my life away and go and kill someone. there is a ton of conditioning and conditions that transpire interim. such is the nature of a human a being. we tend to isolate causes bc we fall short. we can’t possibly reach as we follow diction or whatever direction we must take course. we try to do too many things at once so we don’t have time to explore. but the mind is hungry. it can learn from its own experience . sure but it needs much more than just that.
in a way not too single one of us. as expertly as we may be endowed in our nature of such practice of discovery can make strong comments that we have arrived. this curiosity of all things with equal endowment. meaning that we are all here. we are all alive. we are all made up of the same universal stuff. our basins necessities are of the same. and things such as feelings thoughts emotions and the intelligence levels are relative to series of things that took place. including right from the womb. to what attracted us in that particular exit route. meaning the map determinant to our relativity within worlds one structure since it’s strongly correlated with qualities of life and the way we perceive each other. in fact we don’t have time to truly perceive one another bc we are too busy about finding out about preserved and or dominating perceptions and theories instead. perhaps bc they offer a greater insight into what happened before we got here. but how much of that is truly relevant for all things come to one. survival instinct. and we attribute such survival while completely being blind to what we see endowed with. common storm. the art of language. to perceive. to convey. to deliver a meaning of such albeit different from others. with means to reach dow type of clarity. but we don’t get that clarity. we play mind games instead. we pretend we don’t know what we know on order to create smth r think we understand. we end up controlling o each other’s lives bc of that inability to choose coherently and with clear cognizance. “i was just following orders” comes to mind. surely it’s a remnants of a place that no longer translates quite well by todays terms. bc it’s been that long. and the solution albeit seemingly simple. are only as difficult as we wish ti make them in our minds. .
strategies on behalf of the people tend to play out during great global calamities. much like ur psychiatrist. too convinced what’s wrong with u. of having full pledge as right to administer some drug. assuming that ur more of a threat than its side effects. that how had we are. in a situation in this world playing out on myriad of places. we can’t seem to simply reach out and be. the veneer is thin. the film is sort of like clear plastic thru which we some what see in blurry vision afforded their the plastic. we squint our eyes. it’s a crime scene. and so naturally we panic because there must be a killer somewhere since we don’t see the crime weapon. in that hurried sense we look around. but do not realize the knife is in our hands. we were in. a past panic in our stupor and sense of reality didn’t notice that if we just remained still and did nothing that in and of itself is a protest. it may sound counter intuitive at first to simply do nothing g. offer nothing be nothing. as ur treated as nothing being because no matter what u say and or do in this life accounts for anything bc we do not come to terms with its material development and the inconsistencies that persistently bankrupt lineage wealth during hard times. slowly and certainly people are left to be just like everyone else. living pay check to paycheque with lesser mobility in an supposedly free market. we cannot compute how badly things have become. thus in peoples. anyones. attempt to reconcile their psychoses and neuroses. we say things like go get a job. contribute to society whereas the elephant in the room is that much of what u do today actually contributed to very little in terms of contributing to society at large. in terms of our existentialism. and future concerns on quality of life and the further hazarding security for the life of those who are next generations. i mean if we are not doing. things meaningfully for them. then why bother. right ? why fool urself. why lie. and there we come back o square one. it’s these lies that comprise the problems in the first place. bc how can we expect anyone to be honest when we must resort to covetousness and double speak on. trying g to convey some of our long standing social problems ? a conundrum.
life is like an adventure.
we don’t know who decided on our shapes and sizes. our bodies comes with all these conditions that allow for us myriad of functions. did we articulate from the prior and thus was inspired by the prior to take the next shape to an extend ? how does that work towards our consciousness. are we able to activate our consciousness where we go next. that which resonates most with whatever experience is here to teach us ? what about reincarnation. do u believe in reincarnation? do u think u where here on earth some time ago or are we simply regrouping based on by the line less of those who have left behind a pert of them. behind on earth continuity of which is older than us. it’s hard to tell bc we cannot prove the relationships. but we can mediate on our existence. in lines with who are u where are u from. and how u feel as a human being would, what has been relative in likeness in ur own life and personal experiences with others. how much of that is relevant to what is. and what parts amalgamate more so relativity towards the finite portion of our lives that has produced such look of conditions. u might like to think from a philosophical perspective as to the deeper intricacies of reason, coupled by the potential that there are alternative realities that are words maybe universes apart. taking from the mere fact that we too exist in such natures. no two life nor two experience is ever alike and we do have this rather. in my world like experience. our directly imbued with nature surrounding us. with us as the centre protagonist and from our purview everything surrounds us. so everything in a way. is imbued with us. but to what extend and how do we ration the power play between the connectivity refers back to our origin. why are we one. and why did we scatter to such strong individualism that we cannot deny nature coinciding in both. perhaps the answer lies in the past.
personally i have played with both theories and both could be correct to an extend given by the appearance of systems and ancestral pass downs of situation and even material reality such as systems and books and other types of stuff that tends to go on such as civilization. global prosperity. financial resources. human articulate minds tends to build from the prior. the associative that’s connected to our lineage also holds secrets from which both conflict and mutual peace has emerged. there must be a reason for why we have succumbed to such notions. bruce we the universe leopards us for this sort of experience to “work itself out” perhaps. perhaps. and so say we existed. in terms of our collective consciousness elsewhere. to an adjacent universe. we might have gotten broken down because say the finitude of our existence refers to times out. as is also symbolic with our materiality . and then after a brief time of being regrouped. separate. maturing in their own houses of existence . of digesting their processes. which leads to their next evolutionary process. requiring combinations of the similarities that attract and reject. others may depend more so on the right timing of things to transpire and contribute their potion into what’s next. and here we are doing “the best we can with what we have “ having that of which is combination of thought processes due to unique sets of understanding personalized and general bc we do understand the connectivity herein continuing something and sending itself out into the universe. going through their procession. each on their own way. some elements are faster other particles remain around. maybe in. parts that are more relevant and gravitational go here and. now and others who must make the rounds universally. whereas some information leak is portent due to nature of some parts in the universal flow. where maybe everything could be connected in this intrinsic way. much like our human representation of such phenomena that. is also pretty much part of our collective lives here.
so in a way we are receiving information from myriad of prices and resources that are attribute to the cumulative decision making process pooled here and decided by everyone of its members. whether knowingly or due to the maturation process being concomitant to some of our individual parts. my personal motion would be to improve this entire process if we are deciding on the next possible best outcome. so if say. we do. have choice to choose to another adjacent . universal flow of systematics , to manifest us to recollect and have to sort of allow ourselves to be catalised and to in turn catalise the next progression. wouldn’t u want smth a bit more benevolent? i would like one that benefits all. and that we are more peaceful. some of those things we recognized in hindsight and spent lifetimes and even generations of people to come to grounds. of some type of reconciliation either while alive and working thru things with others or at the final moment did our life or in the bardo’s thereafter. i think the priority end should becoming that level of attention and care to the overall direction where we might be headed next. which could give the motivation to seek for these sort of thought processes within everyone. and to an extend this has already done so. albeit some without noticing that they are doing this. this shows that we have already matured and the fruit toon just a few more steps ahead. no. hopefully not the end of our civilization. ofc. everyone comes to a point in life eventually to weight the bounties of the life here and to calculate whether if to chuck it all away. this oscillation or flip flop is rather reflective of our contradictions in our our societies. and not all of them are on purpose or self realized in that which they effect.
even the most realized could run the risk of extreme certainty in an arena of strongly being conditioned bc it becomes repetitive in nature and maybe based on by its impact rsther and how everyone has their unique threshold of registering some new types of data. new only to then ofc. just bc a data is new to one person does not exactly originate fro them. but their approach may become the originator for smth else bc we are all contributors to cause and effects. and we do depend on this strong relationship among us. the true intrinsic exchange cannot be lied about or covered either. bc we can place such theories and try to seize narratives based on by our deeper conditions within such as survival reflect. and the general laxities on truest among groups and members. as well as the whole awakening process but when we separate ourselves fro the prior. we then see this from a voyagers perspective. well. it’s like a hotel in inhabit briefly. it does indeed come with stories bc it didn’t just spring up there overnight. and in our associative with such reason we may discover our own maturation process. bc albeit. feelings do require a degree of maturation. especially on this world where we as human species are pretty young still. cumulatively speaking. we are still in that developmental stage. too many bad things in the past. some of which refers to this lifetime. and still accruing more as we speak bc of our strong insistence and persistence on continuing some of our habits. and when we overgeneralize this aspect we try to determine what this means. it’s something that changes it’s meaning based on by the context of which it has been placed. since the relativity between similarities also does this. we see that diversity is part of our nature. at the very least i’m human form. and we may even feel like we want to rebel agsisnt this whole system. i mean who wants to be trapped to cyclic existence v and be born here and there and clean up after people who u never met and perhaps never will bc they existed at a different time than we did. and we are also burdened by the mere discovery that we will be doing this same thing to the next generations. so there even. in our absence of wanting to take part in everything. our inclusiveness and contribution to the whole worldwide project.
but there is a reason greater than we can acknowledge or conceptualize with our current human form and our human development. let alone even in our collective consciousness and meta places. u can have theories but that’s well within ur reason to have likeness and or gravitate towards ur likeness. given. that ur placing that likeness to an essence like quality of our human nature is to be ceased with passage of time and that we will eventually go towards our next dominant likeness. if we are placing too much value and worth in things for example. bc they won’t accompany us to where we are headed next we will spend a great deal of time in the bardo stage trying to find our true self. or shed enough attachment to remember self. bc in this waking life we were shrouded by the false understanding of which likeness. we placed value on. even if we were to be super obsessed with another person. what wouod happen once we pass on. what’s the underlying cause of such attachment is it because we desire them or wanna take complete possession of them or is it smth like well i don’t wanna. be alone or i can’t truly be well within myself and my person and thereby i must always bounce off meaning from a respective other. perhaps we have many others. which leads us back to community and the unity mindset globally of past present and many more expressions to come. though in determining such similarities we also place associative as per strong presentations within our development and myriad of societies. coupled by factual reasoning as well as just the general fact that we are all co dependent. i think sometimes the reason why we hav strong reactions agaisnt this comes from our understanding into action of that unitive theories. bc understanding aside. to really manifest that which we cosmically and individually discover and benefit everyone is what makes this such a existential challenge. at least when viewed from a global perspective.
there’s a balance between
gratitude and a careful look at current conditions of things. because we lose. we give so much away of ourselves. just to make things thru. and this deep meaning is what affects us. that our suffering was worth something and is not a complete waste. and it’s because of that that we must look back and reflect. where we could have seen the signs of the prior and how evaded such things in the first place. one caveat is that some things are older than us. but we get what. three or four generations standing next to us? we could all learn smth from each other and the co developments. ofc this is difficult to do. when we examine the relationship of the inner with the exterior. we weren’t here consciously collectively decade ago. let alone few. things change and that’s why it’s said hindsight is 20/20 but it is much harder to examine it. surely we have all this. stop and go motion in our lives bc we aren’t entirely stand alone or living disconnected from the rest of reality. there’s the constancy of exchange. if not energetically. it would be due to peoples needs that are conjunction in mutual corners in. various parts of the city. sometimes it’s the avenues in our minds that share the same values. we all can dream only of so many things. and it always comes to improving smth so that it feels less painful. maybe none of it’s possible. bc it feels too heavy at times. usually issues go wrong due to inexperienced feelings. and ones may also be inexperienced with exploring and thus examining and thereby executing their evolution of feelings.
why is it not a waste ? it’s not because we haven’t come to a degree of personal relationship with life in general that we begin to take note about intricacies of such reason behind myriad of pain types. could be general. to be experienced by everyone. everyone must have made some type of ignorant mistake growing up. ofc the hand me downs. and then there’s the societal understanding into our development. it’s all gets confusing bc we as collective do not recognize our humanity as one collective masterpiece. if all it’s pieces align and make a coherent sound. right now it’s all random screams. deathly silences. dark thoughts in the nights. other. more expressive types such as hating on an entire nation of people or background. just because. just because. so we aren’t congruent in our collective understanding about our reality that’s shared and why we are here as well as what arenas we can improve based on by the mutual understandings established. we have dreams and aspirations but they don’t exactly apply to all, if we were to think its possibility or not without taking from someone just to achieve the means of our personal dream. or our dream can be coloured by a veneer or smth. at the destruction of someone entirely. and we can easily run the risk of assuming this is what it means : survival of the fittest. a darwinian dream. or it’s due to our tolerance running short within because we too have succumbed to be too frivolous with our notion of what even is. and as a result of such. in our perceivable wins. there’s a. a degree of self doubt. not because u may assume u yourself haven’t tried enough or that ur story doesn’t mean it’s factual. or ur not all the more insightful. it’s putting to use our combination of findings that we determine improvement. and when and where to apply it.
we can gauge the impact of our reason when aligned and while can reach great heights if we could do the interim which refers to material re organizing of the way reality operates in general. because we all are born with this inner spark and because we see imbalance between go and stop. due to our belonging to the world at large. of having taken significant part within its flow. even right now where some systems are not directly connected or not as connected as some other more established ones, impacts the greater whole even tho we don’t find that impact in predictable places. but in looking at the whole we see inconsistencies. where the discrepancy between what we deem as success. as in a lifestyle. continual. remedial. and concrete. or tiny little successful steps that congratulate u on ur way. realistically but also keeping in mind the art of positive reinforcement. for the quantum co creative way we envision our reality. in its material form to what it may become comes from a lot of mental processes of figuring out what is by elimination of what isn’t. so we become inquisitive with the process of which solution apply not by testing it first in the real but in our minds as a prerequisite of potential experience which complements the actual experience bc even tho u wouldn’t take ur mental process literally it offers a intrinsic compass quality to our turning anything into a behaviour.
at the end of the day we don’t want to be self excelled perfectionists. bc life in its varied sense will always produce some type of newer experience colonization of which will allows us to experience a different side of human. and each time we come back to an older angle. we are stronger in transcending it’s life lesson. and given enough level reached in all parts of our humanity. the whole thing jumps a level. so not one of us can proclaim and say they know what that’s gonna look like. we haven’t reached there yet so it’s in abstract form. we are getting a sense of what we want by elimination of what we don’t want based on by our experience. ofc we are also considering the systems that have machinated and upgraded over time. with significant changes to it especially in the last three years facilitated after covid break which are producing mass anxiety within the world and causing discontentment and disagreements within the parties. sure. we can easily lie and cheat here and take great advantage of the times but if we do this do we really think this does not coincide with the future of the world where we may get a chance to upgrade. perhaps in this lifetime ? if we only are determined to do the work that is necessary to get us there. within and the exterior wise.
tho the self excellence is a responsibility. it’s a very personal one too. ofc it impacts everyone else and the overall collective project and the earth. but there’s ur personal initiation to a given task and u can easily realize that this sort of self upgrading from ur own personal initiation. of life and systems and according ur personal conduct so thatt it’ complements whole and here we get a lot of confusion bc people go like well tell me. give. me bullet points on what to do because i don’t know. or understanding what that means but truths is no one can tell a person what their truth is. whatever the word means for ur input to it. may not be what we think it is. it could be simply in how we carry ourselves or our general thought process or our love for ourselves for all of this. complements the world and our interactions with each other. these are some of the effortless things we can do despite the other differences. which we need to become about more adept at determining what is from what’s not and what can be changed or altered about it and how are only easy to go about it. but then there’s all this precarious situations where we find ourselves at the crossroads of social discontent with each other on a particular smth and damned if u help and damned if u don’t. but also u notice that something had to give way. bc this sort of a limbo can’t be maintained for too long. either ur gonna rise or ur gonna fall. and ofc. when we take this sort of a worldly burden on. our shoulder alone we get overwhelmed. here is where we are reminding ourselves of only our part within it.
surely it’s hard to hold both truths side by side
we say things like well, life is precious and what we are doing and all this trouble we are going thru is worth smth. and that’s true. but then we see so many people have died. and most of those deaths were preventable. especially when we try so hard to see the silver lining in activities. because if we were to see everything. from the perception of imperfection. then we would never get anything done. but the opposite is also true we may abuse our power knowing that at the end of the game. so long as we survive. all will be well. we can simply say sorry for the sloppy work we have just done. and maybe intentionally under the veneer of good hard work and effort. although we also took satisfaction we saved money. even if that costed some lives. but we also thought in our minds. some eggs must crack and break to make the omelette and think nothing of it. we could find ourselves in. deep existentialism. wondering if the equivalence of gravitational feelings that may produce out of such thoughts may do to us and thereby take things further and say. well it is in their karma. even tho when we do look at the systemic developments we see inorganic hurried works that came together to keep up as one. so in a way things already present itself as they are and since it’s easy to get caught in a particular line of thought. perhaps much like conditioning or even neurosis , we can run the risk of getting caught in such currents. it’s almost like. a chain reaction. much like our misconception on anger. we often say people who are angry do not think. well anger isn’t produced overnight also. it doesn’t just transpire. but that we are making excuse for such. not is this the conversation for today. not in direct link at least. but we do notice that by abusing anything. whether if it’s power , time energy, good will. effort. trust , or just the overuse or strong insistence of and unnatural attachment to thoughts and actions, bad habits that may persist. the end game of such objectives is the same. they end up wearing out the framework and cause explosions. leaks. breaks. cracks. and destructions. in a system that is otherwise supposed to flow. tho there must be a reason why it doesn’t flow so naturally or has a lot of densities along the way which may lead to these outbursts and cracks and whatnot. blocked arteries cause heart problems for instance. or when we have obstruction that lead to proper brain function we get stroke. there is instructions in systems that cause certain outbursts and therefore disruption within the systems own framework. and at times we cannot for tell the extend of such damages this may make. much like environmental collateral and the usual waste that wars would bring.
perhaps to an extend we can see our own density flowing your the veins of the planetary materializations. haphazardly. almost like being catapulted into it. stupefied as a result of such and with great uncertainty of not knowing how to sustain whether if and for how long. such as. gathering food and general dangers that come with nature. are strong in our history before we started to figure things out. though there’s likeness. or more so. like attracts like theorist that is gravitational in nature. such as after big bang we had these elemental older suns of being born first and the containment of such elements when they go thru their transformation periods and then break down. where the aim explodes and all these participles do their thing. some stay in their gaseous forms. and others travel greater distances. ofc there’s more to space we don’t know. what sort of interactions surpass our purview. but this strong “gravitational regrouping “ from the prior is a good concern to sort of determine how we will have future regrouping after the next big occurrence. in that we can sort of see. as we enter this planetary laws there are certain human laws. or human rights. that are natural laws. and this comes with a flexibility and space for forbearance. which is the opposite of outbursts and even calculated thoughts. premeditations on selfish interests at the cost of others well being and hidden agendas for the greed and selfishness of accompaniment with too much self cherishing freights that tend to predominate. surely we can slow down just a little bit and give credit for such developments that transpire upon our physical entrance to this planetary function some of which have took root thanks t our collective ancestors. which shows great areas of imbalance between restraint and thereby breaking down of pests of the mechanism. almost to the whole. due to those areas of stagnations. whether if we see this from a systemic purview or a collective behaviour wise. leads us to the same conclusion for both complements one.
and our evolution sort of takes its own course. in its own pace. in coordination with our efforts as well as how well we are utilizing these theories. in their correct placement which is harder to do as we are on the course of self recognize. so this act of self recognition or the selfless one which attributes to our collective nature is indivisible symbolic to all paths leading to one. which refers to our diversity or unique experiences making up the whole. now ofc. in determination of which areas are stuck . stagnation which can lead to future uncertainties or hazards that may threaten our continuity is self evident. even if our solar system. may have much longer time ahead of itself continuum it shall cheese but that doesn’t mean we will be around for the same amount of duration. because we are or maybe hazarding our entire human supply of continuity concomitant to what’s environmentally available. combined with our human spiritus strata of which complements our actions which allow for the continuity of our humankind or hinder it and make us go extinct sooner than later. why this matters is strongly connected with by the time our solar system ends and all the elects will regroup based on by their likeness. so there will be a strong gravitational pull followed by slow and arduous development of what needs to follow for tinge correct environment to take place for us to be catapulted into it again and there conditions will be both forthcoming. meaning. forgiving. and this trebles to how resilient our nature is. and at the same time precarious which refers to degree of hardship. pain. wastefulness which will touch us all as it always does. and depending on how well we did here and based on by the order and priority of our responsibility that may finalize before we are completely out of here and end up materializing there, those will be the available conditions for all. and that depend on how things will accord themselves depending o our complementary part from what we do here now.
so we can look at our own lives. in a honest look that’s bigger than with the eyes of a human being but a cosmic entity who is here briefly having a human experience. when we change our eyes then we can see a far bigger picture. but swing this is one thing. for appropriation is also quite common and we can assume that we know or assume certain things are enough. but they may just be a beginners first step or a tio of the ice berg or just a start for continuity is that it never ends. so do we constantly reflect. pay attention and consider the big picture in things of doing that maybe. perceivable small for the components that nature of such continuity may at first not produce any effects but we aren’t s looking for effects depending on where we may perceive effects when we think long term. in thinking long term. part of the measurement is to lessen dangers and eliminate the negativity that may sometimes produce during tough times or hardship or strong global challenges that may plague us from time to time. whether if this is done intentional or not refers to an overall structure attention to place value and worth in place where it might have previously overseen or missed. when we look back o such developments we can then determine where the stress is being placed in terms of human behaviour. we may notice areas where we might have made some mistakes. made wrong call of judgement. made a limited or false assessment of smth. or that our thought process might have missed our actions. producing. suffering in other peoples lives. which often does happen and we may not immediately notice although nowadays we have such endowment of information sharing that has changed us perhaps permanently. even if we were to remove such connects. the intrinsic channels have been purified and now information flows through and we are able to recognize these via pattern recognition found in our entailings
but the next thing would be to ensure we do not get mechanical with such understanding takes effort and building skills via testing things to a smaller degree within the privacy of one’s thought process and coupled by careful observation for one’s surroundings all the while keeping in mind the meridians quality of our world entailing as well as how this would translate after our cumulative dissolution which will lead us towards what is next. or more so where. u may assume this is easy to manipulate. but we are in accord of bigger things at large. so just simply making fun of it. or trying to take advantage of it can cause us very harm since we may not be taking things seriously thereby when we are need to take a sign seriously we forgo attention and things veer towards some type of calamity and then we may think this is punishment especially if our existentialism makes us contemplate on what this means from a universal basis. usually we do have this level of intimacy with life. our experices can give us insight to the connectivity of proper conduct. and then when things go awry we may get confused. assume that we might have done smth wrong and are now being cosmically punished. but these can all be equated to thinking of events and each in their appropriate placements. this is when u put ur scientist hat on and determine which ones can be propelled by nature concomitant to their overall natural structure and which are human caused. and from the latter we can then determine the originating causes by continuing to weave backwards between the natural and systemic ma mage occurrences. our emotional provess means a lot here since sometimes strong emotions linked with fear and shame and the like can hinder our ability to pay attention to what’s going on. however i e must not simply cut it. for feeling ado offer us a more colourful experience but just to make sure that we are keeping in mind science when done correctly. promotes healthy balanced emotional nutriment that complements the entire whole. so as an example. u may watch a scary movie as a child and then all of a sudden be plagued by intense fear of being hunted by a monster. but if u stop and reflect “ well how come they didn’t hunt me down yesterday. why must i suffer i feel hunted just after being exposed to such information. perhaps it’s only me. that feels this way “ and ofc the feelings of anxiety don’t just turn off u test the area. go into the bathroom but slowly instead of rushing g like someone is chasing u down the hallway at two in the morning. and when u do step into the bathroom u fuck with urself and don’t turn on the lights like u are trying to grasp ur next breath of air but doing so slowly with intent and almost like saying to the hypothetical monster “ i challenge u. come out. if ur real that is”.
the way of the path finder
to make a wish is to make a incantation into the wind. to acknowledge smth. thoroughly. to know exactly what it means. and then. to release it completely. the winds will make their rounds. they go in and outs. they are far greater travellers than u and me. surely there’s a purification check point at every avenue. this is the same process as digesting our experience and then purifying things in their simple elements. but. the prior does not always start us at ground one. there are changes that have been. made. winds have a memory is what i am saying. they are as old as time. they carry all kinds of dialects. stories untold. they are the ultimate observer. funny thing is we inhale this stuff like it’s crack. and then it makes it’s rounds deep within. each place it arrives. it changes things differently according to its own contextual mechanism and basis by which makes u who u are in ur own unique blueprint. there could be arenas that differ some of which u may not been fully awakened within just yet. not bc ur incapable of such truths per se. but. there is a process of being becoming unbecoming and deconstruction to reconstruct again. it just simply happens here. we don’t know why or how and what that is. it is part of mortality. perhaps we may stop looking at our humanity as if it’s a mistake and error to be corrected and a bad thing. that’s shameful. that we must all the time hide it and smth that requires severe punishment. all of this is caked in us bc they are the ultimate gift left from our ancestors but the cumulative of their entanglements. yes thanks grand grand grand dad. ! this has been a delight. but ofc. in delving in to such truths we recognize the might and plight of human nature. how both vulnerable yet super strong we all can be. and then there is all these emotions that makes it worthwhile to experience. simply life. and to learn from it. and give back by teaching what we found along the way of our own journey. it brings us back to the start. and the more we delve into the depths of our nature the more we may find ourselves in between overwhelm and the constancy of hunger for quest to know more. and to understnd more. we recognize that by processing this air we are digesting it’s message thoroughly and then let it guide us. whatever it is that is our part within it bc we are also understanding our reality as we do this.
our individualistic nature matters due to this. if we are haphazardly or unfulfillingly died all of a sudden due to some type of mismanagement within the system or smth that we may have come into our purview but we got scared instead. so we reacted in the best way we might have thought was right at the time. it was relevant to a faulty u deserving. no matter how small the detail bc u know who resides there. or at least that’s what’s normally and commonly said. do u think they deserved much less ? or that perhaps we can just forget and move on. ? it’s not entirely gone. when a person dies. their body has to decompose. either way. u burn it it goes back into the air. or u bury it. it slowly gets digested in the dirt and goes back to earth. releasing fumes that return back to air. u drown it. soon enoch the ocean waters will have digested it and thereby by its process of its relationship to the skies, it release participles into the air. nothing that we do it simply isolates it so much that it cannot be penetrated in some way. by even space particles will have took some part of that information however small is the sample. and then make it’s rounds around the space. so do we. as we transmit our daily jargon and release it into the atmosphere by the end of the day. but ofc. the symbolism refers to secrets. or what we think by the appearance of which smth can be kept or covered up for long. especially when they are strongly relevant to reality in some way. i mean. what does it mean that a human being dies prematurely. and say. maybe with terror in his eyes and panic in his heart. what does that mean to how we feel about such nature. no matter how much u may despise another this is a whole other evil is it not. bc then we are on higher powers lane. making commands. then smth happens to us in exchange of that sort of misunderstanding. bc let’s give us a break. we are learning still.
plus there’s all this acknowledgment of the historical context of events that took place. aurely because the history is filled with way too much detail and one sided commentaries. we end up feeling overwhelmed at the side of data we must get thry just to understnd about smth or else we would be falsely assuming smth for its corrected ness worse yet is if we adopt to someone else’s false assumption about smth and then ofc our position. if we had the time to look deeper. us to detect it and correct it accordingly. based on by our evolution of our consciousness. we must be able and willing to perceive things a bit differently since they have evolved. albeit slightly from their original position. but this doesn’t mean that we will lose our way or make mistakes ourselves i thunk. to err is human nature. perhaps we can cumulatively determine we need to slow down and be very extremely cautious about certain decision in the making. bc of the precariousness of making the mistake that might be too impactful to the negative degree thru which we must prioritize and then get thru for its resolution. if u find urself there don’t panic. but ofc a degree of self honestly is necessary in order to really understand why this is important also i think what happens is because there are or maybe fillers in the portion of our past reality. it’s the reason why there’s too much information to get thru. bc if we were to sit down and put all the pieces of the puzzle together. we would get a better view of the whole picture and at a shorter duration of time. so the harder task is to find the right pieces to connect.
the history matters bc that’s usually a good reason how someone dies prematurely. it all depends on how we understnd it and then we can’t thru these filters. that’s the path we end up creating. but we may not notice which is our power within it. and which is our responsibility. those are harder to discern but u become somewhat of a surgeon. u mince it into its minute detail. it’s important to pay close attention here bc u only need to get deep into the wound once. that’s it. after that. if u do ur work excellently then u don’t have to worry about having to go theu with all that all over again. ofc this still gives room for error but human nature is formidable. if u say u can make mistskes they will be more lax to do so. the discipline is still there. remeber the idea is to excel in urself. or to improve parts as u also prepare urself for ur own prices. bc one thing a path finder has to do is to upkeep their health so that they can continue their journey in between these different elements and does their part. for why they came here for. we are all here to do something. to become the best version of ourselves may not translate the same picture in all our minds. for some it’s something externally related for others. it’d more of an internal process all of which impacts our relationships. so the portion which refers to this sort of self pruning is akin to ur consciousness as a tree. u must tend to it. and prune and cut and make sure it’s nourished and u are becoming a better gardener as a result of such all of which impacts ur environment. so this relationship to our environment. albeit. material things. albeit system or simply air is what accompanied us on our journey like an intrinsic compass
but ofc. our nature is quite diluted. distorted and there are crack in its purview sometimes light shines thru so brightly it blinds us we in our haphazard hurry refer to our deepest innermost instincts and here is where the dance gets real. we get dense. much like a animal whose existence is threatened. they stand a little funny. fluff up their feathers and it’s one thing if we just leave it there. for some other instances we end up letting air do it’s rounds within us. perhaps bc some storms. where that impactful. we may respect this inner instability and learn to dance with its moves. surely it may threats u about. u may find urself in a tizzy. who can dance perfectly in the dark. it’s very difficult. i might imagine. ofc to really get a sense of our surroundings refer to strong levels of intuition , tho the intuition is nice there’s always more reality demands from us such as actions. or participation. via smth. i am not sure. maybe ur a school of thought who like to gather with friends and discuss about such realities. it’s nice to join heads about such things bc they refer to our existentialism . this inner sanctuary is both a temple and a play ground. here we test out theories and find out best outcome for everyone s benefit. as a path finder. one’s personal journey of self excellence matters bc of the quality of one’s input to the whole matters for all. hence there’s no relying too much on the historical affirmations on the good guy versus bad. . they could very well be all wrong. the idea is to figure out the most relative issue that’s affecting everyone in the now and work all our solutions around this which maybe conflict that’s rooted in some content which we weren’t personally there for.
actually. in truth
u don’t have much. option whether if u like ur life or u value ur existence. it sort of happens. u are here. although u may not know why. or how or from where u come. ur here and there’s this process ur part of. u have to go on irregardless to how it feels. and within that process. u have to follow something that’s larger then life. to be petty if smth that’s larger than life is difficult to connect to at all times even tho it actually comes natural. bc we are in the dominance of human law. both organic and systemized. also the symbolism beneath the very act of forgetting seems to take strong notice. yet we don’t know why we speculate. we say things like well if i remembered my last life i would be like totally depressed or smth like that. then the counter force to the argument suggests that in order to keep people decent. we play with them like they are kids. we say things like well. u will inevitably come back in ur next life and love what by ur current perceptions appears as a would be punishment for a life that incurred spiritual debt. however. we don’t work to see into the nature of such “ lifestyles that exist” let alone bother to fix any of them. permanently. i tend to steer clear from the phenomena that’s produced as a result of the combinations of myriad of forces that ensemble such materializations to take root in our individuals and collective lives. for its larger then myself. although the entertainment into which either if we do come back to don’t doesn’t mean we must be reckless or otherwise . the thought itself is childish. bc it assumes human nature is incapable of such truths. and to an extend i think there’s truth in there because our nature has reached such complex heights that the coming down process will require a degree of discomfort. tho in determination of the depth and impact of discomforts i’m impartial. bc we are also galaxically part of smth much bigger than itself. that the occurrences surrounding it depend or must depend on smth much larger than it. and this means we don’t know exactly how much our galaxy contributes to this huge project as well as how much of our actions can impact that general whole.
because surely u can end ur life or close up or refuse to participate but things don’t cease nor do u. even if u were out of sight there is a whole process of “leaving here” that in some cases leaves behind smth for the rest of the world to have to deal with it later on. our symbolism of such tenure during which we do our final bidding in the exit route suggests strongly how vulnerable we are from our material things to our organic bodies we leave it behind for someone else to “process. “ and the. ofc it must not end there. what happens is side ourselves. u know that intrinsic perception of ur very existence ? what if that place , so it does matter what u do and how u do things and whether if u do or don’t understand why ur here u have to let the authentic progression of death and contribute ur part. even tho things are pretty off. i mean. the balance in the world is askew and it makes you wonder if this is the next galaxy or one of its composites. like the difference between primary colours and the combinations that they are part of. not that anything is wrong with composite colours but if we base the universe from. vibrations. and patterns and sound then maybe due to its patterns sometimes colours sub hues mute. ah then we go back to the composites. i think that’s why it sort of matters to be curious about why we are here. bc everything is that much convincing that we go by ahhh so maybe the right thing to do here is to dominate over others and acquire lots of wealth. but then somewhere along the way u too lose ur way bc things are not appearing as they are and then maybe at some point we take the shape of this dominating whatever which is pert of the space at large. again. i don’t known perhaps. it’s essential to determine the truth of the basis of what makes human nature. but determinations sometimes cheapen their true meanings. right ? for to clarify smth that not graspable only suggest the materiality of the language that is more in lines with explaining smth versus being intrinsically all encompassing.
but at the same time we see dis rep y of language. for instance when we discuss better ideas hardly anything catches fire. but offend someone and suddenly we forget that actions weigh more than words although words do possess their impact this isn’t always so much like the secrets of our galaxy and how it’s also part of everything else larger than it. the similarities are true when it comes to how the true process of words or thoughts and ideas that have took root and materialized in the world as we see it today. in fact . we are so fragmented that it’s no wonder why we aren’t coordinated enough to o be congruent on that which requires materializations. so to an extend . the determination on the basics as establishment and truth about our nature is sort of a survivalist. bc it’s based on btw hat we do that we hinder hazard or care take our home that is this planet. we take it for granted often. too much. perhaps bc we oscillate between meanings. we like order and predictability but then we get bored or feel frustration of smth that we may have rejected or denied within. assuming that we take proper shape and form in this world according to how we perceive things to be in our minds. as a result of such we trip the potentialities of the peoples in diversities we say some may stick around where’s others not so much. maybe tomorrow we will wake up and decide to wipe out half of the worlds public. it’s so easy to be misled even by one’s own strong convictions. we don’t even know the true cost of our historical convictions that were too one sided too dried up in their theories and notions that they were also very certain of the necessities that have transpired therein which leads us all to here bc it’s very hard not to get desensitized in the face of understanding the deeper mechanisms underneath such interactions. which is to say. given by the universe at large. how much of that transpiring originated truly from us. we couldn’t possibly say. that’s why when we look back in historical contexts with this level of consciousness we see things worse than they actually are even tho there’s element of truth in how terrible it had been
in how terrible it had been. but we place in on the general relativistic terms. not by their contextual basis. again. this is. a consciousness matter bc it’s thru which we purview our reality and make meanings associations and connections. and we have had this. strong convictions of another kind. perhaps not as impactful as famine and wars. but smth a bit more benevolent. tho in its absence of violence it still produces enlightened o add to the general hindrances. and not help or better them. here in lies the question. just bc we can do it should it mena that we must or have to do it in order for keeping up of the natural progression of things. to an extend we must have come to terms with which a new born is a clean slate. but then do everything but be cautious around it. this is socially and indivisible pretty standard it shows that the blanket doesn’t go that far. it means that we are still dealing with and have normalized some type of social frivolity towards which we are running in place. and thereby we run short when the life unfolds. and we actually begin to live thru it by our continual addition of the newfound trajectories. the few generalities that tend to chisel and shape our lives. that is. this is also very standard. but ur still trying to determine what those benevolent conditions are. that are getting in our way. and that’s good. bc there’s not just one. there are many. in fact there are as many as every single bit of us. and then there’s the unsolved mysteries of the prior. the sky line is saturated with unfinished business the history is saturated with all of these. which is the backbone of our reality. it simply does not go away on its own. and should it cease its only here that it must. which leads us to our next newfound trajectory.
so then. all of this brings us back to this conundrum. what is it exactly that we need to let go. bc we know that it’s common acknowledgment and part of our healing process. and maybe there’s variations to this art of letting go. meaning that every single layer that makes up our reality must posses relative system that requires from itself to let go things in order to make way for the new. that’s why in the origin of our galaxy as it formed we have no recollection of the prior. but all of its “stuff” makes up what’s here. that’s only the perception of our human nature that is. we don’t even know what we are in our nature to have some type of prior model they which we draw and establish a basis. which does require from us things like imagination. wander wonder be curious. be willing to receive be open minded. question thing su don’t understand don’t worry about how u seem. no question is a stupid question and so on. bc then we are putting on the astronaut hat i mean sure we call ourselves gina but say aliens existed they wouldn’t refer to us as human they would refer to us what is their equivalence of what represents smth or some jen that’s alien. smth that’s new. that is entirely different than what u grew to know. in a way this sort of our look on our existence allow from us to discover truths in relations to where we stand and to what extend we have worked on our own unique experices combinations of which complement the tapestry of this life. and to extend beyond it allows us to determine the indeterminable. since we cannot determine it linguistically. we look for intention. we say things like for the benefit of everyone to solve things and leave here better than we found is not a bad thing. it’s akin to cleaning up garbage after ur done eating. it’s in our nature that’s symbolic to us producing waste and that this must be sorted out without hindering the planet. this is smth that is representative from indivisible basis to the world at large. this gives us clues as to how efficient we are in our transmission of various systems and format then into our organic ways of life too. so things of this sort cannot just be reset and give a new meaning to. not when we are here. there are no dimensions to cross thru and no other words we are gonna open. gates to. all of this is symbolic. to our intense need and desire to go on. we too are seeking for the right thing but do not know how to go about it from where we are. just as. a poor person with downward mob idly whose simplest tasks take so long. only if u had this or that. and things add up but necessity and easy is why makes you our love. so is true with our spiritual progress. all of this is already available to us. we have been in continual discourse. for what appears to be generations long. several in fact . even the silent generations knew how to transmit information via body language. eye movement and so on. the silence can be louder than words sometimes it is said and it’s true. what seems to be absent isn’t always so. and the way our stuff of life keeps coming back and making its rounds is relevant to this.
people invest in their lives
in sort of a devoted way. bc it’s a lifetime ordeal. perhaps and maybe bc people do think about the after life. of what would happen. and what that means to smth that larger than the world. and ofc. this is sort of a behavioural aspect. one merely wishes to compete with oneself. and none others. that it’s better for one’s comparison to how one was. more so than who bc the latter is harder to determine when we are in the constancy of transit however there is one narrative that is sort of linear. it’s very direct. it’s clear cut. it’ says. hi. my name is. this. and and i’m born at this specific day at this specific time. here’s the next i was born in and the city and country. those are my parents. and this is my country so and so. and here’s my set of traditions that i am part of. but. seeing this in action. in consequent sequence. we can see that this isn’t the oldest notion. it’s one of the most tangible old aspect that’s linear to our humanistic development. individually speaking that is. even tho itself must take from parents. city state country to determine itself. so the term i am from comes from there. all when displayed in linguistic terms may appear to be cut n dry but it’s a form establishment within the reality of our existence and it displays. the order of things rather so we don’t get too lost in our own personal understanding and or determinism as to what these general terminologies mean to us. on the individual basis as well as the collective establishment this is due to our inevitable interconnectedness
that we are not self made and self alone in the world of thru connectedness that is individual r. it’s like air. nothing can get in its way. that’s just the way it is. though in this level of investment. when viewed at large. meaning. perhaps we can relax enough to see the origin of our species and all its intricate developments to see how far we have come. all these historical aspects may be out of sight but they are not exactly gone. we may try to deny insistence on the intrinsic rather. in the air that we breath and all the elements that we depend on for sustenance . since these elements also do their functions within. that doing harm or wrong and then moving extremely away from it seems futile. for it follows us till we rectify these matters when we have done something that goes against that self level of investment i doubt that anyone ever enjoys the “fruits” out of bad behaviour. or simply doing harm to esch other. hence we keep coming back. expecting different results but we do the same things anyway along the way. there’s a reason for that. it’s not that smth happens to us. per se that’s the issue. but our thru development. which leads us to that moment of truth or deciphering of what not tends to be askew. the reason for that is that the reality is alredy cracked. there’s a line or multiple lines going thru it. and so whatever we are getting from space is seeping thru these cracks. illuminating our lives. though we don’t understand why , the discrepancy between incoming me star outgoing messages is rather u even between the universal flow of energies and subsequently ourselves. u would think being nice comes naturally or that it should. and love would be truly self defined. it would be so effortless that u don’t have to worry about what 99.9 percent of the people think about all the time. that we cannot be trusted. that we must be or some of us at least must be born evil and that some of us need to be punished so we don’t have to pay our own dues.
all these instabilities are resulting due to our maladjustment to life in general bc we do go thru periods between extreme detail and care in what we create and extreme recklessness. that we sacrifice everything. maybe we test our faith. or fate or maybe we test the higher powers. maybe there’s a underlying betrayal we haven’t faced with. maybe it’s part of cosmic flow that encapsulates us all and enthralled us in our own unique way of understanding. maybe that’s what neurosis means. but somehow we oscillate between these extremes. things mean so much to us. maybe so unbearably too much that at times we wanna break free from it bc the thought of losing it sounds unbearable. see. given by the cumulative of our human history we do have lots of losses incurred by all these no name individual s we see human beings in general as hapless fools who die randomly. and mostly out of their own doing. bc we do it to each other. we also do it to ourselves. it doesn’t matter how this fact gets rationed among us. to determine our cosmic flaws we have few options at hand. one is to be aligned. but itself is not enough. iris not sufficient simply to be aligned. and evade any trouble and just do good when it’s convenient that we must also constantly be tested. not only when things are going well but also when things are not going well. this gives us insight to the meridian quality of worldwide events that aren’t deftly as they say they truly are not bc we are being speculative here. there’s no painting anyone as a good guy and bad guy bc that argument is moot. unless ur planning on shooting these guys into outer space. arguing today will only make tomorrows wake awkward. so the idea here is to not forget why there is a tryst and that we shift our focus to some type of discourse that comes with strong perturbations in its frequency and for some sensitive folks this simply means there’s disturbance in the air. and so ur senses get heightened u stop and pay attention ur auto pilot mindset has to be in its tip top shape when u briefly go absent so as to check what’s going on in the astral space bc it’d where everything flourishes. we may briefly forget this absolute connectivity when we live our day to day lives. bc our immediacy if our current is so convincing of its truth ability. bc it’s a tangible before us.
at the time of disturbance where u may have to briefly stop. don’t worry about what others may think of ur actions even if it may seem like what’s atmospherically force fed as. ur being convinced or ur being tried. in ur own conviction of palpabilty of smth. much like a shortcut but reality cannot be short cut. one must simply pass thru as one experiences one’s senses and pays attention or develops presence as one is experiencing these rather orgs if interactions. so when we notice these signs. what we do is even tho we don’t care or don’t mind what others think of us. we send a very authentic message to fill the gap. of that potential for misunderstanding we say smth like hey everyone there is disturbance in the air. this happens telepathically so that no one is falling for it. so to say whatever neurosis is being purported. at the very worst of it. u can practice. grounding techniques. u may drink some water. it’s an attribute to emotions nap if u feel anxiety and or restlessness water is a great disturber to it. and if ur feeling rather . unable to focus. u might just need a bite of smth to eat. but do it not mindlessly but consciously. with purpose. this is not a magic trick that heals wounds. but it’s just a type of practice. yoga. or smth that flows with life’s contradictions and attritions bc it’s not perfect. and therefore we cannot expect excellence from ourselves that we must constantly walk with ourselves on our own journey ensuring periodically that we are doing alright and or if we need smth. this allows us to not easily fall or be susceptible when a common neurosis is making its rounds. it will try u and u will be aware of it. and u may become calm enough to see what it does generally and our general interactions. u may learn from all this.
ofc. we continue to perfect the art of living. as every individual continues to figure things out for themselves . what we find is a conundrum between equal exchange and one that gives and then takes. according to laws of nature. so instead of tit for tat. people start giving and taking. rather empathically. or more so as per guidance by intuition and ofc soul. when the latter happens we aren’t so artificial in our actions. but the former has to be established foremost bc we are coming out of some type of trouble of the past. this coming out of the past collection of neurosis. bc it’d not perfect and bc not everything is as it appears. is precisely why we go thru this sort of a standard. a self discipline tory way so to speak. herein we discover our limits and how we perceive things and what sort of mechanisms propels us forward . interactions with others give us insight into not just ourselves in our own processes but also as to how the world views us. it’s a form of feedback. and we determine the quality of the input based on by general qualities that follow. here the term discipline is almost punishing but it’s not when one is determined to counter one’s ignorance with incessant and endless education. ofc compassion is an absolute necessity on one’s journey. and it’s bc of that. that we realize and appreciate that everyone deserves love. it tends to being the best in all those who are active avid practitioners. and understanding ourselves by understanding each other is synonymous with our level of intention and personal truthfulness. a strong attribute to integrity lies here. bc it’s the only worthwhile signature we leave behind. all things will eventually turn to dust. and much like the cycle of our life that is what ever happens between birth and death, also leaves behind. but carries only one on the continuity of its journey.
human. nature
by default. is consequential. there within its development. is the vastly unrecognized. only via experience and creative ability to cause. will reveal there effects of which then determine the path in which one finds oneself unfold. and thereby the environment also unfolds and as it enfolds the individual. there is a co creative availability between the inner and the exterior. only by rushing thru the basics is there issues with going back to fix things up again. or. that the fixing up part becomes a bit more complex. bc everything depends on everything else that the rational ability to discern. prioritize and make demands is quite difficult. life as linear as it appears is also quite very abstract in nature and more so like a labyrinth thru which everyone must pass. in a way. we are the creators. or contributors to that path. as each path is unique in totality of its development ( this includes the intrinsic elements therein that set two experiences aside , as the external objectives are limited in creativity. but even the slightest variation can set off difference ) the labyrinthine nature of our lives gives our experience a degree of mystique. the mysteries that unfold before us come from somewhere as energy is not stand alone or created out of nowhere. it must come from somewhere. so the prior of which might have long been established. developed. and matured and then as cycles and nature may have it so from this purview that things must eventually deconstruct. although i would be cautious with the term itself , since these can add subjective hue to our understanding.
oh haha i forgot to mention this important but bc things tend to outweigh their true meaning sometimes due to the shadow effect. the consequences. by definition can attribute to. uhh. negative stuff. people go like ah consequences are heavy men they r like responsibilities . they are daunting they are the opposite of freedom or liberation. they bind man. by definition they are entanglement. though consequences are just the nature of cause and effect. they allow for us to determine the unseennable. bc we can’t see. we can say that perhaps base don by what we know we can make sound decisions but what about what we may potentially not be aware of or know. there’s a process of learning here and it can’t be bypassed or tricked. i mean. no one can give u the clear answer. i mean. u can try to cheat and all but. at the end of the day. ur going to have to stay here a little bit. see ? the issue here isn’t that we are incapable of learning. but we hurry too much we are in sort of a rush. want to get they the thicket. wanna get the gist of smth. be in the known i want to cover all aspects of a thing enduring guarantee not only that i am able to convey smth entirely but that i’m not misunderstood. or at the very least i may try to minimize such conditions. so here consequences are an attribute of degree of accountability one may have to proceed only after smth has been done. bc then ur causing the effect of smth that which u cannot initially measure. sure u can perhaps to a degree use guidelines. and guidelines often help us master ourselves they thus labyrinth of a life. there are many potential avenues one can only take. u want it to count for smth and u wanna do smth along the way which feels like anything but a waste of time and effort. and if u must waste time u do it enjoyably without causing any cost to urself snd or others. bc we weigh in on the shadow cast by the word “consequences here “ since we tend to skip steps within its varieties of systems. i mean . it’s not perfect and by that i mean. it’s been long established way before we got here. we are sort of propriating some influence. bc we can factor in our foolish approach due to our initial innocence.
and we feel at a loss actually. when we disconnect from this innocence. bc of its foolish nature. bc things are misaligned. they are developed sort of in a sloppy manner and by that i mean the world system. cumulatively looking at things often generate a healthy approach to wards life’s consequences. bc then u know how much of that collective weight belongs to u. u go smth like well i can’t be too hard on myself for smth that’s out of my control. or that which i can’t help but it nudges at me u know. it keeps saying pssssst look here. i need ur attention and then when i look in its way i notice smth and it’s this old archaic place u know ? it’s very primal. bc we are not only taught how to fight. and that our history is saturated with such battles but that we also contained the element of survival. by this alone we are fighters. but that nature changes. so do we. but bc things are developed in a mix matched way. which sort of comes with consequence of violence, as it’s dark and so are we. and have been thru out of it all. someone thought smth was important and fought for it. and then we have what appears to be remnants of the civilizations where we see these history so glimpses. we notice that we have survived these dark times and yea. there were good guys and bad guys. but in our minds. or whatever got people to do dumb shit in the first place. and then but. it was more so than good guys and bad guys it was. more of an attribute between winners and losers. and this doesn’t mean that someone was just simply too strong or endowed. it’s just. when push comes to shove and u have to fight tooth to nail. that’s usually a byproduct of such conduct. and bc it’s a. matter where blood spills. it tends to last a while. it lingers among us bc the soil is saturated in blood. and blood is what gives us life. it courses they our bodies and animated everything. makes connections flows like a river etc etc i mean u don’t have to think about it like a real close familial blood type relationships. bc we are one human family after all. there is a quite distant reach that’s also quite familial to us. and yes we don’t have all the answers as to how we developed and then mass migrated and became first here and there and how everyone is found to be today, but this strong blood bond relationships is what causes us such binds. globally.
ofc our relationship with the world is a little off right now. and that’s acceptable due to the maladjusted reality. as a consequence of such we aren’t entirely true in our own subsequent nature bc they differ right so we are too extreme about these differences as a consequence of our thought process that gets slow cooked via in part by our experiences and in part by what we see. what we see matters bc the organic structure of human nature is tribal. or community esque. we depend on each other for variety of reasons n a lot of these varieties are intrinsic by nature. so we need to feel good. and by that we depend on peace surrounding us. we tend to get away from. anything that’s too dramatic. or argumentative or confrontational or violent. i mean. when bad things happen we feel two immediate things. one is compassion bc u don’t wanna jump the gun and be all critical. if u start judging things u don’t understand. it may happen to u. or that u may just not help thereby hinder the natural atmosphere by default. bc compassion offers us to remain calm and try not to proclaim we know smth where as we do not we as a result of such become respective and in tune to learning. so that we can also establish and understanding with the basis of help. if u see someone who needs help. u need to determine two things. one is self safety the other is what u can and need to do about it. so this second part helps us figure ourselves out in the mould of everything. u wouldn’t be in the middle of danger if u knew smth was gonna pose a threat would u? but this world is uncertain too there’s also that. how do u diffuse a time bomb when u don’t even know which vein to cut. bc there are strong similarities in the world. compassion becomes default by nature bc u are basing ur actions from that familial place. rather than all the dark history that took place in between without denying that dark history happened. but also not really getting lost in it either like a labyrinth. bc we alone cannot fix things either. there needs to be a collaborative effort. in unity but this is hard to do based on by those individual paths. and the quality of the systems that enable such.
it’s important to always consider an element of ignorance. ignorance here refers to not having the right type of information on a given objective . or call a speculation a speculation instead. ur like well. i’m analyzing math. i’m setting off to gather its parts. i’m gonna use various root sources and to component. a ton of supporting g information. this will take time. ur growing with smth. ur growing all the time anyway. that’s what this means. u don’t stop even when u take a break. i mean. that’s the bare minimum. here. it happens as a consequences for existing. we exhume and contribute without ever knowing . and there are varieties to this knowledge bc our lives is so diverse. yet by improving few simple key components such as art of language. information that we use but for what why and the meanings and associations that may have become socially densities due to the repetitive usage. how many times someone said i love u and ur like u flinched. u wanna believe it but it’s so cringe by now. it’s lame. people give up the good habits when this occurs. bc u oscillate and u flip flop in determination of truths and then u feel like a fool. like a clown in ur one man show. so aside from language. we need to pay attention to conversation. i think we are still working on this. as it takes time and is byproduct of quality of our intentions. as well as how well we are with ourselves. again. especially when we are alone because u may think so and so didn’t hear what u said under ur breath or the way u looked if looks could kill but it’s all noticed and all of this contributes to us in our wellness so if for instance if we claim our heart is pure but we are hiding contempt for others. those who we don’t know. then how can we expect our lives to improve. we cannot be holding dense feeling and then. be trying to create smth with value and worth at the same time. sure. i hear it too anger is healthy but when it doesn’t attach to frivolities and does more damage than good and hiders ur well being at the end of the day. say. to urself. do u enjoy seeing ur enemies get hurt. do u know when u will have enough ? bc merry time warmongers would know exactly what that’s like.
sometimes we are ready but we don’t know what we are ready for
other times we are not ready and despite uncertainty we are called to act on smth. hence lies the prep work within. that one must continue to refine ones skill set in all areas of one’s life that when time comes to make immediate decisions. one will have vast array of availability of potential that one has played with. within one’s mind. in terms of choosing the best possible outcome. this is harder to do. bc firstly we need to have firm established basis that is dependable. in most cases however , we are maladjusted. and only later after having gathered “enough data and expertise” do we finalize some sort of grounds. even then it’s not perfect. bc we are still in the wake of our true nature. and truth is very important here. there is self spoken truths. one’s directness with one’s being. there’s one’s association with one’s reality. so we depend on others word and clarity for our own understanding for everything complements everything else and all of this gives us the flight or fight status. where all important decisions are made. especially when the unpredictable events tend to occur. we get surprised. it’s all nice and well when everything is going well but not so much when smth goes amiss. u get one of those days for instance. and u may wonder why. and what all of this means. sometimes it’s just general maladjustment. bc the feedback loop. albeit is quick at times and yet at others times may feel stagnant, still produces the quick effects which sometimes take their time. perhaps it’s bc our nature is complex. and bc there’s so many of us. and only so many possibilities and variations of events that transpire which is quite a lot for one person to conceptualize. that all our understanding and mutual input complements the whole. despite our indivisible notions being slightly to extreme. be different. ofc the more closer we are to core truths the simpler n singular some of these truths maybe. for instance we all need air. water and food to live. we cannot alter these no matter how much we wish to be. we may perhaps. want to evolutionarily wish to augment our bodies and be more independent from reality. though for something as starkly dense as our bodies of having been changed taking more effort time and evolutionary ways. is exemplary of how our systems sort of function in the same way. as per reference to change.
akin to our strong desire from wishing. to make changes within our society. we may determine. aside from such machinated expressions that are artificially found there in. an intense need to break free from confining structures and wanting to evolve to a strata of self that is in its equilibrium. in peace and with the ability to not only enjoy one’s experience but also be able n wiling to create smth. in regard to one’s self profession. for simply to exist is not sufficient on earth. there is always smth that need to be done. but ofc the evolutionary development of our current ways have sort of set us up to prioritize productivity for the sake of productivity. and then we have overproduction. which leads to waste. and we have our calculations rather in partial. and that makes sense. i doubt we were supposed to figure things out on our own. hence we do business with each other. but then ofc bc we are maladjusted and there is hazards along the way of our mutual trust. we end up being paranoid and rather. assuming the worst of the others. and here. we want the best cut deal for ourselves even if it means we are play in on along the lines of someone else’s understanding assuming that we are making the best possible prediction. based on by what’s publicly available. perhaps we are also part of a street speak. maybe we are getting secrets leaked. about smth. that they wouldn’t know that from their purview in making deals with us. not be aware of the type of angle therefore advantage we may have given a set ordeal. and from there they are giving an order based on by this false assumption. and this is the established norm tho the bedrock of international business dealings which haven’t been faced and handled properly where we even put the playing fields so as to no longer cave into age old methods of continuity via maintenance of the frivolous bc it’s harder to come clean about smth.
as a result of such misalignment things don’t happen when they need to. and then things that weren’t planned end up happening rather prematurely haphazardly off guardedly and maybe by surprise where people. or person or group or whoever is affected end up having to make difficult choices and pretty quick. in that level of vulnerability. as displayed during early stages of covid. people didn’t know who to believe and who to listen to. best example since it’s quite recent and we have seen both individual and group differences. such a a how countries handled the issues in their one best understanding and way. and this went on for a while. o think it’s still going on for covid is quite uncertain and we get variations and then there’s all these “lies or truths” about vaccines in our food supply. plus bunch of other crazy hoppla. still relevant as to how these variations and diversion caused separation and confusion. and in some cases for people to have complete breakdown due to frustrations. which led to anger issues. other violent modes and methods that an average observer would stop and say wtf. all of which goes to show the urgency of thought that precipitated the inability to trust anyone. thereby trusting wrong sources. caused some to be forced to upkeep the facade they initially stated on just some they don’t look like a fool almost like gambling now. we all don’t know what the outcome will be. we choose a side and cheer on with all our might with blind rage that we wish desperately to be done and over with it already bc everything is turned upside down and we have all witnessed. the same, if ur thoughts are still getting caught up. as to how globally ill prepared we are for such things and that we are very dire vulnerable to anything. we feel hurt. and small. and then we go by this wave of instability between feeling very small to excessively extravagantly and even to a degree of hyperbole. large. and if. we get exhausted. and then stop. this lack of movement isn’t a sign that things are solved either. nothings fixed. we haven’t even begun bc we are still catching up to the thought process. there’s a lot to unpack there. . and ofc. for those who may also have had to deal with grief of lost one’s.
loved ones. but life. in a fury has transformed almost everyone’s life into smth. and none of us are exempt from its whirlwind. we are all in a way caught up in our own personal neurosis. and maybe some others have group projects. though. no matter how much life might us lulled to sleep. perhaps some of us more zombie like bc we are too convinced of that which we hear to be true and unable to wake ourselves from its charm, u could say that the sort of information that was produced in the last three years might have caused us to be in under its spell. albeit the continuity of such effects strictly depend on how willing we are to wake up from it’s negative consequences which requires fro us the simplification of the information database. not the one stored in some super computer somewhere. but in our minds. but which many things coming undone. and many other things causing harm damage and of producing more work to be done before we can even being anew or in a better state of mind. the simplification of our minds does not mean delete what happened and start over fresh. there’s gonna have to be a process of coupled by simplification of a given issue a subsequent solution for the improvement of the conditions that it maybe part of and for some of these we need to take a comprehensive look at everything beyond just the last three years. for beyond that is it’s history and behind that. if we were to splice up history decades. then see the history of history of everything. then we see how everything interacts. why certain things can easily be misunderstood and how. what are the machinations or threats or dangers in a given occupancy. being that which attributes to a systematic something or a persons own ordeal. a better understanding softens our rather depleted and hardened outlook towards everything right now. despite where u might be. one of us are expect from the great slumber. albeit we maintain the continuity of some degree of normality this is also a place to understand via o ur own experience the experience that refers to us all equally. thereby facilitating a degree of tolerance. and or forgiveness. which again. is mentioned as not to deny what happened. u acknowledge what happened by putting apart it’s parts like a mechanical clock to determine where the originating issues is so as to delve deeper into the arenas. we do this all the time too.
we get our micro minds n macro minds but it’s no wonder why we tend to overgeneralize on specific notions and en up singling out rather objective notions. when one thing is off in our systems it seems to affect all others. this means we need to also self discipline ourselves for the great reliability of our portion bc it’s easy to make a greater error only after gaining the trust into smth for which smth depends. only after which u may remove or go off entirely then there’s a systemic problem that causes a seismic effect to the whole. and here the error become rather magnified. perhaps bc we are not entirely established in our own self grounding. to determine our grounds we need to be able to have clear perception of all grounds. and so this would be the anti thesis to secrecy and covetious ness that plagues our societies. due to our inability to understand what happened. and there’s great burden of so much happening that in our attempts to naturally simplify issues we end up stripping down things bare of it’s essentials. as a result of such. also bc we need each other to gain the pure perception of the entire world view . we may all have parts of the whole nuts when we all align to these higher values from there we sort of strike a better chord cosmically speaking. in interpersonal interactions the seismic reactive may be undetectable at first. so at early stages of covid we didn’t know the exes of how much further things would go. albeit we felt it. we didn’t know what it was. so to act right away accordingly and in common unison. this sort of reflects our rather sporadic and contradictory personal stances. i now ask myself what was the true quality of everything before 2020 before i thought if it in a given way. perhaps i was right too . to tap into pure potential. but i has very little insight into the true intricacies of some of these interactions . most likely attribute to the cumulative of the entire system. i would say we are capable of bad things but how much n whether if we are fully present and aware is up for another days debate. or. that there are certain intricacies within the human organism. unable to express itself. not in the way we can best convey it as. not bc an individual wouldn’t know what’s going on in their life more so than their intuitive impulses
making the way for a future that has long been established. or predetermined. bc the conditions that led us here. are not entirely in our hands. and this may seem inconsequential from an indivisible perspective perhaps. given that in thinking of the whole we often say things like “ for the benefit of all human beings “ and “ for the great good “. though what if the error origniates from someone who’s making these big decisions that impact a lot of people all at once based on by the i don’t wanna say popularity contest. but of ur availability of influence nor influential factor. again. popularity plays very little o think the exposure of information at certain times can signify a greater sense of pursuit by those who are or maybe exposed to it but we don’t know if people are like robots or not. there has to be other accompaniments before we say someone is just secretly following orders from an invincible god no one can see. very much like a psyop. or a brain wash where a person is being conditioned n does things like a secret agent. or a russian spy who gets “activated “ subconsciously by a phrase and all their training kicks in online where their preceding character takes a monetary backseat . we don’t operate like a robot let alone a machine. if we did. our working class slave society would really be happy with minimum wages and do excellent jobs at that. but that’s not true. every single one of us still exhume injustice when it’s done upon us whether if by silently or by being quite verbal about our issues. and some of this translates to what we do. so we are doing this with little to no heart and maybe meditate they it and tell ourselves well this life is an open air jail cell and i’m gonna choose to do my best and give my all but i will not be diluted by it’s riches and all the other alluring whoopla that they also shameless put in our faces.
weird things happen all the time.
sometimes. u work hard. u plan ahead. u save. u do. and ur diligent in achieving ur means to reach the dream or. make a thing appear. that’s the magic of being human after all. ur the ultimate alchemist who has all the power in the world to *self create , * being that we do not exactly create all on our own. the unitive aspect feeds the soul. and in exchange of such. gives back smth in return. smth that maybe in excess for u. but lacking in others. this is usually the way that sort of exchange takes place. we don’t ecextly calculate and measure a thing by its value and worth as to how we may perceive it to retain the value we attribute to it but itself. as it is and to what degree a thing holds a petticoat use is how we base that value to ourselves. so something that may be necessary for ur life now. might have a higher value for u based on by the propeotoy. versus smth that once retained such value no longer serves u any purpose thereby actually creating difficulty in ur life by taking up space. cluttering of place. where u might also feel burden by the excess if it’s presence. also that a thing is meant to be used. that’s what they are made for. the tools in our life. and sometimes. these are non tang links tbh ga. such as thoughts and ideas. other times it could be an emotional lack coupled by an emotional in excess. which is harder to dial next in between human species bc this part tends to normalize itself. rather naturally due to natural occurrence between ur chemical structure and others. so a catalism takes place naturally evening things out. ironing things out. balancing things out and then u may feel fine. that is. unless we have contradictory chemical structures. then we may get a bang here and a thud there. and things aren’t exactly congruent. for smth might be out of tune, this is due to our connectivity that sort of emboldens in layers. much like a spiders web or a quilt where every strand resembles smth else. such as the difference between our thought connectivity and our emotional unity. or how the earth is to be shared by all equally. that it’s here to supplement life and give us quality of experience in equal measure. that which has to be learned. or our bodies that are separate. but we all must meet at particular junctions for whatever is the necessity and exchange. so these connectivity is what makes the tapestry of reality and we are still discovering how the unity aspect can be purified. for it might have gathered dirt along the way and caused some blockages or disconnections in places never heard how do we know where the disconnection or gaps are made when we don’t fully know it. tho due to the art of connectivity we may get the intrinsic quality of these gaps or places where energy is still stored. and the rest of the energy represents such. has resemblance. that’s why we go to the art of reality in trying to decipher our reality based on by the similitudes. to see if we can get some clue into the cosmic tapestry.
and then things go wrong. all that u worked hard for comes dashing down. everything falls apart. u knew this at the start of ur journey. and u have urself reminders not to attach or hold onto illusion of stuff. because u knew at some point that u must depart. u will have to ensure u have to be balanced so as to not get off rails and or topple over ur own shoelaces. but all of these are harder to counter when we are only part of everything else. but when it comes to such ruin. it’s only then we are truly alone. and are held accountable for everything that led us here. the power of choice. it is said. u let choices brought u here. u must have done it to urself. there’s smth lacking in u that u must understand. or that u must work on urself. continue to fox urself assuming that ur broken or lacking in the first place though. there’s contradiction of thought here besides u and urself all of a sudden as u find urself alone in the mids of ur ruin where everywhere u go ur reminded that all came from u. that power of choices. is it not part of the grand illusion. ? that means u only have appearance of responsibly bc it’s relative to the truth that you do in fact have responsibilities including some decisions n u may tend to make. these decisions often attribute to a wrong doing. it is no wonder why it’s harder to navigate these grounds bc we don’t always just do what we want anyways. all is relative to our surroundings. someone might need smth we might be there for it. the ability to choice is actually as unlimited as the potentialities that we make and serve in the public market. and in associations with such. a sort of behaviours are made. those too are only as infinite as we can combine the possible outcomes. aside from the power to make between choices that are granted. and available to us at every avenue we are only relative in our truth as in alignment with our surrounding reality are confused and normalize truths and these tend to differ. the reason being that each country and region has thee subsequent unique path of development. as all paths lead to one however we are still in the discovery of what those common ground should be are. granted our truths honour the eels ivory of truths as close as they are to their authentic factors that determine their meaning so that we can establish firm basics about our human nature for common proper conduct. there is a power of choice tho that is intrinsic that is how we view the world which allows us to the point of intention. it may seem freer. and harder to detect. it’s much harder to prove in argument for not passage of time coupled by natural reveal is what sort of proprietors a degree of clarity into which we begin to realize that our system is eschew. not to be a lame red bc this. unlike our personals losses. is a collective drive. which is the meaning of all paths leading to one means. bc the outcome is the one that attributes to all whereas all paths signify diversity where each of our combination of experiences produce series of or dewy dives of emotional and n mental blueprints. and this is also translated into the body’s own memory bank. the body too memorizes and stored value of information. within it. all of which complements our furthering of co creation. .
when ur at the ground level u do not stop to ever think what if. smth happened but the wrong is elsewhere but it sort of caused this negative reaction in me albeit. all of which. if we look at statistics. can be summarized into saying that perhaps a comprehensive look into our human nature might soften us to our otherwise hardened ways which may be the proprietor or of the negative consequences that follow but based on by our human observation we think they are isolated causes. meaning that they naturally and randomly transpire such conditions. when we make strong identification based on by strong opposites without authentically observe all and everything in their development and way a then our solution making is in alignment twitch this limited seeing and selective information sharing. but here we also see that we have gained negative skills. such as. being happy at others suffering ( it’s a coping mechanism to a natural reaction based on by the general unhealthy environmental conditions that make u question which came first. the chicken or the egg) excessively competing with each other. without knowing fully what it is that we are basing value and worth. and bc life is constricted to an excessive degree and there are strong. artificial development of hierarchy that tends to cause more harm than do good unfortunately bc the natural order of coming of age between adults is sort of broken linked where we do not see aging process as value to society and community in terms of value of information asked on by simply experiencing life at a longer duration. wisdom producing experiences relevant to generalities of life are often valued. but bc we are competing. and at war with each other. this excessive isolation of also warring with each other after such superfluous groupings. condition us to prioritize the frivolous surface things even tho we may get glimpses of the intrinsic quality of the unity of soul. since love and compassion are natural wirings. much like suns nourishment to this world. it’s this disconedtionbwtween lineages that make a new generation of human beings make the same errors. to which when we generally make such observations we assume that we think this happens naturally whereas all we need is a generation of very healthy people that we can cultivate. given that we are on the same page about the basic establishment and needs that proprietor an appropriate culture that is contributory to all things endowed with health and prosperity. it we can’t do that when we have a global connectivity. unity of which is often obscured by the rise of power of hundred or so representatives of the worlds billions into a few actionables that are based on by strong generational conditionings to which each must rise to the occasion but the findings there in are so outdated that it is no wonder why we get a global disconnection between such expressions of technicalities of reason. into historical connection and the current events relevant to the priority of which must be mentioned.
ofc u can discover all these simply by ur own experience . given that u give this extra space within ur internal mechanism to detect anything that might happen intentionally haphazardly. bc when we have a false sense of each other. we may think ourselves higher or exceptional if say we don’t feel. that the logic represents the truth of reality. but bc we are compelled to posit ourselves in the world view where the dominant thought process leans toward one or other of the expletives , of this too is illusion. bc give. by hundred or so representatives that make big decisions. based on by the numbers that each may represent. we don’t exactly have it setup where we can truly make accurate connection between. what people really think and what the meridian of that thought process is. and whether if we should settle with that meridian. or increase it’s quality. bc if we try to see this in our own grounds. whether ur see this from ur individualistic experience in relation with the world around u where most things don’t make sense things don’t add up and u end up wasting a gold chuck of ur life on frivolities that was once normalized and accepted as truths and a fact. or since the majority is leaning towards it u might feel compelled to. especially if we are thinking from capital. then the strong relevancy of what attributes as global congruency where when we look at things at large if we only shift our perception of what hierarchy is and what it represents. usually having one person repressing millions of people is a good idea if ofc. we have mastered the art of information exchange. improved conditions between points. bc we are keen on eliminating waste by learning from experience . for waste represents a limbo like existence where everything tends to be cyclic in shorter duration. but wastes a ton of energy it’d like running in place but not exactly going anywhere. and here too at the end of the day an entire populations of people can be wiped off simply by the exchange of decisions made between people that represent their societies. and choose to do things that may benefit in some way. the maintenance of that global hierarchies. when these grey area occur they are refers dot as national secrets. in order to protect national interest we cannot be hundred percent direct. for the enemy is watching us all the time and any information we share may be used against us at some time. which means that future wars. prospect of getting attacked. such heist hail creations tend to cause that. opportunistic effect. if you see someone down. and weak or struggling or has a “opening” nations can group up and go against that one weakling. much like nature. but we were supposed to be the smart ones.
and we are. but sometimes we are too smart. so then we are really convinced the fault is us when there’s a representation of loss all of a sudden. we blame ourselves. we may even dissect every little thing just so we can find areas in our lives where we didn’t see it coming. we didn’t see the red flags. we weren’t told we took a wrong way. we didn’t feel inside any warning signs. how could we have allowed for such thing that happen. and what do these things that happen mean to the world at large at the global front. perhaps those global grey areas cause strong blind spots in. our own personal purview was a representative of how strong the relationship is yo our environment. especially in formative years. so we end up being that exempt whether we like it or not. and then the next generations of having very little choices to choose from. end up making only so many combinations relevancy of which is a strong attribute to our overall meridian quality of global aptitude so that’s how connected we are and that’s how much power we also retain. surely this may already be noticed. maybe that’s why there are intentional political and propaganda informed games that are accustomed in societies to an extend by which we are too busy outside our grounds thereby leaning very little energy and time to cultivate continuity of growing the societies as well as improve its parts. as a result of such we end up globally slowly decaying. our infrastructure is getting old not all of our actions were right correct or in their absolute condition. some of them produced excess garbage in landfills. others caused plastic in our food and water supply. there’s more troubles that we like to cover and pretend it didn’t happen bc we are also attached to life. experiences theres which determine our set of desires. but they only become toxic when we strictly live for ourselves and forget everyone else. in kindergarten when kids fight we sit them down and tech them to share and apologize. but especially when the conditioning is strongest we somehow forget our intrinsic values. therein lies our problem such experiences may very well hold the antidote. only by the individual effort can we improve the overall quality that we all are inevitably affected by bc there’s a thing in the information exchange which attributes to the quality of our input tho at the same time the overall quality of our effort depends on the common grounds that we uphold and take part in. in authentic reality there is no heiarchy. for whatever u may need or feel like lacking someone else might have and vica versa. the valuation system for this sort of need is not measured in these realms ( mental and emotional) it is only by our human desire that we make such strong distinctions. that’s perhaps due to our exceptionism. we cast ourselves aside bc we don’t wanna be associated with the world bc it’s messy and everyone such and we make strong connection t strong identification which goes against our true nature which is compassion but then by the act of such exceptionism we miss the point. we think only we are capable of such love and others don’t deserve it. here inn lies another lesson.
strong identification can can get us in trouble
when we first start. out. our journey on earth. we are what is referred as the fool on the journey. everything is brand new. there is the path before us. one side is the natural world order. the other is the man made. systems of which do require some type of initiation so as to know. bc it’s not intrinsically known unlike natural order. in a way we are double the fool upon coming here. the natural order. albeit natural. doesn’t come with perfect excellence either. the evolution of human being thru the natural order shows great significance to our impulses. and we can base the contents by how much damage we are capable of making. to ourselves and each other. at the very least. we are part of that. the other is the man made systems. it sort of operates like the natural order but without full conveyance into what the natural order contained it’s hard to reflect “our findings” into the man made order of function and expect excellence of function. both seem to be missing in parts as to what sort of appropriate connections are to be made for the efficacy of both systems. as they conduct and contradict teach other at times. we may find systems lacking soul. they are as cut n dry as it comes. cold dark and damp. and sometimes it’s one’s own inner contradictions that turns a human being into a complete monster. almost devoid of soul or. one would stop and wonder. how can someone be capable of this much damage. data seems to be of some type of importance here bc it’s that. information sharing that collects the society into what it is today. and the collective environment does data exchange for the evolutionary process of organism as the components within one person does very much the same. there’s a correlation between the quality of information and what sort of effects that may arise as a. form of catalysis. in human nature we use thoughts and language to convey meanings and establish connections. we form basis from where we evolve societies. ideas flourish in pool of pure potential. it’s no wonder why our chemical status got us all thru our evolution a high degree of friction. but ofc. idealistically we would identify what no longer suits us and then slowly veer towards anything but. that would signify a type of evolutionary process in the behavioural exchange of human beings in strong connection with dialogue. whether that’s one’s internal language that’s the sheer focus or one’s interpersonal skill set is interchangeable. since we are part of the human spectrum but we are none less essential to the whole of the quality. it’s just a matter of figuring out the right balance between our impulses and what appears to be a logical development of our man made systems that were originally designed to make life at ease and with ease of function for the collective sustenance.
i think there’s a good reason why we are experiencing this brief human condition. although the stories are convincing. at the basis is a different unique type of condition. data. when it’s not coloured by the human purview does it’s take. and the exchange that’s necessary complete something our human minds cannot conceptualize although there is a basis for the abstract that we can pick out with our senses and get a vague general standard basis of what it means. our concept usually when translated refers to the highly positives such as love joy. harmony. of ease. r which doesn’t say that we must cease work and responsibly to reach this state. that would be a royal thought. but a royal understanding into the discrepancy between pleasure and work is still part of a human spectrum established with the basis of human understanding. particular to passage of a timeline that stood out from the rest. according to whatever the conditions were available for such transpiring. if for instance human beings. pillaged and took right from the start eventually if nothing got in its way it would have to have reached pinnacle of a great delusion. rather. at be a misunderstanding of a universal language when seen from everyone eyes. is entirely different in dialect. so this shows us that we oscillate between such meanings bc we are strongly associated with our human nature. we are like well yea. grunts. i am a man of nature. i am a man of worlds. and a king of this particular kind. arrrrg life is quite very tough. it allow our experiences to shape us into what is the highest attribute. yea. and by man i mean every one. but don’t look to me if it’s out of balance right now. between woman and man minds ability to co create a world that translates with ease for both of them. in fact even though this may be referred to as a man’s world it’s far from perfect and it’s not servitude if all men equally. as viewed from a gender perspective. and but he current standard for both genders being out of whack. the young generations are at a far greater dismay. but that’s. fools destiny. for all of us we’re once one. we are at a discrepancy between ether of human beings are generally trustworthy or not. but somewhere in between we may mistake a fool for something else just bc we lacked the proper trust. and or we assume human beings are generally distrust for thy thereby creating. more of the same right from the cradle. that’s the biggest issue. bc it’s not the biggest plight just to be a fool on a journey. if ur journey will subsequently develop in a natural way albeit we are handling the fifty fifty between natural and the man made world. in which in both instances there are strong variations. but that’s also bc when viewed from. environments impact on one’s development , we can then see that the man. made systems end up creating more variants than the natural systems would all the while depending on what we refer to as differences and similarities ofc. bc most often the differences are attribute to the surface arbitrary stuff that only our five senses may detect. but underlying all are the similar few. bd there’s only few basic essentials that’s gonna make human beings feel wholesome and their needs feel like is being met. the alignment is quite simple. but then the intricacies of intellectual breakdown. that’s where it’s at. we come back and arrive at language.
now the man made systems and the natural systems both have circles. and to an extend we can predicate. even in the more diverse multiplication of causes and effects that could potentiate complicated outcome bc there’s only so many variations one can have within the manmade system before they begin to form their cycles and patterns that are leaking data. vital to the common viewer. perceivable by the five senses. although from the individuals perspective this sorting out data has its subjective process aside from their natural world order since we are acclimating ourselves within the intricate relationships between artificial and organic systems both of which we are also trying to understand and figure out and albeit there is somethings that get established within the human structure that allow for the proper adjustment to environment and i’m sure our technology probably did smth to our brains. and there’s probably many more things instances we may witness. though the status of the spiritus strongly remains. bc it’s not in the level of adjustments we are making around the surrounding man made objective the power of man made systems but also the complementary rather organically dominant nature of the spirit of man which is not to be mistaken by sibling rivalry. quarrelsome lovers. bitter sweet endings. of resentment and jealousy. even moments of violence bc of seeking of revenge and even elimination of ur enemy ( with the exception of self defence where the outcome favours only one ) these are taught. they are not natural. they are byproduct of the man made systems coupled by the strong discrepancy of story telling which attributes to information sharing and sharing of wisdom thru ages. and the subsequent understanding into our collective history. bc we are learning how to be we don’t pay attention to that inner spiritus. it’s easy to mistake someone who resembles a reincarnation of someone else. it’s easier to appropriate a truth rather than embody it. but it’s the social structures that cause people to significantly sacrifice their inner spiritus for favour of physical material outcomes. and that’s where spiritus is not allowed to venture in places where it’s strongly needed. leaving us all devoid of a true accomplishment. we get glimpses into it at times as taste here and there and it’s all nice and fine . plus if the work is honest. there is no harm in self congratulations that means u acknowledge ur hard work and ethics of effort and are happy with even a small improvements which is motivation to keep going and working towards ur goals. but that’s not spiritus. the true spiritus that courses thru every life’s corner. at every avenue. and every vein of every structure would approach human difficultly with compassion and care to steer than algorhytmically assume the other is the enemy bc a binary state of mind must approve other if it negates one. or if it approves this one it must negate the other. in fact we make these decisions all the time our choices are made of the by comparisons. this is good if the algos are natural. algos as they mean to data what means to our minds bc what our thought process means to our actions and words. then u may see the great significance in potential of opportunistic ventures within the augmentation of algorithms that we depend on in order to make minute daily decisions for the highest goal.
for instance if there is great agitation. then there will be a lot of things out of whack within th natural algos. u can assume and perceive any one out to be an enemy even tho they only contain similar attitudes and connections that also play on similar grounds for similarities within the functionality of human kind can be found bc we can multiply only so many outcomes with in the combination of experiences available to us. and in sense by which contest matters here. what are we creating ? in the material world. we approach fashion and culture as well as style of others. whatever we see algorhytmically is to be successful in a way. that benefits us. this is a machinated algo that attributes to a form of our survivors but the survival in a financial world is meant to complement the natural order as form of making life easy for generally everyone as to what they wish to trade their skill set for exchange of smth they may need that bc others may produce from their subsequent skill sets. that’s about it. but it somehow changed face and changed tactics and became so operationally tactical that people are suffering as a result of it and for no reason either bc we can’t prove the claims that we may assume some folks are born to suffer or born to pay the price of what it is that they didn’t even do themselves comes to mind. and this comes to mind so naturally. bc it is part of the phenomena that is the byproduct of the man made systems and their correlation to our natural development. via language. now language has long been bastardized betwen the two extremes. we wannna lead. we wanna heal. perhaps ourselves and each other. but at the same time we don’t want others to heal more than us ? or that we fear others will heal but they will let us die or suffer. perhaps all this continues to bring us toward trust issues. bc the trust issue the real one is not with each other. but with ourselves. a fool is great at first. life is wonderful everything is exhilarating and u may even revere systems for then. mock everyone who complains about it. u may see the system and the world is more benevolent than u. bc ur the one complaining. whereas itself is brimming with opportunities. but then later on. a fool gets hurt. which is strong link and attribute to betrayal. and a fool that defends the system feels even stronger betrayal. and a fool may choose to deny. they may appropriate their success even. at the face of strong loss and hardship. but that’s what happens. some may even lose their hearts. others. recognize that simply putting in ur work here is gonna benefit u once u pass on. others assume otherwise is true. that in this world u must win above others bc u can. and u must maintain that win above others. so u lie cheat deceive. to meet this end point.
a fool who’s been. a fool twice. and recognized their foolishness. and reconciled their findings within both systems will evade being a fool for the third time. so aside from having gone they the same. and surviving both. one has future obstacles. into running error towards which one may feel strong sense of dismay or fear of falling for another’s trick , to be fooled twice has already took its toil. there’s the reconciliation within the natural order. not only in recognizing ur own susceptibilities and the natural need for large but for others who are at the beginning of their journey as well. and then u may look to those who may have also gone thru their journeys. and they may have smth to teach. although the teaching between the ages has been hijacked by the man made systems. not all of them. but one may accompany a sense of discernment into how these intricacies are existing side by side and choose the ones that attribute best to one’s complementary inner nature and personal calling. since we all have a part within the world order, but given that we haven’t gone past some of the basics as to mutual human conduct that is. partial to our understanding. which includes strongly that which we let permeate linguistically. that killing is ok. that torture is accustomed. or that we can simply play gods upon others. and see nothing to it. or to our existential degree that we may be attached at the helm with the devil. and maybe need to release our strong convictions that causes such traps to occur in the first place answers and solutions of which we seek outside of ourselves but we can ably cause artificial waves at best. an artificial storm could approach what’s to come next but it’s like making a mental payment assuming that covers all. but there’s still a strong transition into the he material reality. for both the spiritus and the systematics that challenge the dignity of each and every one, not only on making errors along the way but all overcoming such. such in the way that propels what’s to come on improved conditions. giving it ample change of superseding what was. so that we transcend towards what’s next collectively.
when we worry too much
about what others may think we tend to get impacted in a certain way. this certainty depends on our thought process. so if we think smth is wrong. or right. then we sort of colour our purview with this sort of thematic approach. that’s why it’s said happiness is learned. and one can train oneself with such practice. not to mute or deny the issues at hand but to remain unaffected by life’s happenstances. this only goes wrong depending on the level of intro on one sets our to in utilizing this tool. if for instance u mean bad. then ofc. ur results will vary as to the quality of experience u will have as a result. we tend to focus on the end game and inevitably try to fit it into a unrealistic mould precisely bc we must reflect. the looks of smth as opposed to its intrinsic base quality. that’s why those who err have a higher likelihood to repeat the same error only magnified. meanwhile those who err have a choice to steer away from this. by intentionally applying it’s counter force. so the refrain from smth wrong u might have done needs to first of all be pinpointed as wrong. no matter how much the slice of the pie u hold. what’s urs need to be determined and understood so as to have some development for willingness to change about it otherwise how would u try to counter the force or have a winning chance against evasion of likelihood of recreating more of the same ? u must have enjoyed that past experience. that’s smth that accompanies only after one has recognized one’s wrong. bc then ur developing an inner distaste towards the particularities of ur behave u haven’t fully analyzed. once the analysis is done however u may still run the risk of giving too much credit or having too much benefit. bc u may not fully underscore the issue at hand. again the determination of the piece of the pie that’s urs is very hard to do bc we are intermingled with everyone else and their business as well. every one has their piece of the pie in their hands and all of which are sort of imbued and often co created. all of this can be made easy in terms of its process if we stop worrying about how we seem to each other. then we could prioritize the right thing. the quality of our being. rather. than maintenance of some facade outlook.the latter bc it’s untrue would require a lot more energy and time which could go towards other things. since the world isn’t perfect for instance. there’s a lot of work that needs to be sorted determined and get done. we have some things figured out. continuity into the operation allows for some functionality and future prediction but the future predilection is also there bc we are part of that grant smth. in which everyone operates within their own duality matter. meaning that each of us have some degree of prediction and some degree of predilection bc we don’t know the full extend of our existence and it’s components. so we rely on self excellence as peer of its self reveal that is effortless. and speaks for itself. since we are familiar with misconception filters. as well as communication errors and pitfalls that may accidentally or otherwise denigrate smth.
anyway.
we have many components that we are undertaking simultaneously. and it’s clear to an extend having some type of blueprint or steps to follow allows for efficiency. then the determination into the correctness of given data is complicated. bc. we have the complications as stated in above sentence. and this couples our navigation system within the world and among each other. bc the equivalence between being able to tell into smth so as to evade danger is utilized in all degrees in part by the quality of each our level is cognized as well as they are “aligned” to function in the best efficient way possible. hence the common importance into which we can priories self excellence for the greater contribution to the worlds exchange. but bc we are apprehensive as to which determination confirms falsity thereby correct it in a urgent way we must conceal. and deny bc otherwise is public shame but this doesn’t always contain the necessity. since esch unsocial. if we were efficient enough to admit our faults timely and change things accordingly or at least show determination with full conveyance into our full understanding of the right thing irregardless to uncertainty bc then we would prioritize this overgeneralized fact “ what wee happens in the end should it be for the bend to of all “ bc when we say this. then we don’t think oh but jennifer shouod die a fiery death. she’s the exception to the rule. or mike needs to suffer bc i don’t think that he has suffered enough based on by what he did. these are often subjective. as a result of minds dark side. or the souls dark night. that which we cannot procreate as we feel stsgnate and in our ways. the anti thesis to an otherwise creative nature. when our creativity is stunned there’s usually smth in the way. but not in the way we think about it. i his referred to our lessons. i believe. but when we cannot self determinate. we often seek help from exterior but do not know how to ask for help. bc what could we ask collective citizens. expect would happen by denying ourselves the truths about our our mistakes . it would eventually cause us a great distress and bc we don’t trust. enough albeit this trust could be ourselves our process and reflect on our behaviour of selectivity of our issues that we can’t determine what we feel in fsxt is a cry for help. bc we are not accustomed to ask for it. and bc this reflects that trust. perhaps those who are more inclined have a higher likelihood to utilise their natural muscle of reaching out to others when in need. but of this is missing it’s a sign of some type of trauma. or just simply contradictory belief patterns that reflect a breaking point. albeit the breaking point is a mean to get u out of ur stuck nature. even if it’s delivered in a haphazard way. nature isn’t always kind. earthquakes happen. sometimes while cities are engulfed in volcanic ash. but this doesn’t mean we cannot learn it’s laughs better and then better convey it in our own.
there’s a long way. before that has to happen but we can all learn to apply a little bit of self truth each day into our everyday functions. and sort of see urself as. a scientist to ur own life. for everything is conductive in a way. as u also seem to have power to transistor information as we all have this inter connectivity which is portent to our survival but we still do not know what it’s true purpose is. when we are too busy trying to hijack the global narrative and not know which is to say where the word goes in terms of human beings own experience is when we pass the mike to all equally and have everyone be heard. then we wouldn’t be so confused as to who’s telling what truths and what media have in store for us each day. bc the global narrative is self spoken and it does not need a speaker. this could also allow us to child for a little bit. reconnect with our nature and then let a look at each other and everyday dealings from a natural point of view. not as the maintenance of a past identity we might have adopted or the continuity of our everyday demands. per formations and the like. or insistence on smth even tho there are clear triggers within that suggest a stop and take. good hard look at some details before making next big decision. a turning point could be right around the corner. we have each day and this moment now to improve on anything. that i lab our power and our co creative urgency demands from us a cooperative environment . we wouldn’t achieve this without getting real with what is. not to continue antagonizing thought processes per se but calling things for what they are. and then also do the same with ourselves. as a. scientist is objective in nature. never selective as in making exceptions to the rules at hand and or is too subjective to a point ur clear u think u know what’s going but do not realize ur only making assumptions especially when there is a purveyor thru which asking someone basic simple questions or making direct speech could clear the air almost too immediately that it would scare any intellectual mind that it’s simplicity may be convincing as to whether if it even solved anything. as a result of this countenance we end up doing things. anything. and assume it solved anything. whereas it might have either made things worse. or didn’t make much change intrinsically. we don’t go direct to the source. that’s the issue. we don’t go to the source of our own issues internally. and externally between each other. and thus refers to a trust problem into our very nature. perhaps due to our sake shares history and how general malaise may have human beings to act on certain ways. or. that we don’t know still the depth of relationship with the environment that we could make better determinations as to improve its quality rather than take advantage of it ina haphazard way. assuming that we know what’s best for smth entirely.
to connnext to ourselves we have to stop thinking that we don’t have some degree of self insight or that we may have a center. an inner resource that can have self reliance to the degree of that which propels self excellence. an inner knowing. or depth or guidance of which magnetically aligned to the grand cosmic right order. and that which we see when we take a look at the horizon towards which we are cumulatively headed but cannot see the way. clearly and in direct steps along the way. the risk is greater when we become cognizant in a futuristic way. bc the risk ends up being higher. especially when we are into line with a greater possibility of a heaven on earth type theory in mind. when we especially think for the benefit of all. we thin along the lines of a more fulfilling fun filled life bc people are generally satisfied with their own turf. and there is no presence of danger or too much reliance on authority sure there could be minor disagreements but everyone seems to get exactly what they need given that the only countenance is too much frivolity. that we can intellectually break down a problem and determine it’s subsequent solution. and it rhymes with absolute truths. hides nothing is not covetious. does not alter by numbers. we as a result of it are happy with the essentials. surely there beauty in simplicity. albeit it’s not frivolous u may still think u would gain benefit from selfishness. or that maybe u can speculate others may do it. then we could systematically feel even in a presence of a disturbing thought bc now our system has become light. bb slightest trouble feels like a strong burden. now we begin to dissect thoughts before they happened bc we have also grown sensitive to our creator ability. we know that we want to manifest a better life for ourselves and each other. so these feelings. when we think of benefit of all. allow us to resonate with them much easily bc we intent on causing no harm n if we think of harmful thoughts then yes. we will be likely to cause harm along the way. admitting our faults and changing our behaviour opens a lot of doors inside such as these ones as in mentioned above. this is what it means to become spiritually inclined and gain spiritual powers bc the anti thesis to having mature spiritual power is the susceptibility of doing wrong and not meaning any of it.
a better world is possible. eventually it happens either here on this existence plane or towards onto what’s next. this way we remove the existential crisis of the dreadful experience of passage of time. we may feel constricted and often hurried when we recognize use the length of one brief lifetime and as we get older we also recognize old age is not granted to many and that it’s a privilege. ofc we see that they growing up. life is worthless or costs less than things. but bc even that is wrong. that we don’t notice the evolution of the thought process. and or ur existential angst towards not having enough time. this same reflects in our common problems. we look at landfills we get distraught. we hear about stone explosion somewhere. some natural diary we took place and we feel this internal dread. it’s like why even create when things are falling apart. and or this world will come to end. perhaps this is what complements our rather unruly behaviour. we go crazy. i honking too literally the words that say : life is but a dream and what do u do in one? u lose ur shit. u coho crazy. u snap. kill fuck rape steal do with u want why? bc at the end of the day u will wake up anyhow. and what happens when u wake up. no one holds u responsible for the dream u had. no one puts u to stand bc u raped someone in ur dream. but u worry about how u seem and maintain. a facade persona. why. it’s not bc life is just a dream or that there’s no responsibility. all of this is leading us somewhere. within our lives we are led to places. even internally we have a mechanism that allow us to reach conclusions. things end. new things begin. sometimes. we get excited bc something appears new but it’s just the same old thing on repeat. depending on where we place our truth and wheee we are centred. how aligned. and aligned to what exactly. bc there’s all this dance going on cosmically between the conundrum of which whether if we as human species are worthy but how can we even tell. and worthy of what anyway. happiness joy? heaven on earth ? euphoric thoughts ? life is struggle too be hand. the pain is supposed to do smth nice but our existential angst is contradicting this with feeling worthless and then all things multiplied. causes us more lives lost. pushing on our internal cosmic wounds. to which we react bc we don’t know who to ask for help
it’s not sufficient to say
the right thing is self explanatory if we have certain mechanism about our intricate nature a bit more complex than set of rules. but setting rules may clarify and simplify certain conditions and thereby affect conduct. for instance. how do we still not know that rape is bad in global culture. first of all there are layers to a sexual conduct. in and of itself that is not clear. we have myriad of examples to “follow” and make use of. we don’t exactly think that the true nature of human ability to copulate under safe and hygienic conditions would come easy but it’s not. or that we don’t give ourselves that much credit that we might have what it takes to naturally lead and follow on the thesis of natural ebb and flow. that’s on past due to our hosiery being maladjusted. and our self being rather maligned to our body’s natural resources. and thereby affecting our inter connection. it’s sufficient to say we don’t know where to put the brakes and when to proceed. and what excuse we make for that which we profess to not know we assume the necessary for resources “” such as porn as form of education. it’s no wonder why we don’t have self discipline and proper inner guidance to what relationship even means. as a result of such we end up mistaking a act for escapism for the real thing. whereby we get a divorced sense of being towards that which is real. bc we end up getting into a love hate relationship with our impulses and our bodies need to release suffering. but with the sense of not knwing the exact ways to get ourselves there. both mentally and emotionally that we can carry our bodies in a way that’s not only self responsible but also does not “objectify others for one’s sense pleasures”. ofc the differences here suggest certain decisions that grown adults make. under the title of fetishes or just exploration but that’s differ than say. a guy taking rights of a woman or even by todays standard. our delusions are over pouring onto our youth. we assume that if they just get exposed soon and get “it out of their systems”. whatever that “it” maybe. it sounds quite subjective to me bc experiences differ. herein lies the danger. bc no one truly knows what they are doing. at least not initially.
the part about figuring things out for urself usually takes an awful long time. by then ur either too traumatized or closed up to care about further likening urself to the possibly that u too can have a healthy relationship that’s balanced between stark opposites for it teaches a feat insight into our own relationships with our selves and our bodies. but this doesn’t mean that people should be shamed for their decisions. it’s key to note that they are making these decisions at least to an extend known g full well what sort of dangers they may be exposing themselves to or taking on is key. bc these sort of interactions do alter our consciousness. and not always for the better. not that we can’t handle a few difficulty here and there but just bc u can handle such burdens is it truly worth putting urself thru it . ? sure. anyone can be endowed with plethora of experiences. but sex seems like a very explicit experience which also breaches a ton of personal lines and they the act of intermingling bodily fluids ur literally taking o the dna of others and then they don’t just come with their own petty dish of germs. if they have been with countless others. ur also getting a taste of that. in intrinsic form. so now what we are doing is having a sort of a germination process that was meant for “intimacy between those who choose to love a potential to bond further “ and turning it into a. playful act rather. this doesn’t mean that people who have chosen the path of multiple partners should be shamed or they are less than human. it’s less to do with how they feel and more to do with how society generally accepts these tropes. as past of filters they which they define and reside ur own inner culture and extra posts general meanings attribute to the common worldly narrative flow about societal exchange, take stormy daniels for instance. the society is ruthless and brutal in oscillation betwen what it alllow and accepts. more so makes available and susceptible a profession such as porn star. like why. why does it even exist right? but at the same time has no problem. with lewd jokes and totally demystifying someone’s truth and person giving little credit to their personal hardship of literally just r trying to survive a capitalist system. there’s no dignity in surviving it any which way urself if ur systems don’t give way to a honest or more “clean “ way of living. consciously speaking ? then how can u shame someone who is at least responsible enough to feed them selves any which way that maybe available for them. and this doesn’t even. mention who willingly “buys it”.
and then we don’t realize but what we choose to do. and what we are compelled to do. albeit may slightly differ. are not separate from each other. bc there is a discrepancy between wanting to take control of ur life and being subjected by the world systems in a way. one we don’t live in a perfect world. but all of which is sort of exemplary to next generations . not to mention what little we have actually prepared for them to benefit from such as systems that sustain living and the jobs that maybe available to choose from as well as subsequent education programs that support and enable a person for the type of skill set that maybe. necessary for their personal evolution sure there are jobs. u get porn industry for one. u get entertisnment which is soft core porn when u actually stop and look at what ur digesting. music is yet another type of porn. bc people. as it turns out like taking their clothes off in front of unknown millions. and like accepting money in exchange of their “hard work” and they take great pride in the garbage that they allow to be mainstreamed. it’s all about self expression but sure. so we can forgo the elephant in the room we can say that it’s easy to accept how maladjusted our lives are. but we forget that there is brand new generations that are before us. yet we don’t think about their endowment. security and safety bc we are too busy trying to be right on a ongoing argument about our own liberation without actually doing. the real work of achieving it. bc it’s also easy to chuck everything to self expression bc it turns out fighting for ur rights is harder to do than say. when it comes to real events. everyone looks to someone else. let someone else deal with that in just gonna be a keyboard warrior and call it a day after day full of ramblings about the most obvious happenstances that i may be at discrepancy with. some of the things we consider art today and the cause for human concern and right is just as same. bc they all leave out the true embodiment of being the example u wish to see in the world unless that’s exactly what they are aiming for.
heading back to hygienic human relationships. while u may have a very uplifting exciting sex life. . unless we are discussing personal boundaries and mutual respect for all in the way that they choose to experience this right well within their person with other consenting adults. i don’t think we will ever counter sexual unhygienic practices among non consenting individuals. if that makes sense. in the case of violence done against women for instance both on the domestic ground and in common grounds is unprecedented. this doesn’t mean toon how rape is utilized as a weapon for war. which is another issue and concern for personal boundaries. if u think that being forced to enlist in waging wars of someone else’s mental confabulations as personal freedom think again. it’s not. so in a way. what appears to be a body infraction for women and in some cases children ( by dishonouring their privacy person and taking over their bodies. ina haphazard way again their will) the same is true for men who are forced to enlist in the army to fight off causes that they are not given full truth about. as a result of such people get displaced severely. their life cut short. their quality of life accepted. sometimes permanently and in some cases they just die sooner then later. all of these are currently legal. they are also happening as we speak. bc these big issues are playing under our radar as legal. the smaller issues on breach of personal boundaries are often gone under radar bc we end up comparing which is worse and then thank our stars for our misfortune bc at least it’s not THAT. but why must we choose or be forced to settle with the lesser evil? why do we tell women to change the way they dress and accept in kind and calm attitude should a man force himself upon her. why must we relinquish the goods bc our life means more than to fight for our right for our livelihood and in some case our personal belonging bc the city was state us not able to cover the cost of such confabulations that result due to its own inconsistency of rationing resources accordingly where every need is met and made a huge rule saying rape is bad. theft is bad. if u do these things there are severe repercussions. but not leave it with punishment alone again. to reflect back at systems and detecting it’s pitfalls is what enables change. punishment alone does not facilitate change.
as a result of such we have existential restlessness bc we don’t know if we should really involve ourselves to really create smth worthy of it’s gonna be taken . from u . at any time , wars can come here bc they are already there. at any time someone may break down and albeit non personal. may attack us and or rape us. maybe we marry someone who appears as good but god knows what sort of effect life has upon them. they may break down and hazard our loyalty feature. causing us much emotional distress. we are forced to think these too small if we are safe and live much like in a existential coma. ur k. u should be glad. and be forced to watch the generel shut show that is the reality. and continue to ring offspring this world. sure. it’s one thing to accent imperfections and say hey we will work it out. it’s another where we are being subjected to our desires irregardless to the quality and condition of the world and relate the general strays of happenstances and the more dominating bad examples playing at large. i mean if we cannot trust world for ending wars and proclaiming smth as simple as personal boundaries. criminal info anythjng that breaches it. so that we cumulatively get on the same page about certain hygienic conditions. then how can we meet future disasters and challenges that are going to be subsequent to each timeline as these things happen much like pandemics and natural disasters. it’s no wonder why elope get on a . post apocalyptic mindset even before the world ended. i’m not trying to be pessimistic. eve in the darkest of times we have faith and hope but then life just flows by us. it ends before we even get to begin. it’s only in hindsight that we realize how great our childhood could have been. our youth our decisions. we have great love. but it’s all misplaced. we project it onto the first people that we see and create all these scenarios. and bc we can’t accept our own mistakes. since the world is reluctant to accept its. we may subconsciously think it’s not right to get real with what is. almost as if we need a special cloak to keep ourselves hidden from the immediacy of worlds purview. such secretive business gets us lost as to what is true and just and what isn’t. we may end up giving into these pleasures and assume that our cause is what’s gonna change the world and start quarrelling with others about supporting stuff only. but in truth. in world at large human beings also have a big issue at hand. about working together on common issues but they are confronted by a race against each other on competing for resources and social status. . and when there’s periods of inactivity. there’s a lot of indulging behaviours. on escaping the reality whereas in truth we aren’t going anywhere. only in our minds we think we are enabling change. and change does occur. it’s just not the change that we think is going on. unless we are fully aware of that which we are generating. bc we are connective people. we tend to look around for examples. if we can compare our earlier days ( this generations ) and compare what. say 90s were versus now we can see a ton of discrepancies . do u even. remember how ur mind worked before u got ennobled with internet affairs. all of this matters bc if ur really receptive they can be ur teacher as to how these things tend to affect one another. thereby allow u to determine if e style where u have changed bc part of the common narratives force push is to get u to convince urself that ur changed but haphazardly or without much return or the change is greater then what u thought or dreamed of. which is illusion. if u consent. then u may convince urself of the palpability of change as defined by someone else and they may not be up to any good about ur person. such is the times.
we are wasteful species
this is in part because our history is quite dark. it’s full of territorialism and strong conviction that we are exceptional or inferior to others. here in the mids of trying to figure ourselves out we have surpassed and normalized a golden rule. so unto others what u woukd want done to u. so that means. before we decide to do anything we have think beyond ourselves. what would this normal air. how would this normalize and who would this affect beyond just my own personal outcome are some of the ways we can determine whether if we should take a. particular type of action but bc this frivolity is normalized. that human. life means so much but at the same contradictory level. our actions direct otherwise since our many establishments still continue to handle things like conflict. disagreements and common concerns about a given something that affect everyone. people die all the time. they die bc there’s not enough resources to meet their needs. they die of disease. and sometime they die bc they were born in the wrong place. our frivolousness extends pretty far as a result of this. we start to say well he must have deserved this sort of conviction that he must die at such a. young age. this must clearly be his karma. at other times we may make unprovable convictions. we have eliminated smth terrible from happening by this prosperous “accident “ bc our actions must simply resort to this. or bc when we choose or normalize a wastefulness in one area it temps to impact all other arenas as well.such in the case of human beings we don’t know what sort of great minds. scientists. teachers. inventors we are killing off before we begin the humble task of uniting our collective minds for other evolutionary avenues in our shared lives.
our wastefulness touches on all parts of our lives. in one individuals life. most potential gets often unrecognized. unnoticed. remains untapped. where within one’s resources. most energy expenditure is wasted on frivolousness of pursuit. of selfish interests. and general sense of confusion we tend to have upon coming up. noticing the first signs of the imperfections about the world. the discrepancy between all things of having been known. and hardly anyone having much a clue as to why they do what they are doing. and it’s one thing where our systems and the acknowledgment of such profess knowledge into actions would produce positive results where one could depend is one thing. but quickly we find out that there is strong contractions within the multi functions within societies that we are part of. we may mistake this at first to being normal. hence we may not recognize the internalized contradictions produced as a reflection of the intricate relationship within one and the external circumstances as well as general understanding that’s formed from such. why all of this matters. bc it’s individuals own quality that produces the next wastefulness i’m gonna mention. interrelationships. when indivisible become frivolous with objectives like family . friendships. even sex becomes frivolous. we don’t exactly have much of a role model out there. so it’s no wonder why the concept of why even. is difficult to pin point. why do we depend on social scenarios. happy moments. friends we can rely on. a significant other. a person who can both be a friend and a romantic partner thru time can both be exhilarating bc u may denote to exceptionalism urself that u are exception to. most things u hear externally. since there is no role model or where the role model is how to divorce properly and in a shrewd way. or how to juggle multiple partners all at once. or how to fuck off someone bc they screwed u once. etc. that at first u might say. well it is not me. it won’t be us. i’m the exception. i wont be a statistic. or u could get in with a specifically eye. or at first sign of trouble u liken ur experice to what u have heard. and since we are all a bit confused. we try to overcome things by arbitrary rules we place on our selves. every relationship seems to be come sort of a personal defect as a result of such. which at first might be easy to evade or make excuse of but as one continues on one’s maturing process irregardless to having a good model to rely on or not. one begins to feel like having some one and some people to trust can even save ur life. but only after a great deal of wastefulness is taken place. u might have had multiple divorces. u might have very well become the statistic u were at some point quite sure u would never become.
i’m. gonna dwell here a bit more since the interrelationships are gateway to heaven or hell. either way u look at it. it turns out. our “enemies “ or once upon a good relationships turned sour tend to last longer in effect than our positive ones. if any. instead of expedient all our energy and time to cultivating our true friends and family once we find them. we tend to dwell on resentment of a past that should have been different. citing that if it was better. then our circusnreces wouod be better. which is true to an extend but it’s a bit unfair to put all the blame on some arbitrary stranger just like urself to the world. ur natures and why even. right ? but somehow we like hieroprant . perhaps bc we are hungry for role models. or some type of example from which we can evade all the excess bullshit. which is a great signifier that if everyone on earth was asked. if there was a discovered way that eliminated all the excess and the waste. they would jump on the trials right away. we all have had taxing scenarios and know their great impact on the overall quality. of our lives. bc we haven’t met our full potential. and bc we are too quick to evade uncomfortable situations and are rather ill prepared to take responsibly where we need to. we end up playing this game of pointing fingers at others. each other. some person in the past. which is quite normal. given that even our passive actions that we take everyday is rather wasteful. . take our financial hygene for instance. we have very little discipline let alone expertise on how to manage money. our true value and worth within the word is all messed up which feeds into the toxicity of our self appeal. there’s all these toxic happenstances that have been normalized. we not only don’t know each other but must compete against each other’s resources to survive ourselves. our spendings is either bc we think they bring us happiness. which is normal since if we are here to express our full potential and we can’t do it albeit life isn’t perfect. even a glimpse might suffice but in most cases. children die. or people grow up to do mundane things bc they live in societies where everyone is playing upon the same wastefulness in acclimated instances , at the cost of human well-being. we don’t think about every individual complements the whole the hierarchical systems ensure that there’s inequalities that need to be maintained some of these arguments are age old and they both have positives and negatives. albeit that’s due to current relevancy of systems but nobody is willing to take a chance on trust or establishing some sort of rehabilitative measures towards the intricacies of the past with openness compassion and recognition that we are not livi bc those times but we are living these times instead. and that we are different than our ancestors to an extend we can use what we have to a great sufficiency. all of which gets missed because of the inner inconsistency that tend to dominate. if we are wasteful on frivolous when it comes to necessities it’d no wonder why we fall short
bc we are frivolous with our spending and money in general. as there’s clear discrepancies and maintenance of inequality done intentionally suggests that we have a fundamental human flaw in our reasoning that has took root and has become normalized. and in turn we end up ruining the planet. our waste literally goes all over the place. ends up in animals and food sources. from where they get into our bodies. we don’t know the long term damages. if in the past we heard almost every thing causes cancer and we somehow miraculously survived all that. now we have what appears to be plastic beads ending on a ur food sources and thus into our bodies. how much more can we handle i don’t know. but maybe this sort of issues caused in some of us what appears to be existential crisis. u get all anxious bc u don’t know how bad things have become and maybe there is no way we can change things. from here on out. if there is any miracle that could potentially reverse most of the damage and being us back to some sort of quality of life again that would be nice. if u told u that u has to trade a bad habit for getting it would trade one thing ? and what would that be. wars ? greed ? also how could we take steps within. at all my age. any background. irregardless to why wrongs we might have done. to this day. and recognize our soul and simplify our personal conundrums so that we too can convey a better clarity to the world view. and correct our behaviours according to this new found feeling of lightness. all the daunting painful past memories would then do sooo love like ice bergs. which would improve our emotional quality and from there we would determine our past within the human manifold becoming less wasteful as a result of willingness to learn from all that. surely anything may seem quite dramatic. as a result of our wastefulness we may depend exclusively to others for a lot. which includes our thoughts sometimes. and other times. we may require smth positive. anything that would keep the internal flame from burning out. one of the things that no one ever wants to do is die while alive. where u no longer have passion or pursuit. and even great calamity happens. it’s easy to give up.
perhaps because we do not recognize that each and every one of us were exceptionally indifferent to the part of history. no matter what. growing up. it’s the things we get taught in a way that ends up causing us the separate state of being. ur dressing a personality that is not ur own in a way bc u didn’t begin to recognize ur own presence. often times. in our adult form we have great hurry. perhaps bc the once upon robust passion and purpose we had about life and our absolute certainty in our exceptionism tends to fizzle our. maybe it’s countered too much. negativities in the life we live. or we may have had too many personal losses. also bc there’s a ton of bad stuff that happens all over the place as we speak. bc we aren’t congruent with the human spirit and rather live like we are “in between” type creatures. all of this side effects are due to the normalization of frivolousness of human life. an example is finite resource that is the economy. money. and when we have a handful of people have most of it. but do very little positive things with it themselves. what happens as a result of it. we have this extreme culture who wants to cast itself as exception to human rule. bc they don’t wanna be associated with 90 percent of the world. perhaps the human nature disgusts them but it’s part of all of us. we were born at about the same time. are experiencing similar conundrums and we too feel a degree of guilt. shame and or some type of Palaeolithic understanding about why these terrible things had to happen but we may be well versed about not recreating more of it. unless it becomes too normalized. where people re pushed to breaking point. then they may black out and give way to certain actions themselves as a result of the faulty environment . and what we want tho is to normalize the same
pleasures and rights they have. what does a billionaire have that u and i don’t have. time. and choice. these two things can change a lot. so what most folks wanna do is be able to dictate their own life. and make choices such as where they wanna live and choose what sort of partner and have the type of lifestyle. otherwise . in certain conditions a life can be too long and depressing. u know that ur gonna work u tio ur dead unless u get sick and die sooner. all is depressing thing improves. getting ur needs met is challenge. investing in ur future is not up for debate. all bc some people wanna live exceptional lifestyles where they are not human. but super human. if we get the same rights they will try smth else. bc they wanna deny the same. or be associate with the rest of us. but that’s all in the mind. a product of the mind. u can have exceptional clothes. or unique style. or u can’ talks in a way that’s ur own signature. u can do a job or produce a piece of art that’s unique to u. but human rights is not up for depart or becoming a fashion statement. or some pleasure for the few whereas large populations are living under unrealistic conditions. most 90 percent wouldn’t dare imagine what life maybe like for people who can fly anywhere at will. see all these remote areas. it reminds me of how when u discover a beach and tourists make it worse. u must keep it secret bc people tend to ruin good things. not clean after themselves. be frivolous. pursue selfish pursuit. not bc the few don’t also do that. they eat junk food and indulge in sex. and pleasure in music and arts. it’s all the same. tho we just don’t wanna get caught doing it and to stand aside as diffent than u and i they must maintain these lifestyles that appear as different. where’as it’s all frivolous. none of it matters. we all are born the same. we die the same and we all leave it all behind. then this points to an internal thing rather. bc even the most exceptional society does it know why we r here. yet they are certain of their violence toward others and then get temporary satisfaction from their wins then the daunting depressive thoughts kick in the summit is not the end and they go back o ur there seeking for answers bc truth is we need each other to determine why we are here. but bc we are half awake we use each other and call that a win.
was there ever a time and a place
where we all lived in harmony? where we figured things out. perhaps accidentally without ever knowing that those were the best times a collective could ever have ? and other questions run thru my head as i look at the current quality of the world we live in. everything is telling if u relax in it long enough. all u have to do is be. still the mind. what is in ur heart is the same stuff as everywhere else. when we feel pain and exceptional quality of vast array of experiences in combination would have on our person. it is no wonder why we are quite different. although also very same. one can have only enough experiences also in life. so no two people are ever alike. even twins experice things differently. they r just more in tune with each other and have a lot more similarities especially on the surface. families and nations too have this similarity to a extend. there is also behavioural similarities that attribute to certain traditions and honours that sacrifices their time and changes that we have faced in every generation. our similarities are quite clear. we can all think and feel and to a degree will the power to creete smth in reality. our actions don’t come without impact. there’s some in that could take that experice and be indirectly or directly. knowingly or not knowingly be affected by it but then again. there’s also indivisible need. aside from experiences that differ, we also have a need to take on duties and jobs we may not be fully aware of. part of that’s due to the systems being older then us. the societies were build by our ancestral part. everyone did “ the best they could”. the history isn’t all rainbows and sunshines either. we place a ton of pride on our wins perhaps bc of this one irreconcilable fact. and that fsxt could very well be the lesson which personally gives me hope. bc perhaps that’s why it’s all the more difficult. but one must also not be giving int dogmatic tonight. i’m no different than anyone else. perhaps. only by the way we process our experiences that also differ we are the way we become. from here things become easier when the job of forgiveness kicks in. and forgiveness isn’t smth that u let go per se or to maintain ur peace. as arbitrary or displaced as it can be. since the environment has some issues within. it that’s larger than one life, an arbitrary peace could pose as a lie and rather distort our world view and give us false notions of superiority over others. that’s not the point for forgiveness for the very act of such allows for the continuity of living without reciprocating violence. just bc u might have incurred such.
but ofc take these with grain of salt. things becoming machinated runs the risk of appropriating a forgiveness culture that lacks heart. soulless and is driven by memorizing of how to be good and placing too much emphasis on the looks of such as opposed to its intrinsic quality. intentions as well as maintenance of one’s integrity thru out one’s life. the latter is harder to do. bc it pertains to a precognition towards right thing or at the very least. the individual needs to develop some inner counteract to a potential error. or mislead. most often than not. the true way to evolve is that we are evolving and learning from each other’s mistakes. but we can’t do such things when we hide our flaws. and lie about them or paint them in another way. or project our inconsistencies on others. or recreate them among unsuspecting people to see how they will handle it. or get other people to do wrong. steer them from their other of self righteousness so that their mistakes mute ours or bc their is worse ( comparisons ) we should be alright. so long as there is someone who’s doing worse things. that means we are safe. is probably the worst thing u can do to urself. and this level of disservice to ourselves. it’s one thing if it starts and stop with us. but it’s barely so this way in this world. what we do somehow has a mind of its own out there. which touches on our indivisible nature rather. and it’s not bc we wanna be “ the same “. it feels good tho by large numbers of everyone is doing stupid things. some times it’s harder to detect what u really must overcome and what u came here with bc u might be taking advantage of smth that also comes with a shadow aspect. in this shadow aspect. once a person experiences their self limit. might then choose to disjoint from the otherise comfort of by numbers when it comes to self discipline. thereby not being affected when a society catches a common spiritual cold which may distort one’s perception. albeit temporarily. but here is also when we make greater errors so the idea for such discipline not only serves one by refraining from causing harm. but also ensures that others don’t cause harm. now there’s two types of people. if u have cast urself from the rest. and are ok with other people making mistakes . then. u must not fully awakened urself to true power of our. unity. which means that u must also not be able to detect when u feel repercussions for ur portion of a global in suffering. or maybe easy to mistake it for smth else. which is ok. if ur repercussions are not causing tsunamis. if it’s causing tsunamis. then. this means that u have also emotional connection to some type of instability. perhaps rooted to a past misunderstanding about smth. experience of which might have given u the impression of selectivity but we can’t be taught such unity matter. since it sounds like s on wine telling u what to do and human beings are either ok with that ( for the wrong reasons. ) or not ok
with that.
if they r ok with it and it allows them to get things right afterwords then this mean they have done their inner work. to an extend. and we must not assume how much of that work they have done. we can only discover it among the entanglement of our own process as it’s unfolding. and if they are ok with it but not with good reason. that means that they do t like to take personal responsibility for their part of taking on choices and manifesting certain conditions in their life for this rule applies to all equally. u make decisions and u cause things by ur actions non actions choices to do not do or certain conditions that u adhere to albeit maybe harder to detect from outside and right away. are attribute to intrinsic quality of ur own heart stuff. which will eventually give way to fruition but ofc this is the grain of salt which reminds us due to certain social conditions of having been machinated that we would also experience our personal portion and determine the true from false. which all takes their course as well. and some of these depend on older conditions. attributes of which we may not fully understand. that’s why when we read history books and ancestors with intellectual thought and expertise we like to sign up immediately. but here too a degree of personal responsibility is key. for our actions are our own and the discovery of it is part of the process. and here when we say this person has or does not have certain components internally setup or their external conditions are this or that way. to not compare them that’s our old brain which operates under the scarcity mindset. bc we can’t learn from each other’s mistakes. bc the information is distorted and there are artificial developments alongside organic ones and we didn’t come here overnight. the getting out process is gonna take some time. but also bc we would find a right way of getting thru there will be a natural continuity we will eventually tap into. which may speed up the recovery process. which also depends on our honesty tool. ingetiry and honesty are like two wings to that bird so. yea. ones ability to be self honest is hard bc it’s an attribute to language. and in taking a look at ur internal dialogue u may find contradictions within. it. that at some times u may say and revere urself as a gangster and at other times u may call urself stupid and inept then there must be a discrepancy that’s rather personal. it may happen involuntarily and it’s no wonder why we get frustrated with our process more so than what’s happening to us but end up taking fit out of others who ever may be near to us or east target for abuse since we are right that smth may not be our fault that we maybe experiencing this or be this way. a condition that comes with faulty. environment. but our idea bout justice is also messed up. which also comes with this earth place.
ofc if we are not learning from each other mistakes. and constantly of having to find out for ourselves smth we could all discuss and progress the healing and resolve at root and reflect the r findings to what’s new and now so that we improve the direction of our trajectory would be complementary to that fact that may very well be our lesson to overcome globally. one way that prevents us to learn from wisdom is due to our lack of trust . bc lack of trust would suggest we aren’t seeing smth. as it is. f ur skeptics that’s one thing. i don’t suggest go with all ur heart and trust blindly. or follow ur heart predominantly. that maybe too hard to maintain. and things may go wrong along the way and it’s like putting a person on a pedestal if we follow our heart only. even though our heart knows it’s also quite mischievous. capricious and playful. but if for instance we don’t already have such playfulness in th world and common problems , which is also attribute to healthy boundaries , more so i am meaning here body harm. but intellectual and emotional damages are also a persons territories. albeit more intrinsic in nature this still counts. but applying the right type of mind or mentality or thought process is a discovery of its own process.since we haven’t exactly perfected the art of language with each other. the work falls on every one. now we have these differences too on top of that. what ends up happening is if u start at first. u may feel the gusto of such process but later by repeat and due to the current ways of our world being the way they are we may find ourselves repeating the same thing over and over again. we get impatient. and sometimes disheartened. other times we may feel like giving up. because what’s the point. right ? maybe things are meaningless. bc there’s also the souls own progression. now in coming to terms with the world around u and each other. ur also in discovery of self. so where u come to in ur internal conundrum. perhaps the heaven on earth mindset seems so easy to achieve and it feels so good that anything less than it is not worth it. and we may get into a existential conundrum. it’s not a loss of heart per se. but life passes and u see the same things on repeat where the next generations are being hazarded and maybe to an extend u may know what that feels like. so here the art of growing up is taking on a special task. where no longer are u possessed by material gain or social status or what symbolism. may have. but more so u wanna leave smth worthy for the next generations. and u wanna be the example. and or set an example thru which they may be granted a fighting chance to overcome the same old bullshit in repeat. all the while reconciling maybe this may not be so in ur lifetime. this is the level of selflessness we all reach due to our own personal ripening gif our soul stuff. of coming to terms with our mortality and of only wanting to do things that are worth doing. but sometimes it doesn’t suffice to see that things take on a halt and restart and then watch from sidelines as everyone. must discover for themselves. but u also can’t snap ur finger and make everything alright right away either.hence some get disheartened and feel like a complete failure. which also passes to forgiveness so it seems that eventually one forgives. but then we see a world of people seeking revenge and ruining their lives and making things worse for everyone else around them.
and then u take personal responsibility for that too. u start asking what have i done that might have contributed to this extend by which i may recognize and offer wisdom or do smth to counter it or minimize its side effects. how can i alkaline the environment from my seat of self progression which dominates all others. opinions. assumptions and what some may paint it as. that’s our power. our pure presence of what is and our truth in being can not be over burdened by the frivolities of the external conditions and circumstances alike. at the worst case scenario u may get shot. executed. and that means that the word meridian is already terrible. people. which includes u as well. in general got caught in some type of downward spiral. but is it better to keep pointing fingers at each other and laugh and not notice we are on the sam downward slope or is it more portent to improve the media and quality which pays back in spiritual dividends for everyone which improves morale. increases the meridian quality vans fro where can we finally taste success for what it truly is. from where that’s when we may humbly feel a degree of self pride which in healthy doses can motivate us bc we accomplish stuff. so there’s a inner reward that cannot be taken from u. sure monetary rewards are nice. social positions are nice. but u can lose these as fast as u gain them u must gain smth that can never be taken from u. now that’s smth worth striving for right ? we don’t exactly know why we are all here that much is given. when we humble ourselves in the face of our troubles and mistakes . this makes us tolerant to each other’s mistskes. but again. with so many things in breach and so many others hazarded we must be cautious not to give too much into machinations aka lies bc these cannot be hidden for long and they cost us much more than simple thinking might assume we are being granted insight as to how things will turn out. there’s a point beyond our decisions and actions that we cannot assume or predict bc it reaches that unstable place where any person can do whatever and we can’t control each other. no matter how much we like to think otherwise or assume we can come up with next best technology or insert humans into machines or do all these scientific inhuman studies and unethical conduct to life’s gift. and expect better results bc we cannot win life in its own game. it always ends in death.
the intricacies of our interconnection
suggests that we have some power to a degree of influence but not control the entirety of the basis and continuity in which a particular smth develops. because we are in the process of creative nature, there is only so much awareness can go and only so much of information is available during the pure presence process of which allows us the type of insight that’s necessary. most often than not. we are at the balance between thought and action, where when the balance is a bit off, say, there’s too much mental activity but not enough action, here’s where things get a little murky. due to the nature of which man must discover what is for himself, he may miss the point where action is necessary thereby dwelling on too much thought to make up for the cost of discrepancy between the two objectives instead. whereas when we arrive at a particular type of conclusion or information that may complement the whole in some way, might simply require a delving into process that allows us a deeper sense of knowing. coupled by our intrinsic senses of navigation which we tend to miss bc we are not excelled at such meditative states of being. rather than the constancy of doing to make up for the deficit of where actions is lacking. therefore. too much thought tends to bastardize the process of getting and understanding as well as sorting out information. most often than not. human beings are hardly ever comfortable with quietude. for quietude usually signifies smth is wrong. or smth bad usually happens. much like a calm before the storm. or perhaps in the past. certain events took place frame of which tends to possess similar in shape , thereby causing within a person fear or worry. anticipation of smth going wrong even in the absence of such. for such anticipation can link any next happenstance to a more magnified burst of “partial understanding” partial in that which relativity of events can confuse as to why smth is happening as well as what.
we are co emergent beings. means that we cannot exist as a stand alone. the great signifier refers to our unity aspect. that which we haven’t perfected the skillful art of diversity. usually the word diversity scares people. bc it refers to strong individualism which expeditions oneself from the rest. almost selective in nature as to what type of duties falls on everyone. in a hierarchal systems this could be seen as a side effect. because we revere our effort and value our time and energy. even wen we may not realize it in terms of what motivates us to types of choices we may make along the way. but the hierarchical systems are plagiarizing the original organic development within human nature. an attribute to aging. or getting older. ripe with experience. though this isn’t afforded to everyone on equal grounds bc of the artificial hierarchies that have superseded the organic ones in an effort to survive the species. but it also contradicts its own truth by sacrificing its own members. for the supposed greater good. we lack trust in each other for the sheer ability of overcoming our newcomer sense. that is coloured by experiences and given by the process of turning our experience into wisdom by understanding what happened and why as well as the proper digestion of our experience. when we cannot see what is. we fall for any expletives that is afforded within our society. bc we are not skilled in navigating our own nature, given that we grow up around notions of human beings generally being non trustworthy. a danger to us. potential to do things out of haste. or impulse or lack. thereby forcing within us a skeptical look on everyone. and everything we come into contact with. but this is also a partial in system bc it’s not natural so it also generates blind spots within people where in an effort to efficiency within oneself. one begins to appropriate and even machinate certain conditions in standard. this machination. or preconceived notions or biasses are meant to take some of the burden off of our otherwise expediting too much energy on the same topics. same notions. bc what else can u expect when ur stuck ina cosmic limbo? that’s why it’s essential for each person to strive for self excellence which comes with being transparent and honest with each other. the discrepancy of worrying about being likeable to being real raw truthful honest and overall caring about the future of human beings is precisely this. it all depends on where we place this greater sense of intention and what outcome in overall that we seek is whe the way appears before us.
we aren’t supposed to know everything either bc here is another our of balance happenstance that tend to produce strong effects when we ourselves feel out of control. we begin to compensate by controlling that which does not need such. when we are micro managing every single action every single decision and every single thought then there is no room for spontaneous occurrences. usually spontaneity and sun dino my give way to miraculous happenstances. it’d the anti thesis to too much control. in other sense. when control gives us comfort that everything is under some type of organizing factors. while this part refers to “too much certainty” it won’t give way to anything that’s supposed to develop organically thereby leaving us in a stagnation mode. we may feel stuck. not feel inspired. and feel like we might know what’s gonna happen next. but here may i ask wouod this refer to self fulfilling prophecy instead of one simply being awake to one’s own creative nature and choosing to simplify via trust in ur own self ? this is hardly so. bc when we lack general trust in each other. do we assume that it’s due to our strong trust in ourselves ? we are of the sawn after all. human beings is that. we are a cumulative species. albeit we may decorate ourselves with differences based on by historical context. we also have strong similarities. we can speak and act in a professional way. we all have our intellectual and emotional muscle we have full free will to direct and control at any time. yet we are the only species who do things out of control. we get mad. and in a fire of anger do things of greater contradiction to our truths and then are waking up the next day with the cost of its loss. imagine neighbours fighting. and at that point proving that ur right supersedes everything that ur acting haphazardly in front of children. not caring about what sort of display u have intuned urself with. but then there is the morning after. u will see that neighbor the next day. but for some reason we “simply can’t help it” and lack the necessary provision to handle discrepancies in a healthy way which considers the big picture. so the big picture here refers to a long term vision and it reflects lie intentions. when our intentions are choppy. it’s good today but terrible tomorrow or selective. it prefers certain. interactions over the other. what does that say to the world at large ?
it seems that individuals who depend on the systems are usually prevented particular types of intel that keeps each nation “safe”. from what we do not know. all we know is that there are mysterious exchanges made based on by what has took so long longer than our lifetime which we see as it is today and that some folks make these representative decisions on our behalf. but we don’t know what some of these decisions are. and should we dare to think independently we may be enemy of the state especially when our findings negate nationalistic lines of thought about our neighbours. but at the end of the day. we refer to our basic needs for survival. one of which is resources. and resources is a big conundrum in the world bc thru out to mean stone again we fought for it. and we fight to get the best while cheating others. cheating others seem to be a mental thing rather. bc how can a person be well or call their gains success if it causes suffering in other peoples life. but this is the issue. where trust is missing we do things based on by how things got here. we refer to history to understnd ourselves. therefore each other. but in truth. we aren’t investing in. ourselves in the now. so as to have that comfort in silence. but fill it with noise bc we assume as a stand alone we cannot arrive at such conclusions or come close to determine our truth and nature. and secondly we cannot find peace in. just simply being. if we did. then our systems would operate much differently. for one aspect. we have contradiction between technology making life easy and giving us more time so that we can cultivate a sort of collaborative peaceful atmosphere that is honouring of everyone as well as to apply strong discipline as to dignified life for all not just urself and ur family. and the frivolity of productivity bc even tho we have replaced some arduous jobs with ease of technology what we ended up doing was create arbitrary ways to keep people busy. so the idea of making ice easy is a good idea but it is contradicted by making it hard why? bc we skipped the step into delving into the nature of mutual trust along the way of its development. where trust is missing the more we deny ignore and run from the issue the more it persists. so now whereas what we do happens natural to its own corresponding development. it is coloured strongly by the immediacy and urgency of need to look at the convent of mutual trust. globally. which is kind of like the elephant in the room. no one wants to admit the general shiftiness of at any point if anyone was given a opportunity to freedom they would go and attack u and mirror what u have done to them. maybe what we refer to here is a guilty conscience more like bc issues as a stand alone much like people cannot be resolved on their own. they depend on the collaboration of everyone for their resolution. very seldom do we need to reconcile smth and leave it to god. right. or higher powers. usually common ground issues however don’t work that way especially when they are unjust and cause haphazard conditions like make a life unhealthy or experience extreme hardship.
when people get inconvenienced. they tend to build resentment. as opposed to seek alternatives as to solution to the issues not bc resentment comes easy but bc people are most often resilient than otherwise as to handling their issues and there’s a degree of pride there as well which sometimes overburdens all others in terms of internal processes. when pride kicks into full gear that’s when arrogance and the opposite of tolerance begins to show signs. that’s when strong countenance in action takes place. but here. bc we didn’t do things properly. how can we. the environment is sick. there is hardly any good examples to follow when it comes to common disputes. whole ass nations take up wars when they can’t find resolution. between the state and the person. if the person fucks up. there’s great discrepancy as to who pays the price and for how long. most often than not. many people are inconsequential to the state. invincible. and their issues. not that big a deal. there is a reason for that. when nations are too busy with the false upkeep of rather unnatural hierarchies that took root and force ti man obtain its upkeep the bill is often footed to everyday people. where when there is strong need for change. only a number of people benefit from it. every one looks to other departments. for change. they can only “ do so much of their part” even tho there’s “national security secrets “ which also benefit the few and where many others end up getting their hopes up for some change to reflect their communities only to experience the continuity of the same old whereas what ever transpired briefly distracts u from ur currency of issues at hand at a individualistic basis. ofc in looking at the way we all operate. money displays a greater signifier of such disputes. there’s lack of it where it’s essential and needed. such as education and investing in ur own people bc this is what makes strong nations and in others there’s excess where some who benefit from it make excuse saying that they have thus as a side effect to the inefficiently of systems but also at the same time do nothing on their part to change the systems as they find it. the excuse refers to this mental confabulations that some may become rather in a romantic relationship with. the arbitrary nature of “they will kill me if i actually stand up to change or challenge these inhumane system that benefit me” but we don’t know who is gonna kill them. we don’t know who the enemy is. in fsxt the “enemy” is hiding in plain sight. it’s the enemy to urself when u choose to lie about smth. bc this refers to our mortality rather. we want to experience the best. perhaps we feel too small in a world of people whose powers coincide and coals sometimes in harmony and other times in strong discord. disagreements of which tend to multiply bc we may have arrived at a particular truth but bc we didn’t get the synchronism y of feedback. aka acknowledgment we moved onto a nearest objective instead. so here. hierarchies do their thing they cause us much implications on our social development that it’s no wonder why some authority gets off of punishing regular people. bc they too must feel the injustice inside but maybe feel lucky bc they are exception to the rule but this isn’t enough just to be happy with what u got or where u are. u need more. and the frustration on taking part in general injustice to ur kin can cause u much … disturbance in ur otherwise peaceful nature as our true nature is indeed peaceful. so in an effort to get clarity to ur wrongdoing as right. u must have external conditions sort of confirm to u that. the illusion. is in fact right. or else. the exasperation would eventually have u harm either urself or someone else. bc it’s not natural. no matter how much we wanna convince ourselves that each other is the enemy and unless we are willing to wipe out anyone who we disagree with and willingly injustice them and harm them bc we want everything best for us and be the best in everything , what sort of our outcome do we seek bc a lifetime is too long for ish. negative entanglement. like i said . it’s not natural. it causes us much disarray. it makes us sick.
in the power of reality
as life flows thru it with freedom, each individual strand is given equal in strength and might. which rises depending on its course and process. also by the envinrment al conditioning and then reaches its peak. then coming to a evening out within its field of spectrum. though the reality isn’t that simple. the freedom itself refers here to the will of choice more so. but without much diction as to what one really is doing until the particularities of creativity produces a initial end product. from which we establish a basis. usually firm. but this introductory stage is meant for the sheer purpose of the introduction and not to be confused by the entirely of the game play. thru the interactions with our surroundings we are often at crossroads whether if we ourselves are at the very center and surrounded by objectives or complement the overall. always the catalizer but never the catalases so to say where the very act of transformation or change is always an attribute to a higher ordeal. meanwhile in standard. very little changes. especially when one’s inner senses detect a quality control. since we must come to a place in our mental determination to what change represents. for instance. there are different types of change. change of circumstances. change of environment and change of one’s body functions are three obvious ones. change of mind represents the three changes. except for the last one since we are still coming to terms with minds powerful impact that has on one’s body functions. u can say u can’t do smth. and can u or can u not do smth or are u saying this out of convenience for instance. in some cases. just simply altering a thought pattern isn’t enough. there are implications and road blocks or natural circumstances that tend to counteract our intense need for change in places where change may not appear as we wish it to be like. change of heart is usually in line with our emotional proves process of which depend on part by our mental acuity and the quality of our thought process. then there is other conditions. such as that of the environment that can temporary halt o ur process dull the progress and or put us on deep sleep. we may be convinced that the perceivable change is smth we must mould toward. perhaps due to inner susceptibilities that which we are not consciously aware of. for they the experience itself we might detect. which is the art of learning from ur experience. but this one can run the risk of popular thought and majority actions and the like that can confuse or delay a persons process for inner change so that irregardless to environment and the conditions one maybe faced with one will change depending on the accuracy of change. not the perceivable or immediate ones which may instigate that of which one may not be aware of. the careful approach to the types of change may signify intuitive living. also one that is balanced by one’s instincts. as complementary to both, one may do things without fully knowing why or for what reason one maybe doing. which later on may being one much clarity for one’s part within the great combination of everyone else’s experiences that comment. this one reality as we see it today.
ofc we have a few obstacles in the way. firstly. it’s quite difficult to see everything in their organic state since in a way this realty represents a dream like essence. ofc it’s not a dream state where we can do things we can get away with. perhaps even in a dream state we aren’t exactly getting away. since there are particular dreams representative of the quality of “not being able to run when ur presented with a danger perceivable by ur senses but ur not able to love “. and even the quick sand dreams or ones where one is running but almost like in place. or very slowly only to arrive at the initial running place. but then the danger doesn’t arrive either. so in the particular dream state where u think initially that u must flee. but can’t escape. the conundrum of which u think there’s a danger and. that u must run changes to the act of slow moving. which represents something and often times when we wake up we think ah. i am probably not able to act on smth. or maybe i’m not acting too quickly on smth. but still can’t determine. as to why such dream even persists. since it’s one of the common dreams most people report seeing much like the falling dreams or twitch dreams in early stage of falling asleep. now the reason why i say this is perhaps representative for even if we were to succeed in running away from. a particular responsibly or a task. that doesn’t mean that we are intrinsically removed from it entirely as well. even. if. but here in understanding the reality. is very important bc we didn’t get here overnight. it is often said that a year can change a person a lot. what are these changes signifying tho we invest ina ton of things in our daily life. we may not see results right away but at some point this cultivation brings to sprout smth. that’s why we are covered in our minds. bc we know this. inner maturity and cultivation so w e don’t reveal everything in our minds. and allow some things to mature instinctively and then by using our intuition we are keeping ourselves safe bc we must be aware of the way the world is. there are certain things that happen albeit no matter this toxic they maybe. they can harm others. even the doer. and then we must govern ourselves to an extend bc everything brings us back to that level of self responsibly. irregardless to hierarchies and the unequal powers acting out in complete certainty.
in the entirety of the world populations we have all had to make series of decisions. often times we may look around and see how others are handling a particular task or a situation but with words of having been long time abused. now even in our intellectual sphere of exexistence we must prioritize careful adaptation to selective line of thought that’s complementary to not only one’s own life but for everyone. in a way. a conscious way of life is what is necessary to get us out of our shared conundrum. this comes with compassion for mistakes. bc the higher u are. the harder the fall it is said. and given by the way our judicial systems is. to a average mistake doer. it’s not hard to connect the dots on covetious ness or covering up of one’s mistskes or rather delve into the intricacies of existentialism as opposed to try to think out of the box. get real with what is. tell truths. admit faults and give opportunity for others to try out a problem for the determination of what solutions to apply. for example we have wars a a a variable solution to some of our concerns. albeit some of this can be due to historical context of some of which has. it been composed entirely so as to see a reasoning behind such development versus taking sides to end in haphazard way for the means of reconciliation which can in one way be a truth but it’s not the whole truth nor is it the only one. there are often times many reason why we may have chosen such way of conduct and we maintained the urge the need to procreate and bring offspring to the same fucked up systems only to have them too snatch from us and sent to for more warfare. having their blood spill on some fields somewhere for what appears to be not much by todays standards. bc warfare hasn’t dissipated and on top of that. what we are faced with is to inclusiveness of the inaccuracies of the pasty that developed around the issue without solving the core problem for example. giving women of equal opportunity is nice and well. but this only happens after establishment and normalization of certain things where the freedom to be is under the same conduct and law which rules out the origin of argument. that even suggests in the philosophical sense that we can’t gain such equal rights and freedom when our natures differ. but we can’t miss the focal point just bc there is appearance of change either. bc we often times are deprived for it. for smth. anything to change that at first glance smth happens we cling on it. the first thing of change and we rest ourselves in it. which i think comes with the false sense of adaptation as well. when we see the common grounds is filled with dominant like of actions that signifies change and then adapt to it or be convinced that this isn’t just a. bad spell. or a temporary thing and recognize the suffering in people and what certain times contain as to the difficulties of being and choosing for the right type of conduct at any time.
part of the reason why there’s a invincible abuse by the change that is propelled and the one that is occurring naturally comes predominantly fly from feb act to quell the masses to eliminate a particular type of action but then do nothing leaving change to a natural process or progression that occurs as a byproduct of natural decay and “circumstances of time as it passes” that people must do smth. even in wait. but that can transpire smth. an opportunist can see this transpiring and take full advantage of it. bc then it’s the people themselves that are providing the groundwork for what’s to happen next where the observer who is a opportunist can offer an idea on the extrapolation on a given circumstances . though people in retaliation of due to their exhaustion and inanity to maintain continuity in their lives. bc the prospect of change offers temporary distortion of senses. and here is where we may like to get lost in the haze of a inner storm where we are confronted with the difficult task of determining which is real. bc we can’t tell. some things r quite similar. u may get an essence to smth but cannot put a face or a name to it. there’s far too much strategies i the world for instance. we have general sense of mistrust bc of the misinformation that takes precedence over the sanctity of human . life and we end up living someone’s nightmares bc they realize the conundrum is far and wide. they have access to information after all in terms of where there is pollution and as to how. and what sort of “sacrifices” are to be made for the maintenance of systems that tend to keep or give us the illusion of civility and advancements. these are nice. but they are also far from perfect right. and work is work. it’s tough. and everyone gets exhausted and need a break. same with the “bad guys”. everyone feels that effort can be exhausting and everyone demands a value and wroth for their efforts no matter how much involvement they may have in terms of world maintenance and how things function to sustain generalities of life we may walk with a ton of projections as a result of our intense need and search for truths. to determine the truthfulness of smth. integrity is a number one objedirve. we all know for instance that when integrity is lost or compromised it is harder to restore ur but it’s possible. one way to do that is love and tolerance and whereas the world is wasting away which is important. ? to save our failure of character or to risk being ridiculed or even excluded by being honest but that means if we want others to understand us we must also understand others. to change what sort of punishment we may have incurred we must work towards lessening others and to do that we need to figure out common causes for us u problems instead of chuck it to characteristics and identities that are fixed. most things are interchangeable not bc we are not the right gender but bc we are formidable and can possess great introspect to change when given a chance and are motivated with improvements.
right now for isntence we are at odds with how to go about human rights. do we remove some or give more out. are we able to do basic things right such as self discipline and fair treatment of each other. or are we going to cave into breaching personal space by physical attacks ? are we good on spending? for money complements capitalism that destroys the planet. how are we willing to change what’s our portion of reality. and how do we bring about change without having to maintain stick lifestyles such as class differences and intense poverty and it’s subsequent opposite. intense riches. how do we reflect ethical spending to what ends up in our landfills. are we ok with plastic that never disintegrates ? what does that say to certain cheap products of plato. having negative effect on our minds. and our bodies the same bc they impact hormones in some arbitrary way? what about enough food for everyone. dow e have time to even cultivate community garden ? where no one goes hungry? are we able to have disagreements without having to threat someone or go out of our way to harm them physically? what about plastic beads in our food supply. what are the long term consequence of acquiring plastic in our bodies and system and what does that mean to our impact of health ? do we feel existential bc we feel it’s too late. but we are also very alive still and day s and this dream is very persistent. we keep waking up day after day. but then are confronted with inability of inefficient systems whose math is off. where numbers don’t match up. where we are forced to downgrade our potential and be ok with downward mobility and wee expected to think small give up on human kind entirely and even not be able to partake in the solution making process and act on it consciously in a constructive unifying way. we only change the suit of argument while underneath it all remain divided. today it’s one thing tomorrow it’s smth else. whereas each day is a presence given and that we must appreciate and also find gratitude in the living. how do we do these without being pompous and fake or lying ? or shallow where we may find gratitude mostly for our luck rather than seeing the overall conundrum.
when u come to this world
and by coming i mean really. arrive at pure presence. be with. the notion of what the actual fuck in reality. bc it tends to kill people to sleep and have them sleep walk thru life. assuming the illusion is real and everything is finite but we do things without thinking. it’s the evolutionary of the ways there is. our bodies do it all the time when organs and the brain communicate. all the intricate “living organism” inside of urself is continually in their full machinated automatic full function without u ever having to think about it so it is in our nature by adaptation that we must to an extend blend into our surroundings. so not everything we have become accustomed to is good for us. this is because we unlike our bodies have actualized machination with machine technology and just tech in general. there was a writing on a wall somewhere not too long ago. it said smth like oh well in the past we were like so totally evolved n much smart civilization but smth went wrong and we had a total collapse and so b know we are a bit dull and dumb and we make up in places where we need such connections to be made. sort of bridge the gaps per se. but u can read it as u like. in a way that’s all cool and nice but at the same time we see not much else changing. so even in thinking that in the history sometime ago we were well endowed. with all kinds of powers. super human in fact . depending on “house of force “ u were dominantly born under. celestially speaking. we came apart. this means that no matter how endowed we maybe it won’t matter if it must lead to self destruction. secondly. while technology serves to help and make life at ease with reality. if the same underlying elements are present. even. in the most passive subtle sense. we will eventually come to a next breakdown socially. this isn’t hard to mistake. we see the smaller play play in our lives. albeit impactful. we all experienced some type of loss and hardship and make a complete wrong judgement call in our lives. which was devastating and life altering the same. so while we are maybe small speck of dust in the universe. we are also quite essential. maybe we don’t know what those essentiality’s are. to hard to define human nature. especially when urself is odds with its own nature that it’s heavily directed by fairy tale stories to set itself apart from the rest of humanity. and we don’t change. bc we don’t. learn from our mistakes. so how can we even make a claim that as human species in general that we are learning our much bigger cosmic lessons that are attributed under “ human relations “ if they were to be observed by aliens.
there’s nothing magnificent here. just simply human nature. still in pursuit of its own self discovery. we are too rigid however. bc we are keen on such in hardship but at the same time we take excessive pride in our suffering. while at the same time convincing others to not pursuit their same rights. we make distinctions. perhaps due to being. heavily conditioned to think there has to be bad guys among us. but we don’t exactly know who started it all. at that. what ever is our complaint. so we depend on the ancestors systems bc they offer an external objedirve look at things. but at the week time. they were written from people like us. and surely. accustomed to specific if timelines. yet we lack the proper skill set for discerning which should remain and which need transcending . as to what sort of systems must now reflect the current human conditions i think that’s why some things are intentionally out of whack precisely bc to test this theory. it seems to it that human beings are either programmable and cannot self defend to tell right from wrong. but at the same time. they can consent very easy to changes they can perceive as good for them. at the same time we have this general dread in the air. like things are getting worn out. because we use things daily and they have their natural decay in order unless they are constantly tended to. in terms of infrastructure. a country that functions in a way that upkeeps it’s stuff tends to succeed in the department of y upgrade. but at the same time we have wars. if we are not so busy arguing internationally on common objectives because we have these systems before us who did the same exact. without noticing that we may quite easily be falling into the trap of recreating history while we try to stand out from it by doing exactly what it says. as opposed to trying smth new. i mean who could have not seen tht coming.
perhaps it’s in our conditioning to both think vast. to an extend for innovation and technology and at the same time think so small that we are abusing the system in our favour but when we cannot maintain animosities any further and where the coin has to land on either side we get weary but by the point of an argument chosen to be made. that’s a risk u should have seen coming. in line with integrity. this is ever so true. but bc integrity can be subjective. especially when u are building social rapport on reality. it can be difficult to prove if a theory is purely truthful since there’s also intentions at play. so usually on matters such as these. we leave things to nature. bc for the integrity of smth to be maintained it has to pass the challenge of time and natural decay. if it doesn’t decay then it’s been integrious and self correcting as to what preconceived notions might have surrounded whatever objective this may represent. bc we are in the act of discovery. this means that we are finding ways of gathering data. and convey truth and meaning. the closer we are to what is. the better we feel. even if the reality is far from perfect and there are all kinds of truths that swirl within it. instead of comparing an evolved person in thru their own struggles and hardship becomes humble in the process of others path. of recognize. tho when things get conceptualists to a t aka. machinated or it’s authentic process hijacked. this is often a bad sign or bad omen. bc what. we do there is we are trying to augment or trick the natural system into thinking what we want it to think. perhaps bc we feel this spiritual miasma. it’s a disastrous thing to be so free yet at the same time be so trapped in. life. no matter what we acquire within it does not quell our need for such liberty which seems like we cannot attain it by simply the conceptualists analytical mind or the emotions alone.
ofc i’m talking from my point of view. perhaps each person has a uniquely different experience on earth. there is to an extend a waking up process bc we are lulled to sleep right in our mothers womb. then. when we are babies. then most of our time is spent in sleep. for the duration of a life time. sleep can take a good chunk of life this must represent smth bc there is frivolousness one dreams if in waking life i can literally actualize any directive bc i’m that much powerful and o am a creator of my life circumstances . so why dream if u can actually live life in the real. if there is necessity of dream work in our human life this points to a smth. sure we can say it is to nourish the body. why is the brain working like it’s 1980? then. i mean we have not evolved much in terms of our thinking. and we are always thinking in hindsight as twenty twenty so while we live we hardly take festivities or advantage to appreciate every moment of our lives. only when in hindsight we see things from a. evolved perspective and mistske those times for smth else. and then we wanna work so hard to recreate a past that cannot be regenerated again. there’s a saying. that u cannot cross the same puddle twice. it says that ur not the same person and the river also has changed. in the same way. we are balancing between habit forming. which forces us to do same things everyday. such as wake sleep. brush our teeth clean up poop pee eat. laugh. and then those where we must not mistake for pattern forming. or get mindless about. maybe that’s the truth about duality . it’s not exact opposite. it’s not flat out. if this is good there must be a bad. but is the bad as stationary as good or is it appearing a s bad bc it’s simply not authentic ? comes to mind.
but this abusing the systems is not endearing. bc it makes the wrong people rich and others suffer the consequence and even pay a lifetime of poverty and further suffering and stifling of life experiences that is in their right to pursue. that’s why abusing the system cannot be chucked to oh this is just a. a human generality flaw that we are all in it together and that we must surpass. u don’t see me abusing my systems. u don’t see me change or shift my gears and cause permanent damage on ur person. this stifling behaviour is not strictly between the people u may have beef with bc lot of people whose life is vulnerable to such systemic reverberations get hit first and foremost. what’s their fault ? why must they pay the price for smh they didn’t do just bc the argument is strictly between u and ur surviving enemy members whom u disagree so are ugly with who got u to do bad things and “ the look what u made me do” crew. comes to mind. then again it’s all a dream. this reality is a strong one at that. the fact we must sleep is also signifier that we must also wake up while we are awake. and in our death as a sort of awaking process bc this is maya. this is the world of illusion. things of material stuff is has a expiration date much like u and i. and their process has their own karma. somehow u and i have a karma to serve as well so earth becomes this meeting place. in a way. we are in a open air jail cell where everyone wanna convince others that they r better off then them. but in a way. some of those folks are right. we are in it together. but bc we keep killing people. we keep losing vital data. against our better belief that we may feel we are also overburdened by the frivolous daily overburden of information influx we we get going on. so in a way. everything is out of whack. when duality is at odds. u may think in extreme opposites but sometimes it’s just a gradient. which sort of bastardized the look of smth otherwise is wonderful. if we keep moving from. a place of things like faith and hope. not bc we give up or expect others to pick up where we can’t meet up.
most often than not
truth hides in plain sight. not wanting to be found or whatever. just remains there as it is. but there are times where it’s essential to really get comfortable with what is. since this offers us greater insight as to the mechanism rather, that brought us here. more so how we find ourselves and in what condition. the articulate mind likes to play associative with meanings specific to their relevance to us so it’s no wonder why we get lost in between generalities of meaning and those they mean smth specific to us. we do have a reflective quantity. and we do notice that for us to draw conclusions. we must to an extend have come to terms with connectivity of all and everything and their relativity between their own unique blueprint. though there’s a bit of shadow play here. the rather unfinished side to us, one that evolves as we speak , can cast shadow along the way of our thinking. bc of this. better lack of statement. the inability to see oneself as one is since done is also busy with one’s surroundings. that gives us intense need to find ourselves out there. among others and in situations. this means also that we must have come to terms with the reflective quality of life in general. but ofc when it comes to mechanism into understanding. as it self evolved as we continue to develop and hone our own individual skill set into determining what reality is, a bit of mystery is a given side effect to our intense need to identify with everything. too much laxity is what helps arise boredom. but before a thing can outweigh its experience, we must arrive there ourselves. hence the inability to find comfort in silence or stillness. bc we also grow accustomed to. via that. internal finding along the course of external directives, constant movement. which is the anti thesis to stages of stillness. seldom do we ever find pleasure in being since this can trigger uncomfortable side effects. or those that we in the prior pay very little attention to. which shows us that a degree of efficiency in the way our systems work. both internally and externally, would allow us a the necessary respite which lessens the burdens on our organic mechanism. then again. we are competing against our internal fears and sorry about our security and safety. which makes the stillness period all the more difficult bc when the mind is ignited to solve problems. itself wishes nothing else but to ease the course. however. if we are the drop in the ocean that contains the entire whatever woke it suffice to be still first before clarity directs our next line of action for the efficiency of a prior discomfort.via this notion picture stillness that can read the entire rooms effortlessly. much like seeing inside the ocean all it’s corners. clearly. of u can see where u are headed. u have higher likelihood of survival and a better chance at deciding on every step of the way there.
we don’t want it to be obvious. the arrival into specific is conclusions for not everything that makes is stillness is an end to smth. for others. there could be stillness and then carry on. yet for others. a complete respite on us highly likely. in places where long term maintenance until the next wave of change sweeps on. by. sometimes we like the idea of chasing an objective in the intellectual is more interesting than the conclusion of arrival. but ofc concern is key here. in determining problem solutions on bigger longer held conundrums may take longer and may take priority over all others. daily things that also complement the whole and impact it’s parts but can slow down or rather wait. in that we may not see every act of stillness as end or affordable to stuck since we have to measure the priority of any objective at hand to be of importance but to come to those common conclusions is another issue. since we don’t stop enough to allow ourselves to relax. completely give into the moment of now. when our daily lives demand too much from us just for basic maintenance. this can differ from person to person but overall. the general existential connection to our general attitude refers more likely to what’s the point anyway. we do very many tasks in repetitive way. and it gets often tiring. most of the stuff we do don’t last. now in the information wars the same holds true. our intellect gets it at first. but we expect a response or acknowledgment. and when we don’t get it. we start to explore to all other alternative thought processes. we don’t delve into what we seek validation for. but here validation is key bc things of attribute to all common needs usually does require equal input from all members of the human family. and when we don’t get this we can assume that either we are not factual in our statement or smth else is off. well. for one thing. we have a current need to misdirect the point of view. the many misdirections can create a sort of effect in some. like a russian spy. who was conditioned at a very young age. who gets “online” with a “keyword” or particular line of speech that “ literally speaks to them in broad daylight whereas others perceive entirely smth else”. and carrie’s our tasks that are specificity to their line of conditioning.
i think a guilty conscience is a tough one to muster and get thru. since itself has to work extra hard to convey sororities meanings and appear a certain way. it too would develop a sort of a system to maintain its own natural processes. biology. or the intense need to exasperate itself in broad daylight so as to ease the tension that occurs when too many of our natural inner forces are at odds with each other. it’s via these internal stagnation and intense opposition that we develop way for diseases. not always. cos mind over matter is of strength here but then again biology is biology. so people being at war with themselves is quite profitable in this day and age bc these social conditions tend to do exactly why they are designed to do. cause us to be more skeptic of al each other. be extra guarded. trust no one and keep oneself extremely sterile and safe from any possible potential bad outcome. so what this does is keep u safe. and maybe ur thinking that by being highly selective that ur exercising ur skepticism muscle and discernment. but what this actually is that ur paralyzed from decision making. u can’t decide bc u don’t know how bad the outcome is gonna be. a fearful life prevents itself the rightful duty of creative ablution. meaning that own is gonna generate stuff in one’s life via one’s decisions that one makes. the more scared we are to decide the more smaller we tend to live. we may see the benefit of not doing much however whe most contributions in the world albeit mostly are good at sustaining civilizations. not all of them are congruent to humane practices that are aligned with human rights and dignity and stuff like that. but it’s not that we can’t come to terms with our choices. albeit they could be way off or wrong. or outdated. that happens too in reflection into system ssomw change that tske thier time and by the time they take effects the populations has already moved on. or have evolved past a mistske. which has now produced all kinds of other multiplication of the same. origin of which seems unrecognizable the further away u get from the original cause. later on we come to tween with it all. the veil of the burden of our ignorance or lack of experience is filled in with careful wisdom. and this wisdom often gets lost bc we refrain from trusting each other to share our opinions. bc we get shot down. or now. due to the information wars running large where we are forced to self doubt on our conscience just bc we aren’t being heard. so we lower our defences as to the type of choices we make. the worst the mistake the better or worse ling term that which we cannot see just yet bc we are still hustling. pulling g and pushing contradicting and all kinds of disturbances are taking place. we can’t be still enough to even determine what’s next. that’s why outsiders opinion and perspectives on certain things are heightened times is sort of helpful. or complements the whole. the whole thing is out whack anyway. so we don’t even expect excellence even from the outsider.
all is k no it lost. we only prolong the death process. we are not exactly in terms with our own truth and humanity just yet. i think these objectives take some time to accomplish. bc we depend on others progress and not just our own for completion of such common excellences. we would only be kidding ourselves if we were completely realized. evolved to the highest degree. no matter the height of our accomplishments. since the common quality of the world and meridian in our interactions tend to put weight anything intellectual no matter how much we want it to be true and repeat it over and over till it becomes true, or how much we wanna make something. seem other than what is. bc these objectives. including whether if we make people believe smth that is partially or not true. is not gonna change much of the common outcome even if in parts may seem like a win. bc the intrinsic basis has remained the same. if we don’t change things at baseline. which we don’t know why this means. then we will continue to change the outside shapes of things. and fall again to belief that things have changed with mere appearances. sure things change. but the quality depends on our ability to see into the common trajectory. therein u can already se what sort of actions u may need to take. no one is compelled to evil doing like they r not already there with complete control to change or refrain from it. we just don’t like to admit it. or try to make excuse for the bad saying it was meant for smth greater than it actually is. we make it complicated bc we don’t lie the simple answer that smth is wrong especially when it’s smth that we have done. but it’s also the same place where the more we see things for what they are the more we can change them for better. not hot term either where u give some type of effort and then over sometime it’s done. u revert back to where u were before. hence not much progress or no progress in places u expected them to be.
and for the sake of diversity we keep changing our thought patterns or maybe it’s the very act of seeing for urself when all other avenues prove to be half hearted. this side versus that can always gather audiences but we don’t exactly know who to root for and for what. our immediate claim usually touches on touch common subjects such as if someone is physically being harmed. then emotionally . then. mentally. is their material needs being threatened. and so on. most often than not. no matter which part of the world u go. ask whoever. if someone else on the other side they never met. if different background and origin. to have some type of relief in their life. and whether if they support wars or having peace. prosperity. they will often say no to wars. and they will wish well for this stranger whose background u mention just to see if they have biasses such as oh these people from this particular region. they are bad. they are don’t deserve to live. etc. these over overgeneralization is what sort of gives us broad understanding into some things. but not all. since we cannot tell how what we see today is developed. and what sort of diversity is therein we could pinpoint some of the common objectives based on by what is commonly accepted. established meanings but well. since the recent catch of information bias. strong lies. and laws that permit such lies took effect our integrity in power of word is being tested. so we are forced to be skeptics even on that which is objectively shared. documented in some way n was commonly accepted as a fact. none bothered to fact check it or source its root and find out how it’d objectives came to be about and now we are faced with machine technology that can augment data and dates. so now on top of that we may get insertion of “facts” in past timeline that observed but artificially to strengthen current propaganda to complement a achievable goal that is also a. agenda to be fulfilled.
life is actually wonderful
it is us who make it complicated. human nature does not like life simplicities. not in general but at the pinnacle of its hierarchal formation. there is great disturbance for the way it got there not rather than how. and what that means by todays standards as to what makes a. human right. the human might very well be conditioned to suffer. but by whose calling that the suffering equalizes a authentic function to make anything better. if we don’t see it in our selves. the very act of nature of treat quality comes quite easily and one possesses within one’s own nature of such quick adoption . can also give clue that some of our other conditioned factors may very well be not as ideal. we are not quite there yet as to how honest we can be with ourselves bc we don’t get to know ourselves that quick when we act like we know any other body. in fact human beings. term themselves as people. but in discovery of its nature the meaning is often cast off from oneself. it’s never us. but always someone else comes to mind. it’s others who caused it. and in part we are telling the truth. bc given by how shoot our individual life is to the whole of human nature. we are looking at past predecessors for any sort of direction in reality. we have even cast ourselves off of our true nature and still can’t seem to get lost enough about the truths within our reality bc we can’t seem to harm others without a a degree of self harm along the way. yet in trying. to determine our nature , we often disconnect ourselves entirely from the power of now. bc we are too preoccupied with the histories of reality. if there is a cut within its fabric or development . it’s due to what majority thinks about reality is not in fact what’s happening bc in between our actions and thought patterns. where do we back up our claims that such things are true? there are social discrepancies. but it’s not as bad as our minds make it out to be. so in actuality whereas the entire reality seems much bigger in line of its creation. it’s in fact determined by the few. it only feels big bc of the numbers. so u think eight billion people and u can assume a sort of reality that is fully aware of itself. and at some point. before we reached out too far to know about others , everyone developed within their own reality. albeit some parts. that are indivisible to human nature carried on the sending and receiving of divine info. that we don’t recognize with the intellect of the mind but they the language of the heart instead. that’s why it cannot be destroyed. thru out time again. human beings fall into a. great slumber. it happens. comes with the conditions of this life. reality. and the way we still insist on the exceptional quality of the few. with high claims that they are exempt from the faultiness of the environment that their thinking could possibly be sick. or acting from a place of ignorance. assuming that it’s awake.
that’s why love is not enough bc there are other governing forces that tend to supersede the human kindness. where kindness is seen as weakness in some. it’s via the art of not adding to the general frivolousness into the the atmosphere. bc u know the act of dissolution will eventually sweep everything for everything is gone and nothing unjust remain. this avoidance on the tough subject is the very root of our general states of existentialism. but it depends on ad to who it hits next. since we have such dependence on hierarchies definitions within our reality. wouldn’t. be so bad as to what happened that we focus on more so that how it’s happened because that makes a huge dent within our reality. so much that we cannot reconcile our relationship with our own nature that we must divorce it and claim to be entire different species entirely. but in truth we don’t know our very reality bc we never truly expressed it equally to gain deeper insight bc there’s greater efficiency by numbers but it’s no wonder why we can’t get there when we don’t see that vast majority of the world populations are deemed not worthy. thereby stump us all in our growth potential which leads to cyclic existence that is in repeat and hurts. bc it keeps licking at its own wounds and making itself bleed. when periods of time roll by with greater harm to human beings in reality. what we are doing is greater harm of self deficiency bc it leads us to greater sense of deficiency that we can’t generate anything better then it. bc there . is issue at a root level of our development that is not only in. repeat. but it insists on being right and it’s repetitive in its creation. it doesn’t matter if this time everyone is friends and in it for a great extermination. bc at the end of the day. the sense of our spirituality is reflective of the current quality of functions we perform on a day to day basis. they can’t be separated. if we do separate it. we are self blinding ourselves. that’s why dark times offer a sort of a retreat. bc they take us backwards. and many occult folks would think of this as a a good thing. since they see the reverse of a given smth that’s actually good and or beneficial to human kind generally. since that means their resources are being threatened. and also this isn’t because we cannot awakened to a more responsible reality in our selves. bc all it takes is to agree upping the common good objectives. that part is easy. the part that’s the challenge is that anyone is endowed to make a great mistake. of taking over. and the reason why someone might fear others taking over is bc they themselves took. over so they are reciprocating a hierarchal portion. of a thought pattern. it’s the effects of long conditioning. and bc they are. they assume it must be. since stoney can’t simply accept. well this may be incorrect. bc it denies them of their ingenuity. of self. since they also hold themselves to a higher standard.
but we are still awakening to our truth and nature so how can i. a feeble old me , claim i an expert at anything ? bc im still becoming. yet it’s no wonder why discrepancies arise when others are too certain of me when i am still en route to self definition of what. is. in fact. life is full of tiny little what is. we just dip in and out between our own personal self expletives and what’s well written within reality that we live in. our atmospheres quantity affects us. naturally. although the consciousness still expands. it’s via continual expressions that allow us to build from the experience into self mastery. and that’s ever changing. but the essentials underneath such mechanisms are same for everybody. much. like how we are all blood and bone underneath it all. and our needs represent the same. it’s hard for us to delve into the mechanism of a continual of stream of mental expressions of memory and of what is that allow us the full function and understanding about our reality. it’s the cumulative of all there is that allow us to reverberate into the future trajectory. and so depending on where we are headed and how far into it that we can see. we get to determine whether if this is where we do in fact want to go towards. so if it is human extinction. how would u feel. maybe u would think. well it won’t t be me. ( u could side up ur pros versus cons. how u can compare urself with others in their processes based on by condition ) but what if u were corrected and said “ it wi be at random ”. well now u realize how foolish u originally thought and u reached for it. or maybe u didn’t. now ur going to ur emotional blueprint to determine. what is on ur heart. does it in fact say. sue extinction is right. as long as it s others. or. extinction is wrong bc ot could happen to any one of us. and i don’t wanna die haphazardly like that. i have so much to offer to this world and i haven’t truly lived. or i don’t feel satisfied yet with the work i have done. i think more could be done. etc. and then. bc u recall why. this is an option u say. well . it could happen to anyone. and everyone possesses this quality. it could be a person who crosses paths with u in the future and could be life saving. u never know. bc u realize already this happens in reality. we have inventors. and everyday worker whose efforts contribute in someway. we have people who get out of their way to help others. others yet with positive energy that can uplift an entire yard. we are powerful in that way. yet we are more affected by the negatives that also do occur in our nature. just doing this for urself. and maybe to change the course of future. is one. and to do this cumulatively is of other where we all recognize smth along the way and then actualize it’s form and. fashion it with our own unique soul blueprint. but this is contradictory so long as some must suffer the fate of that rather tends on reality where the consequences of us not being on common ground about some of the facts about our nature has not fully been met with diplomatic diligence in. our shared reality.
in the wake of our humanity when we just came close to know about our turn in. our nature and endow ourselves and thereby each other with such blessings and truths shared , to complete degeneracy because we turned away last minute. and why? because we had lost hope in the sanctity of our nature but without examining our women weaknesses and susceptibilities ? maybe it’s due to our inability to want to recognize the humanity of each other. the hopelessness that we feel and we fear is a result of faultiness of the society and nothing of our part could ever change it either. i think we give up on the quest of such discovery. bc we think things of this sort wear out in time. but this is the anti thesis of transcendence theory bc the trans sense itself is expansion and growth. so things mature in. time. and then have their processes to go thru. we think just bc everything dies this is how human kind will end and they take this as a fact. not giving a chance to growth. and maybe even take a look around bc maybe we have matured. just not know it. bc we are too busy up keeping the daily modalities that trap us in our thinking. that why it’s called practical thought. bc it lacks the thing that is the authenticity of the development of heart which complements the whole process in looking at our personal urgency sometimes we too get lost in the haze of productivity. proficiency of which heralds advancements. but if we aren’t honest with what is. we just appropriate a repetitive smth. predictability of which could often be foretold. bc of pattern recognition and human adaptability. we adopt to things we also don’t understnd n are too certain of its palpability of what we think it like. meanwhile there are things at odds within ourselves which causes friction but we mistake this friction as smth that’s purely external to us. it is. we are true to an extend. but this external availability has more to do with our pure presence rather. but bc we look to the history for most of our guidance. mistaking. everything for a fact. depending on which side we think we are part of. and miss the current opportunity at hand for such. changes to reflect our actions. so we think futuristically but we can’t from the past. as a result of such. the currency of our lives gets eclipsed. causing a shadow effect.
ofc we didn’t have the same mentality some 20-30 years ago. a lot of these effects resulted from the information age. and recent boom in knowledge. that we cannot silence or go backwards. even if we tried. our current awakenings cannot be taken. away from us. but there is always the potential for people to mistake and keep creating smth of arbitrary nature of which happened in the prior only to teach us a expensive lesson. we have existential approach towards our finite nature. most important is that the solar system could end. and our world is sentinel. it’s got a lifespan. it will end. so will we. anything with that mind seems rather arbitrary. our existentialism prevents us from truly experiencing our truth in nature bc this helplessness makes us feel vulnerable. as it should. and but some tske this as inferiority towards existence. much like if it were to be a punishment. bc ur helpless ur mad at reality that brought u here and bc u cannot reconcile ur “lack of control “ for being the chosen one to be a human beings. having a human existence. u take it out on others by being w reckless along the way. of ur existence. but it’s actually very easy. if this were the ideal planet. ruled by love. then we would recognize that we have enough time to get it done. before the solar system ends. to reach a transcendental place where transform so none of us suffer. bc we cannot get there unless we stop suffering each other thereby ourselves. we are in constant loop until we do recognize that the only way we can get there is. by our actions we do today. bc life doesn’t guarantee that we will last naturally in the solar system a big space rock could lead to our extinction. a disease could end us. mother nature could end us. things could stop growing and we could all die in disharmony. and it’s also bc we are veered in jittery. we are unsettled in our existence . hence our bodies. why do u think people have dislike to their bodies. and sometimes project it to others under sexism. and racism and the like. it’s bc of the greet distaste for the existence and what we know our capabilities are. have been. in the past and still in some parts in continuity. we are too c train that this is past of us that cannot be changed. and because we are certain this as fact. we end up facilitating and supporting conditions that cultivate it much. without ever knowing. others while as a excuses for the nature of such. it’s no wonder why there’s also a intense need to be different. not bc we can’t be the same for in looking at the condition of the environment so we make unison decisions or adapt to the nature of it for our survival. so there is importance there but we still can’t connect the dots bc we refuse to change. especially the pasts that are changeable but they require some machinated ones to be changed such as systemic ones. or ones that fell behind n have dirty laundry. cos that act of reciprocity is rather u equal and is misdirected. sure i can look at myself and determine what’s for everybody. but the arenas are scientifically proven to be unitary such as food and shelter for needs. but for all others i cannot profess to know bc we are that unique in our reality. our experience are manifold. and they mean smth dear to us. life is that intimate in our reality. but we still deny some the right livelihood to experience it. and now we wish to magnify it. the need to. what. redefine humanity? how. can we. we don’t even know what it is right now to determine which part to destroy. and whose work will that be. to each their own? it’s own thing if we are attaching certain behaviours. bc then there is our work. we begin to recognize our truth and nature and bring more of that. authenticity. but in hierarchical world. this is hardly so. if we see one thing unitary from history human beings are like cattle to a farm but more like living someone else’s nightmare than make up their own all else is a product of that one yet we deny it as we also continue to spend another day in extreme theories of what is and what not.
there comes a time for anybody
a moment of slowing down. a moment of calm. we are on a journey of discovery and here we gather all these pieces about life in general, some are random. others as per need, and when things get heavy. the slowing of our lives allows us to sort things out. organize. weed out what we don’t need and keep only what’s essential on our journey. we begin to remember such hygienic practice of keeping things closer to our origin. which is hard to do. when we have changed so much a. great distance has been made. the concept of change can differ from person to person. some of us expect change to be this unrecognizable objective where all our prior efforts and elements as well as the symbolism about who we originally started out as to be no longer relevant to where we are. even though leaning of change can differ from person to person, underneath it all, as we may recognize. we are still the same , in presence. when all else quiets down. our neutral being signifies the same since the first day. the gathering of all the excess seems to be associated more with the world. much like things acquired. soon the mind will come to shed all the inner explicitness of our need to a white and keep , tbh ga that canto come with us in the afterlife. why do we acquire all these symbolism and meanings and attach too much feeling for one aspect. our world is made with the same stuff. relevance of different objectives can give some type of feeling personal to everyone. we may get angry in the presence of smth that may ignite feelings of joy in another. to determine what good? we may size up whether if smth poses threat or danger to others. including ourselves. this is what it means to live in a hygienic sense. it’s not an attribute to cleanliness but it’s dedication to ur activity that sort of adopts to a habit that produces predictable results for maintenance of upkeep of activities that complement the healthy way of life. not out of array. not chaotic. not just going with the flow. it’s said dead fish go with the flow. though we can also be too involved. micro manage every aspect of self excellence can also cause us to not enjoy our activities. we are more determined to get smth done. even if it upsets us. or makes us feel drained at the end of it. or we do smth bc we expect the specific result. where we do at times feel like letting go and allowing ourselves to be. which gives us the break necessary from otherwise standard fashion of self discipline. but also conveys to us our inherent power. that we can be. in the presence of anything. self determined a story utility of an objective versus be subject to its whims at any time.
changing anything about our life is not easy at first. since there are more obstacles in our way than we originally might have recognized. some of them are internal necessities and others are external conditions and circumstances. not everyone is endowed with the privilege of family members that don’t cause triggers and constantly picking at old wounds for instance. family is nice. however the history of human development is far from perfect. no matter where u are. there are observable social waves of change that’ has swept across many lands. leaving behind downtrodden populations. struggling with scarcity and whatever circumstances their generation is faced with. each generation has its obstacles and endowments. there are few standards that are similar where the young people embark on the journey of charting the world and the systems on their own irregardless to not knowing what any of it is about or what sort of effects this may produce. not to mention the usual way of things working out. what specifics are necessary to carry out. as well as generalities of human nature. that itself is far from perfect. and that u could potentially encounter someone of different state of mind whose enablement may get u further out of our path. to remain on a predictable path is also difficult it seems. in looking at the illusion of civility. beneath it is a concrete jungle. brimming with. do as u will and at any cost. homelessness becomes. a very natural byproduct to societies falling short of calculations on the maintenance of civility. then we are countered by statements of depopulating and managing human beings much like cattle. these are not accidental. they are our inability to figure out proper global hygiene between human beings by numbers and the resources and derived necessary to upkeep populations by their numbers. at no time in human history have we reached a happy place where the two reciprocate and all the inhabitants needs are being met. without any animosity ties. lies deception and the selective reasoning that some lifestyles must be maintained even if it’s at the cost of others well-being.
perhaps that hygiene is a global conundrum may any avenue. we as human beings are susceptible to making the mistake of choosing ourselves at the cost of others well being. or not being. too sure either of our choices impact others in a positive or a negative way. when we are parents. we feel this anxiety quite often. it’s due to our decisions impacting a whole human being who depends on us for everything. in a way there are similarities with the way we conduct ourselves as parents. and as citizens of the world. if everyone considered their nurturing side to be as a inner guide to making such calls, instead of intense need to being right for whatever services their end game, i wonder how our world would be. and while at an individuation level this seems to be much easier feat to accomplish with the exception that we do depend on systems to an extend as to the depth and impact of our actions , given that we have figured out a way that benefits all in some way all the while does not deplete our resources too much. where we are also able to self sustain. which is a win win if u will, though i the world at large, this hygiene is covered up. it’ fall short in its aims at congruence and makes little sense in terms of handling certain issues bc it ends up contradicting itself. repeatedly and where there are strong contradictions is also where we get a lot of what is known to people as “ conspiracy theories”. conspiracy theories tend to happen in places where there is no closure. clarity. transparency and where there is a affectation of smth that poses a risk for the future reference given by the way certain things have been understood systemically or at the very least. in interaction basis that a degree of foretelling becomes customary by such pattern studies. personally i feel like conspiracy theories can go either way bc given by how we are endowed with the level of internet hygiene we have. that not everything is as it appears. we have catfish accounts. deep fakes. people pretending to be others and speaking from point of view of others whose experience they will never understand. for the prospect of augmenting popular opinion. seize the means of its narrative flow and change the way we choose for things. which impact all lives to an extend. if for instance we don’t know our history bc we are enabled to juxtapose its meaning with a relative associative r nearby. or smth similar to its occurrence, then this willl alter out thought process thereby leaving us at a loss at times or the proper flow and continuity of natural development. when it’s halted. the organism feels this. but does not know why or form a coherent basis as to why it’s happening. so that itself can determine those arenas where misinformation is there or false information or extra information that’s inserted to change the entire blueprint of a happenstance. and eliminate the false info appropriately. or ignore it bc it has no effect and build on the palpability of correct info. no matter how slow the information exchange maybe. at times. bc such constrictions
tend to happen especially when this is an attribute to information wars geared towards a different type of war. as u will. as the way we handle things may change. but unless we look at the fundamental cause of our motivation we tend to assume we are introduced to smth new whereas it’s the same thing only dressed as smth else. for instance if people r losing their belonging n savings. and are becoming homeless. or feel like their health is deteriorating. based on by precipitate causes that world is stricken with , and things are getting worse. bc there’s not enough resources help support and services that meet the demand for the need that’s is a side effect to much bigger systems at malfunction that produced the imbalance in the first place then that’s a failed system. but bc it harms people. it’s also a form of warfare. for example in this day and age we shouldn’t complain. bc we are at a much endowed high placed environment than ever before. we can travel to any part of the world we have what is considered one of the bestest invention that is internet. our smart phones and ability to connect with anyone anywhere and at anytime can offer a ton of information exchange and ignite solution finding for common issues given that our solutions harm no one.. and with that endowment, we can learn from each other. we can see that no matter how different a transition maybe and culture maybe. and how different everyone may seem at times. we have all the same needs. we all need to laugh and take a break and have fun at times. let loose. connect with community members and celebrate our lives. we are all kids in grown aging bodies. who are eager to wander and laugh and connect with peers. personally i think we need more celebration in. our loved than struggle and hardship for it allows en the most hardened among us to soften their defences and gives us all a much needed break from otherwise serious world conditions. we understand that we have strong different opinions about what maybe right. and we may to an extend understand that our input can inspire and or influence things for better or worse at large. even if our mistake impacted one person in a negative way we recognize that this is an attribute to our clear conscience or what have u. and can cause us a great responsibility. if we were all that sensible to each others struggle bc we ourselves know what it means to be human via our direct honesty with self. i wonder how different our world would be.
right now these same struggles create arrogance instead where we compare our wounds and try to get sympathy or assume that the ones with the most wounds is the most exalted. much like the more u suffer and struggle the more rewarded u will be theory. again some of these thoughts are dead fish in the sea. it’s our ability to choose which applies where that we find some motivation on how to handle it. not just what happened. but the part about which we may notice does not touch us no matter how things may seem augmented. so who were u before the world told u who u are. who were u before all that stuff got in the way. who were u before all these thoughts took root and things became rigid and too concrete. the idea is to be fluid and flexible within. so as to never let urself be astray. it only takes that one time to thoroughly get lost about life. much like how u might lose ur mind only to find it at a better place. but then there is the aftermath of all that. how do we sort out and bring some sort of clarity then again. in looking at things. and world at large. we may wish to apply the same to historical contexts playing at large. so a single organism represents the whole in much simpler quality. though we may not apply the same reasoning at the world at large. working with each other’s differences and simplifying our shared past allows for room for more new experiences to enter. we don’t have to like everyone. some of this distaste or dislike can develop as a side effect to generalities of maladjustment. it’s not the person ur mad at. it’s the experience. it’s not each other that’s the enemy. it’s the conundrum. it’s not the group of individuals no matter how bad their actions may be that’s the issue but what propels them so a fundamental look beneath things is key for anything can have appearance of change. we can easily be fooled by how things seem. even dead fish looks alive in the sea. when the water is moving. but the idea is to get real with what is. that’s the intimacy in ur own life. which is available for u at all times. much like our thought process and how we choose to respond to things as they happen, our inner vicinity is full of wonders. is a matter of getting lost. within it and the experience makes it all the more educational after u have found ur self. but is it really u that u find. or what we want ourselves to be. i’ll give u an example. in looking. back , when u have a difficult convo with someone or have an argument. u may say i should have said that or u may change the way u said smth. to make urself look good and all this is happening in ur imagination btw. but u may alter the palpability of smth. accuracy of which serves one thing. whereas when u change or alter its ingredients. ur left won’t be intention to take precedence before the origination of that lesson u also might have to surpass.
what others think about u is not life altering.
one thing that’s different between an opinion and a. fact is that while one happened. the other is just potential if things hypothetical in nature may be happening. where a fact has long been established. an opinion. is in mere search of a truth or a fact. u have set of elements u collected. much like clues to a mysteries story. it’s all a puzzle to put together. without some firm establishment. email opinions. are subject to being wrong or right. here is where assumptions kick in. speculation and filling in the gaps within the regions where there is no fact. in fact it’s missing. yet it’s within the mind if it’s own personal query that these things tend to happen. a life likes to make sense of things surrounding it. it’s via this understanding that we make sense of it’s details. there’s correlation with impact and things of the frivolous. where some may become mundanely too predictable. yet in parts where life experiences something new , this addition compounds over time in interest. which adds to the bigger changes to follow. a reflection of feedback might possess influence factor. in like with decision making process thereafter. but this isn’t a stand alone. there must be correlation between the quality of reciprocity factors more so. higher quality yields the equivalent of its equal of impact. we tend to miscalculate and judge a thing strictly based on feeling. when we do this it’s important to note that a person can misjudge because their personal reasoning in to which. things of justice works. is only self serving. and benefit only to itself. in strongly isolated cases this maybe so.
since the greater efficiency has been recorded from the past onwards. which has shown signs of de escalation . normality. changes. we could say that there is improvement in thinking especially concerning feelings. in combinations with one’s own personal vacancy. human being since time has placed great effort into how one is perceived. culturally and universally for this complements one’s self excellence and allows one to reach greater heights internally. this peace and tranquility is often referred to as inner sanctuary for its benefits of offering a safe shelter from the handful parts of reality. harm in that the constancy of life tends to supersede understanding thereby leaving a lot confused in its wake. part of life is not advancing and then changing to a point of exerting extra energy if it’s maintenance. it points to things being not natural if an organism. must exert more than one where started. some degree of struggle facilitates the change necessary that develops naturally and progresses humanely. the artificial reasoning tends to counter the truth of its effects all most entirely. it’s no wonder why we tend to trample on our own shoelaces. usually the same law applies to anyone who causes harm to others. whether recognized or unrecognized. partial. while. whatever. if there’s a behaviour. a hays length and hardly can easily be detected would still signify a point to internal mechanism. having an error in its function. that’s when a organism. slows down. it’s like food poisoning. when there s presence of an allergy. one must detect what that is by process of elimination.
for instance too much thought can inhibit relaxation process for an organism. same with too much activity can burn out and tire one. without the proper grounding techniques. everything goes in upheaval. and ones must. in an attempt to protect self signify of one’s origin of innocence. fabricates an other to project one’s flaws one cannot be faced with. that’s why we have such dramatic entanglements. bc the emotions rather that complement. a given smth having more power than that something in and of itself. it’s the presence of an external experience that instigated that something and what we are doing is misdirecting the reaction. to a sequent smth that possesses similar qualities but is not exactly the right objective for receiving such. it’s the reason why a clearer perceptive communication is key to building clear grounds where everyone operates as well as why we choose to share a piece of information not just what. there we see the intentions that come into play and we also see improve te there where people are taking more time and necessity of personal input into the cultivation of and up keeping their inner intuitive resources into their day to day decision making abilities. intuition serves as that established basis for everything else to rise from. inclusive of facts that have long been established. these offer an avenue of navigation safety a route thru life with as little to no discrepancies as possible. for the possibility of life to flousrish we would need that level of self inclusivity . one cannot keep self positive while negative towards others and vica versa and here in lies the inner work. of every individual no matter who started it. it’s a matter of how we will end things. and that refers to things at large. how do we best reconcile an issue matter where it runs independently of its origin of discovery and discussion to follow. for some things require greater distance and efficiency. others must cease in its place. hence the individuals. knowing which chapters to close in their lives. and in their minds tend to officiate a greater distance by the clarify of their actions and intentions.
here when we reconcile and let go an idea thought or memory form it doesn’t deny it’s happenstance. it has been understood digested and is still a reference point to occurrence of smth. but ones rather lighthearted approach to life is a requirement for simplification of one decides to pack essential on one’s journey for that greater efficiency. which in human terms signifies do no harm. don’t waste and add to too much trouble both for urself. by making wrong choices or ones where ur honour was attacked. and do not do to others what u don’t want done to u. a very simple objective can be passed around. and even. seep into our political discourse of strong different opinions where a fact has to be determinable but a series of thought processes that complement the similarities rather than seize something. here in the world stage where big ideas and refer to decisions which implant peoples life’s. perhaps if an opinion matters it’d the states opinion of people in general. but it’s also admirable to human a quality that poses greater degree of oversight in worldwide developments made. we can stop and appreciate a further way back than what it was all like. we are not all exactly angels in our human history. none is too clear a person. we have all our hands dirty. it’s a matter of stop and look and allow for things to just appear as they are. not as ur mind strictly wants it to be because some areas refer to self care. it’s ok to have self care in the process of even healing. we may feel vulnerability along the lines of charting such inner territories though unless we all improve globally. all individual aspects will continue to remain a fraction of the whole thereby not transform or effectuate its overall dominating factors there in. established as relative facts. to the theory of the solar system. one of its biggest most refined ones. so these absolute facts on downwards tend to operate as things have multiplied universally. so is in our minds. in our thought processes.
in a way we have this symbolically. inside ourselves. her at the same time. in the discrepancy between human mind and the soul of heart is ur likely reaching out side of urself and seek out intellectual theories driven by individual hearts. so that’s how we become aware of our part within this intricate system that actually is equal and does not discriminate based on. by slight variations. those variations could be our association with comparing likeness thereby assuming its opposite also existent bc we have a sense of duality from the last paradigm whose shadow a are still casting some sort of automatic effect. this sort of recognition of a problem and trying to deconstruct its past effects and conditionings works in waves. it’s got it’s own cycle of “ fading “ effect which suffices after some time has gone. leaving behind rare gems of the natural order which is all u need on ur journey anyway. so u don’t truly forget. even if u wanted. we become that which we all are in all our levels of varieties in our own inner and external multi function. and that which is produced. responsibility of which is also our own part, in human interaction this is no secret. everyone operates on a standard social code function. yet it’s within our understanding such varieties occur. and people are more inclined to peaceful external conditions for this complements the inner shrine built on that inner peace and being content with all. irregardless to its arrival and the like. the procession of life itself is full of struggles. there’s to an extend a burden that comes with the natural order however this doesn’t refer to humans imperfections being normalized. it is just a means to understand our history and thereby learning how to overcome unity mind that is the best way to honour all without compromising too much that feels too short for u. in terms of ur own needs and processes. when we think that reaching. a verbal elevation. or a justice or equalization of smth. balance of which is to be measured let us not fall too deep into self isolating thought where we don’t notice the level of our self impact. there in. lies our own individual power.
good morning
the world offers natural beauty. endowed with the diversity of life come together. there is a cyclic existence that all benefit from. in the animal kingdom, there is the relationship between prey and predator. in human terms, perhaps winners and losers are the closest kin, relativity within the unfoldment of such developments are more than what they eyes can see, senses are meant for perception, a clear guidance through about life as one’s may come thru, in line with their personal progression as well as of having been part of a group in subsequent, for the survival of the organisms found there in. whereas in animal kingdom. animals fight for territory that best sustain the group and provided necessities for the predictability of their survival needs, humans tend to follow in line with the same fond logic, only that they may have in excess what sets them apart in terms of logic. the intellect that calculates and the heart that overcomes such disposition in their progressions. though we have not found the sweet spot just yet as to determine what the ideal civilized congruence where minimizing and even eliminating harm takes priority for we tend to oscillate between our animalistic instincts. those that are rooted to our survival and those that pertain ti individualistic basis where a given lack or challenge can also instigate feelings of injustice. or lack. whereas in animal kingdom there are no distinctions made to which a particular actions follows the death of a member, humans are in a existential conundrum of criminalizing any one who possesses such “qualities” within group or in between groups but at the same time. use death as punishment. even applicable in places of acquiring territory and of prior using their own needs as part of their survival. the cyclic need to weed out excess. in the human kingdom can take on many form. the need to cover one’s own grounds at the cost of someone else depending on what sort of situations correlate with a particular type of passage thru which such changes enable and even ignite , is apparent. the continuity of the shadow aspect of human nature tends to show itself at times in places where there is strong intellectual activity for the mental “meditations” tend. to work towards the continuity of the priority of self sustenance or the sustainable within the community that wishes to overcome their portion of tough time that may befall all. things such as natural disasters and environmental conditions that may hazard crops sn living conditions. tend to challenge previously accustomed border lines which may pose a question, whether if we are in the entirety of our human kind, in our day to day lives, have mastered the art of congruence. or working with natural forces. that is the ability to adapt to the circumstances that we as a group could counter without harming each other. or making “sacrificial offerings” if in our thoughts and personal reasoning that we may be facing a given hardship based on by an arbitrary times in the last that could signify equivalence of personal karma. the topics surrounding karma. of causes and effects can be difficult to discuss. for the strong emphasis on setting borders in. places where strong conditions are present. can seem more constricting and contradictory to the notion of cause and effect since the former comes from the human intellect. albeit. intent on simplification of differences and eliminating conflict. to one where it’s precisely precipitated for the sanctity of self sustainable bc the strong emphasis on the division of the differences tend to overburden similarities that can easily be detected. as a result of such , when things go wrong from right. we tend to push our values and ethical conduct aside for the sanctity of self survival. even if it’s at the cost of others and their well being.
humans. much like nature have a aura of drama surrounding them. this dramatic experiences that colour the purview of the vision of the nature in which human beings may find themselves in represent emotional nature of human. animals too feel to an extend. such as when they feel defeat or lose loved ones or get separated from their young. how we with the human.beings there is a distinction. not because animals deserve too the same. the portion of which depends on the animal nature is strictly human achievement driven. for it is the human advancements that can displace and even cause extinction of such. in the natural order where animals are forced to adapt, albeit. the strong connection to the congruity of the two seem to be ten fold. in some ways we know the utility of animals in the ease and sustainability of our nature. on the other hand we feel intense bouts of guilt for some or all of it. in a way. human beings realize a conundrum of clashing within the nature they find themselves in. one that does not come with a blueprint or. a simple handbook. so they write their own. as form of self assurance that even if there are thing s that they must do. some of which they may not fully understand. to make sense or sort of come to peace with the nature of such needs of having been brought in the foreground of their daily activities for the priority of self sustainable. however there is also an oscillation period on the discovery of eight from wrong strictly because human beings, in their mysticism stupor learn by their experience. it’s via the evolution of experiences that we have founded ourselves in the establishment of ethical conduct and such higher values. some of which are still in the stages of an aspirant. for it seems that there doesn’t exist a finite place where one’s may proclaim. eureka! we have finally reached our destination and this is it. and all is well known and all we have to do is these series of things. for life. in all its bounties. is also bountiful with circumstances . some of which are part of nature. and others are the phenomena that results from the human experience of self discovery there are similarities in human development. when things don’t go well we feel sad. depressed and even as a failure or our shortcomings feel so burdensome we feel we cannot go on another day. and when things go well. say. we help someone. or figure out an age old pro me that benefits the lot. including ourselves. we feel satisfaction with our presence. existence. have a keen sense of purpose and accomplishment. though both the downer feelings and the heightened sense of self worth are subject to attachment. that human beings even by todays standards face the age old conundrum of continuing to learn from their experience which includes the art of learning from human history, and continue to refine the meaning of ethical conduct. along the lines of virtue in discovery of such. but without the complement of unifying thought. everything is subject to repeat. which can be discouraging on the path of which brings peace and tranquility as well as finding efficiency in maintenance. when we continue to antagonize each other due to strong differences of our historical upbringing which represents smth that we ourselves weren’t there during its development but we are strongly influenced and inspired by such conditions that we maybe and are part of. thereby are motivated by strong emotion.
where strong emotion is missing we may fill in the paces with strong practical thought. even in the most spiritual of people may run the error where the hearts doors are slightly ajar bc no matter how enlightened and endowed we may be in our possession of wisdom gained from that which is prior ( that is. if the person is deeply ennobled with one’s progress process of which requires a constant mediation on the actions that one may be susceptible to and evolve the pasts that one’s may articulate in reason. here. meditative thought does not only bring one to one’s baseline when things are in upheaval but also via one’s reasoning and thought . via honest self reflection to understand when a thing occurs. so that one can determine a better course of action. perhaps one is not strongly motivated by emotions or thoughts only. ) religion and spiritual studies are the shelter during the dark night of the soul. as anyone may experience some type of trauma and or loss. where their nature is being challenged to whether if they are being punished or whether if they were or are bad. and find respite in the face of strong loss. when both logic and heart seem of not make sense of what one may be going thru. these offer respite in places where one’s articulation may fall short but more importantly both spiritual and religious tenets are meant to refrain one from doing anything wrong during challenging times where such strong thoughts and emotions may accompany conditions of possibility that if one’s where to follow blindly. may make things worse long term than otherwise. ofc the history of such conditions are full of contradictions because human beings are not perfect. though in their strong adherence to things working alright may give clues as to strong need that’s in everyone for reaching harmony. stress free if possible an environment with greater sense of efficiency to things that could go wrong versus being subjected to such. for the latter may make us feel weak. and even. inferior to forces bigger than us, what we wish to achieve is to get into a greater sense of pain free existence where pain can only ignite areas of attention and not a standard way of life where u exist and u differ. but u don’t know why. and why ur here. because the development is rather limited, as in. borders have been established. differences have been weaponized. and things are no longer in their beginner stages. where a new experience may feel uplifting but maintenance of things in general may feel like a trap which goes against the nature of the human soul that would be anything but feel constrictions of such. hence the natural conundrum which contradicts itself only because it mistakes reaching of a place a final abode. or attach too strongly of it’s maintenance even tho itself knows full well the changes that are present within. nature tend to run counter intuitively to such adherence. hence the dogmatic approaches end up being rather calculated. because even in the belief in the greater things tend to serve a purpose to an extend. when a person feels inferior to a condition outside of oneself. and reached out to god. or the mystical notion of a place where if a thing where to happen. there must be a reason for such. to allow too much thought on self motivation instead. bc calling out to an entity seems to bring no answer. at least not right away. but human nature does not wait. for such things to happen naturally. there must be an action made. it’s where the particular line of action is decided that becomes one’s destination even though one’s may begin to consolidate the argument of which is which. in. terms of doing smth for the sanctity of one survival to one where it’s a much longer term vision plan. that which u do. aligned on the correctness of ur paths own evolutionary flow. does it harm anyone along the way.
in looking at the history and the exchanges made between human beings among each other of varying differences. there is an element of violence. and it’s this violence. guided under notion of god where human beings miss the mark. surely for any issues there must be an action made. but maybe that’s the test this whole time. though. a human being may not recognize that due to variations of religious belief and spiritual tenets. assuming that there too is a struggle. from the human perception the notion of god or a creator is already subjective in nature. the purpose of such is motivational of it keeps u from doing harm. but what happens in situations where u may not find respite. here. we may chuck to god or a holy place. the totality of our actions as justifiable only bc we are doing what we know as best. for the survival of the species does not always denote to a fear of death per se. we don’t know our true nature enough to suggest that we are only here to live as long as we need to. there are. examples in animal kingdom where a parent may put them selves in the enemies way when their offspring is targeted. they don’t mind “ getting eaten “ if it allow smth continuity of their young. they display behaviour of taking on the responsibility that along the way of their oversight and responsibility that they fucked up. not the offspring. thereby they don’t mid. the self sacrifice in the act of protection, a final decision that they make in the middl of high danger. human beings too get motivated by strong pursuit. but here we find a lot of inconsistencies of behaviour bc we are not like the animals. we don’t discriminate against each other bc so and so is going to swallow up our kids. although there is harm done among us. which can happen at any age. and we haven’t globally come to terms with such nature being present. alive and well. and even support such behaviours not because we cannot overcome the strong contradictions as they happened. if we see in history. people massacred irregardless to sex and age. now by civilized terms we have appropriated promising behaviours. but it’s far from. perfect. the issues pertaining to human nature can come from many dialect for the arbitrary nature heiarchies that took lifetimes to build seem to take precedence. much like the animal kingdom where the relationship between alpha and omegas is determined. and the tension between two or more alphas. the decisions that are made to leave the herd to alpha elsewhere. we are inspired this. in studying the animal kingdom and where our tenets clash. because where our intellect and thereby hearts cannot articulate we do the same with a religious zealot would do. fill the spaces with anything to make sense of the whole. even tho these truths may be relevant to an extend. but does not convey the full message of a given experience as well as it’s truth and reason. the real why our approaches become dogmatic is because of the strong attachment to self succession even if it’s at the cost of others well being. and to make up for the deficiency of our behaviours. no matter if ur just an individual or part of group, we chuck likeness of things that are far from similar.
now the reason why we end up getting sloppy is due to the illusion of having arrived. if we assume we are evolved. and enlightened. then there will be not much to do but simply maintenance of such. which is easy until things go wrong. but what happens when things go wrong. one of the reasons why people get strong attachment in their thought processes is due to strong aversions and likeness they develop along the way. not bc of enlightenment. bc enlightenment would require from us smth that we never reached toward. enlightenment. take it as turning on a flashlight in the dark room where the edge of the light goes as far as ur eyes can discern. and it’s in a way. welcome for the unknown. if our thought process is far from unknown. that writes a greater sense of calculation to get they smth when we feel defeated in asking god. or our spirituality. of what’s next. then what we are doing is rationalizing smth that cannot be grasped. but. in the event one feels a threat there has to be smth that has to be done. it’s the discovery that gets on either in further trouble or get them thru the difficulty given that everything else around them is also evolved to an extend. we don’t consider the variations surrounding an issue most likely bc we are either too certain of their nature. or we assume they are just as endowed as we are. if for instance u think ur enlightened. and u assume others are just like u and smth bad happens. u would think of their behaviour based on by ur own thought process and not as where they are as they are with what they have. maybe it was an honest mistake . but say ur intelligent and evolved and ur enlightenment has got u to some concrete ground. congratulations. u have arrived. and in the presence of trouble u might think. the other evolved highly enlightened person did smth bad. u may easily mistske that exchange to one where their enlightenment accompanies a particular type of wrongdoing. based on by this assumption alone u could very easily mistske ur articulate nature. where in order to sustain urself they the difficulty. that it’s ok to do wrong bc what u think ur doing is responding to someone else’s false use of enlightenment. ofc u may not see anything wrong in ur behaviir thus. bc ur also taking it from animal kingdom. sort of plagiarizing animal nature when and where logic doesn’t suit us. to make excuse for. the better way of saying this. siri is of the fittest. or dog eat dog world out there . or. u gotta assert urself to an extend so ur not taken advantage of. but what even if assertive business where our dials are off set and we rely more on assumptions rather than clarifying tough matters. the art of language may seem pretty up front and direct but in looking at various traditions. we can sum it up to two extreme opposites . one that implies and relies on the general trust on the palpability of intention. and the other is double speak. meaning more than one thing where we all know has long been abused. and weaponized in politics and other common grounds of human interaction which serves self ina way but in the exterior is dressed as smth else so u don’t seem too needy or of wanting or selfish. these show that we have met to an extend the truth about our nature. but the changes don’t come soon enough. perhaps due to our in congruence with nature itself not just he animal kingdom. the animal kingdom is just another offspring via nature.
and how do we not fall into the pitfalls of religious an spiritual dogma. that’s hard to do as well but one simple thing that anyone can do is this. if smth enables u to lie cheat cover and hurt/harm another. that’s not religion. that’s not ur spiritual nature. don’t worry about the animal kingdom. there is a congruence with that as well. we need animals for food for flesh on upholstery and clothing. we can do this in a humane way. propelled by nature w go bc denotes to our bad habits. such as excessive consumption and wastefulness and adhering to fashion and impressing others with endowment of things. those are product of human entire that have developed over time. while there is strong need to celebrate ourselves. that is have fun. embrace life. express urself in ur creativity or experience life via adherence to things. of fashion statements. and strong intuitions as to self discovery of skills. all of which requires a degree of experimentation. don’t worry about variations. about religious texts and spiritual doctrines. they are meant to swerve a purpose greater than warfare and harming towards others for self sustainable and superiority in terms of survival of the fittest or the fastest in line of our actions. we race in our actions as to who’s gonna do smth first versus the quality and input of a given action. so in a way. the pursuit of faith. of religious activities and spiritual teachings we are taught foremost of discussions. how do we discuss tough subjects. by the quality of our thought processes. and not only when things are going well. so the presence of pain and struggle offers us the precipitation to thought processes and actions to follow. how do we determine a particular type of actions. via discussions with each other. and in group ordeals. we can all have a swarm mentality that benefits us all or otherwise . it’s quite easy to get misled by an entire group whose thought process could be wrong. partially bc of that exchange between alpha and omega. what does alpha serve in the line of self survival? it’s the ability to think clearly and make responsible decisions for the sanctity of the entire groups survival. we tend to assume that strength of such part denotes more towards self being higher than thou. again the dogmatic approach shows itself from the subtlest places to more pronounced conditions. though it’s not supposed to be easy. to be human and to figure out all the available tools in. our vicinity to serve specific purpose . for we do run the risk of error making. but a much larger conundrum awaits us still. the ability to humble ourselves in the face of our own wrongdoings. which is harder to do than. say. and ends up prolonging what happened and tend to supersede it bc it’s effects tend to last longer. much like an illusion that has convinced itself of its palpability. therein we find that not everything that we can do needs to be done. knowing the difference is wisdom that sets us apart from the animal kingdom and dogmatic thoughts that can equally dilute our thoughts processes bc sometimes. it’s in the very act that we may possess both the question and the answer. whereas we expect the answer to be smth else. perhaps due to our fears and vulnerabilities. rooted in our historical origin from which all else is endowed. as we see fit as they are today. ( and by fit. i may as well say. maladjusted. where all contradictions get bounced off of, and thereby not reach that hypothetical place of peace tranquility and harmony. at least not long term. until we root out this origin and purify it’s means )
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seem convincing at first. though there’s truth in everything. while at the same time, the associative truths surrounding an objective are as relevant as one’s own awakening. might seem like we have a lot of work to do. there are many slogans that suggest the same, u must wake up. u must heal u must this u must that. and if all else fails. u must let go. but let go what. heal what. how am i sleeping. what constitutes as sleep. do we merely sleep walk they life. life is but a dream within a dream. albeit a persistent one at that. and sometimes. it’s more like a nightmare. other times. it’s so good that u wish u could capture and hold forever the visage of peace that’s also very fleeting. at other times. if this is a dream within a dream. that means nothing will go where i’ll be next. theory begins to swish in our minds like the rest of our thought processes which leads us to a existential questioning. why bother. anyway. why do anything at all if everything will eventually cease. and in that. our understanding of the act of letting go. the letting go of becoming. of striving of acquiring of this or that everything. we are in absolute stillness. where the air is still and for a moment. fire billows from the burrows of our soul. a passion is not ignited. it’s self ignited it’s always been there. then again. our boredom could instigate the same feel. or on that particular day and time u could mistake ur indigestion to enlightenment. well how do i know i have achieved absolute bliss ? how do i know i’m fully awakened ? how do i know that i’m not simply getting myself into another trap after having “escaped the prior” that which has instigated the series of acts that led me here.
a degree of directionless couples the direction of which we are headed. some of that are our decisions. choices and actions that we have insisted and persisted on its continuity. and some of which are well beyond our control. albeit. depended on the external conditions and circumstances that all and everything has developed. if the entirety of the reality is seen as sentient, then it too has a process just like u. from there we ask questions like well. who got to decide what i look like today. who designed the human body and made each organ correlate and everything so well communicative, relate and work with each other. then the same holds true for the world in which we reside. who decided upon the mother nature. the earth as we see it today. first without all the systematics that later over it. then with the systematics. from there we can see the reasoning behind man made conditions. because we have come to a degree of self knowing. via trials and errors and first discovering our boundaries. then after having pushed it. and it’s in the mind that tends to filter the incomings and outgoings of matter. in sense of quality control. though without any firm establishment on the type of quality , and the objective sense of that quality. that which applies to all equally. much like the firm knowledge that without air and water we may not survive. and if these options are polluted. they will have degrees of discomfort. or unease within the organism whose life depends on it. yet. as we find ourselves in a world, from a point of entry of which after itself having been firmly established. with all its imperfections and the like we tend to miss exactly which portion of our reality requires a handbook. and which are something that authentically comes with us. as a result of such mishap u could call it a cosmic mishap. perhaps a cosmic joke. though for some things is harder to laugh with and laugh at. since we also do notice. albeit we are speck of dust in a eternal flow of universal mysteries. both known and unknown, the discomfort associated with moving among other jagged edges. surrounding us. things tend to rub agaisnt each other. much like sand. that refines in time. though we are not sand. we have strong reaction. and strong opinions as to what discomfort is us. to an extend this much is known. but there are also , perhaps , as part of that universal mysteries that’s unknown to us, is also well unknown.
i think everyone has experienced this at least once. knowingly and in full presence. if that experience where. u might have done series of thing. some of which are customary. that which comes somewhat instinctively. though at much later time of it having. been developed. u might find urself cornered. to some this maybe a time of stillness where everything comes to a halt. often mistaken for a reach of a destination. or an end product. then there is nothing beyond it. u might find ur actions and decisions severely limited. here. a stagnation can represent many things. which propels that inner fire. that which is. to determine the way that brought u here. and in that determination series of decisions are made. the mind is relative to the truths itself is connected to. and here we can see how the mind continues to construct alternative realities in which we find safe places to reside in. especially when the construction of the lack of choice is present. we begin to discover choices that are more subtle in nature. reminding us of a familiar place that which we feel in our human sense as we determine reality to be. cannot say we have physically been there. now we all know that the universe. in human perception is considers to be a thought or an idea that is materialized. it’s projection is what connects the relativity of the events that can be observed. the same is true in determining the humanistic trajectory made. but the concern of the spirit cannot be proven. for each experience is rather subjective as it’s via this subjective direct approach that one’s initiation is made. it’s via this subjective motion. that one correlates. the surroundings one finds oneself as one resides within it.
the relativity between objectives allow us a few experiences one in r which our subjectivity is related and the other is the general objective nature in which the generalities apply to all. albeit not always equal in deliver. perhaps due to the subjective nature of having been selective and to the degree by which a level of freedom is expressive in each nature that complements the experience process to become what it needs to be. but this need is multiplinary. in that itself has a process. in the development of the nature in which we find ourselves, the imperfections. however normalize they may be. tend to produce variations due to the art of diversity. now we need to dwell in meanings of words. only bc that our society is symbolic in path of such determination. each passage associative to the experiences unique to their level of introduction, as well as what each of us depending on our position of evolution. or the self initiation that has become familiarized , choose to do with our own individualistic findings within it. which tends to multiply depending on the level of presences there in but due to the relevancy aspect of such limited elements can produce. as they multiply, some of these events. end up producing a rather reactive choices in line of refining process. often times. the beginning of something feels expanse. and here because the quality of space is far greater than the cognitive availability to determine ahead of time the sorting process of and simplification of what is , there is often overproduction of series of choices that compound. this is something that happens i. many levels of consciousness. not just the external. observable conditions that we may look back in determining what happened. as well e continue to exist in this brief space of time. much like a scenic detour off the otherwise quallic, deep encompassing space, where the ability to choose maybe more sensitive to one’s like though. we also see that in our humanistic nature the intense need to break free from structure. even if the structure is smth we originally have designed and or instigated it’s procession. in search of something. u have already arrived. and in this arrival u may notice the discrepancy between various distances made. one of which seems eternal. it’s where things are super well and when things are falling apart. where the destruction of the prior takes root.
and where everything must go. u may recall this in one of the standard experiences of having had to deal with sudden change of plans. or of having to change ur mind. u might feel like a traitor to self. or catch urself in a contradictory to ur prior self. or. u could see this as a necessary part of change. that each versions of urself have served a specific purpose that which brings to attention area of contradiction of things coming to play at large. however we are not quite there yet. as to how to identify and determine which portion of reality attributes to strong need to change since we have a big conundrum that we are faced with. it’s the act of oscillation between living for urself and living for others. we have greater sense of imbalance of which portion of responsibility falls where and how much precisely because we contradict the value of our lives. that is perceived as a miracle. something that needs to be recognized and cherished as well as celebrated. for the very act of celebration denotes to devotion to one’s existence. even tho one’s may not fully grasp the reason for such existence and being. if this is a detour from the prior and there is a return to it after we do our brief time here. however imperfect our earthly governance maybe and thereby how we’re imperfect each of us tend to be are, the distinction that we may assume any certainty into the reasoning that plagues us in a way. for the continuity of cyclic life is rather persistent. and it’s full of bounties and as well as suffering. we end up, with the recognition that when push comes to shove we end up sacrificing the good. withholding help. or cutting back on resources. or lessening in our involvement or actions. this is natural byproduct of something that is not in alignment with the natural order that has caused the prior. oh in the aftermath of which we may discover. since the getting thick of it all requires some form of controlling one’s attention thereby energy as well as correlating actions which transpire and multiply the rather adaptive nature of human kind. adaptation alone should give us a clue of a red flag that just because we mould to our dominant external stimuli, that doesn’t always mean the adaptation. is safe. right or both. though just to allow oneself to be. undiluted by the conditions of reality. with all its contradictions and evading any possible pitfall sort of coming at you. because we all take turns carrying worldly burdens. the certain conditions that tend to repeat , cyclic in nature, and in coming to terms with understanding them, we may discover. a rational analysis. we may reason. and articulate. even. find ourselves making excuse for which is out of our control. since the adaptation is not smth that only takes place on the exterior. the interior must welcome a portion of that external holographic determination on the continuity of the environment to align itself to the process of its unfolding as well as which arena may relate to one. or ones portion.
since there’s a lot of suffering in the world. it’s the coming to terms with no longer wishing to partake in addition to more that feels like a internal brick wall. the stillness brings us to that hypothetical home. a place continuity of which has long introduced its presence ever since consciousness has become realized. and even by then. there’s a lot of relative associatives one may have without much notice. decorated one’s inner homely abode. that’s where we may find the strong feelings of missing things in our life that has become the introductory course to what the world follows. and within those sentimental objectives albeit. observed in the subjective nature of individual , one’s may find where one’s place the all encompassing love. inthe subjective nature however we may have strong direction to prove this type of love, depth of which can only be awakened as the level go continuity of presence one’s may have come to terms with. some of that happens naturally. and for others, these are reached only ones have ceased repetitive intense and constancy of action. though to proclamation of love to the people in. our lives is a great display of their imperfection . which is a great display of ours in perfection. for if we were to proclaim that it’s only us. ourselves. in our subjective nature is perfect. but see only imperfections in others, then this wouldn’t be correct. it would signify another problem. and also not in nature of true love. truth and love are two wings to a bird. one may love within truths. this love would be more representative of loving the universe even tho we don’t know everything about it. that’s in a way. a faithful type of love. this doesn’t mean faithful love does not or cannot exist on earth. it’s just that itself has played many times. only to lead to strong. suffering and discrepancies in terms of determining where to draw the lines. as a result of such a. lot of people ended up feeling at a lifetime of loss. or of feeling of regret bc they have spent too much time. and effort. and chose to be loyal to people they thought was love, only to have to come to terms with eventual separation. and had they done it sooner, then they would like to think things would be different. but there is also the act of repetitiveness in our nature where we may. in our internal fire of simply being and the passions borne out of this eternal place to carry the dream and transfer it into the next love objective. only that we run into series of misdemeanours in terms of reactive. bc we assume that simply by starting over after cutting off our loss or “letting go of everything” we think this simply suffices to begin anew. and here. the two individuals with past. of having done the same. may signify birth and death as well as relationship with reality bc the people u realize exist today. didn’t just exist overnight. they all come from a particular type of past. we wish to know everything all at once. and that we do. in our hearts is all is written as is. it’s the articulate mind that places meanings and all of this is fanned by the fire of the spirit. they which myriad of experiences have already accumulated in its reservoir of wisdom. though much in relation to ur relationship with ur conscious sees. ur reality. another person. and the world systems at large, this too requires a bit of faith in the unknown.
oh it’s too late
now, the chance to be quiet. the mysteries of ambiguity, to lay certainty at rest, are bit few privileges that are becoming rare by day, whereas the eternity of the fleeting nights add to the quest for clarity compounds the still, subtle mind, not in the articulate nature of what discovery of a human organism may seek but more so that of which u need, to shroud for the moment where the suns rays might have touched, and ceased. the art of subtlety could still be determinable even in the direct of dialect. for the plenitude of quest, for the human mind is continuous. yet the currency of thought teaches, given that only by associatives of which relates to what one might possess within one’s vicinity of self thought. along with self taught measure which one combines one’s experience n with what might already know. although, for the moment where we must understand smth at face value, which depends on sudden quick decisions to concern one with in terms of where to place a particular thought within one’s intellectual discipline, from where we cultivate an inner garden of understsnd where all its objectives complement or cause concern when depending on which topic. but more so on the quality of the thought, can give insight as to where one may be required refining. or pruning of such thoughts. to compliment. the whole. though the prior of which where one might have kept one’s thoughts to oneself , one may still do the same. tend to one’s intellectual garden from where one may naturally be driven to materialize into action series of steps to complement one’s external nature with the inner reserves. here is where we have over abundance of thought processes bc we place too much emphasis on the perfection of thought before we get to play into actionable sketch strong influence. as if. guided by an invincible force that knows what’s best for the survival of the intellectual masters who are also students along the way of their trials and errors. there’s a statement that suggests the confluence of myriad of topics are to be brought to light so that the natural elements do their things. if a thought is too weak or it’s not clear due to, it’s original process of having been discovered and then passed down in the prior, where it’s contents might require to be refined, all the while requiring missing ingredients that would make itself a bit more congruent more so relevant to a world at large, or the alignment process requires more than one mind, for the presence of a particular thought may not always be a. strong attribute to the origin of cause but is meant to complement a part of life. still. relevant to the one who feels compelled to share out loud. however in our world, thoughts are associated with a strong determination to record a time, more so to use as resource for what comes next, to avoid anything that could in the past pose a danger or discomfort , for better preparation for what’s next ahead. sometimes we do get caught in the intention of words, and what’s shared, as language has been used for more purpose than one. and language also represents more than one, in line with human species for instance language has strong undertones with transitions. and practices. as well as belief structures. that can significantly cause variations in the human organisms.
now ofc. i’m not saying that human species. must become same. in the same melting pot. forget the transitions and the variations that burst of colour into the species lifestyles and what belief structures may give the continuity of traditions. though in looking at traditions alone we see the variations of human species much like animal kingdom. strong beliefs and historical developments have caused strong variations in the way we find the world today. though the only time these variations become threat is when we make distinctions that some people deserve more. and in turn. others. much less. in terms of their continuity and survival process as we all inhabit the earth. so there might be a way to unite the species. without demanding the variations to give up traditions or the differences that strongly trigger reactions in each other due to one’s inability to trust something or someone that might differ than what ur accustomed to be normalized. though. in placing heat is normal to generalities, the common denominators that unite than be distinct in nature. would enable a compassionate approach. one that is curious to know more. about that which is foreign. all the while respecting the mutual conduit that enables continuity to thrive in both. the secondary changes which are the root of traditions and of geographical origin would then become a intellectual marker for curiosity of thought. as well as to transpire questions where one’s might otherwise feel inferior in the presence of that which is foreign or preconceived in. thought about their truth and nature. though who are we to question. sometimes. the act of query is intent on wrongdoing. for the willingness to get a particular type of info that may not be available to the world at large or. is available in some parts but only specific experience and type of congruence to its relativity those who might liken the reasoning behind the commonalities therein to one’s where a particular information can be known out of its true sense and contextual basis and be made into entirely smth else. bc those who may take on such a endeavour. from their point of origin and relativity of their experience might perceive the object of which they are after. as more of a threat than a relative to nature angle of similitude dressed slightly different. now this double ended sword that is our minds can possess the either or truth ability of a given thought. certainty can make for hasty decision to tell which apart. sometimes , effect ability of a particular line of thought must first run thru the one who is the proprietor for such determination to find , given that one has predetermined one’s intentions. as to what to do with the particular line of thought as versus. being determined to fit it into smth. for anythjng poses either a risk or endowment to our minds. if we choose it to be. that is irregardless to its truth and nature. and as we discover in the world. the many backgrounds that come together today. the many “species “ that have in the history. survived , and those who might have gone extinct. whose unique qualities can be found albeit in a different version. playing out in correlation with the surviving ones, is self evident when one’s are not placing too much emphasis and predetermine the distraction of a particular line of thought in understanding the established meanings relative to tradition. of each.
the reason why focusing on human species is essential for the unity and the continuity of human kind is self evident. that the challenges and the needs of the species in general do change as the times change and the worlds own natural changes enable ways for series of intentions to follow. oscillating between natural o furnaces. such as worldly disasters. droughts and the rather blow to the otherwise predictability of resources ones depend on. that is not an argument. as human species do require systems for the predictability and the continuity of their lifestyles , though the next coming trajectory could enable a force more different than before. or recent. as in the simplicity of exchanges made and improvements that ease the daily duties , to mass migrations , sharing of resources, opening borders, and becoming predictable and respond in step fast to others natural disasters that threaten more than just human life, for resources are spread about all across the planet. and if there is one unpredictability that befalls everyone is that not a singe one can determine ahead of time as to who is next. in terms of the mother natures chopping block. it’s always someone else. or that the thought itself becomes so overwhelming that one’s may find themselves say. well i can’t think of this right now. i hope it’s not us. or we will think of it when we have to cross that road. whereas in there no one knows what they are doing. and they know that too. but this denial i’m not knowing smth much bigger is at play. and that something is much more powerful than a million army led, can only get worse within the persons who. no matter how much in their denial find artificial safety from interim. will eventually feel amplification of such discomfort produced during to ignoring natures repercussions that do not make distinctions as to where or what or to whom this may inconvenience is long it’s way of its own evolution. which brings us back to our species. how then can we both be on the same page. or confluence or congruent on some common topics and at the sam time allow for the diversity of species to continue to practice it’s own natural development as in traditions that have survived many challenges along its way. it’s harder to do. but part of evolution of common dialect among species serves the purpose of the absolute unifying thought aside from the sect ivory of reason and the myriad of topics in discussion. for the latter exploited only in part the former focuses on the whole spectrum. though both serve the purpose of either or. which can be a make or break for the continuity of species. since. it’s easy if a trouble is happening to someone else. so long it’s not u and ur loved one s u may rest assured. feel safe and at ease with what is. * that is to an extend bc even if we were keen at self assurance. unless all is well everywhere and or the particular threat has been objectively mitigated we will still feel a strong influence and thereby feel a degree of discomfort. or unsettling feelings. irregardless to our denial. or avoidance, at some point any issue that is ignored or delayed will have to be brought forth and rectified. or if a point of no return has been reached. experienced.
now part of the nature of species is this. we are keen at the art of language where different languages are apt at revealing and also concealing types of messages. in line with the development of these languages. each have these qualities. though based on by strong historical context. of associative meanings and in dialect. the types of symbolism. may differ and relate more to the transitional way of enablement via use of language in the expressive sense. that could easily mean smth else or even be misunderstood elsewhere and because our world is vast. as opposed to one person. one group. one background of species. and even one side of the planet. than the rest. it’s essential all the more today to slow down in our thinking before we get too steadfast in our categorizing and sorting out the plethora of data in order to convey a meaning that is more so. true to its origin. than what our minds like to make out of it. that’s bc the discrepancy between action and thigh it’s not balanced. now if we examine such relationships we see silence. then lots of info dump. then no action to carry on the evolution of thoughts. bc we might like to attach to a particular line of thought as beautiful uplifting. transcending and others as offending negative and constricting rather than the nature of which a thought brings with it. if we are to discuss things that come with such distinctions , then instead of focusing on the effect it produces. we may ask ourselves why the effect is produced in the first place. when we are getting behind the mechanism of a particular line of thought as opposed to simply by its surface feel. that is “this is pleasant. and that is not “. since the latter is very much aligned with. self cherishing self induced. and self related experience. which is the anti thesis of strong individuation of otherwise collective speciesism. a degree of individuation is key. for one’s are unique even if same background. much like fingerprints. not snowflakes. *laughs we are far more resilient. than that. but also very vulnerable. thereby feel or may run the risk of inferiority where there need be none. it’s just. in the process of individual self refining thought , where ones might have been too hard to self. or lacked boundaries. or in determination of these ones may experience strong sensations that shape one’s life. are but strong relative forces that instigate potential of selectivity . or casting oneself aside so far even one cannot reach oneself. and lives only of one’s strong ideas. of self. as opposed to embodying those ideas which is entirely different when we live a thought bc there we may find more than what meets the intellectual mind in the prior.
i personally like to imagine our collective evolution like this. where everyone lives there life . independently. as in. u get to choose ur belief system ur faith ur thoughts formed about common grounds of thought given that u have already met urself within. and find no distinction in the baseline when if u must. compare with the others. at the same. u don’t need surveillance. or can operate without oversight of others. on the palpability of the right things. given that u have done ur inner work. and are aware of the power of intention, as well as the types of thoughts u may like to linger in ur inner kingdom for all these complement the particular line of action and motivation that serves not just urself. but others as well. though ofc. in terms of serving each other. how do we see this. ones can do little but cover many peoples needs. or ones may choose one or few . and give all that which means that the improvements of the few can catch up to the endowments of the many. so in a way. equity. or perhaps we have already surpassed this discrepancy systemically. where the opposite of wars is allowance of species to carry on and if they must transcend in practice. do so naturally sue to natural progression of life as it unfolds and rings about the many challenges therein such as mass migrations. and or other types of thought required for overcoming hardship. usually scientific technical stuff. for one thing that separates human kind from the animal kingdom is our intellectual nature coupled by our power of will and determination to make life practical and easy. this efficiency strongly represent evolution. just not in the west we think evolution works in animal kingdom. and say u say smth offensive or do smth u might have previously not known about or u might have simply forgot. for a moment. now the given nature of forgetfulness is congruent with the eel of truths expose and the quality of intellectual reason has become standard. more like as gurdjieff wood say. has crystal used within which catalases the right type of conduct conduit with the absolute. the one fact about our nature. and not away from it. this is one way to tell also if someone is telling f they truth or a lie about their errors. bc we are naughty by nature that we wish to make practical and theorize our actions to calculate an agenda for in lieu with our survival that is of the lizard brain evolving and mousing adjusting itself to the general advancements of lifestyles made, inclusive of the societies and civility in strong promote , for these are socially positive markers of otherwise animalistic species. we may not be like the animals. but we do possess animalistic qualities bc it’s in our dna. but just bc we have these qualities does no mean we have to act like such. we have more power and trajectory in do and say even trees hvw animals in their dna. but u don’t see them doing dumb stuff. it’s just that we are all made of the same stuff. though we can be selective in reasoning as to how it should be. what is remains to be discovered. once we discover this ultimate what is. all encompassing under one sun and all equally. ( giving emphasis on equity of normalization of general respect for human life as well as dignity in existence which hasn’t been popularized) from there our general organization irregardless by numbers will come with ease. for the efficiency of human nature is already there. it’s urs shrouded with justices context of pain. different and general misunderstands due to haste. for one thing that makes us expert doesn’t automatically make us expert in all areas. unless we are invested equality with beginners mind on those we are less endowed in. knowledge.
heyooo world
good morning and happy sunday to you. no matter where u may find urself. i hope it’s surrounded by love acceptance and authenticity. aside from wishful thinking, the world is both light n dark. we tend to assume that we must cooperate for things to get better all around but do not realize or pinpoint our own projections abound. not to mention our own negativity within which everything. unfolds. thereby coming to arbitrary notions such as the attachment due to our wrong song. coupled by assuming that if others did this or that everything would be perfect but this isn’t so. for one , our understanding for what unity is is already messed up. for some folks unity is when others do as u say. for others, they are like minions. they need a master they can blindly rely on. oh don’t get me wrong. on the latter. there are a ton of perks. especially when things go wrong. bc u wanna blame others. and never hold urself to higher standards, the benefit ends up coming from never having to take a good hard look at urself as to how u got there in the first place. thereby leaving u hungry. in constant search for someone else who will lead u out of ur conundrum. whatever that maybe. then there’s a bigger discrepancy when we do well but others aren’t alright. we tend to assume that people who in their susceptible minds are caving into the negative consequences of diversity thereby forcing us to control who we may find as a offending party as responsible and expect them to change. usually religious beliefs tend to have these strong countenances that are separatist in their unifying intentions. whereas the only way that one can achieve such unity is via excessive control and being someone else and under their rule. all are right. yet all are also quite very wrong. the correctness comes from the fact that we are interdependent. so in our actions and choices we have a degree of responsibility toward others even tho what we do may not directly include them. the in-corrections come from assuming that we know the right ways only. whereas the right way is relative to where we might be. assuming our rights upon others can harm than help any. that’s when state is influenced by religion things for explicitly wrong. some times going great lengths to force others to stop their religious beliefs. and even criminalize and punish them if they choose to follow their traditions.
we all try to make the world better. but some of us place greater emphasis of the importance. value worth and the great involvement each person would bring to the overall world project whereas others see people by mere numbers. to be used for the world project to be achieved. when one says. that life is to be valued and cherished and to not wast the gift of life that’s given to u. the other haphazardly demands from u. depending on where u might be. under whose rule and for what purpose and how u got there ( familial relevance ) u could be demanded to sacrifice urself entirely. against ur better belief. with information chinch’s of which missing in places whereas others are juxtaposed ( vital data) to give u a meaning with words to that which produces a specificity type of feel which has previously known and studied. under human testing. which is also unethical if u ask me. since we are all here, we all have a right and livelihood to determine and identify our own feelings in lieu with correct data analyzation that is. in one sense. knowing facts. aka scientific facts and truths about the mechanism of the organism that is us. and that which sustains. us aka the natural order. nature. earth the land. with its forces that coalesce and complement the conditions of each environment in their cyclic patterns. and a third is a manmade systems that works quite strongly at that, in maintenance of order and predictability in our multi functionary lifestyles that are not stand alone. a degree of understanding into our unity shows that it is already acknowledged. however, the hiding of. manipulating and or weaponizing our collective and individual histories is on the foreground still. this isn’t the first time we are experiencing such global purge. we can chuck it to the otherwise laxity of the selfishness of the systems that appear as one way whereas are intent on entirely smth else. and as a byproduct of the faultiness within it. at times there’s surplus of human numbers versus whys available to reach out to all. thereby forcing systems to utilize law justice order and history to combine efforts to eliminate people by numbers so that itself can re establish the predictability of the prior. and this is the fun thing. the fun thing is creating a business with little maintenance. a coercive control tends to pay back in dividends so is fear for mass control. though for itself to accomplish its goal it has to do it without the framework of systemically appropriated and acknowledged human rights and greater degree of pass ability of smth to be done. for systems to accomplish their task is not difficult. here in we can see what systems are capable of when they organize. think things out. and brainstorm. but i personally wish they would do the same on causes that concern human rights and promote constructive solutions that benefit everyone instead. usually it’s at the cost of people that we are given prospect. which also never comes.
the rather sloppy. in restive and selfish interest of the systems tend to happen whe shut hits them fan. especially when the shit is cosmically arrived. when there are discrepancies. in small size. they r put to back burner bc those who are chasing the aubatinence of their daily jargon which promotes more power. more control and the like tend to be distracted i the face of small things. and they will put it off or say. next lesson can handle it. or may briefly present the issue to counterparts only to have it be rejected bc human beings true nature tends to be rather of seeking pleasures. not bc human beings are generally distasteful towards process of self discipline per se. the true meaning of discipline is clouded by hierarchal theories and places where there’s greater emphasis on status rather than the substance one presents the world with. when we forget that substance superseded position we end up subordinating ourselves under the heavy hand and inflect of status build on likely not legal and honest ways. which we can’t see once w e submit. or against our better judgement we may notice it but play little emphasis bc our sense of self speak would say smth like well how am i gonna change that? right. so u begin to be unreal urself. of having already relinquished ur truth and power by the illusion of ur status. and availability. oh there’s far too much schooling before u might even know smth. but guess why. now everyone know sa ton of different topics and have interest in self study. resourcefulness but we all . in the world of communities. still amount to nothing. together as one. more like as none. amirite ? hahahaha anyway. moving on. (it turns out ur education has very little to do with the level of pain and suffering ur receiving today, and or loss. or arbitrary sense of self within a society that’s also blindsided by the same. bc there’s dominance of the need to supersede others to better oneself. not because this is natural aspect of u mechanized. but more so on the financial aspect that forces everyone to compete in an unhealthy way. where the very truth and need to live fulfilling lives firstly takes back stage in favour of the long term. only to become lax with the process itself and even forget not to mention things tend to get worse. and hardly improve. even with greater effort that one’s may find themselves going back to level one would finalize that very little is worth the pursuit in the world. until the world in its entirety comes to terms with the greater emphasis on every human life as priori than what we have acclimated ourselves as important. as well as hygienic human rights. congruent wth generalities on dignity. and right to exist and create a life that u will be happy with)
on education there’s a statement about how every experience in ur life can be a teacher. so this teacher, can be ur environment. it can be the people u interact with. it can be the society ur past of. the country. maybe even. the world. so what can u say about your experiences that have taught u to date. and whether if any of those teachers are up to no good. bc we often say everything teaches. but we don’t look at the quality of the lesson and what the lesson translates to ur life. most information out there is a waste time for instance. it’s just to fill the void. and quell our anxieties that we don’t know and we wish to set out in to the intellectual wander. to discover smth that we previously didn’t see. or didn’t know. might have been missed at the entrance some years ago. however we are also very mouldable. we can adapt to our environment and whatever conditions we maybe part of. when we have not established some basic facts about reality however that’s when we end up getting. a false sense of smth. no matter who’s clear in delivery. and the reason why getting on the same page about some of these facts is key because someone who has the heirs goal influence to change ur life. for better and or for worse co d determine this lesson for u. ( only that they can’t ) where everyone ends up wasting more energy and time at the end because what is acknowledged about a given smth is not seen as clearly in the first place. this is the reason. that i personally would say not all the systems that are geared towards trauma survivors tend to miss the point b entirely bc one. the issue has happened due to false adoption of hierarchies albeit in smaller circle. and two. the system hierarchies that favour individual hierarchies have led u there and prolonged ur suffering. bc usually what happens is much less in impact than how it gets resolved and thirdly any other soliton concerning rehabilitation fails short bc they play out the same sloppiness in larger systems that do the same when they r lax and meet urgencies of life. they prioritize the wrong thing thereby in trauma handling and rehab. the same sloppiness ends up leaving survivors lonelier and less supported than they need. and even chucking the whole process to”u couldn’t heal bc u didn’t do the work. “ ( and here we get glimpse that education means very little bc a ton of those folks who handle difficult situations are expert status. those whose ideas have a higher veneration. but without much to show for their final work) .
all of this is super connected to each other. though as long as we insist on a hierarchal world and continue to support false idols. we are not gonna get much difference. only that faces will change. but the experiences all the same. dull and predictable. even if ur a newcomer bc here in the eye of evolution where our inner processes cannot be faked. no matter how diluted our thought processes maybe there are few things that can be prolonged for only so long. same is with illusions and delusions and no matter how many time su can repeat a lie. or deny the palpability of smth, at some point in time that will be all u have to work with. it’s just the inevitability of this life and the nature that governs it. not people. people are meant to be ushers to society. not masters of it. here’s where we err. and we are too certain in. our reasoning that someone must lead. whereas they can’t even lead themselves out of their wrongdoing. in a just society we should. and by that i mean we should both lead and flown and wisdom comes from knowing when to lead and where and when to follow and where. this allows us to share the bounties of our own personal experience and reason without hindering others in their processes. in smaller circles and certain instances we are already given the priory of glimpse into this intricacies. and perhaps ur shared conditions didn’t expect the frivolities of financial exchange ( which tends to cloud senses and confabulate intentions bc of the way of the man made systems. for if u notice everyone is in a passive state a salesmen bc they must hustle. 24 hours a day 7 days a week for that extra dollar. if and when the opportunity comes and i’ll give u example. many folks are dead sited on lying to each other via one fact. u buy one and sell at high. what does that tell u my guy? ur lying. and cheating another for the extra cap. but that’s how folks hustle and make extra cash just to sustain their life. their family and whosever they take as undertaking at the same prepare for old age. saving s retirement. whatever ) which makes it easy for u to see such honest exchanges and the general intentions to refrain from lying. to self and each other. and or trick others for that self betterment. bc the world strongly promotes it otherwise in all other worldly places and aspects of what constitutes as human being as well as his or her or their purpose for being here.
people take on more than they need to
in determining our functional organisms. we tend to go by hindsight that’s 20/20. but more like it’s 50/50 when we , in our absolute certainty take responsibility for things and thoughts that we can’t prove ether if it’s smth that originate from us for example. we say things in the aftermath of an offending thoight. oh i never knew i had such conditioning such biasses. i didn’t know i had escaper sexist thoughts. i’m working. in my racism. while this may seem like a responsbity. and virtuous. it’s actually false bc u cannot prove to urself the origin of the thought. while u wanna take control as to why u should think of such thoughts, in an attempt to control smth that is partially available to u, u begin to take on more than u can chew. and from here. the establishment of i becomes rather concrete. i dis this. i did that. i don’t like to do this. i can’t do that. the i becomes very certain but is blind to it’s entirely so how can it prove to itself that it’s factual. but meier so than that. how can u go easy on u in figuring out the phenomena. let alone go about changing it. in the act of such “attempts” while the intention maybe clear. one may fall short. thereby turning cold fro the path of such detangle. . also. here when we make exception of our “sense of self” we tend to cut ourselves off from the big picture. taking on more then. we can control. and the solutions tend to reflect that too. complementary to the path of figuring things out. in our solution making process. thru trials and errors , we then get dogmatic and attach to the positives while get extremely pessimistic about our negatives. all bc we are too established on sense of “i”. and that’s with good intentions. bc we want to be responsible and do our part. but without understanding the relationships of all and everything. our part falls short. for one aspect. we can’t change thee things all on our own. so a little bit of the thought process comes with the grounds. when we begin to dissolve the sense of i to a more intrinsic quality then we are not dividing ourselves either. then the judgmental mind has ceased for all extreme spring from the strong sense of self , the opposite is true when we have sense of unity instead of the exceptional “i” that wants to change what one is merely part of.
now let me delve a little bit deeper. and get a little bit more personal as to the long term implications. of strong sense of self rooted in cerritos the but lacks the basis. and the true meaning of such descriptions which can also hinder along the way. and is the anti thesis to the transcendental self that is lacking in humanistic limited earthly identities. but does recognize one’s nature as complementary to the whole with its truths relative to conditions that one is part of. and in respect to the history and development. since these are merely data that helps us understand along the way for the functionality of understanding is meant to simplify and refine past data to a comprehensive datum that takes up less space once the lessons are learned. the relativity of what a lesson is that we are having a chemical process which facilitates change. change is when an organism starts as one way and ends as another. and that’s based on by finite, mortal reasoning aspect. the beyond is limitless. however due to our full presence and existence here suggests the predominance of the laws that are in nature, that allow us the experience , to be prioritized. with that said. our articulation of determinism as to breaking down every piece of evidence and make sense of intention. truth of a given objective can also reflect this level of extremities. in an attempt to understand and define as well as to facilitate change we are on the right track. however with its lasts misaligned and out of pace. we get close to the truths. but barely. such as in what we speak about gender norms and the difference between sex and gender as well as what this endeavour means for our need to change. though in our attempt at change. we do not recognize our nature in selective. that we hold some information that we have already experienced a degree of rejection. or reaction from the audience , and or we feeel the act of privacy applies here. tho in determining the clarity of understanding into the truth of such nature, we miss the mark bc of the selective nature in wishing to change things but only giving what we want in order to achieve our end game. this end game is , from my understanding. in terms of gender norms as well as wish to break out of them. tends to apply to social constructs. rather. and the lifestyles that wish to experience smth different. albeit. one could develop a distaste based on by one’s one interaction. with life in general. at any point in life. also because the societies. albeit functional. are not exactly perfect. there are social issues that are predominant that cause trauma and conflict , which lead to a wish to further away from it.
but ofc. we are aware of the social issues that tend to case side effects. or constrictions. where help does not reach out. or one in their darkest hour. might change. albeit for the worst. and this can bear strong burden in the heart. which taps into a old frequency. since our history is filled with atrocities done based on by gender norms attribute to sex. and the simple statement that human beings are not animals does not diffuse bc it’s all been done before. no one listens. no one reflects changes upon systems. no one steps back and decided. not to take an opportunity where they may see one. bc these are also contributory to the phenomena of faulty environment . a product of the general malaise that has become a sort of a self reliance momentum bc when a thing happens once it’s more easy for it to happen again. as free will would suggest that just bc we can do smth however that we should or and it is the right thing. and trials and errors go so far as to the discrepancy between discussing a issue on a group ordeal versus an issue concerning one. a group ordeal would be more encompassing as to the amount of information is covered. with details missing in places bc of the chucking of the entire group to determine its overall quality versus within one organism we end up seeing. but this is different. or well. it’s complicated. or try to delve into it and it feels a bit more dense. and heavy even. as versus crucial thought on a larger coverage of generalities. it’s via our personals experience that we recognize the magnitude of events. that where the strong need for change sparks ignite to our person. though again. we are not animals. we have intellect and reason and although animals do posses compassion and relationship with family members and show traits of unique gender differences. we are not the same. we could form association with different objectives s it without recognizing why, such facilitator is in place, very little changes. at the end of the day we end up living out a sort of “respite and control” where respite and control has long been lacking and has overtime produced stagnation coupled by intense bouts of emotional disturbances. pain. so what we are doing at the end of the day. is evolve from that pain. and evade it if we can. and we may run the risk of such escapism. excess of anything can instigate such. especially when we get distracted and lose our way and in determination and process of clarity of our reason, can abandon the whole project all together. usually when anything becomes “significantly relative” or comfortable. we tend to evade. it. or when many people do it. bc they all bring us back to the social conundrum of where change is necessary. but is missing.
well. are gender norms fake anyway. strip it all away and u get procreation the absolute continuity of human nature. so that’s the basis of science. u create copies of urself for the continuity of ur species. that is of human kind. and hopefully out of love and with deep regard for each other as partners. but here is where the issue is. familial structures have en heather fro. perfect. in fact they are so maladjusted that every pains a person has. and every troubles that they ends up copy creations later on is the continuity of that past trauma. shared. albeit. when we do go back to the root source of the problem it’s a bit out of shape and is unrecognizable bc it’s age old notion. false notion. toxic notion. one that’s often misunderstood in terms of our human evolution. since we expect evolution to grow body paste instead. or change our eyes. or cut off our arms. i don’t know but intrinsic evolution is what brought us here. and yes. it’s not perfect bc it’s invincible. much like god and faith and all the things we were once scared of bc we didn’t know what it was what we were why even. right ? so that’s the evolutionary process we are working on. but here in todays intellectual hour and with the set of information abundance. we are getting too practical in thoight. we tinnn by changing meaning of words or calling ourselves different we will create a life we want or get different results. this wood have been true if we were independent. meaning if we were self sustaining, and are able to love all on our own without the help of each other. whether this is intrinsic. astral. quantum entanglement or physical. material. via system functions and effort and hard work of others doesn’t matter. bc we will have to consider all of it to understnd the big picture and the interactions between different objectives. hats the point. bc the concrete self , well what does a concrete self do when they see the world. it sees only the concrete world. so now things become shallow. we can’t penetrate beyond what we think we see. and we are so sure of what we assume we are seeing. that we can’t get beyond the material. and we end up flip flopping on our identities instead. but this is dangerous. since some decisions cannot be undone. at large the things we can’t undo is being the dead back. or. once someone is abused and traumatized. but it’s really difficult to bring them back to their natural. alkaline state . it’s possible. for the latter but for the former. kaput. but sure. maybe they reincarnate. and maybe the frequencies. the intrinsic quality of our atmosphere will instigate smth more. maybe we understnd it this time. maybe not. so that’s the dance we are having. anyway. .. onwards
the existentialism is also there. bc when things get rough. they didn’t just get rough overnight and then u realize they r not the only rough objective . there is more.ont standing. continuous toughness about our life and reality in general. so a degree of escapism. links us to our natural creativity. whether ur married and wanna create a new life. a hope. a seed. ( as if a child alone can change things. ur not giving birth to jesus or buddha. and even if u did. what good does it do when the majority is in peril ) or ur wanna create a fantasy. u just wanna drown out the noise. the pain. suffering is too much. too heavy. some efforts also don’t produce positive long term results. this is also a strong association with the i mentality. i am traumatized. i tend to cry when i’m dad. i can’t seem to handle the daily work load because i’m having. a hard time with this or that portion of reality. while these are relative to truths. if we have strong sense of i where we are taking on more than we can chew it’s not wonder why we feel discouraged when we try ways to overcome our suffering. which can lead to. guess i’m the way i am. this is who i am. i’m ole this. i cant change. etc. and the fantasmal aspect is good if it’s harmless and is kept within reasonable bounds. such as fetishes and sexuality. bc the sexual aspect of human organism is sort of scarier when it’s not utilized for procreation means. which is not wrong per se. but there’s ethics in that and immunity. conditioning. sensations or de sensations. as well as addictions and affliction. strong emotions rise. which can inhibit our path and reasoning. cloud our judgment. and in lieu with systems . we can make wrong call of judgment. so a sexual hygiene is complementary to the general well-being of an organism and their sense of self without much attachment for these are interconnected. since we are breaking out of social norms we need to keep in mind the focal point of our reason. because sexual for play can always stay at home when we ego to common grounds. and when we record ourselves talking on topics. our sexuality actually plays very little to what we are asking. if we are recognizing the economics and systemic conditions that take priority in the sense of i. let alone the the many roles that come to play within it for full function. we may also need to look at how we do things and what habits we are taking. on for these are the lines that connect the economic and other systems to our lives and daily function. without considering this step. all others are only escapes that fall short on their mission to achieve the thing that even they do not realize they are after.
sometimes
the gravity of the world is too much. too heavy. too distracted at either side that pull me, though i must remain calm. for i don’t know if this clarity is the one reflected in the aftermath, prior to an occurring, or the one that i’m granted a glimpse in the eye of the storm. of what kind of weather prediction this is, i don’t know. im just billowing in the wind, free to go anywhere i will, or. it seems like i have a choice here. perhaps. my willingness to clarity is what leads me here. i can’t tell which direction i’m in, is this going forward or going backwards. the familiarly of the movements that i fre deep within, combine with my surroundings. like a whirlwind, i’m twisting. and at the thought of such, anxiety settles in. what if this is the very thing, that will break me. then there’s a feeling of, a rather straight forward, only upwards, with roots touching deep in the burrows of where i came from, to the skies i touch, almost. barely. but not really. it’s just a feeling. not a rocket science. but i may as well set myself free. then again. i’m scared where it will lead me. it. the storm. where the winds coalesce. they make it seem easy u know ? oh u change ur mind huh. u decided to go. this way instead. well. nevermind. there is no need to think too much about it. it’s too articulate. cut n dry if u ask me. to think. to give meaning to things is sort of like gambling. ur trading in something that u have plenty of. only when u come to some sort of conclusion that u realize how well u did. but it’s not that im a perfectionist. per se. or that i enjoy such storms. for one aspect. they r destructive. things wear out in a perfect storm. and the storm is on my perfect bc it’s a sheer reminder of how there are things larger, than what u think u know. perhaps i would like to dream instead, that this is not going to destroy me. it is only what i choose to make of it right ? mind over matter right ? if i think positive happy thoughts, then i will achieve one of two things. either that the experience is benevolent and i evolve and dance with such continuity of whatever pursuer all this combinations will lead me, or. i will make very little of the damages incurred. perhaps. ignorance is bliss if the latter is true. j may not even notice the cracks and the degradation that takes overtime. the natural happenstances in association with decaying process. i may assume i received these lines due to confluence with my own nature. accepting everything as they come. letting go everything that decides to evade me. much like my thought process.
oh when the times of change cole around the corner would like like to hold on tighter ? my mind tends to give me such certainty of stationary illusions that i don’t notice what’s moving. or i become the movement. and i must constantly be going somewhere. because i come from somewhere. origin of which i can’t recall. it’s quite distant. if i look back. u may discover my relativity only as relative to its surroundings, for there’s more then just myself that come together and fall apart in instances, almost cyclic in nature. oh who am i kidding. everything is patterns but what if that’s what my mind wants to convince me as. patterns , so long as they flow and rhyme. can get u somewhere safe. it’s said. but i like to reject the idea that i must be that much predictable. much like the crack on the surface of my own feels, that are superfluous. and can give the wrong impression as to how i gathered them, the same is true. ur feelings as only as friendly to u as u wish them to be. the moment u think something can lose a danger, potential of the thought itself becomes robust , intoxicating all ur sense if u must. our use where it will at long last cease to be and merge with where u think u wish to be. only that what is can be quite distinct a place than u initially might have had in ur mind. that’s the risk that comes with the set of letting go at least. ur like a free flowing paint brush. u leave behind the trail of which u wish to be found. all the same, u wanna blend in to ur surroundings. u do not want to stick out or be center of attention. all the while ur isolation from ur wishful thinking that u could even achieve this. a place where u can call your own , a place where u can grow , and as u get older, u might begin to fall apart your layers , that tend to cover over what u truly are, because it’s all in forgetting. for getting to the truth of the matter takes a natural progression of events that unfold on themselves. all that must leave the objective come back once more, only to depart once again but this time. without ever looking back. or like i said u become a little bit of directionless when these types of things occur. the forward motion we got going on could very well be a construct in our minds. assuming that the only direction is the one we think as what’s next. but never before.
i would not want to make a mess and leave it. but i also have a hard time articulating what even is a mess. i tend to shed all kinds of “thingS” some of which are relative and blend in , almost like it was smth a part of me letting me go. i found this clarity in the night where my finger tips were seeking , a material connectivity to my intrinsic realty like a string or link that would alter me. consciousness likes to root down somewhere. not because it has already seen the end game or final picture, that’s all relative to the troughs it is surrounded by, all of which come together. or fall apart . for that final bowing. how many times did i think i was dying only to wake up harder. my eyes wider. growing in intensity as i witness’s the continuity of mysteries as they flirt with me. playful as it sounds, one little mistake and i’m done. or. that too is an illusion. i just go backstage somewhere and try to alter the writers consciousness. better yet, tend to a garden. plant some seeds future of which eve i cant remember. oh u think u haven’t been there before huh. it’s because the illusion of direction convinces u. there is no direction in space though. everything is circular. until it’s not. after some brief period of momentum is made, u might get caught in a black hole and end up in the wrong universe instead. they won’t know ur name. but ur features will dominate ur meaning and reason . not because u started it. u just took a wrong turn. prior to getting urself lost. if there is such a thing. u might have had an aha moment of how things operate but since everything operates through, which is harder to detect the entirely of such interactions. to me at least because. i’m not on my 100 perfect confluence as to the full presence necessary in all my aspects of being, since i’m quite foreign even to me. even if i was coming from that adjacent place. it was one process and next thing u know. it’s another. relativity might bind u. difficulties may briefly give u the illusion of diversion. but what am i diverting from ? the universe is directionless. it’s not like i can escape its reality.
oh why must we be so fragmented. my intense need to “get it together at last” feels a little bit of a meltdown coming up ahead. if this is true. that i’m only getting a clearing bc i happens to be aligned in the centre of the eye of the storm. i bring meaning where it might have been temporarily missing. though i may run the risk of assuming that the relativity of that which reveals itself to me effortlessly to one where my roots are connected. albeit. even on the adjacency of a place given by its similitudes and differences therein is made up of the same stuff as where i might like to find myself. for im in transit still i can’t exactitude that i know full well the ingredients i’m surrounded let alone their benevolence. what i do know is that when natural “things” tend to transpire. there is more than just the congruence of issues that combine to make the whole for the potential aspect of that which is mysterious is ever greater than my assumed reality and accepted nature that is, given by my level of awareness as well as how well acquainted i am with the origin of my own root process , despite it being transpired from an adjacent place. although i would like to inscribe some words of wisdom here in this place where i might not see behind the surface of which my roots are from, though i wish to leave more than just the conundrum of existence which is a combination of messy things. i remember the times i screamed as i shoot upwards. my thoughts are like bullets. what goes up must come down. now we have littered. the surrounding endowments with jumble of literature. each too keen on its own sentence. that is. u have now jailed urself. to a particular line of thought. surrounded urself with the illusion of safety. u uttered the word key and then u manifested ur own hand only to chuck it far away. perhaps the storm is a testament for the souls own unabashed reality. it contradicts itself. so nature responds in keen. although it’s dialect might differ, it strings line to the heart of the matter. pulling it closer. or pushing it further. or maybe that’s the side effect from the conditions of the storm itself. how else can i break age old certainties. it’s like a tooth in decay. but still. i have a lot of life left in me. perhaps i’m only trying to fluff up my persona so the wind feels inferior and stops it’s nonsense. oh wait. u might think i’m in distaste here. no. we are merely dancing. to bend with the wind states simply this, a stench that doesn’t assume form embodies it’s full presence. and in that presence what ever goes goes. it’s only the importance that i give to every one that leaves. as left. perhaps i wanted it to be this way.
although my relativity might be a it more sound in ana adjacent place. here where i might find myself. either standing still moving about or both, i might only be relative the world at large. this relativity comes from a humble place. because being in space is quite lonely. and it has no boundaries. so at the same time. ur surrounded by all the exterior conditions that connect their strings of attachment. feeding u information. telling u things against ur will. against ur need to hear and understand. u say that’s too much. too much even in my loneliness that i must, uproot myself if that’s a possibility, and extend my continuity to where i have been before. but was not available in my own consciousness because i was maturing still, in that state of maturity that i might feel that roots aren’t only below me. but they also extend from above. into nether regions my current state cannot fully conceptualize. maybe it’s better that way anyway. even the storm says so. it’s only here as a byproduct of not having enough space to extend its own wings u see, it’s all about construction expanse and whatever happens interim is the many thought processes that try to reject. deny. extricate and or conceal the inevitability of having more than just one way or realizing inter workings of what we feel more than what we like to. if that makes any sense. u see. maybe it’s not supposed to. how can i read a book backwards. u could. and it would still connect in ur mind the truth of its own conundrum. so the same to people and u can unwind an entire network of systems , much like a falling apart of smth that hardly makes sense. the reason why the senses have developed surrounding the feel is due to the relativity aspect of its repetitiveness. that’s all. and we take that as a fact. or me. i can’t speak for u. even when we are connected thus. ur own own entity. person or a tree. u have ur own traction and trajectory. perhaps we will end up in that future place of continuity. who knows. i think aside from such hopeful thoughts there has to be something more which requires smth in return. not to that origin place. but something has to be returned.
when life as beauty
does not suffice. when jealousy and animosity in the world live at large. when lies about. trickery and conniving attitudes rule over the world. there’s very little involvement in full grasp of the world around us. it’s essential to note that the origin of issues is better understood before we can cover the whole. where is the originating discrepancies ? how did everything develop. why is there a strong need to discombobulate the established nature that provides a homely abode, freedom within it. a safe place that shelters from the world. not isolated. per se. thru a persons understanding of the “self” goes something is being as close to your own nature as possible. the inner being of each person comes with a degree of a closer to god theory initially . for the likelihood to get a glimpse into the intricacies and reason to be here. is already in full display. a child is playful thus. does not hate. does not differentiate between what is ur skin colour. ur religion as well as ur sexual origin. those are the dressings for the soul. secondary. relative to origin but does not supersede. the homely abode is the hub of smaller world playing among few individuals who choose to cultivate a new life, and do the best they can. to learn from their individual and shared past. as well as to understand. and continue to make sense do the world at large. why is there attack on families is not a new question since family unit has been under attack for so long. it’s very much like gun control. u insist he smth. u want to transpire trauma because u want manufactured consent to move people towards a society that is not possible to maintain. first of all there are steps to take. rectifying history as one thing. reconciling current matters as another. towards only then which can we all get on the same page about where we would be headed. however. first. let’s go to the origin of place. that is the western world. which has been the leader of the world in terms of establishment of economy, of furthering of trade. albeit. others might be included in the decision making g process due to the fact that is is a political stance. and in a way. a way to gamble on the resources. in the hearts and minds do those who are given priority of information. as to how to ensure no matter what transpires, to maintain an upper hand while look like things are happening outside of the periphery of one’s might, only furthers the evidence that the sort of facilitated and in a way, forced change is up to no good. manufacturing consent is not only on the initiation of the current objectives at hand for they lead to what happens next. losing of one’s freedom and the rights that one may not be in full cognizance has already took some traction in the hub of the west. perhaps this reconciled the discrepancies faced elsewhere. not because the act of control is a priority per se. but the facilitation of what develops and how it spreads globally. is to be examined.
in america. and the reason why i wouldn’t get in politics. some very funny stuff is going on. when there is no truth telling and conniving covetous attitudes domain. and push forth it’s agenda. it’s not a good look for the entire world. because this would lead either to exterminating people globally , and furthering the agenda of separation of powers from the generalities of the people. the freedom that people currently have is a familial structure. it’s not perfect. because the real issues are met between the common grounds of where systems execute function and people meet to take advantage of them. be guided by them. trust them. and follow via examples. when the gap widens. things become rougher. when families no longer have much say about their children and how they wish to rest them this is only an amplification of the prior. where women rights came about. women rights didn’t come about bc suddenly authority took special interest in taking care of women. acknowledge them and give them equal rights. this happened bc women sought their rights. rights in terms of voting for example. the voting is a key illusion since it gives the consent. u are left with what u choose theory. and ur responsible for what u choose are highlighted here. this is easy way to hide one’s intentions behind the people who are not endowed the same insight as to the true establishment of the nation. if the nation chooses to withhold vital information about its history and development for instance. this is a key concern since a nations leaders. are representatives for the people in meeting with the world. and whatever the nation chooses to do with. say. taxation of its people. would also suggest that it’s a nationalistic decision. such as wars. coups. unethical business dealings with poorer nations. who may not be aware of how such businesses go, and to watch out for certain pitfalls in the use of language as well as legal grey areas where they may be “had” or are forced into certain sitsirions where they may end up giving off their goods at cheap. if we see for instance the valuation of the monetary system. and how easy it is to be and feel richer in lesser developed nations. this gives one clue as to the placement of valuation system being rather off. or arbitrary. based on by politics being a bit more of a gambling than honest trading and honest dealings in common international grounds. all of which is scary to face as it is. bc you would naturally be put off by ur wrongdoing that might get u scared should u be honest. that u might get criminalized and even put to death row. that’s how bad it is.
the trans movement in america is a fake happenstance geared to hide many truths under one facade. one way of examining a trans. or word trans would give clue that things are not appearing as they are. and in looking at those in current power in office in american polticia. they are also not as they appear. the pushing of the agenda. is a dark occult science thing where u can hide in plain sight. so that u equalize ur intelligentsia to the people who previously might have observed ur level of competence in myriad of human and politic dealings. to dial it down to uncertainty. unpredictability as well as believing on the illusion that which ur presented with. a degree of separation of the people fro the systems suggest that peoples past request has not only been unreal sait if but it’s being rejected. things such as fixing infastructure , having more money aka minimum wage, women rights. disabled peoples rights and other western endowments that gave people the initial love for the western world and the freedom that it used to offer. the freedom to pursue happiness. the freedom to create ur life. independence on how to create a sort of business for financial freedom are but a dream within a dream now. here everything has become machinated. machine means people are not spontaneously with their own honest effort. can get these opportunities. there’s far too many people who want to come to the states. the states have a limit however. and there are political connections between the immigrants whose familiar might still be affected thus. can cause a bit of a clash in terms of human rights understood. not just ur own ground. of recognizing that simple things can be impactful. but the discrepancies between ur two lives. that of overseas and that of which u experience in the western grounds. though it’s not the possibility of a good life that everyone can accommodate to manifest in their life that is the query here. for there is enough for everyone. anywhere at all times. it’s the particularities of given lifestyles of pursuit and the reasons behind maintenance of such. that causes the distinction. the history can be weaponized more so than it’s essentiality of maintenance. the reason why families are under attack is that it’s the only line of defence for prolonged fulfilling life that’s also healthy. for it, the safety of ur home ground. improves ur immunize system. preventing u fro getting sick. the resilience of human nature has been a threat for those whose existentialism oscillates between self induced pleasure pursuit. such as pedophilic behaviours, things u know are wrong but u do it anyway. take grislane maxwell. she’s a socialite. daughter of someone renowned and strong. she was particularly given the department of such pursuits bc it was allowed. and potential. and it benefited everyone who has the same type of mentality. which included. their friends.
but one cannot lead a whole nation. let alone influence the entire world , without a degree of subjectivity and self person whose substance can combine. mix with and reach out to far regions of the world. if on one side of the world , things play out in their mere innocence. as child’s play or youtubers who are forced to get back to their childhood. get paid for playing with toys. on the other side. this play is actually very real. instead of toy guns or playing tricks on ur friends. the tricks are traumatizing n life altering. this. purifying of strategies to weed out and harm others. to play on their vulnerabilities , including the nations whose developments were interjected and halted. only to cause a industrial separation between the welfare of the people and the susceptible hand picke dplanted leaderships that don’t mind selling out their people and their resources for lining of their pockets is just a glimpse into maladjustments resulting from not knwng what ur going thru and the desparsrion that attaches to western idealism of freedom and pleasures. coupled by the notion. bc we all always know what’s up. it’s just we can’t recognize the shape. and if we are on a schedule. it’s better to decide quick. so a maladjustment you this degree knows that the sort of situation is dire. and the lifestyle cannot possibly be maintained by the world at large. so the initial offence that a person who’s desperate makes us that they must separate themselves as exceptional. this exceptionism allows them to do evil to their own people bc then with the eyes that u wish to see every flaw will only complement. the excuse u make. “ they deserve this suffering. and i deserve the endowment”.
the team movement in the occult sense allows for the authority to force its people that what they see is real and submit themselves at itd whims. this is a form of consent. so is with the team movement where the stage is already setup. that if u must object or tell the truth or pursue ur god given rights. u may get on a shit list and be violently and brutally beat and hurt. in some cases u could be exterminated. i’ll give u an example. there was a plane turbulence not too long ago. where u might have seen the video. where trays were strewn about. but one key person died. how so. if it’s not satellite spying it’s a planted person within the plane who could tip the authority. and says yes she’s in the bathroom. and then the connection of the hidden network does it’s deed. many unsuspecting people are shook but they r in their seats. if at that time someone innocent gets up and they die that’s a cost they r wolof. to take. meanwhile this targeted persons who’s in the bathroom tumbles and breaks their neck. in a way u can say that ur in a toxic relationship with ur leaders. like it’s a love hate thing. it’s very sexual. bc the teen movement is sexual. and sexuality is a spiritual manifestation route for a divine beings actualizing of their potential and create a life they want. so now ur sexuality is being hijacked what does that mean on the spiritual front. u may have what looks to be evolved western world. and u may see what appears as freedom. but without ur spiritual power to create. ur only at the whim of whoever says goes. and u will be moved around like cattle in a farm. ur not exactly free. perhaps in the west we can call this the open air jail cell. where folks are given whatever the authority deems they deserve. now do u deserve to part from ur kids. nowadays they chantries for tv at hospitals. for everyone thing now there is a price ticket. from the very nation that is responsive for stock exchange and economic global enterprise of making things “only seem easy” while it’s not. all the while fighting on ur behalf. making enemies with other nations bc it simply cannot get a grip about its own mistakes made. a simple apology and changed behaviour suffice. but that’s not on the menu for these folks who are not only hungry for power but hungry for more. when ur dealing with instabilities like delusional self thought. that they are god. sure we are all god. and part of the same good stuff the end of the cosmic rainbow. but the type of god they embody is a toxic one. it’s the one that wants to control everything. it goes so long as cause instabilities within global framework appear weak and inept but it controls and has upper hand on the risks it takes. why tho. these strategies are not new either. so u can see this isn’t their first rodeo. before i go. i have to point to one human nature that hasn’t been entirely controlled that is of conception. conception makes by numbers. no one has the gulls to tell others not to make babies. bc this highlights economic instabilities and general injustices among people. so then u get welfare and all this other stuff right. u also have power to teach and rear ur kids. albeit it’s not perfect. in examining black communities for instance too many times u see moms reprimand their kids in public. i have witnessed it myself. but. there are two ways to go about it. u either recognize ur past and see the basic needs of the people or u say it’s not my problem but i must fix this so u begin to find ways to eliminate what little rights people have so that the offending issues don’t happen. it’s a sloppy way to fox things bc in one hand. ur on top of the very framework that generated all kinds of human instabilities on other hand u blame it on the people only citing that ur responsible for what u do. but forget this one tenet. what about u. in stronghold complexed people. where they think they r the hand of god and every mistake has strong reason. it’s no wonder why all that projection ends up being footed to the people.
good morning
the act of growing up is kind of an illusion. bc a species that don’t have ben know their true nature. truth as well as nature, cannot fully understands and determine what their fully grown version should be like. usually the world is separated into parts. some are better than others. but in all actuality it’s all a form of bind and suffering. there’s no real respite despite our efforts both on an individual level as well as collective. in parts, where occasionally we get it right, does not suffice to say all is well, but more so give us a sort of insight as to the level and depth of which a lot of work must be done. but the sense of understanding what type of work and how so are still in transit. given that any person could summarize a basis for what a grown up should be, it’s always partial. and serves smth. whereas the return or benefit to one in terms of one’s adulthood , responsibility, of achieving something. anything. let alone the right thing that components the whole, all the while maintaining a good conduct. pure in intention and thought. is very rare. and even in that rarity it’s not sustainable nor is it perfect bc it relies on everything else outside of it. in terms of “congruence “ of happenstances that enable such “growth” burg within the individual and their process into adulthood and roles within it. but collectively as well. therefore. the world is full of suffering. all forms of it. and surely it matters, that ur not at direct violence of others. u could evade. torture. the types of trauma that augments ur physical and mental reality. ur emotional wellspring of give and take. ur ability to self perfection. self responsibility. the term of truly embodying. a fully grown adult human being. who refrains from harm and irrational actions that pollute our hearts, is quite unstable in a world where we are “in it together “ in truth. some of the people suffer behind their back where the offending actions happen in a indirect way but affects their values and ethics. and or constricts their process of adulthood and responsibility and for others. to their face. where the absolute worst thing that can happen to both is sickness and death.
there are a lot of more potential to be partial in life than whole. this partiality is not between the choice made about u prioritizing urself and u prioritizing others. it’s not the conundrum of selfishness to selflessness. it’s not the difference between immaturity and maturity or responsibly and non responsibility per se. those are difficult to pinpoint given the way things have developed based on by their historical context, current availabilities and the advancements. the latter part can branch out to accessibility. not everyone loves the same life. in terms of human rights. and the availability’s that can supplant an individual with necessities for the continuity of adulthood that is responsible. carrie’s their own weight. in fact. if we were all to stop for a moment and shift our focus to our selves. our yard. our house. our individual lives. and the like. and begin to start cleaning up after ourselves. take care of our own children rather than pass them onto others to take care so that we can go out there and “be an adult”. then things would actually work a bit more efficiently. but we can’t discuss these yet. anywhere in the world. due to our win connectivities that are and have been under attack. this constancy of having to prioritize. the number one issue , that is. to keep the peace. to maintain the peace. to establish peaceful grounds. to workout the kinks that may hazard the peace that’s already been established. the recognition of past efforts that brought this much global trust. and the fork onthe way whether if we should invest in more trust building and deepening or go the other way by cutting off the limb before we even can determine what even is a limb and whether if we have exhausted all other peaceful options to save it. are but constantly burdening our fight or flight status. which ends up taking from places where need is must. leaving many people displaced as a result of such. and it’s no wonder we have a faulty sense of adulthood. ur adulthood shifts based on by where u are. it takes the shape and form like water to a container. but we don’t stop to think maybe the container is faulty. bc it leaks. it leaks vital life all the time. u may not notice as the hour is slow for u. or ur basking in the illusion of personal safety bc it’s worse somewhere else.
ofc adulthood is actually very rewarding when it’s done right. it’s nice to get ur shit together. carry on ur daily tasks. it’s all about numbers. how much u make. what sort of work u put out there. how does that complement the world at large. whether if it’s worthy. how rewarding an accomplishment can feel for one. for furthering their motivation and renaming and expanding their skill set. taxes. and here we see that our taxes usually go for many things. u can say ur taxes travel more often and faster than u ever can. ur taxes live a good life. they travel and see the world. they take the shape and form of streets and systems that help ur daily life go smoother and invest in systems that help raise ur kids. ah so nice ain’t it. but then there’s the dark side of taxes. it supports wars and bunch of other crap that does not feel nice at all. but ur forced to fork over ur money. which is soft core contract that says u agree where ur taxes go and say if ur taxes kill people then the blood is in ur hands too. together by numbers. we are all in this together. say yay. and the thing about taxes is that they can really deplete an individual. so say ur lower economic worker and u get a huge portion of ur pay check. gone. and here’s where we say. welcome to adulthood. but this isn’t its final form nor is it the true one. handing a burden that wasn’t meant to be shouldered by u is not it. suffering and closing ur heart isn’t adulthood either. this is where people grow old and fast. bc they can’t carry anymore so they unload their dreams and passions instead. they close their hearts. because the goodbye is a bitter sweet symphony. that continues to torment them especially with our coming of age programs centre around capitalism cause in our youth a “better than thou old man” mindset. not bc there’s anything wrong with next generations having evolved. but bc u know it too. it’s all an illusion. when ur part of smth that reveals itself naturally. in terms of the shroud being lifted from ur eyes and u know it too bc u were young once. and u stood against ur parents saying u failed and i can do better than u. only to come to a haphazard social condition where u must be or take the shape of form of whatever systems have at u. and there we have a conundrum.
in a way. i see the world as a gambling grounds more than a multi functionary systems that complement the whole in a democratic way. surely we can’t force feed democracy. we don’t even know what it is. democracy. along with diplomacy are arbitrary terms used as an ointment only after smth terrible has took place. they don’t get utilized in their full meanings and continuously but are used more like a bandaid when ur tired of fighting. and wanna change what u were doing. to smth that requires less effort. bc they are only a beginning. an intro to smth. and a welcome mat we think the work is done when we say diplomacy and democracy. that’s where we make a mistake. bc we don’t know how to utilize the full power of each. that’s why we keep going back to violence and discrepancies. bc we didn’t take the step further than it. the welcoming peace offering of having been tired. under the guise of favouritism. there’s a biological reasoning to that. an a scientific one at that. in terms of organism for the human being and their nature. when we. are depleted. we are exhausted. so when there is a hypothetical ceasefire. we are so tired and so hungry for peace. tranquilly. or deep rest. we end up mistaking the illusion of lack of calamity and absence of conflict to a work well done. in truth. we didn’t even begin. we didn’t take the steps further than ceasefire. perhaps our democracy and diplomacy is a means to restore our depleting weaponry. or we are simply bored. disinterested in constantly looking at rubble and shit. that we wanna temporarily distract ourselves by shifting our focus to something pretty. sure. it’s in human right to take a break. that’s what a vacation is for. but under certain conditions where we don’t even know our nature and our full potential and thereby know how to switch gears. much like that water that takes shape of its surroundings theory. but a realized one. one that says ok. now that we have ceased all action and looked at smth pretty for a while. where do we begin. now the recognition to begin is even missing. so don’t even think that we realize these fully in our awareness yet. perhaps that inner seeking wants to take action but bc we are not fully conscious i mean there are layers to that. so u may put it off. until ur feeling a pressure. and then bc u don’t know and aren’t fully “grown” in truth. u end up recreating more. that inner urge to do smth is sort of juxtaposed but on the recreation of the predictable bc we also fear change.
ofc i don’t blame the lack of creativity here. a hammer knows nothing but hit and destroy things. it takes time to change old age habits. let alone dissect age old conditionings. to unlearn is one thing to determine what is required to unlearn is another. and the process is never ending bc u have so many sides to u. so much depth. ur transcendental. yet it’s hard to make such alignment of the inner with the external bc while u may be transcendental the systems ur last of including ur life in the organic has. a linear straight line type occurrences within it. it’s hard to squeeze the spectrum of all that comes at the meeting point from within u to even convey in words exist what u wish to bc despite the fact that we can “see” all that. when time comes for us to make first contact with the external “whatever , anything” we begin to see how difficult it is to flow with the motion of life and not leave our key information and or paste or be completely off the track of what we wished to convey in the first place. also there’s the receiver. if we are projecting our information to another person. they will take in this info partially. rarely entirely as it is. more so. even more often than not completely wrong. now language is reflective of everything else. bc everything is connected and sort of grow together. some things can get on the back burner. forget to start again. it happens. and others are backed up. bc the way the systems relate with each other. namely the natural and the man made one’s, tend to do the same perhaps also bc there s a comprehensive effect that has upon everything. and in looking at everything we see normalization of stuff that should have never been normalized. and when that happens. it takes chunks of the entire system framework. leavening behind voids. gaps. black holes in its place of development. we replace some of these parts. now when ur practical in problem solving this can temporarily give us a relative playing g files to overcome our collective conundrums. but again. we are fooled by illusion of stuff too so we often make this mistake of work done in places that are relative to detours. and when we mistske a detour for the actual thing. it’s called “wrong way” and this wrong way is what causes anxieties. and we mistske this anxiety to smth. that we need to run from or hurry towards which is the hubbub of bad decisions. voila
the dopamine effect
of habitual activities tend to be binding. one can get excessively entangled with information consumption, where the very act of impactful information digestion becomes priority. rather than the depth and substance of any information gathered is thoroughly digested. the information that is digested tends to come with myriad of effects, it’s in these effects that one’s may become lax rather and prioritize the high that comes off the impact of information gathering rather than discovering the substance of the information one may come across. this tends to happen when information is generally kept away from one. and in periods between stop and go, where ones may feel stuck and or desperate for some type of clarity this is evident as a side effect as well as one’s general inability to 1)process data 2) figure out what to do with the information one is exposed to 3) determine the accuracy of info aka discernment 4) general lack of awareness as to continuum the skill set for the act of non attachment and ability to keep multiple tabs open within one’s mental library 5) ability use the correct information appropriate to its context matter and the context by which an information is shared. when one’s look to gobble up any info . it’s no wonder why right now many do not know what is going to happen next. firstly there are both concerns that attribute to immediacy of an act and those they complement the aftermath of such. combination of both. given that one is able to use one’s own wisdom bank. that is to know thyself. and to learn from ur own initiation. as a completely factor in sorting out the data and understand the deeper intricacies of why sometimes there are periods of stillness and silence. in the event that one’s may feel anxious simply after digesting particular data and expect more but do not get it , there is a sign that the strong emphasis on the dopamine effect of that which contributes to one’s own vibrational field rather as well as one’s intentions generally speaking as to whether one fully understand the particular type of information is the experience here.
distraction is an easy attribute. so is misleading and relativity between objectives can make seem one thing as another. if we are not careful. the very notion that things don’t appear as they are is bc u don’t appear as u are. the correlation betwen of legion of cause and the transpiring that being us all to this unique place in time suggest there’s palpability of such things which gives strong clue as to the gamut of the core lesson faced as species. not everything that comes easy is meant to be and or true. not everything that one can do is necessary. and not every thought is correct. not everything that appear as one way is simply that. there could be more. there could be something that’s wrong within the framework of such development bc in looking at the fractions made. there are tons of them. simply attaching strong correlation to the inner impulses does not seem to suffice. for the very relationship between such transpiring give clue into the intricacies of free will. the will is only free that we are choosing to prioritize and or selectively associate meanings to things that could be subjective and form an objedirve basis to it without much understsnd as to the mechanism of such interrelationships that create effects. not all effects are useful either. all of this happens because of the inner o liver generalization of succession of one. to assume the same for all other inter relationships between objectives of such development. complementary to the whole. we have a hard time diversifying the entire interaction. in a way due to the laziness that is also there. which took traction. based on the conditions that we are all part of. and this ease. is misleading. not all ease is to be pursued thus. and distinction here is earned thru self pursuit of trial and error. thru which one is able to digest the entire experience. not just the complex tart and contradictory information one is faced with. but the very act of sorting out data and keeping one in check for susceptibility that one might attach too strongly to the hormonal association linked with overcoming plethora of triggers and such, which is the compressive multi function of a human being who is both looking within and without. before one concludes on an understanding. but never stops there also. for everything is constantly at change. and these changes. not all of them are linear in development. some are there as relative to support the overcoming of crystallization of past hardship.
then there’s general streets of human inactivity and boredom. this part is quite difficult since most folks do not get to afford the time alone. there’s the probability of being part of big families. strong communities. if everywhere one goes. hardly any privacy. this lack of privacy may seem inconsequential however when one’s senses are overburdened but the constancy of “stuff “ there’s hardly a self that’s disciplined to sit alone. therefore one may find this absence of sound as a form of punishment especially if the re is component of such activity in one’s past. though the overcoming of the fear of such loneliness can start out as forms of short term silence and the inward recessing of one’s attention as well as allowing one’s attention to go anywhere. given that one is aware there are certain forces out there to hook line and sinker a robust limited energy that’s afforded per day. hence. the withholding of info. double speak. covetious ness. lies. deception. making smth out to be smth else. should be considered criminal due to their distractive and rather wasteful nature which can hinder an organisms ability to choose and act timely. and hence one’s may become excessively keen on what smth feels like rather than the substance of a given smth where information come and for easily yet one’s are not able to connect the dots and see the big picture for the necessity of clarity before one’s are able to make big moves and big decisions that impact their and therefore others reality and results with in the common ground happenstances. why there’s a strong insistence on wasting daily precious attention is clear as to the development of recent years. to tear down one’s ability to strength in the face of challenges. the strong impulse to survive coupled by overcoming any damage incurred. since the illustrations is to weaken the opponent that one consents to what. ever bc one simplify wishes the discomfort to end. and the traumas that one is deeply embedded with. to temporarily forget. so a wilful distraction is called upon. usually at heightened times of greater human indignity. the opposite is necessary as painful as maintaining such single pointed attention to the development of continuity of events that concern one. for the very moment of losing grasp with reality could get one underway as to more confusion that it brings and thereby forcing one to depend exclusive to. non others than more info gathering. . all the while trying to remain calm under pressure. as time runs out. to decide hastily. and hopefully according to some, make some good mistakes that can be builded upon
say. there is a level of issue that is taking place if with. it smth else impactful happens the effects and conditions of that happenstance tends to dominate the rest. it’s like this. u get past life karma. some are personal. others ur simply part of due to some laws that u may not fully grasp with ur human mind as to the intricate relationship of such transpiring. and then there’s the current life karma incurred. during the up and coming of the organism into adult form. and many of these are quite impactful. say one intends on going to university. but a drunk driving incident can put one’s plans and aspirations in the back burner for several years before one is in the clear to carry on with one’s mission to self excellence. we are not discussing special favours. of being . part of specificity families that give special pardon or a hidden society of some posh culture that does the same. and receives a pass or special favouring bc the person might possess such qualities that supersede their negative actions. those are societal flaws of special favouring. which is a human issue that needs to be rectified. since all rules and laws should apply to all equally no matter how useful u may be and are. for coming to terms with such misbehaviours for everyone benefits not only the ones who do them but also everyone else who may simply learn that there is equal consequence for such actions despite background and or whatever one maybe part of. however this immediacy of a new happenstance shrouding the past may give false sense of “out of sight out of mind” out of theory effect but in truth it’s just delayed lesson waiting for its turn. the saying “ things don’t go away until they are learned and rectified” applies strongly here. for the errors and flaws of such transpiring s don truly go away just bc they are displayed in some careful calculated way. the belief of the masses do not change the fate of a given condition just bc there is strong rejection and refusal to accept the reality for what they are.
because there is birth. death and reincarnation. many assume that the opposite maybe true and find that the currency of species take on the karma of the past hence the strong attribute to pass the karma to someone else. or have others play out in small arbitrary maybe even alternate in reality to rectify smth that the originators couldn’t do or did in a hasty way but no one was there to see it. but the true recording of universal happenstances do not get altered just bc the thought is. so here we may discover the limits on our mental activity where we say or pay emphasis to mind that creates reality. it’s the minds or the thought processes that create this holographic reality and therefore it’s in the minds that require such submission and or consent for the maintenance of “whatever “ all the while not every thought contributing in the same way and or the very act of trying to control smth via thoughts alone seems to not hit the mark. or give the appropriate effect to which limited understanding from human purview as to how these things came to be in the first place. coupled by our inability to rectify the parts about our truth and nature that is out of our control , and that simply by strongly insisting and persisting on its actualizing does not seem to match the expected outcome therefore leads to greater disappointment which leads to burnout and exhaustion. all of which bring us to manufactured consent. or letting go post. or expenditure of energy in the frivolity of life rather than prioritize. simplify and then take conscious actions towards betterment of that which disturbs us. though a careful look as to what is the disturbance and whether if there is anything that is “within reach of one’s personal control “ or even simply by oversight and the determination to carry on such task albeit it harms no one, and is aligned with higher truths. again what we seek here is that something is not harmful and is a timeless truth. though these are difficult for not all truths are equal in duration for some are there simply to carry us thru difficulties between two points through which an objective evolves, yet it’s that attachment again. and priority over which is intended. that can either get in the way of such progress. delay it. or challenge us enough where we are forced to decide later on.
give minimum effort where minimum effort is due
the world is in a deep slumber. it refuses to wake up. alarm bells have long been set off. but no one is willing to hear it out. and do smth about it. instead. the sound are being drowned out by the frivolity of productivity coupled by and driven by personal greed and living in the moment at the cost of others well being. the general pessimism settled over like a blanket over the masses. like a intentions shroud that prevents light from reaching within. which creates the reverse effects inside where the personal light is kept to minimum. preventing it from truly shining outwards. connecting. evolving. enabling a better world and living in mutual dignity. lies live large ina world of stumbler where what’s true and real is replaced by illusion of mentalities. inclusive of the ones people tell themselves. in an effort to reconcile the general inconsistencies that come with such grounds. how else can one reconcile one’s limits any other way? the only way to truly exist becomes minimized. where the potential of each person is like the life of every tree when itself recedes into the roots bc the branches are forced to be trimmed excessively. there’s no equivalence to evolving skill set, because it’s not seen as essential nutriments to complement the whole. the saying that every person is important for example is nice in. theory.
if one has self esteem problems or oscillations as to whether one must exist or otherwise. might suffice but what good use is to exist like in a coma. the excessive self dependence on the functionality around and ii about to do such can cause severe side effects indeed. efforts gone wasted years along with it. all the things that are purported to be out there complementing the general streets of human kind gets missed where the only available option is the illusion of self important thoughts instead. ur important. and u matter. but u don’t need to be reminded such. for if ur here as a human being. ur already a miracle. ur already smth that mattered. a being that matters into the embodiment of a human being. in human nature finds the same conundrum, that u didn’t do enough and if u did do enough. ur efforts are not matching up the general well-being of the entire planet. in looking at the conditions for what they are, one may run the risk of seeming pessimistic. but this is realism one oh one. for simply positive speech and focusing only on the positives do not change the conditions found in many places. sometimes. these thoughts are self imposed. inflicted into the being of the person whose effort have cut short, or simply doesn’t match the general need of the planetary function.
if we notice for instance there are more people in downward mobility whose conundrums don’t go too far, welfare checks, welfare food banks, comps. cuts in the price tags don’t exactly do much either when the persons do not get full realization as ti their true power and get the chance to practice that power outwardly. in a way that contributes to the world in a positive way. though the term positive here refers to fruitful effort. so there is a pursuit that allows for the congruity of effort bc there is traction made. things change. hopefully for the better when a person is able to use basic senses to measure progress. that would be effort utilized for the benefit of everyone. which tends to come back and improves one’s life as well. but this is severely missing in a world of extreme submission as well as insisting that people are like machines. to be programmed. anything for money. anything for one’s survival. anything for the sake of that person believing that they must exist alone, survive alone, make it all on their own. meanwhile the true human nature is one that’s strongly imbued with the collective effort of every one of its members input given that the full recognition of one’s true power has matured enough. and one’s esteem builds from that. not from what one tells oneself.
the world is a beautiful place to appreciate its nurturing, giving, bountiful, and diverse wonders. the basics about human kind has long been determined as well as established. that people have few basics that is mutually shared. basic needs are food, water, shelter, which all require monetary function to be equally available for all. the community is easy one as long as everyone adopts to a sort of mutual conduct. that respects others right to exist. aside from ur own. and to retain their unique perspective as well as understandings they have established based on by few conditions of evolution ( of the internal with the external ) which are ur own experiences and the way u perceive. sort out and digest data as u go along, and to work through the intricacies of ur own personal findings with the generalities of the world function. there are eight billion people on earth right now. bc every one in their own background and the sort of lineage they are part of us rich and rombuxious with historical development of all and everything. if smth hurts in lieu with the historical development. it’s bc the few basic tents of the economic and material implications to be of dominance in peoples lives. as well as strong one sided power plays that hazard peoples long term efforts to security and prosperity in their individual choice to do the right things no matter what.
usually there’s a contradictory statement about how one must accord oneself with no material pursuit whereas in the world nothing is for free. in order for one to take care of one’s health or feed one’s family. even one’s own body to be nurtured. one would require the acquiring of funds. however to get there, is a few implications. there’s the natural development given that a person gives full effort. and another that is hardly spoken about. which is the authority’s use of the systems which can determine a persons direction as well as where they will end up in life; which is not honest, is selective, depends on those individuals who determine what a person might deserve , all attribute to the resources not being available for all equally. the resources aren’t available for all due to the unrealistic development of such hierarchies found in societies. in order to maintain lavish lifestyles for the few many are footed the bill of poverty and unrealistic conditions of living. so in the societies. there are people who do grunt work, solve their time and energy away just to survivor , and then others who do the same but they have more rewards and more mobility and flexibility .
though in truth both are slaves to smth. yet neither one realizes the conundrum. one may assume that one lacks self importance and self values. and the other may insist he that bc others lack self value and worth that they may permit the continuity of the world system in this way. in an effort to mask the ugly truths about the world that it could very well be u. and that u must fear the system. and be subject to whatever it asks u to do. even if it is to make decision on how much right another might have , bc if u should object. u run the risk of being punished. to the same conditions if u didn’t appreciate what u had. so the gratitude that’s asked from people on all sides is the same. fear authority. wen be grateful for whatever u have or else it could be taken from u. where gratitude isn’t simply to value ur life therefor others. and choose to do the right things as well as determine ur input. for u could very well support smth that’s bad for someone even if u were to appreciate where u are.
the truth is. low self esteem didn’t bring u to where u are. that’s just a sloppy remedy to hyper focus on the one thing u can control. ur response to the world affairs and what happened in ur own life and where u might find urself. for the likelihood to possess a self esteem that’s not high ( dogmatic. arrogant selfish greedy self interested. driven by ego. only after self pursuit ) and that’s not too low ( blaming urslef for everything. reliving events in ur head. trying to find arenas where u didn’t see the red flags or maybe if u tried harder. or if u did things differently ) but one that’s healthy and natural ( u understand why things happened the way they are. u realize that ur part of a whole. u don’t have to blame urself for others inability to recognize truths as fact. and u don’t have to place ur love in cup de sacs of the few people ur not willing to let go in. ur own process of coming to terms with actually how imperfect and unhealthy our word truly is ).
what happens when a persons esteem is challenged however is that most folks don’t like to rest in discomfort. it’s that. general sense of drown out what u can’t control and do only that which u can. meaning that the choices that u make. the choice to be the bigger guy and walking away from smth that’s ur right just bc it’s hard. the choice to cave in to drugs alcohol and the like to pass the time so u don’t have to face ugly truths about the reality bc u have everything internalized. ur taking on so much more than u can handle. so u take on even more in an effort to respite. those are the ones that get in the way. distractions about ur way of handing ur battles becomes the way. bc it points to smth. a misconception about the world as well as who u are. not what u are or what ur part of per se. bc those are only relative. they surround the issue but they are not the actual issue if we consider the evolution of the ways that brought us here collectively. on the info uses level. just simply knowing ur own process and keeping focused on the middle way enables u to continue on that inner resource of knowing that ur simply in the world. not of it. just bc u are a woman or past of a lineage that demands from u simply by ur identity alone.
give minimum effort where minimum effort is due. why? because if u were to give ur all. if ur not allowed to evolve in equivalence of ur effort made, why do anything at all right ? there’s no reason for it. bc the world has already refused to accord itself with the sanctity and dignity of every single one of its inhabitants. and that’s not a mother nature issue. it’s a simple systematics . economy. greed. now u think that self esteem is what implicates ur well being and prevents u from doing the same. but that’s not true. ur implication is that by being the big guy u expected god or some invincible entity like natural occurrences to reward u. where u lose from one place. when ur graceful about it. make minimum discord. or be as little a trouble as u can be. maybe none. u may assume that natural powers will naturally reimburse u to a better life. this isn’t true. this world is very much machinated. what u permit becomes normalized. maybe that’s the self esteem issue. which becomes on its own a self esteem issue. not bc u had self esteem issues in the first place. it’s just an illusion. a byproduct of the general instabilities of the world in its systems function as well as the many people who also do the same.
in ur allowance to be the bigger guy. u may have walked out of ur full pledge and right to smth. and now ur lucked out. the lesson becomes. don’t believe that things happen on their own. u have to go out there and make them happen and it’s difficult to achieve. in lieu with females especially bc we are more emotional. at least that’s what’s stated about women that the emotions tend to cloud logical line of thought or that irrationality gets in the way. these could very well be the byproduct of the faultiness of the environment. for example. hat we see is a greater insight as to what the other side truly thinks about what makes a woman by the sheer appropriations of such. the hyper inflated over exaggeration fox one’s speech and pattern of carrying urself don’t make a woman. but one can simply escape their own nature and appropriate such without fully understanding the true development of what makes a woman.
to tell u the truth. a woman is not much different than man. with few basic differences that attribute to our continuity effort to evolve, cultivate sustain life and to continue the linage. woman does smth that a man cannot ever do and that is procreation. the carrier of a new life. now how to place both genders in the world. that’s a difficult task to do bc the world is in disarray. again. in focusing on the forces who have indulged in their excessive self esteem. and greed. and monomial regard for others. combined by misleading people. making them believe in the importance of their work. whereas the efforts can be plagiarized by the functionaries. taken and owned. and people disregarded. is a simple systemic error. not a fault on those who are subjected to such.
and unless we take a good look at the world. and it’s functionaries. and change the systems so that they work for everyone and the economy so that everything is equally dispersed. instead of at the cost of some. everything else is unnecessary they are merely a distraction that temporarily halts our progress and remind us that human beings are generally unwell. especially the autocratic societies where one person takes complete control and for decades long, u know they didn’t get the votes in the right way. u know that they abuse their people. subject them to all kinds of conditions. and this is detrimental for the rest do the world bc these types of information is used to continue to sully people in a way where people not only consent but they also praise their masters and worship them.
so in a way. we are removing the spirit and machinating people. and we are removing the miracles and potential of which when my do good. good comes back to u. to one where accidents are more likely to happen. people mysteriously dying. or that they are much less important by convincing them and getting their consent to selflessly give themselves away . in a hope and effort that the world will become better for it in the end but it’s all a trick to get them to be in harms way and be used for someone else’s delusions about the reality instead. people die in droves. i’ll give u example how terrible things can be by simply focusing on a portion of america’s. in the recent years people were excessively pushed to poverty. those who died. died. that’s less people to worry about now. and only now we are talking about reparations for those who made it. that’s a strong budget cut for u. there buddy. u got rid of as many people as u can. those who hung on and made it. well. they made it. now u can pay them off and call it a day now u can finally put the black people problem to rest. but who’s gonna account for the last three years of incompetence ? disarray? mishandling almost everything where people are in much worse conditions. let alone the economy itself is a clown show.
and what about the prospect of wars. we are constantly reminded of how leaders can make big decisions on behalf of the people. yet they are supposedly selected by the free will of the people they supposedly represent. that they got there fair and square and this is what people want. yet peope live in such disparity. some are economically ok where they can have some play money. go i the streets. enjoy the toil of others on holidays. and then the others. who don’t get much time off. they live in predictable lifestyles. of being stuck. transient places to live. temporary jobs that use u and discard u away. not much raises. not much of that free time i ur own personal place. ur own space of existence. so this isn’t a low self esteem of the people that’s causing it. albeit. being human is tough.
upon coming to this world ur confronted by two objectives in their many forms. good and bad respectively. but there’s disparity there as well. especially in thinking of justice and equality. if u have money. u can skimpy out of mist things other people get severely impacted for. if ur at the bottom of the line. the simplest issue that requires rectifying in ur life takes much longer. and usually the general accord is that money is not enough to reach places where it’s needed. and another is that everyone is hustling it to maintain their illusion of peace and lifestyles given that u might like to consider urselves free. but in actuality. even if the 90 percent of the world is being spun on propagation of the few, even the ten percent isn’t truly free. everything require constancy of maintenance. in this maintenance. ur already doing smth u can’t get back. ur time and energy. one would think, where effort counts, to believe that one’s choice to spend their time would worth smth, but in truth. when we think of “to each their own” and “heaven and hell us arbitrary places “ and “ there is no consequences for ur actions” or “the world is a place of free will. u can do as much evil as u please. don’t matter how u get to where u are. bc ur the one with excessive frivolities such as planes lavish items. mansions. ton of money in the bank. and u can do as u please. such as travel to any remote islands. and see and eat and experience things that the 90 percent will ever think of, sounds quite nice in theory. but it’s implications are greater. where the doer does not find peace and therefor constantly seeks outside to enable discordant actions among others. whose happiness might remind them of a familiar place. since all this is learned. as we are all born innocent. irregardless to sex and lineage and where on the map. those are relative truths. and not facts.
if we find ourselves having to repeat ourselves we matter and that we are important. in a world that is not aligned with higher values. then the opposite is true. in an effort for those who abuse their power to feel esteem and feel valued and worthy. they must go out there and force others to supplement them. and all the people whose efforts are not recognized. whose lifestyles are cut short. where they may find themselves homeless. or alone. or lacking the self esteem who must continue to prioritize the right type of thought. is only two sides of the same pole. these axis are found everywhere in our societies. the opposite is evidently apparent due to the misconduct of the other who has more funds. more power. yet both struggle with that. self importance. or where to place the general inconsistency of feelings that naturally arise from such entangled conditions. in a way. we do it to ourselves when we do it to each other. anyway. heavy speech for the first day of the week. i wish u well. may u find it in urself the truths and may u see everything for what it is so u know ur worth and not let the pomp distract u from ur course of getting thru it with minimal bad karma. i personally have it in. a way where i don’t wish to contribute to creating negative karma. i don’t wish to incur negative things. and if i’m forced to do it. i say. minimal effort. and i would never stop from calling things by their true name. until these two tenets are openly discussed and changed for better ( namely economy and systems ) i don’t have to worry about much anyway. everything else depends on it after all.
things get tiring
you speak about all this great human potential and then be reminded of how unreasonable the answers are. there’s the great difference between what is in our minds. how we see things and how things really are in real time unravelling. not bc that’s a fact. per se. it’s the act of getting things from point a to point b, and in that. every action. becoming articulated. conscious and ur full presence running thru it makes it a bit more. gritty so to say. and along the way of such “transpiring ” no matter how calculated the actions maybe, seem to come to roadblocks. no matter the preparations and wisdom gained in the prior. that’s bc we have a limited amount of consciousness. that glean prioritize per objective basis. and sometimes. i’m depending on the impact. we utilize this consciousness took excessively over one branch. or path. meanwhile all others maybe ignored. now it’s not bc we do this consciously. even tho it’s called consciousness doesn’t mean ur conscious of how it works bc ur in the act of that consciousness so observation during the act can be very difficult to do. especially biased. and limited due to personal blinders. and that single pointed channel we tend to squeeze everything into tends to give the impression rather that there are no surrounding objectives. and implications that can also be present due to the total work of the prior , there’s always the prior. we aren’t having a one continuous experience in squeezing our consciousness to one of its objectives only. it just seems that way. and because it sort of started out that way. it’s harder to divert from such conditioning. let alone tell others to do as well or notice theirs. as each of our personal experience and personal meanings that bring about such awareness in the first place and each experience also being. different makes this jigsaw upon jigsaw puzzle. a holographic one at that. in the overlapping 3 d images. much like pages on a book opened to 360, and that’s just one of its angles.
and that’s just one way to see what is. another to determine each page also has its origin. u can see each person as a page. or each family as a page. and each interactions within as pages within pages and each page is a page off the story that has its own linear path that brought it there. now some of these pages. u might think. as the spine of the book may run thru the center of the world, let me tell u all the alternative ones that are surrounding it where the edge of one page might overlap the edge of other and so on. in a complex linguistic reality as we are finding ourselves as we are and as we see things as they are. we can never at all times see and articulate everything as it is. unless we simplify the information bank and categorize the similarities without bastardizing the unique development and linear path each came to be. and depending on the central focus might be in relations to our query. that’s where socially right now we are so prone to propaganda and gaslighting is precisely due to minds being super hyper blocked which takes a long time to develop but it’s luckily much weaker than the original authentic nature of human beings. now when the consciousness becomes very much like a one track minds. where all u see is this and then ur pouring all ur entirety on it. and say ur not able to recognize the signs around u because perhaps. we think of a tree falls in the forest. if no one is there. did it even happen and internalize they without recognize ,, this happens at formative years. bc we are so excessively associated with our surroundings that which is not recognized or confirmed by external conditions tend to give us a confusion as to whether if smth did in fact happen. or if it did. happen. what does it mean for the rest of o ur lives. sometimes it’s smth as big as a main occurrence and we may not notice this. as well as the long term implications that this may possess within that had we the chance and immediacy to act on it sooner. things would not get so confusing much later. these little things that we incur at t age tends to create those roadblocks later on within the confides of our minds. but it’s one thing when ur have untapped source of some type of inner resourcefulness that can being light to anything dark around it. it’s another to recognize the light and use it for smth entirely terrible.
what do u do on an instant like that where ur consciousness is on a tunnel mindset and can’t see or detect anything outside it. surely there’s good in hyper focus. it helps us delve into intricacies of the thing we are vested in discovery of. there u can learn a. great deal of stuff both about urself and of others. though again when the consciousness is constricted. not much good comes out of it long term. especially if ur doing it to feed a high or at medication to how smth of a experience tends to give u the effect of such attachment. the attachments. when intent on filling a void or talk for taking sake. complaint without a spine. arguments bc u don’t know the true origin of what causes u the discomfort , and excessive one sided thoughts that antagonize others and even criminalize others and or cut down others personality as well as how they might feel about a given objective tend to happen a lot here. bc u have these inner blocks and u have taught urself without notice to avoid them. things like reactions that may instigate within bc of the similarity of a given experience may trigger within u smth. but in a effort to cut down “distraction” and not knowing what it is ur cutting off, u do more of a disservice to urself. ur thought pattern as well as what u otherwise could learn from it. usually a wholesome experience can notice that one is filled with infinite resources of love while this may not develop all on its own and it’s simple presence can easily be misunderstood, if we were to for instance deny certain peers of our selves bc they may incite feelings of embarrassment, instead of trying to figure out our own process bc our own process gives insight into others. but not in a creepy way. only that if we recognize our humanity in a humble way. we tend to be generous kind tolerant and all over loving towards others which greatly impacts the way we solve problems and or be inspired for a better world later on.
but here. what can u find. can u find the ways in which u tend to support smth without understanding. much clearly. or ur resin of support. or ur understanding of a given situation. for if we didn’t do our inner work , that is. who are u. what happened to u. where are u from. to what do u belong. and so on. then it’s a lot easier for us to use the art of disguise to our benefit. but here even though the consciousness passes thru like a steam and much like smth that is transparent. it exposes us to a greater deal of what is. it’s in our willingness to get their the grit and to see things as accurately as we are able since this isn’t just smth about having a higher standard in society. or being better than others. or having all the answers. or using the information to trick others. bc one of our oldest belief is to supersede by surpassing others. in that line of thought. u begin to lie anyway. bc u may try to live without others, but need others along the way. and in ur conundrum. bc u need to get a thing done or get it from point a to point b, ur gonna need to use people and to get them to consent for smth without u haven’t to deal with people is difficult to do. but it’s doable. all u gotta do is lie. and they won’t know . but that’s the level of intention i speak of. surely it is smth that cannot be proven. but it’s written in ur heart once u do the deed. and it’s not bad that people do this. the driven attitude to make smth of urself is nothing new. and ur not the only one. who does it. and if it was easy then everyone would do it. but the difficulties doesn’t lie in o ur ability to do. there is nothing wrong with the ability at all. but it’s that. the walls and things that keep us constricted. and prevent mobility and flexibility to get things done. – and let me stop right there because. it’s not just that there is things that prevent u from reaching fan objective . bc maybe u can delay it or put it off till a determined time in the future. but then there’s the only way to survive.
and here the quality of that survival is actually quite dire. when we are not able to do good. that’s one thing. when we are only able to get rid of pain bc we must inflict some form of it in some way that on our hearts we know is wrong, is something else. bc the we have this deal with the inner consciousness. which was already moving selectively and it’s not that u are giving up or denying tht self inquisitiveness into the regions for some type of clarity. we all wish for something to happen and that it’s smth which benefits people in a way. bc this brings the security in our minds , or a break. which tends to get lax instead. now the condo us steam have left a path beneath its own trenches. and in its absence we still seek the same old ways because to venture beyond it is scary. it reminds us of the initiation into the world and our first let down. our first betrayal albeit not always with people. it could be with a particular belief or line of thought. u could say to urself i love and trust people and at some point ur gonna feel that betrayal so deep. ur gonna question these values. maybe it’s not good to love and trust people. every time i do this. i end up with some type of loss. . though we may feel this way, here’s the only negativity that can happen from it. u might actually believe it and act on it. now acting on that might get u in. trouble with ur own heart. or law or u might find urself losing people and maybe ur not ready to be that alone. the other is that loneliness might be self imposed. u might not want to open up and deal with people anymore. bc they tend to be more exhaustive than otherwise. on that loneliness. what we are seeking for real is actually a honest break. but asking for break is nothing usual here in this world. u might feel guilty for taking time off just to be and recuperate. plus our history shows that we take shirt breaks just to recharge which brings us back to the same breaking point bc things didn’t change. and us recharging or changing has nothing to do with it. it just becomes predictable enough that u no longer feel the need to take the break and whe you do take it. u remember that it solves nothing. the same constrictions seem to be reflected in the world thru systems. or the systems give us this inner feel of spiritual augmentation that’s not realistic. true. honest. healthy. and it hasn’t helped us any either.
sometimes doing nothing is better than doing anything at all.
when nothing improves. it’s best to savour the energy for another day. another time. another happenstance. it’s best to pull back. one may not lose what one has garnered authentically and honestly. by simply receding. one will not forget how to talk if one takes. break from conversations. one will not forget how to love if one recedes into one’s own roots. there nothing that is worthy of a loss in inaction when all other forms and ways have proven to be fruitless and does not being relief. it’s best to just let authentic silence to take over. and non action is better than prospect of frivolity for productivity sake. usually there’s over abundance of information. and lack of action or clarity as to how to organize and simplify things. that same is true with people if people are seen as information. education becomes not a problem due to internet boom. there’s over sharing. all kinds of wisdom passing around. but the disconnect comes from inability to do anything with it. ofc. connecting with community helps. if one is in such isolation and lonely. to connect with others can bring some type of relief. but this sit. always so. when talk becomes too mundane. it’s just sound. noise when there is action that’s required but none is to be taken. or the ones that are available to take are just complementary to further dissociating one fro ones path boring. dull. aching with agony bc there is no way one can make connections for reprieve .
there’s nothing to do about wars when they don’t care about what u have to offer and why u have to say. there’s nothing to do about poverty bc no one cares anyway. peope are forced to accept their reality and be happy with very little even when the future is uncertain. there’s nothing to say bc speaking only adds to the general noise. again. there’s over abundance of information but none of its useful bc it’s not being implemented. let alone simplified. surely educating. oneself can never be a waste of time. to learn about the ways of the world is fine and nice. it keeps ignorance at bay. though when u are churned they the systems and spit out like a piece of shit. there’s no amount of information there after that can remedy the offence. bc such issues are human conscious. and teaching. a human heart does not come from literature it comes from one’s willingness to open oneself to higher state of being thru acts of benevolence and altruism. which is missing in this world because . nobody wants others to have the same degree of quality of life for this would contradict the financial system as well as the illusion of justice. there is also a way of life that people would wish to bask into but it’s not affordable for all people. so people suffer. things get backwards. things get strongly dissected. systems are ancient in that they don’t update and upgrade itself as it goes along. it’s bette to be alone than in the company of people. when there’s nothing to do and nothing to evolve from. information edna up being banter. where if u wanted to hear stuff. u could just hear it anywhere anyway. it doesn’t matter what sort of information gets churned out. what sort of realization that u might have. if u can’t use it.
words only matter for punishment. for relocating u where someone else feels is right for u. ur words are only as good as someone else’s hidden plans about u. not bc u have some special insight or smth no. that doesn’t matter. what matters is that ur only held responsible if there’s a take away for others to benefit from it. otherwise . ur words matter very little. u can say world peace and great idea this and that all u want. it doesn’t matter. but say own thing wrong and ur done for. suddenly punishments comes along. the funny thing is. we have the power to materialize and manifest smth. right ? but only in punishment does this thing get carried out. what a dark thought indeed. how can someone be excited i the company of such potential then. it’s better to live in a private world in ur own head. and de love everything about this life and systems. be totally useless so to say so that they can’t take advantage of u at all. what are they gonna do. kill u ? as if ur already not as good as dead already. they take ur family. tear it apart. they take ur rights and tear those apart and give us fraction of what u deserve. ur expected to wait. listen believe trust blindly s do as ur told and then what. who’s gonna account for all the mess that gets generated from such ? who’s gonna take responsibility for such transpiring . words mean nothing when trust is shit. and our societies put trust last. and only demand it during times of extreme desperation .
there’s nothing to fix when ur voice means nothing in this world. when everything is built in hierarchies . u are expected to trust and respect others who’s they disrespect u. a merit in such arrogance is built due to one’s own definition as to who and what one is. rather than what one contributes to a world at large. but can u blame people when they can’t even contribute their portion to the world wholeheartedly. we need to get on the same page about procreation. ina world of dump. in a world of excess inequality where people only fly assumptions about caring about children but nothing sound gets ever done about it. then people grow up to be broken adults. and their lives are full of misery. what can u do about them? nothing bc world is run by arrogance and control. information. means very little and education . in hindsight doesn’t help any. when ur physical nature is stuck in. downward mobility. u might hope to force someone to love you perhaps. but there is still a thing called accountability who will be held accountable for these days ? no. i will object and not be involved with anything until smth good happens in this world. in this sense. in this reality. in the way we handle information and make good use of it.
everything is a big illusion. we just sit and waste our days away. waiting for smth to happen bc if we had the choice to do it ourselves we would. but that’s the issue. u can’t. and each day. u sit. each day u waste. can never be brought back. frustrations aside, there’s smth feeling about making peace with everything. not because ur forgiving others in their transgressions and ignorance. but more so ur unbinding urself from furthering their evolution and development. ur receding ur help. ur receding ur actions. ur not doing anything bc there’s nothing to do. it’s all talk it’s all noise at the end of the day. the only wisdom sometimes is in stillness and silence. there ski need to depend excessive on others when there’s excessive happenstances that have overlapped over long course of time. u might have tried. ur efforts might have not been good enough. u were misunderstood either intentionally or unintentionally it doesn’t matter. u do nothing. understand ? nothing. u don’t involve urself in anythjng world affairs ? world problems? politics ? business ? nothing. wars? trying to save people from themselves ? from the obviousness of issues at hand. churned out for years ? u do nothing. u do nothing and that’s ur protest. u do nothing bc that’s the middle ground at rest. su don’t need anyone either. u don’t need to lovely banter. u need no one. that has passed. been a while now.
the more things happen
the less likely we believe in them. for example the more there are heartbreaks. the less likely we are to wonder and wander into a new uncharted territories of discovering love or relationships. the more there are flip flops between contradictory lines of thought. the less likely we will have tapped into a intuitive relieve where we can tell what happens next. the more there are confusions. the less likely there is clarify and diffusion of distraction and delusion. the more there is issues. the less likely there is peace. the more u lose ur way. the more likely u will be frustrated to rediscover it. the more we tend to abuse the tolerance and patience we have the less likely we will remain diligent. and loyal on our path. and the more likely to contradict our own actions words and thoughts. the opposite is also true. u can make something work for u. thru ur experience depending on the context of the situation and weed out the excess. burn the bridges that are toxic. reconcile any past confusion u might have. learn something. close a chapter. take the wisdom and apply it right away so u retain the power of information. share ur findings in an objective sense so ur efforts are not wasted. share urself freely in terms of ur truth and honesty so u continue to keep ur heart ripen during tough times. and try to learn from ur own process of vulnerability. the vulnerability aspect allows us to learn from ourselves during tough times. bc when things r going well anyone can appropriate a normality that seems manageable and u might even pass as someone who’s competent in handling difficult task. usually tough times don’t work that way tho. granted. just because we can handle tough times with grace doesn’t mean there is no personal limit. we are human after all. and things can be overwhelming and u might not notice the weight and effect of some exposure to negativity might do to u in terms of ur handling.
don’t worry if u didn’t hold urself with grace during tough times. not all of us are endowed with the privilege of having something work for us that we may lean on or rely entirely for our personal safety. sometimes when the ground is lifted. it takes the walls and halls with it. the ceiling as well and no wonder why u might feel naked or exposed and therefore feel prone to external attacks. there is the risk of running into someone who might be opportunistic to ur misfortune. people are beautiful in their nature but they are also quite selfish. not bc we are born with it per se. but due to the external circumstances that impact us all in some way. whether if we retain some degree of privilege or not. it’s not that we are born with evil intentions either. it’s just that life is that much difficult for literally anyone. doesn’t matter if ur born into royalty. when we hear negative things about us. or not seen as who we are. or in our effort to overcome our past hardship or current difficulties with grace truth and willingness to overcome. and our efforts are wasted. or we invest in an idea. or shared ideal and it doesn’t come thru. or we let go all that we worked so hard for over and over again. only to start anew. all of this can go both ways. either this can get us discouraged on our path. cause us to give up on our dreams. hopes ideals. and therefore our full potential. by settling with the limits posed on us. or make us stronger. meaning that what we are exposed to gives us pieces of the reality that is the grand puzzle of double intended meanings making up the whole in a rather transcendental way. and in this transcendence. we see both stability and instability. both stationary and moving. both fixed and transitory happenstances moving like gears in a machine. most folks expect some avant garde changes when it comes to evolution but we are more so called forth for evolution in the intrinsic sense. in the basic fundamental level. bc right now we are contradictory in what we do and say. in what we see and be. and how we tend to be inspired or motivated to do the everyday objectives that we are part of. that it’s difficult to overcome some of these human complexities not bc we can’t do it. but we also have to go thru a period of self discovery of what these objectives are and maybe. due to our intrinsic level of thinking g for ourselves as well as to understand the basic framework of reality and the many systems that function when we rely on shortcuts. we end up copy pasting things we don’t understand . and create meanings that we are partial in awareness. another issue is too much reliance on the intellectual line of thought. which can also run both ways. it can influence our decision making ability without us knowing what we are agreeing to. creating. and partaking inn which can make the “getting out of “ process of evolutions thru which the experience rather grants us the particular line of thought gets all the more complex and due to the limited ability of multiplication of experiences generate a rather relative reality. we can get things mixed up.
so aside from us getting confused and lose our way. we get sloppy with the continuity of discovery coupled by our understanding of and sorting thru vast amount of data. can get us to mistake by the similarity of some of the objedirve s found there in also bc the creative power relies strongly on the recognized and or available components and when the system framework gets overburdened or burned out. it breaks down as it begins to work inefficiently in an attempt to meet the overburden of the demands. of continuity of its full function. personally i don’t like to give limits to organic continuity in the sense that a burnout is or maybe real. but overburdening any system can cause it to malfunction and start acting out especially if there was no prior oversight on potential care and maintenance was not discussed or prepared ahead of time. we usually are running at the end of our rope. in myriad of systems from individualistic basis who lives pay check to play check or puts their health on back burner and says one more day to face the days demands and prioritize the wrong appeals for the sanctity of the group think. to an entire nations of people who put the sanctity of the environment for the prospect of financial priority and the continuity of its multi functionaries there in. we do this all the time. in fact we do this to our personal relationships as well. we hold our loved ones on the back burner when we go out there and hustle it for financial endowments. we take it out on our loved ones bc we can’t handle the social emotional burdens that continue to add one more offence to the bank of our spiritual compassionate outlook on human suffering. day after day we wait for smth that will never happen albeit that never could be a relationship, a job prospect, a wish for world peace, a systemic upgrade, or other. is only relevant to the particular type of feeling i highlight here. we are only as together as our problems might have us cornered to reduce our conundrum in the form of an excuse with some type of coherence as to why we must steer over. bc we keep coming to the same cosmic point in our existence. perhaps at the same , we are reluctant to act when things of this sort is extremely highlighted or more so heightened. a prospect of nuclear wars is existentialist alright. u might like to reconcile all ur loose ends. but at the same time. learn to love people from afar bc at any time ur life can end.
when things of this sort multiply this much. we can allow the sunlight to disinfect the ugly truths. about human nature. we are sloppy. and selfish and greedy and possessive and our vulnerabilities turn us into a troll mentality. we become cynical to handle the overburdening of feelings that contradict all that we worked hard for and invested deeply into. we feel this betrayal without a face. it’s not another person that does it per se. but the general betrayal u feel off of coming of age. all the times u were promised and u got ur hopes up only to find that the real truths and fact is same as it ever was fro the point of origin of ur personal start. i can confirm that there’s nothing new other than running the risk of trusting others for the prospect of unity mindset only to remember to always trust urself and u know best what’s good for u. we get caught up on the current of thinking that moving in droves can get us far . but it’s not gonna get us any further than any material objectives. everything else is potential in the mind. perhaps in another world elsewhere after we finally overcome our collective hardship only the can we manipulate material endowment and transport ourselves via simple thoughts and have multi planetary travel. and maybe never die. but that’s not here and it’s not now. what’s here and what’s now is learning how to love each other more authentically and deeply as we have come to know who we are inside. how do we decipher the true treasure of clear speech and the power of the word with each other. how do we truly and authentically be loyal on the human kind. not ruling out anyone. despite how evil intended they maybe. without disrespecting those who might suffer in their presence. how do we become softer around our own edges so that even when we walk with our eyes closed. we never brush shoulders with others or step on others toes. not even slightly. yes. perhaps a world where there is. no conflict is possible. the way there is laid before us as well. the time is finite. bc solar system will come to end. so what we want is not when what would facilitate lights out but how we will be or welcome it when it finally arrives.
for me. no matter how fragmented the world becomes and how dissected and disseminated truths can be and delusions tend to multiply. i can carry on the focus appropriately. although i may seem like i contradict myself on the exterior and despite the fact that i had to be a certain types of way in the last three years alone it’s due to the ability to keep up with the contradictory evolution of the myriad of objectives found in societies that seemed to antagonize people by pushing them to breaking point. so that if ur prone to making an error. error of false belief. error of behaviour a contradiction within urself . a mistake albeit either on purpose bc ur promised u won’t be caught or be held responsible or u have no choice. meaning ur given an ultimatum. or ur genuinely not aware. aka ignorance in understanding of how ur world world and how people are especially during tough times. or u get urself closed up and isolated is ur more vulnerable and prone to external attacks that wish to continue to put a veil over ur eyes so at the very least if u were right about an objective in the past now ur big discouraged to continue pursuing truths about it. only to socially punish the people whose crimes are obvious. but selectively depending on which context. where there is an activation of demonic behaviours to punishment. and seek satisfaction from such punishment. without any benefit to those who do it to those who are at the receiving end. nor at the very least. any social progress being made from it. seems to be running at large. now when we see such intricate interrelationships we aren’t totally being discouraged to keep in the purview the whole thing as it unfolds. it could very well be that those who decide on such objectives have reached their limit. on the witness of human stupidity and hum an suffering. but do not know how to connect some of those conditions as effects to a much obvious cause. such as systemic misgivings. and systemic miscalculations and or even at a personal individualistic sense. what basis is established towards human development. human nature. and the untapped human potential that awaits us still. in our heart of hearts. that one day. we can overcome our suffering albeit it doesn’t matter if we cause it or are participants who strengthen or soften it, bc it seems like we all need to get on the same wavelength about certain common objectives though each must discover for oneself what those objectives is, from their unique path of overcoming their own initiation within the natural and manmade systems that complement the understanding by offering us the as isness of their interrelationships. though in our limited minds of taking sides and fearing that we might be left out, in addition to general misdirection and misconception as to what they are, due to our unrecognized burnout or existentialisms, these days will bear fruit at some point and only if we really deem establish the intention to it. though i can’t make excuse for the current lives lost.
it’s said that words create reality
before they r words they r thoughts and once they reach the lips they also become actions soon though . are we really that weak that we are controlled by words ? if words are that powerful also why haven’t we achieved unicorn status ? no wonder why people are afraid to use their minds bc they are afraid of what the minds are capable of. if u were made aware and fear the vessel thru which u literally do anything, ofc u would be apprehensive about taking chances. making mistakes. wandering in ur own mind state and discover greater possibilities within which u may self evolve or evolve into smth that u might like to assure us on the right side of whatever trajectory we are all passing thru ofc there’s a balance there. some of these words are long established. they have their origin of implementation. much of the reality is older than we there is a way to listen and to speak. a way to think and a way to allow things to unravel as we go along. there is a moment to stop and a time to move. perhaps all of this is guided by the duality that’s found here on this earth. the man and woman. the gold and bad. the known and unknown. and so perhaps we can’t fully adhere to the mind, and assume that everything g we say will end uk turning us into a mush much like mixing all the colours in the rainbow only to get a brown sludge. ur not possessed either. u won’t get out of hand if u wander. most often than not we graze only the surface. we rest easy bc everything seems vast once we get a glimpse of the eternal everything. continuity of which happens anyway. whether we think or don’t think whether we do or don’t do whether we go or don’t go. love or hate. though there is a influential factor there in which can give us a more complex version of reality. all depending on which is done with all the finding. u may contradict ur own senses. how can someone say stop and go at the same time for instance. love and hate works very much the same. we can change our minds right away. or we change our minds more like we forfeit when we know a great loss is ahead. perhaps we calculate too much with our theories. or we are opportunists with a greater attention to detail. if u call detail what we think we can achieve. given that we also understand how everything else operates around us as well. but if we fear the mind then that fear multiplies ten fold to our externalities. we must also have some unrecognized fears outside of ourselves that we must not be fully aware of.
i don’t think words create reality. they are part of it tho. in a way words allow us to convey meaning. and confetti the intrinsic into a palpable fashion where we get a better sense of what is. or what it is that we are willing to discover. inside. this is called a self related clarity. tho to achieve this sort of thing in a speedy sense. like a lightening giving u an entire view of an area when it illuminates wherever sparks fly, it all depend on whether if ur driven by the internal reactive fear factoring in on ur ability to pay attention to what is. aka focus. which is actually effortless. or constriction which is a false sense of focus. it’s the forceful one where we have an idea of what a focus should feel like thereby applying it in a limited way depending on the inner reserves that we have become aware of. again it’s all about intention what’s ur intention to recognize here ? and what do u wish to do with the information u gain. how does a this improve conditions for u on the external sense. and what does that mean for everybody else as well with it. tho we have lost our way as we also found it in terms of how words work such as in spelling dark occult science. possessing others manipulating masses getting folks to do things we want them to do without it appearing that way. aka getting them to do things at will. or manufactured consent or change the appeal of which a person comes to u with one intention and u wanna be advantageous but also while making it look like they asked for it. ofc there’s a inter connection there. usually we say things like accompaniment of words and actions. come the karma of which is a greater attribute to a much bigger r picture than our lives can gain access to unless we also relax into that which is vast. have faith in greater occurrences as well as surrender ourselves to a higher notion. that things will work out in some way for the betterment. albeit ur own. but never at the cost of others. that’s the u out mindset anyway. so when a wordsmith uses words for the betterment of self and inclusive of others. great things are portent to happen. though the tough thing is to squeeze all that. the vastnes of the abstraction of which contains all as well as the alignment process of the trajectory of where we are headed given that u can decipher the right coordinates that can guarantee all will be well and then accord urself. in terms of where u are who u are. what u dos to get there and the ones around u as well. near and far. born and unborn and all the combination of myriad potentials therein. it’s this giving urself into that which u believe in a higher state of achieving greater things all the while acknowledging hats sort of available ground ur operating thru which is not always easy
and here u can discover not everything’s say will come thru. not everything yay is attribute to all the truths bc no matter what u do ur only one person among the calculators of people. and ur not only operating as is but as if ur the only one who can operate at all to really think and act with the unity mindset is quite a mouth ful indeed it’s not supposed to feel easy but effortlessness is with ease so there is the paradox of the flip side of which a balance must be reached at all times a person makes these decisions. by the minute. a thought process does offer us a degree of flexibility to playfulness where we may discover the natural alignment of such inter relationships and how things tend to manifest. for one aspect if i keep telling myself a mantra or plea this isn’t always the only way to be there would require to be a few other components available to me in the sanctity of truths. real bitty to the playing field corresponding to the available materializations as well as what this means for the world at large because we don’t create alone although there is the leeway of causing trouble that’s bc of that flexibility for all notions that are equal in creativity but not equal in that which it results. aka. good or bad. limited or limitless . serves one. few many or all. serves few at the cost of most. serves most at the cost of few and so on. words in their associative sense is very much like people. there’s the personal. partial impartial. and whole. the origin of meaning s tend to get lost by the associative nature of where and when a particular words is used. and paired with others. there are also what’s implied. what’s not said usually complements the whole. and one must set out intellectually to discover the invincible words and or connect the past expose in order to make sense of the whole bc we don’t talk like we used to. and we can’t expect to talk ina. standard fashion as to what truths are attributing to us since there are. lot of paradoxical systematic halls and layers to get thru and deep between the cracks of our understanding as well as the scars that we might have incurred that does the same.
ofc human beings get white desperate about needing to oversimplify something so complex bc they equate it to genius. and also bc this could run the risk of laxity. laziness of the mind that does not wish to do the hard work sifting thru vast articulate data base perhaps also preconceived notions. strong in in numerations about the world as well as strong sense of self. which could very well negate any details that might come ur way. so in an attempt to make up for the deifcit. u then pay for x was attention to where attention is not that necessary although personally i like to dwell in arbitrary thought. i like to hyper focus on the frivolous bc here is very much like stillness of being but with words only. or attention or presence or both it’s the intellectual realm of being comfortable in the presence of jumbled words of nonsense or smth of a otherworldly notion smth foreign which allows us to train the mind to be open to that which is foreign but not open on the sense that a organism is open to a germ and thus not sure whether if a particular foreigner is gonna harm or hinder its true sanctity. that would simply be too reckless to allow germination of smth effect of which u do not know recognize or can for tell. but experience is that it turns things into wisdom. the unknown becomes detectable. and so on. the familiarity is that which complements the ease or the efficiency while u can maintain both the speed of articulation as well as remaining able that which is foreign all the while keeping ur inner immunity to that which comes with potential to harm. it’s said that nothin his truly wasted. would u say that about negative expletives ? or cetus types of words that are designed to constrict the senses ? or hurt or harm or single others out? or trap them to mental confabulations. intellectual laziness. fullness of the thoughts which can lead to bursts of malfunction within the organisms bc wht ur trying to do in the real is break out of a illustrious conundrum. it’s all illusion but a very convincing one at that. and it’s very much like sleep walking. and only to wake up in the middle of a nightmare where u feel like ur running out of time thereby. i must do smth and anything would do. to break out of the mould once again so i can dance in the winds of ever encompassing words galore , only to touch down into that familiar place we call home. or core. or source. or the place where we might feel at ease lowering our mental guard down so that the thoughts that are incoming and outgoing so not cause us any inner constrictions but allow us to be the watcher who is also the guide. and sorter as well as the magician who plays with the type of words for their appropriate manifest quality. that is relevant more so with what is happening external to we. in line with their creative abilities.
sometimes words hurt and other times they tell us what we don’t like to hear. that which troubles and that which satisfies could very well be the same. only that it’s not. much like the fragmentation of glass as it breaks what of say words would have sow type of unified outlook if they all were placed in the same. then we see the associative quality of words there in. not that they overpower each other but are each holding specific jobs. something might signify pain. other silllndss yet others love light and harmony. even in the suggestive sense. words convey myriad of meanings. and then it’s up to the speaker to determine what it is u wish to convey. and the listener who decides upon that meaning. usually both ways. one in which the true intention of th speaker is being revealed and the other in which how does that make one feel and the third arising is the meeting point of turning words into adorn after given time has passed where the words catalise into smth. they transpire. perhaps they touch down like lightening or downpour like torrential rain. maybe. ur deprived. any words would do then. but what if ur impulsive with them. what if u don’t cultivate ur intellectual garden bc u are lost within the burrows of ur own heart not knowing which part of ur body ur heart even is. if u could recognize it if u were to ever come face to face with it. then there is all this hustle and bustle. words are like card on a highway of thought. all kinds of noises are portent to be heard. u hear someone honking others cussing yet others getting into all kinds of accidents. then there is this. notion. once u allow urself into the traffic of such unified (!) thought. the speed at which u must go is relative to the speed limit guided by others acclimations of such notions. then u may sit back and watch the buzzing for a while. or unless u feel reckless and u wanna just “get lost inthe noise if such trenspirings” and throw urself in the middle u might run the risk of being a thought kill. but that’s alright. that’s how we learn how to truly make sense of why we speak and what words really means as well as how do we creete a reality out of inform stste of thought. when our thoughts are in disarray and we see these endles possibility. if the sky was a library words would fall on us at every day break. and we have just enough time and energy each day to sort it out. this attributes to what u choose to pay attention what u choose to do ( words push us to do things. we may not realize how we are motivated to do things but the associatives between words and actions are clear only that the message may not be as clear and intention and drive) and how u go about weeding they the words that may be relative to u is the experice itself. when we don’t know ourselves we tend to take on words that aren’t our own bc we do what others are doing. or see what others are attracted to as opposed to what it is that attracts u. and why are u attracted to a particular type of thought or behaviour as well as the long term versus short term appeal of that given objective though there are critical lines of thought that sizes others up. as in assume u know what u think u see. and demean others ability bc of that not knowing fully the grounds, which can get in the perfectionists way of manifesting such destiny bc that same perfection may be due to one’s own inability to know everything right away. so a fool might be the closest to a god but further from his humanistic attributes bc he’s new on the journey versus someone who has experimented with a greater degree of such, although the current grounds are still instigated with the true notion of what makes errors and how to go about it since the department of sorting out such historic karma is backed up to a
when things neglect
this is what illness means. when ur parts have become so dissected and u become this holographic image. all exposed. and u notice too u got more than one face. and all ur parts are discontent. this is what disagreement in the strong sense. given by the conviction that we are individualized. is incorrect. when u are so reduced. so. fragmented in ur truth and being. and all ur parts. all ur faces and versions out there having a mind of their own. what does that mean? perhaps there’s a lesson staring us in the face. but we can’t seem to pinpoint. we continue to play by eliminating who is the good guy versus who’s bad. while it’s harder to reconcile the trajectory we have made. each in our own realms of existence have established our truths and the basis from which we bounce our actions from seems to be incorrect. it’d me versus u. us versus them. this side versus that. always. a bad something somewhere must be discovered identified and squashed. our side of this planet. this life. this identity. this body. this mind. shines a heart of smth that’s complete. only parts of which are available to us. we reflect in similarities and differences to tap into its vein so that we can source the spirit. my face has another face deep within. it’s faceless but it takes the shape of my physicality. here my psychical face has a material development from childhood to this point. it’s associated with all kinds of human experiences . there is a woman side of me. a turkish side an immigrant side. a side that everyone in their heart of hearts and minds of minds have conceived a basic understanding about. thru which variations are also made. some may negate that which they see. others may attribute alternate reality. things that never took place. things that have been overgeneralize and exaggerated. therefore i am non stationary. a holographic being that’s part of everything who’s infused with the same that all of us are motivated from n carry on our cosmic journey. we remind each other of many faces we have come to see in our time. do u believe that we also retain the memory of all faces that we have come across who have trekked this world ?
the cycle of repetitiveness as one thing. the relativity aspect triggering unresolved issues as another. we have overlapping the same with the different aspect which causes us to separate the two. much like men n women that argue or our strong convictions that one must be stronger than the other. or better. this very simple. and very sliced duality is what causes us much suffering in and around us. now if u see, we have various self made convictions. i am a man before i’m a soul before i’m a body before this body before this life. would then suffice to say that i must be better than a woman who’s born into a female body who lives the life adjacent to mine. there is no equality . oh superiority. perhaps because elf the ways world has been established. we are convicted that we are our genders before our reality. we attach too much emphasis to our sexuality more so than what it complements. what is a man. what is a woman. what are female and male energies. why do we consider this earth as a duality place. what does duality mean. why do we make clear distinction between the two. to understand them better or to make ourselves feel better on that which we cannot change or control so that we say on our minds that we must be better than so and so. these are natural occurrences. albeit just bc our origin of pace started out on the wrong foot that it must continue to go this way. there are ways in which we can simply learn and realize. of equality doesn’t always mean what we think it is. in intrinsic sense the basis is so that each embodies their own truths and emanates their reason. as well as complements the whole without taking from its values and this reason that motivates each of us to continue to show up each day. now we have been at odds with each other for a very long time. and the origin of our human kind is not filled with very nice thoughts. some might be revolutionary but that’s bc nature tends to give us effort that no matter how destructive our nature is. there is a silver lining. or a hefty take away that our trek on this earth isn’t wasted even with lowest effort. see my marriage for instance. the whole thing is a waste. but at least i got my son out of it. if i didn’t make the mistake of choosing the lousy partner. i would have e never met jasper. but then i also ask myself. if i never married gurbir but chose my soul mate. would jasper touch down on earth between us ? in the love we make ? and what would he be like. he would be entirely different. so we other way i see it. i cannot go about this in any other way without rejecting my son as he is today and that seems rather counter intuitive to me. but this too is a lesson for our soul evolution.
i may not be able to get clear about why things of this sort happen. i can step out and see that both me and my ex husband were depended on so many external conditions out side of our control. each individual control and our united control were only limited by our timeline. reality of which is propelled in a way that sell reduces us to even smaller components because of that coinciding reality of soul and material. of human and system. of man and woman of all these ideas that have took a long time of development. of filters to choose from in an attempt to simplify the complex so that we can make decisions. we all intent on making good decisions. we wish to move from a heart place. and we realize it’s not that simple just to go by what things feel like. so we apply reason. it’s not easy to just to intellectualize and articulate smth either. bc then u can get stuck in a particular thought process and even lock out ur heart altogether and still convince urself that ur merged. much like a headless chicken continuing to live long after it’s decapitated . . in a way. it’s hard to make a stop on the atrocities in ur own life entirely. i spent nearly a decade before i met gurbir to study out of trouble entirely. i kept things to a bare minimum and i still made bad decisions. by the time i met him. i still didn’t know that he wasn’t truly it for me. despite the fact that i came out of divorced family myself. i ended up recreating the same in my own life and this became a statistic. even tho i tried to maintain the friendship. there are certain things that an indivisible cannot get in the way of and that seems to be a fact. in the same way we have a lot of people who waste away daily for the prospect of group mindset. and no matter what u do. and try. u cannot regret ur decisions either. bc things like jasper and ur true self and development are undeniably larger. and despite our attempts to reconcile reasons therein. how we could still achieve the same but from a different way. those ways can only be reallocated if they are all considered to be reallocated. not just so men. detours. or blocks here and there and sloppy patches to bigger problems. they don’t seem to solve the bigger issues. and root causes of given instabilities of our shared reason. and all brings us back to the relationship between. men and women.
ah so. i can’t change others behaviours in the same way i cant change billionaires mindset who target siblings in quarrel for their own selfish gains either. meanwhile women relationships fragment further bc we cannot stick together. bc we aren’t financially free. and socially we are always the other who depend on others in the way we move around the reality. not to mention that women are forced to name those lesser than perfect excisions bc ur comparisons and ur choices are very limited in that using practical thought end up being ur downfall in the end game su the chance to stand alone or be independent as well as sustain urself not to mention advance in society without the strong dependence and influence of the men counterpart with the exception that perhaps u can be taken as in an apprenticeship or guidance. those leaders are quite rare tho who would t take advantage of a given situation. and even then u would find roadblocks there because ur counterpart. aka. other women in and all around the world are living very distinct lifestyles that we cannot pinpoint what a woman is still. sure she has periods. sure she gives birth. sure she has emotions and a lot more grey area in her brain regions that she can be speedy and multi task. but we still fall for it. the traps that so so might have targeted us. such as my family and that billionaire mindset. who are friends who think that taking advantage of few girls who cannot seem to get it together to be something wonderful. that the women themselves re i’ll equipped to handle such calamity that they must face. oh this is the way it is. masons targeted u. it’s bc of some u finished business about ur father. and now u can’t even say a strong and steady no to the forces that want to rip u alert and use u for their own gain. u might like to think from a surrenders pint of view that there’s some fetish there. to be so helpless. to be in the hands of strong suits who tend to digress ur rights to urself and refuse ur femininity or sister ship. but can u blame us? we have long been ill equipped. men have long been conditioned to destroy and women. conditioned to create.
we create human beings that men snatch from us and use for their outcome to destroy. each other. places and to gain things instead. in turn a w i’m an might destroy the things that are man made. both are toxic. both are destructive and both are out of alignment. it’s a given. can u blame us. look at the history. men who are under the control of other men tend to control the women in their life. this gives them the stability. women who can’t be friend with other women end up falling in love with their aggressors. bc it feels deep inside sexual. it’s a fetish to be controlled. to be depended strongly on someone else bc ur whole life is out of control anyhow. which are right . ? ur in love with the devil. and ur the exception to his demonic behaviours to everyone else. it becomes somewhat romantic in a desolate unlikely place. to dream and hope that there’s some stillness in ur life despite the ills and the storms of life. that’s a given. women are notorious for such daydream. but it’s not bc they love to be abusers and mistreated. perhaps that’s just a byproduct of their femininity. if ur ever still wondering. our true primal urges do come with a bit of aggression and ownership. that’s bc males are territorial and naturally they wanna guard what’s theirs. women also enjoy that because they love the security it brings. but things get worse and bad only when we are diluted in societies. and do not know the duality can coexist and balance in harmony. harmony is usually frowned upon because we tend to think in the presence of choice that we must choose one over the other. whereas both can coexist. we have long been trained to decide. this or that objective . this or that person this side or that side to get things into some type of order. next time someone presents u with a choice like that ask ur self if both can coexist in a way that serves all in some way. not to mention for most people who go through such mental confabulations don’t exactly end up with a happy ending. either dead relationships of stu h realities or singling out ur entirely. to be isolated and live the rest of ur days alone. while of having developed strong distaste to the other. so these are social clues that give us a deeper insight into the intricacies of such relationships n. distinctions in their current placements within various societies and that we are all almost acting on fear based thinking. which is also a given bc there are instabilities in reality. contradictions within which gives us a sense of fear that we might be susceptible to a degree of loss thereby we may not reconsider that it gets us haphazardly worried. if we utilize this worry in the worn way then our actions w come constricted. rather rigid. or untruthful. the lack of trust can cause us the same. but let us clarify. that in the face of courage. doesn’t always protest there is no fear within. usually both can coexist but we may never know who fears what to what degree. that’s depended on both indivisible effort and big picture happenstances like social causes and general concerns about the general quality of our placements.
where does the fire stop
when there’s not much else left to destroy. where do we find any more material to purify or break down so we build anew. most importantly when do we stop destruction and when do we start building ? it’s important to know what these transitions are. in our society right now it seems like great change is in place. or let’s just say change. in our lives the same. we get in a spin and can’t stop about it. ur venting. when does it cease. there are enough documentation of smth happening. but we still aren’t sure how to go about solving it. perhaps the purifying aspect isn’t always out side of ourselves. and it’s not just something a person can do alone either. there’s smth that happens when one thing transpires other than what it needs to do. so for instance if ur purification accompanies destruction that hurts and harms. then now u have other things to deal with. not just one. and in every action we take we recognize that they are connected to more other areas in our lives. not just one. so it’s no wonder why we do certain things in excess or can get extremely compartmentalized. also because there is great uncertainty among us yet we are unpredictable even to ourselves. that it’s hard to determine another’s actions. let alone what’s in their heart. these are things that show in time. thru repetition and commitment to the continuity about given objectives. our reality offers us plenty of clues. yet our world is not that easy to navigate. so in addition to our inner complexities, what we also have to complement contrast and even contradict at times with is what happens on the outside. events that unfold. situations that start chain reaction events. and the ultimate reasoning, when. and how we go with the changes that face us, the better ability to navigate these waters without destroying as we create what we create bc then all we have is nothing but a ruin , is difficult to tell bc we also can’t and don’t live exclusively for ourselves. and our needs aren’t met ina timely way because we are not the centre of the world in the recent years what we see is that everyone wishes their issues solved. and there’s truth in that. not only in the mere fact that a need is a need but also i’m considering the prior years in which certain other conditions might have transpired. in fact that they have transpired and caused a lot of stagnation in various places, as well as myriad of backsteps in other places. when ur dealing with such a waiting game what ur doing is playing on human faith and hope as well as common trust centres.
and i think here is where passion becomes a bottomless pit in each persons self pursuit to some type of escape. life can be monotonous sometimes. it’s not the act of the habit or predictability of the day to day things we must do that matters more than the slow yet steady pace of time that goes on which our lives is imbued to, the existential thoughts of whether if we do anything well. worthy , most importantly. with meaning. and this isn’t being extremely selective about ur own reasoning. there are clear necessities that must be fulfilled for a society to run as efficiently as it’d peoples are equivalently happy within it. the same holds true in individual lives. u have to clean ur grounds. go shopping. and one delay can throw u off or one nuisance can put u in a bad mood. these are remedied on each individual way of handling their own self experience and boredom. but that’s the connection to the external conditions. bc there can be organized groups. meaning that u can put similar conditions together and there u have some patterns. even then the ways of getting there is not the same. different alternate issues can produce similar results. in delving deeper into the intricacies of problem divinity or making things resonate more so that they get solved, we get into that rather different type of way anyway bc in discovering the truths we do get lost for a bit. and that’s where we get most. bc life is mundane. it’s not just meant for work and work alone. everyone knows that. the greeter existentialism comes not from who’s gonna do the boring arduous task and who gets to enjoy the fruits bc one can’t even find oneself enjoying the bounties. there’s a saying about being happy with what u got. but we run on such extreme conditions such as competition. comparison n conniving attitudes that cause separatism and animosities among us due to scarcity mindset. where does the mindset come from tho?
in our attempts at self perfection, because we are methodical. rather the day to day life teaches us the rhythm in our intuition and our intellect so that we calculate our moves always a few seconds ahead. and other life events can be mediated on, can be thought ahead of time. alternate conditions could be observed. a better plan could be sized up. here competing solutions works bc what u look for is a easy way of achieving the solution. and by easy i mean effortless. tho effort can not be measured from the outside. only that the results could speak for itself. on the inside the level of effort can be measureless. now when we have an issue somewhere. something that might have persisted. insisted or become normalized. or smth else happens and we’ll human nature can be both. resilient and vulnerable. given enough objectives even the strongest break down for some of us we compare the type of mistake by how high a ground u fell from more than how frequent or how normalize d is the mistake honest. or is it more of a characteristic. now the underlying conditions can be a lot harder to get they for anything on the outside can be compensated for smth. u can buy a new item to replace a broken one. u can pay money to a person u inconvenienced. and for a while this may get them the help or serve they need to recover the lost time and energy. u can rebuild a building that breaks down etc. but certain other conditions cannot be price tagged. though a normalization or evening out the field is much simpler than what we may initially think about. which comes with dedication. diligence and attention to detail. these would also allow us to be more honest about our inner processes. though this isn’t always enough. in greater social setting a breakdown could imply an uprising. and then terrible things can happen. we try to learn from all of these.
in learning however the levels goes both easy. u can learn to be either stricken so there’s no future problems or u give no room nor respite. -this is where a love interest may break down. ( one may never assume this can’t be me or us because we never know how much a person can handle and what’s their breaking. point ) a city may come down. ( bc of high likelihood of crimes bc the system is too rigid ) etc- or u can learn so that there’s some evolution in a way u don’t want this to repeat. but u don’t get there by more constrictions. then ur looking at a honest take that’s not creating new unhappy people while ur trying to fix this other end. which is harder to do bc it pertains to human behaviour and human behaviour although methodical. rationally seeming and concise can run the risk of going extreme. perhaps it’s bc human soul wants that change. and in wanting to achieve it there’s all this passion and fire burning inside and u want it and u want it now. as well as how we tend to awaken to our truths in our own storm and there we fear one thing that we will lose those truths. fall back sleep. or be too tired and break down again – now i mention this because there are types of passion. there are bursts of it and the slow steady burns. we are capable of all types of love. and then there’s this undying passion so what has developed over the course of years , people have grew passionate. there are many terms. one is woke. other is leftism other is antifa other is this other is that. spiritualism. light workers. people who wanna keep the peace. earth lovers. people who love and d fight for the ecology. people who love their rights and rights of all others. there are many groups when it comes to human rights. a ton. and it’s took a roll. in various places the human spirit soars – i’m only saying the names so that we get some type of picture here in our minds. as to what people do. pursue why and what makes them passionate about their cause. and why there’s no stop once it begins. because it’s that intense need to want to change. you have pretty much had it with all that and it’s only gone back words right ? if we just look at the recent years only.
we see that in addition to natural issues we have machinated ones. intentional ones. organized ones. ones that are discombobulating. others that are blatantly dumb. we have petty human pursuits on all kinds of places. we have mass plagiarism. in addition to poverty and strong economic conditions. we have even the rich are scared at their tails not knowing what the future may bring. there is too much uncertainty everywhere. when that bc occurs we moon to destroy everything. if it’s not things it’s thoughts. if it’s not thought sits particular place in the history. if it’s not then it’s now. if it’s not now it’s something in the future that’s a potential hasn’t happened yet but we wanna make sure it never does. and we don’t know if heavily isolating cases that are interconnected and augmenting each in a sloppy way is working well for the future or is coherent in some way and isn’t gonna conjunct sometimes down the line and cause us more problems or long term conditions that which we will feel even more pressure to get out of. which is evident by human nature in these days that it can run the risk of getting unpredictable and when that happens. too much haze. too much red. too much madness. that which u didn’t wanna do. u didn’t wanna fall back sleep. ur awakened to truths. there’s friction. there’s pain somewhere. discomfort says pay attention. it’s the karma of immediacy. u must pay attention and find out what’s wrong and snake it right before u can move on. the world of people suffers to date. there’s all kinds of pain everywhere. the meaning of solving our immediacy of issues wood be to first stop. any toxic behaviour that ends allows us greater insight to determine what we can conjure up together since we also have each other as responsibly not just ourselves. the illusion of being isolated in our issues will eventually stop. the bubble pops. and we continue to flow like we once used to. it’s that we living for ourselves that gets us to mistake our image as others and we attack others thinking that there’s enemy on the outside but it’s just another facet of ourselves. a sleep walker tend to absorb reality much like a dream. side effects multiply the more we go on in our haphazard formation. in the faultiness of the environment until we stop. perhaps a surrender to deep rest before we wake up one more time.
why is it that fire is the great purifier?
it’s got symbolism about many arenas of human life but today i wanted to focus on the cleansing purifying aspect. it’s when things no longer serve us. that they break and we want to take it all out. before we recreate. more so, thru the fire there’s a transformation that takes place. it’s one that changes things all the while retain some core elements. almost like u die in the fire and then raise a new. but to simply put. this isn’t simple at all. to rise from the ashes is nothing for weak hearted. it takes a great deal of believing in urself. and often times. it’s the mind that is inhibiting of it. though mind alone cannot also achieve what great purpose a good cleansing fire would do. say. if u were pretty whack ur whole life and want to purify ur wrongdoings from ur own past, do u think u can achieve this simply by mental acuity alone ? surely we hear about the relevance in placebo effect in people and rats. perhaps we can. also attaching placebo effects by appropriating positivity but only where we want to appear as kind and nice as well as gentle as we wish to pass as. nowadays there’s a great emphasis on being a decent person. we all wish to receive praise. be remembered for all our worth and good doing. we wish to reconcile the bad things of the past. tue loose ends. cut off the excess. what have u. there is a way to go about it. ofc. i firmly believe still that we can make life better for all. though without having these findings reflected in the incarceration system. justice department. the systemic delays and pretty much every avenue of our lives we would only benefit the rich. and the powerful. in a way. u see these uprisings and one of the first things they do is set some garbage or a building on fire. it’s symbolic when people are separate for smth other than what’s long been purpoted and has revealed over and over again that it’s not proving to get better or make things better long term. it’s one thing that things change for better and it’s another where. life happens. bc it does. things go wrong all the time. and then things just add on. to what’s a really not resolved. it’s these layers that cake overtime blocking out the sun. and from there we become more spiritually deprived and less likely to embody and yes mute our truth snd divinity as we are born to do so. which is where that cleansing purifying catalyst come to picture. but we don’t know where to place it on our lives or how. and bc appropriating. is quite strong. there are a ton of fakes out there that are just so convincing. how do we find out the right way to go to change things without knowing their final form? that’s a big question to delve into.
fire. the colour red. ember. amber ish. even blue at times. maybe. faded yellow like the one from the candle. or orange. attributing these to the chakras we see the lower region. we see their co developments and how they cooperate with each other as well as how they complement the middle region as well as the upper quadrants. colours have strong representatives in that we can be drawn to certain type of shade at different times of our lives. combination of these colours can ignite different emotions. which can reveal to us certain psychological underlying conditions that we may not be fully aware of. bc we are strongly attached to ourselves in lines of relevancy. we tend to not see right away that we might have changed or adapted to certain contritions that we might find ourselves in. all of which is a small baby steps of self destruction that sort of comes with these earth grounds and rules that we are part of. there are elements of the world that help guide us and change our lives along the way. as they transpire and change along the way causing the thing called cycles. cycles allow us the patterns to study and understand the relationships of objectives better. not just in relations to others but also to us. what does the divine relationship with a person and the world in the ecological and systemic sense thus? all is connected and imbued and thus gets affected in some way. in fact we don’t truly know the entire framework to determine which actions to eliminate. u can’t eliminate wars without denouncing war weapons and building of such technology. u can’t eliminate a certain criminal punishment without correcting the behaviours that trans lite it in reality. u can’t change the behaviour of the envinrment al conditions are eliminating potential pitfalls for such transpiring but it still won’t end there. there is a chain reaction of changes. and these are propelled by the elements and have unique cycles that complement and contradict as they continue to. transpire also bc human nature is unpredictable under few conditions besides it’s rather predictable conditions based on by the intricate relationships to both natural and man made systems. colour red can signify two opposing events. one. of anger the other of passion. one of sickness the other of love. one of fire in purity and cleansing and the other in fire destroying destructing and inhibiting.
all the other contours have their origin of place. in fact . yellow representing the free will aspect is like the sunshines on everyone and fills us with life and energy sustaining grounds. without the proper relationships we would not be sustained as we find ourselves. and although orange is not a primary colour it’s got healing qualities which is completely to fire and the sun. fire in its purifying theory and the sun in its giving energy and life. this transmutations can go either way. in looking at things from the downside. a stagnations turned to illness can be harder rot overcome. darker shade of red for insted e signifies illness too but we all know. not all ill as is created equal and it all the same illnesses have the same path of getting us there. these are the areas about human life mystery of which is protected even from himslef bc before man was made perhaps. before we were even conceived as a idea, there’s a prior which sort of casts the shadow of that duality here in its intricate form. although not as a punishment it would signify that this shadow is rather a unfinished work. from that prior whatever that is. the duality when it’s pure is empowering bc it’s the very equanimity thata needed on our course of that overcoming. whatever it is. but in examining further the relationships and transpirings. we do notice that bad things gs signify the bad. leads to illnesses. and good things leads to healing and successes in our evolutionary process of taking the new shape and form. that which hasn’t happened. perhaps i the place after. which maybe long time ahead but it’s took shape and form in a rather holographic form and we keep adding to it. so that someday when we are there and see the intricacies of that life we would have packed with us the current unfinished work to have to deal with it there once we unpack what we have to do with depending on the laws and conditions that might be found there. perhaps similar. perhaps different. that much cannot be articulated bc our human senses may imagine but the overall project almost always depends on that collective karma and based on by the necessary things to come for its resolve. we may intent on this. shape and form. as we continue to go on our journey. alone and together we continue to deposit to the future bank of whatever.
in a way our intention can be a great signifier and as someone was asking this really beautiful question about intention versus impact and how impact can determine someone’s responsibly irregardless to ur intention. is applicable here. we all have intention and impact. we may or may not have full control over it. the idea is to get control over it. so how do we do that tho. systems constrict us and make us delay in our processes. i can waste my life bc systems cannot spare time and energy to get me upright for instance. or there could be smth else in the way. it could be smth to with my own well being. say. if i can’t control my anger and in a rather unpredictable way. act out in haste and cause a ton of problems around me. then these would’ve considered roadblocks. and there could be an immediate and yet individual way to handle these happenstances rather than overgeneralize or strongly characterize them bc at the end of the day we are literally in it together. one world. one land. one water one air. and fire burns the same for everyone. all the shades attribute to the same. karma means the same thing for all causes and effects touch us all. what you do on one side of the world will impact someone else elsewhere. maybe everyone to an extend much like waves in the sea. it’s the same skies that we see. the same sun and stars. nothing is secret. we all have repertoire of knowledge. it all gets blocked. we end up walking around with filters. to develop our world view. some of it’s too similar. larger by numbers. others tend to walk alone. all reflecting same core truths such as human rights. better pay. healthcare. ending wars. stuff like that. maybe happy healthy lives. the same chakras and colours are available to us all. we all are born grow up and die. we may look different but it’s the same framework for all interim. it’s the same organ functions. co developments. all is symbolic in a way. it’s symbolic when there is a defect. it’d symbolic when there is a lack of coordination or something g that needs to be replaced. perhaps that’s why we wanna be exceptionally different. stand out from the
crowd. bc all is the same. to an extend that where our eyes go perhaps no but more so that which we think we see as real that which is the byproduct of the systemic function that arises in haste like a clouds above forming into a storm or smth. that affects our lives from time to time and this facilitation to such storms is also a byproduct of the individual storms that sort of arise. from smallest interaction within urself to those around u. those who function the system have their own daily struggles as well. perhaps the issue isn’t that we can’t get past the storms but how do we remain calm under pressure. tho red signifies these great attributes. where do we place it in heightened conditions. red then signifies action n if it has a branch of anger it becomes fuel to be utilized for motivation but motivation isn’t always good or fruitful in world full of waste. so it seems like even in our efforts to make things better. unless we delve into things at large and become more conceptualizer and linguistic about such relationships. our efforts will always fall short. the same holds true in passion and love too. things fall alert if we don’t see the actual potential of action. we go by what is already available to work with. and then when we get burnout or don’t get the results we seek we can get overwhelmed and then things break down. now u can say that perhaps in society people dying can be justifiable. or some folks suffering a great deal meanwhile many people elsewhere go about the life like nothing is happening. completely unfazed by rest of the worlds conditions. then our lifestyle becomes a convenience rather. and convenience kills innovation and altruism. bc it rests itself on what’s comfortable predictable and safe as opposed to taking chances. we think that taking chance is smth that is already there but ur like giving it a try albeit u did ur research and study everything about it. that’s not the chance i’m talking about here.
individual – indivisible duality
our eyes are very little
because nothing is as appears to be. people play mind games. they are one way when nobody is looking and another when around others. and it depends who they are around and what is happening. meaning there is intention behind such things that people do , this intention is what sets the stage for what follows. usually there’s a misunderstanding about impede being more important and robust than intention for unarmed e but intention is what gives colour to the impact rather. and here people are in whatever intentions that they wish to convey. maybe they are not fully recognized in their truths. if ur fake enough given enough time ur gonna embody that fake and facade as fact. but not the fact as it is bc the fact is ur fake so it would have to dominate more so than ur fake being real as in faking it ti u make it theory or lie enough times that itself becomes truths. those are arbitrary. part of the illusion that is the reality. and it’s already difficult as it is to tell what’s real within it. when one adds covetousness. dishonestly. and pretension. things get worse and i believe that would be the byproduct of such conditions. though the few issues with this world right now pertain to few unspoken rules. one is in telling truths degree of which can cause more problems than fix things. bc truth is interim it’s depends on the relativity of awakening factor of pure presence and the level of depth of recognizance coupled by its equivalent the external understanding of the entire workings of the reality and the layers that enable such interactions between planes of existences. the fleeting truths are rather anchors to inspire line of thought open gates of discourse and clarify the air of which needs such determinism before a given decision that facilitates an act. i a hierarchal world this tends to be lopsided. which i believe is the reason why there is the inability to see. due to the confusion among the people as to the delivery of which is presented in reality as a mere fact.
human beings are conditioned to fear their bodies and their minds. and their roles and their hearts. u will have a heart attack if it beats just a little bit faster. oh my. if u think ring thoughts they will come true by the power of attraction. oh boy. if u haven’t noticed. ur body is already against u. it clangs. creaks. if it’s the female kind. then good luck. even when u carry it well there is gonna be someone somewhere who’s gonna plot ur downfall so more so about human body is the art of borders. and respecting others in their whole being. we tend to own others also by the bodies. we must be present at all times. and sacrifice ourselves at the altar of capitalism. to be a decent human being has not only been pushed to the back burner it’s been actively overridden from the marrow of humanity. only to come back stronger. perhaps bc what u refuse to learn will keep coming back until u understand it’s true message. perhaps even purpose. what a break through that would be huh? now we no longer fear the body. it’s gonna die someday that’s true. but are ur organs in communion with each other. ? dear not the body and what it does. fear not knowing. at all bc ur too busy fearing the frivolities. facades about its thereby ur reality. it’s tough motion to accept ur body without worrisome thoughts that at any point smithing could go wrong with it. yet to contradict the theory we must also continue to present our bodies to the world in all its raggedy nature, without fully understanding it ourselves. for whatever popular thought might guide us. and whatever systems must continue to shuffle us around. like bunch of cattle. everything is nice when we have these ideas flourish. perhaps at some point we had it figured out. where cities were built where wiring life actually paid off and people were experiencing a degree of satisfaction.
but this fear for ur bodies and minds and hearts and what have u doesn’t come from nowhere. bc above all else u must fear systems and those who enforce laws and regulations. ur whole lives depend on someone pushing the right buttons. maybe their feelings are ok today u are wiling to do what it takes to keep happy. amicable grounds what? u don’t want wars. who would grow up to some day im a go kill some motherfckers children. i have no dreams. it’s al part of grant scheme of artful way to attach people without then knowing what entanglement at spiritual sense means. u must fear everything bc if u are fearful. u will not do the right thing when ur intuition guides u. right ? bc u have made bad choices. systems are grey way of deterring role to take chances on life and making further choices. when u marry someone and they happen to be a piece of shit. depending on which side of the pond u were born on. u can get severely screwed. not to worry anyone but u must not fear words. much like our thought process and our hearts. words are only as harmful as u want them to be. most often it’s the projection of those with the intent to harm u that says ur experience for u trying to convince u something hurt u more than it did whereas their whole approach was conceded. and they were running on a hidden agenda insted which makes it unreal. how then can anyone make correct argument that someone has touched u with the same equivalence as u touched them. meaning that for them to fool u. u must have loved them or opened up to them more so than they did to u. which would give their assumption that ur hurt severely some basis but if their actions were machinated. rather came from a plan and it to hurt u. even if u didn’t see it. in ur mind bc u might have believed they were real or honest. but ur intuition works even without notice. so how then can anyone say that something hurt u if it was fake. perhaps u we still honest with the love and attention equivalent to what u were receiving without much notice. bc we tend to have benefit of doubt toward people who are potential to become part of our inner circle.
although there is a degree of trial and error in determining who is worthy of that inner circle to each must depend on two things. one is an inner repertoire of resources as to how much of urself ur willing to share. and the other depends on the validity of the input of the other party. and three attributes to one and two in their positioning. meaning that both of us are also different. if for instance ur accustomed to being fake have double speak. lie in public whereas be another way in private then ur likely to have ur own set of rules as well as what that sort of combination in all honestly and facade. would produce. it would differ then mine. but also to keep in mind we are not one track minds. the issue with us and fear is precisely this however. u might satisfy an illusory god. authority. aloe wanna be good bc there is a payoff. maybe that payoff may never come. perhaps ur faith is true. it inspires u to be good. evade getting urself in trouble. or perhaps ur god is one that likes to pursue truths. bc truths are the blueprint to the actual mechanics of this reality and all it entails. so if one were to choose between having absolute power domination and control over others and truth. the latter tends to produce more lasting effects. bc for one aspect. it evolves peace of mind. and peace of mind does not mean absence of turmoil or trouble. issues exist especially concerning others. where there is people there are problems and the more interactions there are the more they get multiplied and even diluted. that’s why an outsiders notice tends to break lasting illusions when ur deep in it u may see feel and wait but not fully realize what to do next bc the group mindset n quality in meridian ends up dominating the entire ordeal. this is probably appropriate to add why getting o the same page about common grounds and the quality of the real airy matters but does it change everyone and makes them one track minds or uniform in everything else we have many sides to ourselves. facets. like a diamonds and a h of our facets are called forth depending on the scenarios us we are part.
the quick fix solutions to bigger core problems is not gonna suffice. always. there will be some inkling. due to levels of people differ in terms of how willing they are to really try. but by that i mean be diligent on the path of self righteousness for there will be more stacked against u than in ur favour. for this is the world of samsara. for pleasure seeking perhaps the pleasure has a price tag bc the pain is instigated. and the pain is instigated bc it keeps predictable happenstances to keep repeating. which is good for manufacturing companies but not good for morale. . and manufacturing companies are also run by people like u and i. so there’s tall this getting lost about. getting blindsided bc of our own thoughts that this is the way to win. or we assume the survival of the fittest are those who have greater oversight but eyes are useless when they can’t see what is. anyone can make up shit. anyone can talk about anything and put any two things together. we underestimate free will. ur free to be stupid. ur free to be evil. ur free to do all kinds of dumb shut. including lie to urself and ur also free to get away with it if u really want it. but that’s for as long as ur human on earth. so now. when we think about rules are arbitrary and why follow them and life flies away and then place our emphasis on the validity of others that’s where we go wrong. but it’s not the opiate either. u don’t have to be a contrarian in order to be right. u just have to be. but even in being there is movement sound and all this stuff right much like ur heart and organs that don’t stop so does the mind stuff. bc everything attributes and are part of the reality. and that’s if the same stuff. but when we say same. we have to be cautious bc we do run the risk of making strong assumptions and that’s when things tend to get diluted. assumptions very much like lying and covetousness can cause severe implication in a persons development and personal mechanism from which he chooses to contribute his part. assuming that his entire excellence is this.
it’s never been tried.
the compassion the love. the ever mystery of what altruism stands for. all we know is to hide. double speak. go by strategies to win our opponent before they even begin or know how to or what not. there’s a greater sense of discrepancy towards each other then the other way around. we are terrified what might happen if we were to permit smth different to happen that involves all on a equal front. what is equality anyway. it’s the evening out of the playing field so that everyone is granted the same right ass everyone else where there is no shortages such as funds not being available or help not reaching out bc ur backed up in ur queues or there is smth else that tends to take priority which blocks the system to a halt until the resolutions is made. what ends up happening interim is that since human beings are adaptable.
they end up adapting haphazardly to a more destructive volute conditions. and then bc we are tied. since the burnout is quite real when the systems are under a ton of pressure. we get impatient with our resolutions. we look at the human condition as smth that cannot be helped. and although it’s normal to have respite despite how it may come across as or appear, so long as our actions are not from a. concrete certainty without all the components collected. since there is a saying of think before u cut smth. u might just need to u tangle it. or do smth else with it. once smth is cut off it’s harder to bring it back or uncut it so to say. and in that hazard of thought. during our desperate attempt to respite. bc everything can get overwhelming. we run the risk of identifying.
a human condition as fixed whereas it could very well be transitory. and that’s ok. if u can catch urself early on or right in the middle of a given act. u could stop and backtrack ur words. recollect urself. or the like. however systemic decisions are hardly ever operational like that. u can’t un wage wars for instance or if u priorities funds in one way and they are already being dispersed. it would be harder to recollect it and then redistribute it in the systems it appears it’s a lot difficult to expect systems to honestly admit a flaw than just keep going as if the issues aren’t there. which in my opinion ends up causing more problems long term bc they are based on a lie. even if it originally started as a mistake or an honest bad take.
ofc we oscillate in between . various meetings. we go well. altruism sounds fine in theory. it almost sounds like a fairy tale. so what u mean is that life can get better. we don’t have to suffer so excessively or be punished for the rest of our lives for smth we might have do w at a much earlier time of our lives. u know young age come width a lot of gusto. we are very eager to wanna grow up. and take on the world of human experiences . also bc our childhoods aren’t exactly natural. perhaps that’s due to our lives being far from it. and surely we can appreciate technology and civilization but without the wholesome component of spirituality everything turns out to be sour in a way. but it can be integrated. that’s the wonder about life is that thru trials and errors do we discover a contribute within which all these opposing components can align and work together. we oscillate thus. we rely on religion which is one branch of what spirituality is. it’s said that those who have suffered a great deal end up being more spiritual. it’s true. the same is seen in religious pursuit bc at the end of the day they all attribute to same core truths. to eliminate and ease suffering. to learn how to forgive. to make sense of why bad things happen or at the very least to move with grace among life’s troubles are but some of the tenets of both spiritual and religious pursuit that could get any individual to seek out answers for themselves. for others it’s more of a lineage practice. ur part of smth. and u wish to convey its full message and reasonings.
doesn’t matter which road u take. all of this is meant to allow us to tap into that altruistic resource that is available for all. so altruism is not to convince the powerful o give up their arms so that the meek shall inherit the earth by tricking u into smth. bc that would be the anti thesis to what both religion and spirituality would convey. what we wish to do is a bit more of a fair play. bc we hear about it all the time. that life isn’t fair. and that suffering is portent on earth. that u cannot escape. and only in hindsight things get 20/20 but for some that’s a lifestyle of destructive
theories. and then ur stuck in the penal system or ur taxes are too high and ur getting older and u live in a polluted secluded area or zone where the money goes as quickly as it comes to ur bank account meanwhile in television adnnnewspapers all this robust lifestyles ensue and are strongly promoted and u must feel that the responsibly lies in ur hands to change ur life but there are no avenues where u can extend far beyond the predictability of what certain conditions are in ur immediate purview let alone , in looking at what we sort of share with the world. stuff such as we can all have the life we want or more prosperity for those who work hard or u can educate urself at any age and change ur jobs and get to a sort of economic clearing seem to be flawed bc there are finite resources that churn thru the system much like the way systems operate, here we see a conundrum. then. we must compete with each other to get the resources for ourselves. based on by the systemic rules and regulations which is the shadow of a alturism bc one wants to help everyone all the while learning to work together ,
so that we are more sharing and caring in terms of our mutual needs. meanwhile the other says. raise ur opponent the challenges ahead of the game so u win before u even begin to fight about the resources that are lacking bc clearly what we see here is based on this quote “ human beings are like raindrops. some fall on gras others on dirt “ though i can say the same about genders. for example. men tend to have higher likelihood to survive in their group ordeal and have more chances socially than women do. the position of determinism is compromised. bc we can’t seem to categorize women as anything specific as we do with men. but in concept of determining specifics , we run the risk of offending freedom of choice in both . since the offences has already been done to women. men are not except from that. as we also see among the males especially the origin of hierarchies and alpha mindset that comes to the purview for the survival of the fittest as well as who wins in a given competition. this doesn’t mean women don’t compete for a best partner or a better job or any other opportunities. a woman in power may appeal to a man in power who made it possible for her to step up and this could run the risk of screwing the female code or her female counterparts in an attempt to maintain that power position. she took the risk of commending herself. in alll fact . i can say that both genders are in transit to wake into a more transcended code of ethics within their in group determinism and acceptances as well as with opposing genders as they continue to mix and mingle in society. it’s just that they all go hand in hand.
u get people versus the systems. the society in and of itself and the authority. both genders as they cooperate and have conflict both in the communities and the powerful positions and their inter minglings with each other all of which are based solely on the shared experiences and the decisions we make along the way. surely our choices are coloured by our intuitive centres to an extend too. we try to be fair. we try to be equal. and we try to do all of this through the systems that are hardly ever self reflective. the systems. in their inanity to pinpoint where the true errors are and aptly handle them via altruistic approach to itself. in a way that sort of takes it easy on u bc the issue is small no one is gonna be asvsntegoous if u do smth wrong and then go. well that was wrong i’m sorry. let me backtrack my steps. here. if there is a harm done. imo can pay it back bc the bill is small at this stage also. and admitting to a fault shows that i’m fully capable of being a. human being who embodies the difficulties not just the fun times and does not just focus on the positives for positivity sake bc we can learn best from the mistakes of others and or ourselves. though the juice is in how we handle it in the aftermath of a given smth. though both are equally important.
i think the latter is missing bc we tend to hide our flaws and or deny that it’s urgency is needed today to complement the whole. we have some idea as to how to go about this life. we have some basics down right. we realize that a stress free fulfilling lives is healthy for everyone. especially when it comes to spiritual hygiene and immunity that allows us to be plainly strong so that we can surpass life’s storms with grace and ease. the group aspect is more towards our common survival. we have myriad of threats that can cause us all to feel all types of vulnerable. things such as space matter hitting earths core or ecology breaking down and getting hazardous to a point of no return. these series of events can start a chain reaction and can cause us to experience slow and painful extinction. we may not be able to size up how this feels right now. we may think nothing of it
though in our human struggles there are also a few core necessities. such as upkeep of the planet that is our home. sharing of its resources bc it pertains to all equally under one roof that is the sky. it’s all served via one sun and all these numbers give into some type of cosmic secrets that are not secret. when we stop doing bad things. when we stop denying truths. and each other. when we relax into our truths and move from a place of soul and align ourselves to higher values. those secrets in fact are no secret at all. spiritual bounties are for everyone. much like how a stress free life is for good health and when people are safe and well and loved they tend to do better. i mean we see these examples all the time. we can call it a privilege or a right. that doesn’t matter. that’s just a way to have some type of discourse that everyone may understand. or take it as a personal attack. but these are discovered truths about our lives. so is with food and water that sustains our bodies. for without it we end up suffering and then soon die. in some cultures the relationships between genders and among each other is more balanced also. so we see that the toxic male or toxic female are but side effects to a faulty environment and conditions that may get enabled during specific happenstances rather than being characteristic of their gender power.
we may antagonize ourselves or each other to an extend but that doesn’t do anyone much good and these are not arbitrary rigid rules bc they were never tried out. what we can do is see that these interactions that happens so naturally seem to be more balanced. bc they don’t try to change others. perhaps u can say that it’s facilitated due to survival instinct or some other conditions that may naturally force people to cooperate. but do we have to wait till shit hits the fan before we begin to take a correct way? alturism seems like it allows us to become efficient in our human endeavours for the at collective survival. not a trap to trick someone to fork over their hard work and efforts for tables turned. bc that latter part would contradict the spiritual tenet of congruity
of higher thought. good intentions. of mutual benefit and the most important aspect. better quality of life for all ( which is the complex relationship to our environment and each other, bc we aren’t self sustaining. we depend on others and they depend on us for the mutual benefit aspect, thru which we can see that each person is needed and can be aligned resource for the common appeal that is whole. all the while improving the quality of the planet and the lives that are sustained equally within it ) because all others are already been done. we know to torture to lie. double speak and cheat others do we get ahead. we lie about our good qualities. we fluff them up like pillows on a nice made bed. while hide our flaws like dirty laundry pushed under our beds. we may trick someone who walks into the room that we mean well and did well and are telling the truths but they may get a whiff of the dirty laundry and it’s not about them. as whole. the infraction lies in our heart of hearts and the clarity of our soul depends on that level of honesty. at the end of the day. we are lying to ourselves and that is what causes us spiritual blindness and dullness in areas that could very well be like a forrest. brimming with diverse life. there’s all this buzz and highs and bounties that it offers that ur head turns within it but u also never run out of resources. ur never bored. there is curiosity and u can venture out to discovery uncharted territories.
unlike a limbo esque cyclic and painful dry life and many of its entanglements. and while both are essential. to live within. and to live without. and find the balance between the two so they eclipse each other. right ? so here we have alignment and the congruity of two worlds. that’s what makes this experience overall magical too bc there’s in fact so much to be grateful for and happy about. though somewhere in history we did go wrong or the trust that’s established is seen no more than a byproduct of forced interactions and not the countless sacrifices of our shared ancestors no matter how victimized or and wrong or right they maybe are. when we see this from a non local point of view. that ur here for a brief
time and we can attach to all the illusions may offer but at the end of life we hang it all down and go back to what we were before only that we have markedly changed also as well so there’s a reason why we are passing thru here. earth may seem separate from the universe. but it’s sustained also within it. much like u get illusion of separation from nature or each other. or the walls that also separate. as part of that illusion. sure they serve a purpose. when we refute one aspect or call it out we are not automatically supporting its opposite or vica versa. a more comprehensive thought process does not do either or. or when presented with two choices that u must pick one or only one is right or if this is right then the other must be wrong bc that’s a conditional mindset that is a byproduct of some of the thought processes that were slow cooked into our collective psyche. things such as good guy bad guy theories and a right versus wrong or good versus bad. all this associative meanings serve a purpose but there’s no need to objectivize or generalize it so much that we make a spectacle out of a speck of a thing.
in the dark damp cold paradise
enter scene mom and dad. from the corner of the room, strong winds billow about the tiny window.
u said this was the last time. she said.
i didn’t know that things were gonna work out this way. he responds.
there’s a fireplace with a weak link connecting heat to a minuscule fire. the warmth of which plays shadows against the wall. right off the carpeted floor.
i don’t understand why we even have to get through the muck. one more times really? every time it seems to be getting worse. maybe we might give up the habit.
he looks down to his feet for a second then fiddles with the things give the fireplace. the only non stationary object around here is this.
hm he says in curiosity.
what do u mean hm. she replies.
i’m wondering where it’s made. i think my grand grandfather had entrusted my cousin with this. he looks with curiosity at the object in his hands
do u even listen anymore richard. she sits in fury even the couch wants to clamour and hide. but there seems to be far too much space in yet such a small room.
i don’t mean to detract from what’s important. it’s not that we can evade such a storm. i’m just curiously distracted for a moment. that’s all. really. i don’t mean to cause much trouble.
he sits next to her. she softens her sitting attitude. but still there is tension. the winds outside the window are getting stronger.
we need to do smth about the kids. we can’t just let things be like this. everything is not getting better.
i understand but a clear plan would ferris not slope us to see a clearer trajectory here. we can’t see anything right now.
there is a brief silence that fills the room to dance with the eve strengthening winds from out the window. there is clanking and creaking coming from around. it’s normal in a wooded environment.
i think i’m gonna be sick. she says.
well try to hold it back for a little while longer. it’s not like we can afford to lose one of us before we can get us all to safety.
i understand ur worry. yet everything feels quite very slow. . i can’t fathom imagine if we were to get a move on. but how can we when we are out in the middl of nowhere.
she pauses for a moment. and starts playing with her hair thingy on her wrist.
they are too young.
but susan. things of this sort is never meant to be easy. u know how these things go.
he stands up to look out the window.
it’s getting worse. maybe we should do smth about it.
she relaxes into the couch instead.
i am tired richard. everyone it’s the same thing. the same agony the same struggle. and everything gets messy at the end of the day we just get one day wearer. i’m tired.
he stares out thru the window for a little while longer.
then he’s hyper focused on smth. this catches susan’s attention. she gets up. but doesn’t look thru the window. just enough to stand closer behind richard.
what is it she says.
i think that’s a sign of what i think it is. this isn’t good.
why would u say that.
well remember what i said last week about changing that one part ?
no. u didn’t.
no i didnt. that’s right. now i’m worried if this is gonna get us thru the storm.
i thought u checked the weather aspect for this next week though
i thought so too darling but these matters don’t just happen because someone foresaw or scheduled it. sometimes things creep up. plus it was saving the money for smth else.
and u didn’t bother to tell me about this. we could have forgone with the whole thing for another month richard. why do u always keep things to urself. it concerns the children too and u know it.
he walks past susan and to the other corner of the room where there is a dingy table and a couple of chairs to dine on.
susan follows suit. sits on the chair across from richard.
pls have a seat. ur stressing too much. i’m not angry. just disappointed.
well disappointments is standard with life isn’t it. richard says with a stern tone.
perhaps it’s not too late. susan softens her voice. darling. please. she tries to reach to his hand but he pulls back.
i don’t know what i’m doing susan. it’s not u that i’m mad about. or at. i don’t mean to sound like i don’t have things figured out. but this small error can really succeed this time u know ?
what do u mean richard ? . with an anxious voice susan gets up and toward the door but also confused as to open it also walk thru looking at richard for confirmation
ur worried about the children.
yes richard . we should have. never brought them here if we were to skip the necessary steps along the way. u should have discussed this with me. ur not alone in this u know.
yes but it’s a little too late for that isn’t it now. how are we gonna get out of here.
mean while the storms being in the rain. first it’s pitter patter. then they get swayed by the wrathful act of the winds and start to get all kinds of chaotic.
oh it’s gonna be a n ugly one. proclaims richard.
susan sighs. and walks back to the couch but does not sit down. she’s overlooking the tiny window above the couch instead.
i’m feeling sick. she says.
sit down richard responds.
he sits next to her and folds his arms around her for a second.
close your eyes he says and he closes his eyes too.
become one with the motions my love. move with everything and u will be fine.
for a while they sit quiet in the middle of the burguoning storms surrounding them whole. all over. there illuminates a tiny piece of heaven in the middle of a natures hell. with the dying embers of the fireplace, the shadows cast from the floor to the wall right across , to the demons that fill the room in their silent atrocities they held, onto each other for a while longer until she upended her eyes.
i’m feeling. a bit better richard. but we have to do smth. we have to save the kids. we can’t just , cower like a coupe of cowards and let things happen just bc they can.
richard gets up and walks over to the door. but does not open it. he turns to susan and looks at her for confirmation instead.
susan looks out the window. i her irises is the waves of the storm wreaking havoc in a river world of space. of man made waste. and then she turns around.
not yet richard. we must be careful.
susan walks over to the only wall with a whimsy shelf and pulls a book from its clutter. just some random book. nothing that inspires or ignites or gives any type of insight. it might as well be written as series of events that happened in the driest sense. where the writer must be held at gun point where they had to tell the truths in the form of a lie in broad daylight.
is that the guys book. that utter nonsense. total crap.
who? gurdjieff? susan proclaims
yes that one.
i’m only looking for a distant answer to a question i don’t even know exists.
he puts the book back in haste. and walks around.
are u feeling better at least ? richard asks
yes thanks for that. i do feel like i’m able to handle it. at least for now. but. what do u think our next move should be if we are to get out of this alive. all of us together with the kids.
this wouldn’t be the first time susan . i think we have enoch experience the two of us. but maybe after we make it out of this one. we may think twice.
but u know this has been the family practice for several generations. i don’t think giving up is going to do us well. we just need better communication.
yes susan. and how many therapists we have seen so far. maybe it’s time to accept the changes that come with being on this planet.
what do you mean richard ?
i mean we aren’t getting any younger susan. and there are certain biological markers to expect. this is only natural.
susan stops her furious walk and looks at richard in a puzzling glance.
seriously richard. this is not what our ancestors would say. you know , the storms in the last adages of time used to be a lot harsher. and u just wanna submit urself. be subservient bc ur body is telling u smth that u can’t do. right ?
we all have limits susan. and this has to be it for me.
but the kids have so much to learn. who will teach them the skills who will show them the ropes. this is our family legacy. both our backgrounds possess the same quality. it can’t die with us. no it can’t a
susan threw herself to the couch crying. richard follows. with one bent knee. he pulls his arms and pulls susan closer. she cries into his chest. the death of her tears only wet his shirt. few seconds later she pulps back. there’s all kinds of snot and tears all over her aging face.
sorry. she laughs at the wet slip she left on his shirt. luckily it’s storming outside. she says.
so we are gonna do this ?
i think so.
susan. u have to be extremely sure about this. we have to know the exact moves. if we really wanna get out of here alive. it’s too dangerous .
yes i know. susan says as she recollects herself. giving her a more apt appearance of strength might and self belief. she gets up and looks out the window. co
me her richard. take a look over there.
richard gets next to susan and both of them freeze for a second then they relax and whisper among each other. they laugh. holding hands. mena while the winds and the rains have turned into what appears to be the first lightening. illuminating. yet scary.
then they both walk away from the window. to the door. but they both stop before they open it. they look to esch other for confirmation. on their lips followed by a brief hug. then put beyond the door they ran to the already slipper dock. the rams and the wins have become one with the sea they have been on.
hand me the ropes susan
richard yells. they are outside only for five seconds but have already soaked all the way to their socks like couple of ugly fish out of water.
try not to slip richard yells. there’s water everywhere one could almost imagine the rain drops spitting from richard is his own spit.
susan pulls the other side of the rope and the sails are aligned. but only for a little while till the strong winds knock it over. and along with that susan too
no richard this isn’t gonna work. we have to
are u a useful idiot?
it’s hard to tell what we are at the beginning of anything. everything is possible. there are many avenues that can end to one. things may or may not be entirely clear. u may be too optimistic . too hopeful. a benefit of the doubt type of mind. u may be the exact opposite. too closed in. wanna hardly any take on a chance that could go either way. what comes easy usually goes awry right away. not always. but there are clear distinctions when something has socially become a standard. a struggle for the majority. or conspiracy speak. that which contradicts in its arrival tends to raise all kinds of flags within. but then it’s a lot easy to critics what we don’t know than try to figure out what we can understand as wary as the given start. in looking at the world there are so many reasons why we can assuage that people are always the focal point of a given problem and why things haven’t resolved based on by certain. behavioural aspects. it’s quite easy. just look around. u can see way too many thing wrong than much of it going right. then there is stillness. the uncomfortable silence of things in certain timings. where everything seems to be running just fine. but underneath it all. u know that’s not true. it’s just that cycles have us some things move fast and move at a pace and then followed by brief periods of remission or what we see as tranquil calmity. in that calm we may relax down. allow our senses to resist the essence that fills the room with silence. though the silence is hardly ever quiet. the imprints of yesteryears have compounded on decades of experience which has overlapped like layers on a cake. strengthening and pulling at the strings of frequencies that never go away. . we grow accustomed to the general imperfections of the reality as it functions today. not because we can’t tell wrong from right but to an extend we know human nature. although our knowledge is relative to the conditions we may find ourselves smack dab in the middle. and our thoughts in part, are influenced by our own slow cooked conditioning and the contradictory natural shedding of that conditioning overtime as we grow in maturity as well as clear conscience. given that we are not submitting ourselves to the entirety of what a useful idiot nature tends to come with.
now ofc everyone would love to be useful in something. developpomng a given skill and allowing oneself to evolve alongside the budding skill is a transformative experience . one that grants us the likelihood of delving into the simple intricacies of a rather dharmic life. as opposed to a punishable karmic life that we keep hearing about. ah sure. are human beings born bad or good. are they remnants of historical figurines who have done great evil to human kind and have displaced many to where we find ourselves. as stationary and slow as we are ? do we have to repeat stuff of historical context. by taking on conditions that we don’t fully understand. and there is no proof that suggests we are that. simply bc some of our actions are relevant in some way that arises to a set of frequencies that are portent. and are apparent and available for all. not to dress up in them like this is some theatrical function to a blind resolve but to understnd the truth of the nature they which we became that is not what we think we are. rather. but that which is. as it is. unadulterated by the selective reasoning of conditioned human mind that casts itself as higher than the lot while looking down in a tasteless attitude towards what they see because they may simply not like the condition of the world and how it came to be the way it is today. but they may not have within their own repertoire. availability enough to see into it from a naturalistic approach with compassion instead. so the critical mind gears in. and we fill in the mail moly slots with hyperbolic nonsense. ah. so. human beings are evil. they keep coming back in to this cyclic existence. they are the stains of a dark history. not exactly in and of themselves free to an extend by which they can not only not be afflicted by past confabulations but meet them head on. the discomforts shared by all therein. and understand into their mechanism. from there. evolve just aptly right bc i personally believe that we possess the power that transcends the perturbations of a historical context if we really want it. but i also understand why we don’t want it. bc the resolutions tend to open doors much like a gateway to a whole new dimension. and that is opening our senses to a greater discomfort. since we are cooking in the cluck of predictability of when a given thing happens. a set of predictable outcomes follow. our systems are strongly designed wit this type of logic. and albeit they are not perfect. we lack the inspiration to get beyond it in a wholesome way too that we choose either or. either this works. or it falls apart.
and we didn’t get here overnight either. we may come up with solutions that can remedy some of the immediacy of dangers and smooth out some of the complex disturbances that lead to greater difficulties by multiplying and or burdening the already imperfect systems. but it won’t bring us back to a ahhh moment right away. that would be unrealistic feat. if we are to realize and accept smth. and see into some type of predictability of a given nature, it would be that in trauma and healing. things take time. when we recognize this one truth, then we can rest assure that at least there will be some signs and clues into a sort of insight. we are not catapulting ourselves into a great unknown and where anything goes per se that we may aptly feel rightfully too. a greater concern that maybe a risk is not worth taking. i personally think that when we size up a given challenge by its risk factor we tend to go by whether if others are trustworthy. but we blanket this bc it’s convenient not to trust others than do otherwise. which shows a accustomed condition that comes with being human on earth. however this very factor is one that contradicts the quantum flow that is maintained with love and trust that is mutual on common grounds. and we may very well be the only species with such a huge contradiction that is hiding in plain sight. perhaps there are two things happening right here. perhaps. the trust and love are happening organically. but we don’t recognize it bc we don’t have anything to compare it to. in terms of general discomfort. so since there is greater sense of human calamity and in places where human beings are highly unstable and can act out in haste or do smth terrible. not just for u the receiver but upon themselves that we have this theory of acknowledgment of me first or me and my family or my group mindset and then here we may mistake the natural development of the two ( namely trust and love ) for smth that benefits the self. this is where we may run the risk of utility of the notion of what makes a useful idiot. and we get sandwiched between it. we may take someone else to be useful for us without their knowing . and in turn we might be playing into a bigger hand . that which we may not see. this could be a simply a misalignment of truths and values that are commonly shared by all. both internally and on the common grounds where we conduct ourselves. to be perceived in a respectable way in the social ground as well as in our home bound where we may practice religious studies or prepare ourselves for our aging process. as well as cultivating a familial structure that we find safety in. now the society is less fluid. the movement is very much like that of a freeway. when the way is establish and is allowed. u flow thru it. even then u must consider others.
though in the natural strata of man there are more freer grounds. from which we can wonder. ask bigger questions. form our own independent thought. this is very much like freeing peoples thought process origin of cause and establish a sense of self in a world that expects each of its participants to submit blindly or surrender to a historical thought process that is in constant spar , including the nature of human being depending on where one is born, all of which are limited in database. limiting in human entanglements. they tend to promote separatism. rather than of unity of a process that strongly is vulnerable to destructions. and can hazard our safety. that which also creates a sort of a “scarcity mindset”. if it’s not me it’s someone else. i better get ahead. the world is a enterprise thus. although it’s organic the shrouded systems tend to turn everything into a monetary exchange. of conditional lifestyles and the constancy of expectations. now don’t get me wrong. there to an extend. a health in expectancies. u can freely give and give and give and if u don’t get anything return. u might as well atrophy. at some point. ur senses would deplete and u would have to seclude urself. recharge. and resupply urself with that which u have depleted as in any resource. it could be energetic. it could be mental thought process. all of this is in a way representative of showing us how united and connected we are and that there is a balance. and exchange. at all times. now how do we free that so we are flowing rather then constantly in the act of checks and balances and how do we be the best version of ourselves. living our dharmic life without being depleted and or shifty eyed like well is this guy gonna use me and then throw me away like garbage ? bc that latter happens ever so often. not bc we r bad either but bc we don’t go by trust and love as they are. a quantum necessary that has organically developed. continues to develop. unless we strongly go against it. and we use it as a cloak to self interest which is where we disrespect the nature of which our entire survival depends on , and thus end up taking a. much bigger risk. price ticket of which we cannot see bc we also deny that that’s how things work. so we see things as we want to as opposed to as they are instead.
u may also assume that self interest above all is the purpose and drive of man but this is hardly ever so true. u may become successful in life but not feel fulfilled. there are many reasons why people tend to contradict each other by the notion that their decisions is always better than someone else’s is. u compare and contrast. even in poverty. may frown upon the many bounties of life. bc u may mistake ur personal experience to one that is general or objective . meanwhile not recognize the subjective nature of the development in which u may find the issues there in in association with such. but can u blame anyone ? if the problem won’t solve itself at large in systemically fashion. then the next best alternative one can ever do is not mix and mingle with such conditions. u may willfully remove urself from a group mindset but ur not entirely free either. bc the majority is almost always dominated by the most strongest altitude of consciousness which in systematic representative, whatever dominates our lives is going to pull us like a black hole or magnet towards its designation destination. or both and sometimes things err that out of control. given enough times we say that no one is in change and that joke. controls what’s going on eventually things will get out of hand and no one will be able to control the motion. perhaps a degree of chaos is necessary to cloak the control room. even then. past they beyond certain line has been breached. can anyone return to some type of normalcy or stable grounds on which to stand and maintain some type of balance ? it’s hard to tell. though i must emphasize this again. we didn’t get here overnight. the human nature doesn’t happen like that. surely some things may seem like they happen haphazardly. all f a sudden. or unstable in terms of human nature and it’s content matter as well as how folks generally conduct themselves. but this is non stationary. a lot of things have took place in each individualistic mindset and lifestyle that brings us here. we can’t expect simply to get out of it in one felt swoop and we also can run the risk of labeling such as stationary or identify so strongly like well this is what it is. this is how it is. they are who they are. bc that’s just looking at the effect and calling it a stationary cause. now these thought processes are spread by the useful idiots who wish to overcome their own suffering via suffering of others. i believe that is also a mistake. that one’s are prone to making due to what is available to us. a scarcity mindset can get us stifled before we even get a chance to start. and that means everyone.
no one cares about the children anymore
someone. quick. save the children because. i. a now single white woman. sitting outside my window. wondering if i should jump the conclusion. don’t know how i can best embody myself. as a good example because. lately i’ve been feeling like a complete failure. it’s not that things were better back before it. but would u blame me? if holding someone for their actions was this easy, then tell me why the world isn’t any better for it because i only see that it’s been continuously getting worse. we say things like appreciate ur life. it’s the highest of value. be grateful ur alive. be grateful and again. be grateful. but do we even know what we are talking about. gratitude is not being. thankful for having ac on a hot summer day. surely j can be happy for some achievements and generally be pleasant for such technology but. are u truly living fulling lives? because maybe the truth worth and value is in that. to simply exist is not enough unless that’s what u deem to be doing. but given the condition of the world, what would suffice to a life totally not taken for granted when all we do is spend each day with facade arguments instead. there could already be so much positive motion towards and in our lives but we have all kinds of stagnancies instead. it’d not that we are atrophied. it’s that there are intentionally lack of action. sure things are going on. such as wars. which impacts the economy and hides other stuff.
what could go wrong anyways by bankrupting country. or most of its inhabitants. bc what seems to be right now, the inefficiencies of systems tend to leave a lot of open arenas which lead to animosities and homelessness. also other constrictions. there are varieties in life. as in stages. since there is a hierarchal formation that took root resulting the system functions for as long as they operated. the hungry would only get hungrier. and desperation would create civil wars. u would have higher number of theft and assault related injuries. this would eventually leave cities and come to suburban areas. so in short. my suffering and my sons suffering didn’t serve anything. in fact we are back logged in some cosmic queue of someone’s artificial reasoning it’s not even real bc. pain doesn’t make life better. karma in. the frivolous arbitrary sense that we understand how it works and why and for what purpose doesn’t function in artificial resolve matter bc they always create a new one in its place. meanwhile the original argument runs its course if to still requires some type of resolve. they don’t go away until they get resolved. but it’s like u halved a problem into two problems that now tend to be solved. and what they end up doing is ripple effect. bc we are so adaptable and this can also dull the senses. but the same pain is not equalized in all even if we were to witness the same objective at the same time. i mean . u can also get to a point where ur no longer brain washable . nothing matters. if u comply its bc u just wanna get it over with.
life doesn’t. reset. people clamour about “ ahh new beginnings new u “ but it’s not true. we are the same as we will ever be. only that we learn to be more kinder. gentler and sometimes at wonder with reality. this”keeping it together “ does not rule out what happened in the prior. a reset does not mean be selective with memory. u know at all times what happened. what transpired. eve this space that we share. some may deny. others may not consider how subjective it can be. and triggering ad well as the intricate connections found there in. every person might have their own theories about life and exchanges but in all there is the truths about which smth has took place is just that. it happened. so then. there is no denying it oh no one saw it. or if i pretend i didn’t see that towards the universe maybe universe might be fooled and let it be since “ in theory i didn’t see it happen”. or not fully realized. but in truths. all this double speak hidden agendas and lies tend to put us all to sleep. we sleep walk they this life thinking the dreams we see are real. and hate is great. too great on this earth. complete strangers. and so rude too. wow. what can i say. maybe if ur mad. or wanna be. alma’s. be mad for a human rights cause or clause or smth of worth and value. don’t usurp all ur frustration and anger and let it waste on trying to prove to complete strangers that ur right. and have smth to prove to them about it for the sake of being right.
children suffer bc nobody cares about them. i mean we see more displays and that’s was smth it used to enjoy growing up. in turkey we have world childrens day. april 23. it was like a loom pics but children from all over the world would get together in this stadium and sign songs i think. i was too young. but then u feel as u grow older there are all these rules and gentleness for and towards children. much like how gentlemen treat some women. u don’t have to do it but u do it bc it’s nice. – and for children aside from niceties being customary and important. , it shows that they r most vulnerable bc they depend on other people most excessively for most everything. it should be all the more emphasized today to take care of children bc someday they grow up to take over the world we inhabit so “recklessly”. i don’t know if most people understand concept and reality of children. u have been one urself but maybe u forgot or u lived in a different timeline but children are fresh , they don’t use the biasses and hate. and preconceived notions like most adults do. they don’t play games like that with u. they like u. and they r honest. and they don’t mind being wrong. the point is we betray these the day we treat them like fully grown adults when they are children but also don’t think children are dumb either. bc they are far from it. the things they obviously don’t know are surely manmade. bc we made them as human beings. not given and passed down by nature. so is with man made systems. they don’t understand these machinations but are taught by strong example. words do help too but examples are more impactful and if the environment permits it for them to practice it. so this goes either way tho doesn’t it.
and now what happens once people annihilate each other. u weed out the masses by keeping the strongest. each earns its keep thus. but this. known ahead of time can grant people , perhaps even the well off , a right dose of worry , and do smth about it. such as change the economy. be advocates for such. and the system functionaries the same. because peoples lives cannot be gratified by somy gratitude for what u have alone. u must have the life and make sure to not waste it. yet our daily jargon and ears tend to over-flood our senses leaving us in a collective haze. losing our ways indeed. sure. u in singularity may be awake. know what ur capable of. maybe u have what it takes to defend urself. but not everyone is the same. not everyone is desensitized to same pains as u either. i have lost faith in the system. the only thing i got is might and i don’t even know what that means. but can u blame me. every day. we could get our gears going towards a better direction that serves all. it is right to happen people are capable of doing great things. they just need the opportunity. but we have at large people who do barely anything. meanwhile people like me are made immobile or downward mobility or stagnancy for the sake of. whatever this is that they’re doing. let me remind u. ukraine is asking for smth that will never happen. and . wars happened at strange times. now this makes excuse for economic hides. as well as systems intentionally falling behind. it’d not that eh losing connection with reality. it’s really that boring. not much is happening. all others are rekindling the past and then adding non binary and trans issues magnified to a greater extend. u could cover the homeless and the people on poverty or those who suffered greatly in the three years alone. these things are not happening. because we cannot control it. or change about it. now the bigger question. is this. russia will eventually get what it wants. bc there is no way to can’t. it will keep coming back for more. ukraine would have to make a decision based on by those guidelines. while. the rest of the world works toward global peace practice. as well as talks on economic change. the change will eventually improve conditions both for russia and ukraine. the end.
intuitively living
established the basis for problem solving before an issue took place. there’s calculative thought that allows for the possibility of in the moment of which a given arising could potentiate greater hazard , intuition merely serves as a baseline from which introspective work has coupled a futuristic basis of probabilities to produce various ways in which arising of that could be mitigated in timely, as well as knowing the potentialities thereof. which is where the past experience comes from. to signify greater end results with little to discomfort to the continuity of objectives. in a way. there is a greater concept of how some regions tend to operate or cooperate thereafter , n the various significant components that make the whole though itself can function as a natural byproduct of the human species who’s primal, instincts and the urges that complement and compete therein, could also measure the maturation process and significant changes as versus then and now there could be. ofc there’s a strong sense of machinating life with the risk of running out of emotion, strongly placing emphasis on the motions rather than the anticipatory nature of what excites the sense, although there’s very little understanding into the true nature of how emotions tend to serve the larger components of human nature. there’s a correlation with irrational actions and the heightened emotions for isn’t necessary that could be mistook for intuitive response to smth however this is on the basis of rather the animalistic side of human kind that tends to wish to break out of the machinations that can albeit temporarily get one to forget to feel or to infuse a machinated action with the spiritual. which brings to life the experience thus, and combination with presence and allowing oneself to consciously feel in the moment while utilizing the past experience database to coincident calculate what to do next, albeit with the feelings complementing the whole, in a world that demands only the partial to humans for the sanctity of the whole also suggest an intricate balance through it all, with the way of the third.
the intricate nature of human exchange reaches far beyond the five senses. which is why intuitive centres are tended to take interest in some spiritual seekers and none believer alike for the spiritual side of which one can predetermine the effect before a cause has conflicted a sort of a response or reaction allows one’s to recover the easiness of dealing the contradictions that may give way to obscurity. which allows to briefly slow or stop to a halt a given continuity since the uncertainty clause tend to come with higher risk than the ability to know or determine ahead of time even the potentialities which are least likely. for the ease of that which has been more so than the least , offers more variables in terms of the creativity for problems solving with ease due to the nature of germination process , that takes within. in the realm of the invincible exchanges made, perhaps with or without realizing. or the circumstances that permit the ways of such community rooted to a congruent form of structure made, with allowance to a degree of mystery and or obscurity in handling, due to the larger by numbers that depend on the same, as far as the simplification of the coming together of which then produces the most effective reasoning. allows for the furthering of the need of which allows for one’s rather subjectivity to get in the way. which could complement the addition of which, in the coding of problem so living efficiently , include in the mix of the whole and by trial and error to allow for ones own self limits , which could be seen either way. some may be motivated when ur told that there is smth u cannot do. so u must in all effort prove urself even if what ur presented with is not smth u wanna do. ur only motivated bc ur stroked in a way that attributes to ur competitive nature. and the other depends on one’s values and basis of which one might then ask why must one pursue this notion of which is displayed on away that could go either way. and to go all in or not have to bother with. bc one has already established within that one has nothing to prove and or the sort of nature of competition is not in one’s personal interest.
although we are shaped by our environment there is an order of following. which signify a greater impact to influence ratio given by a certain timeline. which also complements the experience bank as well as how well one has done their inner work, the constant repetitive nature of perfecting a type of skill is sort of the management one also perfects as a collect set skill along the way. through trials and errors one is able to distinguish which components need specific attention. given that one has also developed a clear tongue in terms of how to collect and relay the data for language complements both. and hardly can work in partial way otherwise there would be contradictions in what one says and does as well as how one oscillates in terms of one’s opinions about a given task or topic. it’s a lifelong achievement this task of civilizing one’s intuition all the while learning how to align with one’s past present and to determinate a set future that one wishes to keep in constancy of one’s purview, emphasizing the importance that is placed in which component of the whole. usually while the details would be ambiguous. a set core is what holds everything together. the set core would be smth like “i wanna die happy” or “i wanna learn what i came here for “ or even “ i wanna right all my wrongs and do the best i can with what i have “. for these as ambiguous as the path maybe. unless one’s are granted the allowance of imagining the way there as well. as the way appears to the clarity of one’s language as well as diligence or more so loyalty to one’s path are established so that one is congruent at all times in case a ghost from the past or a characteristic flaw flares since these things are occasioned in the presence of a imperfect world. the combination of this inner clarity and the ambiguity of which cloaks the rather pure and clear core, one complements the whole with one’s experience . which is the introspective work of carefully analyzing one’s past efforts to gain clarity of a time that is no longer relevant to which he finds himself at. though there could be similarities , the differences are also there. both of which complement the whole. our reality is response as well as reactive due to its complex inter connections as relations between different and stark objectives and the similarities that are in respect for this is cyclic and there are many patterns found there in. the longer one does about smth the more one develops a specific intuitive approach to that particular task for instance.
thought the world is imperfect. some of its imperfections are resultant due to long term conditioning of its acclimations. and the current traction made. slight variations. differences exist. complete opposites compete with one another. the slices that make up life are folded like pages of a book when flipped everything sort of animates and things of human. nature celebrates, and at other times. there’s greater tensions. wars ensue. and lives are lost in the haze of arguments. for the sake of being right. and ensuring the illusion of me versus u has taken stronghold. the establishment of ruled based systems that could govern the anti thereof such rather. animalistic intuitive reactive , with the background of variables due to diversities and opposite thoughts of mind as well as the history’s own unresolved mysteries. partial story telling, of hyperbolic side-sing where everyone wants to be the protagonist in their story and the antagonist is always someone else. if one must confess one’s sins it’s pinned on the least likely bad thing just so u don’t look too conspicuous or u wanna blend in to the times of transparency act, while retaining a dark side that thinks in the shadows a hiding in plain sight. the more so the persons are experienced in the clear reflection of the whole , even when some of the data cannot be retrieved suggests the storms may come to pas though simple laws that would be inspired from the murkiness of the shared past, could offer simple steps to follow in other to keep the centre of the whole while everything else seems to be in the middle of a storm. this could be predetermined in simple statements such as “ no matter what happens among global citizens. issue may arise we shall never resort to extreme wars to take off another’s life or livelihood or betray the trust we have established where we would always 51 perfect more likely to fix things and face our problems as well as solved them as truthfully as we can than 49 percent mad with fury and wish to destroy everything “. the frustrations are part of human life. someone will brush shoulders with u. briefly u may turn their direction. and there in ur distraction. u run into someone else. now ur excuse could very well be “ i’m the victim here. he hit me in the shoulder and then because he facilitated the start. i now ran into this other guy who’s vex but he should be mad at him not me. because here i had no…” all the while the first offenders background could also be considered to be found to be for example smth like this “ i woke up today and found out my mother is dead. and my work wants me to work two shifts and on my way i briefly lost consciousness drowning in mental debt. unable to reach everywhere as equally with ease. “ as his expression could signify smth foreign is happening to him and briefly he might be “out of all sorts”. but how do we handle these social conundrums concerning more than two people ?
ofc we can not kick people out of the planet. there’s nowhere else to go. so along with the 51 percent consecutive thought and the ahead of timeliness of having done the course work. both individually and collectively. as well as having reflected that in the system functions then the next complementary objectivism is our attitude and conduct. we may wish to think. well today i may be angry. i may respond or react in a hasty way. may or may not correct myself right away. though considering the constancy of self improvements. i may wish to make. i can think of it this way. tomorrow i will cross these same individuals in the streets. some of my community members go to the same grocery store as me. yet others inhabit offices and common spaces where even if i wish to. in a simple efficient way. cannot avoid them. now also to keep in mind the honesty which is key here. since lying would require more energy to upkeep. and which could break us out of the established discipline as well as the continuity of activities in one’s life that run like rivers conjoined together into a stream. so there’s many ways to get to one. however the art of continuing to play the art of elimination as to which is the right thing, the right motive, the right moment, the right action, the right answer, and the right thing in any observable objective, as well as any accompanying thought process which leads to the relativity of developing and completing one’s already done established inner tabs about one’s reality and life in. all it’s glorious continuity, to better efforts oneself with since the continuity of learning smth never also ends that once we may become well familiar established and expertly about a given component may stress us the same urgency of knowing in all other arenas which is a reflection of the ego place since there’s far too many things to get expertly at as much as books to read on earth in one’s lifetime thereby supplementing the art of co dependencies in our true nature , rather than the competitiveness which has its place. a way of life is sort of one’s work in a passion and the artful playful nature of one’s creative urgencies and pays constant attention both to detail and the abstract in full. and much like life, one begins to further dedicate one’s self for the duration of time given by one’s nature. in the same attitude one started out with. as well as in keeping one’s word. never to turn away from such global unity or in the heat of a moment . do smth hasty such as taking one’s own life or delve too deep in pessimistic thoughts that would stun one’s growth leading to a rather living-dead reality where passion has gone amiss. this concludes a multi lateral intuitive attentiveness where one can take one’s lessons learned thus and expertise onto where one can inhabit next in terms of each steps one has to make. perhaps this greater sense of intuitive living is what will efficiate the current discrepancy between the period of death and life where originally the human being is clear. then falls into obscurity whereby creating/partaking in series of infractions which one must clear all the while the once upon a worldly shroud returns one back to originality of that sense of clarity. all the while due to material reality having been dense at timeliness of responses. perhaps a symbolic gesture reflected off the subconscious level due to the discrepancy of the space between one’s death before one’s spawned again. brings us back to start again. what could be imagined next.
the day i was lost. i was looking for smth.
i rushed by the river and said, “wait, i have a question”. but the river was in a hurry. it was just another day in its life after all.” i have to go “ it said. “but i need some self reflection can you pls give. me a moment of peace and maybe, some much needed insight “? the river didn’t budge. it ran on. like how things just don’t wait around. seasons come to pass. new year is right around the corner. things end before they begin. and people leave before u begin to get comfortable and appreciate them. why am i not fitting in? it seems like there’s smth standard here on earth that everyone has got some type of rhythm. but me. for some reason or other, i feel like smth inside is missing. or there’s too much of it. but never the right amount. never the right balance. i called for the river. it said “ok fine. but only two minutes”. i said “that’s enough. more so. than anyone ever could give me”. it asked me “what’s wrong. “ “what’s wrong ? u must already know. don’t u have glimpse into all eternity? ur older than one single life after all. all ur waters come from somewhere. they travel from above and beyond. u have seen things u can’t fathom contain yet ur wisest of them all “, “ah “ the river says. “u are complementing but maybe u have smth to ask from me next. “ “no. if u think i’ll piss in ur waters i wont. i’m not in a hurry. u are”. the river was not taking my jokes kindly. it was in a hurry after all. rushing and thrashing about with great fury to nowhere. but how can i relax when i’m being rushed? it’s like everything is go go go. one after the next. there is no break. there is no place where i can hide myself. maybe forever. i asked the river “how much time the earth has”. the river laughed. then it burst upwards and all its contents came out with it. leaving behind such a huge mess. i asked “was that necessary”. the river said that “all that’s necessary happens in time. in their appropriate placements. though in the thick of might , as u create through it all keep in mind the contribution of which u tend to will change the eventual outcome. eventually”. and then the river was no more. it was gone in a mist. leaving me with all its contents. fish flapping about. and dying. i wondered why it would do such a dramatic leave. i wasn’t asking for that. surely the river must also hate me. most everyone does anyway. it’s such a surprise mu self love survives harsh conditions. and i have begin to doubt into whether if it’s even love and not infatuation like some dogmatic self importance.
but i had no time to hate. everything moves so fast. and yes. i can be frustrated at times. though frustration is hardly ever motivated by such negativity. it’s a reprieve from such if any. what u wanna do is get away from discomfort and pain and move somewhere where there is less of it. maybe eliminate it completely. if there’s any doubt as to what i can do, i know that the real anticipatory reason that i might uphold for such frustrations as they occur occasionally is not baselines in destroying what i might not understand. but rather that i am aware of the nature of hate. what would the river think of such human conditions. it has left me after all. leaving behind all this mess to clean up. i can already see the judging eyes of the bystanders as they size me. “i didn’t do it “. i yell. “yea right” said someone but i can’t tell who or which direction the sound formed. i would rather not associate myself with the raw of humanity. they are confusing and contradicting in and of themselves. sure. this could very well be a negativity thought about into my own psyche. perhaps due to my own inconsistencies in my own behaviour. but i’m usually the exception to the rule in my own story line. it’s always someone else who has done smth or that they are incapable of holding themselves up right or correcting their own faulty behaviour. i mean, just look at what the river has done. as i clean up the mess the parks garbage cans are full of smelly fish now and sea weed and whatever the heck this is. ewww it’s stuck on me. and i feel rather dizzy. what the heck is going on. i am not feeling myself. something seems to be taking over. and i feel this burning itching sensations all over my body. and right at that moment i heard a whisper that also sounded like a distant yell “ i told u not to mess with that which u do not understand “. oh that pesky river. it’s pulling tricks on me and this isn’t the first time so i yelled back “that wasn’t what i asked for and u damn well know it “. the river laughed and then replied with “ listen. ur the one who has all the time in the world to deal with whatever life throws at u. “ by now i was mad “ next time i see u i’ll be sure to piss in u. mark my words”. the river replied “ i cant. i’m fluid remember ?” “but water retains memory so there’s always that “ “ oh so u want me to remember u as a piss stain. fine !”
i was frustrated. i was having such a bad day and the stupid river. all it has to do was give me some clarity and reflection and this is what it does instead ? “why don’t u show urself u coward” but there was no sound. by then i didn’t realize this but i was no longer my former self. “ what have u done to me”. this was not the first time nature screwed me over. i had a tryst with the trees a few years back. i was having some very vital information leak and it was none other than the trees on the backyard that were spying on me. u know they have all these roots that are united underground so not much is secret in the company of trees and it’s very difficult to lie in front of them because of ur grounded feet. but the winter was warm that year. and then there was the time when i was a kid a cloud fell over my head and i couldn’t shake off the shrouded viewpoint about the world. u would think mother nature is kind. and nurturing. but i begin to think it has a vendetta against. human nature but can u blame it ? i already forgot what i was frustrated about. now i got this whole new problem. i am like water. i can’t seem to stretch out my arms. and everything seems rather. , illuminated. smth similar happened to me right around december 12 2012 u know. based on the mayan calendar the world was supposed to end right ? smth like it. anyway. smth did happen them tho. i was in the kitchen right when it happened. we must have gone right thru some dimension. bc there were sparks all over the place. it was so much that everything became bright. but i retained the shape of walls and the counter and the food i was cooking at the time. i had room full of family members. i asked them do u see it too. i was amazed. but they were nonchalant. huh what? see what ? i said never mind. but maybe we had died. or shed smth that was no longer necessary on our journey. and the nature. as full well within its divine right to deny us the right and livelihood to be here is no blame since we have abused it to such an extend that there is no mitigation beyond which we could promise anything worthy. since we are also notorious for making empty promises that we cannot keep.
i don’t know why i’m thinking about this but in somewhere damp and dark. maybe i turned into water and now i’m sleeping thru the grass i can’t see much anymore. but there is smth familiar with this place. i can feel an occasional movement but i’m not sure if i’m the mover or the moved. maybe it’s both. i don’t think i can go on like this forever. there has to be. a stop to this. i’m thinking if it’s some type of hallucinogen it will eventually get weaker and cease. if it’s poison. and i continue to retain my full consciousness then maybe i have. chance to overcome it. maybe it will make me stronger or weaker at the end of it all. i don’t know. i can’t be bothered with what might happen beyond my hypothetical nose right now bc i’m too close to what i think i will never come to know all the while it’s all too familiar with a deeper part of “i”. it’s hard to explain. but i feel like i’ve been here before. and there are all these , epiphanies firing up like fireflies around me. that which i can’t see but somehow know their full presence. much like having imagined a picture of a red delicious apple as someone says close ur eyes and picture this. now i’m becoming accustomed to the dark and the damp. i can call this home if i only stopped. but i keep moving. or it moves i don’t know. but i am now trying to remember at what time did i speak to the river. i’m trying to retrieve my steps back how did i get to the river. what was around me and who. and most importantly. why was i so vexed ? i try super hard but somehow it doesn’t matter now for some reason. and i can’t pinpoint exactly why i feel this way. is it some sort of loss of memory. i have not much left to hold onto. but at the same time i feel bigger and more vast than i ever did before. that much i can tell. it’s about comparing shapes. before here i was a 130 pounds 5 foot 10 man. in his thirties. and now i am vast all encompassing space. fluid. and moving. or moved. or both. and i can’t see. but at the same time everything is illuminated. it’s hard to just be. try it right now. can u not jitter and feel like u have to go somewhere. if u have full stop. and say out of memory u can play freeze frame game or smth where u can self discipline urself to not move a limb. like a corpse on the floor and then right there u can feel the earth move and shift. and ur eyes. like two dark tunnels. ur going somewhere. or nowhere or somewhere in between
i called for the river “ hey. i’m sorry i made u b vex. i don’t know why i said that triggered u to do this to me but it’s been a while. feels like eternity. can it pls now stop? i promise i wont bother u ever again. i just remembered i’m supposed to stop by the store on my way home. to pick up eggs for my mother. she must be so worried by now. and i think i also remember why i was so upset. “ “oh do u know. well. tell me what made u so upset if u know any better because i can tell many a like u come to pass only for ur own benefit u say what is necessary for me to hear. but i don’t need to hear what u want me to hear. “ “i was not exactly upset at the surface feels of which u could say my mom asked smth but i think her asking triggered smth much deeper. but i can’t seem to pinpoint bc it seems to be a place of origin well beyond my age. can u tell? i think i was hoping that u had some of the answers because i can’t seem to bring what i feel into full purview palatable enough to divert into words “ “ah so ur lost and want to be found. well i can’t find u for u. but maybe give u direction where u may find urself thru” “ok river pls don’t take advantage of me right. now i’m quite very vulnerable and well. also bc u change the state i was in. can u pls change me back “. “i can’t do that. once ur going forward u can never go back , and u must now rediscover or uncover or both the path you have been on as well as the contradictions n benefits that u may be affected therein. “ “i don’t understand. u mean this is now how i’ll be ? i don’t wanna be this. this. whatever this is ! i need to go see my mother. she must be so worried. “ “ i can’t help u out of ur situation. child. u must come to realize that some. paths are walked alone. but perhaps in ur case trickled alone. ahhahaha “ “ well that’s uncalled for. i still don’t understand why u must be so rude to me. i understand ur upset about human beings and while i’m one of them. i don’t think i should bear the burden of all of their transgressions. how is that fair “. “ hah child! if u want a fair, go downtown. there might also be a parade. but not here. nature doesn’t work that way. it’s all indifferent to what u individually might recollect in terms of what collection of human related bullshit u come with. to me ur all the same. in fact i have been cleaning after all ur messes for so long. pollution and garbage and complete disregard to what i have to offer for as long and wide as know this planet to be. what do u have to say for urslf ?” “i cant. i only came to ask u for advice and now u took advantage of me for punishment and revenge. i would never think that nature would be revengeful “ “if u think this is bad wait until the end of civilization. “. “ur a hateful river. no wonder why ur fish stank “. and i tried to bring to materializations what i could recollect about my former self. and tried to bring that into reality. i think i popped an arm. but i need my eyes. it’s still very dark. i tried to run to the illuminated reality that replaced my visual world instead. and i ran until we became one.
war is a misplacement.
it’s the remnants of a dark time thru which we came out more discombobulated. given that there are certain pluses in society. it’s no wonder why we may try to convince ourselves a silver lining thru wars but in truth and actuality. there are none.
wars are more destructive than the promise they slogan. wars give into our hearts a certain idealistic conclusion that we must trust a weapon than each other. and that a person could be born evil. wars tend to leave us more depleted than we started out with. in waging wars. we don’t consider the ecological conditions and issues. much like when u wage wars within. and the sort of destruction or the mess u may create interim can easily be wiped clean. as if the outbursts never took place. or u didn’t hurt taya that. or maybe u raised ur hand. we like to do things but get very compartmentalized. much like a focus thru the lens before we snipe someone. u may not see who may snicker behind or what the true nature of th person ur ordered to take out.
we have a history of human development that we don’t fully understand. there is a survival instinct. but it’s misaligned. we think that overcoming our enemy who’s perceived outside of ourselves is a huge payout for what we are trying to achieve but we rule out a few very important components to our overall peace project. because these things are controversial we don’t hear about it either from those who are constant in their destruction of others that peace is hardly present in the lives of those who constantly seek out retribution in this way. it’d no wonder why we cannot denounce wars. bc u don’t wanna be that guy who has done it. and now ur the only one with blood in ur hands. perhaps misery does love company. so is with taking up the notion that as long as ur not alone in it, and there are others who are also doing bad things maybe even worse than urs if u can find such calculations of which is which , that should suffice but this same is true with collective delusions.
just because many of us feel like wars cannot be stopped doesn’t mean we should stop trying. the avenue of making excuse that wars have any essentiality is the same as assuming that rape is natural. it’s just a byproduct of someone who’s weakened senses and maybe their general diaspora to their own life quality is replaced by seeking pursuit of immediate gratification to mask up their otherwise lack of satisfaction with being alone but they r also too chicken shit to just end their life and other. so it’s sort of a limbo. not that i am promoting death of a person but if we were to choose out of misery of someone who’s full of self hate who destroys others to distract themselves for a brief pleasure and one where they just put themselves out of misery i would choose the latter. bc it’s less harmful.
wars are strongly resembling of what the sins would do to a person. u get avarice. lust. anger. u get pride. a mental confabulation that places too much self importance over and above others while being inferior towards others suggest that sins are not isolated here. they can mix and match and create myriad of side effects to those who preform them as well as those who maybe stay the receiving end of such services .
take rape for instance. a man can make ur diver and say it’s deserved to rape a child or a woman. he may say they may not go to heaven if we do this. so it’s ok that we permit ourselves to do this. or as a war weapon. it’s ok. bc things are bad. and rape. much like any war weapon can easily be deployed with little to no responsibly for the doer. war is acceptable after all. it’s permitted by the very governance that makes the systems n thereby ur potential within it possible. when someone who is revered say we are recruiting. u will pay heed bc foremost u trust that person who’s in charge of smth as essential as the systems u are seems and maybe conditioned to strongly believe in and depend on for ur sustenance.
we maybe convinced that wars have anything good come out of them. we may strongly antagonize others we hear about in the news or from entertainment or books. both fictional and no fictional performances offer us glimpses into the very exchange of historical contexts coming alive before us as well as in our minds eye and the very hearts that we denote on in terms of our psycho spiritual evolution and the many inspirations that guide our actions. thereby shaping our lives.
but the opposite is very much true. surely in the past we all knew of how brute we needed to be to take charted lands or unclaimed objectives of others just bc they didn’t realize or proclaim this is the kingdom of so and so. a soft permitting into commonalities were seen. as weakness that needed to be taken over. we assumed that in order to succeed in e need to supersede each other and control others behaviours for the best outcome. but how can anyone take on such a huge task. we have history of such arising followed by a strong breakdown. not that this will repeat in the same way it has demonstrated in the past. but maybe it’s bc this time it (fate of all) depends on the demise of all. sparing no one in the end. if we don’t immediately change our ways.
i’m not trying to scare u or get u to do anything g u haven’t met inside. the idea here is to each their own. while we continue to go by the strong impulses of the systemic (miss) guidance. on how to achieve a worldwide prosperity as well as what is the assimilated global peace as well as what success truly means because we haven’t fully come to a complete realization of who we are. we don’t know what a true human nature is. we have ideas of such. no wonder why we oscillate between animalistic urges and our human developed senses that make us feel a bit more aristocratic. or socially adept. or maybe even a higher class status. the appropriation of civility contradicts the animalistic urges. thereby forcing us at high times to contradict our behaviours and our words instead.
i would say for instance the end of wars was evident when we decided to unify via economy and trade. as well as political discourse. though. after such dark times aka terrible costly wars which not only destroyed the ones who pursued it (alive or dead at the end doesn’t matter ) the ecology with it ( the world is quite permitting but how long, and just bc we clean up well in the after math of such destruction doesn’t mean things didn’t happen. we just choose not to dwell on the higher cost of ethics to our environment when we embark on such things bc in our minds we tend to calculate a higher price ticket on what we will gain which is selfish. runs on greed. is two sins combined – particularly lying to self and pride which is self importance and thus leading the ones who do it to selfish and dogmatic approach in taking advantage of others in their actualizing of their personal plans ) and this goes without saying that the impurities of past wars are in our hearts and minds still
its true that lessons dont truly go away till we learn them. but the way this works is not how we can perceive things in our human intellect. for our thought process is relevant to the truths and are part of a whole the rarity that they could signify the entirety of smth is very rare. and if ur ever in that position u wouldn’t be in the directive of political propagation, economic unethical business conduct, as well as faulty or advantageous trade ordeals. the two cannot exist. surely u might get glimpses into the whole of reality as they are self evident in nature and is available for all who are willing to pursue a life of self excellency free from sinful actions and (miss) deeds that are rather advantageous.
ofc when the air is angry it’s turning onto a haelstorm . and within this hael storm is a very strong message. usually bc we are contradictory in our vulnerable human nature, we tend to perceive this haelstorm as a threat as opposed to what it truly is : a message in direct correspondence to our individualistic and thereby whole human behaviour. and because we are very vulnerable. which is a contradiction to our posturing. we take this threat as a “no way in hell are u talking to me like this and i’m gonna go ahead and stop u”. though unlike other men of similar strature, winds is no match to human might. for u might like to alter it. but it’s very much like a clear conscience.
u might tell urself a lie over and over. but it won’t make it right. u might recruit as many people and have them appropriate ur lie and delusion , make an entire city of delusion , create a facade reality that’s alternative to what is true and real, and much like a blankets. shrouds over every corner of truth. and it still wouldn’t be enough to stop what’s coming. bc nature is part of our overall communion. in fact it’s very much ur home. much like ur relationships between ur body and soul. ur body soul is in relationship with the whole of the world that’s in relationship with the solar system that’s in relationship with all others within this galaxy which is in relationship with the space around not which is also supporting all other galaxies. everywhere. makes u feel insignificant doesn’t it. maybe that’s what causes such frustrations.
and that’s ok too. but the correct alignment matters here. for example. if u misplace ur frustrations. u can easily project ur inconsistencies onto unsuspecting others who then might get inspired. to do similar. in one way or other. we aren’t machines per se. that’s a war machine speak. take orders. think nothing of urself. ur stoic. u have no emotions only so that u can. achieve greater warfare towards others. top that with the greater misalignment on systemic malfunction where people predominately do things for money than their dharmic calling.
now u have politicians who were not in their heart of hearts well put in their dharmic pursuit , u have many soldiers who do it for the money bc their upbringing fro poverty suggests no other choice or alternative. we are musicians. birthers. doctors nurses. we are engineers. dreamers for greater days but there is no avenue to exasperate our frustrations just so we too can break free from the daunting mould of what makes us human. all this constrictions.
and again don’t lose heart bc the history is that dark. u can compare by numbers. we had ten billion people pass thru these blood soaked lands. but only a few hundred million died at wars or smth like that. it’s ok man. u gotta break a few eggs to make an omelette. but who gets to decide on a full blown chicken shit. i mean in a way. we are trying to cover up the past perturberances of historical atrocities by making excuse for smth that’s completely inexcusable. bc the contradiction is in its narrow. on one hand u condemn and indivisible for killing another. on the other. u permit a whole ass youth group to be recruited for smth u failed on ur politics toward. now we can make the discussion that at some point wars served. maybe smth.
maybe we had to stop smth that lost control. like the major son called anger and avarice. the combination of both is quite deadly indeed. bc one loses sight of realty for a moment and it takes one moment for things to get really that bad. our vulnerability has us that we are both resilient by nature but also at the same time our existence is quite very precarious. it’s the discrepancy between feeling ur body right now. maybe ur back hurts maybe ur developing a headache and we how it is if u don’t take a pain killer to when we zoom
way out in to space and see galaxies coexisting in the still silence of empty nothing of dark and rather nauseatingly huge space. a human being has smth called discipline. self control. awareness. presence, ability to make choices. aka willpower bc then u will smth. but most often than not. another sin might have our minds. rather in a bunch. that u may convince urself this is what good or whoever u worshipped that wills it. why would a god be wrathful? is it bc u mistook a message that was in the air for everyone ?
for u. the doer. it went smth like a calm remedy to prevent furthering it. and to the ones it’s done to. a remedy to quell the suffer big. now for the one who did it. u might mistake this as confirmation or acknowledgement on ur gods part that ur actions are supported. and maybe. if u don’t wanna feel blame, u can say god willed it which in delusional way gives u a sense that u are exempt from any responsibly for change and or reparations.
for the ones this is done to the messsge can be mistaken too. they might seize the opportunity next time in their entanglement or wish ill of u or let their hearts harden to fill with hate so that at the next opportunity if it’s not u it’s someone else who may be at the receiving end of their transgressions albeit willed by god or maybe this is how things get equalized. again these are limited thoughts bc they are remnants of a dark time. we have economy. trade and polticia but they are heavily saturated by histories remnants bc we have this great misalignment betwen our dharma and how money is utilized generally on our lives let alone there is eight billion people on earth.
bc systems are not at their top tier. not all info reaches everyone the same. let alone not every life is lived. the same. where u have some allowance to invest in urself. in ur spirituality. and ur dharmic path. so now on. top of everything we are also faced with separatism. gods message could very well be to unify. but we miss it. bc we are identifying with the winds message as bad. and anything that’s bad must be denied. squashed or covered up. even on our history. not everything is directed honestly. bc if they did they would have felt some degree of shame. this means that our baseline can already tell right from wrong.
when all is one
two is better than one
and while many complement the two
all is what makes one
bear it they said it will pass
what if i don’t wanna be strong anymore ? it gets old after some time has passed. on constant whirring and wizzing about . getting to start over. once it’s over. and start again after that. and by now. if you must wonder, i would be superhuman because. and that’s just me. wonder if we all really actually got strong after our stiffening affairs. there would no longer be any problems our wounds would heal much faster we would never get sick and treat each other kinder. all kinds of things would happen that’s not what we see things as they are. ofc i also thought about it. maybe we are still in the gestation period. so then one must bear it before one’s got all the right components. all the components require nutriments to properly grow. and then ur think about whether if there are any issues with the weather. bc it fees our soul. the very thing about change is that things shift ebb and flow. but why can’t we get stronger than our former self and become a bit more. well. i did see that and ahead of time i was able to make the correct choices before i caved into a great other dismay. u might say this is some type of doubt. maybe it is. i can sit here and dwell in all kinds of negativities. if i wanted to but that’s such a waste of time. only that we must see both sides of the coin before we flip it and be prepared for either outcome even tho we may wish well and mean well. in fact this wish making is like holding a feather in between ur fingers. the very act of wishing well is that u may anticipate what needs to happen , not what u wish to happen even tho it could very well be smth u wish for.
i don’t think cycles are that bad. actually. cycles give us patterns give us some type of oversight gives us the ability to see ahead of time because then our guessing game would be too notch, ofc ur not assuming per se but at the end of the day everything comes to a fifty fifty. u could be half right with ur overzealous assumption. and u could also be quite wrong. say. and here is where we start over. no matter how hard i try with patters. i have also discovered that some can be altered. knowing the difference between that which u can control and change and that which u can’t is great wisdom. knowing where to apply it is even greater. but patters depend on other things as well and that’s like how weather patterns differ in different parts of the world. to some extend it’s said that a fully realized being can grow flowers and give life to dying plants. again i wonder. how realized must we become that the earth never dies. the great mysteries of the life that we are part of. and it’s occasional miracles. are but lies because i believe them although it makes me wonder what would be the next period where a next one would follow or unfold. perhaps this time we as human kind would be a bit more kinder into things that are different and maybe even out of ordinary. because we do have tendency to rule out anything that’s out of cyclic existence. and it’s within the discrepancy that we don’t exactly live in truth and in spirit that our external conditions sometimes have us oscillate between different objectives where . we might be fully convinced that we are a matter of soul and. have all the space stuff inside, and then go out there n throw it all away bc we got angry.
not all anger is created equal either. much like people they have their disguises. sinister in places where u might not ever notice no matter how u have a high radar. things change they improve. so is with other way. with strategies based on by cycles and patterns. we learn about the experience intern and then take out what does not fit the mould of which we wish to take shape. ofc there’s a thing called transference too at that but not many folks do understnd what that means. me included but if i were to ever have to express it. someone could take advantage of ur suffering bc say ur suffering is caused from ur environment but they work for the environment or the companies that poison the environment so but they also want to use u for smth bc recruitment is also quite very strong in this earth place so they will observe u for a while and try to find some pitfalls in ur theory of logic or ur experience and then to juxtapose ur transgressions resulting from one thing ( aka decline of ur heath for instance ) and then pin it on a person whom u might have had disagreements with. (for example there’s been talks during my youth about other people my age group stating their life would be different based on by their condition of parents and while this is true, the areas of interest almost always was directed at the parents and not the system or the economy or what happened like wars and illnesses and the other is that u get sick due to ur experience and what u feel n think,
but these have counter arguments and they are quite valid, from disabled communities on body and healing to nowadays we know a lot more about our reality. but there seems to be smth that’s still off. and almost threatening. perhaps the underlying is retained but it just changes on the exterior. – much on that later ) so then u may discover the feeling is true. ur then project of the image thru reality that u must associate meaning has been delusional bc it’s not the one of the original issue but one that bounces off the wall or like a prism and then creates and entirely different effect. here the issue isn’t that there are not similarities between experiences in terms of feeling. i often wonder if we feel the same about same experiences even. and here folks also tend to exhaust themselves bc one issue. aka. a person u know well who u may accidentally use as a scapegoat works very intimately bc of ur knowledge of them. but ur associative real tooth to ur pain about the environment and systems are not that personal so bc u feel rather foreign or not so direct that u may disposition ur rather personal feelings ( which in example we discuss on health so that’s actually quite personal especially when it’s avoidable ) into smth that’s actually not personal but has the illusion of personal due to their relativity to u. ans u try to heal urself by bashing another u think needs to receive ur transgressions bc in truths it’s not the act of anger or vex that u seek. ur seeking help. say ur health is compromised as in this example. it’s no wonder why ur out of whack. but even if u were to get glimpses of a fact and we do at times. these are available for all. so is the room where magician does his trick.
someone could take the same feeling but have an entirely different route of a connection to a overall picture that’s entirely different than yours. the chances of that happening is evidently clear. u have both similarities and differences and say if u were also unaware of ur spiritual disposition where u have elements of jealousy or anger or something else. u could connect these false dots and come up with a totally different end to ur narrative. whereas the issues to ur problems and maybe health is rather systematic. u then end up finding. a scapegoat to fill the hole bc ur revering the same systems that are trying to kill u. or use u for their advantage. but the issue is worse bc it’s not just ur world and it’s not just u in the world also. ur just one of the players. so the way things unfold. sometimes ur the winner. sometimes ur the winned over. and the longer ur kept based on by ur user ability that ur used for smth ur not aware of. that ur interaction with ur scapegoat could linger longer and in their universe. something similar is going. on too bc juxtaposing correct memory with a alternate or false one is the very act of deception. magicians do it. they do one thing to get u distracted or know general patters of blind spots on human focus and use it quite succinctly at that. maybe it’s bc we get bored that we like to play god with each other. in a good way when our god reflection is kind charitable. healing. compassionate and altruistic ( new ideas are born here. so lots of inspirations ) then it’s all well. everything feels fine. and warm. and kind. ur extending ur energy much like a candle and lighting others and u expect nothing back bc it’s the same energy. the very act that the energy gets simplified is gift itself. bc it also uplifts u along the way.
and when our god reflection is unkind. unforgiving. angry. hateful maybe revengeful what does that mean ? we hear about gods all the time. we hear one god. and we hear two gods competing agaisnt each other. the we get these gods that r characteristics. like ones that are wrathful. and others who eat ur bowels. yet there are others who have their own specific skill set. what does it mean when we reach bardo’s and face these gods. do we think even these gods are just own fraction of the whole bc they are hyper focused on one part of reality ? or action or mode or method that’s been. normalized ? and we try to trick the system . we say when it’s my turn and i get in front of this wrathful god ( and i might know why i would get there if i’m already calculating it ) i’m gonna trick him. i’m gonna call him by his name and he’s gonna evaporate or i’m gonna do this super mind trick where people do at lie detector tests ? yea so i know i can do this. and yada yada but this is a very huge risk bc it could go fifty fifty. i mean good for u if u get it right but what happens if ur wrong. now u got the wrathful god offended on top of why he might be vex with u. mind u this isn’t even the biggest god just one of its compartments. or urs bc we are one. but why must u go thru with the fire still now that’s the thing let’s get back to the last parenthesis. bc we know deep inside but before we start we think it’s too late just bc smth happened. we give up before trying. and in our trying is too hard bc when we do wrong it’s like going the wrong way and u must steer away from it initially and that itself exerts took much power. this is same if ur traumatized or ur the source of trauma. most often it’s both. we brush shoulders with others n someone comes and steps on our toes.
sometimes
the art of waiting is like u being expected to hold ur breath under water for an undetermined amount of time. and when something goes wrong. like u blew up one of ur veins in ur brain or ur heart in sudden stop, u would be put to the stand , well didn’t u know u were supposed to swim ashore? well no u told me to wait. but where is the writing. in my minds eye. u said, i say many things. it doesn’t matter what is at. this is common sense ! human beings aren’t made to live under water. ok. if that’s ur claim then explain me this. many people live under water all the time , if water is the constancy of anxious feels follows by doubt and the immediacy of wanting to do smth. bc it’s urgent. but inability to do so. well. silence. now i guess this is where we make our personal bubble under water. do u believe that we evolved tom such grounds? ofc excluding ur mothers womb. that is. do not involve my mother into this conversation! u have no ground. well. literally as i am barely keeping my head above water. the lack of ground is the correct definition. but he froze mid sentence. as if. everything came to a stand still. i said hello? sir? pls help me. i’m barely making it so very damn day. i feel like my breaths is limited in this lifetime. hello? no. there is a glitch in the reality. everything has halted. not a bird flies outside the window of his office. my feet are on the ground. sure. metaphorical speech is fun and nice but what do u call this sudden stop? maybe i died. maybe everything g has long ceased to exist and no one bothered to tell me about it. like i was so busy falling behind that by the time i got to catch up with anyone. anyone at all , life as we know it has ceased to breathe. and this is the remnants of an illusion. pieces together by my fragmented past. i say one more time “SOR PLEASE THIS IS WUITE UEGENT I REALLY HAVE A PLACE TO BE AFTER HERE CAN YOU PLEASE HEEEEEEEELLLLL” and at that point all hell broke lose and the whole viewpoint as i knew it to be shattered to pieces.
as the pieces of my realty fragmented. and feel at my feet. i realized how thin the veneer was. bc aside from being surrounded by a dome of blue sky or night sky. depending on what time the measly clock tells u , and the buildings and the 3 d aspect of the perfect world we inhabit that takes that much space, when all is shattered they actually take up much less space. u might wonder what takes its place when everything is broken. but i had no worries about such qualm . my eyes filled me once after all. what difference does it make to determine why things look like now. imagine space. imagine water. white backdrop like ur in the movie matrix i don’t care. ur a free thinker after all. the way u wish to covey ur reality is urs alone. ofc there are some rules and laws to follow. but to each their own at the end of the day. or week or month or the course of ur entire fuckin life. i feel like i died. but this wouldn’t be the first time. i have died plenty of times before. i’m not a stranger to these places. if u can call it that. i’m so popular in this realm that everyone knows me. oh here she is again. doing that thing. being that being. bringing up the non logic in places where anything goes. but this isn’t about me. in the fragment of my own personal universe. the i doesn’t exist. the i is an ideation of what’s near and dear to me. strongly touching me in places where didn’t exist. slowly altering my consciousness and changing my shape in reality. i do not exist. i am just a part of all and everything that complements the whole if not contradict in its parts. i don’t know why something like me would even exist. we are most often than not born to die. most many a people came and gone thru these places are said to be versions of this non personal i. are we in competition ? but. there’s a strong contradiction in the way things evolve. since , we must at all times be expected to give the best we got. but then there is the art of plagiarism. someone can well easily take ur answer key and apply it to their multi functionaries and get access to the next realm which was more aligned with ur own destiny and disposition.
but if it’s me. in a different realm. a different version that is. and say. bc they are plagiarizing and appropriating my associative life to gain access in laziest that were designed specifically for me, then does that mean we are entangled in some way? if that’s true. can i influence their course of actions and their end results all the way from here. ah so. one can only play with such ideals but let me move out of the way of these sharp edges of what used to be. they could really cause a deep cut. and make me bleed out in the middle of nowhere. nowhere ! i am here but i do not recognize my surroundings. everything went into complete silence. i wish to find some relative grounds again. i don’t like it here at all. it’s damp and dark. and it’s quite very lonely. it makes me wanna scream out loud or cry but then again, i can’t even feel, the feelings that i used to be so strongly associated with are gone. i have what appears to be smth. a bit more , comprehensive than it. i know that it’s taking the place of the feelings bc it’s where i see it. but it’s not feelings as i knew them to be. they are more evolved and whole. so the crying at thai time seems rather minuscule next to all the others that itself contains. i guess i could say that. even when there are no borders or lines to what i wish to convey. that’s what makes it so difficult to articulate. or more so translate. why do we even make sense of things. why can’t we just be. and live inthe flux like this ai a vacuum of smth. i would not have to bother whether i’m above or beyond or behind or ahead or looking in any particular direction. i may as well just float. and enjoy the abyss that is the gamut of my life. dipping my fingers in its mysteries and get to know better the unknowable. it’s a these feelings expanse. much like the real non i, it can’t be contained . it’s everywhere and nowhere at once. i’m afraid. the next step. although invincible. seems rather risqué. i have now collected all the parts of my container history. i put them in my back pack. soon the sun will rise and there wi be a whole new grounds to stand on but i know this too shall pass.
ow ow ow someone said something it’s coming from my backpack. could u please not? i ask who’s there and they say. i cannot tell you who i am bc i am still in the discovery of that myself but can u please take me out of here. there’s a sharp thing liking at my innards. oh i’m sorry. i took my backpack off and dumped the contents on now illuminated grounds. it must be time. i am gonna be born anew but what the heck is this ? ah so. it’s another version of me. i’m sorry. i didn’t see u there but ur face seems starkly familiar. isn’t it funny that we hardly ever value things on time? in the now. only i. hindsight when we do loom back and say wow. i really didn’t notice the whole of that. o was lost in its parts. if this side versus that and it’s no wonder why i felt frustrated at the rather constricting nature of. what’s wrong is opposite of mind expanse. i said again. listen. ur another version of me. i’m only trying to determine which. who are u again?? they said that they used to cry a lot and that they were reasonable for creating g the nile river. THE nile river? i proclaimed . yes. they said. i knew that was kind of a big deal. for the river offered so much support for the locals around the area. they used the water to wash up and feed their families and grow crops and build buildings and so much more. i said what more can the water be used tho in my head besides the obvious like an ignorant fool i heard that it responded. by then it was shaping itself back by putting its pieces together right before my eyes and the sun shone brighter than before. i was in love. what. who. are u. they said i am another version of u silly. i came from the water. the very nile that gave birth to all. well. u said that i was being ignorant on something can u elaborate ? well not a mind can fully conceptualize the origin of man from his humanistic purview. which is what causes him so much suffering. so he casts a part of his self and projects godliness on this abstract entity. do u think man is divorced from god because he’s rather vex to be on earth? i wouldn’t really know. all i know is that he’s here bc he did smth in an alternate place. do u think it was good or bad ? those are arbitrary meanings man places to identify itself. if u believe smth is bad then that will influence ur experience. if u believe that’s good that will influence ur experience. both are arbitrary bc man is arbitrary in his senses that he tend to compartmentize and organize his reason but fails for form strong connection to see the whole thing in the works. that’s why he ends up contradicting himself and when he feels contented. he projects the blame elsewhere. even god. bc he cannot fathom carry the burden of his own creations must if it does in deed cause suffering in others. which precisely includes himself bc he is one.
but the good and bad in nature has far superseded man in his personal endeavours on life. bc the systems that he did are now older than his current life that he cannot get him recall exactly why he made such connections. perhaps he made an exception of himself in his exploration and expedition to such assuming that he’s above and beyond all erode and that he wouldn’t ever have to return to be at the rede in fend of such let alone even if he was to add to his calculations that he could return , that he would rely on the forgetfulness and roll the dice unlike god , only to act or pretend to be surprise when shit hits the fan bc again it’s hard to take responsibly for such things when ur so many people all at once. listen i really like to continue to talk to u but i must find the daytime offices because i’m having some issues with water. u can call it water damage or something like that. i need it to be rectified because the longer this linger do the heavier things get. did u know that water can be very heavy ? and we aren’t really well equipped to counter it. i t rots things overtime. causes all kinds of instabilities and electrical impulses at that things tend to short circuit and then cause some type of shock . it’s not pleasant at all. please. i need to leave. ok she says. i can now see that it’s a woman. she’s just standing there like she has nowhere else to. listen lady i don’t know who u are other than the text that u remind me of a familiar place in which i might have been and the probabilities of that happening bus much higher than i might have originally thought. i am a man. or a person or smth. but i tend to dwell on the part of my nothingness. or non existence just so i’m not allowing myself to let this experience condition me do hard that when the time comes and i must say goodbye. as these things would go. i wouldn’t have too much trouble coming out of it all does that make sense ? she nods but doesn’t say anything. her piercing eyes are looking into me. and they see smth and i know what they see but i’m not wiling to see it myself. i refuse to. pls don’t make me look. i cannot. do u know human beings are contradictory in nature. they must be dissociated at all times so that when death comes at their door they can aptly let go. but then they do this stupid thing called falling in. love which is built on loyalty and attachment. go figure. she turns away from me on her way out. but then she looks over her shoulder and utter these words. love hen true is far from attachment my dear i dot think u loved just yet but keep going.
we all have them.
the sides of us others rejected. the ones where we erred. and now in looking back we cringe like a crinkled paper at the sight of them. we all have the far side. the ones that are completely stunted in their growth ( hopefully) like malignant cells before they get cancerous. a compete removal is possible only in that we end up purifying what might have been contaminated. more so. if things got so bad, perhaps a complete isolation for a while till get we get to the root of the problem is essential. but not necessary so long as it’s under some type of control where there is nothing more adding onto whatever it caused. it’s essential to make friends with it if ur gets ur language. to develop the language u gotta be trustworthy. it’s like someone who’s being questioned about their motives. whether if they mean well or do wrong. but ofc. in todays world we have no chill. when u see someone. do smth stupid online (a video) u go aha. someone is stupider than me. phew. i thought i was the only one. it feels great if u can use this in a compassionate way. what have u done to ur “worst “ that suggests this say, maybe there’s a way to form the bridge between u and urself in a loving way that u might naturally bend this way at the sight of others personal discrepancies. no matter how stupid or dumb.
i think there is a reason why we have these “ troubles”. part of it might be an attribute to ur karma. the others to the karma overall. maybe u have some beef with others. and in some other instances. we need to extract the exact occurrence. now. if things were in some sort of a flux and accidents were just that. accidental. then there would be some linear co development to the problems. that we face in terms of our solutions. but this isn’t that world. we have a to. of stuff that gets done “ahead of time “ long before the execution that it’s hard to say well what if we were to forgive those who erred but now they will be much standardized . almost as if they will get weaponized. u can purposely do evil and then say sorry or act a fool or pretend u didn’t know. it too happens. infect it might have already happened. albeit we might know. albeit we might do it without knowing and in looking back we might connect the dots and say we didn’t know bc it fits the story of what we wish to put forth. that too happens. now do u think that’s someone’s inner monster who has become so civilized. do colonized so standardized it can wear a suit and tie and pass as lovely? or a dress up and all decked and ready to go bc in addition to all that, the non linearity of things , what we have is that we go by appearances. what appears as kind isn’t always so and not all outbursts means bad. to tell the difference is a real puzzle. bc what we also try to do is what’s next
to simply what’s complex is a human genius. we love and thrive on efficiency . we like problem so living. we also love doing things with love. when we love and help others and this also includes ur self and ur own turf ( bc who u are alone and what u do when nobody is looking is just as essential and impactful as when u conduct urself in a appropriate way among others ) all of which brings us to nice good warm fuzzy healing feeling and energy that’s robust and youthful. we feel more uplifted. and lighter as we travel. our jody movements are less rigid and more clinics. our thought processes run like a continuous flow of a river that is brimming with life. that’s like ur blood. right ? bc everything is connected to everything else. what would be the true meaning of living consciously and in full presence at all times. even when ur doing introspective research u got one foot in the moment of now. bc ur perceiving things from ur current accomplishes thought process. that’s why things seem easier in hindsight and no wonder why some things are cringe. thank god. it’s like an inner mirror for ur soul. and it’s ok that we fess up. it’d not the end of the world. especially when things can be corrected. and we can learn from things as honestly as we can. sometimes u may feel short. u can’t help it. things don’t match up. no matter what u do or try u keep repeating the same old mistakes that too is ok. maybe u bit more than u can chew. then lighten ur load. slow down quiet it. so u can hear urself better.
and it’s these simple little things that we continue to do daily that add up. and gain their own momentum. the more you do the better it gets. sometimes right away incrementally u can see results other things it won’t make a dent until some time has passed and one morning u wake up brand few. ofc the idea of change isn’t to leave behind an old version and pretend it never happened. that’s not possible. it’s in ur dna. in the cosmic memory bank of where everything resonates. the only way we can improve things is to change what was. not deny or pretend it never happened. correcting our behaviour is so so important bc sometimes that’s all it takes. if u can save the relationships that may be impacted that’s great too. paying back helps. and where u can help also makes things better. and here bc things r not linear. someone may take advantage of ur apology and want more and drag things on and best the dead horse until it’s corpse makes a big stink and that too happens but to each their own right ? at some point u gotta cut ur losses too and let things go so that u can move i ur own journey. u can apologize and make things right and do all that u can do but if someone is not receptive to accept that, or be willing to let go. or hold u in limbo. so they don’t accept ur apology but they dont tell u how u can make things any better. that too is draining it’s toxic. u can wish them well and let things go for both ur sakes. perhaps they need time to come to their own realizations and ur not in change of their destiny. ur in change of urs. u can’t walk ur path while also waking theirs for them.
people often worry about it the rules. more so than how they feel and their intuitive centres an s what’s in their heart and their soul plan. this is a mistake inna way bc we are too apprehensive about making errors of our own especially bc we all have personal track record of errors that we walk on the cautious side. sometimes this caution is too extreme too. we become too sterile where no germination takes place. to risk a l it for bit of our comfort zone allows us the necessary friction for growth. but ofc. we gotta be in charge of what we want argue . do u wanna grow a constant argumentative atmosphere. one that respects others. one that keeps one self in check. one that cultivated communities and love based on compassionate exchanges or do u wanna grow ur inner monster who tries to pass as smth it’s not. it’s appropriating u as someone nice and kind it lies and says that it love meanwhile all it cares is for itself. it’s own outcome. monsters, when they tore they can be insidious. much like the ego that can get out of hand and the bigger the monster the harder the period of time of personal difficulties that one may face. such as community who may confront them. or loved ones who may briefly leave them be , ofc not abandoning them. unless that’s what’s necessary but i would say context is key here. i wouldn’t go for total abandonment bc i have experience don myriad of forms and while i don’t talk to my immediate family i would never suggest others to do the same. it’s nice to have a family and friends to rely on. we depend on others as much as others may depend on us not single one if us can ever truly exist as a stand alone. being in community and love with others is a human nature n attribute to our general health. it builds a spiritual immunity for us to also share the right way to behave. bc we learn by what we see. usually words are nice. they can generate feeling and maybe perk up our minds. inspire us and stuff. and other times it allows us to make our own inner bullet point of steps we wanna take , to determine the validity of smth. but the actions do speak louder in terms of human nature. although this maybe true. both can coexist in the tens of improving the condition and quality of both so that we have happy healthy wholesome lives and our inner monsters can serve as a wisdom place that can make life easier for others so that we can break free fro. repeating the same old mistakes and or be stuck in society’s limbo.
why do anything
if it leads me here. why bother to create if there is soon to be destruction to follow. why be positive when things come down, everything felt here at my feet like ruins of some ancient time that is both resonant to a truth and a fact, as well as strange like i have misplaced memories of the whole thing. why bother if all u do in the end is to bother the regularities of life where everyone seems well put, has it all figured out, and are on a journey that makes sense , the normalities that possess , the accuracies in anything but distress. almost as if the life that flows through is effortless but when i do it. it’s a traffic jam, an accident that was waiting to happen, a disaster far greater than the purpose of being here, always. it’s me. always it’s the wrongs that i see, the reality that is. unfolding before my very senses comes to shake. like the tectonic plates that shake. or the family of a broken yesteryears where mom and dad couldn’t keep it together for the sake of their kids. then i wonder if love is real. it’s nice in story books , lovely to the senses but offends those who embark on the journey. people get together only to come apart, proposes are made only to walk all over them. and love leads you to your eventual place, at the court house when’re your go all in, blood for blood, what happened to till death do us apart ? is this what dying while alive feels like? is this what afterlife is made of? at the courts in self defence mode, trying to figure out what’s of the man’s world. how does one about play this game. i’m stranger to these things. i never even had to really sit down and think what it means to be in the position of its either you or me. but where both can’t coexist in this same reality where we may both be right. no. being right against ur opponent is the art of the game after all. if you must ever find urself in front of the judge the last thing u wanna do is show mercy to the enemy. bc he will take every chance to bury u as if he needed another chance to have at it. ur here for that after all. remember ?
sometimes life feels like a jail sentence. you depend on so much outside of urself. but yourself. the younger version of you full with dreams and hopes is still there. but she just watches in silent. for the hour of transition night very well be here. you might like to think perhaps i have more time to waste. i have more time to take a chance at what’s failed. over and over i may try this mental path, the world is savage , in all its essences where we have an idealistic place that’s all in everyone’s minds, the perfect story as it may or may not be bestowed upon u at any time of ur life, at any stage , but most come only close enough yet falther eventually away like leaves on a tree. not much of it is evergreen but the very nature of if someone didn’t get what they wanted. that you would stand right there. staring at ur reflection in the irises of the person who determines the rest of ur fate. u may be driven by faith but life does not wait to see what you’re in for, for everything must go by in a standard pace. your words in carefully selected order may dissect and maybe direct the ongoings of the situations unfold, but still. one wrong word and it’s over, u may stand there and try to retrace ur steps backwards but u can’t. the only way is forward. and the judge and ur ex would take full advantage of the rather preconceived notions posing as intuitive thought. why yes. i have a hunch. but it could be my own historical triggered senses. maybe i don’t like women of that sort. if u ended up here. u might be wrong. if ur against me. u might as well be crazy. well deserved. but in looking at the world. man made world. could a woman ever make the argument. a case against man and his strong “intuition” that he know a full when of what he creates ? this is not a gender differences speak. it’s basic psychology. some are just very great at hiding it. they walk with their pains. their notions set like ducks in a row. ready to be deployed. why yes. i’m renowned. everyone respects my point of view because. i have spoken to people like you. whereas where have you. been this whole time, perhaps. you should have never crossed that line.
ah but ofc we all speak of wars but when it comes to do our part. chicken out. it’s not easy to wage the wars we think are aptly just in our minds. or perhaps. i can get too frivolous with my words. expressive by nature. where it’s all that i got. i would expect others to see what is. what do i even have to work with to deploy myself in the art of war. that is. my ability to carry myself thru the storms of life. what ever reality throws my way. i am strongly dependents after all i know what happens to women like me. they are thrown away like garbage. like second hand clothing that no one would bother to do with. someone who is only good to do the type of jobs that no one else would like to do. and in a collective effort to justify the effort of those who arrive at such conclusions. they would make the standard logic. that u did this to urself. that if u find urself here u must have done smth to deserve it and i my dear i really wish that karma was that accurate bc if it was do u think we would oscillate in the demonic perturbations of capitalist non logic? ofc not. what about wars that run at large. u think that bc u lost ur cool and yelled at ur kid that ur punishment is justifiable when strong willed man. drop bombs on unsuspecting shmucks children head ? u think that just bc u fell out of love with ur dear husband , and started seeking love elsewhere. bc for god sake i deserve love too i’m not just piece of furniture who is manufactured in standard. just to be told what to do when. and how and then shut ur motive bc women make too much noise generally? to add to that. i haven’t had a girlfriend in well over a decade. it’s been way too long but what beats the sad truth is that it could be worse. imagine ur keeping people around who put u second. it’s no wonder women don’t know how to get along. they have been servants to men while putting their humanistic nee second for too long and now they r lost in a silent conundrum of their own allowance. to add to that, science does not cater to women’s health. where systems fail on women’s rights where the only equality u may get is to start from scratch. better time to focus on urself. better to stand on ur own two feet. in a man’s world u say? what difference does it make. well. u asked for it. and if u must. be ready to get punched in the face. it’s the icing on the cake of equality after all. meanwhile we now have to compete agaisnt men who dress and act like women. and here is where we see the truths. that nobody knows what a woman’s is. if it helps u. that’s a woman.
if it doesn’t help then woman is trash. maybe we will rest at peace with every woman who has walked this earth dragging their failed dreams to their graveyard, and ask what they think of todays conditions. all the sacrifices that u make. all the times that you put ur needs in the back burner. only that a man may get vex bc the homely life is the safe security that grants one with the many pleasures of life. against his working abilities. and he will proclaim ur selfish for refusing to serve his family by the hour. or if ur ever idle or wanna do smth else like go to school or work a job so u can have ur portion of reality. or the fact that he may very well deny how shitty out there life really is all the while be obliged in himself to continue to praise the man made reality bc it could be worse. he could’ve born a woman. and that she’s less experienced than him. that’s why the women are tended to be less reliable on world wide matters not bc they wouldn’t do one better. perhaps that’s the issue. that a woman could come and fix things up just like that in one full swoop is a scary thought in a hierarchal man’s mind bc well he had his share of sacrifices that he made to get there himself. had he not. he full well knows what a man’s. world is all about. and his energy and life as well as perhaps an occasional ethical down play( taking from him his own ethics for the sanctity of the entire purview bc that’s how things work. which is a disrespect to his true self but he dare not get caught with a tear running down his cheek like a truths uttered. he could very well lose his position of acclaimed authority) , or giving off the dignity of others in favour of superseding his own lot for competition sake , while waiting in queue for his turn to a pay off , it’s no wonder why he would shut a woman down when she is obvious with her solution to worldly problems. it’s not how it works he will proclaim. life is not that easy. it’s not like ur smarter than me. i could have thought of that. in fact a five year old could solve the worlds problems better than anyone can. so maybe it is not the thoughts that counts the most. but whether if the actions are even executable. . the world is man made after all he might as well know it like the back of his hand but i might ask if he knows what’s in his heart bc often times to go with the worldly affairs is to push ur heart in further below. if it wasn’t so u think such animosities would have normalized this easily? we are the appropriation culture after all where double speak and two faced ness runs the world where we depend solely on hidden agendas and covetious ness. truth and honesty is for the poor . justice is for the weak. by that i mean u gotta be strong like a man to fight at courts. if u take it easy. u might as well don’t show. maybe that’s why i’m vex. i don’t just think outside the box i also live around it. i would dare not go inside and have myself confined. to such expletives of nonsensical notions about how the world wishes to see me. but i’m forced to fight. and in part u could say i brought it upon myself.
i will take full custody of my child i proclaimed. i will and my cat is mine too. by then ur tired. if u ever must give up. it’s not in how loud u are that it’s too late. but it’s when u get quiet. that one’s must worry about. whether if what used to matter to u once matters anymore because, it’s not that i am mental, or manic, where women who are outspoken. perhaps repeatedly. on things they r passionate about. if they really truly cared at all and still do to an extend, that it is far too easy to see it as something else if ur not included to sit and listen perhaps. with ur heart and try to undsrsnd why even is there disturbance in the force field of your shared reality bc , we don’t always know. that same goes for men too. often time bc this is a man’s world that men think they are the exception to the rule. while they maybe closer to arbitrary truths ; they are not exempt from its abuses. not women. women are the product of the world. they are the effect if man is the cause ( perhaps this is how man seeks revenge on the women who caused him as the effect by giving. birth) . as a result of such. men like to project their unsolved justices upon the women who tend to trouble man’s senses by standing up to this one fact. and this doesn’t mean that man lacks the backbone to do it himself. perhaps there’s smth that he may know more than the woman. as in the way of the world where things transpire in regular fashion and form. that a woman who tends to rebel against such “normalities “ that have set in. place. it’s man’s. pessimism that tends to think on its impossibility rather. then he will lie and go great lengths to destroy her instead, of the issue that are contained in the same reality that has long been fucked him. but he won’t be able to admit that anytime soon. bc he’s worried about losing the progress he had made so far. and he knows how the world works. that why he’s living out a smaller portion of it against his ex wife. and maybe this is a bit “relieving “ because otherwise. keeping all that bottled in for so long creates a sort of a pressure that adds to the arrogance that is “supposedly earned” does to man’s own sacrifices made. and u would think maybe this is my moment of rebirth. finally i get to wash my hands clean of yesteryears transgressions. and here. i the presence of a full woman, i may like to do so bc socially i know that it’s a lot easier to frame a female than each other ( other men, maybe his boss. maybe his father. maybe his friends or ex friends who left a result due of feels that he now filters his world view from, or on common causes that tends to affect hate and condition man to let his own heart be hardened). and an effort to self love to contradict what she says ( on the hardness of his heart and closed ness of his mind ) i will find ways to close this story, like it’s. a suspense mystery. where she was the bad guy all along. i mean ,, and this is me speaking not him. what is framing someone but telling fabricated lies upon their person and intention. it may be the man’s intention. to do first before it’s done to u. but. if smth is done to u and say it is correct, does that mean u have smth to project and put ur own blames on someone who is easily placed in the category of such transgressions in the first place ? in the art of war, women take first place generally , when it comes to who should HE use as a scapegoat for his own dreams past, since he would dare not stand up to other man. and others know this. the system functions in this way. man has made a path among themselves that propels women to this otherness. if u must transgress. be prepared to lose for life bc that’s what makes the man lack a backbone. especially by the way he aggressively pursue a woman’s destiny. in the worst way possible.
now i will tell you something because. maybe im wreck-less with words to demonstrate to u that words cannot harm u without ur consent. but actions do.
when one discerns which road to take
just to detect and identify the road as road is partially sufficient. there are steps to take besides just to identify a road. more so is the road safe. is it apt to walk on the road. or drive. are there apparent dangers. what about dangers that are more subtle. there is connection to the quality of air. and the weather that may precipitate at a given time. a comprehensive preparation a head of time is what marks pure presence as well as inquisitiveness. one prepares oneself with appropriate gear. if the weather is cold , then one will make sure to dress accordingly. or warm, then one will ensure there is not too much heat. only just right that when one decides to cross the road, there will be other concerns that would take precedence such as immediacy of an act given by the emergence of a situation that one may need to “move out of the way” per se , but nit limited to such as there could be help that could transpire one’s inclusiveness as well. being hyper aware could become a standard conditioning in one. as this world precipitated such. might as well be a useful one and it one that harms and or hinders oneself and or one’s surroundings. to discern the right from wrong thus, the main query would be to consider the end game , would this help or would this hinder. though a human being is not a one tract kind, if there is precedence of one at a time, then love would be the primary guidance whereas all others would be rather complementary. any query into the accuracy of what one perceives could then be confronted by is this gonna harm ( me or others) as to the incoming, so as to move out of the way and or minimize impact and or avoid and evade the whole thing in the first place. it is often said that it’s smart to resolve common problems but it’s much better to avoid transpiring it in the first place so the act of wisdom gained by one’s continual experience would be to complement the art of evading any potential future disasters and prevent them from getting magnamous. however the lesson is via carefully solving issues from small to large from insignificant and safe to those that play at grand scheme of things for this allows for the myriad of inner dispositions to accord itself rather intuitively and with a conscious present mind.
absent mindedness is self evident. it happens. there are myriad of causes and concerns that. plus precipitate such. human beings are complex beings. they are sandwiched between re existing systems. that are both natural and manmade and they continue on their journey as they take shape and form of which chisels into their soul , a sort of karmic or dharmic or both, imprints that’ allow for the continuity of events to unfold. in a way. human beings are both responsible and not responsible for what happens. however the very act of nature of which allows human beings to take “a rather natural control” of the flow of events that tend to be impactful, either in the positive negative or interim sense, there would be a degree of effort on the sentinels part to figure out a comprehensive approach to one’s immediacy of dealings from insignificant to large. which could be from day to day dealings. the quality in which a person dwells in their own personal loneliness for instance is a great signifier as to how the mitigation between appear as be and be as the appearances seem is balanced. usually, this is confronted by the social stigma of what is as well as the rather ease with which misunderstandings tend to dominate more so for efficiency sake, aka fill the blanks by the presence of which resembles such and such while the origin of a point can easily be missed. which could very well signify the quality of intuition at large. ofc there could be a question as to say , well if the larger world view is expertly placed in ways that could propel its efficiency a must, but propose otherwise then there could be a great contradiction in the way that the events working at large are either intuitionally experienced or otherwise however it’s not that the mark of intuition is apparent here and or there could be key errorisms made along the way of its wake but what happens in the aftermath of such recognizance.
the intuitive muscle is one that is purported to signify a greater discourse was to how to translate one’s immediacy of inner movement to a conscious material action. while this is true there is more to intuitive senses than what seems on the outside. for the very act of intuition is to detect what is non material. intrinsic in nature. a sort of pheromones of the entire purview. an energetic detection of earth signs of which one then can make a quick decision to avert or change the course of what one is faced with. though intuition can be and has long been impacted by frequencies that come in to play. energetic nature of the overall structures therein tend to co operate under certain laws for instance. there is a fork between the frontline of which precipitates careful calculations in then mind that is to simplify the complex logic into its practical basis and then there is the other side of things. the intrinsic work of events that precipitated or co opts rather and complements the scene. however there’s a grey area in the discrepancy between the seen and the unseen that it’s quite easy to abuse and or make false calculations of which where the intuitive sought is interfered by an either artificial or dualistic , aka it’s opposite, of which perhaps a mental precognition is misshaped due to its own process of evolution towards is destined intuitive logic thereby creating the artificial essence of what one may then mistake for a intuitive directive. this is portend or societies where communication is not direct and or is on its stages to overcome the misconceptions of the prior for the prior may seem like it’s got past due to illusion of reactions made but nothing. that is import net is gone away until it is faced and aptly resolved, for the confluence of smth that may have transpired is not always accidental. though the nature of man permits the diversity of reason, nonetheless, the key resolve would be to resolve and minimize the over abundance of multiplication of error isms that tend to impede rather than improve conditions.
there’s a great miss take on the perception of stationary nature that which is transient and or transcendent , and thereby there’s a miss conception as to the opposite as well for the great equalizer often works in dual aspect of reason that complements the other for the presence of doubles, it’s easy to detect , from smaller contextual relations to the ones at large that the contrasting elements found therein could allow for greater sufficiency of reason when time comes to make decisions on behaved of which, the pretender of intuitive directives could go either way, if then confronted with further detail, could signify a chance to a lesson, or to a halt , since mankind is also confronted with inner realm of doubt, and to doubt one’s sense is a greater sense of injustice to oneself foremost for the law of one suggests that which is done to others almost always comes thru oneself and vica versa , could give into the greater insight of which , in the presence of such suffering, where terms and conditions to those this may immediately concern, could offer germination of the dual sox opiates that coalesce and allow for the correction of the earlier misdemeanour of thought processes. however in a world where mistakes are hardly ever taken in kind , it’s no wonder one’s may override their inner intuitive reason and forgo corrective measures of such due to those ignited fear canters of lack or potential of lack that could transpire following a comprehensive look into nature of the error in the first place. thereby allowing one to rather miss calculate that the appearance of sacrificing one life for the sanctity of the many applies here however if enough one’s have done the very same for the esotericism of any action signifies that if one’s permit oneself this calculator practical measures that it may as well multiply albeit subconsciously in others then the overall sacrifice would or could supersede the belief it factor. but then the comparison with which there is competitiveness in the systems that contribute to such falsities of thought in the mods of this we who may then assume benefit for the greater efficiency of their own turf, it is no wonder why there is continuity and even strengthening of error isms and not a marked decrease of such. with the illusion of occasional bouts of normalization taking place. assuming that there’s a corrective there, one’s may lax and celebrate only to spring backwards into origin of place where the issues transpired , in essence , to be re-examined though the greater error continues in its world of false intuition to continue to further in its avoidance thereby allowing an issue to grow instead of having it be reduced.
to be aware and conscious as well as present at all times may seem like a daunting task at first. for the presence of pain and suffering all over the world is grater the the efficient of confluence of celebratory and rather playfulness of life rather muted or subtle in nature or in the backdrop where the very act and nature of joy is shamed in presence of worldly suffering, or is utilized as. a form of escapism from the raw reality that becomes quite dense , and each day , whereas the maturity that comes with wisdom earned and the act of simply “being here” to quantify a rather comprehensive inner repertoire of alignment isithin which the evolution of or rather having touched down to the more dominant nature of one’s intuitive senses as well as the careful utility of thought into action for it all complements the whole of life, is marked by the contradictory nature of wait and see, and or , but the immediacy of which , the human nature in its destructive sense, would then portray, a congruent problem that complements the whole but not in a natural sense though , as taken as real, or taken as the predominant precedence of which takes priority in the channels that operate, almost as if human beings are both aware of their nature, and do opposite for reasons given i the material resality of such density, where there are arbitrary rules to follow , which are not complementary to one’s intuitive senses but rather to what appears to be as one’s may see , irregardless to the inner realm of such discoveries made either by one’s own life , within one’s community among each other, or the comprehensively world at large, is not matching up in terms of the full authentic true nature of man discerned, thereby leaving individuals depleted and or be discouraged on the self righteous path , or the path that complements the whole since each indivisible has a personal responsibly to do their own bidding for the ones. as recognized as one’s maybe. unless is involved in the world and events , is only as good as one’s vibrations that complements the energetic blueprint of the material sense, thought may only be there as complementary as bare minimum. though often times , there’s a slight negativity for the ones who may go agaisnt their own nature assuming that one’s may not equalize , the distinction between the difficulties found in the world. those prior and those in the making of , and the positive sentiments that arise naturally from one’s intuitive centres bc hope has a longer strand of life than anything less than, even in the sense that smth may or manny not happen, for all that is practiced gets normalized due to the conditioning ability of the natural works of man, it’s with caution to be selective of the inner paths taken, and take journalism, for personal development so as to detect when not self conscious and correct one’s purview without external dealings so as to become more in-tune with pure presence that overtime becomes effortless. though caution. effortless does not signify laxity. for the presence of continual rechecking of the efficiency and efficacy furthers one’s own evolutionary process. irregardless to external conditions.
life is not a empty canvas.
ur born in piss shit and blood. ur born into a frame and a picture. ur the splat.
in terms of memory and synapse
nothings truly lost even when one has no direct access to them. it’s embedded in the bone and marrow, in every fibre of the ones who saturate themselves with whatever it that life decides to throw at them or perhaps ur the fire starter who ignited smth that u urself didn’t know or can’t or won’t put out. now it’s a forrest fire and u can’t recognize why it’s swallowing up everything on its way. so is with love, when ones truly are in the know how of what their hearts desire and the tongue of which directs their way, things can aptly evolve. the opposite is also true for those who don’t mean why they say, who flip thru the pages of their memory lapse and what others say, only to get lost between words of what’s said in the arbitrary sense and what’s implied interim. in between breaths is every moments pass, there’s empty space and we may assume it won’t last. bc it’s only for a moment that we may get a glimpse into eternity if we are only lax, but the art of being this saturated within one’s own, with little to no effort happens two times in a day, much like a broken clock that tells the time right two times in a day… and when in doubt always look around to see who’s doing what, what’s hip. what’s hot, who is speaking of the top topics that keeps one in the loop of whatever crazy story this reality is enduring because, in the discrepancy between one’s inner realm and the external conditions is connected by a very tiny string, sometimes we may even convince ourselves it does not exist, we may be so disconnected that we have gone astray from mother ship, wandering about in the endless ocean of timelessness, irrelevant and invincible. only in the senses of those who may expect something, the you who ever was, who ever used to be, and who is are triple of the same. only different. and all ur versions may very well argue, selectively picking and choosing from ur own memory bank as to which is which. or who to embody next, ah now we are in crisis. u may like to say as u stare into ur empty eyes staring back at u at the other end of the mirror, am i really that diffident even to me? i thought we were friends.
oh the memories never last. if u ever stumble upon a nice one u may like to process I’m. ah yes. i knew that was something like i. it resembles the true persona of who is overcome by to ennoble themselves in the art of becoming then a cave like creature crawls out of the shadows and says well i’m wearing ur face so. and this is from a. timeline of a dark passage that i directed in my memory’s eye. i might as well be from a different time. we aren’t exes the same. only that i exist in a conjunctional reality akin to urs. imagine the whole spectrum like a clock. we might be at the small hand that points to six. and the long arm is at twelve. by we i mean u. i am from the three twelve. and then in between these numbers is even more discretion every time you might feel smth changing. one of is dead or dying. yet another one of us is born or aborted. in some alternative way we are connected. u might get glimpses of my life. at the office or climbing the top of a highest peak. whichever transpires your own senses and makes these connection. everything is kosher until u mistake one of us to someone u passed on the street and say. they looked at you funny and somewhat ur inclined to punch them in the face or say hello or feel really like warm loving. that’s because just as you have this time table of multiple reality connectivity essence. so do they. but it gets weirder, you both might have crossed paths at another place but say the exchange is different than what you like to have here instead. next thing you know. ur walking away with a. particular inkling. it won’t let you sleep. it makes you wanna keep thinking. it’s good if you bring your heart on the journey for u may not like what u may discover along the way. that’s bc while u may be endowed with such heightened humble spiritual inner scope reflecting exterior scenery , over there u might as well be “forgetful “ thus the slight differences along the way.
ofc there’s likelihood to reject this theory. you may as well as sure. god creates this. machine. and god created. this. man. and god abandoned all that. let children to starve. let people to gnaw at each other’s arms. when they were done with the shoulders they decided to pick at the brains and lick the frontal cortex so if u forgot how to feel then no one else is allowed to feel any better or more in institutional than u. in a alternate state of mind u might feel your versions dying off in agony. ah. we lost another one to hate. maybe it was well within one’s make. were there warning signs that would have granted off the sirens and given us a chance to hit the brakes before things could have gone this worse ? ah no. ofc not. what. did u think ur the ultimate mechanic of ur life ? no god is. and he hates us. i mean if he’s all that knowing . why is he letting people wage wars upon “his name”. what sort of name is god. it’s dog reversed. where is the loyalty to ur own creation here ? why are we abandoned in the bright light of darkness casting shadows bigger than our heads ? is it possible that god, much like a parent, tried all alternatives only to be ignored ? and thus let themselves fall into a eternal silence so that we , the creation, come to our own senses and therefore form our own conclusions about a given objective; smth as simple yet impactful as coexistence ? i’m from this place that resonates well with savagery. we have to eliminate others just to get by on crumbs in theory. but i know that the connectivity between such realms offers plenty of information, but it’s elusive at the same. it’s like u dream of a perfect place then u wake in ur own reality. unable to decipher what u just witnessed. let alone what it means in ur waking theory that u can’t conceptualize, let alone materialize the piece of heaven ur granted to taste. where alone is the only constant.
sometimes things just happen. splat. they spam the minds of those who were not expecting such “surprises”. ah oh my. how did i not see that coming. in retrospect however anything articulated well enough has a beginning and therefore an end. if one is keen enough to see the entire spectrum of one’s own personal cognizance. here’s where things get interesting. our sponge like quality absorbs all this information . and then by the use of our symbolism and the intellect, we piece things together. now if we are trying to simply get methodical with any theory. it’s like dry fucking. does not procreate new realms into existence. we are only flirting with the idea of excellence. and in our minds it feels like we just went through a lot that we can even get as close to convincing ourselves that what we have simulated in our own thought process has happened. in sportsmanship this is called a visualization technique. u can envision urself to roller blade in ur mind and then when ur hour of exercise comes up, input that mental acuity to ur physical performance. this is true in theory of love and hate and all things human. but we don’t stop to ask ourselves where is all the master data base is coming from. does it come from simply watching our surroundings? or something else. or both. we may even convince ourselves that as we involve ourselves with all and everything worldly that we are gaining smth worthwhile but that’s like sifting thru a minefield looking for raspberries or smth. and every little mistake u make. u get blown to bits. but it’s not u who gets destroyed. ur other versions. but what happens is that u get a second ( aha ) chance much like a groundhog day. oh it’s another day. another body and another theory that i can course thru this dangerous enterprise to feed my belly.
have u met any being more angelic. more lighter and endowed that u? if u have. do u think the origin of the being comes from outside of urself. or in conjunction and as well as in alignment with smth deep within urself that has either been recognized. unrecognized. endowed. or all? if we truly haven’t discovered such inner excellence then how can we detect the same if not in its purest form on. the exterior let alone in a adjacent place. then how can we even digest the thought that we are godly beings and have met god or talked to god or are in communion with him or her or them if we haven’t located the origin of place within ourselves that emulates a similar excellence within. perhaps this is where things get really interesting because. our memories are in time lapse all the time we stop to start and start to slow down only to hurry up to stop again. bc everything depends on everything else. the time is seemingly linear yet there are a multi directional presence to it that also overlaps. diverges and converges as well. perhaps to grant us the act of glimpses into these possible other realms. not bc we wanna jump ship over there. u may not survive in mars. the ecology is simply not fit to endow human beings to exist independently without the constancy of some type of breathing machine that does the work for u in places the atmosphere is simply not fit to sustain. might as well close ur eyes and dream. may ask urself these big questions about why even we wanna escape , perhaps everything is too painful. too dark. everyone wants to block out the sun. wants to save the world in their own weird way. but none too close to figuring out the how let alone why. this can give us the pretty picture of each of us existing in our own “personal realm” and then coming here at the meeting point. the reality place. well hello. and then trying to “organize in a sequence that rhymes with all in a harmonious or perhaps in a wholesome song” but that’s tough to do. we think still to this day that some of us are from mars. big ugly bugs who must be squashed. who have taken over the world with their insolence. look how savage they are they have no god. they eat their own babies. and kill their women. their men are ugly in their hearts for all they know is destruction. we are in exceptionally unique standing just bc we have been handed down these endowed technology, in bliss of being in compete luck while keeping under cover our own inner savagery. where the only time we can animate such concerns is thru the veneer of social civility. it’s convincing too. but in a alternate universe, someone jotted down ur name. they know where u live. and they r coming. in theory ofc.
i think i feel that i fall
in love with everybody. bc they remind me of somebody. anybody. i think in contrast. when my heart is challenged or my senses are triggered. i may feel the opposite for anybody. easy! but it’s not that quick to determine to say the least, where and more importantly when. and how. the connections are being made. only that it could be a time from high school where so and so might have bullied. me into a corner of my inner vicinity. oh how dare they. confine the space that’s only exclusively available to me? but now. anyone who meets the criteria may as well die. because i. the saviour for the people want to make sure no one ever feels constricted as me. but. but. what if i’m wrong. in love and hate there’s a conundrum of fifty fifty right? right? one may never know what’s in anyones heart. including one’s own. not at all times at least. the latter takes too much energy just to remain intact in ur own pure presence. or maybe it feels that way because u are doing smth difficult already that replaces that natural space. but given the conditioned senses are too easy to take into full gear, perhaps the run logic on the falsity of our belief may also have us confined in a place where we have the lock and the key. but do not recognize their function. how can u blame anyone ? who is convinced of their freedom whereas they are chained to a ground which they do not recognize as confining, given the alternative to breaking free, with the lock and the key in its proper use, one might unlock the constrictions that the mind might have u, thinking that the power belongs to someone else , but i am convinced of my life that my love is to be true. only that when a certain inkling comes into purview. it could be a particular type of perfume. or a scant presence of someone who might just as well be privy. bc we all share one thing in common. that we all come with scars and unresolved history on our back, but it’s not exactly a conversation starter either. what u wanna do is simplify the load by categorizing. and here is where things get. maybe too practical.
i fell in love or i fell in a ditch. either i left first or i was left for dead. i heard the voices. they might have been laughing or crying it’s all the same. it could have been my fault. i didn’t see the hole. the hand that pushed. or maybe it was trying to catch me as i let go. maybe those are the hands that tried to bury me. i’m sure someone is making a mistake here. perhaps if i move around they will see i’m still alive. hey. i scream louder hey. there’s someone in here ! would u mind ? someone snickers away into the dark. and u hear the shuffling of footsteps on the pavement. but there’s no other sound . no one says stop. or carry on or do this or that. it’s bizzare how our minds like to connect the dots that our reality is spic and span. all perfectly rounded, well functioning. like we got it all figured out. eureka! u hear the occasional claim. followed by deafening silence. then u might say. ah so. to each their own. we are born alone and we die alone. what good is it to do anything if it all must come down in the end. but this isn’t the end. there’s a secret message in the wind. can u hear it too? it whispers to us all the time. it says hang on. let go. it says create and then walk away. it says do ur best. and ur best be knowing u sometime in the future where neither one of u retain the same shape. but i’m fallen. there’s no recovery from this. it’s the things u hear the most that happens to. so and so. but not u. never u. ur just. build differently. ur unique. special. untouchable. oh maybe that’s the last part. untouchable bc ur not clean. or kosher. like ur the walking sin who somehow made it under the gaze of the sun. a miracle indeed. maybe i made a mistake. maybe i am the mistake. it’s said embody ur truths. and then walk away. always the big guy some may say. but no one ever notices or reward u taking from under. u in ur sacrifes. not even urself. that’s where shame comes in or creeps in like sand in ur pants. u didn’t invite it. but here it is anyway.
sure u can kick anyone. as they hit the ground u may proclaim. i am bc u are. i am up ur down i’m high ur low. i’m strong ur weak i’m better ur woe. and pour all ur misery on the ground from which come spring time flowers will bloom and the illusion into ur senses. the aroma the sights. the children playing in the garden. firefly dance about to the scent of the bloom. will get u to bury the hatchet. maybe so we’re down the line u may trip on it. and not recognize who put that there. ah. it is i. i did that. ur ghost will say. but u will be stumped. i can see ghosts ? especially if u never died while ur alive. not even once some may say. i hang onto my breath like my favourite outfit. and when my clothes begin to rip what does that say to my psyche ? we are all torn. it’s a battle field out there. don’t be fooled by the looks of calm and quiet. it’s all strategic. they are watching u even in ur sleep. ah so i fart. let me offend ur sense while ur here. like a good houseguest. there’s plenty for everyone. pls. help urself. take a deep breath. maybe that’s how everything gets sense less. don’t u too feel like ur body wrestles u sometimes. ur not sure if u should turn left or go right. perhaps it was not a question matter. u might as well go straight or walk backwards ur invincible. none notices u anyway. but. but u said. no. ur at the hospitsl. it’s ur body that’s fighting the machines they hooked u on. don’t u remember how u got here ? ofc not. if i did would we have this conversation right now ? what conversation? this is the wind blowing between ur ears. well alright , ur the doctor. what’s wrong with men how did i get here and what sort of machine are we speaking of? no. ur not conscious enough to even determine i mean well let alone urself. i may very well be a dog at of ur imagination. isn’t life but a dream anyhow. how can u say ur awake enough to discern?
if there is a storm brewing in not so far a distance then let me dwell in a faraway thought. maybe i will intent on it being here instead of this… what do u call this, am i in a ditch or on a gurney? is this the wars u speak of, i feel smth warm. is it love or is it my dying heart letting off the last of its embers from yesteryears. so i can think of my mother instead. or my dad. and his demeanour. perhaps i’m dying. i’m thinking of the same thing that others would say. ur life. flashes before ur eyes. but i haven’t even seen these people in so long. why do they come forward. why not cereal? given by calculations i made in my head. we eat more than we see each other. something is off in here. maybe i fell up. the gravity has some of its gears all messed up. almost literally and here i hang like a chandelier over the subconscious ness of everyone. every single one u say? sure why not. given by the theory of mankind it’s not hard to picture it. the world is quite small when u chart every square inch with ur mind. but ur heart might know better. it’s just. harder to access it bc meanings are like walls to our spirit. here. let me try this on u. ur arms for instance. have the shape do u ever wonder why ur fingers are even smaller ? wait till u hear about the theory of toes. things cold have very well be different . we could have just had heads that bounced off the ground. but our thoughts do bounce of walls. why like this though ? and it’s the thought of what if that gets us excessively attached to the meaning and confines of the body. like an old person who refuses to move out of their vicinity even if their own stairs is passively trying to nix them. it’s never u. no it’s always smth else. but i digress. we grow too cold to recognize our own heart stuff. and it’s not bc we wanted to. but the world requires ur body more than ur soul. and it’s hardly up to any good. only somewhat. and that is rather accidental.
it wasn’t a hole. it was whole. i was sum of its parts. i thought i was exclusively separate but when i moved my arms. a way was made. but smth was missing along the way like a road or smth that guided me. astray. i am lost thus. also very found bc i hear them calling for me. them who? the docs? may day may day call an ambulance. no. there is no road to drive on. so my vision is blurry. perhaps it’s bc of the ditch. smth got in my eye. no lie. and maybe the tears came down next. i can’t tell which is which. perhaps i am cursed. a witch took my hair and put it on a donkeys head. and now i can’t procreate. or i do. i don’t know. i’m confused. i’m not even a woman. what am i even talking . about. this is what happens when u hit the nail on its head. or mine. again. things are bouncing about. i am apt at contradicting myself. maybe that’s the secret ingredient of what makes man kind. but he’s hardly ever kind. innit. i’m not alone. there are others with me. this very well could be a burial site. we are all slumped up. like clothesline. why is the dead heavier than the living ? is it bc we leave behind all our worldly burdens. for someone else to deal with ? i don’t know. i can’t even clean after myself. my emotional haphazard mind. everything just a mess in here. i might as well be dead. wondering freely the burrows of my inner realm. like a lost ghost hungry for smth. light ? love ? harmony? harmony. harm only. this is the place of pain. it’s said the more u feel it the more saintly u become. ah what lies. much like the bigger man who got tricked out of his senses. n now he’s poor. u settle for anything. n that’s on u buddy. ahahahaha only if tho. i mean it’s either that or i may very well be so self absorbed, take off , with the help of my own self gaslighting , i can touch the skies. and bring everything to a halt. or. maybe we are getting wind poisoning. it’s not clean. there’s smth inside that causes us to replicate the same. oh why is it so saturated with hate and destructive thought. maybe ghosts never leave us astray. but i wanna know. how can i fall. in love and remain there. when the earth keeps moving.
i’m a traveller
“a” signifies any. to me it’s everything. in fact it’s all that ever come to know. to be here. passing thru life. trying to figure things out. we become accustomed thus. it’s not the stubbornness that comes with age. it’s that ur wound up. all spun. tired. all u need to do is slow down and relax a little. catch a breath. let things settle down there’s been too much everything that nothing makes sense anymore. a traveller loves. it’s more like falling in love with the u who becomes. what other choice u got? hate urself ? oh how depressing that would be is. plus we might have already took up the challenge. maybe briefly forgot. got ourselves convinced a way of life that less than who we are. such as ur self valuation system. it’s tricky business bc so much of our personality depends on our surroundings. u gain merit of sharing urself with everyone therefore u becomes baked by ideals that shape every one. which also includes u. it’s like bunch of broken glasses keep grinding agaisnt each other. each retaining a shape. but more unique to its being. and that depends on where you’ve been. rather. so this world in its unique diversity in some way has a hand in the way we take our true shape. perhaps it’s the meeting of our inner truth with the world that helps us take on our part of this reshaping. thus forms a union between the traveller and their surroundings. a traveller who knows who they are tends to feels this way about in everything and thus everyone they come to contact with. not because you know who u are. because a traveller knows also bc they travel then how could they know all. then the pursuit would stop. there would be no need for more. u have gained everything. u have arrived. there is no more information to delve on. that too is a shape. it’s one that travels inwards. most often we have both. and that’s what we balance on the road like a walking stick. maybe at times u carry ur burden. at other times it carrie’s yours.
ofc a traveller does not proclaim their travelling adventures. it’s usually kept secret for a travellers number one mission is to blend in and not stick out. perhaps bc the unknown side wanna be retained as part of the travellers survival instinct. but in part the traveller is not going to lie. because to truly see things for what they are. one must above all else be true to oneself. one day this might save the travellers life. for lies can only go worse. get one convoluted. in a disparate state. and truths give us that clarity and focus that we need to keep ourselves safe in a unrecognizable. foreign place. also the space e that grants the privacy allows the traveller to build a home in the middle of nowhere. especially when they are away from home. i mean where is home. we have many of them. we get lost in the map often times. there’s too much. valuation on the wrong side of town , we get lost in competition between this street versus that. while all the while they are of one earth, for the travellers pursuit is as vast as the diversity of the world it’s via the self innate knowing that is selective in one’s next charter. ofc. for other travellers they may take up on all fronts. given that they are clear with the risks of their pursuit. and that at the end of the day. one may make mistakes. u may read the map wrong. perhaps ate the wrong food. maybe there is a challenge. a severe implication to ur well being. travel related injuries are actually very common. u can drink poisoned water. get some terrible runs pr something worse that requires intervention … it too happens.
so the traveller must also keep in heart then home is everywhere on earth and the guiding path is just as relevant as the road on the map. sometimes things change. other times. things are changed. either way one own eyes must continue to communicate with the deciphering of the world and its ways. for not much remains the same. this underlying current perhaps is influenced by the currencies of the world as it also changes. nothing remains the same. the buildings decay. even stones get varnished overtime. metals rust. everything else turns to dust. thus every moment is to always be captured for the currency of the memories is the dominant factor in the collection of the traveller for things break. even shoes break down. there’s sentimental worth to things and in each good bye. ofc some travellers travel in groups and these groups are harder to maintain bc sometimes a member wants to venture somewhere else and then everyone gets emotionally charged bc perhaps the currency running the earth feeds the senses with all these forces but they tend to multiply when ur juggling between myriad of memories being formed. ultimate common goal is alway that everyone is happy with their contribution to the whole and that each of their own memories within the whole is also of a pleasant one. but bc each traveller is unique in their own person it’s hard to know where that breaking point could be. u say hello. i say goodbye. it’s all the same. everything blends in. like nights and a day.
not every traveller is good at goodbyes tho. some will slip in the middle of the night. gone before tomorrow. and all you know about the traveller and any of ur memories associated with them will linger longer than their presence ever did. that’s a memory always. and we all have them. now ultimately the type of memories worth remembering are the often best ones marked and contrasted by the darker more tensed up one’s. now the tense traveller is one who might have evaded some kind of danger. for the unbounded. there is uncharted grounds. sure u might blend in like all and everyone but u don’t have the substance that a townsfolk would have. they have been there for much longer. so their substinence is gonna be the dominant kind. they will know which hours to not go out. what streets to avoid. which sorts of systems that make water work. and being fold to the table. it’s all the same. yet a traveller could very well run into an angry bear. perhaps. a study ahead of time can help. but who can grant that sort of advancement. no one makes those decisions consciously. it’s more important than to choose the decisions u like t make us the admittance of an error made and to make it right at next best opportunity had so as to balance the levee. this improves the inner resonance of the unsaid goodbyes. as they tend to last longer inside than what appears to be outside.
some say start slow. small. take it easy. traveller. if u must. try to make easily correctable errors foremost. so that u can improve on the natural immunity if ur own survival instinct. one who can be dependable. one u can rely on. bc one thing a traveller must pack on the road is a good friend and none other than urself can fulfill that. to be a good friend to others. since we are kin but we are hardly ever so friends. or friendly too that is. a traveller builds a thick skin. the elements have had their rounds across the earth. there’s sometimes shelter from the storms. and every person to themselves. would a traveller lose their things ? in the storm ? maybe u forgot where u left it. u don’t know u can’t remember as u awaken from ur short term slumber. and that is discovered by to each their own. no one can define that for u. u must come to ur own conclusions. that is. ur own point of view is not exclusively a subject matter but it’s the substance that fills the matter that is what u must direct urself with next. and those trials and error is what gives us a bit more clarity as to what sort of tools we have in our own arsenal and of what use. the ability to see into things that one is accustomed to live with is essential to any one who tends to sleep with their eyes open. and walk with their eyes closed. that is in a trans like meditative state. often times it’s said one cannot meditate as they do things but meditation is nothing more than being there. so a traveller must. since that’s their number one priority is to be there after all. that’s how they got there. but the business of being is rather tricky to decipher . perhaps this point is to each their own self discovery.
i do get comfortable
the comfort is a double edged sword. sometimes there’s a need to take shelter from life’s storms. other tia, whereas there’s need for action, it’s missing why? bc the mistake of comfort for resolve is very boundless, or more so the transition between comfort and resolve since there is a distinction between the articulation of the do how and the moment of now is interlocked via action. and actions are executed via thought process and thoughts are organized via myriad directions of past and the present as well as the direction of which conveys a combination of fortitude and swiftness aka skills that complement the process unfolding. some things are out of control. whereas others are pretty stationary. like seasons that change and the transitions in between can contain the “same” instability. it’s more than instability that somethings tend to get precarious within their field of unfoldment per se but more so that the appearance of which tends to be more effective hence the mistake of comfort with action and or the lack of such. my comfort doesn’t harm me. it’s a nurturing place. more like a shelter away from the storm i find myself in. the storm took a long time to develop so my expectancy of getting out of it anytime soon is futile. but sometimes the mind likes to connect dots where they should be. or could be but aren’t. perhaps the mind likes to project the full potential of human spectrum. much like living in the future. all the while the retrospect of our current illusion reflected by the past and animated by the current force that keeps us imbued in life, tends to create this bouncing off of emotions that complement the “sentiments “ more so , which is no wonder why , we can’t come to same page on the common grounds as the priority of being guided by our emotions where the mind lacks art, and art here refers to creativity of one’s nature. as the discussion of the earlier week clarified that we are all in possession or more so, emulation of that power of creativity albeit some could be rather passive in process
my comfort can give me the impression that this is my new life. that no matter where the currents take me. i take refuge in the process and set up shop where i stop the excessive movement. become stationary. ( appearances can be misleading however ) much like reality wouldn’t u say? things move but we slow down just enough so we can also hurry up. there’s a competition against time. and sometimes it’s a cooperation with it that allows us the feel of which we tend to entangle ourselves with the whole process. the process being that as a human being there s a transformative experience that starts us from an entry point of which then with the series of challenges upon our way. we overcome and become entirely smth else but, a caveat is that this could go both ways causes us rather impurity of thoughts and instability or more like a contradictory feelings that can. transpire a follow to abandon mind theory on our own path of unfolding. uncertainties usually come from misunderstandings. these can start within. with out ( exterior) or both. we may be passive about the whole “figuring out what this whole thing means” aka miss the point or misconstrues the meanings of which our own losers have left behind like clues on a mine field. perhaps there are inner corners that need to “catch up “ to the whole envision that is as in now, before u can make the further step into ur self becoming. other times, u may need further clarification on the information that u need so that u can simplify the priority of which further unwinds ur stressors , loosening their grip , bc maybe it’s u who’s holding so tightly , perhaps u have never allowed urself to relax in ur own personal struggles, that u might fear what would happen next, would the team get off the tracks if the tracks’ screws get loose? not always. but the train might shake and that could signify that smth is wrong. ur not a train tho. metaphors are fun to play with. very much like human nature that’s also playful. though one must ways touch base with the concrete reality of what meanings origin from before continuing on the basis since sometimes words are just that. they represent what they are. and like the tran tracks switch lanes. we may not feel how swift the underlying current of which is trying to communicate with us. with me at least bc i. reality. it’s harder for me to speak on ur experience. i can only extrapolate on mine and maybe it resonates. maybe it’s not.
i find that the more comfortable i am in the storm the more i’m motivated to get out of it. ok. here is where i can see the duality at play. the comfort is enough that it helps me relax. so that i’m expediting my energy into on that which is the priority of getting myself out of this labyrinth. of feelings. see the thing about our lives what nobody tells us anyway is that it’s not enough just to create ur life. but the conscious art of creating smth that’s worthwhile and essential. essentialist being that it harms no one and it’s confluent with the ways of all rather than hinders some. caveat here is that sometimes most often than not. it’s this very thing that causes us to not be on the same page. but here the contradiction is , for us to agree , on the common disagreements, we need to determine which is agreeable, that is realistic by means of which we are letting everyone live the life they wish, and if this creates say, some sort of divergence in our lives the same , bc a proper germination process is very much like science. there is a catalyst that takes place and when we coalesce we also change together in the third atmosphere that we share which also changes from our singularity to our plurality and so on. hence u hear others for instance trying to constrict a certain type of behaviour bc “it harms our children “ or “this is the very reason why societies are getting dumber”. the labyrinth of the reality is the concrete reality that has took its time to develop. and the labyrinth of heart is the process of ur life thru which u may or may not have a combination of meaningless and meaningful experiences coming together. perhaps u didn’t know initially. or u might have put urself as exception to the rule. u might as well as “ well i hear about such and such about this objective but not me. it would never happen to me bc i am ..” but then we are faced with its opposite “ what if there is more to this story and the outcome would also differ” as we never know and the saying goes “ the only way is thru “ as one may discover the real gem of th way only after the process of elements do their rounds with u. ofc the reflection to that is the labyrinth of the mind, articulation of which can cause u to stop when u come to the sharp corners and mistake ur stance for the arrival of which u have done all that u could.
i can create post it notes. turn right. turn left. if u ever feel like banging ur head against the brick wall of ur inner puzzle. but sometimes it s dead end too so there’s also that. then what do u do. go back? ah. what a walk of shame that is. hey o just passed thru here ha ha. how are u doing. ofc i know what i’m doing what do u mean i’m competent to human. i’m this many years old. i have some experience . ofc – when reflected your world systems we have a full spectrum of misunderstandings and many more constrictions where things further cut back. and then we all relax. mistaking our current position for. a safe heaven. but all things change. and with change comes instability and prospect of either or. going forward or falling back. because. we all heard about this before. this being a plethora of gunn experiences in the raw. much like a buffet of experiences that we experiment with in terms of others wins and losses the same. it’s almost like a spectators taste, u aren’t exactly in it that which u speak of. hence the ease of which u can dictate what should be excluded and what could be inclusive of “its” process, it being the foods u must select, and dissect , as u are the spectator of direction of the buffet that u oversee, we too do the same with our life’s conundrums. from individualistic basis to a world at large. but unlike the buffet being in its balance as to the type of taste. from sweet to sour and salty to not, we could very well miscontrused the taste based on. by our subjective idealism of whether any of this cause us aversions or attractions to a particular “lot”. it’s ok if i do this to my life. bc sooner or later i might change my mind and this may not cause much harm to others. but i can run the risk of hurting others if my decisions involve their well-being. and when i wanna hold others response for such transpiring. in looking back to my life’s history. i wish to detect anything that i might have done the same. that’s why it’s said karma might come into play even when u feel ur struggle is unwarranted.
in my position of safety. i’m allowed to let go only the right things. but i don’t know which is which. i can’t be too heavy on one side and lax on the other. there must be a balance to be reached but it’s hard to tell which is which when it comes to release and hang tight. so the trust in self is a difficult thing to do especially when u find urself in the middle of a storm since if ur that good how did u end up on here. ofc there will be a bit of doubt at first. but if the dwelling on doubt takes precedence. it’s no wonder there would be a combination of lower morale and further crippling of sway away from one’s true creative nature. u become more reluctant to create bc in the last u created bad or terrible or challenging or questionable things which led u here. so u would be a bit more apprehensive about making ur next move. but here. to hurry in a slow motion time lapse, one can see into things one hasn’t detected before. that’s why i’m the exterior we say things like ah so. ur contradicting ur word. u are doing this one thing and then next. it’s like ur developing an intrinsic bipolar reality where the highs are really good and ur well put and u feel like u can enjoy life again and in contrast the lows are quite low ur self deprecating and slow and useless and u feel like very terrible things have taken place and u walk around with a scarlet letter that u can never delete and every one else can see it too. the issue is say, all of it is so extreme that neither the highs nor the lows are actually in truth and subsequently in reality. exactly true. it’s all in the mind. a reflective byproduct of illusion of whatever it is that one may be going thru. hence sometimes i have to extend my foot. right or left doesn’t matter and stretch it far forward and then with one full swoop. kick my own butt so that i can get myself out of wherever i maybe stuck , in terms of my own relationship to self establishment of a comfort zone that i might have accidentally trapped myself in.
my ego knows everything
my ego is so certain that it will argue with me about how right it is. it’s like living with a terrible roommate. my ego is. oh that guy. u can smile at ur face bc i wanna keep things amicable and u will go and assume that i’m just a doormat and u can walk all over me. my ego used to be huge. i mean. the whole thing filled every space that i could set my gaze at in the intrinsic realm. ego is also quite dense. it doesn’t like to laugh out loud. and can very easily misconstrues ur jokey nature. it will say. oh how dare u say that. and then it will go onto verbally abuse some more. ego is like a scorned parent who wants to live thru u. ur self knows what’s best. always. and it will sense every opportunity to slam u down if u ever try to venture out in ur mental sphere and reach beyond the skies. my ego. it used to be. hard to tame. but it’s better if u make friends. ego can serve as a good friend if u can get on it’s good side. but first. u must understand that an ego can take full advantage of u bc itself thinks it’d greatest right. it knows everything after all which is what keeps on getting u into trouble if u keep subordinating urself to the will of ur ego and it’s constant chitter chatter. ego is usually very keen. on rather showing us how to treat it so itself understands us rather. bc that’s the very nature of ego is that it lacks proper communication. itself knows best after all. so when ur dealing with being at peace with ur ego , first u have to bring it down to its own original size. ego usually takes no more space than a beta fish. in fact. a make beta is quite the representative on a ego. when u put two betas they go at it. they are usually quite beautiful on their own. have unique features and colours and they are fun to stare at. but that in their original size. so first u have to figure out and detect ur ego in its current size. it could very well have been metastasized. and u may not notice in what shape or form it’s at. that means u can tell which is ego by identifying everything else that’s not it.
u would walk into ur inner scope very much like an observant looking for something ina. very cluttered room if u haven’t already organized some things within ur inner sphere of being. we don’t always get to have the precedence to focus on our selves in a deep and keen way. it’s hard for us to love ourselves that’s why we love too om much others. but very much in a dogmatic sense where we tell them what to think what to feel how to be how to solve their issues. these are filters from the ego space. so one of the places we can find is in our hearts. when everything else is still and determine whether if the love we give to others is smth that we ourselves can take. how does it feel to dictate urself about what u should and should not do. are u doing these from a fear place. or an inferior space rather. do these are causing triggers within urself then there are issues that u might like to look at. life is too short to delve into negatives too much. when we are full to the brim in negative experiences it’s easy to hide it all bc first of all. a social acceptance of a messy inner life is not approvable. it gives us a keen understanding that a person who hasn’t helped themselves cannot help others. but ofc. my personal take on that is u can help urself they helping others. and how do u do that? they trials and errors. if for instance u feel vex because ur ideas get rejected or someone mirrors the same actions that you have been doing to them. this can be a double edged sword. u might like to think ur being attacked and take it personally. or u might like to see this as a inner opportunity to determine what really in ur own heart. usually when we say we don’t know what’s in anyones heart we automatically think of their trust ability. in the sense that maybe they have hate in their hearts and they can’t be trusted. the other side to this is their ability to trust. it’s hard for us to trust each other because we get hurt and it’s hard sometimes to trust ourselves bc we make mistakes in places where we might have trusted too soon too fast and even seem gullible at that where others might have detected smth wrong from an external point of view but to us, points to smth. perhaps in our own personal development within our scope of which , any place that doesn’t have space for proper transcendence is where ego could be found.
to detect first the ego in the heart comes from how closed ur heart is. the more closed the heart the more “potential “ of ego growing around it like weeds for instance. and this can give u an impression that ur heart ends up becoming a secret garden whose doors are covered with the weeds ( representative of the ego taking over ) that’s why we end up sometimes feeling anxious or depressed because while we may accept our ego without noticing it growing within. , others have full right to reject it. even call it out bc an unmitigated ego in a social standard can be hazardous and hurt and harm others. bc egos primary goal is to be right. it tends to breach boundaries and depend on the identity of the indivisible it held hostage that they r not only doing smth right but that they r sure of their true personality. but bc the inner alignment is off in place where the ego has grown to proportions , this can ultimately cause emotoo o back instabilities within that individual which in turn o compensate for the misalignment the individual feels helpless to make any changes bc they can’t locate the actual problem and have already agreed to a false sense of self and say they r also socially supported in their toxic behaviour which end up causing them to always be near their true self but not be in it. or embody it entirely. which is more like well u have all these inner riches and bounties from ur own simply by being here. but then u can’t access it. bc ego here , in this space , which we will discuss next. takes over the space like dark matter. which is why u can’t detect it. here in this space, u are thinking of how the world works and how u are within it. in terms of ur own development. ur qualities and what not. but then u can’t find motivation. u can’t move. u are not keen on getting things done. this is where ego might have convinced u that some of the things u have adopted within , are inn fact right and true. whereas they r not. ur bouncing off ideas from ur heart that’s closed or it’s doors are hidden remember? so this is quite normal that even a tiny misalignment within can cause implications within the other houses in side urself very much like if one organ has issues , say. the liver, overtime the others are gonna be impacted by the over burden of the work that gets tossed around within or doesn’t get “thru ” properly. in a way. ur inner goal is to. ensure that all inner compartments are getting along and are in full communication with each other. bc ego likes to take too much resources from all other departments , i mean how do u think it grows in size ? this may leave depleted centres exhausted energies and even closed up appearances in some.
ofc there’s always a fair exchange with all things wonderful as with all thjngs toxic. to be more efficient with our natural reserves we would have to trade in a bit of discomfort. personally the way i deal with that is human related simple stuff tends to be number two. where the number one objectives im personally driven by are strictly soul driven. but ofc here’s the caveat. the soul driven stuff cannot be articulated by human mind. e we would not have the human struggle as we have right now. therefore. not everything we think comes from soul. and that the soul is propelled by its own language. and cannot always be conceptualizer. in fsxt. language here refers to as a tool to be utilized for a better understanding and not “clarifying or defining” a soul. it’s a means to remind ourselves that we are on this brief journey and that while our stay here is dominant , our whereabouts before we got here and thereafter we die is far more dominant. and because in our human conception it’s hard to tell what that beyond is. perhaps our language is limited. periods our cantered get convoluted and we forget once where we were kids and u know what they say about children. they r closest to our origin when they r fresh out of the oven. there’s no language. they don’t know the ropes yet but what we taught them. other then that. they are innately in love. have none of those fears we develop later on. and don’t even have the ego of a peanut. they have characteristics that’s undefinable. but that probably bc our their newcomer status. but other than that. that’s who we are. and when we learn about ourselves. ( in societies placement ) and what our nature is ( based on by last understanding into human nature in general) and get refined ( by our experiences. good bad and in between ) and get shaped by all kinds of experiences ( they may not always be necessary or right or true. it’s just smth that comes with the grounds of this world ) we get a bit distant from that true self. the ego gets bigger bc we keep putting ourselves in the cosmic back burner and now i’m not saying be extremely self centric oriented cos ego is finicky like that it will trick u easy when ur. paying too much emphasis on the self stuff. like the guy who does not meddle with worlds affairs and well. u will never lose if u don’t try. but then again. what’s good in not venturing out. getting ur hands dirty.
my ego no longer knows everything. it’s on the same journey as i am. in a way my ego is the natural byproduct of my human. perception my human version that is complementary to my soul stuff that can’t be defined. so if the ego is beta fish the rest of it is water that it relies on. if my ego is the fish in the water and there’s sand at the bottom. my ego has to make sure to not fight my soul bc it creates its own conundrum. it will lose its way bc the sand will get into its eyes and the water. the soul becomes temporarily diluted to protect itself and the fish the same. the fish may not notice why this is happening. it may fight the glass. and the glass say is the current evolutionary point of ur widening consciousness or whatever the soul attribute to thee meanings is. as it continues on its evolutionary journey. and again. at some point. ego must accept these natural limitations . and calm down that’s when it becomes one with the water. but never greater than it. that’s when it recognized its ( soul) limit / glass ( unrecognized potential or the potential of expanse or the potential of transformation or potential of growth ) and the sand which is the stuff we get her on our journey. via our experiences. u could have inhabitTed other places. maybe u were just planet matter who knows. buts it’s all there in its purest form. refined and shaped down to size among uniformity amounts of experiences the same. this at the fish can admire and appreciate its past struggles. or just “the struggle of catalyst for such change “ and not fight against any of it. the way the ego surrenders to its surrounding is not naive or weak. bc it took so much for it to come to such acceptance in the first place. the good point about ego is that it knows what not to do and what not to be. those were earned via hard experiences and difficult uncomfortable moments in its life. now how do we transcend the ego? how do we get super sonic beta fish ? maybe it shines like a jewel at the bottom of the ocean or it can do things that defy physics ( usually confined. and opposite would be unbound. uncharted ) an ego that has formed alliance with the soul tends to not be aware of its final form.
if i told that u someone among us
is a very evil person, would you believe me? i would provide some facts, i would “reform” to the upmost duty of my mind, coupled by my heart ofc, and allowing my spirit to propel me, i e animate that i like, more so than what i like to become, the act of being authentic, and use the embodiment of my experience, as well as demonstrate why this person is bad, would u believe me. but perhaps i’m not the one painting this person as bad. but when u use some words, and express myself in hefty discourse, it comes off as such. i use these keywords of general expressive s that convey into such. and without much effort, u may buy into what facade i have been selling. or maybe i’m up think i’m selling such. bc we must. at all cost. convince each other of smth. while making it look effortless. the “ they came to their own conclusions all on their own” comes to mind, u may stand in the shadows and laugh at the thought process and say why yes. ofc they do. and they did that all on their own. what ofc wouod that do. that i might have convinced someone that someone is bad. say. maybe they r looking to identify someone as good or bad. maybe their profession. is one where “the bad guy gets scooped up” and kept in the safety so that no one else is harmed by them. ah so. perhaps we are too hurt to let things go. not bc of what it did to us but bc of its future potential advancement upon others and bc we are in. part involved now, say depending on how i might know this person and how did i get the said information. why am i even dealing of such. am i trying to get u to do smth without seeming to be the proprietor of such ? we often don’t wanna be responsible for “making u do smth” bc in the nature that it’s wrong. u won’t hold me responsible. but i am involved. and my solve would only make “it “ grow. so what should i but to contribute my part ensuring that there would be no future contenders in line to the same old “self discovery”. we could save a lot of time even. say the person on query might recognize that not all discourse is meant to harm. in looking at our society however as to how we handle human discrepancies. as errors tend to happen. we hardly consider the nature of such transpiring. let alone as to reasons why even that so often things of this sort do happen.
but why do we do such “reporting” ? aren’t people generally capable of telling right from wrong? good from bad? don’t they have the same repository that u and i have? things such as intuition and heart consciousness as well as a operational mind. it doesn’t require so much to put a few composite parts to make a whole. wouldn’t that hold the same in deciphering our reality? why are we still stuck in repeat. recreating more of the same. are we not capable of “learning “ anything new let alone touch base with the old and rekindle our wisdom intuitive senses with ease , while adding more bang to the skill set that is required to put our expertise in conscious motion? all of this signifies that there are social pockets where things stagnant. or pool up. or get all suck in a place where the information grows rather like a malignant tumour in the burrows of our systemic function. perhaps malfunction is more apt. bc if the organism is not able to get past its current conundrum it’s gonna have to face a cosmic ultimatum soon enough. it’s a surprise that we survived this far. life goes to show u how resilient we truly are. yet at the same time. we cry like big fat babies when things don’t go alright. walloping our arms and kicking about. our childlike qualities have , and they don’t leave, a way of letting us know what tend to pass over to our transitional states of minds and hearts that evolve. or we hold back ever so strongly that much like the malignant tumour. , the growing pit represented in our senses tend to generate a sort of jagged roads that we travel in our inner realm of emotional existence. those sharp corners eventually cause us to lose control of our drive , making us make rash decisions. or more so. i’m going out of hand. everything is loose. and my mind is, a blender of things where i’m headed to the inner death of me. represented in the exterior. only that nothing truly happens. u lay in bed on ur world of sorrow and the next day is a new beginning. perhaps u may have the same fortress inkling that u were simply being iterations the night before and call it that. but what happens when u didn’t. it’s those moments that weed out the week fro the strong. as survivalists would suggest. “ur just not getting with the program kid”. we are keen on being determined that some things cannot be changed. yet we have a hard struggle as to which is which.
but ofc. i wouldn’t confuse someone to a title that could cause then degeneration. in fact . i am new here. i just got here. more so. got out. inthe recency of time that prior to my being here i was clearly somehwre else. in fact. i can ask u. have u seen me as often before as u see me now. these are not stupid questions. im really working all my fields of exploration for truth. bc like u. that’s what i strive for although bc the human conflict is bigger than what humans have grown to acknowledge about their own truth and soul this sort of conflicting thoight can occur. also bc our societies are not perfect. but that’s also because we refuse to look for the avenues that we may have previously missed. or steps that we have skilled. in an attempt to supersede our brothers bc we might have a false sense of survival. we may not even notice that we do the same to ourselves. interior world is about self perfection. we add. extricate. change objedirve s to fit the best perfection. we tell ourselves the stories inside before we talk about them in public. sometimes. what we do is to convince ourselves of our lies agaisnt the inner truths. i ask u again. how much have u grown to know me because i am new here and i’m not aware of the ways of the world for what sort of information i’m about to provide to u would do. i didn’t even know cancel culture was a thing. that peope had ample power to cancel whole ass humans by the power of their word without any of it reaching the courts or legal light so as to do the detective work of telling whether if the telling is indeed a fact. or the misunderstanding may be yours. i never said cancel so and so. what i’m doing is that i’m becoming familiarized with this rather new space. i never did this before. and u may be part of a profession that handles people like me so ur going by ur own protocols of handling. most of ten we use these filters. and thru these filters our purview entirely different freon what we are truly presented with. which is great miss but can u blame any of us for not believing in-the integrity and truthfulness of others ? and can u blame anyone for not wanting to be entirely honest when the world of people are hanging by a lie ? whe the systems refuse to accept their portion of what all this co creates and when ur the only shmuck who must spill it all only to provide comfort for the already established schemas of the neuroses at work coming together to make the firmament of the framework that helps us guide. more so to return us socially to our “respected placements” much like cattle on a farm.
ah so. i was never intending on so and so to be harmed by what i said. i was in the discovery. among this new place i’ve been ennobled with. the act of how i got there and why am i there and who am i not what i’m told to be a fact above my own experience if u will cause of i must hold lose the idealistic nature of such reality coming together among the many subjective and objective expletives coming in the middle based on by perceptions that differ. personal experiences that are also quite not the same even when they appear as such, and this self discovery u might ask. bc. well honey. ur forty one. don’t u alredy have some sense of who u are. ah madam. thjngs don’t often work that way. see the systems can take a long time to even find ustoce where it can be easily had. the act of eating becomes. a lifetime. we play with danger and fire here. what u see is not what u think it is. and that’s why i am here seeking the same thing as u and everyone else who also does the same. who are we. and i would never pretend i know otherwise. i’m only as relevant to my surroundings and that goes beyond these walls. they go beyond borders and to an extend. they are the representative to the overall world essences. like i’d that’s so. then so am i am i not. but then we see that the systems tend to categorize. based on by who’s for the upper hand. because we can’t deal with the psycho spiritus conundrums of each other. we practicate and put into dialect in “simple terms” what a soul is and it’s no wonder why we are at odds with our true selves that we can’t see each other at a truer light even on a clear day. with glasses on. bifocals. binoculars. bc hat have u. maybe a whole ass telescope. microscope. maybe u see by touching. maybe u dig ur fingers in and still have a no clue. maybe someone chews the info and spoon feeds it to u and u still would choke on it. that’s just the way it is around here. and i say this bc i’m new. maybe an outsiders fresh perspective is better interim. u know cos we place higher acceptance to expertly feels so this as a signifier to “having lived thru it” or “been around it” or more so. “of having sacrificed the best of my years to such discoveries “ all the while we keep peoples at arms length. “no ur not supposed to do it “. “most people would not” and my favourite “popular thought “ come to mind when i think of such nature in play. though without such inclusiveness how can we both trust each other and the process of the process is only so that someone dominates and the trust is that u their unrealistically to someone or some people who can for the life of me. never accept of having been wrong.
what i don’t wanna do is cause divide. so i’m definitely not promoting hate or violence. i don’t wish for u to hate this person bc in hating them u would find reason to hate me too. hate is never the answer here. for in the discovery amid the mystery of how these systems tend to work. to each their own in line of gathering the data. not bc i did this. i am getting familiar with the art of double speak and covetious ness. the paint it one way but it being another are more common than i wouod like to accept. not that i fell in line with such but what i do is utilize the same tools that others have gone about. only that i intent on it serving humanity in a beneficial long term way. cos to an extend i can say that not having endowed with some of the data i now breath sleep eat shit and love, if i knew much sooner i wonder how life wood have been. and with tht.. i can relate for others the same . i’m new here but nobody gave me a handout. a blueprint or even. the decency that “hey well this is how it works here”. for that part is rather left obscure as if to find who’s spiritually up to see thru what! manmade causes and conditions that needs not be repeated? . bc if we were to know there is all this provision , and all this knowledge. and put the two together to determine. are we really spiritual or do we deny that the vessel has substance or it must do smth outside its periphery to earn a soul ? that holding back on the immediacy of information that could even save lives be solely dependent on the rather unspoken nature of our co creativity that we paint it as systemic hierarchy . in a way. we are in a contradiction that we must follow but also we must lead but one is silent. or maybe both are happening as “someone “ likes it. but again. i’m new here. and i’m only trying to decipher what any of this even means. because. there’s people who came before me i find. as some is displaced heavily and as i walk in their shoes from the inner perspective that i can , without speculating their nature for them but in mere association with what i am , because i’m walking the same streets and seeing the same buildings and the smells and touch, as well as the hearts that don’t take much to feel the overwhelming love that naturally arises among the common occurrences of we only become present within us, and promote more of it but again if u think ur convincing urself to such invincibility and irrelevancy it’s no wonder why ur acting out to get caught in order to prove otherwise. even when u don’t about it.
i’m somewhere in between
speeding up and slowing down. each morning i wake up in a hurry. rather that i’m or must be late for smth that hasn’t happened yet, it self is delayed. or it’s intentionally having me lag behind to its opposite cousin. the feeling of standing in the middl of quick sand. it’s either the quickness of the sand that causes u to show down. or that ur too fast and everything else that’s stationary feels like it’s moving in slow motion definitely a sign of misalignment. when timelines divert and coverage and u start skipping by the hour. of each minutes pass. i’m in a hurry to nowhere although i have a list of things to do. so where between the intuitional guidance for the fortuitous future and the haze of the past whose complications age connections to cast array of my senses. it’s no wonder why i feel suspended in mid air. the presence of motion tends to give me a kind of flair. sometimes i feel like i’m an aerial dancer amids the storm. other times. it’s everything else that’s upheaval and i, like a tree, motionless yet free. though my true image hasn’t caught up with me yet. i wonder. why is there such ease with misaligned nature , is beyond me. some say that we are jumping timelines. that is akin to what gurdjieff says. oh yes. the multiple streams of life where ur the stupid looking fish occasionally ducking ur head above water level to see what’s around. cosmic pool of inkling. so ahead and beyond u is that. space. perhaps inked with stars and cosmic matter. when u dip down it’s the organic portion of earths reality. u get. moss and seaweed are hick with brimming life. around u is other schools of fish as stupid as u. if not more. at least that’s how u assure urself that ur ahead of the game. u don’t know. when a common congruence allows for a proper jump u all wanna do is hop on over to the adjacent stream of …. thought ? but. reality is far too complex for that. it’d the equivalence to saying that we will have flying cars by millennium. the awakening is not the same, for it differs depending on what we prioritize. the drug users know it. not everything u “discover “ is real and not every connection u made in the mind when ur tripping out the wazzoo is enlightenment. but do tell that to the other fish. that all stream connect to one. and they will slap u with their fins and leave u for dead. days on end.
but ofc i must hurry up. u see there is a invincible monster changing me thru my timeline. but the more i speed up the worse things get. i feel like crickets in bliss. perhaps the hurry up is for being. everything has been chaotic lately. u can run the risk of becoming cathartic and lose all forms of feeling. oh what a terrible thing indeed. how can one about lose all kinds of feeling for it collies our purview and gives us life. robust with flavour of many pleasantries of what makes us here even. much like losing ur senses when ur eat and u can’t taste a thing cos u burned the tip of ur tongue on hot tea earlier. in one where u know smth is temporary. u find the comfort in the passage as u run thru. in the other. u don’t. bc everything is uncertain. although there’s always a resolve. and there is always clarify thru the thick of a forest. we tend to dwell more so on our relationship with mother earth. did mother get mad at me this time for what and is this her way of punishing me comes to mind. more so than what the mother does. ur worried that u might have gone blind on ur own self inflicted wondering that u did smth obviously wrong that u are incapable of catching for urself which makes anyone feel inadequate. how can one purpose to be independent and capable of sound decisions AND be capable of complete ruin age of their life the same. that they must continue to depend outside of themselves for proper guidance. then mother says. perhaps what we need to do is work out that spiritual immunity where along with the wisdom that says. “know that which u cannot change” and then balance that saying with “ i shall change myself indeed “ where “such change” prioritized us to be more resilient in the face of such susceptibilities. and perhaps only then would it go away on its own ( the cause or transpiring of which that causes us to behave in certain ways that is )
i need to slow down. i’m going too fast. i must make sure all the ingredients i’m working with are confluent with each other. much like food ingredients that don’t all ways to the same, the same holds true in deciphering the mysteries around us. as well as our particular thought processes. if u hate. does it mean that all the last love essences u had were fake or partial in truth? or maybe it sue hate that’s fake. then why would anyone appropriate to such negativities most often than not people tend to appropriate on their positive qualities. to fluff it up and make their positives look bigger. it’s in a way a societal byproduct of how we are ish to appear. as we make believe that if we repeat a thing enough times that it will eventually come true. as somethings sometimes do. but that’s bc they appear that way. have we ever thought about that? maybe. a thing that was purported to happen was gonna happen but u were consequently also saying it many times that it would happen. or that u connected those dots but what our the work u actually did and with integrity too that produced the connectivity in the first place. our child lie minds like to dream and wanted with ease on the connectivity of such differences coming together to make such things manifest. bc we are tiny little scientist on spirituality and the material life that we live in. we know that there’s some way in which we can shape our realities in the best way possible. like the drug user who reaches a harmonious place with the help of some chemicals altering his consciousness or removing the debris from his eyes. but ofc. all this is costly. we always trade a piece of us at the cost of such carbon footprint. and so is same with our spiritual endowments u err and here’s ur cost. but here’s also bounty. u find smth out and it changes lives the one rly. yet there’s incongruence between how we see our inner reality and the external conditions that very much work through the same. perhaps bc we are that mental with ourselves and the reality that sort of gives us that insanity of simply having to go on even when u don’t or have time to understand any of it.
what do we then attribute to appropriate living. bc each one of us have a idea of such. for some it’s education and a good job that gives to the world in some way. for others it’s making of a family and maintenance of the passage of time of change and it’s many transitions. yet for others it’s smth else. it’s always smth else. there’s always smth about our human kind our human mind that is sort of in its infantile stage. it wants to simplify pleasure and it wants to eliminate any form of doubt. so it is keen on telling over and over again the fantasmal abysmal reality of our rather creative essences. bc we are of that sort. all creators of smth. a piece of god is lodged in us. much like splinter in our minds that question. and we fear that in ourselves and it’s not a wonder why terrible things tend to happen bc. everyone creates. bc ben in ur abstain from such u create bc presence has that sort of substance where by which one begins to move reality with one’s mind. or was it within. u know what. i think i need to take a break. i’m beginning to colour outside the lines again and remember. this is a plane of perfection. and u must follow suit with the rest of the crowd. for to do smth outside of the structural norms will land ur ass in institutions. “but that’s not what most people do “. ok but innovation sort of has the same rep. what do u mean i think too new. the issue isn’t that ur out of the accustomed objectives per se. to it more so. “who do u thu my are that ur ennobled in big picture causes that u must appropriate and start acting like ur a somebody” comes to mind. for most people are kept small bc it’s easy to tend to them when ur the one solving the big problems. on ur own. ur like. sheeple. it’s harder to control u all if u start thinking g freely and start thinking about how some of our problems can be solved. it can even eliminate the grey areas of potential abuse of power albeit. the ones who choose this avenue are foremost abused and they continue to self flaggelite bc they formed a relationship with their pain.
they go smth like well who would i be if i didn’t identify with this. our lives is so basic that we can take one pain and then colour the rest of our lives in. purist of its justice. whereas the same thing can be resolved in a matter of hours and the people initially afflicted with it can move on safely and have a second chance at life. and it only seems like a second chance when u contrast it with those poor shmucks who are still coddling their pain. no ofc i’m not saying ur not capable of such resolve. slow down. read the line over again. i don’t know i mean, i’m in a storm of my own. can my words truly be tested or trusted for accuracy when my life is in turmoil. ? h perhaps. if we shift our focus from a informational basis to one where u become the information u wish to convey. much like art and the artist that do very mix the same bc there is no distinction between such objectives when we become too practical in thought and start criminalizing people based on by their experience . expertise and information that we refuse to account any proof that might be held which could potentially shed light into arenas of expected outcomes and somewhere between “i understand this” to why must i articulate. or more so what. so that we can chart perhaps the where to. since we are all works of life in motion. we are constantly shaping and reshaping our own intrinsic reality match that which is on our common purview. the rules and rights that pull and push from every direction. anyones biggest wish is the common ground :” less pain more pleasure “ or more so “ more mean g and less frivolities “ or maybe “ time input for greeter cultivation in bliss is more so than the time wasted on others expletive objectives”. maybe why we seek here is “to each their own” did u see my thoughts hurt others? if so. prove it. bc this is a legal matter after all it’s easy to tell someone that they must not rise to the social occasion to change things for better even when they r a nobody. it’s easier to tell people to think small bc u think that an endowment can be detrimental to world at large. bc everything right now is detrimental to world at large what are u tripping about. more so. what drugs are u taking bc
everything is to be watered down.
one must not expose one’s true qualities. this is not a place of that sort. one must always play down. and pretend one is incapable of seeing. the issue isn’t that u may or may not know something. because the art of acknowledgment is not merely out of presence of data or of having. been exposed to such. but more so what this attributes to in. meaning as well as what we can do with this particular information. usually we get desensitized about exposure to such. we are on overconsumption of data and of fear of missing out. this instability causes us to do the same thing while expecting different results. to take in data without correct sorting. eliminating. discerning. learning from. how one digests information. leaving that should or might transpire next to ur abject senses. from which any unmitigated underlying concern may transpire series of inconsistencies which tend to get us conflated in. our understanding and thereby affecting our general thought process which allows a sort of realty we are part of, one we tend to trim and tend towards, whether we acknowledge this connection or not doesn’t matter i think the air is clear and it’s freer bc it signifies all these steps we all cosmically missed. and so now we have these societal pockets to work thru. when we disassociate from what’s personal. then the impersonal is just u being personal with the rest of the world. much like being comfortable and unedited as u are when no one is looking. at home. in ur pajamas . to taking that person. without any cover. and allow urself to be in the world. in ur own personal comfort zone and i think that would be the embodiment of spiritual quality that transcends the person when ur not in a hurry nor are u keen on covering anything up or keeping up with lies that u must maintain. those take too much time. they are the ones attribute to shadows and the like. mystery lies on obscurity. but so can there be a snake. when u wander thru one
ofc the first lines are very pessimistic if we isolate them. then again life is series of isolated moments. articulated in thought form. represented in mere paragraphs. turning into full story lines of start middle and a hefty finish. u might think of this from a different view. that the trickle down eventually trickles upwards. getting behind how we are accustomed to consume data may be tough to do at first. have u not noticed what the right answer is on certain topics. or for the sake for free thought. we can grant the freedom to every person to determine their version of history. as they read and learn from their purview as well as their personal experiences with some identical form of systems that are also connected from where we wouldn’t have to make way to certain points that may shape our lives. have we the right information about the historical correlation but the one flaw is that none of us were personally there. so we depend on two conditions. those who are alive. the oldest among us. whose personal experiences can get passed down. and those who are currently part of recreation of such conditions. given that they have full understanding of their position. whether if the historical correlation do or don’t apply to their personal position. or the decisions that may have contributed to have led them there as well. each place having the right of each in society to have combination of both. their parental thought. and their social conditionings that would grant them the select purview of historically development as well as condition of current affairs would allow each individual to practice their right to freedom of thought. and forming their own conclusions about historical objections or else we would continue to fight each other while cite “facts” from history to assert which side we got gypped. hang on that’s meant to be a joke. ofc conspiracies tend to be rather too avant garde bc truths is more bizarre than reality as we know it. how do we trickle upwards tho? that’s just. not even
ofc here we are dealing with invincible pockets within society. u think the rise up would be evening out or fill in rather naturally finding a common rhythm where we may all find the right correct conduct among our differences as opposed to leaning too much on the pessimism that in isolated cases the mind likes to produce. i produced it this morning. it happens and very much like a natures way of telling us smth. what’s going on though really. why are we feeling this complete stsngnancy. life’s not meant to be this disastrous. i mean. i can accept some difficulties. ofc. i’m not a big baby. i can handle conflict to a degree. i can do my share and my part within some type of system body if it’s really serving the greater good why not. seeing others happily and healthy promotes that all around which also means im part of those systems that do very much the same for me. except here the issue is the more we talk about troubles and the common sense of logic that led us there the more we are taken from thereafter it’s almost like this whole time our silence was being bought. ahhhhh silence. u know what silence does for the victim? it’s meant to be a willful permittance but this doesn’t mean u just gonna be loud about things. a self affirmation or confirmation fills this rather inner inconsistency space. that tends to participate strongly in that general misalignment in one’s material life after anyhow. we are talking about potential bc at any time we are in the currency of change.
i read from somewhere this morning that change is smth that arises from pain. but pain is not the only resource that causes for change. there are many other cases for change bc cause is what transcends or more so facilitated change and change is what transcends cause to its effect in the case of who said it. frieda kahlo was going thru some apparent dark times. now our understanding may grasp this from a rather general thought and miss the entire point about change. and that’s in past due to our limited awareness ina given day. that’s why traction from habit which is motivated from daily actions and patterns is what signifies this momentum. the more momentum u make with each objedirve the more skilled u become with tasks. though the same maybe true for wrong task or destructive ones. the responsibly becomes to weed out the ones that no longer serve us. more so than their end game effects they imprint aka that was bad. ok that was bad. but what can be done. it already happened. so we can’t go back and change it to good. but what can be done now. bc that has to be the next move. usually we get lost in the what happened it wasn’t me it was u or it was all ur fault or u hurt me. theories. and not focus back on how am i today. am i safe. are u safe. are u doing ok mentally? etc. and then the common goal is that well here we can see around us as we made traction. the path interim. what quality is it in. did it hurt anyone else who might have gotten in our way. did we hurt anyone we encountered interim etc.
i’m not gullible to think that human beings are capable to right their wrongs and stop bad things from furthering. i believe it. despite the many ills. maybe it’s stockholm syndrome. i don’t care at this point it doesn’t seem to put me in any harms way. but what i do know is that it’s the very entanglements that get sour. u know. u wanna do all that scheming to harm someone. and that’s ur time and energy lost. it’s pointless. and there’s this other issue when folks go for complete destruction of each other. do it undermine each other’s good qualities bc u don’t bother to ask them. well what’s ur side of the story. how does that make u feel. what are u gonna do about it and how. can i help in anyway. -surely u can’t do more than ur stretching as u can. to reach out. sometimes it’s just the mere presence of each other that helps. it suffices that someone else understands what happened to u and not in a artificial socially accepted scripted way like from ur favourite sitcom. and ur just saying things u know are socially acceptable. no ur being u. if ur quiet it’s bc ur inner guidance. if ur listening deep. it’s bc there’s smth in there. perhaps it’s that deep stillness that gives reward both for the listener and the speaker. maybe it’s that space where things move from naturally. maybe it’s smth else. u may have a particular profession insight of which can help guide. what i’m saying is we need to start helping and stop punching. bc ur enjoyment about social justice in the screwed sense is also a form of stockholm syndrome. it’s the byproduct of ur love hate relationship with in the systems and u know what it does. done, is doing and u hate that ur helpless in its graces. perhaps there’s too much to unpack here. and to each their own bc it’s ur story. and it’s a matter of getting the right ingredients aligned and then discover what that power is. and fill in the gaps within the systems that are currently choking bc it’s not able to handle the load. to rise to the occasion is a double edged sword. bc that is the embodiment of change. where u shed ur old self and become anew. or u let go smth. or trade. maybe it’s ur time and energy. or a short term private struggle. or suffering. then again it’s a choice among many. do u wanna suffer slightly over long course of time or suffer a great deal on a shorter duration of a time for a long term planning for wider range of change and inspiration. and when we think inspiration we think of success. stories. many of these stories would probably not see the light of day. but given enough of them succeeding smth seismic will take place within the structure functions. but not in terms of destruction. it would be. a destruction of a ideology perhaps. like hate. or things that constrict our senses. this is inevitable.
i walked in the streets
it’s cold. there is breeze and peace and quiet. people are more pleasant when they dream. i wonder why that is. then i remember my own presence. it’s quite easy to think of others. lesser than you than taking. look at ur own process. u didn’t hurt come here overnight u know ? u have traction made. u have history. those we are part of a greater mystery would know. that means. one is truly exempt from this one law. the grey is cold but it’s more comforting. like the great obscurity of a hug from anyone. it breaches defences. and takes u to a place of inner calm. so the grey of the sky is like that. a natural hug that envelops u. giving u that much needed private inner reflection as u walk down the street in the open day.
sometimes we are too ennobled with our own involvement with all things external. do we even take a moment to be. for those who never did this. it actually feels quite stupid at first. u sit and u have absolutely nothing to do. so at first u might scamper around trying to reimagine urself in the exact copy of ur favourite movie character or career poster. having achieved the look. u would grow tired. more so. retired. before the adventure even has traction made about it. u may feel like if u were caught staring at ur ceiling. or just laying on the bed all lifeless. where u are not filling ur time with anything, but then soon find out that it is required. to be is to relief is the ease by which life becomes a bit more balanced given enough stillness is achieved.
but i’m walking on so i must be cautious. it’s cold. my breathe leads the way astray if i were to follow it with my life. it saves me only in one place. there is no need to overgeneralize it. i try to brush over my thoughts without attaching to any of it. much like passing these houses without hyper focusing thru the wonders even with the lights on. and the curtains cast aside. i have mastered the art of keeping my head right above the water. in the middle of everything at all times. which is harder to do than say because. the sweetness of thoughts is like ripe fruit hanging from. a tree. but not all fruit is equal. some have worms.
plus. the stickiness of the thought process rather keeps us distracted. to be on the moment is like dancing on the tops of ur toes. it’s hard work. but for the watcher it’s like the lead dancing in the wind. effortless and maybe. she’s born with it.
this can be a curse for some however as i ponder harder by the loose side of the river. i check back to see there is no kids around. that there are no. bystanders. anyone behind the windows as well. i keep reminding myself that i have basic right to take up minimal space on this earth place. that we all equally share. then ofc. if we were to utilize a common sense theory in any circumstance. a degree of prethought prior to its happening would be. it’s the equivalence of conscious precursor to its manifesting.
which is what happens to us when especially we are relaxed enough. i think it happens when we are in the hustle of the daily grind too especially when u work towards establishing a more divinely firm grounds from which you base ur daily actions. and infuse ur own thought process with spirit because we do get lost in these compartments rather. much like being trapped in ur own body. but where the consciousness goes. much like being overruled by our emotions or too much thought process that practicates everything but then it’s so practical to make errors either. it seems also that our impulses can lead the way. when “i didn’t mean it “ becomes standard or “ i must be born with it” or “this is always who i’ve been”, u can even say “u can’t teach an old dog new trick” here.
i must always be on the lookout. so in between thoughts i pause to remind myself where i am. also while seeing how i got here. and what brought me here aka personal choice or social conditions or both. there is danger anywhere. lurking under the guise of misguided sensibilities. we can sacrifice the wrong thing . and have adverse side effects. and mental allergies such as cultural byproduct of mutual disagreements must be considered as best of the grounds for especially those who are new to the scene. it’s always essential to chart ur ground. so that ur not only way know how about getting urself out of any conundrum but also be there for others when an opportunity presents itself, we all would like to take part in each other’s success stories. there’s smth about a common appeal for hope. and it’s the very drive that keeps us going even in the darkest of days.
(dang that’s corny as heck)
and u gotta laugh for urself. so i do. often break out in a smile when i’m on self reflection mode bc i have been the biggest best friend i’ve ever had. my whole life to be exact. plus we have history. whether it’s karmic. quantum glue like reasoning or evolution is not for me to define. plus. it’s the rather undefinable objectives that tend to be the oldest. like wisdom and core truths and basic understanding about reality. very much like nature these are available to us for free accessibility. but we have this one tenet of reality. it’s like. cellophane film covering the organic matter. makes it look polished. but also keeps us in this rather embellished reality where we think we must not waste bc the overproduction of historical traction data collection has us conveyed that the slow steady forward motion of diced spirituality is much better than the organic culturization of our muti lateral diverse human theories coming to a minestrone soup like quality. and touch. bc taste is essential here. in this world then would u say u can at all times find the grandeur taste of realty? it’s robust , that’s for sure tho.
ofc i wasn’t thinking about food when i wrote that line. in my head. there is a book that’s been scribbled all over it. i think if i can relay thoughts into a book at any time. what sort of make would that be of reality. in fact we swim in our thoughts and talk to invincible friends all the time. perhaps u talk to god. i don’t know. and the more sensitive are to ur own thought process and inner communication and personal discourse. u learn to be still enough to hear others in their own thought processes. or you would like to. via being curious about how frequencies and thought processes usually tend to cluster and work together.
u know i was thinking about that guy yesterday. who was talking to himself. maybe the natures indicant here is that we may very well perish. like this is our peak and there’s no more development or hope for human kind to get past their differences and get along on common goals. like how our clothes don’t really matters and it’s what’s inside that counts the most. that is representative of our skin as well as our gender roles in society. the reasons why there js gender roles is precisely due to predictability of behaviour. which also reflects our economic and other man made systems. we do in a way. transcend the way we see and represent systems as we are able to manifest the reality that we see fit. the potential is there. but perhaps we may also like to think of it from the perspective of the pessimist i mentioned earlier. if we cannot get along and continue to subjectivize human beings or have fun with them and play with their lives as well as their livelihoods chances are nature is gonna continue to send us messages of a possible extinction that maybe near. it’s like a good natured mother whose compassion wants what’s best for u , she says “honey if u really dislike being. human and u don’t wanna be here. may i suggest extermination in a humane way? “or perhaps u may grow cold about having families no more and or we lose the idea of home. or love. or hope. in the truer sense. we would be lost. like dolly the sheep who was conducted in a lab. it does not have the bonding to an organic mother. and it’s in a isolated case, a spectrum. of what our human practicalities would go the distance for but may have forgot to turn off the stove at home. on their way out.
and with that fury. i looked at the scenery one more time and decided to turn back to head home. home for. me is. many places. perhaps because of my life , how it developed and it’s many conditions. as these things happen to any life. i wondered about the inner boroughs of my deeper being. i no longer wanted to engage with frivolities of the distract of life. or mind or heart of all. i don’t know. imm still figuring out this whole being here business. it’s an enterprise u know. u gotta conduct urself everyday. and it’s never u reach a place and that’s it. the summit is in the mind and i’m the mind keeps evolving. therefrom we can only limit our own selves.
but yes. things hurt bc they r material. the road is hard. the air is cold and thick with thoughts. it’s sunday. we think of peace on sunday. but most often it’s the distance made that counts the most.
once upon a time
where everything was fine. but nothing is exactly fine. not all at the same time anyhow. things always go wrong. smth is off. something goes amiss. there is introduction to smth new. u meet people. not all of them walk the entire way. others leave u halfway. some are ushers. yet others get u to react which takes u in some path off the directive, u may call it a distraction or it could very well be a new introduction. it doesn’t let itself known right away. but only through which one gets to endeavour such paths. in the first place. the whole life is a endeavour. we never truly know. yesterday i saw someone speaking to themselves on the street. and asked who was at the receiving end. other times, what good is it to speak ? sometimes the best way to figure anything out is in being. but it’s not enough. nothing ever is. so u go and get urself in another trouble. maybe we see addicted to pain. maybe we like drama. usually it’s the unrequited love that turns into haste. someone cares. but in the wrong possible way. then we forget it’s all play. things get dense like wars and famine. we become disqualified to enter a better place. so we look back and count the things we gained instead to feel good about our conundrums hindsight is 20/20 after all. that’s why we are preoccupied with past tense. it’s no wonder we are dense. the time is here. it’s the moment that u will never get back and here we are. fragmenting a whole into its parts but it’s one thing if all parts agree of the connection. we deny. and wanna cut off the live limbs from the body bc “it acted funny towards me”.
maybe there was never a happy moment in life. we only compare when we are in trouble. shit out of luck. ofc it looks good when ur in trouble. u would wanna be in any situation but here and anywhere else but now. but why is that so. is it just very difficult to experience pain or do we just seek personal escapism. or, we can look past the personal comparisons of isolated moments and see that the minds works very much like a construction site on a busy freeway. u close each lane until u only are left with one. the more constricted the path becomes. the more selective u are and that’s bc things naturally slow down so u can see things a little bit more with clarity. it’s like ur suddenly in slow motion swimming in a perfect storm. there is debris and broken things all around u. but ur not scared. there’s nothing to lose when ur already losing. i mean it’s a storm. so there’s at least that. things are ina. sudden upheaval. either ur uprooted or the ground beneath u is cracked sending all sort of construction in a no balance zone. that’s the embodiment of a perfect storm. bc u don’t know what to associate ur life to anymore. there is no structure. no balance. but in that calm. ur next move counts more than u like to know. perhaps. the strong presentation here is that the last structure was build on faulty ground. u could see that at least things that don’t mean to last do exactly that.
one must not force oneself to convince oneself that something was bad just because it didn’t turn out the way one wanted. most often than not we don’t even know what we are doing. anyway. until we have to know about it. by then a ton of things go wrong in one’s life. that u must spend a hinge chunk of ur life time and energy to make right or find some sort of grounds where u r not letting the ground swallow u whole. there’s meaning even in impossible things. that our past give us a far bigger clue that we are finding potential grounds where a degree of improvements can greatly change things for better for everyone. the opposite would excavate more of the same. even leading to more conditions that may become more unpredictable the more we insist on divisive extremes in terms of deciphering what duality even. means because the essentialist of the being that is marked by the clear distinction that u can be one person at a time all the while holding. multi dimensional expressions suggest that there’s more to life than we would like to assume certainty about. surely the presence of calmity usually represents security and safety and the absence did such could be inquisitive. u may wonder or forgo the whole discovery. yet when we are in angry haste we often mark this as a negative thing. and it’s bc it is. but we often miss translate it’s true meaning bc it comes to us as in a rather complicated dialect or more so that our minds, having had gaps and grey area within it as well as in spots of black that covers part purview, other times often reacting an inconclusive end result in lines of particular development of thought albeit perhaps due to contradictions within its formation in relation to what is available in one’s surprising. the feedback loop on myriad of levels that operate the same which is no reason why we can’t seem to pinpoint some of the repetitive issues or ones that have formed a pattern. albeit short term. nonetheless our mode of approach to life’s difficulties tend to work in oversimplification of what’s complex thereby leaving complex unexamined. we then make complicated. to compensate with the extra ( u will have those spiritual pockets of miss behaviour resulting from doing partial things or things done in opposite ) energy u will have to make up for the natural balance. which is the message we keep missing about. perhaps bc we are either conditioned by our conditions that our conditioning becomes so convincing that there is no way out until some catastrophe happens and some cracks begin to occur in our thought process or assimilation or rendering of reality and the data from which things germinate and multiply. bc things slow down and our decisions become more precise. from there. even tho we may have done a ton of tiny wrongs. a few very right things tend to be effective in changing things for the better. eventually.
but. to a person of self perfection . we must consider the uphills battle of self clarification and self evolution that denotes to further than the limits of a given lifetime. while the lifetime of an individual is just as impactful as thinking on the eternal qualities of the soul since there’s immediacy of action followed by diction of consequence as well as causes and their relation to effects. there are gonna be always somethings out of our control. we will bring with us a unique goodness that complements the whole. not in a haphazard way. although we do have equal opportunity to err, and there will be another whose qualities superseded some of our lesser qualities. lesser here refers to experience perhaps. it’s that we all have smth to teach and something to learn. we have smth to give and smth that we need. we all have our unique set of wants so long as it hurts nobody. and therefrom inspired we become to make correct decisions in line with the right intuitional blueprint for the self excellence that requires self discipline. and to convey one’s innocence all the while lunging with one. the weight of one’s past wisdom. bc things did in fact happen. there is no denying it though a lifetime. as it is self evident. can be dense. which means that it can be slow and when things r slow and dense. one may feel the grasp of earthy traps more so than any other way. on top of already existing constriction that one must face every day is now the addition of the extra that is as if we didn’t hear it upon passing the entry way to earth plane there will be pain. ok. how much? grace says it will be only in accordance to ur handling ability. where do u draw the line tho ?
pain is quite subjective. something may upset someone to a greater degree. than another. we can never tell the reality based on by assumption. but we all tend to run them. it’s a means of directing us all to not take the avenue. to slow down and ask ourselves the import of query so the answers as ready as they are become more available in our psyche from which we derive our meanings along with paired words. but words is just one of the ways in which we convey meaning and combine things so that we have a complementary input into this reality. we all have responsibly within it. why not awaken fully to its power and take it. fro there we could tackle common. issues like excess pain and suffering. and how we can intermingle the natural world with the systemized one. both serve common purposes. yet we fear. we are scared we will do wrong and be wrong. what if u are hopeful about the world instead. what if u thought up positive things about tomorrow place. i guarantee u unless ur going through legal matters chances are it will help u feel better and lift u up. even if ur going thru legal matters u would find more clarity and focus. ofc sometimes u find that in the mids of a fire storm. if u must feel smth see to it that it benefits u in some way. maybe it clears the arteries to feel some sort of discomfort that’s warm. of. only u would know ur own body sensations. and remember that breath is ur friend. sometimes people sound mad but they are just really high strung on some repetitive topics. it’s not that there’s patience that’s running out. but maybe so. bc things have been globally going wrong. so u never know someone’s breaking point. it’s hard to maintain seeds of hope more so than sow them. which makes it all the more essential to embody our truths. what u wish to see in the world? be more of that.
transcendence of being
allow for creativity within the field of vision from where we spring towards a shared horizon. a certain mindset requires. higher states of thought and higher quality of being that’s not exactly free from suffering since suffering has myriad of purposes in the world, but one that’ manages the discrepancy between careful resolve and still maintain the investment into the future place. bc it’s the future in mind, knowing about one’s whereabouts as to the traction one may have made, from where one stands , one can then master the start of balancing between such dual nature presented to one in reality. there is a middle way through which one may not need to sacrifice on the details of which some information maybe difficult to bear for this gives insight into the current intricacies of quality of relationships playing at large. the relationships are within, and with external conditions there in that also communicate between esch other the same, for everything that makes the reality as we see today is in communion with one another, and as we continue to improve on the quality and condition of our conduct within it we then influence to a degree the totality of that outcome. when things become painful and dense in reality the speed at which we may cognize as well as the arduous task of burden through which each player must carry their own personal portion and the other by which the common grounds may allow , where we tend to see free will direct the ration of mind, aligned with the hearts that conceptualize the dialect necessary to decipher the complementary nature of the other houses that also work together with the mind, for the reality that takes shape, tends to come into purview. though because the pain threshold differs from individuals, we end up transgressing on the past issues that some may not have had the chance to come to terms with. this backwards motion allows for the pruning of that which no longer serves societies. but bc we have our conceptual minds in such dominance over the rest, there is a potential to make error as to the level of certainty and the assumed clarity that can come into play among those who are keen on making such resolutions. in that happenstance the difference of opinions tend to crash about. where things rise up and transgress there’s far too much debris that prevents us from seeing the common trajectory. which could require a time of stillness and quietude. those who are keen on remaining still in the mids of such storms tend to get the insights or herald the signs of which attributes most to the most articulate frequencies that we all would wish to see in the world more of. things such. a compassion and love and forgiveness are not for the faint hearted though there’s a common mistake that these are the qualities of the weak. rather. but in considering the misconception that strength can only be measured by force and dominance of having exerted one’s power. this is only partially true.
transcending anything is not fun at first. again. there are few very strong forces that come into play. the more opposite the force the more impactful the blow however impact cannot be prioritized in terms of change. for impact is a byproduct of the quality of intention coupled by truth honesty. kindness love as well as willingness to eliminate suffering of all when we prioritize eliminating of each other. or to compete. or supersede or hurt or harm or revenge or act from a place of resentment ( resentment here is unresolved unmitigated feelings and thoughts about smth that u lied previously about bc u thought or assumed or hoped to change a person a situation and or a condition. that was out of ur control. resentment therefore is a attribute to those who don’t know what they want. and bc they oscillate betwen their wants and needs and cannot discern the conditions of a organism. such as what responsibilities fall on u. bc this signifies that boundaries are also fuzzy where u may not notice which sort of actions. where when and how attribute to whom there’s having a false or limited understanding into smth. and ur portion of that budding resentment comes from disappointment from unrealized expectations that might have occurred rather mechanically. bc u have partial awareness to what’s going on ) bc we don’t like to appear as foolish. weak or dumb that we end up flip flopping between stark objectives assuming that we must pick and choose or if a given condition has strong contrast that we must not try to see two stark objectives side by side. there’s a saying that two truths can be true at the same time. albeit they may possess qualities at first sight or feeling, contradict each other but perhaps this is a failure of the mind more so. the fault lies in the seismic ground work of how certain objectives have been established. see? words have a powerful in tune nature that represent a quality much like a psychic however since the intuitive departments within each person tends to develop rather unique ( as per circumstances and environment we all slow cook in and the way we convey our experiences and direct them in to wisdom as well as to tend to that baseline cultivation of which we spring everything out of as well as to the space for potential errors we may have therein so as to generate a system that reliable to have our back naturally where if we were to make a mistake in reason and theory, we are also quick to recover and reimburse anyone we might have inconvenienced )
suffering serves many. u could be suffering from a condition that is getting ur attention for presence and facilitate appropriate change after u discover reasons therein. it could be the consequences of ur actions. depending on the height of ego and depth of pride. surely ego and pride are wonderful tools and can make life colourful and fun as well as to reward ourselves for our portion of hard work as well as to motivate ourselves to smth. though too much priority and emphasis on these departments is what gets us in a bunch. it’s the same thing as we wish to support each other. as human beings but then u may offend someone of different background culture and when they point out to the offence as gently and humanly as they can ur pride and ego gets into a self defence mode bc u feel embarrassed or put on the spot or u feel betrayed assuming that well here i am helping u. i am understanding u. i care about u but here u are denigrating my “impose and intention” for the cause that is , which ever propels me to be involved in the first place ( so now ur ego says ur doing smth and u must let it be known that ur doing smth that u don’t need to do but perhaps ur too prideful that ur doing smth that not many others do) all the while ur not realizing in the priority of ego and pride that u just didn’t understand the nature of the exchange and thereby ur willing to ruin ur friendship and risk ur position of truth. since if u truly cared about the said objectives u would be more welcoming of such critical thought that’s exercised by others wielded by free will appropriate by the context matter of the nature of exchange as well as the issues that u may further discover therein. the reason why these issues matter in the first place comes from our immediacy of thought that wishes to seize or dominate the means and right of leadership. and leaderships are adopted from what we tend to see exemplified in the world playing at large. in the common scene. though in the world of systems system feedback in a loop so what we see we feed our response or reaction and from which it self is inspired from what it sees and then. responds and reacts appropriately. but bc there is a confluence between the speed of thought and the executing actions we tend to get sloppy the longer an issue lingers and get impatient with the rather repetitive nature of discourse and end up leaving out the details from which we originally started in terms of deciphering such meanings in association with reality.
as the reality gets more dense. aka. illnesses. natural disasters. and anything that may drop kick anyone out of their rather dreamy state where we balance between potential and the reality of action and creativity intuitive thought coupled by the understood actions to carry things out into the reality place. common space shared where each day we have choices made. between the feeling of smth and the translation into actions. the immediacy of our thought process directing us from where each origin may also occur, through which we are inconstant organizing. within. even the seemingly idle states of being serves this purpose. the resting in between wordings. the words between sentences. the sentence between silences. the sleep. between the waking states are all by representatives of life and death and the intricate interplay. why do we not remember beyond a points. is the data base limited in storage. is there smth else that happens that we may not realize. we don’t realize all of it. that’s why we are repeating some of the issues that pose potential danger to our mortality. which we see happen daily. heightened by the challenging times where materializations of destructive thought shows itself in susceptible places. which costs us. even though we may see this as a benefit. benefit comes from the lack mentality. oh sure. if u die then. there is plenty for me. if u die. i can carry ur legacy. then i can get the fruits of ur hard work and labor. if u die. then there’s more space on earth for we. and if u die. and must give up. then we will finally evolve as species are the same in the sense that what we are doing is resenting smth that we don’t fully understand relationships of which plays out in a way that we also don’t recognize bc there are too many similarities that tend to trigger historical connections which covers our eyes and puts us in a trance rather so we are in trance before we reach that transcendental place and in that place depending on the quality of the levels that have established on earth plane, subsequent anything in alignment is potent to happen and thereby goes. issue is we end up placing too much emphasis on the theories or the type of theories there are versus the quality of input of the theory as well as the substance as well as appropriate placing of the theory. aka what it is that u intend on doing n what do u wish to achieve. what’s the end game. so here. bc we begin to become clear with our portion of reality. which is the way out of rather resentful states of being since the ability to know and determine is the way thru which u may then be clear and coincide with the actions forming the measurement of risk tool and then sure. u may be surprised still. the presence of knowledge is. not absence of flexibility where potential of change can occur but it’s in the nature of knowing that the quality of change relates accordingly given that ur clear with ur intentions. that’s why even when someone doesn’t see u do smth. the nature of that doing gets recorded and gets ennobled with our future versions no matter how much we refuse to recognize the signs or tell the nature of which it is delivered.
some say that karma is supposed to be a punishing kind however karma is only a natural balancing of out of whack opposites. our understanding of human concepts tend to dull out the teachings if we place too much emphasis on the extremes rather and the effectiveness therein for these signify attachment. and priority on desirous thoughts. such as grandeaur kind. the ones where one really allowed one’s ego and pride dictate the contents of one’s lessons and life challenges. coupled by advancements this can create a rather stationary concoction bc remeber this is a dense stste alreddy and we already see in the systems that we can further densify our experiences which sources pain and suffering in many. the point of suffering here in lies in the inhumane conditions though the infraction is done foremost to oneself in manifesting such pursuit. now in looking at covert and overt realities. both possess the same quality of intricacies that if u invest in smth long enough u will achieve the means albeit wrong or misunderstood that is and one may even supersede to such an extend that one may live an entire life full of delusion and wrongdoing. this is only due to the common quality of tranction made. which shows us the level of densities of existence and we may calculate the potential accomplishments that could still be achieved. only when we are willing to discover these that is. though bc there are few conditions here that are at play. such as personal reason. personal amicability between the psycho spiritual and the material reality as well as one’s clear intention, the end results depend entirely on the diverse free wills coming together to a whole, thereby rising the meridian quality of earth places common existences. if we cannot achieve further than this, when things come to a dissolution and then come together again. taking new shape and form. generating. new interactions with the old, we may convince ourselves the absence of such lessons would portray that we can indeed escape our fate and ramification of reason although we may also continue to discover pockets of memory missing in chunks and wonder why that is. or if. in this case we have established some type of continuity where by which any single one of us is prevented from distracting the public opinion by partial truths or the like, intention too would thereby unite and the reality will therefore become a bit less dense and a lot more flexible. the transcending of that which has settled down tends to give us a more confluent relationships between material reality. the set of materializing or “creating” a reality u wish to live in, as well as the more effort ways of “motion” aka ur travel thru space. since we are already doing that but given that our solar system moves quite slow is not accidental in represent. it’s all too symbolic. though again. all things must come to a cease. nonetheless this would be rather motivation for the hearts that realize, it doesn’t end here.
what’s the function of societies.
the purpose of a society and structure of its reason may depend on many alternatives. things such as providing security in assurance of knowing what may come next and how much can go out is essential in any dealings with big numbers. u may say that perhaps those sub systems builder over time, via trials and errors and it’s correct that our evolutionary process allowed us to take a good look at our truth and nature, that is, we are not exactly sure why we are here still everything is wrapped in plastic, every reason has repetitiveness behind it. to solve serious issues. ur expected to press series of buttons that do multiple functions. in fleshing out the systems however, there are some basics about the functions relating to our survival. now here is where things get really interesting. do we remember our truth and origin enough to determine the organic and the inorganic happenstances of patters. resulting from the constancy of life ? there are multiple phenomena that are simultaneously at play for instance. these currents are what make up the gamut of our reality. though as far as perception is concerned. to each their own because the same reality does not seem to be experienced the same by two different individuals. yet we are insisting on according to the level of assimilation of the incoming data and sort it properly, given that we may have established a type of solid basis , from which we can bounce our furthering of ideas. much like a garden. and here there is a ton of pruning that takes place. natural shedding also occurs. where else could we store such a vast data but the deepest corners of our minds, ofc for us to organize the more complex data such as the lifetimes, the reflective quality of consciousness that feeds the mind with the recency of information tends to kick in a higher gear that our dialect may not articulate. at least not as right away as our day to day actions. we attribute the reality. the external energy tapestry of many different levels of existence coming together imbued and it’s from the inner realm that it’s purported we have created this reality. in small doses we say u generate the life u live in. u have the power to create the life u want. where everything depends on u and ur in charge of everything that happens within it as well as responsible — while this maybe partially true, perhaps once we reach a level where such manifestations are confluent with common interest that we wil begin to see some of these long developing phenomena take manifest route into reality. though at this time we have minimal and selective control. where at large we see an order, or formation, but it’s multi functions are at odds with each other. now we see bodies of work as gear to a machine but we are working towards replacing parts as opposed to changing the direction of and rearranging some of its other parts. if we didn’t try would we know even how bc this can generate within such diverse minds a different attribute. things such as moving material objected come to mind. or even entire cities moved over.
in a given system we take comfort in the way that certain things are in fact out of our control. this isn’t bad in a healthy society. however in ones where its parts conjunct. can lead to catastrophes. though human nature, although we still have no clue as to why even we human⭐️ is quite resilient and time and time again we have fallen. and time and time again we have got up, when u think of law of one this is sweet words but in looking deeper we see that there are very clear and apparent discrepancies. would u like to be the butt of the joke all the time ? at the cost of human endowments that only go down in history books ? what about the mud we struggled against. , the way we can truly understand our nature is not to cut off the limbs according to what works for any given opportunity that u might like to find perhaps denial of the factors that transpired there in do not in fact disappear just because we refuse to acknowledge it, perhaps this isn’t even to acknowledge and to forgive. it’s not to say i am sorry in blunt dried up words of history. things fall short when we simplify too distinctly the very art of what it means to correct something because time and time again , perhaps bc we don’t know why we are here and because we built systems in the assumptions that the natural settling of the systems in to machinated normalized fashion would fashion us a identity. perhaps one that is more assimilated to the systems that settle down given by its nature. but now we are choosing to deny pests of nature bc it’s in apparent disagreement with some of our habits. it’s not difficult to listen. take heed then lead the way to solve these issues if u like , but this is one of those situations where law of one goes into gear. now it makes sense that the many who die bc we are safe here is not per chance happens our of free will geared by mother nature, it could very well have been elsewhere. but that it happens under our watchful existence means that we are missing a message by what nature is willing to share , not that not that so and so is born in a particular part of the map and it’s due to their past karma that they must suffer. now in determining these sort of idealistic notions towards others spirituality is nothing new. it’s what remnants of a faulty religious breakdown of kaleidoscopic whole of its parts coming apart that now in the psyche of the people plays as the remnants play like mere art. u may even think too nationalistic against any ideals that may differ than urs bc it may pose a danger to a rather imaginary identification of ur relationship with what makes u who u are. a nationalistic identity is such that. it’s in part
attribute to history and in part luck. but in no way is it enough to determine someone’s inner divinity. we all came here to learn something thus. it’s nice to assume that we might have been the exception to the rule. the golden rule that is. bc in looking at some of the societal maintenance we see the discrepancy of hippocrates. which may impede in the cosmic way of determination to not define, not refine but to really come to terms with our truth and nature. to truly embody this quality is akin to telling truths. so right there we get the number one infraction when we lie to ourselves. in lying to others. or the better way to say it. to convince others of a lie one must convince oneself foremost. it’s not the attitude of having self determination to express what one conveys as truths so long as u do with assurance and self esteem with firmness in ur voice is simply not measurable in the presence of that plus truths. the substance is what fills the skeleton of what makes a great conversation starter. an empty conversation will let itself known that it lacks the single most ingredient that animates in us the germination process in the first place. especially when a garden is tended well and is pruned and the ground is fertile for growth. ofc words aside that makes the world. there in we find ourselves. sandwiched between ester amnesiac past, and the futures uncertain. where we are churning through bodies of work. through concrete and the halls , doors and windows , it’s us who run like the rivers down the streets, there’s a unionized understanding of how external conditions tend to operate. yet in being rather obscure within, we have to see this world in rather through a cloth on a sunny day. u may get partial information with blocks to ur view like little spots that cover up areas. ur mind gathers this data. it could be a forrest or a city. u may use ur other senses to complement an inner picture. but the blocks will eliminate any detail from entering ur purview and it could be a snake. it could be a car coming speedily at you whatever. maybe it’s an enemy. the full cognizance does in fact reveal what is necessary in order find the correct sequence , which is to say, syncronically a natural current guidance so hate and discrimination of its parts do very much the same. in telling the truths however, even the pasts that may potentially been discriminate in the prior must come forward, though in the assimilation in the imprints of our minds may not detect such information bc it might have permitted yet was not in direct alignment with the information it’s faced with. in rather artificial systems our organic body of work tends to receive and send information. though i’m looking back at the earliest conversion of sorting data. must compress in parts the ability to make way for the new incoming. bc life doesn’t stop simply bc we are in dispute with the system. it’s the same as when something goes wrong within. but to me perhaps to say that in order to discover what our capabilities could be, and in our truth and nature what we are, since i may not be alone in this , that our purpose does not exactly consist of doing what we think we see around as it happens. in conveying larger works of data, the discrepancies are self evident. it’d just a matter of encapsulating the entire whole in one consciousness to understand it a little bit better.
we can see determine our past breakthroughs is that the human dilemma consists of the soul trapped in the body heavily reliant on earth plane governed under natural and manmade laws in conjunction with each other and at other times vibe and dance. so the presence of right sequence is potent to be, once the vision of complete in whole, in abstract that all can see, in that breakthrough we find that our current systems working in the ways that their development cooperated with the human evolution and the appropriate consciousness levels with its own set of struggles and achievements made on each timeline could very well tell us that we could run the risk of being wrong. so as to take good care, in determining what’s next, if we were to play by the numbers and say that a small handful of people can be capable to maintaining the world what would that say to the probability that they run into errors ? when you have a entire organism in clear communications, ur point to ally lowering the risk of making mistakes especially when u do not artificially compress meanings and iron out the details in places of information collection and what tends to be simplified into the context of which then appropriates a response in decisions having been made. it’s aptly necessary the order of presence where decisions make their rounds pass through multiple filters, and in those filters do we display contradictions in the mode of functions and the reasons behind their take since each individual has within their arsenal their inner repertoire of knowledge and determination from their own established grounds where by which such decisions are prioritized, and the reason why i say this is bc we live in a world of levels. hierarchies in other terms or experts or leaders of a pack but we hardly examine the intricate nature of decision making which can be a make or break in instances. the reference to society is self evident. since the current conditions of the myriads of societies are self spoken and evident by nature of hierarchies rather than the equal activities that give and share, as well as to equate a means where there is greater sense of purpose and less in the neuroses. surely the latter will take some time to resolve but, in the other way around. as is displayed in various parts of the world the phenomena of the breaking down of a human being in. public and or doing things that are more of a signal to something. heralding thru the person a warning, via mother nature, or higher frequencies that see the same, bc there might be faultiness in our shared reasoning that we find no reason to being to our common purview such conditions as if we are this greasy mystery. determined to be self elective in reasoning that it’s also very certain it knows itself too well to define and decide another’s fate for him.
to change things
we gotta do things that require and make the grounds fertile for such change. but life is too precious for us to risk ourselves for it. most often than not. we take the shape and form of our surroundings. for two reasons. survival and the nature of adaptability by the similitude of being belong to a body of work bigger than just our lonely singular self. this latter part is akin to living outside of urself. bc surely anyone can master the art of self love. but there is smth greater in extending ur love. or more so allow ur consciousness to arise the already available territories which are boundless when it comes to love. we just assume that love. much like all others. ( others in terms of our behaviours. self disciplinary teachings on how to know our limits etc ) is and supposed to be in controlled doses and could potentially breach others boundaries. ofc. it is. if ur think fucking others is love. or that u must touch them and continue to make them feel uncomfortable convincing urself that this is what love is. surely any expressive form can be mistook as love and any one of those options can potentiate a type of love that we wish o express. but it’s that. expression is a branch of love but it’s not love itself. in the sense by which i mention here. the type of love that i speak of is more like being. it’s the natural baseline quality of ur substance. it’s the effortless , the most rewarding attitude u can have towards all and everything. ur eli there’s a difference betwen how u may carry and express urslef and how u truly feel inside. it’s harder to tell very much like if u watch someone thru cameras and hear them fart. u can only rely on what u hear but not know exactly whether if there’s a smell. bc ur not there. so this baseline vibrational quality of our being is very much the same. i can say whatever i want. do what i want. and be whoever i wanna be. but unless the space is shared. no one would truly know what my quality of vibrations will be. which is the type of love i speak of. this is the love that extends already naturally bc it’s already there. in the air we breathe. and in the water that encompasses the world. in the grass the dirt and everything that we see and are part of are connected by this invincible treads much like a spiders web. the vibrations from the web is what transmits the data. so our cosmic love is very much like that. we just grow so accustomed to it that it’s easy to take it for granted. assume it’s not there. not be fully present within which we unfold our portion of the way. and the receiving end where others love. albeit thymes may or may not be aware. that which has also gained traction. a natural byproduct of being here more so. that we assume that our day to day happenstances tend to trump this encompassing love.
firstly. we discredit love. we don’t awaken to ur. we prioritize frivolous activities which is supported by the world systems. we fall in line with the already accustomed hierarchies. we now down to the desires of the worldly pleasures that have took root. have materialized on such a way that the act of fung shui in the material world is as turbulent as coursing the wildness of the waves in the middle of a stormy seas with a boat or moat or maybe even nothing other than ur very bodies. we settle for very little. fraction of the true cost of our truth and value and worth bc we are foremost a commodities by our bodies. it’s the idea of people that excites people and not their substratum. we like to use each other more so than get to know who for what have u bc the latter would make us determine where we feel uncomfortable. from a cosmic perspective. there are a lot more pointers on why smth isn’t right than more reasons why we should identify and change them bc the latter would deny us our right and livelihood to exert so much effort to even get the gist of everything within one lifetime. the other alternative is to unite our thoughts and mind. and via the conscious act of following our compassionate muscle to gently veer ourselves ina. unified fashion to seek our equalization of rights. would require from us the very act of group thjnk or collaboration. or teaming up or well. opposite of thinking that u alone must overcome hardship. or that it’s u versus the world mentality where u think that it’s quite very noble as a grown adult to handle ur own discrepancies. yet it’s when we are together that we go far. we haven’t perfected this skill yet bc one of our age old dos relives refer to gender discrepancies and how each group had evolved. globally. we can determine that some places are better and others worse. i find this quite very funny bc it’s almost like the words we utter. do u wish to marry this person for better or worse. yet the number of divorces esp felt in the most endowed equal states is higher than lower. where did the pretty words go? maybe nothing matters after all. then u realize that the conundrum isn’t bc we don’t know the truths from what acknowledgment but that the society that we slow cook in does shape us. people get tired. and it’s via this exhaustion that we finally cave into the previously acknowledgement about what life is and how love should be though unless we face the truth about the entire development of our planet and how we came to such conclusions and whether if a person can change their fate , we would only recreate more of the same. the same heartbreak. the same conclusions about what relationships entail. perhaps we don’t know what love is. bc aside from rejecting the fact that the reality is held together by such. in the most effortless what that ur exists. we do more to denigrate it than otherwise. very much like assuming human beings is bad. and have more system to punish and incarcerate people than invest in them. the two is almost always interlinked than otherwise.
in delving further into two sexes. men have a man code. man power. man cave. man this man that. whereas women are more isolated. fragmented. personally i don’t wish to ever have daughters in this cursed world. it doesn’t matter which part of the planet i live. bc at the end of the day. a daughters fate here on earth is every woman’s fate. and it’s not good. ur daughter is gonna fight u meanwhile the world of people will take full advantage of her. exploit her. misguide her. teach her to hate herself. and even expect her to settle for less. than her worth. by the time the veil is lifted. and they r done with her. she can then enjoy what others give to her and expect her to accept bc that’s just the reality of the world for women. those who are in the leadership positions. just cave in to survival of the traction and preservation of what little inclusiveness they have versus banding together with their female counterparts. but u can’t blame people. generally. bc the entire development is so slow and painful. i mean sure. this is a reality that does the same. we are only materialized. or dense bc of the slowing down of the “stuff “ that makes it ur view possible . but i’d say that some quickness is necessary or else u get all this byproduct of multiplication of the errors of the past. where the effects cause new effects that detract front eh original cause and then u get these arguments where everyone is lost. it’s best to drop it. but then in linking the same logic to historical context and past discrepancies where everyone assumes they r the victim and determine who’s wrong and right ( in rather partial way) . we can see that it’s impossible to convince people on the contradictions that they made and are part of it’s maintenance. which is precisely what makes earth the hell place. women are the byproduct of their environment . they have no true identity. it’s motherhood. it’s the ability to multitask. it’s the biological differences where u get obvious lumps. it’s the deeper contextual matter. the very matter. beneath that cranial fashion u don urself and style as u please. the list goes on. then u get a woman is made and a man is born. but these are just social roles that we have grown accustomed to know. the reason why we are missing a female input in the ways of the world comes precisely from the determination of man too strong in his notion to adopt to certain behaviours himself ( wars and seizing lands and pillaging. raping and reproducing his seed ) versus a woman. perhaps more in tune with nature and reality in a way that her absolute motto is live and let live. but ofc. it’s harder to do in the aftermath of such structures formed where without the necessary material endowments in the “reality sense” she will forever be dependent on outside of herself. or her value and worth will be defined by the men she marries. or that if she does get the education and the jobs. she will be further restricted to the man code of blueprint of what reality has to be like and fall in line or risk losing her social position. this is the reality of a woman. and the funny thing is. to this day. we oscillate with the true meaning and wroth of why we seek equality or equality or whatever the fucking word people are fixating o today. bc at the end of the day it doesn’t matter. the correct verbiage. more so than what this fundamentally means.
women are isolated thus. we are the lonely wolves who wander this earth u love u lose. but this is worse from a female perspective bc a man can take a hit. or multiple hits but he will recover far quicker than a woman does. the only women who make it are economically well off. part of strong families that have already established itself financially and have a man or men who are socially strong. who sort of guard her reality. on her own she would not survive much. kardashians are examples of this. there are many social role models i guess u could call it. and even then. u can see that there has to be strong insistence on staining it. placing a name on it that is gonna reduce its value. the essence of the being of anyone. unless they fell in line with the accustomed ethics of capitalism. the type of class conscience that comes with the reality almost always refers to having the means to pretty much exist in the type of freedom we think freedom stands for btw. it’s not freedom if ur entire existence depend on maintaining smth and bounce off ur identity on the notion o do there’s understanding of it. but ofc. all of this can be referred as the elephant in the room. at the end of the day. none of us is happy. whether if u have status of kardashians or the lonely isolated women in this shelter right here. i mean at least she is a whore.or. u may popularize someone without addicting to the fact that most women are fetishized. in the public eye of whoever consumes her and finds her palatable to their taste and whatever feels good for their accustomed version of reality versus reality in and of itself. the act of love and let live only applies to financial discrepancies . u say well with ease bc u know too well the lack most women have that at the end of the day it doesn’t matter who wins the argument bc ur life is set. and most others must continue to churn they the systems seeking for basic dignity and rights that have not fully established globally. heck not even locally. bc we contradict the act of what equality and equity that we seek is and either arbitrarily assume the meaning bc we think our opponent is stupid in even thinking that they are capable of great things that r that we like to be very dry in our understanding. oh so u want equality. here. i’ll trust u just like the boys. and punch u in the face. see that we have been courteous. and equality stands to not justice end. where we would like to display more sloppy way of figuring things out. very much like playing dumb on a objectives u fully understand when someone asks u to complete a task just so they don’t come to u again in the future or consider u a viable option for someone who capable of handing such task with value and worth the finacial and material discrepancies are evident more
than sexual discrepancies. they leak far beyond racism and other social discrepancies. bc the material reality has developed in a unrealistic uncouth way they out time and history that people can act caring and soft and kind. and assume the position of someone who is inclusive. but forgo that they are by lineage or far greater in privilege that don’t mind being socially ostracized by those who are impacted. so long as they rely on their own bank account and their social traction made bc at the en dog the day anyone can complain but bass don by what situation ur in. u will remain an understanding unless u can get urself out of ur situation. so it’s no wonder why the discrepancy between women and men to represent all other discrepancies bc the arguments are similar in all fashion including the concerns on racism. discrepancies on historical development. that did very much the same. displace people. meanwhile it’s no wonder why we endow ourselves with the art of free speech but also know too well deep inside that unless we represent our understanding they our systems via conscious actions and propel change in the physical reality. we are safe from making any worthwhile sacrifice or meet in any middle. since ideologically. to each their own. hence we can rest east that our virtue speech is safe so long as we take notice. and gave gratitude for our bloodline. our dna. our disposition that we have an upper hand and thereby control on things. no matter how scrutinized the topics are. and now endowed with truths they maybe. and yes. most folks freak out precisely due to this. any person who is confronted with reparations will shit their pants bc they can’t think far beyond what they have slow cooked with in terms of how systems whip literally everyone. there are no exceptions. even leaders are whipped bc the very inability to think outside the box. or create or generate new ideas is not a quality a person who’s a deep insider to it. but an outsiders unique vision to detect the same things that have been conditioned and moralized in otherwise a society full of machinations. u say women rights and they will point to their stuff that they have literally seen worthy for u under the equity and equality umbrella. not by ur own thought process nor what u might have to offer. i shit u not. this is literally how folks. even most men who end up falling in line in the heist howl line of submission. yes. being submissive and docile is also found in men. who are keen on learning the way of what it means to be part of a complex system where u must appeal to a alpha culture. u may get ur ass beat. lose ur shit or power and position if u don’t fall in line with what makes a general make mentality. and it’s no wonder why that sort of disfunction trickles down to females in their life. it’s no wonder why we as females seek freedom. from such bc the alternative to really discover urself ur self worthy and true identity is lifetime of suffering contradiction of which tells u to trust. to follow and depend. only to leave u midway saying that u must fend for urself from here on out. or that the act of freedom and equality is this. which is basically same as the coercing ur person to be a virgin and be experience in bed the same. i often say this bc people grow way too w customer to the systemic portion of reality and start expecting others to know things inherently. but there is a difference between what’s true and natural and what is artificial a byproduct of the machinated society. which includes the type of thought process some man possess. a practical mindset can simplify issues. but also at the same time. may miss the essence and the details that complement the complexity of the issues at hand. especially when it comes to condition of “people”. ( in case no one noticed the reason why we are getting the task of non binary identities is to change the framework of system functions and three by affecting the materializations of the realities whereas the arguments could subsist the gender roles that seem discrepetory we end up creating plethora of lies to make up for our inability have traction in society or have a place of say for any of it. as a result of our inanity to have power to say as to who we are without being categorized with the generalities of what seems on the outside refers more so to the sort of reality we wish to generate as opposed to why most men and most women tend to do. yet bc the topic is highly charged and the sort of mentality we are faced with is the excessive toxic masculinity trait that beats u up or harms and hurts u. we do the extreme way of putting ourselves in danger way. which we see cross dressers or anyone who wish to live a life that none may understand end up getting socially ostriches and even shamed to a higher degree. in some parts of the world. we see the excess form of criticism that ends lives as a result of their choices. perhaps due to the excess contradiction in the form of leadership that assume that if we prevent issue in the aftermath of a given realization that was not available at the time of its happenstance . the overprotective nature coupled by our excess punishment would then eliminate the future occurrence let aline make way for people to make examples of each other as to what should and should or be permitted. and in these isolated cases rather than acknowledging the general nature of humankind and taking a comprehensive look at how everything developed. it’s no wonder why the case about women gets chucked bc freeing females and generating grounds for us to have a say would allow a lot more then some toxic men would be comfortable with. precisely bc this refers to personal boundaries. a man who gets a hard on seeing a trans person later gets mad once th identity is revealed bc this is like how dare u. another man give. me a boner. meanwhile forgo the truth that woman isn’t here for ur pleasures and her body isn’t strictly for ur boner as u please. the very act of controlling ur urges n public and in the presence of a female body is the elephant in the room ) ( as well as slave labour. bc in domestic realm men would love women do do things that they not only not value. but also don’t wanna do. assuming that cleaning and cooking comes naturally for women. we can also argue that it’s not natural. it’s just they had no option to counter male demand. u can’t fight a man whose apparently too strong. all he has to do is refining to the lifestyle he feels is natural to u only to call it natural in the aftermath of such. or that u can use. a beautiful half naked woman to promote ur product. in music videos half naked women being the listener to the yard. not the quality of ur music. it’s the emotions. and experience that garners audience. women have long been propped for many comforts of men that talking about this subject is taboo bc to counter the effects of toxic past culture. we have women rights only allowed enough to do jobs that appear equal.
but without the substance to have a say. to counter to oppose and to change for the benefit of most women is globally missing in our societies. u r either part of the pack. in the hierarchal demand of how much say u even have. or u settle with a lower class reality. if u want ur equity. u start from ground level. and it’s one thing if there is fair play where ur temporary struggle brings u above water and be able to bring urslf up par with the decision makers of society. but that’s a fairy tale which might be the next shape from princesses marrying princes and what not. so yea i don’t want daughters. this world is brutal to women. its brutal to a lot of us , but being a woman is not smth u wanna be. it’s worse that racism bc at least with racism. we are like well nothing is solved. but with women we have what appears to be equal. well i guess even with all others it’s the same strategy u get a handful of idiots representing a whole history and culture. but without really digging into the intricacies and or standing ur ground bc that would mean losing any traction u even made to get there. but we lie tho each day. assuming that we have equality equity diversity and change. meanwhile our lives are in queue. in. wait. and sometimes. that’s it. that’s all u ever get. the very continuing of some of these so called men argue the preservation of what traction they made but where have they been in the last three years ? a ton of folks. immigrants and hard workers. generational suffering of overcoming poverty people who have all of a sudden lost everything they have worked so hard for. just to get themselves out of their conundrum. so what makes u. the white males of society who also suffer and sacrifice to get ahead of the game have that they don’t ? u might perhaps like to see that this argument also supports u. not everyone is elon musk also. u may get that sort of yo yo in ur struggles to overcome constancy of losses followed by gains. but this isn’t common for all. bc there is limitation of societal options for folks to choose ben generate the amount of traction needed for u get urself out of ur conundrum when ur at the end of the losing portion of ur reality. for most folks. a days worth and a dollars worth is much different. which is why i refer to the discrepancies of the system and the economy that require change. that would solve all other conundrums and argument we tend to feel stuck at. the only reason why we keep rehashing the history comes precisely due to the inability to have real traction in society in the first place u might think that u will be safe. than the rest. it’s not me mentality works only so far until it’s ur turn to fork over ur status so someone else’s turn enjoys it. that’s the issue. we assume that everyone must also go they these life’s struggles unless ur able to rely as little as possible to the systemic availabilities but even then it’s not freedom bc no one can get away from the generalities of what comes with the grounds of such checks and balances. with the exception that the small group of worlds population tend to benefit for the crown of the crop of everyone else’s hardship and suffering, i would say the worry is rather imaginary. bc the people themselves are using their own experice as a framework for what general human beings would do if they were endowed with comfort and in the face of struggles that society deems at them assuming that struggle and strife may build in people resiliency and might. whereas if u look outside it’s just broken folks with dead dreams. no hope. broke family and relationships. suffering and so then u might as why are we lying about democracy and equality as well as many opportunities for all when the systems aren’t even designed to allow for such change ina. given life in the first place
what we are doing is lying to ourselves sure we may say things like well since things won’t change we must settle with the alternative version of realty. we can rely on strong ample men to keep women strong. bc we cannot change the general needs of those who don’t wish to see females as equal counter parts or that they are capable of bringing good change to the world. a woman who is on her period will end the world. meanwhile how many times a man made a dumb decision about the word. including the toxic material they sent out into space and almost caused the planet to deteriorate and risk the global welfare more than once ! same with wars. same with all the sexual disfunction we see abound in the world. we are ok with bastardizing young minds than accept and change our behaviour. we are ok disrespecting young boys than teach them how to be gentle men. gentle peopel whi may choose a life for the levees as opposed to the gender discrepancies and gentrification of what remnants of masculinity is even left in the world. u don’t have to castrate urself or deny urself that ur part of a toxic culture. same with women cutting off ur breasts isn’t gonna change the fact that ur peer of a lesser culture. or weaker gender. but that not bc ur weak. it’s the mentality that’s weak. by altering urself y may prevent urself from falling in line of gender roles and toxic grounds of human interaction. only to find out ur part of a much bigger conundrum. ur doing smth bc ur told not to do it. ur doing it bc u heard fro so where that when people are told they can’t do smth that’s precisely what they do. how exactly is that free from our past discrepancies of accustomed modalities and mind u, adaptability of our nature ? it’s the same thing as u hear smth negative about a movie and u watch it. it’s ratings at the end of the day. u may not even notice that ur adapting to smth or other once u expose urself to the sort of information that u may allow urslef to appropriate. u don’t notice bc u assume it’s normal. again. we run the risk of replacing one toxicity with yet another. sure. if ur keen on being urself. then being the nature of one’s being is very much like life. it happens without seeking external valuation or demanding from others that ur love is tru. notice it biches. my love is true. i am convincing u that i’m not trying to convince u of. that which i do even when my words contradict the truths i profess and there is the gamut of our mistakes.
people grow up to be disappointed.
they grow up to be cold and lonely. and isolated from the rest of the world. if u think the sky is the limit. then for some it’s a kind of . a bubble world. tiny society. where ur pretty much doing the same thing everyday. u think practice is key and overtime there is some traction made out of ur conundrum but in truth. systems don’t exactly operate at their optimum. just look at economy. it’s nice and well. makes sense in. parts. makes our life easy. where we can have all these avenues via interest that we can not only enrich our lives but also impact decision making in the world. but that’s the thing tho. since it’s not perfect. not everyone is equally allowed to participate. thereby our decisions end up favouring strongly this one side versus all the rest or that u may find that ur personal opinion tends to be drowned out by the general opinions that which tend a to dominate. yet at the same time not everything that dominates is the right thing but could be that that’s the best choice available by all the available players who are basically forced to make a decision out of self interest rather than the interest combined for both. which ends up causing further areas of openings. gaps in which many others who are already afflicted with the lack of decision or mobility or both well within the system . end up falling thru the cracks. ofc taking a comprehensive look at these arenas are not easy. bc u might articulate smth only after it has been done. or happened. in taking look at syatem it’s easier for us to assume the knowledge of a happenstance that was intent on bad. where’s this is partially true. even if it’s wholly true. it doesn’t solve anything to antagonize a thing unless u have a set goal in mind. although most often. when we antagonize a thing. the assumed counter balance is to do anything . to preserve it. which suggests that the very act of antagonizing a thing. no matter how damaging and wrong it may be tends to backfire and closes any available avenues for discussion or for anything to taper down or change, bc then the next step would naturally be self defence mode for everyone. we tend to miss this same ordeal in power plays and power structures even tho we also know never to piss off the guy who has a loaded gun in their hands.
ofc i’m not saying love the negativity and worship the devil. that’s definitely not the point here that would be akin to stockholm syndrome but maybe in this world in order to truly name it out in the middle u might wanna develop a little love for ur enemy and determine a sort of approach that doesn’t strictly antagonize. then we are delving into the intricacies of victim mentality or that does it fall on us who are afflicted to baby the motions of the others who are simply incapable of being self reliable when it comes to the same basic simplicities that make us all human and that we all get thru to develop and discern? i don’t tell u what to do. but based on by my observations made especially in the recent years there’s some phenomena that might have developed over long course of time. incisions of which might have been minimal at the start of everything but now it has superseded all other acknowledgments and notions surrounding the topics that impact us all precisely bc that’s how nature works. we aren’t meant to excessively criticize antagonize condemns don even have right to kill each other. but there’s gonna have to be a starting point as to when where how and to whom we might wish to direct this sort of a .. how should i say. merciful way to overcome shared suffering since all other alternatives over time and time again have proven to cause more animosities. hate violence and dithering the death and demise of our species. it’s like a downward spiral that gets triggered and activated at desires of timelines that we ancestrally have passed thru. but we haven’t developed anything worth to overcome the cumulative suffering of our human history if that makes sense. this points to me that we might not have tried all alternatives. much like investing in people would produce stronger societies that are self run or require minimum oversight and action on the part of governance. which doesn’t mean that the role of government will eventually cease. but all that ur accustomed to think and associate meaning. as to what leadership means would then transcend. and it’s in this very catalyst . that we fear change.
let us examine from th perspective of the ones whose world is small whose lives is predictable that no amount of work and avenue of help is going to improve much of their life.lifestyle . experience relationships and the human potential that eventually dwindles in wait. imagine living a life sans hope. what would that do to an everyday morale. how we like we then tackle the day to day challenges and inconsistencies along the way. how we lips we approach our own process of aging. it’s meant to cause us all kinds of inner disturbance and seismic shifts that help us shatter past or false acknowledgments and destroy the false understandings where the veil is lifted. socially however this is called the moment after u reach ur peak where ur from this point forward on a speedy downward slope into furthering ur aging. where the more days pass by the less relevant u become and the more u allow this to take root, the more obscure ur truth becomes further r from the point where ur inner realm of human potential and the external conditions are aligned. favouring for a apt manifest reality that we all deserve to have a piece in this world. now u see? just when ur supposed to be endowed. have enough experience and insight and have developed a repertoire of knowledge turn to wisdom ur life is cut short and ur in a zombie like state where u do day after day. the monotonous task of trying to not add anymore to the already existing burden of the system so the next generations are cared for . and it’s one thing when this is done right. it’s hardly ever so. we know this bc our system are not perfect already that’s why we have pollution, poverty and inflation. life is too stagnant when u don’t have much power of mobility in it where ur excessively depending on the running schedule of everything and one mistake can get u out of hand what we have faced with is we have stationized smth that was meant to be temporary. what was meant to be a inkling of a learning experience has now been standardized. that it’s ok to live n exist in poverty. that old age means ur senile and capital no longer need u like the time when were young. where everything was possible. what changed u might ask? was it smth i did? all the songs that once sang for u are now singing about smth else. there’s a new revolution for each new generations that is induced but never truly achieved. u go through life like it’s a blender where at the end of the day ur the one who’s spun.
no matter how much u wanna upkeep with everything surrounding u as things change. perhaps u become more of a silent philosopher. who recognizes that they have been fooled and are now having the front line seats watching the same unfold onto the next generations. u are confronted with ur own human appeal of once upon a a unruly teenager whose parents couldn’t keep out of trouble. bc u know what that sort of mind wouod do. u see it play out in the real. also while noticing the generational advancements where the next line of people in the human production line tend to have certify things already installed in them versus u having to go thru with life’s tribulations and earn the wisdom. that’s a most measurable evolution example i can give. but we settle for bare minimum. that’s the issue. systems don’t promote anything g more than the natural byproduct of their totality of what works and what doesn’t n whatever the heck happens in between the two. hardly ever do we truly acknowledge that perhaps given right conditions we can evolve past what we consider imagine us to be. that is to become. bc this would be basing our actions on that which we wish not to appear as knowing bc we don’t know until we walk the way. some things can be walked alone such as ur personal acknowledgment of realty but experiences. ur hardship troubles as well as ur accomplishments. whereas others. collectively. do we think this might be one of those times where we find ourselves alive at such a intricate point in reality. not to disrespect those that came before us and many more who will pass thru these streets of ours , but. it’s worth to notice the value and worth as well as unique blueprint of any passage that we may be part of. so that we honour the process with a bit more depth and be more involved as well as intent on the better version of it. including the better version of ourselves among it all. a delicate balance. betwen the two. i’d say. much like equilibrium between opposites. our dual nature shows itself. in our tribulations. and what we have to struggle with in order to determine the right dial so the frequencies are up par with what we wish to collectively achieve. things only come to a stand still is bc we might not be seeing things on the same page or eye level or have not caught up yet with the worlds “right quantifying substance necessary for peopriating the necessary change “ which is something i can respect so long as we are not lying to ourselves that is in terms of our individual rights to provision our own actions and contribute wholesomely our bit to the whole since there’s is history of faulty business practices and abuse of language among other things in the mix of our evolution that led us all collectively here. leaving behind clues in history books and literature of any kind. it’s up to us to figure things out. being honest with ourselves is a strong portion of the turnout.
in looking at the versions system that make this world possible we are also sort of seeing two realities. one is the natural world. that’s ur human self the birth the blood the growth process the instinctual portion of ur reality the spiritualism seeking the inner path to overcoming trouble and eliminate or ease suffering while under covering what suffering represents in its myriad of “forms” , our material life is this other portion. the man made systems the roads and the buildings. technology has us with ease in parts of our lives. and our ability to create systems for better management is nothing to deny. though again. between these two systems we have trouble balancing the right attitude and approach. bc we see we can easily sacrifice value in parts where our practical minds or covetous hearts wish to achieve a lot faster by skipping steps or where u see the opportunity to use a blind side of other and try to cheat them in which case based on by determining our inner boundaries and decipher the sprocket language between two system. the natural order ( which we are continuing to undsrsnd and learn from as well as evolve with ) and the man made systems ( which have been developed over long time behind one lifetime and that which we must also learn and change as we go along. i mean by the time we learn a poor tio. of it we are out of touch with reality and have to induce ourselves in the gamut of personal experience to become familiarized and then see the lesson in the mix to evolve further with it ) and ur merging the two truths. basically as u go along with it and as u get to know things better and help improve it. there are sure to be some issues arise. this is natural. but then we start to get embarrassed. shamed. guilt tripping and wanna hide stuff bc then in looking at some system see have learned from the behaviour and handling of others in similar situations which are also. representative of how human beings are treated in sort of a gradient hierarchal fashion based on by few factors : a linear development , a historical development that’s linear but contradictory but also has gained merit of what appears more like a sports events. , economy that reflects some of the findings in which we see the world in almost like a kaleidoscopic artwork but one that doesn’t vibe with its parts, citing to discern one’s and strong counter truths in arenas where a truth or a fact is countered by the action of its opposite. we don’t look to these as part of the grounds of our ever expanding consciousness but merely in looking back 20/20 hindsight is so scary we end up fabricating smth as if we knew we were going thru it and knew and choose it specifically assuming that would give us control on that sort of things but the control is not always assuming that’s what u wanted that could be simply chucked to a byproduct of “ plethora of coping mechanisms resulting due to the contradictions within the system function where we can not find a way to solve resolve or come to terms with thereby sort of like a bus stop but for the entire system framework. that which u must settle with bc there’s nothing. improvement wise to overcome the said threshold “. again sometimes. the true power lies in telling truths and being real with the entire process so that we aren’t making this ga harder by assuming. we did a unfortunate things on purpose bc we deemed for it ourselves is a strong misnomer here. inhibitive and is probably a side effect to our false use of language. which is smth that reflects the system that are contradictory which in an attempt to hide their mistake bc of hierarchies since if ur appearing as weak in a body of system ur probably more likely to be bullied and swallowed up by others who are stronger than u who simply see an opportunity but fail to recognize the other way where they could have gathered to help not hinder. these are due to us globally not having established human value worth and how every single human life is sovereign and has right to be here. probably bc we still don’t know who we are and why we are here and this sort of comfort in the unknown is linking us to our mortality. but we can’t afford the time to dwell in our soul stuff bc we have to upkeep with productivity even when it’s killing the planet. but that’s bc our existentialism that we go yolo or well. that which i cannot articulate until i get to cross that road. but sometimes. thinga break down before u even get there so then the question remains. are we truly happy and living the lives we really want. are u fulfilled. do u think that at the end of the day ur experience was good. and then when we say smth as strong as good. well. wholesome or worth. we think of dual meanings of words. everyone s minds may scatter here to what these words personally mean. which is why we need commutation so that we exercise our dialect muscle to further develop into the intricacies of meaning and conveyance so as to get on the same
maybe all done in a given lifetime.
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it’s interesting to note that i’m usually painted as a stupid person or one who’s pompous when i speak about the r or the economy and ask for stuff that make more sense than what we are conditioned to follow and demanded to accept as normalized. just bc smth is normalized for this long and that many are doing it doesn’t make it right so does it not. but do t worry. i’m not saying ur stupid. i’m just pointing to a flaw of a type of reasoning. most often than not. folks tend to place too much emphasis on their own suffering that they don’t wish for others to have a easier way of getting they the same or similar objective that they have been thru. bc that’s how we measure the length and depth of our lives. by the amount of suffering and the level of sacrifices made. not by how honest we can be with each other as to how really and truly tucked up most things are. think on it. what u go thru is both stupid as fuck but it’s also at the same time. quite very impactful. life altering. and comes with. host of suffering and buffet of self doubt. i mean who can resist it. and it’s free. if there’s one tbh g that’s free in this world is the amount of suffering we usually end up having to shoulder. i shit u not. u can’t find a public bathroom to use for free but y can suffer. either u can be welcome to it. submit urself to it. or it happens anyway. and resistance to ur own suffering only makes it worse. u just suffer the fact that ur rejection of suffering will simply not suffice to eliminate said suffering or lessen its effects. and none of us are exempt from it. the funny thing is we think we are being virtuous by allowing us to suffer right dignity. first of all. there is no dignity in suffering and there is no grace those are illusions perpetuated by a self identified austere society. it’s bc ur suffering offends those who no longer suffer. that ur told to at least suffer with style so that ur not so offending to others who simply wish to spend their time enjoying beauty of life and shift their fica on the positives. see. ? ofc there is criminal activity in such virtuoso. bc it’s the type of voyeurism that tends to replace the much necessary unitive state of mind that might have reconciled within itself. if it could, that suffering is not that necessary for us to do anything at all. if anything we have surplus on the suffering bc we lack the other necessary components in life for most people at least. perhaps this is due to the lines beyond which we know too well to be true if we were to allow for such unitive thoughts to evolve. what we would have to trade this said evolution for. it’s a bit of a comfort being chilled away. as u will. say if u had to choose between having the ability to guess what’s next but things is shit versus a bit of unpredictability aka surrender, but then everyone would evolve even if it’s just a bit and with the latter there is potential to grow. and flexibility to overcome limbo esque lifestyles is up for adoption. we want two contradictory things otherwise. we both are bored by the same old thing that happen all the time so this is smth that comes with predictability. ur bored bc u already know but all the while u maintain that predictability. u condemn anything that thinks outside the bud bc this would contradict that predicts both. yet u complain bc ur too dissatisfied bc nothing new soared. u expect such miracles that most folks in poverty cannot fulfill. and ur too lazy to do the mental work to determine as to why that is. given that u may assume they are not utilizing their surfing properly and it might have nothing to do with lack of jobs and availability’s or lack of material reality for which to spring the types of reality and manifesting from it.
it’s crazy how much stupidity is normalized in the world and even crazier how we get appropriated our own lives. we pretend to be better version of ourselves as opposed to actually walk the way as we co manifest and then embody our truths that we often profess to be. bc we ideally wish to be virtuous we all would love to tap into that meritorious source and become the true embodiment of what makes a highly evolved citizen ship which then offers the best : the ability to exemplify the higher form of human potential in a given tiny lifetime of ours. in this brief moment that we are sparked into this existence and not having been provided both the manual to be and the guidelines by which we must keenly follow for whatever it is that we care here for. bc everyone has a sort of an idea. i think that’s why religion is so appealing bc it fills in the gaps in our thinking for reasoning for big yet simple questions that everyone should question. who are u. why are u here. what is ur purpose. where are you headed. why. why why why for all those answers u think u find. and how long is this cosmic dance gonna go for. we are both oscillating between big thoughts and small minded thinking. such as how our egos get a grasp of our soul or we are sullied but thoughts of grandeur. or we assume that reconciling the inconsistencies in our lives with literally living in our heads. much like religion. there is a safe place in everyone where no one else can peer into. where u may have established a sort of an ideal peaceful atmosphere. but it’s nothing like what the real world has to offer. so we dream. sleep walk true life. while we contradict our inner shpeal not bc we don’t like to dream or believe in greater things or aspire for greater things but more so we don’t want to live our lives looking thru rose coloured glasses. the funny aspect about being human being is that literally everyone has done this at least once in their lives. and they have poured all their attributes and effort into smth that ended up only proving the status quo of the mere fact that human beings are capable of terrible things. that’s just the stark byproduct of why things refuse tho change. and yet ur painted as a crazy person for not wanting to willfully adopt to it. ur submitting urself alright. but not to that which has proven over and over again to be pointless fruitless endeavour of life. we want things to be different. but we want someone else to be the trailblazers. let someone else sacrifice their prime years to dedicate themselves entirely to their country or fighting wars that u wouldn’t wanna be part of leading lives that u would not dare to imagine what it’s like or about. at the end of th day. the reality is smth that everyone is part if. i sort of understand the analogy that it’s a simulation bc we do live in a way where we have been hypnotized. we get push and pull from different angles and depending on how we feel. this correlates to our “attraction” to the repetitive nature of bouncing from myriad of experiences even contradictory experiences bc we fail to see the connections in them.
it’s a lot easier to start over than learn smth from a past experience. it’s better to replace things that are faulty than revise our faultiness in our thoughts or pergolas how we conduct ourselves it’s true that we are wasteful species . but it’s representative of the symbolism behind our own inability to not waste or produce waste. there’s a correct way to utilize everything in a efficient way. but our thoughts process and general animosities as well as selective ness of a sort of a race we are part of. that we must compete and overcome each other. and that most of our interactions are surrounding finances. is also symbolic in nature as to why the system are faulty in prioritizing the essential objectives but in the wrong order. by the current order of systems including the economic portion of our calculations. we tend to make predictable mistakes. we are ok to strategize that others do it. this gives us advantage of knowledge based on by past experiences that are similar to their essence. but may not fully convey the entire outcome. which is due to the law of diversity. or that we may not entirely know or understand that which we think we see even if we see each other in the clear. as clear as we think we see. now here. the constricts of a rather limiting reality creates the same in us. which where as we have a vast degree of flexibility in us that comes with infinite space. is not reflecting the same constriction within which is where we trap ourselves in our own limited mindset about reality and each other. the statement as within so without is not a statement for surface feel. it’s quite deep. and we don’t notice the intricate relationships between that which we creete and that which we recognize further within. how else would u expect urself to see this bc things haven’t . been discovered think thoughts that haven’t been thought out and be more evolved ? u may think u can chart this course alone and ofc there is a dialect that can transpire within that only u may undsrsnd but unless we are able to utilize that which we come to know. it’s also a part of our wastefulness. all goes back to the y surpassing source that governs us. governs this space. and perhaps in a disassociated manner allows for anything to be possible. we may not even think of it from a religious perspective. like god is the dominant and we are it’s submissive. the only thing we can truly surrender at the end of the day is effortless that’s due to laws of nature. and sometimes it’s the hope for better days. it’s solutions or calling out injustices or issues within the systems. it’s the idea of the mentality of a forever outsider who also happens to be part of everything. ur outsider bc u simply don’t fall for it. it’s not in ur hands to be this way. u too know what it’s like to be too hopeful or expect things that may not happen in ur lifetime but u also refuse to be its subordinate. the pains and troubles and or injustices that life may have u at its helm. even if u tried to submit urself to its whim.
perhaps the global acknowledgment of why suffering happens in the first place is in order. why do we suffer as human beings is due to the fact that pain serves as a reserve for attention to priori which requires a specific steps to evolve its admission or whatever it serves as a mission to overcome and to advance. pain isn’t smth of a teacher more so of a indicator for smth that is not alright or right with a mode of function. in our bodies we refer to pain as a resource that gives us insight as to whether if we are doing smth that harms us. or there is smth that’s harmful around us. or that is in our food supply. or in the way we habituate our lives. now when we see a human life development the strong intuitive nature of the environment and the synchronicity about our lives that help guide us is evident when we study maps. when we recognize that human suffering has not served us in these arenas and that we have accustomed ourselves to. pretty much. due to our own inability to handle the general suffering that happens. to one where we selectively pick and choose which is a strong characteristic of those who are at the whim of such extrapolating experiences that cause split in their minds and the other being that the split plays at large.called division among the law of one where the virtuous thoughts and teachings become juxtaposed bc the entire lens thru which we perceive reality has a crack in the middle of it. now u may add to that that we have some dust on the lens as well. perhaps it’s this dust ( historical ramification of lessons we refused to learn. weren’t capable of learning or had false idea about it bc if u see the way we tell history. it too has cracks in it where the truth or what is has ben juxtaposed to “sides”). perhaps the crack happens bc we need to part the dust so that the light can get in. as the light gets in what happens. ? u year words like ahh light is the ultimate disinfectant. well this is due to our need to purify our thoughts. or hearts or intentions. this is a intense need to be innocent again. perhaps a sign that we are tired. tired of fighting tired of struggles tired of losing and starting over and over n over again. this happens to a lot of us. and the hands up in the air comes from our inability to carry any more pain that’s produced by the reality. due to our inanity to handle pain whe it’s small. our society has more systems that critics maintain and antagonize pain than help solve it. i think that’s why. so instead of seeing objectively the source of pain. which some of it has strong historical connotations. we end up passing it on. first to each other. then to our children. then to our children’s children bc we are too stubborn to take such a responsibility that comes standard with this sort of environment. now the issue isn’t that we don’t wish to solve problems. but that we lose enthusiasm after some time has passed. for things to advance u come to a place on the road either things r gonna advance or we are gonna take another evolutionary step back and lose progress and start over again while we lose the said opportunity. if u don’t walk the way . talk is cheap. that is. that’s why gurdjieff says actions is what crystallizes lessons or just simply realizing smth is not enough. but we cna realize smth as many times as we want. but due to this being a very organic environment where everything depends on the excellence of everything else. eventually we run out of organic resources to maintain.
i’d say there are certain things not worth testing. there are certain implications in our reasoning we may it consider. perhaps we are that foolish to take such. a high risk or we don’t believe in our right to feel we deserve nice things or true life or a life that we are truly in for. and actually be happy about it at that. i often make a joke. when smth goes well or right in mine own life that this must be the end of times bc i’m not meant to be happy. i’m meant to suffer. and that’s not a self deprecating way to see ur life. it’s that ur life has been in limbo. most of us can vouch for our experience. majority of life is nothing but additional suffering on top of ur organic suffering that u already come with. if u can. separate the two. have ur inner resources aligned to ur health. bc that’s a number one. and then the excess by the conditions that come with the world and the system on the other side. now ur holding two truths which u may hope to compartmentize and only relatively bind in acceptable transgressions overlapping the two. so as to not let ur health get dismayed by the generalities of life. most folks haven’t developed such a boundary between their own sovereignty of being and their external circumstances and have also on top of that. nothing to compare what a true truth is like or whether if the sort of conundrums they are forced to be part of is good for their well-being. they end up living boundless but this boundless ness allows for toxicity to breach the barriers of their inner health bc they cannot tell or place which happenstance refers to what resource that they may falsely pair in terms of intellect. like why is this happening to me. am i deserving of such suffering. must i think small. are there literally other human beings who have reached the highest potential that a human can be. who determines who deserves what and who shouldn’t. how do i go about seeking for my rights. without causing more harm. how do i remain optimistic without expecting anything. i may not see these changes in my lifetime. i know that i. the one who animated this body. can’t be scrutinized in. a piece of paper. all about my distinct is arbitrary. only relative to this passage of time i happen to be passing thru. but why then do we not realize this as human collective soul? and then reflect our findings by breathing soul into economy and world systems. wouldn’t that make us more at peace with our human process and help ease our already existing organic pain? people are convinced. bc when pain happens it locks u in ur body. now ur in a body locked pain perpetual to ur continual suffering that can take an entire lifetime. anything that happens to u us then felt ten fold and maybe we ben more for some bc pain threshold is different from people to people. and then we think that it teaches anything all it does is dull the senses. so what if ur nerves r shot. eventually this will manifest smth in ur life. and when we manifest the opiate of evolutionary flow. what do u think that does to the overall world project. perhaps we want to advance on the backs of others. we would like to see human beings as merely stepping stones on our personal journey to excellence. surely we may get a glimpse into that as well. it’s not like we haven’t been here before. the alternative options suggest that if a bad habit comes easily to a human organism it’s bc there’s last data or datum that strongly suggests that this isn’t ur first rodeo. so not everything that comes easily is good for us. and the harder the route out of certain pitfalls and instances. the bigger the conundrum that maybe and the more of a relief it thus poses to us as collective entities who may wish to finally advance out of our shared past even if we weren’t directly there in this current identities we may find ourselves cloaked with. any thoughts posed the danger of being severely wrong. where assuming to be right can give u a fifty percent assurance that u might be right. but then again what if ur
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it’s not what happens more so than how it happens that things would effectively change for some way or other. but what happens also matter. we often think ah well it doesn’t matter. as long as we get some type of tea croon. a movement made. tho both what and how are key here. and then. there is where things will facilitate. where is essential since the location depends on the material reality in conjunction with what and how. what determines the actions and how determines its intrinsic quality of which things must come together. then there is who. who does. and then who received. in things happening there is usually a receiver and a sender for smth to be facilitated. when is an attribute to time. time usually allows us to make schedules of things and assume some type of oversight. knowledge calculations of which he’ll us organize the resources we are working with as well as communicate effective organizing with each other. ofc why am i saying these ? the reason why we are breaking down the generalities of a thing that must or eventually must be facilitated is due to the sun total of the last five years where where my life took a funny turn and then i got quiet about the world events and politics in general. it’s bc we are in a pivotal point in the world where it may seem like nothing is going on. and then anythjng that goes on complements smth that we don’t fully known. it’s not that the last five years are becoming obscure per se. it’d more so that no one is keen on taking the next sound active action. bc things are that much heightened and bc there’s that much at risk. so u would dilly dally rather and expect someone else to. perhaps. out of time or out of habit or out of desperation. to take the next step. and bike on their errors or squeeze urself betwen the cracks of their armour. this is what tends to happen when the world is in a state between wanting to overcome hardship but not willing to change anythjng abbott ur own grounds. say. in terms of trust and diligence on the right thing. which would point to the fact that we may or may not feel a bit comfort at what that right thing is. but not be in the same page about it’s agreement bc there are contradictory points that could be also happening real time which would challenge our thoughts as we develop about it during this time of “ slow cooker stew” where we haven’t exactly perfected the skillful art of taste. on a global scale that is. things are class then they turn crass within a moment. there are grace. then we get shaky and either be awol on action or grace leaves us in haste. but all of this mean smth. i mean. here we are looking at this from a global purview. where many of the one next over that keep our shape can no longer be maintained the way we see fit. too many changes took place which hazarded many of the past developments leaving many people in a displaced state of existence. which also includes the systems that are designed to simplify issues in their natural occurrences. there are many happenstances that are far beyond natural and anyone who claims to know what’s next would only be 50 percent accurate in their analysis.
now. the issue isn’t that we are inherently bad among some others who are inherently good and that this is the great battle of spiritual times of heightened emotions and perturbed minds. where there’s both cultivation of innovation as well as intention to destroy. chuck everything u worked so hard for bc it’s exhausting just to maintain the facade of the looks of continuity for continuity sake. but here as we delve into such momentum. let us delve into the true nature of what momentum is. bc it’s pretty much what plays out in societies , what we see as a reluctance to do anything new. as to why and what and where and for or what or to whom that is. comes precisely on our strong attachment to the momentum we have build. this momentum. when viewed from the point of view of wars suggests that no matter what happened. the good bad and the ugly. u must upkeep what looks on the outside. what has been accepted by the media and normalized in the minds of those who are following the worldwide frontal view as well as how much ground su might have seized. whether at the heart. territory. the intellectual territory. or the body territory.with the exception of the spiritual territory , all these territories have been shifting and shrinking and expanding which has been heightened in the last three years due to the facilitation of the pandemic that shook the globe and consolidated what we thought we knew about our world and each other as well as ourselves. the spiritual component of the territory suggests the intense need to virtue. the metaphysician minds demonstrated by the celebrities is a example. the years that preceded or more so the decades before 2020 where internet boom took place and then we have been granted. or more so some selected people were bestowed with the priority of the information that begun to surface rather anonymously has setup the bedrock before the evolution reached us to these heightened grounds. i mean we are giving analysis of the spiritual grounds along with the all three houses of our. uhh. human components that make us whole. for us to understand dyne complex reality that we are part of it’s going to have to involve not only the sole risk endowments but also the shortcomings. much like a faulty thought or a heart that’s in distress bc of a last heartbreak or eyestalks by a closed one. these are very very personal matters and they help shape our lives. allow us to make quick decisions especially when things are going wrong or more things in myriad departments are in upheavals. in which case what should we refer to for the last three years around the globe where a ton of things were heightened. a ton of lives where impacted and a ton of people died a day result of our current true levels where we may collectively find ourselves at. it’s a tough ugly truth about us all. and are we ready to really come to terms with it ?
ofc we don’t think about momentum as a wrong way going it’s full speed while we ignore the signs on the road or the red flags or our inner impulses doing very much the same. heralding to us that we took a wrong turn or what we are doing is causing more harm than good or that there’s an easier way such momentum is harder to drown out of our senses. all aspects of it. and allow ourselves to stop fro causing further harm so that we can take a comprehensive look at its compartments so that we can correct what we need to and then move forth with gusto. assurance that we have corrected our end of things. and communicated effectively with others also based on. by our findings. not bc we know all of it and or are the first one who is a top dog but more so hey. i noticed a fundamental flaw in reasoning of such that which has become imbued and entangled with ur lot and i find this to be rather leading us all to a collective r disaster or a systemic meltdown or what have u. i’m not saying ur experiencing the same. or do as i did or what have u. what i’m saying is take a look at ur own departments in correspondence to what i found. *and share what can safely be shared data wise without risking the security that has previously established * since we are also dancing with such historical fire where we have myriad of society established tho this idea of safety can also go either way it’s akin to comfort zone and is what propels us with the compelling nature of what momentum does. my example is that i will give u a simple dumb example of how momentum works. when i update my blog. when i do it everyday. even when i may not feel like it. do u think it’s effective and serves anything or does it mean that i am going by what appears to be a momentum of work done. sometimes u stop. u need a break. u may not be in a good mood or perhaps. it doesn’t matter so much as to write a blog everyday than what it does. and i used to struggle with such bc there are forces that want it to end. and there are those who also depend on such. the same holds true in anyplace that we may fear rather that the unknown nature of what might happen if we step out of that comfort zone. then we are risking smth. wit the unknown and then the uncertainty weights down on us bc if we strongly depend on the continuity of smth then ofc there is a grey area of appearances as well. depending on the correlation to that which has gained momentum. will discuss this further.
now taking a look at wars. we have economic system and the system that are intricately developed overtime. it’s not that they never changed. it’s via hanger that they are they want they bar today but in considering their momentum had u can measure the longest distance that is the idea of money currency and then the evolution of that currency taking a global stance. and in terms of the system u can get the idea of civility over the seizing haphazardly lands and belonging of others. that are the two longest momentum’s which we can take rightful pride in bc they both facilitated some type of predictability in our existence as well as promote more well balanced. or suppose to be. a lifestyle that geared towards working. in unity as well as the civility facilitating more so. sin free lifestyles. so. sin free refers to the christian terminology behind the sins that we have identified. there’s no need to rediscover the wheel about it so i’ll reference it here as such. sins allow us to do wrong things. they are representative of indulging and giving in and being impulsive on many centres. feelings as one. thoughts as another. which from the examples of lust and wrath. includes body functions as well. or should i say. susceptibilities rather. now that these r identified. we are seeing the longest momentum of system and their reason and purpose. maybe we haven’t. fully grasped it then yet. imagine how bad things must have been that we were desperate and wanted some type of reprice or maybe it was greed assuming that it was clever but it had stumbled upon a cosmic evolutionary idea of overcoming human hardship but didn’t know where with all about it. ofc there are shorter momentum that got implemented and builder upon these two system bodies which are two wings to a bird that is the world on constancy of flight. now we are seeing all the evolutionary developments and incremental societal input and output. the intricacies involve myriad of departments. fro political involvements to social ones to economic heads elaborating on the art of. anywho. then ur get business ethics and the law making right to discover and squeeze thru the potential grey zones from which. where the art of overcoming ur enemy depends solely on how cunning u are with words and how u can twist a truth for the benefit of whoever is working hard to overcome a given objectives that’s highlighted under the hurtful light of law listen these are heavy terms. and we’re impactful back when they did their rounds that allows us to take the current shape we are globally in. so it’s worth to note that not all momentum is as it says it is or that it mean well or is good just bc experts or majority do it. the responsibly falls on everyone to detect the pitfalls bc there’s one where ur think in a momentum much like a river an there is one where ur the fish that just jumped into one. ideally the newcomers would have more clear or clean eyes to detect smth when it’s wrong but bc they lack what the experts know to identify the issue timely too or maybe in correct dialect. we tend to end up extrapolating on objective based on their culpability rather than their assumed prop abilities based on by their nature. but if we were to work together. the newcomer and the expert then things would definitely potential r greeter results
ah so. we come to wars. our world is far from perfect but when u include wars into the mix it saps us of what little joy and security we might have built for us. whether it’s in our hearts homes or minds didn’t matter. u could say that ur enlightened woke indivisible who knows human rights breach when they see one. or u could say that u have not incurred any of the producing results of a rather sinful life. but ofc that would take the fun out of mystery of such intricate connections and relationships we have with each other no ourselves, our true self that is the all encompassing tiny god playing as human being who is overcome by the forces and the natural laws that govern this planet that is connected to more intricate system that also seem like they r partially known by us and no matter how much we delve into it from our human purview and try to separate our human senses from the rest of what makes us who we are. we are somehow prevented from breaching into the security lines as if, what we have within our toolbox is strictly related and governed by the natural laws that require from us to prioritize our human nature. so u could say that u found ur inner god. or are in alignment with a all encompassing god. or u may feel that u have reached a buddha like state or an awakened guru where ur mind and heart are at ease no matter how bad things would get in the world. ether if ur deeply imbued in world affairs or ur on the side of the street letting ur vibes do their thing maybe ur helping with others emotional and spiritual baggage we all have some type of role here. but it’s not sufficient enough WHEN we are here and the quality and condition of the world is the way it is. bc there are certain things. pitfalls as i have mentioned before. the strong influence and grasp of the two. economic and the world systems tend to dominate all other. which could also include the art of grace and the willingness to be humble in the face of such intricate relationships that transpire certain life experience the same. but then our ideals fall short. our solutions don’t work in a timely way. because the dependence on the momentum of such albeit it could be faulty. can generate more harm than good or has serious consequences in the way they formed. are almost gone from radar. we don’t stop to consider that we could be wrong. our world could be in serous trouble and say. it would take 2.5 years for it to get into a. complete shit where we get past a point of no return we may foresee it. and it believe it bc we aren’t honest enough ( with each other and or others or both ) we could also have a deep sense of existential crisis and not detect as to why or what triggers it ( usually a momentum of such can give us a predictability on the events that are about to happen but what happens is when u have too many potentialities. – either to overcome smth or to be subjected to it with severe losses. we end up having harder likelihood to decide which is where we are right now globally especially in terms of war where we have taken enough traction right wrong or completely delusional but for the sake of loyalty to the already established and the traction made we refuse to budge out of its way ) and we have mental perturbations that do much of the same too. bc we might have completely certain about some thought processes that also developed inthe same way where there is momentum built but we may sense triggers. such as contradictions in our reasoning or clear disturbances in arenas where we occasionally have either breakdowns or heightened toxic activity but not nearly detect it’s source code or where it has took root or the hooks and the like that seem to be in abundance when it comes to excess strategies that take over people who may otherwise feel too inferior in the face of great change. for change signify uncertainty and mystery. and the opposite of that which requires a greater sense of maintenance is the act of certainty. knowledge or anything u can bae ur truth at for foundation so that all ur actions are sprung forth from the certainty that u are or must be right to do the things that u do anyway. which sort of gives us a demonstration as to why things haven’t much changed in the recent and there is great resistance to do much other than what has previously been revealed and work with the available information that’s widely known to continue on variety of momentum that are currently few but very essential and impactful bc of their greater degree of influence upon many who depend on its “evolution” or developments along the way.
the issue is life is both too short and too long where we find ourselves in between the squandering of our miracle of life and then not taking too much into account. like nothing matters nor you live only once so make the most of it or u are missing out. do anything. it’s better than nothing. u either wouod like to live out ur life as loud and fulfilling as possible. or you don’t get to live out much. depending on life where u are you here u might find urself in in measuring ur life based on my what u have experience so far and the development of which grants u a basic understanding of how things happen depending on where you are. since the world is sliced and diced to all these historical compartments and some places may even seem like they are from a era that some others cannot relate. but beside the development of societies that may or may not seem to be on the same page is the ideas that we can fool the system into thinning that there is a linear stage thru which everyone eventually must get thru. bc then we are assuming by the notion that if someone doesn’t get to know smth in the same way that others do that means that they are missing the nutriments necessary for the proper germination process where a group or a society can be cultured enough to facilitate the change at least in the same way that it has previously been observed elsewhere. there is a degree of knowledge that while everyone may go thur the same. the uncertainty in the unfolding of the events that contribute to the germination process is very much like a garden process and different seeds as well as the ecological location where u may receive more sunlight and water to what happens when where u not ofc the seeds would represent the people here. bc we. albeit may seem the same we may act the similar. we may even evolve and develop on a pre or able water. but in no way can we determine someone’s nature for them. nor can we call out what’s in our hearts. many of these things are revealed they living life and they series of decisions. we make. ah. even then there are many factor that remain rather obscure that we may never run the risk of assuming that we will ever know. by the way this is saying counter balance to how systems operate bc we do need to identify and classify in order to organize but on other are flawed in our articulation and our classification bc our end results almost always prove to show flaws in our reasoning and our mode of function whereas we give too much emphasis in the momentum of the actions which give some results and others in which we may get the illusion of justice served or a facade of a job well done for the sake that it’s more don e than it’s done well. bc all these factor is what makes us the surgeon of the most intricate details about our societal workings. if we overgeneralize or miss the point or slide up the wrong ideal or cut the vein of smth essential we may bleed and thus drown an entire corner of the world and ofc afterwords we have a very destructive momentum to maintain hoping that nature will correct our errors naturally give that we wish to prioritize the wrong appeal rather than a evolutionary shift. like a paradigm shift that we often hear some speak about. we think of paradigms as smth that can be shifted by us. this is both true and not true. bc if u call an annihilation of entire world population bc we wish to change things. would that be considered as part of a paradigm change that’s just as impactful and in our hands to do so? perhaps that’s why we find ourselves at a spiritual brick wall. it’s in our selves that we must therefore detect. what those false notions are bc there is literally that much at stake here. as to what we will do. but with the right esteem we will make it tru
what is your life
without identifying with everything around u. ur someone bc ur someone’s sister brother. mother father uncle or grandparent. there are memories of u that run around and come back in some way or form. the more we connect with the reality around us the more we relate. when there is peace among people , there is an inner sense of comfort. it’s better to work things out than other way around. when we are too quick to decide and make an act. we may realize words have lost their meanings long ago. we talk nicely wven even then nothing matters. u expect the breaking point. u want smth to go wrong bc if u see all around u. things are already going wrong. we have so much to be thankful for that’s true but st the same time life is cheap. and it’s too long for anyone who’s suffering more exponentially greater than their counterparts bc the reality is not experienced in the same way by everyone. for some of us. the world is quite small. there’s no time to decide or to think eve that u can escape ur bubble of reality. albeit. lack of choices end up generating more choices from a bigger picture stance but hardly do we feel it’s positive effects. we just hear it in the news we have yet one more discovery of smth. and well, considering words. why even bother to soeak and listen if none of it means already anything. we are dulled by media as things happen. even the over heightened experiences of human life can desensitize us. at any time. we may not even realize it. bc besides language there is everything that already communicates to us. the room the air around the nature the sounds of the traffic too are but a way for the reality whose existence depends on exchange of information exchanges information already in. a rather effortless way. now that’s why we have to try and see how we can align these forces bc there seems to be a sequence. right? cos ur thinking from a wave pattern. as energy and molecules are making up ur reality. ofc there are linear laws for decay but if u think about it from point of energy. then u can see that the sequence of energy opens the door to future potential for human capabilities. it’s no wonder why we are all impeded. limited in our ways. we have far too many border to maintain and excuse to make for why we can not trust each other than well yea. ok.
ofc we won’t be able to see any significant change. but the potentials become clear. very much like say ur on this stream and there are multiple other streams around u. the whole u become the more ur able to see ur surroundings. not bc ur gonna merge with other streams. maybe all it needs is that ur generation potential but surrounding ur utmost appeal which means that in and of urself ur developing a wholesome personality and maintain a character that’s complementary to ur own evolution. now when we think of this from a global perspective where collective is viewed as one then we can see that the property dedication would then be to improve the general conditions that sustain humanity. a strong ga tribute to why i touch on systems like all the time is precisely due to this. bc u can be evolved that’s fine. but ur as good as the guy who cast himself into the mountains if u don’t take chances and get involved. and that’s good. it’s better to be positive or not do harm in ur own space if u choose to spend ur days this way. tho it’s like the saying where u can be enlightened but don’t live or be past of the life and the system then it’s not very much using urself or letting urself be used to ur full capability which is a strong desire to be efficient and be on top of ur own game in reality. as collective this wpuod refer to our system bodies and our quality of relationships with each other. since it’s the individuals that make the collective. we couldn’t say we would die for a good cause if we were to sacrifice ourselves for the team. especially in a technologically advanced society. unless there is specific causes that is. it would be. say. bizzare to die for ur country. at frontlines in some extremely preventable wars bc we have the art of dialect. we have the magic of conversation. we have will power so unless u allow urself to be coerced. u wouldn’t be coerced into anything that causes both u and another harm. and if u allow smth to let u cross those boundaries. learn from it. bc hurting and harming others does barely bring any advancement and peace within one. we know this if we ask our veterans about what we shoos learn so that we don’t repeat the same old mistske s perhaps lin extreme trauma. u lose some memory. but it’s still there if we sit and listen. it’s in the air. the trees the skies that we share.
part of the reason why we have faultiness of language and potential for wars is due to two conditions that rule our lives and affect them for better or for worse. economy and systems are two essential nutriments that make civilizations run and communicate with each other. we learn to trade wars for actual trade of goods that each country and land offers. but. caveat is that some offer more and others dont. and the twist in the story is sometimes u can be sitting on gold but unless ur history developed in sort of a luck that u may find urself in some sort of advancement. this should also be seen as part of the conditions where we cannot overgeneralize on these notions even tho our system tend to go standard both in economy and the systems that govern us. it’s a small hut impactful error that we make that we could slice things up a bit more in detail so that we can use our discernment tool to determine the arenas within the system bodies that we can reflect and identify so as to depend on its relevance in our lives. where do we find ourselves cumulatively? what arenas require improvements ? what sort of past acknowledgment information bank no longer resonates or applies to current conditions are all but part of the decision making process. for these decisions impact all parts of our lives we must consider careful approach. it’s not about what we used to think anymore. i think in a way we are so caught up with the times that we don’t notice the times have changed. so now the dust of the studious settles. we are only gathering ourselves amiss the extreme business of trying to figure things out by learning to by applying what we learn on the course of catching up with the new. now in association with all the world stuff, as we come to our senses and return to our inner origin we once again receive establish the grounds we solely depend on as our structure from which we bounce our ideas and day to day influences as well as interferences with each other’s. bc there’s one on the course of their journey and then there are shared journeys. some journeys last longer whereas other don’t last that much. it’s hard to determine why that is. better that we don’t attach too strongly to heightened expletives. it’s why it is at the end of the day. but ofc with it comes personal responsibly. why u end up
wanting to do is to be more urself. words are facade. they are used for propaganda. and ur character u must maintain. we use our position in the world to maintain our end of the systemic cycling. and then with these stronger and bigger r influences that tend to make things run also come back and feedback into the organic systems. and it’s that tiny but essential place where integrity thrives. i think we take integrity for granted. it’s equivalence of merits gained and merits lost. it’s hard to remain that loyal to ur own cause bc could u be wrong? see these are also attribute to our higher ground and morals. otherwise u would set urself up for self annihilation or self destruction of any kind. but we do struggle with a lot of these objectives in the first place in reality bc what we are faced with these moral conundrums at the baseline level when we criminalize someone for harming another but go ahead and find wars. surely if we ever cross those lines. we may wanna make do with what we got. but at the same time take note to potential e grounds of mutual understanding to develop long more healthy or hygienic practices of handling mutual conflict bc they are bound to happen. that’s just the way it is. it will happen. but the real evolution and improvement is not in technology or more clever strategies of war. it’s on how to evade it in the first place. u would notice ur shortcomings now and then apply it to future theories of when a conflict arises. u would know steps to consciously de escalate. detente or whatever. and then also by studying history of pattern in which certain negative social conditions must occur and they study of those patterns determine areas in the syatems or bodies of function where we can selectively improve which would also be complementary to ending future wars. shifting our eyes to economic conditions is key. bc almost everything in our lives is impacted by such. this goes from ur life with urself. ur own struggles and wins. and yea interactions with others. others condition and qualities. and the overall quality in the world equally. by equally i mean ofc in application where it matters whether it’s too little or too much depending on the needs of which is also determinable by the parties themselves to also add to that. exactly how do u wish to see ur systems being run. bc the simplicity of human need is quite clear. it’s a matter of disbursing it among individuals in a integral way. and promote integrity within the systems that work to ensure everything runs efficiently.
ofc now u have these basic understanding. the world is holographic. we make this reality by the quality of literally everything. we understand power of words we also notice history of language is also wars and it’s currently not in the best quantity either. we notice certain discrepancies with the systems that are communicated via language thru entertainment. media. education. politics and tinge like. and we also notice that economy is also dialects. we discuss things all the time we have people who are on top of charts. everyone is cheering on the sidelines this is the only best alternative we could come up with in order to make more money than what’s usually predicated bc any calculations can give ya a chart as to what to expect bi weekly. monthly. every half year or whatever. add to that we can’t trust each other. bc remember. we are the species that contradict our own word with our own actions. so
in recognizing the fault ones of language at large we also have this actions don’t match up theory or that we may not exactly know what we are looking at when we see smth or bc i think it’s due to our reality being holographic perhaps this is that phenomenal part about our reality that if we must improve we might really discover some really cool human tricks with our materiality and bodies. i would love to de materialize myself and materialize at will the moment we get to this point interplanetary travel will be possible and that’s when we can also retain memory. bc then we are not using double speak and trying to split reality by saying one thing and appearing as another. to say what u mean kid also walk the talk and preach that which u do urslef so that it runs thru u foremost. when we hvw this sort of a “alignment” which is why it’s essential to recognize the power of one. we are seeing the other potentialities. such as alternative realities. not that we are gonna merge forces. but it’s sort of a “insight into collective future where we may see an impending danger and evade it before it materializes or hardens our survival process”. which is when i will segue into why spiritual hygiene is very important u must not forgo how essential and beneficial it is. no matter how wrong u might have been. it’s never too late to turn it around. sure we may lose some friends. and someone may end maybe it’s meant to be that way maybe ur not compatible maybe it attachment maybe this maybe that u can certainly determine it for urself but the vital part is to invest in the future so hardcore that no delight no desire and no sinful pleasures eve get in ur way about it. it’s like u trust ur partner ( in this case urslef ) so much that no amount of gossip will ever divide u and everything else is fun thata also why laughter is the meciidien for the soul especially during tough times bc u gotta learn not to take very thing too seriously to make it out in some type of sanity. i would not call us all sane here bc it’s that much bonkers but it’s wars after all. maybe comes with the ground of such evolutionary times of being alive and here with u all cheers .
so this world is funny business you know.
u must not take it too seriously. but u also cannot be too light about it either. theres a happy middle blah blah blah but no i think everyone has that inner equilibrium more so akin to their own personal blueprint. but it all leads to one. that’s the theory anyways. it’s the getting things to that part that gets us. especially from a survivors purview. when ur excessively abused. u form that relationship of the kind that a saviour does bc u think by trying to convert op everything outside of ur self u would mask the inner out of control reactions u might feel when ur out of control with something in ur life and the more out of control u are with ur life the more u night feel this inner impulsivity or triggers more like or intensity by which holds u rather tight. we can it simply stands rise ur. one size does not fit all. and the more we know about grandma the more we kind of figure out smth new about it. such a show the victim usually has full right to call the shots on what heals other than what others dictate. well this this and that and u should be golden and if u don’t get the end results right that means u failed at smth . we are all most all held aback for that reason. unable to fulfill the souls own desires which is opposite of why we all most do most often that we like to admit. when we make standard what a pain is and what the remedy should be. it’s no wonder why we tend to miss the mark on the ways of reality. these things are rather imbed. bc we tend to have a holographic image of the world as we perceive about it. so as u create u generate or vica versa. now a pain is a trigger. it allows us to sort of stop what we are doing or minimize it so that we can focus inwards. or wherever the pain is. there are layers to our consciousness so when we are thinking from psychological purview which maybe attribute to feelings. philosophy is of the mind.
when we are dealing with trauma and situations of abuse where the type of abuse is rather borderline. where u may not be able to categorize certain instances bc they have underlying intentions. or they operate onthe bylines. since we have a vast consciousness that sort of functions the many areas of perception that develops and maps a multi angular reality so that we can delve from multiple points of observation to understnd and make sense of it. which reflects our feeling and thinking centres. how then can we say we are accurate about the entire depiction of the world as we are also coming to full understanding of ourselves as we go about. i think the science is quite standard. it’s just attribute of the systems that tend to hinder and cause this excessive backwards motion which then must repeat the beat up tracks of previously survived left behind. bc we have been there than many times before. which keeps bringing us to this critical point of motion where y which our decisions generate great conflict or severe changes within the timeline of human history. so for instance u are faced with the philosophical conundrum. should u stay or should u leave when. a relationship gets toxic and at which point does it get toxic or what’s the threshold for everyone and how they view their own contribution to the overall exchange. so there’s a saying that a victim also brought it on themselves or that they must have smth to learn out of this exchange it must be mutual to an extend . then we have another issue that contradicts this point. we say that those who initiated negative action are usually responsible and to an extend we can argue this is true. but the more we get to know the antagonist. the more they seem to be protagonist in our eyes. and then we see who might have started the conflict in that type relationship and then the cycle tends to repeat about this relationship between someone who inflicted conflict and then u go there and find it’s replicate. it has to stop at some point. we just have not figured out how to truly implement it. maybe bc we are running on sort of outdated syatems.
there’s also this saying that whoever is hiding the gun. don’t piss off that guy u know. unless u are a sharp shooter yourself in which case this is very rare given the quality of effectiveness we have in terms of our personal security. this is why civilization must be preserved bc everyone knows no one wants those problems. it would be impossible for us to build on that kind of conscience. it’s just. usually when things get severely heightened. people tend to lose their way it’s like assuming that the more people err in numbers the more u can hide in the collective conflict. but this actually brings it out more. makes it harder or more so. in positive terms. more equivalent to our level. basicallly. we are in that same relationship with mother earth that’s why there’s reincarnation and that u do attract urself back on earth bc of ur strong relationship to ur skin colour. ur gender. ur race ur job description and relationships with each other. whether they are positive or negative may not matter much bc anything that creates resistance becomes resistant to separate. which is where ur coming back to perhaps end ur inner conflict. either one probably represents duality too bc ur getting that oscillation between the positive and negatives. we are all in conflict with at least one other person and we live at least one other living being. whether it’s animal or human. i guess even the loneliest individual can hate snakes and there is ur negativity right there. and here u get the abused. and what can they learn? and teach? about true strength? thru harmony bc u get. a little bit in love to be a romantic of ur own suffering so u don’t hate and close up and then punish everyone else who reminds u of whoever hurt u. u have to love ur pain. truly. in order to not get harmed by it. and that’s hard to do bc there are more things to be ashamed about and to become taboo or irked by many or judged or cast out from the rest we don’t stop when smth bad happens. we get up. hope no one saw it. dust ourselves off and move on. even if we hurt ourselves. the im fine comes from there. bc that’s really what’s expected. it’s not wrong tho. bc when u move amidst the pain smth happens . there. maybe the joints make way for air bc ur rather statuesque nature tends to collect dust and doesn’t generate much wind. it’s what catalyses those inner change anyway. bc then all the debris starts moving around and then ur like well. in calamity or ur personal chaos. and anyway. u become one with it.
or by the time u give up it’s too late. the gif is up. everyone’s done laughing. and u sit there and go why don’t i’ve my hater. why do u care still. these r big questions bc it’s not a mistake that u feel this way. although i would say it can also become a lazy place. bc then u get into a self deprecation stage. ur like well i’m not good enough anyway. blah blah blah but this is also relief bc then u remove the expected perfection. u see the issue with ur conundrum is that the lack of perfection always gets u in trouble. there is simply no way with someone people and that’s not because of who u are or what u say. but people are chemical beings. that’s why we being the good or bad in each of us. somethings may not be ready. maybe they need to marinate. and then cultures accordingly. we are too hurried. bc we are self perfectionaries in the first place. bc it feels good to figure things out and the opposite of that makes us feel rather embarrassed or inadequate. and the issue is the type of perfectionism is expected highly also from societies. our economy is really it. it’s too. perfect. that everything else falls apart around it. u would think that economy knows better but in the case of economy it’s always ur fault. and the issue with economy is that it simps for an audience that’s a very small group of people compared to the rest of the world. that’s highly sus if u ask me.
would u then say that a person who has stockholm syndrome is looking for perfection? maybe so. ur idea of perfectionism maybe different. u may think people who adhere to ethics and values is perfect. this doesn’t mean they are free from mistakes . it’s just that we have here two things. that appear as one. one is mistakes and the other is what happens after. how do u handle things. bc it’s not enough of a punishment to standardize such conflict. for each case might require their own as in the case some folks handle things between each other. in private. which is the way it should be. and also in handling conflict u don’t harm folks by their body’s. but here bc we mastered the art of appropriating the sort of harm u can inflict with intent but that which cannot be measured on the outside which can get u to evade payment. that’s the issue. peopel get too summary on how to harm others without much proof. and that may create the stockholm bc of its harder to escape reality. ur sort of trapped and the more years ur involved in this sort of thing. it’s very much like ur attachment to reality. we slow cook like stew in society and with our experiences with each other. it’s hard to detach from relationship conflict. it’s one of the strong overtures that will land ur ass back in reality. now that’s good but i don’t know. i would prefer to come and go as i please. it would be nice to travel multiplanetsrily and not lose consciousness. if there’s gaps in our theory perhaps there smth to unearth or discover. with that comes the right type of language. sure. word has been abused. we see it in politics. media. theories. entertainment. our daily jargon. our conniving attitudes. our double speak. tones. it’s fine. we all have some preferred outcomes. maybe all resulting from the outdated ness of systems. it’s hard to keep up with our own growth bc we figure things out as we go along and then we also have to learn the more of a newcomer u are the more u have to learn and by then things would have changed so learning is quite cyclical. that’s a clue. and when u have words missing or amnesia at large then u start looking in the intruding philosophical part of reality. by slicing the thoughts like a mind surgeon.
it is said that children are the future
we must care for them but we miss the point every time we think that we are doing the right thing when we try to kill each other or win arguments. or make decisions tht make things worse for everyone than better. people live like it’s all about them. this is a general statement. if u see how peopel tend to act generally. it’s easy to derive the conclusion that there’s actually not much care about the children. if we did. then we would give him about our greed and wanting to win arguments and squashing anyone who threatens our safety. even if it’s arbitrarily in our minds. the treat that is. being that ur ego and ur pride are being attacked more so than ur actual security and safety of ur person and ur kids welfare. more times than not. kids are commodified. they are used as props and things to hide behind. rather than people taking accountability for their own actions and choices that brought them here. where they may find themselves. we also see this play out at large. we have entertainment and media tat work in the same way. we instill what’s new and what’s hot and we expose our children to these types of thought processes bc it’s a lot better to cave into what everyone does. much like what everyone thinks. it is not a mystery that the world is very much like a simulation. people generally are customary to go to movies and entertainment to see what people do so that they can do the same. u wonder who am i. let me see it in movies who i am. what can i do. let me see the media on what i can do. how can i think or what should i think. well. let me see what others say about these topics then i can talk in the same way it’d like u get a template to discuss world events without doing the footwork urself. ur rooted basis is established on popular thought that the risk ur taking is that of its wrong. well since bc everyone else is doing it t shy u can easily blend in in the blunder of a much bigger false sense of acknowledgment of smth a supposed to taking the initiative to check for the validity of truths before u adopt and spread them.
kids therefore get squashed in the clamour of adult noise that happen daily. u get social media clamour. u get entertainment clamour. u get media clamour. it’s no wonder why everyone wants to involve their children on what is the hot topic or what’s popular. not bc it’s wrong or right per se but bc u know that not being involved has consequences. it’s like oh. my kid will be unpopular if they are not in the know with sonic the hedgehog of if he or she hasn’t watched the latest star wars movie. oh my kid does not get involved with all this new hoopla about what their true sexual identity is or that they can prioritize their pronouns over the emphasis priority and importance of pie dwindling economy or even the prospect of wars. maybe it’s ur own existentialism that prevent such from creating that calmity in ur own life before u decide what’s good for ur child. i’m not sure. but i do know that the manufacturing of culture has not served anyone. now culture is rooted to a few factors. we can determine from masonry that culture is not independent t of self expression of humanity’s ability to inspire via arts and rest ivory of self expression of diverse human life. it has long stopped being that art imitates life that imitates art when we take the level of imitation to an arbitrary grounds and weaponize it against the welfare of general population. i mean tell me if it’s worth defending a 40 plus hour workweek where u don’t get paid enough or feel ur life is fulfilling by the job u do. the community ur part of and the systems that are promoting one thing whereas doing another. and then ur come home and turn the tv on and live through bunch of actors. u exist. they live. and u fork over what cash u have to continue to sustain this false high. of living thru others. it’s a simulation. ! anything that will get u to forget how pitiful and sad ur life is. and how generally complex and sad life around u is by supporting bunch of people who aren’t even aware that u exist. is the setting urself up for further depression and anxiety when it ver u feel like u have mental illness. it’s a product of the environment that u live in. and ur supporting it by ur escapism from ugly truths. so it’s a lucrative business and is no wonder why it’s being fought tooth to nail to preserving it.
if we were to sit down and discuss these matters. and demand change. then ur workweek wouod change. ur finances changing would thereby allow u to have a sort of hygiene about creating the life u want. bc u would then have more choices and u would have higher likelihood of wielding ur will power to get things done as opposed to making excuse for ur general disinterest toward life by saying u have adhd and or other mental conditions. these r ur body’s way of telling that life sucks and ur not happy and this is the shit ur heart is not in but u are forced to do it or somewhere u consented to accepting smth that is not true or is not good for u and these are simply indications that u have to change smth about ur life. our bodies are already equipped with such things where we can be quiet and listen so that we understand whether if smth we enlisted ourselves to is good for us. is the right thing. to do. and benefits others besides ourselves these three factor identification is oxen overridden by the simulation process. when u think it’s responsible to hustle in a world where systems don’t make sense ( low wages? really ? ) and u assume that ur a good person by supporting systems that are geared to keep u in a bind. work to keep u in limbo. recreate same old lifestyles. gets off of traumatizing people. and uses that pain as a inspiration for its art , but not for expression or for arts sake but for further manufacturing predictable lifestyles. predictable outcomes predictable conditions from which it can further weapons against u to control peoples choice. augment the thoughts process and even have audacity to teach how to think what to think and give u templates on life as if it’s a shortcut and play on ur tiredness as if ur too lazy to do the footwork urself while preventing any avenue of overcome bc control of smth that’s uncontrollable by nature is like a challenge for some. i mean that’s the entire death defying appeal here. what we refuse to see is our irreconcilable feelings towards our own mortality however and that’s due to our acknowledgment of spirituality.
the reason why we think so wrong about paperupstiy is due to the way we live and the general acknowledgment of that popular thought in the first place. if we are living our entire lives in a hurry. if we must compete. and compare. and if we must be covetous to get ahead. what do u think that represents. ? if we must divide and conquer. or if we think that people are generally bad. what does that mean ? most of our conditioning comes from the false sense of duality. in the first place. our entertainment and how we do politics are two places we already see this play out deliberately. there are two teams. one good the other bad. where every one must fight to tooth and nail and there will be a winner and a loser. there is a protagonist and antagonist. where both peoples past is dumb as fuck. cos at the end of the day. it’s all the same. every religion is the same too. we fight about whose ideals are bigger badder and. more righteous than others. meanwhile religion partook in most deaths stuffing and wars in history. to this day we don’t know how to read words. ah what does that mean to treat ur neighbor kindly and forgive people and do no harm but in the name of god we cause more harm assuming that we figured out what tolerance is. we can’t even truly accept each other for who we are the whole point about brainwashing people to get them to be the way u want them to be comes from not accepting them for who they are. we talk about diversity like we understand it but when it comes to social issues. it’s easy to put the blame on smth u don’t understand than see that perhaps the issues are rather shared and they are sprung fro born false logic. we fail to do the footwork to check our own resources thus. running on multitudes of bias we have collected along the way. the copy paste society is quick spread like wildfire but bc the level of understandings differ. they end up producing the multiplication of the same but in various degrees. given enough reactions has passed u lose the originating start and assume the current structure as a stand alone or strongly indemnified as stationary. whereas most things are subject to change and evolve. especially when we give the allowance for it. then again we are racing against control and possession so u can see myriad of tensions points in society that hold us back. and others that work to strengthen general ignorance.
and spirituality is that. it has no hierarchy. it has no destination other than right thing it’s the path more so where u are headed that matters with spirituality . the quality of ur pace and the experiences therein is what makes it what it is. u don’t have to compete in spirituality. u don’t have to put others down to motivate people to be more spiritual either. with spirituality we begin to live from a point of presence that is beyond this one life. this one identity that ur inabitiing. beyond this one body that ur animating. when downright. the level of spirituality is meant to make u more humble and kind towards others and not superior or assuming that ur brief life is more implement than ur eternal eternity. u may choose to be present from a non identical source. bc ur acknowledgment of who u are in human terms is one thing g and who u truly are is unidentifiable. it can’t be constricted by words. yet what we do here on earth is a symbolic means to better understanding into our truth and nature. stuff such as what we dialect in simple terms of convey meanings of jot down in history the things as they happen or paper trails the same. we can determine by simple understanding of our world as we experience ourselves thru the systems we created on whether if we have truly become one with our spirituality or we are simply running on dominating dogma to satisfy the ego and maintain the pride. both of which are quite short next to our pure excellence and divine presence. but u can’t capture that in movies. u also cannot promote a better sense of being bc that would be the end of predictability. the key aspect ablut human potential is the inanity to grasp what we are capable of. it’s the anti thesis to masonry. while masons wanna have handle on the ungraspable ( dark occult sciences ) spirituality works to break out of illusion and the vacancy of substance in places of appropriation. illuminati. the same thing as masonry. is what illusions our senses. bc it works to shroud our true identity that is the non local origin of ur presence and ur substance that drives ur body on earth, to see beyond the shroud of illusion that is the facade acknowledgment of reality is what frees the individual from the general strata of buffet like identities to choose from so then the more u are comfortable with urself the more ur being u which is a non identifiable source of presence which also goes against illuminate masonry’s need to identify everyone around them. bc one of them works to feel and satisfy their own anxiety about the unknowable nature of reality and the other has established esteem with the unknown given that it has placed itself in the hands of righteousness and or what helps us evolve and be better than our past version in reality.
sometimes u wonder why ur here
people die all the time. things go wrong. most often what seems like in this world things happen in a random flux, why are we even here. what’s our purpose. what did we come here for. how can we feel not in any way special or superior just bc we survived smth others have been subjected to and have been victimized. sometimes nothing. makes sense. which sort of touches on a rather existential reality than anything else. we all have these stages. where when we are first born we have innocence. we love without conditions. we see everyone as our equals. these things come only later on. we are for fed to forget and then let god. or forced to let go struggle to hold our fort or fight for our cause. rebel agaisnt injustices. even early on. only to have faith in things turning in our favour later on. these things are not accidental either. bc they r caked in our systems the same. many a times ur forced to let go and let god where in places u should be resistant and rebel and stand ur ground. don’t move out of the crime scene. sure u could have faith in the accuracy of ur situation but we also live in a world where there is greater emphasis on what things appear to be versus their truth and substance. let alone how things got there in the first place. this world is full with bunch of strangers who are taught an arbitrary way of life. including but not limited to. doing therein is things to each other for the sanctity of survival of the fittest or that the only way u can have a great life is if u squash anyone who threatens it. but we don’t think of the ways in which the issues between individuals happen. we assume that things have potential to happen overnight. and then have arbitrary analysis on their identification. we end up making stationary smth that took so long to develop and is a effect to a cause rather than a cause in an of itself. just by the passage of time and by the looks of it. but our eyes alone can be deceptive sometimes. yet utility of our true human power is strictly forbidden bc we live in a world where we utilize ourselves hidden human power, systems do it all the time when they withhold help from u when they assume u deserve to suffer or be punished but they cannot openly validate their opinion bc that latter part would require that we all exercise our human powers equally, meanwhile a greater degree of work is expected from anyone to validate their position. but at the cost of being self exploitation of their privacy and after constantly having to demonstrate their life events over end over. this inequality in power plays is evident in our societies also. we are expected to accept what happens to us. and refrained from defending ourselves bc we would be asking for too much. or that we are inconveniencing systems that are burdened by issues that re more important than ours. whereas ours is just as important. but by the looks of it. if there is any bias as to smth may be personally accepted as right even when it’s not, then would we consider this a systemic bias against individuals who are completely prevented from defending themselves. even if there is presence of some grounds where they can , but with an already established counter bias against them in place. for what looks to be something that goes down in books as having exercised ur power to defend urself and found not acceptable by higher powers.
ofc i expect more from the western world bc they have entailings with the quality of the rest of the world. and how things have developed so far is also on their turf. irregardless to current system functionaries careful actions as to change some of those concerns and turn it into a to each their own clause. things didn’t develop on their own and overnight there either. the entire world is the way it is because some who had greater advantage did precisely that. took advantage over others lack of education on ethical business conduct. law and other human entailing. this sort of advantage may seem strategically ingenious to u. based on by where u are u may also feel blessed or have a upper hand than the rest. but what all of this does is being us back to the existential conundrum. why are u alive meanwhile others die and suffer. why do u have the many bounties of this life at the cost of others suffering. who says that so and so has to do slave labor that u buy and say that without ur these folks wouldn’t have a job so u may assume that ur doing smth right or just buy supporting in buying material made by slave labour. the same thing plays in the western world. the working class don’t get to take special days off. yet we revere these jobs and say these jobs keep societies afloat. yet we pay them crumbs make it make sense. ofc noon win their right minds wanna do the jobs that take you hours of their life while giving not much in return. could u blame them ? who in their right minds wanna be in poverty willingly and support poverty. no matter how essential the job is ? and who in the right minds woukd support the system and revere it that intends on keeping them in poverty and gets in their way of ever coming out of it. ? ofc. no one. bc these are human issues. it’s not that the work is not essential. work is work. we all must and should be included to have some sort of passion and inclusiveness to the environment but not at the cost of being paid crumbs to do it. why can’t we get paid fair wages for the supposedly essential work that is purported to keep society afloat ? meanwhile there are excuse from the system pushers expectiwlly out here in the west on the denial that monterey system cannot be changed. all the while denying their entire hand i the way the economy is as we see it in th rest of the world. like there’s a invincible person who we souls out the blame on. it’s not in the east. they suffer. too. it’s not the middle east. they are hustling it to overcome the race. and it’s not the uk. bc brexit and that their own folks suffer the “supposed same”. and it’s not in the west. bc the western leaders are completely inept when it comes to even getting to the gist of this great economic mystery. so then who is behind it ? who can step up and say. yea well maybe there is no bad guy. maybe what we can all do is make a meeting where we sit and discuss what we can do to elaborate on it ourselves. it seems like we are the adults in the room who has to make those decisions since we cannot seem to locate who all this can be response to.
either that or someone is lying about everything. meanwhile peole are told to be patient. things will work. we will generate more jobs ( more crap ) we will fix this and that ( infrastructure crumbles which is cheap way to get rid of people and take over places ) u begin to lose integrity and trust in the systems bc they r run by human beings like urself but these people lack something a basic simplicity that if they were living ur life they wouldn’t like it. they wouldn’t willingly separate from their child and get a shit job and think that’s a accomplishment they wouldn’t accept that when a systemic injustice happened to them such as mental health care act. that they can’t defend themselves and they must accept the systemic traction made. they must accept a lesser crime to get out even eve tho it’s inaccurate. they must accept to lose their child bc dealing with their ex hurts everyone and that they must be the martyrs for the benefit of their child even if this could harm their child more. no one in their right mindset would be like yea. i’m doing a crap job where my entire life is inconsequential. and i’m invincible and everything is irrelevant. many folks have been subjected to do this in the past after all. it’s the immigrants song. it’s the single mothers who move from phillip homes bc their government is inept to generate jobs meanwhile liking their own pockets to push their people into poverty where u cannot educate and get a job so u must go to some western land and cater to some rich dumb asses pompous kids who are spoiled up the wazoo on financial bounties of western life. sure. all of this has been done. we cannot blame these people for not knowing any better or for doing at the very least. their very best with what they had. but we cannot normalize it either. u see ? bc what ends up happening here is that the more we do things like these the more east we make it for the system to further machinate these studies of human behaviour they find so uniquely interesting enough to continue to push more people into poverty and maintain predictability of human behaviour but more essentially. the level of disrespect and abuse permitted above the people instead of doing basic simple changes within the world economy where no desperate leader sells out their people bc we all know what poverty does and when anyone . acquires money for the first time they end up being frivolous we all have history of such. that’s bc of global economy hygiene . or should i say lack of such. and a person of that stature is no different than power pushers bc they also do the same. the solution for economy along side of changing it would be to teach everyone to handle and manage their spending more mindfully. that includes system pushers and many billionaires who think their phil’s trophy helps anyone whereas what they’re. doing is satisfying their inner guilt or money mismanagement rather , while aging with human life. with ideals such as vaccines and stuff they should not play with so freely. part of the reason why we misspend don’t much is also keeping up with joneses ever since we are young. people do this all the time. buy brand. names and show off and ridicule anyone who’s poor. all arbitrary and waste of time. much like popularity contests. at large. hierarchical connection betwen nations and economic warfare among nations is the same arbitrariness at play. bc at the end of the day none of it matters. only that people suffer.
if u think that slaving that much and even going overseas to take care of rich peoples pompous spoiled children is gonna make any change in ur class struggle think again. last three years is proof of systemic ineptness. where all the hardworking individual hard work forte gone wasted. so why bother them. why should i go and get a shit job to prove myself to a world of system that are indifferent in the face of real human suffering and systemic injustice. fuck it. who cares. it will all get undone by the future cataclysms that system will yet again intentionally miss on handing it properly. whe the intention to save human life is missing can u blame anyone from being hesitant to give any real effort. unless ur placing ur value and worth to god or divinity. there’s no use in slaving urself sn s proving urslef to another human individual bc human beings are capable of great evil and they will work to undo ur hard work and effort for the sake of winning dumb arguments meanwhile they will be not only oblivious to the harm they cause including loves of children but work to support that harm assuming that they want to manipulate others. these human conditions must be mitigated from a systemic point of view that any system pusher and anyone who works in those officer are subject to developing subjective bias toward the people who come to the for help and withhold help from these individuals. any system is subject to be corrupted thus. we see many examples of it. recent years where this issue has heightened. many people have grown comfortable with doing worse things bc there are presence of bad things already happening in the word that their evil could just be drowned out by the evil of others. this is a fallacy in and of itself. also there is the excuse that systems re too busy with wars sn economy that ur issues are not that important. first of all. never forget how we got here. it was due to global systemic in aptitude that causes covid to get out of hand. meanwhile they allowed medical companies to get away with murder. they had contradictions in the way they lied and they withheld monetary help for the people in many parts of the world which was designed to tank the economy bc the currency excuse has done its service to distract nations where the west has seized most gold and resources already that now taking the one thing that unites the world will cause wars to happen by itself in isolation in many places where lack and hunger ensue. so that the same nations who garnered the gold and vital resources don’t have to be the bad guy anymore. bc they are currently painted as responsible for economy. exchange of currency and wars. and the current state of other nations that they also wanna no longer be so targeted as the number one aggressors of the world. but ofc there are invincible forces that have been working again the tanking of the currency exchange that’s why we overcome that. but we aren’t out of the woods just yet. there are ton of invisible wars going on. we are already in world war three. this is it. it’s just a very evolved way of warfare but we aren’t entirely writing off making veterans. russia ukraine war is a reminder and state of that statement. it just mean that the wars have never stopped in the first place. y can see it from a business purview where ethics having been missing and u can also see it from a spiritual purview. where we are actually dealing with is a existential crises. among people. even the most powerful and rich. . bc there is a existential conundrum facing us all. that is dwindling of resources. decade of business malpractice and lack of management has also got our world ugly cold and dirty. where we have over abundance of plastic in our food and water sources where we cannot think all of this all at once bc our head turns. here ur like oh shit. this whole time we evolved everything else but spiritual sanctity of our entire world population. we can get glimpses all we want. but if we can’t materialize higher thought and higher mind it means not much and is only as good as personal peace and personal peace also means nothing if it is not in. key places across earth especially within hearts of those who make big decisions about peoples fate and worlds resources. .
it’s kit that u wanna give up and die. but u have to really size what it is that u wanna sacrifice . i don’t wanna sacrifice my time with frivolous activities. and firvoous pursuit where others may assume i need. meanwhile forgo the entire wrong in all aspect of the word. in the world that is. where amicable action is severely missing. i no longer wanna act from. a place of fear. where if i don’t do what i’m told that i would luck out and die. i’m already dying. may as well count for smth. most folks choose safety over standing guo for smth that they know is wrong. that’s why things r systemically harder for me bc they weee too checked shit to fight for their cause when they could have. but some things are also easy for me bc of those who did. that’s what motivates me to choose carefully the path i’m on. bc when i’m faced with systemic injustice i can think for myself or for all. and i can think for both equally. bc what happens to me too can make syatems further take advantage of future people who pass they the same. or my continual rebuttal can solve things for past present and future to come. but choosing to do the right thing is not for the faint hearted. then again. if u say feel like ur existentialism is gonna cost y ur life. then. why not risk it by fighting for ur cause. by being hungry. or end up homeless if it ever has to come to that. bc at the very least ur utilizing ur time for smth that worthwhile than give up entirely. either way things don’t look alright when peopel are repeatedly being abused and deterred by the syatems playing dumb on them. it’s a pity that it happens in the first place. u ask urself where did we go wrong are human wings that far gone and lost. is this gonna be the final straw that’s gonna end life on earth for all? bc this sort of mentality cannot go on much further too. imagine ur system pushers and ur getting ur respect y force. imagine u force folks to do everything u want them to do including shit labor low wages poverty and illness. and think that ur getting respect. u can demand that too. force folks into respecting u but it’s all fake. what good use in that when the society is false na respect is fake and u may get the illusion of ur leadership being good at all. but even then what good use is winning by forcing others to forfeit ? is there integrity in any of it ? so u achieved the perfect illusion where everyone is where u want and everything u want also happens the way u want it. but intrinsically nothing is alright. wouod u call that success? would u feel pride and pat urself on ur own back saying that u successfully led the people and there is merit in ur leadership ? we are in it right now. that’s why there is garbage all over. the morale is low. people are dying and there is no value in human life. at all. why value a human being that’s . a leader thus ? what good use is in that ? we are all human are we not ? there is no heist h in humankind. the human mind. we depend on each other so much even on spiritual front that we don’t realize the long term effects of spiritual blindness that we can we ourselves by our own actions toward each other. assuming that the competition is valid and the comparisons is for smth right. but it hasn’t been neither right or valid for some time. will we ever learn ? the vslue and worth of every single human? we can’t even reflect basic simplicity in our actin in a western world. we must stop and ask what is the west hiding from the world let alone itself. what perturb ur conscience that u must settle with playing dumb just so u don’t help someone. and we hide behind conundrums in other part of the world all the time we say oh we have it better here. we must not complain. w must be grateful but forgo to realize that gratitude is weaponized here bc how else are they gonna chip away at ur rights without being called out in democratic world if u lick their ass and continue to pamper them at the most basic things they do. they may give u more. but that is far fro democracy if that’s how we expect to get things done in the west. especially. bc everything else in the world depend on here and here we have a lot of can of worms waiting to be explored. we haven’t even begun. we would expect the people who know to take initiatives and take on the responsibly on their own accord. that would be easy an it would show them u do appreciate and u do respect but for how long ? especially when they keep squandering the chance at every take.
happy family day
anyway. what’s family anyway. in a world where we are constantly being pulled and pushed at all angles. there’s not much to say about family other than good luck cos. ur gonna need it. in a world where ur commodified. and everyone props children for their own procession. rather then actually care about future generations. it’s not even an option to be jealous of what family is today bc of what u come to know. somewhere betwen ur own family’s evolution and ur personal experience with ur loved ones ( of u were married divorced doesn’t matter bc it all counts toward further articulating even what it mean to fall in love and why even and whether if we are doing it right ) marriage and family are usually passed down from our own lineage to our own mindset. we see the embodiment of what our parents have done or sometimes we are the opposite of it. usually we all want to have smth different. and later end up acting like our parents or be somewhere in the middle where the truths reveal themselves to us as to how much of the family gets shaped by the environment and the culture they are part of. then it’s no reason to complete with each other as to what family means or create smth without fully understanding what family means . though i feel like family unit has been in attack. where in order to eliminate over populations. men are being purposely softened and emasculated further where they assume equality is other than what it is. and women are catapulted into the dirties of the world in a attempt to enforce a false sense of equality without establishing the legalities and safety rules there in aka eliminate rapes and traumas and edited that women have a financial basis so that they can have provision as to what sort of life they wish to create to exercise their equality muscle. u can’t hav equality from found up in an environment that skips steps bc ur bound to trip. and fall and at the end of the day. to each their own when it comes to how to go about dealing with protecting urself. especially when systems refuse to and and they skip variable steps. which lead to ur failure. it’s not a means to just do the same thing that a man does that makes a woman equal bc the world is built on the notion that men decided these things in the first place that the entire component of potential for world to be human centric is not established. and to say that women who drive trucks or going to mens wars is equality is a misnomer.
ofc. there is the shortening of men generally too. the emasculation is part of the plan. that’s why they are also using the trans agenda to get straight men to fuck trans people in a way to eliminate r unwanted pregnancies. but more so than the population by numbers. the true identity behind the propaganda comes from confusion of the people from seeking their true rights and preserve the power of choice once u cross certain threshold u get what is called the shadow effect of that experience which can make it harder for u too return to ur normalization period. this same thing happens when u have overdoses. i prefer to compete crete in artificial experiences to a overdose bc it’s very much like a drug. the experience that is. and the effects of the trip and the quality of that trip lasts about the same as well. so in scientology. they usually talk about drug experice in people minds as films that get inserted in ur brain regions which later compound and overload the natural procession of ur thinking. so this adds to ur usual or neutral conditioning as u go as a human being who is building their life from their experience. these films or illusions. tend to leave a burned in images in ur mind and overlap the natural procession of ur natural conditioning ( albeit all ur conditioning here besides the drug experiences are natural. ofc with new found info as to how the world and systems tend to create also artificial experiences should be noted here ) now when u get the artificial stuff sandwiched between natural progression what we have here is false connected dots. with reality and smth that’s artificial. so in a way. when u are dealing with severe propaganda geared with a hidden ulterior motives. it tends to produce effects of smth simplistic to a manufacture psychosis in people. which can have a deleterious effect later. bc it’s rooted to politics. system functionaries and the propaganda that is also unstable. what’s in today maybe our tomorrow. what’s age today maybe hazarded later. and all depends on what the inner ulterior motives depends on. now folks talks about produced psychosis in some drug use. this is the reason why i make example out of overdose and drug use and it’s effects bc life is quite chemical. u don’t need drugs to produce psychosis. but the effects are same in the mind as to these artificial films among the natural disturbing a persons articulation of reality by connecting the dots that are available to them without telling the difference betwen which is artificial and which got implemented there. what is the originating cause of such artificiality in the first place. so as a result of that the natural impulses a person comes with get juxtaposed with a adjacent that is what’s being propagated in order to create a bind between two unrelated seeming elements to create a third procession. which is the resulting action caused by the propagated. or more so what is the true meaning of the psychosis in a indivisible who is not aware of who is their true person bc they allowed the artificial experience as part of the real and mistook it for the overall reality. that’s why it’s harder to break the psychosis of people who go undetected in reality and does kit see doctors bc it’s hard to pinpoint the origination of the psychosis or get them to snap out of it. untilt
they have first of all some ground where they can remove themselves from the toxic envinrment thata a first. then rest. which allows things to settle down. then simplify things. it’s like hospital food. u cut all the excess and go back to basics. then u let the time to reveal to u. naturally a persons natural wires are dominant than any artificial burn in of images or artificial conditioning or induction of a reality. it’s the lack of taking break that carrie’s the continuity of a psychosis experience. the systems know this. that’s why they don’t grant folks a break from reality. if u notice. everyday it’s smth else. ur not given respite. even if ur taking a day off from work at are at home there smth that gonna keep u on the rev if ur not keen on taking serous time off from reality and are able to meditate. or have time of stillness silence and that natural logical conversations that take place in ur mind. i take mind to be the oval table. we have our ancestors. or the dead from the past. dead poets. dead philosophers dead visionaries who left their mark in the world and thereby in our dna as ee that the effects of such enlightened minds is quite strong. it’s a matter of quoting urself and finding that quiet place that u et to hear it. or take part in its logical assessment. they know what’s up bc at the starry of bad plans taking tracing those aeolian them bc err at the front lines knowing how these things would impact humanity at large and had grasped a ambiguous but a firm shape of how things would go. many folks say these r strange times to be alive in. we feel somewhat lunacy to be here bc we are doing smth that contributes to humanity at large. that these are pivotal times indeed. this doesn’t mean we will win per se. bc we are at the fifty fifty procession here. it could go either ay. it’s very serious that human beings have full capacity to annihilate themselves in a effort to win an argument and we see this by how people generally have grown accustomed to heighten not caring about children in an attempt to eek revenge on each other. or win arbitrary arguments with strangers in the public places. these r symbolic. but it’s not accidental that we are experiencing. but also that we must not lose that center. the oval table onthe crown of ur head which is filled with visionaries that u feel u vibe with are very much there. it’s available for all. it just depends on how well u are to ur own psychosis. we all have it to an extend bc systems generate it for everyone. so at times we lose our shit. at times we are frustrated. at time s we don’t know if we should trust our loved ones. or believe we are worthy of a good fight or have likelihood to win to preserve our rights. our family or protect our children fro a world that wants to drug them with false thoughts and cause in them the same psychosis it caused in us.
heading back to drug use and the false sense of reality. if first of all ur doing smth for the how rather ethan what perhaps then ur experience might differ. i’m not here to promote drug use. i say historically drugs exist bc people were hopeless not bc they wanted to mill themselves. so a psychedelic experience can heal trauma and unlock repressed memories and require a person s mind. when used correctly drugs can help we have history of hippies who with the use of drugs realized that world reality and life in general does not have to be miserable. so the argument brings us to the same point. exactly how useful is suffering. it’d not that useful. a surfing is an indicator that we have to change smth. but we don’t know what to change and how to go about it. thereby we cause what appears to be smth that happens bad which could be remedied right away. the processions of time to burn in images much like drug use. such as homelessness and poverty. and to add to the insult put a stationary label to it whereas if systemically we approached our social issue right away. there would need not be any. and the issue that happened would not have prolonged effects that we label later on. so here we are already demonstrating what sort of psychosis we are creating. the more troubled folks wait on system to do right so u think they will have much trust left in the system ? but system are demonic. it’s not the drugs that instil demons to u. it’s who’s behind. it. right. so it’s not drugs that rip u apart and cause u to be possessed by demons that cause that sort of side effect in. u. but the system functionaries that wanna force u into partaking go the same systems that caused u prolonged pain in u. now the true devil is inside everyone. it’s in what u do. and how u do it. and why. so it’s not just by the way thjngs seem on the outside that we measure smth and make way for intelligent progression of it’s careful analysts. bc there are many other factors that come into play to determine it’s integrity just for starts. our chemical impulses are producing the artificial results of what a certain type of trip can cause the same artificial images in ur mind causing to have a sort of deterrent thought process from what is. there is a real why the system deny that they have connection betwen their departments. bc this enforces that procession in ur mind. the difference between states of psychotic events that u must quell within urslf and occasional ability to have a handle of things in ur life. now th reason why u are quelling those psychotic events and assuming that it’s ur inability to handle those events is two things. bc systems that break u. who are coordinated with their departments also add to the insult by reaching their hand and help u. so in ur confusion. the pshcitic experices that ur having are actually happening to shatter th e illusion that u think that the bad that happened in ur life is accidental the punishment is deserved and the help is genuine. once u shatter that illusion and see everything as one. ur psychosis becomes that which operated naturally as a byproduct of human resilience to overcome big lies. but try telling that to people who are too hard o themselves and too gullible with the systems that they depend on. they know. but not everything.
ofc we can severely antagonize drug use. there are evidently some drugs (bath salts for example. don’t ever take shit that gets u out of control and be unconscious or subconscious or whatever the duck that is bc that shit is akin to blacking out in alcohol which is why i hate alcohol use entirely. whatever u do. if u choose to do it. be there. be in control. or else. it’d designed to ruin u entirely in which case when u read effects of bath salts u get hot from myriad angles where u would ned complete recovery from its almost like artificial quick way some life events do very much the same like trauma divorces. toxic family members and the like) that should never be in the marketplace and these drugs should’ve destroyed bc they cause worse side effects. in people who are simply trying to escape the reality that wants to commodify their body and modify their soul stuff. even completely disregard it entirely. i know this bc i married into a family that saw me as body that can serve. my ex saw it as a place of pleasure. and his family saw it as a slave that can cater without question. meanwhile the person was completely denied. it’s like my past didn’t exist. that i’m not a whole individual. btw anyone who doesn’t care what’s in ur mind is a red flag. if they don’t care about what ur philosophy on life is. ur political stance. or thoughts on human concerns or just about anything. does not care about u for who u r . but care about what u can do for them. it’s always essential to allow ur social anxieties to calm down before u make big decisions on ur own life bc these are decisions that impact a huge part of ur life. as u can see from my experience that i’m still dealing with the consequences of my choices when it comes to trusting people and being loyal to them. i’m retarded so it’s hard for me to balance things like others do especially in social setting. well. at age 41 i’m more seasoned but in my twenties and thirties are the mark struggling towns where i could figure things out as easy as other people bc those things didn’t come to me ass easily as it comes to others. thereby making me work extra hard. and sometimes u can’t bc if say u needed more time on smth but could not afford that time and others were figuring things out faster than u were chances are ur probably gonna run on benefit of doubt or trust too much or u know ? anyway but it’s much better to allow urself to carefully examine ur own experience and determine who u are so that u can allow urself the time and space necessary to assess what’s good for u. as u can see these things can last for very long time. and people will argue they will say well drugs is worse. but there are toxic food toxic info and most importantly toxic people out there who case much worse than any effect drugs do. bc unlike drugs effects of which tend to pass overtime and u can unlearn what u learned thing it or based on by ur how rather than what ur doing and why that can impact the outcome , with people. it s a lot harder. since people tend to lie. money plays a big deception. social conditions such as women rights or men being emasculated to destroy societies and family for what comes to you all in the near future where u might not be able to see it just yet. is far worse. imo. and people tend to cause worse psychosis in each other than drugs ever can bc one of them have a faster recovery rate whereas the other is governed by legalities that can also be weaponized against u such as in my case right here.
and the same people who possess u and don’t see ur person or wants to change or alter u by inducing u artificial experiences and realities that cause the same. psychosis of which u may oscillate briefly from. is a sign of toxicity of the environment we are part of. in each of our human progression we are passing thru the environment that complements the quality for that time. u can look to the small space ur part of or see the entire world for what it is. when u do these practices u become a bit more knowing in. urself and ur own process as well as how the world generally works. we have a lot more effort used to pretend and. appropriate ourselves as other than who we are then actually be who we’ are bc two reasons. one. we don’t know ourselves and two. we mistake our psychoses as part of truths and reality. now the psychosis is different tin everyone so take klaus swab. that guy is definitely tripping on smth no serious drugs or smth to be like he is today with the thought prices he has. same with bill gates. there is no way in hell ur gonna pass some of the thoughts that come out of his mouth as relevant to world or healthy in anyway. but it’s how push is is works in people especially those who are so saturated with the lies they tell themselves everyday. how did u know that psychology was created in order to punish the philosophy in people ? that’s why we gave up following or pursuing philosophy and churn thru it’s old pages left over from times that we jot that different from what we are living in. wars still ensue. people are hunted daily who r a threat to system functionaries. it just plays out under capitalism . and poverty and equality before that psychology was used yo handle difficult women in a household. psychology was used to get into people brains by the nazi science department who needed brains to pick into. psychology was used in order to control people by the masses and eli mite any thought that would offend the system functionaries that could weaken society. and to this day. we are using in canada mental care act as a mean to quell and reform discourse that is rooted in philosophical context relevant by todays means. so it’s an extension of what our predecessors have paved the way to human dignity. of equanimity as well as ethical conduct. since the systems are far form it. they thrive on ur blood tears and surfing. ask urself why. maybe the true sense of psychology is missing. bc no one in their right minds can create anything worthily or decent on the graveyard of human atrocities. we haven’t even digested how we got here. attack on ur minds is not accidental.
money is such a dirty word
people will be like oh my god. discuss anything but money. it’d do crass. it’d so embarrassing that we would discuss smth that literally causes 99 percent of the world problems and kills people and makes many others suffer like forever. pls don’t. but it’d literally the elephant in the room. it’s what makes the world turn. it’s what allows us to do what we do. and literally motivates us to do anything if at all. our lives revolve around it. we are impacted by it so much that we don’t even know why we human. we know why we money. but we can’t determine why we human. it seems the world has become a financial institution where money lives on and people come and go catering to it. it say all people bc even the ones who have a lot of it are slave to it in some way. it makes them greedy and unable to change the systems that they influence after all. u look to politicians who are gatekeeper to money and corporations who churn through the entire globe and the people for what. at the end of the day. money can also make the most endowed miserable. but most importantly. the game of money. monopoly. or the economy as some wish to refer to it as has long been won. we could give credit where it’s due than deny it and then accept our faultiness in first of all. allowing it to be monopolized against people . and then see our greed ( most westerners indulged in profit and thereby wasted great time on changing the world where they could have when the issues on economic malfunction was apparent to them first. they must have known bc they had advantage to see these things but refused to pay heed bc their greed kept them busy and their misery motivated them to keep doing. dumb shit ) but we can’t deny ourselves to speak openly about moment anymore. it’s what controls our lives after all. literally if money was not an issue the world would be different . people relationships would be different. u wouldn’t have to go out there and put urself like a product and see who would hire or invest in u. ur dealings with strangers day to day would not revolve around service catering and transaction in terms of money. there is also slave labour. a ton of folks do a ton of things free or in a cheaper low value way that’s also a product of faulty environment. it’s no wonder why people antagonize each other when things go wrong than look no further then systems and money . . bc they r trained monkeys to play e proper even at the height of their own crises. modalities are dumb tho. they don’t save u. ur grace about keeping things proper doesn’t save u. it’s all part of a social hierarchal party of theatre and appropriating class as opposed to embodying what being past of a human family would be like. we end up prioritizing the wrong things and thereby nothing of essential ever changes about life. which i think is part of this design bc if we consider that the system functionaries are people like u. and u have problems. that means so do they. since some of the thinking around the systems and economic functions seem so bizarre. that gives u a clue as to how healthy we are as societies. with or without money.
at the end of the day the children get burned and our lives is wasted. we don’t handle the systems well. we don’t fix the economy change the paste where it can help us evolve along with changes. we keep recreating the same old life events and situations. poverty maintained. in china. people get punished by sticking to same class struggle. that same is true everywhere else too. but in different ways. some parts of the world have more wiggle room but i doubt it will be for much longer bc considering how the system functionaries are more keen on abusing people further and take away their rights. bc it’s succeeds in china. and china has won. that they will appropriate and act on the same tactics upon their people. eliminating anomalies will be the first. u see this happen when things get hacked in some settings and serious hazards take root. u think little of it. now they moved onto industries and storages. it’s no mistake. but it’s not just for greed as u think it is. u may think someone wants insurance money. or just wanna take advantage of suffering of others or troubling things where a ton of things are already going wrong. no. it’s part of the grand scheme of keeping up with china. now i will congratulate china on winning the economic wars. it was smart to stick to plan and made in china everything and dominate the market and make a ton of others depended on it. but it’s not safe. it’s been years that the invincible wars has been going on with restrictions here. strategic this and that by tweaking here and there while u weren’t looking that put china in a hard place too. but the issue is not that china won and it wants to dominate the world not just economy but how politicians deal with their turf where it can say all other counties are made in china or by china. is also wrong. why china does it is the esteem it gained by human rights breach at the time it was trying to win the economic wars or games. and now ur politicians are too soft aside from being too weak. weak bc they allowed greed for decades which got them to miss the signs and prioritize their own riches at the cost of fighting for human rights or see the big picture. that’s the reason why they would be quick to sell u out if it means they will be safe and they will continue to get rich off stuff. but it’s not about congratulating china or condemn for criticizing their handling on human rights. that’s the issue. the issue is to tell china that if it insists on the winning ordeal without changing the economy. someday someone else is gonna turn the tables on it. so the idea should be to eliminate the tables. u won. u can keep ur wins. my plan is. it to take the power from the strong or their money from their wins. it’s to change the economy to a new paradigm bc neither the economic game on peoples behalf nor the human rights breach to win it. are good for us nor can it be maintained.
that’s why there’s all this distraction too. the monument people get a second that grants them the glimpse that system is run by people . money is manmade. systems can be changed bc they are changed all the time. with or without ur knowledge. and that improvements can be for the benefit of people either than these archaic system where we assume there will be wars if we do not give people their rights or have benefit of the doubt for their well-being or invest in people which we assume can get us to lose control power or both or we could further destroy the world and ecology if people are independent n making their own decisions or we are preventing things from getting worse by not changing the systems or saving lives. it’s already worse. look at the world. we are destroying it for greed and none of it is going anywhere nice. yet we still have multi function sinks for some rich households we know caters to kingdom mentality. we need to get out of monarchy mindset when it comes to economy as systems or stop lying to people that we give a damn about their rights and stop using spiritual words to make them believe that they can help their situation. so there are multiple contradictions in our words and actions that causes more people to suffer and do bad do wrong get broken get traumatized and end up with even more problems multiplied bc people affect people. environment is key and whether that’s ur inner realm. ur house. ur relationships and atmosphere u create with each other for each other the same. or ur city and town or ur country or the region. the entire fucking continent or the entire fucking world does not matter. bc we are one. people end up living small bc they can’t critics monetary system let alone talk about someone’s spending meanwhile poor people are forced to depend on gov handouts and have to report their every action and finacial additions. meanwhile we refuse to listen detail about anyones trauma and how they got there. meanwhile we support anyone who has money who says their troubles and use the systems for wrong bc money. every issue u see today is rooted to money and our inability to discuss matters around the objective bc we also think it’s rude to talk about why money matters. how it matters. why does it impact our lives in anyway. and bc we can’t discuss money we end up focusing on other objectives . why women are this. why men are that. why this race is that kind of actions and why that race is that sort of fashion. but in truth there are two factors that come into play. money ( economy ) and leaders ( systems ).
now if i was a leader i would run this county better than anyone of u ever could. not only would i improve conditions for the local people. i wouldn’t waste my time reforming people online by sitting g at spaces spewing nonsense either. i would be with the farmers ensuring their needs are met. i’d get my hands dirty. i wouod hang with the truckers and listen to their concerns and see where we can meet common grounds wise. i would check hospitsl care myself. and ensure there can be realistic changes made. u would see the homeless and the people in poverty hear their stories. one by one. and make sure to take criticism and change my systems. how would i do that. ? anyone who’s gov.ca can discuss among offices given that the people give consent case by case basis. when there is simple corrections to be made in logistics to include that in the mix. give new way to communicate between gov and the people. hire and train more people to expand on the system never lie about taxing or anything i take. heck it doesn’t end here i’d go to world summit and meet every leader personally myself intimately so that i will not bring age old bias with me or test them disrespectfully then i can share my ideas and expand on why it’s essential to change economy and systems that benefits people which will also benefit us. i will demonstrate their power won’t be lost. it will be improved quality wise. i would show that by changing the economy we are not taking fro the rich either. so they won’t lose a cent. i will further show ways in which ( given that i have more access to some of these data statistics that i can elaborate further by detail ) that by tackling same issues but differently we can improve conditions and save money and be more efficient system wise. i love people. talking to them would be no issue also. to get people in on decision making fro their initiation and experience wit system is smart bc system affect them directly not me. so their input would greatly matter. thereby improving peoples integrity and belief as well as trust in the system and thru experience and mutual conduct deepen that trust. i would take personal responsibly over anyones progress out of trauma and benefit of doubt by continuing to help them. it’s all about using ur time constructively. and the difference here is to inspire folks to do things that are essential than force them to do it or fear monger the while antagonizing economy poverty and. making jobs seem like a punishment. weaponizing money and making jobs into punishment is no wonder why people are miserable and nothing good gets done. i would improve the meridian by treating human beings like myself. another human. basically. if we are making exceptions then it’s no wonder why our societies get cancerous. it’s not good for any side to cast themselves aside and put themselves as exception to the rule or better or higher than thou. which is why criticism gets toxic when folks concern r not heard and they turn at each other start getting judgemental. it’s false use of anger. it’s true that u might be angry. cheated. but ur using it as a free soon and violence at each other assuming that if others didn’t exist then ur
issues could be solved. right now we are not doing well globally. things have progressively been getting worse. issues are so big. even big wigs are fighting each other which ends up causing people their lives. it’s not fair. it’s not healthy or right. we just end up wasting our life fighting over smth as stupid and easy to fix as money. my ex screws me over bc of it. his girlfriend supports him bc of it. the systems turn their back on me bc i’m in poverty. and systems support people who have money. as a result of such my son suffers the fate of a predictable reality. where it has been created over and over by other people. only faces change. places change. some details maybe different . but at the end of the sad. the intrinsic quality of a a lifetime stays the same. money causes all the issue u see our there people fight each other why? monetary woes. children suffer the fate of their parental economic struggles and must go out there and choose to sell out for economy and capitalism to impress others and get ahead in the economic wars thats local too. . kids can be mean sometimes. everyone loves work s money. wants to get rich. be famous. assuming that is better than anything else u can do. but to do the things ur asked. and why. is another part of financial woes. bc everything revolves around capital and social reform. every so often we must change the next best thing and then do the same thing thru it all. it’s called a limbo for a reason. it’s got it’s seasons and then it resets and starts over. the people that were famous around ur time are getting older too. as ur getting older. and now there must be new ones. new trends come up. or old ones are rehashed to bury the social codes that can be implemented and elaborated from. each country and region has thee own standards of how they play the economic game and there are winners and losers. but i think on the end we all lose bc we all waste time. and we all waste the children’s future when we continue to play the game without addressing the issues ever so present within it and start doing things from where we are at to change them.
good morning
the art of knowing urself is to see yourself as u are not as others determine whi u are for u. and make a case about who u are for u. do ur thinking for u. and even lie to u to get u confused. when u get to know who u are. u are untouchable to the outside world. usually people who know who them selves don’t have to prove it to others. so their silence and accepting others as they are. including their misunderstandings can give false impression that they are doormat personalities. or weak people who can be punching bags for others or good for manipulations. rather. a person who knows themselves challenges others to be themselves bc they are lost in negativity and bad actions. these bad actions come out like squeezing poison out of afflicted people who cause these suffering on others in the first place. the people who are good willed and know themselves tend to be prime target for such. bc of the natural attraction. on one hand u have someone who knows themselves and on the other. u have someone who doesn’t. who got caught in the current of format of getting each other wrong. bc this isn’t just a r h that happens to few people. it happens at large. it happens bc we have false hierarchies that place emphasis on who’s better and who’s worse. it’s the e byproduct of false sense of self. assuming that the whole purpose of being f here on earth is to compete against each other and be the absolute best. sure. u can strive and compete. but there’s a right time and place for it. and most importantly. as long as the competition is against ur past versions and the intention to get better is the betterment of urself. that is. which is why we have these projections bc if someone says they r perfect. that they have nothing to learn. that they are the absolute best then there is not much to learn and do for them. it’s over. that’s a grace mistake that can easily be made especially when u don’t know urself. bc it sounds easy. u say. hey. yea know urself. well ok. but what is that entirely? it’s not for fair hearted to know urself. that is. to know urself requires a greater degree of strength. which we also have a false understanding of. w think strength is who’s gonna best who up. who is more powerful to crush ur opponent. bc on one hand we compete. and on the other we are completely misusers doing what any of these mean . their correct positioning is not correct. thereby all of this causes us to breach borders of others. including our own.
currently. for people to cause harm in each other. they have to have a false sense of things. it can start from u. or smth outside of u or both. u have to think that causing harm to others as standard way to survive. u may be convinced bc everyone else does it. u may think u know urself but only by sheeer reflection from what’s available to u. which isn’t enough information. bc the false sense of such relativity gets us in trouble. people appropriate things that they don’t understand. and then do things bc they assume this is human nature. it’s all conditioning byproduct of our societies. it’s the phenomena of the issues that are left unmitigated. we have in one hand willingness for such improvements. but without a degree of meeting urself within. it’s no wonder why we refer to books and others depiction of what is and what mena starker than doing the footwork of determining the truths. it’s harder to use ur own mind especially when u have been told for the most part of ur time. on how to think. what to think and whatnot. there are also the addition of recent findings that systems are up to no good when they excessively spy on people be there is a production of a sort of artificial intelligence on copy paste among people as a result of it. in addition to already shown side effects in the previous group of people that have been propped in the last decades whose effects are in full display. due to also triggering and life altering recent developments in our world. we see these intricate relationships multiply and combine which end up causing more multiplication of the same thing with more complex differences bc there is diversity. no thing is neither experienced the same nor produces the same results. maybe similar. which is why we begin to categorize things in a false way because we don’t consider say. satellite spying as a contributory factor to shaping societies. or psyops. or propaganda. or falsification of facts. or selectively sharing information. or distorting information. or triangulation. replacing someone with someone who may have similarities but this is nothing new. it’s just in the past there was a bit more careful consideration even in doing things wrong. people were more apprehensive about details and feared getting caught nowadays. there’s enough esteem gained from the past, the data collected from the people themselves on what is permitted. allowed. misunderstood and effects of which were bypassed justice wise. added more robustness in the way people do these things. more out in the open more self righteous. more entitled. and lack of care as to getting caught depends solely on the financial aspect of things. bc to convey a meaning is one thing in terms of what’s going. on. to tell the truths is nice and well but nothing gets done afterwords. people say oh look that’s terrible. bc deep down u have become desensitized over the course of time that justice doesn’t take place in some of these places. especially in thinking of systemic , bigger picture happenstances. this isn’t bc people are feeling helpless. but they remember the vulnerability of our nature. the bad things that take place don’t get mitigated bc they play on the tolerance of the masses who wish to preserve another day for their children or other innocent people. they may assume that this issues concerning the negativities that generally happen may solve itself naturally. but issue is. systems are not natural. they are operated by people. and there is meticulousness in there. bc everything is recorded. analyzed. it’s the type of mindset that records and analyses that’s flawed. that’s why it’s continued to be misused.
peope may give up virtues just bc being bad is new things. or it’s normalizing or more folks do it. that it’s convincing that time change. the once upon a hope that’s we could achieve freedom. peace. harmony . right productivity and prosperity as well as choice to choose a life that u can create and be proud of are over. and now u must fight esch other to be better. or do bad things to appeal to the destructive nature of the system functionaries. whi selectively hire and promote such happenstances among the individuals. which is a decision of survival. u think that ur getting ahead than the rest. first u must compare issues. and next. determine what u dont want. then u choose what u think u want. the one missed aspect here is that without knowing who we are. it’s easy to get caught in any current. cos even river bodies can be man made. we appropriate even nature to assume that something is natural before us even tho it’s not. a construction that’s manmade is one thing but if it is trying to pass as natural then one must ask why. from the purview of someone who is not skilled to navigate this world. it’s easy to assume that when u see those who have true dan defiled before u. to be incompetent. or it must have been their fault for where they are today. not that the systems are bad in. anyway. bc u don’t know urself. and ur going by what is acclimated. this error in thinking in assuming u know others in their struggles becomes easy that’s why compassion never fails. it’s judgement and comparisons that initiate that wrong step. otherwise. and it’s ok. we aren’t meant to know all it’s the false sense of knowing that causes us more harm. it further leads us astray and ends up multiplying a ton of issues before we get to a place where we finally stop and say well wait a minute. something is wrong there. it’s gotta be something and i must find it. either in myself outside of myself or both. what did i do recently that’s new or a choice i made that could be wrong. introspective research grants us the ability to walk the talk and mean what we say. even when we are wrong. so that we can also exercise our redemption muscle along the way. since the environment is ill and human beings are not equipped to be perfect and error free all the time. this level of self love extends beyond ourselves in each other’s troubles. but we must consider systemic spying and it’s hazards bc that would be the exception for taking it easy or assuming that it’s an error. sure there is human error there. but without bringing it to light. accepting its hazards and correcting ourselves we would only be making it easier on the people who are lost and try to lead us while they are lost themselves and don’t know what they are doing. for what. and what’s the expected outcome.
knowing urself is hard. u have ur fucked up childhood that is trigger happy when ur older and start doing the things ur parents have done. and any human milestone can also be triggering old stuff. it’s like soul soot that gets stirred the more u involve in ur life and the more u do to evolve. there’s no way to counter or deny that it happens to us all. surely each person also comes with pluses and minuses. the diversity says that we cannot expect everyone to be the same. the same goes for righting our wrongs or the ability to do wrongs. also to add to that. we must consider the satellite spying. that has been going on since wars. i’d say go as far back as world war one and two. respectively so we are thinking of not only this generation but urs and mine and the ones before us whose lives have been exploited in some way within us knowing. it’s both scary and also relief bc then ur pinpointing in a rough way the source of issues. aside from ur familial issues only or why u simply cannot heal or why certain things repeat even after u have reconciled ur ways. paid back ur dues and or fixed whatever is the origination of the issue. bc the origination of the issue is relevant to its cause and effects but we have discrepancy between the causes. their impact and the number of effects so when we get more effects there are some invincible things at play. or some info is withheld from u. bc they don’t align to the proper causes. and then u get contradictions in ur arguments or end up developing a false sense of what makes a human or determine it’s discovered nature and thereby ur remedies also fall short and bc this is a technological abuse. the remedy is also made in a technologically evolved environment which makes it extremely hazardous and causes more suffering than actually help them. there are areas of such abuse. and then we oscillate no wonder we do. between whether if we should continue to trust systems or not. which is a huge contradiction in and of itself. so u may determine for urself by finding out for urself. but u may not like what u find and when u do find the answer. the integrity to the system being lost doesn’t solve anything either. the danger in turning ur back from continuing t be involved run the risk of systems being even worse for the next generations after. it becomes worthy to both help the people who are lost and help improve the systems that can kill. or endow lives n help us all evolve. it’s just a mindset. much like love
heading us in our past broken relationships. a love of a parent can heal us in our own childhood wounds. but the issue is when u have systems who have antagonized humanity and sees us as numbers. it’s no wonder why we cannot succeed in generational healing ourselves and get to know ourselves intimately and each other in our shared processes. there are far too many systemic roadblocks that prevent natural healing. and natural trust to develop and from love helping us and heal each other globally. and more intention is put in place in making money instead and prior using saving capitalism and continuing to use information against the people. both individual data and collective data. past and present which includes historical data and what has been conveyed so far which is media or public knowledge and current interiors therein , for whatever is the agenda it is no wonder why we keep going back to the same textbook logic that u will have a hard time to overcome ur childhood trauma and continue to spend a good chunk of ur life recovering urself which is fallacy. it’s completely sham. bc everyone is in this environment as toxic as it is. but the real trauma is failure to address the systemic and environmental portion of the trauma on why people do things of that sort in the first place and how these issues tend to develop. it either gets worse or better. a true character sometimes may not evade mistakes but may prevent us from happening in the future. may develop ways to cope and sensitivity to evade future recreation of the same. but systems don’t measure our success by effort. they measure it on paper by whatever is recorded. and they forgo the systemic oversight of spying and getting more data. than what people know they have. but it’s one thing u have info it’s another when u know how to use that info. so far. it’s been abused. and that’s why we are on a global limbo about what to do about it. there’s definitely smth going on from the systemic side. a strong urgency to delete anything that could put it in harms way. like oh well systems are essential. we must protect them at all cost but ur not gonna protect by lying and hiding truths and facts. in fact it’s the truths that will set u free. on whatever is causing u that paranoia and fear in the first place. and so this attachment to protect one’s turf is good but what is the real threat here ? that people know who they are. get their data back. have control over their sanctity? and wield their willpower free rom ur abuses and manipulations ? i’d that the case then so be it. bc ultimately. the more free and healthy everyone is. the more u maybe inspired to be healthy urselves and maybe that could make effective leaderships. not what we have today.
in a way it’s all imbued the more u know urself the more u know the world and voca versa but u may run the risk assuming everyone is like u. if u think ur bad and u run the risk others are too. imagine what that would do. if u think ur good and u assume everyone u meet is good. imagine what that would do. or more so. do u see what it has done so far ? so that’s not the way either. i think the essential tool to be used here is discernment tool. but it’s hard to determine that bc we are in a way too dependent on systems. that’s why i say abolish govs and have people ruled cities and the counties maybe the whole world will finally give up waging wars and acting like big fat babies on solving their crises and consider the children in the room bc we are setting the example we may or may not know whether if we wish we want. to see multiplied in the world. that’s a big issue bc we lack self reflection on what impact each of our actions and decisions would do to the type of world we live in bc we also don’t understand how the world works we think it’s a final law insititution that from day one ur enlisted in the army of capital serving invincible masters and are forbitten fro. peace love harmony compassion and altruism when it comes to basic conduct with each other and or choose for urself. u may not even object in the face of criminal business activity if ur life depends on the pay check. ur expected to think small. make dumb comparisons about ur issues and allow urslef to settle for less just bc on ur turf the terrible things displayed in another part of the world is not happening in the same way. u assume that ur part of the good side. but it’s all the same bc it’s one system after all. financial system is one. world politics is one. everyone utilizes their bank of knowledge and intentions. to play poker on u and ur childrens life. while they enjoy the riches of the world. their kids ar safe their future is bright. they have jobs until they die. that hardly anyone would be endowed to do. or think about. u may assume that some folks are special they r eccentric or superior than u but they are just too smart even for their own heart bc it’s inhumane to make such distinctions n it comes from false sense of self. so aside from it knowing who we are we have false knowledge about ourselves. usually those who have financial advantage who run such mistake bc they place that knowledge ina arbitrary place and in fear of losing that privilege they make false accusations on others and have a false sense of justice as well. false guidance on what is important is also evident here to make the fear of losing ur privilege.
the idea here isn’t who is gonna lose and win also. but bc a person who lacks truthfulness in oneself can cause such blindness towards others that it makes this a essential concern when especially this happens in higher places where systems are run and why thata more impactful bc we also don’t have a chance to correct it. until tht person dies and or someone else takes their place and runs the systems better. but a life is wasted then. bc we also have these ideals and truths about our life. how precious it is. that it’s. gift. and it’s godly and divine. but we waste it. in our fear for asking for our right and our true worth assuming that we are tormented enough. abused enough or traumatized and then to add to the insult our endowments are being compared with other parts of the world. where the general incompetence of systems failure to meet the needs of all people. let alone stand for smth right so long as it benefits only the few while the bill for such discrepancies are it’s footed to people whose lives may be determinably less worthy or worthy of none is what causes much suffering to be and last longer than what actually happened in line of natural human mistske due to environment being not healthy for anyone. both the system functionaries and the people are subject to the same afflictions thus in line of human conduct and the many potential errors there in. that it should be all the more essential for us to not only promote truth and righteousness but also work together to common care more openly about some of the basic simplicities about human nature human need human biology ( how stress costs more and how we can accommodate a happier and healthier lifestyles for all) without excess riches and indulgences , this is achievable in three years. to change the world for better. we also see the opposite. it took three years to ruin a ton of stuff. this is why i refer to the effects as systemic incompetences since the majority sorely depends on syatems to function efficiently effectively and coordinate i n a timely way. i had said in covid. we could hire and train people. governments can get these jobs available to keep many safe and provide proper gear ( for warfare we provide gear to keep people safe. manufacture it right away. to protect those who serve. this is like that. but instead of destroying others. it would have been utility for saving lives instead ) for those who would take on. those jobs. no one bothered to even try this. as a result we lost a lot of life from elderly care to hospital setting to individual households. that’s incompetence.
it’s not that people cannot be helped
but there is no intention to help people in a effective way. there is a reason for that. system are trying to revamp themseves than what was previously gained. that they are capable. to they are incapable in order to weed thru the people. what is the achievement is to make the peopel subordinates as opposed to entitled pepppe who ask for more when u give them smth. this allows the systems to wage the gap between poverty line and the top dog riches. not bc this helps anythjng. it helps those who like the idea of pushing people further into poverty and injustices. also bc there’s a keen disgust towards the people by those who spy on them. if u have had made some mistakes in the last. u are a prime target. if u are not capable of taking a good hard look at urself and be perfect. ur a prime target. if ur part of a demographic. such as the muslim world or the eastern regions or anyone else that’s not entirely white. ur a prime target. bc of the historical. associations thata connedted to ur current development. rather than solving these issues. we end up creating more chaos. bc there is a huge conundrum that’s facing us all globally resources. we don’t have enough. but only by what current structures may offer to us. instead of hire and train more peppel to work more efficiently and teach people globally on how to spend wisely as well as eliminate faulty businesses that spring up overnight and make products slot gain fund a as happens often in poor counties and poor regions often , we say. well let’s find a reason that gets rid of people and relinquishes more weights and do these scientific techniiigxy advanced weapons of the last revamped to attack vulnerable zones bc that would cover up what happened and try to gaslight the people into thinking some of these leader are actually good people while try to cover up or at the very least being current wars to a coherent close , bc it’s all a stage after all and we played with. many human lives already. so let’s go. meanwhile the west banks on this. and whoever else is part of it. bc it’s all about trying to gather as much resources ( currency) as possible as u bankrupt kill and destroy the parts of the world that u have already written off. this also further subordinates the leaderships of those regions. personally i think this is more destructive long term than helpful in anyway. bc the current leaders of those regions right now may take the burden of killing or seeking out their own people to line their pockets and offer safety for their family and circle but say fifty years down the line that region is gonna get into terrorism. and wars will result from it. which means that the western world is further at risk for participating in global wars. depending on how things will escalate. also bc west has a prime excuse for why it does what it does. bc it’s got strong hand in the way the rest of the world is displaced. so it think it protects itself by playing on human life and on money like it’s monopoly but this safety is due to their inner fear guilt and paranoia. can u blame them. they r evil.
masonry exists and is very much alive still. so is illuminati. there’s strong dark occult activity. people who think that they are better than u rule ur lives. they make decisions on ur life behind closed doors. to them. ur a. pawn. it’s no wonder why they don’t talk to us like we are human. it’s the relationship of. a serial killer to his victim. he would rather not see ur humanity so that he can kill u. after he tortures u. he has to dehumanized u so that he can treat u like a thing that he sees u as. that’s the systemic equivalence of the type of mindsets that we are dealing with here. when u blindly follow and trust systems and media and entertainment. what ur doing is further enforce their entailing and give them the gusto they need to carry out their missions. any publication is good for them. if it’s negative it works to strengthen the attention and inquisitiveness it works to send a message that says. negative republication is a form of art that drives the crowd in. where negative feedback is how we convey that we love what we consume. that’s what most people are doing. no matter what u do. so long as ur forming over ur hard earned cash and ur most vital resource that is ur attention ur a slave to the system who will be poppeted and played with for the rest of ur life so lo as u continue to cooperate with what they throw at u. as well as the media playing a very important role to generate people. characteristics and personalities that they can subdue and abuse later on. bc literally ur handing over to them the opening of a mystery that is u ur true self and ur one blueprint. and allow them to override ur natural authentic being with a cookie cutter personality tilled that they manufactured. so that they can further play u like a silly putty in their hands. for the rest of ur life. until they are done with u. when the next level kicks in. it’s the coming of age stories. what we experience and information they gain from u they use it for the future generations. as they put u against each other. if u have kids. ur placed agains each other. if u don’t have kids u will see how the younger generations are intentionally misled to capitalism and or whatever us culturally imbued. bc let’s face it. capitalism is really good at popularizing any form of thought that is post modern in terms of attempting to break out of the mould it was previously forced into. only to be put into another type of form. so long as it feeds the machine that is the industry itself. people tend to miss that bc they oscillate between whether if the authority actually means well or not. and i can relate bc generally we like peace and peaceful conduct. so when we allow ourselves to even briefly think. just stop and think that ur being overruled by bunch of sociopaths. then yea. u feel uneasy and uncomfortable and not safe. and wanna evade the premises. and realize that u can’t. ur vulnerable after all and u awakening to a reality that is rather nightmarish.
the establishment of the current rules is clear. racism is accepted so long as it’s non local and regional. based on by how things have developed. by refraining from any personal responsibility based on by regional position that each person plays a role to represent to one that simply states well this is joey hugs have developed. i just got here. it wasn’t there when all that went down. but given by how u conduct urself . say ur violent ( poverty and other conditions ) and ur not capable of changing ur own life ( this assumes that there is eight resources for everyone to be wel given that they pull themselves by their bootstraps without arguing that there is no enough jobs available avenues and equity where the equivalence of effort is granted by enough compensation to see better results ) and we adulate sob stories like my parents are immigrants they both worked three jobs for the last fifty thousand years and bc of that i am doing better. without actually saying that the sun total of last three years literally bankrupted many of these efforts. undid it. where small businesses were desecrate by the system inability to handle smth as natural as covid. which forced poorer regions to trigger their survival instinct and have regional blood bath battles which has been occasion on repeat. are all but calculator formats utilized against the people to succeed in myriad of departments have long been challenged at least intellectually thru careful discourse. based on by the human rights guidelines all across the globe. it’s not that the narrative is weakening and those who had a strong hold is getting to find no alternative or option. bc now on top of all the evil that we have seen done all across the world we have people who work hard to play both sides of the isle. they wanna take the virtues and the careful teachings that have long been established and squeeze in their confessions of the evil they have done. hoping that it will cause in the hearts and minds of those consent that bad is ok to be done so long as they are also asserting that it’s for good or in the face of their confession , allow urself to continue to their and continue to listen and “pay attention” which is ur energy feed back. cos let’s face it. such vampirism is what also feeds the machine the necessary sororities fuel. the more people they think they trick. the more their dark occult is gaining the esteem to keep going. the narrative isn’t weakening. it’s an old tsctic to make it seem like things will change for better. documentaries on important topics can get u to assume people know vital data and some experts would be naturally on it. no it’s not. it just gives u false impression to consent to not do anything about it urself. that’s all that is. same with politics. when leaders tell their own media to expose their shortcomings and say things like they will lay. or they will resign u lower ur defenders assuming that some experts are on it. but in truth that’s just a tactic used to keep u sullied and do nothing about anything. manufactured consent to be a dumb ass and sitting duck basically.
the systems are strong so long as we do nothing about it. so long as we keep taking what little is given to us. so long as we believe facades bc they sound like the good to guys. so long g as they highlight their troubles but we fail to see as to why even. bc it’s for transparency sake. if they tell u they are bad and u still accept them and pass another day assuming that everything is safe. that’s a win and a gain on their part that everything is going according to plan. they don’t wanna help people. yesterday i spoke to canadian gov offices about some domestic abuse concerns. she was rude. talked over me. was heartless in her speech and format of understanding. condescending bc she was already not wiling to help but asked me to iterate myself further on a painful subject. only to further reject it. but her name. her email has gov of canada on its end. meanwhile she fails to do few objectives. she could have forwarded the info to appropriate departments. what the systems do is create all these illusion of separate departments to keep eating ur time so that thru the passage of time ur conditioned into ur situation and get tired after having to explain ur painful experience over and over again to a bunch heartless ghouls. they check this blog all the time so i’m doing this intentionally so they know. they are using passage of time to get me to reform. g thought process. i told her. my dad is involved in masonry.that’s what started all this. my family is ruined bc of global masonry. and systemic abuse. and they reached all the way here. so this suggests that there is strong masonry activity in the canadian govemrnt. which should worry everyone. it’s illegal. inhumane. and learn from my experience bc they wanna control the way i speak. i shit u not. the more we spar. see you it. as i continue to select their departments to find solution for my issue and they will softcore abuse me in return by withholding help and or do anything more to help my issue when i’m literally directed to them by their peers. they assume the passage of time is enough to condition me into what they want me to be. but i refuse to change for canada. and i will not cheapen truths and facts about how things developed bc it’s vital that i convey this message as it is. masonry destroys the planet. dark occult sciences are a global conundrum. they go beyond borders. racism and sexism are afforded to the poor. to the masses. the more u fight each other in the dumb appeals they throw ur way. the more u help them further their demonic causes to further harm u and take away ur rights. or. u can coordinate ursleves and start asking for ur truth and value and worth. such as reparation and demand fixing the economy so it finally makes sense. for the record. canada is behind. along with america. due to russia ukraine wars. in coordinate with turkish president and few others. o the earthquake conundrum. and they in public send help to cover their bad evil plans. bc it’s the christian ideology. it’s apparent. to try to confess ur sins and help the people u harmed even tho the harm to help ratio is way off. i know bc of what u have done to me and my family. last night the lady soft core threatened me about the im greta issue bc i’m a permanent resident and not citizen. so go ahead and deport me. u can’t even make simple logistics to get funds from my ex on a contract and bind but will send a letter to kick me out ? do it. bc this is precisely what i mean. abusive is the word.
bc the evil is global it’s hard to believe any fights u see on the surface. what u see on the surface is confusion propaganda. decades of manufacturing characteristics that u can trigger activate and utilize like russian spies. i’m the idea isn’t to be honest onthenopen very much like the expectancy from general peopele like us to unrealistically trust the system and tell our truths. while they use the info agaisnt us to further their plans and it’s not that they ar willing or want to help. take my situation with the mental health care act. i loterlaly fold the first doctor about my dad and masonry and it spyralled into all this. he failed to check with my dad. failed to put that info on the paperwork. and he failed to mention. what he put into the paperwork to me. so u see. he works for masons. his name is geoff lampard. bc my ex and canadian gov coordinated. he was also coordinating with those plans to find any way to get me locked in. the other doctor name is brien e mclane. she also coordinated with them. bc when i confronted her and recorded the 20 min convo between us. i saw she had no intention to help me. that’s when they sloppily transported me to rocky view. otherise god knows how much longer they wanted to keep me there. at rocky view the two names i can give u are dr hyder. and dr watterson. they also coordinated with the masonry the canadian gov and my ex husband to push me to poverty and not give me any chance to seek the help i needed. for that reason we didn’t discuss anything of value and worth. and the didn’t help me with anything. that’s also why when they couldn’t get me to react. and pin anything else to my name. they chucked the issue to psychosis from weed. when my ex strategically refused to get me home after three weeks stay at the hospital and being discharged. that was strategic too to keep me in. longer. which they did. three more weeks. so now. i got in record six weeks which the lady on the phone yesterday used against me so she can withhold any help. bc intention here is not to help. they already got some traction. they will do anything to maintain it. that’s despite me explaining t her o the record. as the convo is recorded. told her the same thing i’m telling u now why i was kept in it’s clearly an abusive situation where my ex left me homeless and she saw nothing wrong in it. that canada. i tell u this so u see. the above picture is worse. a guy just lost his daughter to smth manufactured bc politics do not recognize thee peole as human but it does this on purpose so it uses the heightened afflictions so people like me give into western posh mentality of refusal to help me bc we are alive. i see my son once a week. that should be fine. why am i complaining i’m safe. at ywca. and alive. barely. but that’s ok in their eyes to not do simply logistics and being help bc they are getting tipped by masons and what global power coordinations they have going on. o say no. justin trudeau won’t succeed in pleasing his toxic masters so they take him instead of me. that’s the plan anyway. the legal aide system has agents too. bc they used that against me whike i wass i the hospital. janmuhammed visited the myria aid spaces while i was at the hospital many times. which means that they have agents at the courts system. now u see this puts me in a further precarious situation. bc they have agents and they are simply appropriating help and not actually mean it which also mean that they already have set determination which works to give illusion that they do their work with integrity whereas they are like actors on a stage. this is illegal. canada is also using justice in a toxic way which will globally hazard peoples lives. let me explain what that means. they are punishing me in a way where i can’t truthfully defend myself. and they tell the world system to watch what they do. ( aka other leaders of same mindset ) to see how they can take difficult people like me and punish me outside the courts or within calculated systems based on by my checkered past despite my change behaviour in a way this is actually a capitalist readjustment of the people bc u need to maintain poverty and inhumane treatment of ur people but more importantly is that ur sloppy version of justice system gives illusion of a resolve so what is being said here is that systems can handle people on contextual basis but forgot to mention that the context here is not neutral and with integrity. but with a set mission. which is what they r doing to me. as they keep their system. obscure and act dumb and waste my time and trigger me by constantly demanding me to explain. my trauma over and over again while they strategically and in unison act in a coordinated way that they appear and pass as not connected.
learn from it and start asking for ur rights. bc u and ur children worldwide is next.
the key is to recognize two things
the world on one hand in its organic form. and it’d systems as well as natural laws. and the artificial systems o n the other hand. that’s man made. inspired and constructed by humans. as well as driven by them. now the world continues to advance. it changes. shifts. ebbs. flows. there are natural changes that take place that we cannot always mitigate. our lives is pretty stationary. that makes us quite vulnerable to change. we are grown accustomed to sort of efficiencies that are formed with maybe good intentions. but also gets in our way. bc they are not directly aligned with earths current quality and base don by its needs. if we can figure out how to merge the artificial systems and meet then to the current needs of the planetary changes then we accomplish smth. it’s the symbiotic relationship between artificial and organic systems both of which govern and make possible our lives. now. in communication about systems and their full functions we can run a few arguments. ofc there are a lot to be grateful for. our lives are longer and healthier to an extend. there are multiple functions that operate under peaceful conditions that prevent us from losing our shit entirely and start attacking each other. perhaps the fight or flight status tht runs the internal deep set of our self security system is most of the time in with adapting to such artificial grounds. instead of worrying about running out of food or being exposed to elements and dying prematurely as a result of such. we utilize our internal firings to find the right people to vibe with. make correct decisions to nato are the concrete jungle bc things aren’t that perfect as we wish they would be to be. for instance. we are stationary. and as earth changes we will need to mass migrate . but cities cannot move that east. let alone the amount of cooperation this may require from us. we do t have enough experience in the department of conveying your message. and have ourselves heard. and then utilize our findings in the systems to make them more efficient. our archaic systems are very much like old computer system. but with people who coordinate multiple sub system functions that on the outside do not seem connected. but they can get ur permission and take the info for the first time and then. resolve it between its departments. that level of efficiency requires from us to stop the potential to act dumb in order to protect ourselves from danger from someone who may in turn wish to take advantage of the system if we were to accommodate them in a more efficient way. one reason is that we are saturated with illusion that the system are at top notch. but this isn’t true. people overwork. there is productivity. but our streets are dumpster. there are poverty crises all over the world. people attack each other. mental disturbances are abound. then we must ask ourselves if we are in the right type of productivity.
we could run the assumption that systems were designed to fail. i think perhaps people were trying to create smth without much trust in each other. trust is a difficult subject. because we are still at odds with each other both historically and where we find ourselves at. there are many arbitrary excuse as to why we should criticize and judge each other and not enough speech on our unity aspect. our spirituality is sort of bastard child of the world too bc of our differing conditioning based on by where we are born and where we belong. we may feel loyal to a bloodline. but our primary drive and goal could invest in the human beings at a soul level instead. ofc when we try to find arenas in the systems where this could be supported. we come to a conundrum. since the way we create system is sort of archaic. we don’t update it as the world changes. and if the world is the soul of the house that is our environment . then we are the soul children of the planet. of the same life that sustains both. when the earth changes it represents our changes and when we change. we are sort of inter related with the changes of the planet and the elements. as far as our human homework is concerned the only arena we are lacking is the archaic systems that we assume is perfect and fail to upgrade it according to what the current needs would be. for instance. covid and certain conditions. that are out of general populations hand right now bc system don’t let u be involved and help change things for good cannot be footed the bill to them bc that would only make things worse and hazard lives endanger health and what has been acquired so far which we see happen in the last three years. people lost their life saving and their small businesses. had to move. and change there lives entirely. that’s if they survived multiple blows to their lives aka their most important asset. their health the issue isn’t that we must preserve the system bc it is delicate and if we change one arena it’s gonna get out of balance and make things worse bc things are worse already as they are.
it is one thing if our hard work and effort counts for smth. then these issues are not only resolved when they are small but future ones are prevented as well from happening. but this isn’t likely so. we still prioritize putting people in harms way bc system must be protected and run. bc ben tho it’s not efficient and does not produce efficient results by todays standard of human need. which means that we are upholding smth that is no longer relevant by todays need. ofc it’s not easy to get with the times. say even if covid was manmade or other terrorism take place against human welfare. there should’v been precautionary takes ready in place. bc our history has traction within the department of pandemic as well as other economic hardships that were previously had. we not only didn’t learn from our past experiences. we are acting like we don’t know and can’t resolve simple things. even tho unlike the history. we are more endowed in our conscience that some human advancements have took root for us to see the distinction between natural order , no matter what ur belief system maybe, and the manmade systems. we are more educated as to how our world and its systems have developed. it’s in our dna after all. even if vital data is kept from us there is nothing that can get in the way of one’s souls path. i believe that’s why it’s essential to note personally i expect nothing. here in discussing systems and i make sure to not get my hopes up. the idea isn’t to see this happen in my lifetime. but to plant seeds and ensure that people can have smth to hold onto. since many things across the world is quite dark. and it’s due to our knowing that we are fooling none other than ourselves when we assume that there are no solutions. i’ll give u example. at the beginning of covid. there was a standard convo that circulated the web. it said. well things are tough. times are roughy. and it is evident some people will die. that’s a bold statement. dude. if u know. then do smth about it. we have a world of people who are willing to contribute in a passionate way to make the world better and help each other. the point is. based on by analysis alone we may be able to predict the future but if we fail to see our power in it, we may not notice our potential. many folks would argue. that human beings reached the pinnacle of their full potential. that say. 100 percent. but i beg to differ. i think we are some where between 40-50 percent instead. another rule of thumb is that when we hit rock bottom we have to restart and keep going forward. or use the frustration to push forward. but counting to this the exhaustion from last three years we are a bit too traumatized to act speedily there’s a expected degree of disorientation that hasn’t settled down and allowed many to see what is and what they can fight to get back in terms of the danger of losing our human rights bc of the level of heightened danger in especially interpersonal matters.
what i intend to do is allow everyone to see their worth and ask for what’s rightfully theirs. for example. asking for reparations gives fair chance for folks to trade in their historical complexes they may have for each other. thereby no longer rehashing history and picking good wounds. allowing us to properly heal while we prioritize investing in our own lives. which then allows us for form healthy connections with our community members. whatever u may be part of. it’s like a spider web the intricate balance between manmade systems and the natural order since we are also a smaller design in a individualistic sense when we coordinate our inner realm with. our external conditions and how we convey to the world and make connections. when we are focusing on these similarities. there is no reason to act dumb. there is no reason to deny why u know when ur outside. there is a ton of double speak. and proper social conduct that’s also outdated as versus why we have awakened to internally as to our astral connections as well as unity mindset. it’s good to notice bc i doubt that any one will be willing to destroy the world even tho their own frustrations are suggesting such. but even if this a suggestion it should be taken to account. as we don’t know what human beings can do. especially when push comes to shove. we are both resilient and at the same time. quite delicate as well. yet our states. as arbitrary as that seems. contradict this notion even tho they r run by people who also struggle with the very same. so to sum it up we need to abolish governments and have entire populations lead. but do that to happen ur not overthrowing the government ur working to elaborate in its own system functions by changing the economy and reflecting the changes to the system functions to widen the scope. if u have series of systems. to connect them instead of create avenues of delay where for example a true arises person has to explain their story five thousand times to get some type of help
again these r simply examples tht convey to us the quality of the reality. if for example east and middle east is bad. and west is great. based on by obvious observations. then this does not permit west to be sloppy with the arenas that are not good. yet we think we are superior if we don’t have a certain crisis that another nation has. to elaborate on this take a look at western entertainment. it’s so explicit it’s banned in the middle east. subsequently. people is killed for being gay in some parts of the world. so it’s exploited in-the west. blatantly and without much regard to what other formats of existence has been formed. which creates tension both within nations and with each other. they r almost opposite of each other. hey so u do that so i’ll do this instead. the fear feeds and then at the end of the day it’s innocent people that pay the price of our fear. it’s the same fear. we are none the better. i ask u. would u wish to die quick or long slow painful death over course of life. west is not accomplishing anything if it condemns it’s own people to suffering simply bc it relies too much on the conditions of other places being worse. economical portion of the conundrum will benefit everyone. bc then no one is clutching their right or being overprotective. which endows people the right to practice their free will and build the lives they are proud of. right now bc there is severe lack. ( of systemic oversight and funds ) that people take their frustrations out of each other it is further distraction from allowing us to recover from the rock bottom we hit as cumulative species. to move forward we also need to make sure we don’t mistake backwards thinking with forward motion. to determine which way is up is to first of all allow things to settle down. then we can decide which direction to take. then to start things up again will take some time bc we are traumatized and tired. from recent events. our livelihood is at risk. there is massive existential threats and we are far too educated but under privileged to do anything with any of it.
first of all. a bit of clarity
i do not expect anything from this world and it’s parts. it’s been evident i the lady damn near half a year. that i have tried , which does not mention the last decade. let alone the last three years. or the last years development in which i have constructed simple steps to overcome global adversity, only to see that there are conditions in this world in which everyone is gonna fuck around and discover for themselves. by which time ofc. with all due respect. hopefully things won’t be too late. with that said. when we think about expanding the economy we are not just thinking g about dumping wads of newly printed cash into the system. the system is imbued with the economic multi function. currency of which is in discrepancy. much like lovers in quarrel. perhaps the personalities don’t match. maybe they are perfectly toxic with each other. i’m not sure. but as the bastard child of this product of the two coming together suggests that in a world of indifference, where systems are key, it would be only apt to look there first when everything else has been deliberately out of whack. and insistently so too. i wouldn’t bear the burden of such toxicity. let’s be clear of that. and the incessant need to convince the people that we are all responsible. that as humanity we are deplorable. much like weeds in a garden or pests that usurp the natural order, cancer to nature, i beg to differ. what most people are responsive for is blind obedience at the very least. or laxity with the simplicity of some of these system functions. coupled by lack of awareness as to how everything happens. it’s a misnomer to put all the blames on the consumer thus since the systems do offer the avenues of existence from which there is no safety n escape , only that we are put to the stand when we do collectively wake into the nightmarish destructions that had long been in development in the natural sense ( attribute to the spiritual ignorance or rather a copy paste society versus being authentically cultivated in ur divinity) as well as materially, that is. the civilization as we see today, whereas all the potential avenues of bridging the gap between what we knew back then and what sort of information has long been incurred results of which are self spoken. i say don’t chase a happy ending if ur the only one in the running scheme.
though the issue is that we fail to notice both the economy and the systems subsequent to them are co dependent. which is why it’s a very thought to even touch it with a ten foot pole or change its parts unless ofc it brings immediate results. quick cash has long been the chase. though it has only created more of the same. for example. bitcoin was one of its players. u create smth new for the flexibility of making more. instead of taking a look at the entire system ur only creating smth new off it to help ease the tensions of what ever issues that are burdening the system. it would eb smarter to look to the other way and get to the root of such tensions caused in places of the system which end up creating myriad of effects from poverty and homelessness to losing ur job to changing entire road map to ur life to stay afloat. so the flexibility is only created with the priority that is. nothing is new here. instead of denying that we lack the power to change these system while doing just that but only with the self interest at heart or without taking a look at the entire mechanism we can do the latter. and then add the new functions if there is stil ned for them. the issue is the same as creating jobs for the sake of creating g them but with little care as to whether if there is essentialist or care or if it solved the issues at the root. for example if low wages is the concern we can forgo that. and creete twice as many as part time jobs and count that as wholesome or whole jobs bc the discrepancy of having part time to full time jobs is benefits obviously. ofc there is the commute between two locations. and despite the fact that within system bodies there is actual comic sri o more so that people to the authority or people to the ceos or business owners the same. it’s obvious that if people relay their concerns. hey. look. the business owners are cheating the system. what u need is a filter or ensure the systems won’t be abused. bc at the end of the day. people end up being used. to which i suppose some mandates would be aptly right. but system functionaries tend to act like they are both here in control of everything and not here. meaning that when they are called out they either act like they do t know what ur talking about or that if there is a legal issue. u should seek legal rights. which costs money and is not alway the route a general working class citizen can take. which is also known. but for some reason no one talks about it. so these are the system to economy malfunctions that are deliberately put in place. bc while certain instances like bonds can be created so that u can have alternative ways of flexibility to make money when the old ways of getting there are temporarily halted. or derivatives the same. bc what ur doing is changing the systems. but ofc. as we can see. the pattern is the same. oblique with extensive lingo that can confuse anyone and comes with a higher risk than simply getting to the root of why we even extrapolate on the failure of system rather than first change it. the elaborations should have come afterwords. the fallacy of refusal t change systems and economy is moot bc there is a contradiction in the argument that the balance is so sensitive that it’s gonna end up making it worse for us than better. is a lazy man’s approach to improve it by simply creating more arbitrariness with a big text book on how to play. with more mind numbing information to learn only to spend a good chunk of ur time energy finances and maybe even hope. only to be deceived later.
ofc the balance is delicate. that’s why there is chaos all over the world and i hen push comes to shove we wage wars instead. somehow the theory that wars can solve any discrepancies that is found within the system needs to also be accompanied in the clarification since these are interconnected. wars don’t happen simply bc people just decided to rehash history and pick a fight where they previously might have left off. there are strong desires to supersede ur neighbours. which are all attribute to acquiring more. being more successful and dominate the marketplace. which is a strong representative of a hierarchical theory playing itself yet in another one of its forms. so it’s true. to change the economy and the systems are not only interlinked they do touch on all parts of our lives thereby expecting from us to take a good hard look at everything. and sure. this is quite scary. and can overburden anyone. bc here u have infrastructure and the resources needed to maintain at least whatever quality of life is acquired so far. and then u get eight billion diverse heads whose spirituality has long been conditioned and challenged that none of us can get o the same page about even the basic things. we don’t even know how to treat each other with dignity and respect let alone put our childish actions aside when we see others in crises. bc we are all traumatized and hurt on the inside and everyone is gonna prioritize protecting themselves even if they don’t have enough information on each other. that’s also due to communication being stifled to date. just look at us. we are so dumb. we have technology where we can literally talk to anyone. yet we were everyday on stupidly of our one inner vulnerabilities and shortcomings that we cannot step up to the plate and actually do it. it’s better to repeat old arguments as opposed. to grow the fuck up and do the right things. no matter if ur the first one to do them. so yes. i’m fully aware of the fact that we are in for a ride. it’s a huge one. everything and everyone is challenged and every need is triggered due to the recent developments ( or more so chaos ) in the world having touched us all at least once and in some way. there is strong insistence from system pushers to intentionally be inept. and unprofessional as well as underplay their truth and power which conveys a message to the people that a new paradigm is near. only to push people away from whatever path they have acquired so far so that the reintroduction of their civility is repackaged and re sold. to have an upper hand on the theory of narrative domination as well as the spiritual purity of the people being hijacked only suggest nothing is new here. bc poverty still ensues and people still don’t know how to communicate with each other properly that we can get on a same page. coordinate and work on common objectives.
to change the system is multi pronged approach. bc u would have to move all. albeit some slow some fast. and it’s no wonder we don’t know everything. some of that knowledge will be acquired during the time we get to it. via experience . hands on training. new things is supposed to be scary at first. bc of that unknown component of what we shall discover one we set out to make it happen. when u think of from perspective of production. u think about sustainability. wastefulness is a huge concern. we waste time energy human life and things which end up in our landfills. ( although i’m not sure if they still discover dead bodies being cast ashore perhaps it’s. mafia thing or i watched too many movies growing up ) nonetheless. with a careful approach to priorities. we can eliminate the excess production all the while offering to the people the autonomy to pull their own weight. what the last four plus months have taught me is that we depend on cities too much. and if ur born poor and have a relatively slow life. depending too much on system can get u to be left out in the cold and not have chance to choose for urself anything. growing our own food should be promoted. which takes the burden off systems incessant need to include destructor companies like monsanto or toxic practices that destroy the natural order in order to produce large sums of food which end up in garbage anyway too due to transport. not selling on time. and not having any system branches that save the excess food. properly handle it. the irony is that u will be sued if someone gets sick when the food is free or whatever. but a simple steps to handle that by covering the cost of the illness would not only reduce waste fullness but save lives too. what i see here is that systems have grey area and chunks of branches missing. where there needs to be connectivity to service the areas that end up overburdening the system it takes a lot more to maintain the lack than properly connect bridges between stark points so ur not having these gaps where people fall in and then end up causing much stress onto themselves. their health and the myriad other parts of the current system that are already backlogged with demanding of attention as well as work. when systems fail. entire lights and heat can go out in cities households of which depend on these services bc also the infrastructure is designed that ur part of a grid lock system that not only refuses to permit use of natural resources but makes it harder for us to self defend when things go awry. not to mention. when we experice things like food shortages or when. shit mysteriously hits the fan. again we are left to nothing bc we can’t take care of the basic simplicities that make us human. we get lazy depending on the machinations of the systems. and it’s one thing if they have protocols when shit falls apart to mitigate it right away. it’s another when ur life is displaced and ur not cared for entirely. they will say they dot care that ur here. but u have to figure out a way to navigate and figure things out for urself. meanwhile money sits somewhere. there is overburdening number of good folks who could take on jobs that are not on my rewarding their spirituality bc they r doing smth good for the world but also pays a living wage so that they are not condemned to a lifetime of poverty
then we look to garbage in our landfills. why is there so much. we can’t just say well human being are dumb. maybe some are dumb who knew all this this whole time but did nothing to advocate for the world or the people to do anything when the time was ripe. now the nightmare is shared by all. there might be pessimism in the system functionaries to even not do anything. u might assume this maybe the way the world will go out. while not realizing u haven’t done anything to even try to save it. let alone correct urself in ur own error ism of thought and faulty business practices. people don’t think they can change system but it’s i their lack of imagination and information available to utilize for simplicity sake. and the refusal to give more money to people comes precisely from unrealistic fear that they will buy more. waste more and end up ruining the world more than we see today but i think it’s this lack of telling entire truths and not complicating properly and in the right time and place that gets us in a conundrum. if u leave it up tot he consumer. how much can they do anyway. at the very least u may buy less. but ur still buying and there is still produced waste. we as human beings produce waste. that’s a given. my question is why haven’t we added new jobs to train and educate folks to take on jobs that oversee such discrepancies? in the same way our society is missing extra branches where folks like me are left high and dry ( it’s been five months i’ve been displaced. i’m hurt and ignored by the issues that i persist in sharing and i can tell u that if there were few extra branches that allowed for the logistics to happens. that’s literally al it would take) and we are left to choose whether if our child’s suffering is ok bc it’s at least not like in the war zones. again. the idea that blaming regular r people like us when we critics the imbecility of system is same as the ecology being destroyed bc corporations and the gov skipped steps. on my to give into now hyperbolic speeches about how human beings are terrible in general and that a meteor should come and destroy us all finally. we haven’t even tried. we haven’t even touched a hair off our pure potential that we are already throwing the towel.
u look at quality of jobs. we force folks into slave labor with low wages than keep the jobs and increase pay and create a system where we always have employees and with dignity and choice. in what anyone wishes to do. u can have young folks who need the experice to shuffle they places like grocery markets. with the exception of those who wish to keep staying. further their education so they can move up to branch managers. with others who spend their living wages to make their life autonomous and or in rent in areas of expertise and move along with those objectives is also asking for too much. to trust folks to do their jobs and even work. when the wages are fair is somehow he’s to imagine. including providing healthcare that makes things better early on rather than monopolize entire lives and amit sun suffering for as long as they can be maintained for profit sake. i mean these are all attribute to our quality of spirituality. if we are blind inside. and think there is no consequences for wrongs we do and the negligence on the rights we don’t do then it’s no wonder we have lost our way as civilizations and that is as general as that can go bc we come to a fork on the road. are we gonna evolve past our shared troubles or are we gonna be destroyed as human kind. bc both are very much possible. we ant go with the flow or look to miracles outside of ourselves bc we are the miracle. and it all depends on actions. ( the right actions. which also includes refraining fro the right wrong actions ) education can improve. i recall my high school had old books. i don’t know how often anyone improves and adds on the education field for all ages anywhere. what are the basics ? who gets to determine what those basics are. and why are not parents included in the decision process let alone have insight on the day to day induction of ur child by strangers. all of these are attribute to a discrepancy between indigenous idea of community living and the one we are in right now. if we have mutual trust and develop naturally then we are placing value and worth in the human sanctity. that is the indigenous way. when we are apprehensive and wanna control everything lie and deceive and even destroy lives for profit. that’s the current system. of. we can’t install or introduce indigenous values overnight and expect everyone to be on board. but we also cannot go on with current system for long either bc it’s inhumane and destroys lives and the world.
the strong insistence that we have to have social hierarchies based on by funds is representative of the need to have less than endowed folks to bounce ur self esteem from so u feel better. u do t get that in natural syatems where ur more community oriented bc u wouod prioritize the wellbeing of all versus any self induced dogmatic version of the world where u are the king and ur looking down on others and even expecting them to cater to u and think nothing of the quality of the atmosphere produced by slave labour for instance. it’s not the type of jobs that determine that more so the type of mentality that allows to determine the intrinsic meaning of job description that create lifestyles of the same. what is a working class anyway but poor peope who cannot afford to live the life the upper and middle class people live. u don’t get to participate in the common expression of what humans do who can afford such. we make strong distinction and have no shame to do it in broad daylight. we end up getting with the way of things archaic system as opposed to demand better for all of its self serving. we don’t say it. we say nothing. we are happy in our own situation but do very little to improve world conditions. we may assume that we dot. have the power to do so. after all systems ay u for two reasons. either u depend on it poshly or in a poverty ridden way. i don’t see the distinction tho. when u strip the garb that makes distinction based on by appearances . people don’t pay it forward either. chances are. most often than not when people get from rags to riches they get more arrogant and greedy as well as selfish. they feel more entitled to more and more and more and it’s never enough. bc we have higher statuses that many will gaze their eyes on instead of taking what they learned fro. their experience and downs pro to change the attend so others don’t suffer the same. sometimes. winning a struggle works the other way. u expect others to suffer the same but the issue is. as long as we have finite opportunities. let us at least tell the truth not everyone will achieve the same. even if they struggled and put on the hardship. anomalies do happen such as billionaire status bc it’s systems way of cushioning themselves with another class which am be direct target for the unjust masses as opposed to making the changes necessary given that they answer to the origins concerns of the people. if we see the historical logs of such critical thought about the function of the system as well as it’s many injustices. it is no wonder we can not fault o connect the dots of linking current uprising among the people who then exasperate their frustrations by attacking the next available target. at the very least. when all obstacles are removed. they can fight each other. and maybe the real why greed occurs here is the general pessimism that things won’t change would suggest anyone to not sacrifice or offer alternative ways of overcoming the social discrepancies of the imbalance between the system and the economy to closing ur doors to any innovative take bc the chances of u being fooled even by ur own peers increases the more u swim agaisnt the current.
so now we see that there is strong need to have predictability of system which can prevent peppel from being good. everything become stationary. and anyone who starts out wanting t change things to wanting to make money get rich be greedy close doors ignore pleas and think of urself only i suspect system intentionally refuse any change precisely bc it keeps us away from each other. from truly making connections with each other to realizing 99 percent of what is assumed about human nature comes from financial woes. u don’t have money. how are u gonna invest in ur life or make smth of it. nope. u must accept working till u die. and it’s one thing if u have a work life balance where u have time to play. learn a new skill. spend time with family and friends. and invest in improving the systems bc let’s face it. if u give everyone a right to do their part of inclusiveness and care for the community and systems they are part of. that’s it. that’s ur issue solved right there. bc right now we have shortage of help right ? i can’t get a decent person to help me. hear my concern and solve the simple legal issue that i’m facing in a timely way. it’s been five months and counting for me. that a single decent person hasn’t taken up the interest and care to help me take care of it. that’s bc there is no connectivity betwen the departments of which needs to do a few simple tasks to simplify what seem like a lifetime of conundrum. and that is also bc we don’t have the right type of economy. thee is no money to generate more jobs. in looking at the world connection. this is one part of the whole. when u get leaders of the counties come together for a meeting, it’s a opportunity lost if the representative of entire counties and regions as well as traditions do not simply talk about the discrepancies they r part of. almost every nation has a poverty line. that’s not success if my life and livelihood depends on how well ur playing the game of monopoly. my demand is that u correct the economy. nowhere in this world that poverty lines serves anything. other than serves a false ideology that enjoys slave labour and suffering of others as well as think nothing of the atmosphere and quality of vibes shared. i would say there is strong insistence on convincing the people that their suffering is deserved. i for one will tell u i heard countless arguments to confirm or justify what happened to me and my son fail to notice that they are justifying harm to my son. there is no justification here. if u think that what me and my kid went thru is justifiable. pls stay away from us.
it’s a head turner for sure when u think of the either system to be changed one requires from us to communicate more openly. the other counties to ignore and act like each country has a king. and adorns itself with the one below in riches. and then one below that would be slightly well off. and then all the way to homelessness. the economy currently supports this framework globally. in some parts this is better or worse which depends on historical development. and the type of leaderships that decided to sell out its people while keep a bigger chunk of profits made. others created intentional conundrums that displaced people and yet others used what was available. so relativity of the development of their cities to colour in their theories of recreating more of the same. it’s not accidental thus. to how poverty and suffering. we cannot however call ourselves heightened elaborate and enlighten end beings. if we are especially ok with this way of the world. bc then we fail to see the many folks among us who’s e potential has been stifled. u cannot argue that so and so potential being stifled is what grants u yours. or that ur deserving of what u have at the cost of theirs. those are lazy arguments to justify the injustice. especially when it serves us. this is the reason why it’s essential to rise up and start asking for good change. many folks assume that things won’t get any worse. but u could be surprised. the last three years is doing exactly that. that people want me to give up my son. bc my trying to fight for our rights ends up causing much hurt. it would be simple to give up the fight bc ur asking for justice is disturbing the peace. rather than taking a comprehensive look at how things developed and why there is strong insistence on breaching human rights. it’s the product of the last three years after all. but that’s leaderships fault. bc there was intentional foul play to disturb the information. dilate the people with stark opposites and. not take professional responsible approach which ended up causing much conundrum especially out here in th west. china saying that and spa lower class is out of control is not accidental this. it’d heralding what’ u need to expect next. connect the dots. stay quiet or start asking for what’s ur worth. the choice is everyone’s.
people get worried about supply and demand with the change of economy. u just need to educate people on healthy spending but then that means we need to change the name of the game from capitalism to smth else. surely names are arbitrary here. maybe we can hold off on calling it anything. and firstly focus o taking the initial steps to global recovery. ur first thoughts is. how can we end global mafia. well. if we were to fix the economy. u wouldn’t need to kill and do criminal things. u can be a n actor if u wish. and ofc when we are changing ourselves globally we would have to be tolerant and forgiving. so then the justice system would have to be cautious. teaching people on how to spend in a healthy way is not that difficult. for most spending is a result of faulty living. product of the faulty environment. where people either feel like they have to compete via buying stuff that gives them a character as opposed to truthfully developing one. or as escapism from life’s struggles. u had a bad day. go and indulge urself. for others they simply don’t know how to manage their money to prodigies buying right stuff. u end up buying food with crap on it. or clothes that are made with slave labour. pore folks usually end up supporting slave labor of others bc the stuff is cheap. so the freedom in our financial department will solve some of those issues on its own. u would no longer buy cheap stuff. but good quality stuff. and u will but for right reasons. people can take up skills. and give in to local trade. open small shops the imagination is endless when u think about the many potential where people would not require such a strong g old by the system functionaries that also aren’t there when crises happen. when most crime including the mafia happen due to poverty and lack of funds and need for acquiring funds. when we solve the economy where every life is honoured the crimes solve itself. just as the mafia going into entertainment. i say get folks who are in many background s to take up stage and tell stories from their purview. such a disabled communities and the like. so as u can see. the more we talk about changing the system the more we see why they r could be resistance. current entertainment system is a propaganda. ofc there is representation there but the argument usually comes from don’t hate the player hate the game. meanwhile it’s the players that sustain the game.
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we have great knowledge about what stress causes in our lives
stress releases hormones over long duration of time which causes tosic habit inside leading to myriad of health conditions. there are many ways that a person can handle stress but there are also marked limits to things. our understanding is also oblique if we do not factor in inner diversity that each persons inner landscape is eventually going to differ that not every person handles the same stress in the same way. we don’t carry the same pain in the same way either. while some of us might get emotionally carried away. the others are more sept about keeping strictly to explaining in simple terms what happened. it’s quite clear what stress is capable of. it can cause myriad of health conditions in us if we are not careful. but how does one about for and resolve their life conflict and the issues there in. there’s a statement that goes “life is not fair” but why not ? i mean systems are man made after all. if we have done the research then we are more than half way there in simply just connecting the dots. bridging the gaps and the during that people are prioritized by reducing the level of stress in their general lives. and not heighten it. there needs to be more education on how to handle general discrepancies such as toxic relationships ( either with urself, which can lead to destructive behaviours in urself and others, or with others where u might be dealing with someone else’s unchecked toxicity and u might feel at odds with ether to flee or stay and how to go about managing all that. – since we don’t always choose the people in our lives such as family members , to whom we are born. in what conditions we must get thru, and the whole process of even discovering ur own personal limits and charting ur own boundaries is a learning experience on an of itself which everyone must discover via their personal dealings with others as well as how they carry themselves during such difficulties ) and toxic lifestyles which sometimes can be out of our hands. if for instance the environment is sick. how then can we put all the responsibilities on a individual whether if they are getting any of it right especially when they are new comers to the grounds such as young people or people who are growing up and becoming more involved as they gain more freedom to explore the world around them. these are linked with social issues. systemic injustices. discrepancies between individuals in common ground setting as well as ones general sense of belonging to the world at large and their involvement ( quality of relationships) with the systems therein.
it’s quite troubling indeed. when we don’t have a simply emotion check or emotional mastery without suppressing our difficult feelings and or letting them overrule our lives and colour every single perception. u can think perhaps having it emotion is the best route to go. when we are left to our own defenders as to how to go about refusing stress in our lives. we try all methods of action. and from there we can find the right dials as to how to mitigate and or purify the emotion that’s attached to the particular type of experience instead. so that we can first recognize the difficult emotions. in a humane way which teaches. a great lesson on self kindness ( not being too hard on urself during times where u don’t have much power and control is self mercy self acceptance and self love ) self humility and altruism towards one’s own shortcomings. we we not perfect. life isn’t easy this way. ( not in a systemic way which i will discuss later in this blog ) it’s alredy difficult to be a human being. we are born and catapulted into a vast array of multi functioning systems that’s caked over itself. layers of which are both seen and unseen by our five senses. we have other receptors that unite us which also contribute to our overall emotional blueprint of which attributes to a much obliged picture . the collective quality for instance. and then there is the learned. who are u. what’s ur name. where are u v born to whim ur born and under what conditions are u living in. is the quality of life good. decent. poor ? so these things all come with the condition of the environment where ur sort of like the product. the end result which develops overtime by slow cooking in it. it’s no wonder why we don’t know how to handle our emotions bc emotions is a very human thing. there are both positives in experiencing them. ( they colour our world and bring joy to everything we do. they help us articulate stuff from a. heart consciousness and they allow us to deepen our relationship with ourselves and each other.) and negatives. ( when we don’t know what sort of triggers emotions point to. is smth wrong does smth need our attention why are we feeling this way and way and how can we better utilize what our finding would be in order to improve the overall condition of a given smth we may be pert of whether it’s a internal thing that links us to introspective research into our dealings and or with others in terms of our human relationships. which inspires us the experience of learning how to handle our interpersonal relationships with more depth and clarity as we continue to refine and mitigate our emotions as they continue to arise instead of letting emotions arise haphazardly which can cause the counter effect: disturbances within our personal vicinity and in our interpersonal relationships with each other – which can lead to destructive habits and destructive relationships such as breaking up over and over and or losing best friends. or being on the fritz with our family members but in a flip flop type way where we keep coming to the same point. break down and then after brief moment of “passage of time” we come back. reconcile , but without having solved the originating cause bc we may suppress our feelings. prioritize the relationships over the sanctity of scientific feedback of our actions that may have led to the conflict and our modes of handling interpersonal discrepancies which lead to altruism and interfaith in our choice of approach )
and negatives which i have mentioned i the very long statement. but what i wanted to add more of the negative portion of emotions is when we assume that we have no way of r resolving and or control in its development to such degree at the very least in our own personal vicinity. so for instance u could be a freedom fighter or justice seeker or human rights activity but u could very well inhibit ur own way and get in the way of ur own achievement if u also have uncontrollable emotions which can arise at times of intense heightened and traumatic events as well as when push coins to shove bc a lot is tested very much like high pressure instances. for example. if i say that we can very well ask our governments to give us all some reparations linked to our shared history esch respective of its relevance of development as well as integrity of truthfulness of that development t then we must also live to the general appeal that we are component individuals who are able to display our ability to carry our emotions with grace as opposed to get out of whack occasionally albeit things re tough and with individual errors comes great humility otherwise we would ever overcome guilt right ? ans guilt and shame propel us to correct ourselves so that we are keeping tabs with simplicities. however it would be more effective and efficient both for systems sake and the people themselves if there is congruence of a common goal instead. so we could agree that making our envinrment conscious of these factors about how stress causes so much disturbances. coupled by undivided responsibility to mitigate their emotions and have flexibility in their sovereignty to take responsibility for them. given that the environment also is aware and prioritized stress free environment and promotes more of that. then overtime we can come to a common appeal which also develops mutual trust. the system will see that ur responsible and therefore ur able to carry urself even in great degree of self freedom and mobility as well as choice. and in turn ur managing ur emotions during when tough times may arise ( bc let’s face it. absence of conflict is not always so when we have such diversity as well as fluctuations in personal experience that grants us wisdom, as well as circumstances that promote us the chance to practice our wisdom by ability and chance to apply it in our lives bc all of this crystallizes the lessons and helps promote more of the same in societies where we are not only being self endowed. but also mutually conductive in our common endowments which leads to societal health. promotes and motivated individuals to do more bc then the motivation is paired with reward but the reward isn’t that ur doing smth to get smth in return per se. but that ur good doing is a reward in and of itself since we feel it’d equivalence when we are at peace with ourselves and others as rather healthy grounds to thrive versus when we are in constant conflict with each other or ourselves where there is greater emotional disturb ned which lead to stress in our lives in the first place )
i’ll give u an example. bc we make these societal errors all the time and it’s ok. we can recognize and then move on. but letting go is not in an of itself the act but more so how can we aptly figure things out and reconcile the matters in a non toxic way. so very much like a science paper where we can go back and rehash and speak over and over about a situation that might not have been resolved without the emotions al toxicity that some of these traumatic past experiences might do to peppel where they may assume or we think that letting go alone solves it. it’s the same thing as time heals things. but time in and of itself doesn’t do much. at the very least we could be distracted. unless we make good use of that time , with introspective research. reconciling of our emotions and better organize it. and then have the. basic steps figured out where we feel we can speak in a professional way without the excessive use and force of emotions or the unruly nature of it colouring over it , then we can achieve a world where we don’t have to assume that bad things happen and the way to healing is simply by letting go. by not resolving issues we lead to care such as the example im finally about to give u. we revere stories like how a mother works three jobs to put food on the table and we assume that’s a good thing. while it’s true that human resilience can get thru during tough times we must not make the mistake to stationize and fox these as lifestyles. it’s terrible otherwise. that a single mother had to work that much and had very little of any time to spend in a quality way with her children. and in. turn her children must have lived a rather latch key life. be taught by tv and others whereas the parents presence was needed. effects of which can be more apparent later in life. so u see. while we may recognize such things. and bless their heart and admire their resiliency. we must never frame it and say or point to it as a standard to human conflict. and suffering and promote it upon others. the very idea that our systems do is to help make life more efficient. and to counter that there are fed steps to take. just a sa indivisible must reconcile their emotions so that they can extract the wisdom and apply to their life , where they improve conditions. , given the context of the matter allows them to as well , it’s true in larger settings of conflict and this also applies to our systemic portion of it. what we see with the mother and the children is a case for the environment being toxic if we promote her struggling as a lifestyle instead of getting to the root of the probmem from a socialistic perspective instead. why are the wages low? how is she single. what happened to her significant other bus he alive or dead. are they stingy. poor themselves or and when u consider all factors u can then chart and see the originating of that circumstance . u look to a particular region they are habitant and the history of that region. in lieu with the entire country bc it matters and that country’s position within world powers bc it matters and then the difference between local systems which are more traditionally inspired and international more common systems which are commonly accepted by all nations irregardless to culture such as economy and trade and politics in common grounds.
so in a way it’s in our collective hands either to improve conditions for all or continue with the toxic ways of resolve such as competitions with each other which can very easy lead to destructive emotions which can lead to diseases both in body and mind and – of our actions. such as anger and resentment towards each other or have a false sense of reality which colours our purview limiting our y process which leads to not being able to be creative about solving life problems. which end up being constructive. couple that with the systemic downward mobility. injustices and lack of attention to indivisible concern. it’s no wonder why our world is sick thus. it’s hard to argue this and say our world is healthy bc it’s not. there are wars in some parts. famine in others. in more developed nations where u might thing there is advantage. there is. but there is also fixed poverty. and fixed suffering bc there is negligence by system bodies that go on for generations. the passage of time has long been weaponized. it says well. u have it better. even when it’s worse. one person may not wish to express too much on their discrepancies for fear of sounding pompous. all the while in distress recognize the magnitude of their own suffering. we think it’s noble to forgo our rights bc someone else has it worse. and assume that by being quiet we do service to overburdened system while forgoing that perhaps by being vocal we are doing service for the future people who might go thru the same. it’d very much like the single mother. no one should accept such a conundrum as a standard bc that links us to class struggle. we have a working class people whose reality is entirely different than upper class people. and then we meet somewhere in the middle. we think nothing of putting people into lifetime of struggle and suffering and expect derive at the same under unrealistic working conditions and think nothing of the energetic exchange and or quality of the general atmosphere therein. the more we are using on our ignorance muscle but ignorance is not a muscle. it’s opposite of it. it’s lax. intentional ignorance however requires to train smth bc ur deliberately willing urself intentionally to ignore presence of smth. which becomes habitual after some time has passed given that u are very diligent with ur practice. and when u take a step back and see the dance the classes have during day and night with each other on common grounds, u see the systemic portion which attributes to low wages so at the end of th day. it’s not that someone caters to u and that makes u feel cared or serviced bc under normal conditions where our world is perfect and our environment is healthy that it does not revere single mothers who hustle it as the blueprint of motivation for insidious who financially struggle or systemically injusticed or both since we serve each other anyway. whether if happens at a restaurant. a grocery store or a office space is moot. but price makes the theory tho right ? and price is a make or break in our lives. price affects us in our stress levels cos it links us to our fight or flight status it can keep us forever anxious even when we do everything right bc so much depends on the integrity of so much else but we don’t discus the general quality of integrity in paced where ur truly matters perhaps bc people are people everywhere. when u do ur inner retrospect and reconcile ur feeling and still pursue justice without accompaniment of toxic emotions overruling ur life u may discover that we are all people at the end of the day and this goes for system pushers as well but at some point we have to become clear and come to a common agreement worldwide about the intricate relationships between environment and the conditions that make things better or worse for people bc the solutions are simple. they can lead to more deepened among us and also take the excess burden from systems eh huh in turn does not burnout system functionaries and also promotes efficiency of the systems therein.
now ofc when we look at history there r contradictions there too. whether if ur looking at ur personal history. and compare with ur loved ones. or look at history of ur county or history of its systems that developed and refined overtime or the history of other nations the same u can examine the history of interrelationships as they fluxed and changed. and found where they are today then we gain a better understanding as to why it’s essential to reconcile history since everything as we find today didn’t happen overnight. but took a long time of conditioning and via constancy of movement as well as definition in myriad of its codependent branches that also are intricately imbued with every life. to simplify history is to allow anyone who has become the effects of a past cause works to improve conditions for people rather than elaborate conflict or repetitive rehashing of historical contexts which can lead to emotional hazard. triggering behaviours in some such as those who may have had history of trauma within the relevancy of its force field to our general discrepancies in using language. communication of which both give way to how clear we are with ourselves and d esch other. both are almost always interlinked. for narendra. a person who chronically lies to others tend to lie to themselves the most and that it’s their belief overtime that gets them the delusion of the lie which gives them the false sense of esteem to lie to others. it almost comes natural. like the ignorance muscle. and it’s easy to break out of our social bad habits. we can be tolerant. i joke sometimes i try different angle to get the “ bad habits “ to cease and to “promote or motivate individuals to be righteous and honest “ by pointing to contradictions if they don’t. consequences don’t care about ur feelings or ur title and status. they apply for everyone and they r quite personal. what u may achieve externally may still not be internally aligned if ur integrity is misplaced for instance.
in a financially driven society
fixing the economy is a misnomer of solutions. yet we refuse to even touch economy with a. ten foot pole. we make sound arguments. or what sounds more like noise. which can inhibit vital info from traversing and stun personal growth bc we are overburdened by information that’s more impeding than helps any. the solutions are simple. but to make things happen takes more than executive function. it requires soul search. it’s hard to take a good hard look at our internalized version of reality. bc we are forced to make so many calculations just to get by. we keep sacrificing truths and our time for the immediacy of our survival. which is self evident when u think about it to look to no other place than the economy to make things better for everybody. yet we are keen on keeping this artificial but very impactful suffering bc we also assume that it’s gonna change things for better. people must learn via hardship the appreciation for what they have is also a. misnomer. but it’s more of a missed opportunity. bc we fail to recognize the true opportunity before us. it’s been generations in the making that even history books will show u that it takes a. handful of idiots to ruin the country. in the same way that a group of dumb assess have long been ruining also the economy. that the general welfare of the masses seem to be underplayed when it comes to social ramifications of a broken system that insist on the problem is u every time u open ur mouth about it. and call u jealous when u get critical about systems and the system functionaries on their inefficiencies rather than this being a sorority matter. bc in the line of such grounds. i wouldn’t even call political conundrums and platforms success. for its in transit still. nothing is accomplished as long as u have hungry and the downtrodden in ur streets. as long as people suffer. the success is on the horizon. it’s smth to be mutually recognized also. bc we can’t exactly call ourselves both the heroes and no show no call or be missing in school where the emergencies take front stage and call for help we can’t rely on the messages being delivered in a nice way either. bc the both the political spectrum and the economic front are not exactly complete in terms of their development t. yet we act somewhere in between having greater degree of respect with out the gain of function. i feel like the extreme hype in these areas then to work in a back words motion. it demotivates people from doing the right thing bc they think they reached a pinnae of success. but again. if we cannot define what success is. then we are missing the context of a given situation. and thus giving into middle school arguments as opposed to adult conversations. economics and politics are not mature enough to have a lot of these human topics yet. internet could seem like a viable place for sound discourse but the opposite is almost always highly likely where information gets weapon used instead and where data gets augmented to fit the mould of what we’re u can do bc there is a co tradition in the way. those who know that they are safe in their power position and financial security tend to play the vulnerability of those who don’t have these stabilized ( given that we are interlinked with systems and everything is connected very much like a web that people depend on the confluence of these systems correlating and combining to develop and solve common ground issues as opposed to act like isolated departments that are not aware of others doing let alone communicate in the ion for the greater efficiencies of helping people out of their conundrum. bc that too happens all too well that the many departments incessant need to deny their interconnectedness ends up generating the grey areas where systems could respond more diligently had they utilized their system blueprint in an effective way in the first place )
i don’t think the systems were mature. they aren’t adult enough to handle human conflict. human suffering. traumas. how these things work upon individuals and their idea of productivity is also more wasteful on all fronts than provide any sound results which we see all over the world today. and money is tough subject to speak of. usually people are deterred from asking for their worth. it’s said that people must recognize money does not being happiness and that they should t chase it. yet our world has veryrhj g price tagged that u cannot possibly evade it or fs victim to its intentional whims. have no avenue to get urself out of the intentional grounds of systemic overtures that causes more downward spiral that inevitably gets out of control the more u rebel bc ur unwillingness to feed unethical systems tend to go agaisnt their appeal. since then feee on that fuel to contour to fool the next newcomer. u serve a greeter purpose by cooperating and there is a reason why the systems play both the good and the bad guy. much like in a play. there are two make. i the dram u get the confabulation of the dark and the light forces. u get ur protagonist and the antagonist. it’s the same old shit really. underneath it however we are bunch of no face no name u know a who think we have a sense of self just by what is written in our formal identification to think that we can point to each other’s and have a valid argument. we assume that simply by paper trails that we are figured out. and there’s nothing more to it. how else human be on ga can be divinely disrespected after all. u have to convince urself that there is no substance there for defending. or. u might force urself to believe any fairy tale about the truth about human nature. u must really convince urself that it’s ok to put them thru hardship. as senseless as it maybe. bc system needs to convince folks to accept what they are give.n. the best way they can achieve this is by having nonsensical arguments that cannot be proven in open bc they are simple refused to be discussed in the open. if they are discussed inthe open they will be countered easy. that’s why we have a justice system bc everyone has a right to defend themselves but how can u defend urself agaisnt systems who succinctly use itself to push u to poverty and make every excuse why it can’t be helped even if that costs u ur health and costs the system more. there’s surely a discrepancy there. one can be that system functionaries are racist and sexist and are living out their personal desires upon the masses who trigger deep psychological issues that they may have but not know how to handle such as mommy issues and daddy issues and bullying at school broken relationships first heartbreak or unrequited love the other is racism. they could really be convinced that groups of people do not deserve autonomy and freedom thereby forcing them into actuations that they can be controlled. another is spiritual. u may feel bored alone and not find motivation or lack self discipline to create smth ethically and with integrity that the only way u feel better and motivated is if ur in constant conflict with others. this also is paired with addictions. they r more internalized in this case. referring to hormonal addictions. addictions one may get from arguments and constantly feeling the dopamine effects seining that u think ur also accomplishing smth. bc it’s anything right ? ur not just sitting and doing nothing with ur time. it’s the false equivalence of being. productive. anything does not make one productive however. this could also link us to the conditionings that we receive in our own environment. and the certain fixations that may have developed along the way as well as coping mechanisms. when in doubt. hate.
another. issue that i found out is the general sense of existentialism and nihilism for simply being here. so there is all this pointlessness right ? we do things and nothing lasts. we usually attach ourselves to anything that produces positive feelings and deter from anything that feels uncomfortable. if there is a reward in it for us then there is also motivation. there is also recreating the same positive scenario given that we expect the same positive feelings to be produced from it. in some cases this doesn’t t always work. bc one. u can’t cross the same puddle twice and two. it depends on context. if ur idea of fun is via harming others. chances are u probably got lucky the first time getting away n maybe univers eid being generous and nature is being kind for u to have time in ur own grounds to right ur wrongs. the more we resist this process the more pronounced our issues become the more people it involves. much like a serial killer who begs to be found out. pls. put me out of my misery. i can’t stop myself. well mits a lack of discipline to not be able to correct urself where u should have. but we aren’t judging folks for where they are. since we are reading all this from the purview of system. functioners. bc when they do it. it’s legal and right and they r the exception to even their own rules right ? this is why we have a problem after all bc ur not gonna get sound results or good solutions to probmem if the issue is in the minds of those who lead. and that brings us to what deters then from being right and just. well. consider it like this. take it for ur own experience when u did smth wrong or has to break an old habit. ah. yes. those who tend to attach themselves to good feels no matter how much they mistake it for what it is. tend to deter themselves from the rightful dog fully of discipline and changing their bad behaviours and give up their bad habits. bc they mistake it for smth that may harm them if they did. unfortunately most system functioners are incommucatable meaning that no matter how nicely u speak to them and give them healthy critics they will find any sorority argument to make it into smth that simply doesn’t t even make sense. i mean who in system functions assume that it’s success alone just to make it they’re buddy. chill u barely made traction. and as long as issues ensue this is the general attitude. there is this susceptibility to give into the dogma of such grounds more so than the quality and efficacy of th work done that it’s easier to ask the question whether if we got this sort of a system right. and this is for everyone s benefit bc no one in their right mind wanna get a job albeit a big one and do terribly at it and call it a good work done at the end of their life without debt to their conscience. and upon the next generations as heightened road blocks to their own succession. it’s just a really big bad habit. and one that’s also pretty old.
we just slip into it assuming that this time things will be different. we assume we will be the one who will finally do what our predecessors couldn’t ( could not what? destroy the earth? end humanity? sit on a bigger pile of other peoples blood soaked cash? what? ) there is a reason why words lie global hierarchy is a thing. and the at the counties developed strongly are linked with foul lay in business and wars alike. that we must stop before we make the next argument based on by what we think we see. the immediacy of people in the streets having a meltdown and paint it as smth other than what is simply bc well. we have be n the most supreme race for a lon grime come and we sit ona wealth of info. wealth of system and wealth of wealth. but we had been missing smth. maybe it’s clear conscience maybe it’s peaceful life or both. there maybe reasons there apparent as day but can u blame us for not wanting to accept that we have been wrong. bad and maybe it’s in our complexities to deny others their right to also evolve ? that in the recent years with the information boom and what have u. there is now enough data to machinate and manipulate to try to achieve that too. but is it achievable if without actual merits gained in the right way. or can be repackage and sell to people after intentionally get them lost in their way of overcoming. their troubles that it would do anyone any good at the end of the day. we may still not entirely be free however. bc there’s this invincible contracts borne out of such things. like system that hides and ancient curses that are there with an ax over ur neck that at any given time. u may feel the strong effects of ur own karma incurred and this is not the type of karma that’s shallowly accepted. but i’m one to try new things. meaning that perhaps there is a reason why we have such teachings that say. let it go. let it be. and let god. and others such as well sometimes a teacher must give up onthe students bc perhaps they have to learn things their way. the less we meddle in the affairs of others maybe the better things will be. sometimes part of that oneness consciousness is allowing others to make their mistakes freely. but. the issue isn’t that u let others do this. but that system are so insidious that they continue to keep people enslaved to such mentalities that don’t even grant respite. u don’t get complete freedom from the intentional evil and if race of others. and they are sure they know u and u must accept it thus? even when it harms u?
so i would say that’s probably the strong component as to why there’s strong resistance against wanting to change the economy and the system bc this is precisely what this will facilitate. having more money means ur not gonna u realistically depend on systems and in a vulnerable way. i mean if a system says they have the rich and the poor and must maintain the deepening of both what does that mean. that anything. that happens systemically is subject to systemic abuse. ur poverty may not be self inflicted . but facilitated by those who target u very much like police officers targeting vehicles when they have a quota of writing slips. but the issue is that there’s a internal dialogue u develop from birth and evenwhenu migrate u can develop a language around ur system functioners. and the issue here is that the internal dialogue usually argues agaisnt the welfare of the people. while put in the open acting virtuous. the biggest fallacy of the systems and their functionaries is that they are insidious in their own evil. yet they know too there’s nowhere else u can go to evade the effects. which means that u have to fight ur way to save ur sanctity and dignity and stand ur ground. but again. heading back inwards to the dialogue. it usually selectively uses ur peeps a information to get u to consent to ur conundrum. sure. u deserve it. sure. if u do this ur plate will be clean and u will succeed but these are fallacies. they laugh as they make such claims. bc they know it too it’s bullshit. most folks in reality don’t know how to even digest and translate their family trauma. why things happened and whether if there were foul play by the system functionaries and their e con omic best friends who supplant the same shared interests that are usually greed driven and hard my any good upon the people in general as well as the environment. and ofc the old arguments tend to ensue. women rights. indigenous rights. black people rights . anti slavery. reparations. right and if it’s in workplace. mobility in society. disabled people rights elderly people concerns. the healthcare industry. what’s leftover fro the historical context almost always get blown out of proportion bc two reasons. one it was for casted and two it was articulacy induced and facilitated to uproot the arguments while still immature so as to change the feel of the game aka tables turned. which we saw amplify in the last three years alone. some in very strategic inhumane placements. !! and it’s fruits are evident in social media counts that proclaim such toxicity without much heart.
and to sum it up. we shouldn’t have people who trigger past life issues. unless ur up for diversity and equality in places where everyone can chime in and be involved. there’s no point. it’s just another sitcom where the sam handful of dumbos get better yet at another objective and pro olson that it was all them all among while poverty ensue. lack of education at large and u can throw crumbs to people all u want to cover ur butts but it’s clear. the reason why there is kind speech towards clowns isn’t bc there’s denial that clowns exist but it’s the strength and resiliency in the face of it. it’s called being decent. look it up. yet there’s also strong insistence that unless ur disrespectful to make ur point. ur assumed as dumb in what u say and all the while what u say. although it’s clear and widely relevant. is denied by the few clowns. the inclusiveness is simply to educate urselves on what trauma is. and prevent future versions of it by working diligently on improving the system bc it’s the systems that literally sustain our lives ? i mean systems and their branch of economy are literally two avenues that can be comprehensively looked at to mitigate future pandemics. global disasters. and all the historical issues. all in one swoop. i kid u not. but then again. there will be no other grey area to defensively use agaisnt the welfare of people in a strategic way when we do go about that way. and it may also offer uncertainty for espeusy those who keep us in limbo while they sit on wad of cash passes on by their lineage and the systems too in unethical unlawful way bc a vote is a vote. we need to keep the integrity of a honest vote otherwise why are we even doing this. at the end of the day if u must abuse folks and traumatized them and force them to worship and love u. how is that gonna be spiritually fulfilling for u. meritorious when u die? respectable at any grounds no matter how u wish to see it , and produce any positive good results. including ur own spiritual equanimity bc at the very least for certain u are gonna spiritually blind urself. tho i think i do wanna try smth different. i mean one can try to speak truth to power but maybe the art of letting go is to wish u to die instead. why is anyone trying to save the bad guy from further annihilating themselves and others ? that too is n attachment it’s toxic and it forms the cut their toxicity in ways that keep us all in frivolities and wastefulness daily. sure. if all the bad folks just dropped dead right now. and received equivalence of the stuffing and t sums they caused upon millions and billions of people. better yet. maybe this is their final life and they never respawned maybe hypothetically speaking. they will have to go somewhere after they die and have to purify their own stuff
in a natural way that goes beyond us all to even try. bc it’s been tried over and over again. and a life is too cheap to pass and to waste waiting for those hours refuse to listen to what they do causes more harm and hardship on this planet than help anyone. there are so many different types of suffering that can easily be resolved if everyone does their past. but maybe that part is to be who u truly are and then fuck off and if the systems in the universe say u shouldn’t come back. u don’t come back. and all the other folks that respawn here will be here to make this world better and better for allowing the transmission to what’s next once we graduate from this solar system. i am beginning to think part of unity is to cut ur losses. how’s that for letting go. the hilarity here is that the same system functionaries who do great evil and laugh at ur surfing take words seriously. ur worse for saying smth like this. than that incessant and deliberate ignorance upon the peoples suffering. but i think correct reporting is more important. so that the universe knows. which is why when we touch back down on earth narrative wars and intellectual property rights are screwed and appropriations on virtue signalling takes precedence over the substance matter, which lead us to why things never change and the only thing that seems to be changing is the wha we argue about the same old thing. meanwhile innocents die everyday. bc they couldn’t handle it anymore. a person breaks down given enough injustices . even if u were resilient and defied getting sick fro the negativity and systemic abuse. there has to be repercussions to that in getting behind individuals ability to defend themselves and we shouldn’t be forced to stoop to their level either. we shouldn’t give up the values and ethics bc they refuse to provide ground for healthy coexisting. it’s tough tho. bc everyone is different. and there are attacks on all fronts including ur home. ur children. there has been enough human testing done to know by now certain conditions produce certain results especially when u don’t know what’s happening. to see great accomplishment and realizations go to waste thus way sucks. but we must not pool ourselves with the insidious ones. that kind of unity would be the end of any positive traction made i think this is what it mean. it means to tell anyone who keeps doing this to get. duck around and find out. no one is gonna save u but urself. if u must perish and go elsewhere leaving this planet for good folks to do good with it later on then we can se this lifetime as nothing but building the seeds for tomorrow and make not too much dwelling on who we couldn’t save. aka the bad guys. we could focus on the long term the long haul is beyond this lifetime. like i said. if they are intentionally getting u to make mistakes is they can sell the virtues they collected in the recent decades in internet to repackage and sell it to u and or use the data to reprogram u. hold ur ground. be righteous. and protect ur integrity. these times won’t last for long.
it’s been long time coming
the sort of speech around destruction of the family three has been apparent. almost everyone knows by now that the family unit tends to have more rights when together. stronger in numbers comes pretty strong when it comes to family and it’s devotion to one another. even stronger is that it’s full of integrity and has each other’s back. sadly this is predominantly why there is an attack on family. let alone the family unit in its parts. bc it’s better to cultivate broken people for the future is full of potholes that no one will fix in a timely way. it all takes that one mistske to land ur ass in jail with a misdemeanour or some other dumb shit. nowadays the writing on ur forehead is digitized. u can be come internet famous ( and not always for the right things and the right reasons ) within seconds. even real time st times. which is quite scary. we are all. in a way at the mercy of each other’s dialect and inner justice. bc it all comes down to executing functions that uplift or condemn each other to a lifetime of hardship. even worse than what we ar faced with in terms with our material endowment d. imagine ur not hired bc of what’s known about u. imagine being treated in a way that is based on by some info about u. it can be true. it can be false. it can be hyperbole. deep fake video. maybe ur quotes are being blown out of proportion it’s worse when ur in the act. and are caught forever. there is no before only after. and it’s all out of whack. it’s hard to be a kid these days. i cannot imagine bc it’s scary just to see things develop in real time already. and that i know for instance from my personal experience with life in general that terrible thing are quite easy to acquire and their effects last a longtime. it can really fuck yo ur mindset to be dealing with some of these occurrences bc we pass the notion of what’s civilized. but it’s full of surprises.
my personal theory is this. that i apply already to my child. that u apply to all children in the world as scary as thugs can be. bc i don’t know how else to quell the anxieties and make us adults look less incapable of resolving mutual conflict in places which end up prolonging suffering and make things worse than better. that it’s best to not abuse children’s patience. that’s number one. their understand bc is second. we can learn from a child’s understanding bc they don’t have the bias and the conditioning like we all have developed in some way. that their solitons sound so simple but it’s quite clear. along with patience which complements their understanding. we can also learn from their compassion. they usually tend to not take sides unless there’s excess hardship on one side than other or extreme injustice and don’t like to dwell too much on details. they are much quicker to resolve things than dwell on the negatives. again. paired with lack of bias or or lack of being strongly conditioned to learn or be forced to earn the dark ways of the world tends to give them the extra space to be flexible with their approach towards general conflict and are thus geared towards almost always resolutions and peace. in fairness and equality. when we abuse this one way or another we are literally building broken individuals. bc if smth as simple as some of our human entailing how are bigger issues gone be alright such as their impactful future. so they may not see this clearly. but it’s a threat like feeling. so is the uncertainty about the world which is why next generations were keen o. bringing to attention the quality of the planet and environment as well as animals for insted.
the application here is that i try to tell my child. well i don’t try. but it’s a challenge sometimes. due to recent development of our circumstances. to tell the truth about world life events and especially what’s happening in our lives. how these things correlate and the spiritual aspect of things and big dreams but most importantly i tell him to relax. focus on ur self son. good and bad things don’t last. some good things are cultivated strong. while others are shorter time for different purposes. bad things also don’t last. bc bad things are not natural their upkeep requires usually more resources and energy time to keep going. bc they are artificial u can dee the cracks when u know what’s real. to compare the fake to. the idea is that they need to be aware but most importantly they don’t feel alone or worse that the world is getting out of control and this can cause them to what? trade their integrity bc world is heap of shite and there is no way we can cultivate goodness and protect peace or integrity. ingenuity or ethical conduct or innocence that kids are very much in tune with right now ? it’s the biggest crime in human life to not notice and prioritize this. bc world has gotten quite very scary especially in the last three years and all we hear is no. prepare ur kids for how much of an asshole the entire world is. instead of simply covering up the butthole. whatever is offending we can handle it in our time. but we forget. when kids are in the room and they watch us. it’s not that they are not paying any attention. they always have been. think of ur own childhood. we are the absolute best spiers. we can remember and recall objectives by simply being in the room. being in the same house. heck the entire town can be sponged up by fertile minds. yet there is more concern on who’s is wrong who is right. whose argument is this and that. versus recognizing the natural process of human life. if we are simply drawn to what it’s secrets hold. it didn’t matter. u don’t have to be a parent for truths to be apparent for u for u to be more inclined to be decent urself and afford urself on the right appeal. this is most effective ofc when system pushers do it. but let me paint u a picture here. . bc that’s the mentality ur all up against.
the same folks that denigrate ur humanity and cause u much hardship go home to their own families. they have kids they love and care for. but when they clock in the demon face comes on. the evil heart moves just about mistreating the same type of human being before them irregardless to their story. irregardless to their children. that’s the mindset that i cannot fathom understnd no matter how hard i tru. it’s the same idea. with trying to find someone decent. they r nice to u but rude to the waiter. that’s the saying they best depicts this phenomena. but wh n u involve children. that’s worse. for some reason it makes it worse. bc it shows we are that desensitized to not give flying fuck about other parents. and others kids so long as the harm is not being done to us and ours. that’s what it’s about at the end of the day and how do u expect the next generations to recover from that. we can not even do any simply basics surrounding the objectives to be decent ourselves. how can we pass on this plant and the systems to them after we break the linkage between them with stark distinctions bc they must know. when they love their parents but feel the discontent hearts that beat all thru the night. now what i’m saying is that we worry about all this extra frivolous information that fill the minds. racism sexism and this theories and that. it’s all too simple otherwise. while it’s essential to learn the history in probably a bit more condensed form bc it’s very long. some details are just too arbitrsry they are more like fan base more than just going into the pointers. that are objedirve my sterilized to fit an ethical basis so that it also complements the measurement from that timeline made up until now. that’s how u teach history and the world as well as subsequent systems btw. u say well here we have it folks. we are graduating as human citizens. horray. or else ur just rooting for this player or that player on a board game. and the information is burdensome. we can save a lot of time by condensing the history but dies r we must learn from it. history also complements our spirituality bc it’s an attribute to human behaviour and respectively human psychology and philosophy both of which open airwaves to new innovative ways of coexisting. and this means more ideas. we would never be bored. most folks assume if there is no suffering then we will get lazy. but are we in any better shape today? pls. tell me. how the hell is everyone anyway.
ofc while i soothe my child i also see how terrifying it must be for a child to witness such life. and the condition of the world. which can be demoralizing and detrimental to his growth process. it includes how others perceive him. validate and invalidate stuff about his life and entailing. the idea is not to lie to children and tell them things will b ok. but to be the embodiment of a person who displays qualities of a human being who wants to make things better. who recognizes the issues there in. and wants to willingly do their part to inspire other adults and just people in general to step up their game. otherwise we are losing touch with divinity. it’s not that it will be gone forever. but if u want to really go one more step back bc u find urself at rock bottom and assume that the step fowqaed gets in gear automatically bc it’s socially sung in a high tone. one step back two steps forward and u may assume this is like a ccycle or smth that happens all on its own but it’s not true. that’s an illusion. it’s a byproduct of overburdened neural system that’s incapable of getting the full gist of a meaning in words thereby expecting thjngs to happen as opposed to go out there and make them happen. but how do u make that forward motion happen when ur bound by the system. there’s very little u can do if any. in some sense u might just have an internal movement that is the seed u need for some years later. other ways is simply refraining from doing frivolous things. bc u might have acted on fear. or doubt. or u are exploring ur grounds to determine what all of this means. but we can annihilate ourselves. and that’s. a great example why we depend sorely on. system functionaries and too much bc all one of them has to do is make a big mistake such as that. assuming that that would give them the forward motion they need. but that’s a fallacy. not all change is good change. we as humankind already must know this. there’s plenty of evidence that shows us that especially forced and artificial change can be very hazardous bc it’s trying to mimic smth organic by assuming it’s nature for it. it’s simply that. surely there are areas where u can apply articulate change to complement the whole or expedite its process but context is key here and we are sort of lazy at that we tend to overgeneralize on objedirve and use and rely on too much on the art of relativity that we disqualify distinction and forgo discernment all together. and when push comes to shove we say well kids need to be tough. so we abuse them with our daily inanity to get things right. globally. while filling their minds with frivolous expletives. strategies and theories of which haven’t served many. not even us. can u blame them. the kids ? for looking. at us like we have lost our marbles. there’s a truth in everything.
hello and welcome to psyop central incorporated
the world should be called planet earth only in science books since most of what happens here on earth is nothing but strong and heavy conditioning. almost everyone s been spun. if u think ur the exception ur probably think in it still. psyops. psyops for everyone. not one person is ever left behind. everyone must participate. whether near or far and it really doesn’t matter who or what u are. what is ur background. who cares. it’s all used. purposes for someone else’s agenda that which u can’t see. i mean what’s psyops anyway. what’s the true reason behind being slow cooked in ur own very environment. there is no escaping it bc ur in there like a plump vegetable for the soup of humanity. all flavours are welcome thus ! so long as it complete d the overall recipe. for disaster maybe. but hey. i think i figured out something, folks! i think two people can in fact experience the same thing differently. but what i am touching on is feelings here. u see. ur idea of love might differ than someone else’s. it’s not that love changes per se but it’s that we choose remake such associative with the term itself that colours our perception. thus our entire experience. but more so. u may wonder well. how does someone go about doing repetitive evil and not know about it. they must either intentionally be bad or they really think they r doing smth wonderful. well. it could be both. really. depending on who ur talking about and what sort of evil we are thinking of. there are smaller offenders borne out of sheer ignorance. not knowing how to compare or what to compare their actions with. but then there are those. and the most extreme kind are the ones i refer to as the dark occult science. dark occult is a bit more complex bc u have to validate ur delusions. and to paint a picture. if a person does smth bad. and there is a signifier in their body. signalling smth is wrong. they would divert their attention to what just took place. do an introspective research and carefully analyze whether if smth they did did offend someone and say if they find smth wrong with it. they would quickly feel shame and guilt. u can feel the best in ur chest. and on ur face as u go thru it. which is a good sign. considering some folks mistake shame with special powers. especially those dark occult scientists.
at the very least. shame and guilt can motivate us to quickly change our behaviour. and pay back those we may have offended. this is natural signals that allow people to discern their experiences bc sometimes in the moment we may not notice that we are doing smth wrong. albeit. it could be out of ignorance or just simply not knowing too much about a given objectives . we may also be coursing thru our own limitations by trials and errors. usually these could be very small offences especially when they r caught early on. tho with the exception that if u urself was abused at a early age and or ur living in an environment that promotes violence and or u have higher likelihood of not finding good role models. in ur growing up. ur ignorance levels might be a stronger dip much like mine was. add to that the circumstances of when u grew up. what was available and how involved u were “with the times” and or any social “endowments “ for example. i was barely online and i didn’t give too much i to google search engine or any other hit that the general society was extreme part of much ahead of time than i was. nowadays things would be a bit more difficult or different to anise based on by the recent technology book and information. overload. but ofc the overcoming. of one’s own self defects or vulnerabilities or even u can call it susceptibilities that develop overcome is still the same. so heading back to our personal triggers and the shame and guilt that may arise. if we can look at the situations for what they are as opposed to getting defensive and cloak the truths from our selves. then we are likely to use things such as guilt and shame in the right way. to correct ourselves sooner than later before things get so bad that the entire world is involved with our toxicity and that’s harder to overcome. it’s like ur the serial killer wanting ever do desperately to be caught and go to jail. put me out of my misery. pls. but u never bothered to just give up the bad habit or seek help in the first place. that’s how faulty the environment is at least. most of us are in a love hate relationship with our dark side as opposed to make special friendships with it to understand about bigger human complexities.
so now. those bad guys. that i mentioned earlier. the kind that’s so saturated with they own farts. who think that everything. they do is ordained even their errors that they insist and even enhance on them! as opposed to just siny listen to their victims. concerns. or common sense. or their inner impulses as the triggers of shame and guilt kick on. but what if they misread the signals. what if the guild and shame that kicks in gives them a false sense of godliness. say someone sacrifices ten thousand people at the altar of the devil. bc ur so convinced that by sacrificing innocents. aka those who don’t know what where with all is going on with reality. bc people are also very much imbued with the ways of reality in that we don’t even know who knows what. unless they let u know ofc. and even then we have seen cases where someone is entirely denied their own experience and u try to override well actually. the truth is. but the truth is. it can be anything. especially when we grow accustomed to picking and choosing what the narrative is. as opposed to getting real with what is. but then here. u get this guy who stands above the rest and assumes that the inner sparks of what they just did as smth like oh see. sacrifices do work indeed. im sucking on all thee poor shmucks souls within and becoming anew. it’s this fucked up mentality . i think. that simplifies as to why certain folks absolutely do not feel and or utilize their own inner resources such as the arising of guilt and shame when they do participate in the harmful actions towards others. so why we can do is for some of these really strong concerns to create a simulation where u can sort of identify what a guilt and what a shame truly feels and become comfortable with the utility of such. it can literally save u so much surfing. bc get this. if a persons completely mistakes their inner impulses o erect what’s wrong. what else could go wrong from there ? it’s no wonder misery breeds more of it. and the more people do great evil assuming it’s good. since it doesn’t work in the first place. ur nkt healed. ur not innocent. after doing great evil and sacrificing innocents assuming that’s all that’s needed. that the next hunger kicks in. and these same folks who are unable to find any inner peace and tranquility. i mean can u blame them ? they completely blew out of proportion the full use of such a good tool. shame.
but the funny thing is those same folk who are unable to correctly use their shame and guilt tools tend to over project excess shame and guilt upon others. i think that’s where the. misalignment sort of elaborated even further into the intricacies of human relationships. in a way u can run the argument that this is just smth that comes with the grounds of being human. we bear the burden of each other’s surfing. wins and losses. nothing comes without a cost. energy is utilise do that which u pay attention to which glows in time. so is with wrong appeals. the bad things in the world tend to last almost what feels like eons. with the good in small but very impactful pockets such as love family and friendships. it’s no wonder why we have a strong affinity with earth place. irregardless to its a ton insistence on psyops. strong manipulation. and inevitable games that backfire. agaisnt human nature that is. bc there is also so much we don’t know about the earth and it’d systems as well as the natural laws that govern human life. aside from the manmade conceptions of law and order and what we consider justice. it’s karmic equivalent. we just don’t have th cognizant scope to make strong arguments. that we must complement the general knowledge bank which is the basics. i mean who is gonna come together and discuss what a good feel is. maybe for some the good feel is after they rape some one. maybe for another. accomplishment is abusing others. but the truth is. we can always refer to the golden rule. i mean it’s golden and it’s there for a good reason. we can always start from there. and how do we mitigate these inconsistencies among each other is very difficult to determine. but it gives own hope that there is good work still all. around all jokes aside. calling the planet psyop central would be as honest as things can get. bc we are lying to ourselves if we continue to assume that tricking each other is the best way to go about our standard daily business. and perhaps it’s this age old statement. those who fear death. cannot see the world continuum on its business long after they are dead. that they wanna bring it down all along with them. in the same way that someone is entirely convinced that the entire universe revolves around them that they centralized themselves so dogmatically that they r convinced that everything g and everyone exists to serve them in some way. which includes the discrepancies. and outcry as well as defences of the people. a person with a screwed mindset about their nature and reality tend to take this as a competition and go with full gusto very much like a rapist who gets turned on of the victim tries to being out their humanity or try to connect in a emotional level so as to deter from violence. all of these are reported. as psychological components of criminal history. shared by anyone who falls into that sort of pattern and structure.
perhaps the bad guy also feels the same conundrum as anyone. after all what is the main aim and goal for the dark occult scientists ? it’s to become pure and innocent again. it’s to have a second chance at life and love and everything else that was once imminent. where all things were possible where the nature and the world was ur safe place. ur oyster and ur the jewel seared at the centre of it. everything was brimming in beauty and expression at the most angelic level. it is so that we get dirty the longer we stay on earth. things get defiled. petrified. the putrid stench of human decisions made daily leaves a strong stain on our minds our psyche and conscience. that we cant seem to skate off. even if we did extra spin cycle to get rid of the stains. no amount of bleach is going to fade away the markings of a past that keeps pulling us back in a deeper emotional sense that no amount of words and expressions will ever take it’s place. u can say to urself over and over that ur good. and unless it’s the absolute truth ur gonna feel perturbed. and this causes us oscillations between wanting. to be here and dissociate from reality. where whe things get so overwhelming that we can. not take it anymore. i bet the bad guys feel this way too but i’m not sure how they would experience it concomitant to nobility to feel guild and shame and resist the urge to get real with what is. they would be too militant to deny every type of help and call to home which is why we are stuck in world limbo. again. we touch base with our inability to come to terms with our true purpose and our eventual death that awaits us all. once we realize the similarities of human nature. it’s very much like application of simple basics to eliminate terrible things that we could be part of or facilitate ourselves. upon unsuspecting others. at the very least we could reconvene the difference between confluent frequency flow where everything vibes bc each person knows what they being to the whole. the quality of their own vibrational being. their unique historical evolution. in this life and at large. ur soul stuff. and try not to add too much noise. if at all. given that disruption of frequency is quite the norm. it’s what psyops is after all. it’s this artificial induction of otherwise what’s natural outflows and intermingling of everyday life conundrums and endowments and all. surely there is difficulties there. bc we are still coming to terms with our colourful humanity. and the more u reconcile ur own troubles the more u make peace with the world and life as well as ur eventual death. and the less likely that u will assume the world exists bc u are and that once ur dead and gone so will it. at the very least not the way u imagine it. which is why it’s essential to determine what feelings is. buddhism says that there are a ton to identify and ton more is kept away from the simple texts but it begs to question persons that’s the source of our troubles. this complements the bad things lasting longer bc when we make a mistake it can take a few seconds or a minutes or hour. but then it can last a very long time. the discomfort. and issues that sort of come with those grounds. with that said. i hope we can embrace the world in it’s true name and give up the bad social habits that took root and take a good hard look at ourselves to see if we are truly doing our part wholeheartedly
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don’t waste ur time on social hang ups and emotional disturbances from contradictions
between what we are led to believe and what we have the choice of determining what’s offending or what’s troubling and what we can do about any of it. bc this is not the perfect world where we cumulatively learn from our errors and ensure that we don’t recreate the past in some arbitrary attachment to its parts so long as the offence is not done to us that is. which goes with the lines of not seeing our peers as our equals but simply player soba game board or actors in a movie. ur the protagonist in the movie u write. all the good bad and the challenging aspects of life are revealed to u one by one. it’s not that ur in love with being number one per se. we all love the hustle of a good life with meaning and passion. as well as what purpose does to anyone. for most people however this is simply not true. ask anyone if their protagonist in their own stories march their current lifestyle and they will tell u that life is series if arbitrary nonsense patched together in a sloppy way where the embroidered central is done by those who wanna fashion the name ed in the centre as some sort of peace offering. all the while they do nothing to being about such. i don’t know why the distinction exists. perhaps people in the general sense have a preset disposition to excel behind the res t all the while not knowing exactly why or how that is to serve all in some better way. bc there is also a common discrepancy among whether if we can achieve a social sweet stop where we learn to share the world in a decent way. the latter part would require more than just getting to know what’s even there to share bc the intrinsic means by which any person could equate a value for another is almost always offer by one’s willingness and desire to keep certain things secret. we adulate public honesty for instance . but know that much like any endeavour. honorary too is a doubled edged sword. if ur the only guy in the room being starkly honest about ur failings as well as accomplishments it means that u could easily be shot down and replaced by someone better. and better here means that they could simply be better at hiding their flaws versus enhancing or even hyperbolizing on their good qualities. all the while nothing worldwide ever changes. bc it’s not that a person can
not carry their difficult emotions with grace. but that we tend to project to individuals their discrepancies or the root of their emotional disturbances to their inability to handle life with grace in the first place. we don’t stop to think someone put the medicine on the shelves. someone decided to regulate a proration of the system as healthy meanwhile only in hindsight do we get enough data to confirm. lead is bad for u for example. we have acceptable degree of poisoning in our sources. so long as it doesn’t cross the main threshold of being extremely dangerous. we have combination of chemicals playing around in open public playing russian roulette on our dna and health conditions. and the common acknowledgment is almost always this. if u fell flat on ur face it’s bc u didn’t handle ur struggle with the necessity of grace and humility on ur course for ur portion of great human error. meanwhile if anyone where to point to the obvious. say they didn’t sound normal or much like the general numbers. hey. the empower is without clothes ! or smth like that. it’s not bc ur wrong that you get condemned but bc ur simply an inconvenience agaisnt the facade of relationships that took generations to develop between authority. the system pushers. and the people who keenly depend on them. we refer to the latter by many names. “most people” being one. sheeple or the sleepers for another. yet there are many ways we can demons and shame and guilt the general people by simply not meeting up to the standard of overdue revolution or change ourselves bc . the change by the systems is upon the shoulders of the people. we say change is near. it happens to anyone. it’s inevitable. meanwhile what we refer to is people severely displaced by wars. inflation and disease. that this change is what is inevitable . oh get with the program. everything changes. one day ur at the mercy of a last good karma next year at the trenches of a past bad karma. if it was that deep that is. usually it’s just system refusing to get with the program of change itself that people end up shouldering insurmountable social debts due to mismanagement.
we don’t stop to think the correlation between the strong intrepid relationships that system and people have upon each other bc there in u find stark reality differences. also. u can assume ur the jewel in the oyster that the planet and the people where systems cater to ur every whim. or maybe u think that’s the way it seems. u may assume that whenever smth bad happens it’s just a byproduct of life. and that it could not have had been foresaw. u could say that any bad thing that happens. or any thing per se. that is ambiguous and harder to tell as to what’s really happening could be chucked to conspiracy theories. never to see the light of day again. meanwhile there seems very simple basic steps to squash any uncertainty with scientific steps. such as if u wanna know what’s in ur water do a simple water test. if u wanna know if the food has poison in it. do a simply lab test. send it to some experts who have basic tools to check the efficacy of smth. there. and ur done. but we entertain both ideals. that’s systems are grand. both analogous and ambiguous in their form of fashion and that we must both entertain ideas of extremes such as systems are here to nurture and cater to us and then systems are here to destroy us and torture us. and we can also run the same error that we must both support the system when they reward us and condemn and eve reject them when they are clearly breaching human rights bounds or in the case of abuse. even stonewalling is one. or withholding vital info. or cutting corners with valuable resources to meet the needs of. a particular natural byproduct of which the environment is cultivated with the sheer value and use of integrating fit in flourishing human life we reach such precariousness where we feel damned if we are what at the fact . or say smth about it. bc both could ultimately lead to the same outcome. and u could say the least perhaps there is lack of ideas and that one must never throw one’s pearls in the presence of such pigs but. the opposite is also true. what if they thought about it and ur only pointing to a ab aren’t fact. in the way of its manifestation. one could argue the opposite is also true that when u reveal the bad guys plans they tend to scamper in the shadows and pretend they didn’t hear it while delaying the progression of that given smth they create a distraction for a given period of time for everyone else to forget what they heard and then unleash said plans some years later. we are overburdened by both lack of sound strategies and over abundance of worse kind going head to head in intrinsic space where everything coalesce.
nowadays bc we are coming to terms with our own predictable path we are beginning to do things blatantly too all out there bc the ur like well they will think whatever they will think anyway but i’m breaking down what that means. if a person knows the truth. and nothing but the truth. and if that truth becomes more apparent. and now what u have is truth by numbers. it’s not that people will think what they want per se. bc usually the relationship a person has to a truth is a little bit like romance. everyone has their particular type of romance that rocks their boat. and very much like love and the depth factor there in. the truths too have a depth factor that build with time. sometimes ur just drawn to the truth. u can not escape them. u may deny these truths and even argue against their better belief. but at the end of the day. truths will not care that u may simply disagree. and this power of attraction to some form of truth or other is not smth that people do at will. but it that it unfolds during their life. at first ur in a. room full of information. there is the particular truth there. among the many sounds of propaganda. copy paste reality. fillers and the like. and the more u advance in society the more ur search gets refined. bc while at first u might be new in detecting and discerning between the start objectivity therein. later on via ur personal experience do u have the introspect necessary to call for the solid ground to make stronger associations that’s where the truths become. clear. that’s where hindsight becomes clear. that’s where we learn via hard losses. and hard earned lessons are harder to wash fro psyche. but we also come to terms with societal demand of erasing our narrative for the sake of collective. tho again we are countered by the fact that the collective is not doing so well in fact. the sacrifice of indivisible for the benefit of collective seems like a one sided argument. most people might settle for what’s not true or right. not bc it’s the only option that they have to settle with. but more so that they are in transit of their own destiny marker that allows them the errors in the making. if u think one indivisible is worse than the collective ignorance. think of it as a collateral rather that . one person shouldering on or being responsible for the collective endurance.
and it’s one thing if we are able and reliable to such big bold and ethical error correcting in our historical systemic flaws. but we are at odds with the being. the human existence. . and the meanings themselves also seem to be at odds with each other. we run the same errors bc we don’t trust ourselves maybe in a deeper way. maybe we rely too much on the historical ramification of such echos past but they still do last in the hearts of those afflicted bc of the law of one. and in each person is predisposed to the same cyclical psyche of the conundrums unending. it’s hard to come to terms with the fact that we. may have mastered the wrong skill and tightened the wrong muscle group of our intellectual human base to say the least to tell ourselves to take a much needed cosmic rest. that’s what extinction isn’t for. we have it under our belt to have risen and fall. many a times we have been too much in business. preoccupied with exceeding the mass of humanity as opposed to understand why do we find ourselves in the same old places. with the same old faces and in the same old issues that persist to last apparently longer than anything else we deem as better such as good feels and more importantly love that nourishes. everything else seem to fall i. line with the general diaspora of what we think is right. that group mentality that can both make u feel strong and stupid is evident to this day. just bc smth is popular doesn’t mean it’s for the right reasons. or have purpose. with many things machinated and excellent at appropriating. what good use is to pay attention to anything at all ? it’s better to dive headlong into ur one personal abyss and hope that some mysterious inner force saw u back. u can give it a name and shape and form if u want to. u can give it all ur responsibilities much like people to their gods. u can hold it responsive for intrinsic things such as if u fess up why did it not give u a pre warning. and then see which party of the responsibilities fall on u as a human being. who also can hold to a higher standard the as lol it isn’t of b info belong. we all have that innate wish. much like after having left home to seek a. shelter. after a days storm or people . who can unconditionally love u back and be there for y when all avenues fall apart. what is god but a resting place in r we die. to quell our anxieties sod the unknown. it’s just same things playing at large and begs the question how do we embody the benevolent gods qualities rather than a wrathful one. bc whether if we separate this and put it in the altar or see it’s seeds inside. it’s the particular type of minds own quality that is ultimately gonna be the engine of getting us out of our uneventful human perils.
most people are broken children
walking around in adult form. most of us have a troubled past. almost all of us have been traumatized maybe some of us dont remember. other may not mind. yet others assume this is quite the norm. that’s where the danger lies. out of diversity is what’s unknown. many combinations can be assessed. who has experienced what. how in what way. we all had at some point the desire the conquer the world. only to find that it begins with self. yet we still insist on pushing things the other way. despite the discoveries. despite all the baggage and personal stories we may have gained simply from our own experiences. that very little matters in affairs of common grounds concerns in lieu with how we conduct ourselves. how we come to conclusions and their long term effects. we may have a contradiction within. we may oscillate between the intricate balance of whether if smth is wrong or bad or that it’s. a product of coming together of few occurrence e much like a catalyst. how do we remedy the brokenness ? it’s not easy just to tell the world to stop functioning and pay attention to pain. but under normal conditions that would be key to determine what’s wrong even. if ur body feels pain u rest. and determine where the pain is localized. yet we just compound each day with new experiences . or what appears to be new. all the while feeling the same about objectives. we wait and see how far we can go in our stillness and perhaps it’s a shock factor. u are stunned to move bc ur afraid to make the same mistakes again. perhaps even worse is when we no longer trust that inner appeal to conquer mentality. once u know urself. what else is there to discover ? what matters when u detect smth wrong but no one is there to hear. what is even worse is that we see children be brought up to this world. if the systems succeeded in complimenting its last to really convince u that ur inconsequential. irrelevant and invincible. what is awaiting the next generations is a horror story that no one talk about but everyone who have been screwed by the system know too well. it’s the story that writes itself. and it’s not like anyone wants to be too certain. but is that lax certainty that gets many of us int rpible. for me. refusing to do anything about my doe with abuse led me to homelessness . by assuming that mental and emotional abuse don’t count as much bc it’s simply not priority in the match of physical abuse i set myself up for this eventual downfall. but can anyone blame themselves in the hindsight of occurrences. perhaps u would wonder why no one gave a fair warning. maybe someone saw. maybe things were more predictable on the outside. u may even blame urself for doing things in a different way. well what could i have done to avoid this. but in the case of the abused. one can never take on too much responsibly for such outcomes depend don many others things before it comes to fruition.
and u can be that. downtrodden. in love with the abuser bc u “understnd” bc u were abused at some time and u know the mechanism of such th ga. bc maybe. in ur own self discovery u had caused some mistakes urself. in ur discovery of ur own self boundaries. bc maybe u healed that u think that healing is also smth that comes with such grounds. perhaps it’s the poison and the anti dote in one place. perhaps u think just bc u are self excelled at healing that others are also automatically in the same disposition where if they catch themselves in a lon apparent wrong that they would prioritize internally in their own privacy to right them and to find the flaws in their own reasoning or thoughts about their life or their childhood which isn’t easy to do. much easy to say to access parts of u and try to see things from a benevolent god perception and to really be compassionate to every player in ur own inner threaten that is ur life. but we live i a movie reel kind of life. where the bad guy always gets the worst end for the stick. except in real life. we are at odds with who the bad guy is. it’s usually someone else and never ourselves for instance. and the end is usually more dramatic than any Hollywood film can capture. someone. somewhere has to lay the price for collective suffering. we must chuck all our unwanted characteristics upon them. they can both be the holocaust survivors who got tortured and killed and hitler who instilled on the fertile hearts and minds of those what enlightenment is. and as long as there is a perceivable guy who is solid. tangible. has a face and a. name and a reputation to themselves who can be detected by five senses alone with ease. and has flaws. ans fits the bill. we can dunk on them repeatedly and feel safe at the end of the day that the bad guy has been detected and they can get all the worlds punishment so we feel the impossible is finally achieved. these are almost like fairy tale endings to real life conflict. much like fairy tale narratives about some parts of our reality. perhaps the fairy tale solitons. or half hearted resolve that we are so quick to jump on is the equivalent of our half hearted understanding about our reality. and we want it to come true or be real so bad. desperately bc our conditioning has us to but question outside the lines. not think to see things differently. no matter how uncomfortable the experience could be how could we. if we were to ever stop and ask the unthinkable. “is it possible that i could be wrong” many of the worlds problems could be evaded. and many others could be easily solved. after all.
and it’s not about being right or wrong. one has gotta grow accustomed to being comfortable in one’s skin if one is keen on being real with what one is. that is. ur a human being. it’s like trying to listen to the entire music history or read all the published books in one lifetime. it’s impossible. bc there are way too many words to get they and way too much records to listen that requires time and energy and presence which can be tiring. but knowledge is very much like that. we wanna cram so much in so little time and get as. much out of it. if we intent on being or appearing smart we might miss the lesson. that too happens bc we are human beings on the journey of self discovery and the best way to find out who u are is to test ur one boundaries sand the theories about our human kind. perhaps then we would know when touching smth hot it burns. or that not every positive sentiment is with good intention and that the unseen world is just as impactful as the material one. although there are few caveats to that. such as when ur drowning. but our concept and adoption of justice system is so punishable it triggers our parental conflict inside. bc our timeline is diffent. bc maybe we are the opposite of the spectrum. conditions had us to be in extreme cases of parental neglect which gave us a false impression of self neglect. that things fall into lace in my absence becomes one’s personal motto real quick in times of heat. precisely bc we don’t know what the social ropes are. they are to be shown. never assumed. all things intrinsic pretty much surrounds the whole. it’s no wonder why it’s a lot easier to get lost on ur way than know where to go. bc it has hardly anything to do with intuition and more to do with the technicalities of a manmade system and the world that is also constructed by people like u and me. it would be asking for a impossible to assume a baby is gonna know how to find their way around the metro station way just bc it comes east to us now. forgetting that we too had to struggle initially just to know how to read the signs. but here we are in the self punishable sense. that after countless times of self flagellant ourselves on our shortcomings we feel the same about squashing the bad guy whoever that is that could finally bring to a close the inner nagging feelings of self discrepancy. or it’s the system. bc we are very keen on getting rid of any offending party from common grounds like they are to be embarrassed and not everything and everyone that helped bring them there in the first place. could anyone have seen it as it was happening in. earlier stages ? and much like in our faulty justice system when things get to be stand alone as we station them and suck the life out of any offending party stationize them or prevent the evolution of offence from taking its next stage and course we think that’s accomplishment. but still carry some sort of inner contradiction not knowing what or where the inner offence is. let alone put our spiritual finger on the topic.
u might spend countless eons trying to figure out the root source of ur trauma. read tons of self help books and follow step by step instructions on how to evolve ur pain or help mitigate it in some way. there are somethings that help for sure. they may help us understand. help us cope help us form proper communication to relay our issues clearly bc there are social connections to trauma. mostly are prevented bc of the shame and stigma attached to certain topics sensitive bc when u look at it u see the discrepancies on all fronts not bc ur wrong per we but bc the social norms prevent such things or they antagonize the whole by the sun of its parts or they say we’ll see that’s ur problem right here even when it’s not. it’s just environmental sometimes. how could it not be. the whole environment is mental. and when it gets it’s head cold it’s all sick around. we had some lingering colds lasting longer than a given lifetime. we are sick thus. and don’t even have anything to spiritually compare it to. we get glimpses of it in some books that may speak more direct to u in some way. much like sun behind dark clouds and that’s it. to materialize it on earth and stationize or normalize it is a whole other spectrum. it’s all too sad. really when ur think about it. bc it’s literally out in the broad daylight. yet we have all our inner defended too. the stubborn child. the one who refuses to lower their guard down to relax their sharp edges and to open their arms is asking too much in this day and age. to soften ur gaze is one thing. to have the information soften ur heart or to translate that in a emotional level is entirely smth else. are u willing to change. we have stigmatized the word change. how can anyone. look forward to change. if the words scares u. it’d no wonder why we are holding onto dear life and even when each minute slips away our potential to be here one more minute longer we hold on anyway. but still nothing helps. much like our failing justice system or the fact that we recognize the importance of children but we still fall short in our attempts to. overcome. overcome. overcome.
we begin to dread the next steps we wanna take. bc this word overcome. comes over us at such a young age. we are in denial that we are in for smth much bigger than us initially i think that might be the offending cause but really who cares. we can name the issue anything bc it’s larger than just one occurrence. there are many things that come together to make our common appeal possible. it takes decades just to get a sense of who u are. if ur lucky. and decades more before everything marinate and u become someone of meritorious wisdom. if ur lucky to get older and see those days. life is precarious. yet we still play with many frivolous objectives. u can be overwhelmed quite easy if u try to squint ur eyes and see all issues in the world at the same time. you wanna go crazy? hah. who is to say ur the sane. look at how things contradict themselves. there is no sanity. only lies and deception. bc the environment is quite mental and we can’t even think properly about it. as it is. not as we want it to be or as it’s given to us rationally. ( by ration) there are folks out there who in the absence of some info that is quite common to u end up evolving into entirely different life and ways so we have all this acknowledgment yet we are still holding dear to blind spots in our common purview. selectively picking and choosing what to delve on today. and everyday that passes adds one more offending ignorance that could have log. been prevented. sure. in his sight things become clear but systems don’t have such filters and checklists as well as saved spaces when u do meritoriously earn ur wisdom. such comes with grounds of selective wisdom. that’s why we are in hot water socially anyway. bc we know the power of such things would do. but we are too scared. maybe it’s an attribute to our broken childhood. u might have trusted too soon and too open about a given objectives and provided sensitive info to someone who then decided to take strong advantage of it. and ruined a ton of ur good feels looking forward to whatever it is that u wanted to do with next. it happens. kids can be mean. and they aren’t mean bc they r born mean but bc they are exploring their boundaries based on by what’s available to them. based on by what they have seen. so can u blame them ? hitler as a kid wasn’t evil. those thugs came on later on. albeit some from parents. some from the specificalities of a given timeline. and i’m sure not everyone who went they holocaust was angel either. they might have beat their wives bc times were very customary for such things. or did some other tiny offended but when u think clearly u know that nothing guarantees or warrants an entire genocide or killing of a kid if u could go back in time. right ? u look around and try to see the warning signs that everyone else could have missed instead.
most often than not there are more things that could discourage anyone
than promote well behaviour or work towards something given that ur efforts won’t go wasted. there’s a ton of reason why someone should quit being integral towards natural order of things. and or just general sense of humility and concern all the while be just like anyone. when things get to a point of survival of the fittest. teeth and claws come about. people engage in activities of competition thus. at any cost. and sometimes in the heat of things. u may not notice the actual cost. especially if ur not certain about the decisions ur making. in the heat of things. although not everything comes in the blazing fire form. somethings are slow steady burn pain that develops over long course. or the nagging negation from that which u believe is to be true only to break u and give u a false haphazard sense of assuming this is the norm and that u are probably the only person who isn’t part of the game while everyone else does the same for that survival of the fittest ordeal. u may even think that this is more important than having ur values preserved. and ur truth and integrity not being chipped at. by the other by ur omission or by ur surroundings making promotions of otherwise . that it dimply does. not matter to be a decent person and it’s ok that values change. once upon a time where telling truths kept integrity and would shook hands or dealt by word of mouth. nowadays we want paper over contract over deals made with lawyers present. everyone talks about righteousness. we even feel good when we do things of kindness to each other. perhaps there’s a different way of seeing of things of this sort work. but somehow. out of decades and even generation of trial and error we still seem to not get everything together when it comes to our global undwrsnding into such simplistic basics. otherwise there would be fewer world problems.
it’s hard to tell which comes first. right ? bc ur here. so ur first. but the last of system is here here before u were so then there are instances where ur the product of circumstance. and other times where ur the creator of instances. albeit nothing is hardly ever created alone. there are so many connectivity between different objectives in the fabric of reality and among each other it’s still a learning process as to where the boundaries are. between intellectual property to personal privacy to ur body autonomy there are many things to at are both confluent and contradictory in. nature. this is where we get a lot of confusing elements on our world structure. from person to person communication to the entire world on bigger objectives. in a way we see that there is misalignment in places. or contradictions that contract and then give way to seismic changes. shifts in our modes of conduct mutual or just to ourselves. since it’s all interlinked. what we find within we tend to project and vica versa. this is also seen in the tree of life where ur higher self and ur lower self are at contradiction at times. we find for instance e that body language in and around the world differ. and that sometimes we may feel inadequate that we aren’t adept at reading social cues. or that there is simply too much. we also see that aside from social cues. there are social codes. codes present to us via last experience development recognition and formation of acknowledgement into law form. or it’s formal. or it’s widely applied. but there are also grey areas here where we refer to those contradictions. why? because when viewing the social codes themselves there are contradictions. for example we cannot condemn a person for taking someone’s life and then send people professionally to go kill others overseas.
there are few others. where stealing is bad but then we have sit out of business in parts where we previously didn’t hear about it or record it aptly bc some didn’t know how these things would go. that also set the precedence for the current condition of some of these places as we may find them globally today. these contradictions in codes are scary to find. bc then u scratch ur head. and wanna hide or scream out acting like ur crazy and maybe that should solve everything but it won’t. taking an honest good look at the current condition of things is part of the entire spectrum of coming to consciousness about the truthfulness in our behaviour and the intricate relationship between objectives as we continue to develop and delve further into social connectivity ed concerning these issues. recognizing issues along the way is part of the process. coming to terms with the issues objedirve my without taking things personally would be key. for the utility of wisdom found there is is the antidote for furthering on these objedictives as opposites to thinking the whole project is a waste. in a way discouragement sometimes cannot be recognized is what i’m saying. in that case one must never forget. once u establish the baseline for ur part of the world that is ur inclusiveneee to never forget why u stsrted and to keep going. getting discouraged about being good or having integrity or keeping things kosher sometimes comes form our not knowing how to handle the many difficulties that r alredy on the path. as we can see. there are myriad of issues in human communication it’s easy to get overburdened or say. be too over stimulated by the signals that are all over the place and shut down and assume on overgeneralized expletives as opposed to recognizing the issues for what they are and allowing g urself the safe space to not know the full scoop. bc we may mistake the inconsistencies in social codes to smth more direct and then lose heart assuming that it’s smth that’s already established and cannot be changed. or altered overtime nor evolve. this trappist feelings are usually against the natural ways a human soul is too i think that’s why the more we get discouraged by systems the more discouragement this breeds. and ironically systems. instead of trying to get back the trust and integrity lost. end up applying force or fear tactics bc they too act from a place of fear. they don’t wanna have things going into hay wire. which is respected.
in the same way that we don’t know what’s the final weight to break a person. or the last straw that causes someone a meltdown we never know when someone get discouraged on the tiny but essential others about what makes a decent person. bc our history is filled with darkness and suffering that should motivate us to be better. and not lose headset. not bc we are competing against the ghosts of the past. per se. but that we wanna make sure the wisdom is accessible. when we make wisdom accessible and touch on our understanding muscle continuously instead of giving into extremes of either shutting down or chucking the entire experience away. which leads to confusion and wastefulness btw. bc when we don’t realize the pitfalls and that which is avoidable we end up repeating an apparent smth that requires attention to detail. this is where our confusion gets touched by our awareness. discerning between the true contradictions in social codes allow us to approach the areas that require alignment with open mindedness and objectivity without antagonizing the other parties bc the antagonizing part tend to get people in the defensive very much like word choices. if u start and argument with “you did this or u make me that “ versus “ this makes me feel” for instance then the other pasty automatically gets closed up. as is said. i’m not sure. i’m personally quite sloppy with these rules. it’s better to be real but may be also be gentle. and o have spent years on some objectives concerning the world and approaches from myriad of angles from kind gentle patient to out of control and crazy and none of them helped. only that i saw the quality and condition of the world in the bare essence tho so many it wasn’t wasted entirely the efforts at least and at the very least one can be grateful for the lessons learned.
bc some of us also mistske real or being real to according or responding to a false sense of social cues. or false or limited understanding. our realness sometimes can also come out a bit messy. and much like which came first. we don’t know who’s to blame. is it the person for not knowing smth basic and widely known ( maybe that’s assumed too bc we read body language in a faulty way or not entirely know or can determine someone else’s nature for them. unless they permit us to truly observe and or our knowledge in this filed has met ourselves first. usually when we do that latter part succinctly there won’t be critical and judgment as to what u are portrayed versus if we have some reservations then we may become aware of them and start working on those. ) we may overgeneralize as to what sexual orientation is. or what love is. how things are supposed to be. if for instance u look around and see a lot of human misery comes from blaming others for their or others suffering and condition but in a wrong way so as to wanna control things rather than get to the root of stuff so as to aptly resolve what’s the offending occurrence or systemic flaw or some area that requires delving into further to make issues solve effortlessly. well ofc there is effort there too but it’s much better then getting extreme or assuming we know smth whereas we don’t. which gives room for self expression as opposites to reactive need to either get in self defence mode or be excessively protective where there are no risks taken on the objective or no chances took or even the words are not being challenged. most people would refrain from having a discourse on a given objective and rather go into retreat with trying to change minds in everything but. such is the human psychology. we don’t like confrontation. as we can’t also expect them. tho at the same time being aware of our senses and their association with our memory can help deflect some of the inner triggers that may give us wrong impulses rather. a message that’s broken . or fragmented from a terrifying experience .
i would say childbirth could be terrifying. or firsts of things can be terrifying. we are strange in that we need time to be so that we can digest our experiences and come to thinning and conclusion about our world. reality systems. our nature. natural laws and everything else from human phenomena to any other to delve into the intricacies of knowledge. to understand these gives us self esteem. makes us feel grounded in a floating rock in space. and allows us to establish some firm grasp to things that are ever changing but also very impactful and meaningful in nature. also precarious bc everyone else feels about things differently and to pay respect for such differences and different ways that led them here to share this space with us. but ofc we are always in a hurry we move from objectives to next and then there is expedients of history. we check the last then look at the now to determine the future we then work on ourselves to ensure that each of us is doing their work to be the best version of themselves. which comes with a lot of challenges there are much ease to celebrate ur positive qualities than take a look at ur vulnerabilities and susceptibilities. although we all need to belong and deserve love attention care and comfort we also recognize the work of a human being that it’s not easy and we can get arrogant and lose it or we can continue to be sensitive so as to always lay a ten too. around us to see if anything is a last straw for someone ( i do this where i try to view people from a natural perspective to see them as they are and not as i wish them to be. which gives me a clearer purview as opposed to assuming someone is gonna harm u when res they don’t even notice what’s around them bc they had a bad day. but also be cautious ofc. the element of danger will continue to be
u tho we end wars and stop contradicting social codes. social codes exist to remind us the hard work and sacrifice of our predecessors. we can at the very least respect t them cumulatively irregardless to background and act like they r all in the room. ask them what they think about the current direction of world realty and systemic portion of our human handling. how would they improve issues if they were here. and consider they died. this is real that they went thru bardo’s and came to some sort of clarity about human nature behind us. so those who pass on might have an advantage there. ofc i’m not suggesting talk to dead people. but being curious about these things can inspire us to be better and maybe catch onto the truth of the lessons of those times so that we can bring things to light and or learn from them to complement our codes and improve conditions for everyone. this also help us improve our relationship with the inevitable. death. as well as be more familiar with the process of death we can be more prepared and even have hope and diligence in preserving the basics such as integrity. bc it would be a great loss if everyone said ah what’s good use of being decent if everyone else is bad. if everyone is doing as things so can i. and there’s no point in trying to be otherwise. right ? but. it’s been apparent in the past that a large number of folks can be wrong at the same time. but the opposite is also true.
when u r alone what do u do
more importantly who are u. and how do u do. maybe it’s in how well u do. but compared to what. a prior u. or someone else. who u think has it put together. when ur alone. who u are and what u are is self evident. but neither u nor anyone outside may see it unless we have cunuakrivrly come to grounds where we can detect these as normalized and already as they appear to be. there’s also the sifting thru information of which keeps being sent out into the atmosphere and that we keep taking back to continue to evolve ourselves in our own path. we change ourselves thus. we rebrand ourselves. we begin anew. then why happens to the old versions when we are done with it. how vast the difference betwen who we were and who we are today. based on by what objectives and exactly how honest are we with our own progress is also self evident and does not need to be defended unless u brush in with the system or get denigrated or be painted out to be other than ur true self that is. it’s easy why. so much that we can change personas even when we have nothing to do with the context matter is beyond me. i spekw ofc from personal experice since i have multiple profiles of myself running amock out there. maybe they will meet someday and ask each other about me. maybe i will come across all of them and close the chapters for good where it needs to be. it’s phenomenal indeed bc it when it happens to u. u tend to oscillate between whether if u should explain urself or just let things be. and either one subsequently created multiples of other worlds. in a way we live in a world that cannot trust what it sees bc what it seems is either fragmented or that we rely more on the susceptibility of humanity having more ease to lie than tell the truths about anything let alone their own selves. bc there is also the art of blind spots and the two area we can’t truly see without the help of a mirror a good honest friend or just anyone really. yes that’s ur face and ur butt. unless ur a contortionist and can read with ur hands. there’s no way u will never know how both look. i find symbology in that.
so two areas we can’t see. maybe u can put ur entire back to it bc u not only cannot see ur burt cos but to an extend u also can’t see the entire backside. again unless ur very flexible. this is very hard to do on ur own or without assistance of a mirror. to help u see. when u look in the mirror u are only allowed to see some angles. also. our back side may reflect our blind spots. indeed. bc we may not notice what’s going on and can only reflect with the help of others. or. would it signify more of what cannot be hidden from common purview. not as in a complexity of human nature way where ur criticizing someone by the way they look. but more so in line with that all that happens. may see hidden but at the end of the day it’s also self evident. such as in “hindsight”. so pls read with care. hindsight. is pretty much tht. in association with our blind spots. it’s that which we couldn’t see in time and apply right away. perhaps we were not sure. or we needed more experience or information about a given topic. that too happens. and that is only by judging by our backside. what about our faces ? we never see our faces unless with the help of mirrors. there’s a buddhist saying that if u study urself in the mirror there’s a lot to take away from it. ofc in acting. u can also do the same to get some emotional uproots or expressions the right way whatever that means. tho i have done some exploration in the past myself me and my older sister included where we just tried to look at each other and just relax our gaze and then try to see past life faces. u can do the same inn front of the mirror once u get past the usual shallow or too much self concerned way we tend to feel about the way we look. we are in a way. ( and i myself went thru the stage of self infatuation. everyone has to ) u get this love hate relationship. pr more so u are missing urself or ur own face . which is good if ur utilizing ur time to build self love and self acceptance. but behind it can also get u trapped in urself and or limiting thought . so once u pass that stage and can really relax with ur self love then u may see ur face morph into these other faces. older faces. younger faces. and faces of different background. u may scare urslf. maybe u ran into a past version of urself that’s either tormented or was the tormented. if ur curious u can ask urself which one u were.
the facial representation of that which we cannot see but it’s literally the first thing we introduce ourselves with within society is much deeper also. than what we cumulatively are led to believe. we may still be in the discovery of such. for there’s countless discourse on variety of its representations to date. our faces in a way give us the integrity of our souls blueprint in a way. in a way. bc that’s oretty much written in our expressions. u can be upset or sad. and i the one we if that’s why some who are still going they their immaturity about human faces in general are still picking on the wrong signalling and then making incorrect analysis of what they think they see when they see someone in a given expression. facial expressions are difficult to read for that matter. bc they require everyone to get through the many stages. to be able to recognize such in others. in a way. u have to reconcile the truths in urself before u can see it in. others. if u think u can see math in others without having done that inner work urself. chances are ur either connecting the false dots by association. bc faces are in line with our sense of sight and our sense of sight much like our other senses. can trigger past life traumas in association with our memory storage which is why there is a thing called doppelgänger. and there’s also a thing called people being triggered by certain facial types and then go full spectrum on their analyses without much basis and truth to their factuality. not to mention we live in a extremely vanity society. not to say that’s apparent in all but there’s surely some bias there. there’s also a generational peril of which suggests that people have grown accustomed to socially acceptable forms of beauty and in terms of what beauty generally is ( which btw is getting severely tested as more people learn to love themselves from where they are at. and irregardless to the past acclimation of what beauty is and should be like ) therefore not see it in themselves eve when they are just truly beautiful inside and out. only bc the basis established with the facial code alone seems to supersede our true innate understanding of what true beauty even is.
and ofc the words are not coincidental when someone makes a harsh remark u can be like oh he’s such an asshole. and well. in a way there’s connection there. when u think about how we are connected as societies. we are not only to be there to back each other up. in lieu of the blind spots. so ur not expecting to be told what u want to hear only but also what u need to hear where it applies. as it could save ur neck. and u would be grateful that they did tell u bc we tend to choose self destruction over the hard truths and facts about certain happenstances where our arrogance and. stubbornness gets in the way of otherwise sound judgment or circumstance thoughts of others who may see smth we didn’t see or know smth bc they might have experienced smth and found wisdom innate which they share. ofc this doesn’t mean take everything at face value. no pun intended. but then what we are doing is commenting our true identity. by facing our issues in a more raw and honest way. then there is no point to hide any flaws and troubles bc at the end of the day. and even hindsight says that not much remains hidden anyway. especially when there’s nothing new under the sun. so now what we are doing is merging ourselves. becoming one with the connectivity of all and everything. here is the unified heart. the mind the soul and our o n inner guidance. and then on the external we recognize sue the body as the vessel that connects us to the world. we happen to share it with others who look like us ( arms legs body organs blood piss shit that sort of similarity ) then we also come to clarity about our shared journey. we are all eneg our if beings in a meat suit who were born into this life and happen to share this time and place together with each other for reasons that we kind of get the gist of in abstract form much like when u rest and relax ur eyes and look at urself with open heart and look in the mirror to see if u can get glimpses into ur past forms. it’s powerful practice. bc a woman or in my case a you. girl seeing herself as wolf man on the mirror was pretty profound. maybe u might not think big of it ofc. everyone is different. some people also refrain from visualizations bc it scares them and rightly so. i was scared. . but i was mostly scare bc i was worried i was a bad guy in a past life. then u rest with that. and use it for meditation i to clarity of ur inner heart and quality of your soul stuff. if ur especially keen on earning glessons u came here to face and pass with flying colours so that u can move onto what’s next. if there is evolution on in horizon. i would definitely like to be one of the first who makes it. not bc this is a competition but bc it paves the way. and ur creating a path that can make it faster and easier for others to achieve theirs as well. in the act. ur not even liking around ur just busy working on ur self recognizance. but the intention is to help everyone. and if u must look up and around ur looking to see if u can learn anything from everyone. not compare or compete. i think it just looks that way from a systemic basic human rico purview established by the old archaic forces. like the dinosaur era. type thought.
ofc nowadays most folks are too busy with pretty faces of others and butts and things. who can twerk more or better or if at all i come fro a generation who was worshipping celebrities and musicians. who were the offspring of more celebrity worship especially during worst of times like wars and thoughts and thinking of peace and overcoming hardship with metal music and rebellious thought. but i’m not sure if people still believe in idols and get head over heals. i mena i saw youth who were sucked into the scene. just completely unaware of how they are on the outside while they rip themselves apart emotionally bc they were in the frontlines of. so and so. personally i never understood it. i’ll be honest. i watched from far away. didn’t wanna do the same thing. not bc it was the next best think you do. u know how u hear when smth makes it to the mainstream everyone runs to abandon what ur as hip and hot apt move onto smth completely anti the rival to what made the prior popular in the first place. maybe the mentality comes with the popularity culture or that folks just simply didn’t wanna be left behind. that fear of missing out wasn’t smth new. it just got amplified in the recent years perhaps bc the last fears somewhat showed to serve some who were keen on taking such risks. but such animal loses can also not be predicated bc there’s complexity inthe marketplace that we are awakening to koadays. i mean it’s not about what’s hip and hot but more so what’s ethical. what’s economic and what can be sustained over long time versus astefulness which in all respects. the potential waste of ur time and energy. aside from ur money and i’m not saying don’t have idols it’s just a slippery slope bc for someone who was the least likely to involved in such matters i still developed role models and looked up to. albeit from afar. to some of them in which later years i was greatly disappointed . not bc of them not meeting my expectations. there was no expectations. that’s the thing it was that i witnessed their desensitization. so the desensitized. had me ask bigger questions into nature of such things. and that summarized to me that no one was too happy. yet we went along with each day acting like we should.
when ur alone u study urself. u can study urslf in other people of truth is ur kind of thing. so when i noticed that society did to pepepe. aka desensitize them enough that they didn’t recognize who or what was beofre them. i too become a bit guarded about opening up tp anything that was popular or new or keen at making sure that things r not happening on others welfare or well-being. these are tough things bc our world is still coming to terms abut some of its own ugly truths about its faulty business practices globally to how economy has settled down to how we experience it today. or tht as archaic as it sounds. war astill shown. not to mention instead of expanding on democracy and free will and cooperation. things seem to be taking on the opposite course. that wars are now portent to happen anywhere. or run the risk of getting bigger badder and we would frame every single scene on our fancy phones. talking about this side versus that and diss etc what we think is true and right bc the language is also being established to feel the desensitization take root. i made it a promise never to get desensitized by anything thus it’s better to feel. as difficult as feelings can be. it’s better to be down and upset. it’d better to offer urself that safe space and allow urself to really feel raw. it’s ok. it’s ok that it’s not normal. and it’s ok that it’s just one of many phases and one of many stages that we are cumulatively getting thru as well. when u do t make such distinctions on the standards of normalcy a whole new avenue is opened for u to get to know urself even deeper bc everyone else is a sort of a version of u right ? we are all in a way completely to each other. and complete the whole. pain is inevitable so long g as sufferings ensure and we finalize on learning g the cumulative lessons we face over and over. a bit of that “burden “ comes with the grounds “. to be human is not meant to be easy it’s messy what is easy for one person doesn’t come that easy for another. mind u if u find urself descent used due to trauma. don’t think ur less than. the desensitization is temporary if u don’t make abject decisions on it. assuming it’s the new norm. so these reminds can help us ground ourselves and be cantered before our next move.
we also go thru timelines where we have moments of new experiences where we deepen trust and other miners where trust is challenged and to dissolution of relationships or going back words and or a intense loss or other bc maybe we don’t learn a past lesson or learn how to apply it’s wisdom or communicate properly. bad things don’t last for long. they should be shorter than the good that’s overall. to be alive. here and now. even the most challenging of situations give us a temporary break. like after u exhaust urself from crying too much to feel temporary bliss or after u feel like giving up to feel that extra jolt of energy to keep going and to ur r surprise that all that was necessary to get u thru. in sun to have societies n people we can mutually trust feels much better than. it’s absence. we feel specify and peace where we live. bc heee certain mutual codes are established much like our faces and butts we can’t see. but overtime tend to forget so or someone who is opportunist or who doesn’t know or is familiar with the codes end up being advantageous which bc we forgot the codes and be up losing our own shit. or smth like that. i think occasionally honouring remembering and celebrating social codes that we world cumulatively so hard to earn is very important so that we don’t forget r bc that could be a byproduct of social blind spot . since there is so much to focus on and the systemic intricacies aside there is still our self discovery and discovery of our shared purpose. when all u remember and one forget. then we can use compassion and care to gently remind them and then u are seeing the societies change based o. by mutual trust and having each other’s backs. horray
the scope of our lives is more than just the waking stage.
there is the dream world both get impacted by our inner life and our external relationships to our surroundings. dreams are not a one track occurrence. they aren’t set standard. one thing that’s exciting about the dream world isn’t that u can access vast data with little hardship bc of the brains own wave pattern but bc this would be harder to achieve during waking stages. however much like anything else. our dream world is also being strongly tested. by methods of indoctrinating a person on their sleep so as to augment the subconscious mind so as to mimic natural occurrence within but in a artificial way which then forms artifice correlation with events that are taking place during th waking stage. to how we are guided by our inner impulses. or intuition or trying to get a gut sense about things so that we can quickly act. to continuity of carrie. measures that have taken place. which we make decisions with less brain power and with more ease. the list pretty much goes on. a dream world can impact the entire being. this is represented i. seeing some phenomenal dreams and waking up as if u just woke up on an entirely new paradigm even if on the surface things are very much unmoved. like material things. in terms of system and institutions and the like. in a way. dreams offer us much more grounds to perceive the efficacy of our truth and being without the arbitrariness of the waking stage and it’s constrains. albeit some by natural laws and others by artificial notions. still. aside from it we get to a meeting place between our spirit and matter. the universal existence of which we are part of. and our human representation. of our brief moment of touch down on earth.
ofc dreams are just one portion of the whole. and in speaking of dream and to dreams we are also you in g on two extremes. the difference between those who remember their dreams and those who don’t. there’s also another distinction between those who recall their dreams. those in power and those who don’t. and among all that. those who have good dreams and those who have torturous tormenting ones. there’s gradation to all that. some may have 10 percent torture and 90 percent pleasant. and those are the ones they recall. there is another very subtle distinction between those who recall their dream and then those u recalled dream. just bc u didn’t remember ur dream doesn’t mean it didn’t happen and subconsciously this can be tracked. dreams can be one part do the whole. bc we have vast array of inhabiting the reality. the two distinctions is waking state and dream state. and the bigger one up that is life and death. in other arenas. u can have multiple consciousness levels. ur here but ur not. absent minded much? or ur too preoccupied with one objective in a compulsive way whereas all other dramas are on the back drop. perhaps the gradation is also there. bc deftly how much or how often are we truly here and how much of that rations to a retro life. like retrograde but on living the past a top of ur current reality based on by frequencies that ur attracted to naturally ( or artificially bc there’s also another variation that we must consider and that’s the relationship between artificial and natural system but in artifice system and consequently natural ones. there’s also variations. and these variations depend on causes and effects that people in certain situation given by their attraction to specific positions in life carry out day to day. the subsequent of that is how people evolve. that is. their natural progression. given by all that’s explained above in terms of gradation and diversity found there in. . which also correlates and depends strongly with causes and effects of systemic development bc without material goods u can’t manifest things. is a simple statement to represent those differences )
but ofc who cares i mena life is as personal as u make it to be. ur problems may seem big to u but not to others. to each their own suffering and everyone wants the piece of the problem solving pie. the grand illusion of lack and first come first serve has got us on a spin for a long time that it’s effects are still working hard on our psyche. that’s why we can’t coordinate to a mutual ground and always resorting to being subjugated by the lack mentality so that we are advancing otherwise we ourselves perish. but this only works to strengthen the getting away with murder so to speak. since at the end of the day. that’s what happens when greater systems refuse or deny help where its needed. and excepts itself from the same laws and rules and regulations it subjects many people with. at the end of the day we say things like to each thee own. ur ur own guru ur own master and ur own student. sure. and u gotta help urself bc there is no saviour. no one is coming to help u out of ur conundrum but this isn’t always so. we are social beings. aside from needing a place of security in such a vast environment . we also need smth of a acknowledgment . for mutual agreements work to strengthen soothing on common causes for instance when u stsnd yo for urself. ur making sure the same issues won’t repeat or get worse. get esteem and do worse bc the more we get away with shit we assume it’s normal we try to reflect it as if it’s a natural law. says who tho eight ? bc so long as we are not on the same page that’s not coming from law of one that’s for sure. so we gotta establish those grounds where realty meets intrinsic advancements or else everything works to keep things. afloat ? but. it’s like a machine that runs in place. the engine is in overdrive. the tires or whatever is supposed to love it is wearing out faster than. a regular normal wear and tear so the whole mai tends costs more tha. say. natural development of the vehicle of society moved forward. much like any travel. ur eyes are adjusting to new light. new land spaces. ur inquisitiveness kicks in it’s ok that u don’t know everything u cos ur on for the discovery. and u also use last knowledge ah but here is the map tho right ?
if we can’t get on the same page about such geographical charts it’s hard to see the same map by two people with different expectations id say. and u each got ur dream scope and ur own idealism about how the reality works. now the funny thing with reality is that. tits a machine of itself. and it denies that it both does not exist and exist at the same time. and it’s this entirety mysterious thing too much like economy that spontaneously functions as if there is no driver or conductor or someone who isn’t there manning the executive button functions. our self understanding aside. if we don’t have. inner mechanisms of discernment. that is the ability to create a system that intrinsically and subconsciously guards agaisnt any intruders. and anyone who wanna take y for a fool or trick u. or use u or put u in unhealthy situations and repertoire of self healing and self help. ones that reach u into things that are physicians nit available such as vast data of humanity. or akashik records or the history as it is undiluted from a god like quality bc a human perspective will take it too personally. will get all emotional. things in a bunch. react. and hagw it’s own flawed self defended get in to full gear. a god like approach allows us to view things from a non biased. benevolent perspective so as to not let even our biases dilute truth in meaning. and don’t test it. bc u may say oh if ur so evolved. so now leg’s let her can u not avoid certain things fro. happening bc our participation is mandatory. does the world turn even i ur sleep. do things go on after u die. ? then this is representative of that fact. things go on. and ur participation whether fro. hear or far is expected. so ur not know it all bc from ur human perspective ur already guided by the human laws that oversee such. sure ur from a universal source. though there’s smth phenomenal taking place in this time and at this place. i prefer the truths about why no matter how ugly the truths maybe.
here we get to the raw and the thick of things. ofc it’s our human nature after all we have full right to question the truth and basis of such occurrences rather than age old methods of handing. antagonizing each other. cutting others down to appear as better. thwarting truths. or playing the system by lying to it are but parts and parcels of what we all cumulatively got thru. we had what was available. now we all find ourselves at stark times where even the bad guy or those intent on knowing everything g and controlling and having upper hand to everything is feeling a bit of anxiety and worry about where all this is headed. which is actually a good sign. now to do the shrewd thing is to play things down. act cool. salvage what u can. try to get as much territory as u can. be very. very. conservative about ur negotiations. and play things downer than they actually are. these are all strategies of the same thing. we don’t wanna get. a bad deal. we don’t wanna get less than we deserve. we don’t wanna get taken advantage of. or be took for a fool. we don’t. wanna get back to a predictable error where we have recovered so many times from but have to be forced to do it. one more time. bc let’s face it just bc we can do smth doesn’t mean we should. and or normalize it. it gets tiring after a while. and at the end of the day everyone appeals to the same things. we all want safety security. of where we belong. have access . do things that we can be proud of that our young can be proud of. literally everyone. tho the issue is when the big dream is fragmented. it’s either shattered or shook. or it’s supposed to be composed of myriad of reflective mirrors and gems that shine their angle depending on the cosmic positioning of the planets and most importantly their relationship to our sun.
intuition is like a house
where u know what everywhere and what needs fixing up and replacing based on by associative development as well as basic understanding . of interrelationship of objectives. we tend to reflect our inner and external lives symbiotically. u get phobias and certain characteristics where a person may hoarse or avoid entirely functional rooms in their house is relative to how we can view intuition. and it’s relationship with our lives. and some of us don’t have a house. there’s also that. or ur house is troubled. so right off the bat so intuition gets. a backseat. a house represents structure. so does our intuition. need a relative to current timelines of expressiveness where we continue to build on that inner dialogue. much like a house at first u may not know ur way around and know how to fully utilize every aspect. until some experience gives u a clear view of how to develop and further skills that work in ur favour. there is no right or wrong way to do this for urself. though much like a house. things can break and bend when we do not follow every steps. that comes with the following is direction of a mechanism rather. and much like a house when u don’t follow steps on how to fix objectives or learn about its parts. u can fly ur way about getting it done but then come up and crash. which is. in intrinsic sense. part of figuring things out for urslef. bc even in the analogy of a house a house can break. ur intuition on the other hand in this case is indestructible. though it only provides u the caveats when presented with such. aka skipping steps or being sloppy with ur inner work. sometimes we don’t choose to be sloppy. a homeless person doesn’t choose to be homeless. sometimes u don’t have smth better to compare a baseline to bc there’s no immediate availability. so there are exceptions to the utility of which u may get the glimpse of a warning but not know where to or how to place it to it’s appropriate meaning. that’s the work of the intuitionist. one who gathers various data and symbolism and although at first the process might be slow and requires great attention. it’s cos continuing on our practice that makes it with much more ease later on. however beware the opposite is also true. u can develop a wrong sense of notion where part of ur intuition could’ be flawed and continue to build rapport. though it’s also very rare as to how much harm this can cause. u would think on externally many things being augmented. such as. bad faith actors, and simulated situations geared to get a specific uprising for a specific occurrence to complement it thereafter. there could be key players with specific words they are ordered to and guided to say that could trigger an accomplishing experience. so the coordination would be more impactful rather than a few misguided inner firings about a misunderstood impulsivity toward having missed those steps. u gotta take a scientific approach to intuition. so to take a calculated thinking of queriness and then using sound system. or sound reasoning more like that is fair.
if everyone knew how to use their intuition we wouldn’t be fighting esch other. but ofc there are certain instances u gotta think where intuition is not enough. of having been heard but deliberately and repeatedly ignored for instance. not that anyone is prone to break down and be a subject to their own uncontrollable impulses. if u know how the systems work genersly. at the very least u would know what to avoid. that would be to ur advantage. part of intuition is to help guide u among the unknown. bc there are translators of the same objedirve. it’s just not coming to u in direct word form or in any other articulate format. but it’s there to connect to u bc it’s connected to u in some way and thus gives you a heralding signal. in cases of deception and lies we get perked all the time. but intuition would only be one part of the whole. since we would also have associative accompanied thinking patterns that have long been established. granted. for smth troubling to calculatively get to u it would have to travel high and wide. and go thru many other expletives as well as have had established many areas of vibrational complementary frequencies for smth to have a strong resonance in relative to smth u must be or are going thru so either way we get perturbed by smth. and it’s either gonna let out if not now maybe later in impulsive format. bc we are gathering data but there is finite space. ur gonna be forced. by laws of nature to churn thru data and compact it so as to categorize for greater efficiency in ur storage mind bc ur also constantly picking up information albeit from various sources and putting them into organization so as to complement the reality ur coursing thru. so some environmental concern is ofc very much likely. even so. important to study for their relation touches on the law of one as well also continue to examine further the meaning of law of one. how it correlates with all and everything as well as how we can recognize and honour our part within its enfoldment.
the issue with adopting to others intuitive modes as one’s own expression is dangeous and it’s not really necessary to do so bc it dishonours the general intuitive co developments. we are intuitive in and of ourselves. there is also intuitive community a community based dialogue that is formed adopted and honed overtime. and gets better and deeper with each experience. is geared for our survival as well as mutual citizenship ( not the paper trail kind of way but that we share the planet. it’s our shared home and then we use this fact as a means for correct intention so that we can be more in tune with the world and it’s natural ways. instead of be divided disconnected and illusioned about it. ) nature connection is also connecting to our deeper spirit. so it’s in correlation with making healthy decisions about our life. for ur safety in life and manifest sort of causal effects. and be aware of the interrelation of causes and effects. and then honour them. tho if we think about the correlation between synthetic system and the natural ones. we see many discrepancies where we feel like we have to sacrifice one for the benefit of the other. it is no wonder our intuition is all messed up. inclusive of group mindset. our choices can also get us in hefty trouble. can cost us much. years. decades and emotional as well as energetic struggles that could otherwise either be evaded. or be handled in a different way. we don’t get to have a chance to evade many machinated past errors that we should have long learned from and reflects our wisdom in o ur systems so that we would no longer recreate the same old predicable human patterns given certain circumstances and scenario is by making practical changes about the environment and by recognizing the simplicity yet all the more intricate complexity about our human nature.
one way to get thru some of those past miss acknowgment to. we can check our own personal biasses. so if there’s smth we strongly believe in but make hard exceptions what does this refer to. and what sort of exceptionism do we possess in our own personal vicinity of permission. bc what we permit is what we tend to normalize in some way. these could be handled by our own personal inquisitiveness about our life. and experiences . though in some cases we also run into painful memories. or their strong side effects. i could say smth pompous as well ur going they ur life. everything is passing. even the worst things. have a expiration date. when u find urself changers and even good they darkness. try to enjoy it. more like a soul having a brief moment on earth. all the while not being too serious with smth serious doc sounds pompous indeed. but i’ll say it and with the fine print. but there is reason why i also say it. bc it demonstrates the scientific mind. approaching ur issue from a scientific pov. smth happened it’s wrong. u see the injustice. it sucks it hurts. and then we’ll it’s hard to find solutions when ur freaking . out tho in my personal experience. when u focus on the painful thing as painful u don’t have to convince everyone that’ it’s painful tho in sharing a painful memory it almost feels like u have to convince others. in truth we might be oscillating whether if we have shame of sharing smth bc it makes us feel pompous. bc there’s already so many other suffering out there . naturally u don’t wanna add anymore. but some things are real and they do require saying it not bc of the damage factor but for that intuitive sense being that the continuity of which could be more deleterious in effect if u think nothing big of it. even if it’s a big deal. though again. heading back to the painful ocean ed having a strong hind on ur life. in a way. ur trying any avenue to get urself out of personal drowning. bc there’s a thing that occurs also during a painful stage. ur changing and u have nothing to hold onto. if u feel like for instance sue trust is shook. u can kind of tell via that intuitive center if u do close ur heart and or let it control u that ode would be more harder. imagine living a life where u trust no one and assume everyone is after u. but then. there’s always that “shit happens”.
tho in some cases we must stop and ask why we haven’t come to terms with how predictable somethings are based on by past scientific data about human nature such as how stews makes us sick or that we all need purpose and passion to continue on life and be more diligent in our decision making that complements each other’s not just our own. there are a ton of ways we can approach social issues that can he’ll understand the intuitive portion of which propels our lives and that it is a spiritual requirement since it’s part of us. u aren’t gonna cut off intuition from people lives and assume that it’s gonna grant us what’s evolutionary next to evolve. we won’t make it. bc there are natural byproduct of natural cycles that also show itself. and if we are one. blinding each other’s intuitive centres won’t grant us the first hand upper hand or whatever we think occurs naturally anyway since the natural occurrence will not make a distinction that few of its members are top notch meanwhile everyone else is in tethers and downtrodden. not to mention they were strategically placed there by the few who think that their inner guidance is even in better shape now than before the incidents happened. sure u may say if someone lets their intuitive centres be blinded then they r just dumb anyway but. u may be surprised what we see as social discord is blind intuition. bc there are other strong conditions besides intuition u could have impeccable intuition but there is art of language. there is class struggle. power plays. and material discrepancies that also work to complement and or hinder process as well as progress bc they also show us that intuition has nothing to do with decision on what’s right or best. bc ur intuition is not a slave for artificial systems tho it also works to act around saving itself. but at the same time when presented with opportunity to evade a given certainty systemic wise. u can’t evade it but must participate if u see it as a opportunity to overcome or smth that u are chosen to deal with and be part of. this gives us a kind of insight as to the dominance of systems in our life and how we are already its captives. so even. forrest’s are bought. u can’t go off the grid and live without human resources and what the civilized society has to offer. u can camp somewhere. but probably must pay entry fee and h will inevitably be also tracked. most likely ur presence will be recorded. it’s known ur last seen checking into a national park. at the very least. other camp goers will run into ur corpse or ur human life tools that u might have left behind for some other reason.
surely we all have our afflictions
one of the strongest is our relationships with money. we don’t know if it’s money that corrupts people but we do know lack of it kills them. we think that when we have no money there are no problems. aka we can’t be bad. we don’t turn bad. sell our souls. or integrity. and or be target for theft. versus when we have money. which would mean more problems as is said socially anyway. but there is also a careful concern than if people are granted more money that they will be up to no good with it. maybe we touch on the intrinsic nature of basis of which makes human. are we good or are we not. the question may remain somewhere in the middle of our evolution and development so it’s easy to mistake the face value of the matter by what seems rather than what’s concealed and how long things take usually to even evolve to this point. we think when issues arise they happen overnight. out of the blue. where there no warning signs ? are things both excelled at calculations and cooperation AND strong insistence and persistence on breaking down obviousness of its myriad of functions ? it’s easy to find a fall back guy. blame so and so bc we are also conditioned strongly that whenever a injustice happens. we need reconciliation or some type of closure even if they got the bad guy. as long as someone is held responsible and put behind bars. our conscience is at ease our kids are safer our appeals and dreams r on full motion forward into being manifested bc we are amply apt at getting rid of any inconvenience that can potentially get in our way. aka the bad guy. so again. we come to the philosophical query of whether if we are intrinsically bad. taking a look at his tue for instance can get us all kinds of twisted bc the further u go backwards u further back u need to go to get some type of firm establishment as to what is the origination of a cause of what made some folks to do the bad things that they were dead set and intent on doing and did. and then ur like well i’m literally asking the question to a group of people u were also dead set on assuming the entire cosmos revived around them and assumed the meteor was a punishment from god. so maybe we aren’t always right and that may also reflect in o ur documentation. but then again. the question persists. maybe someone was having. a bad day. maybe the way somethings occurred to them couldn’t allow them to get past their trauma as quickly as others but they also carried it well. they carried it so well they even prevented themselves from accessing the subject matter and approach their suffering in a compassionate way. and when we measure this by generations of same slow cooked values into literally the dna of the people. it’s no wonder why we are still protecting things. ideals most likely. that we don’t even understand anymore. bc their relevance to world evolution and the human consciousness that also evolves with time.
even when u compare what was to what is. u may find urself learning a lot from ur own experience of introspective research and discernment. and careful analysis. ur like well back then such and such were great but then again forgo a ton of info as to why it wasn’t great and how. and whether if any of those conditions im loved during which u may deny any apparent changes to apply to current situations u may find urself in. it’s easy to rustle what’s good in hindsight than interim and it’s easy to wanna go back to a safe place that kept u in some sort of illusion that some things were working. it’s in the way of our brains connecting dots to make sense of what happened and to compare whether if things are progressively getting worse or better but this ends up being. very consolidating if we are not aligned inside. NOT THAT ITS WRONG per se bc we are learning as we go along so in everything that we face and experience there is always gonna be smth to gain from it. in our dabble with how to go about this entire experience is better than those who refuse to even take a look at it. or to delve further bc that would be the commonly accepted way of dealing. bc things are good for u that u don’t need to check to see the validity of a given scenario or whether if there are others whose experiences might differ or whether if u as a citizen have a specific role and even power and say in things that happen to others. it may not happen to u today but that doesn’t mean that it won’t happen to u tomorrow. then there is the dogmatic approach bc we are playing in smaller instances what’s already widely established and rooted and is practiced daily but bigger picture essences which we may not notice that we are getting caught in the strongest current of reality perhaps bc we like the mindset of going with the flow but exactly don’t know what flow that is. u could be going with the flow of someone else’s public fart for all u know of u can’t determine what’s clean air and wind versus one produced by others butt. in a way establishing a strong baseline where we can draw all other conclusions or at the very least to make sense of what’s happening with reality in respect to their origin of occurrences and or the way smth is versus what we tend to think it is. come precisely from being on the same page globally about some of our common occurrences. needs and interests. as well as the historical portion of subject matters that complete the whole ad well as people us to make series of decisions around the common grounds. so it’s more important than it’s not. but when we have chunks of history missing. what else do u got ?
the issue with information bias is not strictly to historical recording and how we adopt to systems that are handed to us. we weren’t there ourselves so there’s also that. it’s easy to stationize issues that are not characteristic to humanity and or fixed in character. bc at the end of it all we are one and making. such distinction of others tend to give us a question mark. exactly how evolved are we then. bc exactly how good natured can we be. as we think and say we are. there will be an element of protrusion where bad things can really happen even under the most expertly advice. in chucking our differences aside. we would then have to approach these issues as they progressively get worse in a different way than we previously liked. we assumed perhaps we know what’s best for everyone. but this is hardly ever so. for every walk of life not only experiences things differently they are past of specific lineages who also experiences things cumulatively different than each other background. there maybe similarities there we can combine and learn from and difference there where we can honour the harmless ones. and then maybe constructively work to change or evolve the pasts that may cause too much harm to others for the benefit of group mindset or extreme tribalism as it’s said. nowadays tho. with the growing imprudence on economic ground and failure of leaderships. in group mindsets are at odds with each other due to desperation as well as individual needs versus the group integrity and the respectable historical contextual matters bc when a person is pushed to poverty. a number of things take place internally. before they even become externalized. poverty can do a number of things that many people don’t recognize unless they had their personal brush in with it themselves. such as ur relationship with food. and growing concern over instability of a future that is extremely uncertain for u. a world of noise that’s also indifferent
mainly. as in. streets full of people yet u feel so isolated and lonely. u may also feel that the same system that once nurtured u or gave u hope or instilled some type of inspiration for the constructive ness of problem solving to one where by which their abandonment can cause u lose of hope. loss of hope and faith. ( not in religious terms) ( but simplistic ) are attributes to human desire as well as life lived full of passion and purpose. when u lose these u have nothing to look forward to and live for. so we are then touching on the simple basics of a stationary forced life where u can’t and won’t be able to do a whole lot more than basic survival in stringy related stuff. work king hours at a job that doesn’t respect u enoch to give u continuity and a cater to people who don’t realize how they are privileged. bc how could they. u were like that once. personally i was already touching on homelessness and poverty and i had some o experience i.n the last about it but never this extreme. and i’ll tell u it’s not only brutal but it’s worse after u go they stuff like i did in the prior years also. to be exposed of how the hidden network of people operate. how masonry is prominent and foul play by system functionaries. it just adds salt to the wound that bc ben if u wanted to have benefit of doubt about the systemic malfunction ur not even afforded to. the only way becomes personal rage to fight for urself and stand ur ground all the while never give up hope. one way i find to give us hope is to solve issues like these. come up with solutions and then be objectively seek out the right audience an eight people who can help advocate for u. help carry out ur mission and help further so that it not only helps u. but helps others who are afflicted as well. in a way. hope breeds more hope and in hopelessness of most societies who are forced into slave labor work who were systemic injustice looms large over their heads for some this is an old song. and in listening to them and learning from their struggles we realize the importance of not dying quietly with the light. but be as loud and clear. even if we have no chance to win against higher powers who refuse to listen and to take concern over the growing poverty and suffering of their people. which has been progressively getting worse.
and these are all by a fairy tale we keep upholding as the ultimate perfection. a righteous god that gives fruition only when it seems it wants to and take it away when it’s systemically apt right and just. “for the collective wellbeing” the slogan says. “it’s for greater good” yet another chimes. “this prevents things from getting worse “ and it gets worse when u hear “ this bad thing had to happen to eliminate smth worse from happening “. ok. prove it. ok on second given by how syatems tend to function maybe not. but u get the gist. system are made by man. rules and laws were made by man. things function not on their own. they are propelled and over sighted by people like me and u. knowing urslef we are prone to errors. sometimes we get stupid. maybe other times it is overwork. maybe we place too much on ourselves. and thjnk just bc we excelled at one area that we must upkeep the looks of it. and continue to excel at 100 percent of the time all the time and stop many times at a time too with little to no break or even slowing down and learning smth new. when is a time to learn smth new if we are placing too much emphasis on what we know. where is our wonder. wander and curiosity. of wanting to learn from each other. yet we silence those. whose opinions differ and we turn a blind eye to those who are suffering consequences for what seems like it’s their doing alone if that’s all u wanna see. again. it’s all about what sort of associations we make. maybe under it all we want belong to the wining team even if they lack values and ethics in their practice. and if they tank. then we can switch teams. right ? then u chuck loyalty above all else. survival of the fittest or dumbest. in fairy tales anything goes. the whole thing is fiction after all when u don’t get real with what is and pretend for what is not appeal out of order where priorities are all messed up and any truth becomes controversial. too controversial for even controlvery itself that we cannot discuss or elaborate on why things are controversial and transcend controversy via mutual communication and understanding . via exchanging our ideas and opinions. . no it’s better to change popular thought instead it’s better to recruit people to ur side bc limiting sides is one of the biggest obstacles in our evolution in the first place. the gif would be up. wars would be over. the downside is that u could be pushed further down the poverty line but then if we are ver must face such a systemic overdose of hate and exceptionism where u dot matter then it’s probably already too late. to save humanity we may as well delete the whole thing. and start over. ofc this isn’t inspiration i personally believe in salvaging what we got. to not throw the baby with the bath water. i believe in communication. no matter how messy it is. as long as ur more likely to wanna help than hinder. ur likely to be constructive than destructive ur likely to work things out than otherwise. we already have too many examples of the latter. way too many casualties. losses incurred. people suffer insufferable senseless crap day in day out. the world is a industrial complex that churn
people and then has audacity to lie in the ads.
who is ur audience my guys ?
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we tend to find a social affinity with our experiences
a given life is too long when measured by individualistic mindset. and maybe seem rather too simplistic when viewed from a collective perspective. might explain the discrepancy between how we tend to view individual flaws versus collective errors. and individual accomplishments next to collective evolution. tho both are quite very important bc they r two wings to a bird so to say. since it’s individuals that make up the collective. though we may have a surplus of smth. let us not label it. but if we were to play with perspectives. and say we have surplus of individuals. what we are then doing is filtering the world thru this sort of lens. let us. and then maybe some of the appearance of experiences as we see them today may make some type of sense. but let us also keep in mind just bc something sounds logical doesn’t make it sound and or logical. it could just be touching on a a past frequency at a baseline of human conscience and could thus trigger already established thru patterns. this is called the astral realm. the astral realm is quite very mental. it comprises of calculations. measurements. angles. shapes. colours and all kinds of things that are the backstage to what we see reality as it is. in the immediacy of our current purview where we see objects. beneath and behind every object. and maybe i should also say objective. there are myriad of layers of.. dimensions of which complements the whole. in code form in number form. in pattern form. and all this is where we have our collective memory stored. so nothing is really gone just bc we can’t see it. nothing didn’t happen just cause no one else was there to witness it. nothing truly goes away when it’s implemented. no matter the passage of time maintaining otherwise . surely this can give anyone with heart a sense of anxiety. ofc. why not. these are big picture things and they touch on a nerve in us all. that we are too small too feeble. too out of control when it comes to how vast everything else is and we are also faced with the constancy of a continual conundrum so to say. of finding or discovering or being aware of meaning in all things fleeting as they evolve as we also evolve along with it. even if our involvement was quite very minimal.
so here we have the external “stuff” and the internal “firings and mechanism” that allow us the grounds to establish and make sense of the reality as well as our part within it. no life is a waste thus. if ur here. there’s a reason. u complement that. but with information being stifled fro general purview this tends to burden or should i say. overburden the individual mindset and maybe even heart. or intuition. bc then what we are faced with is the contradictory nature between what we are presented with and what actually is. now i’m a firm believer in being challenged i enjoy a good challenge and i would lovingly take up on the challenge given that it is fair play. i have measured the risks associated with such involvement. and am aware of series of plans that i can take should there be any pose of danger etc. right ? that anyone can do is preparing ahead of time before being faced with a good challenge which enables a person to also use within their vicinity. plethora of resources such as data that u can finally put to good use. when u do this u know that ur not only crystallizing the essentials. basis of which complement both ur nature as well as everyone else who could benefit from such. but also refining ur inner research database by trial and error. this latter part allows us to admit where we may be wrong. or see the intricacies of details of collecting data. most often than not we take smth at face value and leave it at that. and or we don’t realize the overgeneralization of a given info at intro and leave it at that. to delve into smth could be done via some ways. one of them is extensive research on the subject. although our minds are magnetic and they usually tend to coordinate with personal experience and unless we have also used relativity and pattern finding to our advantage of how we gather and sift through our inner research things can be a learning experience in a diverse way. which sort of gives us a clue that each person gathers and sifts through h their database in their own way and their own time. a sort of free will so to speak. and perhaps we can also draw a basis to this reason and say bc we are so ennobled by frivolities of general nonsense of our societal markings that cause us in a limbo and repeat more than evolve. we are perhaps even lagging in the inner retrospect and evolution of our inner uhm. i wouldn’t say guidance but perhaps a more efficient use of our already existing inner systems. so often. in analyzing the systems outside of us. we have to convey via language a condition of – meridian take . so we say people are often misled or their biology breaks down and they react. as if this is stationary. no it’s not. ur not inevitably led to ur destruction and ur not not in power to evade such fate. but there is a natural byproduct of interim that takes place where a person who just begins may in fact be fooled and then have the rest of their lives displaced entirely due to systems being built in a way that hasn’t fully acknowledged and or recognize the human soul in its evolution and ways. and reflected it in its own blueprint. ( perhaps due to international animosities. our reluctance to do things differently and involve everyone equally in terms of what sort of world we all would like to live in)
so it is called in hindsight most things become clear. yet we haven’t built a rear view mirror in the systems that prevent future happenstances that only works to strengthen the aftermath of such where many lives shuffle they the downward of systems established by people. and if we can use the manpower and brain power to build. jails for instance for mental hospitals or any other constrictive n restrictive places where no one knows what they are doing but following orders bc that’s the best of findings and none bothered to update them for a very long time bc when it comes to changing things to meet the needs of current conscience levels we tend to shy away from such challenge bc it comes with a ton of uncertainties. and these u certainties are about well. who gets to change. say. zombie laws into recent ones where u can literally change the fate of someone for better what if ur wrong. what if it gets u in trouble and ur jailed and condemned for the rest of ur life. what if we create false sense of trust and something far worse happens as a result of giving way to great change. what if we give chance to those who are hurt harmed and even traumatized some degree of autonomy and power n even tho they said they wouldn’t. they would turn the tables on those they find as enemy and start some type of chaos that ruins life for all of us what if i told u all these already happened. but not as we generally think as we and as they are. in terms of they i mean systemic portion of exchange and trials and errors bc things happen all the time. i doubt that system functionaries never ever decided to take a gander at changing things for better or have hole faith and the like. bc we see there is effort there. we see there is good there but there is also a ton of reluctance in the way things tend to unfold. for one aspect. communication is missing. and we are. in a. effort to not be misled. tend to turn away from messy conversations or making fools out of ourselves when we convey meanings or think that if we say or hear smth that it’s gonna come true like magic and might and fear certain type of words or even certain topics. but a messy conversation is braver than one that refrains from it. and it allows us to hone myriad of skills such as listening under pressure. listening and keeping on open mind. catching urself trying to find a reply while the other speaks and shift ur focus on listening wholeheartedly. if u forget what u were about to say. and it comes back later. then it’s meant to be. if u forge t maybe it’s not for this topic. and the like. meanwhile when we are open minded receptive. wiling to teach AND learn smth wonderful happens. inspirations spark. our minds are fertile grounds. much like the astral space we share. and we are seeing angles and perspectives at a grand scale playing among small groups. or us speaking to a room full of people. perhaps on the podium. even to a larger audience. part of refining ur speech always include the world of people in the room even when it’s just u and a friend. this way ur never contradicting ur word. are always inclusive of everyone u speak. try to consider everything from a diverse perspective and are thus less likely to offend anyone whose experience might differ.
and loving ourselves in our experience , no matter how messy is is sort of reflected in the way we handle dialogue with others. and how we convey meaning relay information and how we tend to organize our inner triggers. which is harder to do than say. bc there are a to. of psychological connections to how we place meanings on objectives. the common goal of speak here is to purify any defilements. and by defilements i’m not saying ur dirty. u must be cleaned. or ur impure. u must feel shame and guilt for it for all eternity and i’m not sure a sort of purification can even take place where our inner mechanisms is clear of any bias pain trauma and triggers that tend to get in the way of our becoming. or feel like it. bc. that’s the purification. i speak of. so it’s not that ur denying that smth happened. but that the imprint it left behind is more like a clear tattoo or when u stamp on a letter a hot iron with inscription of a symbolism rather. in and of itself it’s a beautiful shape. like a mandala even. but it’s not cancerous or it’s not festering. the place it inhabits. but it has become sort of. integrated with the naturalness of the being. the person who is in their prior state. firstly in the earth place there is no way anyone can evade change. change happens at a soul level that is both traumatizing and evolving.or exhilarating. so there are the methods of delivery of smth that pertains to all of us. improving its quality is in all our hands. this is to say do to others what u wish to be done to u. but works only when everyone does it. language coveys not only to the listener of what is. but also for the one who speaks. of how is. and what not. this alllows us to see into arenas of our selves in our biasses defended and even judgment or critical thought about each other. which goes beyond the individualistic relationships and looks at bigger ones. like the relationship betwen system and people. in general. and how international relationships move for instance for all this complements in our understanding. of self as well as of esch other. inflicted our choices. allows us the gopd use of our time and efforts to complement a change that we can all be proud of. even if some of us don’t see it that way just yet. and this general trajectory is smth that we may not see either. it in touching on the abstract sense of what is. then we get a feel of either peace. or further conflict leading to the demise o f our societies. and much like in our relationships. u gotta be 51 percent constructive than destructive or else. it brings us to the two extremes. to be or not to be. to love or not to love. to be together or to separate and go our ways. to peace or to war. to constrictive evolution or collective demise. to advance or to fall apart. all these. in our trajectory of means. plays out from small and subtle inner ways to big and bold external coexistence and exchanges. when we pay attention to the intricacies where we are or may not be certain we can always touch on the abstract future where all is resolved. it’s an investment place that honours all life. and all generations. it steps away from the two party system and says well why don’t we make a list of our needs and unite the party and serve all ? it’s the stepping out of any side taking in wars and say well why don’t we objectively observe why that is and and work constructively on improving conditions that caused it in the first place. the latter to me. is more playful. and although it does seem like a challenge. it’s also supposed to be. absence of future struggles resulting from resolving current and age old conflict does not mean human depravity of challenge either.
bc there still so much we don’t know. we could have a idea about smth be inquisitive. have a strong support system and be very well on our way to evolve. the there is the whole spectrum. of human existence and how we are still in our infantry stage. or maybe adolescence or maybe young adult. in terms of our advancements. the way we share. how we conduct ourselves generally. how we utilize language ( as a manipulative tool or for self betterment or self betterment at the cost of others being misled or covetousness lying and or augmenting data to suit the needs of our own greed or sometimes we know smth and it can help greatly if it’s applied right away but then we shuffle it they the current system in its conscious effort the way it’s found today and make the process slower bc it keeps us ahead fro the rest but the info that was once portent gets stale when it’s artificially rationed and times also. as it seems bc change is evident in all parts of life. which includes the artificiality of systems that go along with organic matter ) and ofc these are big issues many issues. and issues with greeter impact and cannot be expected to be handled by a handful of individuals. it’s meant for everyone. we are all meant to be part of a global human community in the sense by which we take a special interest in each other’s wins. and losses. the same. so when someone wins. u celebrate them bc then this is a great signifier of us becoming familiar with what success feels like so that when it knocks on our door we don’t falsely turn it down bc we simply didn’t recognize it or let our general distrust of people or our traumas get in the way of smth natural. in the same way we feel responsible for others suffering bc it’s happening on our watch. near or far doesn’t matter. what creed what race doesn’t matter bc that’s a secondary conditioning to our human experience . it’s as dominant as gender. norms. and not the gender norms acknowledged by tradition per se. but ur literally biology. what this means is that ur first strong conditioning is ur hormones. and ur body that ur in. the second one pertains to ur race. and in this case when we talk about human family we don’t need to make distinction as who is what gender or background unless we are discussing specific gender and race related topics. when we step out of that sort of stuff in bigger picture happenstances it becomes easier to solve human crises bc it’s really that simple. it’s all that strong conditioning that gets in the way of our otherise pure intentions. if we see. it’s our pain that overgeneralizes women in their behavour or this or that race being a threat. but then there are few exceptions where the systemic formation. the business ethics and the way things have been established as we are today have a history. and we can examine the quality of the history and exchanges bc if we measure say a decade or two with our current consciousness level. then it’s easy to make critical judgment in areas that otherwise happened the way they have based on by what was available then. from there we can also see how we can coordinate syatem to meet current need and not have to oscillate between timelines where certain acknowledgement may not fit and others may fit rather arbitrarily. when we take responsibly for others suffering today. we are also strengthening ourselves to avoid the same in us or others that may be susceptible to such situations this is called foresight. or taking precaution on smth bc it has already happened in the world. and smth that happens in the world runs the risk of repeat. this is also true on indivisible basis. when ur let anger take one time of control. it takes a long time and effort to break out of it. and eve then u may have strong susceptibility so it’s like not denying ur experience but purifying it so that it no longer has any effect but remains a as a personal reminder and a stamp of personal accomplishment to have learned from it and close that chapter for good. we can do this on individual and collective basis. and tho bc this touches on greater depth of trust. in ur self and mutual trust. would require a strong dabble with language and communication. as messy as it can get sometimes. respect.
the systems
get very cut n dry. almost like. a meat grinder. whereas conversation and proper discourse is meant to solve issues in a logical simplistic way that helps ease system. making it effort. and help person who is afflicted. preventing them from getting worse ( which burdens the system and ruins further the quality of life for the individual and those who depended on them. it’s usually not one person that gets affected and almost always many. in this case ) if they can’t get much improvements right away. but system refuse to listen to concern of people. which push people to desperate measures. such as violence and even self harm. to which system only then pays attention. takes a chunk out of what is whole and uses the person like a statistic against. a worldwide argument. such as specific demographics or backgrounds to be a certain way versus what actually transpired in the first place that may have led certain instances there. which is sad truth. but it happens. where there is no amicability in the conflict between parties. there’s bound to be dissolution of smth. and where people depend on system but cannot convey a word, this is likely so. for one aspect. we are civilized beings. bc e use common sri on to relay many things. if we can’t communicate with leaders. then what good use is communication right ? systems have a way of using what they want in terms of words. and putting people only by which paper trails who guide them. to what they wish to occur. which is also partial given by certain instances where there is legal framework paperwork of which grants people some type of liquidity within the system functions among peers of differing mind sets. but if system chooses to be biased and selectively responds and continues to use passage of time as a means to make things stationary. rather. here is the effect of which u personally have chosen to get there all on ur own meanwhile ur being shuffled thru the system believing that things are self spoken. and or evident. in that which a vial info gets lost anyway. even in relaying ur truths during the passage of here system only record what it seems as acceptable in that paper route ( paper trails of only recorded facts tend to generate a profile for u. so for it to be truthful ur literally depending on system functions to record correctly. which is why in cases where trust is lost. it’s best to always get written word as proof )
i am personally a firm believer of having sound systems that function properly. i love that the system hagw power to organize cumulative line of thought and or handle difficulty of diversity with benevolent categorizing so as to make systems works for efficiently and improve the individual quality of life while both benefits from learning via experience. applies more wisdom to enhance all quality which from the system purview. efficient systems that respond diligently to crises and concerns. and individualist level where the quality of people make up for the overall quality of the civilization of a given nation. but when these systems are in wrong hands. the things go very wrong. we may even falsely depend too much o some of these functionaries who then take great deal of advantage that can cause illnesses. hardship among populations groups and organizations. division among individuals. pronging conflict. promoting. aggressive behaviours low key and right down to ending peoples lives. albeit could be due to suicide. helplessness. the general byproduct of streets being dangeous. hazardous causing a downward spiral in indivisible lives who may be systemically afflicted to be confronted with the ugly remnants of system abuse and byproduct of intentional neglect to make things even worse. break eve the strongest spirit leading to further demise of our collective conscience. system functionaries in a way become like biological pests that install themselves in places where they take peoples potential and necessary nutriments to sustain and thrive. leaving them broken. downtrodden neglected. and abused. which is no wonder why there is strong counter to system. to abolish them. . u wanna have hope and keep discourse. in my case i have done literally everything that i can to get thru to some of the coldest hearts of the northwestern region who only appear as kind altruistic caring and in line with higher values. human power human rights and general ways of wanting genuinely to improve things. and i’m one of the lucky ones. there are ton of no name individuals all over the world who have no one to rely on no family. much lack of info bc info is weaponsed. system are weaponsed and peope are force to go along with the blueprint the system provide them due to their excessive dependency only to be led astray have to compromise on their truths. assume that they have to take on the fight alone. be discouraged. heart gets heavy and all around leave or abandon their right to pursue justice. which leads to decades of accepting lifestyles that they don’t deserve. and are too critical in judgment which is disproportionate to their “crimes “ and or offences in which case canada is notorious for departing mothers from their children and supporting their male abusers. as i have been hearing from countless personal stories. that’s aside from mine.
i still believe in the system for complete dismantling the system can throw us all out of balance and coordination which are necessary especially when populations are exhausted. though we must always keep the big picture in purview. my personal summary is this. when i finally sort of recovered what was already abusive due to canada system malfunctioning with false warrant and hospitals refusing to hear domestic abuse concern and or connect me with a social worker. which led me to homelessness. from which in january i advocated for myself which took me they alberts works to michelle remple only to be rejected severely as u can see above. so in canada this is how people who speak up agaisnt system get treated who literally asked for help. i knocked on their door and asked for help with immigration which pays alberta works back and gives me grounds to advocate further for my and my sons right. i thought it was clear. in turn. alberta works. without warning or heads up. put 100 dollars o lon my acc on the last day of the month which they know thru ywca my rent is due on the first of every month as well as how much. what do they mean here. they mean instead of don’t the right legal thing thru imm department they say get a. job but sure. getting a job is anyones rightful take. how we tin this situation getting a job is insulting. especially this way bc one they must know their system to get a job from this grounds. takes a long time to make enough money to pay for their free legal aide system which asks for too much from such a lower demographic for barely any clarity or even rightful approach to tier concern ( i received an email from them consequently when it was complaining about the whole thing being silent ) i share all this for others to learn from. and for the world to see canada is not as benevolent as it appears. maybe that’s why it’s own people stop standing up for their rights or ask bc they get punished. while we may not wanna dismantle the system we should call out those who abuse it. especially system functionaries bc god for it anyone relies on u. i know bc i did. and i do. and this is what happens. to propel like me who ask for their rights. canada does not know how to handle trauma. bc i’m in trauma i’m in crisis. and i’m expected to be unrealistically perfect about my approach. or i’m painted as arrogant or i hurt their feelings to which gives them green light to systemically. !!!! abuse me. in turn. and they do this bc i do correct reporting. that they wanna silence me. so when i expose their ugly side. the more they up the ante about abusing me systemically. as seen here.
i want u to see their blueprint. the legal aide chucked all my request and to focus only on child custody or chia parenting which is obscure. oblique. n i sent them a blueprint on how to approach my request. to which they continued to be oblique and obscure. these things take time. also. and money. they expect me to work here. and pay for their faulty obscure legal system which expects me to let go most of my argument for the sake of poverty. and that goes in line with also what everyone else from alberta works to literally anyone who i approavrf here to get a job. ok. hypothetically let’s follow what canada wants. i get a job. it’s temporary minimum wage. not full time whatever. i’m still in transitional home which has no stability. things can end at any time. which means i have to get a roommate. they can be nuts. which means during this time also i have to continue to abide by what my ex husband feels as right. even to see my son. i have to bc i’m desperate. and wit the charges legal aide provides. in addition to minimum wage and what little alberta works does coupled by my past immigrant status which recently got pr card. no experience in recent years at work force. totally displaced life. add to that trauma from the mental care act. and their hospital conduct. add to that inability to see my son. how lon fro u actually think things will take before we even get to a clearing. two years ? by then my son is suffering bc he can’t see his mom. not to mention i have no car. so all this will have to include bus travel. we are not adding to the past years worth of identity gained which put me in harms way for being famous enough to be a prime target for abuse. but no name enough to be recognized and treated as just about anyone with dignity let alone e someone who can defend themselves rightfully in something as common as system functioners. and their system don’t make sense. bc the solution is simple. there is a legal agreement via immigration department thru which all things could be simplified. yet they expect the abused to be desperate enough to accept what little constricted and obscure things they offer. aka legal aide. aka how they treated me when presented with raw data. all recorded info. as well as my concerns. to sum it up. these are systems that play good cop bad cop with people they abuse systemically. bad cop when they displace you and good cop when they offer partial support but it’s only geared for us to lower ur guard down and slow urslef to be (miss) guided. to where they want u to end up at aka poverty. suffering. inability to see ur child or give u false hopes only to slam it down with impartial rejection deflection and u can sense the vibes too they laugh and mock you in. ur suffering or any other dilemma they can laugh and laud at bc it’s easy to find reasons on why u can’t or shouldn’t help someone versus doing the right thing. precisely bc system functionaries are of the same club and unless u safeguard honourable voting system. not much will change about its transformation. come future years.
now this plays out everywhere . but what makes canada demonic is that it always puts itself as exception to the rule for years and i used this line too but canada is good. they r trying they try to right their wrongs. there is potential there. and they are part of much bigger global world system that sort of puts them in veeries instances where they can’t evolve just right but this is a lie now as we see how they treat their downtrodden and can’t even do basic executive function and or request let alone have a decent conversations. and sure. there is good here too but it’s more sinister when u look beyond the facade and see that hardly anything is for free and even harder it is to be diligent and with integrity as it paints itself as giving a damn about individual human life. it undos the hard work and effort of anyone who tries to counter its systemic toxicity thus. leaving every job in a limbo. unfinished lack of connection to right resources and thus causing a very unhealthy life in all involved bc imagine a crisis responder has to keep draping with cleaning g up and fixing people system intentionally breaks. . u know how hard it is to handle such heart. u hear the stories. u extend ur hand and try to make things better but u realize that issues are much bigger than simple patchwork precisely bc systems intentionally neglect things from getting that bad in the first place. do u think system that safeguards info and has greater oversight aka satellite spying and any other way to know everything and not do anything about much of it ? it’s due to the fact it knows and doe nothing that makes it demonic. it spends more time to pretend it’s on ur side and to get u in avenues where it further conflicts u and has build a report over u during the time than actually efficiently use the system to do what it intends to do. and these people who do these jobs who clean up systemic abuse. also suffer. bc u keep seeing ur hard work get undone. or go no further and u see and hear about these stories of people who can no longer handle the burden. n u notice the life is so miserable. u know deep inside it’s not supposed to be this way. but it is. it’s hard to be convinced that system pushers are any more happy either. u can’t be happy in such an envonrment where so much human suffering is not only expected. but it’s promoted and more of it is maintained. more energy and resources go on maintaining this type of toxic environment than otherwise. and it’s a. simple management problem. not bc it can’t be afforded either. in my case this proves it so
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